#im glad people can be safe

[mx-paint]

The wildest shit is when you criticize the prison "justice" system for Anything, and you'll always *always* get the boot deepthroaters that go "DON'T LIKE HOW WE APPROVE OF MODERN SLAVERY??? LEAVE!!"/"IF YOU THINK THAT THESE CRIMINALS HAVE A RIGHT TO A TRIAL THEN YOU CAN TAKE THEM!!" as if there isn't the fucking chance fate can turn around and put them right next to them, no trial and all.

#anyways even the most dangerous criminals need a trial bc theres going to be the very fair and possible chance of your stupid ass winding up #- right next to them <3 #bc limiting one person from not having a trial for something can lead to them expanding the definition of it #like im glad a whole countries crime rate went down #im glad people can be safe #but going 'yessss no trial slave labor no meat options AND they have to live in cages?!! best plan ever!!!' is the dumbest fucking response #bc yeah sure. maybe theyre only Dangerous Criminals #but then they change the def of what a dangerous criminal is. #like saying you need this to happen in (x) country #especially knowing the lack of justice in the system #its Going to turn bad Very quick #like i hope it goes well there (though theres huge fucking doubt from just hearing how its talked abt) #but saying a place that has a huge fucking problem with wrongfully charging minorities already Needs to have it too #well. i hope a bird shits in your mouth when you yawn that way the shit you spew will be more ironic with the actual shit

[foolsocracy]

I can't help but notice you haven't posted any angst in a while and I'm suspicious

whipped this one up just for u anon

#a guy can only post 3 happy artworks before the people get concerned..... #LMAOOO jokes jokes #heres a .. colored sketch? #anyway behold the recurring dream ive given pete where hes ummmmmmmmmmmm inside uncle bens ribcage #i think abt it all the time but ive never actually done anything w it so here we go #blood #gore #not actually i dont think but im straying on the safe side #i messed around w it enough where u cant even see any organs or anything (much) #bones #idk #skeleton #i feel like thats everything maybe #ask to tag #might make a nice finished piece w this who knows #anon #asks #thanks for the ask! #glad to know angst is still my brand #such is life as a noir blog #peter benjamin parker #spiderman noir #spider man noir #spider noir #my art #bOOM thats so many tags #double art night guys who cheered #this and the stupid ass music one LMAOO the range #made this in an hour and a half lets see what i think of it in the morning when i wake up lol

[francy-sketches]

Funniest part of the ~key 5~ discourse was like. implying that grrm gave other povs importance just completely on accident I guess? Like if we’re only considering what’s relevant to the key 5 or whatever then it makes no sense why other povs have basically a wholeass book to themselves. “umm achtually affc wasn’t meant to be a standalone book sweaty🙄” well it is now which either means grrm thought those characters’ stories were worthy of being explored on their own or someone held him at gunpoint untill he added more cersei chapters i guess 

#.txt #not trying to start discourse btw if you wanna yell at me fuck off lol #i mean i blocked most of the drama people so i think im safe but just in case #actually it was me with the gun. i was 3 but i knew cersei and jaime would be my blorbos one day. sorry everyone #btw i think you can absolutey criticize grrm for making the story too bloated like affc could definitely have been condensed #im glad it wasnt but yea that's a valid criticism #not the one im arguing against tho #it's more the 'ugh grrm clearly doesnt care about non key 5 povs stop obsessing over them -_-' that i dont like #oh no he's just a bumbling old man he slipped and accidentally wrote an entire book of irrelevant characters!! silly grandpa! #like tf does jaime having a cringefail dad moment contribute to the key 5 stories #anyway hope he adds even more bloat in twow ^_^ dont listen to them king those 30 areo hotah chapters are essential #love that they still threw a fit over this lol. touch grass

[mothocean]

i am, really just fucking hoping theres gonna be more safety regulations around this kind of stuff now. and that the greek coast guard gets fucking sued. also that the submersible company gets sued. and nothing like any of these things happens ever again

