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heartbeat-77 · 3 months
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chaotic-mystery · 10 months
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On the Road Again | J.M.
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ꨄ Pairing: dbf!Joel x f!reader
ꨄ Summary: it’s the morning after you stayed in a motel with Joel, so what now? Will he tell your dad you came onto him or can he keep a secret?
ꨄ CW: SMUT 18+ MINORS DNI. Porn w a lil bit of plot. Road head, reader has hair long enough to pull, choking, gagging, dirty talk, roughness, no seatbelt wearing ass (pls don’t do this, I love you too much for you to not wear it) swallowing bc we aren’t quitters! slight speeding while driving, Joel miller whimpers!
ꨄ WC: 2.1K
A/N: This is part 2 to Room 77! So happy to see all the love it’s gotten, so here we go! Hope you love it. I promise next part (if you want one idk let me know) we’ll set some story up and have more plot + sexy time
“Baby, wake up. We gotta go, cmon.”
Your eyes were blinking open gradually, finally seeing Joel who was sitting next to you on the bed and stroking your hair to wake you up. The energy was different now that you weren’t strangers to each others bodies. Joel held you the whole night right against his chest, never letting go until he woke up. With not nearly enough energy, you got up to start changing and get up to speed with him so he wasn’t waiting on you. Turning your back to him as he picked up the clothes from near the bathroom, you squeezed your hand into a fist, teetering on the idea of almost hating yourself for asking this question that was sitting in your throat. “J-Joel um, are you gonna tell my dad…about last night?” The room lingered with silence and Joel ran a hand over his scraggly mustache, looking at the back of your head from across the room.
“No, darlin’ I’m not. He’d kill me and I think he’d be pretty pissed off ‘atcha. I can keep this between us if you can, deal?” His tone was serious to get his point across. The last thing you wanted to see this weekend was your dad and Joel throwing punches at each other.
“Deal. I just hope you don’t regret what happened, because I don’t, not one bit.” You tugged your shirt on and attempted to fix your beadhead before packing your other clothes back into your duffle bag. Every emotion you could think of was going through Joel’s mind at that moment. On the one hand, he was nervous that your dad would find out and think he took advantage of you, but on the other hand he was ready for more and wanted to get to know you, the real you; not the version of you your dad tells him.
Joel’s hand ghosts over your shoulder for a split second before resting it on you, thumb rubbing on your soft skin. “Angel, I don’t regret anything. I meant everything I said and did, okay? It’s gonna be hell keepin’ my hands off ya in front of your family though, pretty girl.” His hand slides down your arm to your hand and grabs it firmly, spinning you around to face him. Joel tilts your chin upwards to look at him in his dark brown eyes, the sunlight hitting one just a little from behind the curtains. Your heart felt like it was about to come right out of your chest if he continued looking into your soul the way he was. There was nothing you wanted more than to lay him down on that bed behind you and ride him until your legs gave out and your body was trembling, but you had to go before everyone got suspicious. If he were to ask you right now to say ‘fuck it’ and stay with him at the motel all weekend, you would in a heartbeat.
“We gotta go, come on bunny.” Joel kisses your forehead lightly before pressing a chaste kiss to your lips. He grabbed both duffle bags and held the door open for you to leave the motel room. As you both walked to his truck, the warm air covered your body and your mind felt like it was coming clearer with every step you took. What’s going to happen when your dad sees you and you have to pretend like you didn’t just sleep with his best friend? How the hell were you going to pull off that lie? How were you going to manage three nights in the house with Joel in the other room, your mind on nothing but him?
“Ya just gonna stand there or you gonna get in so we can at least enjoy some time at the beach before the sun goes down?” Joel joked and looked at you from inside the truck, your bags already put away. You snapped out of it and grabbed the chrome handle, tugging it open to get inside. His rough fingers turned the key to start the engine and soon enough the truck was on the road flying to the direction of the vacation house. The sunglasses shielding your eyes made it easier to steal glances of Joel, the way his veiny hand gripped the steering wheel while his other hand was on the back of the seat by your head. Everything about him was sexy to you, it was hard not to stare. The way he drove with one hand, the way his curls blew in the wind, the way he squinted from the sun because he refused to wear sunglasses. Maybe it was because you slept with him or maybe you just never noticed how effortlessly he made everything seem; but he made daydreaming about him come naturally to you.
You suddenly had the idea to scoot to the middle seat and cuddle against him while you read your book, just wanting to feel him next to you. It was going to be the longest three hours if you couldn’t touch him in some way. It wasn’t going to be too long now before you had to painfully push aside the feelings and memories still fresh in your mind from last night. He was so gentle playing with your hair, you could almost still feel it. Not even asking if he was okay with it, you grabbed your book from your bag and unbuckled your seatbelt, scooting into the spot next to Joel. You leaned your back against him and propped your right leg on the seat, getting cozy while flipping to where your bookmark was. Joel coughed briefly and looked down with furrowed brows for a moment before looking back at the asphalt in front of him. “Just make yourself comfortable I ‘spose.” His deep voice vibrated through his lungs and against your back, making you smile to yourself.
“Well I have to take advantage of this while I can before I have to pretend like I don’t have bad thoughts about you coursing through my mind.” You tilted your head back until Joels head came into your view and he chuckled before kissing your head once more.
The book you cracked open to get caught up on had your interest maybe the first two hours of the drive and you were at a point you could guess how the book ends. Joel’s arm managed to wrap around your neck and have you in a comfortable headlock, keeping you close to him. The salty breeze mixed with his cologne just right, making you feel at peace, you were comfortable with him. Managing to sit up and look at Joel while your hand rested on his thigh, you got close to his ear and whispered, “How do you manage to make me want to blow you while you drive?” It was like you could see his ears perk up at your words and his eyes widened in surprise before meeting your eyes quickly. “S’that right sweet baby?” His hips lifted up to shift in his jeans as the bulge grew the more he thought about it. You dragged your nails against his thigh and traced over his cock through his pants and he whimpered your name so quietly you almost didn’t hear it.
“What was that? Speak up for me, Joel.” you teased, grabbing a handful of his bulge.
He grunted at your actions, wishing you’d stop teasing him and do what you said to him. “I bet you look so cute with somethin’ in your mouth, baby doll. Let me see how much of a good girl you can be, hm?”
You’d be lying if you said his words didn’t send your whole body into chills and excitement flooded your shorts. He knew just what to say to get you going and want to devour him like a fucking animal. With no hesitation you unzipped his jeans and plunged your hand in his boxers, greeted by his rock hard cock that was leaking precum from the slightly swollen tip. You gathered the precum in your hand and coated his cock with it as you began jerking him off, his moan echoing through the truck as a relief. “Fuck baby- that feels so goddamn good, jus’ like that.” Joel's Adams apple bobbed in his throat as he focused on the road and what your hand was doing to him.
“You’re so hot, Mr.Miller. The way you speed up the faster my hand goes up and down your cock, you’re such a filthy man. God I would kill to have you pull over and take me on the hood, leaving me dripping your cum in my shorts while I’m face to face with my family. Bet you’d love that, huh?” You were so unsure of where the sudden urge to speak such filthy thoughts in his ear came from but you weren’t mad at it. Joel was grunting and hanging on to every word, you could almost see it playing out in his head as he imagined taking you over the hood. “God dammit your voice drives me fucking crazy, you’re such a nasty lil thing- fuckkk” For a second his head tilts back before he squeezes the steering wheel tighter. Leaning down and shoving his cock in your mouth, you begin to work your tongue around the head. Pre cum was dripping out and onto your tongue and you swirled over the hole, collecting as much as you could. Joel switched hands and reached his right hand down to your head, grabbing a handful of your hair and tugged roughly while he groaned your name through gritted teeth. The rush of adrenaline made your shorts grow even wetter, squirming in your seat and dying from needing some type of relief.
