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brunettebabbydoll · 1 month

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I either feel things so deeply they paralyse me or I just can’t seem to feel a damn thing

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marvelouslyem · 29 days

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i’ve pretty much finished writing my dissertation but i do not feel relieved that it’s over like everyone said i would

#liars #i don’t feel anything #it’s kinda sad #em’s #thoughtsofem #chaotic academia #university #dark academia #light academia

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fillyreports · 6 months

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Please pray for my family there’s been a very sudden death and according to my mom I am in shock about it

#pray request #god bless #my big brother is gone #and I don’t know #I just don’t know #I don’t feel anything #I can feel that some part of me is panicking—my chest feels really hot and my heart feels tight #but I don’t feel any of it #it’s too far away #tw death

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ricky-olson · 1 year

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Yeah I think I’m in a very bad depressive state

#I don’t want to get into anything right now on here #but I’m not okay #I have no motivation #im feeling so lost #nothing feels right #I’m losing myself in watching meaningless stuff #to pass the time #because now I look forward to bed than #enjoying the day #I’m trying to do better by bettering myself #but fuck #I don’t feel anything #but hurt and pain #angel talks 💕

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thechaosthatismybrain · 1 year

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I don’t know if I was trying to off myself I don’t know what I’m doing and I can’t even bring myself to care

#nothing matters anymore #i don’t feel anything #numb #bad days

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d2myg · 11 months

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i’m literally just running on autopilot at this point and i don’t care about anything. most of my friends have finished their studies and are leaving soon but i literally can’t feel happy for them and can’t bring myself to suggest hanging out before they leave it’s so sad but also i don’t care???

#like they could leave rn And i wouldn’t care #this is probably what will end up happening #especially when we haven’t been talking and idk the last time i saw them #like i just don’t care #i don’t feel anything #only thing on my mind is that there’s 2 days left until the end of term #and then freedom #???? what’s wrong w me #eli.txt

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unfeelingmyself · 11 months

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HO FINITO GLI ESAMI

#wow #i don’t feel anything #😂

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corvismortalis · 1 year

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Where are my fellow folk who intellectualize their feelings instead of feeling their feelings? Looking to start a little group for daily reminders to get out of your head. Could call it something cool, like Intellectual Internalizers or Head Above the Clouds.

#Intellectual #Intellectualize #Feelings #Thoughts #I don’t feel anything #Daily reminders #Stuck in my own head

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urvirtualgfteehee · 2 years

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Damn.

Sometimes I forget you can just slip into a depressive episode.

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autumnamartin · 2 years

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I go about my days mimicking the emotions of others. always in a state of mirroring. taking on the roll of responsibility and caregiver from such a young age came naturally. almost like it was my calling. adults seemed to appreciate how mature I was as a child. I welcomed everyone with such loving embrace. always hyper focused on helping people fix their problems. being a voice of guidance and comfort. teaching people how to navigate their feelings. taking on this roll my entire life has effected me in a way I didn’t think it would. it’s not that it has become too much nor is it overwhelming.. I’ve just mastered the art of control over my emotions so much that I may have truly forgotten what it means to just feel. the songs that my body used to sing when emotions and feelings were with me. the vibration, frequency and rhythm each emotion held as it would sing and buzz throughout my body. I seem to have forgotten that melody and how it moves and flows. the synchronicity within my heart, body and mind as emotions would fulfill me and even overflow me at times. joy, sorrow, rage.. such a foreign concept to me. I don’t remember the last time I felt that warmth within my chest, it used to run so deep that it felt like fire igniting my core. warming my body and it would bring tears to my eyes.. that time is long passed now. and I really have flatlined for real this time. there is no more pretending and no more hiding. how could I possibly pretend to be anything I am not when emotionally I have no pulse. and I don’t know how to revive the heart within me that once felt. I don’t know how to fix it.. walking life this hollow is no way to live.. because then what is the point ?

#my thougts #empty inside #what’s the point #i don’t feel anything #am i the only one?#hollow mind #flatline

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jojobun · 2 months

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I am an asshole.

#mine #I don’t feel anything #513

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the-ferocious-kittyrose · 3 months

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I’ve been seeing a lot of posts talking about tragedy and sad endings, and how they’re cathartic and escapism, but like, how?

How does a sad ending make you feel good?

“The characters trying meant something,” what did it mean? They tried, they failed, they gained nothing. Their trying was pointless. Their decision to try was pointless. It does nothing but add an air of disappointment and failure to the inevitable end. Where’s the meaning in that?

