#holding back so much rn

[stiffyck]

friendly reminder to not pressure artists for more stuff :)

friendly reminder that asking someone when the next update for a fic or a next part of a comic or any series someone is making for *free* in their *free* time will just put pressure on the author :)

just leave a nice comment or a nice tag. tell them you like their work and leave it :)))

#holding back so much rn #you have no idea #anyway to all my writer friends: update at your own pace. dont stress it. its YOUR fic that youre writing IN YOUR FREE TIME FOR FREE!!!! #YOU DONT OWE PEOPLE SHIT #YOU DONT OWE THEM A SINGLE UPDATE #stiff talk #anyway. yep. take that as you will #stiff angy

[raykunaraccoon]

MY FRIEND GAVE ME AN OSWALD FUNKO POP AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT R U KIDDINF ME...

JSJWSJWJSJW HE'S SO CUTE AGHHHH

TY FRIEND🥹🥹🥹🥹

One of rhe best birthdays ever i think

#oswald the lucky rabbit #oswald disney #funko pop #uhh #ty🥲 #holding back so much rn #i will punch him #he will have to witness #the many things i do #oh no

[chaoticwhoknows]

do you guys ever think about jamie tartt and sam obisanya bc i do. constantly. they take up so much room in my brain. going from “no one in my entire career had made me feel worse about myself than jamie did” to sam and jamie being comfortable enough to constantly tease each other like siblings and swarm each other during goal celebrations and SAM being one of the first people (along with roy) who we see being concerned about jamie in mom city. JAMIE WEARING SAM’S NUMBER WHEN HE PLAYED FOR ENGLAND. season 3 jamie and sam are so… just so… they’re soooooooo!!! and season 2 jamie and sam are like hey what if i reached out to you through a series of seemingly small gestures in very vulnerable moments of yours bc i don’t know how to properly show that i care about you given the history between us until eventually we were just completely in sync with each other? what then?

and don’t even get me started on the parallels between them. ladies and gentlemen THE PARALLELS. the JUXTAPOSITIONS. the OTHER WORDS. their relationships with their fathers alone is so much to unpack. them cutting to JAMIE’S reaction when ola walked in and hugged sam in the locker room separately from the reaction of the rest of the team. the creators knew what they were doing with that

#i think about sam holding back another player (i think dixon?) during The Hug at Wembley so much #bc that’s sam saying ‘jamie needs roy and not me or you so we need to give jamie space’ #AND him saying ‘idk what jamie needs rn bc we aren’t There yet but ik he doesn’t need This’ #like there’s care in there and there’s an inability to express it #and jamie with the dubai air protest don’t get me STARTED. #like he doesn’t make a gracious statement he’s just like ‘hey pass the tape we all need to wear the same kit’ #like ‘i don’t understand what exactly you’re going through but i care about u and want to support you’ #when i write the sam-jamie scene to the addressing jamie’s dad fic… #i think then i will heal of all that ails me truly #microdosing on writing the sam jamie fic by writing this #jamie tartt #sam obisanya #i need to rewatch s2 just to pick them apart #ted lasso

[trobeds]

i know the hunger games isnt about romance i know it isnt a love story but. theres just something so beautiful in the way peeta is the personification of what it means to heal and he /is/ the dandelion and the bread and the hope that things can be better even if they wont be fixed. even if the nightmares dont stop he will still hold her. wake her up and tell her shes alive. shes safe. and when its over and done and theres no more saving or protecting or trying their absolute hardest to die if it means keeping the other alive, the horrors dont stop. but katniss will still find that comfort in peetas arms.