Joel’s cock slammed into the back of your throat as you deep throated as much as you could, gagging and coughing over him and drool spilling everywhere. His grip on your hair tightened as he yanked your head back so you released his cock. “You keep goin’ like that and I’m gonna cum down your throat sweetheart.” He kissed you roughly, tongue forcing its way into your mouth as he kept an eye on the road. “We’ve got about ten more minutes before we get to the house, I know that’s plenty of time for you, dolly.” He kissed you once more before you made your way back to his cock, licking the bottom of the shaft all the way to the back of the head. Joel’s throaty moans filled the truck more frequently and his stomach caved with every deep breath he took.
“F-fuck baby jus’ like that, cmon jus’ like that. Nasty girl, fuckkk. Open wide for me, let me see you swallow my cum like a good girl.” Joel whimpered and his cock twitched in your mouth before his cum was shooting down the back of your throat. His hand never let go of your hair as he held you there, shouting profane words and your name mixed in there. For someone who had never gotten a blowjob on the road before he met you, he did pretty well driving and focusing on the road. Joel finally slowed down with his load and when he was milked dry, you came up and swallowed the rest as he looked you in the eyes.
Taking your thumb and wiping the corners of your mouth, he groaned at the sight of you making his load disappear inside you. “You- I’ve gotta keep my eye on you, don’t I?” A smirk of playfulness grew on his lips and you smirked, nodding in agreement. Joel came down off his high and tucked his soft cock back into his pants, looking over at you as you acted like nothing happened. The only issue was that your pussy was soaked and you needed his long tan fingers inside you or rubbing your clit but unfortunately that wasn’t going to happen right now.
The familiar house was making its way into your view and you felt at home. Joel honked the horn the entire driveway up until your dad came out, holding his arms wide open for a hug from you. Now you weren’t close with your dad, but he was kind enough to offer you the invitation to come. Was it all that special though if he was extending it for his friends to come? Joel got out and greeted your dad before grabbing the suitcases from the bed of the truck. You had to mentally prepare for this and it was not easy. Joel didn’t make it easy to act like nothing happened.
“You wouldn’t believe the fuckin’ rain we got caught in last night. Had to pull over and stay at a motel until it let up.” Your eyes darted to the gravel under your shoes as you walked up to your dad and hugged him. “Yeah it was insane but I’m glad Joel was with me.” Your dads smile froze and he blinked at Joel, who did not dare look at you.
“Separate rooms I hope?” Not wanting anything to be left for questioning, you and Joel answered almost too quickly over and over with yes. “Well come on in! I’m just grilling some meat for dinner!” Your dad hollered and walked back up the white wooden deck and disappeared inside. A deep sigh of relief came from both you and Joel and he placed your suitcase next to you with the handle up. “You heard him, let’s go bunny.” Joel mocked and smacked your ass to give you some pep in your step. This was going to be a fun weekend.
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serafilms · 5 months
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song 77! car crash (eaj) + jing yuan requested by anon (2023 spotify wrapped event)
chase me out of your bed just to tell me, “come back”
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“Why are you being so difficult right now?”
His words give you pause. You blanch, then your face slowly reddens.
“Me? I’m not the one who went running off into a battle without telling his significant other!” Your heartbeat quickens and you feel the nerves along your spine tense. “What if you’d died, Jing Yuan? Who would’ve told me? The trailblazers? Fu Xuan?”
“I’ve been into countless battles since I’ve known you.”
“Don’t you see that that’s the problem? You rush headfirst into everything—“ you hold your hand up as he opens his mouth to argue. “No, I know that you always have a plan, but would it kill you to tell me about it first?”
Jing Yuan shuts his mouth and remains silent, his eyes tired.
“Centuries we’ve been together, and you still can’t treat me with the same courtesy as you do your job.”
Jing Yuan reaches for you across your bed, but you turn away. “Just leave. Get out of my house.”
He is silent. Maybe a few centuries ago he would have complained, but the two of you have been through countless arguments like this, and he knows better.
The door shuts behind him, and you slide back down into a lying position. Your anger is already subsiding as a tear slips down your face.
You hate Jing Yuan. Divine Foresight. General of the Cloud Knights. You hate him. You hate him, hate him, hate him.
A groan rips itself from your throat as you bury your head in your hands, chest aching. No, you don’t hate him.
How could I, you think miserably.
Already you feel your heart straining to get out of the chest and go to him. You pull the blankets off your body.
In the bathroom, you stare at your reflection in the mirror. Your face is tear streaked and you can see a little snot threatening to leak out of your nose. Gross.
No matter, you think. A deep breath in. You have a routine now. Your hand turns the tap. You wonder if Jing Yuan is already home, stroking Mimi’s fur. Cupped hands gather water and splash it onto your face. Maybe he went for a walk and some tea. You grab a towel and pat yourself dry. Is he thinking about leaving me?
Your stomach churns horribly. You shake your head. He wouldn’t, couldn’t. Not when you’d been through all these years together. Not when he was the only one you’ve ever loved.
You stare at your reflection. Your face is clean but your eyes are still bloodshot. The high of emotions is gone, and you just feel empty. It’s a telltale sign that the warring has ended. You know what to do now.
It is with heavy footsteps and only a little bit of shame that you make your way to his door. It opens promptly upon your knocking.
“Hi,” you say.
Jing Yuan opens the door wider and you step inside.
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chunkypossum · 9 days
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Lighthouse in the Woods
Part Four: The Breakthrough - 6k words
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Read on Ao3
Title from the song:  Lighthouse -Patrick Watson
For more info and the Playlist
Their kissing was unhurried. Azriel moved from Eris’ lips to his neck as he laid him gently back on the pillows, tasting him completely.  After a while, it slowed until they were just holding each other. Eris’ back was pressed tightly against Azriel’s bare chest, the sounds of their breathing accompanying their rapid heartbeats.  The words Azriel knew he needed to say were heavy on the back of his tongue but he couldn’t get them out, afraid of ruining this perfect moment. Somehow, he realized Eris already knew and was just waiting for Azriel to tell him. Still, the words wouldn’t come.  Azriel let his wing curve around the top of them, shivering as Eris’ breath ghosted over the inside of it. The High Lord’s breathing was slow and heavy as he drifted off to sleep and Azriel counted each one as he exhaled, thankful for them all.  “I love you.” He whispered in Eris’ ear. When Eris was fast asleep Azriel pressed his mouth gently on the tip of his pointed ear and added. “Mate.” 
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wheredidhiseyebrowsgo · 9 months
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Hello, I was wondering if you had any angst and fluff scisaac fanfics that are more then 5,000 words. Any with smut included is fine
@kevaaronday made this list for us!
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Because I Trust You by sunmoontruth
(77/77 |  575,650 | Teen | MCD | Scisaac) It’s such a simple phrase, but it means everything. All Isaac has ever wanted is to be trusted, and he is. Scott trusts him. Though, looking at him now, Isaac knows there’s something Scott’s not telling him.
It isn’t just trust. It’s more than that.
“You trust me?” Isaac asks. His voice is soft, almost teasing. The pieces are coming together now. Isaac is starting to get it.
A retelling of the Teen Wolf series where Isaac doesn't leave. Spans from season 3A to season 6B.
Destiny Is A Tricky Thing by GeekLover (6/6 | 24,546 | Teen | Scisaac) When Scott and Isaac meet they form an instant connection, but the timing just isn't right. Years later they can't forget the night they spent together. Will destiny get out of their way and let them find their way back to each other? Sometimes you have to give destiny a little push.
And the Reason Is You by Mesita (3/3 | 20,884 | Teen | Scissac) 'In which Isaac is a teenage gravedigger with a shitty, unfair life and Scott is the ghost who decides to follow him home one day.'
