#hmm how to describe

[what-even-is-sleep]

Maybe it’s like every semester I’m supposed to have a horrible friendship emotional break

#rant #hmm how to describe #like all the things that happen in TV shows about high schoolers is happening to me now?? #like: friend group conspired behind my back to hang out w/ out me and I overheard them in the middle of doing so #then: person I was in a friends with benefits sitch with leads me on hella (giving me their jacket #cuddling etc) then we have a convo and they don’t tell me if they like me romantically or not #and then the next time I see them they say that they kissed our mutual friend (who I introduced them to) instead of saying we weren’t #a thing #and now!!: friends I thought I was chill with making plans in front of me to hang out (asking each other when they’re free and glancing #my way but not acknowledging me or asking me) #and!!!: the one person I really thought I connected with and that it wasn’t messy with says that they think I’m more into this friendship #than they are!!! and saying (nicely) that my energy is too much and insinuating that we should hang out less!!! #wow!!!! #I’m just!!!!!!!! having a great time here #sobbing my fucking eyes out. #this fucking shit after a traumatizing ass summer too #GOD #I THOUGHT WE WERE PAST THIS HIGH SCHOOL BULLSHIT GOD FUCKING DAMMIT #CANT PEOPLE JUST BE FUCKING HONEST WHEN I DIRECTLY CHECK IN GOD FUCKING DAMNIT #mypost #personal

[lbhslefttiddie]

youve heard of sex flowers get ready for the flower that makes you into a celestial shoujo herione complete with particle effects you cannot turn the fuck off and creates a wifebeam so powerful it can incapacitate and maim and keeps making you burst into tears and fall on your ass which makes the wifebeam More Powerful and you also cannot turn this off either. and is also still, sort of, a sex flower

from one of my favorite fanfictions, Celestial Afterglow by elanor_pam, a fic that defies description in the best possible way

#arts #shen qingqiu #svsss #listen im not saying that ive spent a cumulative half a year reading this fic and then trying to make an arts for it #and then getting frustrated and stopping because i couldn't figure out how to make sqq shimmery enough #but like. im not NOT saying that #this is the FOURTH time ive started something for this bitch it haunts my fucking dreams and yet the opalescent glittery sqq evades me #perhaps you o unlearned fool look at this and say hmm that's too many colour layers and glowy effects but oh how wrong you are #if it doesnt make you literally fall over yourself at how otherworldly and radiant he is then there is room for improvement yet #perhaps you look at this and you think Wow!!! this gives me literally NO ideas what this fic is about #well Let Me Tell You. i have no fucking idea how to summarize this fic #its not often the tags in a fic give me pause but i saw this and as i read the tags i was increasingly just like What #but i have no idea how to describe it. the tags arent NOT accurate but i was SO unprepared for what happened in like an extremely pos way #if i were tagging this i think i would give it the no archive warnings apply label if that matters to you #the author seemed they wanted to leaned towards over caution rather than risk missing anything re tags because This Is A Weird Fic #but oh my fucking god #i am gripping you by the shoulders i cannot stress enough how charming it is #brilliant characterization especially with airplane in the first scene #and also so much fucking funnier than i thought possible for the general setting summary tags and buildup #its just. ough. its good

[weaverofink]

wendy kent can have a cool outfit!! as a treat!!!!!!!!!

#hmm. how do i tag this #kon el #wendy kent #conner kent #yj98 #dc #dc comics #superboy #for the sake of organization. #timkon #implied :) to me. look at her phone case #yeah anyway so wendy won my name poll!! #i do like it a lot. and i love the nickname wynn that some people proposed in the comments!!!! #i think this outfit might be a little too cool for my beloved chronically out-of-touch kon el #but i wanted to make her look cool so whatever. a cool mix of like athleisure and emo punk-ishness #idk. im bad at describing things #art #my art #weaverofink

[badnewswhatsleft]

save rock and roll — album track by track

[part 2 of 2: flip me over]

#i rlly like how much joe talks in this tbh like he rlly was happy about having more of a hand in the writing process #also him describing writing with patrick very fun and seamless idk...... joetrick cute......... #when musicians who are friends are friends<3 idk #fall out boy #patrick stump #joe trohman #pete wentz #andy hurley #time capsule #on film #srartracks #3:17 andy ''to me this is real hot tune'' SPEAK UR TRUTH ANDY!!!!! #3:50 pete's whole demeanour changing and gentling as he sorta teases patrick about pushing for volcanoes hmm im sick actually.

