#i don't get its purpose

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji might be an unstoppable force, but Xie Lian has 800+ years of practice of being an immovable object.

(poll results here for context)

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #bonus comic #The most resounding conclusion the community came to agree on is thar Xie Lian is bad at cooking on purpose #and is stubborn to the point of refusing to let go of this feature (not a bug) of himself. #though if you practice being bad at something on purpose you do just…get bad. #Poor lan wangji probably had to watch him do horrendous food crimes in the kitchen. #crushing eggs in his fists and throwing it into the bowl or pan (shell and all). #Burning water. Throwing in ingredients based on the roll of a dice. Putting in leaves and cool rocks he found. #He is living his best life mind you. And I think as long as he is happy then let him make his potions. #This is *his* version of art therapy. It just shouldnt be fed to anyone. #lwj would probably try to make it more theraputic after realizing that the bad cooking skills were on purpose. But even then XL is a rock. #he will not do anything he does not want to. Including processing feelings. #Don't idealize that btw. You will do yourself no favours by ignoring hard emotions. Love and peace everypony; Its a hard world out there. #Hua Cheng and wwx hung out during all of this and have since become hunting buddies. #Sometimes its birds sometimes it's each other. For sport.

[mrtequilasunset]

Highkey so sad to see Kim's character get butchered by people who see Harry as whichever addict wronged them in their life.

#disco elysium #unironically seek help Disco Elysium isn't your revenge story #like treating him like he *wants* to be an addict and *wants* to be the way he is #idk how you can play most of the game in his head and still come out of it thinking he's choosing this on purpose #atp i think you're just stupid sorry #“I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore” means nothing to some people I guess #and also the people who treat Jean like he's better than Harry for not being addict should know that its heavily implied #that jean also uses substances #and also kim shows interest in using speed #so literally none of these characters are any different than harry #saw someone say that “everyone enables harry” as if 99% of the game isn't everyone telling him he's shit garbage for being an addict #assflash newshole everyones addiction gets enabled it came free with your fucking RCM badge

[tkachukisms]

my mind is a beautiful place full of love | last post :)

#in order of appearance: #mitch marner #jamie drysdale #trevor zegras #quinn hughes #connor mcdavid #leon draisaitl #sam bennett #matthew tkachuk #matt rempe #jack eichel #jake oettinger #devin cooley #nhl #aaannddd as per usual here: #drygras #mcdrai #whatever the fuck jack and connor are called #mattdrai #hockey textposts #shouldve def been tagging that before for muting purposes oops apologies hkyblr #kiers.txt #its so funny how long these take me. i consider every one so heavily. ive had the bamboo posts saved for so long for this #i dont even give a shit about trevor zegras man. i just knew what i had to do #ANYWAY! PLAYOFFS START DAY! WHOOOO UP! #wish i could get high in honor. sadly i live in a nightmare #i could elaborate about the fucked up driving posts i will keep giving leon. but i don't think i will #context is for me. And my wonderful mind

[sadlynotthevoid]

Crack idea here: LCF modern AU with magic where og!Cale accidentally gains a swordmaster aura after way too many hours of playing beat saber.

Cale: *intensely playing the same game for 74th time this (new) year*

Cale's body: *starts exuding glowing mist*

Cale:

Hans, who just opened the door: Excuse me, young mas— Hhh...

Hans: Madam Violan!!!

#i put madam bc in a modern au they most likely wouldn't be nobles #and idk what a butler would call the wife of the house #but i searched and was tht or mistress #i went with that bc i feel like hans would rather avoid calling her mistress #when it's a word that some people could use for its other meaning to offend her #anyways #og cale who gets genuinely surprised for the third time on his life #because he has so much potential he accidentally developed an aura #most people don't get one even if they train on purpose for decades #but he got it after a few years of seriously playing a game #for fun #and there are witnesses #now he can't pretend he doesn't have one #lcf au #accidental swordmaster og!cale AU #crack fic idea #og cale #original cale henituse #og cale henituse #og!cale henituse

[comingyourlugubriousness]

My hot take.

