#forgot to post these yesterday bc i was very tired

[quinnslogan]

Why Quinn runs away theory time

DISCLAIMER: What I think is going to happen doesn’t mean it’s what me/most of the fandom necessarily want to happen. Unfortunately, we didn’t write the movie so we don’t really know what to expect. I do trust though we’ll be happy with it the amount of insta comments Erin and Matt liked/responded to basically saying we as fans will be happy with how Quogan goes in this movie ❤️

Tbh I don’t think why Quinn runs away from the wedding is going to be super complicated. I think she’s kinda tired of how different her and Logan’s life is than it used to be judging by her telling Zoey “it’ll be the reunion we all need”. And that’s fine IMO i’m sure Logan’s world of rich is different than what she’s used to and it’s scary.

Then Logan being Logan is full bridezilla. I think Quinn tries to get him to relax a little and remember to have fun but knowing Logan she fails. Plus I bet his family isn’t going to be easy either. Also if you look closely in this pic Quinn looks super annoyed with Logan lol

And then or before the above scene whatever tf Zoey’s going to say in her rehearsal speech is going to make her more nervous about how much her life is about to change. So Quinn gets more nervous. I’m sure some point throughout she talks to Zoey about how she’s worried and Zoey brushes her off because in her head Quinn’s life is perfect and hers is the one that needs to be dealt with and overall just isn’t the maid of honor Quinn wanted her to be and overall Quinn just doesn’t feel like she has anyone to talk to. Logan’s definitely not indenting to make her feel like this at all (he loves that girl he’s been with her for FIFTEEN years and looks just as in love as he was when they were 16) but he’s just become obsessed with the actual wedding event and kinda lost track of what the wedding means (aka him and Quinn choosing to spend the rest of their life together <3)

Then they get to the altar!! Idk what exactly happens here but some little thing probably happens at the altar where like Logan forgot to write his vows bc he was too obsessed with making sure everything went perfectly he forgot to? (idk anyways something Logan does that makes her not want to get married THIS WAY). I say this way because in the reproposal scene she’s still wearing her engagement ring so it’s not like she dumps him she just doesn’t want to get married like this.

I think Quinn’s going to blow up at Logan and Zoey. Logan for whatever he did at the actual wedding and for forgetting about her in their wedding and Zoey for not being a very good maid of honor (bad rehersal dinner speech + constantly leaving the wedding for work or something (she’s not there the morning of the wedding in the trailer scene they’re all in PJs + if you look at the trailer she’s literally on her phone DURING the ceremony).

Anyways, Logan and Zoey feel guilty. Zoey probably brings up PCA she’s obsessed with that place and Logan gets the idea to buy PCA (Jamie’s insta post yesterday showed a pic where PCA was on sale) and him and Zoey are going to throw the wedding there. They get everyone together and we get the new trailer scene of Zoey going “alright everybody let’s get to work” and from a BTS pic that tumblr is being annoying and won’t let me upload everyone except Quinn is there in that scene. Then, I think Zoey makes some excuse and gets Quinn to PCA (Quinn is wearing a PCA shirt under her jacket when Logan reproposes. AND LOGAN PROPOSES (i’m so excited for this scene you guys don’t understand) and if my theory of him forgetting to write his vows or something is true then it goes in line with him giving a heartfelt speech about why he loves her and realizes he’s needs to remember to live more in the moment (symbolized by his tie in his hand)!! Quinn says yes they get married and live happily ever after!!

Once again this isn’t necessarily what I WANT to happen it’s just what I think will happen. I really really really do not like the bride runs away at the altar I mean I could’ve dealt with her running away before the wedding but her deciding while up there to run away is so awkward i’m sorry. Also most of this theory goes in hand with Erin’s insta comment about how the movie shows women struggling to move to the next phase/with change because change is scary (like that’s not just Zoey’s plot in this movie it’s Quinn’s too). Plus I do empathize with her Logan is my fave character but he probably isn’t the easiest fiancé haha (I imagine this being a very mondler like wedding situation except I don’t think the fear is necessarily about commitment like it was for chandler but for quinn it’s about how absorbed Logan got in the wedding she feels like he forgot about her and she loves this man it’s why she’s upset he’s so wedding obsessed she misses him like emotionally and for Logan he loves her obviously it’s why he’s trying so hard for their wedding to be perfect!!!

In general if you managed to read to this point idrc what happens i’m just so excited we’re getting out endgame like childhood me who would watch zoey 101 reruns is screaming

#zoey 101 #zoey 102 #quogan #quinn and logan

[prestonmonterey]

TLT UPDATE!! BEFORE I GO TO BED

(gods im so tired...)

@vincentaureliuslin @tatsumisheep3

no photos today so heres my cat :P

OPENING NIGHT!!! it went super well!!!!! (i think)

it was PA night so the understudys were percy and annabeth and they killed it!!!!!! :DDDD

also my director gave me a compliment today so im in a good mood (it was somethin along the lines of "you finally did a good job as cerberus" but ill take what i can get...) (i still have beef with him but.. whatever....)

its crazy how fast this show is going and that itll all be over after sunday,, but also i am SO tired bc we literally spend more time at school than at home this week :(

also getting a lotta acne bc im not used to wearing this much make up every day :P

but hey at least ill get to rest a teeny bit on the weekend (just in the morning TwT bc we have matinees)

also my parents and some of my friends are comin tomorrow so they BETTER FUCKIN BUY ME CANDY (i really really really want candygrams... one of the stage managers got like 4 boxes of candy i am so jealous...)

