#he couldnt hear me.

[ruerock]

🧸<- talks about spongebob in tags

#okay so. is this like a theory that spongebob is actually master psychological manipulator or is it canon. /lh and /pos btw #because im on season 3 and at first i was like omg hes just baby he doesn't mean it #but im starting to be convinced at least some of the stuff has to be premeditated bc THERES NO WAY #dont get me wrong i would love him for it #its honestly so much funnier to think about it this way #im like this cat with raised eyebrow meme #WATCHED THE GARY COME HOME EP ALSO and I almost cried #when . when gary purrs 🥺🥰🥰 #the song was a banger too #also the ep of squidward using the claw crane . literally felt like this walter white in the car meme i was screaming the whole time #SQUIDWSRD DONT FALL FOR THE CLAW CRANE SCAM!!! SQUIDWAAARD #he couldnt hear me. #wait i said season 3 i meant 4

[lotus-pear]

god i love skk sm i wish gay ppl were real :(

#LOTUS DRAWING ACTUAL POSES AND NOT JUST BUSTS??? WOAH #i swear i actually know anatomy and stuff i just never draw it bc it's too much effort #going to bed <<<<< staying up until two thirty to draw your otp #ALSO.. for those of you who know i'm rewatching bsd w my friend whose never seen it before.. we finally got to ep9 #and she IMMEDIATELY clocked in on skk's toxic exes energy😭😭 #also she calls chuuya childe bc hes a ginger and his first reaction to seeing dazai was “fight me >:)” #she was like “omgg..hes part of the evil organization🤭 and has beef w the protag (he wants to fuck them😏) *giggles* wait. TARTAGLIA😨😨‼️” #I WAS TRYING SO HARD NOT TO SCREAM.. I COULDNT LET HER KNOW HOW DISTRAUGHT I WAS HEARING THAT FOR THE TENTH TIME #anyway we finished s1 and chuuya's her fav character so far let's see if she can learn his actual name and stop calling him childe😭😭 #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #chuuya nakahara #nakahara chuuya #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[ruporas]

post ep 11

#trigun stampede #trigun #meryl stryfe #nicholas d wolfwood #vash the stampede #i cant even elaborate on this episode bc ive spent all day Thinking about it yesterday #and it made me Miserable #i just want to see vash have some autonomy again... #he is a little bit more on the quieter end for stampede as less angry about things but i dont think he's more of a coward in stampede #even though he was transported into his memories and saw and heard those terrible things from the kids and wolfwood #he was able to gather himself and keep going #his resilience has always been the strongest and also saddest thing about him #so it killed me irreversibly when he lost the one person who he could always look back to reliably #the fact knives couldnt even alter anything in rem's dialogue within those memories just stands for how strong her place is in vash's memory #and potentially knives just knows that would be too ooc of her to make in any Universe if she had something horrible. #man. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN LIKE ALL 3 PLATFORMS. I'm alright with Knives as a character but jesus #- i did it all for you - im so sad that vash had to hear something like that. im so so sad about it #anyway i hope meryl stays safe shes done so much #i love her so much <3 #ruporas art

[beatcroc]

homest[ar/uck] posting. this was meant to be supplementary to the gerome comic as him 'explaining the joke' but i uhhhhhh forgot.

i'm not much for crossovers in the the traditional sense, but it IS one of my favorite character exploration exercises to just go like 'if x media existed in this universe, who would and would not be a fan of it?'. and these ones are pretty notorious and always very fun to mess with for that and so here we are

#technically evangelion too but i couldnt think of anything intersting for eva with these guys #pizza tower #fake peppino #noisette #gerome #peppino spaghetti #these guys will just show him things and then he brings it home to peppino and hes gotta deal with all that #the simple fact is if you watch homestarunner at an impressionable age it WILL fuck up your lexicon permanently #and i think fp is the sort that is just kind of eternally impressionable. so #gerome is the only one of the cast whos into hsr he quotes it Constantly but no one knows hes referencing things #they think hes just saying shit. he knows this. he thinks it's funny. secret references for only him #but yeah that opening line was meant as an actual in-universe reference to hsr. when he says 'an old joke' it's literal jsjkskjdkjfd #idk what time pt takes place but hsr is perpetually yesteryear to me. that shit is so 2008 you really had to grow up with it i think #as for the other one. everybody i think at least knows OF mspa bc noisette talks about it All The Time #but the rest either dont get it or dont care. anyway its her right to be obnoxious about it. her privilege‚ even. #noise hates it though. hes so sick of hearing about it. if you mention a classpect hes gonna stab you #this is the only thing i have where the three besties are even close to interacting thats so sad.i need them being funny in a room together #pizzaposting