Mi Único by Flukas (6/6 | 17,154 | Teen | Scisaac) Scott's family was cursed generations ago, and since then, they've each suffered from la llamada, a calling that reveals their único amor in a (quite literal) shocking burst of emotion. Almost everyone he'd ever heard of finding their único did so before they were 21 years old. Here Scott was, a 27 year old veterinarian, and he still had not heard la llamada or suffered from the rumored maldición. He was losing hope that there was someone out there that he could love the way his abuelita loved his abuelo—the way his mother tried to love his father.
A last minute appointment with a sad puppy and his equally sad owner changes things. Unfortunately for Scott, not all romances are guaranteed, and not even all únicos return the love they are given. He'd known that since the day his father left and never looked back.
He hoped desperately that his único Isaac was nothing like his father.
What’s Hidden From Me by Wolfheart (1/1 | 14,512 | Teen | Scisaac) There was a look here, a touch there. This had been going on for weeks. It really shouldn't have taken Scott this long to notice what was happening between him and Isaac. Unfortunately, it took Scott even longer to realize what it meant.
invisible string by empirestrikesback (1/1 | 8,924 | Mature | Scisaac) When your soulmate gets a tattoo, the same one appears on your skin. And Scott McCall fears that they don't have one.
Mochas, Coronas and Tequila by bewarethesmirk (1/1 | 6,797 | Explicit | Scisaac) Isaac is a loner, down-on-his-luck barista. Then Scott bustles in, with his puppy dog eyes and penchant for mochas, and he and Isaac become buddies. As these things go, Isaac wants more.
The Simple Things by Misstrickster (2/2 | 6,630 | Not Rated | MCD | Scisaac) Isaac gets into a car accident and ends up in the hospital. Where he ends up meeting Scott a fellow patient with crooked smile.
Blue Neighborhood by LovelyLuna (1/1 | 5,461 | Mature | Scisaac) Isaac lives with his abusive father and his life is in shambles. The only thing that ever makes it any better is Scott.
lost (in the thrill of it all) by orphan_account (1/1 | 5,029 | Gen | Scisaac) "Why are you being such a sourwolf, Scott?" Stiles shrieks, directly into Scott's ear. He winces. "What's wrong?"
Scott looked at his drink, his flat beer looking more and more unappealing by the second. "Nothing, Stiles. Nothing wrong at all."
"Liar." Malia flicks him. "Heartbeat." 
Stiles makes an affronted look- or attempts to, in all his drunken glory- and it's enough to make Scott chuckle lowly. "Scott! No lying! No secrets between best friends!" 
Scott's laugh dies away, and he bites his lip thoughtfully. 
"I think-" His throat closes up a bit, and he looks aat his toes. "I think I'm going to go to France." -
alternatively, tracking down isaac, like most things in scott's life, is extremely difficult.
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daisyvisions · 1 year
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what if bf!haknyeon for 50, 77, 80, 82, and 128 on gn!reader's birthday simply because reader wished for it...
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Make a Wish
Member: Ju Hakyneon (TBZ)
Prompts: 50 - “How about we put that pretty mouth of yours into good use, hm?”, 77 - “You wanna take control?”, “F-Fuck, I don’t think I’m gonna last long if you keep doing that.”, 82 - “You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”, & 128 - “Eyes on me at all times, sweetheart.”
Warnings: Smut (18+, minors DNI), gender neutral reader x Rich!bf Hakyneon, blowjob, deep throating, ball massaging, cum eating, pet names (sweetheart)
A/N: Last request finally done! I’m sorry to the anon who was waiting for this for AGES 😭 also, I was heavily driven by the idea that Hak is a pleasure dom and now I think it should be filed as head cannon at this point 😮‍💨
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Haknyeon always went above and beyond for you. Flying you out of the country over the weekend, lavishing you with all the items you were just looking at in the store, and especially giving you the best orgasms in your life.
You were his beloved, and whatever you wished for he would grant it in a heartbeat.
Littering his hot kisses all over your almost naked body, it’s like you could never get used to him treating you like the most precious belonging he owns. Haknyeon was incredibly head over heels with you. You were too perfect and all he ever wanted was to spoil you rotten.
Your back was pressed against his bed, his warm rough hands gently caressing your skin and touching you in all the right places. Everything he did for you tonight for your birthday was more than you could ever ask for.
You were always so grateful for the way he treated you… so maybe it was about time you showed him exactly that.
A surge of confidence suddenly rushed inside you, flipping you both over and quickly straddling his lap as you grind your core against his. Sucking on the spot below his earlobe making him groan in pleasure.
Just as Hakyneon was about to reach for your waist, you immediately grab his wrists and pin them above his head.
“Oh, sweetheart. You wanna take control?” he chuckles. You cheekily nod in response.
“But it's your birthday. I should be the one spoiling you.” he responds. ”You always spoil me Hak… Please? As my wish?” you pout and look at him with doe eyes (the one that gets him on his knees). He gently lifts his head up to kiss your lips,
“How about… we put that pretty mouth of yours into good use, hm?”
And without any hesitation, you start to kiss all over his neck and travel down to kiss his clothed erection. Mouthing and palming it as you take your sweet time. You hear nothing but deep groans from Hakyneon, feeling the vibrations coursing through his body.
He looks down at you, seeing your pretty face near his aching cock. He’s been dying to be inside you this whole night and give you nothing but pleasure. As much as he loves it when you take your time, he starts to grow impatient. He wants to see your pretty mouth deliciously wrapped around his member.
As he tries to unzip his pants, you immediately swat his hands out of there way and he laughs.
“You’re enjoying this, aren’t you?”
“Mhm. Patience Hak. This is my wish remember?” you grin in response.
You continue to mouth and palm his bulge for a bit then start to unbutton his slacks. Unzipping them using your teeth and pulling down both his slacks and underwear til his cock springs free.
Your mouth waters at the sight, pretty veins protruding at the sides of his member, his tip blushing pink with pre cum ready to drip down.
And almost instinctively, you give the tip of his cock a kiss and little licks too before swirling it around with your tongue. You drop a wad of spit on top before slowly sinking your mouth down on his member, making sure the tip brushes lightly at the back of your throat.
Haknyeon hisses at the feeling. Your hot, wet mouth taking his whole length at one go. Before he knows it you’re already hollowing your cheeks and moving your mouth up and down, sucking on his cock like you’ve been deprived of it for so long.
Suddenly you take him all him, pushing his length so far down your mouth you gag at the sensation. Repeating the motion over and over again as you feel the tip of his cock hitting the back your throat.
Hak curses under his breath. You’ve never taken him like this before. It was definitely something he’d remember to do with you in the future.
The moment you see his eyes fluttering shut from how far he can feel his cock going inside your mouth, you release his member completely, making him whine at the sudden loss of contact.
“Eyes on me at all times, sweetheart.” you mimic the phrase he constantly uses on you and Hak quickly chuckles before pleasurably groaning when you take his whole length inside your mouth again.
You continue to deep throat him as you start delicately massaging his balls with your hand, earning you a very whiny moan from him that almost convinces you he’s not the dominant one in bed.
“F-Fuck, I don’t think I’m gonna last long if you keep doing that.” He moans as you hum in response, continuing with what you’re doing as bubbles of spit and precum start trickling down to the base of his cock. Your eyes starting to water from the overwhelming feeling of sticking his cock so far down your throat.
His moans become more wanton, signaling his nearing orgasm. “I-I can’t, I- I’m gonna cu- oh fuck-” he stutters as he instantly grabs your hair and presses your head down, shooting his hot white fluid straight down your throat as tears start falling from your face.
Hak lets go of your hair and you pull away trying to catch your breath and swallow everything you can. The way you look right now- tears in your eyes, saliva falling from your mouth and messy hair… The more he keeps on staring he might pop another boner right then and there.
“Wow… now I know why they say you need to blow out candles before getting your wish.” Hak says. You swat his arm as he laughs at his own joke.
He pulls you up for a kiss, not giving a fuck about tasting himself in your mouth. And before you know it, he suddenly flips you over with your body caged under his catching you completely off guard.