also also also we did the legacy robe last night before preview night and my friend (and mother /ij) got it :DDDD very happy for her

um um um i felt like i had more to say but idk this is already a lot and i cant remember things im kinda tired :P

oh i finally got my camper necklace!!! the beads were missing for like a week but they were just on the table in the costuming room... anyway my friend made it for me during tech class bc shes so so sooo sweet <3 (while i was in math trying to force my friend to study... *stares at neeks* /aff) i got four beads that kinda almost make the ace flag!! (black for tech, silver for the fall play, light blue for this show, and purple for my grade)

idk if i explained it before but all of our necklaces represent how much theater we've done,,, bc its kinda like how long we've been at camp. theres a bead for each grade based on our class colors, and the tlt bead, so everyone gets at least 2. theres also beads for each of the past musicals and plays at school, and a black bead if youve done tech, and a white bead if youve done leadership :D some of the seniors have like most of their necklace filled because of how many shows theyve done

heres another cat pic to keep you engaged and reading this /hj

also also also many many thanks to my wonderful actor and tech friends i would not survive without them (especially thanks to tech bc they have to put up with us actors... /hj) its poseidon's actors first show i think and they have a LOT of quick changes so their section of the rack is,,, kind of a mess. also the lamp for the oracle scene has broken multiple times i think already... and i already left my make up bag out yesterday and my watch in the cubbies today TwT we are a hot mess

my graphic design teacher was acting today :D (the farmer in drive is a teacher role, and they switch out every night) and i love him being so absolutely perplexed by the energy circle before show :333

also i remembered to put setting powder on for the first time,,, and... i forgot that my mom is SO much paler than me TwT (i was very washed out...) so ill probably stick to spray for the rest of the week :P

sorry i really am rambling tonight...

ok i will probably hopefully do at least one more update after strike on sunday!! (depending on how tired i am,, i might just curl up on the floor and sleep after the sunday show actually...) unless something goes horribly wrong,,, then ill probably post about it too

good night!! i need to collapse in bed and try to save up enough energy for tomorrows show :3

have a wonderful day/night and remember to hydrate! (or you'll die straight...)

#marble musings #tlt update

[folkdances]

ok actually not to be like and another thing but another thing I also feel like they didn’t resolve Bryde as a character much either like idk I know a lot of people straight up don’t care abt him LOL but I thought his whole like attitude and philosophy and where it was coming from was very interesting. Even though he is low key ecofascist. idk it would have been nice to see more of him and Matthew bc like they’re both dreams made by Ronan but with obviously opposite personalities and viewpoints and like we got that in the context of them hanging out or whatever but not sm in the way of overarching development. I feel like it could have been interesting to come to more of a definitive conclusion there like I know definitive conclusions isn’t so much this series’ thing ofc I don’t mean like a solid opinion like this is the right solution or whatever. but more of a resolution to his whole thing ig. instead of him fucking dying does that count as a resolution idk maybe it’s just me lol

i was too tired to answer this one yesterday and i forgot to mention bryde at all because um i forgor? but u r so real i remember being so excited for the direction i thought bryde would go after his first chapter in greywaren and then :/ i think he is SO interesting i rarely post about him but he is one of my most favourite characters to come out of trc!! everything u say up there is so true it would have been so nice to see. close your eyes andimagine a better world with me ok

#mail #vonkarma2

[koreandragon]

lmao pine that vincenzo netlix thing happens to me all the time.. i also get random notifs on my phone that tell me to "continue watching" bc i sometimes feel like rewatching some scenes. was funny yesterday when i was finishing reborn rich and got so tired of all the fuckery, i took a break and checked my phone and it was just netflix again telling me to watch vincenzo like YEAH.... i might as well now bc reborn rich totally lost me in the last episode

(will rant a little if it's ok!)

honestly though– what in the world was that ending? like who over at jtbc thought this was a good idea and let the writer have her way??? i'd love to know bc i think what the novel did (no HW in the new life, DJ gets revenge, becomes ceo, marries MY, end) was so much better. yeah it's simple but better than what we got. here the writer wanted to be creative? what was the point of ep 2-15 and all that we've seen DJ go through only to have an ending like that and then explain it with "repentance"? like what...... and it was lined with plotholes like a swiss cheese 😭

so while i enjoyed the drama, the end kinda ruined it for me personally. the novel was about rebirth/revenge and while we watched DJ trying to take over sunyang, all that was naught in the end since we end with HW again and nothing he "did" as DJ ever mattered. by changing the ending, the writer completely fucked the point of the story over. now it's about repentance? why not just make a movie with the plot of ep 1 and 16 and call it a day then? idk. the more i try to make sense of it all the more i don't understand. also such a waste of lee sung mins amazing performance :(

what's your general thought of the ending?

vincenzo will forever haunt me, i feel like i see his face wherever i go i wish i could erase it from my head so i can watch it again. my life drama. anyway.

well i didn't love the drama ngl to you there were fun bits where he fucked his family over but none of that was truly cathartic? and there were too much politics and corporate lingo like i barely followed along. i wrote this in a post too that it will never truly be revenge because the jin family won't know who he is and why he's doing it. revenge is all about looking into your enemy's eyes and letting them know it was you who fucked them over and why you did it. isn't it? so i was wondering how that was going to go, i guess they did that with hyunwoo at the end but it didn't actually matter because the guy who did kill dojun and tried to kill him got to die peacefully in his sleep none the wiser. he got to be the chairman of soonyang for 20 years without any accountability.

the doppelganger thing still bothers me like hyunwoo literally could've been played by any other actor because he was only in the first and last eps and some flashback scenes i don't understand why joongki had to play them both it's just too much suspension of belief for me. plus the thing that bothered me ESPECIALLY that i already talked about is that hyunwoo was supposed to know about dojun's accident. he was literally there and he still couldn't avoid it while he was dojun cause he conveniently forgot it ever happened or idk??? like that shit irks me. don't even get me started on the romance and minyoung's character because it was abismal. i trusted this writer because she wrote designated survivor and it's still one of my favorite dramas and it was very entertaining despite being so political. waited a year for this drama cause it's joongki's project after vincenzo but i guess you win some and you lose some. better luck next time.

