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desceros · 5 months

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How do you feel so motivated to write all the time? I have a fic of my own that I’ve been working on for a few months and have been posting but I’ve lost all the momentum I once had for it and only have 3 chapters left that I need to write. Whenever I sit down to write it I can never seem to put more than a few words down before I either work on something newer or just give up for the day. Sorry for the small vent I’m just trying to find ways to get back to it 💜💜💜💜

oh, that's easy—i don't! i have really, really bad adhd. motivation isn't something i can count on for, uh, literally anything lmao. which is bad for, like, eating and sleeping with any sense of regularity, but good in terms of me having learned how to do stuff i wanna do without motivation!

the first thing is consistency. i try really really hard to write every day, even if it's only a little. i have a folder in my icloud for daily exercises, and that's where i write little 500-1000 word snippets if i don't have a proper fic or novel that i'm working on. it's just a single scenario, single blip kind of thing. This has made it so that my brain expects me to write, every day, even when i'm not particularly motivated by one plot or another. though don't beat yourself up if you don't write in a day. that's pretty hard for me, but it's very important!

second, kind of part of the first, is that i have a time set aside every day to write. it's actually first thing in the morning when i wake up, because i'm super excited to do it and it gets me out of bed like nothing else!! i don't check my phone, i don't think about work, none of that. i just roll out of bed and sit down at my computer and start writing. because i have a specific time for it, it's very easy for me to go oh. well this is my writing time. the time for writing. i shall go and write now.

third is to have lots of different things that you're very excited about. i'll usually have three or four ideas bouncing around in my head at one time, because it makes me think 'oh i need to finish x so i can get to y', just in case x ever gets too boring for me. but also—don't be afraid to switch projects! if something isn't meshing, don't force it. you'll grow to resent it, and yourself for not being able to create, and that negativity isn't conducive to a fun time. i like to have at least two things that i'm actively working on that are very different in tone. this way, i can bounce back and forth as needed if something isn't vibing one day for whatever reason.

fourth is to kinda... trick yourself a little. if i'm working on a long project and i need to stop for anything longer than getting another cup of coffee, i stop in the middle of a scene—but, very specifically, a scene in which i know what the next step is going to be. sometimes, i'll even go down a line and put what the next action is, if it's really gonna be a while. that way, the next time i come back to it, i reread the scene, and by the time i get to the place where i'm supposed to start writing again, the flow is there. it's much easier to pick up in media res vs having to start a new section.

so yeah. motivation is fake, don't ever trust it, come up with a system that makes it so you never have to count on it ever again!

#ask tag #writing tag #hope this helps!!!!#as proof: i am starving hungry and i sat down to write this instead of getting food. HELP

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mrsnancywheeler · 1 month

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ok so this is something i ALWAYS #think about whenever i listen to breakup songs, and esp after that blurb u wrote about billy blindsiding the reader with that scathing song.

but what do u think about the dynamic between billy and a shy!reader, or someone who hates being in the limelight. Like they met when the band was somewhat popular and the attention she got for being billy’s “girl” was tolerable.

they’re still in a situationship, and they still argue a lot, but I’m just thinking about the potential angst of billy writing the most insane breakup songs about her, and shes just crying bc all of their business is being aired out 😭 PLEASE i can imagine him being such an ass about it lowkey, he’d be like “what? i thought you wanted to be treated like your special. None of the other groupies have songs written abt them😁” SIR???

She understands that it’s the price you pay for being with an artist, but he can get so mean with it, esp if its a song like regret me. But 1. He’s billy dunne, so ofc she comes back. 2. Sometimes he tries to “make it up” by writing a (very vague) love song that may/may not win her back.

tbh I’m just projecting but this has been idea has been in my head for a while LMAO sorry if it’s weak/doesn’t make sense🫡

-🦅

no like pookie would just like to sit in the background, be backstage, avoid media as much as possible but then they're getting into a fight because billy's the worst and suddenly he's insisting one of the songs on the album is gonna be one where he explicitly talks about the negative side of your relationship and of you, again giving regret me core

"billy please don't put that on the album, that's private stuff, please" you're literally begging because you don't need people knowing all the toxicity that comes with being billy dunne's girl

"you're a groupie for the lead singer of a rock and roll band, don't act like don't want attention" he's just doing a line and is just annoyed

"I don't!" he's scoffing but you literally feel like you might cry, "please, billy, it's gotta stay behind closed doors. people can't know me like that"

"baby, it's good fucking song, you can't just ask me to scrap one of the best pieces I've ever written just because it hurts your feelings." and you realize he's dead serious and just start bawling, because now everyone's gonna know how tumultuous your relationship is. how unsteady you are.

because I'm always comparing them to fleetwood mac and the rumours album, this reminds me of how stevie nicks talks about go your own way and how it made her feel.

"most girls would be on their knees for me to write a song about them, and you want to be my girl but what? don't want the songs? then you're not gonna be my girl"

"fuck you, billy. fuck you!"

OKAY SORRY I'M LISTENING TO FLEETWOOD MAC AS I WRITE THIS AND GOLD DUST WOMAN CAME ON AND JUST- it's about a girl trying to get through a difficult relationship and doing a lot of drugs, I'll do a post because this is so something billy would write about his muse that's pretty scathing and personal

but like a song like that, that analyses you in and out, so infuriating

anyways yes, he does try to make it up by writing a song that's less scathing, it definitely still references how difficult the relationship is, but mentions the love there too. and she's really just going for it because she wants to be with him even though it's hurting her.

it makes sense pookie, thank you for your service 🫡💋

#wanda 💋#billy dunne x reader angst #billy dunne angst #billy dunne #billy dunne x reader #djats x reader #🦅 anon

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amber-hollyhock · 2 years

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Generic Dr. Bright x Reader Headcannons

The two of you meet at work (obviously)

At first, you annoyed Bright. He hated your kind, bubbly attitude and your concern over his reckless behavior (an attitude which no doubt was a product of his self-loathing)

Despite his best efforts, however, the two of you end up working on a project together. However, much to Dr. Bright’s surprise, he discovers that he is endeared by your kindness, and eventually falls head over heels.