#ik thats not gonna be the case but god this whole situation has not been good for my irrational-ish fear #of being told something is safe and then it turns out it really really isnt but its too late and horrible death happens #i feel no sympathy for the billionaires obvs but. can we acknowledge how fucking lucky it is that the horrble submersible #only ended up killing 5 ppl. thats still 5 ppl but it couldve been way more #like idc if a billionaire wants to die horribly they should not be allowed to drag other people down w them #they should not be allowed to have their METAL TUBE DEATH TRAP talked about POSITIVELY on a fucking SCIENCE WEBSITE THAT SHOULD KNOW BETTER #AND THEY DEFINITELY SHOULDNT BE ALLOWED TO USE IT TO TURN A GRAVESITE INTO THE WORLDS LEAST SAFE TOURIST TRAP #EVEN IF ONLY STUPID RICH PPL WILL GET ON IT #like you realize this is just the most extreme example of the kind of lack of regulation these guys get away with. like im glad the guy tha #made the thing met his horrible end with it but too many ppl don't get graced with this kind of dramatic irony #and besides maybe it should not be fucking legal to construct literal death machines even for dramatic irony #idk im tired of focusing on whether the guys had it coming for them or not its endless hell discourse #lets fucking talk abt how this whole thing should not have fucking happened in the first place #and i hope nothing like it ever happens again #if the billionaires want a horrible death i will give it to them myself and then outlaw their entire fucking existence (as billionaires) #im sorry im just fucking tired #roseflower.txt

[blue-madd]

The only reason why my main paracosm will always keep its title as "main" even tho I have like a dozens more which aren't AUs & in which I pass more time now is because no matter how caught up in another world I am, the paras of my main paracosm will always find their way back to me as impulsive thoughts if not in another way

#my main parame spends a lot of time unconsciously popping up in my mind as if he was an alter fronting for someone who should not be real #like he keeps accidentally breaking the fourth wall except he doesn't know it but i can see/hear it all clearly babe i see u showering rn #not complaining tho i love his energy and his unexpected 3-hrs long monologues #also not trying to brag but i did pass years both irl and inside on that paracosm & its funny people #and its the only one that feels so natural to me like its home. its the first place i think of a safe place to go #its my whole world but so were other paracosms before which is why im so glad this one just refuses to let me go no matter what #these are my people in there and it feels good knowing theyre calling to me too like we all know i belong there #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #paras rant #paraportal #paracosm : Q

[mayonaka-sunshine]

vaniiii ehe hiya :3 umm we got a system sideblog if yer interested in seein more of us... but ummmm hiya !!!! i missed ya n im glad t' see ya... do ya got any advice fer copin wit' lack of attention from an fp.... we're okay but if ya got anythin it might be helpful for us :33 ehe i love yaaaa -🪴

MIIIIIKAAAAA!!!!!!!!! i missed u guys </3 i would love to see more of u tho i miss you guys when you're not around... although i guess technically you are since you said we're mutuals but skdghds

ough. tbh i've been pretty lucky insofar that i haven't had a lotta issues with that... but in my experience usually if i gotta be left alone for awhile distracting myself helps a lot? like. go down a wikipedia rabbit hole, or do a puzzle, or play a game you get super invested in. just something to focus on so you don't end up in your own head kinda thing yanno??? otherwise don't feel bad to just. ask for attention? like. it's not illegal to have human desires. and as long as your fp isn't busy or something they probably don't mind talking with you a lil :3 although idk for sure i know everyone has different relationships with their fp so ^^; do not listen to me if you know it'll cause you harm/strife/etc :< also naps. bc those pass the time reaaaaal quick. its like a lifehack. feeling bad? take a nap. you'll either feel amazing after or like you got smacked in the face with a trout ! oh and also like. doing schoolwork or smth productive maybe? thats not really fun tho so dskghds maybe pick up a kinda time-consuming hobby like crochet or cross-stitch or something where you can use that to distract yourself and have something to do with your hands :3?