#ask #anonymous

[annieplush]

Since i forgot to do this yesterday im combining yesterday and today's into one post.

2 April: When were you diagnosed and when did you know that you're autistic? If you're self-diagnosed, when did you first suspect that you're autistic and when were you sure?

I'm not actually diagnosed though i am legally disabled bc of my being semispeaking, i found out i was autistic a few years ago (3 or 4 years ago maybe??) and i cant remember how but i found out bc of tumblr, i think i saw posts of people talking about it and was just like "oh yeah, that's me" or something haha. I found out i was semiverbal later but again cant remember when. I thought i was nonverbal for a few months tho cus i saw some definitions that were wrong.

3 April: How good or bad is your memory for things people say? For example verbal instructions. If you're deaf: Can you lip read? Do you think your autism influences your ability to lip read?

I think it's pretty good, when someone tells me to do something i'll usually remember it, i sometimes forget right after people leave but that happens less often and i think its normal to happen sometimes. Though problem comes when someone explains something to me and i think i understand it and i tell them i understand and they leave and then i try thing and realize i dont actually understand and have to either get them back or wait if theyre busy or often i feel too awkward to get help plus im stubborn, try to do everything by self even if faster and easier to get help or sometimes get too frustrated from not understanding and cant do it anyway but that happens less often. Sorry for getting off topic whoops.

Sorry for symplified speach at the end, woke up at 4 am and couldn't fall back sleep and just came back from 8 hour shift few hours ago so very tired, nothing wrong with speak like this just unusual for me.

#30daysofautismacceptance #2023 #Annie babbles

[squishescommishes]

Pair of ugly sweater season ychs for @js-rambles of they and their partners sonas! These both came out really cute I had a lot of fun

#squishes commishes #artists of tumblr #furry artist #furry art #dragon #polar bear #fursona #ych commission #finished commission #finished ych #forgot to post these yesterday bc i was very tired

[princess-of-inarizaki]

Heyheyhey!! Can i request manager birthday and the team forget about it for seijoh, inarizaki, and shiratorizawa bcs tomorrow ma birthday hahah. Thank youuu and i love you

Anon-chan!! This is SUCH an important birthday request and I am beyond honoured to write it for you :D 💖💖💖💖✨

Our birthdays are so close too👉👈 mine's next week. (Exactly ten days apart from yours!!)

Anyways, happy birthday Anon-chan!!I hope you have a beautiful day, filled with lots of happy things, and a wonderful year ahead. you're wonderful, and I hope you always remember that !! 💖💖💖✨ I love you so very much <3

The teams forgetting their manager's birthday

Characters: Seijoh, Shiratorizawa, and Inarizaki

Warnings: none

Oh btw!! since the type of manager is not specified, I'll go with my default fem manager :D she's cute and sweet (like you, Anon-chan 😺😆💖) and the boys adore her a ton. She's also very capable, smart, and confident, and she loves being physical with the boys, which constantly flusters them!

Seijoh

The Seijoh boys would be so busy practicing for an upcoming match, they kinda forget everything that's happening around them.

Lots of focus. You smile fondly, because that's what makes them such a good team. Their ability to focus on their goals and eliminate all distractions.

Until one day, Yahaba is just scrolling through his phone's calendar when he sees “Manager Chan's birthday, 19th November.”

And he's just so shocked and guilty. He immediately calls the rest of the team and tells them what he just realized.

The team feels so guilty and disappointed in themselves. They're a day late to wish you, and they desperately want to make it up to you.

You're their precious manager after all, the one who bandages their injuries with a smile and who always gives them the motivation to do better.

How could they possibly forget such a precious human being's birthday?

That same day, they create a group chat excluding you, and begin to plan something special for you.

They break themselves up into teams with specific tasks of getting things ready for an impromptu birthday party for you.

Iwa-chan is in charge of ensuring everything runs smoothly, and he makes sure to do it with zeal, hoping to make it the best birthday ever for you, eventhough it's a bit late.

The next day, you walk into the gym, and it's absolutely quiet and dark. The boys aren't there yet, which is pretty odd, considering practice should've started a few minutes ago.

You stand in front of the gym and dial Oikawa's number, because he's always quick to respond to your calls, but the number goes straight to voicemail. You're confused, and a little curious as to where they are.

Suddenly, you feel someone's hands covering your eyes, and Oikawa's voice saying “y/n-chan, don't be scared. We have a surprise for you.”

You laugh, realisation washing over you that the boys probably planned something because they forgot it was your birthday yesterday, and follow Oikawa as he guides you inside.

When he finally uncovers your eyes, you see the boys holding a huge, slightly odd looking cake, lit with candles.

Oikawa hugs you from behind and you pull him closer to you, snuggling in his embrace.

