#he changed my brain chemistry

[hammerikaika]

I've been dead in the ground for long enough. It's time to try living again.

#astarion #bg3 astarion #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #i am so much in my feelings after finishing his quest #he changed my brain chemistry #bg3 spoilers

[historyofitwareta]

why is he so baby girl?

#pedro pascal #hes my beloved #if this man smiled at me i might cry #god i love him #he changed my brain chemistry

[time-woods]

im not ready for his whimsy im not ready but im ready who knew one mans whimsy could strike one down

#adventure time #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #simon petrikov #im not ready to see him but at the same time i need to see him #2 days 2 days is all i need to wait #nothing will change im still never gonna shut up about him till the ends of time #but seeing him will alter my brain chemistry #hes gonna disassemble my brain an rearrange my neurons #also hes like so he/she right here right ? thats not just me right ?

[thepunkmuppet]

↳ BtVS 5x07 “Fool For Love”

#and today on scenes that changed my brain chemistry forever: #seriously though it’s unbelievable he is so!!!!! he’s just so #btvs spike #william the bloody #james marsters #btvs #buffy the vampire slayer #buffyverse #btvs gif #btvs gifs #gif #gifs #gifset #my gifs

[introspectivememories]

too many of you guys think nico is the loser and not lewis for letting the divorce go on for so long. like they're both losers about each other. emotionally constipated idiots who can't talk about their toxic homoerotic friendship that imploded on itself like 8 years ago and are now making it everyone else's problem. yeah nico's on television or in beer gardens talking about lewis all the time but like every other month some reporter is like "lewis, what's your favorite moment in your career?" and lewis no hesitation is like "oh man, karting, y'know? everything was simpler then" and then spends another six months skirting around nico's name. like this whole thing they're doing in the media isn't some kinda extended foreplay for them. they're both still pressing on the bruise to make sure it's still there!!! every few months, they're literally just asking on public television, does it still hurt for you like it does for me? and like clockwork, someone will release new information about them or one of them will say something about each other (in my heart, he's still my best friend/yes... and teammate) and the answer will remain the same, yes, of course, always.

#lewis is unarguably more famous than nico. like i feel like this a fact. and yet every other day nico is in the press saying some crazy shit #about lewis. if i was famous i woulda shut that shit down soo long ago. my ex-bf is in the press talkin bout me constantly??? that feels #like such bad pr and yet!!! lewis has not done anything. why? cause he likes it!!! cause they've never moved on from the 1st moment they #broke each other's hearts. like this is genuinely insane. #im always so nervous to post my thoughts on brocedes cause so many of you were here b4 me and have a better understanding on them #and like being a wrong is like a death sentence to me but still please tell me if i got them completely wrong #i have a lot of thoughts on lewis and his reluctance to talk about nico... most of them being that one quote from emma #if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more #ok obligatory disclaimer: a lot of this is hyperbole. i don't think that they're asking lewis that ? every other month #but there are like at least 5 interviews where he talks about karting like they're his most precious memories #so make of that what you will #and obv i don't know these people but as someone who's brain chemistry has been permanently changed by them #i think i'm allowed to not only project onto them but also make stupid little posts analyzing them #anyway yeah #f1 #lewis hamilton #nico rosberg #brocedes

[yarrystyleeza]

whenever I'm writing and I drop "The Devil smirked/smiled/grinned" this is what I want to project:

I can't stress enough how much this man has an effect on me.

#matt murdock #daredevil #charlie cox #“he looks up grinning like a devil” was definitely written for him #ovaries go boom #changed the chemistry of my brain #this fucked me up so bad #did I mention that the upcoming chapter of 'In A Heartbeat' has a lot of these? #you should be warned

[absolute-flaming-trash]

I don’t watch Hazbin Hotel but I saw a clip of Alastor telling Adam “I’m about to end your fucking life!” and I loved it 🤣

No but can we talk about the times that Alastor has cursed though.

The first two times he is messing with or insulting somebody incredibly powerful, and there's a still a hint of that radio filter over his voice. It's not nearly as strong as when he's speaking regularly, but it's still there to a degree.

The most raw and clear we ever hear it is when Adam breaks his microphone in half. The showmanship is over, and he knows he's in danger. You can hear it plain as day.

Little details like that just... make something already spectacular even greater.