“Hak…” you mewl as he grinds his cock against your core.
“I think it’s my turn to give you my gift, hm?”
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eeriehowl · 16 days
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the way bel found a family that actually loves him, despite how they may all act on the outside, while rasiel was met with individuals who would let him be eliminated for their ends in a heartbeat. say what you want about varia not caring for each other, they don't actually feel that way. they have each other's back in the end. xanxus is there to kill rasiel when bel couldn't. he did not do it for bel's sake, but he was actually there to follow up on the havoc rasiel was raining down. rasiel? rasiel had no one to fall back on. not a soul was going to help him against xanxus' wrath.
after being introduced to rasiel and having him reveal how much he belittled bel, how he was allegedly constantly rubbing in his face that he was better than him, it's beautiful karma to see bel not being alone anymore. he's not the 8 year old kid that had no one to rely on except himself. he has a family.
what's especially heart wrenching about knowing their backstory properly is that you find out why bel acts the way he does. suddenly, we are told that rasiel's treatment of him is the source of so much of what makes up bel as a person. it clicks. i still most often see people thinking of bel as conceited, but i really don't see that. not with the context of him looking completely blank when rasiel says that he was always better, no smile, no retort.
when bel lets down his guard with lussuria in the manga interview, he is extremely dismissive throughout. he is in no way excited to talk about himself. he even says that he doesn't want to stand out too much at the end section of one of the volumes where characters comment on fanart. this kind of humble comment doesn't exactly fit the way people around him tend to view his vanity. bel's desperation while fighting as soon as he bleeds also seems like...more than just flashbacks to that fateful night that he killed rasiel. it's like the inferiority complex he must have built up kicking in, he has to win, he has to get validation that he can win. he can't keep losing like he did repeatedly to rasiel in the past. again, i have to emphasize that rasiel says that bel was always worse than him and bel does not speak out. the one who everyone would see as egotistical does not say a word to defend himself. just silence. not even a hint of annoyance. this all sounds like i'm just taking things from canon and making a headcanon through that (which is fine), but then you realize that bel's only dislike listed on his "vongola 77" character page is himself. bel calling himself a genius & making his royalty a statement is sometimes simply just for mischief, a funny excuse he likes to throw around, and other times a cover. maybe a few times, he actually believes it. when he succeeds.
on the other hand, rasiel fully believes that he is better than everyone else. i have no doubt about that. even when bel won once, he still thinks bel is inferior. that bel is trash in comparison to himself. but in the end, he got destroyed by bel's boss who labels *him* trash. throwing that straight at his ego.
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Oooo could we get the list of people if you have time I’d love to go follow them I’m new on here and need some new peeps so follow lol
Oh lord. See, NOW you putting me on the spot lol.
Ok, here’s a list of some of my favorites. Or ones who have kept the same url long enough for me to memorize. And this in no way reflects who I love most. If I don’t mention you, it’s probably bcs I haven’t memorized your new url yet lmao. 🖤
@nocturnal-light @songbirds-sweet @welcometohollyweird @ladyshandioftheendless @thedeviousdevilxx @hungercityhellhound @doodoostinky @therockywhorerpictureshow @duffmckagans @thesmokingguns @adoringyouhxney @addyvonglitz @axlroseschick @theoutsiders25 @ziggystardustxo @x-a-black-winged-dove-x @pinkpatiencecreepers @sparkle-like-bowie-4-9-77 @s-o-u-t-h-o-f-h-e-a-v-e-n-69 @loveherallican-blog @appetite4savage @appetiteforstradlin @happyheidi @love-and-rockers @long-cold-winterr @reefer-keifer @tomkeifer @only-a-heartbeat-away @livingbreathingrocknroll @sunsetdaydreamer @guns-n-jovi @gloomy-blonde @awrestlinggirlwholoves80sbands @cherriesandsins @doctapuella @mindofotherstars @queenofneworleans22 @rockerfemme @rocketqueen48 @ramblinguitar @virgeauxsun @warrendemachokeme @wonderstruckify @rogersgarden @chishiyasscrubs @beebemarie @lord-of-the-weird
Omg. I did better than I thought I would. Well, these are some of my babies. Ones that I’ve known forever. And some of these may even be the same people lol.
I guess I’m gonna take this opportunity to say how much I love ALL my mutuals. Y’all have made the last year and a half since I’ve been on Tumblr such a joy. I’ve had amazing conversations and reblogged amazing pictures with so many of you.  Love y’all to the 🌙 and back. 🖤😘😌
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42 and 77 for secondo and his pm maybe? 👀
The prompt was the big damn kiss/In Vino Veritas and Ghestie I am just NOW finally getting to it... though I made it a gender-neutral reader so all can enjoy 💗
So here we go!
Liquid Courage
The hard and unapproachable Papa you have been crushing hard on gets a few drinks in him and finally decides to confess something to you…and the rest of the Abbey.
Also available HERE on AO3!
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He's been staring again. This time for longer than usual. It's a bit unnerving, his stare—cold and calculating. As if his very gaze could slice right into you.
You'd be lying if you said you didn't like it. It had been months since your sibling initiation and from the moment you saw him, your heart stilled in your chest. It didn't in the least surprise you when you heard the others call him "hard", "unapproachable", and "cold". You could see that too, but there was something more. Something hidden beneath the surface, like a diamond within rock. 
Over time, your heart only swelled more in his presence—matching the ache you felt in your gut. Watching his command of the congregation during Black Mass, sneaking a glimpse of him pouring over papers in his office, or even when you watched him, in secret, painting his face–it all made you weak in the knees. 
It wasn’t until this past week that it dawned on you—the feeling may be mutual. As your hand accidentally touched his, when you reached for the file you were asked to retrieve for Sister. A spark sent between you. A moment, unspoken but fully felt. You rushed off, your cheeks bright red as you made your way out of his office. Never to revisit him since, worried and embarrassed that you may have taken it the wrong way. That was until tonight.
Copia had returned from tour and the whole of the Abbey was in celebration. Ghouls and siblings alike, reveling in their merriment of his return. Your thoughts, however, never leaving the Papa who had been there all along. His moment in the spotlight, having come and gone, ages before you were ever called “sibling”.  
He was pouring them back, glass after glass. Not unlike the rest of the Abbey, Secondo had consumed more than his fair share of spirits. You watched, marveling at how well he maintained his constitution despite his deliberate assault to his liver. Only hours into the celebration, did you notice his wavering step and his locked gaze. 
Suddenly and without warning he stood up, with the help of some of his ghouls, eyes never leaving you as he clanged around on his glass with a knife. Calling attention to everyone in the Great Hall towards him. “If I could have everyone’s attention!” he called out. All eyes of the Abbey fell upon him as he cleared his throat and prepared to speak.
Secondo smiled and sauntered to the center of the room. While he was indeed, a bit taken by his drink, he still seemed to have his wits about him when he began his speech, offering up a welcome home to his younger brother. Droning on a bit longer than anyone would have liked about the importance of the tour and how well Copia did as Ghost’s frontman. 
“Now please continue with your celebrations, I have something I must attend to.” Secondo declared, raising his glass once more in cheer before walking in your direction. Your breath hastened, the sound of your heartbeat became so loud you couldn’t hear the whispers and cheering of siblings as he approached closer. 
“Papa?” you asked as he stood right in front of you. Majestic in his emerald and black robes. The miter, tall and proud atop his head. How badly you wanted him to take you right there, not caring who saw, when he spoke. 
“I have something I must confess.” He began, pulling a bit at his collar before he continued. “You see tesoro, I have had my eye on you since you arrived, and I cannot get you out of my head…”
“Oh?” you asked him, surprised, but somehow already knowing. You felt the tiny hairs all over your body standing on end. Like electricity coursing through you as you waited for his response. 