You then blow out your candles and make a silent wish. I wish to always be by their side

Iwa-chan is already hitting Oikawa for hugging you before the rest, so you hug Iwa too, then Matsukawa, Hanamaki, Yahaba, Kunimi, and even Kyotani, albeit him being slightly rigid.

“thanks guys, this is an amazing surprise!” you say softly, as your eyes tear up. It's obvious that they made the cake themselves, and eventhough it wasn't perfect, your boys, made it for you.

Your heart squeezed as you cut slices for everyone, and handed it to them, as they sat on the bleachers to enjoy it.

You sit next to Yahaba and leaned on his shoulder. “Thanks for remembering” you said softly.

He blushed. “how did you know?” you explained that Kunimi told you, and he smiled at you and ruffled your hair.

“We're sorry for not remembering sooner, Y/n-san. Thanks for being the best manager ever” said Iwaizumi. He seemed to be nonchalant about it, but his eyes and smile betrayed him. He was fond of you, and genuinely glad that you enjoyed the small celebration they had prepared.

You smiled and kissed his cheek as acknowledgement, which caused him to blush and Oikawa to throw a small tantrum.

You laughed as you looked at them bantering with each other, Hanamaki and Matsukawa teasing Kyotani, and Yahaba and Kunimi next to you. You really did love these boys.

Shiratorizawa

So I'm pretty sure it's exam week, and these boys are just so studious and hardworking, they're totally immersing themselves in their studies and books.

Until it's their calculus exam and Tendou just suddenly remembers “Oh my God, it was Y/N's birthday two days ago!!” as his pencil flies across the room, much to the sensei's disapproval (haha, miracle boy is so cute)

He pulls the other third years aside after the exam, like Ushijima, and Semi, and tells them what he just remembers.

Ushijima is just stoic, but internally he's like "how could I forget? I never forget important dates like these? Is something wrong with me?" And Semi's just so sad he wants to scoop you in his arms right away.

Tendou then proposes the idea of taking you somewhere after school to surprise you, and they agree, and run off to tell the rest of the team.

Goshiki is just close to tears he hates that he forgot his favourite senpai's birthday, especially when you remembered his (and the entire team's) and never failed to make it a special day for them.

So after school ends, you're getting ready to go back home, when Semi just scoops you into his arms and carries you to the rest of the team.

You're not all that shocked, since Semi does this pretty often, and so you let him. “where are we going?” you ask, and he just casually answers “to celebrate the end of exams”

You laugh silently. They're definitely planning more than that, but you decide to humour them, and smile at the team when Semi lets you down gently.

“let's go have udon” says Shirabu with a too-big smile. You and the team walk to an udon shop near the school, and enter quietly.

Goshiki sits next you, and he looks like he wants to say something, but can't, as he bites his lip. Ushijima sits in front of you, and rest of the team take their places and begin ordering.

You notice Tendou talking to the shop owner intently, with Shirabu next to him. Ushijima knows that you might suspect something, so he tries getting your attention by asking you about your exams.

Suddenly, Tendou brings a cake to the table and team begins singing happy birthday for you. You smile happily and wait for them to finish before making a wish and blowing off the candles.

You smile happily at the team and their hearts grow warm, seeing you so happy like that.

“We're sorry for not remembering sooner, y/n-senpai” says Goshiki in a sad voice. Your heart tugs at seeing him so sad, so you ruffle his hair and assure him that exams are tough on everyone, and that it was better to celebrate it after they ended anyways.

You and the team eat the cake after having udon, and talk about the week together. They start reminiscing about memories with you, as they talk about their first impressions, and cute memories with a soft smile on their faces.

Tendou retells the story of how you first came to the team and how much you've grown ever since then.

At some point, Semi sits in your place whilst you've gone to the ladies room, and pulls you to his lap when you come back.

The team laughs when they see you desperately refusing, worried that you'll be too heavy, whilst Semi reassures you that you won't.

Goshiki adoringly smiles at you, and Semi pulls you closer to him. Tendou feeds you small pieces of strawberry left from the cake, as Shirabu records everything, excitedly typing in a caption on his social media.

Meanwhile, Ushijima is just carefully adding in a small reminder in his phone calendar, so he'll never forget your birthday in the future ever again.

Inarizaki

My sweet little fox babies! I think they would be excitedly counting down for your birthday, you're their precious manager-chan after all (and I can't bring myself to say they forgot 😅😭) when Atsumu suddenly sees a friend of yours post a "happy birthday y/n!!" on their Instagram story.

Atsumu immediately jumps on his brother's bed and wakes him up, whilst texting your friend. “Isn't y/n's birthday five days from now?”

Your friend replies. “no haha, it's today!” which cause the twins to desperately call Aran, Suna, Ginjima, and of course, captain Kita!

The boys are hurriedly awoken a few minutes after midnight, and absolutely frazzled! They had all planned something special, but now they would have to change the date, and some things (like the cake and venue) weren't ready so soon.

Osamu groggily got out of bed and began taking out eggs, butter, flour, and other baking ingredients. Eventhough it was extremely late, and he had a tiring day, nothing could compare to his love for you. And so, he started mixing the ingredients at one a.m.

Kita tried to remain calm, but internally freaks out. He and Suna are trying to brainstorm ideas of places they could take you to make your day enjoyable.

Atsumu was busy wrapping the gifts they had all got. He got way too many papercuts and had a bit of trouble, but it was for you, and the thought alone of you smiling was enough to motivate him.

