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bunnihearted · 4 months
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( real quick i just need to whine abt food again!!! i want chicken pita greek yoghurt w garlic feta cheese spinach tomato nd avacado sooooooo bad im abt to cry nd scream nd throw up nd kill !!!!!!!! )
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itsjustaninchident · 11 months
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You Are in Love
Lando Norris x Interior Designer!Reader
socmed au
summary: seems like mclaren's driver is not available in the market anymore but the real question is, to whom?
warning/s: none
author's note: This is a part 2 for this. Didn't expect that much love from the first part😭 I am overwhelmed and thankful for y'all. Also please request more socmed au ideas :)) <333
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F1wagsupdates there has been numerous rumors circulating that a certain driver from the orange team is dating someone. To further confirm a friend of the driver accidentally posted a photo of what seem like a romantic weekend getaway for the lovebirds. How true is it this time?
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user1 I'VE BEEN TELLING Y'ALL THIS
user2 THIS IS DEFINITELY LANDO
user3 why can't you guys leave them alone. I'm sure they would've posted it on their socials if they wanted you all up in their business 🙄
user4 @/user5 pay up! im so right!
user5 NOT UNTIL HE HIMSELF OUTS HIS RELATIONSHIP
user6 I wonder who the girl is ?
user7 probably another model or influencer
user8 ABOUT TIME
user9 I'VE PRAYED FOR DAYS LIKE THIS
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yourusername romantic weekend getaway they say🫢
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yourbestfriend digging your own grave, i see
yourusername totally not😆
lilymhe you're so pretty bae!
yourusername I LOVE YOU
lilymhe tell L I'll literally steal you from him!
yourusername no need for that love im all yours!
alexalbon leave my girlfriend alone!
yourusername she still prefers me over you 😛
user1 ARIANA (lando) WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!
user2 what are the other drivers and lily doing here? 👀
via twitter...
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landonorris romantic getaway with my love😉
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user1 oh OH he's brave now!
yourusername romantic indeed 😂
landonorris are u in any type of way feeling romantic?
user2 NOT THEM HAVING AN INSIDE JOKE BEC OF THE POST
user3 THEY'RE SO CUTE WITH THEIR LITTLE INSIDE JOKE😭
user4 god ive seen what you've done to others
user5 idk if i still have any "me n who" i got in me
user6 they're so cute :'))
user7 i think i have an addition to my favorite wags
user8 SHE'S SO GORGEOUS LEAVE HIM QUEEN AND BE WITH ME INSTEAD
user9 although it's out now i hope people will still respect their privacy especially yn's !
lilymhe can't wait to meet you again!
landonorris stop trying to steal my girlfriend!
lilymhe never!
user10 NOT THEM FIGHTING OVER YN😭
maxfewtrell finally!
carlossainz55 tell yn we'll play golf together
landonorris you'll just replace me like that?
carlossainz55 can't help it if she's better than you
landonorris this is hurting me too much
danielricciardo hope to see u both again soon!
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user10 yn being loved by everyone 🥺
user11 the fact that they seem to love yn more than lando now is so funny to me😭
landonorris no one can ever love yn more than me though 😏
user12 HELP HE'S DOWN BAD
user13 IM SO JEALOUS RN😭
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fatuismooches · 6 months
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FUCK I TOTALLY FORGOT TO SEND YOU AN ASK ABOUT THE FIC... i just got hit full force but like 89831 different fucking projects all at once MY BAD POOKIE BUT UGHHHHHHH oh my god.... part 2??? yes.. all of it is soooo YESS
YESS you visualized everything what you've been talking about how reader would react when they first wake up after centuries and honestly hella realistic EVEN THOUGH I JUST WANNA HOLD READER AND KISS THEIR FOREHEAD 😭😭😭
reader interacting with the segments has my HEARTTT oh my god.. especially omega.. he's SUCH A DEVIOUS MOTHERFUCKEGUJK,,, also reader naming the segments UGHHH i adore that idea so much pleaseee ,, i love how the segments who didn't give a shit suddenly changed their minds when reader said they wanna give them names... THE SWITCH UP AND THE IMMEDIATE DENIAL...
READER MEETING BABY ZANDY ,,, FUCKINGG hell got me sooo soft i wanna hold baby zandy and treat him soo nicely 🥹🥹
ALSO YESS omgg,,, this part has me sooo fucking soft like reader making friends??? with the other harbingers??? i love it... omg they'd be such good besties with columbina,, i think pantalone helps reader adjust to present time as well, especially with it comes with money or the economy (if you ever ask him about it)
but oh.... to top it all off nicely, you gotta sneak in some subtle angst!!! smh... (im so proud of you tho!! like yasss sis feed me sad shit >:333) poor scara and reader :( i think they would've gotten along if reader wasn't dottore's lover n' scara wasn't dottore's experiment ,,,
ALL IN ALL. fuck you pookie im not excited for the next two parts (im kidding I AM IM JUST... NOT READY... pleas epost it next year so i'll be ready enough thank you /jjj) NO SERIOUSLY THIS TIME,, THIS WAS SOOO GOOOD and i love it so much, really popped off honestly (evil laughs because it's dottore)... like im soo happy to see how much you've grown esp thru writing !!!
have a good day pookie, im going back to my grave where i died for the next few days 💗💗
ALSO I WAS GONNA SEND IN ANOTHER DOTTORE IDEA but i fucking forgot again. FUCKS SAKE i hate not writing shit down...
POOKS DONT EVEN WORRY!! Just make sure to take care of yourself ok?? School can really be an ass i understand-
BUT OMG GRENFRG AHHH YOU'RE MAKING ME SMILE TOO MUCH POOKIE AHHWQ I'm so happy you liked it 🥺 BUT NGL I WANNA GIVE READER THE BIGGEST HUG TOO 😭 i put them through too much don't i 😭 dw they will be getting Dottore comfort next chapter!!
Bro i love writing Omega as a devious mf so much 😭 IM SO GLAD U LIKED THAT PART BC I WAS GIGGLING TO MYSELF ABT HOW THEY DGAF ABT THINGS BUT THEN SUDDENLY THEYRE INTERESTED WHEN UR A PART OF IT
AND YESSSS READER MAKING FRIENDS RAHHHH that part was probably really long for a Dottore fic but. i feel like having friends is so important and fragile reader really deserve some niceness in their lives 🥺 AND OMG NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. Fragile reader would be freaking blown away from inflation. i don't know how prices were four hundred years ago but they would probably be shocked to their core when they see how much expensive things are now?? imagine fragile reader trying to stop Dottore from buying things for them because of how expensive things are now, and they're having flashbacks to being a broke Akademiya student 😭 And Dottore is just honestly finding it amusing to see you freak out and beg him to save his money (it's okay, he's a Harbinger he's loaded) (as long as he's not spending it on experiments)
BUT YEAH MAYBE IN AN ALTERNATE UNIVERSE... reader and Scara could have been friends :( we'll never know... but yasss i will continue to feed you sad shit >:) hehe I CANT WAIT TO POST THE FINAL PART!! ngl the ending of the fic was like. the first thing i wrote for it because it hit me and i was like i CANT forget this. im telling you pookie its gonna be pretty juicy. BUT THANK YOU YOU'RE BEING SO KIND AHHH it's really sweet of you. thank you for being here for so long in my writing journey (and my descent into Dottore madness) ily 🥺
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masonscig · 1 year
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I'm really looking forward to the rewrite! I can't wait to see what you come up with! . I did enjoy some of the Romances, specially F's and I also really enjoyed M's best friend route. However, maybe it's just me but I did have some issues with A's route. I felt that a lot of the things that A did in this book kind of contradicted the misbeliefs that were established not only in this book but also in previous books. I wish that the author had taken a bit more time to have A and the detective connect a bit more on an emotional level, specially since A is demi-sexual, it would have been nice to see them slowly getting to know more and more about each other throughout the story. I felt that the plot kind of took a lot of the space that could have been used to flesh out A and the detective's relationship because there was literally only two scenes where I felt they actually bonded on an emotional level. Don't get me wrong Im an angst girlie myself but as someone who's acespec myself i wish that it would have perhaps been explored more and that we got to see more of A being comfortable and slowly getting their walls down around the detective rather than only angst and slowly learning to allow themselves to love again and that its ok to feel what they feel. The whole plot also felt all over the place, I do appreciate the fact that the author tried out and experimented with a bigger narrative scope and darker themes. However, I feel that Wayhaven works best when it has self-contained plots like in book 1 and book 2 rather than a big narrative scope imo. I felt that it hindered some of the characterisation that some of the ROs could have had. Again I appreciate the fact that the author tried her best to challenge herself with so many variables. However, some of the choices felt a bit repetitive. I did also wish that we could have chosen to remain a detective or at the very least do some actual detective stuff. The Trappers also felt very one dimensional for me, personally I found Murphy and Book 2s Malaused (idk of that's how u spell it) way more interesting. I was also hoping for the whole Sin, an babylonian deity being trapped and treated almost as if they were enslaved plot point to be maybe changed at least slightly. Maybe it's just a me thing but I really didn't like that plot point, it felt unnecessary personally. Sorry for the long ramble lol. Gl on the doc, I'm sure it's going to be amazing!
