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my-name-is-bunnyfoxy · 10 months
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Rise Raphael HEADCANNONS
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Besides Ghost Bear, he was always a huge fan of Jake ''The Snake'' Roberts, Mr.Perfect and John Cena.
Raph actually tended to dream to do football, basketball, baseball, boxing and even volleyball.
Once he met Mona (in my AU) she had him join a wrestling group she was apart of along with a boxing group. He visits it every Wednesday, Friday and Saturday.
Him, Franken-Foot and Slash (my AU) often spar together and beat each other. TO THE DEATH. Not really-
Contrary to popular belief, he swears THE MOST out of all of his brothers. Like bro does NOT care if he dropped the worst f bomb ever at all.
He is a massive fan of Hello Kitty and My Little Pony. He own quite a lot of merch. He actually does read the creepypasta's of these two franchises he likes. He never really was a fan though. Not because he found the fanfics gory or something, he just thought they were stupid and overrated. Plus he saw them as edgy and a ''let's make everything so bloody and gross'' cliche kind of thing.
He actually enjoys live-action Disney movies. Though he prefers the original more.
He tried to be friendly with Mayhem multiple times but eventually gave up. Just because he knew he's not gonna force him to like him all of a sudden. Though both managed to stay neutral on each other after a long time.
Raph loves animals, though he has a hard time getting along with them. He is capable of not having animals like cats, hamsters and mice get scared from him.
When he is left alone for way too long, he starts to hear noises and hallucinates that there are people watching him or glaring at him. Which would eventually result in either him having a panic attack or going feral.
He will actively devour anything. (Probably the reason why he never threw up when 2012 Mikey made the most horrendous recipe EVER-)
His favorite source of comfort is just cuddling with someone or something in a warm blanket.
His love language is physical touch, acts of service and quality time. Though mainly physical touch.
Raph would often wear clothes that are stretchable and capable of not getting ruined because of his spikey shell.
Raph often doesn't like his turtle species. He feels as if he is way too big, too spikey and doesn't fit in. His brothers remind him a lot that he is perfect the way he is and he shouldn't feel ashamed of being huge and looking a lot different then all of them. When he met Slash, the insecurity slowly began to fade away. As he enjoyed the company of meeting another alligator snapping turtle. Also Slash is like 10 feet tall so he is able to give Raph all the piggy back rides he wants.
In the future he would get various tattoos because he thinks they look cool. Plus they represent his family.
He almost swallowed his damn fist. Don't ask me how.
He unintentionally murdered a lizard because he thought it was a spider. Yeah so Mona found out about that-
Despite getting ABSOLUTELY flustered regarding flirting or having romantic advances given to him. Oh dear lordy ya'll do not wanna know how much of a rizzer he can genuinely be... Then there are times when he has the worst rizz to the point you question how he could pull anyone.
He loves marshamllows.
He is the 2nd closest to Todd. With Todd often letting Raph come over to play with his puppies and or pet-sit them.
Raph sleeps like a grizzly bear. That's it.
He doesn't mind Leo following him like a small baby duckling.
His Melody plushie (that bunny from Hello Kitty) is his stress toy. He hugs and squeezes it tightly. Splinter and Donnie ended up getting him a big sized one just for him on his 18th birthday.
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only-by-the-stars · 5 months
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Fic Writing Review 2023
Stealing this from @stealthnoodle, because it looks fun! :D copy/pasting the rules because I am lazy! Consider yourself tagged if you see this! But you don't HAVE to do it if you don't want. I'm not the boss of you. :>
Rules: Feel free to show whatever stats you have. Only want to show Ao3 stats? Rock on. Want to include some quantitative info instead of stats? Please do this. Want to change how yours is presented? Absolutely do that. Would rather eat glass than do this? Please do eat glass, I’ve heard it’s good for your gums.
Words and Fics
499,090 words posted on AO3
19* fics posted on AO3 (*one is an ongoing fic that started in 2022)
somewhere around 60k unpublished words written across multiple WIPs (five chapters for the ongoing thing, several zine fics, and a couple one-shots started but not finished)
Ships
have mainly written miphlink, though I also hinted at 1-sided Cremia/Anju in a zine fic!
Top Fic by Kudos
Song of a Champion
Top Fic by Hits
Song of a Champion
Fandom Events in 2023
I have recently hit a small milestone: I am now in ten zines total! Two are pinch hitter gigs after others dropped out, but still!
I have also applied for some more because WHY NOT
also got rejected from some, lol
Upcoming Projects
Still plugging away at SoaC, my biggest longfic yet! Possibly ever! That's what happens when you put someone as insane prolific as me in charge of a canon-divergent BOTW retelling! Doesn't help/hurt that I'm an intensely character-driven writer who can't get enough character interaction...
Started a really cool new AU with my lovely, wonderful friends @snail-studios and @baradesign that I am super super happy and excited to do more works for! one of the unfinished one-shots mentioned up there is for that! :3
also got multiple zine fics in the works! a couple have been turned in for initial check-ins and are awaiting feedback and editing, and with another zine I'm waiting to see what pitch gets chosen!
Writing Reflection
... that is a new record for being prolific, and I feel like I've written LESS in the past few months because of my new job! WHAT IS THIS INSANITY
I've mostly written for Legend of Zelda, but thanks to zines I've gotten to branch out to Stardew Valley, and now I'm gonna return to writing Final Fantasy fic after so many, many long years away :o super excited!!!
that published on AO3 number will get bigger before the year is out, methinks, cause of what I'm sitting on
I continue to do a variety of content and tones, which is really really fun for me! I love honing my versatility!
DEAR GOD I WRITE A LOT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
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m0thisonfire · 1 year
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Blog Masterlist and Rundown:
Where I reblog memes and art, and post my art and stories too-
Ao3 link- I post fanfiction on Tumblr from time to time, but you can find most of my stories on my Ao3 account!
Update: With people now feeding unfinished fics into Chatgpt, I’ve locked my works because I don’t want people stealing them. It breaks my heart to do so because I want people to be able to read my stories, but it’s hard enough for me to write. I can’t risk the possibility of people taking my unfinished stories and feeding it to the machine, if they haven’t already, which I genuinely hope hasn’t happened yet.
Update!: I have decided to unlock my works again!! I feel a majority better, and I don’t think any too unsavory will happen anymore!
Sideblogs:
cr0ssingmoth for all my Levi thirsting and Aot oc tormenting needs.
Tags and characters-
I mostly reblog memes and such, but you can find my art under the ‘m0th draws’ tag! My writing should be under ‘m0thwrites’ if you want to see some drabbles I haven’t posted to Ao3
The characters I mainly write for right now are from Tfa and a bit of Tfp, and that includes ocs and self inserts for them too!
The main s/i is Faux Pas, and is her main tag!
The lesser ones are listed under the name Grey! Tfa or Tfp Grey have their own little niche that pops up here and there, no definitive tag yet-
The two Tranformers that currently occupy my mind 24/7 are Prowl and Starscream, so expect to find *a lot* about them on this blog- and by alot, that includes a ship for them. You can find it under the Ninjastar tag!
The lesser known ocs I talk about once in a blue moon is Devanii Hellfrost and Sybil Jorther. The only lore you’re getting of those two is from tags and obscure Tumblr reblogs, but they’re here too
Another tag worth mentioning is the comms tag! Every now and then I get wonderful commissions that definitely need to be checked out! The artists are phenomenal and I do love the pieces they were kind enough to work on!
Status on asks-
Always open. I may take a while to respond due to work and gathering my courage, but I encourage questions and asks. Just expect awkward response in the beginning since, of course, I am not yet used to asks-
Current aus I have I feel are worth mentioning- (more likely to be added)
The Faux Pas au. Everything is the same except for the fact Faux Pas exists in the Tfaverse and is there to solely cause problems and go through problems.
Holoform/Humanformers au. Human Error if it actually happened, but Meltdown, Blackaracnia, and Soundwave are the main causes. All Cybertronians on earth turn into humans and is essentially a huge slice of life sitcom. Focused primarily around Starscream and his redemption arc.
Bounty-22 au. A work in progress, but Cybertronians and humans living in cowboy times. Prowl-centric in a way, him exploring the Wild West looking for vengeance and an artifact while traveling with an outlaw he doesn’t know is an outlaw. (The outlaw is Starscream, the best and worst liar in the west. I just really love Starscream, okay? But never fear, Lockdown plays a huge part in this au too. Because you can’t have cowboys without Lockdown.)
Zombies/Last of Us au. Yes, that’s right. Softbody robots and horrors beyond imagining. Another work in progress, but based around survival and zombies. No, none of the main cast die, I love them too much for that, they deserve their little community during the apocalypse.
Dead Space Au: A newly recruited Tfa Autobot Starscream replaces Isaac Clarke in the events of Dead Space. If you know Dead Space, you know he’s fucked mentally and physically. If you don’t know Dead Space, space zombies and serious fucked up shit. The Thing level horror. Know he is not coming out unscathed.
Tfa Ninjastar Twilight au: Exactly what it sounds like. The werewolves don’t exist here, and Starscream is the human in place of Bella. Takes no shit and runs most of the show because he’s Starscream. Meyer has no power here. I’m highjacking the lore and making all the characters suffer.
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ctntduoarchive · 2 years
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HOLY SHIT THANK YOU!!!! seriously like someone writing out a small snippet of that is like insanely cool- I’m so happy that you liked it enough to write that!!! And god the ‘so it doesn’t have to haunt us anymore’ kinda got me a little ngl-
Also while I’m at it here’s a few bits of other small things about the aus that I didn’t initially include cause they’re not super important but still fun mentioning:
Q runs his own little business in the town!! What specifically it is slightly differentiates tho- the deltarune au he runs an arcade/lazer tag place (purely for the vibes of it being turned into a dark world)- in the murder mystery au he runs a dinner that has been there since forever and that he hopes in restores and buying it as his own (wrote a snippet a while ago and just couldn’t let go of that idea of the place holding memories of Q’s childhood among other characters like Wilbur too in a way that everything was still the same even 15 years prior)
There’s also something to say about how it can represent Q’s inability to let go of his home and past, however rotten and traumatic…
There’s a tree in the woods that has a roughly carved in words into the trunk that read ‘Wilbur’ tho ‘sucks’ is carved in next to it. ‘Q’ is also signed in further down the trunk, but it’s mainly untouched except for a faint scratch of a heart surrounding it.
In the dinner there’s a messy bulletin board that has layers and layers of stuff pinned over other things that if you searched through it you would see children’s drawings and advertisements and whatnot that date back to phils time. (So basically like DECADES)
Ranboo is partially responsible for the murder. No I will not elaborate :) (Don’t worry tho he isn’t inherently like bad- he just made some really bad mistakes)
Tommy lives with Phil and Wil, Techno visits a lot during the summer, but through the majority of fall and winter it’s just him, Wil, and Phil
Tubbo has a questionable living situation. He doesn’t talk much about it, not really to tommy either. When he shows up at phils door in the middle of the night for a sleepovers, that sometimes stretches across a span of a week given, Phil never questions, and in fact he hadn’t questioned it in a long time.
During their investigation (relatively pretty far into it), a new grave is planted in the town cemetery next to the church. Q finds tubbo standing alone in front of it at dusk. Q decides to give him space. Though the next time he sees him there, it’s raining and the rain is soaked into tubbo’s sweatshirt from however long he had been standing there. Quackity eventually walks up to him and stands next to him with an umbrella.
They stand in silence staring down at the grave until tubbo eventually speaks up saying ‘I hope they don’t make mine boring like this one. All lined up with the same shape and letters.’ Then he laughs a bit to himself. ‘Hey Q, when I die, can you make sure mine isn’t like his?’ He says it like a joke but Quackity just quietly nods like a promise. Then he gently leading Tubbo home to Phil’s.
Sorry I got kinda carried away with that last one, it’s been in my head for a while ajjdjd. But yeah I’m glad you like it!! : D
askshsbneb thank you!!! and this au is really cool!!! absolutely loving ctubbo not wanting to end up like his predecessor…. something about him not wanting to end up like c!schlatt in canon….
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brynhildrromantia · 2 years
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⠀   ⠀⠀ ❝ Hello my name is Sheep ❞ , and this is a quick over view as well as a permanent pinned post with brief information. I have roleplayed Brynhildr for many years, dabble in Norse Mythology regularly - as it is a main source of inspiration spiritually and or otherwise. As well as have continued writing outside of Tumblr in a few other medias, I am here mainly for old friends and to just casually relax and roleplay. I’d like to also note for the time being, my blog is still a wip.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅰ . } I roleplay Brynhildr taking from Fate Grand Order as well as Fate Prototype, depending on which version you want. You need specify, otherwise I will roleplay post Summer event Brynhildr when we see her as a Berserker version. All this means is that her spirit origin is permanently altered, so that in earlier hours she is who she truly use to be, when she were alive. Versus the evening hours, where she is far more volatile. Suffering from her curse, more severely than she was before. If you want to opt out of evening hours Brynhildr at any time, feel free to leave your comment on this pinned post for me to keep in mind!
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅱ . } I roleplay here casually, and prioritize my close friends. Outside of Tumblr; I work, savage content/ultimate content on FFXIV, roleplay on dreamwidth, and focus a lot of energy on my art or creative writing.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅲ . } SHIPPING ; I will ship canon Brynhildr with Sigurd in Fate Grand Order/Type Moon. I will not append this for any reason other than that of alternate universes. AU’s where Fate/Type moon no longer exists as the core setting.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅳ . } I have no set canon mates and will roleplay with anyone. I do have people I will exclusively focus on however - again - I am here for my close friends. This includes a Sigurd who frankly, I would prefer only someone I personally know closely to rp with me. Or I will do it myself, which you will see from time to time on this blog. This is for the sake of my own comfort.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅳ . }  ▐ ⋮ ❧ } Sleeping at Last . Are tags when Brynhildr isn’t suffering from her curse, inspiration for the tag is within the link.  ▐ ⋮ ❧ } 'Cause nothin' good comes after midnight .  Are tags when Brynhildr is suffering from her curse, inspiration for the tag is within the link.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅴ  . } Cross Canon Brynhildr Beloved Trait List : ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀ Currently pending, as I need to add more to the list as I go. ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀FFXIV: Venat, Emet-selch, All Azem Shards, G’raha Tia, Crystal Exarch, Hauchefaunt, Aymeric, Zenos (yes), All Scions, Tataru (because why not), and further others Pending. ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀Demon Slayer: All the Hashira. ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀Danganronpa Post DR2 Only: Makoto Naegi, Kyoko Kirigiri, and Byakuya Togami. Nanami Chiaki is a special mention. ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀Genshin Impact: Zhongli, Venti, Raiden, Aether/Lumine, Diluc, Jean, and pending . ⠀   ⠀⠀ ⠀   ⠀⠀Honkai Impact: Muramata and pending.
