#he just wants to be with Gabi Bruh

[incognito-duo]

(I was talking about Miguel to a insta oomf and I'm back to yammering.) 

Miguel O'Hara has an ofrenda. Not probably, but he just does. He remembers how he would sit Gabriella in his lap and explain the importance of the ofrenda, naming each and every family member by their belongings or photos. He never thought that he'd see Gabi’s photo up there too. 

It wasn't right. It wasn't right at all - what father wants to see his lil girl's photo smiling back at him on a ofrenda? With shaky hands he places her hair ties and soccer jersey alongside her photo. He places her baby clothes next to her photo too, her favorite stuffed animal as a toddler, her soccer ball - he places even more photos up, he can't help himself. 

He rubs her old soccer jersey between his fingers trying to find some resemblance to his daughter’s skin, trying to see that maybe if he blinks it'd be her instead in his arms. He lets his eyes water in the solace of his house, his lights off with only the candle light illuminating his face as he holds onto Gabi’s fuzzy baby clothes. They were so small, she was so small.

“I thought it was harmless.” He thinks. “I thought it was harmless, I thought it was harmless.” He repeats to himself as he walks to her grave with aching feet. This Gabriella has a grave, he couldn't even give the other one that luxury. 

He feels himself go mental as he can't help but make another ofrenda for his other Gabi, right next to the one from his universe. He doesn't have anything of this Gabriella, just printed out photos of the videos he has. Videos where she's not even with him, just the man he wanted to be. 

He never wanted to be Spiderman. He wasn't like Peter, Jess, Ben, Gwen, or Miles chasing after a normal life and the grandeur of Spiderman at the same time. He just wanted his Gabriella, su corazon. 

“I thought it was harmless.” He repeats as he curls his hands into fists, his claws digging into his skin, not caring if he draws blood. Today, Gabriella would be fifteen - she'd have her quinceañera. He places her last doll and last shoes, his arms shaking as he wishes he could give her a last dance. 

It was November 1st and Miguel wished his photo was up on the ofrenda instead.

#me when he was a dad #he just wants to be with Gabi Bruh #what happened to her? #she thought too much about Miguel and his daughter #bigsischats #bigsisyaps #atsv #spiderman across the spiderverse #atsv miguel #atsv miguel o’hara #miguel ohara #spiderman 2099 #gabriella o’hara #atsv miles morales #atsv gwen stacy #atsv peter b parker #atsv jessica drew #atsv ben reilly #I'm just tagging whose name just popped up atp #headcanon #miguel ohara headcanon #itsv #spiderman atsv #spiderman itsv #Miguel ohara atsv #gabriella ohara atsv #atsv headcanons #itsv headcanons #miguel o'hara #Miguel ohara fic

[cxhleel108]

LITG S8 Thots for this week: Very bad day for loyal girlies…

(Making this while still slightly baked from getting high last night so just know you’re getting ruthless Cahleel today😍)

• So ngl first impressions of the boys…Oakley outsold them all. Call me biased I really dgaf.

• Not even 10 seconds in and Luna already babbling about Jin omg just kill me now.

• Oh bitch I’m officially making it canon that him and my S6 MC fucked around at one point like what? Fusebox stop copying our shit!!!

• Max is Jin 2.0 I literally have nothing else to say about him.

• Kyle not serving to me sorry. I know all y’all going crazy over him and like his body is tea but girl he’s just…no😭😭😭 Also he has a scorpion tattoo which means the Scorpio of the season has been recognized and I care about my MC so I am NOT putting her through that pain.

• And here I thought Oakley was going to end up being the “Gary” of this season…

• Kyle fancies me the most…great! Now leave me alone after I reject you the first time!

• Luna’s going after Jin’s replacement- I MEAN Max! How surprising…

• God I hate you already.

• I can’t stand when they do this. Last time I checked none of these names belong to a 6’3, Ghanaian firefighter with a fat ass and a slutty waist so as far as I’m concerned my eyes are firmly CLOSED.

• Outfit time!

• The other look was boring sorry but I LOOOOVE this one.

• Luna being mad about Jin part 2 omg PLEASE KILLLLLLL MEEEE.

• Ugh yasss we can sleep by ourselves. Y’all will not trap me!

• Bea telling me about this other chick that Oakley went on a date with like I care, ok.

• But you was just mad cuz Jin winked at somebody…girl go to HELLLLLL.

• Outfit time!

• Come on Arabian Nights tease!

• Kyle and Liam been fucking on the low omg?

• Time to suffer through meaningless chats.

• I’m making my girl sound like the most boring person ever trying to ignore these dudes help😭😭😭

• Oh that’s not…

• Luna you are literally only interested in Shawn because you know he’s the only one I’ve given the time of day…does it not hurt being this much of a loser?????

• Outfit time!

• Cute…that’s about it tho.

• Kyle saying he did a tattoo for a celebrity and then the said celebrity being Gabi of all people like wow nobody moved.

• WHERE IS THE FIGHT OPTION??? WHERE IS IT??? LET ME HIT HER!!!

• Liam had us form a whole dance circle around him just for him to start seizing ok.

• Shawn you’re sooooo cute but I really don’t want you baby just stop trying❤️

• This whole conversation with Bea chile I can’t. Oakley went on a date with another girl…ok and??? He called her a head turner…did he say she was turning HIS head??? They connected…OVER FUCKING BAKING. Oakley literally said he was in love with us and was planning on making us his girlfriend it literally makes no sense whatsoever. Fusebox y’all are getting too predictable bruh like obviously y'all are not gonna make our OG LI cheat on us so what is the point of the gossip other than to get US to cheat on THEM?

• And this shit oh brotherrrrr😭 I can’t wait for next week when we find out that Luna was screaming because Shawn gave her a great foot rub like fuck out my face with that. Also even if they are fucking I DO NOT CAREEEEE! I DO NOT WANT HIM!!!!

#guys they’re losing me #bring our men back #litg #love island the game #litg tempting fate #litg s8 #litg season 8

[ackermansupremacy]

Omg hii :3 i literally cant stop reading your posts they are all just ✨chefs kiss✨, especially the warrior kids ones🥺

Talking about the warrior kids.. I would absolutely LOVE to see your headcanons about them when they are like 15-16.

Omg wait thats such a cute idea how did i never think of that lmao

^ MY BOYS!!

Gabi

Gabi brought her middle school sports talent with her all the way to high school succeeding more and more with them

She doesn’t have a part time job because shes usually so busy with school, but she does sometimes teach kids self defense

She has straight A’s and amazing talent so shes shooting for college scholarships already

For her sixteenth birthday she got an old raggedy truck

And my God shes never been so grateful for anything in her entire life

Her car is her baby

She sometimes just sits in it and vibes for hours on end and does homework because she focuses better when shes completely alone

Or she picks the gang up and they go to terrorize the employees at the 7-11 like they did when they were kids

Falco

He still has the absolute biggest crush on Gabi even though he knows shes more focused on getting a head start on building her life than boys

He def works at a movie theater and absolutely hates his job

So he ended up quitting and getting his license asap to be pizza delivery guy

Which he deeply regrets because hes always terrified when he drives

Colt taught him how and he always yelled at him which made him nervous everytime he got behind the wheel with or without him

“Okay now put it in reverse...reverse...THATS NEUTRAL I SAID REVERSE!” “sorry!”

He is the most trusted in the friend group to drive Gabi’s car

Every summer he volunteers at his local nursing home :’) and they all love him

He makes his mom so proud bruh

Zofia

She def owns an etsy shop where she sells things like mushroom earrings and custom jewelry

Her store is pretty successful so that in itself is practically her full time job

But she volunteers at the library in her free time and sometimes joins Gabi in teaching self defense

She finally succeeded in painting all the walls in her room from top to bottom

And got the little sister she always wanted :’)

Her pet fish is still alive despite living like three years past the life expectancy

Zofia doesn’t even have her permit yet because shes failed the drivers test twice

But she does have a brand new car that shes never even driven

Udo

As a teen mans is the CEO of going with the flow

He works part time at a barista owned by a family friend and he loves his job

All the locals love him and never give him a hard time and he always memorizes his regulars orders

Hes probably doing duel enrollment at a college while hes in highschool and lowkey failing his classes LMAO

He finally finished writing one of the mystery novels he started as a kid and is planning on getting it published

He also takes guitar lessons from Falco now

He doesn’t have a car but he has his license and uses his moms or occasionally borrows Gabi’s

But he normally prefers to just walk everywhere

Ughh Udo never grow up 😭

Well my lil break is over now im back on that grind 🤪

Took a long time to cope with my lil birdie going to a better place but i can hear all his brothers and sisters chirping away in their nest which made my whole day ❤️✨

#aot #snk #gabi braun #gabi #aot gabi #snk gabi #snk falco #falco #aot falco #falco grice #aot zofia #snk zofia #zofia #snk udo #udo bock #udo #aot udo

[rm4ever]

So, talking about 139, I know most people hate it, and some people love it. So...RaNt TiMe :D

This is for y’all Eremika, Rivamika, Erehisu, Aruani, and whatever ships you care for.

