#i just cannot with the amount of flirting and touching and how much they love each other

[my-naughty-writings-and-musings]

Continuing to work through my writing slump, have some saucy Earthspark Bumblebee x Reader headcanons as I do so! Let me know what bot to write for next and please like/reblog!

1. He's either a flustered wreck or the one turning you into a flustered wreck, there is no in-between.

When he's on the receiving end you'll find it only takes a little bit of dirty talk to have him blushing and stuttering, and if you hop on top he'll melt into a purring pile of bot for you to do with as you please, happily allowing you to take the lead. Gentle, teasing touches have a similar effect, and if you sneak a few in public it won't be long before he's doing everything he can to get the two of you somewhere private. Thick walls will be a must since he cannot keep quiet when you get him riled up. Expect lots of needy moans, and plenty of mewls, whimpers, and literal purring once he's taken care of. Snuggles will also be a must, ideally with a fair amount of petting on your part.

When he's the one doing the teasing, however, things are very different. He'll use his size to his advantage, effortlessly maneuvering you as if your tiny organic body is weightless in his grasp, making a point to show off how big and powerful he is by comparison. While doing so he'll flirt relentlessly, alternating between praising all your features he loves most and teasing you for getting so hot and bothered. His definition of "private" is also much looser, so don't be surprised if he settles for ducking down an alley or hiding behind a grove of trees if the two of you are out in the woods. He'll be just as loud, but you'll hear a lot more growling than groaning. Cuddles will still be mandatory in the afterglow, but he'll be the one doing all the petting.

2. He loves it when you grab his horns. They're only a bit more sensitive than the rest of him, but there's just something about having you holding on that really does it for him, especially if he's eating you out. It doesn't hurt that doing so typically puts the two of you at eye level, and if you meet his optics and squeeze at just the right moment you might get him to overload hands free.

3. He's a bit of a light sleeper, but he's quite ready to have some midnight fun if you happen to wake with him, which you probably will. His considerable size makes him rather hard to ignore as a bedmate. However, he's notably more open with his affections while sleepy, so you'll be woken by a cuddle happy bot who offers to make up for waking you with lots of oral. Few can say no to a midnight face ride from the Scout.

#valveplug #transformers #lemon #maccadam #tf #bumblebee #tf earthspark #transformers earthspark #earthspark #tfe #tfes #bumblebee x reader #transformers x reader #x reader #self insert #robot x human relations #human reader #valveplug headcanons #headcanons

[imdead770]

The Outsiders x Reader fluff - Johnny Cade

Authors Note: He's so sweet, I love him so much. So sorry for the wait, but it's here now. Enjoy.

Johnny Cade

▪︎ Words cannot describe how sweet this boy is.

▪︎ Once he finally realized he liked you he tried to ignore it

▪︎ He's never really had a girlfriend, so the idea of finally having one freaks him out

▪︎ What if he got rejected? You were way out of his league, anyways. At least that's what he thinks.

▪︎ The gang practically had to force him to ask you out

▪︎ Either A) he asked you out indirectly

▪︎ Or B) the gang set out two up

▪︎ Either way, there you two were, sitting at the diner across from each other.

▪︎ It was pretty awkward at first, he didn't really know what to do, so he just drank his milkshake to fill the silence

▪︎ Eventually you finally managed to start a conversation

" ..remember when Two-Bit shaved that squirrel Pony found? "

" heh.. yeah "

▪︎ After that the two of you hit it off

▪︎ 15 minutes in and he got more comfortable, smiling every time you talked

▪︎ You both talked, sharing a basket of fries and drinking milkshakes. 10/10 date.

▪︎ He insisted to walk you back home

▪︎ You walked right beside each other the whole time

▪︎ He wanted to hold your hand but he wasn't really ready for the whole pda thing

▪︎ Which is fine, he warms up to it later.

▪︎ Whenever you got to your house he didn't want to leave

▪︎ Instead of saying 'goodbye' like a normal date, you kissed him right on the cheek

▪︎ His smile was the sweetest thing you ever saw.

▪︎ Once you two got to your third date he figured out he really liked you

▪︎ Not just a crush, this was a thing now.

▪︎ You were both sitting at the drive-in together, right beside each other

▪︎ That's when hee finally worked up the courage to put his hand on top of yours

▪︎ You just smiled, keeping your lit-up eyes on the movie screen

▪︎ Your first kiss was probably that same night

▪︎ Not anything intimate, just a really sweet 5-second kiss

▪︎ Someone in the gang probably somehow saw it

▪︎ The whole gang found out before Johnny even got back to the Curtis house

" HOLY SHIT, JOHNNY! "

" what..? "

" Whaddya mean what!? Ya' got 'er to kiss ya'?!?"

▪︎ Once you two got more comfortable with each other, physical affection became as normal as a blue sky.

▪︎ Sure he still flinched whenever you touch a scar on his hand, but it's getting better.

▪︎ He'll hold your hand, pull you against him, play with your hair, all that.

▪︎ He keeps pet names simple

▪︎ Baby, babe, darlin' or just your name

▪︎ Always makes time for you

▪︎ It doesn't matter if there's a rumble on date night, he'd come watch a movie with you with a broken nose.

" Johnny.. you sure you don't wanna go to a hospital? "

" I'm sure, baby, it ain't even that bad. "

▪︎ Dates are normally pretty laid back and of course, cheap.

▪︎ Drive-ins, movie nights, sitting in the lot together

▪︎ One night you just sat on the grass of the lot talking, sharing a cigarette (or not, you do you)

▪︎ It doesn't matter to him as long as he gets to spend time with youm

▪︎ After a while he starts coming to your house instead of the lot

▪︎ And he's so grateful for it

▪︎ He finally has somewhere to sleep that isn't lotus infested and cold

▪︎ That and he had someone he could trust, someone to hold him.

▪︎ He always feel safer with you, like nothing could happen.

▪︎ The gang's grateful for it too

▪︎ They notice that Johnny isn't as jumpy when you're around since he's too focused on you too even flinch.

▪︎ He always finds gifts to bring you

▪︎ Sometimes Soda will give him something free at DX, sometimes Dal will steal something, other times he'll just bring you flowers he found.

▪︎ He doesn't really flirt but he definitely compliments you a concerning amount.

▪︎ HIS SCAR!?

▪︎ The same way you'd trace Steve's tattoo or play with Dal's necklace, you'd trace his scar

▪︎ Him laying down with you, listening to your steady heartbeat as you push his greased hair back to trace the scar.

▪︎ The first time you did it he tensed up, but now it's relaxing to him

▪︎ The way your thumb goes from his eyebrow down to his cheekbone could make him fall asleep.

▪︎ 😭❤️

▪︎ He knows you don't like playing with his greased up hair, he doesn't like it either, so he starts washing his hair more

▪︎ Eventually he's at the Curtis house and your house more than he's at his house

▪︎ Again, everyone's grateful for it.

▪︎ It was probably some random night in your room where he said he loved you

▪︎ He was just laying on your chest, listening to you hum quietly as you played with his for-once-actually-clean-hair

".. yknow I love you, right? "

▪︎ It took you a second to process it.

" ..yeah, I know. Love you too, Johnny "

▪︎ 😭🫶

Two-Bit's next!

#the outsiders #the outsiders headcanons #dallas winston #sodapop curtis #steve randle #johnny cade #ponyboy curtis #two bit mathews #darry curtis #the outsiders x reader #johnny x reader #johnny cade x reader #the outsiders johnny

[my-random-mdzs-thoughts]

Okay, let me scream why I love the Wanxian couple so much.