[oso-mirm]

I always think about this line.

It breaks my heart that, in the past, Kai has gotten angry enough at Nya to warrant this line.

But his response is nice.

No denial about his anger issues, no outburst, just reassuring Nya that he is not mad. He even says "of course not", because he could never truly be mad at her.

#lego ninjago #ninjago #kai smith #nya smith #ninjago kai #ninjago nya #my older brother had anger issues growing up too #so i know whats its like not wanting to upset him #so he doesnt blow up at you #so kais responses made me so happy to hear #this is my favorite scene if you couldnt tell #i love the smith siblings man #mine

[zeb-z]

saw someone saying Etoiles death was like a supernova and fuck man.

the death of a star, collapsing in on itself, unable to bear its own weight. this great, unbelievable fallout from its death, a phenomenon that’s colossal, that’s celestial. Etoiles who’s confidence collapses, who’s streak is ruined, because he took on so many codes at once assuming there were no tricks he wasn’t aware of, and lost. the loss of a star can mean the doom of the planets it provides for - Etoiles loss means he can no longer properly protect the island from the codes. no more heat to provide warmth and growth, no more shield to provide protection.

stars die like anything else, but to witness such a thing in this lifetime? it seems like it should be impossible. and yet here we are

#heyryehdhsjfjsjf #thinking hard about this #HE TOOK ON THE WEIGHT OF THE SKY AND COULDNT HOLD IT UP FOREVER CAN YOU HEAR ME #me who takes every chance to compare characters to stars and make symbolism with supernovas and black holes #I’m taking this and running with it as fast and far as I can holy fuck #let’s see what he becomes. neutron or black hole #neutron star* I mean #mcyt #qsmp #q!etoiles #etoiles #z speaks

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[storm-driver]

trollhunters s3 spoilers below

it's my 5th time rewatching it now, with friends this time. and just... the entire ending of s3 enamors me so heavily. it's just this ultimate culmination of the death of innocence.

and it's not bad AT ALL.

the moment Merlin tells Jim "you get the choice to become stronger and be the foe that your villain fears, or you can take your chances as you are. if you stay like this, it's entirely like you'll be killed. and if you change... a part of you is going to die forever."

you just. you immediately know the stakes. i understand that it's quite literally Jim losing his humanity, he becomes a troll, yes. but i equate it so heavily to the loss of his innocence, of his literal human-nature to love and care. because he becomes so animalistic afterwards, it's like watching someone spiral. it's a walking tragedy, especially after you watch the whole show and you can't help but UNDERSTAND WHY he's spiraled so hard.

not to mention, just... the mastercraft of the bathtub scene. it's a sensory overload of every single reason Jim wants to stay human, but at the same time, it's the EXACT reason needs to turn in order to protect all of those he holds dear.

and not just that, the fucking... the deliberate framing. he's alone, locked himself in a room. there's a phone ringing on the counter, but he can't hear it and he refuses to look. he's just sitting there, quietly, going back and forth constantly to decide what to do. his whole family and friends are beating on the door, trying to get to him, but he just won't listen.

the fact that they bleed Anton Yelchin's lines into Emile Hirsch's at times, as if it's a moment of saying goodbye to the previous voice actor. like a passing of the torch. it's almost symbolic of everything he's going to do going forward: letting his humanity, his entire self, die.

i swear, barely any shows i know these days can evoke emotions like that. where the visual metaphor of someone committing suicide is so powerful that you have to just reach out constantly and beg and hope and pray that he will turn around and open the door instead.

it's hopeless incarnate. it's the death of innocence. it's watching the quiet death of someone who just wants to better for the people around him.

it's so fucking painful, but it's god-tier story-telling and animation. i can't even imagine how they managed to write that all down.