Why I think that the ending could be better: Hear me out. First of all, Armin basically said to Eren; “Thank you for murdering 80% of Humanity for us :)” And personally, WTF. Armin is DEFINITELY smarter than that, and that kinda seems illogical to say. Yes, I know Eren wanted for them to be known as heroes around the world, but bruh, don’t thank him for doing genocide! He still did a very bad thing, and most people will not forgive him for that. Killing people is still bad in any perspective. Especially innocent people.

Next, I love and stan Mikasa until the end, (yes even now) but Isayama could definitely write her character ending better. I don’t want her to be married to a grave and a bird all her life. She’s already been through so much obstacles, and tHIS is what she gets? Her character development has gone so far, and THIS is what Isayama said as her Final Act? To be with a bird forever?

Now, of course I still thank Isayama for making all this, but I mean seriously, I feel like you could have done this a lil better.

Moving on to the other side of the argument, yes, I also love the last chapter.

Why? I’m just glad that Levi got a semi-ish happy ending. And he’s alive. Scratch that, I’m happy that everyone (kinda) got a happy ending, even Gabi. The chapter was bittersweet, like life, and it just shows you how wonderful and amazing this manga/anime is.

To all my fellow AOT obsessors, as well as my shipping fellows, even you guys, haters. I wish you all a happy day/night.

#rivamika #erehisu #snk 139 #aot #have a nice fucking day #have a nice fucking night #eremika

[somewillwin]

Gabi who are your top 5 choices male LIs? it's okay if you didn't romance them. it can be just the ones you like as characters instead of LIs 😃

Uhm.....

The only male LI I have ever picked will obvs be number one

1.- Ben - LoveHacks

2.- Bryce Lahela (he is best bro so I suppose he is also A+ lover)

3.- Tom Sato (he looks sweet I guess??)

4.- Thomas Mendez (he seemed like a dork on his scenes so....)

5.- b!Edward for DS (idk anything about him but he’s gorgeous bruh... most gorgeous male LI pb has ever made)

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BRUH THIS WAS HARD AF!

i feel really meh about all of them except Bryce. I spend like 10 minutes thinking about male LI where I felt a little bit more than 😐. Also didn’t want to include custom LI cause I feel like that’s cheating lmao.

#gabi answers things #top 5 #I had never spend so much time thinking about male LI #need to think of something else now #playchoices

[snkpolls]

SnK Episode 61 Poll Results (for Anime Only Watchers)

The poll closed with 164 responses. Thank you to everyone who participated!

Please note that these are the results for the Anime Only Watchers’ poll. If you wish to see the results for the Manga Readers’ poll, click here.

Anime only watchers, beware of spoilers if you venture over to the manga readers’ poll results.

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RATE THE EPISODE 142 Responses

Episode 61 received even better reception than episode 60 did for anime only viewers, with all votes leaning 3-5 on the rating scale, none of our respondents seemed let down by the episode! 

AMAZING!! not action heavy this time, but the information i gained  was a big insight on what’s to come! lots of things are gonna go down and i’m s c a r e d. ready for next sunday 😈🔥

It was fire 

I really loved this episode, better than the last episode. Animation quality was on par with movie quality. MAPPA is giving us their best, ALL HAIL MAPPA.

1 word. Awesome

I love the pacing on this episode and the small details in it. 

Give me more!!!

bruh

WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING WAS YOUR FAVORITE SCENE/MOMENT? 142 Responses

Reiner monologuing about the 104th at the dinner table took front and center seat this week with 43% of viewers favoring this scene the most. Trailing behind, 16.9% enjoyed the scene where Reiner meets up with the Warrior Cadets, and 9.9% enjoyed seeing the human forms of the Cart and Jaw titans for the first time.

WE FORGOT TO ASK LAST WEEK D: WHICH OF THE FOLLOWING SCENES/MOMENTS FROM EPISODE 60 WAS YOUR FAVORITE? 142 Responses

Last week, the highest percentage of people (at 30.3%) enjoyed Reiner’s, “I’m sick and tired… of walls.” 19% favored the scene of Zeke’s scream turning Eldians into titans. 17.6% were most hyped up over Reiner and Galliard wrecking Fort Slava.

MAPPA WENT ALL OUT WITH THE CINEMATOGRAPHY IN THIS EPISODE. WHAT DID YOU THINK OF THE CINEMATIC PANS AND ROTOSCOPE ANIMATION? 142 Responses

Overall, 75.4% of the total vote went in favor of the animation this week, with 33.8% of viewers stating they felt as though they were watching a movie, 32.4% enjoying the fluidity, and 9.2% enjoying the upgrade from the stiffer animation in the previous season. 10.6% felt the rotoscoping and cinematic shots were a little too over the top for an anime, and 10.6% are indifferent. A small handful aren’t enjoying the cinematic animation at all. 

Hated the rotoscope, loved everything else.

It was a bit off-putting at first but I've grown to really like it

it was different but i liked it! it was cool. reminded me of some anime movies i’ve seen, though unique in it own sense

Thought it was great and fluid just at some points like the scene with udo on the docks felt a bit choppy.

Beautiful work, it honestly felt like I was watching a movie. From cinematography to shot framing to the animation. A dialogue heavy episode felt exciting, which is amazing.

I really liked the animation

The animation is so glowy

NOW THAT WE’VE GOTTEN TO HEAR A LITTLE MORE OF THE NEW OST TRACKS, HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE SOUNDTRACK SO FAR THIS SEASON? 142 Responses

People are overall enjoying the new music so far, with 41.5% feeling it really compliments the change in atmosphere and 35.9% REALLY enjoying the songs and finding their usage very good. 9.9% feel they’re just ok while 7.7% miss the music being composed solely by Sawano. A smaller handful aren’t enjoying the new music.

They DEFINITELY bring the right vibes lol. again, different, but i like it!

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT THE CLOSEUP OF ZEKE’S MOUTH? 141 Responses

In our first of a series of unnecessary crack questions, 31.9% find Zeke’s mouth closeup to have been pretty cool animation. 24.8% are very concerned about Zeke’s treatment of his lungs (do shifters get lung damage?). 20.6% didn’t care about Zeke’s mouth at aoo, while 14.2% would welcome a smooch from him. A handful of people just think it’s gross, lol.

Fucking hate zeke smh 🙄

He smokin a spliffy 😂 not no ciggy 

what chapstick using??lmao.  it was a cool scene

WHAT’S YOUR OPINION ABOUT ELDIAN ASSES? 140 Responses

Eldian asses didn’t turn out to be too controversial, with the majority (42.1%) just wanting to know the details of Zeke’s secret ass wiping technique. 10.7% just think Eldian asses are neat, and another 10% are more enthusiastic about some nice Eldian asses. 25.7% are confused about the question’s inclusion, and 11.4% don’t understand why this was asked at all.

DO YOU WANT REINER TO GIVE YOU A HEAD PAT? 140 Responses

In a close race, 42.1% of respondents would be thrilled to get a nice head pat from Reiner! 41.4% apparently don’t, and just wanna know what the heck the pollsters are smoking while writing up these questions. 11.4% do NOT want Reiner head pats. :(

ZEKE SEEMS TO BE KEEPING HIS ROYAL LINEAGE A SECRET FROM MARLEY DESPITE HIS LOYALTY TO THEM. ANY IDEAS WHY YOU THINK HE IS? 139 Responses

Zeke, the “wonderboy” (as General Calvi puts it) who sold out his own parents, has never been doubted by Marley in terms of his loyalty. Yet, for some reason he seems to be keeping his royal bloodline a secret from them. When we asked why that is, over half of respondents (56.1%) state that they are suspicious of Zeke and his real motives, believing that he is plotting something under Marley’s nose. 25.2% feel that he doesn’t want them to know he’s royal so that they can’t abuse his power, and 12.9% think he simply doesn’t let them know so that they won’t kill him. 

I forgot he was royal 

maybe they will force him to continue the bloodline through children, or maybe he will get used or killed

Well if they dont know hes got a hereditary advantage over both his predeccesors and succesors, he'll always be recognised as the best beast titan and heaps better than my boy Colt.

WE LEARNED IN THIS EPISODE THAT FALCO’S LAST NAME IS “GRICE.” DO YOU THINK THIS WILL HOLD ANY SIGNIFICANCE? 139 Responses

32.4% of respondents don’t remember anyone named Grice. To recap, “Grice” is the name of the person who recruited Grisha Yeager into the Restorationist group, and is the one who was kicked off the wall for the restorationist titans to chase after once they were transformed by Marley. For those that did remember this seemingly random person, 52.2% feel that this relation will be brought up again and have importance to the story, and 12.9% feel it doesn’t really mean anything other than being a neat little detail. 

I feel like you asking this implies that there’s something to it

Not sure yet. But, Falco and Colt seem to be really caring and aware of how the Marlyeans treat Marly-Eldians (at least compared to the other warrior candidates). Also, when we saw their parents they seemed kind too, showing lots of concern for Colt. Maybe they learnt what the former restorationist/other Grice was doing and his cause of death and sent their kids to the warrior program for the same reason Grisha and Dina did Zeke? My bet is Colt & Falco are the restorationist Grice's nephews?