What people think of them as individuals, is the actual person of the other.

Let me explain!

What people think of Lan Wangji: Hanguang-jun is such a logical person and has his emotions so under control! He is abstinent and he is so patient with people! etc.

What people think of Wei Wuxian: He is so blunt and so shameless! He does what he wants and has such a dirty mind! He is so impulsive! He makes so many jokes! etc.

Meanwhile Lan Wangji: multiple horny thoughts about Wei Wuxian. "Everyday means everyday." Will straight up not talk to someone he doesn't like. Will not even touch them or be near them. But will latch himself onto Wei Wuxian like a puzzle piece. Is genuinely funny and a thicker face than Wei Wuxian. Embarrasing his husband over and over again. Cannot to save his life, not help someone that needs it. Most of his actions being motivated by his emotions. (not to mention his first dream literally being about him acting out his wish to rail young Wei Wuxian into the floor.)

Meanwhile Wei Wuxian: being a logical think person. The only times where he has horny thoughts has is when he is together with Lan Wangji and has learned from his husbands horny thoughts. Sure he reads porn books but he only seems to do that with the other boys around from what I can tell through the story at least...he only flirts with girls to get either informations or to make sure he has food in the city, for the possibility of being in a problem. (not to mention the small amount of money he always kept in his ropes but that is for another rant..T.T) he literally just wants to re-create the happy family like the only memory he has of his parent's. Wei Wuxian is also pretty good in politics and still somehow talk to people he doesn't like just yaknow..not long. (he made himself a cottage core lifestyle with Lan Wangji in his dreams and not even just in his dreams he even thinks of it before they confess to eachother! Someone said that they see Wei Wuxian as demisexual and I am since then also a believer of it.)

And just because I can, thinks they share:

Their morality (no duh), their skilled hands and detection in teaching the young desciples. Their parental instincts immediately activating around said young desciples. Shared humor (try to convince me otherwise. I'll wait.) compatible kinks. Their love for eachother in romantic as much (if not a little more) in sexual. Their none verbal communication. Their genius minds! Their respect for eachother in pretty much everything. How pretty and handsome they are. The care they have for eachother.

Anyway welcome to my Tedtalk...

#mdzs #wei wuxian #mdzs wei wuxian #mdzs wwx #wei ying #mo dao su zhi #mdzs wei ying #mdzs lan wangji #mdzs lan zhan #mdzs lwj #lwj #lan wangi #lan zhan #Bnu rant #mdzs meta #?? ig

[the-traveling-poet]

Hi!i loved your dad joke Erwin headcanons,and I was wondering if you’d be willing to do headcanons of him or Levi as a parental figure to reader maybe?like just how their relationship is?

Headcannon no. 4

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Dad!Erwin

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(A/N: Doing this for Erwin cause I needa post more Eyebrow content~)

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While at first it took you by surprise, Commander Erwin’s favoritism towards you soon blossomed into a friendship you never knew you needed until then.

Being away from family while enlisting in the Survey Corps had made you a touch lonely, despite the new friends you’d made(and unfortunately some you lost) in the regiment.

Once you’d been promoted, you found yourself at every neck and call of your Commander as his personal assistant.

You supposed it made sense. After all, Section Commander Hange had their own assistant, Moblit.

Over a surprisingly quick amount of time, you’d grown close with Erwin.

He wasn’t one to nag at you or harp on you. He treated you as if he’d known you all your life.

Hell he even gave you weekends off?? Unless it was urgent.

There had been nights you had bonded together over a game of chess or a mug of something warm.

You’d told him about your family, and how you missed them. He’d tell you what he remembered of his late mother, and the conspiracies surrounding his father’s fate.

Eventually, you looked to Erwin as a second father figure in your life.

He’d check on you during breakfast every morning, and had you take a seat at his table.

He’d call you “kiddo”

Heaven forbid anyone your age try and flirt with you cause Papa Bear Erwin comes out in full swing.

“And just what are your intentions with my assistant?”

Sometimes slips up and says “daughter/son/child”

Despite him not being your biological father or relative by blood, the man sure did act like such a dad.

“Heading out to Trost? Alright…Just be back in HQ by 9pm sharp.”

Cue the usual bickering between the two of you as you tried to persuade him to make the curfew longer.

He watches out for you on expeditions and any meeting you might be accompanying him on. For both your physical and emotional safety.

He loves all “his” kids so much and I literally cannot with how adorable-

Bickering with Hange over Dadwin’s attention and getting a “now kids, I have time for both of you. I love you both equally.”

Pls Dadwin is cannon you cannot change my mind.

#erwin attack on titan #commander erwin #attack on titan erwin #erwin smith headcannons #erwin headcanons #erwin x reader #aot erwin #snk erwin #erwin smith #shingeki no kyooujin erwin #aot fluff #aot fanfiction #aot x reader #snk fanfiction #attack on titan #snk #aot #aot x y/n #aot x you #aot headcanons #aot headcannons #snk headcannons #snk headcanons #erwin headcannons

[jazeswhbhaven]

Astra's relationship dynamic with the Kings <3

Satan: Was her first experience with penetrative sex. Her relationship wasn't established with him until she discussed it with both him and Mammon at the same time. He's fine with sharing, though he is sometimes getting onto Mammon for hogging her for too long. Mammon: Love at first sight? Yeah. He loves Astra's thighs and ass because of how squishy they are. But that's not all that he loves about her, the shape of her pupils are similar to the sparkles in his, the "if you're touching my ass I get to touch yours" attitude, and Astra's unapologetic horny behavior. (she literally bites his tit when they first meet) He agrees to the polycule with Satan because as far as he sees it, Satan is his, he's Astra's, it all works out. Beelzebub: He and Astra are strict "yeah we do gangster shit in these streets" and they do. Also, the amount of clubs Astra attends while in Avisos is crazy. They're the oddest form of friends with benefits ever, and he lets Astra borrow his clones from time to time. Leviathan: Oh dear...well they're on their way to being friends, they're more like enemies right now because the threats are back and forth. It's literally a game with them to be annoyed with each other. (TBH Orias is jealous of how close Astra is to Levi and complains there are plenty of times she could have killed him and chose not to lol) But Astra doesn't wanna kill him, she's just trying to hate fuck him a lot. Levi knows that but he doesn't like how she keeps flirting with Barbatos, but does thank her for introducing him to several music artists he likes. Lucifer: There's a lot to process here. She in fact does not have a sexual relationship with him for reasons I cannot reveal yet because A. I do not have too much info on him lore-wise B. he has a specific role in my fic where it would be hilariously awkward for them to screw each other. He does like Astra's presence, just as he does Gamigin. How the Satan/Mammon polycule works in all of this: They are open. So Astra's devious activities with other devils are okay with the two of them. Astra however does spend a lot of time as possible with her boys so they feel loved. Funny enough they don't say much about her frequent trips to Avisos only because she loves doing random shit there and then comes back to relax in either Tartaros or Gehenna. If it were up to Satan she'd always be in Gehenna, next to him, lol. He says the only other person he trusts to be romantically involved with her IS Mammon. They cuddle pile a lot and it's really cute because Mammon pretty much swallows them both in his arms. Satan gripes about it, but Astra chills him out with smooches and rubbing the back of his neck (secret sweet spot). When Mammon feels a bit lonely though, Astra gives him praise and nose smooches while rubbing her chest against his (his favorite thing for her to do). There's a bunch of push and pull with these three, but they function just as well.

