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princessbunnib · 1 year

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Tactical Princess

König |Cod/Mw2|

Summary: One thing leads to another and you find yourself sandwiched inbetween your boyfriend and your new boy toy.

Pairing: König & Simon 'GHOST' Riley X Fem!Reader

Warnings: 18+ Smut MDNI, Dom König & Simon, Sub To Brat To Sub Reader, Heavy Degrading, Minimal Praising, Simon Being Heavily British, Google Translated German Speach From König, Face Slapping, Thigh Slapping, Ass Slapping, Tossing/Pushing Reader Around, Vaginal Sex, Choking, Sadistic König, Multiple CreamPies, Size Difference, Size Kink, Consensual, MM4F, Fingering, Squirting, Oral |M| Receiving, Facial, Come In Mouth, Manhandling, Established Relationship, Vaginal CreamPie, Double Penetration, Penetration Encouragement, Sex In Livingroom, Sex On Couch, Sex In Bedroom, Sex Standing Up, Spooning Sex Position, Cuddling Ending, Poly Ending?.

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Part Two:

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König had company over while you laid in bed upstairs buried in blankets enjoying your day off. The lights were off with only the TV shining through the room.

You heard faint laughing and talking coming from the livingroom making you turn the TV volume up in annoyance. It's been like three hours already. Almost going into four o'clock. And what the hell was so funny that called for them to be so loud. There's no way the guys are still here. Knowing König, his social battery should be drained by now.

You then felt your stomach rumbling, telling your brain that you were hungry. You pulled yourself out of bed and fixed your shorts, looking around the room for your shirt to put it back on since you found laying in bed half naked very comfortable.

Once you found your shirt you tossed it back on but glanced at your chest to see your nipples were hard. It's cold in the house, König doesn't like being hot. He says it makes him irritable. He also can't get himself to sit still for a long time to prevent himself from getting hit quicker. So because of that, you're cold literally all the time.

You rolled your eyes not thinking too much about it and walked downstairs. This will be quick. You can sneak into the kitchen, grab a snack, and be back upstairs watching your favorite show. Easy.

König was on the couch sitting next to someone. He glanced over his shoulder and at you, his eyes lighting up like a puppy seeing their owner after a long day of being home alone.

"Hey! Y/n, can you come here for a second?" He asked with a hidden smirk. You shrugged and walked over to him, standing next to him and glancing at the person he sat with.

There was tension in the room for some reason. You couldn't tell what type though. Your arms were crossed so you could hide the fact that your nipples were hard. König always makes it his buisness to point that out to you, thus embaressing you because he thinks it's funny.

"Ghost? What are you doing here? And are you two out of all people having a conversation? I could have sworn it was more people here." You asked as König held your hand trying to pull you closer to him.

He's so touchy right now. Why is that? Usually he refrains from physical contact when other people are around.

"There was, Alejandro and Soap had to get going..." Ghost simply explained. You could feel his eyes tracing every part of your body. You were so sexy. He smirked behind the mask clearly taking interest in what he saw.

König pulled you by the hips while you were staring at Ghost, focusing on how attractive his accent and voice was. You came back to reality once Konig sat you down in the middle of them. The two men staring down at you like a piece of meat.

They were both so big together. You felt so small compared to them. Fuck, keep it together. Don't ruin this with your lewd thoughts.

You tried to not look at Ghost but couldn't resist the urge. Your eyes would meet with his which made him place his strong hand on your inner thigh.

"Turns out König and I have a mutual interest in something, isn't that right?" He asked glancing at your boyfriend who was grabbing your hand to hold it and bring it up to his face, placing small kisses on it.

"Yeah... do you want to know what it is Y/n?" König responded before looking down at your breasts. You tried covering yourself with your free right arm but Ghost grabbed you before you could. The two men stared at your chest seeing how hard your nipples were.

They then began to kiss both sides of your neck in unison, their hands lifting to slide under your shirt. Konig squeezing your right breast and Ghost squeezing your left.

You were freaking out on the inside but decided to keep your cool and go along with this. "What is it?" You asked glancing at them both.

"König told me that you wanted a threesome... that's why he invited me over today with the others..."

Ghost spoke in a cocky tone in your ear. Making shivers throughout your spine. You bit down on your lip and took your arms from them. This was all too much for you to handle at once. You knew you had to step away. You were too nervous around them. König was acting so different.

You tried to get up, but they pulled you by your wrists and brought you back down to sit inbetween them. "We'll do anything to fuck you Y/n... this is something you've wanted, so why not let it happen?" König questioned while bitting into your neck.

"But König... you're my boyfriend- I don't want you to think less of me or-"

He chuckled at your doubts and held your face. Dragging his thumb on your lip to keep the tension going. "Don't worry... there's nothing you could do to make me not love you... if you want to fuck someone else that's fine... but-" He then put his hand around your throat and squeezed tightly. "Don't think you'll be able to get what you want so easily... you're mine, remember that."

Ghost chuckled and turned your face so you could look at him. "Yeah... but tonight you're going to have to share aren't you? So in that case, she's ours." He stated just to mess with König a little.

You really loved the sound of that. 'Ours.' You would like that, a little too much than you'd like to admit. König felt a little jealous, watching you stare intently at Ghost rather than at him. Ghost's hand kept feeling up your thighs. You enjoyed being touched by him. How dare you.

Your breath hitched once König pulled you onto his lap. Being more possesive over you to have your attention. You broke eye contact with Ghost and looked at him.

You could feel König's bulge under you, so what other idea would you have that wasnt to grind your hips back and forth to further turn yourself on. König chuckled and slid his hands under your shorts. To his surprise you werent wearing any underwear.

He felt so good under you. The thought of his cock stretching you out felt like heaven itself. With your eyes glued on him while you grinded on his lap, Ghost took the opportunity to stand behind you and pull your hair, forcing your eyes on him.

"Don't forget about me now... seems like König's getting a bit jealous..." He smirked holding your face with both hands.

You bit down on your lip and stopped moving your hips. The eye contact Ghost had with you was intoxicating. His eyes were dark and sad. You could fall in love with him right then and there. His eyes are so pretty.

König then held you onto his lap and began to move his hips forward. You felt him pressing on your clothed clit, making you break eye contact with Ghost.

"You want to make this a competition? Fine by me... I already know what it takes to make her come. I clearly have the upper hand here." He said while glaring at Ghost.

"Let's see who's name she'll be moaning more loudly then..." He responded before staring down at you.

Ghost moved out of the way allowing König to forcfully pull you off the couch like you were some doll to a toddler. He kept you still as the two of them got closer to you, they both towered over you. Making you like this situation perhaps a bit more than they did.

"Don't just stand there, take your shirt off... we want to see you." König demanded pushing you into Ghost's direction.

He held your hips, groaning into your ear. You then slowly took off your shirt. Tossing it somewhere in the room and attempting to cover yourself out of embaressment.

"Oh look, she wants to pretend like she's embarrassed... how cute." He teasingly spike and pulled your arms down, keeping them at your sides.

"Ghost, what do you think of her? She's cute isn't she?" König questioned. Blaintently ignoring your attempts to get his hands off of you. "Well- of course, she is quite the looker... but I'm not really fully sold on the idea, she seems to have an issue with listening." Ghost shrugged slapping your ass watching you jump in pain, your exposed chest bouncing up.

"Yeah- she can be a bit stubborn... she likes to act as if she doesn't enjoy this but I know she does..." He said before squeezing your breast and pinching your nipples.

"Ah~ K-König..." You whimpered.

"Take her shorts off..." König said. You looked down at Ghost as he crouched down to pull at your spandex shorts. You closed your legs together feeling your body drop in temperature. It's so damn cold in here.

König sat back down with you in his arms, Ghost sat down on the opposite side of you. They both moved their hips forward to manspread, bringing attention to their equally big bulges.

"Go fix the temperature since you want to act like it's so cold... we'll wait." He shrugged letting you go and pushing you along.

He slapped your ass and watched you wince in pain, when you walked by Ghost he to slapped your ass getting the same reaction from you.

They both watched you as you walked over to the thermostat to turn it higher. You turned around still standing there, holding yourself.

You were so nervous. Their eyes didn't leave you not once. You felt like prey to a pack of lions. They both pated their laps. Encouraging you to come back over to them.

"Alright now I'm completely sold... I'm a bit upset that you kept her a secret for so long, she's fucking gorgeous." Ghost said begining to palm himself through his jeans. The thick material made it impossible for him to touch anything, he unbuckled his belt. Catching your attention.

You looked at him and began to walk over to him. König snapped his fingers for you to look at him.

"Nope, not yet. I said I wasn't going to make this easy for you. You're getting too greedy." He said shooing you far from them.

You whimpered and still kept your eyes on what Ghost was hiding in his pants. You heard König pull his erecton out but you already knew how he looked and felt.

Ghost and Konig were definitely around the same size. I mean how could they not? They're both over six feet tall. Although König's was longer by atleast two inches which gave him the advantage of penetrating you deeper.

On the other hand, having to take Ghost in would be a challenge for sure. He's way thicker, and the veins scattered about his shaft were something you looked forward to. He was cut while König wasn't. Both had an equal amount of pubic hair, but Ghost's bush was less groomed.

"Look at her... she's imagining our cocks inside of her isn't she, such a fucking slag she is..." Ghost said, bringing you out of your inner thoughts just by the tone of his voice alone.

You looked at them and felt your face rising in temperature. God why won't one of them tell you what to do already? You were loosing it.

"Come here... don't fucking touch us though, just sit there and wait for further instruction." He demanded curling his fingers in your direction.

You stepped forward only for Ghost to snap his fingers and click his tongue. "On your knees and crawl to us... you won't be needing to walk for a while." He said.

That's more like it. You tried to hide your smile as you got down on your knees. You then kneeled on all fours and crawled over to them like he asked. Once you approached the couch, you sat inbewteen them.

"Spread your legs you fucking whore." König said while pinning your upper body to the couch. You spread your legs watching Ghost bring his attention to your exposed lower half.

"Wow, such a cute little clit you have there... I can just tell how wet she is by looking at her..." He said before slapping your clit and rubbing it.

You bucked your hips with a moan. You lifted your hands to touch him but König grabbed your wrists before you could even reach Ghost.

"Ich bin es langsam leid, dich dazu zu bringen, die Regeln zu befolgen...“ He aggressively spoke to you in his native tongue while slapping your face to make you whimper.

("I'm getting really tired of making you follow the rules...")

"I'm sorry~ I'm just a needy slut..." You said with a innocent tone.

"Shut the fuck up... you don't get to talk to me or him from this point forward..." He said slapping your face again. You pouted and began to move in place. You stopped once Ghost slapped your thighs.