YOUR REACTION TO THE CART TITAN BEING A CUTE WOMAN? 140 Responses

Pieck deserves a colorful pie chart, and she got one! 25.7% say she’s best girl, 22.9% think she’s utterly adorable. 13.6% of viewers already knew about Pieck before getting to this point and were unsurprised. At a tie, 11.4% of voters think that it’s amazing, or they were shocked to find out that the quadrupedal nightmare titan is really just a short, cute woman.

I worked it out last episode since the armbands appeared to indicate the 'type/status' of Eldians, but I was a bit surprised last episode I thought from the trailer the red bands may be special lineages i.e. Ackerman, Oriental clan, and Riess/Fritz. Still think she may be from the oriental clan though since the only characters we've seen with a similar appearance to her are Mikasa and her mother.  

she kinda shawty 👀 but she looks scary too

WE WERE FORMALLY INTRODUCED TO MORE CHARACTERS THIS WEEK, SO WE WILL ASK AGAIN… WHICH NEW CHARACTER IS YOUR FAVORITE SO FAR? 143 Responses

Last week, Falco was the most favored of the new cast with only 40% of the vote. This week, he shoots up over 10 percentage points, with 50.3% of viewers feeling the most positively toward him. Pieck comes in second with 17.5% of the vote, and Gabi is hanging on with just 12.6% of the vote. Colt and Galliard are trailing just a little bit more behind them. 

Gabi best girl

WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ON THE FATE OF YMIR? 144 Responses

While we did get teased about Ymir’s fate in Season 3, seeing the scene in full can definitely have more of an impact. 37.5% of respondents have accepted the notion of Ymir dying, and feel that it was a decent end for her character, all things considered. 22.9% are in complete and total anguish over her fate, and 20.1% are simply just disappointed and had hoped to see more of her. A very small percentage think that this is actually a red herring, and that Ymir is somehow still alive somewhere.

Already saw this in season 3

Appropriately grim and realistic given what lengths Marley will go to in order to protect themselves 

I am in so much pain please euthanize me that’s my wife

i didn’t really like her anyway so it’s fine(but it was still a bit sad) 

Kinda hate crimey considering shes the only OUT (@jean) charcter. Nah jk. Like wasnt shocked tho coz we saw Galliard last ep

Let's fucking GOOOOOO

Galliard will NEVER replace Ymir, I already hate his bitch ass

So Galliard really is a replacement scrappy eh? I already hate him JUST for that.

TURNS OUT THAT GALLIARD IS MARCEL’S BROTHER. DO YOU THINK THIS WILL BE SIGNIFICANT? 143 Responses

Over half of respondents (52.4%) believe that Galliard’s relation to Marcel will have significance at some point. 32.9% think that it might, but don’t want to say either way. A small percentage feel it’s just a detail that won’t matter. 12.6% have completely forgotten who Marcel is (to refresh your memory, Ymir ate him before RBA attacked the walls).

DO YOU THINK THE MAN WEARING THE ARMBAND INCORRECTLY WILL BE IMPORTANT? 144 Responses

At 73.6%, the majority of viewers are eyeing the random amputee soldier who Falco briefly helped out, believing that he will be important in some manner moving forward. 13.9% believe that it’s just a random soldier, and the scene maybe meant more in terms of showing Falco’s kindness. 12.5% aren’t sure what to make of the amputee soldier at all.

LAST WEEK, WHEN ASKED WHO WILL INHERIT THE ARMORED TITAN, THE MAJORITY PICKED FALCO. AFTER THIS EPISODE, WHO DO YOU THINK WILL INHERIT THE ARMORED TITAN NOW? 143 Responses

Falco is still the most favored to inherit the Armored Titan from Reiner with the percentage of people believing he will jumping from 37.6% to 48.3%. 21.7% are still confident that Gabi will ultimately be the one who gets to eat Reiner. 28.7% believe that neither of them will inherit Reiner’s titan at all.

DO YOU THINK THAT REINER REALLY BELIEVES THE PARADISIANS ARE DEVILS? 143 Responses

The overwhelming majority of respondents don’t believe that Reiner really means what he says when he calls the Paradisians “savage, heartless devils.” Only a small percentage feel he does really means what he says, and a handful of others aren’t sure.

HOW DO YOU FEEL ABOUT REINER WITH WHAT WE’VE SEEN IN THIS ARC SO FAR? 143 Responses

The majority of viewers feel very positively about Reiner and are enjoying seeing more of him, with 46.2% stating that Reiner is really starting to grow on them, while 26.6% already liked Reiner from the start. 18.2% are beginning to feel more empathy for Reiner, although they still aren’t huge fans, and a smaller percentage don’t like him and haven’t been swayed by the narrative as of yet. 

Always seemed like there was lots to him, enjoying the furthered development into his psyche :) 

he’s so hot omg. i feel so terrible cause he’s clearly suffering from ptsd and his disorder too. he seems torn. i do like how he is playing a major role so far. 

I’m in love with Reiner and always have been

Meh

Reiner became 1000% hotter after his life fell apart

REINER AND GABI ARE REVEALED TO BE COUSINS. THOUGHTS? 142 Responses

36.6% of respondents were genuinely shocked to learn that Gabi and Reiner are cousins. 21.8% feel more invested in Gabi’s character arc after knowing this information. 19% were already spoiled on this, and 15.5% don’t really care about it at all. 

Kinda thought she wanted to fuck her cousin lmao

Makes me horrified how casually they talk abt eating Reiner

They had the same last name so I figured they must have had some relation.

Yee haw

GABI QUESTIONS REINER AFTER HE TALKED ABOUT THE 104TH, ASKING IF PEOPLE ON PARADIS WERE ALL BAD. DO YOU THINK SHE CAN OVERCOME HER BRAINWASHING TO SEE THAT PARADISIANS AREN’T EVIL? 143 Responses

The majority think that there is a possibility for Gabi to see things from a new perspective over time. 40.6% aren’t completely sold on it yet, but also believe that it’s within the realm of possibility. 32.9% are very confident that this is the direction her story arc is going to take, and 26.6% think that nothing will be able to undo years of brainwashing for her.

THE TYBURS ARE SAID TO BE AN AFFLUENT FAMILY THAT HOLDS THE WARHAMMER TITAN, BUT HAVE NEVER BEEN INVOLVED IN ANY CONFLICT. WHY WOULD THEY WANT TO GET INVOLVED NOW? 139 Responses

While we still don’t know much about the Tybur family, we thought we’d check in and see what preconceived notions viewers may already have about them. 27.3% believe the Tybur family feel the same as Marley and see Paradis as a threat. 30.2% think that the only reason they’d want to get involved in the conflict is if they get something about it. 41.7% think that the Tyburs are super sus and ultimately will have their own agenda for attacking Paradis. 

They got the good life already, why battle?

WITH AN ATTACK ON PARADIS BEING IMMINENT, HOW DO YOU THINK REINER WILL REACT WHEN HE RETURNS TO THE ISLAND? 139 Responses

We’ve seen Reiner struggle over the weight of his sins in previous seasons, with Ymir even pointing out that he has developed a type of “split personality” to cope with the horror he forced onto the people of Paradis. With the prospect of returning to the island, we asked how you think Reiner will handle the situation. With the highest percentage, 32.4% of respondents feel that Reiner’s mental state will make him completely ineffective if he returns to Paradis. 28.8% think he may even completely switch back to his “soldier persona” once he faces his former comrades again. 26.6% believe that he will keep himself together and stay focused on the mission handed to him. 9.4% think he will find a way to avoid going back altogether. 

Honestly, don't know.

I wouldnt say ineffective, probably just ina daze of sorts. Like hes not fully in the moment.

Idk if he is even gonna go

Not Sure

I hope my boi Reiner makes it through!

REINER FLASHBACKS NEXT WEEK! ARE YOU EXCITED TO FINALLY GET THE WARRIORS’ BACKSTORY? 142 Responses

The vast majority are happy to be finally getting the Warriors’ backstory in the next episode, with 69% feeling overwhelmed with excitement about it, and 19.7% just happy to finally be getting to this point. A smaller percentage don’t really care about learning their backstory and a handful of people are actually dreading it. 

I loved the baby warrior flashback and can’t wait for next week.

ON A SCALE OF REINER TO ZEKE, HOW EAGER ARE YOU TO GET BACK TO PARADIS? 141 Responses

While there is a handful of people who are enjoying the new perspective and getting to know these new characters in Marley, the majority of viewers are (unsurprisingly) eager to see what’s going on with the original cast after the 4 year time skip and the cliffhanger at the ocean in season 3. A message from manga readers: we know your pain, just hang in there!

This arc isn't really doing it for me. The story is only interesting when it focused on the 104th.

If their goal is to make me sympathize with the Warriors it ain't working, I frankly don't give a crap about their sob stories and want to see Eren and friends wreck shit for them

ADDITIONAL THOUGHTS ON THE EPISODE?

Animation and graphics quality is amazing. The sea was CGI too which feels a bit too detailed compared to other things. The plot and vibe is amazing. I like the WW2 style of things. There are so many interactions coming just the thought makes me hyped up. I can easily rewatch it and notice new details and i enjoy it too. Feels really packed and intense.

Solid, loved the animation props to MAPPA, cant wait to see Reiner's character development.

