#i’m fixated again

[zarophod]

red dwarf is honestly the most brilliant show ever because it first aired in 1988 yet the most recent fanfiction was updated today. people have been shipping rimmer/lister for 35 years

#that’s so wonderful to me #how was the gayest show in the world made in the 80s #stupid question #it was the 80s it was a very queer decade. #i mean i wasn’t there but still #we <3 red dwarf #i’m fixated again #red dwarf #arnold rimmer #dave lister #rimmer/lister

[mangozic]

archivist be upon ye

#relistening to tma again #i think the last time i’ve drawn anything related to it was like may 2020 #god it’s been a while #have been listening to the magnus protocol and my god it’s so good #but heres good old jonathan as a treat #the interest has been in deep slumber for the past 4/5 years only periodically coming back to life #i’m very normal about this podcast actually #on other note i also started a taz balance relisten #what’s up with me and revisiting my middle school fixations lately #anyways #if you’re still reading these tags i’m impressed i could never with my abysmal attention span #tma #the magnus archives #the magnus pod #jonathan sims #the archivist #tma jon #fanart #my art #digital art #illustration #doodle

[epicgoojesus]

what year is it

#fnaf #five nights at freddy's #undertale #this is so wild i feel like i’m in middle school again #6th grade me at the peak of my fnaf and undertale fixations wouldve been sooo happy to see this

[otaku553]

Haha

#yanqing #honkai star rail #hsr yanqing #my immediate fixation on ice wielding child genius characters in every media I consume strikes again #idk I just think he’s neat!! and so is his gender #he’s definitely overdesigned but I do enjoy the general shape of his clothes #like wow… baggy outer layer AND baggy inner layer #how come you get to have two baggy layers #still don’t know that much about him even after reading his character stories on the wiki #so I’m hoping that his quest writes him well #I suppose there’s some degree of like interesting contrast in the fact that he’s very young on a ship full of people who live very long live #but I feel like regardless they really don’t give him much of a personality besides his hyperfixation on swords and the general naivety and #inexperience from youth yknow what I mean #I just think it would be cool to see like why he’s so ambitious! was he railroaded into being a knight because of his talents? did he try #to be accepted as a knight? what kinds of expectations is he facing and what expectations does he place on himself as a result #I really hope he isn’t just there to be a simpler minded child character for jingyuan to take care of

[squuote]

Realized how often the Narrator anthropomorphizes things in the Ultra Deluxe in order to encourage or bait Stanley. Which is so much different than how he was in the past endings, specifically the apartment ending. The way he now refers to all the different quotable and memorable objects in the game as Stanley’s friends.

There’s just something about the way the Narrator does at least deeply try to relate to Stanley’s need as a human, understanding more that we are sociable creatures. Giving us the bucket as something to cherish and playing along with the notion (despite getting very obviously upset when Stanley gets too attached to the bucket and then tries to break down that narrative). The attempt made to actually reach out to Stanley in a human-like way.

I don’t know where I’m going with this but the attempt at connection through the similar actions of a person or something like that. Acknowledgement of human needs, even if it's more or less the bare minimum effort.

#the stanley parable #there’s just something about the change in the narrator as a character through the various editions of the game #how he acts in the original mod vs how he acts in the ultra deluxe #again this falls all the way into my whole the narrator acting more human as time goes on #and stanley becomes less human as time goes on concept i got brewing in my head at all times #sorry I’m always so chatty about this game btw I feel like I may be too annoying with it #if I am plz know that I’m sorry for it. fixation’s insane with this one #the stanley parable ultra deluxe #<- technically ig #edit: edited it just a smidge hehe #my friend brought up a good point and I wanted to add it :-)

[fairy-hub]

I love snorting ketamine (powder horse tranquilizer) if you snort the right amount it makes you feel very relaxed and kind of heavy. Straight up melting into the sofa just feeling good and tingly for the next 30 minutes while it wears off.

