#i nearly fucking cried

[nonranghaes]

warnings: spider mentions bc writer is terrified and needs to write comfort. this is idol au, btw. (also readers in a polyamorous relationship with both chris and felix, just a heads up)

chris jolts awake when he feels you tugging at his sleeve, barely opening his eyes by the time you speak up.

“christheresahugespidercanyoupleasegogetridofit--”

it’s... a lot. it’s clear that you’re terrified (although his brain hasn’t deciphered what you said yet), and he sits up, reaching out to pull you in. on the other side of the bed, he can feel felix stir from his own slumber--and he hears him stifle a yawn. chris just focuses on you, though, “honey--”

you sniffle, fingers dinging into his arm as you hold him by the forearms, “please go get it before it moves--”

he doesn’t even have to decipher what you said anymore. he knows only one thing gets you this scared, and he gently pulls you in further until you’re actually sitting on the bed. “it’s okay,” he says, “i’ll go catch it. don’t worry,” he presses a kiss onto the crown of your head, getting out of bed. “i won’t come back until it’s gone, okay?”

you nod frantically, and chris mumbles felix’s name to rouse him further. felix turns over, gaze meeting chris’s--although he quickly nods toward you, redirecting the attention--and he understands. he kicks off the blankets, crawling over to you as chris takes his leave as designated-spider-getter.

“it’s okay,” he murmurs softly, drawing you in for a hug. “chris will get it.”

your breath hitches, and felix can feel as you start to cry. it’s a frustrating fear to have--felix knows, as does chris, because you’ve cried to them before about how you wish you could just be normal about those eight-legged little things--and you know that they’re far more afraid of you than you are of them. or, well, that’s what everyone tells you. you haven’t seen a spider have a breakdown because of you, but what do you know?

he holds you, gently tracing hearts on your back as he lets you cry your fears out. felix’s lips press against your softly, just for a second, before he pulls you in again. he draws your face into his shoulder, gently talking you through it. when he finally draws back, once your cries have stifled, he begins searching around.

“where’s bbokari...?” he mumbles. when he and chris are away, the plushies they gave you take their place (... alongside the others, sometimes, but you don’t tell them about that since you’ll never live it down). he moves, patting around until he hears chris come back. “hey,” he calls out, voice raspy with sleep, “do you see bbokari?”

chris stops for a moment with a “hm?” but looks over to your dresser where the group was last assembled. he reaches for the little chick, tossing him over to felix. he returns to bed soon enough after felix moves out of the way, gently guiding you back to the middle of the bed by the arm. he’s pushed bbokari into your arms, and already snuggled in next to you as chris pulls the blankets back over you all.

“it’s okay,” chris presses a kiss against your shoulder. “it’s gone. i took it outside. we’ll protect you, baby.” there’s a teasing lift to his voice, but you know he genuinely means it. 

“mmhm,” felix sounds, planting a soft kiss against your lips. “we’ve got you,” he promises. “alright?”

you snuggle in, both of your boyfriends cuddling in to keep you as safe as they can. it takes you a while to get back to sleep... but it helps to have your silly saviors nearby, always happy to catch and release the spiders and soothe you with as many kisses as it takes.

#nonranghaes.skz #nonranghaes.thoughts #stray kids x reader #skz x reader #stray kids imagine #skz imagine #stray kids x you #skz x you #bang chan x you #bang chan x reader #felix x reader #felix x you #lee felix x reader #lee felix x you #chris bang x reader #chris bang x you #there was a fucking huge one in the bathroom and u can imagine my fear :))) #i almost cried :))) #i fucking wish i could just be Normal scared abt big things like that but my brain is like nope!! nope!!! panic!!! cry!!!! #tbh i nearly had a lil poly minsung fic. i might still idk

[luxrayz64]

like we were so fucking robbed of seeing perez in the wake of saw vs events I want to see her getting out of the hospital and flipping tables and pointing a gun in ericksons face after being told that strahm is the lead suspect. I want to see her having a breakdown after strahms fingerprints come back dead. I want to see her hand twitching over her gun everytime she sees hoffman. I want to see her fucking losing it and desperate to avenge her friend and partner and to clear his name. I want to see the thought process that lead to her inviting known serial killer mark hoffman to the basement lab just so she could torture him psychologically before she had a legitimate excuse to shoot him. I want to see more of her and I want to see how strahms death impacted her the way the reverse impacted him.

#lindsey perez lindsey perezzzzz #we did not see nearly enough of her #she was so overshadowed by strahm in iv and then didnt even get to be a main character in vi #she showed up. psychologically tortured hoffman. and then she died (again). #realistically she's way better at hiding her insanity so I think she wouldn't lose it nearly as bad as strahm did #but I want just one little moment where she's on her own and she fucking loses it #forced to let your boss tell your best friend you're dead. he goes missing. is declared a suspect. turns up dead. no body to bury #more of her pov on these events please. please. please. #it would be so sanity inducing cause she KNEW it was hoffman. her last words to strahm was hoffmans name #and she knew him so well.... she must've known strahm went after him in the wake of her 'death'. the fucking guilt she must have felt #espeon cries #saw #i am so so sick in the head about her today

[koszmarnybudyn]

Here is the slut.