Kinda just people walking around with HELLA ptsd.  Overall kinda vibey Very reminiscent of seas 3 part 1. I will say kinda tgf about these knew kids accept Colt, just wanna see the ogs and Jeans side part. I also HATE Reiner but.........dare I say.....he's growing in me???? Not gabi tho 

Great episode, the trailer's beginning to make a lot more sense now. I didn't expect that guy with the long blonde hair declaring Eren as the enemy (from the trailer) to be part of the Tybur family (maybe I'm wrong here but he looked identical to one of the Tybur family members in the photo Zeke showed.) I assumed he was maybe the Marley leader haha. I think he may be the warhammer titan but it's hard to tell at this point. Regarding the Tybur family, another curious thing is how they are celebrated internationally not just domestically for their help during the great titan war. I am curious whether Marley only treat the Tybur family well because if they didn't that would create issues globally? It seems like the Tybur's have lots of power. But, I wonder if the war hammer titan will be a letdown... I thought it would be the 'big boss' of the titans but after learning that titan doesn't go through training like the other titan shifters and never fought I feel like it's a 50/50 on whether the shifter will be strong or not... I also feel like the guy Falco spoke to was Eren, and this could hint at Eren noticing and possibly trying to indoctrinate Falco? and he was possibly watching Reiner talk to the kids? That was probably Pieck though. Curious how Pieck's father was shown but not mother, he also didn't look like he was from the oriental clan maybe we have another Mikasa on our hands (half Ackerman/Oriental clan) that would be cool, maybe a little bit fanservicey tho.

I like that the focus is on world building right now

I’m just so excited to see what’s coming next

It was friggin awesome but I’m curious on who fell off the roof 🤔

Who is the guy who jumped and died ? :(

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[pinkykitten]

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this is a fan cast for the anime attack on titan or shingeki no kyojin. you guys know i love doing fancasts especially with fandoms i’m so strong about and love so much this is one of them. i love attack on titan so much and tbh i get a lil crazy for it...oops. but with some i do agree on in fancasts i thought why not make my own and show you guys what i think. this would be my dream cast and like (i know this never will) but if they did makes this real i prob would cry so hard my boogies would come out. now you don’t have to agree on me with this this is just what i think. hopefully you guys likes and maybe agree...if you do i love you!

eren yeager or jeager idk : rob raco (i’ve read that eren’s character is supposed to be tan or tanner skin so i thought rob would be perfect. i know him from riverdale and he’s just perfect with the skin color and eye color and he has that capability of long hair for future eren JUST SAYIN. eren is one of my fav characters in aot/snk) 

aredn cho : mikasa ackerman (such a beauty and strong character. i loved arden in teen wolf and think she is so cute and beautiful. funny thing i say mikasa kinda hispanic because mi casa su casa you know so i say it wrong but i’m gonna try to say it right.) 

hart denton : armin artlert (arm out hahah im srry i hate myself) (i know this is another dude from riverdale its so funny bc i swear i dont even watch or really care about the show. i guess i think whelp i need young actors so either go to riverdale or 13 reasons why. but he is so beautiful and adorable and that jawline.) 

gregg sulkin : jean kirschtein / kirstein (okokok i had a hugeeeee crush on this actor when i was young and i think he’s pretty bomb on runaways the marvel show and he’s really cute and that chin is like jean and to me this is perfect!) 

charlie rowe : connie springer (i mean c’mon guys they look basically like twins although i do like dylan for connie i feel charlie looks more like connie) 

historia reiss / krista / christa lenz : kiernan shipka 

isabella gomez : sasha blouse (i love sasha so much she is very mood and i just love my precious bean and who better than to get someone that is super funny i mean c’mon)

anthony ramos : marco bodt (i’m john laurens in the place to be two pints of sam adams but im workin on threeeeee. i love anthony especially his singing hes so frickin cute just like my bby rip marco. freckles 4 dayz)

oona chaplin : ymir 

saoirse ronana : annie leonhart

alexander ludwig : reiner braun (reiner is my favorite character in aot/snk. his past and life makes me feel sad and just in a way kinda feel bad for him even tho i don’t want to. i love him and yes read many fanfics of him and many other characters of aot/snk.)

chuku modu : bertholdt hoover (first off chuku’s voice is like butter and it makes me feel some type of way and second the man is 6′4 ladies just like mr. hoover. its just glorious!!!)

dane dehaan : levi ackerman (you knew, you knew, you knew why you actin all surprised. i mean this man will forever be real levi.) 

sonam kapoor : hange / hanji zoe (both beauties!)

chris evans : erwin smith (again you knew! i feel like chris + anything to do with military soldier stuff = captain america OR ERWIN SMITH LIKE BRUH PLS DO NOT FIGHT ME ON THIS IT IS FATE AND TRUTH NOT OPINION FAM)

johnny simmons : moblit berner 

karen gillian : petra ral 

hunter parrish : oluo bozado

marco ilso : eld jin / jinn / gin (marco is a snack yallllll)

martin sensmeier : gunther schultz 

alexander skarsgard : mike zacharias (yes lord!)

carey mulligan : nanaba 

evan peters : marlowe freudenberg (dang what a last name srry) 

camren bicondova : hitch dreyse 

patrick stewart with a mustache : dot pixis (wait i forgot his first name was dot)

jeff bridges : dhalis zachary

will smith : keith shadis (idk why i really like this one but keith’s story is sad like he wanted to be a hero and remebered and just praised for one thing in his life but don’t worry keith *cries* I SEE U!)

rashida jones : carla yeager / jeager 

ALEXANDER HAMILTON i mean lin-manuel miranda : grisha yeaher / jeager (yes i did it...i made grisha alexander hamilton...its funny when i was watching the episodes with my sister i said grisha looks a lot like alexander hamilton so i felt it needed to be done and they look basically alike so i can rest knowing i did my deed)

charlie hunnam : zeke yeager / jeager (i know pply are pretty iffy about this one but i for one love it i think they look identical and i dont care what anyone says. we are all entitled to our opinion and shouldnt get mad at each other. also i love charlie and have such a crush on him its not even funny)

jeffrey dean morgan : kenny ackerman (woo hot diggity dang jeffrey is a fineee species, he is super *cough* daddy and makes me wonder do i want a way older dude????)

jenny slate : pieck (i love jenny she is so funny i cannot but the pic of pieck is fan art so it is not mine but i really liked how it looks a lot like the anime so well job to the creator) 

ben hardy : porco galliard (i fell in love w ben when i watched bohemian rhapsody if you havent watched that like what are you doing w your life! also porco’s pic is fan art as well since i wanted color to match with the rest of the pics and not manga no color) 

akira akbar : gabi braun (gabi is i think manga but colored idk if it is fanart but its not mine)

jacob tremblay : falco grice (the pic of falco is not mine! i do not own!)

#anime fancast #fancast #snk #aot #attack on titan fancast #attack on titan #eren yeager #rob raco #mikasa ackerman #arden cho #armin arlert #hart denton #jean kirschstein #gregg sulkin #ymir #oona chaplin #connie springer #charlie rowe #historia reiss #kiernan shipka #annie leonhardt #saoirse ronan #sasha braus #isabella gomez #reiner braun #alex pettyfer #bertholdt hoover #chuku modu #levi ackerman #dane dehaan

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Your ten favorite movies

Movie number one: Two for the Road (surprise surprise) 1) Who's the main actor? Audrey Hepburn and Albert Finney. 2) When did it come out? Pretty long time ago. It came out in 1967 if I’m not mistaken. 3) What's the genre? Romantic comedy and drama. 4) Do you know where it was filmed at? Yeah, as far as I know the whole film was shot on location throughout southern France. 5) How old were you when you saw it? I don’t actually remember the exact year anymore, but it was either in 2013 or 2014, which makes me 15 or 16 when I watched it for the first time.

Movie number two: Good Will Hunting 1) Who's an actress in this movie? Minnie Driver, and she did such a fantastic fucking job with her role.