You looked down at him watching him lift your hips up and rub your clit faster. You moaned clenching your walls around nothing.

Ghost chuckled and swiped his thumb upwards through your lips to apply pressure to your clit after teasing you for so long. You squirmed letting out a moan feeling Ghost's fingers slide inside you, deep until reaching his knuckles. He curled his fingers inside you and watched your body jolt as you melted into his touch.

"She's so wet... just hear that... what a fucking whore..."

Your hips bucked again making Ghost slap your thighs once more. "She doesn't fucking listen... clearly she doesn't deserve to have her cunt played with..." He sighed shaking his head and took his hands away from you.

You whimpered looking at him then at König. He wasn't looking at you. If anything he was ignoring you, they both were.

"The only we can do to whip her back into shape is if we use her... get her so worked up that she's on her knees begging like a fucking slut to fuck our cocks... her whoreish face covered in come." König stated before yanking you off of Ghost and pushing you to the floor.

"Wait... I'll be good... I'm sorry... König please." You whimpered hoping he'd take pitty on you.

The pair rolled their eyes at you and stood up. König grabbed you by your hair and threw you onto the couch again. Ghost grabbing your ankles and tossing you over onto your back.

You spread your legs again slightly proud that it was that easy. You looked at them, König still on your left side and Ghost on your right.

They both collected your juices on their fingers and rubbed your pussy. Ghost rubbing your clit and König rubbing your entrance. You closed your eyes and sighed heavily in pleasure. Trying to figure out which hand to focus on.

Ghost used his middle and ring fingers to rub the bundle of nerves and apply pressure. König slid his index and middle fingers inside you to curl them inside you. You moaned clenching around him and started to play with your breasts.

Your eyes were still closed until you heard deep groans and moans. Once your eyes opened you could feel your pupils dilating, along with dopamine releasing in your brain.

The two of them were stroking themselves while staring at you, their fingers hard at work to give you something to moan about. Your mouth opened in shock. Fuck. This was something you didn't know you needed. You didn't know which one to look at.

König? His cock head turning a bright red while all the blood rushed to his tip. A pretty stream of pre-cum dripping onto the floor while his pretty foreskin covered half of his tip when he'd ride his hand upwards, then fully open when he'd slide his hand back down.

And Ghost? Shit. He thrusted his hips into his hand as he stared into your eyes. You could tell that he was imagining fucking you right before your eyes. He groaned deeply and smirked as you kept eye contact with him. His fingers slowing down so he could slap your clit, then picking up speed again to make you moan louder.

He'd stop moving his hips and begin to make his hand do all the work, rubbing his tip into his warm palm and squeeze himself to apply pressure. Sending a tingling feeling in his balls, releasing his hand before feeling a sharp pain.

You whimpered feeling König's fingers penetrate you deeper to get your attention back onto him. You looked at him and clenched tightly for longer than usual, he smirked at you whole stroking himself faster and thrusting his fingers in at the same pace as his hand to make it seem like he was inside you.

When he'd curl his fingers upwards, he'd start stroking himself upwards. He'd pull his fingers out of you and stop stroking himself. Staring down at his cock to watch it twitch and jump on it's own.

He breathily moaned and took himself in his hand again, sliding in a finger and pushing upwards deeply to find the spot behind your urethra.

You whimpered throwing your head back letting yourself come undone and moan louder. They watched your legs shake and lock in place before you stretched them out again. König nodded to you and hummed 'Mhm' to tell you that he knew how good you were feeling.

You whined and bent your legs at the knees again and pulled on the couch cushion. Your body felt hot all over. Ghost slapped your clit again and rubbed more consistently, collecting your juices on his fingers before doing so.

"Ahhh~ ahhh- ohhhh~ Ggh-K-k-ko-gh..."

You were sexualy and mentally confused. Who's name do you moan? You couldn't think straight. Your body enjoyed the feeling of their hands, your mind enjoyed the sight of two men getting off to the sight of you.

You held your breath for a second stopping all sounds from coming out. Their groans and wet noises that came from your vagina was all that could be heard. Your back arched as you finaly let yourself breath again. You whimpered loudly while your legs started to shake again. Their fingers continuing what they were doing but in a faster pace.

König moaned and slapped your entrance before sliding his middle finger inside you and curling it again. His middle finger was his longest one, you moaned covering your face and let your vaginal muscles relax around him. He hummed once more, encouraging you to release however you wanted to.

"Yes yes yes yeeess~ Kghhoöstnniigg~" You moaned at the top of your lungs allowing yourself to squirt. You didn't have a clear name in mind to moan so you put both of theirs together. They groaned and slapped your clit and entrance at the same time. You whimpered biting onto your knuckle and bucked your hips onto ther hands.

They stoped touching themselves and payed attention to you. König grabbing your face and keeping your eyes on them. Ghost forcing your jaw open to slide his thumb inside to get you to suck it.

"Yeah... make a fucking mess you pathetic little bitch... now our fucking couch needs to be cleaned because of you..."

"You're such a whore... moaning at the top of your lungs like that while getting off to our hands..."

"Hmmpmmm!" You tried speaking but forgot that Ghost's thumb was in your mouth.

Once your legs stopped shaking they took their hands away from you and sat down on opposite sides of the couch. You were breathing heavily trying to gain composure until they groaned loudly, pushing you off of the couch again and grabbing your hair for your face to be in their laps.

"Alright- fuck... you've had your fun. Now get to sucking." König demanded of you while putting his cock in your face. You looked down at it, seeing pre-cum still dripping from it. You held the base of him gently and was about to put him in your mouth until Ghost pulled your hair aswel for you to give him attention first.

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König and Ghost sat on the couch with you on your knees in front of them. They looked down at you with their hips pushed forward and sitting in a manspreading form. You could see their equally heafty erections just fighting to be seen in your eyes first.

You licked your bottom lip not knowing what your next move should be.

You wanted them to defile you in any way possible. These two large men throwing you to eachother to allow the other man have a go at you. Their equally fat cocks stuffing, fucking and pumping deep inside your tight holes. Stretching you out and practically making you a new one.

You couldn't resist the desire to be their cock sleeve tonight. Their eyes stared down at you, you could see the animalistic gleam in them. Right now they weren't seeing you as anything but a new toy. You wanted to be used and abused. Your holes aching for more of their come.

König then snapped his fingers to get your attention. You looked at him then at Ghost. He snaped his fingers again. Demanding that you'd stare at him and only him.

"She doesn't know which one to look at first... guess she doesn't feel like using that brain of hers... clearly she should be looking at me..." He stated as you crawled towards him. Seating yourself inbetween his legs.

"She's so pretty down there... but I hope she's not forgetting that she has another cock to drain..."

You looked at Ghost while rubbing König through his sweats with your left hand. Your right hand doing the same for him. He let a groan slip out caressing your face, finally acknowledging you but not completely.

"It's cute that she's trying to be a tease but I personally think she should get on with it." Ghost said nonchalantly while ignoring you.

"Yeah right? These cocks aren't going to drain themselves... I kindof feel like my time is wasted, what about you?" König said.

"Affirmative..."

Well. They're right, you don't want to disappoint after all. You swallowed the lump in your throat and finally held their cocks in your hands. You hummed in pleasure looking up at them and started off with König, you were clearly more familiar with him.

You stuck your tongue out and took his tip in your mouth, using your hand on Ghost. The two men groaned in unison while throwing their heads back. You moaned to get yourself to be confident enough to give them your best preformence.

Ghost could tell you were taking your sweet time to not suck him off next. He then grabbed your head and turned you in his direction, slapping his tip on your lips then proceeding to pry them open.

"There's no space to be scared now... you agreed to this so fucking deliver." He demanded while placing both of his hands on the back of your head.

"But you're really thi- mghhhmmm!"

You panicked feeling him force himself into your throat. Your eyes began to water and push tears out onto your cheeks. You looked up at him, trying to push his hands away but couldn't.

"Look at her acting like she can't take it... she likes it rough... the more tears the better..." König explained while grabbing your left hand and wrapping it around his cock, now using it like a fleshlight. Holding his hands around it to keep your hold tight.

"Fuck... how dose she feel?" He moaned.

"Aghh... absolutely perfect... a bit teethy though... but nothing a bit of breaking in can't fix." Ghost responded while moving your head up and down like you were bobbing for apples at a fair.

"Hmm! Mhfggh!"

You needed air but they couldn't hear you. Ghost moved your head faster and groaned holding you down forcing himself to touch your uvula. Shaking your head to make you gag. He enjoyed the sounds of you trying to speak or atleast catch your breath.

"Mhmm... fuck... take that fucking cock... you pathetic little slag."

He pushed his cock into your cheek getting off from the slippery texture on the inside of your mouth. You were able to breath slightly as you looked up at him batting your eyelashes and placing your hands on the floor for support.

"You've had enough- don't enjoy it too much... now suck mine, you fucking bitch." König groaned at the loss of contact and pulled your hair for you to look up at him.

You smiled and stuck your tongue out. Gladly taking half of his long shaft in and lapping your tongue up on the underside of his tip. You let him go with a pop and giggled before putting on an airheaded smile. Then proceeding to make sloppy wet kisses for your right side of his shaft and breathed on it to make it stand taller.

Ghost grunted caressing your face and stoking himself while staring at you. You looked up at both of them with your eyes big. Tapping König's tip on your tongue and sucking it briefly while collecting more saliva.

"Fuck... she sucks cock like it's a sport... don't just play with it now, suck it like it's your job..." Ghost said forcing your head down deeper. You moaned while opening your throat so König's cock could reach deeper inside.

"Haaafgghmmmuaahh~♡"

You lifted your head up to breath for a second while König stared down at you. You bit your lip and licked the acces saliva that fell. "You guys are so big..." You seductively spoke while taking Ghost's base in your left hand. You brought their tips together on your lips and kissed them both, then pumped your hands together and slid your tongue in the middle of them.

"Christ... she sucks cock like a porn star... take us both in your mouth now..." Ghost demanded forcing your head down slightly.

You tilted your head to the side and sucked them off in a circular motion. Your head moving on it's own as you closed your eyes to focus more. König held your head and thrusted himself into your mouth, tears forming in your eyes as Ghost began to do the same thing.

"Schwanzhungrige Schlampe... du arbeitest für unsere Lasten, nicht wahr?"

("Cock hungry bitch... you're working for our loads aren't you?")

"Mhm~♡ Am I doing good... am I good girl?" You asked with a small whimper as you stoked them off so you could speak.

"Hah~ she wants praise for doing the bare minimum... I dunno if she deserves it..." Ghost slightly moaned while yanking your hair.

"Please... I want to know if I've been good..." You said while pouting your lip and sucking their tips again before showering their cocks in kisses.

