#i didnt mean to bully angel it just happened

[hearts4juzi]

I honestly hate how the fandom treats Michael as a hero and I'm seeing posts about it so I feel a liiiittle better talkign about it

my moots are holding back, i can tell. but hes my favorite so im not. and im a little pissed writing this bc. bc i relate to cc a lot. and seeing ppl mischaracterize not only my favorite character but also someone who reminds me of people who fucking suck drives me INSANE.

so psa, im pissed as fuck and i love michael afton.

First off, he killed Evan. That's obvious. Not only was that literall 100% his fault (NOT WILLIAMS IT PISSES ME OFF WHEN PPL MAKE THAT ALL ABOUT WILLIAM SHUT THE FUVCK UP

he was a bully. yeah he was a kid. yeah he was messing with him. Have you considered he was literally. abusive to his brother. i know the fnaf fandom is scared of using that word to describe him but its fucking true. he was abusive. as fuck. that was awful what he did he wasnt just a bully he harassed him and literally locked him in his room. he was fucking horrible.

and yeah, he didnt mean for that to happen, but not only was that stupid as fuck, i hate any interpritation of "he wanted to be like his dad" "his friends coerced him" PLAY FNAF 4. PLAY FNAF 4. FUCKING PLAY FNAF 4 LOOK AT HIS DIALOGUE AND WHAT HE DOES

HE LITERALLY. EGGED IT ON. IT WAS HIS FUCKING IDEA. WHAT PART OF THAT GAVE "he was coerced" THUSHFUDFUDSIOFDUSOFDSIOS

im trying to be normal

Yeah he probably felt like shit after. yeah it probably was some sort of motivator behind his actions. but lets think. lets think.

fnaf 1 and 2 take place before SL, no? So. if thats true. why didnt he burn those down? to "free the souls?" because it was never about the children.

he burned down the fnaf 3 location to get rid of william. it was ALWAYS abotu william. sure he set the kids free but i reeeeaaallyy dont think that was his intention. it was always about william.

in sister location, did he go there out of the kindness of his heart? no he went there because william asked him too. it was ALWAYS about william. and yeah he probably wanted to help liz, he probably really wanted to help her, but based on his actions, was this really for her? or was it for closure

thats something about michael that i put in shitty brother. closure. he didnt actually want to reconcile with his family, he wanted closure on the guilt he felt. is that 100% wrong? no. its normal to want closure, especially after something like that. but also that should not be his goal

did he apologize? yes. he said sorry. he felt bad, sure. but when you kill someone tehy dont come back. evan deserves to never forgive him ever because that was dumb as fuck and HORRIBLE. IT WAS HORRIBLE. ABUSIVE. ILL SAY IT AGAIN

MICHAEL AFTON ABUSED HIS LITTLE BROTHER FOR NO FUCKING REASON.

yeah. abused. say it with me. A-B-U-S-E-D

not just bullied, not just harassed, ABUSED.

ik we're all scared to say it here but its fucking true. say it with ur chest.

this always came back to william. do i thinkk michael is unfeeling and doesnt care about his siblings at all? NO! I think his siblings drove a lot of his actions. but in the end i dont think he always acted with their best interest at heart. or the mci kids'

and the whole "he wanted to be like his dad" i dont fucking care actually. no seriously sit down beside me and tell me that wanting to be like his dad is an excuse for abusing his brother. seriously come closer i wont bite.

tell me how you think that AS A TEENAGER, 100% AWARE OF HIS ACTIONS, that wanting to be like his dad justifies abusing his little brother. his little brother. who as far as we know, never lashed out, never fought back, never did anything to him. tell me how he fucking deserved that

"Michael was just a kid!" so was Evan. So was Elizabeth. So was Cassidy and Charlie and all the kids who died.

tell me how much michael did that didnt revolve around closure and his father. like i get it, he had priorities, but can we please stop acting like he's some angel working for the greater good of everyone.

it feelslike how ppl treat fucking henry. NO HES NOT A GOOD PERSON PLEASE

MICHAEL IS SELFISH HE'S MESSY HE'S STUPID. HE MAKES BAD CHOICES IN FAVOR OF HIMSELF HE PRIORITIZES REVENGE OVER THE GREATER GOOD HE HURTS PEOPLE AND IT MAKES HIM SO MUHC MORE INTERESTING

oh and also in case anybody wants to pull dittophobia out and tell me how mike went thru that trauma

so did evan. and instead of bonding over that trauma, michael harassed him. ABUSED HIM. wording is important. im sorry for repeating myself so much, but nobody ever tells it how it is. it was abuse.

edit: People seem upset by my wording and honestly? fair. i couldve worded this a lot better but i was tired and irritated and one thing i will clarify

i dont care if u dont see adult michael the way i do. i see him as a selfish obsessive guy whos intent is to fix his family, but plenty of people see it differently and thats okay! /gen

but im not taking back anythign i said about teen michael. because i think to do that is unfair to his character and frankly bullshit. i think its bullshit. and i dont care if you disagree. he was a terrible brother and thats that

but adult mike is free real estate idk idrc abt him as much as teen mike.

#tzu rambles #fnaf #michael afton #fnaf 4 #not tagging discourse bc i dont think this is discourse lol. just my thoughts

[pannyacottafugo]

Okay for the ask thing I’m very very curious about how u think the other members of bucci gang (and like. Trish Sheila and whoever) think of like . fugio when it happens if that makes sense ^_^

SORRY I WROTE SO MUCH I DIDNT MEAN TO I GOT CARRIED AWAY😭😭😭

oke oke so i don’t think they “announce” they’re together but will try to tell people individually to get it out there and play it off like it’s not a big deal . and i think mista + trish will lose it and get too excited but sheila will be like “okay????”

i think both trish and mista probably Knew that they liked each other before they got together . like either because fugo/giorno told them in private or because they just figured it out. and so i think trish is really excited about it because she likes playing matchmaker a little. she dresses fugo up for his dates and gives giorno gift and date ideas to try and help them because it’s fun and they’re like her little barbie dolls.

i think mista is happy for them because they’re his friends But he also has to suffer the most because he works with them both 😭. like during meetings he has to sit through them not very subtly flirting with each other and giorno saying something that makes fugo go all😳😳 ,, he’s in hell a little bit but also finds it fun to make it awkward and embarrass them. Also Also i think it’s funny mista being like the single friend who shows up at their house unannounced and like they’re in bed together at 7am and he walks in with waffles and sits between them and starts talking about his night last night you know??

sheila is a bully to fugo and is homophobic to him specifically. like she makes fun of him about it and laughs while trish is helping him get ready for a date and fugo’s like “why is she here??”. but they’re still good friends so it’s all kind of just a joke? like sometimes fugo will come to her with actual concerns and she’ll switch into serious mode. but yeah she gags whenever he talks about giorno but the second giorno walks into the room she’s an angel

i don’t really know muchhh for other characters because i always imagine fugio as like a post canon deal ? but i’ve said before i think abbacchio would be their biggest hater ever because fugo has betrayed him and joined the enemy -_- giorno receives twice the amount of evil vibes from him for the next month.

fugo would be most nervous to tell bucciarati but he’s fine with it and has an embarrassing talk to fugo about relationships in an attempt to parent him bc he thinks that’s what he’s supposed to do. and i think giorno sometimes asks him for advice bc he’s known fugo for ages. i think giorno asks mista for relationship advice though (a mistake). and narancia is chill with it but tells giorno embarrassing stories about fugo when they were younger and makes an ominous but possibly unserious (giorno isn’t sure) threat if he breaks fugo’s heart

#THIS IS SO LONG SORRY #BUT THANK U SO MUCH FOR THE ASK ^_^^_^ #askbox

[detransraichu]

(same anon) youre so right and also made me think of something else, like i am honestly angry at ppl on here that care more about Destroying Their Opponent then the cause itself. bc its so dishonest?? like ok, you yelled at and called stupid this person defending prostitution.

what happened: you made yourself feel good

what didnt happen: not even one(1) women in prostitution helped. theyre all still suffering. you helped nobody👍

i think i wrote a whole answer days ago and it got lost in the void lol but YESSS i feel this so much oh my godddd like at some point you need to ask yourself, am i helping or hurting my cause? is it more helpful to rage against morons or educate and have some sort of empathy, or at least pity, for the morons? especially since most of us used to be moronic in our politics at some point, even just as teens. some ppl are in echochambers and it's hard af to get out of that. before anything else they're people -- they might be the stranger complimenting ur hair at the store, commiserating w you on a different issue, helping you w your groceries, sharing their notes in class w you... if you had an initial connection w that person irl, chances are you would be reacting radically (ha!) differently to whatever dumb shit they said online. you would still be mad, but more huffy than raging, and you would keep a soft spot. sometimes you gotta soften up and talk to them like you would to 12 year old you, or your best friend or whatever. educating ignorant but well-meaning folks is key in building a solid community and a movement. we can't just stick our tongue out at them and laugh like bullies all the time

now don't get me wrong it can feel damn good, it's okay to indulge a bit... i know i do... but you gotta focus back at some point. stop treating your activism blogs like a platform to only showcase how sassy you can be! bc that's not the main part of activism and like you said, it doesn't help women in need At All if anything it makes the other side look like poor sweet angels bullied by mean hairy dykes 🥺😔 and we don't want that!!!