Aran and Ginjima made their own preparations in their own homes for the next day, and Aran even facetimed Osamu to keep him company throughout the baking process.

They were determined to make your birthday a happy one, and genuinely wanted to let you know they loved and cared for you so much.

The next day, six terribly sleep deprived boys arrived at school, with the needed arrangements set. The cake was safely secured with Osamu, and Suna took the bag of gifts from Atsumu.

Kita went to go find you, and he saw you waiting by the entrance of school. “Y/n-san, let's go.” said Kita with a mysterious smile.

You were a bit confused. School was the other way and he was dragging you away from it, but you trusted Kita and followed him.

He led you to the rest of the team, and gently places his hand on your back. “Let's go, y/n-san. We're going to the beach.”

You were super confused. “but school?”. Suna gives you a sleepy smile. “Kita and me have already handled that. We told your teachers you'd be absent today, now c'mon.”

Atsumu gently holds your small hand in his and you guys walks to the subway. As you dig for your subway card in your pocket, the boys get seated. There's one less seat, so Atsumu pulls you to his lap, much to the rest of the team's disapproval.

They're all so jealous, Atsumu laughs silently, and pulls an oblivious you closer. Osamu just rolls his eyes, but internally seethes.

Two stops later, the team motions to exit, and Aran shyly comes closer to you, taking your hand this time. You smile at him and make your way to the small beach you sometimes spend time in, with the rest of the team.

Kita finds an empty picnic table and everyone sits down, placing the items they had brought with them down, and looking at you expectantly.

“Happy Birthday, y/n-chan.” they chorused together. Suna ruffled your hair from the right side of you, and Osamu begins lighting up the candles on your left.

You gratefully thank them for going to the trouble of bringing you here, the fresh beach air and breeze immediately putting you in a cheerier mood.

They then start singing you a happy birthday as you blush silently and blow the candles out, making a wish. I wish to be able to love these boys forever.

You lean over and kiss Osamu's cheek. He blushes red immediately. “Thank you for going to the trouble of baking this, Samu'” if only you knew, he thought silently, as flashbacks of him almost falling asleep in front of the oven came to mind.

Kita cuts the cake and gives you the biggest slice, much to your happiness. The boys all eat their cake and joke around about all the memories they've made with you.

“I can remember when y/n-chan just came. She was so small and sweet, Osamu said she reminded him of a macaroon” said Aran.

Kita fondly smiles as he gives you a pack off green tea from his grandmother.

Ginjima gives you the gifts the entire team had picked and you begin tearing up, much to everyone's dismay. You're just so grateful to have them.

Suddenly Atsumu leans over and swipes frosting from the cake on your face. The mood is once again lifted, as Suna takes a ton of pictures, and contributes to the frosting on your face too.

“hey that's enough now” says Kita. He looks firm, but his eyes betray him. The slight sparkle shows that he thinks it adorably hilarious how the boys are annoying you.

The water seems to be calling you, so you pull Suna to the shore and lean down to the water.

The rest of the day is just filled with the boys and you doing random things by the beach, like eating popsicles, and finding seashells. You're unable to actually get into the water, due to your school uniforms, but seeing an excited you gush over the seashells and smile happily over ice cream is enough for the boys.

At the end of the day, you and the team watch the sunset together, and swear to work extra hard for the upcoming nationals.

As they see you looking up at the sunset adoringly, their hearts squeeze in their chest, so grateful to be a part of your life.

Taglist: @osamusriceballs @k-sakusa-old

#happy birthday!! #darling anon chan i hope you have a great day #i love you so so much💖😤✨ #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuufanfics #inarizaki #inarizaki x reader #oikawa headcanons #haikyuu fluff #inarizaki manager #semi haikyuu #kita shinsuke #suna rintarou #atsumu hcs #osamu headcanons #seijoh manager #seijoh #seijoh x reader #iwaizumi hajime #oikawa x reader #shiratorizawa manager #shiratorizawa manager headcanons #shiratorizawa #ushijima fic #tendou imagine #semi haikyuu fanfics #shirabu fic #birthday headcanons #anonymous

[laufeysodinson]

do you miss the rogue who coaxed you into paradise and left you there?

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader (he left reader for Peggy... but did he really though???) Rating: T Warnings: ANGST!!! So. Much. Angst. And bad words. Summary: Seeing Sam and Bucky again after leaving for Westview with Wanda. A/n: My first time to write something for the MCU 🥺 and it’s ANGSTTTT because I have unresolved issues with Steve going back to the past. If I could smack him, I really would. This is my catharsis. I hope you guys like it.

thanks to coney island by taylor swift ft the national. that song is underrated (and tbh inspired by @cruelfvkingsummer bc she keeps posting fics inspired by ts songs so i said huh WHY THE HELL NOT + i said i wouldn’t post this but i just read through it again and its acceptable LOL)

“Steve wouldn’t want you to do this.”

The field you were in, just a few steps outside the Westview bubble you and Wanda created was eerily silent after Bucky uttered those words to you. You glared at him. You were getting angrier by the second, the aura of the field changing, the sounds of its creatures quieting and the winds stilling.

Even they were terrified. They knew that they could never match up to your fury and they didn’t dare challenge it.

“Steve doesn’t care.” You scoffed.

“He cared a lot about you,” Sam intervened, giving Bucky a glance that said let-me-do-the-talking-because-if-you-do-it-then-we’re-fucked. “He would have wanted you to be happy too.”