2) Out of 10 stars you'd give it? 9.5. The part where Robin Williams and the actor playing the math teacher handle their differences was a bit blah for me, but the film was otherwise perfect. 3) Did it have a surprise ending? I wouldn’t call it a surprise. It was a well-deserved ending for the main character and I’m sure everyone who’s ever watched this movie rooted for such an ending as well. 4) How long was it? Around two hours? idk I never checked. 5) Did you first see it in theatres? Hahahaha definitely not. It came out five months before I was born. Movie number three: A Clockwork Orange 1) What's this movie rated? Like, in terms of parental advice or its score? I’m not sure so I’ll put both. The film in all its unedited glory got an X rating which is real fucking understandable given that, in my opinion, this was Kubrick’s most intense work; though in my research just now they were able to tone it down to R after Kubrick edited out a certain scene. As for its score, it holds an 87% in Rotten Tomatoes and 8.3/10 on IMDb. 2) Did critics approve of it? Critics definitely approved of it as a piece of film, but I’m sure it was very uncomfortable for the viewing public. 3) Who were you with when you saw it? I watched it on my own. I didn’t know what it was gonna be about, so I was in for the shock of my life when Alex and his droogs broke into the first house. 4) Did this movie make you cry? No but it made me feel uneasy. 5) Who are five actors/actresses in this movie? I only remember Malcolm MacDowell, who played the lead character. I’m honestly not familiar with the other actors. Movie number four: Revolutionary Road 1) Is the main actor your favorite actor? One of them is - Kate Winslet. I’m alright with Leonardo DiCaprio but he isn’t my favorite. 2) Do you know how old he is? Kate Winslet? Not so sure, but I think she’s like 45. 3) Did this movie make you laugh? This movie is not to be laughed at lol 4) Last time you watched it? A few months ago before they took it out of Netflix forever, ugh. 5) Are you the appropiate age to see it by yourself? Yes. And I would rather watch it by myself, because it’s a lot to take in. Movie number five: Gone with the Wind 1) What made you mad about this movie? The racism that surrounded the film makes me angry. For example, the actress who played Mammy (Hattie McDaniel) was the first black actor to be nominated for an Oscar, but she wasn’t even allowed to attend the ceremony where she was nominated in. It took one Clark Gable throwing a fit and threatening to boycott the event for the higher-ups to finally agree on Hattie attending the Oscars. 2) Was it based on a true story? It was based on real historical events, but the story itself wasn’t real. 3) Do you wish it was real in any way? It kinda was. 4) So what's it about, anyways? This is really not one of those movies you can explain in one sentence lol but uh rich privileged southern belle gets entangled in the Civil War, marries thrice and never for love, everyone around her dies, and once she’s left alone we see her fend for herself and start building a life of her own. That doesn’t even do the movie justice and if you really wanna know, best to watch all four hours of it. 5) Did they make a video game out of this movie? OMG no, that would be in such poor taste. Movie number six: Room 1) Did this movie bore you at any time? Not at all. It had me invested from start to finish. 2) Was there a kiss scene? I don’t know, I don’t think so. 3) Who was the protagonist (main character)? Brie Larson plays the lead role, but I’ve forgotten her character’s name, or if she even had one. 4) Have you seen this movie more than once? Absolutely. This was my favorite film for a brief period and I watched it everyday then. 5) Last time you saw it? 2016, probably. Movie number seven: Roman Holiday 1) What is this movie's genre? Romantic comedy. 2) Are there any kid actors in this movie? Nopes. 3) Where did it all take place? A biiiiiiig chunk of the movie was shot on location in Rome.  4) Who was the biggest star in the movie? Gregory Peck. Swoon. Fun movie fact! This was Audrey Hepburn’s feature film debut, and originally the studio was to give her a much smaller billing at the start of the movie compared to Gregory. He had an inkling Audrey was gonna end up super popular once the film got released, so he told the studio to give her equal billing, which technically made her also the big star in the movie alongside Gregory. He wasn’t wrong. 5) What year did it come out? 1953. Movie number eight: Requiem For A Dream 1) Main actor and/or actress? Oh dude, a lot. This movie didn’t fuck around with its cast lol you had Jared Leto, Ellen Burstyn, Jennifer Connelly, and Marlon Wayans. 2) Is this a one-time only movie? I have no idea what you mean by this. 3) Is it a sequel to anything? Nopes. 4) How much money did it make? Bruh I don’t know lmao? I’ll have to Google that - Wikipedia says it made $7.4 million. 5) Favorite part? It’s not my favorite part because it makes me happy, but for me the most memorable scene was when the mom was at the peak of her addiction and her refrigerator came to life. The montage in the end also gave me goosebumps. Movie number nine: Carol 1) When did you first see this movie? 2015. It was one of the factors that made Gab and I reconcile as friends, so I’m super thankful that this film allowed us to bond. 2) Did it take a second time for you to like it? Not at all. I was in love with it from the very beginning. 3) Does it have a happy ending? Yes. 4) Who would you recommend it to? People who want an LGBT film with a happy ending. 5) What's its theme song? It doesn’t really have one, but its score was composed by Carter Burwell. OH I just remembered Billie Holiday’s Easy Living was featured prominently in one scene, but it’s not really the movie’s theme song. Movie number ten: Portrait of a Lady on Fire 1) Do you still have the movie ticket? I think mine is still with Gabie, if she kept it. 2) Favorite part? Everything about this movie was beautiful. I loved when Héloïse’s dress caught on fire, when Marianne was drawing Héloïse in her sleep, when Marianne finally saw her vision come to life, when Marianne attended the exhibit and saw the painting of Héloïse...and that final fucking scene. 3) Were there any songs you knew in this movie? Nope. I don’t remember if they played any songs. 4) A quote from this movie: “In solitude, I felt the liberty you spoke of. But I also felt your absence.” and “Do all lovers feel they’re inventing something?” 5) Were the main actors/actresses a perfect match or not so much? Yes they FREAKING WERE AAAAHHHHHHHH Random Questions 1) Which one have you seen most on DVD? Gone with the Wind, but only because it’s the only film in this selection that I have on DVD. 2) Which one have you seen most in theatres? Other than Portrait, I didn’t get to catch these in the cinema. 3) Did your parents like any of them? They haven’t seen any of the movies I picked. 4) Which one did you see with your best friend? Carol and Portrait hahahaha, both lesbian movies. She was the one who made me watch them in the first place too. 5) Would you see #1 again? Over and over again. I will never grow tired of it. 6) Is #4 a movie you can only watch every once in a while? Yes, super accurate. The subject matter is very heavy to begin with, so pair that with superb acting and you’ve got yourself a movie that’s hard to get through. 7) Was #5 hard to understand? Only because it’s sooooo long and there are so many plots and subplots. Also, as someone who has never actually read about the Civil War in full detail, it has also hampered my understanding of some of the events in the movie. 8) Did you see #2 the day it came out? I didn’t see it until like, 18 years after its original release. 9) Do you have #3's movie ticket still? I never had it to begin with. 10) Are there any sequels to these movies coming out? As far as I know, no. 11) Does your best friend like #9? Gabie’s very in love with it. She once kept count of how many times she had watched it when it first leaked on the internet loooool and if I remember correctly her watch count peaked at 126. 12) Did #10 have horrible special effects? No. 13) Who directed #6? Lenny Abrahamson. 14) Did #8 scare you? Absolutely. I needed a long-ass break from everything after I finished it lmao. 15) Does #7 have a better effect at night? No. The effect has been the same for me whatever time I watch it.

#survey #surveys

[sadgoldensisiw]

05-12-20 ; 9:00 pm

it makes me so sad thinking na whenever i feel unwanted i tend to isolate myself from other people expecting that they would notice it and tell me na i am important to them.........BUT THEY WOULDN'T DO THAT so i'm going to end up feeling sad again and again and again.......i always think of what other people think about me, likE do they want me???? am i annoying to them???? smth like that. i don't want these feelings. ITS HORRIBLE istg. anyways, if they don't like me naman, they can tell it straight up to my face—nO HARD FEELINGS BRUH (~￣³￣)~ i've spent my whole life hating myself too bUT OBV I'M TALKING ABT MY CRUSH AND ME AND EVEN IF I WANT HIM TO LIKE ME IF HE DON'T REALLY LIKE ME???? ANUNA GORL. "u can't force things", sabi nga nila. HAY. oh, wow. this is giving me relief. u know, i just notice while writing this piece of shit full of grammatical errors because idk anymore i'm writing this while crying and my brain is not functioning bRo forgive my stupid ass this is the only way i know that i thinkKKKK will lessen the pain that i am feeling and will give my mind some PEACE AND FREEDOM.

ok sTory timE stoRy op mY layp and the clownery itself

these past few days, he is always busy......its like we're chatting just to say hello hi ganon lang and even gabi na busy pa rin siya idk why he's always busy but he's telling me na he is studying sO OKAY I RESPECT DAT I KNOW HE ALSO HAVE HIS PERSONAL LIFE HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANT BUT IT FEELS LIKE SOMETHING'S OFF???? SOMETHING'S WRONG??? WITH HIM??? WITH ME???? IDK if i'm just overthinking bUT THAT'S WHAT I FEEL :(( AND IT REALLY MAKES ME SAD to think na may mga secret pa rin talaga siya sakin na di sinasabi but i get it......sabi niya nga we're not close ENOUGH to tell me something abt his life (AND IT HURTS???) he don't trust me ??? i guess,,,,,•́ ‿ ,•̀ haha ok but anyways I KNOW THE WORD PRIVACY,,, ITS JUST THAT......WE'RE LIKE LANDI-ING EACH OTHER AND HE STILL DON'T TRUST ME ?????? haha ;"")) no i'm not crying ??? is HE HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME??? whatchu think whatchu thINK TUMBLR ANSWER ME BCOS IM GOING CRAZY ( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ )

i wab him beri much even if things ARE NOT SURE FOR THE BOTH US BUT YE I LIKE HIM ANYWAYS AND I PRAY TO WHOEVER UP THERE NA SANA AKIN NALANG PO SIYA cute naman po ako. lordT angels mama mary bIGYAN NIYO PO AKO NG PEACE OF MIND AND HEART. UNIVERSE!!!!? BIGYAN MO Q SIGN?????? please. ty ily

that's all good bye

these are my tots

these are my stupidiy in life

this is me

this is trash

em sori for all d wrong things that i've done HehE pls forgive mE

[shytiff]