but if its like. ur Already Feeling Bad i recommend like. watching a movie/tv show/etc that you really like or getting a Little Treat(tm) or something :3 curl up with a cozy blanket and drink some hot cocoa or tea or something !! its not like. a sure-fire fix. but i find the combo of distraction + comfort media + Little Treat tends to make you feel at least a lil better :3 also if it gets Very Bad just like. destroy some old school work you don't need or somethin. tearing papers to shreds is sooooooo fun. make sure u don't accidentally rip up something you need though skjghds it helps to calm down a lil and then you can work on relaxing a little more !! its not like. guaranteed. but sometimes gettin some of the destructive urges out helps

ily2 mika <3 i would die for u btw /lh

#at least i get destructive urges idk. i usually just rip up papers and stuff i don't need if i get like that #most of the time i can just deal w/ it via distractions (mmmm shitty mobile games) but !! sometimes u gotta Rip And Tear #most of my strats are just. distract urself. bc it gives you time to calm down and process stuff even if you don't realize it #so. ye. jus kinda be nice to yourself :3 it helps a little. perhaps get a plushie to cuddle with even #i have plushies my fp got me and i keep them on my bed and cuddle them when i miss them nd stuff #it helps a little !!! making yourself feel better can be rlly hard tho so don't feel bad if you struggle a bit !! #find some friends to talk to too if you can !!! it rlly helps to have people to talk to even if they don't entirely get it #just having other people around can help. i message with a few friends when my fp is busy sometimes and it helps keep the loneliness #at bay a little :3 but !! obv i cannot guarantee any of this will work for you !! but hopefully some of it is helpful at least !!! #I FORGOR U CAN'T PUT READ MORES IN ASKS. AUGH. this got so long srry mika ily #anyway !!! i am glad to see u :3 i was thinking abt u guys recently actually sdkghsd #i was worried u guys might've been one of the people in recent times that've blocked me or something orz #ily. stay safe. nd !! lemme know if i can help you guys somehow :3 #im not like the most versed in system nor bpd stuff but ! i have my silly little experiences to go off of #system anon 🪴 #long post #<- j. just in case. bc this did get Long. oopsies

[shewantsitall]

It's angst on a new level tbh

#there was a school shooting today #words cannot express how fucked up it is that this is even an issue #or how fucked up it is that when the news broke me and the second grade team were in a data meeting with RTI #and the teacher who was leading the meeting saw the news and told us and then we went on talking about data #bc there's nothing we could say or do despite being just a few hours away #and so we just went on with our meeting #i never dreamed this would be the world I'm teaching in #talked to a friend today who said he was glad his mom only had a year left before retirement #just one more year in what should be a safe place but could turn into a combat zone at any moment #I've thought a lot about my kiddos today #people talk about how teachers without personal children just Don't Get It in a lot of ways #but as dramatic as it sounds i honestly cant imagine loving my personal child any more than i love these kids. not that I wouldnt love them #just...that i really love my kiddos #and I can honestly say that i think i would do anything for them #im going to go cry some more #and then plan for tomorrow as best as i can #and im going to cherish every second tomorrow. even the ones that are not the best. because they're seconds we get. #just my ramblings #cw vent #personal vent #teacher sadie rides the struggle bus #student teacher sadie ✨

[volot]

gonna take this moment to be a little transparent and also apologize for being awful at holding conversations / being hard to reach lately.

my mental health has taken a really hard hit after some deeply troubling and fairly triggering medical news hit my offline life that's completely flipped everything upside-down, and a lot of it is in a very stressful waiting period, so my social battery has been at an all time low. there are days that i'll forget to respond to conversations thinking i have already, there will be days where i just can't manage conversation worth my weight in salt and i don't want to give people half-baked responses, and sometimes even just being around, so i'm just not around or even on discord for days at a time. somedays i'll tell myself 'i don't have the energy to respond to this right now, so i'll reply later because i don't want to leave them hanging'; but then later turns into longer and i get self-conscious about it and start stressing myself out. if it's been a long time since i've responded, i fall into this fit of feeling like... nervous that the other person won't be interested in the conversation anymore, or is upset / angry with me because i took forever to respond, or things like that. something i think that would help with this is letting folks know like 'hey, i'm not in any good mental place to talk right now, but i just wanted to let you know i've read this and i'll get back to you once i feel better, okay?' which is honestly on me to start doing, and i'll definitely be taking those steps going forward.