I can’t consume sad media, feel sad while I’m consuming it, then put it down and feel normal again. I’ll feel depressed and sick to my stomach for weeks to months on end.

#no offense to people who like sad stories or tragedies #but I just can’t understand it #no one has been able to explain it in a way I can understand #and don’t even get me started on bitter sweet endings #if I wanted that I’d stick to real life #I feel the same about expressionists art #they say it’s supposed to make you feel something #i don’t feel anything

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southernsarah · 6 months

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I feel numb.

I asked Alpha if he had seen my text admitting to my feelings.

He said yes and then apologized.

I just sent him another text to confirm that he doesn’t feel the same.

I saw him and his friends after dinner.

They saw me and started laughing. Including Alpha.

What did I do wrong?? 💔💔💔

#a/b/o lifestyle #omegagirl #omegaverse #misecanis #omega rambles #I’m waiting for the inevitable atp #i don’t feel anything #I’m not sad #I’m not angry #I’m just numb…#maybe he’ll come around?#I doubt it

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beanibb · 6 months

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It’s officially been 6 months since you left this plane of existence.

I can’t help but wonder where toy went after everything was said and done. Is there really an afterlife? Did you go somewhere nice? Or are you burning for eternity? I know it’s likely the latter, but I still like to think it’s the former.

Are you maybe a ghost? Do you ever watch me? Does it hurt seeing that I’m trying to move on? Does it hurt seeing these other boys in my bed?

This home was never really yours anyways. You have no claim here. I’ve always paid all of the bills, you just signed some silly little paper with me. But now you’re gone and it really is all mine. When we lived here together I never felt more alone. You never wanted to be here with me, always wanted to be somewhere with your friends. I always told myself you loved me. You loved me with your whole heart and soul. But if that’s true, why’d you always avoid me? Why would you act the way you did?

Sometimes I think about that day in the kitchen. You know what day I mean, the day I had a seizure in front of you for the first time. Your initial reaction was to be mad at me for spilling my cereal. You were mad at me. For something I couldn’t control. Then you left me there alone. I curled into a ball and cried for several hours on the kitchen floor. It wasn’t until months later when you went through my phone and saw me tell one of my friends about it that you felt bad. You came and apologized to me and I convinced myself you really were good.

Bryce. You we’re always friends with him. Even after knowing he assaulted me. I told you I didn’t care if you guys were friends and you believed me. You believed that I was fine with you being friends with a man who assaulted me. It was always a fight. You’d see how uncomfortable I was and I’d insist that I was fine. Why would you always rehash the fight? Why couldn’t you just let it be? I always told you: “I’m not your mother, I’m not going to tell you who you can and can’t be friend with. You’re old enough to make those calls for yourself.” I thought those words would make you realize that you were immature, but I guess in the end I was really just hammering the nail into the coffin. You never understood my point, you always just took it as “I don’t care what you do.” Why couldn’t you see that I wanted you to actively choose me over him?

I hate that I can’t have just good memories with you. Why is it that when I think about you, all of the negative stuff comes flooding out? Maybe it’s because I kept all of this to myself for 6 years, and now that you’re gone I don’t have to worry about you hearing it. I don’t have to worry about your reactions to my feelings anymore.

The more I talk about it, the more I wonder if our relationship was ever good. We’re we just toxic for each other and never realized? Was your death really the only way I could live my life peacefully? I wish we could’ve existed in a way that was positive, together. But now you’re gone and there’s nothing I can do to change that.

I feel so, empty. Not because of you, but because I don’t feel anything for your death. I miss you dearly, but I don’t cry or get upset about it very often. You were simply done playing and decided to log off forever. Maybe that’s why I don’t feel any particular way about it. You made a choice, this wasn’t just some accident, you actively made the choice. There are things I could’ve done that might have changed your choice, but I’m not really sure it would have. You had been so set on it for so long, and it’s not my fault I eventually cracked under the weight of your life. You can’t expect someone to bear the weight of your entire life and be fine. I’m sorry, I really am, that there are things I did that probably didn’t help in your decision.

I loved you, I really did.

#mentally fucked #obsessive thinking #borderline pd #bpd #bpd shit #yanderecore #irl yandere #I hate you #suicide #how to deal with death #I don’t feel anything #I miss you #s3lfharmm #tw #dumb rant #can’t believe you’re gone

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lazylittledragon · 3 months

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Please please tell me that Tara just loves baby dekarios

oh she’s invested from day ZERO