#whb #what in hell is bad #whb satan #whb mammon #satan blurbs❤️ #mammon blurbs💛 #character x oc #ship dynamics

[whaleofatjme1920]

HI! HI! HI!

Can I request my mans Dr. Bright, Dr.Klef, and Dr. Kondraki with a crush on a new scientist who's just very chill and all smiles fucking melt when they're given any form of affection by them?

I love your works btw, take care of yourself, drink water and eat a good amount of food <33

Dr. Bright, Dr. Clef and Dr. Kondraki with a Crush

[GN!Reader]

[Warnings: like, none?]

[AN: thank you so much love bug! That’s so kind of you <3 o was a tad confused on the wording of this request so I ended up taking it largely from the reader’s perspective, as in, they get flustered, not the doctors.]

Dr. Bright

He’s not a suave guy, he’s kinda tired and much too sarcastic. For him to have a crush like this, he’s almost a bit confused and thinks something’s up with himself.

Surprisingly, he’s good at giving affection to his crush! It’s not overbearing or anything, but it’s very sweet and mostly done within your comforts of physical. Little touches, wrapped his arms over your shoulders from behind so he can rest his head on top of yours.

He does tease you a bit for being so shy and flustered once he touches you!! Makes little cute remarks, comments on how your face heats up.

Of course he’s gonna notice how different you are around normal coworkers and then how you clam up around him. Bright actually finds it endearing.

Dr. Clef

You have a crush on Clef of all people, he has a crush on you? He’s going to make himself known.

I really don’t think he does any “UwU shy” when he finally realizes he has pretty genuine feelings for someone but becomes even more annoying and extroverted. He will joke around with you all that he can.

Calls you becoming all quiet Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde time because the difference makes him chuckle. His affection is very brash and in your face.

You can fluster him pretty easily though so definitely get on him for that. As easily as he can fluster you, you can fluster him. It’s not the dirty jokes or anything flirting like that, but the more genuine forms of affection that get him.

Dr. Kondraki

I don't think Kondraki really gives any affection like that? He strikes me as the type of guy who thinks he's too old to do so.

However, I would say the way that he flusters you is mostly by acts of service and gifts. Little things you get that no one else does and you automatically know it's from him.

I think Kondraki really enjoys seeing you fluster because he thinks it's cute and you're cute. Everyone kinda expects you to get "special" treatment from him and in a way, it becomes a cute lil office room joke.

You cannot fluster him at all like you could Bright or Clef. He's always one step ahead of you and relatively smooth?? Weird. He's not above also using his size to his advantage, making you fluster that way within your comfort zone.

#dr bright headcanon #dr bright x reader #dr clef headcanon #dr clef x reader #dr kondraki headcanon #dr kondraki x reader #scp headcanon #scp x reader

[useramor]

fuck it friday

tagged by @buddiearemydads @gayhoediaz @rewritetheending @comaboybuck @alyxmastershipper @sibylsleaves @eddiesbleps thank you and thanks for reassuring me that y'all do, in fact, want more snippets from this fic!!! love y'all

i ran a poll because i could choose, and, shocker, the most voted option was "eddie trying to heterosexually rationalize rimming" so here you go!!

and also some of the silly flirty, because i think the scene is sweet and want to share it.

jealous eddie is gonna have to be for the fic ;)

first snippet (thinking abt rimming)(talking to hen):

“You get to define your sexuality. I’m not gonna be the one to tell you you need to identify a certain way if that doesn’t feel like the right label. But, Eddie? You’re having gay sex.”

Eddie flushes up to the tips of his ears. Not just because of her words, but because of the visuals it puts in his mind. He’s been thinking about it since Buck mentioned it at the library, and has watched a disturbing amount of gay porn since.

It was hot in the way all sex is hot. In an objective sense that didn't do all that much for him. Then again, regular, straight porn never did much, either. Imaging the guys on his laptop screen as him and Buck, though? 

Yeah, that had him coming all over his chest embarrassingly quickly.

There was one thing, though, that’s been on his mind since he saw it. He’s known what rimming is, obviously, but he never thought he’d want that. Not for himself, and not to anyone else. But Buck’s so responsive, so sensitive to every touch, and Eddie wants to see him fall apart just from his tongue.

So, yeah. Part of him wants to bring up rimming with Buck, the other part doesn’t know how he would un-gay the experience of having his tongue in another man’s ass.

snippet two (dumb boys flirting!!):

“You’d be into that, wouldn’t you?” Buck whispers against the shell of his ear, his words hot as they fan across his skin. Eddie shivers. They’re in public, surrounded by parents, at a fucking library, but Buck’s a tease and Eddie’s easy for him. “Words, Eddie.”

“Fuck, yeah. Yes.”

“Say it.”

Eddie snorts. 

“Vampire.”

It has the intended effect of making Buck laugh loud enough that the instructor gives him a nasty look. 

“Sorry, sorry,” he tells her, raising his hands in surrender. Chris giggles behind his hands, waving over at them. 

“You’re hopeless,” Eddie mutters, shaking his head. 

Buck sends him a smile—one of the pretty ones that lights up a room, the kind that makes all six foot two of him look like the bashful, charming boy next door. It’s kind of sweet, and Eddie cannot wait to be able to wipe that smile off his face. To turn it into a slack-mouthed oh as Eddie fucks into him, as Buck tilts his head back and moans, bouncing on his cock. 

Eddie smiles back.

tagging @midnightsbuck @buckleysibs @wh0re-behavi0r @deareddie @swiftiebuckleys @henswilsons @oliverstaark @eddiescowboy @eddiediass @messyhairdiaz @buddiefication

#bia.wip #straight!eddie fic

[borntoocry]

𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐑𝐨𝐛𝐢𝐧 𝐁𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐲 '𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬'

NSFW

summary: this is a list of what Robin would actually do in certain situations/ how i think she’d act in relationships! I often see some misleading actions and idk, I’d like to post something true to the character:)

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓:

1. Robin wouldn’t know where to put her hands when you’re making out. At first, she’d kiss you and speak between pecks to try and figure out her thoughts and actions.

2. Robin would lean her head back when you’re giving her neck kisses. She’d gasp and suck in breaths to keep calm. She’d gulp and rest her hand on the back of your head to keep herself steady; or grab something behind her.

3. Since Robin can find herself confused on where to place her hands, she’ll sometimes kiss you harshly out of frustration. She’ll hold your face and kiss you until you find somewhere to lead her hands.

4. Robin is squeamish. Think about… legs shaking at any movement, hands squeezing and pulling and fingernails scratching at any bite or lick.

5. She loves getting on her knees.

6. She loves to roll her eyes. Whether it be in a sassy retort or out is spite, she enjoys it. It gets her in trouble.

7. When she’s mad she likes to go quiet until you force her (in a non-rude manner) to speak.

8. When she gets comfortable a bit of leadership takes over. It isn’t dominance to the full extent but she likes telling you what to do, and if you ask 'Where did that even come from?', she’ll say, "I made it up and you have to listen."

9. She doesn’t take rude shit. If someone says something rude about you or even attempts making up rumors, she quietly tells the person to fuck off.

10. She’s touchy. Fingers scaling fingers, thighs, hair… boobs.

11. She gets whiny in bed.

12. Just the right amount of possessive. She’ll glare at guys at school who look too hard at you. She says nothing but when you’re alone she rants and doesn’t stop until you know how much you’re hers.