They stood up and yanked your arm for you to sit in front of them. They stared down at you with their cocks in hand.

"Shut the fuck up... keep sucking..." Ghost groaned and held your throat tapping his tip on your tongue. König the back of your head while he held your jaw. They both slapped your face with their cocks to encourage you to open your mouth again.

You opened wide while wrapping your hands around them and rested their tips on your slippery tongue, pumping up and down and looking at them.

"Ahhh~ heyoghhh hgo hiignh~♡"

("Ahh~ they're so big~♡")

"Yeah? Of course they are... wow she can barely fit it in her mouth... open wider for us..." König said pulling on your jaw to keep your mouth wide.

Their hands on their hips while they stared down at you. Saying degrading phrases while you whimpered sucking them separately, then sucking their tips together.

Your heavy breath making them twitch and groan together. Ghosts hips began to thrust into your hand while you sucked on König. Your head bobbing back and fourth swallowing the pre-cum that dripped out of him.

Your confidence sky rocketed to an all time high. You've always loved being the center of attention. The fantasy of having more than one man focus on making you feel good drove you crazy.

Ugh, each sound they'd make would all be because of you. Even if they were degrading you, you enjoyed every last minute of it. Because yeah, only whores would enjoy slutting themselves out to more than one man.

You were no longer worried about covering yourself up. The only way you wanted to be covered up is by their balls emptying out onto you like you were a sock they jizzed into.

Ghost then stood behind you and pulled your hair for you to throw your head back. He shoved himself into your mouth again making you take him deep into your throat. Your eyes watered at the amount of force. But you chugged it up and chose to deal with it. Moans muffling on his cock sending vibrations through his body.

"She's taking me in so well... first place goes to Y/n- ughh~ She's a champion at this... fucking whore." He stated while slapping your face gently.

König held onto your throat making you feel tighter for Ghost. His hips thrusting into your hands as you kept them clasped together to hopefully mimic the feeling of him being inside you. He whimpered softly but also joined in slapping your face to still keep himself focused on being dominant towards you.

"That's right... ughh fill that void in your body with cock... that's my perfect slut..."

Mmm~ fuck. You could feel your vagina becoming more wet as you listened to what König said. Being degraded but having 'MY' put in front of any belittling statement turned you on even more.

"She's more than perfect... hngghh~ alright suck him off... she's going to make me come already." Ghost said pulling his hips back and allowing you to give König special attention. You placed your hands on König's thick thighs, closing your eyes to suck your throat around him.

Your tongue swirling in all directions, head turning so he could penetrate your cheek and every crevice his cock could find. You let him go with a pop before licking up his shaft and tracing the sensitive throbbing veins scattered the thick, uncut, and girthy length.

"Hey!- eyes on me..." He demanded snapping his fingers in your face. Your eyes darted open and glanced up at him fulfilling his request.

You could hear Ghost heavily groaning behind you. His hand riding up and down his shaft, thumb pressing on his tip to force pre-cum out of himself. He pulled your hair so you could look at him too. You moaned at the amount of attention feeling your clit tingle making you even more wet on the inside.

Ghost couldn't believe how skilled you were in this department. Just by looking at you he assumed that you didn't know anything about sucking cock. You and König's relationship had been so private and reserved from other people until now. He was shocked when König told him about your little 'crush' on him.

He agreed out of pure lust that he had festering for you that had been within him for a long time. He would have made advances at you but König had already put claim on you first.

"Ahh ahh ahhh~♡ Am I doing a good job? Please tell me I'm doing good..." You asked clenching your thighs together with a submissive whimper. "No, you're doing a bloody horrible job... you poxy slag." Ghost said being sarcastic, his british accent coming out more clear.

You whimpered and turned your head to kiss his tip while staring up at him. Using your hands to jerk König off.

"Awe you love when I call you a slag? You dumb cunt, you don't even know what it means... shut up and take my cock... kissing it isn't going to please anyone..." He said pulling your hair and sliding himself in your mouth once you whimpered in pain. Tears gushing out of your eyes aswel.

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Both of the men held a chunk of your hair and kept your head back for you to look up at them. Their hands working overtime on their shafts for them to cover your face in come in unison. Your tongue sticking out and smile on your face. "Aghhhff~ Pheathh hoge ogghh hyy haath~♡"

(Ahhh~ please come on my face~♡")

They both slapped your face, König slapping your right cheek and Ghost slapping your left. "Mmmyeahhh~ come on... I want you guys to come on my face... I need it... I'm such a whore, I need come on my face to live~ please don't keep me waiting..." You begged spitting on their tips and taking them in your mouth, swirling your tongue in an infinity sign before flicking your tongue in the middle.

"Halt die Klappe, du schwanzgeiler Lump..." König groaned sliding himself further in your mouth to push Ghost out of the way.

("Shut the fuck up you cock hungry come rag...")

"Hggnnmm I'm sorry König~" You moaned rolling your eyes back and intentionally gagging on him.

König held the top of your head while Ghost held your jaw again. Both of them thrusting into your mouth penetrating your esophagus out of unison to cause friction between them. The two then thrusted once more before pulling out of you sloppily and pumping their hands on their shafts staring down at you.

You didn't speak, you instead just sat there waiting for your desert. Their groans made you want to touch yourself, the tingling feeling turned into pressure inside your clit. You were just aching to be touched.

"Nimm jeden – aghh~ letzten Tropfen, du wunderschöner – C-Cock-Wrangler..."

("Take every- aghh~ last drop you beautiful- c-cock wrangler...")

König moaned pushing himself inside your mouth to come inside. You moaned nodding enjoying the feeling of his hot sticky come coat your tonsils. You looked at Ghost while sucking his tip encouraging his finish until he choked on his words and loudly groaned, face scrunchung up at the nose as he covered your face like an artist would paint a canvas.

"Yeahh yeahh~ mhmm I love the taste of your come... it's so fucking good~♡" You moaned about to swallow his load.

"What a fucking whore... she's inatrual at sucking cock... shit, let's fuck her now..." Ghost stated while wiping his forehead free of sweat.

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Ghost had you bent in half while fucking you standing up. His arms scooped under your knees with his hands clasped together behind your neck, forcing you to stare down watching him fuck you. You moaned everytime he thrusted, his cock head meeting with your cervix while your clit throbbed aching for contact. You didn't know what to do with your arms and allowed them to just fwail in the air.

König standing in front of you watching you moan and whimper at the size of another man's cock. He then held your waist and aligned himself with the same hole Ghost occupied. You were wet enough for both of them to take you.

You bit down onto your lip to not cry out as your entrance stretched beyond the size you had been used to all this time. Both of them groaned and pulled your body every other way they could so one of them could have more control over you.

You looked up at König who was groaning while rubbing your clit with his thumb. His free hands played with your breasts, pulling and pinching your nipples.

"König... please look at me... I'm sorry..." You whined assuming he was mad at you.

He rolled his eyes and placed his hand around your throat, still not willing or ready to akwnolage you. "Shut the fuck up." He demanded squeezing your throat tightly before letting go.

All you wanted was for him to look at you and also call you his good girl. He wasn't doing either of those things. The lack of praise and admiration made you upset. When having sex he makes it his mission to spoil you with praise, only degrading you when you'd ask. He loved you too much to call you a bitch or anything in bed without you asking.

"Ahhhh~ mmpleeaasee!" You repeated yourself hoping he'd hear you. You needed him to look at you so fucking bad. You felt embarrassed and ashamed for enjoying yourself.

He didn't do anything except continuing to choke you so you'd shut up. This was his punishment for you. He was cripplingly jealous and possesive over you. How dare you want to fuck someone else while with him? He obviously didn't feel like he wasn't enough for you, if that were the case then he wouldn't even be able to look at Ghost without getting angry.

He wouldn't dare let Ghost get close to you either.

It took every bone in his body for him to not give in and entertain you. Although your begging and whimpering did make him want to stare into your eyes while fucking you.

You sighed seeing your pleading was getting you nowhere and looked up at the ceiling attempting to not think about the overwhelming feeling of needing to cry.

The pleasure felt too good for you to hold yourself together. Not only that, you also couldn't deal with him still ignoring you.

König's cock penetrating upwards due to the lack of space inside you, Ghost penetrating downwards continuously making you feel like you have to use the bathroom.

Konig was causing pressure behind your urethra. Did you have to pee or squirt? You couldn't tell. Your face was burning up with heat, stomach twisting and turning with every thrust.

"Awe is she going to cry? That's so fucking cute... what an attention whore." He groaned slapping your face and mocking your feelings.

Your vagina was beginning to overstimulate too quickly. Your walls rejected their cocks on their own but grew wetter when they'd thrust back inside.

Ghost groaned deeply and thrusted harder, you received degrading words in your ear making you moan louder. "You fucking slut... take our fat cocks- aghh~ all you're good for is to be a personal fleshlight for us..."

"Ughh please! I need more!~ I can feel myself getting close!" You said desperately as König pulled out of you and laid down on the couch, motioning for Ghost to bring you over to him.

König groaned stroking himself with you over him. Your juices were like a lubricant ad he did so. Ghost pulled your hair so you could keep yourself up rather then giving out and letting König hold you.

"Fuck... she's so wet..." He grunted before lifting your hips with one hand and teasing your stretched entenece.

"Shit... I'm coming inside her for sure..." Ghost stated while slapping your ass to hear you whimper. You couldn't say anything. You know if you did it would either be a moan or a cry out for attention. Begging wasn't going to get you anywhere so what's the point.

"You do that and I'll fucking kill you." König said glaring at him. Everything that the two of them has done to you was perfectly fine. But you belonged to him, so he was the only one who could give you a creampie.

"Ha- what? You're afraid that I might get her pregnant aren't you..." Ghost responded with a cocky grin on his face.

"Not really scared. More so certain that this wouldn't happen again if you tried anything like that."

"Oh yeah? Don't try and start something you most certainly can't finish König... I'm only doing this because she wants me just as bad as I want her..."

Ghost then turned your head for you to look at him. Your come drunk eyes met with his. What were they talking about? You couldn't hear them, your mind was too fuzzy for you to care.

Next thing you know Ghost was making out with you while swirling his tongue around yours. He sloppily pulled your bottom lip with his teeth and turned your head to the side for a better angle. You moaned into his mouth and lifted your left hand to caress the back of his neck.

Oh god, and he's a good kisser? Fuck. He was making you so wet... his arm wrapped around your waist pulling your body close to him, König's hands held your hips and squeezed them until his knuckles were white. He was pissed. Watching Ghost make out with you to prove a point made him angry. He then aligned himself up with your entrance and forced you down on him. You broke the kiss with Ghost to whine proudly.

