#he’s developing 🥺🥺

[apocalypsewriters]

12 days of writer self love day 3: repulsed

I know, I know it’s late and out of order, but I’m kind of okay with that. At least it’s here. I really like this piece. I think I almost imagined myself in this situation if I hadn’t found out about my orientation when I did, or if my attraction turned out slightly different

It was an alien and unexpected feeling when it happened the first time. Bendis thought it was attraction, but when the other boy went to kiss him, his initial reaction was to pull away. The other boy, the baker’s son, Francesco, mirrored his action, his eyebrows knitting together in concern.

“Are you okay?” Francesco asked, rubbing the back of Ben’s hand with his thumb.

Ben’s hand went tense under the contact, then relaxed somewhat stiffly. He nodded, swallowed once, then leaned in. “Fine. I’m fine,” they reassured, voice shaking. Francesco pretended not to notice. “Now what were we doing?”

As they kissed, Ben tried not to squirm at the contact and the sheer amount of fluids being exchanged. That night, he lay in a resting patch of his garden and shoveled dirt onto himself as he fell asleep watching the stars.

The next time it happened, they again tried to stifle their reaction. The bard was charismatic and patient, and frankly very good-looking. They’d laughed and joked together for hours, Ben lamenting his lost potential at a similar career path. Ben had even taken a day away from the apothecary to spend time with them.

“It was a pleasure getting to know you, Du Kahoari,” they said, as they raised Ben’s hand to their mouth and pressed a kiss on it.

Ben retracted his hand as calmly as possible, resisting the urge to wipe it on his skirt. Similarly, they hid the tremor in their voice. “Likewise. I wish you happy travels.”

The bard bowed, and as soon as Ben was out of their line of sight, he ran back to the apothecary to wash his hand.

The time after that it wasn’t even happening. It had been a months-long relationship with Sonya the blacksmith’s daughter, so it was bound to come up in conversation. She sat them down on the haybales behind her mother’s shop, taking their hands in her own.

“So, we’ve been together for a while,” she said, pausing to wait for Ben to nod. “So I think it’s time to talk about…”

Ben’s eyes glazed over. His hands went clammy and he pulled back. They tucked their knees against their chest. His breaths came in small bursts. “Say… say that again?”

“...? That’s what I feel like we should talk about,” Sonya said, cautiously now. She shuffled around to face him, careful not to brush their skin.

Swallowing hard, Ben opened his mouth, shut it. His adams apple bobbed again. “I don’t think I’m ready to talk about that,” he managed.

“Okay, that’s okay,” Sonya said, words rushed. “We can take as long as we need.”

Under his breath, Ben asked, “Is this what you want from a relationship?”

Sonya was caught off-guard and stopped moving towards Ben. “I- I think so?”

“Then I don’t think I can be with you,” choked Ben.

“Oh, um,” she stalled. “Are you sure?”

Ben hid his face in his knees. “No,” he said. “I’m not. And if you ask me again, I’ll do it. I’ll say yes. Because it’s what you’re supposed to do, right?”

“Can I touch you?” Ben’s head snapped up at Sonya’s words. He nodded. She placed her hand on their back and rubbed circles into it. “There’s no ‘supposed to’ in any relationship. Relationships are whatever you make of them And if two people want different things, they can compromise. Sometimes that means they keep going as they are. Sometimes that means doing things differently. No one knows what they’re doing all the time. But if you think we don’t work, then we don’t work. That’s okay. I’ll be okay. We’ll be okay. Okay?”

Ben nodded into his knees.

“Do you need space?”

They nodded again.

“Alright,” Sonya said, groaning as she stretched out of the haystack, pulling a few pieces of straw from where they stuck into her skirt. “I’ll be in my mother’s shop if you need me. And for what it’s worth, these last few months were amazing. I hope they were for you too.”

Shoulders curling inwards, Ben couldn’t bring themself to reply. All his partners, fleeting or long-lasting, affectionate and timid, had been so wonderful. There was no reason for him to feel like this. But he did, and it ate him up inside. They rolled over and screamed into the straw, trying to free himself of the fundamentally wrong feeling inside him.

#ace spec #sexuality crisis #12 days of writers self love #writeblr #my writing #a quest of cards and calamity wip #bendis qcc #he’s developing 🥺🥺 #this does happen prior to the main narrative so he knows his stance on attraction and relationships as much as anyone can

[goliig68]

Then

Now

Guan shan is not pushing he tian back anymore

#19 days #tianshan #he tian #mo guan shan #crying rolling on the floor #their development is apparent even in official arts🥺❤

[extravagav]

Oh heal my shriveled up little heart...