#and peeta Goes Through It too but hes there!!!!!!!! hes always there and hes kind and artistic and peaceful and good and everything that #the games could never destroy (the hijacking couldve but he found his way back. he still wonders whats real sometimes but he knows. he know #who he is. a painter a baker and a boy who loves. she reminds him of that love too) #anyways :( katniss longs for peetas arms and nobodys been this gentle with her since her father died and she stopped letting her mother #hold her. and peeta does #something about the way he holds her so so gently with so much love and care despite all the destruction and how peeta counteracts the fire #in katniss. the one that tells her she needs to protect and defend and prioritize keeping her family alive and keep her guard up. but hes #there to comfort her and hold her and protect her and those r all the things katniss doesnt get the privilege of thinking about because she #always thinking about who she needs to protect #its so personal to me. god i am Not okay rn #i have a rehearsal before school tmr and i am sooooo sleepy but. insane thoughts can never wait #everlark #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #peeniss #< the real ship name #the hunger games #thg #late night thoughts & all that jazz #🫀

[dhoklaaminoacid]

#andrea gibson #sigh #its been so long since I've had a sincere deep conversation w someone #where none of us are trying to flirt or say the right things #holding back #not revealing too much #not talking with some ulterior motive #i really wanna do this rn #a sincere conversation with comfortable silences i dont need to fill with my laugh #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[ghostorbz]

Welcome to another episode of: Hazel has lost their damn mind get them out of here

#sighhhh this was supposed to be a doodle #but now its not!!!! #tgey are holding hamds :3:3 #I LOVE THEM SOOSOSOSOSO MUCH EEEK #okay back to being normal #madness combat #madcom #art #my art #sanford madness combat #deimos madness combat #sanmos #THEY ARE SO CUTE i miss them so bad #madness combat and the fnnuy tie band is the only thing occupying my brain rn #im loooosssiiiing iitttt #but im having fun!!! so its okay #okay bai

[fjordfolk]

Sparty started her Christmas Crisis early this year, and hasn't kept food down for almost 48hrs.

She seemed good today - until 16:30 when the vet's office closed and she ejected four hour old boiled chicken under my workbench :)

#otherwise she seems fine - no fever and not lethargic apart from discomfort and tiredness #for the past two nights shes been waking us up every 3hrs :)) but less in the daytime #so we'll see #holding back solids tonight and sticking to broth and maybe a teaspoon of yoghurt which she usually handles well #just to get something into her #shes not super lean rn but last time she had a stomach bug it lasted a week and digestive kibble made her MUCH worse #if she gets worse im calling the vet in the morning #but im not optimistic on that either bc i know step 1 is 'you have to give her a week on this prescription food her stomach is NOT used to'

[stressedanime]

just received +25 psychic damage by relating song lyrics to the treatment of demigods in pjo

#coffins by misterwives #when i tell yall i made myself nauseous #i heard the lyrics “how do you soften the thought of carrying coffins? we were so alive only to see us wither and die” and i thought of #lester carrying jasons coffin to camp jupiter #this entire song feels like demigods who once had faith in the gods. but just can't anymore after being used for so long #god what i could do if i could edit videos still #lyrics “your ego swallowed you and from there you fled so far away could not find your way back” #SO lester coded #OH FUCK IT GETS WORSE #“i shook your ears tried to make you hear my call but you were long gone. no hope in a sunless dawn” #tell me thats not piper when shes holding jasons body #oh my GOD I SHOULD BE SLEEPING RN BUT SDJFKSLNFJSKLNJK im inflicting the damage on myself at this point #trials of apollo #the burning maze #toa spoilers #tbm spoilers #jason grace #lester papadopoulos #piper mclean #percy jackson #pjo #oh my GOD upon further analysis #it could also be very much thalia @ luke coded #about his corruption and turning his back on demigods #ohhhhhh this song is going to be the death of me

[puppyeared]

Ever since I was a little girl I always knew I wanted a butch twice my size to call me a good boy

#it hasn’t happened yet but I think it will fix me once it does #Im not much of a boy or a girl or anything and I gave up trying to put a name on it. but I really like that phrase #its weirdly pleasing and I wish I had more situations where I could call myself that…. sigh #I noticed that whenever I do smth like look both ways before crossing the street or hold the door for someone #I find a little voice in the back of my head praising me like wow!! good job!! you’re such a good boy!!! #idk what that says abt me but im not complaining. I am a good boy #I hope everyone is having a good week!! and if not I sincerely hope it gets better and the weeks to come #im updating my blog again for fun ^_^ #so far I’ve updated my header icon and text color but since im on the bus rn I might go back and change things when I get home #I also saw someone walking across campus wearing nothing but a t shirt and shorts in -15 Celsius weather #yapping