Bonus Pic, Leona calling bc he thought he would remember what MC said but didn't and Ruggie is clowning him for it.

#mymemes #don't take this too seriously but also i won't be accepting criticism LOL #twisted wonderland #disney twisted wonderland #ace is sending the Styrofoam pic to purposely make mc made btw he sorta knows what he needs to get. everyone else is genuinely asking #tw menstruation #? if i need to take that #it says 'her' bc i copy pasted from the meme but in my heart mc is gender neutral #take this with a grain of salt its silly

[veliseraptor]

sometimes i wonder if certain...people who hate characters...spend more time thinking about them than people who like them. like, sometimes it seems very much this kate beaton comic

and you just. you know. gotta wonder what they're getting out of it

#is it fun? is it edifying? #consistently maintaining that level of anger and frustration just seems...idk corrosive #like i get it in a 'dog returning to its own vomit' kind of way but #please as a former 'reading things that caused me distress on purpose' person #if that's what's going on: please stop #for yourself and also the rest of us #lise's aggressively bitchy opinions about irrelevant and unimportant matters #i don't feel that bitchy but it's my complaining tag #i am speaking globally by the way #like certainly there are particular groups who are worse about this than others i would say #but i find that it does happen across the fandom spectrum as it were #anyway i should be trying to write instead of writing long-ass tags about this very unimportant subject

[neutral-towards-mindmaps]

the 3-step laura bailey dnd romance strategy:

step 1: create a character that's impossible not to fall in love with

step 2: find a player who has deemed their character inherently unromanceable

step 3: profit

#critical role #cr spoilers #its either about loving a character that sees themself as traumatized beyond lovability #or tormenting your husband who wants nothing to do with dnd romance #both are valid #i actually don't know about step 1 i don't think laura makes all her characters that charming on purpose #i think she's just like that #and yes i do get a nickel every time i come on tumblr dot com and draw comparisons between the 3 cr campaigns

[storfulsten]

colorful funky space friends

hm kinda sus tbh

#shading is overrated #and proportions and accurate size differences are also overrated lol #anyways #sussy space friends au #if there was an au this is probably the colors I'd go for #the letsplay inspo vibes may not quite match up with most colors but it's all mostly just guidelines rather than acual rules really tbh #it's all just vibes so who cares really ha #there's a couple more dudes I'd probably want to include but they wouldn't get the most fitting colors lol ah well they'd manage I'm sure #rn I'm too lazy to add more either way ha #so ye anyways #just doodled this bc I felt like it and wanted to help myself visualize all the dang colors on the correct people so ye #messy and lazy but fulfills its purpose well enough atm at least #so ye #maybe you wouldn't agree with the color choices but with my own au and ideas these combos work just fine ha #so agree to disagree and all that #either way I'm just vibin #lazy doodle is lazy and not very serious so ye feel free to ignore and all that #enjoy or don't #whatever floats your boat #fnf au #fnf amongus au #boyfriend #girlfriend #pico #whitty #hex #carol #ruv #sarv #I draw what I want

[finnpeach]

bro how the fuuuuuck do you guys write sexy sneeze fics bc I just want to write like full chapter fanfic with a fight or drama and build it up and then centre it around the cold but like no one wants to read it and tbh I don't even want to read it or write it bc it takes too long and I just want my horny out but I also have a lust for tension and plot and all that shit

#I JUST WANT R/OWAN TO SNEEZE ON A GODDAMN MOUNTAIN! WHY AM I WRITING A FIGHT SCENE! #I think its bc I want to write for very obscure fandoms like patrochi//les and t/og where I haven't seen like any fics written so im like o #I gotta do some world building some tension some plot #but really I just want him #to sneeze in a tent and have a cold #anyway #I think I will trim the fight scene and post as a like. side part bc there's no sneezing and its long #in my fic aelin fights rowan for like training purposes and she lands a fuckin HIT on him bc he's slow and sick and he gets moody about it #and then goes into the tent and thus commences the sneezing. but we don't need that

[ragnarokhound]

Happy Halloween! Trick or treat?