And let me tell you, this man would be completely TORTURED over his love for you. He knows that you two could never work out due to the foundation’s strict rules on relationships and his curse of immortality. So, he tries to convince himself that his feelings for you are not real, writing them off as him just being lonely or wanting attention.

However, despite his best efforts, Bright’s infatuation builds and builds to a fever pitch, and one day, he finally breaks down and admits that he has feelings for you, to which you reply that you feel the same way.

The two of you begin a secret, tentative courtship, relegating your love to the night hours and dark corners of the foundation, and in that time, you learn a lot about Bright…

Mf is clumsy as fuck… It’s probably a side effect of switching bodies often exacerbated by his careless behavior. You’ll constantly see him running into walls, tripping over thin air, or just… falling with no apparent cause. He often comes to you several times in the day with some manner of bruise or injury in need of “patching up.” However, both of you know it's just an excuse to see you.

Also, this fool calls you the DUMBEST of pet names. Seriously, you’re not sure where he pulls out such ridiculous phrases. He especially tries to use them when you’re feeling down or are upset, continuing to amp up the ridiculousness factor until you're smiling again

Very physically affectionate. Anytime the two of you are out of sight from cameras or other coworkers, Bright is always holding you, kissing you, or touching you in some way. Sometimes you two will be working together and he’ll just. Stand close enough so that you’re discreetly touching.

The two of you often spend your time in one or the other’s rooms. You’ll sneak out at night and go to one another's rooms. There you’ll lie together, kiss, cuddle, and talk for hours.

Sometimes, you’ll even have “date nights” in one another’s rooms, where you’ll clear off a desk, throw a blanket over it, and break out some candles and wine and whatever other fancy delicacies you may have been able to smuggle from the Foundation’s kitchen.

Despite his chaotic and reckless behavior, Bright also has a soft side. If you're having a rough day or are feeling anxious, insecure, etc. he’ll get this sort of quiet way about him, where his voice gets low and soft and he’ll gently hold you, whispering comforting words and doing anything he can to quell any negative feelings you may have.

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Heyyyy, I’m alive, and trying to breathe some life into this stale ass blog, lmao. Sorry if this post is a little subpar. It’s the first time I’ve really written anything since march, so this post is more of a warm up than anything. I do have plans for more SCP content in the future, so stay tuned!

-Amber

#dr bright #dr bright x reader #scp #scp foundation #x reader #headcannons #jack bright

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your-nanas-house · 1 year

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Ok soooo I love this account, and I have a request 👀 Originally I was thinking that post-spray Jeremiah would be good for this fic idea but now I can’t choose between him and Jerome, so I’m going to leave it up to u LMAO

Anyway, I was thinking of like what if R is good friends with bruce, but they’ve been kind of in a rough patch because R is starting to mentally be in and out (if that makes sense) and bruce is “too busy” to actually help them out so he’s just been annoyed with them without realizing that he’s being a bit of a dick. Until one day R brings up that they met someone that’s been helping them understand what they’re going through and feel more confident in themselves. Bruce figures out that the new person they met is J (Jerome/Jeremiah). He also finds out that J is just manipulating R to join his side only to get to Bruce. Bruce tries to warn R but they’re too far gone and they don’t really trust Bruce anymore.

I kind of now realize that this is more of a Bruce fic, but I do mainly want J to be in it? Bro idk I’m desperate for a J x gn!reader fic (and my attention whore touch starved ass is projecting). I ofc give u free range to change up the request in anyway! Even if u don’t take this request, ty and I hope ur having a chill day! :)

Thank you! I love this idea 😍 Sorry if it took me too long.

Not a GAME

Pairing: Jeremiah Valeska X Gn!Reader, Bruce Wayne X Gn!Reader

Warnings: manipulation, sadness, panic attack, crying, bad friendship, Jeremiah, warning

Words: 1462

Summary: in the request

Note: Sorry for the mistakes and the English.

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The words that came out of Bruce's mouth would have been sharp and almost suffocating as well as painful if he had said them a few months earlier, but now they were like steam, like the flame of a lighter that was almost completely finished for Y/n.

They were still meaningful to them in a way, because Bruce still meant something deep inside them, which is why his words echoed in their heads like the first time he hurt them in one of the worst moments he could do it.

Y/n should have hated the millionaire boy but as the days went by he could no longer do so, the burning sensation inside their chests that hurt them emotionally had faded because it was due to him that they met the one who helped them the most at the worst time in their lives.

It all started with a small fight, with Y/n wanting to open up to Bruce to show him and seek help after several weeks of feeling like the world was devouring them, a negative feeling of pressure as if something was crushing them and not letting them breathe; it was a bad idea though because the only response they got from the one they thought was their best friend, the one who would understand most of all was "Geez, don't make everything always about yourself...I'm too busy to take care of this exaggerated thing that's only in your head'. In a way Y/n had expected this, Bruce had been 'too busy' during that time and had started to behave annoyed and dismissive towards them, preferring to take care of his own things instead of thinking about others.

This was what prompted Y/n to leave the manor, with a feeling of pressure in their chest and their breaths quickening, they felt their pulse quicken, drumming against their chest, if they looked down they could see how their chest moved followed by the deep breaths and choked sobs; the falling rain seemed to be there to make things worse, there was nowhere dry for Y/n to take shelter but they didn't care, in fact after they reached their limit they leaned back against the wall, feeling again that so familiar tingling sensation spread from their hands throughout their body, their breathing becoming even more erratic and that feeling of not being able to get enough oxygen returned as they slumped to the floor trying to calm themselves down but in a way not wanting to in the hope of throwing it all out and getting better later.