#trollhunters #trollhunters s3 #not to mention the final ending with jim leaving arcadia #and he just turns around to look one last time with all that fear and expectancy in his eyes #and you dont hear his new voice actor say it #you hear anton yelchin #you hear the speech from the beginning. #and it's almost like jim is hearing himself talking again #he's hearing the human self he's leaving behind giving him reassurance that he can still be the trollhunter #and he can still be loved and still be a good person #despite the losses. #that...entire ending breaks me for so many reasons #and it has for so many years. #i grieve the loss of life i really do #i despair at the thought of dying without finishing your accomplishments #and i understand that anton yelchin did so much for this show and it was a tragedy he couldnt see it to the end #but that ending with him just speaking... just speaking as if he were still here and still watching #it makes me cry so much.... #i dont even know the guy but i truly mourn his loss. #the passion he had in his voice. #that's not something you find in everyone. #he really was the perfect match for james lake jr.

[kaeyachi]

Kaeya Hangout Spoilers

angst warning

Everyone at Mond keeps looking for Kaeya whenever he disappears. It's a reoccurring thing where people tell him to visit more, to stay, to come back.

If Kaeya is, let's say, permanently gone, how could anyone ever hope to explain to Klee that Kaeya isn't simply grounded? That he won't be able to tell her bedtime stories again like he used to? That the one who bails her out and saves her from solitary confinement won't do so ever again?

How could the Dawn Winery staff reconcile with the fact that their gentle boy, their sun, would never return home ever again? They keep telling him to visit more often. They miss him so much, and everything feels lighter whenever he comes back home. What if that all ends?

Diluc seems to be afraid to say it, but he is quick to miss Kaeya. He immediately looks for Kaeya the moment he loses sight of him. Would he keep looking left and right? Up above Celestia and down below Khaenri'ah? Keep turning around in hopes to find a hint of blue again? A shade of blue so rare that he'd never find it ever again?

Venti would mourn for what could never be. He keeps saying he wants Kaeya at the end. He blessed his child, promised him a bright future. What a huge failure to lose one of the people he wanted to be there at the conclusion. The poetries would end. The wine would be less sweet. The hymns are silenced.

Khaenri'ah may have lost one more of their people, but Mondstadt would lose one of their brightest stars

#back to angst posting babes #the amount of people at dawn winery feeling immediate relief at seeing him is heartwarming #hearing klee repeatedly ask where he is was also heartwarming #diluc sounded so sad when he couldnt find kaeya. i bet he wished kaeya spent a bit more time with him even if their talk was full of teasing #venti's part reminded me of a certain fanfic... #all in all a very good source of angst because i like hurting all of you *affectionate* #kaeya #kaeya alberich #venti #klee #diluc #dawn winery #kaeya angst #the kaeyangst agenda hehe

[mechawolfie]

WAIT I JUST REALIZED BOULDER LITERALLY HAS CORNROWS

#smudgy.txt #tf #rescue bots #HELLO??? CAN ANYBODY HEAR ME . #AND I THOUGHT HE COULDNT GET MORE PERFECT..................... FOOLISH OF ME.

[megatraven]

it's been so long since i rewatched the Unsaid Emily episode of JATP but holy, shit does it still hit so fucking hard

when luke's hiding in the bushes outside of his parents' house because he misses them- misses his mother- and regrets the way he ran off, but was too proud to apologize. and maybe too full of guilt and regret to come back before he did what he set out to do.

but he missed her and she missed him and he wrote an entire song about it and his band sang it together and im just 😭😭😭😭

maybe after his band played at the orpheum he would have gone back. maybe he could have gone back and said "look! i did it! im sorry for leaving but i did it! can i come home now?"

maybe that would have been enough to start mending the gap

maybe they would have had a chance to play more than one song, and maybe the second would have been Unsaid Emily, and maybe she would have known. maybe she would have been standing by the door waiting for him to come back.

but he dies, and the song is lost for twenty years, and his mother never knew that he was so sorry or that he even thought about her after running away, not until julie.

he gets the chance to finally say everything he always meant to say to her, he gets to see his mother read his old words and read the love in them.

im nearly sobbing from this scene again it's so fucking good. so powerful.