“Si, I have longed to feel the touch of your hand, the feel of your lips against mine—imagined what it felt like to be ins—”
“Papa!” you stopped him, feeling the blood rushing to places that made you blush once again. He grabbed your hand and looked deeply into your eyes. There it was again—that softness, that truth. The man behind the paint you knew was there. You could drown in those eyes, a sweet death you’d welcome with open arms if he’d only say the word. 
“Papa I don’t mean to imply anything, but maybe you’ve had a bit too much celebrating tonight and it's affecting your judgment.” you laughed, nervously. Hoping so badly deep down that this was more than a drunken stupor.     
“Oh see, that is where you are wrong amore. The drink is nothing but liquid courage you see…”
“You hardly look like the type that needs a drink for courage Papa.” you laughed once more, tenser now than before as you felt all the eyes upon you. The siblings, clergy, and ghouls—taking notice of you both as your hearts laid bare. 
“Ah, but even a man such as myself needs it when it comes to making such a jump.”
“Jump?” you asked. The words had barely escaped your lips, when his were on you. It was magic as they met. His lips were soft and warm. Your own, melting into his within an instant before you opened your mouth to him. Secondo, slipping his tongue carefully inside to dance with yours in heated passion.
How could this moment be more glorious than you had imagined? How could reality surpass things of fantasy and dreams? It only made you more excited for where it might lead as your head slowly descended back to reality. The thunderous applause and whistling ringing in your ears.  
“Papa?” you asked as you broke apart, your mind still hazy and full of lust.
“Si tesoro?” Secondo whispered against your lips, begging to be allowed back to them. 
“Seems we are making a scene.” you giggled. Secondo took your cheek in his palm, raising your heavy eyes back to meet with his. His mismatched eyes, burning with desire as he slid his thumb over your bottom lip. 
“Then shall we retire to my chambers?” He winked at you, waiting desperately for you to agree. You turned around, watching everyone, excited for you in this truly unexpected situation. Your heart set aflame in his arms and your soul ignited with the passions of Hellfire burning through you. There was only one thing you could say.  
“If you insist.”
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Accepted Shorts List
This list will be updated as shorts are selected, and will become a masterdoc for entries.
Piper, dir. Alan Barillaro (Available on Disney+)
Dissolve, dir. Carina Heller
Sharp Teeth, dir. David James Armsby
Tar Boy, dir. James Lee
Moses of Prosthesis, dir. Gagame
Quasi at the Quackadero, dir. Sally Cruikshank
Welcome to Hell, dir. Erica Wester
Friendly Shadow, dir. David James Armsby
The Acorn Princess, dir. Kris Yim
Drawn to You, dir. Eleanor Davitt
Scattershot, dir. Jade Smania
Ramshackle, dir. Zi Chen
Paperman, dir. John Kahrs (Available on Disney+, Amazon, iTunes, Google Play)
Loop, dir. Erica Milsom (Available on Disney+)
Jinxy Jenkins & Lucky Lou, dir. Michael Bidinger and Michelle Kwon
Kitbull, dir. Rosana Sullivan
Out, dir. Steven Clay Hunter
In a Heartbeat, dir. Beth David and Esteban Bravo
Ice Merchants, dir. João Gonzalez
Diamond Jack, dir. Rachel Kim
Lackadaisy (Pilot), dir. Fable Siegel
The Cat Came Back, dir. Cordell Barker
Fuelled, dir. Michelle Hao and Fawn Chan
The Man Who Planted Trees, dir. Frédéric Back
My Friends Take the Night Bus, dir. Sofi
Wallace & Gromit: The Wrong Trousers, dir. Nick Park
The Naked King -What a Beautiful Life-, dir. rapparu
Coming Out, dir. Cressa Maeve Beer
Dear Girl, dir. Choi Ji-eun
Jibaro, dir. Alberto Mielgo (Available on Netflix, Love Death + Robots S3E9)
The Witness, dir. Alberto Mielgo (Available on Netflix, Love Death + Robots S1E3)
The Legend of Pipi, dir. Julia Schoel and Birgit Uhlig
The Cameraman's Revenge, dir. Wladyslaw Starewicz
What's Opera, Doc? dir. Chuck Jones
The Dover Boys at Pimento University; or, The Rivals of Roquefort Hall, dir. Chuck Jones
Kitty Kornered, dir. Bob Clampett
A Wild Hare, dir. Tex Avery
Everything Will Be OK, dir. Don Hertzfeldt
Yankee Doodle Daffy, dir. Friz Freleng
Duck Dodgers in the 24½th Century, dir. Chuck Jones
Long Gone Gulch, dir. Tara Billenger and Zach Bellissimo
I Love to Singa, dir. Tex Avery
Opal, dir. Jack Stauber
Scaredy Cat, dir. Chuck Jones
I Should Leave This Mall I Think, dir. Noodle
Porky's Duck Hunt, dir. Tex Avery
Bambi Meets Godzilla, dir. Marv Newland
Porky in Wackyland, dir. Bob Clampett
Rabbit Seasoning, dir. Chuck Jones
One Froggy Evening, dir. Chuck Jones
Don vs. Raph, dir. Jhonen Vasquez
Cat City, dir. Victoria Vincent
Roller Coaster Rabbit, dir. Rob Minkoff
Tummy Trouble, dir. Rob Minkoff
Trail Mix-Up, dir. Barry Cook
Blood Bound, dir. Lyly Hoang
Ciao, Alberto, dir. McKenna Harris (Available on Disney+)
Blackfly, dir. Christopher Hinton
Charlie the Unicorn: The Grand Finale, dir. Jason Steele
Free Apple, dir. Ian Worthington
Bigtop Burger Season 1, dir. Ian Worthington
There's a Man in the Woods, dir. Jacob Streilein
Llamas with Hats: The Series, dir. Jason Steele
Welcome to my Life, dir. Elizabeth Ito
Duck Amuck, dir. Chuck Jones
We Can't Live Without Cosmos, dir. Konstantin Bronzit
Geri's Game, dir. Jan Pinkava
Have to change the format cause tumblr has a limit to text in a single list
68. Snow-White, dir. Dave Fleischer
69. DAICON IV Opening Animation, dir. Hiroyuki Yamaga
70. Rooty Toot Toot, dir. John Hubley
71. SHOP: A Pop Opera, dir. Jack Stauber
72. Rabbit of Seville, dir. Chuck Jones
73. The Cat Concerto, dir. Joseph Barbera and William Hanna
74. My Little Goat, dir. Tomoki Misato
75. Asparagus, dir. Suzan Pitt (Available on the Criterion Channel)
76. Puparia, dir. Shingo Tamagawa
77. The Cybernetic Grandma, dir. Jiří Trnka
78. Captain Yajima, dir. Ian Worthington
79. Agoraphobia, dir. Victoria Vincent
80. Donald in Mathmagic Land, dir. Hamilton Luske, Wolfgang Reitherman, Les Clark and Joshua Meador
81. Joy Street, dir. Suzan Pitt (Available on the Criterion Channel)
82. The Old Man and The Sea, dir. Aleksandr Petrov
83. The Dream of a Ridiculous Man, dir. Aleksandr Petrov
84. Vincent, dir. Tim Burton
85. World of Tomorrow, dir. Don Hertzfeldt
86. World of Tomorrow Episode 2: The Burden of Other People's Thoughts, dir. Don Hertzfeldt (pay per view of Vimeo)
87. The Magic Portal, dir. Lindsay Fleay
88. The Golden Chain, dir. Adebukola Bodunrin and Ezra Claytan Daniels (available on the Criterion Channel)
89. Black Soul, dir. Martine Chartrand
90. Hedgehog in the Fog, dir. Yuri Norstein
91. Dreams of the Rarebit Fiend: The Flying House, dir. Windsor McCay
92. Around is Around, dir. Evelyn Lambart and Norman McLaren
93. Popeye the Sailor Meets Sinbad the Sailor, dir. Dave Fleischer
94. Historia Naturae (Suita), dir. Jan Svankmajer
95. Still Lost I Guess, Here's a Tunnel, dir. Dario Alva
96. Kapaemahu, dir. Joe Wilson, Dean Hamer and Hinaleimoana Wong-Kalu
97. Long-Haired Hare, dir. Chuck Jones
98. Muto, dir. Blu
99. Windy Day, dir. John and Faith Hubley
100. Bully for Bugs, dir. Chuck Jones
101. The Haunted Hotel, dir. J. Stuart Blackton
102. Destino, dir. Dominique Monfery (Available on Disney+)
103. Fantasy, dir. Vince Collins
104. To Beep or Not To Beep, dir. Chuck Jones
105. Pixillation, dir. Lillian Schwartz
106. Goodbye Jerome!, dir. Chloé Farr, Gabrielle Selnet and Adam Sillard (Available on the Criterion Channel)
107. Betty Boop's Halloween Party, dir. Dave Fleischer
108. Jumping, dir. Osamu Tezuka
109. Baby Fingers, dir. Adrian Dalen
110. On Your Mark, dir. Hayao Miyazaki
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Swooped by a Bird, Part 3
This is part of a series explaining how So Mi returns to NC.