Saliva connected from your mouth to Ghost's. König groaned and pulled you down to him, holding you in his arms and burying his face into your neck.

You softly moaned rolling your eyes back and grinding your hips back and forth so your clit could feel his pubic hair brush against it. Ghost slapped your ass and slid inside the same hole again. König made sure you focused on him by kissing your neck and cheeks while glaring at Ghost.

He groaned and bit into your neck to make a hickey. You whimpered burying your face into his neck, feeling yourself about to come but kept quiet because of how badly you couldn't think.

"Du bist mein gutes Mädchen..." He groaned licking the bruised skin on your neck.

("You're my good girl...")

You lifted your head from his chest and looked at him. Pressing your lips together in disbelief that he said that. "I am? You're not mad at me?" You asked as your voice cracked.

He shook his head and showered your face in kisses. Holding your cheek and dragging his thumb on your warm skin. "Ich liebe dich so sehr..." He softly said to you and planted kisses on your lips.

("I love you so much...")

You felt tears building up in your eyes as that was all you needed to hear for you to be able to come. You whimpered leaning upwards to put your hands on his chest but he kept you down to him because he wasn't finished.

"Du gehörst mir... Du gehörst ganz mir... du bist mein braves Mädchen... Ich liebe dich Y/n... Fuck~" He grunted thrusting harder into you and making you scream his name.

("You belong to me... You're all mine... you're my good girl... I love you Y/n... Fuck~")

"I love you too... fuck me harder... I'm gonna come~ please both of you fuck me harder!" You moaned feeling the knot in your stomach twist and turn just threatening to burst.

They pulled out of you again only for a split moment. König turned you around for you to lay on your back while still on top of him so you could face Ghost for a while. He snaked his arm around your waist keeping you close to him though, his other hand hooked under your right leg so he could rub your clit.

Ghost squeezed and played with your breasts while thrusting upwards into you. Their thrusting would be out of sync at first but in order to get you to moan more consistently they stoped glaring at eachother with daggers in their eyes and made it a goal for you to come first.

König moaned your name along with praises while bouncing you up and down. You held onto the back of his neck with your right hand and pulled Ghost down to you for vivid eye contact. No matter what face he made he made sure to not look away from you.

You whimpered and clenched around them, sucking their cocks inside whenever they pull back to rut into you again. Hearing König praise you in his native language while rubbing your clit, and Ghost staring at you was a dangerous combination.

You couldn't hold your composure anymore. Your whole body was sore and tingling with pleasure. You didn't want this night to end, it's been like heaven itself. You didn't want to leave their embrace ever again.

Ghost grunted and took your hand off of him, he held it in his hand and began to shower it with kisses. You watched him as his eyes rolled back once you clenched around them again.

"You're so fucking beautiful princess... you take us in excellently... you're such a good girl for taking us inside that pretty little cunt sweetheart."

Oh my fucking god. What did be want from you? Did they want you to just scream how much you loved them? You felt the need to say those words conjuring up inside you. Don't say it... don't fucking say it... he doesn't actually mean it... it's just sex talk... don't fucking say it...

"Ahhhh Ghost~♡ K-König~♡ I'm gonna- I- I- ughhh..."

"Let it out for us... be a good girl and let it out... come on... I want you to come on our cocks..." König groaned into your ear slapping your clit and rubbing it while applying more pressure.

"Mhmm... it feels so fucking good doesn't it? We're stretching you out so much... your little pussy can't take it... you're such a good fucking girl for us..."

"Yes yes yes it feels so good~ I can't take it... oh my god!" You helplessly whimpered pressing your hand on Ghost's stomach to slow him down.

"You can take it... I know you can... take us deep inside... you're doing so fucking well for us..."

They thrusted slower and deeper to get you to hopefully squirt or better. König turned your head for you to look at him and held your face now sloppily kissing you and biting onto your lip. You moaned into his mouth sucking his lip with yours and whimpered as Ghost rubbed your clit to keep up the amount of pleasure you were experiencing.

König broke the kiss with you and stared into your eyes aswel. You pressed your lips together as tears rushed down your face. They both payed full attention to you and comforted you by kissing you. Ghost held onto the couch and moaned in your ear, followed by saying your name intentionally making his accent thicker.

Say it... just say it... you know you'll mean everything when you do say it. Say those three words... come on Y/n, say it... it's not just sex talk. You mean so much to them.

"Don't cry baby... you're so close to coming... you got this... don't cry... get yourself sorted... you can do it... I'm so proud of you... good fucking girl..."

Shiiittt~ Ghost stop... why does he keep saying that type of stuff. He fucking knows what he's doing.

"Say it... say you're our good girl... you belong to us from now on... say it... right now." König demanded while slapping your clit.

You cried harder and clenched around them uncontrollably. Closing your eyes for a breif moment until Ghost snapped his fingers to keep your eyes on him. He pressed his forehead onto yours and thrusted upwards into your g-spot. König thrusted into your cervix, lifting your legs up and bending them at your shoulders. Ghost groaned deeply and held your ankles to keep your legs in place.

Fuck. Now they're working together- say it... say it... say it... say it... say-

You whimpered and held your breath now so worked up that you forgotten how to let go. Your face was hot as it ever was. Once you opened your mouth and screamed and threw your head back.

Your orgasm was bigger than you expected it to be. Your legs shook aggressively along with your arms. You spoke in tongue saying anything that came to mind. They still thrusted inside you to work themselves further to orgasm. You bit your lip making it bleed because of how hard you bit.

Your mouth opened wide and there it was. You said it.

"KöniiggGhost!Aahhhhhhh I LOVE YOU! IloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyouIloveyou!!"

You cried loudly uncontrollably clenching yourself around them, keeping yourself tight making it harder for them to thrust.

Their faces scrunched up in mutual pleasure as they let out many moans that were all followed by your name. Ghost rubbed your clit feeling his come shoot inside you, your walls pulling on his shaft further squeezing his loud out. Making him whimper and try to stop himself but couldn't.

König had groaned planting his feet into the floor and using his inpressive lower body strength to fuck his come deep up inside you. You whimpered trying to gain your composure but couldn't. They were still thrusting to make their erections come down. Their cocks slipping and sliding together due to the mess they both made inside you.

You cried out this time with pure desperation as you could feel your vagina reject them desiring to return to normal size again. They both sighed in pleasure finding it wouldn't be a good idea to pull out at the same time. Ghost then slipped out of you with a delicate moan. He slapped your clit many times and rubbed you while watching their come drip out of you.

"Ghossstt~ n-no... I'll- hgnnnggghhh~ s-squuuirt~" Your toes curled as you begged him to stop but he refused to listen to you. You then felt König pull out of you due to his cocks unbeatable amount of sensitivity.

Your legs shook again and there you were squirting on the couch making another mess that they'd have to clean up.

"Mhmm... that pretty little cunt is so sensitive... look at our pretty girl... good job..." König encouraged while making small slaps on your ass as a congratulations.

You whimpered to tell them to stop. They laughed in unison as König moved you to the side so he could sit up and gain his composure for once. You couldn't move anymore. You were sore and also too tired to even open your eyes.

You sighed heavily and covered your face. Squeezing your thighs together, feeling your entrance throb. Their creampies dripping out of you and onto the couch.

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What happened after you Ghost and König were finished went by like a blur.

You couldn't recall anything after that and assumed you passed out. You woke up in bed with your clohes on. You felt clean like you had taken a shower but you don't remember taking one. A bandaid on your neck along with healing gel to cover up- a hickey?

You thoughts had been interrupted by loud snoring coming from both sides of the bed. You couldn't move like you wanted to for some reason. Two muscular arms holding certain parts of your body and deep occasional groans.

You looked to your left and saw König laying next to you, his face buried in your chest and arms around your waist. Okay, that's normal.

So you looked behind you and saw- Ghost? He laid next to you with his face buried into your back, legs intertwined with yours along with something poking your back.

He moved himself closer to you and wrapped his arm around your waist to still feel your comforting body heat even while he's sleep.

"What the fuck?" You said before remembering what happend before you fell asleep.

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anthology-moved · 2 years

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#vent #u've been warned #mdkkv man i am just #at my absolute limit lmfao #which feels pathetic ngl like i have nothing going on there's no reason for me to be struggling this much #but I honestly feel like ive fucked out honours project and the other module we have left #I'm at a complete loss of how to get it done or what I'll do afterwards #i can't cope i can't sleep i can't remember any of the stuff i need to to be able to do what i need done #i just #need everything to Stop #i need a time out i need time to stop Moving but every day we try and take off just brings the deadlines closer #but if we fail our honours idk if we can resit it and if we can't we won't be able to do the post grad course we want to do #and it's not like we could afford to pay any sort of fees even for one year if we did have to resit #I'm so far out of my depth bro it isnt even funny #but there's no Fucking reason for it to be this fucking difficult #we Went to college we got our HnD #we Did the last three years #barely #but wr Should be able to do this #why can't we do this why can't we handle this last fucking piece #i feel so stupid for thinking we could get through this and so stupid for not being able to #we're going to fail and we're going to disappoint everyone #and we're not going to be able to do fuck all about it.#maybe we should just give up now #email our supervisor and tell him i dont think we can get through this #i don't know #i am at my fucking limit and there's no fucking reason for it and i hate how fucking pathetic this is.

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siempre-bucky · 2 years

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"Hangman’s voice was the worst part about him and he made sure to talk to you every day, much to your vexation."

anthony bridgerton and kate sharma vibes,, kristi you're a genius

bestieeee I didn't even think of that ahhhh! but now that you said something, that is the perfect dynamic Hangman and the reader would have.

here's a little blurb bc i'm obsessed now.

Jake "Hangman" Seresin x Reader

“Son of a bitch,” you growled as you walked into the room, your fellow pilots hovering around the radio to hear the next group going up ith Maverick.

“Aww, what happened, princess?” Hangman mocked as he put the end of a toothpick in his mouth. As soon as his stupid face looked at you, your fist balled and you threw your helmet on the couch.

“You know damn well what happened, Bagman,” you grumbled.

Jake rose from his seat and walked closer to you, his tall stature hovering over you.

“You’ll get Mav next time,” he told you. Before you could even begin to fathom that Jake Seresin could actually be civil towards you, his smooth and stupid lips formed his signature smirk. He eyed you up and down, placing his strong hnds on his hips. “Or you can make those push-ups nice and pretty for me.”

“I hate him!” You shouted behind the hanger, the comment fueled heat on your face replaced by seething anger. Natasha had the smart idea of taking you outside before you punched Hangman in the face.

“Or you’re in love and really bad at flirting,” she retorted.

Your cheeks puffed, lips clamped together tightly as you thought about how to describe your feelings towards Jake Seresin. You pointed towards the building and stomped your foot. “No,” you hissed. “He vexes me!”