ahh thank you for saying you're excited for the rewrite! <333 i'm so genuinely excited over it that it's lifted my spirits a lot – i have four pages of bullet points as of right now so whew. lots of changes
i haven't done the a route, so im nodding along like a friend you're venting to over coffee rn, but i'll open up the replies/my inbox to anyone else who feels the same! i'd love to hear more about it as someone who's never done a full a du mortain route LMAO <3
but YES, i agree – hindered characterization, repetitive choices, one dimensional trappers, and the becoming an agent aspect YES! i think maybe with the trappers at least, they're pawns, so i guess? they'll be fleshed out as an organization later? but yeah, anytime they show up it's like oh! so some guys with weapons that may or may not take ub down. got it
the repetitive choices were honestly killing me, because that's a huge reason it took me literally all day to read one route – i was stuck at each choice, because truthfully, a lot of things that i made sofía say were just... not her. this book particularly has so much less variance in dialogue options – it's usually "smile, frown, smirk, chuckle, nod/be silent". just feels sloppy in my opinion :( i definitely wouldn't want her to bend over backwards trying to add 15 variants to every choice, just like. maybe not start with the action! maybe work in some blended stat boosters to add some depth (not that there isn't any, there could just be more)! i appreciate her hard work, genuinely i do, but some of the options definitely got old very quickly :/
and yes oh my god sin could've been an incredible "antagonist" – using that word lightly – because there's such an interesting moral dilemma there that just fell flat in the end :/ i blame the overloaded plot
never apologize !! i love reading your thoughts !! <3
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niskobuni · 1 year
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INVADING YOUR INBOX TO SAY HAPPY ONE YEAR ANON-NIVERSARY KO ‼️‼️💕💞💓💗 I was wondering if I should also send stuff to your more public/writing blog but since this is the blog you send asks through I thought this was more fitting (give me the heads up and I'll be a menace on both inboxes tho LMAO)
I'm pretty bad at maintaining online friendships (and just online presence in general ACK), so when you first rocked up as an anon I never expected that we'd keep interacting for OVER A YEAR OMG. Even if I've never seen your face I'm wishing you all the best in life and I can't wait for our future interactions. Have a good one, Ko <333
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I don't know anything about danganronpa (genuinely feeling like a boomer rn) BUT SURELY THIS PIC IS FITTING ENOUGH SDKFJSKDFJK
OMGDHSHGH i just woke up HAPPY ONE YEAR 😈😼 over one year with averawr in my life 👼🏻❗❗ these types of freidnshiops and relationships you wouldn't expect it to have a specific time for how long it'll last exactly, me and hoebae also bring this up from time to time like we'd never expect to spend so much time together after the first meeting 🤼🏻‍♀ so I'm happy I interacted with you 😼 another funny pattern in my behavior is once I come out of my anon box I never request again LMAO 💪💪🤠 and currently my writing account is pushed back once again 😈 gonna post after another year LOL but I've been trying to work on my art gift for buma's upcoming birthday because I planned way back and still procrastinated 😋 so I paused on all that :p
In past experiences with interacting online, and becoming mooties with others, they usually go off eventually and stops interacting or vice versa where I do that instead, truly feeling like how albedo talks about maintaining relationships however im proud of myself to have kept in touch with averawr 👾👾 because just interacting and hearing from you makes me happy❗❗so I hope whenever you are inactive you'll be doing well 👩🏻‍🚀❗this will be what pops into my mind every time you come back from the inactive coffin 😼😼 simple things in terms of this type of category makes me happy, I like to keep in mind of the special dates like my favs birthdates and when we've met 👬
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- 🎎/Ko
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sunmoonjune · 1 year
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you requested song recs so song recs you will receive !! (i was typing this out yesterday and fell asleep midway idk wtf i was on but anyways 😭)
first of all i’d have to say sweet by cigarettes after sex (other than the suggestive lyrics) esp “but it’s the way you smile that does it for me” and “sweet knowing that i love you and running my fingers through your hair” - yeosang in chapter 10 when bug smiled for the first time and yeo was petting? stroking? her i’m :( brb gotta cry
and the “it’s so sweet knowing that you love me though we don’t need to say it to each other” REMINDS ME OF YUNHOOO I CANT 😭😭 AND!! “and i will gladly break my heart for you” that’s so SAN CODED
second song i’d have to say is here with me by d4vd “i don’t care how long it takes as long as i’m with you” THEM BEING SO PATIENT WITH BUG AND HER TRAUMAAAASJEHUWYEBKHHDI/£()*683;”)¥]{$\[…] “ save your tears it will be okay”?? i need a minute i can’t handle this
also idk if you like instrumentals (i personally obsess over instrumentals and think they are underrated!!) but i’d day bug and ateez give very snowfall by Oneheart and reidenshi it gives me very “i’m thinking about you everytime i’m not with you” and it makes me GFHUDNUSNDJSJE you know?
and this last one isn’t english it’s turkish but M. by Anıl Emre Daldal THE CALMING VIBES? IMMACULATE!! i listen to it at least 5 times a day it’s so soothing and the lyrics are so cute im :( “Your words, eyes, and hands only belong to me. My dreams, smiles, and daydreams only belong to you” AND ALSO “Please come back to me darling” yes that’s very ateez to bug imo very ateez to bug….
SO SO VERY EXCITED FOR THE NEW CHAPTER esp because it’s gonna be so long i can take a break from assignments and revision and just curl up and be in the feels SO EXCITED YAY!!
- 📚 (take care of yourself sleep well eat well!! mwah!)