#asks

[davenusianastronaut]

It was all a Dream

I have to notate my vivid dreams or I will forget about them. I had a dream of flight. It was the first flight and it was my family who made this happen. When I say family I mean higher up family. I remember in my dream boarding on this huge plane and the inside was like a home with many floors, the home was somewhat 70s in style but it was a big comfty feel. I remember looking out the window as we took off and flew around the city. I was scared at first I thought we were gonna crash but we didnt. It was really spectacular of a dream. Then I remember my evil parents being there when I landed. I hate dreaming of them but I can't help it because they are all I know when it comes to family. Nonetheless they was there afterwards with plates of food, some type of baked fish with corn with a cream sauce. It was the day's special or something. I took a bite, God forbid. But I am still here.

Then afterwards, I met with Takeoff. It was a group of us doing something for him to bring his spirit back in celebration. I ended up looking for something and came across a parking garage and I ended up at the top of a stairway and a big blue exotic bird tried to jump across to me and it didnt make it so I looked down as it slowly went down about 5 flights to the ground. It landed of course and someway somehow it got to be by my side

Then I decided to take a nap today because I was so tired from yesterday. I ended up in the astral plane and I was in a huge highrise. It was a world within a world. And I remember I was in this gorgeous fancy apartment. And I looked outside to another highrise with people walking around their balconies. The odd part was their balconies didn't have any fence around it so they could just fall off easily but that didn't discourage from being there. They were having fun taking pictures with their friends walking in circles over 100 feet in the air. I felt some type of spirit in my home and left to go to the building public pool to make friends. I was there with my son (who is no longer with us) and I remember telling him that he can go out but just be safe. I was in the pool kinda met friends turn around and I ended up in a library. I saw Nicki Minaj there and she was agaainst some bullies or something but we were in the library. I had a stack of books and I told her to come on. I put the books down and I winded up looking for my son. I saw there was different parts of the library that were more kid friendly. it was just many portals basically.

I woke up and realized that my son was no longer here and I cried horribly. He was 13. He is the reason I began this quest. Today I am just going to take it easy. I have a group of people after me. I was supposed to be homeless yesterday but the graces of heaven came in my favor. So I survived. Thank You God. Thank You Angels. Thank You Ancestors. Thank You Heavens. Thank You Underworld. Thank You Spirit. Thank You Divine.

#dreams #alchemy #female hysteria #journey to a new life #blog #femcel #metaphysics #magick #consciousness #memory #astral #ethereal #dragon quest

[inkdemonapologist]

Some, uh, very disparate doodles from recent Cthulhu shenanigans... Leon is an NPC we met recently! He’s a doctor and the boyfriend of one of the “muse”-possessed ladies we’re trying to find and seems VERY ANXIOUS; I don’t think he was prepared to be blindsided by two different batim boys with VERY STRONG PERSONALITIES coming out of the woodwork. we didnt mean to bully him i promise,

also recently Sammy had kind of an intense experience with encountering a Literal Muse and Prophet uh, just?????? showed up????????? he didn’t have any ink so his eyes didn’t fully Do The Thing..... tbh he was as confused about this as the rest of the boys

anyway just a small smattering of quotes this round under the jump!

[Sammy is played by me, Joey is played by Boo (inkyvendingmachine), Henry is played by Maf (inkcryptid), Jack is played by Mochi (whatyouwantedmetosee) and Thren (haunted-hijinxer) is our GM!]

[GM] Joey has cinematically impressed another person. [Sammy] AS HE DOES,

[Jack] Has Jack not been kidnapped enough?! [Jack] …No, he hasn’t.

[GM] While they’re discussing this, a man walks up, a young man, who is – [Joey] Timothee Savoy! [GM] Not Timothee, no, a different guy– [Jack] It’s TimoTHREE, the third child!

[Joey] *timing his entrance perfectly* I do want everyone to know that earlier the GM said that Henry and Joey might be showing up around now, and I was like, “...No. Not yet.”

[Joey] “Another friend of Susie Campbell!” Joey’s gonna hold out his hand and ask how this guy is related to their missing trio of angels! [Henry] Joey…, [Sammy] Sammy’s eyes get a little bit big! [Joey] Sorry,,, it sounds more epic,,,

[Joey] I don’t think he’s going to be as over-the-top with information as he was for the other guy, because this one had a wimpy handshake.

[Sammy] Ohhhh that’s right, because she did her jedi mindtricks on them… [Sammy] *muttering* I KINDA hoped that would be making them go away, but apparently it didn’t, it just means they’re not specifically bothering Allison, okay, THANKS Allison, [GM] It worked at first! Not everyone has as pliable a willpower as Sammy! [Sammy] OKAY, ALRIGHT,

*finding out the mob owns some of Coney Island* [Jack] I can’t believe Bertrum Piedmont is in the mob? [Sammy] Ohhhhhh… I’m thinkin’ about it…. [Jack] Thinkin’ about Bertrum but with tommy gun…. [Sammy] Yeah, I’m thinkin’ about some kinda Godfather Bertrum [Jack] Someone call Giandark!

[Sammy] Oh my goodness. Are we going to go to Coney Island in the worst way? [Jack] We’re going to destroy every single possible fun vacation or trip ever. No escape just because the scenario’s in New York this time!

[Sammy] Jack, don’t get any creeping yellow ink wounds, please. [Jack] Too late, he’s doing it!

[Jack] Perfect time for Astral Projection! [Sammy] D:< I can’t hold your hand if you’re astral projecting!! [Henry] (……astral pro-Jack-tion…………)

[GM] There’s also over 500 partially burned candles! That are making it hard to walk in part of the room. [Sammy] That’s SO many candles… [Jack] Jack’s taking a candle! [Henry] *tired* If this doesn’t work later because there’s not enough candles, Henry is coming for you.

[GM] Sammy’s just an upfront kind of guy. [Sammy] …that’s, a way you could put it!

[Sammy] Okay, okay, okay, cool, great! Um, that’s cool, the Prophet did something, and the ENTIRE music department felt it! That’s GREAT.

[GM] Abby says she hopes somebody figures out what’s happening soon… [Sammy] *strained coughing* dEFINITELY NOT ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT,

*Joey fails the dream-sharing spell and gets flung across the room* [Jack] TV show cuts to Jack, comfy at home, patting Beans [Henry] I feel like Henry is also patting his cat… had a hard day, needs cat love… [Sammy] Oh my goodness, everyone’s having such a nice time with their cats, [Jack] Cats have healing purrs! [Jack] Unfortunately, Sammy’s cat just flung himself across the room with magic.

[Henry] Henry’s “Joey is doing dumb magic” senses were tingling.

[GM] Henry shows up just as Joey’s getting thrown across the room– [Sammy] –and caught perfectly by Sammy! Good! Someone can witness my feat of romantic athleticism. [Henry] …am I interrupting something?

[Sammy] And Sammy will get up, and say, “But I think it must be possible, my sheep.” And he will, smile! [Henry] OH………….HI, [Joey] Joey is staring in suspense. He’s not saying anything or doing anything yet, because– [Henry] –if you don’t move, he can’t see you!

[Joey] Joey will ask him what he saw. [Sammy] “I will see the spirit, that I am shown in my vision!” [Joey] “What was your vision?” [Sammy] Sammy narrows his eyes a little bit at Joey. [Joey] IT’S YOUR VISION!! I don’t know why you’d think I’d know it! [Sammy] I just SAID it was a spirit! I don’t know what you want! [Joey] THERE’S MORE THAN ONE SPIRIT!!!! [Jack] *laughing* I’m imagining him just grabbing Sammy and shaking him,

[GM] Uh, you guys don’t sleep. How ‘bout Jack? [Jack] OooH! I rolled a 6, that’s an extreme success! [Joey] Oh! the POWER of BEANS!! [Jack] Beans powerful, too powerful; Jack isn’t spying into nonsense and getting into nonsense in ghost form, [Joey] Beans has squarely put herself on Jack’s chest, and has initiated the Healing Rumbles, and Jack can do NOTHING but rest now!

#call of cthulhu: haunted hijinx #cthulhu game quotes #sammy lawrence #joey drew #jack is here too #prophet sammy #when in doubt just keep drawing #everybody's having a normal one

[jupitermelichios]

Okay, this isn't exactly possitive repressentation, but I realised while prodding at a Buffy fic that I headcanon Harmony as autistic. Mostly because we see in Angel S5 and in the comics that she's actually a pretty decent person, and a lot of her mean-girl-ness is her just not picking up on social cues rather than any genuine malice

Like, I think she got a reputation for being kind of a bitch in school, but because she was pretty and interested in fashion, the only people who wanted to be her friends after that were Cordie and the other mean girls, and she didnt' want to have no friends so she just absorbed a lot of Cordie's behaviour. Her meanness was this mix of misunderstandings, trying to blend in, and a little bit of now having the power to hit back at the kids who bullied her

cordie's little clique became a kind of safe-space for her, because there were clear rules, and so long as she stuck to them no one else at school would dare question her which took a lot of the guess-work out of social interactions. plus a lot of the rules were ones that fitted in pretty well with her needs, like caring so much about clothes kind of masked that she has very strong feelings about textures, and everyone was weird about food so no one noticed that she's a picky eater. but in a lot of other ways it was really bad, be cause she internalised the lesson that masking was the same as being kind of a bitch to everyone around her, and once she had to actually make a life for herself she found that lesson worked for making people think she was neurotypical but also worked to alienate everyone she tried to make friends with

if anyone would actually listen she would love to infodump about fashion, and her favourite thing about being a vampire is that blood doesn't really have a texture, and if illyria hadn't happened i really think fred could have been her first real supportive friend

#harmony kendall #btvs #autistic headcanon #buffy the vampire slayer #btvs headcanon #harmony #i love her your honour #i have a lot of feelings about vampires learning to be human

[lizandbo]

Chubby crushes pt4 w/ hq bois

Daichi 

- he cant but help but complement the fuck out of you<3

- he’s gonna sneak so many fucking glances from you

- wont be shy at all talking to you

- i mean, he gots this beautiful angel right here in front of him rn

- talking with your pretty voice, he will always always and i do mean always walk you home 

- especially when it turns into the winter when the afternoon is really dark 

- its a mans job right? 