13. Is a whore for metaphors and similes. Loves comparing you to beautiful earthily creations.

14. Loves 'sleepovers' and can’t ever stop coding your activities with straight & kid-friendly vocabulary.

15. Likes to sneakily touch you.

16. Has a thing for locking school bathrooms and kissing you inside. She thinks it makes her bad.

17. Loves to kiss you where there might be people. No one ever shows up or sees you but she enjoys the adrenaline and what it does to the make-out sessions.

18. In the beginning she’ll like being placed on countertops but after a while she’ll place you on countertops.

19. Enjoys head scratches.

20. Only enjoys it when you do her makeup and dress her up.

21. She’ll dress up for you on random days of school and prays you’ll notice and praise her.

22. Cannot go to sleep if she has a present for you. She thinks up how it’ll go non-stop until she shows up with eye-bags.

23. Loves blatantly flirting. Not with other girls but with you.

24. Loves making dirty jokes with Steve and even goes to the extent of faking moans. She’ll even throw your name in to gross him out because he knows of you and her.

25. Only leaves hickeys in private areas where she knows no one will see.

26. A softie.

27. Loves buying you books and writing inside the cover. She’ll rub some of her mother’s cheap lipstick on her lips, too, and kiss the inside.

28. Too nervous for her own good.

#robin stranger things #robin buckley #robin buckley smut #maya hawke #stranger things #smut #robin buckley fluff

[wittywallflower]

Steddyhand modern AU where they oops themselves into a throuple.

Ed and Izzy are roommates who run a business together. They are kind of an on-again-off-again, open-ish polyam sorta-couple that has never once had even a second of healthy communication about their relationship in the twenty years they’ve known each other. 

Izzy meets Stede first because he actually attends the meetings for the local business owners association or whatever. Technically Stede should be competition but Izzy quickly decides he is an idiot and will probably go under soon. He’s weird as hell though, Ed would love that. 

Ed does love that. He is delighted by the crazy shit he hears about the new guy and wants to meet him. The two hit it off because of course they do. That wouldn’t even bother Izzy all that much except between their flirting and their dumb dates, Ed and Stede want to talk about cooperative business ventures. And the business, that’s Ed and Izzy’s thing. They’ve worked hard to build it, together, and Izzy works hard still to protect it. he doesnt want to risk it on some crazy scheme these two come up with just because Ed is bored. So yeah he hates Bonnet, but its not romantic jealousy (or is it?)

The tension between Stede and Izzy comes to a head one evening when they are both drunk and still seething over an argument they had earlier in the day. Drinking turns to shouting. Shouting turns to shoving. Only a couple punches are thrown but there;s a lot of undignified scuffling around on the floor. 

Izzy isn’t really sure later when wanting to rip Stede’s head off had turned into yanking that golden hair to pull him closer. Or who hungrily took whose lips first. He remembers a soft handkerchief cleaning his bloody nose on the short trip to the bedroom, remembers checking Stede’s split lip to assess if it could withstand further kissing. He doesnt remember how Edward inserted himself into the situation, but he does recall the man giggling as they tried to arrange the three of them on the bed and he nearly fell off the mattress. 

He remembers everything after that too. Every touch, every kiss, every gasp and moan and sigh. The shock of twenty fingertips softly exploring him was a sensation burned into his brain forever now. He remembered it all. And he didn’t regret a second of it, even if it would be easier to. 

No one says anything about it because thats just how Ed and Izzy are (emotionally incompetent) and Stede like just came out two months ago. He hasn’t dated since university and he’s certainly never had a threesome. He is completely unequipped to handle all this. So he just follows their lead.

So things mostly go on as normal with Stede and Ed spending time together and Izzy’s often around when they do. But Stede is a sweetheart, and a gentleman, and he also cannot stop thinking about how enjoyable that night was. It seems rude to not express that, but one doesn’t just say “thanks for that phenomenal sex”, do they? How does one, err, request a repeat?

Stede spots a gift he thinks Izzy might like and gives it to him. A short while later he notices the bag Izzy carries is nearly falling apart and replaces it with a nice satchel. Black leather, very cool, very much Izzy’s aesthetic, very much designer label and expensive as hell. 

Stede has to cancel a date with Ed one night, but orders an absolutely ludicrous amount of takeout delivered to their place anyway. A lot of it is Izzy’s favorites. 

Then there’s the concert tickets. He and Ed had given up hope of affording even nosebleed seats as soon as the tour had been announced, but Stede gets VIP, backstage passes, the works for all of them. Stede doesnt even like the band!

Izzy can’t take it anymore and has to ask Stede what the fuck. Why the gifts and the gestures and all this stuff? Is it just to butter Izzy up so he’ll agree to whatever dumb business idea the other two have? 

“I didn’t think I needed a reason to do nice things for my boyfriend!”

“...boyfriend?” Izzy asks, just utterly shocked. He’s echoed by Ed, who sounds less surprised and more… considering.

“Um. Yes?” Stede, to his credit, does immediately read the room and start to realize he may have misstepped. 

Izzy can’t even speak. 

“Are you.. is it wrong to call you that? I just thought.. i mean, after that night..” Stede blushes fiercely. “I call Ed my boyfriend, after all, and i care about you just as much as I do him…

Stede trails off with both men staring at him. 

Finally Ed chuckles. Izzy turns to scowl at him. 

“What? Don’t look at me, mate. I thought you two already had a totally different arrangement sorted out. I didn’t say anything about it because I figured you’d be embarrassed about having a sugar daddy.”

#steddyhands #this was literally just supposed to be Ed's sugar dadd tease and it turned into a fucking novel #omfd modern au #idk why but i rly want Izzy as a sugar baby and so damn mad about it because Stede didnt work for his money or struggle like izzy did #he wants to hate the nice things stede gives him but he also wants to own them to prove he is just as good as the rich fucks #just as deserving. #but he wouldnt seek them for himself because being happy feels like hedonism to izzy hands #and he knows he doesnt need Stede to survive. stede doesnt pay his bills or settle his debts. so he's conflicted about accepting it on a lot #of levels. but... he LIKES it. #Meanwhile Stede Bonnet who has never looked at a price tag in his life because the cost has never been beyond his means #is barely even aware of the term 'sugar daddy' and walking around thinking #'my smol angry boyfriend is such a cutie'

[wri0thesley]

🌙 anon is back from irl and genshin hell 😭! Hope you’re doing well Nat!That Diluc x chubby Maid reader fic 😳😳😳😵‍💫🥴 so good like omg idk where to start to comment on how much I LOVE the fic! 🤩🥳

Thinking about same chubby maid Y/N that has to help out Angel’s Share to serve food and drinks to patrons. Such a high amount of customers lately, the tavern needs more help! Adeline informs her of the task. Charles and Diluc help teach her the tasks she has to do. Maybe Diluc gives Y/N a new bartending outfit or sticks to her original clothes 😳 Diluc’s favorite maid is quite popular with the guests, she so sweet, welcoming, works hard, thus he’s getting horny jealous. Some guests like Zhongli, Venti, Albedo, Ayato, Thoma, Childe, Pantalone, etc. take a special interest/flirting at Y/N which sets Diluc off (*coughs* possessive/breeding kink *coughs*) after closing hours. 😋

I’d like to think that Rosaria and Kaeya are good friends with the reader. The cryo duo are well aware about Diluc’s sour mood and him being down bad for our sweet maid 😂 Y/N thinks Diluc’s sour mood is due to the busyness of the tavern so she working hard to ease his stress 🥺 (put a ring 💍 on her Diluc!)