i've contemplated taking a hiatus, and right now i'm still in a vaguely floating 'well see' territory because i'll have too much time on my hands in the following months, and writing has always been an escape for me, but if it's for the best of my mental health i will.

but for now, i just want to voice that like, if i've ever been hard to reach, i promise, it's not you at all. i'm not disinterested in you, and i'm not disinterested in our plots or conversation; you've done nothing wrong to annoy me or put me off. if i had a problem with anything i would tell you right away rather than hold my tongue, because communication is very important to me. i look forward to every interaction and every conversation with the folks here -- this community is a good community, and i love a lot of folks here and am endlessly blown away by the depths of life everyone brings to the rpc and their writing. lately, my brain just makes everything hard, and my exhaustion is a pain in the ass when i want to talk to people.

if you're ever nervous or afraid maybe you've put me off, or you've annoyed me, or i'm not interested, you can come to me any time and check in. i don't mind questions like that at all, and i'd rather know if i've made someone feel that way so i can apologize, reassure, and put an ease to their worries right away. i know how rough that anxiety can be, and it's on me to at least help put it to rest so you guys can rest easier.

i love you guys, thank you for your patience and sticking with me. ♡

#this is admittedly something that has been weighing on me for a long time and i've been unsure on how to bring it up #so i'm glad that this gave me an opportunity to. i don't like to talk about my problems online because i feel like i'm being a bother by #doing which is why i havent brought up what's going on outside of like 2 people's dms. if you want to know you can message me. #but i just wanted to use this as a springboard to apologize and explain what's going on because i recognize that this stuff can make #people worry or get anxious and i dont want that #anyway this is an entire stream of consciousness im not sure what to tag this as... #ooc. #uhmm #vent / #<- to be safe? #medical tw

[bigpeepee]

my friend from work is so completely ignorant about queer things that it's genuinely shocking sometimes. like today I found out she thought that in lesbian couples one person had to be the man and one the woman, and by that she meant like butch/femme. and I was like. oh girl. we have sooooo much work to do

#don't get me wrong she's such a good person she's just shockingly ignorant for someone so young #but it's fine we'll get there #she's sooo confused about trans people #and ngl i do feel extremely uncomfortable when she misgenders them #the feeling of ''you're not safe here'' really kicks in and i have to tell myself that she's not doing it in bad faith she's just unaware #i hope she understood it soon enough to at least stop misgendering because that part really fucks with me #im perfectly okay explaining that gay couples don't have to conform to heteronormative roles #the transphobia is harder to deal with #but i think it's going to be worth it i really think she will get there with time and im glad i can help with that #anyway i OBVIOUSLY haven't come out as nonbinary yet because like. that's way too many chapters ahead in the queer book #we're still on the binary trans chapter she's Not Ready for that conversation #it's so funny because she always says that she's always had guy friends and im one of the first girl friends she has and im like 👀 #uhhhhhh sure. girl 👀👀👀👀👀 im. yeah. that's me. a girl 👀👀👀👀 👀 #but hey good news at least im not a man either so it's still new!!

[leskowitx]

Cant stop drawing Xenos

#dislyte oc #dislyte #LOOOL #the people in the dislyte discord love him im so glad #ty oc channel besties #ur the best #tw blood #its a lil but better safe than sorry #artists on tumblr #his voiceclaim is AOSTH Robotnik so Xenos can legally give you a prrrromotion

[jrueships]

capricorn … don’t hold back 😔

CAPRICORNS are some of the FUNNIEST people i have EVER met !!!! But i don't get them! If you can tell me more about them i would LOVE to listen because like! There's this stereotype i keep hearing from my basic like five minute curiosity zodiac random researches at 5am that they're so COLD and JADED and BORING and a 'daddy' sign WHAT??? Cardinal or whatever lol 😭 n like for SOME i can see it? BUT THEY'RE STILL FUNNY THO! i feel like people meet ONE Capricorn and is all like 'ALL Capricorns are like THIS!!'