- he loves your and he’s afraid (but doesnt show it) to tell you that he has a huge mf crush on you

- and if you ever have negative days, here the guy you want

- will always gives you the best and most supportive advice he got asap

- your body is absolutely fucking gorgeous, to him especially 

- your basically at least three times as prettier than kiyoko 

- if anyone bullies you, hell be there in a half a second STAT 

- he craves the attention that you show him

- you guys are technically inseparable- literally 

-  he’s very very very fucking nice to you, and if someone picks on you lie i have said... he will put his dadchi voice on 

- will scare the shit out of them

- at one point he forced himself to ask you out, so he did

- and when he was going to ask you out on a date, you were crying from the peeps that said mean comments to you about your body

- “hey, if the other students here are saying stuff about you, they are just making up stuff, you are so fucking beautiful, the goddess on this planet.. fuck the fake friends, and this one friend...loves you”

- “what?/- what I’m mean....thank you? But i- someone loves me? So that you orrrr”

- “yes its me”

- “WHAT, nonononon wait I’m too ugly for that shit”

- “no you aren’t, why do you think I’m trying to get to you even tho all the others are avoiding your beautifully made body?”

- “idk...everyone’s neglecting me and-”

- “I CARE”

- He ended that sentence with a kiss on the lips

Nishinoya 

- ohooohohohohoh he would be all over you, even worse than daichi

- maybe even worse than tanaka

- world fucking record for him for being the most lovesick person for you

- he would love that chub

- like...he would stare at you all day, admiring the prettiness that radiated off of you 

- cannot live a mf dayyyyyy with out you being next him

- he follows you around like a lost puppy Not a stalker

- asks you if you have makeup on cuz you look so gorgeous 

- and when you tell him you aren’t, he dropped dead on sight 

- he’s head over heels for you, like their isn’t anything that can stop him

- and if people are weirded out that he has a crush on yo, he WILL bark like a mf dog 

- wont be embarrassed at all that he has a crush on you- whatsoever 

-  your so fucking pretty- who wouldn’t crush on you???

- he’s trying to make a plan, but he decided to ask tanaka, but that duo isn’t useful when it comes to romantic conversation

- They both were really excited, but also worried that you want him to be your significant other 

- so the plan was: you meet up with him at the benches and he give you a rose, simple but lovely. And then he kissed you on the spot- then it was your turn to do some action; either push the fuck away from him, or on the other hand, you’ll kiss him back.

- it was very risky but their middle names are practically “FUCKING RISKING LIFE ALL DAY EVERYDAY”

- so, as he planned he gave you a little note on your desk and ran sonic fucking speed to the meeting spot that he put on the note

- you of course went to the spot becuase you were curious af and that dingus didnt put the time or his name on it at all

- when you arrived, he screamed like a fuckign girl that saw a serial killer behind you

- he quickly explained what happen to his vocal cords, then smashed his head against yours

- but he did make it to the lips tho

- you were very fucking startled about it 

- VERY

- he quickly pecked your lips and looked up to your face to see you both blushing

- “I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE!”

- you nodded in agreement, that in fact you were having a mutual relationship,...but surprised by his actions 

- “i love you...too?”

- “YEAHHH! Ima gonna have fun snuggling into your plush!”

- you moved your chubby hands to our face from anymore blush that came into your face, you heard tanaka celebrate for noya int he background 

- you thought the whole thing was cute when you sheepishly put your hand into his

#nishinoya #daichi #daichi x reader #daichi fluff #daichi headcanons #nishinoya x reader #lizandbo #nishinoya x headcanons #nishinoya fluff #nishinoya x you #nishinoya x y/n #daichi x chubby reader #nishinoya x chubby reader #daichi x you #daichi x y/n #haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu x chubby reader

[huntertherapyeras]

all -5's please!

thanks for asking anon! before y'all continue reading this, i want to warn y'all that it gets heavy at points, as aster lore often does. i put warnings before each triggering topic followed by dots in case you want to avoid reading those responses! happy learning 💜

5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?

cans all the way!!! super cold soda cans have the best carbonation... soda bottles go next! i find once you've poured the soda into any sort of cup a lot of the carbonation goes away with it and i dont like that >:(

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

bold of you to assume my dyspraxic ass was good at anything during pe. i have very little upper body strength (even after years of gymnastics conditioning trying to build it up), and i couldn't catch or throw a ball until i was like 15 bc my shoulders like to dislocate whenever i use them djnnfnn. also didnt realize until i was an adult that my eyes have totally different prescriptions so my depth perception was garbage the first 20 years of my life which is probably why my left eye is lazy now 😭

but once high school hit and i was able to do gymnastics for all my pe credits thru my homeschool program i did great! lmao

15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?

ok i know ayn rand is disgusting but anthem kind of changed my life when i first read it. id never seen a writing style like that before and i honestly think it influenced my own writing style a lot!!!!

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

on my laptop! i cant handwrite anymore after my arm injury and writing was already pretty hard before that bc my fine motor skills.... are not so good. learning to type opened up a whole new world for me, im a pro at it now!

25. first song you remember hearing?

is it super weird if i say "a cruel angel's thesis", the neon genesis evangelion theme song? one of my first memories is hearing that song and watching that anime. i was probably like three? Thats Not For Children Mom. but i mean. i guess i turned out ok (lmao) so its FINE!

30. places that you find sacred?

empty beaches. especially when its a little cold out. the ocean seems to stretch endlessly and you can feel the sand between your toes and everything is so quiet and loud at the same time. and then the sun goes down and the tide rises and you're just a little convinced its gonna swallow you right up. you feel so small.

the louisiana bayou at night. it feels like you shouldn't be there. there are spirits roaming the streets. one day when i being babysat at my mom's friend's house i looked out the window and saw a pair of glowing red eyes. i'm not sure if anyone believed me.

35. average time you fall asleep?

that is a LOADED question lol! my sleeping schedule is so weird bc im just now being treated for bipolar after years of being in denial about it and i have a delayed sleep phase + severe sleep apnea. so uhhh. really depends. but when i just follow what my body wants and don't worry about responsibilities i usually pass out around 3/4 am and wake up around 3-5 pm.

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

drugs m, pregnancy loss m

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when i was 12 i nearly skipped another grade and went straight to high school instead of grade 8. i would have stuck with it too, but i was being bullied really heavily at my school (partially bc i was considered a prodigy i guess). it was a small alternative school that encouraged weed smoking. i once found a bud on a desk and everyone tried to act like i wouldnt know what it was even though my mom grew weed medically when i was growing up and supplied like. the entire midwest or whatever. but i went along with it because i didn't want to put a target on us. *shrugs* middle school was hard for me lol. i eventually left the school because the principal mentioned my mom's recent miscarriage in front of everyone. between that and the bullying i just couldn't deal anymore i guess.

the school ended up being closed a year later because of shady stuff. my mom and i kinda saw it as karma i guess

sorry! that story is kind of a bummer!

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45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?

ohhhh i think... i think i love science fiction and fantasy equally! especially stuff that weaves the two together, so like science fiction with fantasy elements or fantasy with science fiction explanations! superhero stuff is great too ofc!

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

😳 i dont... remember .... djdnfn my memory is mostly blank spaces tbh..but recently! fandom shitposts i think!

55. favorite fairy tale?

rapunzel hits hard. also the little mermaid.... yeah

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

oh defs slice of life! but like... a slice of life that romanticizes the mundane 💜 there's so much beauty in normal things. ive had such a strange life that i kind of cling to it i think

65. any permanent scars?

a facet of my ehlers danlos syndrome is that i scar easily, and that the scarring is often abnormal and extensive. pretty much every open wound i have ever had has left a scar on me.

the biggest ones i can list: (tw for abuse mentioned, an allusion to self harm (im ok now))

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the discoloration on my right foot from stepping into a pot of boiling water when i was an infant

the gouge on my knee when i fell on it walking when i was 4

the eye shaped scar i have on my right hand from touching a lightbulb when i was 8 (idk what i expected lol)

the place where my bone chipped when i fell out of a tree house when i was 11/12

another gouge on the same knee from falling between the tumble track and the floor when i was 13

the four inch long and inch 1/2 wide flat keloid on my left arm that i have from the surgery to repair my broken arm from where they inserted a titanium plate and screws when i was 15 and the inch long keloid i have from where they tried to insert a rod instead (bone was too misshapen, they did surgery too late)

various scars that i dont wanna say where they came from, but im extremely mentally ill so u can probably guess

the keloid i have on my right arm from my mom biting me when i was 17

another burn mark on my right arm from dropping a glass jar of queso hot from the microwave (again, idk what i expected -_-)

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70. left or right handed?

left handed! but i can use my right for most thinks since my left never fully regained function. i still hold a needle and write with my left hand but everything else i can now do with my right!