omg 📚 anon come here I am going to kiss you <33
first of all,,, all of these song recs are IMMACULATE and they all swiftly got added to the bug playlist!! <3 I love you so much omfg
ok ok so I had two cigarettes after sex songs on one of my writing playlists already but they were sadder vibes so I was so excited to add this one!! and you're so right omfg this song is so ateez/bug coded (besides some of the suggestive stuff) the lines about smiling fit the yeobug moment from chapter ten :')) the way she smiles does do it for him omg I'll cry <33
'WE DON'T NEED TO SAY IT',, STOP THAT'S YUNBUG -- they never need words they love each other SO MUCH I'm sobbing
'I'll gladly break my heart for you' <33 choi san the man that you are <333 I need to give him a kiss directly on the forehead and tell him how much I love him I swear :'D
here with me fits them so good too :')) they're so patient and willing to wait as long as she needs omfg <3 also also the line "I can't describe, I wish I could live through every moment again" reminds me of bug too <33 she isn't always able to describe her emotions (like the butterflies in her stomach and such) but she loves the feeling regardless <33 ASJLASLJ I'm making myself blush here;;
I'M MAKING MYSELF EMOTIONAL OMFG D':
and I do like instrumentals!! I have quite a few of those on my playlists as well! most of them are soundtracks to movies that I emotionally attached myself too tho LMAO -- like there's a song from the death cure (maze runner series) that I liked when I was young and it still makes me cry :')) also for any of my satosugu/jjk fans,, 'this is pure love' still makes me sob to this day xD
snowfall is immaculate omfg I love the vibes!! it definitely does give 'I'm thinking about you when you're not here' and it makes me mushy inside <33 definitely makes me GGASFEJSJL for sure XD I love it
and I'm so fine with recs in other languages!! I'll listen to literally anything my music taste is all over the place xD -- ok but "I beg of you, come back, my darling" THAT'S SO WOOYOUNG AND ATEEZ IN THE LAST FEW CHAPTERS OMFG EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATED D":
thank you thank you for these recs my love, they will definitely give me extra motivation to write <33 you're the best kiss kiss <3
and I'm so happy you guys are excited!! I swear I get your messages in my inbox and I kick my feet a lil cause your excitement makes me excited ya know? :D
also also I'm glad the new chapter can be a lil relief from studying and revising for exams!! I know the end of the year is coming up for a lot of ppl (or maybe that's just where I'm from idk :o ) and I definitely know how stressful that is :(( but I'm so so happy that this can be a little dopamine for those who need it xD <3
I hope you have a wonderful day my love <33 drink some water and eat well when you can! and take breaks from studying too!! I know you'll do so well I'm so proud of you hehe <33
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miupow · 5 months
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hi ive been off tumblr for like a day or 2 but i js caught up on ur blog so time to chat (this is long mbmb 😓)
i saw u were sick but ur feeling better today WOO im glad u can enjoy ur christmas eve and christmas! hopefully it fully goes away soon 🙏 i had hella bad allergies a few days ago cuz of how cold and dusty it was in my room i felt so stuffy
saw u a hp talkinf ab t breaks and omgg it makes me a little sad ive been on a t break for a bit now bc i dont rlly have any money (or a real plug rn😭😭 double homicide PLS) to spend rn BUT HOPEFULLY SOON WISHIJF FOR A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE I CAN MY HANDS ON SOME SOON I MISS IT
ur bf follows u o my god thats so cute bruh hoping i get someone as supportive one day 🤞
THIW THEME IW SO CUTE BTW LIA (AND CICIS) ur themes never miss
i cant wait for the new fic coming out ill be waiting patiently 😈🤭
i had a job interview td but i think i kinda tanked it my answers were kinda shitty LMFAO so if they dont end uo hiring me i wouldnt be surprised but i got a back up plan so hopefully theyd hire me 😰
have a good day and christmas eve lia! ofc remember to take care of urself esp since ur sick for a quick recovery u always come first 🗣️‼️
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hiii honey!!! good to hear from you again <333
i've been blessed with no allergies but i always get sick in the winter T^T hoping it's just a little headcold
manifesting a new plug for u for christmas <33333 hehee and ty ab my theme!! i like it a lot too :33 n my bf.. hehe he's special but i love him a lot... he's in oklahoma rn and i miss him terribly
I BELIEVE IN U NONNIE I HOPE U GET THE JOB!!!! im sure u did fine <3
have a good christmas love!! i'll take care of myself heehee
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ssparksflyy · 6 months
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my percy jackson dating hcs !
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pairing : percy jackson x gn! reader warnings : small cursing a/n : this is my first fic (kind of) , so lmk what u think! also OMG the images are such bad quality im so sorry
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percy jackson? you mean the total pinterest bf?
whenever he can, you best believe this boy is either holding your hand or giving you hugs hugs hugs
whenever he holds your hand, it's usually with your fingers interlocked and with a small grip
im talkin like a tiny squeeze but just- all the time
cause, lets be honest, the whole getting-kidnapped-by-the-goddess-of-the-heavens-and-going-missing-for-months thing has left the both of you scarred, so he likes to have a small grip on your hand so you know that he's not going aaannnyyyyywhere
but if you dont like that, then ofc he won't do it. percy would never do anything to you that you don't like / makes you uncomfortable, sally taught him better than that !
SPEAKING OF THE QUEEN
percy 100% tells his mom everything about you
so naturally, shes ecstatic to meet you !
( i mean who wouldn't be, look at yourself, muah )
when you do meet her, it doesn't take long for you to realize you love this woman almost as much as you love her son
sally jackson is the sweetest human being you've ever met, she cooks for you, tells you stories about baby percy ( best believe that scrapbook is coming out ! ) laughs at all your jokes, and listens to your stories as if she's watching a telenovela
im not surprised if you guys just become total besties while percy and paul just kinda sit there like 🙂
if he meets your parent(s), this boy is the most respectful mf you've ever seen
not that he goes all "i'm sorry, the old percy can't come to the phone right now, why? oh! cause he's meeting y/n's parents and turned into a new person!"
he just wants to make sure that he has a good impression with them
omg and if u have little siblings?? gods, he'll play with them allllll day and they'll have sm fun together
anyways back to the couple of the hour
hugs from percy are literally the best hugs you'll ever receive
they're so warm omg
and he will never ever pull away from a hug first
somebody's calling him? they gotta wait cause he's hugging his #1 over here !!
i feel like he'd give just really gentle hugs like, he'll just put his arms on your waist and place his chin on your head and bam
ya'll could just stand there hugging for hours
ofc, dates are limited at chb, but you guys make it work <3
obviously, he lovesss planning dates nearby the lake
and no matter how many times you do go to the lake, he always finds ways to make each date different than the last
im talkin a picnic, making matching necklaces out of shells, building sandcastles, beach volleyball ( hes very pro, he'll teach you if you don't know how to play ofc ), swimming ( again, if you don't know how to swim it'll be his #1 priority to teach you how to ), and little trips around the lake in a canoe <3
and this man, LOVES his underwater kisses
he could literally push you into the water then be like ' oh no y/n fell into the lake, gotta go save them! ' then come back like 5 mins later all grinning cause all you did was KISS ya weirdos
i also feel like percy is on it with his skincare routine
and it's so basic too?? like all he does is cleanse and bam perfect skin
its not fair
but he'd also really care and make sure that his lips are always soft and never ever chapped or dry
not only because he wants to make sure you enjoy every kiss you two share <3 but also because he hates the way it feels when his lips are the slightest bit dry
sensory issues are something that people with adhd face ( its me, hi! ) and some people dont know that !
so best believe he always carries chapstick in his pocket <33
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a/n pt.2 : hii! hope you enjoyed my hcs <333 did ya catch all my taylor swift references? also im sorry for any spelling and all the grammar mistakes, sometimes i'll add the apostrophe and sometimes, well, i dont
lmk if you want a pt 2! or leave any requests! i'll write for anyone, romantic or platonic, but no smut, whatsoever aaand yea! thats all<3
peace from manhattan,
percy jackson
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baekhvuns · 2 years
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I hope SM and Hybe get that gummi dickhead, because honestly what the fuck is going on. And not stans caring more about the dating rumours statement, just stfu. Btw another Taehyung dream... why
Omg if you start TVD let me know, I used to be so so involved. I was a Delena (Damon x Elena) girl but tbh fuck Damon, unless I headcanon him as Hwa. Though I loved a guy named Klaus who was VERY questionable, so maybe I shouldn't talk. TVD, Gossip Girl, PLL, Teen Wolf, Glee used to be my trash
People say Fireworks was boring but HOW? And it sounded very Ateez to me, those who didn't like Inception got their noise and it was soft at times. Yeah DV might sound underwhelming, but idc I love it and it's good and cunty
Hotteoks, Yunhopowers I'm confused tbh, the names are all over the place, not to mention the guys pushing weird ass names (Ddeongwives.... no). Anyway your struggles with that Yunho fic akuriaidkansjskzkhehs miss Baek fighting her inner demons
I think the frosty colour faded which happens, but Hwa's roots look better I think. I hope he goes icy again, but white shades are really hard to maintain ;/
THAT CHERRY PHOTO MURDERED ME, LOOK AT THIS ART. Is it safe to say I'll surely be getting that photocard, but pretend you didn't see it
Girl, the denial is real, our pathetic man is not getting the girl, but he'll get all the other bitches (us) so it's fine 🥰 I just need him to br quiet
A birthday party for moi in a castle you say?! In king's castle?!