#riri answers #lovely nonny #riri rambles #Hazbin Hotel #Hazbin Hotel Spoilers #Alastor #Hazbin Alastor #character analysis #every time he swears my brain chemistry changes

[he1ian]

need gigaconcorp to become real or im ending it all

#goodtimeswithscar #rendog #cubfan135 #helsketches #convex #rendog has changed my brain chemistry if he doesnt follow up on this plan im going to cry

[sad-leon]

When your greif becomes so overpowering that you break shit, but now you're left empty and with just as much greif as you started with, if not more.

Anyways- guess who was listening to Lost One's Weeping again :D (it was me, i am so normal over that song)

#sad•leonart #really putting the sad in sad-leon #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise leo #rise leonardo #not gonna become an au #but imagine leo recoverying from the prison dimension.. down to one sword.. and full of angry greif #and he takes that greif out on physical objects and breaks his last sword #now he's down an arm.. down two swords.. and it feels like it was all for naught #i think i've been reading too many aftermath fics.. anways.. off to write an aftermath fic #oh yeah #i also just found rishie-p's miku v4x solid cover of lost ones weeping and it changed my brain chemistry /pos #i think i spelt grief wrong that entire time #oh well

[sanjipussyindulgence]

what's your favorite thing about sanji? 💙🩵

okay as a funny answer i'd say its because hes so loser-coded. like hes a pathetic sopping wet purse dog of a man.

but as a genuine answer it's because of how layered he is. for as over the top and anime tropey his personality is... he's very realistically done? somehow he feels grounded and human to me in a way that some of the other straw hats arent.

even though his defining trait is kindness, he refuses to show ANY emotional vulnerability due to his trauma. instead he'll play a dramatized caricature of himself to distance any of the genuine emotion involved. he'll hide any kindness under a layer of either grouchiness when it comes to men, or infatuation when it comes to women.

sanji almost never lets his walls down, even when hes with the straw hats, so we dont get to see/understand him fully until he's at his worst emotionally (whole cake island).

its at times like that when we see who sanji truly is - a deeply insecure yet kind man with a severe guilt complex. the reason why sanji acts the way he does is because he HATES himself, even to the point where he doesn't want to be himself.

which is why he puts on the act of a tough guy womanizer because, in his mind, thats better than the soft-hearted little boy he still is at his core... but its that part of him that i love the most! i love whenever he gets to be honestly sweet!

obviously his pervert gag has its moments where it shoots sanji's characterization in the foot but i dont HATE his attitude towards women and i feel the people who want him to change entirely miss the point.

his strict binary for the genders stems from his early childhood where all the men in his life were monsters and only women were kind to him. even once he got picked up by zeff it was a tough love situation and sanji adopted that.

he views men as inherently worse than women, and its a character flaw that defines his personality. its important for a well written character to have a flaw like that. it fleshes him out.

i could go into a whole different conversation about his unintentional queer-coding... but this post is already long enough so i wont.

#one piece #sanji #black leg sanji #sanji x reader #wci spoilers #whole cake island #i was pretty neutral on his character the first time i watched the series #but that all changed when i got to whole cake island because it was the first time i really understood who sanji was #and he changed my brain chemistry arguably for the worst #idk how well i worded this #feel free to reblog this btw

[seven-tastic]

#tears of themis #luke pearce #jerome adams #I forgot Tumblr existed part 84894383872838382 #this is a two month old drawing but *bites bar cages* i am DONE STARING AT IT #anyways chapter 13 changed my brain chemistry like OH Jerome IS fucked up I like that #like i had no interest in him beforehand bc I was losing hope for main story but this mf is actually all the spice it needs #i love him he's so deranged go criminal go #anyways they should kiss

[slooshee]

SPOILERS FOR 2.1 HSR!!!

YOU’LL NEVER GET THEM LIKE I DO!!! 😔

#hsr spoilers #2.1 spoilers #they mean so much to me actually #I could go on and on both about them together and their characters separately #THEY SCARED ME SO BAD FOR A SEC EARLIER TBH #I hope we get more content w them tbh #the whole update changed my brain chemistry tbh #aventurine alone I could literally gush abt for hours (and probably will) hes so well written?? #aventio #raturine #dr ratio x aventurine #ratiorine #aventurine hsr #dr ratio hsr #honkai star rail

[karkatbug]

HAPPY WRIGGLING DAY KARKAT! ILYSFM!