Think about snorting ketamine with dealer!suguru/toji, getting high laying on their bed. While they feel you up, it’s not like you can move very much so their princess is gonna have to let them eat your pussy out for the next ten minutes. Between the tingly pleasurable high and their warm tongue on your clit, their thick fingers rubbing on your g-spot ughh

They would love getting you high, they love how much you trust them and how vulnerable you are laying on their bed looking beautiful, getting needier the higher you get

#while I’m high rn I’m not high off ketamine sadly #I’ve taken quiet a few drugs especially in my early 20s #so if y’all are interested in high sex fics im all for it #I love ecstasy so hmmm the fics I can write with the jjk men high as shit being so needy and pussy drunk #speaking from experience their dick will keep getting hard again and again #3 hour minutes maybe 5 hours #gojo seems like the tupe to get fixated for a while and will #keep going for as long as you let him

[candyheartedchy]

Doodling and procrastinating when I should start on that comic about them…

#also I know some of y’all don’t mind but I get nervous and just want to apologize for posting about these two so much #I just feel like I’m being annoying #like my fixation on this show is hitting HARD again #❤️ coralbob ❤️ #self ship #self insert #🎨 chy creations 🎨

[dragons1re]

If I had a nickel for each time I hyperfixated on a show with a blond autistic mc…

…I’d have three nickels, which isn’t a lot…but it’s weird it’s happened thrice!

#(Tbh the caring about siblings thing is shared by all three of them) #autistic blonde men 💪🦾 #I finally got into fma today #I love Edward Elric very much #he’s also very me #I’m glad my brain is able to balance more fixations now that I have a special interest again #thank you Trigun #I love how much overlap these three fandoms have #especially the #dunmeshi #and #trigun #overlap #fma brotherhood #fma #edward elric #vash the stampede #laios touden #sire’sramblings

[mnt-arts]

a lil doodle :3

reblogs appreciated

#mnt arts #i’m fixating on the markiplier egos again so #engineer mark #in space with markiplier #iswm engineer mark #iswm #markipler egos #art #digital art

[godofstupidsentences]

I would literally give everything to read Tradition Of Tragedy

#yes I’m once again talking about something Reid related #can’t you guess he’s my current fixation? #anyway #it just sounds sm like my type of book #and a very good book in general #like some of the best quotes of aoov are actually from that book #and knowing it was Reid who wrote it makes it sm more interesting #bc it really shows how angry he is toward the seven families #also!! i would love to know more about the tournament in general #about the other victors #especially the non-lowe victors #aaaaa I just need it so bad #all of us villains #all of our demise

[lockentoven]

Pomni

Womp

Womp

Womp

#tdac #the amazing digital circus #digital circus #digital art #meme #spongebob #pomni #tadc pomni #the amazing digital circus pomni #pomni fanart #circus #i think I’m hyper fixating again #help #send help #please #art #fanart

[soullessjack]

hello venture bros nation how are we doing

#cal.txt #nothing feels better than regressing into your old fixations #I’m 12yrs old and binge watching this while couch ridden from the flu all over again #not spn #venture bros #the venture bros #hunter gathers #🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️ #Trust I will be pumping out fanart soon if my GPU processors or whatever decide to work again

[silkling]

Real question folks.

We all know Optimus’s motto right? Right?

“Freedom is the right of all sentient beings.”

Yeah, that one. You know the one.

But. Like. Issue.

Animals are sentient. Animals like dogs, cats, wild animals, they all have sentience. So like, what do we think the Autobots think about that? How do they feel about the fact that humans (and probably every other species in the galaxy) regularly domesticate, tame, and use other sentient creatures for their own gain? For things like. Entertainment, agriculture, pet-keeping. All that stuff.

Do you think they’re bothered by it? Do yo7 think they look at humans, with our pet dogs, and think

“Wow, this situation is kinda fucked up.”

I mean. Personally , I don’t think they take much issue with it. (Especially cause like there’s instances of them in canon not giving a shit. Buster in IDW. Fluffy Ears in Earthspark. Etc.) I think they understand the difference between sentient and sapient. Like. Humans are sapient. Cybertronians are sapient. Animals are….not? At at least not really. If you want to classify animals as sapient I think you can make that argument but even then you have to agree that their sapience is severely limited compared to like. Human sapience.

So. I don’t know. Do you think the bots get wigged out but human pet ownership, I guess. Because I know what Optimus’s motto is. I know what he says. But like. Do you think maybe he means sapient where he says sentient? Cause I think that makes more sense.