That's right the SM-fication of miss Lightiny :( she bald and too basic
Ngl I had high hopes for miss Seulgi but the song and MV was a bit mid, I'll have to listen to the whole album though. She still looked and sounded great, I loved the dark vibe, but maybe expected the song to take a different route. And "I kiss your brother"??? Don't have one but I'm right here
Who would I choose fuck off ha ha ha. I'm in my Jae Young era, but then Soo Hyuk's voice, and In Youp is so cute </333 it all depends, they'd have to appeal to me with their charms. You? 👀
First few slides summer camp vibes just saying also have you seen the movie No Reservations? Chef Park Seonghwa...
Been minding my own business in Seonghwa's tag here on tumblr dot com, saw Bodyguard Hwa while scrolling and it got me like 🥰 gonna re-read it soon! Next however I came across my enemy number 1 aka Khr*n*s, traumatic experience, got 20 war flashbacks, my family has died, I did NOT have to remember about that fic!!!
Baby boy baby vs Evil (gonna slap his forehead 🤬)
His inspo, his mind... the guy looks good too, now grow your hair out Park Seonghwa. No but the way he draws inspiration from things is so cool and admirable... 😭 - DV 💖
hello hihi!!
I hope SM and Hybe get that gummi dickhead, because honestly what the fuck is going on. And not stans caring more about the dating rumours statement, just stfu. Btw another Taehyung dream... why
I JUST SAW YGS CALLING PEOPLE WHO REMOTELY EVEN MENTIONED V AND JEN TOGETHER 😭😭 hello???? whOSE DREAM??? PPT FORMAT RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW 🔫
Omg if you start TVD let me know, I used to be so so involved. I was a Delena (Damon x Elena) girl but tbh fuck Damon, unless I headcanon him as Hwa. Though I loved a guy named Klaus who was VERY questionable, so maybe I shouldn't talk. TVD, Gossip Girl, PLL, Teen Wolf, Glee used to be my trash
iM STARTING IT I HAVE BEEN SEEING WAY TO MANY EDITS WITH MR DAMON 😭😭😭 wait fuck damon why 👁👁👄👁👁 head canoning him as hwa right now what tHE fUCK,,, omg glee was seriously so addictive I NEVER UNDERSTOOD PPL 😭😭 I PLAYED THEIR EPISODE GAME TOO I NEVER UNDERSTOOD IT FBFBFB omg but do u rmr shadow hunters 🧍🏻‍♀️
People say Fireworks was boring but HOW? And it sounded very Ateez to me, those who didn't like Inception got their noise and it was soft at times. Yeah DV might sound underwhelming, but idc I love it and it's good and cunty
fireworks ERA TO DV WAS CUNT FULLY ON CUNT,,, it really hurts seeing people have no taste <//3 inception is so elegant??? the slow and reverb version especially,,, silver seonghwa dancing to it would be my 13th reason
Hotteoks, Yunhopowers I'm confused tbh, the names are all over the place, not to mention the guys pushing weird ass names (Ddeongwives.... no). Anyway your struggles with that Yunho fic akuriaidkansjskzkhehs miss Baek fighting her inner demons
LMFAOOOO NO WHAT THE FUCK IS DDEONGWIVES???? SIR???? AND THEN EVERYONE SAYS DONT BE A DELULU?? THIS MAN FEEDING INTO OUR DELULU HE’S- WE MARRIED TO HIM, THIS IS A POLY RELATIONSHIP APPARENTLY,,, i swear this fic pisses me of so much i changed the plot three times, the mood board and all im fighting my demons to write that hwa series 😭😭😭
I think the frosty colour faded which happens, but Hwa's roots look better I think. I hope he goes icy again, but white shades are really hard to maintain ;/
he momentarily gave gd’s hair at mama fbdndhdj yEHA I HOPE HE DOES GO BACK and with these selca’s he’s dropping 😵‍💫😵‍💫 im going to devour him whole
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THAT CHERRY PHOTO MURDERED ME, LOOK AT THIS ART. Is it safe to say I'll surely be getting that photocard, but pretend you didn't see it
NO LITERALLY HOW DARE HE??? I SAW IT IN A VERY PUBLIC SETTING AND THE CHILLS I FOT THE URGE TO SCREAM IN A TRAINFQJFHWKDHWKHDWKDBWK IT IS SAFE??? WE ARE PRAYING FOR U TO GET THIS CARD AND IM ON MY WAY SECURE THEM CARDS RIGHT NOW 🔫🔫🔫 RIGHT NOW
ClICK ON THE PHOTO U WONT REGRET IT
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Girl, the denial is real, our pathetic man is not getting the girl, but he'll get all the other bitches (us) so it's fine 🥰 I just need him to br quiet
LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 the denial so real i stopped watching it fbfbfbfb HE’LL GET US THATS WHAT MATTERS but i rly be rooting he gets the girlie as in the director has a change of heart <33
A birthday party for moi in a castle you say?! In king's castle?!
ABSOLUTELY THE MAN IS WAITING FOR SOME INTERACTION AND U WILL SEE IT MID NOVEMBER TO END
That's right the SM-fication of miss Lightiny :( she bald and too basic
kq following sm in this but wHERE IS THE KAI X SEONGHWA CRUMBS KQ THEY MET EVERY SM GROUP WHERE IS EXO FHWKHDKW IM GONNA THROW THE GLOBE AT KQ
Ngl I had high hopes for miss Seulgi but the song and MV was a bit mid, I'll have to listen to the whole album though. She still looked and sounded great, I loved the dark vibe, but maybe expected the song to take a different route. And "I kiss your brother"??? Don't have one but I'm right here
i ngl i did too, i was like maybe we’ll get something like invu or idea,,, some scenes (the black and white one) they had the budget they could’ve had the oomph factor bc it looked (is) green screen 😭😭😭 lOVED THE DARK VIBE I WISHED THEY WENT INTO IT MORE,,, seulgi could’ve easily finessed criminal type of music,,, FBWKFJKWH KISSED UR BROTHER MY FIRST THOUGHT WAS SWEET HOME ALABAMA 😭😭
Who would I choose fuck off ha ha ha. I'm in my Jae Young era, but then Soo Hyuk's voice, and In Youp is so cute </333 it all depends, they'd have to appeal to me with their charms. You? 👀
LMFAOOOO BRMWHDKW CHOSE ONE 🔫🔫 I THO WILL CHOSE SOOHYUK BC OF HIS VOICE THE WAY I CURL INTO A BALL WHEN I HEAR THE “m a n N e r” BFNWBDSJ
First few slides summer camp vibes just saying also have you seen the movie No Reservations? Chef Park Seonghwa...
chef park seonghwa….haha. also have a sweet reminder l
Been minding my own business in Seonghwa's tag here on tumblr dot com, saw Bodyguard Hwa while scrolling and it got me like 🥰 gonna re-read it soon! Next however I came across my enemy number 1 aka Khr*n*s, traumatic experience, got 20 war flashbacks, my family has died, I did NOT have to remember about that fic!!!
Baby boy baby vs Evil (gonna slap his forehead 🤬)
FBQMBDMQDJKW NAURRR I SEE IT SOMETIMES TOO AND THE WAY I HURRIEDLY SCROLL PAST IT 😭😭😭 hopefully the new one drops soon so u don’t have to reread fics dbwmdbwm RHWKHDWK DONT BE SHY READ IT <3 READ KHRONUS <333 BFWKHDSK IDK HOW U WILL RESPOND TO THE NEW SERIES THEN FBFB
DAILY REMINDER
His inspo, his mind... the guy looks good too, now grow your hair out Park Seonghwa. No but the way he draws inspiration from things is so cool and admirable... 😭 - DV 💖
NO BC I THOUGHT OF U WHEN WOO MENTIONED THOSE ESP THAT LONG HAIR AND THAT SHARPASS NOSE THATS GOOD FOR ALOT OF THINGS
and,,
WHO IS THIS GUY
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i'll never smile again.
