#hey its been a hot minute

[ekinoksin]

🍂.

#my art #fuck i forgot to sign it #house of the dragons #hotd #rhaenyra targaryen #alicent hightower #rhaenicent #hey its been a hot minute #i was not able to check my inbox for more than a year now #and honestly its... quite overwhelming haha #but for everyone who dropped a king message through my long periods of absence- thank you. truly means the world to me <3

[orderchaoslove]

sᴄᴀʀʟᴇᴛᴠɪsɪᴏɴ ᴀᴘᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴅᴀʏ

#scarletvision #wandavision #the vision #wanda maximoff #mcu #mcuedit #mcu gifs #vision x wanda #hey its been a hot minute but happy svad!! #these two have been on the back burner for me but i still absolutely adore them! #scarlet vision

[winkle-pickers]

somehow this party doesn't suck anymore (this one's 4 @wistfulclown my bestie in stubbornship 💙)

#i really think kaiba would struggle at parties #even in a situation where he reconciles w everyone #like hey my mind is constantly churning w paranoia and self loathing at literally all times #and remember that time i tried to kill you all #yeah thats a no to beer pong thanks #ANYWAYS lol #its been a hot minute since i had time to draw #so enjoy these dorks #kaiba seto #seto kaiba #honda hiroto #ygo #art tag #stubbornshipping

[badlydrawnerisolsprite]

why are you still at karkat's hive?

wwell. he ha2nt kiicked me out yet 2o.

he probably wwiill evventually but ii can enjoy iit riight noww.

#badlydrawnerisolsprite #awfullydrawnkarkat #erisolsprite #karkat vantas #ask #WHOA BOY HEY CHAT ITS BEEN A HOT MINUTE #random effortpost yeah yeah ik #IM ALIVE THO

[whilomm]

looking at information on ehlers danlos and the Problems™

internet: "its really easy for people with ehlers danlos to sublux/dislocate stuff, sometimes without even realizing it!"

me: "okay cool maybe thats whats happening to me. hey internet how do i tell if ive subluxed/dislocated something"

internet: "oh no, you would DEFINITELY know if you did, thats not just something that happens without people realizing it!"

me: "but you just sa-"

internet: "YOU WOULD KNOW!!!"

#buzzy #for context ive had drs suggest ehlers danlos before bc i checked off all the hyperflexibility marks but #i havent gotten The Test™ done bc. expensive. wouldnt really open up treatment options bc there Arent. dont want a 'preexisting condition'. #this also isnt my current pain rn i think i just. accidentally slept with my knee bent backwards or st?? #(im currently looking at those old people knee wedge pillows and Considering) #but it is a Common Wonderance of mine #ehlers danlos #hypermobility #joint issues #(honestly the main one ive worried about was when i read about that one person who relocated theor back doing yoga) #(and i suddenly got Paranoid UH. MY BACKS BEEN FEELING WEIRD AS FUCK FOR A HOT MINUTE. HOW DO U LIKE. TELL.) #then also me wondering 'hey when i pull my finger outta the socket is that subluxing or is that normal' #sometimes my bits feel Out Of Place and then it feels like they Pop Into Place but im not sure if they ACTUALLT are #or if its just the usual like #popping joints bc of air bubbles like cracking knuckles. #how do u tell.......

[raitrolling]

death, devil, judgement for benrii <3

[DEATH] - What are they holding onto, and are they refusing to let this go?

The main thing Benrii is holding onto is his childhood beliefs that he is special and destined for something greater than being an ordinary lowblood. Those fantasies provided him with comfort as a kid, and then a number of coincidences thanks to his supernaturally good luck caused him to believe in them for real. The other thing he is holding onto - which unsurprisingly is related to the first thing - is his desire for attention from his neglectful lusus. Rabbitdad gave up on raising his charge as he could not be bothered with such a handful, so Benrii was often left on his own and trying to figure out ways to receive the parental love he desired.

He is refusing to let go of both of these things because they have been such a heavily-defined piece of his personality for a large portion of his life. He cannot conceive of a world without his fantasies, because he so firmly believes them to be true.

[THE DEVIL] - What is their go-to recovery plan? Do they take time for themselves, or do they jump back into action without a second thought?

Benrii can bounce back from any situation insanely quickly, because he knows that he is always right and he will always be blessed by good fortune in the end. If he's taking time to plan his next move, it's often because there is some sort of retribution involved and he needs to figure out the most auspicious way to make whoever may have wronged him pay.

[JUDGMENT] - What is one thing they harshly judge themselves for? What creates doubt and self-loathing for them?

Benrii genuinely does not believe he has any flaws, it's other people who are the problem and he will crush any opposition that tries to bring him down or make him shine less brightly than what he is fated to be. He has endless amounts of confidence in his own self, and this makes him absolutely insufferable.