“You meant a lot to him, Y/N.” He added, his voice soft and gentle.

“I was a placeholder. Someone to temporarily hold his hand when he needed it.” You snapped, eyes slowly glowing a dark blue like the waters of the ocean when the heavens darkened and roared with thunder. Your hands were shaking by your side, already swirling with magic you found quite difficult to control once your emotions took over.

Sam and Bucky looked at each other, worried and nervous about the uncertainty of what would happen next with you. “Y/N, Steve loved you. He did.” Sam stepped closer to you, trying to make you see reason.

But all your life you’ve followed reason... yet you still ended up here. All your life you’ve been logical and understanding, the one willing to listen to what other people have to say because someone needed to be that person on the team. That one person who considered everyone’s opinions because you thought that it was important for everyone to be heard.

You considered everyone and their happiness. You considered Steve and his happiness that you unfortunately forgot about yours.

So you ignored it when Steve would look at his stupid compass even though you wanted to throw it to the deepest depths of the ocean. Every. Single. Time.

Because you loved him. And you tried so hard.

Yet you still ended up tossed aside because you were never truly a part of his plan. Was that love?

If that was Steve’s definition of love, then it was a fucked up version of it. He made you believe he saw a future with you—made you believe he was willing to tackle what the future held as long as it was with you.

Maybe in this reality Steve wasn’t yours to have.

But Westview tells a different story... a story so different from the tragedy of losing him with a blink of an eye. A story crafted so perfectly that you were willing to fight the god damn Avengers for it, unknowingly digging yourself deeper into a hole of despair and anguish you just might never get out of. Westview was—is a fairytale. A love story between two people who found solace in each other, filled with cheesy romantic nights in front of the fireplace and dancing around wildly in the rain.

“Loved me?” You laughed bitterly, looking away from the two people you once considered your closest friends. You closed your eyes and breathed deeply, magic coursing through your veins and feeling every bit of its power. You stayed silent.

Listening.

Looking and searching for the hum that only you could hear. The hum that reminded you of your strength and capability to completely change your reality with the flick of your wrist.

You were desperate for it—you craved its sound and you were addicted with its ability to cover up every single lie he once said to you. If you focused hard enough, it overlapped the faint sound of the I love yous still echoing in your mind as if it was just yesterday. If you focused hard enough, it overlapped that last conversation when you exchanged see you soons.

At this very moment, the intensity of your powers overshadowed everything. It helped you forget that memory of him not coming back when he was just ‘returning the stones.’ It overshadowed the look of pity everyone gave you when they all realized that he stayed in the past instead of coming back to you in the present. It overshadowed the grief, the shame, the embarrassment and the stupidity you felt right in front of the people you considered your family.

You opened your eyes, both Sam and Bucky gulping once they saw the dark, empty depths of your irises. They were once full of happiness and love. Not anymore. You were tired. You’ve had enough.

“If that was love... I don’t want any of it.” You whispered brokenly, wiping away the few tears that managed to escape.

“Y/N...” Bucky murmured behind Sam, “Don’t do this.”

Sam was still looking at you, eyes full of compassion for his friend that was hurting so badly right in front of them. He remembered the days after Steve went back to return the stones. The days when you would lock yourself in your bedroom, thinking that the others won’t hear you cry out and ask what does she have that I don’t?

And then you and Wanda disappeared.

They tried to look for the two of you, they really did! But two women who were already powerful became even more so when it was fueled by grief. The grief created by a love lost—the love lost behind the sorrow and despair that manifested in the small town of Westview, where no one can find them.

And if no one can find them, then no one can interfere.

But they found you.

And that simply won’t do.

You looked right at the two people who were now essentially strangers to you. “Leave.” You said firmly.

Sam was about to say your name again when you snapped, getting into a defensive stance and your hands glowing dark blue once again. “I said leave!” You growled, blue tendrils swirling around your fingers and shooting towards Sam and Bucky, knocking them off their feet.

“Let me be,” you breathed deeply, bottom lip wobbling as you stared at them. Once close friends you had movie nights and Shawarma lunches with, now enemies who wanted to shatter the fragile fantasy you delicately held in your hands.

“Let me be happy for once. And don’t ever come back.” You whispered, turning your back on them and going back into the world you and Wanda created.

Back into the world where everything was alright.

Back into the world where Steve loved you.

#steve rogers x reader #steve rogers fanfiction #marvel fanfiction #chris evans #chris evans fanfiction #but did steve really leave them on purpose though??? #hmmmmmm #i mean this is FANFICTION #ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN AS LONG AS I SAY IT HAPPENS

[luckyspike]

I forgot to do an update about my COVID VACCINE but i did not die i just forgot bc i was really tired yesterday (yes, probs from the vaccine)

so yeah. I had the second Pfizer shot on Monday, 01/25, and although my arm was sore a few hours later and i had a mild headache, it was nothing some acetaminophen couldn’t take care of. I worked a full shift, went home, cooked dinner, and went to bed

I woke up around 5am the next day (01/26) with chills and body aches, although interestingly when i took my temperature it was a relatively normal 99F. still, i took another dose of acetaminophen and went back to bed

i was able to work the next day, but was extremely tired and had a sore arm. fortunately, i was scheduled to work remotely for the afternoon, so after i finished up at the office i went home and used my lunch break to take a nap, which allowed me to work the rest of the afternoon. as the evening went on, i started to feel more back to normal, and i went to bed at a normal time

this morning (01/27) i woke up feeling fine. my arm is still a little bit sore, but i have not felt like i needed to take anything else for pain/headache/fever, and i have not had a fever at any of the required temp checks i do at my job. so pretty much back to normal i think.