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request; So… here’s my brain rot; Kazuha x Oiran!reader Maybe it’s just a place Kazuha just happens to stubble into while making his escape/hiding (crash into room lol) , that someone who has enough connections & wealth to aid him in leaving Inazuma Maybe she knows “Tomo” the relationship can be either platonic or romantic A bittersweet to fluff if they able to meet again ? Or maybe angst if the said Oiran was found out that she aid a wanted criminals thus face consequences ? It’s up to you -nemophila summary; as the oiran of a house in inazuma's very own red light district, you use the small power you have to aid a man in need. no matter the price. pairing; kaedehara kazuha x afab!oiran!reader warnings; sfw, angst, death, no beta notes; this has to be one of the best ideas i have ever been graced with for sure, thank you so much for letting me write this for you aaaAAHHHH I HOPE U LIKE IT IM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT <333 man this got o long with so much unnecessary middle bits so i had to cut so much out </3 sorry abt the angst too but when given the choice i will always go with angst my beloved
brought to you by half i'll never smile again and half sinking from the omori soundtrack
song; i'll never smile again- tommy dorsey
your hand stilled as the snap of splintering of wood shattered the peaceful atmosphere, half-mixed tea dripping from the chasen in your hand. you blinked a few times, your widened eyes locked within the plum stare of a young man who seemed to be just as surprised as you were.
the boy, who was currently upside-down across the room in a small pile of debris from your now-broken window screen, simply stared at you as if he expected you to scold him.
"are you alright?" your gentle question was certainly not expected, as the samurai's (as you assumed from his attire) face flushed a pretty pink before he scrambled to his feet, bowing deeply.
"my lady, i-"
you couldn't help but chuckle lightly at his disheveled appearance, interrupting him.
"there's no need for apologies. why don't you come sit, i have a few questions to ask."
you turned back towards the tea you had been preparing as he hesitantly made his way over, sitting cross-legged at the other end of the table.
"forgive me if i'm wrong," you mused, pouring the tea into his cup, "but you must be one of tomo's friends, correct?"
the look on his face was enough to give you your answer.
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you had known tomo a long time. you had initially met thanks to a friend of his who had purchased time with you on his behalf to get him to "relax", but the two of you ended up talking for hours instead.
luckily, as a rather popular and high-standing tayu, you were allowed to be picky. you rarely engaged in anything besides making public appearances in the oiran parades, sadō, and ikebana, but that didn't mean your time was any less expensive.
but tomo always seemed to have the money, or the wit, to steal a bit of it. he would show up frequently, telling you tales of his travels, stories of his friends, bringing in news about the war and dramatic rumours about a legendary traveler.
until one day, his visits stopped abruptly.
tales of the wanderer with an electro vision receiving the blow of the muso no hitotachi had told you what you needed to know.
however, thanks to tomo's stories, you were able to recognize kazuha right away. he told you that tomo had mentioned the oiran house as a means of safety and asylum, and you were happy to help him on tomo's behalf.
so, kazuha's intermittent appearances began. his semi-weekly visits turned weekly, turned twice a week, turned daily, and suddenly you were standing over him, chastising him lightly for being careless before insisting he just stay in the house until you could find a way for him to get out of the country.
"i can't keep making up excuses for the shogunate army showing up at our doorstep!" you would scold him, the image of you pouting with your finger pointing at him making him flush just a bit. nevertheless, kazuha continued to refuse up until you threatened to swat him with one of your 8-inch geta.
oirans, however popular and famous, did not have easy lives. you were one of the luckier ones, managing to gain your status of tayu, allowing you a taste of extra freedom- but your debts continued to loom over you like a caged monster just waiting to swallow you whole. in light of his hesitance to overstay his welcome, you assumed that kazuha was aware of this fact.
but despite your shortcomings, you were determined to help him. if for nothing else, you would do it for tomo.
what you didn't expect was for the samurai to... grow on you a bit. he was polite and charming, well-mannered and sweet. archons, he would even write you haikus on quiet, starry nights. with all the hours you spent with one another, it was no surprise that you began to fall for him.
your occupation did not allow you to take a lover, so you instead tried to focus on finding a way for kazuha to escape inazuma. thankfully, after some flirting and promises on your part, a boat was promised and a date was set.
you didn't want to admit it, but the thought of him leaving inazuma- leaving you- behind, left a sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach. you weren't used to such feelings of fondness, the twisting and pulling of your heartstrings foreign. you felt almost shameful, finding yourself nearly unable to withstand sudden urges to grab his hand or touch his shoulder. you were so preoccupied with figuring out your own troubling emotions you completely missed his rather obvious return of affections.
it wasn't until the night before kazuha's escape that he pulled you aside, holding both your hands, his eyes glued to the floor. you were confused but completely flustered, your mind scrambling for anything to focus on besides the way his thumbs gently smoothed over your knuckles. he looked as if he was struggling to find words as his equally reddened face stared down at yours, your heartbeat roaring so loud you swore he could hear it. after several moments of blaring silence, four words you would never forget fell out-of-breath from his pink lips.
"can i kiss you?"
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a soft breeze blew lazily through the electro-charged air as you were lead up the steps before the grand statue of the omnipresent god, the soon-to-be stormy weather feeling sickeningly fitting for the occaision of the day.
it didn't take long after kazuha's successful escape for the shogunate to track you down. you had been taken into custody for assisting a wanted criminal and in turn opposing the vision hunt decree, which was technically treason towards the shogun, resulting in an execution. you had managed to dodge that fate for nearly a year, but it seemed the shogun was tired of waiting.
you spared a glance towards the gathering crowd. sure enough, the face you wanted to see the least stared up at you, eyes wide, expression one of horror and regret.
you weren't sure why he had returned to inazuma, but you knew it must be for a good reason. perhaps during your imprisonment the resistance had finally made it's move.
despite your impending fate, you couldn't help but feel happy. happy to see the man you loved one, final time, knowing that he had lived past his escape.
so, you smiled. a wide, genuine smile, hoping your lover would understand what you were trying to convey.
you didn't regret what you did. you would do it again, and again, and again, and again if it meant he would feel happy for just another moment more.
kneeling before the shogun, her face as stone cold as ever, you continued to smile, recalling the feel of his fingertips and the soft brush of his lips.
and as your archon raised her sword, you recalled the very last haiku he left with you.
"as bright as a star you, dear, shine brilliantly the night sky is yours."
"i love you, kazuha."
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It Should Be You
authors note: um i love tobio bcuz hes so blunt and mean <333 but here <33 i couldn't figure out a name for the bitch so meiko ig?? idfk im terrible w names dhmu
cw/tw: slight??angst?? if u squint??, fluff bcuz that's what im all abt, uh, some naughty words (watch ur mouth tobio >:(( ), uh plastic ass hoe??? fuckin shit up???, childhood friends to lovers <333, DW HAPPY ENDING!!!
song to listen to: Home to Me (Live) , Devil & The Deep Blue Sea
[Tobio Kageyama x Female Reader]
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He didn't get it. Why was this happening to him? His teammates told him that getting in a relationship would be enjoyable, so he did, with this girl named Meiko in his class, who wore hair extensions and way too much makeup. She was the first girl to confess to him after the conversation so he said yes.
But why was she so fucking annoying? He could hardly stand it. Sure he had a short temper but she made it even shorter. Always whining and complaining about everything!
"Tobioooo!! I said I wanted to go the the PINK café! This is red!!!"
"Tobioooo!! Why are you practicing right now?! You should be taking me on a dateeee!!"
"Tobiooo tell me my makeup looks good!"
"Tobiooo! Why were you talking to that other blonde girlll!! I don't care if she's your manager you can't talk to other girls when you have meee!!"
God, if she wasn't a girl he would've sent a ball into her face. He tried to talk and she would cut him off talking about her so terrible problems, which consisted of her makeup looking horrible or her hair was disgusting.