They felt alone and lost, a fitting moment for Jeremiah who was right nearby to approach and interact with them.

The first thing Y/n noticed was that the rain stopped falling on them probably because of an umbrella and then the shoes, it didn't take long for them to recognise the pale man's style as he continued to look down at them seeing himself in their place, remembering his own panic attacks when he was still locked in the bunker and Jerome was still alive.

He slowly knelt by down never touching the ground and keeping his piercing green eyes fixed with Y/n's y/e/c's who had not yet recovered "Now, now...does that sound like the way to behave in public, you might attract a lot of unwanted attention, huh" he lifted their face to look them in the eyes again when they shifted their gaze "deep breaths, yes?" He showed them how to do it by breathing deeply with them as he helped them up "I think you're having a panic attack, has that already happened to you yet?" he asked receiving a quick shake of the head from Y/n "let's start counting together...1,2,3,4,5,6,7".

As soon as they managed to calm down Jeremiah walked to his car asking if they wanted to get in, Y/n wasn't sure but they really needed to feel better and at that moment a shroud of apathy had fallen over them, they didn't care about anything, if anything was going to happen that night it was going to happen so they walked to the car, getting in through the door the man had opened and putting their seatbelt on before leaning their heads against the window looking out at the falling rain and the depressing environment that was Gotham CIty, they managed to close their eyes for a moment to try and calm themselves and not drop any more pathetic tears in front of one of the most wanted criminals in that city; they tried to suppress their emotions that were coming out again and they were succeeding before a gloved hand wrapped itself around theirs, causing them to shift their attention from the window to Jeremiah's porcelain face, all it took was a slight smile and a squeeze of his hand to reopen the faucet of their emotions.

It all ceased again after they entered the flat and had some time to calm down, they accepted a pajamas and stood by the fireplace with a blanket as they stared blankly into the fire, lying on the sofa with no discernible emotion on their faces, only the previous tears that were now dry on their cheeks, their eyes still a little red and puffy and their cheeks redder from the cold and crying.

Jeremiah's gaze was fixed on them the whole time as he spoke to Ecco, who later took charge of preparing hot tea for their new guest to drink.

The more time passed the more things improved, at first Y/n didn't feel any progress and it seemed so strange to open up to Jeremiah making him their personal psychologist, the advice he gave was strange at times but it worked and they went step by step.

They slowly drifted away from Bruce like a shadow to the appearance of light, all thanks to Jeremiah who drew them towards himself and his ideas to make them drift further and further away from the world and Bruce.

Jeremiah spent more and more time with them, listening to them and being there for them whenever they needed him, cheering them up and making them overcome that depression and constant anxiety almost completely by understanding them, sharing his own experiences by bringing them into a more confident and perhaps making them become a sort of weapon of battle.

Y/n felt understood and despite the complete loss of the rich boy's friendship everything improved, finding the salvation they were looking for in Jeremiah Valeska.

The months flowed by as fast as the water in a mountain stream and changed as it did, even Bruce changed during that same time realizing how he had been behaving and how the lack of Y/n beside him made him feel, leading him to do some research to find out what exactly had happened after inviting them once to apologize, to have a hot chocolate together and noticing how Y/n acted cold and almost stranger to him, hinting at something like he had met someone.

That someone was indeed the boy's own 'enemy', he had discovered his identity in a few days and could even see the manipulation underneath Jeremiah's kind and sympathetic gestures as he tried to get Y/n to go over to his side against Bruce.

It was those words that didn't hurt Y/n in the slightest, it was as if they went in one ear and out the other even as Bruce's hands grasped their shirt trying to pull them back to their senses receiving as a response from them a phrase that had come out of his own mouth long ago "The world doesn't just revolve around you, Bruce".

Bruce's dark gaze was now incredulous as he registered the words he had heard realizing their power, he shouldn't have behaved this way with them months earlier "Y/n/n...I've been a dick to you but you have to listen to me, Jeremiah is just manipulating you to get to me!" "Jeremiah was the only one who was there when I really needed someone and the only one who helped me and made things better by also making me realize what was wrong....even if I wanted to I wouldn't have anyone, I don't trust you anymore Bruce and you can blame yourself for that."

This statement and seeing them walk away caused a mischievous smile to appear on Jeremiah's face, he was now certain he had fulfilled part of his plan the only thing he didn't know was that Y/n were aware they were being manipulated from the beginning but they didn't care.

Taglist:

@gabile18 , @mrsfullbuster500 , @rex-ray , @elizamalfoyy, @eovjjj , @monkeyking-and-liuer-mate , @jeremiah-va1eska , @gothamchic16, @rabbiteggz , @dieg0brandos-wife , @rottenecstasy , @lazyexcuse , @teh-vampire-bunny , @lobotomy-lover

#gotham #gotham tv #gotham x reader #jeremiah valeska x you #jeremiah valeska x reader #bruce wayne x you #bruce wayne x reader #bruce wayne #jeremiah valeska #ecco gotham

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azrielgreen · 1 year

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Hellooo I have a writing question if that’s okay. 💜

Basically, whenever I write anything I always project onto the characters, and this makes them all seem kind of the same. All anxious, worried, insecure, etc. I know some of that is okay and what makes a work unique, but I feel a lack of control over my stories because of this. Like the characters run away from me and the narrative gets weighed down by my own thoughts and feelings instead of the characters’.

I’ve read all your stories and see that you have a strong idea of who characters are and how far you can take them. Like, you even know the varying degrees a story can fuck a reader up, and how fucked up a certain character is. Steve’s variances from YD to BOD and now Rooms most notably.

I know your main thing is to make sure you have a sun and moon fic so you can channel out dark emotions and not muddle up your happier stories/scenes with this “negativity”.