[yume-fanfare]

ok heres my take on a relationship chart

#me sitting down: how do i describe wataru n tomoya's relationship #<-forgot what the official one said #'what does hajime think of eichi' isnt the appellation enough #i also dont know what wataru thinks of hajime but it's hard to know what wataru thinks in general #also like. to eichi hajime is probably top 3 cute kouhais #and he doesn't really want to lose his 'getting called onii-chan' privileges #but yea. feel free to ask abt anything ig #enstars #mar's midnight rambles #hmm do i tag everyone #sure #wataru hibiki #eichi tenshouin #hajime shino #tomoya mashiro

[13eyond13]

one of the lesser talked about fun things about intentionally reading more books is finding new stuff to be a bit of a hater about tbh

#and i know sometimes im probably just not properly picking up whatever the writer is putting down but whatever it's still fun #to actually know what you think about stuff like the highly regarded classics and extremely popular hyped up things #here are a few writers im a bit of a hater about w my opinions now btw #neil gaiman: does not do it for me at alllll #have read the graveyard book and american gods and hated almost every minute of both #in american gods i just found the aesthetic ideas and characters completely unappealing and in the graveyard book #i thought it was dreary and not well described enough... kept feeling like it was too bare bones in some way to picture things properly #i was like 'hmm i wish this was one of his graphic novels instead bc i'd like to be able to see what's going on here a bit better...' #also his humour just never lands for me and i do not often get his references either #ray bradbury annoys me in a similar way to neil gaiman but also somewhat oppositely like where #the way they write characters and plots and ideas and the stuff they care about gets on my nerves in an almost identical way #that i don't know how to define except to say i had a bit of a 'same energy' experience reading Something Wicked This Way Comes #and some of neil gaiman's stuff #but unlike neil gaiman i think that ray bradbury attempts to describe things unusually so much and TOO much #to the point that it takes me out of the story in a different yet similar way #to how the lack of description in neil gaiman's stuff does #what else have i become a bit of a hater about or did not get the appeal of lately? hmmm #oh hp lovecraft hahahaha #least scary stories ever god everything he's scared of is so dumb #like even aside from his extremely racist takes and fear of the 'exotic other' his fears about being cosmically insignificant are just like #yeah and? whats so scary about that hahaha i literally just dont get it #also the amount he writes dialogue in heavy accents annoys the shit out of me #p

[daydadahlias]

do you read a lot of fanfiction from other fandoms?

yeah!! I have pretty Specific interests lol that 5sos fic doesn't usually fulfill (for obvious reasons bc it's rpf) so I usually go to read Supernatural fic or Marvel (stucky <3) fic!! I love Finnick-centric Hunger Games fics but they are pretty rare. I also read fic for pretty much any media I consume tbh!! So I read a lot of Community fic when I watched it over Christmas break. I love Batman fic too omg !! Anything with Bat Family is so sweet <3 And White Collar fic and Prison Break fic are pretty good too. If I've watched the show/movie or read the book, I've definitely read fic about it lmao.