She looked the same to him so he made no comment until she whined about it. But the thing that irritated him the most as that she kept trying to change him. Saying he should dress more cleanly, or that he should focus more on her than volleyball, which was so fucking stupid! He wasn't going to change, he liked the way he was!
He hated it. His teammates said relationships were soothing and would make him happier, but he just felt shitty, he could never get a break.
And he told this all to one person. You. His best friend.
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He'd rant about Meiko and all the issues on the days he'd go over to your house, he'd lay down on your bed as you'd comb your hands through his soft black hair, whispering "really?" and "oh Tobio" every now and then. He spent most of his free time with you, usually, but Meiko kept dragging him away. It made him stressed and unhappy, he was so used to spending everyday with you. But on some days he could spend time with you, avoiding Meiko and walking home with you as he used to.
On one of those days, he was tired, drained, as you both walked through the door. You said hello to your mother as you slipped off your shoes and Tobio did the same. You took your backpacks and walked up the stairs to your room.
But the second you closed the door he flopped down on your bed face first. You laughed, taking his backpack from his hand and placing it next to yours as you climbed on your bed and laid back against the pillows and headboard, opening your legs and patting your lap as he crawled over, flipping over to look up at you.
Your hands found their way into his coal black strands, egging him on to begin talking, easing him easily into relaxation. And the waterfall flowed. Telling about how Meiko began screeching at him because he wouldn't eat the bento she made him, and he explained that it was all burnt and smelled like shit! So of course he wasn't going to eat it!
"And she went all 'I put love into that bento!' but if that's her love it's fucking gross!" he cried and you giggled, closing your eyes in a smile.
He looked up at you, as you began to laugh harder, your shoulders shaking as you laughed, little snorts interrupting your giggles, which made you laugh even harder.
He looked at you and felt his heart pound, his face go beet red. He had never realized how happy he was with you. How comfortable it felt to have his head in your lap, your hands on his face. He'd never noticed how he knew everything about you, from your favorite food to the strangest birthmark you had on your back. He had been there for a long time, and you were the only person strong enough to break down his walls.
As your giggles settled you looked back down at him with the warmest smile.
"Go on, tell me about the rest of your day Tobio, I wanna hear."
He stared at you, wide eyed before he sat up quickly, startling you as you jumped. He looked at you, his eyes tracing every feature of your face.
"Why couldn't it be you?" He asked, his face blank.
"What?" You said softly, confusion in your expression as you looked back at him.
"Why couldn't it be you who confessed?" He said.
You stopped, blinking.
"Tobio what do you mean?" You laughed nervously, was he serious? Of course he was, Tobio was always serious! But what was he talking about? 'Why couldn't it be you who confessed?' What did that mean?!
"I mean, why can't you be the one I'm dating?" He said bluntly, and your jaw dropped. Your cheeks flushed red as you looked at him.
"Tobio! You have a girlfriend you can't just say that! I'm just your best friend!" You squealed, fisting your bedsheets between your hands.
"But why can't you be more? Do you not like me?" He looked sad, his eyes looking down. It panged in your heart.
"Of course not Tobio. I like you, I like you so much! But- you have a girlfriend! Don't you love her?!" You cried, the words dug into your heart. He loved her.
"No? What made you think that?" Tobio asked, confused.
"Well, you're dating her so you love her right?" You asked, stating the obvious.
"What? No. My teammates said that dating would make my life better so I said yes to the next confession, though it's not making my life better to be honest." He said, and your jaw dropped. Again.
"Tobio! Do you even know how dating works?!" You screamed, grabbing his uniform collar and pulling him closer.
"Um...no?" he said, sweat dropping at your tone. Was there something special about dating he didn't know? Like, money? Or magic?
You looked at him, massaging your temples.
"Dating is something romantic. When two people feel love towards each other and decide to pursue a romantic relationship together. Where you kiss and go on dates to the movies or to restaurants or cute cafes where you get lattes with hearts in them. Where they're both comfortable with each other and cuddle on the couch, talk about life and the future. And if things go well they get married and live life together, maybe having kids or getting pets. Just loving each other with everything they have.." You said softly, a faraway look in your eyes, ever since you were a child you had dreamed of something like that. And as you grew, you realized you wanted to have the future with one person. The one person you could never have.
Tobio Kageyama.
He looked at you, his eyes wide in realization.
"I guess I'm breaking up with Meiko now. Thank god." He said, and you looked at him, laughing a bit. You felt so at ease with Tobio, even now he was making you smile and laugh. "So..have you ever..dated..anyone?" he asked.
For some reason, he didn't like it. The thought. He didn't like the picture in his head of you sitting on the couch with some random guy. Going out together and..and kissing. Or you running your hands through some other guys hair as he talks about his day and you give him that soft smile or snort laugh. It made his chest hurt. He didn't like it not one bit.
"Ah..no..I've never uh..been one for dating.." You mumbled, cheeks pink. Tobio looked at you and suddenly you realizing his eyes were sad. And as he looked at yours he saw beyond that smile you always gave him. He saw the swirls of pain in your eyes. He hated it. You gazed back at him to see those sad blue eyes, his lips curled in a frown as his brows furrowed together.
"Hey Tobio whats wrong?" You asked as you looked at him, reaching out to cup his cheek. His heart started pounding again, erratically beating against his chest. He stared at you, eyes wide before jumping back, scrambling a bit away from you as you watched in confusion. He calmed down, moving to sit on his knees as he looked at you again.
"So..do you..love someone?" He asked, breaking his gaze away from yours as he looked down at the bed.
You eyed him, before lifting your chin up a bit, looking at the corner of your ceiling.
"Yeah. I do, and I've loved them for a very long time." You said softly, and his head snapped up to look at you. Of course you loved someone, he spat in his head. You were so kind and so nice, it's obvious you'd find someone nice who you'd fallen for. But his chest squeezed. He knew there was someone. But why. Why did it hurt so much. Knowing it wasn't him? Why couldn't it be him.
He hadn't even realized he'd been clutching his chest, squeezing his uniform so hard his knuckles turned white. He hadn't realized until you grabbed his hand, unfurling it from the black material of his uniform as you took it in yours, rubbing your thumb across his knuckles like you always did. He looked at you, and felt the pain build up again as he stared into your eyes.
"Who is it..?" he asked, praying the emotions swirling in his head weren't betrayed by his voice. You looked at him and then at his hand.
"I don't think I'll tell you." You murmured, and Tobio gritted his teeth. As the thoughts in his head pounded until one slipped out of his lips.
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"I want it to be me."
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He said, and your eyes widened as you looked at him.
"What?"
"I want it...to be me.." he repeated, his ears and face reddening, "I want to be..the person that you love.." he mumbled, as the thought settled in him. He did. He always has. Wait a minute. He always has. Yes..he..he has hasn't he?
He's always wanted to be the person holding your hand on the way to school. The one who leans over and asks you for help with his notes. The one who eats lunch with you as you share your food, as he sloppily takes his chopsticks and places a piece of chicken in your mouth as you laugh and put a piece of eggroll in his. He always wanted to see you at his games, it fired him up to see you cheering his name and looking so proud when he did a good set. He always wanted to be the person who took you out for snacks and who you could call at 2am when your crying because you feel sad, and he'll go over to your house just to hug you and listen to you rant.
He..he wants to be the person to kiss you, and hug you and cuddle you and take you out to romantic places. He wants to be the one to marry you.
As he looked up at you it hit him in the face. He has always loved you. It's why dating Meiko felt wrong. Why the past few weeks without you felt wrong. The truth was, he couldn't bare life without you. He wanted to always be with you.
You were still mulling over his words, eyes wide and blank. You couldn't even comprehend what you were saying until you said it.
"Silly Tobio..you've always been the person I loved."
You clasped your hands over your mouth as the words came out, face red as Tobio stared at you, his eyes were wide as he realized it. You both sat there for a few seconds before he carefully crawled over to you, taking your hands off your mouth and pressing them to his chest, where you could feel the fast beating of his heart.
