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autisticaradiamegido · 2 months

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day 59

going ham with these dang paint markers!!!!

#day 59 #year 5 #aradia megido #jade harley #homestuck #im not super pleased with how the jade one turned out but its largely due to the selection of colors i had access to #not enough contrast in all the shades of green so i had to add yellow and blue for highlights & shading #im not too mad at it tho #im just havin fun with the markers tbh

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inkskinned · 9 months

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he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho)#healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage....#1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception''#3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.''#idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band''#edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry.#but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally.#i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet .#i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound.#but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too.#here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort)#choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

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citrussmootee · 1 month

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i finaallly got to play one of my dream games WEEEEEEHEEEEEEEEE

#alice madne #alice liddell #art #my art #ive been rotting GODDD steam sale has me playing games during break instead of drawing #mb wrist has been a pain too O(-(#alice madness returns fanart #alice liddel fanart #fanart #horror #american mcgee's alice #i took some liberty with her dress. GUILTTYY #i wanted it to be like the caterpillar but more based on her butterflies EUGH im so EUG HHHHHH #the brain rot for this game has been going on for 10 YEARS #getting a hold of the game has been so hard and i couldnt play it before because i was dumb with computers #thank god its back on steam tho WEEEPEEEEEE

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dear-ao3 · 23 days

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i think the japan update of the f1 silly season post may in fact be the thing that kills me. this is all for you all.

#im quietly loosing my sanity #i think ive been writing this since a very solid 4pm and it is now 9 #the race has not happened yet #it is on sunday #today is thursday #the post is already too long #and i accidentally got stuck down a nico rosberg youtube rabbit hole and had to go on lestappen ao3 #this is what i get for not writing the whole thing in a mad dash at 2am #not a tag #from saph #f1 #im loosing my sanity so much that my brain registered disturbia by rihanna as by brittney spears #tho maybe thats because i got stuck down the nico rosberg rabbit hole #katya said i need to go touch grass and hes probably right

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oifaaa · 10 months

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"I just think his [Jasons] motivations are a bit stupid, why get mad at Bruce about getting a new Robin when hes the second Robin, it doesn't make a lot of sense"

Yeah weird that it's almost like Jason was already mad at Bruce long before he found out about Tim and his overall motivations were 99% to do with Bruce and very little about Tim

#dc #jason todd #tim drake #batman #bruce wayne #im begging people to stop centering tim in jasons anger at bruce #like if you dont like Jason or think he's plans are stupid thats grand #but saying theyre stupid bc they focus on tim replacing him as robin just #like i get mad when people center joker too much in jasons anger #but at least i can see how people can get that impresion #(tho i guess i can also see how people can think hes pissed at tim)#(*shakes fist at clouds* damn you stupid titans tower fight nonsense)

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maladaptivedaydreamsx · 3 months

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not me immediately getting jude from this

who did you guys get? 👀

#idk any of them i just see jude around a lot so it made me chuckle #@/judejazza and their wonderful posts i often run into #victor is apparently my opposite from these options and elbert is my 2nd choice or smth #(friends and i usually do 'quizzes' 3x to get our main/secondary/opposite)#anyway im just snooping around now. still not sure how i feel abt it but was never too tempted for ikevil.#the less gacha in my life atp the better ngl ;;;;;;;; its why ive stayed away from most of the new games and tryna limit current ones #though if they ever do finally drop ikegen (unlikely asf) ..... count my ass in #i can't even be mad ikepri dropped bc ive enjoyed it so much more than i ever thought i would. easily my fav or 2nd fav bc ikerev #i still adore ikerev and magic and the world building and everything.. alice is just pretty dumb sometimes #which is why i adore b&tb-esque belle/emma so much. also why i like mai in some routes (ikesen humor op)#ikevamp has always just kinda been there tbh. usually the events feel more interesting than the routes ngl;;; charas are fun tho #anyway let's see how this bad boy goes #who did y'all get??#ikevil #ikemen villains #my post 📫#aerin.jpg #from the official ig acct btw

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 4 months

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Until then, folks ._.)/\(._.

