#godDAMN that is a mood

[honeypleasejustkillme]

why is it so hard for me to believe that someone actually cares about me and isn’t always going to replace me at any given moment

#actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd #bpd fp #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #bpd favorite person #bpd vent #bpd mood #it’s the abandonment issues isn’t it.. fuck #but goddamn i’m tired of it #like i walk on eggshells around everyone cuz i don’t want to piss them off #because what if i do and they decide that’s the final straw and leave

[no-luscinia-no-amore]

the extremely casual in dialogue implication that Sec Unit just has drones UP IN PEOPLE'S FACES from System Collapse had me screaming and now I have to reread all the other books. How often does it describe someone's facial expression from a drone camera but now we know the drone is like, hovering RIGHT THERE 😳🛰️ lmaoooooo

#system collapse #sec unit is a goddamn mood #everyone else was so polite they never mentioned being annoyed by it lmaoooo #murderbot #is it just because ive reread the others so much or is SC really really funny? #machine intelligence for “sounds fake but ok”? hahahaha

[astraskylark]

I laughed so hard when she said ' WE'RE IN THE STUPID SEQUEL'

#rwby #weiss schnee #rwby spoilers #weiss continues being a goddamn mood

[reactionimagesdaily]

nevermind i scrolled once and found it. if you have similiar images tho lmk

Similar images to 'that mspaint image where something has something in its mouth and its like "GRAAGHH HRAGAGAG" and theeres a second image where the first thing is shaking the second thing??' comin' right up!

(and ofc the og image)

#I have a post of these goddamn images just saved. Reblogged on my main. There will always be demand. I need them. #not a pic #somebody asked me a thing! #ask mood: image request

[uncharted-constellations]

Re-reading untold tales kills me every time, They Were Babies 🥺

#spider-man #harry osborn #gwen stacy #marvel #art #my art #i was Not in a line art mood so i sketched this one traditionally but anyways #it wounds me whenever harry is added into the highschool era but gwen isnt #harry and gwen were best friends first! #spect-acular at least made them friends somewhat outside of peter but still #everything about their friendship is such a goddamn tragedy #and the fact that none of the adaptions truly want to go into it #truly fucking boggles the mind

[preggomancer]

sorry ive been so absent, i offer u this spicy Elio as an offering 

#ALSO I KNOW I HAVE A BUNCH OF UNANSWERED ASKS SORRY #i just have not been in the mood to be on here!! i will be again in a bit im sure #soon even mayhaps #k bye #Elio L #mpreg #tmpreg #mart #I FORGOT HIS GODDAMN TAIL #whatever

[jonathanbiers]

i can't stop thinking about lil teenage tommy hagan and steve harrington doing things that are definitely a bit fruity while they're in the figuring yourself out stages of life. so maybe steve grows up not thinking it's weird at all to want to cuddle or even occasionally kiss boys, or hold their hands, or lean his head on their shoulder while they watch movies. that's just typical friend behavior, he's been doing that with tommy since they were kids and it was never weird.

until it wasn't tommy, it was one of steve's other friends, and they definitely thought it was weird when he instinctively went to snuggle up to them on the couch or whatever. they definitely got very obviously uncomfortable, might have even accused him of being gay or said some vile things to him. so, okay, he gets it in his head that it's not normal, maybe even that it's wrong and bad.

so, he stops being physically affectionate with tommy. he pulls his hand away when tommy reaches for it, shrugs off tommy's arm. pretends not to notice the kinda hurt look he gets in return. when he wakes up after they passed out on the couch during whatever movie it was that week, his head resting comfortably on tommy's chest and the familiar thump of his heartbeat right under his ear, he feels guilty because this isn't supposed to be something guys do but he likes it. but that's wrong, that's what his other friend said, it's bad.

so, he pulls away further. doesn't stop being friends with tommy, but he keeps him at an arms length at best. and tommy gets a girlfriend, and steve is relieved... right? he should be relieved. that's normal, they're guys. they get girlfriends. but tommy's been kind of a dick to him lately, and seeing him with his arm over carol's shoulder, or kissing the top of her head, or her kissing his freckle-covered cheeks, it makes something in his stomach twist. he used to do those things. he wants to do those things still. but those aren't things guys are supposed to do. they're wrong.

they go on double dates sometimes and it's fun. it is! steve doesn't think about the fact that tommy and carol are making out in the movie theater, because he's too busy making out with jennifer, or heather, or christy.

things with tommy are getting weird. he's not being mean to steve, just...vaguely rude all the time. until he starts lashing out, and steve's just confused. doesn't say anything, figures it's probably not his fault, just tommy's own shit. him and carol haven't been doing great.