But I was wondering if you’d be able to give any other advice on maintaining a stronger grip on both the narrative and the characters, and adding your own unique perspective/personality to the story without overdoing it. Even the way you’re able to control your chapter word count so they’re all around the same length. I find my stories start off with lower word counts and as I get into it, my word count explodes. Is there any way to avoid this? You’ve said before to work in batches of 20-30k. But I find when I start a story I don’t have that in me yet. Like I’m kind of directionless.

Ahhh this is a lot of fucking questions lmao. I’m sorry!! I’d really appreciate if you could even answer one of them. 💜💜 Thank you!!

Hello lovely, I'm sorry this took forever to answer, I've had so many of these and wanted to give yours a really full answer💜💕✨️

These are such valid questions!

So, to begin with, looking at characters and how we express ourselves through them. What i do is usually to choose one character I mainly identify with (Steve, usually) and allow myself to express my needs through this character. Through the other, I express my giving side. What I would loved to have given myself when I was younger etc... Through the villain, i write my fears and my experiences.

So essentially you're splitting pieces of yourself into the characters like light through a prism. It helps to write backstory for each one sometimes too. I tend to go in blind but there's always a unique sense of how they're formed from past experiences.

Self expression through characters can be difficult but it does help to compartmentalise and let certain pieces of yourself only go to one character. If you're drawn to writing anxious characters who struggle with insecurity (a theme I'm consistently drawn to) then remember to have the other characters respond how you would WANT people to respond to you. Two sides of the coin. The problem and the solution. The seed and the earth.

I do also recommend writing a moon and sun fic alongside one another, because the overspill of intensity and darkness I tend to generate once I'm into a story can creep into places where it doesn't belong so the divide is important for me.

As for unique experiences/personality coming through the characters, I do limit myself here with a degree of filtering. So I would never directly put my own experience from life into the story without some degree of narrative parsing, I.e metaphors, imagery, symbolism etc... and mostly it comes through in tiny elements and themes so it's not glaring to me when i read it back. Where i let myself flow unrestrained is the intensity, that's all me, I'm a very intense person and I don't ever hold back. I also find that reading scenes aloud helps to crystallise dialogue and i also run scenes in my head a lot before writing them.

As per word count, this can be tricky and i really do recommend not posting anything until you've written 25k of it BECAUSE:

▫️in my experience it takes 25k to get the feel of what you actually HAVE here

▫️it gives you space to go back and make small plot changes as you need

▫️it'll train you into writing that length right from the start and massively reward your effort from the get go once you've hit that mark.

▫️it'll show you where a story might lose steam along the way (some stories aren't meant to be more than a pretty idea in your head and that's completely fine)

▫️25k-30k will let you spend enough time with the characters to develop traits, language patterns, symmetry of symbolism, and it gives you time to get to know them.

Many times around the 18-20k mark I'll realise something like "actually no, go back and change that so he's always been very jokey in the face of insecurity" little things about the characters that often evolve deeper into the story than 5-10k and by waiting until you've written 30k, you're giving yourself time to explore and make those changes before it's posted.

This is of course only my opinion and everyone's methods are varied, beautiful and valid.

If you're struggling with direction at the start, which is common, remember that your creative instincts are sharp and getting sharper every day. Lean where you're passionate, try to make it as fun as you can. You have so many stories inside you.

Other things that help:

▫️Dialogue heavy scenes

▫️Time skips/vignette style

▫️Line breaks

▫️Switching POV

I hope any of this is helpful💜💜💜

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soupdots · 2 years

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GUYS LMAO GUESS WHAT I MADE SNDBF

so i’m a high school student taking AP classes and today i was wishing my AP classes were more interesting and i was like i wish there was an atla AP class…….

…so i kinda sorta wrote out an entire curriculum for said AP class. it’s very incomplete, but it’s what i could crank out in like an hour.

so. uh. let me know if you think anything should be added. i’m sorry for how niche this is lmaoooo

AP ATLA Studies

AP ATLA Studies curriculum

3 terms, sociology/media/history focused

Term 1: S1

Topics:

⁃ Brief cinematography and narrative studies

⁃ Child soldiers and child heroes in ATLA, media and Asian history

⁃ War in ATLA and media (specifically children’s media)

⁃ The definition of genocide as well as its long-term effects, and how its portrayal in ATLA compares with real-world examples

⁃ North American native culture and its portrayal in ATLA and media

⁃ Portrayal of Asian culture in ATLA

⁃ Spirituality in Asian and North American native cultures

⁃ Feminism in ATLA and children’s media, particularly during the early 2000s

⁃ Martial arts in ATLA and media

⁃ Zuko’s motivation, Jet’s anger and Yue’s sacrifice: invisible motivators such as honor, righteousness and duty in ATLA, media, and real life, particularly in Asian cultures

⁃ Character studies on Aang, Katara, Sokka, Suki, Iroh and Zuko in the context of above topics

Term 2: S2

Topics:

⁃ Imperialism in ATLA, media and Asian history

⁃ The history of class division in Asian culture and its portrayal in ATLA

⁃ Disabilities in ATLA and media (specifically children’s media)

⁃ Definitions of “good,” “bad,” “right,” “wrong,” and the portrayals of these qualities in children’s media

⁃ Government corruption in ATLA, media and Asian history

⁃ Manipulation, disappearance and brainwashing in the context of war in Asian history

⁃ Redemption and forgiveness as portrayed in media, specifically Zuko and Iroh’s redemptions

⁃ The role of animals in media and spirituality

⁃ Continued analysis of portrayal of Asian and North American native cultures in ATLA

⁃ Death in children’s media

⁃ Hinduism and Buddhism in ATLA

⁃ Subtle stereotyping and racism in media: the problem of Guru Pathik

⁃ Studies on how Aang, Sokka, Katara, Suki, Zuko and Iroh have changed since S1 as well as studies on Toph and Azula in the context of appropriate topics.