#this is so important to me actually i think abt this panel all the time #the little stutters 🥺🥺 #the way hes finally coming out of his comfort zone all on his own 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #IM JUST SO PROUD OF HIM #HE ASKED THE QUESTION!!!!!!!!!! HE TOOK THE STEPS!!!!!!!!!!!!! #wind breaker #sakura haruka #god i love the pacing of sakuras character development sm i could talk abt it for hours #this is a threat

[grandkhan221b]

OK, I give up. WHAT is y'all's deal with Commander Fox?? Like, WHY is he such a favourite among clone fans. I keep seeing art of him, fics and posts about him, and more fanon that I know what to do with. But why him?? I'm really confused? ?? Literally the ONLY thing of note he does in the show is murder a beloved character

#you guys really saw this cop kill fives and went “poor little meow meow 🥺” #I'm not accusing or anything btw I'me just genuinely confused #he's just so minor too like i'm pretty sure I see more fan stuff about him that abt waxer and boil - we don't even SEE HIS FACE #even if you want to explore minor character and the corruscant guard why not Thorn or even Thire? ? #they actually do cool shit #I need someone to explain what everyone sees in him #he's just dogma without the character development #commander fox #star wars #clone troopers #the clone wars #tcw

[jaggedcliffs]

Watching through Love is Sweet (the other cdrama that stars Bai Lu and Luo Yunxi) after Till the End of the Moon and so far my reaction between Tantai Jin vs. Yuan Shuai are:

#it's one of those 'it's a romance to you. to me it's a horror' type of things #me @ lss throughout tteotm: no don't be mean to ttj... 😧😧 be nice he's too sad 🥺🥺🥺 #me @ jiang jun throughout love is sweet: THROW THAT ASSHOLE OFF A CLIFF #till the end of the moon #tantai jin #jagged watches tteotm #every now and again they fake me out so that I think yuan shuai is finally getting some character development so he's no longer so awful #and then he goes and does something awful again -_-

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

it's actually so important to me that in the memory loss extras xie lian finds out he doesn't have spiritual power anymore (because he's been having sex). it means

he feels comfortable relying on hua cheng

he's able to be 'selfish', and choose what he wants rather than what other people think is correct

he's free from the responsibility of being the most powerful martial god in heaven

he's getting thoroughly dicked down

#tgcf #i speak #love to the fics that do alternate things where he still keeps it or recultivates or w/e #and initially it feels a bit anticlimactic. he just got that back!! why would he give it up!!! thats such a shame! #and then you realize you sound like a heavenly official #he doesnt give a shit #isnt it beautiful that his husband is always so close #that he doesnt feel guilty about borrowing anymore #isnt it so nice to know that given the choice between upholding an ancient promise for incomprehensible amounts of power #and fucking his husband #he fucked his husband??? #slay king #removing the shackle 1) gave him enough power to defeat jun wu and 2) removed the last marks of control that jun wu had #it was about xie lian's freedom and love empowering him #i'd argue that the main point was not the achievement of simply becoming more powerful. #so hua cheng's third death was still hugely important even if xie lian did not keep the power #i cant imagine he has a problem with this development #hc: but gege.... your cultivation...🥺🥺 xl: i want you more hc:🤯😍 #gay sex + getting to kiss gege all the time for power > any guilt he might have #thats my two cents :) #hualian #hua cheng #xie lian #tgcf meta #hob #heaven official's blessing #tgcf spoilers #tgcf book 5 spoilers

[stephendorff]

Billy and Maureen Hope ll Southpaw (2015)

#jake gyllenhaal #rachel mcadams #southpaw #my gifs #they way you can tell he's such a fool for her attention 🥺 #they did her character dirty in this #really wish men could learn to develop plot without killing off the wife

[becca-e-barnes]

ur stucky shit is so good love u so much hope u have a great week

I had stucky bouncing around in my head today and I just need to talk about it 😩 And I hope you have a great week too!!

I really love the thought of mutual masturbation that dissolves into a threesome with Steve and Bucky. Like maybe you're all roommates? The three of you are more than aware that you all have needs and since you're attracted to each other, it almost just makes sense to get off together every now and again.

It's so much better like that anyway, getting to see those two beautiful men, stroking their own cocks while they watch you trail your fingers from your little fluttering hole to your throbbing clit.