75. when did you lose your first tooth?

i mean. i must've been six? i remember my mom kept all my baby teeth in a little unicorn resin jar. i wonder if she still has it 🤔

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

jewel tones!!!! i live for glamour 💕

85. fairy tales or mythology?

mythology!!!! love fairy tales, but theres just something about things people have Believed in. its so special to me. so sacred.

90. luckiest mistake?

something really scary happened last year and the police got involved. i was determined to not be at fault, but im so lucky that no one got hurt and that the person who could have blamed me was on my side and advocated for me 🥺💜

95. favorite app on your phone?

mmmm probably either Hellsite (affectionate) or picsart. i love picsart so much. MEME EDITING??? ON MY PHONE... immaculate

so sorry this got so heavy at points x.x

#go ask aster #aster.exe

[jungonesworld]

´I would never´

Pairing= Boyfriend!Heeseung×Best friend!Riki×fem!reader

It was such a beautiful morning, you and your boyfriend Heeseung were planning a little trip-date. You were making some snacks for both of you so when you'll be hungry you would eat it. He was packing other things like tent, warm clothes, sleeping bags and more.

"Hee, where is peanut butter?" you asked but got no response. So you asked again but again, not response. After 2 minutes of asking you decided to check him. You found him sleeping on bed with his phone in his hand. You decided to let him sleep since you know that he didnt get enough sleep as idol. You wanted to take his phone and put it on table but you saw something. He had many messages from secret number. Firstly you thought it's maybe just his friend or cousin. But later you noticed that those messages are way too different from how conversation between friends or family looks like. For example "Hee, bae, I love you and I want only you💖". You started to cry and didnt know what to do. Boy, you love more than anything else and risk for him everything, cheated on you. You decided to call your best friend and tell him everything what happened.

"Please tell me you're kidding me. Or else I'm going to kill him!" Riki shouted as you told him what has just happened. Riki has crush on you since you were in kindergarten and always cared about you. Whenever someone hurt you, they regretted it as soon as they found out who's your best friend. You were always so surprised why whenever someone bullied you, it happened just once and then that person kept distancing from you. You also can't hide your crush towards Riki but you always hoped all those feelings will disappear from day to day. And when you met Heeseung, you thought that this is day when your feelings for Riki dissapeared. But they didn't.

"I don't know. Am I bad girlfriend or what? I always tried to make him feel loved and he? He just made me feel like h-," he stopped you by kissing you. His lips were so soft and he smelled like strawberry. You hugged him so tightly. After 2 minutes, he pushed you away and dried your tears. You looked at him and couldn't hold back your laugh. He also laughed and asked:"So, you wanna be my girlfriend?" But you looked at him with confusing look. "Um, Riki. Look. I like you since kindergarten but...I still feel something to Hee-," you stopped because you noticed Riki leaving room. You heard him swearing in next room and you also heard him crying. You just felt like the worst person on earth.

THE NEXT DAY

"Hey, good morning, angel," Heeseung said as he brought you breakfast. "W-what happened? When did I-I came there?" you were so confused. "Um, Riki called me that you both are in the bar and that you're drunk and also tired. But since he also drank a lot, he couldn't drive you back home. So I came for you," he smiled but you just crossed your arms and looked in another direction. "Mhm, and do you know why was I drinking?!" you yelled at him and he got shocked. You yelled at him? Well, yeah. You remember why you were drinking but you don't know what happened after you came to bar. "Riki scolded me because you told him that I'm cheating on you. Like w-," you stopped him. "Yeah, you're such a cheater. I always loved you, I always helped you with everything. I risked everything for you. I quit school so I could move to Korea and live with you!" you stood up and took your back to pack all your things.

FLASHBACK TO YESTERDAY EVENING AT BAR

"Riki," you started as you drank another glass of tequila. He looked at you with disgusted look since he didnt understand how you could drink one glass by one without any pause. "Hm?" he asked and you started. "So...I was thinking about what you asked me in your apartment and...we can try it," you said and he look at you with surprised look. You started to cry again. "Lee Heeseung! I hope you'll die soon! Because it's end! We're done!" you yelled and Riki took his phone form his pocket. He called Heeseung and then he took you out from bar. "Riki," you said while tears were running down your cheeks. "I love you since kindergarten. I really do. I was such a stupid that I gave Heeseung chance. He's just-," he closed your lips by his own. You felt butterflies in your stomach and stopped crying. You couldn't understand why you feel differently than when Heeseung kiss you. But few second after you kissed, Heeseung came and your heart-fall stopped.

END OF FLASHBACK

"Y/n, what are you doing?!" Heeseung asked you as you put your hoodie on. "I'm leaving you! We're done!" you yelled at him and ran to front door. "Hey, Y/n, but w-why? I love you so much. What did I do wrong? Why you think I'm cheater? You're the only one for me," he said in soft voice and all your memories ran through your mind. All those good, of course. You felt like crying so you let it all go off you. He hugged you and you hugged him back. You also couldn't understand why would he cheat on you. "B-But...Y-Your phone. There were messages where girl was telling you how much she loved you and I dont know what else," you put your head on his chest and started to cry more. "Oh but...when...what messages. I dont cheat. And I would NEVER,"he said and you looked at him with your puppy eyes full of tears. "Oh...I guess I know what you mean. You saw this phone?" he took phone you checked when you found out he's cheating on you. "Mhm, that's your phone, right?"you asked and he laughed. "That's Riki's phone. We exchanged our phones since it's kind of challenge. It's hard to explain it since we were drunk when we started. So what you've seen is Riki's girlfriend he got cus of me. Okay?" you felt so embarrassed because you yelled in front of random people something what isnt even related to Heeseung. "Oh, Hee, honey, I'm so so sorry," you kissed him and hoped he'll forgive you. "Y/n, girl...I love you as hell. There's no girl that can make me fall harder than you," he made you sure about his love to you and you felt so happy. Then you heard your phone vibrating inside your pocket. "Riki?" you asked and he started. "Heeseung doesnt cheat on you! I forgot about that challenge we started hwen we were drunk. He really loves you. Form my side it's only crush and I'm sorry for that kisses. I just used moments when you felt down. I'm really sorry, but I love you as my best friend since...you're my only one bestie," Riki said and hung up. You felt happier than when you met Heeseung for the first time or when he kissed you out of nowhere or when he took you on extremely romantic dinner and confessed to you.

THE END

*sorry for my English, it's not my first language and sorry if it's boring or not good but that's my first writing*

#enhypen x reader #enhypen #enhypen imagines

[theworldsoul]

Uhh warning VENT!!! Talks about self harm and shit... also religious bullshit and gender bullshit??? Like I'm really trans and also Catholicism really fucked me up so if ur uncomfy with that just... skip this post. Also if ur Christian and can't handle seeing ur shit defaced then skip this post. Also if ur gonna clown on this post as "cringe atheism" then fuck you because I'm literally coping with pain lol

:readmore:

Anways now that the disclaimer is over... here comes the real shit.

I... have been going through a LOT lately, jesus christ. I was HAPPY today, yknow? I thought I was gonna be happy the whole day.

I was dancing today. That's how happy I was. For the first time in like... a whole year... I was really so happy. I thought I was gonna cry. But then I got home. And well,,,, I did cry. But not from happiness. I just got my math grade back. A fucking 49 percent. MY AVERAGE RIGHT NOW IS A 57 PERCENT. I MIGHT FAIL MATH 20. I MIGHT HAVE TO RETAKE IT. oh my god I'm such a failure I cant do anything ever i try SO fucking hard but honestly??? I cant fucking do this. I can't, I'm not mentally capable. "Just work harder"... BITCH I AM WORKING AS HARD AS I CAN. I AM SPENDING HOURS AND HOURS OF MY LIFE STUDYING AND PRACTICING. I'm starting to think that how hard i try doesn't even fucking matter because I'm STUPID and all i know how to do is PAINT SHIT!!!! NOBODY CARES ABOUT ART!!!! IF I FAIL THIS CLASS I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE A HOUSE IN THE FUTURE!!!! A HOUSE!!!!!

I dont even want to be a fucking orthodontist. Okay??? I wanna do what I love: painting. But NOOOO. I have to get a "respectable" job that will "pay me enough money to live". WHY SHOULD I HAVE TO MAKE MONEY TO LIVE??? WTF??? THATS LITERALLY SO FUCKED UP. everyone deserves to live (unless they like murdered someone? I guess? Idk) BUT LIKE I DIDNT KILL NO ONE SO WHATS ALL THIS BS ABOUT WORKING TO LIVE???? WTF??? I rly gotta do all this shit I hate, all this shit I'm mentally incapable of doing... so i can have a house. Fuck this. Yknow with my average at a 57... I might fail this class even if I get a really good grade on my next quiz. Can you fucking believe it??? I'm literally so fucking stupid I cant even pass a dumb fucking math class god i hate myself. I cant fail this class. I've NEVER failed a class. Almost failed... but never HAD TO RETAKE A CLASS. that's the ultimate failure. I think my parents would hate me if I failed this.

And on top of that... I'm really struggling with uhhh, dysphoria and body image... and it's so fucking horrible man I want to rip all my skin off I want to suffocate god I want to KILL him I want to MAKE HIM SUFFER. I want to gouge his eyes out and force him to eat them. WHY WOULD HE MAKE ME LIKE THIS????? WHY????? WHATS THE POINT IN MAKING A CHILD SUFFER SO MUCH???

What did I ever do that was so wrong I deserved all this punishment???