[wormswurld]

you guys i know this is a safe space for some FREAKY ASS CATTONQUICK POSTS but like….is it really a SAFE. SPACE. for some FREAK. i’m talking capital letters: F.R.E.A.K. ass shit posting….cuz i have thoughts that i need the people of freaky cattonquick nation to hear and i’m scared i will scare y’all cuz of how FUCKED my brain is……

i will tag my extreme ass shit i just need y’all’s voice HELP!!!!!!!!

#plz #i am holding back so much rn #PLEASE #I KNOW DIGITAL FOOTPRINT IS A REAL THING BUT I NEED. TO GET THIS OUT #talking to my moots in private abt this shit isn’t enough #i need you ALL to hear. #please. #saltburn #oliver quick #barry keoghan #saltburn posting #felix catton #jacob elordi #cattonquick #felix x oliver #lgbtqia

[annamatix]

i just finished believe me. you know what this means right. no more. no more juliette. no more warner. no more kenji, no more nazeera, no more winston, no more anyone. i might cry

i couldnt stop grinning reading it though like believe me is possibly my favorite book in the entire series

and KENJI oh my god i love kenji my husband i start grinning the second he opens his mouth he's so funny i love him so much

he was so funny in this book too OH MY GOD THE SCENE WHERE AARON ASKS KENJI IF HE'S COMING WITH....... SOBBING

and then when kenji told aaron that they're going to be neighbors man i love their bromance so much

#holding back tears rn #i loved this series so much #shatter me #believe me #tahereh mafi #kenji kishimoto #aaron warner

[mysicklove]

sigh, me and my big mouth got me in trouble again.

#🔪 - mello talks too much #cw discourse #i’m in the call out post BUT i commented as a joke not knowing anything about the situation #i thought it was another anti-aging up call out post that i have experienced. so i commented ”DRAMA?” as a silly joke thinking it #was something completely different....they were not talking about the anti-aging up call out posts.... #i just followed that account like less than a week ago #I DONT KNOW THESE PPL 😔😔😔😔😔😔 #i always like remain neutral on situations (hold opinions to myself) but bc i comment on everything i see i got involved on accident #i’m just going to block all of the accounts that are associated with the post bc i cant mentally deal with this rn LOL #or should i apologize? but i also feel like i didn’t do anything wrong #except for not being aware of my surroundings #between the minors contacting me and now me getting myself dragged into a callout post (OF PPL I DONT EVEN KNOW) tumblr is roasting me toda #everyone needs to gag me and tie my hands behind my back so i don’t accidentally enter things that i don’t mean to enter #if i need to do an apology post just let me know

[fuckdamn]

everytime i’m faced with wild overt misogyny that’s just platformed like it’s nothing i remind myself that people don’t actually have to feel this way about women. men are fully capable of treating women like human beings and viewing them as such. “but socialization but male fantasies but patriatchy speaks through us even when we don’t recognize it” sure but actually regardless there exist men who are fundamentally not raging misogynists and they generally seem happier and better adjusted. misogyny to me isn’t disappointing because “oh i can’t believe Men, as an essentialized category of person, are like this” it’s disappointing because people make the choice to be like this. “it’s my biological imperative as a man to dominate you” okay well it’s my biological imperative as a freaky bitch to dominate you so what now. what biological imperative is making you comment “onlyfans detected opinion rejected” on every picture of any attractive woman. i think i will always be understood by most people as a woman and i’m learning to accept that and trying to like it but misogyny makes me feel very trapped of course. but misogyny is a choice. which means some people make the choice to be misogynistic which is profoundly frustrating. but many other people choose not to be actively misogynistic and i believe anyone could choose not to be actively misogynistic if they wanted. so it’s a whole thing