#meg speaks #i AM crying the song always makes me cry but it's SO SO SO GOOD #since it doesnt look like the show will ever get another season it will forever be in my headcanon that one day his parents happen to see #him perform with julie. they see their son again #and maybe the song they sing is written for them #julie could just Do that you know #she could make him and alex and reggie appear before luke's parents and he could see them again and they could see him and MAYBE #maybe he could touch them. hug them. maybe he'll learn to do it by then. #sometiems i wonder if his parents could actually hear him singing the song there in their living room #like how the band could be heard playing This Band Is Back by passersby even though they couldnt be seen #maybe his parents could hear him. maybe they thought ti was just all in their heads. maybe their memories of him feel sharper afterwards. #maybe his voice is as clear as it was the day he left home when it had been muddled over by time #julie and the phantoms #jatp #ok i need to stop of im gonna cry even more

[chaoticfandomthot]

The bit in Psychopath Diary about Dong Sik opening his 2011 diary and the first page being

'Yeah👍🔥 just bought this✨️📗diary ❤️✨️and💖 i will write📃 daily📚 about my thoughts✒️🤔🙈 aspirations🪙💡🤑 and all that i do🥘🫣💅 for the next year🤭💕😋 xoxo'

And all the other pages being empty

#he's so real for that #and a crumpled talisman #babygirl i love him #psychopath diary #aiden originals #am i queuing this right #made me hysterical #had to rewatch that scene three times i couldnt hear over my own laughter

[frecklystars]

LOVE that an interviewer asked Greta Gerwig about Ryan's Ken's bizarre laugh "haa haa haaaa" all dragged out and throaty, and she said Ryan literally did that all on his own and after he did it for the first time she told him "that is the weirdest laugh I've ever heard. go for it. use it" LMFAO

#woof #in the theater on opening night #i cracked up so fucking bad when he laughed like that #and everyone in the theater was literally wheezing it was so goddamn good #we couldnt hear the next 2 lines from the barbies because everyone was laughing #and the fact that he just? laughs like that? #like when barbie refuses to give him a beer he's like 'haa haaa. that's fine.' LIKE??? ITS SO FUNNY #ITS SO STUPID AND SO VERY KEN. YKNOW. FRAT BOY ENERGY. FRAT BOY KENERGY #AND HE LAUGHS OTHER TIMES IN THE MOVIE BUT NOTHING LIKE THAT #he will do a cute giggle every now and then #but the 'haaa haaa' fucking kills me!!! what IS that Mr Gosling!!!! #love notes #💕 I'll fight for you!! - ̗̀🐎🏖️✨ ̖́-

[withdenim]

I am going to redesign all of the Camp Cretaceous kids teenage versions. They were at best Odd and at worst Ben /LH

Starting with the number one most chilling of them all, I have redesigned 17-ish year old Ben to not strike fear into my heart.

#he rolls his sleeves up intentionally bc he wants to look cool #any kid that exploded shit as much as Ben Fitzgerald Pincus NEEDS hearing aids that’s my opinion #also i headcanon Ben fucked up his wrist when he landed from the pteranadon ordeal #he was wearing a wrist brace for four seasons TO ME #and he continues to #Mae is his mom. I don’t take criticism #he couldnt grow more facial hair if he tried. this is what he’s cultivated over YEARS #dear god get him out of that stupid fucking red shirt #why did his eyes turn brown also like I Kept that bc I like Ben with brown eyes but Why #ben pincus #Ben Fitzgerald Pincus #jwcc ben #jwcc #jwcc Ben Pincus #jurassic world camp cretaceous #camp cretaceous

[angelboybreakdowns]

god i really wish i could just. control my voice. could control my volume and how much i speak.