tommy and carol are on a break, have been off and on for the past year or so. steve doesn't know what fight it was this time. he doesn't really care, past the fact that tommy's upset. they're at steve's house, and they're alone, so they're drinking. to get tommy's mind off of it. steve doesn't know how many beers they've had between them but they're sitting at the edge of the pool, their feet in the water and tommy's leaning on him. he's damn near in steve's lap. would be, if he just moved his leg a little bit. steve doesn't think too hard about why he wants him to. doesn't have time to think about it.

because tommy sets his beer down behind him, tosses it more like, it spills all over the concrete. his hand is on steve's cheek, turns his head, and steve doesn't even try to think. he knows this, it's familiar, it's good. steve's kissed a lot of girls, none of them kiss like tommy. not like they mean it. tommy gets his other hand in steve's hair and steve's arms wrap around his waist, this is normal. tommy is in his lap now, and steve missed that. doesn't get to savor it for long, because tommy pushes him down to his back. tommy's spilled beer soaks through the fabric of his shirt, he doesn't care. this is right.

up until it stops. steve lifts his head off the concrete, tries to chase after tommy's lips, but when something drips onto his cheek, he opens his eyes. tommy is crying, is glancing back and forth between steve's eyes like he's looking for something. he doesn't seem to find it, asks, "why?" steve doesn't know what he means.

when they wake up in the morning, tommy in steve's bed and steve on the floor, he wants to ask. he's got one hell of a hangover but he can't stop replaying that kiss in his mind. he waits to see if tommy says anything. he might not even remember, he was drunker than steve. drunk enough to do things he didn't mean to do, didn't want to do, steve thinks. he wants tommy to have wanted it, though, because something clicked for steve last night.

tommy doesn't mention it. doesn't act like anything happened at all. he's not back to his regular self, but he's back to being the bitchy tommy that steve has known for the past few years, so steve assumes he's right. tommy was blacked out, didn't mean for it to happen. he tries to ignore how his heart aches when tommy steps out the door to go home wearing a change of clothes he'd borrowed from steve.

tommy and carol stay together after that. when they hang out, it's always the three of them, sometimes plus whoever steve is dating that week. steve doesn't get his shirt back, but him and tommy aren't talking nearly as much as they used to, and it's not like he even really wants it back. he kind of hopes tommy will just...wear it one day. like some kind of signal or something. he'll show up to their double date wearing steve's shirt under his jacket and give him one of those looks that says more than words can. says more than steve thinks he's capable of saying in words.

he doesn't. nothing happens at all, until nancy wheeler happens. things are different with nancy. steve wouldn't say they feel right, nothing's ever felt right with any of the girls he's dated, it's still nice. but sometimes out of the corner of his eye he thinks he catches this little look, a little spark of jealousy, but when he meets tommy's eyes directly, it's gone. he must be imagining it.

then jonathan byers happens, and steve says some shit he'd never in a million years actually mean. he's not imagining it then, the way tommy reacts to his words. it's nothing steve's never heard tommy say himself. projecting, he later learns is the term for it.

then it's after jonathan byers happens, and tommy has steve backed up against the door of his car, fists in his shirt, their faces close. it's not like the last time, not like any of the other times they've been this close, but steve can't help it. his eyes fall to tommy's lips, wishes he'd just close the distance. it feels kind of like it's their last chance. he knows tommy won't, and he knows he doesn't have the guts to do it himself. even if he did, carol is right there, they're in public. it's game over for them either way.

#spotify has me in an angsty mood again #im sorry if this is very ''grew up with catholic parents internalized shame and comphet'' of me #every goddamn time i try and make a short little angsty post it turns into a whole ass fic outline #im tired of this grandpa #my spotify algorithm: WELL THATS TOO DAMN BAD #sending a strongly worded letter to bay faction and it looks sad. they're the main culprits #stranger things #stommy #steve x tommy #steve harrington #tommy hagan #why is this longer than any steddie post i've ever written

[sketchy-scribs-n-doods]

i'm a little sad at how sparse steddyhands and stizzy art and writing is on here now after the finale (thankfully, i am still digging through the couple thousand fics up on ao3 so i'm not totally bereft)

because during the airing of the season there was new stuff in the tags every day, sometimes even every few hours, but i think the finale really punched all of us in the face

there's lots of good stuff from before s2 to go digging through of course, and ao3 and twitter still have some new art and fic and memes if you go looking for it, but the difference from before and now seems a bit stark

don't misunderstand me, this isn't me being defeatist, just being a bit melancholy (and mad at the s2 finale tbh lol) about it. shout out to the regulars i see in the tags still making stuff and posting jokes, ya'll are doing the most and i wish you all the passion and motivation and time to create in the world <3