Part 2 here
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"Hey, V. It's good to see you again," said Song So Mi, or at least, the spectral projection of the netrunner, visible through some kind of backdoor in Vega's neural net.
"So Mi... long time no see... considering the last time we spoke, you sent me a snowglobe from the Moon, then blocked me. We pretending that you didn't cut the comms lines?"
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So Mi nodded, her eyes turning away, "Necessary precaution. Myers has half of the netrunners in Langley looking for me. Even the protocol I'm using to talk to you now isn't entirely secure."
"I couldn't risk them tracking me..." she then turned back to Vega, "tracking you."
"Uh-huh. Fair, I guess," Vega nodded, "there's also the whole lying to me thing. How'm I to be sure you aren't out to screw me?"
"Yeah... there's that as well..."
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"I've... made a lot of mistakes, V. I fucked over a lot of people... lost a lot of friends in the process. Likely wouldn't have ended up the way it was if I was a little less... gonk," she slouched over, "I thought about you... 'specially you. Been thinking about you... how I used you... I shouldn't have, V."
"Look, So Mi, I..."
"Hang on a sec," she stopped her, "not a day went by where I felt guilty about stealing it for myself, not at least investigating a way to use it for both of us. I found out... a year later that I was wrong about the cure. We could've used it... both of us... but I was too selfish."
"It doesn't matter now," Vega told her, "We found our own cures. Yours... a lot easier than mine. Had to die again to find mine. New body courtesy of Arasaka... klepped, o' course, got a reputation to keep up."
She faintly smiled, "I looked for your sig in the NET, V. Your biochip gave off a unique signal that I could identify in a heartbeat... I started to lose hope after it disappeared, 'bout the end of May '77. Then, I pinged it one day, and suddenly there you were... in Pacifica of all places."
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V began to grin. It was a very Johnny grin, the kind that grew on one's face then their ego had been suitably stroked, "So I have a unique signature? Good to know, raises my ego immensely."
So Mi tilted her head, "You're a unique woman."
"Try my hardest."
"Anyway... I'm... relieved, that you're still alive, V... I don't have a lot of friends left."
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"What's your plan, So Mi? Why contact me now?"
She blinked, deliberately, "I'm coming back to Earth, V. To NC, precisely. The moon's great, but I'm sick of hiding. Looking to not waste this new life I have."
"Okay... but why NC? Myers has goons all over the place. City's lousy with FIA agents and operatives."
"And Myers wouldn't dare risk the resource commitment needed to eliminate me... especially with you beside me. Arasaka would not look at that mildly - especially with Yorinobu Arasaka at the helm. He's just itching for an excuse to send a suicide drone through the White House window."
"Ironic - Arasaka's one of the greatest threats to our world, but they're our saviour from Rosalind Myers."
"Exactly," So Mi replied, "At least in NC, it's real air, real earth... there's an opportunity for a life, not just survival."
"So Mi! No spaceplane crashes, no shady deals with warlords? No double cross? Are you losing your edge?"
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"As much as I'd love to have a calling card, it's probably better not to attract Myers' attention."
"Damn!" exclaimed Vega, "I thought you were dragging me into a cloak and dagger black ops thing. You may have gotten me to drag out that Black Ops bodysuit... you're missing out."
So Mi's smile turned subtly devious, "Damn... maybe I will need to crash a spaceship, just to see you in it."
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The reply shocked her. She reached for her neck, "Um... a-are you flirting with me, right now?"
So Mi maintained eye contact with Vega for a few moments, her grin firmly painted on her face, "I'll call you when I'm back in NC. Later, V - be seeing you soon..."
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"Was... was she hittin' on me? Or just being flirty? Like Panam was? Fuck..."
That was when Johnny decided to make his grand return. He stood, side-eyeing Vega, stroking his beard, "If it looks like a bird, and chirps like a bird... she was definitely thinking about doing one of two things to you..."
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"Johnny..." Vega grumbled, "nice of you to show up."
"Bitch fuckin' put me on pause!" Johnny replied, "It hurt, too. Girl needs to be a bit gentler with the hardware she plays in... anyway, she either wants something from you, or she wants you. She could be tugging your heart strings to get what she wants from you, then leave you used and abused on the roadside, like an empty Slaught-O-Matic."
Vega shook her head, huffing, "And I don't need to guess which one you think she's after."
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"Honestly, she could be after both, Vega. She's a fuckin' spook. She's trained in fuckin' emotional manipulation, gaslighting and professional lying. Couldn't trust her as far as I could throw 'er... but also, two years have passed. Things done changed for others, V, maybe she changed as well... maybe you fixed her."
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"So... you think there's maybe a chance she's not just having me on? She wants to start a new life in NC, truly? And I'm part of that vision?"
"Fuck, V," exclaimed Johnny, "I'm just an engram living rent-free in your mind, leaving chip crumbs on your couch and airing my used shirts on your TV - the fuck do I know?"
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Johnny sighed, running a hand through his hair, "Or... maybe... might be that you have a certain aura that attracts a certain type, Vega."
Vega rolled her eyes, "Enlighten me, oh master of human relationships."
"Judy Alvarez, River Ward, Song So Mi. What do they have in common, V? What keeps happening between you and them that draws them to what's inside your sweatpants?"
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"Dunno, Johnny. Maybe I'm just a nice girl, and they're attracted to my sensitive soul... and definitely nothing to do with my body."
"Wrong," Johnny retorted, his expression obvious to what he thought of Vega's suggestion, "You enter their life, help them out of fucked up experiences. You're always there for them... they fall for you, straight into your crotch... or, maybe...?"
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Vega let out a deep sigh, "This should be good..."
Johnny grinned, "You've finally developed my famous charismatic impact, and the guys and girlies just can't rizz-ist you. Just remember, V: with great power, comes great rizz-ponsibility."
Vega stared blankly at him... more correctly, through him. She closed her eyes and huffed at Johnny's early 21st century slang, and a pun that was likely already old when the towers fell, "Fucking Christ, Johnny. Can't believe I preferred our argument to this conversation..."
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The Best Album Per Year for Sixty Years
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No-one asked for it, of course, but I do like making lists, so here's me pondering what have been the best Long Players in the album artform the past 60 years. I originally tried to keep it to just one per year, but many years that proved impossible: when listing multiple albums I have tried ranking them with the one I feel narrowly edges out the others first, and I use lower case to indicate an album that is not at the same level as others on the list but was the best I've heard from that time.
Feel free to have fun with the list and make up your own.
