#for at least a day

[lordendsavior]

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#i feel so fucking tired #so empty and hollow #while also feeling so tense bc of everything that’s been bubbling inside me #what i haven’t had energy to look at for the last couple of months #and i feel so fucking lonely #it’s just so fucking hard when you have to everything alone and nobody to complain to nobody to hold you #although even my cats annoy the fuck out of me nowadays #bc of all the tension built up in me #i just have no patience whatsoever #wish someone would take care of me for a change you know #that’d be nice #had a couple of break downs today #one of those you when you end up crying bc you spill some milk on the counter and that becomes your tipping point #so yeah #that’s where i’m at #i just hope that next week i’m gonna finish the last job i had since october #and then finally will have no jobs that are hanging above my head #for at least a day #i know it’s worse when i have no jobs #and god help me i’ve experienced it more than enough #but i just want to not stress over my schedule every single day for a change now #and actually take care of myself instead of existing inbetween one work session and another and filling that time with treats #that will only make me feel better on a superficial level #that was probably the longest tag post i’ve made btw lol

[cadaverkeys]

You guys rlly don't realise how much knowledge is still not committed to the internet. I find books all the time with stuff that is impossible to find through a search engine- most people do not put their magnum opus research online for free and the more niche a skill is the less likely you are to have people who will leak those books online. (Nevermind all the books written prior to the internet that have knowledge that is not considered "relevant" enough to digitise).

Whenever people say that we r growing up with all the world's knowledge at our fingertips...it's not necessarily true. Is the amount of knowledge online potentially infinite? Yes. Is it all knowledge? No. You will be surprised at the niche things you can discover at a local archive or library.

#rambles #if you are a person who is into delicate skills #like lacemaking or printing or sewing #you will know fair well just how non expansive the knowledge online is in comparison to written guides from like the 50s #there was a time where at least one person in the household had to know a constructive skill #but in the modern day there is just less ans less demands for comprehensive guides #library propaganda #im stuck doing an essay rn but bc i have covid i cant go to the library and its totally fucked me #i want to source a lot of the stuff i read irl but i just cant go and get it and theres no online ver

[rythyme]

me when i fucking Boop you

#boop #sorry i am obsessed i will be like this for at least this evening #april fool's day #tumblr #cats #april fools day #boopometer #april fools #theo.txt #1k #500 #100 #10k #5k #20k

[ardri-na-bpiteog]

Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.

For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.

I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.

#i have to get at least 8 hours of sleep a night to even barely function #with sleep #getting ready for work #commute #cooking #and errands #I typically have maybe 2-3 hours to actually do what i want in a day #and I'm usually too tired to actually do the things i want to do #and that's with a very short commute #if i actually had a long commute I'd basically do nothing but work #i see my friends like once every few weeks or months #because we're all so fucking busy with work and have such little time for socialising #and none of us even have kids or anything!!

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

I just wanna say bc I KNOW you're somewhere on tumblr, to the teenage girl who attended Take Your Kid To Work Day at an office building in Ontario, Canada circa 2013 and had a conversation with a middle aged woman in which you showed her your Black Veil Brides fanart and fanfics and ship content and told her about different fanfic tropes including a/b/o verse bc she happened to know who Panic! at The Disco and Fallout Boy were and thus you felt the need to show her your bandblr ship art, that was my fucking mother and I had to clarify all that to her including looking my mother in the eye and trying to explain a/b/o verse without sounding like a lunatic.

It's been 10 years and I still regularly sent evil energies in your direction. Since you'd be probably two years younger than me and thus legally an adult now, please know if this post reaches you it's on sight.

#she cornered me in the car and asked what shipping was and i almost had a fucking heart attack #imagine being like 16 years old and habing to explain knotting to your mother #random emo music girl I'm glad you had fun talking about your Band Guys to my mother #bc i also attended take your kid to work day at that office and i know how boring it was #but christ alive why did you have to fuck me like that? #anyways i hope this post reaches you so at the very least you know i think about you at least once a week #this has been weighing on me for ten years #im almost tempted to blaze this post

[its-raining-cats]

#no I’m not going to shut up about this for at least a day #tumblr live #tumblr #tumblr staff #staff #tumblr support

[morebird]

rotating him in my mind 24/7

#astarion #bg3 astarion #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 fanart #as you all can see i am still bewitched #i am sorry for those who are tired of seeing him #but i am unwell and the remedy is sketching him at least once every few days

[brzatto]

the original got deleted but i finally managed to find a screenshot of the tweet that’s been living in my mind since july of last year

#i literally screamed when i found this again #i quote go be a chef with debilitating mental illness at least once a day in my head i was devastated when op took this tweet down #the bear #carmy berzatto #my txt

[ibtisams]

The death toll in Gaza has reached 13,000, with at least 5,500 being children and 3,500 being women

#and at least 30 000 injured #not to mention the thousands missing and hidden in rubble #another very grim news day from Palestine but then again every day is!!!! #palestine #🦢

[sugarkillsall]

truly bonkers that this site will flag vaguely nude drawings at the drop of a hat but I can be presented a random women's entire pussy as a recommended post at any given moment from a bot

#i kinda miss when they just messaged me #the bots here are so crazy at least its like X with all the cryptos #god the shit we deal with these days lol

[onesaltyerik]

the mother figure has gifted us with home made salsa and beef jerky. the mother figure is praised. the mother figure has made good beef jerky. good food good food.

#i am like a cat #give me food and i will be your friend #for at least a day #longer if it is good food #beef jerky #homemade beefjerky #salsa #homemade salsa #gifts #thanks mom #i consume now #nom nom

[egberts]

and this is why when i told some teenagers they could have as much as they want and they took half the bowl i didn't get mad. teens are still kids too and some of them are more childish than others, some of them want to go have fun and get free candy too. i was a trick or treating teen! i was a poor teen that wanted free candy! i really looked forward to trick or treating every year! thankfully i had a young brother to help but my point still stands. if you're giving fucking candy away for free why does it matter if it goes to a 9 year old or a 16 year old?

#halloween #having to ask permission to wear a mask any other day of the year is um. controlling. to say the least

[spicybeefu]

What if Pokemon & Animal crossing had a crossover game? #8 Commissioned over on twitter!

#pokemon #animal crossing #cute #retro #lowpoly #animation #blender #pkmn #pokecrossing #spinda #this one took so long @_@ setting up the keyboard alone took me a day at least T.T but i'm glad I did it!

[akantorrr]

#wow akans is back to drawing ultrakill stuff? impossible! #ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabv1el #digital art #v1 #akans art #I actually really really really love how this one turned out #starting off 2024 with a banger (at least for me) #absolutely inspired by that other coahuilaceratops piece I did the other day- on my alt #tarot card or church stained glass; I don't know what this is but it's becoming my comfort art style #drawing/doodling like this is therapeutic for me istg xD just straight lines and circles and dots :>

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[hamletthedane]

Okay be honest, because I feel really dumb right now:

(Like, am I the only one who thought it was like -80F/-60C daytime range???)

#physics #astronomy #moon landing #Apollo #i will never recover from learning this fact #this has fucked me up for life #THE MOON IS HOT?!?!?? #(at least during the day)