Term 3: S3

Topics:

⁃ Propaganda in Asian history and how it is demonstrated in ATLA

⁃ The roots of bigotry and violence, and child development in the context of global challenges

⁃ The cycle of abuse and neglect in ATLA and in real life

⁃ Negative environmental and social effects of industrialization in the context of Industrial Revolution-era Asia

⁃ Grief and revenge portrayed in ATLA, and continued study of forgiveness as a theme

⁃ Zuko’s redemption: how it has developed over time, its realism, its flaws, its repercussions, its themes both explicit and implicit and their applications in a real life appraisal of crime

⁃ Azula’s breakdown: the subtle abuse and neglect she suffered, where her paranoia stems from, the factors leading to the mirror scene and how these can be examined through the lens of real-life unhealthy perfectionism and projection in parenting

⁃ Azula and Katara as character foils

⁃ Aang’s dilemma: Cultural values vs. “what needs to be done,” continued examination of what genocide means, historical resilience against oppression, Buddhist values as portrayed in ATLA

⁃ How the Fire Nation’s ethics and values correspond with those of historic and modern real-life cultures, and how children specifically are affected by oppressive regimes

⁃ Abusers and abuse victims as portrayed in ATLA and media

⁃ Studies on how all the main characters have changed, including character studies on Mai and Ty Lee, culture studies on any of the four nations, and analysis of the deeper symbolism behind forms of bending.

#atla #avatar the last airbender #azula #zuko #sokka #toph #aang #katara #suki #iroh #atla mai #ty lee #avatar

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shipstylennyman · 2 years

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What are your favorite and least favorite things about each other?

STAN’S POV

For Kyle:

Con- When you’re in your “everything I think is right” tirade because you read a book once mood.

Ky: Fair

Pro- Your drive for justice and doing what you think is right.

Ky: Contradictory?

For Eric:

Con- Your insecurity to say what you actually mean and just being defensive instead.

E: Pft, thats it?

Pro- Your level head to take on bad situations and step up when you’re needed.

E: Thats gay.

For Kenny:

Con- When you put yourself on the backburner and let the rest of us get into complete bullshit.

Ken: Hehe

Pro- How gentle you get when you step forward to help someone.

Ken: Awe,

KYLE’S POV

For Stan:

Con- When you’re being pigheaded and don’t listen when I’m right

S: LMAO

Pro- Your confidence and leadership even when you’re wrong

S: OH

For Eric:

Con- When you’re scheming and hiding it from me

E: Git Gud

Pro- When you’re tired and quiet and not fighting for attention you’re actually really sweet.

E: TF is this Tsundere shit.

For Kenny:

Con- When you don’t want to explain the stuff you’re doing to me.

Ken: Awe, sorry

Pro- When you get in the zone with a project and you’re all bright and excited

Ken: Sweet!

ERIC’S POV

For Kyle:

Con- When you don’t trust me when i’m totally in the right and know what I’m doing

Ky: Riiiight...

Pro- When ou quiet being a stuck up bitch for two minutes and can actually laugh.

Ky: Shut up

For Stan:

Con- When you’re in your pity spiral and take it out on us

S: I hate that too!

Pro- Your childlike faith in other people.

S: THAT’S a neg.

For Kenny:

Con- Your two-faced unpredictability.

Ken: HEHEHEHE

Pro- Your ride or die dedication every other time.

Ken: ILY2

KENNY’S POV

For Kyle:

Con- When you suck too much and ignore us then

Ky: I’m sorry!

Pro- When we get to galaxy brain collaborate on something

Ky: Me too...

For Stan:

Con- Also when you feel like you gotta isolate from us...

S: I’m also sorry

Pro- The chivalry good god

S: Aw, babe

For Eric:

Con- When you’re being a dick and I have to betray you

E: Fuck off!

Pro- When you use your evil mastermind shit to pull off fun stuff for us

E: You’re welcome.

#ask #stylennyman #south park au #sp fanart #askblog #this update... this one makes me happy #very gay telling yr bf what u lov most abt them #and the character analysis' of what each of them value and are upset most by

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riality-check · 1 year

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omg another appalachian eddie stan! i dont think i’ve ever seen anyone else in the fandom from appalachia. this really makes me so happy. your steddie drabble about eddie putting the baby to bed showed up in my fyp and i noticed the details about the drawl in his accent and the extra syllable before words and i was like ig this could be any southern accent but the syllable part rly makes me think appalachia and maybe this is me projecting but i’m gonna see if this person has anything else on their blog abt it. and the excitement i felt when i saw appalachian in your blog title. i can’t even explain it. i hope u understand lmao. sorry i’m geeking in your ask abt this

Hi!! I really hope this doesn't burst your bubble, but I'm actually not from there. Sorry! I'm just a linguistics nerd from outside the region who heard Wayne speak and immediately fell down a rabbit hole.

I've literally been spending so much time researching this for fun, it's insane. The Wikipedia page for the dialect is a permanently open tab on my phone, I've used articles, and I've taken a hell of a lot of feedback from people who actually speak the dialect.

I'm so happy this resonated with you (and a lot more people than I expected, which was none. I need to emphasize that I thought absolutely no one would pay attention to this.) As I'm sure you know, and I've learned over the past few months, it's a very negatively stereotyped dialect. I'm happy to see that my silly little fanfiction is bringing it to more people's attention in a positive way!

Not to self plug, but I'm really proud of that drabble, and I've got some more content on my ao3, if you want to check it out. I'm always down to talk about this, so please don't be shy! I want to make this as accurate and fun as it can be.

Thank you so much for sending this ask, it 100% made my day!