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1962 Bob Dylan - Bob Dylan 1963 The Freewheelin' - Bob Dylan 1964 another side of - bob dylan 1965 Highway 61 Revisited - Bob Dylan 1966 Pet Sounds - The Beach Boys / Blonde On Blonde - Bob Dylan / Revolver - The Beatles 1967 Magical Mystery Tour - The Beatles / The Velvet Underground & Nico / Parsley, Sage, Rosemary & Thyme - Simon & Garfunkel / Safe As Milk - Captain Beefheart 1968 Astral Weeks - Van Morrison / The White Album - The Beatles / Bookends - Simon & Garfunkel / We're Only In It For The Money/Lumpy Gravy - Frank Zappa 1969 Let It Bleed - The Rolling Stones / Abbey Road - The Beatles / In A Silent Way - Miles Davis 1970 Bridge Over Troubled Water - Simon & Garfunkel / Plastic Ono Band - John Lennon 1971 Imagine - John Lennon / Blue - Joni Mitchell / What's Goin' On - Marvin Gaye/ 2 - Moondog 1972 Exile On Main Street - The Rolling Stones / Discover America - Van Dyke Parks / Clear Spot - Captain Beefheart / Ege Bam Yasi - Can 1973 Raw Power - Iggy And The Stooges 1974 Blood On The Tracks - Bob Dylan 1975 Horses - Patti Smith / Discreet Music - Brian Eno / Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd / Velvet Donkey - Ivor Cutler 1976 The Ramones - The Ramones 1977 Low - David Bowie / New Boots & Panties - Ian Dury / Marquee Moon - Television / 77 - Talking Heads 1978 Music For Airports - Brian Eno / This Year's Model - Elvis Costello / Third (Sister Lovers) - Big Star / More Songs About Music & Food - Talking Heads 1979 Unknown Pleasures - Joy Division/ Fear of Music - Talking Heads / Into The Music - Van Morrison / Sheik Yerbouti - Frank Zappa / Rust Never Sleeps - Neil Young 1980 Remain In Light - Talking Heads / Closer - Joy Division / One Trick Pony - Paul Simon / Common One - Van Morrison 1981 Faith - The Cure 1982 Thriller - Michael Jackson / 1999 - Prince / 4 - Peter Gabriel / Too Rye Ay - Dexys Midnight Runners / Big Science - Laurie Anderson / Nebraska - Bruce Springsteen 1983 Swordfishtrombones - Tom Waits / Murmur - R.E.M. / Hearts & Bones - Paul Simon / Off The Bone - The Cramps 1984 Purple Rain - Prince & The Revolution / Hatful Of Hollow - The Smiths / Various Positions - Leonard Cohen / Reckoning - R.E.M. / The Unforgettable Fire - U2 1985 Don't Stand Me Down - Dexys Midnight Runners / Rain Dogs - Tom Waits / Around The World In A Day - Prince & The Revolution / Suzanne Vega - Suzanne Vega / Hounds of Love - Kate Bush / Hunting High & Low - A-ha 1986 Parade - Prince & The Revolution / So - Peter Gabriel / The Queen Is Dead - The Smiths / Graceland - Paul Simon / Steve McQueen - Prefab Sprout / Blood & Chocolate/King of America - Elvis Costello 1987 Sign O The Times - Prince / Strangeways Here We Come - The Smiths / The Joshua Tree - U2 / Actually - Pet Shop Boys / Tango In The Night - Fleetwood Mac 1988 Irish Heartbeat - Van Morrison & The Chieftains / Green - R.E.M. / Viva Hate - Morrissey / The Serpent's Egg - Dead Can Dance / Surfer Rosa - Pixies / Naked - Talking Heads / Introspective - Pet Shop Boys / I'm Your Man - Leonard Cohen / Blue Bell Knoll - Cocteau Twins 1989 Disintegration - The Cure / Technique - New Order / Doolittle - The Pixies / Oh Mercy - Bob Dylan / Avalon Sunset - Van Morrison / Rei Momo - David Byrne / Behaviour - Pet Shop Boys / Candleland - Ian McCulloch 1990 Extricate - The Fall / The Good Son - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds / Songs For Drella - Lou Reed & John Cale / Jonathan Goes Country - Jonathan Richman 1991 Screamadelica - Primal Scream / Achtung Baby - U2 / The Bootleg Boxset - Bob Dylan/ Having a Party with - Jonathan Richman 1992 It's A Shame About Ray - The Lemonheads / Henry's Dream - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds / Automatic For The People - R.E.M. / Good As I Been To You - Bob Dylan / The Future - Leonard Cohen 1993 Debut - Bjork / Dubnobasswithmyheadman - Underworld / Neroli - Brian Eno / Exile In Guyville - Liz Phair / Come On Feel - The Lemonheads / Zooropa - U2 / Vena Cava - Diamanda Galas
1994 Selected Ambient Works Vol. II - Aphex Twin / Toward The Within - Dead Can Dance / Let Love In - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds / Dummy - Portishead / Autogeddon - Julian Cope / Vauxhall & I - Morrissey 1995 Anthology - The Beatles / The Ugly One With The Jewels - Laurie Anderson 1996 Boys For Pele - Tori Amos / Gone Again - Patti Smith 1997 Ladies & Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space - Spiritualized / The Boatman's Call - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds / Time Out Of Mind - Bob Dylan / Vanishing Point - Primal Scream 1998 Up - R.E.M. / I'm So Confused - Jonathan Richman 1999 Play - Moby / I See A Darkness - Bonnie Prince Billy 2000 XTRMNTR - Primal Scream / All That You Can't Leave Behind - U2 / The Marshall Mathers LP - Eminem / Kid A - Radiohead / KY - Lemon Jelly 2001 Vespertine - Bjork / Love & Theft - Bob Dylan / No More Shall We Part - Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds 2002 The Eminem Show - Eminem 2003 Room On Fire - The Strokes / The Man Comes Around/Unearthed - Johnny Cash / The Wind - Warren Zevon 2004 Has Been - William Shatner / How To Dismantle An Atom Bomb - U2 / You Are The Quarry - Morrissey / The Milk-Eyed Mender - Joanna Newsom / Smile - Brian Wilson 2005 Another Day On Earth - Brian Eno / Le Fil - Camille 2006 Modern Times - Bob Dylan / Surprise - Paul Simon / Love - The Beatles 2007 for emma, forever ago - bon iver 2008 vampire weekend - vampire weekend 2009 No Line On The Horizon - U2 / The XX - The XX 2010 show me the face - michelle gurevich 2011 Angles - The Strokes / So Beautiful or So What - Paul Simon 2012 Life Is People - Bill Fay / Old Ideas - Leonard Cohen 2013 Comedown Machine - The Strokes / Crimson Red - Prefab Sprout 2014 Ghost Stories - Coldplay / 1989 - Taylor Swift 2015 ★ - David Bowie 2016 Lover, Beloved - Suzanne Vega / Stranger To Stranger - Paul Simon 2017 American Dream - LCD Soundsystem / antisocialites - alvvays 2018 music for installations - Brian Eno 2019 weezer (teal album) - weezer 2020 rough & rowdy ways - bob dylan 2021 happier than ever - billie eilish / lindsey buckingham - lindsay buckingham 2022 dragon new warm mountain i believe in you - big thief
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77 for Charlie and Roger (it CAN be explicit but I would take straight fluff for this too)
Anyway as we discussed I am so fucking obsessed with these two, it's unreal, so thank you so much for sending this request. I was fucking possessed to write this literally at midnight all in one sitting after our convo last night. So. Yeah. Tagging @stobinesque so you see this for sure ;p
Tagging the Scromies: @scarcrossdlvrs @sentient-trash @patchworkgargoyle @vecnuthy @wormdebut @theheadlessphilosopher @steddieas-shegoes @sidekick-hero @starryeyedjanai @vampeddie @hellion-child
Anywho!