#SALUTE #I'll be done soon and off to a new chapter!#Im incredibly ready to be done with school #its been exhausting and draining and frustrating recently #i am proud of my accomplishments though #so excited to get my diploma tho hehe!!#hopefully ill have more energy for art then too #school has been mad burning me out art wise #welp #im gonna go most likely disappear for the next 4 months #sayonara lovelies <3 #digital art #mlp #art #pony #oc

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spacedlexi · 4 months

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people who think clem surviving makes no sense are so funny. "they were literally foreshadowing her death the entire season" let me introduce you to the concept of a red herring. she tells lilly she isnt lee and shes right. the narrative was forcing her down that path, a path she saw as an inevitable fate waiting to take her too, but its a narrative broken by aj, who is also his own person and not S1 clem

"it happened to lee, and itll happen to you" lilly tells clem she'll die protecting aj from some mistake he makes, when in reality his defiance of her will is what saves her life after she had already accepted her fate. he breaks clem free from the lee cycle and they get their relatively happy ending. good for them

#anyway in the commentary they talk about how they Were going to have a death ending but didnt like the idea of the good/bad ending #and how people would moreso try to avoid the 'bad end' which i understand and appreciate bc thats usually what happens #so instead they gave us both :) idk why some people seem to have such a huge problem with that #they broke the cycle :) the ericson kids broke the cycle by being a loving community :) they all break the cycle by refusing the delta #lilly and minnie were both lost to the cycle. lilly with her dad and minnie with lilly #minnie couldnt let go. clem almost did the same and it would have killed her too. but aj makes a Choice and it saves her #god even tho clem is noticeably happier in s4 shes still so gd depressed and Tired. she accepted it so fast im so glad he saved her #like idk you saw her come back on screen after that massive fake out and you got Mad?? i was crying twice as hard #i know ive made this similar post before but like i still see this criticism in 2024 and i just have to laugh now #it speaks #twdg #i just love the narrative threads of S4 bro.... seasons 1 and 4 are two sides of the same coin and i love that. its satisfying

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babyboybuckley · 25 days

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Gonna do a painting a day until they tell us the truth

#smosh #smosh fanart #shayne topp #courtney miller #smosh wedding #shourtney #shourtney wedding #fanart #watercolour #i am SCREAMING over here #like fr im too neurodivergent for this #give me answers #the fact that its in santa barbara tho... makes me think maybe it might be real #but idk!!! could be a really funny fucking prank #either way i am not digging into it im just enjoying the pictures #if true? so happy for them fr #if prank? funniest thing theyve ever done and im not mad

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pastasilly · 5 months

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doodle of jim and a kate blake redesign!!

(not ship art!!)

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magicaldreamfox1 · 14 days

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dreamy drabbles

KINNPORSCHE TWO YEAR ANNIVERSARY EVENT

— prompt: heroes

"Not if we isolate him first. And with their leader out of the way, it'd be easy for us to take over."

Korn nods approvingly at him.

With satisfaction, Porsche notes that he had grown into his role. His contributions are welcome now; Korn's eyes no longer burn into him, and Kinn smiles at him from across the table.

At the other end, Chay is silent; still as a statue.

With every dinner, the table between them seems to lengthen as childhood memories rot in Porsche's chest.

He used to be Chay's hero.

Nowadays, he won't even meet his eyes.

#bit of a last minute drabble #im not too mad abt it tho i think it turned out well ?#porsche #porchay #porchay kittisawasd #porsche kittisawasd #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche fic #kp fics #bl shows #userboots #taggingmarion #saturntracks #dreamy drabbles #kpanniversary2024

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synthshenanigans · 3 months

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why does CJ have sm beef with the sun & moon tho like what is his deal

#the amount of songs where he had problems with the sun or the moon or like something relating to them #there's the icarus vs the sun thing sometimes #bro made whole ass characters fight that have sun & moon motifs #& then there's his Fly Me to the Moon cover #whys he so mad at these spheres #like he has a whole stanza for earth in not perfect #but nah fuc the sun an ESPECIALLY the moon #mans got sunburnt too many times #idk what tf the moon did #tho I am curious as to why he said “el luna” in FMttM when luna/the moon is feminine #at least im like 95% sure it is but i don't remember much spanish #screw HMS lore i need my FMttM lore #chonny jash #moss post

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flufallo · 6 days