Hee hoo thanks for the ask, anon! Happy Halloween :3 A silly supernatural jaytim 3 sentence paragraph (lol) fic for you:

"For the last time, I am not getting in the damn coffin with you," Jason huffs.

Tim leans out over the polished wood and satin lining, his fangs flashing as he pouts, winding his arms lazily around Jason's neck and burying his fingertips in Jason's hair-- because he's a dirty cheater and he knows that Jason's willpower is brittle as old bone this close to the full moon. He resolves to stay strong, because if you give Tim an inch then he'll take the whole damn continent.

"You don't have to, I suppose," Tim sighs, red eyes flashing from under his eyelashes. "I'll just be here...cold. Lonely. Wanting." He breathes the words against Jason's lips, and Jason whines. Christ. The things he does for this bloodsucker.

#hehehe #even if i don't get werewolf fic finished in time for halloween #i can content myself with posting SOME kind of spooky season content for them this october lol #tim is a vampire and jason is a werewolf and they are in love #they have 'its rotten work. especially to me and especially if it's you. i'll fucking do it but christ alive' vibes in this verse lmao #big 'i deserve an award for putting up with you' energy hiding ride or die insane chasm of deep and abiding devotion #it's the vicious dog and the question of who holds the leash #and the answer to the question is 'yes' #jaytim #my writing #asked and answered #this was GOING to be three sentences but hoo boy. only 3 sentences is so hard?? OTL so i adapted it to three paragraphs #and technically I'd want to make it four for pretty formatting purposes fdjslafjs #ask game #fanfic trick or treat #🐺🦇

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

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#poorly drawn mdzs #MDZS #season 1 #wei wuxian #lan xichen #lan wangji #lan jingyi #lan sizhui #I ended up cutting out *three* comics from my notes because its was basically all the same punchline (WWX is sobbing pathetic and wet) #he spends nearly this whole episode wailing and frankly good for him #Don't get me wrong; the VA absolutely *crushes* the performance #I am obsessed by the little 'WEH' he does at the end of Special Ep No #but as much as i wanna draw it I DO need to move this series along #I *love* this flavour of WWX (trying to be extremely abrasive on purpose (failing)) there's a lot of good humour here #I feel like i could have drawn out this *whole* episode for how many good moments there are...but alas... #Anyways. you guys ever think about how the juniors have to witness their HGJ breaking character to bully this random guy #yet also tolerate a lot of disrespect and still treat him with respect? #it would be like watching your principal lie on his desk twirling his phone cord and kicking his feet. what do you even *say*?

[impistry]

So I was curious regarding the desktop version of GLAZE after sharing this post, which I did some science and tested it on my PC. Turns out my GPU does NOT really have the power to run this program for each individual image (it took almost 30 min to render a 521kb file at almost the lowest settings, my GPU can not handle a preview, & it gave me an error message in the end because the settings were apparently too low), and I do not have the funds for a new graphics card to run this program. I also do not I think my GPU could handle Nightshade (it's far more GPU usage heavy than GLAZE). Before someone suggests using the web version of GLAZE, I signed up originally when it was first rolled out, and found that a lack of a preview does not allow for you to dial in settings before running it, and it can take a while to email the image to yourself, so it would be a LOT of back and forth with testing settings to find something that works for each individual image.

Below is the comparison of the Glazed vs Unglazed Art that the Desktop version spat out (even with an error):

End result is I do not think this works for comics (at least not monochrome) because the GLAZED version looks rather dirty in comparison. This might be due to the low settings, or it just might get worse the higher you set them (i.e. more noise added to the image), but my GPU really struggled with just the bare bones settings and going higher only increases the time it needs to run.