⠀   ⠀⠀▐ ⋮ ⅵ  . } If I have liked your promo post, and you are a cross canon blog from Brynhildr. Please know that this is my invitation to follow me. As I know not everyone is interested in cross canon roleplay. Especially if you don’t know who the character is. By liking your Promo Post, I hope to give you the opportunity to check out my blog and perhaps follow.
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domesticated-feral · 3 years
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Thank you @nacreousgore for tagging me, oh boy was this fun to do!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
I have 52 works on AO3 as of writing this.
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
Since it's been a year that I've been writing on ao3, I've amassed a total word count of 149,243 words.
3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
Only 2 so far. I used to write Twenty One Pilots bandom fics before and now I just write Teen Wolf fics.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
So, I have 4 Sterek fics and one Stackson fic in my top 5; they are:
Yellow for Happiness and Purple, Because of Stiles (YFHAPBOS) - a good old falling in love Sterek fic with blind!Stiles and synesthete!Derek
Intoxicating - Stackson oneshot which has smut and possible interpretively werewolf!Stiles
Lunch with Sticky Note Compliments - Sterek in an office AU. It's literally what it says on the box.
Happiness in Your Arms - an abandoned WIP that's for some reason still on my AO3. It's sterek and takes place in the early 1910's. (I do not recommend reading this fic of mine..)
Sterek One Shot #2 - the second tw fic that I ever wrote on ao3. Didn't even bother to give it a title cause I didn't know what to title it...hah. it's also the last first person pov fic that I wrote until I transitioned to mainly writing third and second person povs.
5. What's the fic you've written with the angstiest ending?
No doubt it's You Wish I Was Yours (And I Know That You're Mine) because of the overall dead dove: do not eat essence of the oneshot. After all, it's Void Stiles/Kanima-Werewolf Jackson who's under Void's manipulation.
6. What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
So, I have two contenders imo for this. Yellow for Happiness is one because the ending is cute, and the overall fic mood is happy if you average it out. Then there's To Fall For Him, which I recently wrote and the ending ends on a really happy note compared to the rest of the fic so the steady incline in fic mood makes it have one of the happiest endings. Although, most of my fics (expect for that void/kanima Jax fic) have happy endings. I'm all for leaving a fic on a bittersweet/good note y'know.
7. Do you write crossovers? If so, what's the craziest one you've ever written?
I have yet to write a crossover, but I weirdly enough have a Five Nights At Freddy's x Teen Wolf crossover planned out in my Google docs. Don't know if it's ever going to see the light of ao3 or the internet.
8. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Since I started writing smut only recently, I have been experimenting with many different types of smut, mix and matching a lot of things. Most of them are made with love so ig it's the loving kind of smut, excluding that one void/kanima Jax fic (again).
9. Do you respond to comments, why, or why not?
I def respond to each and every one of the comments I receive. It's not much since I'm only a rookie fic writer but every single comment lights up my day whenever I get them and I hope my response lights up their day too :D
10. Have you received hate on a fic?
Nope, so far I haven't gotten any hate on any of my fics and hopefully that sticks for a long time.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
To my knowledge, nope.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope. Not yet.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Unless talking to my sister about fic ideas and about how the story is playing out and ranting about plot holes to her is co-writing a fic, then no.
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
My otps change periodically and I multi-ship like crazy so I don't have an 'all-time' favourite. But atm, the most mind-space-taking ships are Stackson, Scerek, Scydia, Stalia and Sciles. Sceo and Sterek sometimes show up.
15. What's a WIP that you want to finish but don't think you ever will?
One day, I aspire to have less than a 100 wips, but there's just a few select ones that I am not going to touch on ever again. Either out of sheer confusion of what the story is about or because I do not want to continue on them anymore. They are titled in my Google docs as;
• It's a Jacksciles fic now
• Smutty Sterek pls send help
• Look, when i find an angsty dialogue prompt and song (especially if it's by Panic! At The Disco) you know im defaulting to Stackson Second Person Smut + Angst mode in a heartbeat
• yeah, i have a specific trope i wish to write.
These are just some of them that either I rewrite completely or just not touch ever again.
16. What are your writing strengths?
The ability to write a lot in the spur of the moment. I can easily get into a writing mood if I'm not in a writing rut.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
The ability to write only in the spur of the moment. My motivation comes in either 5 hour feasts or 30 minute scraps. (easily burn-out able)
18. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
It is cool, and I'd love to give it a try. Sometimes I deeply want to include my native language in the fics that I write, but the thing is that it's not known widely across the Earth.
19. What was the first fandom you wrote for?
The Twenty One Pilots bandom!
20. What's your favourite fic you've written?
I cannot choose one from all my word vomit creations, but I had a lot of fun writing these.
Cinnamon Rolls & Intimate Control - Stackson smut with the added bonus of Stiles making Cinnamon Rolls.
My Heart Races Whenever I Look At You - Sceo, Street Racing Au, so very cute
The fics that I have so far written for the Finding Your Soulmate: Werewolf Edition series - Scerek for now, the fics have been a delight to write and so far, the story is just getting started.
And a honourable mention, Perceptions of Perfection - SCACKSON, what more should I say?
Tagging: @scilessweetheart @shyawkwardwriter @nutellarghh @sequinedmonkey
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ajbwasntwriting · 3 years
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Daughter!Reader x Negan, Reader x Daryl: Chapter 5. Secrets hurt
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Listen I don’t know why I decided to give each chapter an artsy title I just did. Also as anyone following this may have noticed this story isn’t gonna be regularly updated but rather updated when I have something I’m proud enough to post though I am determined to finish this series, just school comes first. I hope you understand.
I’ll only post more chapters if previous chapters get a good reaction so if you enjoy this please heart it, reblog it, and/or reply to it. Interaction inspires.
if you wish to be added to the tag list please dm me. All chapters can be found under the tag AJ’s Negan’s Daughter AU
The winter continued like that. He’d bring you food and you’d give him goods, even visiting multiple times a week. Sometimes he’d tell you about the stuff, holding up a jar of applesauce ‘from The Kingdom. The guy who runs it used to own a tiger’ or loaf of bread ‘the hilltop grows the grain, but Alexandria makes it.’ You would hum and nod along, knowing he was just trying to convince you to come back. Mainly because he’d ask if you wanted to come back with him and you would be ‘grateful but happy where you are’
You had asked him to start making lists so you knew what to find and you always tried your best to deliver. Cloths, blankets, kitchen utensils, baby bottles-
“Baby bottles?” you asked, pointing at the item on the list. He nodded.
“John and his wife are pregnant and we don’t have enough to go around.” He explained from the comfort of your couch, feet up on the table.
“But you have some?” you continued, not believing what you were hearing “You have...children? As in...babies?”
“Yea. I keep telling you we’re building a society.” he laughed at your bewilderment. “You’d fit in gr-” your mind ran as what you knew was coming ‘Here it comes again. No never works with these people. How do I get him to shut up?’
“Would you like to stay for dinner?” you cut him off, smiling. You turned to your kitchen unit, pulling out a large bot, a can of vegetable soup, and salted beef that Daryl had brought that day. “You’ve brought me so much it’ll probably go bad before I can eat it all.”
In that time he had stood up and walked over to the kitchen, now leaning on the counter. His sudden appearance made you hold your breath “When did ‘get out’ become ‘stay for dinner’?” he asked, seemingly amused.
“When you stopped understanding what ‘I don’t wanna be part of your group’ meant.” You retorted, cutting up the salted beef with a dedicated kitchen knife. “Are you staying or not?” you turned to him, stopping your cuts for the moment. He nodded with a shallow ‘yeah’, making you smile then go back to cutting. You poured the meat and soup into the pot, placing the lid on top. “Some snow on top to water it down and we’ll be sleeping with full stomachs tonight.”
You had him carry some bowls and a ladle up to the roof. Within an hour the fire outside was lit and the food was cooked atop four bricks you were lucky enough to be able to upgrade your cooking fire with, the old lamp now repurposed into a weapon. There was no conversation but you didn’t feel like you needed it. The wind was calm, letting Daryl look out over the city. “Do you know where the museum is?” He asked while you were stirring the soup.
“A couple of blocks down,” you called back. “Why?”
“Me and a few others are planning on raiding it in the summer” he answered, not turning back to you.
That’s when you realised something. You had heard about all these friends. Carol, Michone, Saddiq, Rosita, Eugene, Henry, Ezekiel, Lauren. He’d mentioned them in passing, saying how they made something he brought you or appreciated something you brought him. Yet he always came alone. It would’ve made more sense if Rick was doing these deliveries, you’d met him before the winter. Sure you stitched up his leg.
The two of you were sitting in front of the fire as it fizzled out when curiosity got the better of you. You swallowed the food in your mouth.
“Why are you always here alone?” you asked, he looked up at you from the other side of the fire. “It makes more sense to have people watching your back but for the past month or so you’ve been visiting me on your own. Why?”
“That’s how it is” he scoffed between mouthfuls.
“That’s how what is?” you snapped.
“You’re allowed to be all secretive but I’m meant to have my cards on the table.” he cut back. You thought it over a second, then went back to eating. You both finished up as the fire mellowed, taking your leave back inside. You carried the pot while he held the bowls. Back in your unit, you piled the dishes into the sink.
“I should get going,” he said, going to pick up his back.
“Y/N!” you nearly yelled. “My name is Y/N,” He looked back at you incredulously. A tense silence fell over you both “Before this,” you waved your hand to motion to the apartment “I was with a few people...including my father. We managed to secure a building, kept the walkers out but after some time new people arrived and a few of them got...Protective, I guess. Including my old man.” You crossed your arms and leant against the sink, the floor now far more interesting than the man in your apartment. “People died keeping me safe when they didn’t need to, all ‘cause my old man refused to let me help, but we were still bringing in new people but not everyone was helping, either cause they weren’t allowed to or didn’t want to. That caused anger to boil in the group and then...more people died.” Thinking back on the Sanctuary tears began to flow, but your voice didn’t shake and your body stayed firm. “I ran away and I’ve been hiding ever since ‘cause I know they’ll kill me if I’m found.” You finally looked back at Daryl who had been hanging on to your every word. You wiped away your tears. “You said I can’t be secretive, well there it is.”
“I didn’t mean-”
“You don’t wanna go home” you cut him off. “You don’t like where you rest your head, that’s why you’ve been spending more and more time out here with me. I get it.” you pushed off the sink, leaning under it to pick up a jug of water to do the dishes with. “You can leave or you can stay the night. I don’t mind.”
You turned your back on him to focus on the dishes. He picked up his things and left without another word. ‘That’s it’ you thought as you scrubbed the pot, now getting more aggressive with it, ‘you fucked up Y/N.’
The following morning you woke up, opened your bedroom door, and saw a familiar red-neck on your couch. You couldn’t stop the smile that plastered your face, but you did grab some clothes from your closet then went back to your room to dress. This time when you left he was up. “‘Morning” he croaked as he stretched. “This couch was a lot comfier the first time.”
Your relationship continued like that for the next while. He’d visit you more regularly, stay for dinner, and usually, he’d stay for the night. You got tired of the complaints about the couch and cleared out the second bedroom. You liked having him visit and were willing to facilitate it. He’d even begun leaving a few things there. Functional stuff like arrows for his bow and fuel for his bike. You found him some clothes and extra blankets, and a bigger bag to carry stuff home.
You didn’t ask why he didn’t want to be with his people. After keeping everything a secret for so long it didn’t feel right, but you could guess. Between your family and your time in the army, you had developed a skill in reading people, a skill you noticed he also had. Maybe that’s why every second didn’t need to be filled with conversation. Though you wish it was so you could know more. He was kind, there was no question of that with everything he did for you without even knowing your name. Though when he came to your apartment he was tense, and he was never happy to leave. This made you think he was going somewhere he didn’t want to be, but he had to be. He always talked so highly of the settlements, trying to get you back there. He must be going someplace else.
The winter passed, your garden began to flourish again, and the walkers thawed. You thought after the winter Daryl would stop visiting but he still showed up. He didn’t come as often for a time, saying he wasn’t gonna make the trip unless he had enough to offer you. You frowned at this “Do come out” you ordered him. “You’ve got people relying on you. Children and everything and I’m able to find stuff in the city you need.”
“I don’t wanna leave you short. Our deal ya know-”
“Screw the deal, Daryl.” you huffed “You’re my friend and I wanna help you”
“Oh we’re friends?” he commented, with a cheeky smirk “Didn’t you try to kill Rick.”
‘So Tara told them’ you thought. “Yes,” you said “In a friendly way.” normally he wouldn’t find that funny, but these past few weeks escaping away to your hide-out had given him a chance to get close to you. “Come and visit me when you can, please? I got nobody else to steal my food.” That afternoon you both search for some last pieces for Daryl, having to go deeper and deeper into the city. You talked about his group’s plan to go to the museum and raid it for seeds and old machinery. You saw first-hand what a crack-shot he was with his crossbow, you whistled as another went down “Not bad bow-boy. How’d you get so good with that?”
“Before all this” you started, walking ahead to pull the arrow out of the dead one. “Me and my brother, Merle, used to move around a lot. We used to hunt sometimes for sport, sometimes for food, but he’d always make it a competition. Decided to learn a quieter weapon so I could beat that son of a bitch.” Another two walkers approached as he spoke. He shot a bolt through one of them while you took the other down with your knife. “After that, he never helped hunting again”
“Sounds like a sore loser” you commented, pulling the arrow out of the walker's head and handing it back to Daryl. He took it and reloaded the bow.
“You have any brothers or sisters?”
“Nah” you shook your head, keeping a lookout while he reloaded. “My old man said I was a miracle baby. Mom was always sick. They thought they’d never have any. I used to hate it but after hearing how Merle left you in a cell while he ran off with your girl, I’m glad.”
“Ahh, he wasn't all that bad,” he commented, walking alongside you.
“No one is as bad as they seem when you know them. At least that’s what my superior officer said”
That evening he couldn’t stay, but he left with a heavy bag and that made you happy. As the evening descended you went back to your unit. The following week would be quiet since Daryl had his big raid coming up. Though you didn’t realise how quiet until you were in the midst of it.
You had scavenged a few things. At this stage, the apartment building had been picked dry but you had a few children’s cloths and some old bandages from first-aid kits that had seen better days. As usual, you had piled everything in Daryl’s room. As usual, you were reading another book. As usual, it failed to entertain you since you’d read it about three times now. As usual, you fell asleep on the couch, not completely though because you heard the front door open.
You sat up sharply. “Dary-”
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Au: Mafia
Tag List: @xsunnyhoseokx  @wilhelminalucinda  @amiraclerenee @inutiledediscuter
Rating: M
Potential Triggers: I will carefully note the rating has once again turned to M but I’ll be leaving this as the only warning(unless otherwise explicitly asked) given the heavy spoilers saying all the potential triggers could provide. The only explicit triggers I’ll give in advance is involuntary drugging, grieving, and psychological trauma. Everything will also be under the cut. Authors Note at the end!!