#asks #lashydsdomain #headcanon #quidel benrii #oh hey benrii its been a hot minute #also look a raitrolling fantroll with parental issues. fork found in kitchen

[digitexts]

#Hey guys its been a hot minute #saw this and had to use it though #Digimon Adventure 2020 #Biyomon

[moreofmars]

my dumb camp counselors

#ts4 #sims 4 #simblr #the sims 4 #my sims #sims 4 cas #cas edit #ts4 cas #ts4 edit #its been a hot minute guyss #sorry about that #but hey im back with some cuties

[system-of-a-feather]

Bro, Riku's dragging me out to do some actual further research and solidify my general thoughts on shit cause we have a gynecology appointment to talk about getting the hysterectomy we were considering before but ALSO bring up possible bottom surgery as a proper discussion and we've been putting it off cause personally thinking about that shit in any serious manner even briefly just makes me fucking sick with dysphoria cause we really have like the FAR end of severe dysphoria in terms of bottom dysphoria as far as all trans communities and resources I see talking about coping with it goes and I'm just like

Literally pausing a fucking 8 minute video half way through to take a music break cause this shit fucking hurts on such a visceral level. Like shits like a near OHKO in terms of psychological damage man. I'm built like a tank on physical damage and most emotional damage things but I'm literally like a boss with a GIANT RED weak point on my head when it comes to my own brain at itself.

Like I don't mind mentioning it online cause like, I literally don't have an issue with people bringing it up at me if they aren't my partner but good god I'm like this one thing just fucking OHKOs the tank of a pain endurer that I am.

-XIV

#alter: xiv #i say Rikus dragging me out but more so Riku being like #hey you should probably touch up on the topic before we go in #to have the most effective conversation tomorrow #and me begrudgingly complying #cause they're right #and I loose the right to heckle them by calling them a coward and a pussy if I avoid it when I factually know I can do it without dying #or having a major major breakdown #i have a pride in not being scared of my feelings and emotions and internal experiences #at least not scared enough to lie #deny or actively avoid it like *some* people in this brain #but ugh #this shit afflicts me with a short term 'hate life' status condition ugh #the only way out of this situation is through #so tuck in bitches its gonna be shit for a hot minute (it already has been so it can't get that much worse) #transgender #ftm #ftx #transmasculine

[steampoweredskeleton]

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Ignore

#delete later #the decision between microdosing bg3 spoilers in order to msybe reduce the amount i will be overwhelmed when playing it #anf not looking at anything bc the interest level is getting to the point of i may end up having a panic attack #i saw one of the voice actors is from near where i grew up and got super excited bc no one ever knows my hometown and that #has NOT helped so now i know im getting pulled in whether i want to or not. so noe its just trying to mediate its effects #try and make it so i dont get so overwhelmed that i start having panic attacks and meltdowns #i think im just gonna have to stay away from his character completely until ive properly chilled. no idea why but any like #thing where my hometown is mentioned just makes me super syper super happy and that is like the QUICKEST way for me #to get panic level overwhelmed #its a really odd one and i really dont understand why it happens but it does #microdosing may be the wwy to go otherwise ill build it up to the point that i won't be able to play it bc of the anxiety #autism is wild i rly wish i didnt have it. in good news i problem solved very well today. it did make me so exhausted and #overstimulated that i couldnt do anything else today but hey. i still managed. im so anxious about next week. itll be fine though #also since i haven't had a media special interest for a hot minute ive been able to become more aware of the bits of it that are #unhealthy in terms of my mental health abd im gonna have to do a lot of picking abd choosing what to interact with #which is going to make media special interests straight up less fun but also i know that that shit can fuck up ny brain #way more than like bugs or folk tales. #one of which is avoiding stuff about the real ppl behind it bc cementing stuff ij reslity with real ppl can make things worse #in my brain bc i tend to gave difficulty seperating ecerything anyway #i daydream constantly and i need that to stay with fictional things bc if it goes into reality things it starts to get way worse #this ended up being a weird rant about how my brain struggles to stay in reality but that's fine ignore me

[junowritings]

OMG HIIII. I'm fairly new to your blog AND I ALREADY LOVE YOUR DRAWINGS UWU theyre so adorable ehehwvegheveye 😳😳😳👌 if its not too much to ask and if requests are still open, can I ask for doodle of my girl Yua 👀 its okay if you can't tho! ^^ THANK YOU AND BLESS YOU AND YOUR TALENTED HANDS <33

@twstedtales ASDFGHGF THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG BUT I HOPE THAT THE WAIT WAS WORTH IT HUN. Thank you so much for taking the time to send an ask I love Yua's design is is absolutely breathtaking, hopefully this does your beautiful girl justice~!

Again thank you so much for your patience with this~!