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“One eighty-four,” Holdo called out to the small group of disgruntled pilots.

You, Phoenix, and Bob began to walk by, your eyes caught a glimpse of the delicate chain hanging out of Jake’s black shirt. The sweat pearling up on his skin made you swallow hard, but that annoyed face made you grin. “Make those push-ups nice and pretty for me, Hangman!” you called, shooting him a wink.

Coyote followed Hangman into the building, listening to the grunts as he barreled into an empty reading room. All he could do was hide his laughter and knowing smile as his friend paced around the room, the vein in his neck throbbing.

“You know you said the same thing to her yesterday right?”

Jake whipped his head, “But it didn’t sound so fucking condescending!”

“It kinda did though, Hangman.” Coyote took a deep breath. “Just tell her that you like her and get it over with. You’ve been pining after her for years, man.”

His eyes opened wide, eyebrows furrowed, and the vein in his neck bulging. “Like her? Pining? She is the bane of my existence!” he shouted. He took a moment to calm down after his friend's outrageous words, but his stiff face fell as he looked out the window. You stood in the room on the opposite side of the hallway, laughing at something Phoenix said.

Jake’s longing glance didn’t go unnoticed by Coyote, “and the object of all your desires,” he muttered under his breath.

#kristi answers asks #jake seresin #jake seresin x reader #hangman x reader #jake seresin imagine #jake hangman seresin x reader

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lion-witchcraft · 5 months

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House Next Door Comic!

Been working on this for what feels like forever! But HND is one of my favorite stories and I've been dying to do a comic of a scene! This is also how I see the MC/Reader in the story, I hope I did both justice. 😅 Either way I had so much fun drawing this! 😁 This fic is by @battlemaiden13 I'd also recommend checking them out!

#undertale #hnd #House next door #battlemaiden #fanart #uf sans #ao3 fanfic

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topsyturvy-turtely · 1 year

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OTP challenge - day 15

here it is! part 2/2! (because i simply suck at keeping myself short) -> link to part 1

[link to day 14]

TW: detailed description of needles and stitches. knife wound.

15: teaching each other how to do something

(pt. 2/2)

[Last sentence from part 1: But soon this something, that danced in the room to the tone they had played together, was interrupted by the thunder of upstairs-running kid's feet.]

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That was last week. Tonight John had invited Sherlock over for dinner with him. Rosie had a movies night with her aunt Harry. (John seriously wasn't sure who whorshipped whom more. These two were soulmates, no joking.)

The doctor was determined to make Sherlock a nice proper meal. He didn't cook often, but he ought to get better at it, he can't keep ordering takeout with a kid at home. What if Rosie will never eat anything homemade?! That could end up into an embarrassing situation at a friend's house...

Lost in his thoughts he prepared his 'easy but fancy meal' (no, he hasn't googled this). He had ended up with Lasagna. The bechamél sauce was the difficult part about it, but he was confident it would work out. He heard the bell ring and - wiping his hands on the ridiculous apron Harry got him (it says 'BAMF' in pink, purple and blue colors on it. According to her that means 'bad ass motherfucker', which he thought was absurd, but, well, he didn't wanna get his shirt dirty) - he went to open the door for a very early Sherlock. Who has apparently just been in a massive fight.

"Bloody hell, Sherlock! What happened to you?"

"Idiot brought a knife to a gun fight. Still managed to cut me however, that imbecile."

"They cut you? How deep? Where? Let me see.", John Watson was in immediate doctor mode.

"Not that deep.", Sherlock said waving his hnd dismissively.

"Oh no! We are not doing this! Go sit down somewhere, I'll get my doctor's kit.", John commanded and went into the bathroom to wash his hands and get the kit.

When he came back, Sherlock was sitting on the couch, no coat and jacket on, limps spread out around him, right hand to his side, the blood running through his fingers.

"Jesus. Sherlock.", John was frozen for a second, anxiously staring at his friend, regretting he couldn't protect him anymore whenever he decided to run after a serial killer.

Then the feeling faded and with his usual professional tone he told Sherlock to take his shirt off. The great idiot detective sighed but obeyed. Meanwhile John put on surgical gloves and poured disinfectant onto a cotton ball. When he looked up and stared at his friend's freed stomach he gulped. Not because he hasn't seen worse, but because it was Sherlock who was the injured. What if he wouldn't get away so easily next time? John wasn't sure how he would take another one of Sherlock's funerals. A real one this time. Internally John shook himself and focused on his task.

"I'm gonna clean the wound and see if it needs stitches now.", John told his patient. When he started disinfecting, he heard Sherlock take in a sharp breath. That, and a few seconds of cleaning, made him realize, "Sorry, mate, but the wound is deep enough for sutures. I'm gonna call an amb-"

"No!", Sherlock immediately protested and his face was a mask of pain. "It's you or nothing at all."

John stared at him, he had done that often before, back in the days, but how could Sherlock still insist on John stitching him up? With a resigned sigh, because he knew there was no reason in arguing, he took off his gloves. "Alright, I'll get you some ice. It will help with the pain and the swelling."

When he came back, he sat back down and put on a fresh pair of gloves. "Listen. I hate you getting injured, and I am honored you let me have you stitch up but you will have to learn to do this yourself. I am not available 24/7 and I can't risk you passing out while having a fever dream from the blood loss, simply because you refuse to seek medical attention like a child. So you gonna watch, listen, hell- observe while I am doing this. You got me?"

Sherlock had a neutral facial expression, but stared deep into John's eyes. "Yes, sir."

"You already know who is in charge here, that's a good start.", John smirked. Then their eyes met and just how it always has been, there was a connection between the two men which took actual willpower to break. When they did, John started explaining, "Step one: sanitize and examine the wound. Deeper than half an inch? Sutures are needed.

"Step two: if the wound is swollen, ice it.", John nodded at the ice on Sherlock's stomach, while he disinfected the needle and thread.

"This will provide a numbness as well. Helpful, when there's no local anasthetics available."

"Step three, actually- step zero: wash hands, and wear gloves to prevent infection. Always wash your hands and wear gloves, hear me?", John fixed his gaze on Sherlock. The detective was determined to show no pain but he couldn't fool John. A simple nod satisfied John.

"Good. Step three: Disinfect needle and thread and the rest of the equipment. I use a needle holder, to ensure no infections will occur. Holding it with your hand may easily cause them." John was glad Sherlock had his voice to focus on. That he had given that genius brain something to fixate on, to save into a room or a file or whatever in his mind palace with every little detail. Because the stitches - even with the ice - are gonna add another pain level.

"Step four: with your forceps" - John grabbed them - "check the skin and determine what needs to be done.", John did as he was explaining, wishing he had a mask to further protect Sherlock from a possible infection.

"Step five: punctuate the skin and make sure the needle penetrates the skin up to 0.5cm, exit on the other side of the wound. The needle needs to be held perpendicular to the skin and you rotate your hands clockwise.", when the needle sank into Sherlock's skin, his patient groaned in pain. "For this you'll need to release the needle holder by pulling it right with your ring finger-", John did as he was explainig. "-and pushing it left with your thumb.

"Step six: hold the needle holder and pull the thread. Leave 3-5cm on the side of the wound. Step seven: hold the thread with your right - in your case left - hand and wrap it around the tip of the needle holder. Catch hold of the thread on the left of the wound using the needle holder. Make the wrapped thread pass out of the needle holder and tie it around the loose thread and then cut the excess thread.", John was glad Sherlock was a genius because when he had first learned this, he still had had a million questions.

Satisfied John looked at his work. "This was it - you had made a secure knot. Now, step eight: repeat this process by moving up the wound about 0.6cm to perform the next suture."

Sherlock was making pained noises while John performed step eight. "Do you think you can focus on my hands and describe what I am doing? Might be a good distraction.", the doctor suggested.

Sherlock gritted his teeth, nodded and did as he was told. Indeed, his pained sounds decreased and his observation-mode was turned on.

After a while John said, "There. Sutures are done. Now the final step is putting a sterilized pad and bandage on. Here, sit up."

Sherlock did and John wrapped the bandage around Sherlocks rib cage; tight but not too tight. His breath gave Sherlock's skin, that had broken out into a sweat during the suturing process, goosebumps. John followed them up... over side, arm, chest, nipple. John licked his lips. Then he cleared his throat and stood up. "I'll look for a shirt that will fit you. You hardly can wear that one over there." John pointed at the ripped and blood covered dressing shirt on the ground.

"Your clothing choice is a rather interesting one, too.", Sherlock countered, a hint of a raised eyebrow visible on his carefully controlled face.

For a second John was confused, but when he looked down at himself he remembered his 'BAMF' apron... John's eyes widened.

"Fucking hell!", he swore. John ran into a kitchen and already saw smoke coming through the oven. "THE LASAGNA!"

A bunch of further curses escaped John's mouth while he took the burnt piece of pasta out. Sherlock followed him into the kitchen. He leaned on the door frame crossing his arms over his bare chest. "Apparently bisexual Badass Motherfuckers can't cook.", he stated.

Waving around with a kitchen towel and opening a window to get rid of the smoke, John was busy with other things. But when Sherlock's words sank in he slowly turned around. "I'm sorry- what?", he asked incredulously.

Sherlock nodded at John's garment. "Your apron. It's in the bisexual pride colors."

With oven mittens on, palms up, John stared down at his apron. "Oh. Oh, Harry that absolute-"

"-genius lesbian with her evidently accurate observations regarding sexuality?", Sherlock finished, pushing himself off the wall. He slowly walked over to John.

"Hold on one second! How many times did i say I am not-"

"-Gay? No, but bisexual you are, my dear Watson.", with that Shelock stood in front of him, his upper body only wearing a bandage John had put on him only a moment ago.

The blogger shook his hands in denial. "I- I am not..."

But he didn't get further because Sherlock pressed his lips against his and John forgot what he wanted to say. Soft, cupid bowed lips, rested against chapped, thin lips. Until John pulled back and stared at a rather precarious Sherlock. And without another thought he ripped his oven mittens off and clasped his hands around this face, this familiar beautiful face and kissed Sherlock again. He was moving on pure instinct, none of this was his brain's doing, it was all his body's. It knew what it had wanted for years and now wouldn't let the opportunity slip. They kissed and gasped and pulled and moaned. Until Sherlock hissed in pain, because John had eagerly pulled him close and it hurt his freshly sutured wound.

John loosened his grip and they let air drift between their bodies again. "I- you-", John tried.

"Harry and I might have a point?", Sherlock said with cocky grin.

John sighed, laughed, and let his forehead drop into his hand. "Yeah. I suppose you might."

They caught their eyes and then started giggling, like they did after their first case.