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Charlie woke up the moment he heard the key slide into the deadbolt, ears already straining to hear just which one of his partners was about to come in. The front door was opened with a deliberate quiet, and then shut again almost silently, and that alone told him that it was Roger sneaking in.
Bless Eric, but that man couldn’t manage even half of that restraint coming in.
Sighing happily, Charlie settled back in amongst his pillows and blankets, listening to the soft sounds of Roger kicking his boots off, the way he groaned softly as he sat down on the bench by the door to untie the laces. With a hum, Charlie quickly flipped the pillow he had soaked with his spit already— that stupid habit of his to bite and suck on anything his mouth could latch onto in his sleep persisting, apparently— and waited patiently for Roger to sneak into his bedroom.
At some point, he dozed just a bit, just long enough that when he blinked his eyes open again, Roger was sliding into the bed behind him, spooning up against his back. With a happy, sleepy sound, Charlie wiggled back against Roger, practically purring as the other man wrapped an arm tightly around his waist.
“Hi,” Charlie murmured, turning his head to accept a sweet, slow kiss. When they pulled away from each other, Charlie rolled onto his back to look at Roger properly, even if he had to squint through the darkness to see him at all. Even then, it was mostly just the impression of his silver beard and hair. “This is a nice surprise. Thought you were going to ‘enjoy a quiet night in’ or something.”
Charlie, of course, was completely understanding of Roger’s more solitary nature, and he didn’t hold it against him at all. Even Charlie and Eric didn’t share a bedroom and they lived together. Part of Charlie wanted Roger to move in, but that was a selfish thought that he’d happily let die in his own head before ever speaking it aloud. He was legitimately fine with their arrangement because of moments like this, with Roger using the key he had been given to sneak into Charlie’s bedroom in the middle of the night.
It made Charlie almost giddy. That Roger’s love and desire for him outweighed his love of his own privacy, even for just a few hours.
“Yeah, well…” Roger started but trailed off, his gruff voice quiet in the dark room around them, softened even more by the mountains of pillows and blankets around them. It made their little pocket of space in Charlie’s bed feel like the only real place on the planet, like they were the only two people in the universe.
“Well?” he prompted with a little smirk, kissing Roger’s fingers when the man lifted his hand to play with Charlie’s moustache a bit.
“I’ve been thinking about you all day,” Roger confessed, his voice impossibly, painfully fond and Charlie’s chest constricted. “I missed you.”
“Should’ve come over earlier when I invited you,” Charlie teased, tilting his mouth up into another sweet, chaste kiss.
“You’re right, I should’ve,” Roger agreed when he pulled away and flopped onto the pillow next to Charlie. “Now, sleep, Carlos. We can talk in the morning.”
Charlie grinned and rolled so he was half-sprawled on top of Roger, his cheek resting on his chest and listening contentedly to his breathing and heartbeat.
“Te amo, Rog,” Charlie sighed happily, and Roger’s responding kiss against the top of his head settled him into a restful night’s sleep.
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New addition to Rockin' It
BEWARE MAJOR SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 77!
Ignition
All you need is a Spark to ignite. Just mind the burn.
The problem is, Ashton underestimated their ability to absorb the Spark of Rau’shan so fucking much.
Some part of him took the warnings and warnings that this could break him, kill him, and told it, “I’m already fucking broken. What’s a few more cracks? I survived all the previous ones. And better me than breaking any of the others.” And he stupidly listened to it. He thought he could handle a second round of whatever happened when he was just a little kid. 
This is not that.
It barely takes any time at all for the flowing heat to become painful. But pain’s an old fucking companion to them. It’s a lot, but Ashton is used to it being a lot, can handle it, can still think through it. Rage helps, even as that magic, that dunamancy, that he barely understands doesn’t feel as helpful and reassuring as it usually is despite being rainbows of possibilities sparking through his head.
He can feel it starting: a second heartbeat. 
(Or is it a third? Does Ashton have his own heartbeat? Or is it overrun by the Shard of Ka’Mort’s already?)
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7. Post a snippet from a wip.
62. In UtNL is there a deleted scene/idea you wish you could have included?  Why did it get cut?
77. Why do you enjoy writing fanfiction?
Thank you so much @coquinespike !!! 😘
7. Post a snippet from a wip.
This is from my main WIP: If It Kills Me (very angsty, dark, childhood best friends to lovers involving Yakuza & FBI-like organizations). The snippet below is part of a flashback.
“Anyways…sorry for wasting your time,” Kagome said, sighing heavily as she sat down next to Inuyasha on the couch. She hung her head, feeling childish for her irrational fear of the dark. He scoffed under his breath, shaking his head ever so slightly as he stared at the candle burning on the coffee table. “You could never waste my time.” Her head snapped up, caught off guard by the seriousness in his voice. It was the inflection, the emphasis on ‘you,’ like she was the only one in the world he would drop everything for. The conviction of his statement sent pleasant chills down her spine.  “Inuyasha…” When his gaze met hers, she sucked in a breath. He had a look in his eyes she’d never seen before, at least not aimed at her. His cheeks were flushed, as if he hadn’t necessarily meant to let that slip, and there was a certain vulnerability in his body language. Maybe she was only seeing what she wanted to see, but at that moment she had herself convinced that he might actually want her the same way she'd been wanting him for so long.  “Kagome, listen…I – I, uh…” The timbre of his voice had goosebumps erupting down her arms. It was so smooth she wanted to melt into it, and so unbelievably attractive, like he knew exactly what he was doing and how it affected her. Had they already been sitting that close, or had he gotten closer? It was all a little hazy, with her heartbeat thundering in her ears and his gaze flitting to her lips —  Wait, was he going to kiss her? The sound of the front door slamming open had never been so devastating. “Hey sis, are you alright?” She was going to kill Sota.
62. In UtNL is there a deleted scene/idea you wish you could have included?  Why did it get cut?
I had to think about this for a while, because I could have sworn there was more, but it turns out I was really self-indulgent with Under the Northern Lights and pretty much included all the scenes I wanted. The only fleshed out idea I remember cutting is another smut scene which was basically an excuse for me to write even more cunnilingus 😂. It was going to take place somewhere in the early stages of them hooking up and it involved "eating her for breakfast" and ruining his dining table 🤣.
I cut it because that story already had copious amounts of smut (seven smut scenes hahaha), and this one scene didn't really have a point besides random self-indulgence, and some of the dialogue was a little forced/cheesy imo. I paid homage to it in the final with this paragraph in chapter 11:
Even better than the days they spent exploring were the nights, when Kagome slept soundly wrapped in Inuyasha’s arms after they had thoroughly exhausted themselves between the sheets. Or on the couch. Or up against the wall. Or on his dining table. They had sex on pretty much every available surface, sometimes leaving small amounts of destruction in their wake and joking about how Inuyasha was going to have to completely rebuild his cabin once they were done with it.
77. Why do you enjoy writing fanfiction?
Before I started writing Inuyasha fanfiction in 2020, I had this belief that I was NOT good at writing. I thought it was a skill I simply did not possess and should just leave to people who can. But then I had all these ideas for stories and the fandom was so sweet and encouraging and welcoming that I decided to try my hand at it and realized that it was actually really fun, and maybe I was actually okay at it. I've been slowly remembering how much I used to LOVE writing (and reading) when I was in elementary school, but for whatever reason (probably school taking all the joy out of it with essays and such), I had lost that passion a long time ago.
Now I get to frequently indulge in that passion, and keep learning how I can improve. I just love Inuyasha and Kagome's love so incredibly much that I could read/write a million versions of it and never get tired. I want to see those two in any and every situation imaginable. I love getting to explore all kinds of scenarios and emotions through fanfiction, and it's nice not having any of the pressures of professional writing where you have deadlines and people paying for your work with higher expectations, etc. This community is just so fun and it's like one big sandbox we all get to play around in. I love it!🥰
Thank you so much again for the asks, I really appreciate it!! 💕
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