i have heard of some delayed reactions, so i might check back in, but assuming my post-vaccine course follows the usual trajectory, i think that should be about it, and i likely won’t write about it much more. i do want to say that aside from the physical effects, emotionally it was a very intense process for me. i do struggle with anxiety anyway, and through the process of getting the vaccines i experienced all kinds of anxiety, guilt, relief, amazement, etc. Right now i just feel intensely, intensely grateful to have been able to be apart of this process, and humbled by the amazing scientists who worked on this. 

now everyone go out and do some shots (shots shots shots shots shots shots everybody)

#cw covid mention #covid vaccine #vaccine diary

[canuckianhawkbi]

I started watching She-Ra after s5 came out and I kept my friends updated as I went, so here’s a master post of my notes bc I wanted to have them all in one place somewhere

halfway through s1:

I would hang out with Adora all day long

Glimmer must be protected at all costs

I stg it's like Bow was created specifically for me

Shadow Weaver needs to stop being so mean to Catra yesterday

the only cadet whose name I know is Kyle? why

Madame Razz is so great

Perfuma is immediately gay for She-Ra and that's great

Mermista is immediately gay for She-Ra and Seahawk has no idea

I need more Scorpia in my life

Entrapta is such a nerd and I don't care that she can't be trusted

end of s1:

Shadow Weaver's mind games were too much dude 😥

stuff I already knew about Princess Prom (Catra's dope outfit, Noelle & Molly's cameos) only made me love it more

even though I knew something was up my knee-jerk response was indeed "oh shit they cooked Entrapta"

I remember what it was like to be a kid w/ rough parental relationships but damn Glimmer talk to your mom already

the holodeck is NOT messing around

HOLY SHIT SWIFT WIND CAN TALK

Entrapta truly is Chaotic Neutral huh

Netossa and Spinnerella didn't get their own intro episode like the other princesses because why?

Scorpia continues to be wonderful

end of s2:

Frosta as a reflection of s1 Glimmer is great

Swift Wind sings and I can't get enough

when She-Ra looks into the robot and says "hey Catra" I practically had chills

all of the ghost stories Adora heard in the Horde were princess-themed, which is so funny

I LOVE Glimmer's edgy anime/noir take on the fort battle plan AND Bow's 80s-inspired version

I learned the names of the other cadets and IMMEDIATELY forgot

Scorpia really loves Catra, and I almost wish Catadora wasn't endgame??

young Glimmer's dad is voiced by Ezra Bridger

I love Bow's dads (and what a bad actor Adora is lol)

end of s3:

the whole castle only having one spare room is funnier to me than the castle not having a dungeon

Adora sees Huntara's muscles and is very gay

the cropped jacket Catra took really completes her look and I love it

the jacket with the sleeves ripped off really completes Scorpia's look and I love it

everything in the back half of the season is SO intense 😱

oh shit, do I ship Entrapta and Hordak?

I never knew how much I needed a buddy cop adventure with Adora and Scorpia

Angella saying goodbye to Micah was heartbreaking

halfway through s4:

did they just not have a funeral for Angella before Glimmer's coronation? no wonder it was so hard for her

having the shapeshifter character be agender is a master stroke

did Double Trouble just make up Flutterina? if so, how did they infiltrate the party without the whole town going "umm, we don't know who this is?”

why is no one vetting what plants Shadow Weaver can and can't grow?

lbr we should have had a bottle episode with the cadets in s1 or 2

Scorpia's episode broke my heart

end of s4:

Mermista playing detective was a lot of fun

Bow, Swift Wind, and Seahawk on their own is a perfect recipe for disaster and I want more

I feel terrible for poor Razz 😢

Scorpia feeling accepted in Bright Moon even as a prisoner literally made me cry there I said it

MICAH

Light Hope and HAL 9000 would be such a power couple

do Netossa and Spinnerella just not matter? there are only 5 princesses connected to the weapon

holy Shards of Narsil!!!

halfway through s5:

Horde Prime's broadcast across Etheria gave me some Battle of Hogwarts Voldemort vibes (bc art does not exist in a vacuum which is fine)

seeing the supporting cast on a mission of their own was SO GREAT (loving Mermista's leadership and how Scorpia is just part of the team now)

Corridors was SO GOOD

holy crap Ahsoka Tano and Amy Santiago are in She-Ra

Save the Cat was SO GOOD and made me VERY EMOTIONAL

I love Swift Wind's song on the way to Elberon and OH NO SPINNERELLA

end of s5:

everyone's outfits for the Prince Peekablue mission were great (also HOLY SHIT that shot of Scorpia's back 🤯 )

Melog really took one look at Catra and went "yup I'm a cat forever now"

Wrong Hordak learning how to wink is so pure

I legitimately gasped when Netossa cut Bow's bowstring 😅

Adora's immediate snark when Catra jumped through fire to save her 😂😂😂

GLIMBOW

BBEG getting bested by the power of love usually feels tired & lame but holy balls She-Ra fucking earned it, Catadora is SO GOOD

TL;DR I had a really good time marathoning the show, Noelle really made something magical, and I can officially add it to the list of things I wish I could have experienced in real-time