Cause like. He’s advocating for total freedom, right? Equality under law, ability to self determine your own life and destiny. But. Uh. That wouldn’t really work for animals? They’re sentient, yah, but they operate on an instinct level. Not an intellect level. Not that they don’t deserve protections and shit. That’s not the point. The point is like. Do you think Optimus (and the other Bots I guess) differentiate between sentience and sapience when they apply their beliefs. Because if not then they’d have to also be advocating for total animal freedom.

I do not know where I am going with this. But. Do you all see my point???? Please tell me you do. This has been niggling at my brain for years and I just. I cannot stop thinking about it. I don’t know why.

Sentience is not sapience. But the Autobots fight for the freedom of “sentient beings”. This is driving me insane. Do you think they care about a difference? Or do they see humans as monsters for our dominion over animals? Someone help I’m thinking too much about something that doesn’t even matter.

#silkling rambles #transformers #maccadam #also #for those who do not know the difference #sentient is the ability to think and perceive and feel emotions #sapient is the capacity for intelligence and complex problem solving and learning #a big part of sapience is also like. self-awareness. awareness of yourself in the world and your relation to thr world and people around yo #it’s kinda more complicated but that’s the simple version. #so like. a cat is sentient because it can think and feel. it can even learn a little. #but it lacks the higher self-awareness that’s necessary for true sapience #I am rambling again. #someone needs to stop me #why am I fixating on this on 9 pm a Thursday night #I do not know #I just. I just wanted to let my brain vomit out. this has been ratttling and sloshing in my head for years #anyway. thoughts. let me know yours #or don’t #I’m going to shut up now

[songbird-is-crying]

metal gear is so cool i wish gay people were real

#god the fixation is so bad i’m drawing fanart again #i needed to make them PHYSICAL #living in my head was NOT ENOUGH #really just wanted to sketch them and get a feel for their forms #snavid’s face is like every white man’s ever but also waayyy too specific #my art #mgs #mgs fanart #solid snake #otacon #otasune #snotacon #metal gear #metal gear solid #snavid #what a silly tag

[threefuckencrowsinatrenchcoat]

I know were all busy freaking out ab seeing things happen so early on in tmagp but this is a friendly reminder that:

A) seasons r still like 40 eps each so we’ve got a WHILE to go and

B) things WILL happen faster than in TMA bc tmagp is only like 2 szns and

C) if u relisten to TMA as I consistently do bc I can’t find podcasts that make my brain go brrr in the same way you will recall that a lot of shit happens early on there too. We see the coffin and breekon and hope for the first time in EPISODE TWO. Leightners, Mike Crew and Gerry both show up in ep 4. There is lots coming and it will take some time :)

#if u couldn’t tell I’m fixating again #also if yall have podcast recs gimme gimme #don’t say night vale I did that already #(ngl I couldn’t get thru it I got bored :( ) #tmagp #the magnus protocol #tma #the magnus archives #rusty quill

[krashlite]

Another list of moments/plotlines in the life series I think should get more attention

BigB and Ren were allied in every season they were in together

Grian running to BigB as a failsafe (he had him as a backup plan three separate times but only fell back on him twice)

Joel was stuck alone in LL while Lizzie had a fairly strong group. Lizzie was stuck alone in SL when Joel had a fairly strong group. Both Strong Groups had to deal with a betrayal (BigB in LL and Mumbo in SL)

Clockduo in general and how Impulse kept coming back to try to pry an apology out of Bdubs for causing his final death

Martyn suggesting to BigB that they should go save Grian from Scar in 3L to reunite Blue Sword Boys and BigB going “I think he actually likes it there”

Cleo charging Ren in 3L out of nowhere to try to kill him and dying as a result + Bdubs panicking in the aftermath

The entire pizzagate plotline from the crastle’s POV (specifically Cleo’s)

LimL that moment when BigB had like 45 seconds left and Pearl was freaking out trying to get him to kill her for more time

Please watch BigB

Tango and Skizz finding each other in every season they’re in (they’re brothers your honor)

SL Lizzie and DL Pearl parallels

The amount of times Bdubs’ cain instinct kicks in around Tango cause it wasn’t just the One Betrayal in LL (they’re brothers your honor)

On that note 3L and LL parallels with Tango’s POV

Cleo going up to a recently exiled Jimmy and threatening him (Jimmy cut this from his pov and I’m upset)

#trafficblr #I’m going insane don’t mind me #the fixation is taking over everything oh dear #can’t wait to psychoanalyze these losers again