#juno art #twst #twisted wonderland #twst oc #twisted wonderland oc #request #ask #twst art #twisted wonderland art #others ocs #twstedtales #SDFGHGHF SO HEY ITS BEEN A HOT MINUTE #finally have a tablet so making these lovely character doesnt destory my hands anymore lmao #also i wasnt sure what shoes she wore but you mentioned she hates em so away with the shoes lmao

[maxmayfieldirl]

The discourse about being able to ship willel takes me back like. Fucking 5 years to the big debate on whether or not you could ship Sal and Larry because they were stepbrothers by episode 4 lmaoooo

#(also this is an invitation to ask me about ships and/or sally face hshhsjsjs) #i just became aware that the willel vs antiwillel was like a kinda thing #its not very prominent but I've seen some things #'you can't ship them!!!! they're siblings!!! they're parents married!!' #'yes we can ship them!!! they're not real siblings!!! they had chemistry b4 their parents married!!' #same discourse different fandom #it took me awhile to remember bc I hadn't played sally face n awhile but I just did n it clicked lol #Im not weighing in on either matter because frankly I don't give a fuck #I just saw a similarity that I had to point out lmaooo #of course it's probably a lot more common since discourse seems to repeat itself #but it reminded me specifically of larry face lmaoo #I think that's the ship name?? It's been a hot minute since I've interacted with sally face ship content so idk man #but anyways yeah ship discourse is so so silly they're not real!!! idk I just don't understand the appeal #dont like something? don't fucking look lol #just turn away. don't acknowledge. don't get pissy bc that's fucking stupid. just click away or smth n forget. it's actually really easy #anyways rant over #willel #stranger things #im not tagging sf bc this is an st account so I'm actually specifically addressing this fandom #bc trust me sf fandom is a lot more chill from what I've seen buy hey maybe I'm wrong #anyways take this as you will I really don't gaf what you choose to do with this information

[wabblebees]

the universe is mean as hell but at least its fucking funny

(cw for christian end-times conversion bullshit under the readmore)

#tonight has been ! bad ! and my brain was not a great place to be for most of it bc iiiiits been getting worse. again. so #i went on a walk to clear my head and Stop thinking of being dead but ! lo and fucking behold ! #its okay ill be fine i promise #but i was laughing the whole fucking way home #i always take down or wreck shit like this when i see it out+about ((also saw a fucking inf//owars sticker that was too cold to peel off so #i had to take my keys to it until it was unrecognizable)) but when i saw the front of this one i was just like ''oh gross'' and tore it off #but i uhh. wasnt rly expecting that top sentence lmfao #started fuvking cackling like a madman in the street #for context if yr reading this and don't know already/cant tell: #im a xtian cult survivor. this is conservative xtian apocalyptic propaganda shit. im furious this exists but holy shit its fuckin hilarious #reading ''hey pal u ready to die?? god lovehates yr guts'' when yr just trying not to think abt how ready to die u are... fucken incredible #i covered up the url on the bottom + im not gonna show the front ((its fucking awful tho omfg. yhe fuckign flag+white house are on there?? #wild lmfao)) bc i dont need their right-wing apocalypse-fearmongering bullshit to get any more web traffic #plus its not like this shit isnt dimeadozen further south/out west. its just been a hot minute since ive seen anyth this edgy-guilt-trippy #in this state. figures. out in the yeehaw-ass back half of mass. #anyway. i hate it here lmao #im more ok now too i promise #walked back home once my phone died + forced myself to eat food+drink water; now im back in bed and texting someone to stay out of my head #i think i might actually go out w better stickers+a knife+some nailpolish remover sometime in the next few days before im headed back home #take down some bullshit and. oooh... think i might put up one of my ''transsexuals have got to get meaner'' sweatermuppet stickers:> #hmmmmm. yeah #cw cult mention #tw christianity #cw bible quotes #cw christianity #tw suicidality #<- just in case. #anyway. i love yall. be careful with yrselves #and if you see bullshit like this please take it down. its trying to funnel people into disgusting right-wing rabbitholes. its dangerous. #bee speaks

[raitrolling]

Hi Amarys! I heard you have a difficult time with remembering names, have you ever tried carrying writing them down on cue cards to practice?

"Hm! Aaac✝ually, ✝ha✝ could work. ✝haaank you, kind s✝ranger!"

=> This would be very helpful in theory! Unfortunately you tend to forget names the moment you hear them, so you wouldn't have any idea what to write.

=> Actually, maybe you could start asking for people's business cards, then you'll never have to worry about writing down cue cards in the first place...

#asks #mageofspaceuniverse #amarys viridi #oh hey amarys its been a hot minute. i just barely remember your character voice lmao #ty for the ask!

[frumdyke]

:/

#im helping my grandparents move and one has severe mobility issues and the other is in early/mid stages of memory loss #and like theres some kinda mood in this house that's got me down #and holy shit there's a lot of mess plus its really hard to go through stuff when people are so easily distracted #um i got to see some family i haven't spoken to in a hot minute #my cousin calls themself a hippy bc they smoke weed and listen to sixties music but uhhh theyre still a harry potter fan and enjoy the depp #vs heard trial. a bit cringe methinks... but they are pretty good on the guitar #hey did you know my grandpa has like twenty black leather wallets just sitting in the back of his wardrobe #they're all different its decades of stuff #but most haven't been used and he thinks he needs all of them #and people don't know how to act around the memory loss theres either awkward silence or raised voices #i did find some pictures of me goddddd i was an unstylish kid #its gonna take weeks to completely empty the house and thats with me helping. i am pretty good at sorting though #not my stuff. im a bit too sentimental. but other people's stuff. im good at that #hopefully i don't break my back doing this

[livingproofoftbd]

like so what if i fail

#hey guys its been a hot minute since i cried over homework #dont look atme