Pairing: BTS x Reader/OT7 x reader
Genre: Drama, Crime, Angst, Fluff, Hurt & Comfort
Length: 4k+
You murmured softly in your sleep, tossing and turning as you gradually grew more and more panicked. It’s a miracle you hadn’t had any night terrors after what happened. Your imagination was always quite vivid after all so you supposed you should count your blessings you’d even lasted this long. In either case, all you could see when your eyes finally shot open was white. At first you assumed you were merely adjusting to a bright light...but then it didn’t stop. Including when you moved. And a look down let you know that you were also in the silk white pajamas Yoongi had gifted you last night. All that surrounded you was pure white and you realized abruptly you clearly weren’t dreaming any longer and also had been sleeping on the floor. A quick search of the room ensued, as your eyes flicked around, searching for distinct cameras or a way out and yet...you found nothing. You refused to let yourself panic, putting together that Yoongi must have gifted you these so you’d match with the room.  
You weren’t in enemy captivity, but that didn’t mean you weren’t on edge. Taehyung’s little stunt had reminded you that these people, though often kind to you, had much more sadistic sides to themselves than you typically got to see. You vaguely recalled looking up sensory deprivation as a potential topic for a psychology project, but opted to study dream analysis instead. Lot of good that was gonna do you. You didn’t need any symbolism to know you were merely coping with your grief in your sleep since you still refused to actively show it around the others but now...that info on sensory deprivation sure would’ve been helpful. You tried to wrack your brain for any memories of what you’d looked up, but only vaguely recalled the need to keep your mind active, though you couldn’t fully remember how. Wasn’t that only for long periods of time? 
Where was Yoongi? Why was he putting you through this? You felt your breathing starting to increase, noticed you were beginning to grow paranoid and took several deep breaths, counting to 4 as you inhaled, holding for 8 and then releasing for another 4. It was a breathing technique you recalled your chorus teacher telling you to do back in high school. How was she doing? 
Your breathing finally evened out but you found your eyes were glazed over. You shook off your little stupor, tried to get back on topic. Why were you thinking about your chorus teacher right now? You had more important things to be pondering! Like what Yoongi wanted to see from you so he’d let you out. 
You began to hum absentmindedly. Closing your eyes as you welcomed the now unfamiliar blackness. You aren’t sure for how long they remained so but when next they opened you felt like it was now nighttime. How long had Yoongi left you here for? Was this some kind of punishment? Did you do something wrong? Nothing came to mind. Maybe they just finally realized you were a liability. That you’d never be as good a Nurse as your Mother.
It was then that you saw the door opening inwards and after spotting Yoongi, and blinking several times to adjust to the new colors, you literally rushed him, making him scramble to release the door and hold onto you as you shook violently for reasons you didn’t understand. Tears came spilling from your eyes faster than you could stop them and you barely managed to ask him through your sobs. 
“W-Why did you leave me there for so long!? Did I do something wrong? Please, just tell me and I’ll fix it!! N-Never do that again!” 
Yoongi looked taken aback as he forced you off him far enough away to get a good look at you and his expression morphed from one of bewilderment and shock to analysis. He knelt down, cupping your hands in his cheeks as he saw you frantically looking around at everything, as though scared you’d never see it again. You were acting like some kind of crack addict going through withdrawals. The sound of footsteps made you whip your head around but he refused to let you look, resolutely keeping your head still. 
“Focus on me and stop moving. How long do you think you were in there?”
His voice was a quiet mumble. 
“18 hours, at the least. Maybe even 24. It’s nighttime now isn’t it? Please I want to go see everyone!” 
“Y/N. You were only in there for 8 hours. You shouldn’t be experiencing this so intensely. You didn’t hear or see anything else in there did you? I need you to be completely honest with me.”
You shook your head quickly, even as you bounced on your heels. 
“Mm-mm! No,  I-” 
Before you could even finish your denial he was starting to pull up the short sleeves of your pajamas up past your shoulders and then snarling at you.
“What the fuck did you do to yourself you idiot!?” 
You looked at him in genuine confusion and he growled lowly before brushing his thumb over your bicep causing you to hiss at the sharp rush of pain that greeted you. 
“Ow, Yoongi what the Hell!?”
You looked down and realized you'd dug your nails into your arms, holding yourself during that brief, fitful sleep you'd had so tightly you'd drawn blood and caused wounds. On top of that you'd apparently continued scratching once you'd awoken, irritating the wounds even further.
"Wow that's all it took to break her? Pathetic."
Jungkook's snort made you squirm in Yoongi's grasp to look at him and this time, he let you as he was occupied examining your wounds. 
Yoongi released you with a simple nod to Jungkook before walking off. 
"Watch her."
Once you were out of his grip you hopped over to the built boy, clinging to his arm even as he jolted in surprise that quickly turned to disgust even as a surprised blush stained his cheeks pink. 
"Th-The Hell!? Get off me you freak!"
He began slowly working you off his body but you pouted and resolutely stayed on him like glue. 
"Nuh-uh!! Never thought I'd miss you being an ass but here we are! Suck it up!"
You were so focused on trying to stay attached to Jungkook you didn't hear the footsteps this time and squealed as you were tugged off by Yoongi and into his chest face first who sighed. 
"...Calm down. You're not going back in ever again. I promise. You're gonna be okay. Focus on my heartbeat and count the beats okay? Try to match your breathing to it." 
"The fuck did you do to make her all clingy and weird? You better fix her! If she's fucked in the head for when I train her-" 
"Quiet down. If you don't want to overwhelm her and make things worse I'd suggest keeping your mouth shut."
Just the two bickering was making you start to get squirmy again and Yoongi tightened his grip slightly in response while Jungkook snapped his mouth shut. Your shaking gradually started to subside to the occasional shiver as you did as Yoongi instructed, slowly being soothed by his consistent heart rate. Your breathing also started to even out, and you found yourself surprised at how slow his heartbeat was. 
He had seemed so panicked but moments earlier after all. He must have real control. 
Noticing you slightly beginning to calm, Yoongi gradually released his grip on you to look you in the eyes.
“...Alright. Here’s what’s going to happen. I’m going to take you over to the infirmary where I’ll hand you off to Hoseok. You won’t be seeing anyone but 2 people at once for at least today and tomorrow. I’m not risking damaging your psyche further by overstimulating you right after depriving you.”
His voice was as monotone as ever but you felt the way his hand trembled slightly as he grabbed your wrist before he abruptly released you, tersely demanding you follow him instead. 
You did so, albeit slowly as you risked a glance around the room for Jungkook, only mildly surprised when you found he’d slipped out silently. 
You were more surprised he’d left quietly more than the fact that he’d abandoned you in such a state. He’d probably gone to tell Taehyung what awful shape you were in so they could laugh about how weak you were. 
Wonderful. 
You almost wished your lucidity wasn’t returning.
Gods, the way you’d clung to him like a child was so embarrassing. You could only pray given his, what you remembered to be, flustered reaction that he’d never mention it again. At least Yoongi mercifully didn’t seem focused on your display though it was mainly because he was probably more distressed by the reaction from a psychological perspective than anything as kind.
Yoongi opened the door to the infirmary for you and let you enter first before following suit. You spotted Hoseok at the large desk overlooking a window to the greenery you’d been lost in not too long ago with Taehyung, sorting different bags of powder. He looked up at your arrival and frowned as he scanned you up and down before his eyes locked on your injured shoulders and then jumped to Yoongi as he rose to his feet and made his way over. 
“The Hell did you do? I thought she was only going in the sensory deprivation room for 8 hours, how did she manage to hurt herself?” 
Yoongi sighed heavily, watching as you hugged Hoseok who recipricorated gently before he led you over to the infirmary bed nearest to you and setting you down gently. 
“She used her nails; it happened when she was sleeping apparently. I watched the whole time, but when she started sleeping I left to eat...I should’ve picked up on the signs and never put her in this situation. I thought it would be a gentle enough way to start building her mental tolerance to torture should the others ever try such a thing. You know EXO’s policy about women.” 
Hoseok grunted in acknowledgment of his words as he pulled over the metal cart with basic medical supplies he hadn't gotten around to fully cleaning since his own training session two days ago. 
“Blaming yourself isn’t going to make her better so knock off the self loathing bullshit going on in your head right now and get me a wet rag and a bucket with soap and water. I need to clean the wounds before they become infected. You may have caused this situation but you can also fix it so move your ass.”
His voice was crisp, cool and nothing like his typically cheerful self making you blink at him in delirious confusion, your alertness seemed to be fading in and out, despite your best efforts to hang onto it. Everything just seemed so overwhelming, and almost new to you. 
Yoongi listened without quarrel however and nodded before he left the room, to do what Hoseok had ordered you had to guess. 
“Alright lovey I need you to keep your eyes on mine okay? I know it’s hard to focus right now but I want to check some things.” 
His voice had changed tones again, now sweet and gentle as you knew him. You liked this version better, you decided as your eyes flicked up to meet his. 
His smile widened a bit, making his eyes crinkle at the corners in amusement. 
“I happen to prefer this side to me too. Unfortunately, I don’t get the chance to let it out very often in my line of work. It’s nice for it to be genuine for once. Now; I want you to talk to me about the day you found out your Mother died. Do you think you can do that for me sweetie?”
You frowned and blearily shook your head in denial, not registering the fact that he was rubbing a wet cloth on the inside of your arm about a third of the way up, nor the fact that the area went numb and tingly. Your whole body felt numb and tingly honestly; what was one more area?
“I don’t wanna talk about that.” 
Your voice had grown small, intrusive images already making themselves known inside your mind as your frown deepened, and his smile only widened. Thanks to your gaze being locked on his you noticed when his eyes flicked to the door suddenly, making you look too in anticipation, expecting Yoongi to perhaps be entering or for someone to be there only to not notice the needle entering your arm on the other side. 
You turned back to him with a pout of confusion but swayed suddenly as the world spun. You would’ve surely fallen had you not been lying down securely in the bed. Why did you feel like you were floating? Was this normal? A part of the side effects of your brief time in the sensory deprivation chamber? 
“How are you feeling now? Ready to tell me about that night?” 
You beamed, suddenly so exhilarated despite the world spinning that you felt giddy; your mind barely comprehending the words Hoseok hit you with or their meaning, just starting to speak without conscious awareness. 
“Mmhmm sure! So, it’s pretty funny actually! I was just coming home from grocery shopping, and I stopped at the craft store before heading home to get Mom some of those adult coloring books since I could tell how anxious she was lately. We used to love doing that together you know? And!” 
You giggled, grinning even at the painful nature of your story. If only it was just a story. 
“She’d promised me we’d spend the whole day together since she was away all the time; now I know she was tending to you. Instead of being home with me, her y’know actual daughter.”
You giggled again, clearly delirious.
“So I finally got home, and when I walked inside I saw her just...bleeding everywhere. She was already dead, or so Namjoon told me later. He’d sent some grunts or something so as soon as I walked in I was being dragged out and to a car before I could even protest. None of you could even bear to clean up the mess you made! You must all be cowards of epic proportions. I mean seriously! You left her body to your grunts? After all she did for you? Real pathetic; lemme tell ya.”  
You shrugged with a beaming smile, feeling a large wave threatening to drag you under as your blinks began to slow.
“At least she’s not anxious anymore though right?” 
Hoseok listened to your story with that kind smile of his never once leaving, nodding in agreement to everything you said so you wouldn’t stop and pet your hair until blissful unconsciousness finally took you and you lost the war to stay conscious with a question of Yoongi’s disappearance being the last words to escape your lips. 
Hoseok’s smile dropped and he turned towards the closet cooly, perceptive gaze narrowing. 
“...You can come out now.” 
Taehyung rolled his eyes as he stepped out. 
“You coddle her too much. You should’ve just given her an interrogation drug instead of a gentle dose like that. We would’ve gotten the information quicker.” 
Hoseok chuckled as he shrugged, uncaring as he took in Taehyung with detached indifference. 
“I got the information didn’t I? And she won’t remember any of this. All the better for our plan. How’s Jungkook? Still distracting Yoongi?” 
Taehyung nodded. 
“Has him held hostage in the kitchen. It’s not like it takes much effort to play the brat on his part.” 
Hoseok nodded, risking a glance at your slumbering form and Taehyung did the same. 
There was a beat of silence and then. 
“...We’re doing the right thing, aren’t we?”
“We’re doing the only thing we can. And that’s enough.” 
Taehyung suddenly flung himself back into the closet with a vengeance and silently rushed to close the door as he heard the infirmary door just beyond the wall burst open; barely managing it in time as Hoseok concealed the needle in his pocket and feigned confused annoyance at Yoongi’s abrupt entrance. 
“Hyung! Quiet down or you’ll wake her! She just finally fell asleep. What the Hell took you so long?!” 
Yoongi panted as he glanced around the room suspiciously and Hoseok briefly caught Jungkook’s vaguely concerned gaze behind him making Hoseok shoot him a dark look. All he’d had to do was give them the heads up he was returning! It could’ve been a single letter! But now there hadn’t been any time and-
“What’s this?”
Yoongi’s voice was quiet, but Hoseok could recognize that deadly tone anywhere. 
His attention quickly shifted to see what he was referring to and his heart dropped although his annoyed expression remained unchanged. 
Fuck.  
The vial he’d used to extract the drug sat in between Yoongi’s fingers and he cursed himself for forgetting such a detail. 
“Did you inject her with this?” 
Yoongi’s eyes were like icy knives, cutting him to the quick and daring him to lie. He needed to play his cards right here or things could go very badly very quickly. Sure, the most secret documents were in his room but the ones in here would be enough to get him at least under suspicion and he just couldn’t have that right now. Not when they were so close.
Yoongi was growing impatient, his eyes narrowing all the more to fine, catlike slits as he strode forward to hiss into Hoseok’s face. 
“Have you gone deaf? I said, ``Did you inject her with this?!”
“I did. I had to. She grew violent and-”
Yoongi grabbed him by the collar and Jungkook entered the room in panic but Hoseok waved his hand quickly to shoo him away, knowing better than to move his eyes when Yoongi was watching him so closely. One wrong move when Yoongi was in analysis mode and he’d blow all of their covers. 
“Don’t fuck with me Jung. She was acting delirious to an extent yes, showing signs of a need for intense affection and physical contact as by isolating her I accidentally triggered her psyche to momentarily put down her walls and ask for the touch she needs since she’s been touch starved for God knows how many years. But she was anything but violent. Try again. And this time if you don’t tell me what I want to hear, I’ll just have to bring this to Namjoon.”
The dark smirk was on his lips before he could stop it, but he used it to his advantage. 
“Like you aren’t going to anyway? You always were his favorite lapdog. Well…” 
A smirk more snarl than smile twisted his expression to something even more ugly. 
“Besides Seokjin that is.”
Yoongi looked stricken just as he’d intended and then he found himself collapsing from the impact of Yoongi’s fist on his cheek, followed swiftly by a kick to his stomach that made him cough as he curled up slightly even as a pained laugh escaped his lips.  
“Oh? Did I hit a nerve-” 
He was cut off with a kick, to the head this time that had him seeing stars. 