Small July Wins

1 - atikah and racheel came over, oa webinar (rheumatology), duolingo (DL)

2 - they ended up sleeping over, DL, "attended" pak Kus' webinar just becausee hes my skripsi advisor

3 - a page of padi cbt, idai webinar (respiratory disease in covid era), DL

4 - ran 3 laps in my house complex (afterwards my heart was pounding against my chest), hopecardis webinar (arrythmia), DL

5 - 1 ma article (moluskum kontagiosum), perkani webinar (congenital heart disease), DL

6 - DL, idai webinar (pregnancy and newborn stuff in covid era), put sheet mask on lol i neglect my face a lot lately

7 - accompanied juan with mom to perbanas institute for sbmptn, while waiting we went to lucky cat and imeri to get apd, picked up juan, went to social pot (kokas) afterwards, DL. Lucky cat was empty, the vibes of a cafe felt new to me (it surely has been a while). I felt super refreshed. Did some writing for ma article there. Tried salmon and black olive spaghetti, caesar salad, mom drank piccolo. The spaghetti kinda tasted like mi telor but with salmon lol. Talked and laughed plenty with mom :) i rarely talk with her nowadays. Im glad the awkwardness melted away

8 - videocalled with apa salahku for gaby's birthday, zoom for school prep (covid safety stuff), a bit of cbt padi, DL

9 - negative rapid test alhamdulillah, fk digital (kejang anak), cbt padi, DL

10 - some exercise, talked with shiko on zoom, DL, aand since i started padi CBT i finished 2 tryouts (150 questions). It’s not a lot but Im proud of myself :)

11 - went to tj duren with ara, but while we wait the n95 seller we went to citraland, tried fried salmon roll at shigeru, ended up meeting the guy at cl, afterwards we got pisang goreng madu bu nanik, went to rodalink pesanggrahan, ended up getting seirockya at puri, and then i dropped ara off at tj duren. Theeen i went to devis place to hang out and sleepover. Lots of foods. Delicious "lava cake" made from instant brownie mix. Played werewolf. In the morning i managed to finish the pre and post tests in OCI Covid. Happy tummy and laughter :) i hope i can be more productive after this

12 - DL (thank god i freezed streak for weekend because i completely forgout about it yesterday), during sleepover @ devi’s we watched love for sale, a copy of my mind, and love for sale 2. The frustration is real bruh we rly wanted to know more about Arini. Did UKDMA (2 attempts, score: 24, 58), wrote 1 MA article, sorted my downloads folder a bit. After ‘wasting’ (happy times is never a wasted time but still, there’s stuff to do) my time yesterday i felt more urge to do something useful

13 - actually started my day with DL and padi cbt wow (brain still fresh from sleep), CBD about BPPV with dr Widayat. Since ive experienced one before i asked and asked and asked lmaooo. Packed up some of the stuff for tomorrow, hoping to not forget things. Read the journal for litrev before bed

14 - DL, first day of school after a while -- turns out weight distribution is key to avoid sore butt LOL. You kinda have to also support your body weight on your feet. Theres no sore butt at all during my 50 mins trip (amazing feat if you ask me). Went to poli rhinologi (DPJP: dr niken) she kindly gave me a patient to examine, and casually told me to put anterior tampon. I, who have never attempted it, was holding back my fear of trying something new lol. Alhamdulillah, i can somehow do it (even though one tampon fell, tiffany paboooo). The ppds kindly explained stuff to me and i feel like i shamelessly ask nowadays. Like it would be a waste not to ask something. Next was CBD @ Ara’s, we ate Ayam Bakar Mas Walid. Liqo with kak Kartika.

15 - DL, did litrev in the morning bcs i fell asleep lmaoo, tweaked tumblr a bit (i like low contrast the most), fell asleep while watching larynx anatomy video until 1:30 pm yalll i missed half of cbd. Tried to read stuff for poli larfar tomorrow.

16 - DL, ppds i met today lives in poris and worked at puskesmas kalideres lmaoo. Had a bit of headache and gassy stomach that felt better after sleeping and eating. thank god i was picked up by mom and theres food and stuff. i guess the difference of being at home and kosan is that you kinda remember more who youre fighting for. my mind felt healthy-ish lately, of some sort. but the headache made me sluggish

17 - DL, nevermind about the healthy mind part lmaoo

18 - DL, physical activity, padi cbt (after 200 questions i was today years old when i realized there were answer keys on telegram 👁️👄👁️), read optima tht batch 1 2020. Watched khs playing chess blindfolded against try guys and then i was purely amazed by what the human brain can do. It somehow motivated me to study lol

19 - DL, finished optima pem tht batch 1 2020, made 1 cbd ppt, webinar "holistic skin rejuvenation", free mindset tryout

20 - DL, haven’t got minicex but at least im trying to stay hopeful!1!, read the notes from today’s cbd since i basically only heard the whole thing on my motorbike like a podcast, did nasal irrigation n took a slow release vit c

21 - started the day with some stretches and squats, trying to drink more water!!, listened to kak dela's tips for ukmmpd from mindset, DL, read a bit abt epistaxis, the clear wallet i ordered from china finally arrived, edited 1 buku pld article

22 - was in poli onko this morning w ara, a patients consciousness was decreasing so code blue was activated. Finished poli at 1 am. It's been awhile since I last saw emergency situations. Went to maison weiner, ate almond croissant there and bought chocolate sourdough and chicken pie. Despite not getting minicex, the road home was not hot, the sun hidden away. The wind is breezing, podcast is on, talking about mindfulness. Todays quite a good day. Im healthy, insyaAllah. I hope my family will also stay healthy. Woke up at 11ish pm, DL, made my ppt for lcbe exam ((tomorrow)) til 1 am

23 - DL, lcbe exam with dr arie (turns out he picked epistaxis over sinonasal tumour), met up with racheel devi silvi at mcd and jco. Hojicha oreo mcflurry tasted good. Got lost on the way to racheels house lmaoo. She flies to malang tomorrow. Can i wish for life to stay simple and happy forever?

24 - DL, originally meant to be a minicex session turned out to be story time by dr Ezzy, she told us about cases that she managed, one of them is putting on tracheostomy for a baby with Moebius syndrome that went viral on twitter. We didnt even present our case and she only asked us for the scoring form. Thank you doc our lifesaver :”” after trying so hard for minicex the last 2 days turns out maybe its fated so we can meet and be inspired dr Ezzy. Mom picked me and we went to Maison Weiner before going home. Passed out from 6pm until the morning lmao

25 - a bit of exercise, DL, tried kemonyu.id mentai from duta garden, i’ve had better mentai than it but at least its on promo. it uses butter rice so that’s something new to me. rapat nemo to decide dates

26 - DL, liqo with kak Kartika about things you can do in Dzulhijjah, A2, started reading optima pem dv batch 1 2020

27 - DL, round was cancelled bcs no patient, lazed around and slept and lazed, continued reading pem dv optima, did like a half of 1 pamela reif video and my HR soared in 2 mins lmaoo

28 - DL, finally mustered the will to finish DS etika profesi, finished reading optima pem dv batch 1 2020, 2A, did 1 pamela reif video (titled 10 mins calorie burn that wont kill u), read a bit of my dv notes

29 - DL, ppds at poli were so kind!, ate shabu2 by mom and basically fell asleep

30 - DL, made ppt PKL, alhamdulillah PKL went ok with dr ika

31 - watched annabelle comes home and suicide squad with keisha karin juan, DL, relatives came to our place, ara also came for a sleepover and after i picked her up we went to dajens place lmaoo they set up bbq

[starjaezer]

So I remembered na nung nagkwekwento ako sa mga kaibigan ko kung gano ka babaero ang papa at kung ilan ang kapatid ko sa labas, they asked me this question:

"Di ka galit sa father mo?"

And I answered "hindi" and another question from them goes "bakit di ka nagagalit sa father mo"

Bruh. Maybe my father inflicted so much pain in my heart when I am growing up.

Confuse me what "real love" is.

Made me think that no man can love faithfully one woman

but he shows me how the perfect love of a father.

How can I hate my father when he always thinking what is best for me.

Giving me not only what I need but also what I want regardless on how he will provide it.

Show his love to us in silent way.

He even said to me "magkulambo ka lagi, di kita pinapadapuan ng lamok pero ngayong malaki ka na at di na kita nababantayan, wag kang papadapo sa lamok"

When I am right, he sticks beside me, but when I am wrong he disciplined me and correct my ways.

He also became my personal driver when I am running late and hell, I am always late.

And every time na magpupuyat ako sa pag-aaral. Matic na lalabas ang papa kahit dis oras na ng gabi mabili lang ako ng makakain. Burgers and fries. With a lot of ketchup. He knows what I want. Every time. Kung every day ako puyat. Every day din nya akong susuportahan.

He treasured me and my siblings the most.

Maybe he is not a perfect husband.

But he is a perfect father for me.

Neighbors would say he is a tough stone hearted man, but yun ang namana ko sa kanya. He knows how to be tough and strong outside but inside, he is a warm person.