#asked and answered #eddielives1986 #appalachian eddie munson #he's so dear to me and i love anything about it

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gunsatthaphan · 2 years

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Hi! I just remembered like two asks you received some time ago, i wanted to squeeze in but I forgot 😅 It was about My Only 12% and the work of New and Wabi Sabi in general… Lmao.I so agree with you. This is not a read, but I am not a fan at all. And even of Earth k either. Nothing personal but all of those things mentioned don’t have any… spark. And so when I saw your anon saying they liked New’s produced shows I was shocked bc it is very often not the case, but it’s nice to see there are shoes for everyone (... is that even a saying??)

And about Between Us, I’m not excited at all tbh but ig it’s a good thing. That way I can be ‘surprised’ by it. But UWMA was soooo long ago. I loved it! back then, but since then I changed my ‘views’ you know ? And my liking of certain types of shows. Like if I watch it now… I think I’ll somewhat like it but really I will see just the negatives. I guess it really is about the production of it all (BUT not JUST that obviously. Not everything is bc of ONE man). And I know I’m probably THE ONLY ONE on this but, I get tired of seeing the same pairings over and over and over again. Like Fluke and Ohm, or Boun and Prem. Like it’s kind of always the same… atmosphere to the ships. To be clear, I didn’t see Win and Team in Even Sun, but they kind of have the same… monotony, and same with Ohm and Fluke. The more they have a series together, the less I feel it.

And I only feel that with that studio I realized. Bc I like Jimmy and Tommy, they acted with different vibes in remember 15. And also Off and Gun bdhcnd NOT ME! Need I say more haha.

So what I got from this is that I don’t like wabi sabi studio in its entirety, at all 😂😂 That's sad but yeah. They used to announce stuff and I'll get excited. But after 7 project ...😬 And I tried again with M12% but hm:/ So I guess I'll keep clear of this company. They have good premise but bad execution in my opinion.

And please I’m not trying to be rude, I’m sorry if I come off that way. I’m not the acting or prod. police. But I just see people from time to time talking abt (some of) it, but never really do it. So I just shared my opinion with you bc you seemed to have shared opinions with me. And obviously it’s totally fine if you agree just 2% of my GIANT rambling.

It’s okay if you don’t engage with this <3

I think you’re coming back soon from Thailand right? Enjoy the rest of your trip <33

hi anon!

lol that's okay. and I completely agree with everything.

for me wabisabi is just kind of a homogenous soup of cringe lol idk. uwma was good and everything that came afterwards wasn't. Their shows are all the same at this point and as long as New is directing them, it will stay that way lol. Not a fan of his directing style at all, which worked back in 2018 but not in 2022. The only reason I liked star and sky was the cast + plot but it definitely could've been better with a different director. But that's just my opinion.

The issue with them recycling their actors and giving them the same roles over and over again definitely goes hand in hand with that. Now I know gmmtv kind of does the same but the difference is they have a much bigger range of shows and actors so you can't compare the two imo. BounPrem definitely have that monotony issue you mentioned, more than OhmFluke. Fluke has a big range and is doing well, Ohm not as much lol. But for me, they still work better than BP overall. Like Even Sun was weird enough to be funny but BP were the same in that too. Comparing them with mii2 and offgun is a lost battle because they're polar opposites lol.

And I agree, my views and preferences on shows have changed over time too. I think that's normal. In 2018 I thought LBC was high cinema which......no comment lmao. And I still consider uwma good today but definitely not as much as back then. I guess the more shows come out, the more picky we get which is fine.

But yeah all in all I don't think I'll ever watch a wabsabi production again unless they change their concepts lol. I'll take a look at between us because who knows, but if that sucks then bye bye. There are shows out there that deserve more attention than them. 😬

xxx

#studio wabi sabi #opinions #discussions #thai bl #bl drama

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angelizs · 2 years

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I have so many thoughts I haven’t had the chance to jot down to share with you so take this list with a few of them X3

•Personally I much prefer giving Yuu headcanons to make them their own person instead of projecting: I honestly just find it fun I feel as though self inserts are better for when you want to feel as if you are in the story due to Yuu already having certain traits attributed to them in canon (how they get described as very blunt for example is a canon trait that gets said multiple times!!!) •I’m actually a huge fan of the hc that Floyd hates when people point out how him and Jade are polar opposites or when people refer to Jade as the “better” twin. It adds more layers onto their personalities and from experience it doesn’t feel great when people compare you to your siblings using something with a negative connotation •I 100% hc that Idia has a vitamin D deficiency (maybe I’m projecting onto him but it totally fits him) he never goes outside nor does he have a proper diet and those are basically a match made in heaven for a vitamin D deficiency •It’s time for me to make a confession… I don’t like Leona XD he just never appealed to me if I’m being totally honest I almost always skip Book 2 when I’m rewatching the Books because I just couldn’t get into his backstory and generally still can’t (He’s such a fan favorite I’m sorry to admit it I just can’t personally find interest in his story) •We need more canon Cater x Trey angst just imagine “Cater… you know you can talk to me if you’re ever upset right?” Trey expressed in a worried tone as Cater turned with a surprised expression covering his face he furrowed his eyebrows “Why? Aww~ are you worried about me~♥️” Cater teased in a cheerful tone. Though, it was hard to miss the quiver of his lips and his shaking hands. He flashed Trey a smile then went back to humming what must have been a trending audio on Magicam that Trey hadn’t heard while scrolling down his feed. As he analyzed Cater’s features he couldn’t help but notice how deep his eye bags were without makeup to cover them: the glossy look in his eyes implied that he was on the verge of tears even so he still forced his cheeks to form a grin that seemed almost painful. Of course he didn’t want to force Cater to open up, but everytime he tried to help him all he was met with were the same cheery voice, shaky hands, and plastered smile. (super sorry if that sucked I don’t generally write for Trey and I haven’t written anything in a while because of college XO)

Hope you enjoyed reading my thoughts as much as I enjoyed writing them !!- 🦭

HII 🦭 ANON, I GOT SO HAPPY SEEING THIS ASK!!! I LOVED READING YOUR THOUGHTS, THANKS FOR SHARING WITH ME!! I'll comment about each of them under the cut!!