Maid reader I assume doesn’t have a vision from the dressing fic but if she did I headcanon Hydro for steamy reasons 🤭🤭🤭 hydro + pryo = vaporize 🥴😉😌😏

oooh anon...

i am THINKING about this so very hard. perhaps a special event that brings people back to monstadt (like the one we're getting very soon), to wine and dine and drink and make merry . . . and reader is just so sweet, so eager to please, wants to help diluc so much - and it's not like he's going to be at home much, is it? so it's agreed upon that they can take some shifts at angel's share, when diluc is there to keep an eye on them - and what do you know! they're very good at it! in fact, if diluc didn't know better, he'd think several of the patrons purposely hang back to be served by reader instead of coming to diluc himself.

and reader's in a cute little approximation of a waitress outfit; maybe it's a bit too small, again, because he can't help himself, but it's festive! still. only diluc should get to ogle at the soft push of reader's chest in a low-cut little white blouse (i'm imagining, seeing as monstadt is so heavily german-inspired, something akin to a dirndl?) and bodice that just emphasises how lovely and round and nice to touch they'd be. so he's glaring daggers from behind the bar, and oh no, that's not helping people want to be served by maid reader either!

i do think this is especially funny with venti. diluc knows that's barbatos; knows that it's monstadt's archon . . . but all maid reader knows is it's the funny, charming bard that people love to hear play at angel's share, so they should probably be nice to him! and diluc can only bring himself to be so curt with venti, knowing everything he knows . . . and venti takes full advantage of that. accidentally falls into reader's generous decolletege. flirts and winks and sings particularly bawdy songs whilst making direct eye contact. you cannot tell me that venti wouldn't fall head over heels for a chubby reader. come on.

mmm. he can't start an out and out diplomatic war, either - so outright telling ayato to back off is a bad idea, especially as inazuma has only recently re-opened to the outside world and ayato has so much sway over arts and culture. and i always like to imagine he knew thoma as a child and remembers him; so when ayato and thoma are flirting, all he can do is grit his teeth.

zhongli also puts him a little on edge. even though he knows nothing about zhongli's true identity, the man exudes power; and you seem so interested in him! diluc's well aware that, despite being a gentleman, he can be a little . . . awkward. zhongli talks like a gentleman and smiles at you kindly and diluc knows by now that you're weak for authority figures! but the fact that venti seems to know zhongli so well also doesn't bode well . . .

if anything, it's childe and/or pantalone (though i think it's far more likely to be childe) that sets him off. makes him bring an end to the night early and send everyone off to the cat's tail because he shattered a glass whilst cleaning it by losing control of his vision - a fatui harbinger? having the absolute nerve to make a move on his beloved little maid? that's just too much. he's got to fuck you over every table in his tavern and make you scream out his name and tell him that you love him in between jealous, angry, mind-shattering orgasms. it's literally a life or death situation. if he doesn't do it, he'll simply die.

#not sfw text #chubby reader posting #genshin impact posting #nat.txt #fem reader implied #long post

[sleepless-in-southlands]

I mean I get the feeling of what you mean with tongues & teeth, but who am I to pass a chance to ask -taz

guy who hasn't stopped thinking about the post since they reblogged last night: good being taz please imagine i am gesturing unhingedly at the conspiracy wall while you read this

bc i mean the main most obvious bit of it is. well. they Are all mob bosses (*and right hand) who do kill and torture and commit crime so yeah the blood on hands is pretty clear to see they are not hiding that

the fun part is the way it applies to all the dynamics just in different ways/to different extents

mumbo and scar probably have it the Least because like. theyre both bosses, they both know what they're doin, scar has a thing for blood and all of them have a thing for torture, honestly this is like flirting to them. mumbo says i have blood on my hands and unfortunately this makes him irresistible to scar

mumbo and grian have it but in a funny like, almost reverse way? i have a different post that kinda touches on this already and it's pretty well established in the fics that they Do Not Care what crimes/evils the other is committing, but they both deep down wish the other Wasnt in the business™. not because they want them living a life on the str8 and narrow, but because they want the other to be Happy and Safe and things you cant be in a literal killer of a workplace. but despite the fact that either of them would immediately quit and abandon the South the second the other did, they both have this thought process that. the other doesnt want to leave, so it would be cruel to ask them, and of course neither will leave the other so theyve sorta deadlocked themselves in a situation that doesnt really exist. i need you, i need you to be safe, i want you to leave but i cant ask that, i want to stay with you whether that's here or there or the ends of the earth, i cannot overemphasize how ridiculous it is that these two will do Literally Anything for the other yet neither ever seems to put two-and-two together that that could also include things like Being Safe and Saying I Love You

none of that paragraph made any sense but the feeling is there . ok

now . scar and grian . boy oh boy. putting this one under a cut bc a) gets a bit long b) technically touches on stuff that hasn't yet (but will!) come up in the fics themselves so like. idk if anyone cares about slowly written fanfic spoilers but yknow youve been warned

just. to Start. as very recently established scar has a Too Close thing. anyone getting too close is a threat, for scar and also themselves. scar (accidentally) lets mumbo get close and now it's all I Trust You And Because Of That I Don't Trust You I'm Sorry, scar (accidentally) lets grian get close and now he is not beating the allegations from bdubs

but GRIAN. oh he's the real one of all this with him and scar

see this is the thing i havent got too much in fic but the main reason grian obviously knows he likes scar and vice versa but wont do anything Real about it is like the epitome of the post. in grian's view of self, Everything he is can be summed up and finished at 'mumbo's right hand'. mumbo and scar, they can be somewhat normal, they can be something outside of the business (ignoring all their torture dates), but grian- he cant

grian is mumbo's right hand; mumbo will always be his number one priority, no matter what. he cant- and wont- give anyone else an equal amount of time/care/etc. grian's a facade and sharp edges and the Essence of the business and it doesnt matter what he thinks of scar or what scar thinks of him, that will never change

(this isnt a problem for grian, he prides himself on being Mumbo's Right-Hand as his entire identity, but he knows what it costs the one other person who might want to get close to him)

(this also isnt a problem for scar, as we will later see and have already kinda seen, bc scar has no problem with sharp personalities and he's arguably much too onboard with being mumbo and grian's third, he's just in denial about it)

but. Despite. Despite that. grian does want scar close. he already kinda is by default, given he's dating mumbo, but he wants to be close past that too even tho he knows (he thinks) they cant be, that it would only be cruel to scar. he sticks by mumbo and refuses to drop the professionalism and Mr. Chronos but also he sees scar struggling and he goes

im going to Get Close, and that's a Threat, and i know you know that, i know you know the danger, but you're still letting me and i wont stop myself. cant i want to get close? say no, you're saying yes, you think ill kill you and i Will, hand on your neck i could kill you right now, are we enemies? say yes. say yes and let me stay here anyways. i dont want to hurt you but i want you close and this is a contradiction. i will continue to make our relationship oddly tension filled until whenever we reach the point that i realize you Do Not Care about any of the warnings i have been trying to give you. why do i always write scarian like this

anyways. i think that was a lot of me saying nothing but still do you understand. how they are all making things harder for themselves then they need to be

#oizys mumbles #taz anon #bloody fruits au #everyone official s-i-southlands welcome to taz come see more of my mental illness #but yeah so much of this au is like. they have trust issues getting in the way of things but somehow MoreSo are the issues theyre creating #theyre very skilled at many things. communication is not one of them. somehow

[bougainvillea-and-saltwater]

For Jia and Miraak, 🦴🧸 and 💐!