“Good thing you’re not the only one with a taste for hitting them eh? Maybe now you can feel how she did when you injected her with that crap.” 
Hoseok dazedly realized he was being turned so his front was open to Yoongi and found himself straddled and then punch after punch was being delivered as Yoongi snarled venomously down at him. 
“You are going to tell me exactly why you injected her and then we’re both going to tell Namjoon what you-”
Now it was Yoongi’s turn to be cut off. 
Hoseok’s eyes widened and he shouted, loudly. 
“NO!” 
The chair met Yoongi’s head with the sound of splintering wood, and he promptly fell to the floor unconscious as Taehyung panted heavily, eyes swirling with panic and adrenaline coursing through his body as he held out his hand to help Hoseok up. 
Seeing the scene coming to an abrupt end Jungkook rushed to close and lock the door behind him; never so thankful for Namjoon soundproofing the medical ward after he screamed his head off having his wound cauterized one too many times. 
Hoseok gritted his teeth in irritation as he smacked Taehyung’s hand aside, brushing the back of his hand over his now bleeding nose and spatting the blood that filled his mouth from his teeth being forced to bite down on his tongue too hard. 
“...Now look what you’ve done. This wasn’t supposed to happen until her training was fully complete and now we’re going to have to move it up.”
Taehyung scoffed, looking offended. 
“What; no thank you for saving you, you ungrateful ass? Yoongi would’ve continued till you were unconscious for that comment you made.”
“Exactly! That’s what I wanted you-!”
Hoseok cut himself off with a sigh and turned to the girl sleeping obliviously in the bed. 
“Nothing we can do about it now. Jungkook, you’ll be the one to clean those wounds and then carry her out when the time comes.They may be superficial but it’ll be a problem if they become infected on the road. I’ll grab the materials from my room and Taehyung; you’re on weapon and surveillance duty. If we so much as miss one tracker or are spotted by one camera...this whole operation is blown. I hope you finished the map in time. We meet back here in 30 minutes. If one of us doesn’t show...we leave without them. Understood?” 
Jungkook nodded, as did Taehyung and Jungkook was quick to grab the water jug, soap and rag that Yoongi brought in and tried to remind himself to go somewhat gently as he soaked the rag and scrubbed the soap into it before he ran it over your damaged shoulders. He made sure to get the entire area, just to be safe. He was pretty sure Hoseok wasn't above actually killing him if he didn’t clean them up to his standards and he still had plenty of things left to do in his life. 
It only took him about 10 minutes to clean your small scrape wounds to his liking and he quickly finished up by wrapping them in bandages just in case before he set about grabbing whatever suitable medical equipment they may need in the meantime. Gods forbid your wound did get infected, or he or one of the others got injured they’d have some way to cope.
Taehyung returned with 10 minutes to spare, just as Jungkook was placing his gathered medical supplies into a non discript black duffel bag. He was carrying his own bag; also black to better blend in with the night and no doubt filled to the brim with weapons and interrogation tools he’d rather not dwell on for long. 
They were both starting to get antsy as only 5 minutes remained as Hoseok finally rejoined them. In the meantime they’d bound both bags together for ease of carrying and Hoseok observed their handiwork with a hum of approval that made Jungkook’s heart swell despite himself. Praise from Hoseok was so hard to come by, it was something that was to be savored. 
Hoseok mumbled an apology, explaining he’d taken the risk to gather some clothes for all of them in addition to the files and other supplies they’d need. They were doing the right thing, he was sure of it. There was no time for second guessing now; not with a bleeding Yoongi on the floor, an unconscious brat and an ever shrinking time limit. They had to go now. 
At Hoseok’s signal, with Taehyung leading the way with map in hand they began to exit; First Taehyung, then Jungkook with girl in tow, and finally Hoseok. He hesitated for just a moment and then shoved open his vial drawer and grabbed several, rushing to read the labels. Just in case she got too rowdy, he told himself, quickly rushing to follow after his partners in arms. 
He paused just one more time before he left and never looked back, eyes locking on Yoongi as a brief expression of pained regret flashed across his face.
‘...’
‘...Forgive me brother. But I did what I had to. You’ll come to understand one day, I hope.’
And then they were gone.
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A/N: Welp; that just happened! I hope you all enjoyed this and I want to apologize from the bottom of my heart for my lengthy absence. Depression hit me hardcore with the arrival of Covid and writing became a major struggle.I was only recently able to complete this after much struggle thanks to the darker subject matter and the characters themselves screaming at me what to do. 
I will be participating in Monster Smash 2020 with @ksmutclub​ so look forward to my Scream AU(and do let me know if you have any good titles!) coming soon. 
As for Tainting Purity...I love that series. So much. But this most recent chapter has really killed my motivation. I think I may have unintentionally censored myself to be more socially correct because it was going a certain direction and that bothers me. I just want to warn you guys; I may have to scrap it and start entirely from scratch to let it fully be my own. 
It’s good to be back guys; I hope you’ll forgive me for dropping off planet Earth and welcome me back with your thoughts on the newest chapter. I love all you guys. <3
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Liyada’s Pokespe AU Masterpost
I decided to do a Pokespe AU Masterpost because I have a lot of them and unfortunately never get to speak of them with anyone because nobody knows them. And doing a master post with also help me to actually keep track of all of them.
I’ll also probably do one post for the more developed AU where I can develop them fully, as I’ll try to keep this post short.
If you want to send me an ask about any of them, please do! I’d love to speak of them more~ If you want to know more about a character in an AU, or how some events happen, I will love to answer you!
Also, every work relate to those AU will be tag on my blog, you can find the tag name at the beginning of each AU, as well as the related fics if there are any!
Summary:
The Magical Dexholders AU
The Magical Pokémons AU
Humans Gods AU Number 1
Humans Gods AU Number 2
Kagepro AU Number 1
Kagepro AU Number 2
Kagepro AU Number 3 (Though the only link between this AU and Kagepro is the idea behind Ene)
Yorozuya no Lack-Chan AU
Legendary Dexholders AU
Blond Family AU
One Piece AU
Natural Spirits AU
Ducktales AU
1. The Magical Dexholders (Will have a special post)
(Fic for it: The Magical Dexholders)
Tag: #The Magical Dexholder AU
A canon-compliant AU, where all the canons adventure has already taken place, and when a new adventure arises. Except that this time it’s not an Evil Team but the Darkness Force of the Evil that is so Bad that They stole the Snack of a Four Years Old Child, and that the Dexholders are not fighting with their Pokémons but with their Magical Powers they obtained from some random strange sassy colorful creatures, and they fight with the power of Friendship, Anime, and Protagonist on their side.
Aka a total self-compliant Magical Girl AU where I put whatever strange idea I have. 
In this AU, you can find:
Sassy little creatures
Characters being dumb
Diamond and Silver bonding over their passion for Proteam Omega while fighting The Darkness of the Evil that is blabla Snack of a Child blabla.
Blue and Yellow kicking ass.
Hippie Celebi (oops this one is a spoiler)
Not all the characters are Magical Holders right now but they will all appear up to Sun and Moon at least. Maybe SWSH if I or someone finds a way to incorporate them. (Though if you ask for the destiny of any specific character of this AU in an ask, I’ll surely answer!)
Some people bonding over their friends being dumb (Or how Pearl, Green, Crystal, and Y ended up in a group chat with a Satanic God) (Ooops Spoiler again)
2. The Magical Pokémons (Will have a special post)
Tag: #Spe Magical Pokémons AU
This AU, though created before the Magical Dexholders, is actually linked to the Magical Dexholders. Technically, they happen in the same setting and meet at one point. But of course, when I wanted to write a fic for it alongside the Dexholders, I realized I actually have no time to write it! Ahah-
Basically, still a Magical Girl AU, still a parodical AU where the only goal is to have fun and laugh, but this time it’s not the Dexholders that are the Magical Boys or Girls but their Pokémons! Well, not all of them. Two per Dexholders. Do you realize how complicated it’s to manage all the DH? So all their Pokémons? No way- So only two Pokémons per DH.
Warning, this AU happen before Black was released from the Light Stone. But Sun and Moon are already out of the Ultra-Dimension. Respecting the timeline? It’s my AU I do what I want. (Mainly cause this AU was created back in 2018 actually)
In this AU, you can find:
Pokémons doing dumb sh*t when their trainers are not in sight.
Black being the only humans having powers because he was in the Light Stone when Reshiram received powers, and now he can sometimes go out of the Light Stone when the situation is desperate enough.
Also when Black activates his power he wears a white wedding dress.
Yellow also joining sometimes?
3. Human Gods AU Number 1
Tag: #Spe Human Gods AU Number 1
I always found weird there were only Pokémon Gods in the Pokémon Universe. So what did I do? I created not only one, but two Humans God AU! And here we go for the first.
So. Once Upon a Time, there were Human Gods. But they were not really nice. Actually, they wanted to destroy all the Pokémon Gods and to at best, reduce Pokémons as slaves, at worst killing them all. Of course, the Pokémons Gods did not agree, and after a (little) war, the Humans Gods were sealed by the Pokémons Gods and erased of mainstream history. But of course, things are not that easy, Humans Gods still have secret followers and are planing for their return.
Centuries later, when those followers are finally close to getting back their Gods and need to steal some old parchments for that, they are noticed by Cynthia who asked the help of the Sinnoh Trio. Of course, nothing works like expected, and when the Human Gods finally break their seal, they need bodies to reincarnate in and it’s really convenient that Diamond and Platinum are just right there. Now, the Humans Gods free and ready to put their reign of terror in place, it’s up to Pearl (who saw his best friends lovers possessed in front of him yeah!), the other DH, and the (for once) united army of the Pokémon Gods to stop them before it’s too late. Oh, and also maybe get Diamond and Platinum back.
In this AU you can find:
AnGsT
Entourageshipping
Epic fights
I mean there are powerful Gods so EPIC FIGHTS
Even more angst
Maybe Major Character Death. To see.
Development of Pokémons and Humans relationship
Did I mention Angst?
4. Human Gods AU Number 2 (Will have a special post)
Tag: #Spe Humans Gods AU Number 2
And yeah, there is a Number 2- They are not the only AU that ends to have several versions of it at the end.
So. Basically, like in the previous AUs, thousands of years ago there was a war between the Pokémons and Humans Gods, each other judging the other being invasive and dangerous to the other being. Normal Humans and Gods also participate in this war. But on both sides, some start to lose faith in this conflict and believe that cohabitation is possible. Things become more complicated when Gods from both factions start to bond. Together, they decide to end the was so everyone can live peacefully together. If the Pokémons Gods accept it pretty well, the Humans ones don’t, especially after one of the most vehement deity simulated a Pokémon attack, and they decide to end the war by using a magical machine to destroy the Pokémons Gods (the one used in the Kalos war is a less-powerful derivate of it).
 As the Humans Gods working for the peace don’t have much time left before the arms use, they take an extreme measure and seal their fellow Gods to the price of their own life. The Pokémons Gods then decided to end the war and to let the Pokémons and Humans live together without interfering with them anymore. They also used a bit of their power to grant the last wish of the Humans Gods who sacrificed themselves, who wanted to see a world where everyone can cohabitate. The said Humans Gods, no longer Gods, reincarnate as normal Humans once in while, still having a little fragment of their powers, 
Thousands of years later, the seal finally breaks, and the Humans Gods come out, some planing their revenge, some wanting to see how the world has evolved in their absence before taking a decision. Obviously, the DH gets involved. Either by meeting the gods and decide to help or fight them depending on the situation or by being one of the reincarnated Gods themselves.
What do you find in this AU:
Angst, surely
Some DH in God versions with cool designs
Human and Pokémon relationship development
Lore created from crap by me, with some inspiration from the real world but with also a lot of invented stuff, because hey it’s my AU and I do what I want
Magic. Everywhere.
5. Kagepro AU Number 1 (Aka the Fidel to the Kagepro Plot)
Tag: #Liya’s Spe Kagepro AU 1
I used to be in Kagepro a lot last, so OF COURSE, I ended doing an AU of it. Wait, not only one actually- I’ll list them by “How close to the Kagepro plot they are”.
So, in this first one, it’s basically “We replace the Kagepro characters with Pokespe characters”, though some things change, depending on the personality of the chosen characters. But they still have the same powers as the originals Kagepro cast.
Here the main cast!
Red as Ayano
Green as Shintaro
Blue as Takane/Ene
Yellow as Haruka/Konoha
Prof Oak as Kenjiirou (Ayano’s father)
Platinum as Kido Tsubomi
Diamond as Seto Kyousuke
Pearl as Kano Shuuya
White as Momo
Whi-Two as Mary
X as Hibiya
Y as Hiyori
What you can find in this AU:
Angst, I missed you!
Family relationship between several characters because ships are great, family is better.
Major Character Deaths. Like, they all die at some point but come back to life because of time loops reason!
Damn, there is so much angst possible with this one.
6. Kagepro AU Number 2 (Aka I take a lot of liberty from the original plot but you can still see the Kagepro influence) (Will have a post)
Tag: #Liya’s Kagepro AU 2
So... How to explain this one... 
It’s my most developed Kagepro AU, and so my more complex one. Too complex to even summarize it in this post (I try and stop when it became longuer than all the previous AUs combined ahah-), it’s why it’ll be the first one to have its post. Please be patient, I’ll link it as soon that I'll post it!
It also follows the canon, though some events/characters interactions change.
What can you find in this AU:
Angst, to change
Four DHs that are not all related being a found family because I can.
Major Characters Deaths. Once again.
Friendships too. Friendships are great.
7. Kagepro AU Number 3 (aka there is nearly no link to Kagepro by this point)
Tag: #Liya’s Spe Kagepro AU 3
So. In Kagepro, I always loved Ene. And all the angst include by everyone believing you are dead while you are transformed into a virus/computer program.
So basically, there is a crazy scientist organization that is doing all sorts of experiments on humans, to get immortality. Those experiments are killing nearly all the people who go through them, the rare survivors being broken beyond repair and not immortal at all. If they took random people at first, they end up taking more different people, from all backgrounds with all kinds of lives, to see if there is any difference. They tend to socially isolate their prospect guinea pigs before simulating their death in an accident.
One of this experience include separating the soul from the body: they transform the brains data into informatical data and transfer it in a computer. Like any of their experiments, there is a lot of death. But for once, it succeeds, and they end up with one person with their body in a coma while their “soul” is on a computer. Thrilled by this success, they do other attempts and end up with two other survivors. All of them are determined and stubborn people who have some people they hold dear to see again. At some point, the organization decides to try to kill the bodies to see if the informatical data stay, and the three of them decide to run away on the Internet, so the scientists can’t try this new experiment. They change of appearance, name, and end up in the computer of the BW Agency, and after some misunderstood, end up working for them.
White is glad to have three artificial intelligence helping with her work, she did not remember her software supplier having programs that powerful.
On the meanwhile, Pearl, Shauna, and Green are glad to not be experiments anymore, nor do they mind helping White with her work, though they would like to get their bodies back one day.