#i tried hazbin hotel fic bc i watched that show but uh #yeah i cant get past sdfghj people describing them as animals lmfao it's not for me #pigeon #i read a bunch of glee fic hmm what else... #stan613 #yeah idk sometimes i read fic in fandoms ive never even been in if I'm looking for something Specific #like sometimes i'll do fic research (usually smut related) and go read examples from other fandoms to see how other people have written it! #or i'll read a fic from another fandom if someone recommended it to me

[rizadyke]

Books need to be broken in the same as a pair of doc martens

#dedicated to the woman next to me in the plane who looked on in horror as I cracked the spine of my book intensely #it is going in my hands I want to love it let me be comfortable #currently reading Alien Daughters Walk Into The Sun: an almanac of extreme girlhood by Jackie Wang #feeling….hmm #it just sucks reading memoirs from cool gay people talking about how their lives were crazy and lawless and full of travel and adventure #and the life they’re describing is just literally not possible anymore because of capitalism and like. technology. world. #loving the book tho. intensely confused. I feel like I’m on a CNF FaceTime call

[toytulini]

god this stupid fucking intracommunity infighting bullshit never ends and im so god damn tired. stop it. and if youre fucking discoursing this stupid shit you should have to add a fucking disclaimer to your fucking posts at least im tired of having to search yalls blogs when smth slightly off about your wording that i cant explain has me like hmmmmm and then i end up right and i really dont want to be

#toy txt post #INNOCUOUSLY WORDED POSTS THAT YOU AT FIRST AGREE WITH AND THEN YOU SEE THE PATTERN #WITH YOUR HORRIBLE BRAIN OH SO PRIMED FOR THESE STUPID FUCKING DISCOURSE HINTS FROM THE FUCKING YEARS OF #UNAVOIDABLE ACECOURSE. ARE YOU ACTUALLY CALLING OUT TRANSMISOGYNY OR DO YOU BELIEVE #THAT TRANSMASCS DISCUSSING TRANSANDROPHOBIA AND CREATING THEIR OWN TERM TO DESCRIBE IT IS 'TRANSMISOGYNY' AND #YOU CONSIDER DISCUSSING THE EXISTENCE OF TRANSANDROPHOBIA TO BE TRANSMISOGYNY? BC THAT IS A DIFFERENT THING. #YOU ARE MISUSING THE WORDS TO ENTRENCH YOUR STUPID FUCKING DISCOURSE #YOU ARE EXACTLY LIKE ALL THOSE MOTHERFUCKERS IN 2016 WHO MADE INNOCUOUS POSTS COMPLAINING ABOUT HOMOPHOBIA AND CISHETS #THAT AT FIRST YOU READ LIKE YEAH HOMOPHOBIA SUCKS AND THEN YOU RECOGNIZE THE URL. OR YOU SEE THE COMMENTS. AND YOU REALIZE #OH WHEN THIS PERSON SAYS HOMPHOBIA. THEY MEAN A-SPECS EXISTING AND COINING TERMINOLOGY FOR OURSELVES. WHEN THEY SAY CISHETS THEY MEAN #A-SPECS. BUT BC OF HOW INNOCUOUSLY WORDED THE POST IS YOU CANT CALL THEM ON IT WITHOUT LOOKING INSANE. ALSO. THE MOST RECENT EXAMPLE OF #THIS I SAW. THE PERSON WAS ALSO A FUCKING APHOBE. LMAO. BC OF COURSE THEY WERE. FUCKING OF COURSE #GOD. FUCKING. IM SO TIRED OF THIS. IM TURNING REBLOGS OFF ON THIS POST. I AM NOT GOING TO ENGAGE WITH ANYONE ON THIS TOPIC #to be clear. not every post. not saying every post. but enough times now ive seen posts where like. i already knew context 4the situation #and the person was absolutely just trying to hide behind their marginalized identity. or like the op was innocuous but their mutual #replied showing their true colors in the notes so Now. everytime i see one of these posts im like yeah. that is a fair point #I will agree that when transfem ppl online do anything ppl slightly dont like the response is often disproportionate in a way that is like. #hmm some transmisogyny at play here for sure. however. now i cant fucking trust you ppl making the fucking POSTS. and im so TIRED #conservatives are like making trans genocide like one of their main fucking platform points for 2024 and youre trying to drive more fucking #wedges in the community rn? really???? REALLY? #im so tired im so fucking tired. im turning reblogs off. do not contact me about thos post. check the context of posts ig bc ppl will #just fucking say anything #also god. i forgot about cl0set k3ys being an aphobe lmaooo #even if theyve apologized im just blocking based on that 2017 post alone god that was rancid. why did yoh say that. shut up forever. bye #im about to just start fucking blocking every user i see without bothering so search #like just every user regardless of vibes or content. just going to be me and my mutuals in here and all the posts they reblogged from #everyone i have blocked