💖ask game💖 🦴: Does your OC have much sexual experience? What are they like?

Jia: No, Jia hasn't got any sexual experience, either before or after she got captured. And due to the circumstances of her capture, for a fair amount of time, she was quite numb, even appalled by the idea of having sex. She couldn't believe she'd ever meet that person who would make her actually want it and not be afraid of it, even though in her heart, she secretly craved that kind of intimacy—blame the sappy novels she keeps hoarding and reading again and again in her hours of loneliness. Now, after she meets Miraak, and slowly builds deep-rooted and mutual love, trust, and respect with him, Jia will be very much willing in this aspect. 👀👀👀

(she has also read The Lusty Argonian Maid and other novels like these, for educative purposes and their plot, so...)

Miraak: Miraak is my Beloved Virgin™. He has never done anything romantic in his life, save for some very chaste kisses back in Atmora, before he became a Dragon Priest. In my headcanon, Dragon Priests swore celibacy. They weren't allowed to have wives or mistresses, and they weren't allowed to sire children, since passion and love are sometimes equal to devotion and dragons did not allow their servants to be devoted to anyone else than them—a dragon cannot simply share commitment. Also, dragons are not driven by romantic love or sexual desire, so the same thing was expected by their representatives. Miraak broke his oath of allegiance to the Dragon Cult and the dragons by rebelling against them, and now that he's out of Apocrypha, he's yet ready to break his oath of celibacy... 👀

(he had plenty of time in Apocrypha to scour through various tomes with Informative Content concerning these matters, so just like Jia, he might put his knowledge to good use...)

🧸: Into public displays of affection or are they more reserved?

Jia: She is reserved by nature, so I'd say she'd show her affection when she had the privacy to do so—she is also very expressive in her love and doesn't want to draw unwanted eyes in her personal moments. The only time I can imagine Jia displaying her affection in public is during a big battle when Miraak is in danger or bleeding or does something badass with his powers and turns her on... 😂👀

Miraak: Miraak is not as reserved as Jia, so I can see him trying to claim an affectionate moment with her in public. His possessive draconic instincts may kick in a bit, showing everyone she's his, but his expressions of love also display the true pride he bears for his counterpart. I can imagine him stealing her kisses while thinking, this is my wife. Look at how very strong she is. She is the fire itself. Did you know that she slayed Alduin?

💐: What is their courting style? How would they woo someone?

Jia: She's inexperienced and very subtle in this matter. Maybe with little glances or imperceptible touches or nuanced compliments that make her flustered as soon as she acts them, or, because she knows she's coming off as awkward, she tries to flirt/give away a portion of her romantic feelings by offering gifts she makes herself—for Miraak, she has crafted a dagger, has baked various sweets, has cooked foods, has offered him her bedroom, and all these are her own unique ways to literally scream to him: I fall head over heels for you.

Miraak: Miraak, on the other hand, is a bit more precise about his flirting, even though he also has insecurities and zero experience and gets equally flustered; especially when he receives compliments. While Jia might flirt with little glances, Miraak's gaze might be more enduring and mischievous, so his interest shows pretty clearly—in the beginning, he used to tease Jia regularly to flirt with her and test her own reactions, so he ended up reveling at the sight of her flushed cheeks and accentuated freckles as an answer to his teasing. He also had a bad habit of invading her personal space, not because he wanted to cause her distress whatsoever, but because he was just so desperate for closeness in general and in Jia's closeness in particular. As their relationship evolves and warms up, he may start to offer gifts to her, too! My Miraak weaves clothes with Alteration Magic, so in an upcoming chapter, he will sew something for her... something rather intimate... 👀

(I can see him trying to flirt with her by writing her poems with a loving undertone, and she stands there trying to analyze their meaning all shy and flushed...)

#miraak in jamie fraser's voice: i said i was a virgin... #miraak #oc: jia #skyrim fanfiction #skyrim ocs #miraak x ldb #ask game #the priest and the dragoness #otp: twin flames

[queen-scribbles]

🖊 🖊 🖊! -em

Okay, rather than use this to specifically ramble about a character, I'm gonna instead ramble out some thoughts on my Wayhaven Love Interest Swap bc that brainworm has settled in GOOD and I need to let some of these this out before I explode. xD (this Swap being AJ/Adam, Mallory/Nate, Janinie/Mason, and Kasey/Felix. Yes, I realize there's three pens and four characters. I'll be much heavier on one or two of these that are really driving me insane)

🖊 AJ/Adam first bc AJ is always first, and it's the one I've thought about most(thus most likely to happen).

She's very easy-going and willing to work with Bravo, open to suggestion, and basically takes an "I know the town better, you all clearly know the case better, let's pool that knowledge" attitude rather than trying to be In Charge. Adam appreciates that, while it also irritates him and he cannot figure out why. (Spoilers, it's bc he likes her and her working so closely with them puts her in danger and he doesn't want her to get hurt. I think Nate would put those pieces together before Adam does, tho :3) Mishka's mentioned that A's route is them Love-at-First-Sighting the Detective, but I see it being something they both try to downplay for most of book 1(AJ's trying to be professional, Adam's trying to Make It Go Away bc he's trying to protect her from the dangers of the supernatural world, including him). It would be probably when she stops by his room after her arrival at the Agency facility following the vampire reveal that AJ starts to maybe acknowledge/lean into the attraction a bit more. Adam's still fighting it, but it's so hard to do.

He wants to protect her, from everything, but being around her is a different kind of dangerous for both of them(Nate is watching his best friend's struggle with equal amounts of sympathy and amusement). Then it turns out her blood is Special™ and she's in this world whether she likes it or not(she does) and Adam just doubles down on wanting to protect her. I think failing to keep her safe from Murphy would hit harder than it did with Mallory, which is so deliciously angsty. There's this amazing, palpable tension between them in the hospital after she's rescued; not sexual, but definitely something romantic brewing there. (I'm dying at both the patrol scene with him giving her his coat and the first time he makes one of the comments alluding to being viewed as a monster and she just looks him dead in the eye "You're not a monster, Adam" said with such genuine gentleness and conviction it makes him stop breathing for a second)

(Sidenote: her loving to read and him being such a protective grump makes them together give major Beauty and the Beast vibes and I am HERE FOR IT)

Book 2 is where things get really fun bc AJ would actually be more bold about flirting with Adam than she is with Nate in canon. This is because Nate is very suave/charming/open about being attracted to her, which makes her appreciative but shy. I wanna say she was somewhere between 70-80% shy on the romance meter by the end of book 2 with him(and it would be about the same if I put her with Felix or Mason bc they're also both very open about being attracted to you, it's just the tone/nature that changes). With Adam, while she wouldn't be flinging herself at him or anything, she would be a little more obvious with showing signs of her attraction. She'd figure his reticence was due to not being sure she felt the same(he's a vampire, could be from an era/culture with standards about "protecting a lady's honor") and want to clear that up. So it would be little things like touching his arm or holding his gaze. Stuff that's obvious without being forward.

I mentioned in the original post that the main things attracting them to each other is her genuineness(there is no guile in this girl) and how much he cares about his team(she'd notice that real quick). He worries her sweetness/trusting nature is going to get her hurt and she's terrified his protective streak is going to get him hurt again. Enter Trapper Fight and the "Tu omnia" which she would need Nate to translate for her bc she doesn't know Latin. She would definitely go supernatural research on his route and I would go feRAL over the library scene. And while she's willing to give him time and be patient, I feel like moving in to book 3, when it's really hard to deny this mutual attraction, she would start gently pushing for him to either commit or explain why he can't bc this back and forth isn't fair to either of them.