2023 . 06 . 12

#this kid has no idea how he changed my brain chemistry as a teen #i love him and i miss him everyday i hope hes well #happy wriggling day karkat #homestuck #karkat vantas #dave strider #kanaya maryam #john egbert #aradia megido #god i love aradia #sollux captor #rose lalonde #roxy lalonde #terezi pyrope #jade harley #dirk strider #davekat #hsfanart #my art

[royalarchivist]

Quackity: Someone who I really wish would play a little more is– I'm going to say it: it's Luzu. Because Luzu – I was in a past server with Luzu called Karmaland, which Vegetta owns – and we did some crazy ass stories. [...] I would definitely love to do more stuff with Luzu, you know? [...] His thing is the time zones, though. Which makes sense, 'cuz he's like 60.

Foolish: Is he more of an early bird?

Quackity: No, he's like 60. He's 60. He sleeps early, wakes up early. That kind of like, BS. He's like, "Oh, I have a kid to take care of." It's like, "So?"

Foolish: Tell the kid to grow up!

Quackity: That's like a hobby. [Laughs] That's like a hobby, bro, that's like fcking–

Foolish: Just kick the kid out.

Quackity: Hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. If you told Ollie [Luzu's son] to fcking– to just grow up, he would.

[ Full transcript ↓ ]

Quackity: Someone who I really wish would play a little more is– I'm going to say it: it's Luzu. Because Luzu – I was in a past server with Luzu called Karmaland, which Vegetta owns – and we did some crazy ass stories because– Ok, so the thing with Karmaland and the problem with Karmaland was that every.

Foolish: The problem with Karmaland!

Quackity: –was that everyone were Spaniards. Everyone was Spaniards. Everyone from Spain, they all had Spain timezone.

Foolish: And that's a problem

Quackity: So I would always start streaming at, like, 5 pm, and all the people from Spain would be asleep. Everyone from Spain would be asleep. So, it was just me doing content, and occasionally, it'd be with Luzu, and I miss that a lot. You know, Luzu– the reason he doesn't play on QSMP as much is because of timezone, so that is literal fcking revenge. That is revenge because Luzu had a fun time being Spaniard and making sure that when I connected late times in Karmaland, there would be no one! Well, guess now– guess what now, Luzu? You wake up at fcking six in the morning– [in a sad crying voice] –and if you ever want to come back, I'll fcking log in for you. No, I'm kidding. But I think- I think– no, I would definitely love to do more stuff with Luzu, you know?

Foolish: Yeah.

Tina: I wanna meet him.

Quackity: His thing is the time zones, though. Which makes sense, 'cuz he's like 60.

Foolish: Is he more of an early bird?

Quackity: No, he's like 60. He's 60. He sleeps early, wakes up early. That kind of like, bullsht. He's like, "Oh, I have a kid to take care of." It's like, "So?"

Foolish: Tell the kid to grow up!

Quackity: That's like a hobby. [Laughs] That's like a hobby, bro, that's like fcking–

Foolish: Just kick the kid out.

Quackity: Hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. If you told Ollie [Luzu's son] to fcking– to just grow up, he would.

Foolish: Yeah, absolutely.

Quackity: That's a horrible question. That really hurt my feelings. OK, Foolish: you have to ask a question now.

#Quackity #LuzuVlogs #Karmaland #QSMP #Beanie duo #Luzu #FALLS TO MY HANDS AND KNEES #I MISS LUZU SO FRICKIN MUCH MAN #YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA #YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW AMAZING HE IS #HIS CHARACTER IS INCREDIBLE #THE STORY HE AND QUACKITY WROTE IN KARMALAND CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY #Ok. I got it out of my system. I'm normal again (lying) #For real though... I'll always be so devastated that English fans don't know more about Karmaland #frick it. I'm gonna dig up some clips myself

[azrielgreen]

How it started How it's going

#that movie changed my brain chemistry and i know I'm not alone #she was disappointed when he turned into a pre-raphaelite style “man” i know what i saw #she was feeling things behind that tree #and that feeling was “i guess i like this now” #fanfiction #tropes #monsterfucking #monster fucker #ao3

[beautifulcrayon]

Fun fact about me, on august 3rd 2023 I saw “Bon” just a few minutes after he was added to the findjackwalten site, but I was drunk at a slot machine in Las Vegas, so I just stared at my phone screen not being able to process him. That night at like 2am I woke up in a cold sweat to grab my phone to check if he was real

#this is so funny to look back on for me it feels like a feverdream #i won money that night though and didn’t lose any money on the trip maybe he was good luck idk #my brain was BAMBOOZLED when I saw him #i was wearing twf merch too…. #“Bon” #twf #the Walten files #drinking mention #idk why this specific update was so shocking to me considering the site updated other times that day too #this image of bon changed my brain chemistry