"Is this..is this weird?" He asked softly, and you looked at him, his pink cheeks and ears, and smiled. Smiled so much as tears fell from your eyes and cascaded down your cheeks. Tobio began to panic but you simply pulled him closer, burying your face into his chest as you hugged him tightly. He looked at you before relaxing, sitting down as he wrapped his arms around your torso, resting his head atop yours.
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"Hey?" He asked softly, after you two had sat like this for a few minutes. You looked up.
"Mhm?"
"Does this mean we're dating now?" He asked, and you giggled.
"Just break up with Meiko tomorrow and yeah, yeah I think so." You said, and Tobio gave a proud smile. As you both shifted to lean against the pillows, legs and arms tangled up as you pressed close to eachother, his head atop yours and you snuggled into the crook of his neck.
"Hey?" He asked again, and you hummed in an answer, as he looked down at you.
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"I think I'm in love with you."
"I think I'm in love with you too."
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CAN YOU GUYS SEE THE TEARS IN MY EYES OH MY GOD
its so fucking LONG now that i realize it. i just got so into this wrote this in like 3 hours..
i love awkward tobio hes so cute
anyways
now kiss <333 come get ur man tobio stans <33 THAT RHYMED FUCK YEAH
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first, Happy valentines day :DDD
second, sorry it's been so long since i last checked up on you i guess it was on January??? Im not sure but i believe it's been a month and im sorry but here i am to check up on you :DDDDDDD
OKAAAAAAAAAY LET'S GET TO BUSINESS!!! How was your week ??? How is your day ??? Did you eat well ???? Are you hydrated ???? How are you feeling lately ???? Are you being comfortable or is there something bothering you ???? If you are then i hope you always keep up happy ^^ if there is something that's bothering you i just wanted to let you know that you are not apone and there alot of poeple around here that will always support you and stand by your side
Have a great day <333
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:D happy valentines day!
also dw about not checking in :P real life is hard and sometimes internet life takes a backburner (??? is that even the term? this is my first language and i still get confused) because of that. besides,, being mutuals is like. :3 we are all vibing. <3 <3 <3
not much has happened this week seeing as it's only monday hsdkghksg but it has been okay i think. I walked down to the woods near where i live to do some drawings for a uni project earlier then came home and made soup and cleaned the floors. and now i'm doing more project work, but will stop in half an hour probably. (day ends either at 3pm or 4pm i make the rules).
the soup was very good! even tho i cooked it a bit too long. i should probably drink some water now that you mention it.
and it's been a good day where i've been productive, which hasn't been the norm recently cause my adhd kicks my ass hard.
ALSO! :D i have written a lot for a big big one-shot i'm planning to post?? when it's done i guess lol. tho it's getting very long so maybe i'll post it in chapters and that'll work out cause more people will find it that way.
i'm back into bnha again so it's of course a dadmight fic, and i've finally gotten to! write a time travel au!! with this! which has been something i've wanted to do for years but have somehow never managed for any of the fandoms i'm in.
i don't know if i told u i took up knitting?? but sdhgkjsgkshA HSHSHSDHHSDHHS AAAAA MY ADHD KICKED MY ASS AND I'M LIKE,,,, so CLOSE to finishing one half of a pair of fingerless mittens, but i just can't touch it cause funky brain chemicals go nooooo you can't have this one thing
i hope you're having a good day/week!!! are you still into oh my memory is shit at names?? uhh tokyo revengers? i think that was it. i hope your favourite character is having a great time! and not suffering too much in the way that blorbos from shows tend to.
wait wait,, here is a snippet from the last scene i wrote for the dadmight time travel au:
“Who’s Tenko?” Toshinori asks, at the same time that Midoriya asks, “How do you adopt a child?”
Toshinori gapes. “I- Young Midoriya? What. You’re only twenty.”
“Twenty six, actually,” Midoriya says, placing a pile of heavy books down on the coffee shop table. “Is twenty not old enough?”
“I think you should focus on your studies,” Toshinori says.
“This is important,” Midoriya says seriously. “It’s not just a whim.”
Toshinori looks at Midoriya for a good while. He sighs.
“I’m not exactly a great resource for finding out about adoption, seeing as I’ve never done it, but I’ll help however I can.”
Midoriya beams.
What follows is a quick google search on Midoriya’s laptop.
The boy takes one look at the screen and slumps in defeat. “Oh, twenty really isn’t old enough,” he says.
“I thought you said you were twenty six,” Toshinori says, reading over his shoulder.
“Not in the eyes of the law.”
Toshinori’s not sure he wants to know what that’s about. He’s not sure he’ll ever understand the things that make their way out of Midoriya’s mouth.
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omfg bestie i haven’t been on tumblr in a few days and almost missed peter parker day(s) i would’ve bawled my eyes out 😵‍💫 again, the biggest congrats from me, im ur biggest fan and will read ur fics for as long as u write them 💞
i’m not sure if you’ve thought any more about the fic i requested a bit ago (it’s totally fine if not, im not wanting to pressure u, im just curious about it) bc it could be perfect for the celebration 🥴 but if you wanted to wait on it and write it later (i think u said u might want to make it a longer fic instead of a blurb type of deal anyway) or if u have lost ur passion for it that is 1000% okay as well !! just curious about ur current progress/idea for thaaat :)
ps i know u get lots of requests and might not remember what fic i’m talking about- i requested the one where peter finds out reader only has a gag reflex in the mornings and all that :))
all the love in the world !!!!! 💓 -🪐
hi baby!! nonono i'd never let you miss peter day!! thank you so much sweetheart, you're adorable omg that means so much to me!!
i will admit it got absolutely buried in my inbox BUT i was gonna keep it on the shorter side (like under 5K) so i think it would be manageable soon! i've got a spring break trip coming up soon, and would love to post a fic right before i leave so that you guys have some content while i'm away. I'll try to get that up then! <3
love you too sweetheart, thank you so much for being here! <333
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staysuki · 3 years
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"jisung being a criminal makes him more attractive" DUDE Y/N IS LITERALLY ME WATDAFUQ (yes this is a reader insert but i m sure you get my point) me to felix <333 (IN THE PAST OKAY) seungmin s ✨ hwaiting ✨ is adorable bye. i love how he straight up replied with an "idk" lol poor kid wanting to cheer his friendfriend up but got thought as weird instead. hyunjin s "what" hurts me 👍 i feel like y/n spilling info to jake will lead to bad shit. not necessarily because of him tattling but ig jisung and felix will know their plan by hacking jake s phone or smth. IDK , I JUST FEEL LIKE JAKE S THE CARELESS TYPE YA KNOW. aaa i feel so bad for hyunjin like, his father dislikes him, his grama hates him :<<
wait so you basically confirmed that felix doesn t have and sad story background 😔 SOOO WHAT ABT THE "need money bc don t have part-time job" EMENE? it seems like jisung has an almost unlimited supply of money so sussy 👀 damn, kinda sad that slc is almost ending :<< i m an optimist what can i say 😌 I KNOW THAT YOU WATCH ANIME but have you seen my hero academia? you know like how every villain had a back story that s sad af, it messed with me big time. i m now always trying to think outside of the box. horikoshi did this.
i love the jyp oppar meme 😗
lovegame anon dw that happens to me all the time ~.~ #canceltumblr 🤥 for some reason, tumblr keeps on messing up with my asks :<< like, the last paragraph would surprisingly get placed in the middle of the 1st sentence IN the first paragraph after the author replies to it. so weird. IKR LIKE ash deserves this. she s amazing, my role model, my ult, our queen <333 i m really happy that she gets the recognition she deserves. all her works are 👌👌👌 damn, i feel like you lovegame anon, will do a great job writing song fics 🤩 btw, good luck to you <3333
🍕 it s fine, we all simp for lovegame anon 😎 i m still the one who got your exclusive love poem *instense lip biting* LMAO TRUE. your (🍕 anon) skills in flirting are getting better and better 👌 BROOO AGREED, SEUNGMIN IS LIFE ✨
changing the question a bit, which y/n do you perceive each of your anons as?