And far from the Agency, Platinum, Blue, and X, after a rather strange meeting, end up investigating their friends' mysterious deaths of their friends with the help of Lack-Two.
What do you find in this AU:
When was the last time I saw you; Angst?
Pearl, Shauna, and Green are doing shenanigans. And also end being close friends/found family?
White is also joining them in shenanigans
Funny and light with White and the three “Yes yes we are AI, absolutely not humans!” while the others are more on a dark, crime movie atmosphere
Also, some characters don’t cope well with their friends' deaths
Do we tag Major Character Deaths when someone believes someone else is dead even if it’s not the case and that the reader knows it?
8. Yorozuya no Lack-chan AU
Fics for it: Dogwalker Lack and The Begining of Yorozuya no Lack-Chan
Tag #Yorozuya no Lack-chan AU
Got a drabble request once and ended up doing a whole AU of it because meh why not? Like you can say with the title, it is somehow Gintama inspired.
So basically, at the end of BW2 Lack-two got fired from the International Police and start doing odd jobs for a living. He even created an agency for it, who do any work from you as long that you pay. He even has two employees, who he doesn’t really pay, aka Whi-Two and X. Yeah.
What do you find in this AU:
Furry Neko Sun
Characters being dumb
Do you wanna laugh?
Characters doing odd jobs
9. Legendary Dexholders AU (Will do a post about this one)
Fic for it: Giratina
Tag: #Legendary Dexholders AU
Being an immortal god can be boring after a few thousand years, especially when nothing had happened for a while. And one of the advantages of being a God is to left a copy of yourself while you are wandering around in a human body.
Aka several Legendaries Pokémons decide to just reincarnate in humans and, of course, they had to end up becoming Dexholders and have a complicated life. Well, at least they did not have that much fun since the last drinking contest between Kyogre and Lugia five hundred years ago.
What do you find in this AU:
An AU firstly created to be funny but the only fic I wrote about it ended up being a character study fic
But at the end, the Legendaries Pokémons are just doing shenanigans
Arceus is so done with them
Also feature mainly the main Sinnoh Legendaries Pokémons because I love them but there are also a few others
10. Blonde Family AU
Fics about it: Don't listen to others confessions or you'll end as responsible as them and To be a Cousin
Tag: #Spe Blonde Family AU
What if several blonde characters were related? Aka the AUs where Yellow, Pearl, Bianca, and Y are all cousins, and Emerald is the son of Palmer but neither Em nor Palmet know it until Ruby and Sapphire decide to investigate what happened to Emerald’s parents.
In this AU, you find:
Yellow, Pearl, Bianca, and Y are cousins, pretty close to each other, but when they see each other it usually ends up in a catastrophe
Emerald could not care less about his father because he has a found family but Ruby and Sapphire still decide to investigate (notably to kick their b*** if one of them is still alive and abandoned Emerald).
To Palmer’s defense, it was an adventure before he met Pearl’s mother, and Emerald’s mom ran away without telling him she was pregnant
Either cousins doing dumb cousins stuff together or Ruby and Sapphire going on a hunt to kick Palmer’s a** while Em and Pearl look and eat popcorns.
11. One Piece AU
Fic about it: Bonding on the Grand Line
Tag: #Liya’s Spe One Piece AU
With this AU, we arrive in the AUs that don’t take place in the canon world! The other AUs where all somehow link to the canon world and the canon adventures of the DH, except for the Kagepro number 1. But starting from this one, they all take place in other worlds!
This AU was created for the Pirate Summer Event of the Pokespe Art Community Discord and but I like it so I’ll probably write more about it if I find time to.
So basically, your One Piece AU, that happened 20 years before the death of Gold Roger (so 40 years before Luffy & Co.). To protect his best friends, Pearl ends up becoming a pirate, captain of his own crew (with the Sinnoh Gym Leaders!). And being a pirate on the Grand Line is not always easy.
What do you find in this AU:
Pearl's and Cheren's friendship. I’d die for it.
Pearl, Cheren, and the Sinnohan and Unovan Gym Leaders doing shenanigans
But also a bit of angst because hey, you know me now
Also other characters but I need to plan more their role in this AU
12. Natural Spirits AU (there will be definitely a post about this one)
Tag: Spe Natural Spirits AU
There are two beings on Earth: Humans and Natural Spirits, magical beings close to nature, each one of them being connected to a natural concept. The Natural Spirits stay hide in their cities, with only a few humans knowing their existence, and tend to despise the humans, destroying the planets at a ridiculous rate. But the Natural Spirits society is complicated, and as the human society, is far from perfect.
X, a prodigy Spirits, can’t take the pressure anymore and isolate himself far from his city, near the human town. Whi-Two, another Spirit, have a strange fascination for the humans but never go through the forest and the human town frontier. Until the day when they each meet one human, and befriend them, despite the warnings they had heard since they were children. Hiding that they are not humans, they end up joining their two new friends to a rather strange place call High-school. 
Pearl and Sapphire have rather normal lives. School, homework, friends... But since they met two new people in the forest, things start to become more interesting. Especially with the wave of people trying to take over the world... Wait, what?
What do you find in this AU:
A friendship between four characters who never met in the canon
But all the other DHs and several secondary characters have their roles
And some of them are also Natural Spirits
High-school life
Magic too
Both Humans and Spirits teams trying to take over the world and the four friends had to stop them every time
Also, the Natural Spirits society is like humans one, very far from perfect
Secret identity problems like hiding to your human friends that you can actually speak to mushrooms.
13. Ducktales AU (Will have a post because there is so much to say about this one)
Tag: Spe Ducktales AU
Ducktales, Woo-Ooo!
I love Ducktales. I have been hyperobsessing on it recently, so of course, I had to make an AU out of it! Special thanks to Vex who supported my random brainstorming in her DMs.
So... Basically, once upon a time, the richest Duck of the world, Prof McWak, had four grandchildren, two pairs of siblings: Green and Blue, and Red and Yellow. Like any normal family, on their weekends they used to go on ancient temples with deadly traps and fight monsters to get new treasures. When Prof McWak died, the four cousins, now young adults, continue to go on adventures, while Red, Yellow, and Green found their own families. But everything ends one day when, following some disastrous event, Yellow disappears, more likely to be dead. The three left cousins argue and end up splitting up, Blue founding her own company, Green becoming the CEO of their grandfather empire, and Red leaving with his new-hatched son and Yellow’s egg, never contacting his cousins again.
Ten years later, Diamond and Pearl, two cousins who grew up as brothers, accidentally break into the infamous McWak Enterprise CEO manor and met his oldest daughter, Platinum. After she brought them in a self-proclaimed adventure, when the trio became good friends, they have the surprise to find that first, Diamond’s Dad/Pearl’s “Uncle” Red and Platinum’s Father Green are actually cousins and that since they blew up Red’s houseboat during their adventures, they now get to live in the McWak Manor.
What happens next is history.
What do you find in this AU:
The Kanto quartet, the Sinnoh Trio, and Moon being all relatives because FAMILY TROPE YEAH
Pearl and chibi sassy Moon investigating Yellow’s disappearance
Family, Humor, Adventures, Angst AU
Red and Green need to learn how to communicate
Also, Sinnoh Trio adventures because those three are too precious
It’s all for the moment! I’ll probably add more AUs as I’ll inevitably create more. Thank you for reading this AU Masterpost!
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ashtheshortstack · 4 years
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take my scars & make them stars - epilogue
Rating: M Ship: Kristoff/Anna epilogue
Tags: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Sick Fic, Cancer Fic, Chronic Illness, Chemotherapy, Modern AU, Coffee Shop AU, Fluff and Angst, Fluff, Eventual Smut, Angst with a happy ending, Mutual Pining, Mentions of Character Death
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Previous Chapter
Anna never thought there’d be a day that she’d see Kristoff in pink, but it wasn’t a bad look on him at all. She really appreciated him coming to the Breast Cancer 5k Run to support her. Of course, Elsa and Gerda had accompanied them too. 
While Elsa and Kristoff only wore their matching t-shirts and running gear (which were Anna’s idea--Gerda wasn’t running so she didn’t need one, but she did wear her own pink top in support), Anna wore a pink tutu, pink socks, and a bright pink bow in her curly, bobbed auburn strands. She was quite proud of her decked out pink ensemble. Kristoff also called her cute, so that was even more of a win in Anna’s book. 
Anna wanted pictures before the three of them got super gross and sweaty from running, and Gerda happily obliged her when she hooked arms with her sister and boyfriend and forced them to pose with her. Neither seemed to complain, though, which she was thankful for. When Gerda handed her the phone back, Anna was thrilled to see how well the photo turned out. In fact, she was even tempted to post it. She hadn’t posted on any social media in ages, aside from private stories on Snapchat. But she figured… maybe it was time. Maybe, it was finally time to come out with everything she’d been through. The photo itself was very telling. Each shirt had its own message: Elsa’s read “I run for my sister,” Kristoff’s: “I run for my girlfriend” (which Anna loved ) and Anna’s read: “I run for ME.” And damn, she meant it. 
She hadn’t been very vocal about her break up with Hans… but better late than never, right? Besides, maybe it was time to show off her new man. Her shiny, new upgrade, she mused to herself. 
Kristoff hadn’t posted anything about their relationship either. He told her he’d wait until she was ready to make the information public. Even telling her he wouldn’t tell his family either, but Anna didn’t feel that was fair and encouraged him to be honest with his parents. Including the cancer. 
Apparently, Bulda was very insistent on meeting her soon. Her boyfriend explained that his parents had moved out of Arendelle to Rock Valley right after he graduated, but he opted to stay in the area. She could understand that considering what the family had been through. So, they’d decided they’d make a weekend out of it soon and drive up to his parents’ house in the next few weeks. Anna would be lying if she wasn’t nervous--but also extremely excited. Meeting the Bjorgmans would be a wonderful experience, she was sure. But at the same time, she didn’t want to bring up anything she shouldn’t. She didn’t want to be a reminder of what they’d lost… Kristoff had assured her that wouldn’t be the case. But… she still had her doubts. 
After smiling down at the photo on her phone, she held it up for her boyfriend and sister to view. Elsa gasped and grinned. “Anna! I love it! Please, send that to me. We need it framed.” 
Anna snorted at that. “Is… Is it okay if I post it?” 
Her companions all looked surprised at the question. Kristoff tilted his head. “You sure?” 
“Yeah,” she said with a nod. “I think it’s time to stop hiding from the world.” 
Elsa wasn’t one to be super emotional. Not since their parents closed her off from the world and forced her to be cold. But when her eyes became glassy, Anna worried she’d said the wrong thing. Quickly, her sister grabbed her hand. “I think that’s a wonderful idea.” 
Smiling, Anna nodded and logged in for the first time in forever. She decided that going through and deleting pictures of her and Hans would be the next thing she did. Like the picture of their proposal… yeah, that’d need to go.  
But, that was not the time to think of that. The run would start any moment. 
Anna walked with race--with an occasional jog her and there--since her endurance still wasn’t quite built back up. She encouraged Elsa to really go for it (her sister had a bit of competitive spirit), and while the flaxen blonde originally seemed hesitant, eventually she decided to go for it in a full out sprint. Kristoff stayed by Anna’s side, holding her hand through most of it. 
Elsa and Gerda were waiting for them at the finish line. 
  o~o~o~o
  Meeting Bulda and Cliff went better than Anna expected. It was like meeting the parents she’d never had. Doting, kind parents that truly cared every bit for their children. Anna couldn’t help but imagine how different her life could’ve been if her parents had been the same. But she knew it’d be wasting time to dwell on such things. Her parents were gone, and she couldn’t change that. Couldn’t change them… or who they were. 
“Oh, hun… Kristoff obviously isn’t cooking enough for you. You’re so skinny.” 
Kristoff hissed at her. “Ma, she hasn’t even been done with chemo a year yet. Chill out.” 
Anna felt an inward of panic at the mention of chemotherapy. Would that be an upsetting topic for them? She didn’t want to remind them of their traumatic experiences. She didn’t know what it was like to lose a child to cancer, but she did know that she’d lost her parents. And how that felt…
But Bulda brushed off Kristoff’s comment. “You better be taking care of her!” 
“Mom!” 
Giggling behind her hand, she watched the exchange of Kristoff bickering with his mother. At one point, Bulda smacked his hand with a spatula when he commented on the amount of spices she put in the dinner she was making. Anna had never seen her burly boyfriend yelp and cower like that, but it amused her more than she’d let him know. 
Apparently, she needed to invest in a spatula. 
When they sat at the small table for four, Anna couldn’t help but wonder if the seat she sat in had once been meant for Pepper. Swallowing thickly, she picked at the spaghetti before her. There was a ridiculous amount of food on the plate in front of her. It seemed maybe there was more on her plate than the rest… it seemed Bulda was serious about fattening her up. If this is how Kristoff grew up eating, it’s no wonder he ended up being so thick. 
He glanced at her, brows pinching in a silent question. Bulda and Cliff were chatting about their work days, not seeming to notice their son paying them no attention. But Anna just smiled to reassure him and scarfed some noodles into her mouth so as to not worry him further. 
Dinner wasn’t awkward by any means. Bulda made conversation rather easily. She asked about her family, mainly Elsa, seeming to evade the topic of her parents. That was probably Kristoff’s doing. 
Eventually, Bulda smiled at her. “Anna, would you care to help me with the dishes?” 
Blinking, she nodded. “Oh, yes ma’am, of course.” 
Kristoff gaped at her. “Mom, she’s a guest she shouldn’t--” 
Bulda gave him a look , and the blond’s mouth snapped shut. 
Cliff and his son ended up on the back porch, despite how worried Kristoff looked leaving her behind. But Bulda just shooed him, apparently eager to have Anna to herself. As his mother began placing the dishes in one side of the sink, she shook her head with sigh before giving Anna a smile. 
“That boy is so protective of you, I swear. You’ll have to tell him you’re a big girl,” she said with a chuckle. 
Anna smiled. She wouldn’t admit aloud that she really did enjoy how Kristoff could be overbearing at times. At first, she was a bit weirded out, but as time went on… she realized how much she craved that attention. It was something she hadn’t gotten from her parents, or even Hans for that matter, so a little bit of overprotection wasn’t too bad. Kristoff wasn’t overly possessive or anything, just a healthy enough amount to fret over her. 
When Anna didn’t speak, Bulda continued on. “He was the same way with his sister. It’s just instinct for him,” she explained as she ran the water. “Could you dry these for me? If it hurts, just say so.” 
Nodding, she agreed. “I can do it.” She was mostly telling the truth. The feeling in her fingers had returned. It was only sometimes when she did really tedious tasks would the painful tingles return to her joints and fingertips. 
“I want you to know that you don’t have to be ashamed around us. Or feel like you need to walk on eggshells for us. We lost our daughter, but we can talk about it. It’s alright.” 
As Anna dried a dish, she pursed her lips and looked away. “A-Are you sure?” 