ALRIGHT THAT GOT LONG, sorry about that.

🖊 Mallory/Nate isn't super fleshed out as a concept, I just really like the idea of them together bc she will call him on his bullshit when he tries to deflect about discussing his past and he's easygoing to work with her wanting to be in charge while having the patience to deal with how long it takes her to open up. Suave enough to navigate her prickly topics, too, and the mental image of the fourteen inch height difference is also hilarious. She would want to Protect so badly with him, even if he is a foot and change taller than her. xD Bc he cares about people and he's so good and gentle and the world needs more people like that. Even if they're actually centuries-old vampires.

🖊 Janine/Mason is also not very fleshed out, just Sunshine/Grump pairings are my JAM. While there would still be flirting, it's far less sarcastic/challenge-mode than Kasey's flirting with him. Janine just likes him and is so genuinely sweet and charming, the "Sweetheart" nickname starts almost mocking and the shift to it being a more genuine thing is so subtle Mason doesn't even really notice he's doing it.(Nate and Felix sure do👀👀👀) Janine would want to hold off on sex until it means something, further confusing him about why he's so drawn to her and why he likes her so much, when she doesn't even want to "have fun". The bakery scene in book 3 would be BRUTAL, she would leave in tears, Mason's internal monologue would be something along the lines fuckfuckfuCK SHIT FUCK. >:3

🖊Kasey/Felix is the other one I've put some decent thought into. It starts out just as fun. It's casual flirting, at least on her end, sweet how much he cares, and he's kind of adorable, but Felix is definitely to more invested of the two of them until the Carnival Date. His unmitigated joy sends her just plunging head over heels, like she stepped into the deep end of a pool with no warning and she doesn't even look back. ("Look how happy you are, that's so much sexier than any pout" Girl's a GONER) She loves taking advantage of being slightly taller to wrap her arm around his shoulders, he's jokingly asked for piggyback rides bc he thinks it'd be funny. She would hesitate even more than Janine did about saving him vs Sanja in the Trapper fight. I think she would still save Sanja, but fullblown panic attack about seeing him so hurt, like we're talking walks like a zombie, Nate or Mason has to drag her by the arm to get her where they need her to go, absolutely stays when Felix asks and wraps around him like a very protective big spoon.

🍪🍪🍪Cookies for anyone who read all that, I'm now taking bets on how long until I run at least the AJ/Adam one(I'm a teeny little nudge away), and I'm high-key amused all these swaps put my girls in the perfect spot to rack up friend points with their bffs xD (AJ-Felix, Mallory-Mason, Janine-Nate, Kasey-Adam)

#oc facts #abigail jenings #mallory denney #janine elder #kasey valentine

[high-dragon-bait]

1, 33 & 38 fenhawke for OTP asks?

Who is always horny and will have sex, at any place and at any time?

Yes. Yes. I like this question >:)

I think they're both. Pretty horny. Like. I do think it takes time for them to be both comfortable and confident enough with each other and their relationship to start having a lot of sex, but once they get going. They get going

So, it's less who's hornier, and more about who's more daring regarding when, where, and how

When and where go to Avis. She likes sex any time of day and is daring about where they have sex. She's the one that will flirt with him in a public space in a way that gets more and more charged until she cannot take it anymore and drags him into a secluded corner for sex. Fenris is the one that will stop her if he thinks there's a genuine chance they'll get caught, but if he doesn't (and Avis is usually good at picking the secluded spots) he's usually down.

I DO like to think Fenris can be kind of a bastard. Sometimes if Avis finds them a good hiding spot, he'll kiss her and touch her and tease her getting her as close to the edge as he can- and then stop. And just go back to wherever they were, Hanged Man, banquet, wherever, and leave her in that state. If she wants him to keep going, then she'll just have to wait until they get home :)

He doesn't do it every time, otherwise she'd expect it, he does it just rarely enough that it's a surprise every time. Avis loves hates it, but he always makes it worth it

So if that doesn't make it clear, the one who's more creative about how is Fenris. Avis likes sex, but it doesn't occur to her to make it complicated. It's not that she doesn't not enjoy anything less than vanilla, it's just that, if the whole point of sex is to have an orgasm, why add all those extra steps? But Fenris is the more explorative one, he's the one that goes to Isabela for ideas on how to spice things up, the one that will explore kinks, the one that suggest trying new things first. Avis is down usually, and winds up liking it and wanting to do it again most of the time. Unless she just REALLY wants to get off quickly, in which case Fenris isn't disappointed, there's always tomorrow!

Anyways, that steamy, let's get more PG

33. How do their personalities compliment each other?

Fenris is practical, Avis is a dreamer. Is it cliche? Yes. But I like cliches and it's cute

Fenris brings Avis down when she starts dreaming a little too big, Avis reminds Fenris that the worst case scenario is just the same amount of guaranteed as the best case scenario, which means, not at all. They keep each other safe

Also, Avis' "mask" that she puts on. The performance of the perfect champion, the entertainer, the one who is easy to love... Fenris never fell for it. He saw through her immediately and guess what? He loved her anyway. Avis loved him when she realized she had one person in her life, outside of (some) of her family, that she did not have to pretend in front of. She never thought that would feel so freeing.

38. What type of parents would they be?

Yes. Yes. I get to talk about this at long last

They're both devoted and happy to have their daughter, Eshana, but the big thing is the amount of freedom they give her. Avis grew up on a farm, where kids would run off and spend their day in the field with very little parental supervision. You fell? You got bit by at best a bug at worst an angry rodent? You got too close to the neighbor's land and got chased off with a rake? That's just part of growing up. Now you know, don't climb on that tree, don't poke sticks in holes you didn't dig, and don't go onto Old Shaggy's land

Leandra also put a lot of pressure onto Avis once they were out of Kirkwall that destroyed their relationship. Avis does not want to be that mother, ever. So she gives Eshana even MORE freedom, she never wants her to feel like Avis is asking her for too much

Fenris is, as you may have guessed, the opposite. Fenris saw children ripped away from their parents as infants, saw children suddenly separated from their parents weeping, and parents grieving for children they will never see again. He hates letting Eshana out of his sight due to a very based in reality fear that someone will just snatch her away. I think it kinda comes and goes in waves. As a baby he doesn't really have this problem, because he always knows where she is. In her crib, in Avis' arms, in his arms. With some exceptions for friends and family, and even then he or Avis is the one that hands her to them. Once she learns how to walk... that's when this rears its head. The first time he turned his back on a toddling Eshana, turned back around and she wasn't there? Full panic. Not a good day for anyone

(she was fine, she can open doors now everyone!)

This is another situation where their personalities complimenting each other come into play! Fenris is there to go, hey Avis, maybe a farmland's amount of freedom isn't safe for a kid growing up in the middle of a city. Maybe it's okay to ask some responsibility of her. That's okay, you aren't being a bad mother for keeping her safe and teaching her to look out for others

And Avis is there to remind Fenris, hey, no one is going to take her away. She still needs to be allowed to be a kid. She needs to be able to get far enough away that she can get a good skinned knee, learn not to poke wasps nests with sticks, and get into some, but not serious, trouble. Sometimes the best lessons are learned by doing. You're not a bad father for that

This is also why Fenris and Eshana have a strained relationship in the verse where Avis dies. That voice isn't there anymore, and he tries to remember what she taught him, but it can be hard now that she's gone. Eventually, that leads to Eshana running away, because if there's one thing I love, it's irony.