Well FUCK YOU and fuck your stupid book and FUCK THESE STUPID FUCKING SAINTS. WASNT THERE SUPPOSED TO BE A WHOLEASS ANGEL WATCHING OVER ME?? PROTECTING ME??? WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT BITCH NOW?? WHERE WAS THAT BITCH WHEN... when I was being bullied? When I literally wanted to kill myself?

Where was that guardian angel when I kept making THE SAME MISTAKE over and over again and I KNEW it was wrong but I kept doing it anyways because it was the only way I could feel like soemone cared about me????

I bet that angel motherufcker KNEW they didnt care. DID THE ANGEL EVER ONCE HELP ME??? NOOOO. all those times I was bruised and broken... all those times...

Man, I was just a kid. I was SO fucking young. And I would come like a lamb to the slaughter and kneel. I would pray... ask for guidance. I would pray the rosary too, I would read the bible and try my very best to understand it, I would go to church and volunteer at church and do my best to be a Good Boy and never sin. I did EVERYTHING right. I literally fasted at some point, like a religious fast. I was devoted...

Honestly though? I think it was the same mistake I make over and over again, except not with a real person.

And you have me NOTHING. GO GIRL, GIVE US NOTHING!!!!!!! I literally used to self-punish for the sins I couldnt bring myself to confess. At my communion, there was one sin I didn't tell because I knew it was unforgivable. I still hate myself for that. But man, I used to try and do all sorts of things to somehow cleanse myself of it. I figured THAT whole ordeal was why I was constantly being tortured.

But I was stupid and I am stupid and that makes NO SENSE because if the thing I'm being punished for happened when I was a child, WHY DID THE PUNISHMENT BEGIN AT MY BIRTH????

They used to tell me that god handcrafted every part of me specifically for some sort of grand reason.

Why.

Really? This bitch really "handcrafted" me just so I could cry and cut myself nearly every night??? Fuck that. Like why would you make me this way. It hurts more than you can IMAGINE. The only reason I'm not dead yet is because of ME, MY strength, not any of the bullshit YOU gave me. I hate when people say "oh, god made u so hardworking" or "oh, god made you so passionate/hopeful/full of love/fiery/whatever" LIKE STFU BITCH THAT WAS NOT SKYDADDY THAT WAS ME!!!

you wanna know what he made me?

dysphoric, ugly af, yeah.... but the worst part?

He made me feel.

That doesn't sound bad, right? Well it's the worst thing on the list. It is my downfall, my Achilles heel or whatever. This emotions shit??? It RUINED my life. My whole life I was cursed with a fucking monster inside me. I kept trying to tell everyone that it wasnt me!!! I kept telling them that it felt like I was being possessed. But adults are SHIT. I hate adults. I want to kill them all. They failed me and their god failed me. None of them every listened to me. All they knew how to do was punish, punish, punish.

It's like giving an allergic kid some peanuts and then getting angry at them for going into anaphylactic shock or whatever. Nobody ever thought "hey, why don't we stop giving the kid peanuts?"

ALL THE ADULTS AROUND ME ACT LIKE CHILDREN AND THEY ALWAYS HAVE ACTED LIKE CHILDREN FUCK ADULTS

Anwyays that's how I ended up with all these unresolved issues,.... emotion is a tough one, like I literally dont have the ability to control my emotions at all, I can try and like, repress them but I cant make myself actually feel less.

My emotion hurts more than anyone else's and nobody ever understood that. I would tell them that it hurts, it PHYSICALLY HURTS, and they would say I just wanted attention. I would tell them I literally couldnt control what my body said and did, I would tell them I felt like A PUPPET ON STRINGS and no one believed me. Fuck them.

Healthy coping mechanisms? I literally self ship with Snape to cope. I literally self ship with characters my brain made up and put in my dreams to cope. I used to hurt myself so much trying to feel loved and cared about irl. Fiction is so much better. I sound like a loser but its TRUE. The sort of thing I need, the sort of love I need is like... a parent. You can't go looking for a parent in a romantic partner, it fucks everything up and you end up... well, let's just say it proabbly wasnt the most legal thing, but I wasnt thinking strisght at all I mean dude I was So fucked in my head when I did all that...whatever...anyways so thank u for fiction!!! I love fiction. Want to kill someone? Draw it. Then you'll feel much better!!! And you dont go to jail!!!

Well the pics here... idk, it was really calming to do this. It's new, painting over religious shit. I was gonna do the whole bible but I already burnt that shit so.... and I was going to cut but I'm trying really hard to stay clean... like really hard. It's so weird and like, addicting, once I hit styro I don't want to stop, but also it kinda transfers the emotional pain to physical pain, making it way easier to deal with. I just can't keep doing that because I KNOW it's bad and look I thoguht I was clean for a whole year but then I fucked up and WOW, GUESS WHAT MADE ME RELAPSE??? MATH CLASS!!!!

Whatever anyways here are my wonderful works of art I made while crying and cursing god (like I'm so pissed at all this catholic bs I believed in him again just to swear at him lol)

.... but imagine for a moment, a better world. One in whcih these saints whose images I've defaced are actually good people... a world in which they SEE ME AND THEY HEAR ME... and I go unpunished.... and I am embraced by someone who UNDERSTANDS.

I think I would cry.

Too bad that world doesnt exist and I just made it up to try and feel a bit better. Whatever, whatever. I painted the things, they're gonna dry. I work hard, I'm gonna do good on my quiz, I hope. I just have to be making it through, that's all it is, work work work without a break but I can proabbly do it. I'm really slipping I admit like the mental health is slipping it's getting worse like I havent had a "fuck I am afab" moment in such a long time so yeah...

Anwyays I feel so much better now that I did my little art project yknow???

#ughhh #parent your fucking kids #religious bullshit #adults dont fuck up the children you are in charge of challenge #religion don't fuck up trans kids challenge #good dick really breaks a motherfucker #vent

[demonicintegrity]

oKAY heres the details on that depressing Devildice human highschool au i made with a friend back around 2017/2018. Kinda a mess so bare with me. long post with themes of abuse, depression, and other nasty stuff.

- Lucifer Angelo grew up in a pretty bad place in Texas. The details werent fleshed out other than that it was a pretty ignorant place.

- The important fact of the matter is that his dad (who we never did settle on a name for lol) was a Christian preacher. Charismatic man, but an absolute shithead to Lucifer. Even with his other kids he was strict and pushed his ideals and plans onto them. Also had a temper and a loud voice.

- Preacher Angelo was once a pretty alright man, although very self-centered and was pretty condensing. He had a marriage early on in his life and had a few kids, named after archangels. Marriage fell through, and he starts drinking and moves on the next one a bit after. Have a couple more sons named after archangels. It also falls apart. On number 3? he has the final sons to complete his arch angel themed kids. At first it was just in honor/inspired by the angels and his Christian lifestyle, tho i think around the second marriage is where he just started getting delusional and started thinking himself as godlike and thought his sons will spread his word and whatever. Needlessly to say, his partners once they found this out went :/ and it went downhill from there.

- Man we really just took every flaw and worse thing to have in a parent and shoved it into this bastard lmao

- Lucifer was actually the product of an affair within his final marriage. Ofc cheating was a dealbreaker and they divorced. The girl he was cheating with stuck around a little bit, but died in childbirth due to complications. Thus he was left with this child that wAs BoRn FrOm SiN so he named him Lucifer. He would be his son of sin while his other sons would be Perfect People. (Even though they and their mothers started to want nothing to do with him lmao)

- He got by and took care of Lucifer decently but because this was an AU of Angst(TM) Preacher Dickhead became an alcoholic, had money troubles over time because economy troubles or whatever, and took out his temper on his son more and more. Luci was taken to church every Sunday by his dad.

- Kingsley Dyce was born in Lousiana to his parents Patrick and Fahri. We had a whole separate story for Fahri’s family and how they met, it was cute but that’s completely irrelevant right now. They lived modestly and were technically stable but there wasn’t always extra money for fun stuff and there were times were they were just getting by, but they never let Kingsley onto it.

- Kingsley (nicknamed King or KD by his friends) was a pretty cool kid. Had fun in Louisiana despite being a bit flamboyant and full of himself, made good friends. His relationship with his parents were fairly okay. He was a total mama’s boy, loves his mother to death and would do anything for her. As he became a teen his relationship with his father got a bit more strained because Patrick was a very Traditional person and into his teenage hood Kingsley had a habit of dancing not-so-masculine or modestly. He also was getting into makeup.

- Stepping back tho, as a kid he was in the church choir. His family is Catholic and his parents took him to church every Sunday. His favorite activity was to rollerskate. He and his friends were always skating to each other’s houses or skating at the rink. Skating, video games, and singing was his life.

- During his 6/7th grade his family moved to Maryland because of a job opportunity. King was suuuupper bummed. Maryland isn’t like Louisiana at all so there was an adjustment curve. Despite that, he didn’t have a hard time make friends. (insert humanized casino crew here)

- Side note: KD had a tooth gap as a kid and got braces during middle school to correct it. It gave him a lisp. He also had glasses and a questionable sense of fashion throughout middle school. This isn’t super relevant but its important to me that you can imagine this kid as the doofus he was. He also was roughly at an average height.

- In 8th grade there was a new kid that came into his class; Lucifer. Luci’s dad had also moved to Maryland for a job. Despite his entire class wondering what the hell was this southern emo kid’s problem, he wasn’t overtly bullied, just ignored. KD however, was intrigued by this asshole and made it his goal to figure out his issue and be all up in his business.