#vent in tags #cant take the bus home anymore. last time the driver didnt hear me when i pointed out my stop #i was in the front seat. i was being as loud as i could. he couldnt even hear that i was talking. #i think one of my coworkers might think i dont like her. she says hi every time we pass each other #all i can do is a little nod. i can hardly ever say hi on command #cant always speak on command in general. #i need to be prepared. to be anticipating a conversation #and even then im too quiet #or if im w friends and family im too loud. i talk too much. too fast #i just. i wish it was in my control #it is for everyone else in the world. why not me. #actually autistic #ok to rb #rambling

[martyrbat]

the man who falls – secret origins (1989)

[ID: Two cropped comic pages of Bruce Wayne as a child after falling into a cave and being ambushed by a swarm of bats. There's multiple narration boxes over the pages:

Page One: a three panel sequence of Bruce being rescued by his father. In the first panel, Bruce is screaming with his eyes squeezed shut in fear. He has his fists clenched in front of him and is wearing a reddish pink turtleneck sweater. The narration says, ‘Again, he shrieked — not in terror, but in despair...’ In the second panel, Thomas Wayne is shown from behind in a low angle. He's wearing a red sweater similar to Bruce and is holding a flashlight as he jerks Bruce into him. Above them is bats surrounding them and the broken wood floors that Bruce fell through. The narration continues, ‘The arm curled around him, muffling his voice, and his cheek rubbed against the rough wool of his father's jacket... He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to be away from here—’. In the third panel, they're standing outside. The narration reads, ‘When he opened them, he was in the area behind the mansion, in the pale light of the autumn afternoon, and his father's words pounded at him—’. Thomas is kneeling down in front of Bruce in front of the hole he fell in. He's gripping the child's shoulders as he scolds him, “Idiot! I told you never, never to go off alone. Didn't I? Didn't I?” Martha Wayne is behind them with her hand on the side of her face as she looks at them with relief that Bruce is okay.

Page Two: Martha is defending Bruce as Bruce has his head down. Thomas is still squeezing Bruce's shoulders as Martha tells him, “Thomas, he's frightened.” Thomas replies, “He damn well ought to be. He could have been killed.” Martha replaces Thomas's spot in front of Bruce, kneeling to gently place a hand on his upper arm and using a handkerchief to wipe his forehead. Bruce is standing with his fist still clenched and grimacing as Thomas angrily says, “He's got to learn.” Bruce is shown in a low angle, looking up at his mother with wide eyes. The narration continues, ‘He listened to his father's boots crushing the dead grass, and when he could no longer hear them, he dared to ask:’ “Mommy, was I in hell?” Martha soothes, “No, baby, that was just some old cave. You're safe now,” as she hugs him. His cheek is pressed against hers and she has her eyes closed as Bruce still looks uncertain. END ID]

#once again pushing my 'thomas wayne was a piece of shit' propaganda #tied in with the panel of him hitting bruce #and then the alt timeline where they live and martha expresses concern that her eight year old has an obsession with criminology now #and stopped being talkative or wanting to see some train (his special interest) and thomas says good and that it was worth the scare #and ! being autistic. for me when im emotional all sound is so much louder and more overwhelming #the fact that he waited until he couldnt hear his father walking away before asking his mother if he was in hell.... #and being no older than 8 and still waiting. just tensed and taking the verbal lashing and them fighting before speaking up?? yeah. #also think it'll be interesting in the 'bruce is constantly seeing the best in people even shitty people that dont 'deserve' a second #chance or for someone to fully believe they can change. that you do bad things but aren't a bad person. that you can do good and not #be a good person. that its making a choice and that anyone can choose and decide to do better than they were yesterday' #sorta deal yknow? #just the conditioning of forgiveness for something theyre not sorry for and wanting to believe everyone is capable of being good #that traumatized 'mommy was i in hell' like god sorry brucie for the trauma but itll have a payoff in a decade or so trust me kid #also martha?? love her. hes the biggest mama's boy you cant change my mind. #bruce wayne #thomas wayne #martha wayne #baby brucie #crypt's panels #c: secret origins | the man who falls #bruce & martha #bruce's childhood