#GLAZE #FOR SCIENCE TESTING PURPOSES #I don't think Glaze is going to work for flat stuff like comics #My GPU is from 2017 so its getting up there in age but it still works for what I need it for

[yume-fanfare]

madara is such an interesting and complex guy. the masks he wears, how hard he works at sabotaging his own relationships and the burdens he carries are all very compelling. however, he does do a very good job at annoying people on purpose and he Does annoy me. such a frustrating guy

#i know hes doing it on purpose but its not helping he is good at it #however it's even worse seeing people who don't know he does it on purpose #''how could he say that?!?'' he is literally just saying things. #you're enabling him #(and then i get double angry so i guess the solution is to delete twitter probably) #mar's midnight rambles

[in-the-sweet-november-rain]

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#can someone help me feel something? #its just so hard to fucking keep going you know? #i have 0 purpose exept to be second place and watch other people succeed #no one seems to care anymore that i'm still here #and i basically not even part of my friend group anymore (i never was in the first place they just tolerated me) #like whats the fucking point? #i don't win anything- i'm not good at anything #just middling and mediocre at EVERYTHING! #and i just ant someone to want me #like theres nothing keeping me on this planet #so why stay #i try to feel something- i rly do #but i can't #the knot in my stomach keeps getting tighter and tighter until i eventually push everyone away and break and the cycle repeats #sry to be this depressing on valentines day #but idk anymore... livings hard #and i'd rather not #getting out of bed is so hard knowing no one wants to see you or here you or know you #but i have to #and life goes on #and i'm just swept with the current #because thats all i'll ever amount to <3 #i sound so ungrateful and stupid #but idk somethings obviously wrong with me and i don't know how to stop it #vick's venting again

[tsui-no-sora]

In the midst of all of this I want to say thank you to Shelby for speaking about her abusive situation, because you really don't think it is abuse until you are no longer being abused.

It's not even immeadete it takes a long time, and then you feel silly for trying to be their friend at all.

And more so, when it's odd stuff like that, things that you usually don't think about, like 'biting' as abusive, or about spending a lot of money as abusive, or living in filth, or being constantly lied to, and made to believe like you were the 'crazy person' in that situation.

But it is abusive, and it is dangerous, and you shouldn't be treated that way. Being resented by your partner, and purposefully injured by them, it's terrible mistreament that nobody deserves.

You don't realize how bad it is until you see it happening to somebody else, and you think, of course nobody deserves to be harmed by the person they love, of course I didn't deserve to be harmed either.

So I want to thank Shelby for being so brave, and bringing visibility to these different ways of abuse, as she said, abuse doesn't just look like punching or hitting somebody, even if it isn't 'dramatically' violent it is still abuse.

And her being brave has made people like me feel seen, and I think it will help many other people in similar situations recgonize that they are being mistreated, and that they deserve to be helped too.

Shelby is an inspiration to me now, for being able to make good in the world even after being harmed like that.

I am so happy she's got so many cool friends in her corner. She is so cool

#everything is so scary but I did wanna get these thoughts out before going to bed I am in so much pain right now #Ahh either way long story short don't date guys who slap you in the face #I don't care much about the whole ohhh who is her ex??? bit because I feel like anybody who refuses to see the obvious is doing it on #purpose but her tweet is so real like no i cannot say who my abusers were not because i dont want you to know but because its not on my own #best interest for you to know #Shelby #mcyt #Shubble

[oh-gh0st]

um. hai......... publicly posting about them now (wow! be Quiet). ill give context under the cut (hope u guys like reading ^-^)

so its the first year that ghost is living in akatsuka and as per annual tradition the town hosts a festival to celebrate their shrine. choromatsu asked a week prior while hanging out with ghost on their library shift if they were going to go, but they told him they were still thinking about it. it was sort of obvious they weren't because they got annoyed whenever he asked. like they didn't even want the topic brung up… he was a little disappointed because he wanted to see them there, but they didn't seem like they were interested. afterall they had declined plans to hang out previously because they weren't that much of a social-lite. imagine his surprise when they said they would go! oh he was over the moon when he got home that day…. his brothers were quite pissed at him for subtly rubbing it in their faces, but they were also a bit jealous. ah well.