[regicidal-defenestration]

If I had a pound for every Beowulf musical adaptation which had themes of Beowulf living forever through the stories told and also forcing Beowulf to confront the similarities between him and Grendel I'd have two quid which isn't a lot but it's odd it's happened twice

#first one was beowulf a thousand years of baggage I think by the ghost quartet guy #second was the ninth hour which I had a 'guy who has only read beowulf hmm giving me beowulf vibes' moment #then I looked it up and they describe it as 'rock noir beowulf reimagining' and felt very vindicated #both good music would recommend #ninth hour doesn't have beowulf's dragon in (at least not the album idk I haven't watched it) which seems A Choice but also bear in mind I' #not a Beowulf Professional or owt I just know the story #ninth hour casts the same person and beowulf and grendel's mother which has Inplications #same with how a thousand years of baggage casts the same person as both a modern academic and the dragon #Implications All Over

[dlartistanon]

I’VE CRACKED THE CODE Y’ALL

#dltext #i can't believe this is the most succinct way to describe them #shining/wander would do anything for liz/mono; even sin. especially sin #wander is punished for it; shining punishes herself #to 'bring back' the one they love; there's a theory that confessors are lichs and can do necromancy? #and that liz was resurrected by shining; which shining believes is a grave transgression #and how that is one explanation for her behavior towards liz #HMM #she did say liz would come to hate her... HMMM #nearl = agro means she's the best character; agro is the mvp after all #dl talks ak #arknights #shining #nightingale #nearl

[sysig]

Let me cook, I’m onto something I’m sure of it

#SCII #Portal #Shitpost #Meme #Lol #Characters that I 💖💕💝💞❤️ and speak A Specific Way #I definitely blame writing GLaDOS' dialogue in a pixely font for how it reminded me of ZEX-but-mean but I mean?? #Is this anything this feels like Something #Also ''concise'' doesn't quite feel like the right word - I feel like you can be concise and eloquent at the same time #Rather that to be concise requires a bit of eloquence - the correct word choice conveys the meaning precisely! #Could probably make this a cube with like outright flirtatiousness vs. emotional shielding but there's gotta be a better way to sum that up #Doubly also I feel like I would describe ZEX as ''inviting'' - he is nice but hmm it feels like a simplistic way to describe him #GLaD is very mean tho and I love that about her <3

[criticalrolo]

personal gender thoughts after a wild and crazy day of therapy and self reflection: I don’t really resonate with the idea of being “not a man or a woman.” there’s a lot about me and my life that has been informed and shaped by my experiences and positioning in society as a woman. however, there’s also so much I want to explore about the parts of me that feel more masculine and attach onto the concept of “man.” for me personally, gender feels more like I want to be “a woman and a man.” there’s a reason I’ve got my pronouns listed in order as she and he, and then “they” at the back, if that tracks?

I don’t know if that makes any sense or is reasonable at all, but I guess my personal experience of my own gender is wanting to Add to it instead of moving someplace entirely different. the metaphor I’ve used before is that being a woman is the bare apartment that I was born into, and exploring gender now that I’m free to do so is moving boxes of masculinity down from the attic and filling up the space with things that I’ve always owned but was never allowed to put on display. And some of those boxes in the attic contain more femininity too! But it’s the freedom to pick and choose and combine and add that resonates the most with me, over moving to a different house entirely. Anyway, those are my thoughts. I’m gonna cut my hair shorter and then dye it pink

#the term nonbinary is also. hmm. I don’t even know how to explain it but sometimes idk if it fits me entirely?? #my gender experience is much better described by Butch and Lesbian and he/him lesbian if that makes sense #to drag a very dated metaphor out of storage: if men are blue and women pink then I feel like a pink purple blue gradient #obv gender is way more complex than colors and each persons internal experience is going to be unique and u can’t summarize it with #one single color #but i definitely feel. PinkBlue as a gender and not necessarily. Green #does that make sense???