#obviously in this day and age ppl seem to drop fandom right away after the media in question is done so it's not totally unexpected #but the stark difference between so much new art being shared during airing vs the sudden quiet after the finale was. damn. #the izzy tag and regular fandom tags are still pretty active but i have a very specific love lol and it is #stizzy #steddyhands #gentlehands #even the ed and izzy tags are a little more active tho that's mostly because of the meta and angst enjoyers (mood) #anyway as soon as i'm done with finals and have some free time during the break i am going to draw so much old man yaoi #and maybe finally do more of and share my steddyhands mermaid au lol #also one more thing #if i'm sad about how much less steddyhands and stizzy stuff is happening #i am sending so many thoughts and prayers ™ to the frenchie and izzy and lucius and izzy shippers bc goddamn #they also got fucked over this season #we all thought we were winning and then suddenly we all got smacked in the face about it adfgfkj

[pureseasalt]

the bear season 2 episode 6 has got to be the most uncomfortable i have ever felt watching a thing. i love it. i do not ever wanna see it again. take it away from me. fuck u to everyone involved. with ur consent, please let me kiss u on the mouth with tongue.

#the bear fx #carmy berzatto #mikey berzatto #sugar berzatto #the bear s2e6 #the bear season 2 #this is MY succession #literally this is truly MY depiction of unhinged dysfunctional family holiday gathering bc i too come from a middle working class household #that screams all the goddamn town where the kitchen is always dirty & ovens are always slathered in sauce & everyone has a mood disorder of #some kind and its just nonstop casual verbal cruelty and humiliation dialed up to 100 and love and gratitude thats suffocating #yeah #yeah. #im not insane over this u guys im cool

[honeypleasejustkillme]

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

#actually bpd #bpd problems #bpd vent #bpd #actually borderline #actually mentally ill #bpd fp #bpd shitposting #bpd favorite person #bpd mood #bpd splitting #i hate my brain #i’m so sick of this goddamn disorder #i’m so sick of people #i just want to die #1k #10k

[theshotsheardacrossworlds]

*Taps Mic*

I've already seen grumblings re no mods post-DT's release, and I'm gonna be salty.

"But what about Anam???"

Those devs should be able to play DT without having to rush because you're an impatient shit.

"BUT MARE???"

Same as above. God forbid you use...VANILLA GLAMS!!! :O

"But vanilla is ugly"

Skill issue.

That's vanilla Agi. That is what everyone sees in-game. She's just as gorgeous vanilla as she is with her chubby mod (which I only use in Anam for posing).

You guys can deal without mods for several weeks. I swear.

#i'm in a mood today #also i'm never using mare because i don't trust it #have some goddamn patience ffxiv peeps

[natasha-in-space]

I don't even go here, but I needed to make a gif set for myself, because my god I am going ballistic over this.

#honkai star rail #hsr #acheron #black swan #acheswan #this is purely self indulged btw #i am NOT KIDDING when i say that this short has been stuck in my head for the entire day #i swear dance scenes as a way to communicate a relationship/characterization is my goddamn weakness #and it's a TANGO #with GIRLS #the way you can feel the dynamic shift #the way the mood is conveyed through the color palette and their movements #the way you can see everything you need to see from their dance #it's just a dance #but it's so clearly so much more #UGH #wanna do another 2 sets with all the color palettes #i am so gay

[reactionimagesdaily]

#me after the goddamn wilmo + slug combo are through with me #reaction image #reaction meme #daily reaction images #image mood: [undefinable] #submission

[utilitycaster]

At the risk of sounding like some kind of "in my day" person, it does strike me as odd how, in a fairly packed three weeks of Critical Role shows (two full one-shots, Candela Obscura, various Candela Obscura supporting content, probably a 4SD episode), people are referring to it as a "hiatus"; and also how some people seem to treat Candela as some kind of inconvenience or consolation prize.

Maybe this was just the nature of my corner of the fandom at the time but during the pretty intense programming of 2018-2019 I felt like I was kind of weird for never bothering with Pub Draw and Mame Drop; it felt like most people were watching all or at least most of the completely tangential hangout shows of that era, plus the weekly episodes, Talks Machina, and whatever one-shots popped up. And I obviously don't think you should be obligated to watch anything you don't want to; but now it feels like it's flipped not just to people only watching the main campaign and maybe 4 Sided Dive; but genuinely seeing anything else as an interruption, even when it's something the cast is clearly pretty passionate about or when it's one of the best things they're putting out right now (see also: Calamity) or, to be honest, when it was Campaign 3 during the solstice split and you weren't seeing some of the characters week to week.

Your taste is your taste, but genuinely, one day Campaign 3 will come to a natural end. I think if you treat everything put out by Critical Role that isn't Campaign 3 as detracting from it, that will not be something you'll be able to handle well. And if you cannot handle seeing The Character for three weeks...you need to perhaps look at your life and find something else to fill it.