#lotte.txt #womanhood is a fun thing to participate in with women who do not hate women. otherwise it’s very stifling and starts to not be worth it 4 me #for other girls — cis and trans btw — i think relishing in womanhood still feels worth it even when it’s very difficult and i admire that #but apart from my fashion sense and bloodlust i feel very detached from womanhood as like this primal animate Essence #but i don’t really want to be a man either. i like being a Weird Girl i like being a Hot Weird Girl #i’m more of a Hot Weird Girl than a Hot Weird Boy and i’ve discovered that through trial and error #and calling myself nonbinary/fluid accurately describes my experience in a lot of ways. but i also sometimes feel like the label doesn’t.. #serve me? if that makes sense #like i got really into kibbe in 2020 and it was like oh shit i’m a soft dramatic. how cool that there’s something that describes my body #but after a while i got exhausted with kibbe because yeah. by the logic of the system of course i’m a soft dramatic #and i operate with that knowledge in the back of my mind. but also so what. i am aware of the shape of my body now #and now i feel the label has very little left to offer me #like if you’re asking? sure i’m a kibbe soft dramatic. but i don’t hold kibbe’s system as law or view it as crucially important #that is very much how i feel rn about calling myself nonbinary #like if you want me to think about it? yeah i don’t strictly conform to the gender binary #but i don’t believe gender itself is useful for my growth - i don’t hold the institution of the gender binary sacred - why bother #why draw attention to where i exist within the system when i’m tired of defining myself in terms of the system at all. yk #aUghj. anyway

[myiayse]

shiguang yuri please save me

#GJYS I FORGOT TO POST THIS IT WAS SO LONG AGO OOHOGGHH MY GOD #shiguang daili ren #link clink #lu guang #cheng xiaoshi #shiguang #im balding for the hiatus rn please hurry as im typign this i have tears inbmy eyes #fanfics can only do so much for me im holding back from rewatching s2 for the 67 billionth time #oomfs...are we really oomfs if you havent watched link clikc yet...i don thinkbso #if you ever have any lc questions you have to come to me im the og

[fluffydisneyprincess]

FUCK IT WE'LL DO IT LIVE THIS TIME (L18 SPOILERS)

Luci and I are on the same wavelength here. This was absolutely my thought. Fuckers.

THIS WAS MY SECOND THOUGHT. LOOK HOW SAD SATAN IS. LOOK HOW DISSAPPOINTED. HE WON'T STOP THEM FROM GOING BUT ITS GONNA HURT. HE JUST GOT USED TO SEEING THEM AS BROTHERS. HOW DARE YOU HURT MY HUSBAND THIS WAY

Again they note Barbatos' silence. WHY???? WHY IS THAT RELEVANT?? WHAT DOES HE KNOW??

Big props and appreciation for Diavolo sounding like the King he is meant to be. Level headed but stern. Thinking of the way this will effect more than just his realm. Big love for that.

GO 👏 OFF 👏 MAMMON 👏👏👏 TELL HIM. BE FULL GREED AVATAR ON HIM. FUCK 'IM UP.

#obey me #obey me nightbringer spoilers #obey me nightbringer lesson 18 #om nightbringer #obey me satan #obey me barbatos #obey me diavolo #obey me mammon #the picturea look really funky rn so Im hoping they fix after I post #Our MC is much calmer than I would have been #I would have gone FERAL on Raphael #Lucifer would have to hold my ass back #Mammom would be cheering me on #it wiuld be bad

[serpentyletorc]

Trigun and Hellsing often draw comparisons due to their close release dates, similar aesthetics, dramatic style, and u know, the red coat and shades.

But it's funny how polar opposite their stance on violence is

Trigun: Love and Peace! Killing is never the answer!

Hellsing: Carnage and Mayhem. Sing the chorus of war and swim in the blood of your enemies.

#trigun #hellsing #i fucking love hellsing its so batshit insane #holding back is not in Hirano's dictionary #reading og trigun manga rn and damn that pacing is ROUGH #he improved so much in trimax. love when you can actually tell what's going on