“Of course, dear. If we don’t talk about her, she’ll fade away. It’s okay to talk about the good and the bad. Acceptance is how you heal. We can’t avoid what happened.” 
Chest tight, she nodded. “You’re right. F-From what Kristoff had told me, she was a really sweet girl.” 
“Oh, she was a good girl. Could be a little devious sometimes, but it was just cause she wanted his attention. Kristoff was so much older than her, sometimes I worried they wouldn’t be close. They were definitely siblings… picking on each other all the time. But she adored him, and he adored her.” 
Anna hummed. “I feel the same about my sister. We didn’t really get to grow up together, but now that we’ve become close, it’s a bond I wish I’d gotten to experience sooner.” 
Bulda handed her another dish. “Kristoff told me a little about your family. Not much, though. But I won’t pry. I’m sorry to hear that you and your sister have gone through a lot.” 
“Thank you.” 
“Let me be honest with you, dear… Never feel guilty for surviving. Just because others didn’t, doesn’t mean you should be ashamed that you did. Always remember that. You deserve to love and live life. Kristoff has never looked at anyone the way he looks at you.” 
Anna took those words to heart, filing them away to hold onto forever. Bulda was right… 
It was okay to live. 
  o~o~o~o
  Anna sat in his lap, her lips on his as they pressed their bare chests together. Kristoff’s fingers twined into her auburn locks with a gentle tug. She had no idea that hair pulling was a thing she liked, but since her hair had grown out they both discovered something new about her. Kristoff seemed to enjoy it… he’d give her hair a small yank at random times just to fluster her, and it often worked. 
But she stopped him, pulling her mouth away from his. Anna glanced down between them, gazing over her body. The marks and scars, the many freckles and bumps… 
“Anna?” 
Her eyes met his. “There’s something we need to talk about.” 
Blinking, his brows furrowed. “Okay…?” 
She didn’t want to worry him. Not really. But this was something she’d been avoiding since they’d started dating. And, especially now that they were intimate, it needed to be discussed. 
“I-I don’t know if we need condoms or not.” 
“...Huh?” 
Pinching the bridge of her nose, Anna wanted to smack herself. What a stupid thing to say. A horrible way to go about this. Damn, she was an idiot. 
“I mean… I don’t know if I can have kids.” 
“Oh.” 
Fidgeting with her thumbs, she vaguely realized that this was a really uncomfortable position to be in while bringing this up. They were both topless, his cheeks were flushed with kiss swollen lips, there was a very clear bulge pressing against her through his jeans. But she couldn’t let this go on. Not without telling him. 
“Dr. Mattias said there was a chance that the chemo could make me infertile. I-I haven’t exactly asked him about checking up with that. So, I don’t know if I can even get pregnant naturally.” 
Kristoff nodded. “Anna… I want a family someday,” her heart dropped, “but only if it’s with you.” 
Jaw dropping, she couldn’t help but feel stunned at his admission. “W-Wait, really?” 
“I love you. There’s no one else I’d rather have a family with. Look, I was adopted, so I don’t have any qualms with doing the same.” 
“I-I mean, we may not have to. But I’m glad you’re open to the idea. A-After Dr. Mattias told me about the risks, I did have some of my eggs frozen. B-But there’s no guarantee that it could work, a-and I don’t have boobs and that might cause problems, so I didn’t want to get your hopes up or anything or--”
Kristoff pressed his lips to hers, effectively shutting up her. “I want you , Anna Anderson. No matter what that entails. Whether we have children of our own or not someday, I don’t care. As long as you’re the one with me.” 
A girlish giggle bubbled past her lips. 
“But uh--” he cleared his throat, “I wouldn’t mind finding out if condoms are a necessity or not because, ya know, I wouldn’t mind… going without?” 
Smirking, she simply pushed him down on the mattress. 
  When Anna woke, bare aside from the sheets covering her skin, she was alone. Kristoff had to be at the jobsite at 6:00AM where he’d work a few hours before heading to the coffee shop. It was nice that both bosses were accommodating him as he adjusted. It was strange thinking about the fact that Kristoff would no longer be the first face she saw when she entered Arendelle Roasts. Oaken was kind enough to allow Kristoff to make his own schedule for his last two weeks. Ama was proud that he would be turning to construction full time after working so hard to learn the ropes. 
It did suck to know he would rarely be beside her in the mornings, but when she started her classes at AU then maybe they could share a breakfast since she had to be up anyway. 
Rolling over to check the time, Anna laughed at the sight of a chocolate chip muffin sitting on the nightstand waiting for her. 
  o~o~o~o
  The bell chimed as someone entered the door. Anna glanced up from her spot behind the counter, smiling when she saw Kristoff walking towards her. 
“Well, if it isn’t my favorite customer,” she cooed. 
The blond snorted at her. “Pretty sure you stole my line.” 
Anna hummed, a mused tone in her voice. “Nope. Can’t be your line if I’m the one working here now.” 
“Because you stole my job.” 
Scoffing, she rolled her eyes. “I was hired here, thank you. Now, do you want a Maple Harvest or not?” 
Beaming, he leaned on the counter. She was thankful it was closing time and there were only two other customers finishing up their cups, so Kristoff heckling her at the counter wouldn’t get her in very much trouble. “Already got my coffee memorized?” he teased.
“Don’t act like you didn’t memorize Elsa’s drink.” 
“That’s because you always ordered it as an excuse to talk to me.” 
“Lies,” she snapped while biting back a smile. Yeah, he was right. But oh, she would never give him the satisfaction. 
Anna went to the machine to begin his order. Ryder peaked around and smirked at her. “You know, I thought you two would get tired of flirting eventually.” 
Laughing, she shook her head. “You should know both of us better by now.” 
“Touche.” 
When Anna returned to the counter, Kristoff was ready with money in hand. She looked between him and the cash before tilting her head with a knowing smile. “It’s on the house.” 
“Anna…” 
“It’s on the house,” she repeated as she wrote on the cup.
After she handed it over, Kristoff gave her a flat look when he saw that she’d written “Christopher” on his drink. “Why do you torture me?” he grumbled. 
“Because I love you.” 
She really did.
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boasamishipper · 4 years
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Which Fics?
I was tagged by @icemankazansky to answer some Qs about my fics - thanks for the tag, Carly! <33
Which of your fics…
…did you think would get a bigger reaction/audience than it got?
probably sometimes you hear the bullet, my kainora / korrasami / bopal mash au. not to say that it didn’t get a big reaction - as of now, it’s got about 3.3k hits on ao3 and more on ffn - but when i was writing it, i expected it to get a bigger audience, if only because i was also writing korrasami, which was and still is the biggest ship in the lok fandom.
…got a better reaction than you expected?
there’s a raging fire in my heart tonight, bar none. i wrote this mainly after co-conceptualizing the idea with @academicgangster, and i didn’t think anyone but her would read or enjoy it. i was very happy to be proven wrong; as of posting date, it’s still the most popular top gun fic i’ve written. honorable mention goes to when i see your face, ‘til all my sleeves are stained red, and Like Attracts Like.
... is your funniest?
‘cause a cat’s the only cat (who knows where it’s at). it’s complete and utter crack about mav and ice raising baby flerkens (set in my top gun captain marvel au series), but i think it’s definitely my all-around funniest fic. the scene where one of the cats coughs up a burglar still makes me giggle every time i think about it. 
…is your darkest or angstiest?
either on the red line overload or Talk To Me Of Lightning.
…is your absolute favorite?
...........god this is such a hard question, but i’m going to have to say Lead Me On (To The Other Side), with Word on the Street and The Stars Walk Backward as a very close second and third.
…is your least favorite?
Destination Unknown. i had the right idea when i was writing it, but the execution and the ending felt pretty weak to me in retrospect. i may do a redux sometime.
…was the easiest to write?
Brilliant Beyond Brilliant Idea, my top gun parent trap au. i wrote all sixteen chapters in just under two months, and had a lot of fun while doing it - though looking back, i’d probably change a few things about the fic’s plot so it isn’t so close to the movie. (i still love violet kazansky and joey mitchell with my entire heart.)
…was hardest to write?
the house that built me. this fic fought me kicking and screaming when i was writing, but i’m really happy with how it turned out. if we’re talking about fics that are still in the wip stage, made of stardust and moon, take thy flight are refusing to cooperate with me right now.
…has your favorite lines/exchange/paragraph? (share it!)
Lead Me On (To The Other Side)
“Mav, come on, you need to drink this.”
“Don’t want to.”
“I’m not asking you, Maverick, I’m telling you. Drink the water. Come on, it’ll make you feel better.”
Maverick eyed the water suspiciously, and then his gaze fell on Ice. His forehead creased. “Who’re you?”
“Your guardian fucking angel.” Ice’s patience was firmly at an end. “Now shut up and let me help you.”
…have you reread the most?
Lead Me On (To The Other Side), Word on the Street, out along the edges, and the entire Forged in the Stars trilogy.
…would you recommend to someone reading your work for the first time?
for each fandom: the Beyond trilogy (Top Gun), the Forged in the Stars trilogy (Star Wars), and sometimes you hear the bullet and/or keep a spur handy (The Legend of Korra).
…are you most proud of?
there’s a raging fire in my heart tonight. all the love and effort i poured in (and all the time i spent perusing the mcu wikia pages to ensure maximum accuracy, given endgame was still in theaters at the time) really paid off.
i tag @academicgangster @vegetarianvampireduck @kuno-chan @raayllum @thosefiveadoraburrs and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it. yes, that includes you, i promise. <3
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Fanfic Author Tag Game
Tagging myself since this looks like fun when @ariaadagio did it
Ao3 name: Alecto
Fandoms: back in my forever home of Yu-Gi-Oh!, have sauntered through the following over the years: Sailor Moon, Harry Potter, Sherlock (BBC), Gundam Build Fighters, Lucifer
Number of fics: 84 works on AO3, but I had deleted and anon’ed certain works
1. Fic you spent the most time on: Joey, I started that sucker when I was in high school, got my ass kicked by college and the 2008 financial recession, and finished it almost 8 years after I started it.
2. Fic you spent the least time on: Probably one of these tumblr drabbles I’ve been doing?
3. Longest fic: Burden of Proof at 102.008 words
4. Shortest fic: Benediction at 81 words
5. Most hits: Confirmation Bias at 14,405 hits
6. Most kudos: The sum of our choices at 732 kudos
7. Most comment threads: Side Deck at 251 comments
8. Fave fic you wrote: I still love How We Break and Rebuild a lot (look I live for weird crossovers/fusions), and I regularly go back and re-read it
9. Fic you want to rewrite/expand on:  Joey, but mainly the first five chapters or so? Those were all the ones written pre-hiatus and included a number of plot threads that I dropped when I came back from hiatus. So one day I would like to go back and trim and streamline some of those earlier sections to match with the later ones.
10. Share a bit of your WIP or share a story idea that you’re planning: Lol, so I’ve been pretty open about most of my WIPs and random ideas. In the past, I’ve mentioned childhood friends/Seto’s parents never died AU for Kaijou, we trade petty cash for miracles. I actually have the first 2 chapters done then stalled out on the Duelist Kingdom rewrite.
Here’s a snippet.
Katsuya inclined his head back, long bangs falling into his eyes. "Well, well, well, if it isn't a member of the disciplinary committee, Higata Seto-kun," he mocked. 
Seto pocketed the extinguished smoke, straightened, and folded his arms over his chest. He looked too put-together in his beige blazer and appropriately buttoned shirt. Another spark of irritation flew under Katsuya's skin. He clenched his fists to fight off the urge to mess up Seto's tidy appearance.
"You're skipping class." Then after a pause, Seto added with narrowed eyes, "Again."
Katsuya rolled his eyes hard. "Whaddas it matter? I'm already failing."
"If you would apply yourself—"
Katsuya jumped to his feet and glared up at him. Damn, he could still remember when Seto was a tiny shrimp shorter than him. Katsuya definitely got the short-end of the puberty straw (not that he was considered short...). "Shaddup, it's none of your business."
Seto's eyes darkened, as they always did when he started to lose his cool. "It matters because your selfishness is causing your mother to worry. She already has enough on—"
Katsuya grabbed his perfectly starched lapel and drew him in. "Leave my family outta it, Higata. It's. None. Of. Your. Business," he punctuated each word with a feral growl.
They stared at each other for a few long moments; neither willing to back down. This was not the first time that they'd argued like this. Time and time again, Seto stuck his nose into places where he wasn't welcome. Their mothers used to say that watching them butt heads was like a match between two stone-faced boulders.
That much hadn't changed in all their years of acquaintance. 
Katsuya pushed past, wrinkling his nose in disgust. "Keep the smoke," he sneered. "You can stash it next to that stick that's always shoved up your ass."
Tag yourself if you’re interested!
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Interpreting Media Messages S19072906
YouTube:
YouTubes appeal is freedom of speech, the global platform has utilised this growing phenomenon where everyone wants a say. There are many strong opinioned people in our society globally and YouTube relies on this. It also takes control of the media in a way where everyone has a say on certain global issues, such as, politics, immigration, veganism, feminism, refugees, racism. In my opinion, people are rarely single minded, unless of course the narcissists but they also dig from other opinions to form their own. We are conditioned to follow crowds, however there are a few people who think differently and have opposing opinions, these are the people that speak out and make positive changes to humanities current global and national issues.
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 Some issues in our society go unspoken of or still linger around but isn’t publicly discussed, this platform allows for people to raise opinions about topics that have been swept under the carpet, or they could be new dilemmas. YouTube in my opinion simply makes way for this. For example, YouTuber David So, has a comedy channel and comedically discuses and expresses his opinion on certain world issues, primarily racism, dating, cultural stigmas etc. It’s very insightful and makes you laugh. Never have I ever seen a TV show like it. This is where YouTube takes over, people from the public can also project there opinion. David So and many other YouTubers alike could be considered not news reporters or ‘experts’ but news commentators on their view of global matters.
 Dan Price and author for MakeUsOf, mentions in his article, “It’s safe to assume that the majority of those 7 billion videos are not worth watching. And it turns out that we give short shrift to videos that don’t immediately grab our attention. More than 20 percent of videos are switched off within the first 10 seconds of playback”. This kind of content plus any content for the matter needs to be done in an entertaining manner. The most common form is quick and snappy editing. Preferably in the first 10 seconds.
 References:
https://www.makeuseof.com/tag/21-amazingly-interesting-youtube-facts-2016/  Makeusof, Dan Price, October 8 2019.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6svpuIFcas YouTube.com, DavidSo, Man Loses Limbs To Spider Bite!, uploaded Oct 2, 2019.