Now, He maybe inflicted so much pain in my heart growing up, but the love and sacrifice he pours for me and my siblings make me not hate my father.

How can I hate him?

So yung picture, yan yung nadatnan ko pagka gising, nagpuyat ako kagabi. Sa dami ng gawain sobrang naiiyak na ako dahil nagpapanic na ako (mababaw luha ko) then I decided to just take a nap but that "nap" become "8 long hours of sleep". Then I woke up to this, and it made me cry na sa super duper stress and messed up ng life ko my father is always been by my side, supporting me and at the same time taking care of me. Sinong di maiiyak dun. Ahahahhaa.

I am loved, I am blessed.

Thank you G for my life.

[sixmorningsafter]

GABI!!! Seriously, I think I've mentioned this before like a gazillion times, but you are an amazing writer. The way you phrase things is like, perfect. It's like you have a never ending dictionary of words that are perfect for all your sentences.

GIRL, gah, I honestly feel like I’m crazy redundant and nowhere near as inventive as I should be with my language/word choice, so this is such amazing feedback to get? Seriously, I’m like beaming. It’s pretty nuts how much our own perceptions cloud our ability to see/read our own writing the way someone else might, so thanks so much for this, love.

PSA TO ALL WRITERS: YOU’RE PROBABLY YOUR OWN WORST CRITIC. 

Coming to the chapter itself, Kai was every bit as adorable as I expected him to be, I want to hug him and shelter him and treat him like my child. Him being so anxious over not being able to take their coats, and then freaking out over the burnt swan… what a marshmallow, honestly! And Bonnie giving him advice was the best, she’s getting to know him, she’s learning that he’s not completely psychotic. I didn’t expect him to be gay (bi?) Either way, unexpected. Also, how big is his apartment?

AW, isn’t he the cutest little loon ever? I’ve got a lot of Kai feels coming up so I’m so, so happy you find him as endearing as I do, lmao. My headcanon is that he’s actually a bit younger than the rest of them, like fresh out of college, so he’s like their weirdo son that they’re teaching how to human. And yeah, Bonnie definitely got a glimpse of the more endearing side of him! There’ll be more of that coming up on Damon’s part in 16. And Kai’s totally pan in this fic. Like I just see him as having no preference or even a particularly strong concept of gender, it’s just whatever clicks! The funny part is he’s actually going to be awkward as all hell in any romantic situation so that’ll be fun to see later on, I think ;)

As for Damon and Bonnie in Kai’s basement, well fucking done! I’m always up for flashbacks and more insight into someone’s past because that can usually help to understand why someone is the way that they are. But Damon having a panic attack was well-written, and just out of curiosity, Bonnie’s calmness during the situation… was it because she’s dealt something similar? Because Bonnie can’t stay calm during a crisis for the life of her so… 

I think despite Bonnie’s recent general disastrousness, she’s like scary good at her job. Like she flips into an entirely different mode as a doctor (and in general when someone needs help, like she just forgets herself and her dramas and distractions and hones into the problem in front of her) and that’s what she was channeling for the first half of Damon’s panic attack. The second half was her winging it a bit more, since the doctor approach wasn’t really working, but in any case, so, so happy you enjoyed that scene. Definitely challenging to write. I really wanted to build it up out of thin air and let the reader feel the tension rising and rising until it reaches a breaking point, and it took a lot of distance and I had to take a lot of breaks to gauge the flow and get the writing there (or try, anyway). Super relieved to hear it worked for you! Why is writing so blech.

Now as for Steroline… full disclosure, at this point I kind of only like them in your fic, but moving on… first of all, your preview vid thing had me biting my nails because I was like, “why the fuck is Caroline so pissed off, what happened?!” But then I read the chapter and I’m like, “okay, this makes sense.” I do get why Care flipped out because Stefan specifically, unintentionally, did everything that she told him not to do. And then Stefan’s all confused like, “we didn’t even cuddle.”

WE DIDN’T EVEN CUDDLE LMAOOOO. Poor Stefan. Just cuddle with him Caroline, do it for me, do it for the children. Super glad Caroline’s inner conflict made sense to you - it was definitely a messy one, but I hoped that people could see her side and understand her freakout, even if they didn’t necessarily agree with it, you know? And to be fair, Stefan was subtly aware that he was crossing some lines, but I think the degree of how upset she got was what threw him. And her, honestly. She didn’t expect to be that upset and that made her even more upset because what did that mean? LMAO. Wreck. Everyone in this story’s a wreck. Help them.

And then Caroline’s just straight up, “nope, no sex for us, let’s be friends.” BUT MISS CUDDLES THOUGH!!! I actually expected her to be kind of vicious, but she’s such a muffin. Honestly, I can imagine her just going over to Kai’s like, “bruh, too much drama up in there.” Is she just a stray, or did she belong to Kai at one point? Also, I think both Miss Cuddles and Kai will eventually grow on Caroline where she goes all protective mom on them… lols, I’m comparing Kai to a cat, what the hell?

LMAO it’s perfect, though, because that’s exactly how I see Caroline being with both of them! Let’s be real, Kai’s pretty much an invasive stray cat too. I see Cuddles as a neighborhood cat that wanders from building to building and got stuck in theirs during the blizzard, so she stayed with Kai for a few nights (thus the ninja tricks she knows) and was chillin’ in the basement for funsies. She’s totally a muffin, but like Kai, probably has a don’t-fuck-with-me streak. Who doesn’t in this fic, honestly. And lmaaaaooo she would totally wander back into Kai’s all over it. I bet he fed her filet mignon. 

Anyway, I’m not sure if there was more and my Venus Fly Trap of an inbox ate it, but thank you so, so much for this review, babe! Seriously, made my friggin’ night when I saw it. Also, I’m still making my way through the gif sets you sent and drafting/queueing them left and right, so thanks for being the absolute best with those! They craaaaack me up. Never stop. THANKS AGAIN LOVE!

#reply #six mornings after #review #15 #I hope there wasn't more but if there was SORRY ABOUT MY INBOX IDK WHY TUMBLR HATES ME #I get instant messages like three weeks later in giant bulks #and like every fifth ask gets eaten #anyway LOVE YA BABE! #childofsquidward

[angel-nero]

I was tagged by @wonderseverythingabove @glaspaladin and @kageyama-tobiyo sorta idk

Five Things You’ll Find In My Bag

phone


napkins

Money


lipstick

mints/halls (i drink too much Coke to be eating mints and I bought two packages and… oh god)

Five Things In My Bedroom:

computer

books

huge ass scary wardrobe

clothes everywhere

a lot of lamps cus I like to draw and I am super blind.

no posters cus they never keep there. old 14 years old me wasnt happy about it 

Five Things I’ve Always Wanted To Do In My Life:

play piano

learn more languages

travel a lot


dance ballet

art

Five Things That Make Me Happy:

food

art supplies

good education

my dog! Fuck! I love my dog!

buying things I want

Five Things On My To-Do List:

enter uni

chill


study for uni

recovery

laundry yeah same

Five Things People May Not Know About Me:

I get anxious a motherfucking lot about everything and no one irl knows besides my bffs. And family last year.

I eat a lot but can’t win weight and i am super skinny and look sick all the fucking time but…..

I might actually be v sick lmao. Im doing studies rn 

apparently I have french accent LMAO 🤠💦 some mx pals even asked me if I’m french and im like???? No??? i just cant focken speak right, okay? 

Im a coastal who doesnt likes seafood and old ppl constantly tell me shit about how i am missing the joy of life or how i am actually not a resident. yea, u rite, i am an alien 

Name?: Gabriela

Nicknames?: Bowie in school 🤠💦 gab, gabs, babe (gabe), uh, gabalooney toones? Idk dawn is nuts. dont call me gaby pls that's my mom 

Zodiac?: aries, constantly annoyed and an annoyance

Sexual Orientation?: Fuck this question honestly

Ethnicity?: mexican/Spanish but born in México, you get? Mexican

Favorite Fruit?: grapes

Favorite Season?: Summer. im a sucker for summer, find me in the beach, its too fucking hot so everyone wants to die

Favorite Flower?: idk i dont frikin care leave them alone

Favorite Scent?: scents that ain’t too strong. I rather breathe fresh air for all my life cus sometimes, no matter what smell, get me nervous 🤠💦 just… never food. any food

Favorite Animal?: all animals are cute I don’t play favorites

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate?: Hot chocolate even if it kills me. then coffee and kill tea. The only i’ve had is fuze tea lmao. tea i believe is fucking bad in here and this city is too hot to actually care. i love frappes

Cat or dog?: dogs

Dream Trip?: idk, bex’s ufo spots is actually a good one but i wouldn’t like to go to merica. Also… i wanna go to yucatán and see the place where the meteorito crashed and killed the fucking dinosaurs. and i think yucatán has a beach w pink water!!!! but nvm i checked and apparently you cant see shit. just take me somewhere idc

Number of Followers?: never will tell u

What do I post about?: i have two blogs. I used to post Queen/beatles pics and gifs and shitposts. In this one i was sooo quiet for like, 2 and a half years, I barely followed anyone and stopped entering once cus all i saw was su and v0ltr0n i was so lost in my dash 🤠💦 came back this year and its good 😎 and…… idk just texts i tag under bullshit.txt if u wanna block em. i wont b posting jaaaackshit

Do I get asks on a regular basis?: blep? Sometimes. I laugh cus when I was so quiet I answered em all on private. Look, that experience is fuckin hilarious to me cus i didnt have hopes of the anime fandoms or whatever   

Favorite Band?: queen. But i love a lot of music bruh. Queen was my first fav band so shut the fuck up and eat dirt if you say something

Aesthetic?: bleeeh bleh bleeeh bru the sun, keith, the desert, the beach, the sky, the universe, fight club and trainspotting, big buildings, parties, cool stories, me dyin

Fictional Character I’d Date?:  Eren 🤠💦. Listen…. I love him, and i knew about him when we were both 15… it’s special….. and now we are both 19….. and we’re so alike. I picked him so we could b friends actually he a little motherfuck

Hogwarts House?: gryffindor 

Rules: BOLD the statements that are true for you!