#she-ra #spop #long post

[transrightsjimin]

im sorry im not rly in the BE hype atm :((

rant coming which has nothing to do w the album but everything w stress nd fatigue nd crying nd more job stress nd sensory overload and me turning everything into a worse issue in my head etc etc

i was this morning when i saw the mv nd watched the vlive but i obv slept way too few bc i went to bed late nd woke up early for the live and i had to rush a lot w errands nd an appointment w my autism coach nd at said appointment we called a dude from the municipality to inquire abt jobcoaches nd it turned out we misunderstood what jobcoaches are as they are who u get referred to when u have a job, nd the guy found it hard to figure out what type of trajectory(?) would best fit me for help nd now i have time to think abt it and will speak him again in 2 weeks or sooner if i want to. im just so tired nd a bit hungry and on edge and one sec, im in the side of the house tht faces kids playing around aka screeching as if theyre dying every second nd its majking me only more on edge!!!!

but urgh i cried so bad during the appointment and was prob way too rudde to her before the appointment, bc she talks loudly nd sounds rude nd confronting but just naturally bc ofher tone nd language nd urghgh h thikning abt jobs nd trying to talk nd not cry too hard when trying to explain stuff to the man over the phone was rly hard, like obv its fine if he knows im crying but its just hard to talk when crying nd im just so devastated thinking abt jobs!! i dont know what type of job i could handle nd it feels like im making everythig up bc i did somehow finish two studies in uni and im privileged enough w education and whiteness tobe more easily selected for a job by e.g. last name on my cv and i shouldnt be this picky but god i cant handle smth as physically demanding and underpaid as this, im tired 4/7 days that im not working nd what i earn in those 3 days is still not enough to cover rent bc they pay only for the delivery time itself instead of more hours!!! it just feels like wtf am i doing bc the municipality guy did admit im not the usual person he works w bc i had an education, as if i dont belong in the group but its really just an issue of having -100 confidence and no job experience!! like i rly dont strive for a fancy job or ‘’’career’’’, i just bneed something that i can pay my monthly expenses w and have a bit left to save up for e.g. emergencies, additional medical bills (like the 350 euros from the adhd diagnosis and therapy, which my autism coach will contact my adhd therapist abt, like if that bill can be delayed or split up in a payment plan), paying back for loan debt eventually and MAYBE soon god forbid i save up for smth fun. and i “need” the job also to have a daily activity and some structure in my life bc a large part of the reason my schedule is so fucked up is bc i have no more set time tht i need to be anywhere or any strictness or reason to get up nd so i just dont ghhh

im always looking for reasons why i cant do smth and why smth would go wrong and im already looking at every area where getting help w getting a job can go wrong like e.g. me being too stubborn abt companies i dont agree w or me thinking i cant do anything just bc i have not much working experience outside of mail delivery :(

nd then there was this A B C task list system my adhd therapist proposed in wihc i keep track of my most to least urgent + important tasks every day nd we werent sure where to keep track of that kind of list and she suggested sticking a paper to a wall (i think id rather use my wardrobe) to write it on and change or replace that every day and it sounds like a hassle but i rly need to do it every day, nd i can try other methods but thatd be either writing it on my phone but im not always on there nd theres not a type of file i can make that doesnt move back chronologically as i make new notes

ALSO im just very frustrated w myself bc my mom wanted to come over w food and i know she was too sudden w it but if only i left on time for the stores it wouldnt have been an issue. i feel like shes rly sad she couldnt come visit. fucking hell i rushed so much back and forth from the stores that i forgot to put the leftover letters from work yesterday into the outdoor mailbox and i already stress abt this bc my current teamcoach (aka manager) is more stricter w this stuff nd recently asked for a statement / explanation by me on why there were 29 letters w/o sticker from a route i did  counted from the collected mail that were in outdoor mailboxes, and i did not do that but my only alibi / reason for not making that huge mistake was that i hadnt posted any mail yet that day and obv he wasnt happy w that. i sometimes had dreams / nightmares recently where i was late again or fucked up w a new route and got fired for it and thats quite an awful scenario / fear to me bc thats exactly why my dad was fired by his previous employee, for being late too often nd we’re the exact same. it just sucks bc i know many ppl who worry abt being late arrive to early at shit bc lol anxiety but i still arrive late every day WHILE being stressed abt it nd my whole fucking issue is that i need to break w bad patterns MYSELF, like whether i get help for autism stuff or adhd or sleep or whatnot, the homework / assignments / tasks / advice they give me, in the end i still need to be the one to do it and push through and make a change or put more effort into not going continuously back to the same distractions or demotivating black-white thinking

just URGH im so easily annoyed nd sensitive, also as in sensitive on a tactile level nd it doesnt help tht my room is a mess nd im super stinky from bts BE excitement and from squeezing my skin a lot last night, nor does the fact that i have rly bad coordination / awareness of my surroundings nd continuously bumping into shit or getting caught on smth help, which is also another reason im just so slow at work bc if i try to walk or deliver mail faster i keep end up bruising nd tripping or tear my hands on all these hard to move or sharp mail box slots if im not careful nd slower, which does still happen but not as bad when im careful

im also rly dizzy rn from haing slept too few and just urgh i “need“ a stupid fucking job, i need the money i need the structure but my god does actual labour and having to deal w colleagues every day and trying to keep up w stuff and be fast and precise enough in whatever the job is, sound horrifying hhhgghgh

OK RANT OVER IM SICK OF ME TALKING SO MUCH

#rambles #i dont even feel like explainig any of this stuff more if it was unclear #bc trying to re-tell what ppl from bureaucracies told me and each nd every thing explained is so complex