"That feel good, angel?" Steve teases with a lazy smirk on his face, his strokes slowing down because he wants this to last. Whoever gets off first tends to get teased by the other two for having no self control and he's determined that it won't be him tonight. In all honesty, it's usually you.

"It's so good." You groan, rubbing tiny, well practiced circles over your own sensitive clit.

"It looks like it feels good. But then again, you were needy today. Bet you were thinking about this all morning. Got yourself all wet and messy before we had even started." Bucky wasn't wrong but it was hard to focus on anything he was saying with the thick droplet of precum rolling slowly down his shaft. You were desperate to taste it. Desperate to get on your knees in front of him and lap it up. But that's not a scenario you should be imagining. Not if you're trying to last.

"Some of these days you're gonna need more than just your own fingers, won't you, honey?" Steve's cock throbbed in his hand and you couldn't help but imagine the weight of it on your tongue or how it would feel to have him hitting the back of your throat.

"I'm surprised she hasn't given in already. Spent all this time showing us just how she likes to be touched. It's almost like she thinks we haven't picked up how to do it right." Bucky's eyes tear away from your glistening cunt, watching your expression carefully for any sign of discomfort at the turn this was taking.

Instead, you just looked even more blissed out and both men seemed to delight in that.

"Always wanted to taste you, doll. Not fair that you're the only one that gets to play with that pretty little pussy." Bucky was the first to move, taking your wrist gently to guide your fingers to his mouth and groaning pathetically as his hot, wet mouth engulfed them.

"You're missing out, Buck." Steve mumbled, settling between your spread legs and kissing up the inside of your bare thighs towards your soaked, neglected core. "Fuck, you're so easy to enjoy." He trailed the tip of his tongue so gently from your hole to your clit and it became difficult to focus on anything other than the two eager, insistent mouths on your skin.

#asks answered <3 #anon #becca writes spice #stucky x reader smut #stucky x reader #I had media training today besties #I had a mock radio interview and a mock TV interview #and oh my god #I got the most insanely positive feedback #I swear I got like 3 minutes of solid praise with no points for development #they couldn't think of any #and it was like I was right back to primary school again and I was the kid who 'is a pleasure to have in class' #he said I was 'calm and strong and really reasonable' 🥺 #'it was like we gave you all the questions in advance. you looked like you knew what was coming and you were completely unflappable' 🥺 #and that I left no counter arguments standing #I'm just gonna ramble in the tags about this because I was really proud #probably the best thing that will happen this week tbh #I'm very proud of where I'm at rn #things just feel good? #is this what it feels like to be a sim with all their needs met? #my confidence for the last month has just been 📈

[willowser]

Okay so we know about college nerd bakugou, but what about 30 year old nerd bakugou? (Like the art you retweeted from doodlejoops?) 😩

oooooh, interesting !! 🤔✨️ i don't like to repeat concepts when something small even gets changed bc i feel like !! no, that's still them !! college nerd bakugou is living his life with us 🥺 figuring himself out, studying, having a super hot girlfriend that's out of his league 🥺 but older nerd bakugou hmmmm 🤔

let's say. denki is a decently popular streamer.

not huge or world-famous or anything, but he has a decent fan base, is able to make a living off what he does, maybe has a teeny bit of merch out there. and he plays a lot of multi-player games, always with his same team: RedRi0t, pinky-alien-queen, cellophane, and dynamight!

sero, mina, and kiri will occasionally have face-cams, not always, but bakugou ? never. doesn't do it. the other three have channels they will upload to if the stream goes well, but dynamight! does not exist outside of charge_bolt's channel, not something he's interested in, doesn't want an online presence, but he still enjoys playing with his pals ! the mystery of him makes him a little more targetable, especially when denki takes the time to make hilarious compilations like dynamight! yelling at me for 7 minutes.

you like charge_bolt just fine, will watch him every now and then on a weekend when you are home alone with nothing better to do. it's funny to watch him scream and run from dynamight! in dead by daylight. of course, you're a little curious, too, who the guy behind the voice is, even do a google search that confirms very little is known about him on the internet. no name, no picture, no age. just a voice.