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses (all the fucking time)

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair

My abs are at least somewhat defined (i didnt even kno about this i checked a birthday pics w my friends and i had a croptop an suddenly i had abs. its from laughing probably)

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well (my throat is super fucked fam i barely can speak :/)

I can play an instrument

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for under a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling 

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports (bleeh sometimes)

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

FANDOMS ARE MY #1 PASSION

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships 

I have never been in a relationship (almost v close actually)

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close at my school

My parents are still together

I have at least one sibling

I live in the united states

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone

RANDOM SHIT:

I have breakdanced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce (axayactl but its easy tho and whe called him axa!)

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life (yah whatever who care)

I speak at least 2 languages

I have made a new friend in the past year

i dont kno who to tag, idk who is down for this lm but if you see this and wanna do it…………… bbbbleaaassseeeee consider yourselfie tagged ily we dont have to b mutuals. tag me tho so i can read it!!!!!!!! i‘d love to 

#LONG POST #tag meme #THANKS Y ALL I FINALLY DID IT #still sick tho #feeling like bullshit #but ima here #im sorry................ other followers for this long ass post #English might b horrible cus idk English actually:-//:

[notting-new]

This is a loveable kitten, Miew, as I name him. He's so tired and all so he decided to make me his personal bed, and it tears my heart seeing him like this vulnerable. WEDNESDAY, 05-24-17 I'm at Libis na nga pala. C3, Caloocan City hehehe. Ñeta mga bess!!! Dumating si kuya Oben--my oh so lovely almost perfect perverted cousin crush!!!! Ako yung nagbukas ng pinto kasi ako yung nasa sala at nagchacharge hehehe. Mukhang pagod siya kasi dire-diretso talaga siya, men. Gabing gabi na bruh huhu. He made his way to the bathroom and cleaned himself. Tinawag niya pa ko midway kasi pinabukas niya yung tubig kay tita! Oh my gosh, bes, I swear yung kilig ko di ko macontain sa aking heart. Kinakabahan pa rin ako until now. He speaks professional, really. Di halatang masira-sira yung utak niya kasi ang pro talaga ng dating niya--of course he's a pro. He graduated with Applied Mathematics as a course on UP Diliman! Gadh men, imagine if I took that at the same school! I really look up on their family. His mom, my father's sister, therefore my tita, is a Master's degree teacher, she's been asked to take a doctoral for her skills but she doesn't want it because she wants to work with students herself. His dad is a businessman, I really don't know his work but it'd be great to buy their car. His sister, Ate Alyssa graduated with Mass Communication (prob reconsider taking this up) and his brother, with his curly stupid hair, is a genius chess player-just like his dad. Tangina--ginulat lang naman ako ni Miew sa pangatlong pagkakataon. Punyetang pusa to. Nalulungkot nga ako kasi iiwan daw siya dito :( hence, hindi ko siya maisasama sakin. Shet. Dear Miew, Please, wag kang lumapit sakin dahil nasasaktan na ako. Kinalmot mo ko kanina sa Sangandaan gago! - Oh god, Miew is sleeping on me like I'm his (lalaki pala siya men) personal bed and I like the feeling. It breaks my heart. I will be leaving him with this family :( He's making this hard for me. Parang attached na rin siya sakin pero punyeta ayaw naman ako sundin, gaga talaga. Kainez bakit ganon?! Mukha ba kong tulugan lang? :( Mukhang alien kuting na to :( Pero labs na labs ko siya. Kulay blue kasi yung mata niya kaya nagsstand out talaga siya hehehe. Yung isa naman yellow na blue na di mo maintindihan hays. I want to take him home. - aian [9:53 pm, 05-24-17]

#personal #blog #dont care #diary #journal #kitten #crush #hehehehee #lol

[somewillwin]

Hello Gabi's! Hum i would like an advice if possible, soo I always had the habit of calling my friends names like "babe, sweet, love" you know all that cringe shit, just for fun you know, and have this friend of mine that i got really more close during the pandemic, and i know for other friend of mine, that he used to have feelings for me, but i never see him more than a friend, but that was at the beginning of our friendship, i always thought it was over (i made it very clear to this other friend that i never felt anything for him and i'm pretty sure she said that to him), and ok, but a few days ago i visited his house, and some of his relatives started giving some weird vibes you know, unnecessary comments and stuff, but i didn't care that much because family always do that kinda of shit, but now I'm a little scared that because of the way I talk to him, and because I'm really open to hugs and shit, maybe I'm giving him the wrong idea, anyway you have any advice that could help? Like i really like him a lot and i don't want to hurt him or anything, but i also pretty uncomfortable with that.

COMMUNICATION IS KEY BRUH!

Just talk to him! He is your friend after all, make sure he knows you don’t feel that way about him. But don’t be to harsh.

Maybe start throwing the friend word in? Let him know his family made you uncomfy with their comments.

Just talk to him bruh. It might be uncomfortable and awkward. But it’s better than the alternative.

#gabi answers things

[diaryforkeeps-blog]

so much pain

September 22, 2017

twas a day na daghan kaayog pasakit and like kabuakon masyado aking ulo this day. so gabi na yun tas parang konti nalang kami sa room or more like pauwi na mostly mga ppl ba tas bigla niya ako gi drag and said “ali pa ra gd” tas alam ko na na mag talk kami about stuff “na alam ko na the night before pa kasi gi sc ni dolens yung convo nila ni fernan” sooo i tried to put myself together. like bai i smiled or like acted normal but then he looks kulba af. naga tremble kanyang hands dats why i keep on smiling para di sya ma tense or like ma lessen lang ba. he can’t talk clearly sa first and he can’t put the words to say so i said “go baii” something like i cheer sya ba hahaha and then gsabi niya doon, “i tried jd baii pero my feelings is not enough, friends lang jd akong mahatab saimo, close friends lang gihapon ta ha” and there, maski kabalo nako gabii pa lang, sakit diay gihapon, mas sakit pag gkan jd saiyang baba. and he’s right infront of me saying those kind of words. i tried not to look hurt. so i nod and smiled. and he continued like explaining things, nag listen lang ako. im hurt. im in so much pain. gina try ko i hold back aking tears bc i dont want him to see na mag iyak ako for him. gago siya? so yes after he said everything he said nahe knows im hurt lagi daw but mawawala lang lagi daw soon. and i kept on smiling tas nod. and he said na magsabi daw lagi ako ng something or like if there’s something daw na gusto oko i clear kay sabihin ko lang daw. and i just said “oh it’s fine, i’ll be okay.” “i dont know what to say” so he let out his sad smile. i know his guilty, i know he felty bad for me. whatever. it hurts jud bai. so he kinda lowkey patted my back and we went back inside the room. nung nasa room na kami he kept looking at me to see what’s my reaction. i remained calm. trying to sink in what you just said to me. my friends too kept on looking at me and i looked at them and said “what?” and they looked at me with their worried face tas sabi ni nadine “chika later cags” muntik na ako mag break down dat time ba. shet. so yun, paalis na siya, he looked at me before he left and i didnt bother to look at him straight in the eyes. so nung nakauwi na ako, he chatted me like na worry sya bakad na daw same pag treat ko sakanya. i said something that led to “blaming nica” and i tweeted man gani duh. he made a big fuss about it like he’s so mad i blamed nica for it. but if it wasn;t bc of nica then he wouldn’t say such things to me, maybe may feelings na jd sya saakin. pero whatever like damnn bruh that was just my reflex reaction after what just happened i mean i can feel? so naka feel talaga ako ng pain dat time and nica is one of the factors bat niya ako gi friendzone like bruh? so yes. nag away kami that night. even ang squad ni nica kay oa masyado maka react so gipalaki nila ang issue, naga parinig sila thru twitter which is so fcking immature. plus the fact na hindi nila alam aking side. while my squad they defended me pero hindi nila gi daan sa padungog sa opposing side, i mean why would we do that???? so yun basta karami masyado gisabi na hurtful things si fernan that time na parang gi crush jd aking heart. plus he didnt know na alam ko ano ginasabi niya kay dolens about me, gi sc lahat ni dolens convo nila. he defended nica as if si nica ang victim. jesus. i swear fernan is the most stupid, dumbass, asshole, mtherfucker, jerk that time.