• experimenting with Yuu's personality is so much fun! taking their canon traits to create a full fledged character can be quite entertaining, trying to create them based on their answers on the story! tho I also like creating a yuusona based more as a self insert at times, too! (if you have any Yuu hcs you'd like to share anon, I'm all ears!)

• SOOO TRUE, Floyd and Jade break a common trope with twins within fiction in which they are basically the same person and I love that for them. all the little differences that set them apart and make them their own person are so charming! also, I'm pretty sure there's one vignette in which Floyd mentions how he doesn't like being compared to Jade, especially in a negative connotation. (I can't really remember which one it is now tho... I'm pretty sure it exists ok!!)

• ANON YOU'RE SO RIGHT THAT'S CANON !!! as an Idia kinnie who also has vitamin D deficiency I can confirm it's true.

• LMAO that's fair anon, you can like whoever you'd like! he was one of my favorites at the start lol it might be because I LOVEEE the Lion King, but I can see how his attitude can get on your nerves. there are also some things I'd change about his development (and about chapter 2, too). there's a lot to analyse about him as he's very complex and that still appeals to me, but not as much as it used to as I got to meet other characters who ended up climbing the ladder of my heart and surpassing him.

• OMG A WHOLE SCENARIO FOR FREE?? THANK YOU SO MUCH ANON!! and I agree, more Cater x Trey content would be very nice!

Trey trying to reach out to him tentatively while also giving him space while Cater continues to hold his nonchalant façade and pretend everything is alright, keeping his walls up to not let him close enough to see him vulnerable, even as he's hurting..... THEMMM 😭😭😭

it didn't suck at all anon, in fact I really liked it!! I'd love to read more of your writing <3

#tea time #🦭 anon has blessed us with some nice headcanons!!!!!!!#I hope college has been going well for u anon!#feel free to tell me any hcs you might have I love reading them!#I was rewatching the Lion King 2 today... it still is one of my favorite movies ever <3 Kiara and Kovu are PEAK romance I love them sm #come get your cater x trey angst everyone pspsps

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bisluthq · 2 years

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Do your anons believe that all women dating or married to actors are insecure and afraid their partners will leave them for their more attractive co-star or is that saved for Taylor? Because there are so many women out there in relationships with actors, some not even in the entertainment business, some not nearly as beautiful and successful as Taylor who seem absolutely content and happy with their partners. Being an actor does not equate to being a cheater and being a very insecure teenager/20 something does not equate to being an insecure 30 something. Quit living in the past for Taylor and quit laying your own insecurities on her. Yes, she talked about other women wanting him in her songs....most of which were 3+ years ago.....time has passed and they made it through the pandemic (something that killed many relationships) and seem to have come out stronger. Does Taylor or any actor's partner love their partner doing intimate scenes and hanging out on beautiful locations with their co-stars without them? Most likely not, but a supportive partner understands that it is part or their job....and not just their job, but their dream. And why is it always his attractive partners that worry you? No, Taylor isn't doing fake fucking scenes, but she is often times in a studio spilling her most intimate feelings to another human being.....and maybe those people haven't been attractive to you.....but in the future they might be. But we all know that jealousy and insecurity is saved for Taylor because Joe never worries Taylor could be happier with someone else. I mean yes, Taylor comes with many challenges, but from the sounds of it....so does Joe.

1000%.

Also like I’m sorry but “other women wanting him” /=/ him wanting other women. Like I don’t see why that’s framed as a negative lmao. Why in the fuck would she want some ugly dude that no one wants?

Taylor’s insecurities seem to be rooted in the fact that she knows he’s a catch and on top of that is like madly in love with him so thinks he’s even better than he is (like the boy’s a catch but she thinks the sun shines out his ass and some other girl wouldn’t necessarily think that) and she worries there is someone out there who can make him happier and she thinks he deserves more than she can give him. That seems the crux of the issue. It’s clearly not debilitating, but that’s her recurrent concern - that one day someone who can give him an easier life will catch his eye.

As you say, Joe is not a fucking picnic either though. He travels a lot, he keeps weird hours, he has his own myriad insecurities and shit, he’s quite introverted and doesn’t like to share what’s going on in his head, and he can be moody. He knows he’s extremely lucky to have someone who loves him despite of - and in some places because of - these things.

Stop projecting misery on them idk. They seem fine.

#nat talks wise ass anons #nat talks Swiftwyn

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sugarcoated-lame · 2 months

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🦋🔪🎨

🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately

a big thing that’s been on my mind lately is just how much nicer I wish people would be in this community, especially to writers. The amount of rude and straight up hateful anon asks I’ve seen mutuals and friends of mine receive, whether it be about the content of their fics, or people hounding them about when they’re going to update their fics, honestly saddens me :( because

a) if you don’t like something, you don’t have to read it !!!! no one is forcing you. and you certainly don’t need to go out of your way to spread negativity by going to the author and complaining or insulting their work bc you didn’t like something. It’s so easy to just keep scrolling and not read it !

b) writers are not content farms, they are people who have lives outside of tumblr and they are putting their precious time and energy into writing fics, for free, and I just think some people need to learn to be a bit more patient with them

I’m very grateful to have not dealt with any negativity like this firsthand on my own blog, but i can only imagine how disheartening that must be as a writer, and it just hurts my heart when i see writers say that they’re afraid to post a fic because they’re worried it’s going to be received negatively, and seeing how many people stop writing or leave tumblr altogether because of all the negativity

sorry, i didn’t mean for that to turn into a rant LOL, rant over 🙈 but yea just… everyone pls be nicer to each other !! 🫶🏼

