#i could talk about it for days

[stillgotscars]

we don’t talk about “no one sees when you lose when you’re playing solitaire” enough

#taylor swift #midnights #dear reader #i could talk about it for days #it’s such a gut-punch #*

[hometownangels]

thoughts on farewell neverland by txt?? <3

one of my favourite bsides!! i love the acoustic guitar and i love that it ends the album off nicely. the lyrics are really nice too!!

#i could talk about it for days #it gives me a really melancholy feeling #like im actually leaving something behind #anon #asks

[ljf613]

I am once again GOING INSANE over the fact that for SEVEN GENERATIONS the Berkians REFUSED to let the dragons CHASE THEM from their home, but were IMMEDIATELY ready to leave if it was necessary to PROTECT the dragons.

#how to train your dragon #httyd #thoughts #the hidden world #(and this is not even TOUCHING the lech lecha vibes) #i love this movie so so SO much #i could talk about it for days #it is SUCH a good bookend to the trilogy #all queued up

[atlas-dr0wned]

the way the album go farther in lightness goes from do not let your spirit wane, to the title track, to achilles come down is pure evil actually

#i cannot begin to describe the emotions this album makes me feel #dave le’aupepe was literally insane for it #i could talk about it for days #why is the lyricism in gang of youths songs always so magnificent #i’m so tired i need sleep #gang of youths #go farther in lightness

[ammoknightsofficial]

Every day I think about Callie and Marie's tense rivalry in Splatoon and how their relationship has evolved into what it is today. So interesting... Yet such an illegal topic, apparently.

#will not stop me #i could talk about it for days #splatoon #squid sisters #callie cuttlefish #marie cuttlefish #callie vs. marie #nekro.txt

[djarinslover]

GO SEE BLACK PANTHER ‼️‼️

It’s such a beautiful movie, from the way they honor Chadwick AND T’Challa, seeing another intelligent young black woman as an engineer, the way they honor the cultures Stan Lee (and whoever else) has created, the soundtrack and cinematography is amazing.

It was so so so damn healing to be in a room full of other black people, to see so many black people on screen being strong and vulnerable and intelligent and powerful, to feel connected.

#black panther #black panther wakanda forever #wakanda forever #marvel #i could talk about it for days #prob gonna see it again this weekend #I cried basically through the whole thing #king tchalla #chadwick boseman #rip chadwick boseman #we love you king #kat speaks #mcu phase 4 #mcu

[epiclamer]

So... Is Charlie and the Chocoate Factory your favorite movie/property? Or something? Or do you just like that one song?

I FUCKING LOVE THAT MOVIE.

#I’m actively writing a four thousand word essay about it #this is literally the best thing ever #I could talk about it for days #but violet Beauregards song is the best #august gloop in second #mike teavee in third #and veruca salt in last place #her song just isn’t that good #but like it’s still pretty good #I know everything #every part of it #I live and breathe this movie #I die this movie #I love this movie #this movie is my life #my sanction #my hell #my heaven #my everything #(next to my wife of course) #BUT STILL #THIS MOVIE #IS AMAZING #IT SHAPED WHO I AM TODAY #MWUAHAHAHHAHSHSAHHAHD

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

yall, i found it. its jensens Song

#oh how i want to write a whole essay on it #i could talk about it for days #i had to sit with it for a little but this is It #jensen valentine #open heart mc #Spotify

[rico-the-nicoo]

i ain't gonna lie... this halloween theme is my shit.