- Luci is currently dealing with some of his hardest years here. In Texas he had a hard time making friends, was bullied, and wasnt surrounded by the best sort of people. His abuse was getting worse as his father struggled more and more, and the move wasn’t the greatest fix considering he was still drinking and getting himself into debt. Luci didn’t care about school nor about life in general.  But then this asshole waltz into his life and boy golly was he feeling things about it.

- The relationship at first just KD latching onto Luci and talking to him about any and everything and trying to drag him around town. Slowly, Lucifer began to be amused by this jerk and his friends. He also didn’t live too far away so KD was able to easily bike to his place even though he never wanted KD over.

- KD picked up on the abuse Luci was going through, and honestly didn’t know to confront it. At first it was just sharing food cuz Luci wouldn’t eat and chatting to him because he got uncomfortable seeing Luci alone with head down all the time. Eventually he talked to his mom about it and the two of them kept inviting Luci over. Fahri became the mom Luci never had and Patrick despite working long hours and extra shifts, would take time to give Luci practical lessons and be a better masculine figure in his life. Luci was slowly being given a family but he also was pulling away from it. He was in the midst of a depression and he was pretty mean to everyone to deal with it, and pulled to himself more as he began to love KD and his family. The new friendships doesn’t cure depression, nor was it helpful against abuse.

- TW under break for more details of abuse, neglect, depression, and suicide

- His abuse was verbal and physical. He got yelled at for being a failure, yelled at because he didnt care about school, drunk his fathers booze, got into trouble and lashed out. He got beat for back talking and whenever the drunk asshole wanted to fight with him. It had been going on for years. He was also neglected pretty bad. Food wasn’t super plentiful in the house, he lived on fast food and luci didnt know how to cook. There was more booze in fridge than food. Power/water would sometimes not be on if his father forgot about certain bills. It was bad.

- Some time during this 8th grade year he also developed a crush on KD, he didnt voice it because his dad was homophobic as shit but also because he certainly didnt know how to navigate love and didnt want to ruin his relationship with KD. So he repressed it.

- Also during this 8th grade year Luci tried to commit suicide. He had texted KD before hand too, with some note that boiled down to he cared a lot about KD but couldnt stand anything in the world/his dad/bringing KD down/whatever and it was obviously a suicide note. KD freaked out and immediately got his ass over there, kicked down the door, and found Luci in his dad’s room with his dad’s gun to his head. I don’t think we ever settled on the details of the situation but it was traumatizing for both individuals to say the least.  KD was able to talk him out of it.

- That incident made them inseparable. Luci never had someone care for him like that, cry for him like that. KD had grown attached and close enough to consider him his best friends, the incident only solidify his want to make his best friend’s life better. It was a rough few months after that and KD was sworn to never tell his parents what happened.

- TBH that was about the worse of it, this was an high school AU and high school became a bit better for them in certain regards. KD got his braces off, got contacts, and had one helluva growth spurt going into HS. Luci went deep into a punk-emo phase his freshman year which killed his fashion, but was slowly becoming a bit more confident in himself. KD and his parents were able to help him a lot. Emotional support, practical life lessons, and food was always a given.

- Its a bit of an up and down throughout high school. KD gets into makeup, heels, dancing, and bisexuality and it causes a major strife with him and his dad who wanted a “real” son. The relationship went through major struggles and would take a couple years to really heal.

- Luci struggles a bit with drinking and deals drugs and booze to get his own spending money. He starts somewhat taking his school seriously, but even though he does work in class he doesnt always do homework or projects and whatnot. He has a habit of physically intimidating other students and occasionally tries to pick fights.

- The “casino gang” also have their own things going on. If a recall correctly, Wheezy was also in a neglectful house, Pip and Dot ( ??? and Dorothy) were twins from a wealthy well off family but were ignored and were terribly bratty, Piroeutta was just an quiet Russian outcast, Mango had 7 siblings and no space to himself and who was bullied for his large off-putting appearance, Chips was just loud, and i completely forgot what everyone else’s deal was. KD and Luci mainly hung out with Chips, Piro, Pip, and Dot. They were still pretty close to the others but those four were the only ones they regularly hung out with at lunch and outside of school.

- There are a couple things that could happen throughout high school. My personal fav i can remember is a particular angst with KD trying to get with another dude and Luci being Upset and lashing out at him at a party result and ugh that scenario was angsty but also turned very cute???

- Regardless, when they do get together they’re unstoppable tbh.

- and yes, the gang would readily throw hands with anyone who said shit. Barely any of them care about suspensions.

- I kinda forget a bit of stuff. I know misc. scenarios here and there both fluffy and angsty, but this post is already long enough lmao so feel free to hit up my ask box with any questions/comments. I dont really think Ill come back to this au?? If i do Im gonna edit a ton of stuff because looking back certain themes and scenarios seem borderline insensitive and/or poorly thought out. I did found a fic of this au on my phone with KD and Luci as adults tho and Im v tempted to rewrite some of it and finish it because it was good.

#long post #tw abuse #tw physical abuse #tw verbal abuse #tw suicide #suicide mention #cuphead dont deal with the devil #ch devil #King dice #devildice #snakeeyes

[haemosexuality]

Imagine tho one day after catra is with the rebellion and she and adora are so happy to be together again and they spend the day remembering all their life together but bow and glimmer are there too and theyre just "that was normal for you guys??" "Did you really believe that???" "Was x thing just common for you"??? And catradora is just yes? Thats the place we grew up in. They like just see this as normal things that happened to them and even if they know its wrong now its just. Its normal, they cant really understand what all the fuzz is about thats just how they were raised.

Imagine adora and glimmer getting into a fight because glimmer just doesnt understand. Adora and catra are joking around and they say something Politically Incorrect by rebellion standards and glimmer is furious and adora is just "i was taught to think this way! Just because you told me its wrong doesnt mean that everything I believe and was taught magically changed! I grew up like that, and you didnt, and yes i know its wrong now but i cant just erase a lifetime of being raised!" And glimmer is just "thats catras fault, you werent like that before she came here, shes from the horde and she really just doesnt change" and adora is "YES BECAUSE I PRETENDED AND I HIDE! There was so much that i didnt say because you guys would think its wrong and to me was just normal! IM ALSO FROM THE HORDE, I GREW UP IN THE EXACT SAME WAY AS CATRA, AND YOU GUYS CANT SEE THAT BECAUSE YOU GREW UP IN A SPARKLY CASTLE OR COLORFUL WOODS WITH 100 TIPES OF FOOD AND FESTIVALS AND WE GREW UP BEING ABUSED! And i felt soo ashamed because you guys always gave me horrified or pity looks when I talked about my life and I didnt see what was wrong and so shocking about it."

And catra is like "you think I wanted to be like that? You think I enjoyed growing up there? I'm this way because of the things Ive been through that you cant possibly imagine what was like because you grew up with loving parents and a fluffy bed. They made us this way, we werent born like this. And being here for like 2 years like Adora or 2 weeks like me isnt a switch to change us to "bad horde soldiers" to "good rebellion people". And you princesses arent all angels too, yknow? Scorpia was bullied by princesses and you made her feel like she didnt belong. Same with entrapta, who you guys couldnt possibly understand that she stayed with the horde and did the things the did because she wanted to. She must have been some poor innocent soul who didnt know that she was doing, because she is a princess, how could she not be perfect? You grew up so blind by privilege you cant even see how selfish you all are." And adora is just "exactly!!!!!" and everyone is >:( (except bow who is crying)

#Thats as close as writing a fic ill ever get #My post #She ra #Shera #She-ra #Spop #Catra #Adora #Glimmer #The horde #The rebellion

[xoxonawalwrites]

My stomach growled at me. I wish i had some money in my pocket. It is ironic to me for even say pocket when mine barely even meets the characteristics of one. it was just a bare string of thread holding the ripped holes together.  Nevertheless, I  still rummaged threw it like a thief rummaging for valuables. Nothing.

I smelt a mouth-watering aroma. My body reacted to this by secreting saliva .The poor thing! It really thinks i was about to eat food.All i  could do was swish  the saliva around  in my mouth hydrating the dry patches on my tongue . I guess it was extremely malnourished so any chance it could smell food of any kind it was preparing  for me to get it and eat it. The big question is should I?

I whizzed through the kitchen’s door as i heard large shoes clunking behind me at a fast pace.

‘‘You think you can do a scarper again!’’ Bellowed the obese shop owner.

God had heard my prayers. The oversized shop owner had become worn out.  As i  heard him taking large deep breaths not far away.His face looked like a freshly picked tomato with all of the redness concentrated  on the apples of his cheeks.

‘‘ i’ll catch you next time you little imp from hell !’‘ he said with a hoarse voice as he was still taking in deep breaths. I was suprised he hadnt died or had his first heart attack with all that layers of of skin taking a toll on his body.

A  smile of joy popped up on my face running from ear to ear.I jumped up and down with glee. My fiery red hair bobbed up and down like children playing bobbing apples bobbing their heads in and out of the water. I held the juicy roast beef in my hand with the succulent juice running between my bony stick fingers. I stopped and took a huge sigh of relief while intenesly sucking the mouth watering juice out of the meat like a vampire sucking the blood out of its prey.

I said to myself i get to live just one another day. While feasting on my stolen meat.

‘‘ Corsen Corsen!’‘

i did a full turn. Twisting my stick like neck looking around for the person who called me. Unfortunately, for my suprise the sound echoed from an eerie alleyway. I knew what this meant.