he was awestruck when finally met up with them outside their home. they had a muted, deep crimson yukata on with a very pale green obi tied around their waist. they looked amazing… he had a hard time keeping his eyes off of them the whole night when they walked around. obviously im not going elaborate, but you know what i mean…. coughing. anyways at the end of the night the town hosts a big fireworks celebration to honor the shrine. choromatsu asks ghost if they would like to join him and his family. theyre hesitant, but they do eventually agree. they decide to go back to the family a bit earlier than the other brothers, and this is where matsuyo gets intoduced properly to ghost. as a mom is, she's all over them, absolutely adoring how pretty they looked.

the rest of the siblings arrive, and theyre all teasing choro for bringing a "girl" over to the family blanket. after a bit more moments of teasing, ghost gets up and walks off, visibly annoyed. after scolding his brothers for teasing, he gets up and follows ghost, arriving at the top of the hill overseaing the rest of the families and people. it's a few moments right before the fireworks start. he asks them if theyre alright, and apologizes for his brother's behavior. theyre awfully quiet. theyre usually not this quiet….. hes starting to get a bit worried. 'are you okay…?' '… i need to tell you something.' they start.

choro doesnt say anything back initially because hes enamored with how they look. it helps that it was a clear night and that the moon was out, because the moonlight was hitting their face just right. they looked so cute, but they were blushing like mad. not even a scowl or an angry expression evident on their face…they were staring off to the side. the fireworks are getting prepared, matches lit to light the strings. ghost, in an instant, grabs choro's hands. their touch was warm but cold at the same time, bringing an oddly comforting chill to choromatsu. 'promise you wont laugh. or think it's stupid. please…' he looked down at them, their eyes flicking up to him through their lenses. '…i wont. i wouldnt ever do that, i promise.' he tightened his hands in theirs. the fireworks were about to go off any second now, as the crack of them lighting sounded throughout the area. families and people got ready, the anticipation boiling up to the brim in them.

ghost takes a breath, and stands up straight. they're looking dead at him, but their brows are furrowed upwards. they take a breath and start to speak. choro could feel how nervous they were, as a slight shudder was now noticeable in their hands. And as the first firework shot up into the sky, the ear-piercing sound ringing into everyones ears, ghost spoke. 'i love you, choromatsu matsuno.'

fireworks went off rapidly, loud booms looming throughout the sound of the night. but choro didn't pay attention to a single one of them. his eyes widened as he registered their words, his cheeks rising in heat tenfold. he just stared, too stunned to speak… no it had to be impossible. how could ghost love him if they hated his guts, beat him up whenever they got into an argument… scoffed at him with such a crimson face whenever he was right? but… he liked it. he liked them. liked them more than just a friend… more than just that. when he realized he had been staring for a while, he shook his head and stared at them. his mouth still hasn't closed. he stammered, but eventually found his footing. 'i… are you… you do?' 'yes. i do.' they replied through gritted teeth, looking away again. they were upset… did they think he hated the confession? but he didn't, that's the thing! so, knowing the one thing that wouldn't make them upset, he pulled them into a hug, pressing his cheek against their head. he leaned down to their ear, '…i love you too. i love you so much…' his voice was wavering. he was nervous. ghost stared ahead, now their turn to be stunned. as they processed his words, they playfully scoffed, slowly bringing their arms around his waist. they both stayed like that for a while. they might've missed the fireworks, but this was so much better.

#ghost's doodles #oso san posting #ghostoro #<- dont look at me. filtering purposes. scoffs #god FUCK FUCKING I HATE YOU PEKO FOR GETTING ME TO POST THIS. UURURHGGHGH #i was feeling self-indulgent last night. its one of the many scenarios in which either one of them confesses #ik i talked about a different scenario from the ask game about a week ago. that's prob the canon one.......... #im going to throw myself off a bridge don't Look at me. #i need to draw ghost beating the shit out of him as a palette cleanser. i need to see him beat tf up #or ill draw atsutodo. we'll see. #fades out of existence