I do have one other thing to say about Eshana in the True Canon, which is where Avis is dead. Avis died when she was six years old, her memories of her are scattered and hard to discern what was witnessed and what was story. There is one thing though, one thing that she really truly remembers about her mom

If you ask her, she'll say the thing she remembers most about Avis is "Her arms"

Because when Fenris held or carried her as a child, he did so tightly. He'd always keep one arm around her back and hold her close to him. Not enough to be uncomfortable (though it didn't allow a lot of very literal wiggle room), but just enough to keep her close. Avis was more lenient, usually holding her with one arm, giving her room to look around and, yeah, wiggle!

It's tiny, but that's the big thing. That's what she remembers most about her mom: her arms.

#dragon age #my dragon age #my fenhawke #fenhawke

[superlocktvd]

KinnPorsche | Episode 13

This week has been quite dramatic for the KinnPorsche fandom. However we have a new episode today and since I only get to do this just one more time after today not gonna go beyond the episode. 

Let’s dive in what has been one of the most awaited episodes (something I say about every episode). The thoughts and feelings of my first watch of episode 13 shall begin now

This episode not only Vegas gets punched but we have been choke slammed with the copious amount of pain and suffering 

Vegas and Pete right of the bat. Vegas that’s one way to flirt I guess

Vegas just a bullet through his head. You have the entire fandom’s blessing to do so. Hell I can assure you volunteers too. 

Vegas please it’s been 10minutes I am already crying.

Tankhun the only reason everybody else except the main family is buried 6ft deep is because you don’t hold the reins

Porsche no just no..whatever you are thinking it’s just not ok

They said I LOVE YOU...and with the time it took for Kinn to say it back you can see how much strength and trust he had to gather to put it out there. 

Jesus christ the pool scene..I have nail marks on cheeks because I cannot scream right now. Please god is testing me and I ain’t his strongest soldier. My heart is pounding. Time to hit pause and take deep breaths. 

So my crying has intensified. will soon be bawling if that’s not everyone don’t really know what you guys are watching

Porchay really is strong.. Last episode he spoke back, this episode he clocked.. I mean kudos to you 

They went the novel way...in family. Lord one missing word changes the freaking context please.

Porsche and Vegas of course, this duo never fails does it?? *sarcasm*

The iron of Vegas/Porsche and Kinn/Pete on opposite sides just wow. There is some lyricism here which once my brain works I can say although for shits and giggles why don’t Pete and Kinn just be serves the other dumbo pair who is  forever meeting in the dark with no one around. 

A lot many things happened will keep adding once I find my brain to work because I am dehydrated. I am crying but there ain’t tears. This is worrisome not gonna lie. As much as I loved those little sprinkles of comedy. I cannot recap it because I am no longer in possession of coherent thoughts and in terrible need to touch grass for reality to kick in. I have never been so on the edge with an episode.

Also this episode has quite literally is an answer to those people who ever underestimated the production, acting or anything about the show.  Again my opinion coz haters gonna hate.

EMOTIONAL DAMAGE and if I die what a way to go.

PS - I am not ready for next week. I cannot accept a reality where I don’t get my weekly KinnPorsche. 

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[bellafragolina]

leon? you mean one of the loves of my life? oh i have so much to say

leon's touch like to wander in a relationship. he likes to hold you tight at night, he likes to brush the hair out of your eyes when you cook, he likes to tap patterns into your thighs when sitting next to you, he likes resting his head on your stomach when cuddling on the couch, he likes to prod your arm in conversations, he likes to bump into you while walking, he likes to rest his hand on your back when walking through a crowd. he does this all not because he's possessive, not because he wants to brag to anyone and everyone that you're in a relationship, he does it because he wants to know that you're there. his life as a champion is too fast-paced. things move in and out of his sphere of influence in the blink of an eye. he wants you to stay.

despite what the world might believe, leon cannot flirt. he has never had the time to learn how to be suave, how to be enticing. he's nice to everyone, and that obviously doesn't change when it comes to you. however, leon thinks that if he's interested in you, that his kindness will just turn into flirting when around you. news flash: it does not. leon gives no hints. though, not for a lack of trying.

but i raise you this: this flaw leads to the most dramatic confessions.

because, for arceus' sake, leon's been interested in you for so long. he's been flirting with you for ages (or so he believes) and he thinks about you all the goddamn time. you distract him so easily and you don't even mean to. leon's been trying his roundabout ways of showing his interest in you before he even knew he was interested in you at all.

but his feelings keep growing and nothing is happening and holy shit it's been years and nothing's changed. leon could only ever fall this deep for someone he's known for a very long time--friends to lovers kind of man. but every time he wants to say something he says it in a way that's platonic and kind, easily mistaken for friendship. he hates it but he can't stop himself. why is this so hard?

leon's walked this path with you for so long that your footprints line the dirt. he wants to change course, walk down a different road, but where is he to go? what if he chooses a new path and you don't follow? what then? how could he live with himself if he abandoned you for the sake of his feelings? leon's a lot of things, but he's not a selfish man.

"i'm in love with you."

selflessness couldn't stop this, however. no amount of valiant heroism or tragic martyrdom could've lead him down a different path. this was always going to happen. it's been decided from the start. this was always the end. the divergence of one road into two.

leon's not good with his emotions. not in a sense that he suppresses them, but he's never had someone sit down with him and teach him how to process them as they come. he lets them flow rapidly, forcefully, and freely. both his happiness and anger could level cities like a torrential storm, outpouring without remorse.

he loves just as strongly. so much of him is on display that he's never learned how to hide things, never learned when to keep his cards to his chest. leon loves you with the strength of a hurricane, unabashedly and openly. his love has nowhere else to go but you. he would fall from wax wings just to get a chance to prove his devotion. just for a glimpse, just for the possibility, just for you. icarus and the sun.

for once, let the man lacking early memories latch onto you. let his fingertips catch on your hands and let his kindness be understood. let the longing he's felt for years not go to waste and let the years of friendship warp and change. let the road diverge and let yourself follow his tracks and make a new path. let his emotions shatter a city and let his love drown you in a storm. let his wings stay strong and let him bathe in sunlight.

let him be selfish, and let him be yours.

I wasn’t expecting to get poetry in my inbox! Holy shit!!

Sunshine you never fail to utterly amaze me! This is fantastic!! My heart is breaking for this poor man

The bluntness of his “I’m in love with you” and the fear he must feel, realizing this may be where your roads diverge for good. And you’re so thrown, because you had no idea!!

Oh, but the relief. He sinks to his knees to hear you confirm your feelings for him. The delight rivals when he won the championship. He’d kiss your feet in thanks if you’d let him, but you don’t, and let him kiss your lips instead, something far better. Something he’s dreamt about for years, and now he comes to find no dream could truly compare to feeling you smile against him

God, and the idea of him always wanting to be in contact, to be assured of your place in his whirlwind life. . . I cry. He just wants a rock, and you’re that to him, something to cling to as a constant since his family is so far away and his friends are as busy as he is. You’re his constant, his assured beacon through the fog, and he clings to you to not be dragged out into the seas of his crazed life

Ahhhh, I’m so soft T-T

~Renee

#sunshine you are so amazing