charge_bolt has a patreon, and the first tier gives you access to his discord. it's not much, so you subscribe and are thrust into a very full server, one that has notifications going off every minute, is a little intimidating, but charge_bolt interacts often, has everyone in his lil group as mods, so you stay. you don't have access to the private streams, since that's a higher tier, but you can still see all the channels. they go so fast that any comment you make is typically eaten away, but, one day, a new upload hits—another compilation of dynamight! absolutely wrecking him—and you send a message fairly early on. something like sparky i don't think you'll ever get the upper hand on dynamight! at this rate and—the man himself replies.

you're goddamn right: simple, nothing special, but you react with a 😂 and a 💕 anyway. and then it seems like—he doesn't interact too often, but sometimes you can catch him right after something has been uploaded, like he's checking the reaction, and he always responds to you. first in the #just-dropped channel and then elsewhere. nothing too substantial, simple replies or just 👍🏻 reactions, but still. you feel a little charmed by it. find yourself watching just to hear his voice, the few in which he laughs loud and victorious and mean, the very little he reveals about himself.

and one day you send a message in the stream, a little woo go dynamight 💗✨️ and it's not ten minutes before you have a friend request on discord.

#i went off on this i'm so sorry LOL #i just had such a specific idea in mind lmao #he's a normal dude outside of the internet #has a job as a software developer and his own home #not an incel like his college counterpart — but still a lil shy 😌 #i love tropes where you don't know the identity of who you're developing feelings for LOL it's just. gah. just you and your emotions #not swayed by appearance or outside opinion #just you and him 🥺 #this got so out of hand LOL but that joops art has me running LAPS #✿ willow writes #✿ ask willow #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: nerd bakugou

[rainymoodlet]

Kiss Me in Komorebi+ 🌸

[Episode Five] One Last Push!

Ohh, baby Nolan 😔 He is so eternally sweet, and he means every word of this! “Your Dad’s Garage” was important for Nolan in his formative years, and that does mean a lot to Daniel. In-game, Nolan will act like a straight-up Fan NPC and giggle excitedly over Daniel, even asking for selfies and doing “positive” Mischief interactions.

It’s ceaselessly charming to watch, but Daniel is notorious for drawing a fine line between his career and his personal life 🥲 It’s hard to live up to the expectations of being someone’s childhood hero!

@wastelandwhisperer

[ Part 26/30 ] 🌹

#ts4 #ts4 screenshots #ts4 gameplay #ts4 bachelor challenge #ts4 challenge #;kmik #sim: daniel #nolan langford by wastelandwhisperer #|| #i want to slap him sometimes :| #daniel not nolan #nolan is an absolute angel and should be protected at all costs #daniel’s had a lot of time to work on himself and the ‘garage’ was him but #it was also a performance that ended up getting taken out of his hands #so he’s always been a bit arms-length with the younger crowd who both saw him as a safe figure and also #developed crushes on him #he just does not want to be a Creep™️ #nolan is a sweetheart but he’s also so so so excited and i think sometimes it doesn’t do good for him 🥺 #which i hate bc WHY WOULDNT IT BE OKAY but daniel’s Daniel so fbdjdj #but he is genuinely glad that nolan found safety and comfort in the show and in him #its the constant crush references that make him crumble away bit after bit 😩 #i hope his voice comes through here though!! 🥹 he really is utterly precious #and i hope the fact that he doesn’t mean to make dan uncomfy and that dan is aware of that #comes across here 😭 #also yes we officially have an end count! #also the way their legs are tied up in one another’s physically killed me

[fareehaandspaniards]

#me :^| #I haven't stopped with developing canon character #but that OC #They are.... They are everything #4 y.o. boy with issues #he is pure innocent but creepy but so sweet and - #I love him so much #Jiri #🥺 #Jiri would for sure join Powder Kegs or School of Mensis or something like that #Damian's little brother gets out of control

[twinkodium]

I’m not crying, you are crying 😭🧡

#f1 #oscar piastri #he’s being loved by the team and they care about him like alpine never had #and he’s wanted they fought for him to have him in the team #and now they’re not letting him go for a while 🥺 #he seems so happy around the team and i love the vibes he has as a mclaren driver #I might have fantasised about him at rbr BUT I think mclaren is a better fit for him atm 🥹 #big brain move for locking him in 🫶🏼 #I’m sure other teams were already interested to snatch him but better luck next time 🫣 #also also I forgot the mention the dynamic between him and Lando #they work together so well and help developing the car and look at the jump McLaren did mid season 🥹 #based on the boys feedbacks and everything 🫶🏼 #thanks for the mechanic and everything in the team to make it happen 🥹

[tennis-kittens]