#i fucking LOVE a good zombie horror theme #or just a societal collapse/dystopian theme in general #i could talk about it for days #and in my opinion the illustrations go hard this time #「blowing up my phone consider you blocked...」 posts #「yes all of my thoughts are intrusive...」 thoughts #mcl #my candy love #mclll #my candy love love life

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[gaymaramada]

First encounter with Death / Last encounter with Death

#my brain when parallels: #HSHFHGDGJGHJJDJS #i could talk about this cat’s character development all day #my god #ugh #puss in boots #puss in boots 2 #puss in boots the last wish #puss in boots: the last wish #puss in boots spoilers

[hopelizabeth15]

the thing I really love about tbosas is that you go into the story thinking you know who’s the songbird and who’s the snake but “songbirds” and “snakes” are both plural because as individuals Lucy Grey and Coryo are both a songbird and a snake in their own right, in this essay I will

#i could talk about it all day #the chokehold they have on me #tbosas #thg #the hunger games #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #snowbaird #lucy gray baird #coriolanus snow

[pluto-in-the-stars]

expired hydrogen peroxide

expired hydrogen peroxide

sitting just beside the bathroom sink

i watch as it fizzes and bubbles

i love how it feels on my skin 

as it stings

as it burns

as its real

and its raw

and it pushes all my feelings away

and it melts me right down to the core

maybe its carbon monoxide

that draws the shapes on the walls

breathe and breathe again and again

i'm getting dizzy, i’ll just stay down on the floor

i'm losing my mind and losing my breath

drinking in the air i cant seem to get

i’m about as good at being human

as I am at being able to cry

i can pretend I feel real 

but the tears are just dry

there’s expired hydrogen peroxide

sitting on my bathroom bench

expired hydrogen peroxide

seeping into my head

#hydrogen peroxide is such a weird symbolic thing for me #i could talk about it for days #i grew up using it a lot #and when i got my ears pierced id use it as a cleaner #one time i needed it again and it was expired #and i just hoped and prayed itd still work #that itd still bubble and sting as it should #because the pain meant it was working

[moonsnqil]

after practice outing

#i actually really love how this one turned out #i could talk about my thought process and all the details here but ill spare you #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #andreil #tfc #neil josten #andrew minyard #nora sakavic #kevin day

[ninyard]

Thinking about how Andrew choked Kevin when he realised Neil was missing.

Andrew who would kill anyone who looked at Kevin the wrong way. Andrew who would stab whomever if it meant Kevin was safe. Andrew who saw a broken raven and said I’ll protect you and meant it and kept that promise like his life depended on it.

Andrew who nearly killed Allison because of a promise. Andrew who would’ve never talked to Neil again because of a promise.

Yet when there was ambulances and injured foxes and you were amazing before Neil’s gear with his phone, with a 0 on screen and a Baltimore caller ID, Andrew turned on Kevin.

Can you imagine being the other foxes and watching that happen? Knowing what Andrew would do to them for so much as breathing at Kevin in the wrong direction, now Neil was missing and Andrew was hurting Kevin and something is happening here.

Andrew and Kevin don’t have the luxury of a second language to talk to each other in, either. Whereas secrets were usually shared in French and German so the others couldn’t understand, now there’s nothing to hide behind, and Andrew doesn’t care either. Where is Neil, who is he, who’s taken him, is he safe? Is he alive?

Then picture being Kevin, knowing Andrew, knowing what this means, that Neil is more important to Andrew than he is now, so much so that he would hurt him for Neil. Not only does he know that; but he knows there’s a good chance that Neil is dead. If it’s his father, it’s not the Moriyama’s; he is the butchers son, after all, and the butcher was never keen to spare a life.

So the foxes know nothing and everything at the same time on that bus journey out to wait for his return. They know they’re hurt, that something is very wrong. They know Kevin has bruises around his neck, and Andrew can’t look him in the eye. They think they understand now why Neil got everything he asked for from Andrew; and Andrew thinks he might never see him again.

I’d say it was the quietest bus journey of their lives.

#rambles #what a fucking MOMENT #for character development #that I could talk about forever<3 #neil josten #Andrew minyard #kevin day #aftg #tfc

[ibtisams]

Anyway I think national eating disorder awareness week is almost over but I do want to say that as cheesy as it is, recover is possible and it does get better and easier and you will feel like yourself again. There is no shame in asking for help, needing help, or wanting help. There IS shame in how so much of modern media is centered around weight and beauty standards for girls and how often celebrities and influencers normalise disordered eating.

#I could talk forever about the stigmas around eating disorders and recovering from them #but at the end of the day all I can say is that recovery is possible!!!!!! #🦢