Sherlock's gaze fell on the burnt lasagna behind John. "Takeout?"

"Starving", John replied with a soft but genuine smile on his face.

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this time i have to thank my lovely friend (lol are we even friends?!) @safedistancefrombeingsmart for 1. telling me that John can't cook and should teach Sherlock how to make proper stitches instead. And 2. for her genius photoshopoed bi-colored BAMF sweatshirt. This oneshot would have been a lot less fun without you. Thank you, smartin'! ;)

this part required a lot of research (as i am an absolute no-hoper at anything medical). i must admit i partly directly quoted from the site. check it out if you're interested!

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shadowsofrose · 10 months

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Pov: You’re in a horror film. - Outfit/Role

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lluzionz · 2 years

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hello, may i have some headcanons of Kaeya and Itto with a Y/N who see theirself as a bad person (like they would blame theirself for everything, and even hate and feel angry of themselfs from stuff they did as a kid) thx for reading

Hello dear, I honestly don't know what to say to make you feel better. You are an amazing person (I'm sure you are even tho I don't know you) and you don't deserve to feel like this. You deserve to be happy. I love you <3

"Perfection"

Kaeya, Itto x gn!reader

Tw: self hate, comfort

A/n: I really hope that this will help you feel a little better and I always be here if you need someone to talk to.

Kaeya

Hearing you crying your eyes out in your room, he didn't hesitate a moment as he opened the door and walked in and found you crawled up in your bed.

"Love, what is the matter? Why are you crying?" He asked you as he sat besides you, pulling you closer to him as he took your body in his arms.

At first, no words came out of your mouth, the only sound that came out of you was the sound of crying, but after Kaeya pressured you a little more by asking you why are you crying, you finally broke down and started telling him everything what you felt while sobbing.

"Because I'm a bad person Kaeya. Ever since I was a little kid, I keep on doing mistakes and hurting the people around me, mentally or physically. Many of my friends has gotted injured because of me, heck even you had gotted injured because of me. Because I wasn't strong enough to protect you, I wasn't good enough."

You couldn't even talk properly because of how much you were crying. All of the things you thought about yourself, rushed back to you, making you cry even harder. Kaeya just stood there, looking at you, waiting for you to stop saying such nonsense about yourself. "Y/N are you done saying such nonesense or you'll keep on talking?" Kaeya asked you, he sounded like he was annoyed of what you were saying.

"What?" You asked, finally looking up at him. "I asked why are you saying such things even tho nothing of what you said is true." He said as he placed his hnd on your chin and made you look at him. The only bad thing you did was believing in such nonesense and nothing else. Yes you may did some things wrong and ended up hurting the people around you but you are a human and humans make mistakes but they learn from them and improve. He continued as he stroke your skin.

"B-but I hurted people that I love, my friends, even you got hurted because of me!" You said again but Kaeya placed his index finger in you lips, shushing you so he continue talking. "Y/N can you please stay quiet and just listen to me? The fact that your friends got injured during the battle wasn't your fault, but theirs. They were the ones who were weak and couldn't even protect themselves. It was their fault, not yours and the same goes for me. I underestimare my opponet and ended up getting hurt and this wasn't your fault either." He said.

You lowered your head, embarrashed of what Kaeya was telling you bur he lifted you chip up once, forcing you to look at him. "Hey Y/N look at me. You are an incredible person with a wonderful personality. The only thing that you're doing wrong is not believing in yourself. This is your only fault, your low esteem." He said as tears started falling from your eyes once again.

For the first time in your life, you felt extremely happy that someone pointed out how amazing of a person you are. People used to tell you how lovely you were and how happy they were to have you around them but you always accused them of lying to you. But, for some reason, you believed him. He helped you realised the sourse of your self hate by pointing out your low self esteem when others tried to make you forget about your problems.

"I love you Kaeya." You comfessed as you placed your hand on his cheek, pulled him closer to you and gave him a kiss on the lips. Kaeya was shocked at first but quick to pull you closer by the waist and kiss you back. You pulled away from him, once you became breathless and Kaeya had a big grin on his face as he looked at you. "Someone has finally began to realise that they are the best thing that ever happened in my life and that I want them to see themselves as I see them. A pure perfection." He finished his sentence with a kiss on your forehead.

Itto

"Hey babe, what's wrong?" He asked as soon as he found you crying in your room. "Leave me alone Itto." You replied, without turning to face him. You were too tired from crying to pay any attention to him.

"But why are you crying?" He asked againas he sat next to you, putting a strand of hair behind your ear and stroking your cheek lightly. "Leave me alone Itto!" You yelled at him as you moved away from him. Itto got sturtled as he moved away from you. He didn't want to upset you any more.

"Can you at least tell me why are you crying?" He asked again, his voice was barely hearable. "Because I hate myself." You said in a low voice. You didn't want him to hear what you said. "What?" He asked as he moved closer to you once again in order to hear what you said.

"Because I hate myself Itto. I am a terrible person!" You got up from your bed and started yelling. All the emotions that you held inside all of this years came out at once, suffocating you. At this point, even the tears that were coming of your eyes had stopped. "I hate myself since I was little. Everything I did back then was wrong and even now nothing had changed. I am still the same horrible person that I used to be who keeps on doing mistakes and hurts people. Everyone around me is sad and it's all because of me. I hurt them. I even make you sad by telling you all of this. Gosh why am I so stupid. Why can't I do anything right? Why did you even chose to be with me Itto? Why did you choose to be with a useless person like me?" At this point, you couldn't even breath because of how much you were crying.

Itto on the other hand just sat there, looking at you without saying anything. What could he say? The way you talked and the things you said about yourself left him unable to even think of anything to say. Instead, he got up from your bed, grabbing you by the arm as he pulled you closer to him and hugged you as tightly as ge could. He gril was so tight that he almost broke your ribs but still, he didn't let go of you. He would never do something like this. Ever. Why? Because you were the best person that he knew and nothing you said earlier could change his mind.

Because nothing of that you said was true. He didn't know who made you think such terrible things about yourself but nothing of what you said was true, that was for sure. His arms wrapped tighter around you as he hid his face on the base of your neck, tears, his tears, wetting your neck. "Itto, why are you crying?" You asked as you wrapped your arms around his muscular body, running circules all over his back, soothingly.

"I'm crying because of what you said. Because everything you said is a lie. You are the best person I know and nothing you or anyone says can change my mind." He said. "I know that you see yourself as a bad person who keeps on doing mistakes and hurts people around you in the procces but this is not true at all. And I can prove that you. All you has to do is see yourself from my eyes. See how great of a person you are and how much you mean to me, to everyone around you, to every single person that loves you. See yourself from our point of you and then you understand who you really are. And that's definitely not the person you think you are.

Tears started streaming donw your face but this time it was for a different reason. This time your tears were because of happiness. Itto's words made you so happy that you couldn't stop crying. "Thank you Itto. Thank you so much. Your words means so much to me!" You cried as you hugged him tighter and rested you forehead on his shoulder. "Hey, hey Y/N, don't cry." Itto pulled away from you, causing you to step back and look at him. "I don't want you to cry Y/N. So please don't cry!" He said as he placed his hands on both of your cheeks and wiped your tears away. A chuckle escaped you as you placed your hands on top of his.

"Haha, Itto don't worry. I'm not sad anymore. This tears are tears of happiness." You said as a smile spread across your lips. "Oh so you're happy now?" Itto asked as he broke into a big smile. You nodded your head as Itto pulled you closer once again and lifted you in his arms, twirling you around as you laughed happily. Itto always had a way to make you smile even in your saddest moments and you were so thankfull for that. You were so thankfull to have him in your life even tho sometimes you felt you didn't deserve him. As if he heard your thoughts, he replied to what was bothering your mind. "You do deserve me Y/N. You deserve to be loved and I'll make sure to give you all the love I have and even more." He said as he squeezed you in his arms.

#genshin impact #genshin x reader #genshin headcanons #kaeya x reader #itto x reader #genshin boys #genshin comfort #genshin boys x reader

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hauntsect · 21 days

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battlemaiden13 · 2 years

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Hello luv! Is it ok if you showed us what the skeletons think of their neighbor so far? Like their feelings (are they deeply in love, realizing that they have a crush, ect), what she is to them, what their IDEAL relationship with their neighbor would be, ect?

Take your time!

13: I sorta combined these two

Also these are the skeletons feelings as of Chapter 91 (holy cow) I’ve also included all of the skeletons met up to this point and there are spoilers up to this point.

Sans -He sees her as a friend at least. There are not really any romantic interests there yet but he also definitely isn’t looking for them. When he gets a crush on you he will probably freak out about it but at least he thinks you're a friend now. He never thought he would consider a human a friend so this is all new to him but he’s decided to go with it. His current ideal relationship with the human is just friends but he enjoys spending time with them and although he doesn’t realize it he is starting to lean on them more. He doesn’t really factor in the other skeletons into his relationship with you. Even if he was actively pursuing you they wouldn’t really cross his mind.

Papyrus -He considers you to be a very good friend. You two often go over to each other's house and talk without necessarily the need to be invited over. He likes you alot although currently it’s probably more along the lines of a family love than a crush or romantic feelings. This is mainly due to your previous relationship with Jack where Papyrus wouldn’t see you as a possible romantic interest because you were technically seeing someone. At the moment he thinks that this is his ideal relationship with you. You get along and hang out and he just really enjoys your company. He considers the other skeletons to just sort of be there. They aren’t really a threat but he won’t ignore them. He’s surprisingly good at cockblocking and if he was interested in you he would be doing it unintentionally.

Red -Oh he has it bad for you, the one thing holding him back is himself. The date at Grim’s where he got drunk was basically him trying to scare you away before his feelings got too deep but surprise instead of running you stayed and now he likes you. It’s very much him freaking out about it though and there is no way in hell that he would act on his. His own negative thoughts about himself will prevent him from acting on it or believing that it could ever evolve from more than a crush. Ideally you would confess to him but he 100% believes this would never happen. Absolutely thinks that everyone else has a better chance then him so why bother. He doesn’t think to use the other skeletons or see them as a threat, more along the lines of they will win this fight so why bother trying.

Edge -He was putty in your hands the moment you got him a job. This only deeped with you using his real name and him cheering you up after Jack broke your heart. He absolutely has a crush on you and is very protective although he is trying not to push this as he knows the two of you had a rocky start. He’s not really aware that what he feels towards you is a crush although it’s fairly obvious to everyone else. Ideally you confess to him and start dating but he’s also pretty content with how things are right now. He doesn’t think anyone is a threat, have you seen him? You would be a fool if you didn’t choose him in the end.