You see everyone has their own secrets. Secrets hidden deep down in their soul which they dont utter to a single living being.I have done acts which are horrible.Not even my so called ‘parents’ know about it.I have  dark unspeakable secrets.Forbidden secrets that i have done to merely get by. 

Yes, i know what is running through your mind. I mean i had to find money for food somehow. i wasnt proud of it but i still did it anyways. luckily, i came to my senses and knew that i had dreams i wanted to persue and didnt want to land up in jail before i was eighteen.

As soon as i saw him literal smoke steamed out of my ears,my face turned crimson red. i didnt even think. i used my puny weak fist and puched right in the nose. His nose was already crooked and stuck out like a proud peacock but i think i went too far. Okay i know i went to far. i broke his nose.

Blood gushed out of his nose like a flowing tap. The blood clotted around his nose. I know,I know your probably thinking why i did such an act. Well, i did mention that i did unspeakable acts but this case was different.

I was a mere child with childish girly thoughts. Back then my father wasnt a drunkard and my mother hadnt died. i was ten. He was fifteen. He grabbed the ribbon of my pink frock and grabbed me closer and close to his lips. I thought he was giving me a hug.  He grabbed the zip of my dress, untied it. He removed his trousers and.... well i think you are mature enough to know what happened.

I will never forget the day he forced himself upon me. I was scarred for life. Every time i meet him i have the urge to get a knife, slit his wrists,tongue and finally stab him right in the heart.

So. he really thinks after all those years i was going to run into his arms. Kiss him passionately and give him a hug. Ha! Jokes on him.

‘‘You cant try and freeze me and run away’‘ He said while wiping the dried up clotted blood with his filthy long sleeved shirt.

Though he was literally skin and bone he was in fact quite strong for someone who barely eats and drinks beer day in day out.

Before i could even say Merlins wand he grabbed my skinny wrist and forced my to look him in the eyes. A girl could easily get lost in those emerald green eyes but my eyes immediately started watering due to the alcoholic smell reeking out of his mouth and the fact that he smelt like he hadnt bathed in centuries.

‘‘ I dont know why but there is something about you that attracts me to you’‘ ‘‘ i always feel the urge to capture you and make you mine’‘.

He gave me a look.  A look that made me heart stop beating and made my body freeze while peeing in myself as i was petrified.

‘‘Let me go you pedophile’‘ i said while kicking him in the shins grabbing my wrist using my free left hand trying to grab his hand to let go of my right hand.

I felt a drip of sweat trickling down my back. He threw me to the wall, he leaned his body closer to mine, and his face was hovering in front of mine.

I used my left hand and shot sharp icicles into his chest giving me enough time to flee.

‘‘ I’ll catch you Corsen, I’ll catch you and i promise when i do i’ll never let you go you’ll be mine forever’‘ While wheezing blood and trying to take a deep breath.

I just hope i had’nt made a big mistake.

I didnt care if my underwear could be seen while i was running down the street at this point i just wish mens obsession with me could just stop.

You see i am a freak. I can do freakish things and i look like i freak.My eyes are far away from my nose. My lips are waaaayyy below my nose thus making me a target for kids to bully . I have been in and out of foster homes since i was 10. Back then my father was drunk 24/7 and my mom didnt have stage 2 breast cancer. 

It has’nt been easy since my mothers passing. My dad still  doesnt want to acknowledge the fact that she is gone and isn’t coming back. He then decided to take everything out on me. He used to whip me  till my voice when hoarse and i ended up passing out and couldnt tell if i was dreaming or dead.

Teachers at school noticed my whip marks and bruises even though i tried covering it up with oversized hoodies and sweatpants. They immediately called child protective services thus my relationship with foster families began. All my foster fathers ended up being creepos and used to watch me get changed and worst of all took advantage of the fact that i was a skinny,weak,puny kid and couldnt do anything to defend myself.

Dammit! The landlords sent another sweet little eviction letter. I quickly skimmed through it to see how much time i had until i was kicked out of this mangy apartment. Seven days! There was no way i was going to be able to get 700 dollars by the end of this week. I guess i had to just say goodbye to this mangy little apartment. Ugh! I actually was tearing up this was my first apartment after i got emancipated.

I just decided to  just throw on an oversized t-shirt and shorts and call it a night. Just when i opened the door of my room an eerie sound schoed from down the hallway. 

‘‘Hello Hello is Corsen here?’‘

Dammit! It’s the frickin landlord coming to evict me but  the letter said till next week. I was utterly confused. I hopped out of my bed,slipped on my mucky bunny slippers from salvation army and decided to take my wooden hairbrush with me just in case it was a murderer or kidnapper or somethin’. Hey! I wasnt about to get kidnapped and my kidneys sold online okay?

‘‘Is anyone here?’‘ ‘‘Come out and i won’t hurt you’‘ i said with a shaky voice. I was literally peeing in my underwear.

I heard heavy breathing and large footsteps. I suddenly remebered that there was nothing to fear as i have taken a few karate classes here and there.

AAAH! ‘’What in lords name,what are you doing here?’’

He looked like an angel sent from heaven. He smelt of pine cones and fresh earth after a springs rain.

‘‘ Ah so you must be Corsen,nice to meet you’‘ he said while having a enormous smile running ear to ear.

‘‘ Umm.... this is an invasion of private property, you know i can sue right?’‘

He chuckled so hard that his hair bobbled up and down. His silver hair was a kind of silver that is out of this world. Literally it was shiny sleek and smooth it looked out of this universe. He wore a green tunic with a brown belt and a green shoes on. Like hello the 1900s is calling and they want there clothes back.

‘‘ Well its a shocker i havent seen you since you were a baby and you still have the wild red mane of hair that you used to have, well time flies i guess’‘. he murmured under his breath with a little smirk on his face.

‘‘Ummm.. number one how do you know me and number two its kinda creepy that you saw me when i was a baby when i literally have no idea who you are’‘.

‘‘ i think you should lead me to the living room we have many things to discuss’‘ he hurriedly sat down making himslef comortable on the mouldy sofa set.

Hey! I wasnt made out of money and if my apartment had a fridge, televison and a sofa i was a happy camper.

‘‘So why are you here?’‘

‘‘Oh yes i was sent by Albus Dumbledore to tell you that you have got into Hogwarts’‘ he said with an serious look on his face.

I burst out into tears of laughter.Like does he really think i was stupid.Out of all the lies he could have told me, Hogwarts,like really.I guess he was just another social care worker trying to find ways to get me to come back.But i am not that that daft okay.

‘‘Whats so funny?’‘ while giving me  stern look.

‘‘Ummm.... you know Hogwarts doesnt exist right?’‘ ‘‘It was just a story J.K Rowling wrote for entertainment and imagination.

‘‘You know the whole magical realm has been in contact with the human realm for centuries now’‘. ‘‘The story of J.K Rowling or whatever her name was was half-truths’‘. ‘‘This Harry Potter bot your talking about was all just made up’‘.’‘But the sorting hat,Albus Dumbledore,Severus Snape and some othes are real’‘.

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[pinkykitten]

my Knight in shining armor

13 Reasons Why

Clay Jensen x female! reader

Warning: panic attack, bullying, mentions of suicide 

Specifics: angst, fluff, romance, comedy, one-shot, race neutral reader

People: clay jensen, bryce walker, montgomery (monty) de la cruz, hannah baker, jeff atkins, alex standall 

Words: 1,201

Requested: By anon hey by any chance can you do a fix where clay jensen helps the reader when she’s going through a a panic attack? lots of fluff pls. sorry it’s so dark but if you could thank you 💗💗💗

Authors Note: so again warning this fic includes panic attacks so if u feel uncomfortable or uneasy then maybe this isnt the fic for u and i wouldnt feel bad if u didnt read it. anyways i miss 13 rw like the show and writing for it cuz for real its one of my fav shows, like stranger things and 13 rw those r my go to shows. i love clay and find his character so amazing. he has downfalls and just things that make him like an ordinary human so thanks for requesting this. also know panic attacks are no joke, they are important and should be talked about more. if you get them that doesnt mean anything weird or different from u, u r just human. hope u guys like <3

It was school, your family, personal issues, it was life...is what anyone would tell you. 

“Oh stop worrying y/n. You’re getting too worked up.” People would say to you. 

It was your life, but sometimes people just needed to understand that this life, your life was not a piece of cake. It was rough and just to stay sane was tough as well. 

Hannah Baker, Jeff Atkins, Alex Standall, your friends, folks you knew, were either dead or tried to kill themselves. What world was this? You felt like all the glitter and rainbow joy they taught you when you were younger was a lie. 

You were terrified. Terrified to walk into your school. You were scared people would drive you to do things such as that and you hated those who did to Hannah. 

You anxiously walked in the school. Empty souls of teenagers pacing back and forth to either greet friends or get their items. Either way they didn’t care about what happened to these kids, they didn’t care if they drove them to do that.

Motioning to your locker, you open it and get your things, searching around you to make sure no one was there. Getting your supplies you set your way to your classroom. 

“Almost there,” you thought as you had to turn a corner to enter the classroom but you were met with a group of boys you knew were trouble. 

“Oh hey there girl,” Monty chuckled as he and Bryce made an opening for you to pass. As you took it you were sandwiched between them.  

“I have to get to class,” you tried pushing them away but to no avail. They all cackled. 

“Da*n so persistent!”