 Vines
We’ve all been on the good old vine binge. Every 15 second or less video releasing dopamine into our brains, causing us to feel happy and laugh at the ridiculous videos of these millennial's doing dorky, weird and cringe worthy things. Very much like memes, vines are video versions of them. Its so addictive to sit there and watch a fifteen min long video of ‘THE 50 BEST VINES EVER!’ and many of the liking. As you do nothing while you sit and watch video after video that makes you laugh and entertains you right from the comfort of your bedroom, without having to lift a finger. Very much like Netflix which I will be touching on shortly releasing a dopamine into our brains AKA, the pleasure chemical over and over making it much too difficult to turn it off and go to sleep like you should be. Are around high school and university you hear the sayings go around from various vines that make us all laugh in remembrance of the videos. Sayings like;
 “he needs some milk”
or
“an adult virgin!”.
But why are they funny? “The key to all good comedy is timing. Vine’s strict formal constraints inevitably mean that it must become the Viner’s first priority. As a result, the punches must come more quickly, the cadence of a joke more finely calculated, any surprises more deftly hidden”. (Anna Leszkiewcz, NewStatesMan, 28 Oct 2016) With vines we can all relate to the fact that when we start watching one we are usually wondering, “when is the funny plot twist”, or “when is the surprise”. Well that is the nature and psychology behind them. The mystery and then the odd, strange, awkward least expected point or outcome is revealed, leaving the audience shocked into laughing. Evoking emotion is a strong part of Vines, and people are addicted to feelings, and that is why they are heavily addictive, there are even videos of vine compilations called, “Vines that cured my depression”.
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 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ5uX_mYfKY
https://www.newstatesman.com/science-tech/internet/2016/10/why-are-vines-so-funny
Instagram:
A picture and video sharing platform, which can be for anything such as; photography, art, sports, cars, fashion, makeup, fitness and quotes. People tend to mainly follow what they are interested in so it shows up in their feed. Instagram works off your lazy attitude that scrolls and scrolls and looks at pictures that make you satisfied and either depressed. Instagram can be a good motivator for inspiration especially anything on there that focuses on skill or persistence to acquire a certain level, however it can be detrimental on the health side of things. We have been conditioned to look at Instagram like it’s another world, another place where everything is where we want it, how we want it. It’s a dream world, full of fake unrealistic expectations. Due to Photoshop and many various editing software like FaceTune, expectations are set extremely high especially in the world of body image and fitness. “Look at the media, and the same perfectly honed (and electronically retouched) body shapes appear, over and over again. Women are expected to defy logic by attaining the “curves in the right places and not much everywhere else look”.  (Ricky Derisz, 1 OCT 2019, Mind That Ego)
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On the other hand Instagram can be a motivator, in my opinion if the app is abused and used too frequently you will become depressed, however used in moderation you will find boosted motivation to achieve more. For example if your into going to the gym a lot, and you look at workout quotes and videos and pictures of other fitness freaks, you can feed off their motivation.  The app is also useful to keep up with latest news with celebs, fashions, music, sports and your favourite influencers. Follow what you want and look at what you want, we never had that with television, we have a choice at what we want to look at, and that is the power of Instagram, and keep scrolling and there’s more, heck the app even recommends other things you might want to follow.  
 https://www.mindthatego.com/author/mindth11_wp/ Mind That Ego, 1 Oct 2019, Ricky Derisz
https://www.instagram.com/p/B3RKeHZB_WJ/
 Twitter:
A platform that only shares text, well…… seems boring right? Actually no. Its caught onto millions of people interacting with each other with diverse discussions deriving from anything. Politicians including Donald Trump is famous for his activity on twitter. They use it to control votes and influence their society to stay in or get voted into parliament. Many times, over twitter you will see two famous people passive aggressively bantering on this platform and the news has even been sharing these conversations, as they are public.
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Twitter is also used for comedic purposes, people tend to write humorous pieces of text on the platform and it gets shared by millions of people tagging their friends and saving it on there phone. Twitter is limited to 50 words which keeps it short and snappy. People have short attention spans and so the short snappy posts are most favoured my viewers. Scrollers can just scroll down and quickly get updates on the latest news and events as well as seeing who is saying what. The difference with twitter to Instagram is it’s about seeing who is saying who instead of who is doing what. My guess that people afraid of having FOMO will be most present on twitter as you can’t get FOMO from watching convos, but you can from watching people’s lives on Instagram. Pictures and video are also posted on there, but they don’t perform as well as the short pieces of text. People love to gossip, and twitter provides this service, in the most efficient way possible.
https://www.mindthatego.com/instagram-influence-body-image-part-1/
https://www.instagram.com/p/B3RKeHZB_WJ/
Memes:
An often commentative humorous statement that is either very relatable or is the use of satire in the form of humor. Usually by the form of a picture with text top and bottom. They are always intended humorous however some leave people triggered. Which brings up online debates and discussions. Many memes have expected inside knowledge on the topic for eg. The meme bellow explains a notion that the Mazda Miata makes you believe that there is a parking spot since 1987, that is obvious, but for most people what’s not obvious is how does it? Well it’s a shorter car and Is very small, and among the car community this is a known dilemma.
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There are other memes from TV shows or certain movies, where if you didn’t know the movie you wouldn’t understand the humor behind the meme. Memes have to be relatable otherwise they lose their effect on the viewer. Good memes that are relatable to many people go viral and gather millions of shares and views etc. Much like a vine it has a punch line, somewhat corny however it still hits you with humor when you just get the joke. “The German zoologist and evolutionary biologist Richard Wolfgang Semon, for one, wrote about mneme, from the muse of memory Greek goddess Mneme, in the early 1900’s. There’s an argument that memes evolve via natural selection, just as in biological evolution, with less successful memes dying out, or becoming extinct”. (Kevin Bennette, PH.D)The concept of a meme has been around a log time, the science behind natural selection with Darwinian philosophy. The memes as explained above that are not relatable dye out and eventually become extinct in the vast space of the internet and the successful ones that have a good punch line stick around and are shared and liked and saved by millions of people online, just because of one emotion, humor.
References
 https://www.psychologytoday.com/au/basics/memes Kevin Bennett, Ph.D,
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langwrites · 6 years
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Tag Game: 10 Questions:
Rules: Answer the questions, then create 10 more, and tag people.
Tagged by: @owlsofstarlight
1. Would you date any of your ocs?
Hmmm.
You know, given that I’m the cause of all their misery, ultimately, that would be a terrible idea.
If I had to choose (and not die), hrm. Well, Naviyd. Probably.
2. What kind of poster(s) would your oc have on their wall?
Naviyd has his father’s rather inaccurate, theistic world maps on his wall. They’re stitched somewhat haphazardly among more accurate records, diagrams, and a wonky drawing of what might someday be a pulley system.
And one nice sketch of a family of four, made by Khalil when he was six years old. It’s more aspirational than accurate, but Naviyd kept it there throughout his son’s entire absent adolescence.
3. If your oc found a time machine, would they use it? for what?
He’d probably tell himself to fight Zahara for custody of both twins.
4. Do any of your ocs have a catchphrase? If so, what?
Naviyd doesn’t see much point. Dude used to basically kill Kaltekan generals as a sacred mission, and he sure wasn’t going to make a career of that by sticking around and monologuing.
5. Tell me about one of your ocs hobbies.
Naviyd studies maps and architecture—which is why Gabilan is a lot more cavernous, winding, and mazelike than its squad design would imply—and spends his free time hunting from horseback with a bow. He does it mainly to keep his skills sharp.
If he wants to have fun, he finds someone and strikes up a friendship if he hasn’t already.
6. What inspired one of your favorite ocs?
I couldn’t choose. So, you get four.
Naviyd was inspired by...hm. Basically, I read a section of a Dungeons and Dragons Monster Manual (probably 3.5) and spotted the entry on copper dragons. My next thought was, “I’ve gotta have one of those.” Several more thoughts, several years, and one quick jaunt through CYB later, and Rikuto back-retconned his way into Naviyd’s personality, resulting in what he is today.
Oceanus was half-inspired by a wacky combination of Edward Elric and this dude named chaos (all lowercase) from Xenosaga. His affinity for storms is derived from a combination of my attempts to make a sorcerer character (D&D again), and the powers of Darker than BLACK’s Agent November 11 and BK-201/Black Reaper/Hei. He, too, has been through a lot of revisions to soften and sharpen different parts of his personality, until we get the procupine we have today.
Alena, for her part, is pretty directly derived from the powerset displayed by Tsunade back when I was first watching Naruto in like…middle school? She got a fancy coat from some bolt of inspiration I can’t recall now, and her personality ended up just being like… What I admired about people who could keep their kindness and strength in tough times. I think I read a few pretty dark stories the year I really worked nailing her personality down.
And finally, Lumina. Hoo boy. Originally, she was just a derivation—the spare, the younger twin, the goof to Alena’s mother’s stern nature. And over the years, Lumina went from the mere mirror to a stone-cold badass the more I read about some real shitty common tropes—the idea that a woman’s strength was always derived from a man, or that a queen couldn’t rule on her own, and so on. I thought, “Fuck that and the horse it rode in on,” resulting in this terrifying paladin who was just always good, regardless of what others thought.   
7. What kind of clothes does your oc like to wear?
Naviyd will wear anything that is a) warm and b) looks good on him. In that order. If he has a choice between almost dying of frostbite or impressing a foreign dignitary, he’s gonna pile on those furs and demand Lumina heat the castle somehow, dammit.
He tends to get a lot of his work done while wearing just a plain shirt and pants, slippers, and the biggest blanket he can find.
8. Does your oc believe in love at first sight?
Naviyd used to. It did not pan out at all.
Oceanus doesn’t, at least as far as it pertains to him.
Alena does.
Lumina does not, and never has.
9. If you took your ocs for one story and put them in an au, what au would you choose?
I kinda already did that, by allowing all of these Terramir kids to wander over to CYB. Granted, some of them didn’t have the longest lifespan, but I’m generally content with the way that worked out.
10. What is something your oc is afraid of?
Naviyd is afraid of bears. Does that count?
Siri’s questions:
1.What was the trickiest bits of worldbuilding you have ever done?
Tryin’ to figure out what the fuck was going on with Alanrian politics. They’re a mess of squabbling states, and I still can’t remember why.
And most of the rest of the continents are just kinda...there. Like, the Mishik come from a different continent entirely, as do the Xinfanese, but those aren’t visited during the course of the plot because the thing focuses on stopping an impending apocalypse that the Kaltekan Civil War allowed to happen.
It’s their responsibility.
2.Do you have any maps(you don’t need to post the map)? What was your favorite part of developing your geography?
Cooking the macaroni afterward.
3.Does your story have magic? What are its limitations, if yes?
They do have magic, but the upper limit varies from person to person…and being to being. It’s usually a question of what’ll kill you first. That’ll be your limit. Creatures born in the Dreamscape have an instinctive grasp of magic, though they may not be the strongest, and can generally only cross over to the real world when either stumbling through a random hole or finding a human counterpart to latch onto.
Dragons are… another story. They’re basically mid-tier gods, and they can’t walk the mortal world without a vessel.  
4.Does your main antagonist believe in god?
Well, dragons all do. They have a memory of their ancestors literally meeting the gods, wayyy back in their mythology.
5.Do you have secondary villains?
At least three, yeah.
6.How many words are your drafts?
I have no fuckin’ idea.
7.What is your favorite method of outlining?
Not to do so?
8.Which one of your ocs is queer?(if multiple, mention them all!)
Uh. The ones that I remember off-hand:
Oceanus (demihet bi)
Alena (demipan)
Khalil (aro pan)
Tirane (bi)
Riyaz (aroace)
Mitra (agender aroace)
Lumina (demibiro het)
Naviyd (aro demibi)
9. If you took your ocs for one story and put them in an au, what au would you choose? (Stealing from above cause this was a fun question)
CYB, natch.
10.Which of all the names in all your books, including characters, places, animals etc., is your favorite?
The names?
Hm.
I think my favorite stroke of brilliance was Lumina’s name in the first place. Sure, it means “light” in at least one language, but the fun part is that it’s also an unit of measurement for levels of light. Once I realized I could make a theme, I started spreading it around. Her sister became Luxana, while her older niece is Alena, both of which mean “light” as well. Her family last name, adopted upon being raised to nobility, is also an old reference to how people used to measure light: Lambert. Her sister’s last name now means “fire,” which is, again, a source of light.
And so on and so forth. There’s a theme.
I ain’t gonna tag anyone since it’s late and my brain’s fried. Night, all.
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ajbwasntwriting · 3 years
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Daughter!Reader x Negan, Reader x Daryl: Chapter 4. Bow Boy
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After way too many chapters the reader will now meet our favorite archer. 
I’ll only post more chapters if previous chapters get a good reaction so if you enjoy this please heart it, reblog it, and/or reply to it. Interaction inspires.
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In the weeks that followed you had become adept at moving through the dead. You had set up a little place closer in the city for yourself, complete with a crappy veggie garden on the roof of an apartment complex for yourself. Only Tomatoes, Onions, and Lettuce seemed to grow up there but it was better than nothing. You had built up a steady collection of books, turning one of the abandoned apartments into a library. You treated the zombie books as if they were comedy. ‘If only they knew’ you’d think looking at your wardrobe which consisted of some comfortable pieces to lounge around your hideout in and a bucket of cloths stewing in guts for when you went out. It proved beneficial to leave the home smelling freshly dead.
You were trying to build up a collection of canned food, meant to get you through the winter, but it wasn’t enough and with your last crop failing you knew it was back to foraging for at least the next three months. You had an old calendar broken up and spread across your floor. If you could fit seven cans on each page then you’d be fine...but seven cans was all you had, not including the dog food. The only good thing is that food was the only thing you had a hard time coming up with.
You were wandering through the streets again in your walker gear, your bag empty, aside from some old seed mix you took from the pet store. The snow had begun to fall making being discrete more difficult as the dead would often get stuck or fall over, which wasn’t an option for you. ‘Maybe when it gets heavy I can wear my normal clothes.’ you thought.
It was no use, the sun was setting, and traveling deeper into town would prove a fruitless effort if you got caught by the dead. You backtracked to a bank. The doors were broken and bloodied and ripped sleeping bags lined the ground, but what you came here for was the boards on the windows. You ripped some filling from a sleeping bag, shoving it into your ruck-sack, and moved to the windows.
You got the first board down but the click of a gun stopped your movements. “Turn around. Slowly” a man with a southern accent spoke. You did as he said, turning around with your hands raised. To say you were surprised would be an understatement. Before you stood Rick Grimes, along with a man with a crossbow and a woman with dark hair pulled into a tight pony, pointing a familiar rifle at you.
“Hey...Rick was it?” you nodded to the woman “Glad to see you got some use out of that rifle.” It took a moment for it to dawn on Rick who you were, at which he couldn’t contain his chuckle at your overly friendly attitude.
“I didn’t recognise you with all that filth on your face, then again I never got your name.”
“I have reasons to prefer it that way,” you smiled at him.
“Look, can you leave those blanks? We need to camp here for the night.” He asked, not putting his gun down, but you didn’t judge.
“I need the wood,”
“Let’s just kill her” the man spoke up, stepping closer then visually wincing. You looked him over quickly and noticed his leg was bleeding badly.