Blue -Everyone at this point pretty much knows that Blue likes you romantically, he is not trying to hide it at all and has actively prevented others from getting close to you. Basically all that’s worrying him now is how close the others are getting to you but if you end up liking someone else, he’ll be sad, but won’t try to stop you from being happy. He really wants to ask you out but after everything that happened with Jack he thinks you just need a friend right now and he is happy to be that for you, honestly he’s not expecting anything in return and he’s happy to wait until you might be ready for another relationship. Even if you end up turning Blue down he still wants to be friends so he’s going to work on that first. Everyone is a threat to a possible relationship with you and Blue isn’t afraid to play dirty.

Orange -He is aware that he has a crush on the human but he is also very aware that his brother does too. He is struggling with wanting to pursue his own feelings but also not wanting to hurt his brother in any way. The closer the two of you get the more he is struggling with this but pulling away also hurts and he doesn’t know what to do. His ideal relationship would be if his brother admitted that he only saw you as family and you started dating Orange. He was trying to drown his feelings out for you by sleeping around but recently that has backfired and it really only helped him in the moment. Orange does see a lot of the others as a threat but knows he doesn’t have a claim to you so there really isn’t much if anything he can do about it.

Berry -He’s still doesn’t realize he has a crush on you he does have moments where he is like “what the fuck is happened? Why am I feeling this? Why was the human just so hot!” but he has no idea why. He still gets extremely jealous especially if you are hanging out with his brother as he has some personal issues around Syrup but he assumes all of these feelings are due to the underground experience he had and a need to protect you because you're weak, in his eyes at least. Ideally you would want to spend more time with him and maybe start to put him in his place more. Simultaneously thinks that no one and everyone is a threat. He fully believes he could win you over but if he sees you getting too close to someone else he will throw a tantrum.

Syrup -He likes you and he is well aware that he likes you. He also knows that Berry likes you so he won’t be laying it on too thick. Also not knowing how long his feelings will last though he is going to take any opportunity to flirt or get some touches in but he won’t push it too far. For him right now you are sort of in his ideal relationship. He’s close enough that he could get away with hugging you or holding your hand, if he could work the courge, but not too close that it upsets his brother to the point of disowning him but still enough for Syrup to tease Berry. No one is really seen as a threat to him but he will happily use the others in an attempt to win you over.

Axe -He doesn't really remember who you are. One meeting is not enough for a person to stick in his mind but with some prompting he could possibly remember that you were nice and not scared of him. These two things don’t seem like much but they are important to him. Not being able to remember you he doesn’t really have an ideal relationship he wants or needs from you although he would absolutely benefit from making more friends besides the monsters he lives with.

Crooks -He really likes you and is super excited to get to know you more. He’s heard a lot about you from Papyrus and meeting you just met all his expectations. Ideally he wants to be good friends with you although he is worried that due to his past you might not want to befriend him and was just being polite when you met. Mango -Has heard a lot about you from some of the other skeletons, he likes humans so he wants to be close to one but he is extremely nervous around new people. He is just sort of curious about you right now but also doesn’t know if he’ll ever get the chance to meet you again so has resigned himself to just seeing you that one time. It is nice to put a name to a face though.

Mint -Hates you with every fiber of his being. But you shouldn’t take this too personally. Mint hates all humans and wants them all to be eradicated but apparently this isn’t allowed. He doesn’t really know who you are and the further away from him that you are the happier he will be.

Roulette -He is very attracted to you and is desperately trying to ignore these feelings because you are his boss's little sister! It’s a full on crush and he hates how he fell for you so quickly but he’s not going to act on these feelings. One the aforementioned connection to his boss makes him not want to pursue anything in case it fucks up his job for him and his family and two he’s job is dangerous. You getting involved anymore is not safe and he hated seeing you hurt so he’ll want to avoid that again. Doesn’t mean he’s not allowed to look, and enjoy his time with you while you are there.

Sniper -He doesn’t have romantic feelings or a crush on you yet. He was just so worried about you hating him and his bro that there wasn’t any room for considering you in a romantic sense. He thinks you are a really amazing person and so kind that he was seriously stressed that you would hate him. So far to him you are only a good friend but with the realization that you accept him for who he is this can quickly change.

Colt -Likes you but is also very good friends with Damian and wouldn’t do anything to fuck that up. Him and Damian are really close friends and although Colt thinks you are hot and does like you he doesn’t want to screw up his relationship with your brother since it’s hard for him to befriend people. He doesn’t see the harm in flirting a little and hanging out with you but unless he gets Damians blessing he will keep a distance.

Musket -He still doesn’t really have an opinion on you. You guys just haven’t hung out. He thinks you're nice and he has an admiration for you now knowing that you are the Skulls of the legends. He sort of sees you as a senior or his boss and will continue to treat you with respect but on the inside he has like a 100 questions to ask you as he’s secretly a huge fan of your work.

Carbine -Your more like his boss than anything else at this stage. You are technically above him in the ranks so he’s not entirely wrong but this misconception he has means he will distance himself from you unconsciously. He still thinks you're a nice human but doesn’t think it’s appropriate to get closer to you at this stage. He just needs to spend more time with you for this illusion he has of you to be broken.

Rifle -He really likes you and is growing fond of you quickly. He’s pretty shy but for some reason after hanging out with you for that one day he doesn’t feel shy around you and actually feels confident being himself. It’s nice and very calming for him and if he really thought about it for a while then he would absolutely have a crush on you.

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cannibalcaprine · 4 months

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fire anon from yesterday

stuck my hnd just close enough to a flame to singe some hairs

im, normal now

oh are you

how'd it feel?

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jeonzzn · 3 months

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cnabihan aku ni vergel na nagooverthink sila saking pagkatahimik sa personal, at kahit sa gc.

so ano nga ang nangyayare?

garne unang una ang akin pagiging honors like tangina nawala ang pagkatao ko simula ng nag card giving ng 1st sem kz nasampal ako ng kadismayaan na putangina ggraduate ako ng hnd honors e halos buong buhay ko honors ako, parang ?? ewan ko alam ko hindi required ang pagiging honors pero yon na lang kase ang titulong maganda meron ako. tamad, wlang alam sa bahay, masama ugali, di marunong makiramdam, okay ilahat mo na. everytime na maiisip ko, aanhin pa ung pag eeffort ulit kung hnd rin sasabitan sa huli. ngaun 2nd quarter card giving, nag expect talaaga ako putangina. uminom na ako ng kape sa madaling araw para gising buong gabi hanggang sa pagpasok na makapag aral lang. okay naman grades ko sa exam, somehow may mas nakakataas naman ako sa iba, pero sa lit ?? may mas mababa pa sakin na lexile pero pinag intervention, ako hindi kinontak, kaya akala ko ayos lahat walang bagsak. boom hnd honors, gago? gusto ko iredeem sarili ko ngayon second sem, alam w medyo imposible at hindi nga ako honors ng dalawang quarter, pero high hinors ang inaaim ko. nakakainis lang kasi nakikita ko sina mark, jae ann, wala din naman silang ganon na kaibigan sa room na nakakausap talaga pero nakakaya nila maging honors. kaya ganon parang nagbago mindset ko na sige okay try ko den, sinakripisyo ko mga paggala, hindi na ako masyado kumakausap sa kanila kase nagbago na talaga, feel ko distraction na lang talaga mga sa paligid ko at nagguilty ako sobra. alam ko na kaibigan ko sila na gusto ako tulungan, pero ung mga salita, pramis wala magagawa sakin un kung tanga pa rin ako kaya kelangan ko munang meron akong patunayan bago kausapin mga kaibigan ko. humingi man ako ng advice tapos baka wala din naman magbabago sakin, nag aksaya lang ng oras db.

Moving on (ihh), kanina magkakatabi sila na nagtatawanan, nafeel q lng n baka talaga sila yung dapat na magkakasama kasi bawat isa sa kanila may ibang circle na pede takbuhan, ako talaga wala. kahit mga kapep ko, nagguilty na ako magkwento na tungkol sakin feel ko parang napipilitan lang sila magreply sakin kase ang sama tlaga ng ugali ko sa kanila. at ang sama din ng ugali nila sakin kaya nagcclick talaga, may mga bagay na napapagtawanan namin ng mga kapep ko na pag tatalunan sa isang group. Tapos lagi pang ang taray ko sumagot sa kanila, if hindi, pinapakita q tlga na wala akong interest sa kanila, kasi wala naman talaga, ayoko na maging curious kasi ayoko na magselos na mas madami nasasabi ang isa sa isa, e magkakaibigan nga tayo bakit parang alam niyong tatlo ang nangyayari tapos ako ayon mukang saling pusa lang sa group at isa p if ever man na itry nila ako isali ako naman talaga ang may ayaw pramis kahit pilitin ako nawawalan na ako ng gana pero gusto ko pa rin sila kasama. aware naman ako na ako ung problema kaya as much as possible lumalayo na ako kase ayaw ko silang sisihin or mafeel nila na may mali silang ginagawa kaya ako nagkakaganto. ik napag usapan na yung issue na un dati pa kasi na open ko na rin naman, e para naman wlang nagbago ganun lang, kunting improve sa una, pero di ko na talaga kinaya kaya ako na ung kusang lumalayo. feel ko naooff na rin sila sa mga pinagsasabi or pinaggagagawa ko lalo na nung cnabi ni hanz na "wtf raissa ang off mo, nakakaoff ung cnabe mo" tpos ang full intention ko pa is to lighten up the mood kz he was nervous, kla ko fel nia mag isa xia sa ganon well kaya q cnabi edi call tau havang nag uusap kau para alam nia n kasama nia kmi e d pla un ganon kaya talaga ako dumistansya kase nafeel ko na ganon pala akong kaibigan at since gus2 ko tlg dumistansya dhil ng acads, didistansya na lang talaga ako para sa ikabubuti ng lahat. pero ang nagpapaiyak tlg skin now is ung pagiging honors ko pramis, apektado kase ako pati ung pamilya ko. nag apply ako sa top unis tpos nabawasan pa ung chance ng pagkapasa ko dahil nga hindi ako honors kaya RAAHHHH. BASTA, ang alam ko, nagsimula akong mawala sa sarili nung hindi ako naging honors 🔥

sana di na ako umiyak basta basta pag randomly kong naiisip ang anu man naisulat ko here 😭😭

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majboughey · 3 months

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This is the first part of my Illustrated book called ‘A Tale of a Patchwork Goblin’, which I created for my FMP (Final Major Project) of my HND Graphic Design course in my second year.

The story of the book is about a girl who finds out that she is different from most others and her journey through a world that’s not designed for people like her. I wrote the story myself using my avatar and my experiences as a neurodivergent person with a touch of fantasy mixed in. I used fantasy creatures as a metaphor for neurodivergent people as I, a neurodivergent person, feel like at times I’m something completely different from others due to how people treat me and how the world just isn’t designed for people like me. I created the book to raise awareness for neurodivergent people and what we must deal with in a world that isn’t designed with us in mind.