🔪 ⇢ what's the weirdest topic you researched for a writing project?

honestly… i don’t think I’ve really had to look up anything that weird for a writing project lmao! like this def isn’t that weird, but i think i looked up what the cowboy hat rule is for a fic once lol

🎨 ⇢ link your favourite piece of fanart and explain why you like it

this one was tough for me bc there are sooo many that I really love 😭 but I’m gonna go with this one by @kenobiwanx of pedro pascal as Mr. Darcy bc I just love their art style and the colors, and because it combines two of my favorite things — Pedro and pride & prejudice 🥹

also gonna include this Ellie fanart by @lucylucius because it’s just SO COOL and so pretty and I’m obsessed with the coloring 🧡

thank you so much for sending these, lovely!! 🥰🧡

writers truth & dare ask game

#ask game #asks <3 #kricket answers #mutuals <3 #midnightraain

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stonerosestank · 1 year

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hi there 🤍

it’s finally starting to feel like winter where i live so the need for a lavender honey latte is stronger now ajendkso i hope you can find somewhere that sells them! i’m rooting for us getting them asap ❤️‍🩹

i only listened to it once lmao mainly bc fine line the song broke me at the end and i couldn’t make myself start it again ajrnekwk and my favorites are fine line and adore you probably. i also love cherry (listen it’s the softest breakup song and i choose to believe harry is writing a story that has nothing to do with him in general) and she has a special place in my heart, getting to see it live was magical. my favorite from hs1 is probably woman or only angel, and from harry’s house it’s satellite hands down. what are your faves from hs1 and harry’s house?

i’ll try to see if i can start learning to knit or crochet soon but i feel like i’m the same, all the pieces that i want to make look SO complicated so i feel like i’d never actually get it done rip and for the bullet journal, when i have a clear idea of the monthly theme i do it really quickly and really enjoy it but when i can’t choose what to do it takes me forever to actually get it done. that goes for my nails too, and bc i don’t have the best nail art brushes i have to scrap a lot of ideas. lately i’ve been doing designs with solid colors and negative space instead of with a lot of details but i’ve been running out of ideas, especially for the holidays.

chocolate chip cookies are my favorites! i can’t wait to bake some with my family next week. i basically only bake during the holidays, we get together to bake chocolate chip and butter pecan cookies, and i can make brownies and carrot cake and that’s pretty much it ajennfks as for cooking, i can do pretty basic dishes but i do like it! i wish i had more time for it. and christmas baking is the best! what are you gonna be making?

here’s some love for the rest of the week, i hope your day’s been lovely 💖💞💗💓💕💝

- ☁️

hiiii 🫶🏻 sorry i’m so late answering this i started a new project and it’s literally all i’ve been doing for 3 days djshsjs

adore you is such a good fave to have!! it’s one of those songs that’s like impossible to get sick of 🥺 also cherry!!!!! and she!!!!! she is my beloved and i agree about seeing it live, it’s amazing. my faves from hs1 are sign of the times and woman!! and harry’s house is all of them djshsj but rn probably daylight and keep driving!!

the projects looking so difficult is the worst part of learning 😩 even now that i’ve been crocheting for years i look at certain patterns and im like 😳 there’s no way i could do that djshsj but honestly once u start learning and getting comfortable with the craft everything is much less daunting 🫶🏻

love that for u!!! i hope u have fun baking with ur family 💗 also imo carrot cake is the superior cake so that’s the only one anyone needs to know how to make djshsj i still have to figure out exactly which cookies im making but it’s probably gonna be a lot bc december is the only time i’ll make any and all types of cookies my mom wants at the same time so it gets to be a bit much djshsj i usually end up giving a lot to my family and friends though so it’s okay

hope ur weekend has been going well 💗💗

#☁️#holiday pal ✨#asks

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sensitively-taken · 1 year

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ok so pls don’t take this the wrong way i rly don’t mean to send accusations or anything, but do u anti/not support heeseung?

i’m just asking cuz u made him sorta evil and mega douchey in death valley and i can’t tell if that’s cuz u actually view him negatively or some other reason. ik u said u wanted a “bad guy” in the story and i understand that im just confused why u chose heeseung instead of an oc and seeking clarification.

thank u :)

hi i'll be v honest when i first read this ask i was rlly confused ab how u got that impression from the fic but i'll still clarify! 😁

i don't anti heeseung u don't have to worry ab that lmao 😁😁 actually i prefer not to write ab idols i'm not interested in 😪 so i wouldn't have written ab heeseung at all if i was a heeseung anti

this is actually kinda funny bc death valley was originally a fic for another group and heeseung's character was written for one of my ult biases LMAO 💀 so no it had absolutely nothing to do w whether i like heesung or not

and the way i write i kinda picture it like the idols are playing the role of the character almost like they're acting. i don't usually characterise too heavily based on their personality, instead i just come up w characters and think ab which idol matches the best (and sometimes that's based on how they look in concepts so dw it's not at all me projecting what i think they're like 💀)

and in this case, there weren't many options for who would play certain characters because half of enhypen is underage or recently adults so, even though heeseung's character isn't a sleaze or anything, i didn't think it was appropriate for any of those members to be in charge of gambling 💀💀 so it was rlly between jake and heeseung and i think we can all agree that the character doesn't rlly suit jake at all LMAO so i went w heeseung

also imo i didn't think heeseung's character was that big of a douche. since the fic was v comedic and unserious his actions weren't taken all that seriously and was more meant to be funny than malicious but i do get how they may have come across as otherwise

i hope this clarifies everything 😪😪 sorry if u thought i was a heeseung anti for the longest time ever (i've been a bit inactive lately so i didn't have time to reply)! i just wanted him to fill the role of the character :') nothing more or nothing less

#aa.messages #agent anonymous

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