Because they're kinda rare? N it's not fair! Or maybe im jus perceivin em wrong cus the Capricorn I've actually MET n SEEN were all super funny n not like OUTGOING outgoing, but with their friends they entertained! There's this one cap im friends (told me hes a cap once & cried when he heard i was a leo) with who has his favorite tiktok dances he just busts out randomly to make us laugh. they aren't like good but he does em cus we like em! He's cool!! In highschool people joked i was goin to an expensive private school (i am now but it's not like prestigious it's just a pain in the ass 😐.), so i played along n said i was goin to Harvard n he actually believed me even after graduation. Before though he was like 'OMG THATS SO COOL IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU YOU'RE GONNA DO GREAT ! I ALWAYS KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO HARVARD AFTER YOU FIXED MY COMPUTER FOR ME!!' (i didn't. he fixed it himself while i tried 'helping') n ill never forget it!

Capricorns in my opinion are VERY sweet and easily get a stereotyped rep because people wanna fly over em! N YOU SHOULDNT BECAUSE I THINK THEYRE COOL!! When a cap is sad tho.. They're like. Sad. Head down on the desk in the middle of class sad or curled up in their chair thinking sad thoughts sad. N they always gotta describe how sad they are or can be. It's very sad :( BUT CAPS ARE EPIC I HOPE YOU AND THEY KNOW THAT! More people need to spread positive cap aganda !

#i think they can be prideful themselves when it comes to getting a chip on their shoulder #like some live breathe and die to that sword #it's a lil concerning and tiring ! #they could be super popular with close loving friends n still be 'everyone hates me' #buy like all people can so i get it! #just know u ARE loved tho! #libras also do a similar thing where theyre super popular n loved for being awesome but go home n think 'no one really KNOWS me' #the Existentialist crisis... no one is SAFE #ALSO I KNEW A CAP GIRL WHO WAS SUPER INTO TWILIGHT LMAO #she wouldnt defend defend it she knew it was problematic and kinda stupid like she'd joke abt it #but u could tell she still loved it anyway n even got some others to love it for the right reasons! #it was cute! #im glad she didnt approach me like that because she was fearful of me bcs i dont think we would vibe vibe but still! #she was a vibe! #ted tumbunity things

[theloveinc]

As someone with a visually weak lazy eye, I'm really grateful for your takes. Listen, the glasses I need to help my vision are too expensive for me right and I have other expenses I have to prioritize, and, yes, sometimes I'm going to skip some chunks if I can not engage with them/don't feel interested/I think they're not as important to the plot in order to actually put some energy in the rest of the reading, and I don't think that makes me a "bad reader" or that "I just don't know how to read", specially when reading, to me, is painful and tiring, but still something I enjoy.

I don't do it always, but anyways, I feel some type of way seeing people commenting such things.

"feel some type of way"....... u are too polite lmfao

#in the tags again bc i can express myself better here and it's safe and warm and lovely #im sure there are actual bad readers and such #but LOL this jump ppl have made from skimming to AUTOMATICALLY bad reader......... GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD makes me mad #to people's credit... i do get the gist of the frustration... #but lumping genuine ppl like u in with actually disrespectful ones ........ i really have a hard time providing any sympathy #or even respect ... to those takes bc... ARE U DUMB?????? #and ofc i think most ppl would say ur circumstances are fair but... not extending that energy publicly.... is depressing #like.. ppl should at least specify who they talking about OR admit they want praise from EVERYONE to the extent they're #willing to be unkind to get it #the idea that this is black and white. 'either u read it wholly or u aren't interested and are BAD'...... is so toxic and evil #and im sorry you're ending up the collateral damage anon #i wish ppl would listen when issues like this are brought up #like being welcoming and kind can do so much for u #even if u do feel certain ways abt things. no one that really matters is saying this frustration is bad... just weirdos on tik tok #which is why we actually do need the leniency and kindness here #another opinion of mine actually: authors do owe the community a kind persona #but that's not this conversation #tho i think it applies in this case #at least to the specification point bc u don't deserve to feel like they're talking abt u #and i'm sorry ur going thru it but i'm glad we agree #let me know if i can support you further #i love and support u and u are NOT a bad reader #caitie answers #anon