#this is selfishly motivated. like i don't want to block everyone who does the hysterical shrieking in the main tag #but like. there's. several of you. and it's goddamn annoying #have you ever watched normal-ass network tv OR streaming shows with 2 seasons or more #3 weeks of DEAD SILENCE is normal for the winter break. #i can't diagnose anything but some of you sound like the before of those posts that are like #oh i'm no longer a stan once i got on mood stabilizers

[separatist-apologist]

Calling the IC nepo-babies is the most hilarious thing I've ever heard because what do you have?

The High Lord, who is the product of a lesser fae woman and the magically chosen High Lord that doesn't get a say in if he's chosen by the gods to rule or not, who is also discriminated against by his own court (and the people outside it) for not being full High Fae

A bastard-born general who never knew his father and whose mother was murdered for being sexually assaulted, and was raised in a war camp for the first decade of his life

A shadowsinger who was likely also the product of sexual assault at the hands of his powerful father, who then punished Azriel for his OWN discretion by locking him in total darkness for 11 years and allowed his two older sons to torture the Azriel so severely he still carries the scars

An ancient god that spent 1000 years trapped in a prison

A woman whose only value to her family was her reproductive organs and when she no longer served that function, had a note nailed to her body before she was dumped over a foreign border where, lets be real, they expected her to be killed

And a badly neglected human girl who literally died at the altar of freeing a land that she'd been terrified of her entire life.

But like. Hell yeah. Go off, overthrow those nepo-baby rulers which DEFINITELY isn't it's own illiterate take of the reading.

#like goddamn everyday this fandom gets a little stupider #hate the IC all you want but like this is a REACH #yall are projecting #literally the only people you can make that case for are rhys and mor and like even then its a stretch given the way theyre treated #rhys is called a half breed (do we not care about fantasy racism anymore?) #and mor treated lesser for being a woman (do we not care about fantasy sexism anymor?) #anyway im in a mood #pro inner circle #pro rhysand #pro cassian #pro azriel #(words i never thought id say) #pro feyre archeron #pro morrigan

[toutallyahoe]

re4 remake is trying to get me to revive my account i see lmao

anyways, bitches here need content. it is i, im bitches. yall better give me or im fucking rioting

He should be asleep. It was too early in the morning for this shit, not to mention they literally fucked like wild animals last night. That should've satiated his partner. Should have. That's what [Name] had thought as he let out a tired sigh as a groan leave his lips at the pleasure spreading throughout his body.

[Name] removed the white blanket that was on his body, and he wasn't honestly surprised to find his cock was nicely wrapped around Luis' warm and wet mouth. [Name] may have not been able to look at the alarm clock that was settled on their bedside table but he knows it was early in the morning, and the sun was barely up! But what can he do when his partner was just an eager whore?

"Morning to you too," he tiredly greeted as [Name] sat up and then gently ran his hand through Luis' messy hair, looking at his partner eagerly sucking him off. Luis looked so pretty as always but at that moment, the man looked like a desperate whore greedily taking his cock. "Isn't it too early for this?"

Hearing his voice, Luis moaned around his cock as the man began to slurp messily, making [Name] moan from his actions. Luis gave a few more messy slurps as he then finally pulled off from [Name]'s dick, not before giving the tip a wet kiss as he did. Luis then gave a large, innocent grin towards his lover as his hands settles on [Name]'s thighs.

"Finally awake, guapo?" Luis giggled as he wiped the drool slipping from his lips. "You kept me waiting," he said as [Name] barely bit down a groan when Luis took his dick in his hand and began to slowly stroke up and down as Luis would often playfully squeeze to get a moan out of him. "So I had to proceed by myself." Luis leaned down to take [Name]'s cock back into his mouth again.

[Name] swore under his breath at the audacity of his partner. In the end, he decided to take control and punish him a little. Luis can't get away with being a cheeky little whore, not this time. [Name] thrust his hips up into Luis' mouth, keeping a firm grip on his partner's hair to stop Luis from moving as [Name] slowly but surely fucks his cock down Luis' throat.

Luis let out muffled moans as he began to hump against [Name]'s leg with desperation, rubbing swelling dick against [Name]'s leg as he whined and drooled over his lover's cock. It really seems like last night's sex truly wasn't enough for Luis.

#top male reader #tou thirst #resident evil x male reader #luis sera x male reader #i loved him in the og and i was thirsting when i saw his remake design a few months ago #now my bitch boi is here and i demand some crumbs of content #please #me and cn are fucking starving #also not me cackling at seeing yall re simps coming here because i saw my resident evil posts getting attention once again #especially the leon kink list and the belly bulge with ethan chris and karl akdbakdakdbakdjskd #luis sera is out here making me write again #goddamn its been so long #sorry for fucking off once again yall #i legit really havent been in a writing mood #busy and shite #but im back and still a simp