if ever a zombie apocalypse arises in ash ville, i feel like i d be the first to get bitten 💀 mainly because i d give up on running
lovegame anon, i feel like you unconsciously drifted to a parallel universe. i wish i could dream about kpop idols lol ACTUALLY, i did dream about stray kids for like 3 consecutive nights but i don t remember the details :">> i wish i could. the most i could remember was a hogwarts au with hyunjin, and 2 other dreams with seungmin and minho but yeah, i can t remember what happened after ~.~
OMG NEW SMAU I LOVE U ASH, i WILL READ WHEN I HAVE THE TIME AGAIN AAAA im excited :">>
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y'all gotta stop falling in love with the criminals istg—
seungmin is a doer not a talker 😭 well, i'm sure hyunjin got the sentiment of whatever seungmin was trying to say lmfao.
and some jake theories huh 💀. that's really funny though. imagine they don't even have to hack into jake's phone, he just ends up talking too loud on the phone while in the bathroom while felix is there. or maybe he's the kind to not even have a password protected phone. he just lives a flowery life like that.
and naur 😭 i didn't confirm anything about felix. all i said was that whatever felix's backstory is (whether sad or not) it will not be revealed 🥴. he's forever a secret. he doesn't get any arcs or any spotlights. his personality will never be explained 🤌✨. also the one who said the thing about needing money without a part time job was seungmin (in reference to his drug dealing gig). and dw, we still have 10-20 more chapters of SLC 😭🤌. i've seen my hero academia yes uwu. but i kinda stopped na midway cuz i got bored 🤷‍♂️
the compliments pls 😭 i appreciate it 💋. but yeah, pls just resend asks if ever it gets bugged out. dont worry about it~
well that's a hard question since i don't think i have enough y/ns for each anon but ig i'll try 😮‍💨
🍕anon is def PP heart y/n. just because she said that she works as a secretary of sorts JHSHWJSHE
␈anon (you) would probably be SLC y/n 🐸✨
LG anon would probably be hey! hey! golden boy y/n
🌺anon and 🧀anon are 100% my sunshine y/n
🗽anon (bless their heart, i miss them already) would be YHAM y/n
<3anon would probably be secret idol boyfriend y/n
🦄anon and 🌖anon would be ehaloj y/n~
then 🐳anon would be bff code y/n
then there's 💙anon and 🍉anon that i have not yet interacted with too much 🤧💔 so i can't judge. though i honestly already had a hard time halfway thru cuz my y/ns aren't that diverse 🐒
i hope i didn't miss anyone 🙈
ashville though, i like it 🐣 new tag mayhaps
and ofc! take your time. room 404 won't be a heavy read though. it's just a feel-good episodic series so there won't even be a lot of updates all the time. each episode is it's own story/arc! i made it for those that just wanna sit back and relax here in town 🤧 no need to dwell into heavy conspiracies and whatnot.
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milkiijustwrites · 3 years
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SJHDJD KEITHAN YOU KSHDJDHD I was going to reblog the post but I wasn't sure if I could since I looked at the tags :0
and no !! you'll never ever annoy me in my asks, I really love talking with you and you can always share whatever you want with me there. like literally, did a minor inconvenience happen in your life? feel free to complain in my ask box !! or maybe something happened in a game/in general that you want to talk about, I'd be more than happy to hear it <3 although sorry for my late responses 😟 I SHOULD OPEN TUMBLR MORE
BUT sjhdjd your writing skills >>
HELP I REALLY DON'T DESERVE THIS BUT THANK YOU SJHDJ WHEN I OPENED TUMBLR I WENT :000 it really cheered me up and whenever I'm feeling down I'll read them again !! hmm yes letters from two of my comfort characters written by someone as lovely and kind as you?? YES I'll cherish them <33
and thank you so much for even caring like WOW YES ILY VERY MUCH HMM <33
wait I want to write something for you too :0 I'm not sure which characters though PLEASE
dkhajkwdhwaiaw IM REALLY SCARED THAT YOU WOULDNT TALK TO ME AFTERWARDS BECAUSE IM ANNOYING BUT hoashdhpsia of course what am i saying, you’re too sweet for that >:(( hfeshiue i will TAT i will talk to your about my problems more in the future kdfhiuwshahehp 
also nonono its fine TAT i dont mind about late responses, as long as you feel like visiting tumblr, i will always be there to talk to you<333
my writing skills reallly could be bad sometimes i swear like NO JSDNAS 
WDYM YOU DONT DESERVE THIS LKJIOE YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING YOU CINAMON ROLL 
Iim really glad the letter helped TAT you have no idea how worried i am about that, tbh i really dont know who should i write so i kinda just guessed it.... but i guess i guessed it right? idk kdnbajkigd 
aaaaaaaaa no i cant your compliments just made me go HIODHOSA <333 
adont thank me for this TAT Of course i care about you and you dont even need to thank me AND YES ILY SOOO MUCH TOOO <3333 
omg you dont have too lajhdiuwhud you really dont <3333333333 im already very happy just talking to you like FOR REAL 
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clumsyclifford · 2 years
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hello bella!! ^_^ im curious how abouttt 1, 14, 18, & 72 for the fic writer asks <333 hi hi hi hope u are well since it's been a minute since i dropped by sending love and positive energy to you!!
hiya bella!!! thank you for the positive energy i am uno reversing it right back to you <3 i hope the cubs are doing better than the nats although i checked the standings and i do not think they are
1. Do you daydream a lot before you write, or go for it as soon as the ideas strike? if daydreaming = brainstorming, then yeah i often brainstorm a fair amount before i start writing. i don't know if this is superstition or gut instinct (or both), but i firmly believe that if i'm Struck by an idea and i try to just Start Writing it without thinking about where it's going or how it happened or anything else about it, i am extremely likely to get stalled by the nitty-gritty details and never finish it. and then it's just tons of great but wasted potential. so a lot of the time, when i have an idea, i'll throw the idea itself into my personal list of fic ideas, but if one happens to be floating around in my brain for longer, i'll start to plan in my mind how i would go about justifying the plot or telling the story, and once i think i can manage that with some degree of success, then i write.
then again, this is not always true. case in point, cruel summer fic. did not plan that shit at all, all i had to go on was cruel summer the song and a few hazy mental images. and look how well that turned out. so like, sometimes i write immediately, i just don't trust myself to finish something i start if i do it like that very often.
14. What is your favorite location and position to write in? united states of america! just kidding. i prefer writing on my laptop at a desk, so either my desk in my dorm or the one in my room at home. as for position, i think i've changed the position of my legs like twice just in the process of answering the beginning of this ask, so i can't be any more specific than just "sitting down"
18. Do you enjoy research? Which fic of yours required the most research? i don't enjoy research but i feel a lot better knowing i've done research because having inaccuracies in my writing that could have been easily avoided just by typing some shit into google is the worst feeling. that being said, doing fic research has led me to google some pretty bizarre things
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those are all for the same fic BUT ANYWAY.
as for the most research, i think maybe situation overload simply because for every single section, i had to be constantly referring to the play-by-play to make sure the events of the game were happening at more or less the correct times in the fics, and i had to actually find the play-by-plays for all six games. plus i did not know much about the orioles prior to writing that since i'm a nats person, so i had to do some quick learning.
72. What’s your favorite writing compliment you’ve gotten? another one?? oh wait okay i know what it is, so many fucking people (SO MANY??? and WAY more than anticipated) read my pseudo-crack halex fic cut through the static and actually liked it, and i got a lot of comments saying things like "I don't know any of these characters beyond Harry but wow I absolutely loved every single one" and "this makes me want to read everything 1) you've ever written and 2) all things all time low" and, most recently and aptly, "This is such a weird pairing but you wrote it SO WELL." all of those are my favorites because first of all the fact that a bunch of unsuspecting harry stans wandered their way onto my ridiculous fic and decided to read it despite only knowing harry and then liked it anyway is crazy to me, and also, i find it surpassingly hilarious. like, i find the entire situation hilarious. 
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