“Hey leave her alone. Are you okay?” Bryce asked, trying to sound like the angel you knew he wasn’t. He was the devil in disguise. You could see right through him. 

“I said I need to go to class.”

“C’mon now, we just want to have fun,” Bryce winked, his hands that were resting on your shoulders fell down to your hips where there he massaged you. 

You were furious! You were also terrified. You knew what he did to Hannah, all of it. He was psycho. Your heart started to beat at an alarming rate, you struggled to breathe. 

“I don’t want to be touched by you, Bryce...I don’t want to be touched by a rapist,” you glared at him and watched him gulp. 

“You bi*ch,” Monty cursed as he held up a fist, about to punch you as Bryce kept his evil eyes on you as his hold started to become tighter and tighter. You knowing he was going to leave marks. 

“Let go of me!”

“Hey let her go!” Clay shouted as he ran to your rescue. Clay got everyone’s attention so as others looked Bryce put back on the facade. 

“Watch what you say next time, your knight in shining armor might not be there to protect you,” Bryce let go of you harshly, almost throwing you as you held onto your books tightly. All you wanted to do was go to class. 

The group left and you were left shocked, motionless, having a scared expression. 

“Hey, you didn’t get hurt right?” As you stood there, mouth open surprised you saw Clay was there. Then it began. Your whole vision was blurry and you couldn’t breathe. 

“Clay...I...can’t...breathe.”

You dropped your books and placed your hand onto your chest. You knew exactly what you were having, having had it before. It was a panic attack. When having a panic attack you always looked at something to calm you down, whether it was the shape, color, if it soothed you, you were looking at it. You tried every where but nothing was soothing. The place was a he*l!

“Clay...I’m scared.”

Clay knew you were having a panic attack, he also had them too especially after Hannah’s death. Clay picked up your books and put a leaning shoulder around you. You two walked together quickly until he found an empty classroom. 

“In here.”

He lead you in and closed the door behind you. The classroom was dark but you could still see each other. 

Clay lead you to a seat by a desk, you sat and started to breathe harshly, fast. Your hands in a fist, to clench the fear away. 

“Clay I can’t do this!”

Clay grabbed your face and he was only a few inches away, “look at me y/n, just look at me.” You did. You looked directly into his eyes, and there, that is where you found comfort. His blue, ocean eyes were a safe place. They made you feel happy, it made you feel at home. Tears fell out of your eyes as you started to relax, Clay rubbing your back and arms soothingly to help you calm down. 

A few minutes passed by and Clay, with a quiet voice asked, “how are you feeling y/n?”

You quickly latched onto Clay, embracing him. You cried onto his shoulder. “I was so scared Clay. I was scared of them and then I couldn’t breathe.”

Clay rocked you back and forth in his arms as he soothed you. 

He brought a chair and sat in front of you, leaning against the desk. 

“They told me that I better watch out and that you would not rescue me next time. I really hope there is no next time,” you sighed as you picked up a couple of skittles that Clay brought. You threw them in your mouth, “anyways, thanks for helping me back there. I was really scared and usually actually there are not many kids like you.”

Clay smiled along with you, “no problem. I just wanted to make sure you were going to be alright. I hate bullies and if I can stop someone from bullying someone else then why wouldn’t I?”

“Yeah, hey weren’t you best friends or at least friends with Hannah Baker?”

Clay paused, gulped, “right. I was Hannah’s friend, I don’t want what happened to her to happen to anyone else.” Clay look devastated as he looked down. You sensed you needed to help him as well and held onto his hand. He looked shocked and with wide eyes stared at you. You gave him a heartwarming smile. 

“I know she would of been proud of you for what you did today.”

“Thanks. Do you wanna get out of here and I don’t know maybe get some ice cream, coffee? Really whatever you want I’m fine with.”

You nodded, “yes, sure, yes I would love to.” As you tried to get your books but Clay put his hand out, “I got this, let me help.”

You chuckled, “alrighty mister helper.”

“Just know, though, that I will always try to protect you and make sure they don’t ever hurt you.” Clay declared as he uttered it as not a thought, a saying, no he said it as a promise. A promise you would believe till the end of time. You felt at ease with him as you wrapped an arm around his shoulders, leaving him awkwardly bashful. 

“I feel like you and me are gonna get along just fine.”

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[lala-in-the-impala]

When was Sabrina submissive in P1? I feel like she was more fearless then than in p2 tbh. Yes she got bullied by the Weird Sisters but she harrowed them right back, defied every witch law and won the trial against the Dark Lord, killed Agatha for Tommy, performed an exorcism, etc. until she was forced to sign her name away. Minus saving Ambrose from the guillotine and killing Amalia, I feel like in P2 she just became arrogant and even more self-righteous (ep1), especially after her new powers.

OK first Nonnie I totally respect your opinion!!!! I appericate you :)

(ALSO PT 1 SABRINA WAS PURE BABY THAT COULD KICK BUTT I LOVED HER SO MUCH)

Second,

OH IM SORRY THIS IS A MINOR MISUNDERSTANDING I MEANT LIKE WITH HER POWERS (specifically) SHE STARTED TO USE THEM MORE VS IN PART 1 SHE WAS MORE HESISTANT!!

Sabrina was always a HWIC, but I, personally felt like she was more submissive to her powers in Pt 1 than Pt 2. In Pt 1, she told Harry about her powers and he flipped out (the first time) and she got worried/scared and took away the memories. In Pt 1, when she brought back Tommy, I felt like “oh yea channel your witch abilities” and then it went back to her almost being ashamed that she used her powers to bring him back. Yes, maybe it wasn’t the smartest decision, but it felt... off (again my personal opinion)

Also in Pt 2 she: Attempted to trap Lucifer, then trapped Lucifer, figured out to use the demon box to trap Lucifer for a short while, devise a plan to stop Lucifer, BECAME THE DARK LORD’s SWORD, defied the patriarchy, and more!!

I wouldn’t consider it arrogant per say, I would consider it “trying to see how powerful she really could be” she had to be careful around her mortal friends because they didn’t know, and now she got experience another part of her heritage!

Plus she is much more relatable, I unfortunately make bad decisions (even today I regret something that wasn’t major, but still made me feel bad about myself), pt 1 Sabrina was such a perfect lil angel (or half lol) it seemed like she couldn’t much wrong. Part 2, girl made bad decisions, she owned up for them and apologized, THAT is also is why. Plus she had freedom to make bad decisions (either way it’s freedom) and she made the minor questionable things happen BY HERSELF, which is more than a “submissive” person would have the liberation to create bad decisions in the FIRST PLACE.

I HOPE THIS DIDNT COME OFF AS MEAN!!! You are awesome for bringing this up :) I would love to hear more of your thoughts (btw I agree with a good amount of what you said!!) 💜 💜

#ask #answered #disscussion

[nebulawriter]

Shazam!

A lot of my knowledge of superheroes comes from watching cartoons like Justice League and Young Justice, so thats how I’m familiar with Billy Batson’s “Captain Marvel” and from those I learned to Love him.

My immediate concern when I saw trailers for this...other than my usual hesitance about DC movies, was that they were aging Billy up a little. The Billy I loved was a cute lovable boy, and the movie seemed to be trying to make him angsty. It turns out, I love both versions.

Main Character: Like I said, while I tend to prefer the young optimistic Billy Batson, the teenage version who had grown to be selfish made for possibly a more interesting arc as he learned about family and what it really means to be a hero. It explored a little more on the flawed hero aspect, of what would happen if a kid suddenly became like Superman. I thought that Zachary Levi’s portrayal was actually more kid-like than Asher Angel’s, but you know, I can forgive that.

Side Characters: The family was incredible, and really showed the best aspects of the ‘found family’ trope. TBH not many movies actually go all in on the ‘you don’t need blood to be family’ so that was great to see. Freddy obviously was one of the best as Shazam’s confidant, but Darla was overall my favorite. The villain was a little flat and one note, but I didn’t mind that too much. 

Other Characters: So. So was Lust the one with the freaky tongue? Cause. He looked kinda like Venom. And that concerns me. Oh yeah, the parents were cool. And the bullies were uh. Mm. Overexaggerations. 

Plot: Lots of kids DIDNT get the magic, but then one kid stole some magic, so now a kid HAS to have the magic, and the wizard then dissolves like a DOUCHE. So now the kid and the grown up kid have to fight. Thats fine, not the most engaging, but the story is better than that. 

Story: FOUND FAMILY FOUND FAMILY FOUND FAMILY If I could marry a trope itd be this one good gravy. I know I said it already but It is actually SO RARE that not only does the hero find their own family of loved ones but it is undeniably BETTER than the blood family. I expected that Billy would find his mother was dead or something, or that we’d never find her at all, but it was so much better to find her and realize his social worker was right, he’d been holding onto a fantasy. He already had a family. 

Cinnamontography: So this was great comic book style without being too actual comic booky. It really took the ESSENCE of a cheesy comic book superhero, and put that on screen. Which was nice. 

Design: I’m so torn on the suits. Because like. On the one hand, they didn’t do all the other dc superhero movies and needlessly make it dark and weird. But on the other hand. Geez it does look kinda weird with the blow-up muscles. Sorry, had to say it. 

Other: So my guess as to why Billy was chosen (other than Shazam just running out of options) was that he DIDN’T consider himself pure of heart. My guess is that it was a test, that No one is really pure, and soone who could recognize that and turn down the offer was the one who was worthy.

#shazam! #dceu