[dabisbratz]

a good nsfw audio creator is grinningpup if you ever wanna try to listen to him, he has a British accent ! :)

i’ve heard some of his audios!! i like the tags n concepts but his voice makes me giggleskdkdkdj i think it’s cause deep british voices remind me of cartoon charactersdfghjkl not that his voice isn good though!

#i like voices that sound uhm #hmm.. dunno the word for it #princely? #n sweet? #i can’t describe ittttt i know what i mean but not how to put it into words ): #𐂯 ! ⊹ 𝓉𝑜𝓎𝒷𝑜𝓍 — ᵎᵎ ₊˚

[welcometoteyvat]

pet peeves: drawing people yellow

#advanced sorry as a non artist who doesnt really understand all that lighting shit #but even with weird lighting: #you can make their skin tone different from the pale shown in canon without it being like lemon colored T_T_T_T_T_T #similarly it's so possible to draw darker skin tones without making them gray or all have the same undertone #also i swear if it's for the palette/color theory you can also make palettes and color well without making it... yellow #ramblings! #this has happened in both my fandoms (honestly more frequently than i like but whatever) #& it just annoys me sm lmfaoooofnjksdhgkj #partially blaming one very popular drawing tutorial abt how to draw easian (the tutorial said asian but its rlly just easian......) faces & #im sorry the faces look like lemons #it just................... annoys me #mfw get u a face that looks like 🟡 #this has been in the queue for a really long time bc im . v on the fence abt posting like #i feel like half the time it's not on purpose but it also drives me up the wall also i feel like if people simply paid more attention it #wouldn't happen! well. anyways #whatever this is one of those insane rants that i just need to get out #this is what happens when i occasionally search tags it's just. (sees art) (sideeyes you) (moves on) . whatever lol #not genshin #to be clear this is abt easian coded/easian characters like if a char specifically is described as 'sallow skin' or smth #then it's whatever but it just makes me slightly go 'hmm' if nothing about the character indicates unhealthy skin coloration but u go: 🟡

[starsandthorn]

i'm cheating [don't have arlecchino yet and am looking at her lines abt the harbingers through hoyowiki] and thank god the harbinger "i hate my coworkers" trend continues + yaay sandrone and columbina crumbs + her line about signora has me in shambles

#personal stuff #thorn plays genshin #i'm not looking at her other vls yet i just want harbinger lore #and AUUUUUGH. #REALLY interesting stuff going on here #LOVE the running trend of the harbingers looking at each other and going ''if you were not my coworker you would be dead by now <3'' #dottore especially. he asks her for ''reject'' kids and arlecchino goes i will fucking crazy murder you #and pulcinella as well. lines up with wanderer's line about him too #the tsaritsa being described as compassionate and kind by every harbinger and fatuus is soooooo so interesting to me #what was the line. she is a god with no love left for her people nor do they have any left for her? #and yet every line is about how kind she is and how kind her end goal is. hmm #columbina and sandrone crumbs <333 #COLUMBINA WEIRDGIRL HOURS <33 i need her to be strange and off-putting and unsettling and-- #sandrone being described as passionate abt her work and rarely appearing in public + the opposite of the doctor. yea #god i need to know what her beef with tartaglia is. wtf did he do. can she just smell the abyss on him or what #also reaally interesting insight into pantalone. like we've known this abt him but having it confirmed. augh. cannot wait to see him #really interesting that arlecchino has nothing disparaging to say abt tartaglia actually. #does he remind her of the other kids at the house of the hearth or what. #BUT YEAH HER LINE ABOUT SIGNORA. :((((. #signora i miss you queen </3 #just auuguugh rips and tears i love love LOVE seeing the different feelings the harbingers have abt each other it's SO fun