#Oh. My. God. #Rog you DID NOT #i honestly don't even know why this fandom bothers to write fanfictions #Roger is just out there living it #he was such a smug i love him #Rafa: i wanna play with Roger 🥺 #Selmi: Great! Go ask him. #Rafa: What if Roger gonna say no? 🥺 #Selmi: he's gonna say yes. #Rafa: i no ask Roger 🥺 #Selmi: why? #Rafa: because is Roger 🥺 #Selmi: For the love of... *yells* ROGER CAN YOU TELL RAFA YOU FORGIVE HIM FOR KICKING YOUR ASS? I HAVE ACTUAL WORK TO DO. #i love how Roger went from 'this guy is cute' to 'i would do anything for him' #THAT'S WHAT I CALL CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT #roger federer #rafael nadal #fedal

[starlooove]

‘Au Damian steals his siblings bc Damian doesn’t value them enough’ Damian doesn’t owe these niggas shit

#it’s giving I read fics and WFA #daily reminder Damian immediately called the failed cloned versions of himself his siblings #like he’s a compassionate kid I’m tired of fandom and canon both doing the ‘Damian learns to love 🥺’ shit over and over and over again #and instead of being seen as the stagnant repetitive character development it would be for any other damn person #it’s presented as like a flaw to his personality #and it’s one thing if it was SUPPOSED to be but we know it’s not bc every single time they go ‘damian is friendless’ and ignore maya and #Suren #like if u wanna ignore his original tt team fine whatever but he very much has made friends and stayed on good terms with them #even IN Gotham Colin maps and Marcus #like it’s so obvious that they’re just pressing rewind every single time bc they completely ignore everything before #and sidebar very sick of artists making Damian look like a tim clone rn but it’s not lost on me that y’all are starting to like him more #especially now that he’s in Bruce’s good graces without them acknowledging how fucked up Bruce is towards him ALL the time #like they’ll go ‘father can be overprotective and suspicious 🥺 but it’s justified bc I’m evil’ and move on #I’m sick of it

[ohrightgaypeople]

THIS

this is the absolute best outcome

it's such a long shot from what Mo would do in the past, and I continue to be outstandingly impressed by this boy's development

I'm so proud of you, Mo Guan Shan

Translation: @alexc1ting

#i love my boys #i love he tian and his growth too #but mo guan shan is a phenomenally and tremendously well developed character #as a writter I CANNOT stress this enough #his complexity im- #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #19 days #mo guan shan #he tian #tianshan

[sadsoftserve]

What are your OC's greatest fears?

Ohhh time to drop an angst bomb! Thanks >:} (sensitive content warning a bit)

Bonnie has a fear of death ironically. As a girl who actively seeks death, and has tried to OD and has inflicted harm into herself, she's scared to die. Like, what if she dies when everyone needs her? What would happen to her uncle, her mom, her friends? She's also scared of her mom declining and passing away. She's been in a coma for 6 years and held up, but a looming ball of terror is always above her. She's also scared of being weak. She has almost lost to multiple Roughouses, but she's always trying to be stronger. One day she's afraid that she's going to lose, and be a target. She doesn't want that.

Sabrina is afraid of not being needed, or hurting people she loves. Sabrina has undiganosed OCD, and is always trying to get her mind off one thing and onto the other. She's scared of losing things to do, and not being needed to help, or do something. She's scared that if she's not needed, what will happen? What would she do? And she's scared of hurting the ones she loves because she's done it so many times. Sylvie is one of the main ones. Her epithet has hurt so many people, it's hurt her, her brother, sister, friends, girlfriend, so many people. She's afraid that her epithet is what is driving her family apart. Her father is on the verge of divorcing her mother, she feels like it's her fault they're not on good terms, her fault she's the one who failed the family, her fault her brother doesn't love her anymore...

Parker is basically Molly. She's scared of not being able to help her friends when they need it, scared of not being able to protect them. What if they get hurt, because of her? Why would they want to get hurt for her? They shouldn't do that. They should protect themselves. She's scared that one day, she won't be able to help, she's so busy helping everyone she can't help herself. Scared she's unlovable. Her parents gave her to Percy for a reason, right? That's why she buried herself in these crushes she'll never act on because she's scared of rejection, or being different, or just not being there to help.

#fears #epithet erased #art #artists on tumblr #epithet erased prison of plastic #oc #oc lore #asks #anon asks #more? #🥺 #no micah because hes not that far in development