[thedirtgrub]

ive missed always sunny

#tw abuse #rant #vent #my ex was abusive and would get so so mad when id talk about it i honestly started hating the show. and myself since i go by mac irl #im in a better spot now and i realized how much ive missed this show #im seeing a new guy now. hes very sweet. he wants to watch it with me but im kinda putting it off #i dont want him thinking i like. agree with the characters or their choices. i know theyre bad people. its the whole point #and ik he wont act the way my ex acted about it. but i cannot handle that happening again #ive been so fucking depressed since i stop interacting with sunny content and i havent been able to like anything half as much #im so glad i left him. my current boyfriend is very sweet and i feel safe around him. like i can be myself #i occasionally interacted on here but he made me feel fucking awful. im glad i get to like sunny again. im glad to have myself back

[mayonaka-sunshine]

sometimes i look at things i write and i go "huh. my mental illness is showing"

#vent in tags #<- just to be safe idk what counts tbh lmao #GIRL WHY DID I CRY ABOUT SOMEONE CALLING A SONG FROM TWEWY MID FOR AN ENTIRE DAY?????? #why do i keep comparing myself to a houseplant that dies when things go A Little Wrong?????????? #hm. maybe i do need to get myself evaluated... #i need to get my eyes checked and go see a psych but i! am incapable! yay! <- knows getting a diagnosis can and probably will make my life #much harder #pls at least let me see if my eyes r fucked or if i am. pls. #optometrists aren't that expensive but it's bad to go alone i think :( #im glad people worry about me but at the same time it makes me wanna die bc like...... no..... #i should not be burdening others with my issues... ya'll have your own lives and issues.... #bleh. subjecting myself to the mortifying ordeal of being known sucks #i think its kinda funny that my internet friends always know more about me than my own parents... #but it's not like my parents ever take an interest in me anyway lmao #when i said i wanted to study jp i only got a very sarcastic 'good luck' like... i was at least hoping they might offer to buy me something #to study off of... but they like never take an interest in me anyway lmao #they weren't even here for my birthday. and made plans over new years without me knowing #i only learned when i asked to go see my family for new years bc they hold a celebration and this might be the last time i can go #for like... 4 years. and i don't think i can take myself bc the route is over very windy mountain roads :( #and i... do not trust myself that much in the car... and it hurts me to drive even the 10 mins to and from school sometimes... #my knee and ankle get stiff and my hip starts to hurt... its bad :( #it sucks tho i miss my family i'm lucky if i see them once a year... but its not like the adults give a shit. #sighhhhhhhhhhh. ugh. my life isn't even that bad by a lot of standards so i feel shitty for whining about it #like yeah my parents don't really care about me but at least they feed me and haven't hit me since i was little? #idk man. i should stop talking i think.

[mrs-kelly]

I’m finally relaxing after moving stuff all day and I’m having a nice little drink after a month of no treats or drinks or whatever and!!! I’m getting soooooo unreasonably soft about Sawyer like I’m literally laying here in bed just crying happy tears because I’m so glad we met 😭

#I just can’t stop crying like he makes me so happy and I just know I make him happy too… #I just wanna hold him close and make him feel safe and give him a love he can trust… #I wanna be the one he gives that gorgeous smile… #I want to be someone he really cares about. because he gives so much to the people he cares about #he just has so much love to give. if only someone would genuinely love him #and I do!!! I genuinely love him so much and I know he loves me too!! #I never expected to fall so hard for him but he has my whole heart now #right now; in this moment. sawyer is everything to me #I’m so glad I found him. I’m so glad we found each other 🥺💕 #ren speaks #im gushing out here folks #lost in your eyes #alcohol mention tw