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #my art #glenn close #i have to wake up at 5 and write a math test tomorrow so you guys better be greatful i did this #cause i spend way too long trying to draw glenn hot like wayyy too long #i did not do school work cause of this #i dont even care about that damn pole i dont #but here is dilf glenn are you happy now? #are you satisfied? #i nearly cried cause of this damn drawing #also cause i lost my fave necklace down a fucking sink drain and am gonna have to beg some people tomorrow to help me get it out #at lesst im getting my hair dyed #i also have like two tests wendesday and like a bilion projects for thursday and Friday and all i did was draw hot glenn #im gonna go drink my hour old coffee and cry now #honestly vote carlos hes not a dick that sucks to draw #hot glenn autumn

[poscariastri]

oscar piastri as silly cats. here u go

bonus checo and max :3

#guys where the FUCK did you all come from #i dont check tumblr for ONE day i swear #why are all my f1 shitty memes at 100+ notes hello #literally insane but thank u lol #i appreciate it fr 🫶🫶 #anyways enjoy these cats #and oscars #oscar piastri #sergio perez #checo perez #max verstappen #f1 #f1 memes #f1 shitpost #oscarposting #piastri #op81 #yeayeyaea #also you guys your TAGS!!! are so funny and nice #someone told me nice work op and i nearly cried #i love my 40 followers ❤️ #u guys better send asks i want to talk to every single one of u

[cheebuss]

I love Jotaro btw

#my art #Fanart #fandom character #Jotaro Kujo #jjba #Stardust Crusaders #JoJo's Bizarre Adventure #// im not drawing that fucking jacket bro i tried drawing the collar 4 times and nearly cried #// the wafer sticks would've been a better solution to the anime smoking censorship tbh #// i wanna know what blue drink he was sipping when VS Daniel bc it couldn't have been alcoholic -- yummy!!! :DDDD lksdgkl

[kingleedo]

Leedo || Baila Conmigo [231019]

#leedo #foroneus #ultkpop #malesgroupnet #kpopccc #idolnexusedit #kpopstages #lucieblr #foraddy #tuserchrissy #useroro #eyestrain #kngld.edits #i nearly cried giffing this cause the camera was like zoom in zoom out #also in the middle of giffing i was hit with a realization I AM FINALLY ✨FINALLY✨ GONNA SEE THEM LIVE IN 2 FUCKING WEEKS #okay enjoy that body curve #i should sleep i have an early morning :_) #i am also alive and well just very busy and borderline stressed this month

[kyomon0]

Doodle done in response to me starting the homework that was assigned 4 months ago. I am a great student. I am also a liar. Hahahahaha.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #tanizaki junichirou #junichirou tanizaki #bsd tanizaki #It was intended for him to be doing this to Tachihara #But i fucked up the tachi chibi and just left it as is #So he's just telling everyone to kys 🥰 #kms has been the most used phrase of mine for the past month #when my school nearly fucked up and gave me exam schedules #I don't have exams #i actually cried at the email #LOL #Thank god for unscored electives #I still have homework though. #sadge moment

[tangerinesteve]

poisoned Crowley might be the best fucking thing I've ever seen. He's tiny. He's big. He thinks he sounds like a goat. He sounds a wee bit like scrooge mcduck (shh i know i know) on helium and/or acid. He's lost in the graveyard despite Aziraphale being right next to him. "Where are you?" He's completely scottish. He's out of his tiny little mind i love him.

#i just rewatched it and nearly fucking cried #good omens spoilers #good omens #good omens 2 #go spoilers #spoilers #Crowley #mine

[sunforgrace]

he sat there on the ground and cried. for cas. cas told him he loved him was taken away and he buried his head in his hands and wept

#AND THEN THEY TRIED TO PRETEND LIKE IT WAS FINE? and after the widower arc #it wasn’t even as nearly fucked then this time all their friends got thanos snapped and we don’t even get canon confirmation that they were #brought back. even with covid not even a vo or offhand mention or reference #jack is god and in every drop of rain or whatever. #sure yeah whatever they beat the final boss and got over the protagonist angst of it all but the world was still the same it just wasn’t a #chuck story which only ramped up to being The Big Problem in the season 14 finale. #cas was stabbed by an angel blade and dean broke while wrapping his body for the funeral pyre. ALONE. and was. not doing well #and you tell me it’s whatever after he sat there in that dungeon refused to answer sam’s calls and cried during the complete and total end #of the world. that he just bounced back from that and died and drove around heaven for decades in a few minutes and smiled while americana #electric guitar played on some bridge #cas helped oh that’s nice I guess smile now I have GOT to go drive my car around. because I did not get enough of that in my time on earth. #unlike my time with cas which I am satisfied with and in no need of closure. perhaps a conversation. looking upon him to see him alive and #well. healing some of that trauma of the last time I saw him. a reunion hug maybe even which has become tradition. CUT THE CAMERAS deadass #he’s going for the face touch. no this we cannot possibly have time for we have to play carry on wayward son twice #sorry. it has been three years. sorry. it’s just so funny buddy your ass did NOT escape the hamster wheel