“Your hurt,” you spoke, locking eyes with the man. After a glance over the rest of them, it seemed they had been through a war. Maybe that’s why they decided to stay “I can help with that if you let me. I have a safe house not too far from here.” you said, nodding to the man behind Rick. “In return you guys just gotta help me carry up some planks to make a fire.”
“No” the woman behind Rick spoke.
“Yes,” Rick interjected. He turned to his group, his back to you which seemed to make them trail their weapons on your head. You took a step back for their sake. “If she says she can patch Daryl up then she can.”
“Why do you trust her?” the woman asked, not taking her eyes or aim off of you for a second.
“It’s a long story,” he whispered “But we’re cold and exposed out here. So I say we take her up on the offer.”
“Can I go back to getting my wood now?” you interrupted them. “It’s getting late and it’s hard to navigate in the dark”
“Yeah,” Rick said, turning back to you. You turned and started pulling the planks off the windows, now with Rick’s help. The other two took a moment to join you too, pulling a couple planks off the wall. Between yourself and Rick you had a few days worth of wood, while the woman was busy helping the second man who was limping. You lead them down to an old red-brick building, leading them to the entrance to the basement.
“It’s ten flours up,” you said, unlocking the gate and motioning the group to go down. “You’ll sleep like babies after.” Once inside the planks were offloaded onto you to carry the second man up the floors. Once on your floor, you dropped the planks onto the ground, finding an oil-lamp in the moonlight and turning it on. The group looked even more exhausted now. You held out the lamp to Rick and nodded to the door to your left. “My bed’s in there. Get him laid out. I’ll be on the roof.” he took the lamp from you. You grabbed two planks and walked past them “Don’t take my food there’s not enough” you called as you passed them.
You opened up the roof, finding what was left of your garden, some plastic boxes collecting snow, and a fire pit you had jerry-rigged out of a sheet of metal, an old lamp, and a punch of wire hangers twirled to suspend a pot that had filled with snow. You grabbed the hatchet you had found from it’s space by the door and got the filling from your bag and started a fire using a lighter. As it burned you went back to the entrance way to the roof, where you kept the bucket of guts for your walker gear and a small cupboard with clean clothes in it and some pieces of cloth. By the time you had peeled off the layers, the snow had turned to water. You poured some out into a neighbouring pot full of snow, cooling it.
As you were washing the gunk off your skin and out of your hair you heard the door open. It was the woman. “I’m so sorry” she yelped, closing the door.
“What is it?” you yelled just before she closed it again.
“We were wondering what was taking you” she answered. “You didn’t mention you were bathing.” you wiped the blood from your arms, your skin reacting to the sudden heat and cold.
“There’s a pot on the stove in my kitchen. Can you bring it up?” you called. She replied positively before fully closing the door. By the time she came back you were fully clean and redressed in some red pants, a black shirt, a yellow hoodie, and a pair of slip-on shoes you’d designated as your house shoes. She held the pot from behind the door, you walked over and opened the door, finding her with her eyes closed. “I’m dressed,” you said, taking the pot. You got some snow from the bins and emptied the last of the water into the new pot. You picked it up.
“I’m Tara, by the way” she spoke up as you walked back towards her.
“I didn’t ask” you replied, walking past her “close the door” you were down one flight of stairs with her behind you when you stopped short, looking over your shoulder. “Sorry, it’s just...safer to not exchange names.” Tara nodded at you
“No, I get it.” she smiled at you meekly. The two of you continued down the stairs. “How do you know Rick?”
“I tried to kill him,” you said plainly, pushing your door open to see Rick and the other man, now sitting on the couch. “I thought I told you the bed.” You said, putting the pot of hot water on the coffee table. “Where’s the wound?”
“His calf,” Rick replied, watching you walk into the kitchen. You threw open one of the presses and to the shock of the other three, it was over flowing with medical supplies. You grabbed a familiar first-aid kid, a bottle of antibiotics, some bandage, and gauze.
“Great. Take off your pants.” You unintentionally slammed the doors closed “Or just roll up the leg of your jeans. Either way, I need a look at it.” The man bent over and rolled up the jean leg.
“Where did you find all that stuff?” Rick asked. You picked up the man’s leg and placed it on the coffee table, shoving the pant leg up.
“Around” you replied as you cleaned the matted blood from the wound. It was a rather deep cut and it didn’t look good. “You’re gonna need stitches, and I’m gonna have to open it up more.”
“The hell you mean open it up more!” The man shouted
“To make sure it’s clean, numb-nuts. How’d you get this?”
“We jumped out of an office window” Tara spoke up. “Daryl got caught on the fire escape.” Now that made you laugh. That fragile-looking man, that baby-faced girl, and this rough-looking redneck is the one that gets hurt.
“Old steal.” you signed dramatically “I gotta clean it properly.” you spoke, opening the first aid kit to show it full of medical tools. Mainly single-use tweezers and scissors. You took some scissors and cut up some gauze, “It’s gonna hurt. Need a towel to bite on?” you asked, using a pair of tweezers to pick up the gaze and soak it in the steaming water.
“Fuck you” Daryl cursed. You positioned your free hand over the wound, pushing it open slightly, causing him to wince.
“As you wish” you cut back before focusing on cleaning the wound. He took it like a champ and you had him bandaged in no time. You dumped the water out the window when you were done. You laughed to yourself as it hit a walker and he grumbled up at you. You didn’t pay attention to their conversation until they pulled you into it.
“How many walkers have you killed?” Rick called over to you. You closed the window and walked back into the sitting room of the apartment,
“Why?”
“Please just answer the question,” Rick spoke quietly. You leaned against a hall and took a deep breath
“I don’t know... a lot”
“How many people have you killed?” he asked. You thought on it a moment and remembered the lady you sent a walker on back at Sanctuary
“One”
“Why?”
“She tried to kill me first”
The three of them looked amongst themselves as if reading each other’s minds. “We have a place-”
“No” you stopped Rick, knowing what was coming next. “I am not going to your camp, and you're not staying here. Tomorrow morning you will leave, and I will stay,” you spoke firmly
“It’s not a camp,” Tara spoke up from where she was sitting on the couch next to Daryl. “It’s a community. We have walls.”
“I’m not going” you spoke slowly, making sure every word was heard. You pushed off the wall and walked past the living area towards your bedroom. “Next door is my library. There’s another bed and a couch. Just don’t take my shit.” you closed the door and locked it for good measure. ‘They’ll take my supplies’ you thought as you crawled into bed, pulling the blankets as closely around you as possible, ‘but they won’t take me’.
The following morning you woke to see your patient out cold on your couch, with his friends on the floor covered in the blankets from the library. It was still dark out, as expected in the winter season, but you still wanted them gone. You walked past him to your door, remembering you’d left your bag on the roof. Everything up there was still in its place too.
Back in your apartment, you prepared a wonderful breakfast; half a can of soup, and some seed mix in a bowl. It tasted like crap but you knew it would fill you for the next while. “Thought you said there was no food” Daryl piped up from the couch. You turned your back to him.
“Not enough for more people” you retorted, slurping down your cold soupy-seedy mix.
“How long have you been out here?” He asked.
“Some time” you said through gulps
“Where were you before this?”
“Someplace else” you snapped, scraping the last of the mix into your mouth. Silence fell for a moment.
“Why did you help us?” he asked. You looked down into the old metal sink as if it had the answers. You used to do the same with the neck of a vodka bottle at sanctuary. They never had the answers. ‘Old soldiers don’t forget their training?’ you thought
“I don’t know” is what you said.
The other two woke not long after. Rick looked at your cabinet than at you before approaching you. Before he could speak you opened it up and pulled out two changes of bandages. “For Daryl,” you said, “Now get out.”
Three days later you were coming back to your home from another run, finding some clothes and chocolate powder but no food. With the seeds, you could stretch your rations to another week but it was still tight. That was when you saw a small pile of cans in front of your door. Eight in total. Soups, peas, beans, apple sauce. Among the cans, you found a small note. ‘From Alexandria’ it read. You thought of the ramifications that might have to your security and how that they’ll probably pay a price for not having enough food for your father this week, then one of the tins read /FAVOURITE SOUP/ and your stomach won over, demanding you to start a fire this minute and warm that can of delicious right up!
You were grateful for the first time. Alarmed the second time. Tired of it by the third time. They would come every week with cans and tins of food. When you expected the next delivery ‘from Alexandra’ you stayed home, sitting on the floor watching the door. The sun had been up a while and you were certain they weren’t coming when you heard heavy steps, followed by the sound of tin knocking off each other. You opened the door quickly, startling the delivery man in the process.
“Howdy, Bow Boy” you spoke to Daryl who had the bow pointed at your face. “What’re you doing?” Daryl slid his crossbow back into place.
“ugh...Feeding ya?” he said, a little embarrassed about getting caught. “I figured you’d be out, scavenging.”
“I usually am but some homeless-looking guy keeps bringing me food” you smiled sarcastically.
“Well he sounds like a gentleman,” he said, picking up the cans and offering one to you.
“Why are you doing this?” you asked, closing your eyes in annoyance.
“You need it,” he spoke plainly. You pushed your door open and motioned for him to follow.
“Put the cans on the coffee table” you said, going to your medical supplies and pulling some things out and placing them on the counter. “I am not taking any more charity. We are going to trade.” He looked over what you were pulling out.
“Are you sure?” he asked. You nodded sternly.
“You ain’t leaving me short, so I ain’t gonna leave you short. That’s the terms.” you held out your hand to him. “Deal?”
You parted with a lot of medical supplies, some soaps, two blankets, and a box of cutlery. You would have given him more but he couldn’t fit any more in his bag. You’d just have to find him better stuff next time.
Riding into the Sanctuary on his bike, Daryl was greeted by some saviours. He emptied his bag, claiming to have found the pieces. Everyone was overjoyed at the supplies and the fresh blankets went to Rodney and his new-born. Heading back to his quarters he was approached by Lauren. “Daryl! Daryl, it happened again. Some asshole robbed some of our cans”
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A Masterpost of my Voltron: Legendary Defender Klance fanfics
All of them are available on Archive of Our Own under the username elfenphoenix, same as here, but since not everyone has a regular account, but might want to read them, I’ve decided to make this masterpost! I’m including both complete and incomplete, but I’ll list the completed works first.
Series
Predestination series:
Canon-compliant up until the end of season 2 (not canon-compliant as of season 3), a previous-life AU taking place before and during the Altea-Galra war. The story rotates between the modern day Paladins, mostly from Lance’s point of view, learning about the events of the past, and the relationship of the former Red and Blue Paladins, Marmora and Althos. It explores the origins of the Blade of Marmora, an alternate explanation of the Lions of Voltron, as well as how the Lions think, behave, and bond with their Paladins. 
Major character death. Fluff/angst/comedy/tragedy
Includes Predestination, the main fic, and two one-shots in the same universe: It’s Destiny, After All and A Reflection of the Past. 
~70,000 words
My Home is With You series:
A Klance childhood friends AU comprised of many Klanceweek 2017 prompts that came together to form a series of short stories. It so turns out that Keith and Lance actually met when they were very little, and have been thinking about each other ever since... they just didn’t know it! 
Includes Remember Me, (Little) Partners in Crime, Our Home, and Secrets
Mainly fluff
~6,500 words
Delivery Boy series:
A pair of Klance "Delivery Boy" AUs, each story having a different one of the pair as the delivery boy. In one, Keith delivers packages to the same house from the same address, almost every day, and ends up falling in love with their recipient. In the other, Lance delivers packages out to a weird shack in the middle of the desert, expecting a crazy old guy, but is pleasantly surprised to see that it's a cute boy instead, and decides that he's going to win over Keith, no matter what, even if aliens get involved.
Includes  Deliver My Heart (in which Keith is the delivery boy), and Special Delivery (in which Lance is the Delivery Boy)
The stories exist in separate universes, but follow the same theme.
Mainly fluff, some angst
~35,000 words
Independent Fics
Wishless
Lance accidentally summons powerful but beautiful demon prince, Keith, who would do anything to escape a marriage he doesn’t want. As a result, Keith is forced to promise to grant exactly one wish from Lance... but Lance doesn’t really have anything in mind, especially when he finds out that apparently there’s a hefty price to pay. But Keith is bound to him until he makes his wish, which gets complicated when angels, demons, love and war all come into play.
Inspired by Yamamoto Kotetsuko’s Konya mo Nemuranai
Teen and up Audiences (Some mature topics/scenes, but nothing reaching smut)
Angst/fluff
75,129 words, 16 chapters
Inhibition:
Keith accidentally gets a bit drunk after a mission gone bad and starts spouting how he really feels about everything, including Lance, which the rest of the crew finds so intriguing they immediately decide to take measures into their own hands.
Takes place between seasons 2 & 3
Fluff/Angst
6,517 words, 2 chapters
C-RAVE-ing You:
Now, Keith definitely never imagined himself at a rave in the middle of a bunch of people in costume, or dancing with people he’d never met. Or Lance. Or, you know, making out with Lance in the middle of a giant group of people. But that’s what happened. 
Klanceweek 2017 Day 7 prompt (free day), also inspired by a group of cosplayers I saw walk by me at a rave during Anime Central.
Fluff, but strong physical intimacy (not exactly smut, but idk how else to describe it)
2,148 words
Falling into the Leaves
Inspired by this fanart, it’s a Klance high school AU meant for fall, when the ever-bickering Lance and Keith are sent outside to rake some leaves and not cause trouble, which results in a surprising amount of fun and bonding.
Fluff fluff
1,989 words
Pidge the Problem-Solver
You’d think that being the only Asexual/Aromantic person on a team would make Pidge obviously the LAST person to go to for romantic advice, but apparently the rest of Team Voltron doesn’t quite get it, because Pidge keeps getting stuck in the middle of everyone ELSE’S problems, and is getting a little bit tired of it. Maybe if she can get them all to just tell each other how they feel and get it over with, they’ll leave her alone…
A multi-ship fic
fluff/comedy/angst
was originally supposed to be stupid and funny but turned angsty after Season 4 came out
22,137 words
Why We Stay
Ghost! Lance AU, where Lance is discovered haunting Keith’s new apartment. Keith isn’t particularly scared of ghosts, but being forced to live with one gives him some perspective on the difference between existing and living, and how important it is to love while you can-- before it’s too late.
Side Shiro/Adam (Adashi/Shadam lives in this one!!!!)
Major Character Death, angst, some fluff
additional tags: suicidal thoughts, frequent mention of death.
77,143 words (my longest fic so far!)
Incomplete
What We Never Said:
With the war against the Galra Empire finally over, the Paladins of Voltron returned to Earth, attempting to go back to the lives they left behind. It’s been a few years since then, and not everyone has adjusted well. Keith and Lance haven’t talked to each other in years, but an invitation to a garrison class reunion has a lot of old memories coming back, and feelings that they’ve both kept buried all of this time. They weren’t able to tell the truth back then, but this might be their chance to let it out. After this much time, what do they have to lose? 
I’m unsure if I’ll ever get the inspiration to return to this one
Angst
2,596 words
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