I was the one who designed, drew, and edited the illustrations that go with the story. I first sketched and inked the characters and the items they are interacting with by hand, then I edited and coloured them all in Photoshop, using either the paint bucket tool or the textures that I took pictures of and edited myself. I painted the background by hand using gouache paint and edited it in Photoshop, to fit with the aesthetic of the book. The borders were drawn in Photoshop using my drawing tablet and then edited and coloured. The font for the title was created by me, it was created for another project, but I decided to use it for this one as well, as it went with the design of the book.

I printed out the pages and bound them by hand using a variation of the kettle stitch. I also created the covers using fabrics, paint, and string, and I created a bookmark ribbon to go with it. I then put everything together and decided to add two of the lino prints that I carved and printed myself to the inside of the covers.

The book, illustrations, and story are all created by me.

I only created the title font the rest of the fonts weren’t created by me.

The second part of the book is here: This is the second part of my Illustrated book... — M.A.J Boughey (tumblr.com)

The last part of the book is here: This is the last part of my Illustrated book... — M.A.J Boughey (tumblr.com)

#college #illustration #illustrated book #Book #m.a.j's art #goblin #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #my avatar #mix media #goblincore #A Tale of a Patchwork

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i-dont-want-your-hysteria · 2 years

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One Lonely Night (Joe x Reader)- Part 1

(One night in October of 2020, I couldn't sleep. I reached over to my phone, and wrote this entire fic within the next hour or so. It's angst. It's all angst. I originally thought it was too angsty to post, so I sat on it for 2 years. Enjoy the angst)

TW: nightmares/description of panic attack

Words: 1,950

Prompt: Post-HND/pre-Pyro era. You bunk with Joe at he and Denise's house one winter night, but someone has a nightmare, and it causes you to take a good look at your relationship.

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February, 1982

He'd awoken with a scream of high alarm at an ungodly hour. It was enough to scare you awake as well, and in due time, you found yourself unexpectedly holding him tight and rocking him gently.

You were in his room with him that night, but it was only for one night; one night that you were staying with him, one night that Denise was gone, and one night where it was supposed to get drastically cold.

The expected- but sudden- extreme drop in the temperature made Joe forbid you from sleeping on the sofa (as was the original plan). Instead, he insisted you claim Denise's vacant spot on their bed in order to be shielded from the briskness.

You couldn't argue. It was logical and considerate of him not to leave you in the cold. Who were you to object to a warm, cozy bed?

It was only for one night. It was just supposed to be a simple, freezing, straightforward night. You were supposed to sleep, wake up, eat breakfast, and get on your way.

Things went a little differently.

That's how you found yourself here.

Your hand was resting on the back of his head, "Shh..."

You'd been embraced like this for only a fraction of a moment. Though his heart hammered against your chest, Joe wasn't out of breath as badly anymore. His overall weakness made itself visible through the way he held onto you; it felt as if he were really trying, but wasn't doing his best. Despite all you'd been through, you'd never seen him so terrified.

After a quick but steady moment of you holding him like this, you felt him start to shudder occasionally, and warm tears began to seep into your shoulder.

"It's alright, I'm right here..."

He held onto you tighter.

"You're safe now, it's over..."

It had then occurred to you that you'd never seen him cry before, and you were surprised he let himself go so easily. It broke your heart to see him so brittle.

"Just in and out... you'll wake up in a moment..."

A dead silent room at 3:00am felt like a rather eerie place to be recovering from a nightmare, now that you came to think of it. Darkness was still everywhere despite the lamp being on. It didn't feel much safer than whatever unpleasant dream Joe had been mercifully removed from.

You gave him time and hoped he'd come around. At any given instant, you expected him to retract himself and go back to normal. After all, that was the Joe you always knew.

The seconds ticked away, but he didn't seem to be coming down. Whatever had scared him left him petrified, and your efforts felt ineffective to say the least. He didn't feel like he was becoming more grounded, either, so you decided to do the only thing you could think of in order to appease him.

Because in the end, it was something you knew would capture your Joe's attention.

"Let me put my arms around your head..." you very softly and very slowly sang to him. Your fingers on the back of his head tenderly stroked his hair.

"Jee, it's hot, let's go to bed..."

You felt his muted sobbing gradually stop, and the tension he wrapped around you began to become loose.

"Don't forget to turn on the light..."

He was still shivering slightly from the chills of terror, but his breathing had slowed.

"Don't laugh, babe, it'll be alright..."

Who knew such an amply sized man could become so small? Joe certainly wasn't afraid to be vulnerable at times, but this- this was an extreme that made you wonder if it had ever happened before. You had never heard of him having nightmares in the past, and you knew this wasn't a good time to ask on that matter. Perhaps this was just a particularly unlucky occasion that you just so happened to be there for.

Still, though, whatever history Joe had with this sort of thing, you were happy that he wasn’t currently alone.

"Pour me out another phone, I'll ring and see if your friends are home..."

In an unexpected turn of events, Joe began to whisper along with the lyrics.

"Perhaps the strange ones in the dome, can lend us a book, we can read up alone..."

You closed your eyes in relief. Grounded-- he was becoming grounded. He was coming around and breaking from the illusion his tainted dreams had trapped him in minutes ago.

"And try to get it on like once before..."

You were still rocking him gently, secretly hoping he'd want to stay safely concealed in your arms for just a little longer.

"When people stared in Jagger's eyes and scored, like the video films we saw..."

You fell quiet, feeling the man in your arms may have been fully back in his body once again. You decided to test those waters.

"Are you okay now?"

There was silence for a few seconds. You hoped to god he would revert back to his normal talkative self; it would've been a wonderful sign that he was okay.

Instead, he reassured you in a different way.

He very softly continued the Bowie lyric, "His name was always Buddy..."

You smiled to yourself, shutting your eyes and continuing in the way you were before, "And he'd shrug and ask to stay..."

His hair in between your fingers, the damp stains of tears on your shoulder- it all made you feel horribly close to Joe. It all happened so fast that you didn't have time to process just how deeply intimate the whole scenario was.

"She'd sigh like Twig the Wonder Kid, and turn her face away..."

Your mind went back to Denise; had this ever happened around her? What was her level of providing intimate comfort for Joe? Were you being just as intimate- possibly more intimate- than he was with her? How vulnerable would Joe let himself get around his girlfriend?

"She's uncertain if she likes him, but she knows she really loves him..."

Either way, you decided it didn't matter. This was clearly a one-of-a-kind moment, and how you were handling it was clearly making an impact.

Joe appeared appreciative of your comfort, and that was satisfactory for you.

"It's a crash course for the ravers, it's a drive-in Saturday."

You squeezed him just a little tighter, asking again, "You think you're okay now?"

He slowly peeled himself away from you, wiping his eyes and avoiding looking into yours.

"Yeah, I'm alright," his voice was a mere grumble, accompanied by a sniff, "I'm sorry I woke you up."

"That wasn't your fault."

Quietness settled between you again. You didn't quite know what to say, so you let your curiosity come forward in the name of caring.

"Does this normally happen?"

A solemn shake of Joe's head.

"Never like this. Never... this bad."

You frowned.

"This has happened before?"

"Few times," he was still looking down, "It's just... stress. It's kinda the- the same dream, but never this... vivid."

The admittance of stress came as no surprise to you; everyone was stressed lately. Recording the third Def Leppard album was starting to take its toll on everyone involved; especially Joe. Mutt was a best friend of the band, but he was also insanely particular. He was hard on everyone, and everyone took it the wrong way no matter what. There'd already been one occasion where Mutt had reduced Joe to tears in the vocal booth, and- though you weren't there for it- the tension in the studio had been painfully palpable ever since.

With this in mind, your next course of questioning would've been to acquire more detail about Joe's nightmare, but you could tell he was growing more and more uncomfortable as it seemed. You made up your mind to pass up on those questions for the moment.

Instead, you took his hand and beckoned him to lay down with you again. The bulk of his heightened panic seemed to be mostly gone, and he looked like he was growing rather tired from the sudden drop in adrenaline. His nerves still felt physically uneasy; you could feel this through his hand.

"What do you normally do when this happens? Does Denise help you?"

Joe sighed and wiped his eyes, ashamed, "...it's never happened around her before. I’ve never... told her."

Ah. There was the answer to your question. You were being more intimate than his girlfriend.

"I think you should talk to her about this, okay? Just so she's not surprised if this sort of thing happens. You can trust her; she loves you."

Joe's eyes closed, hiding the remaining, shameful tears in his eyes, "Okay."

You remained holding onto his hand in an effort to keep him grounded. You were both back under the covers now, lamp still on, and you told him to close his eyes and focus on the feeling of your hand in order to fall back to sleep peacefully.

"Picture yourself holding Denise's hand," you suggested, "Picture that she's here with you, protecting you, and telling you that everything is alright."

What Joe said next nearly took away your own feeling of being grounded. It hit you when you least expected it.

"I don't want to, cos I still need you here..."

It left you speechless. You had known nearly all the right things to say since you'd woken up, but now found yourself mute.

"I'm not going anywhere," you reassured him with a squeeze of his hand, choosing not to dwell on what he said, "The only place I'm going is back to sleep, and it's the same place you're going, too. I'll be right here."

Joe's breathing finally sounded 100% normal again, and the sound of it relieved you. He'd strengthened up since he'd unexpectedly awoken, now finally seeming a bit like the usual exhausted version of himself.

Your Joe was back.

"You're a great friend, Y/N..." Joe mumbled his weary thoughts, clearly drifting off once more, "I'm so lucky to have you..."

You squeezed his hand one last time, "I'm lucky to have you, too."

Everything felt as cozy as it’d been when you first climbed into bed. You were slightly afraid that in the morning, Joe would rather not mention this whole scenario. That was understandable. The only thing about that that worried you- was the thought of this night being forgotten from your friendship.

The only thing you wanted in this exhausted moment was to hold onto this new breed of intimacy-- for as long as you could.

This higher level of friendship peaked for only one, freezing night. It was one night where you and Joe shared a bed, one night where you comforted him after a terrible nightmare, and one night where you found a new meaning to the word 'intimate'. Platonic intimacy could also be a form of protection, and it seemed to be just the antidote for Joe's fears. As long as you both stayed in bed- your midnight mind was certain- this protection you had over him wouldn't fade.

As you drifted off alongside your weary and worn-out friend, it occurred to you exactly why you were sharing the bed with Joe in the first place: it was warm, it was comfortable.

It was safe.

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("Drive In Saturday" by David Bowie)

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