[stuffy-just-doodles]

So before the movie begins, let me just make something wholesome -

It's a quick doodle, but i just wanna make them happi -

#smg4 #supermarioglitchy4 #smg4 fanart #smg34 #smg4 smg3 #smg3 #smg43 #glitch productions #stuffy doodles #im not ready for it 😫 #im already shooked from the pervious vids #im not ready for the smg4 movie #but im too fu c king excited aswell!!! #k so i saw it and omg i nearly cried at some point #but it was so fucking good!!! #100/10!!!

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

frickin shite that was the worst small group I've ever been to in my life

#the eisegesis made me want to rattle out of my bones in frustration #got corrected for trying to cross-reference because ''we only stick to our one passage'' and nearly fucking cried about it #I PHYSICALLY CANNOT NOT CROSS-REFERENCE SCRIPTURE #not only is it a shitty hermeneutical process but it's also just Not How My Brain Works!! #y'all have seen me crossreference on this blog it isn't just the Bible! I can't Not crossreference things to save my life #and I basically got (admittedly she was trying to be kind about it) corrected in front of the entire group of 20somethings #and the couple that leads it are so PARTICULAR and nitpicky and it has to be done their way or you're gonna get corrected #my first introduction to her was her coming up to me while I was working the sound booth and telling me about something #wrong with my production setup that I KNEW ABOUT and WAS AND STILL AM NOT ABLE TO CHANGE #(our camera for livestreams doesn't have a high enough mount and I don't have space to extend it higher so we catch the tops #of people's heads in the camera shot) #and the girl I went bc I want to get to know her better WASNT EVEN THERE #I spent the entire time trying not to cry or look at anyone #I need to find a different small group... sorry all the kids my age were nice but I can't handle the structure or leaders #Lu rambles #adulthood woes

[dogmotifz]

SORRY I'm still not over the pentiment kids. Anna stealing your hat, patching it up over 25 years, and eventually handing it down to Ulrike. Ursula crying at the foot of your bed and poking you awake in the middle of the night. Claus' framed portrait of Marie and Bertholt. Paul fleeing from his house in act 2 but lovingly watching Andreas Jr draw in act 3. The tangible grief in the Bauer and Drucker households after the loss of the children. He's my apprentice but I think of him as my son. I love you, daddy, goodnight.

#did you know gaming fun fact I nearly fucking cried at August's last dream #god. ok. #pentiment #pentiment spoilers

[coffeelovinggayidiot]

Actually Dorian Gray and Basil Hallward are divorced and also newly wed at the same time

#dasil #basil hallward #the picture of dorian gray #dorian gray #oscar wilde #we just today started our dorian gray part of lit class and I nearly cried when I over heard the whole class talk about how they didn't read #the book and just skimed summaries and then when we had a test on the characters they couldn't even like... do it #because they didn't even know who Sibil WAS #I feel like that meme of the dude at that party where I'm like 'they don't know this book is super gay' #also I will be reading the original 1890 version as to be able to fuck with my lit teacher (with love)

[transphilza]

https://youtu.be/j34leE38kBc

^^ I think about this moment a lot… to this day I still do the BADADADAPADADA that techno does adhhgd

holy crap thank you so much for reminding me of this and how fucking cute it was aaahhhh

#had to edit both clips together i couldnt choose #nonnie this made me smile soooooo wide and laugh so much thank you so much for reminding me of this i forgot about it #genuinely nearly cried i felt so happy watching it. so fucking cute i love them sooooo muchhhhh ahghdakgjskgdahj #talking #myclips #joytag

[kelin-is-writing]

EVERYONE.

EVERY. ONE.

E. VE. RY. ONE.

GUESS WHO FINALLY PASSED THE DRIVING LICENSE TEST?????

THAT'S RIGHT.

ME.

#kelin talks #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #NO BUT LIKE #I'M OVER THE MOON BECAUSE I FUCKING WORKED SO HARD #AND IT FINALLY GOT REPAID #I NEARLY CRIED WHEN THEY TOLD ME I PASSED JESUS ON CHRIST #EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

[crazymecjc]

speedran a quick animatic bc I haven’t stopped thinking about tma 2

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#the magnus archives #martin blackwood #so torn bc I think the ending of tma was rlly solid and I cannot figure out how they’d expand upon it without fucking it up #but also I heard martin again yesterday and nearly cried so so with that what you will #i crave more blorbo content it’s gonna be a net positive #oof my art i guess #tma #magnus archives