#its working 🥲

[nvoc]

#skyrim #skyrim screenshots #tesv #.skyrim #.c #.sc #idk why the lighting in the bannered mare is so washed & cooked #(the 3rd pic is bannered mare) in-game in the main hall it's so washed & foggy/misty #n in other building's interiors theyre very Sharp & normal #prolly something is overriding the lux patch #i'll troubleshoot later im alrdy drained asf from my ongoing tree patching madness 💀 #(it's been... 6 months?? i think?? on-and-off) #speaking of tree patches someone released on nexus a patch for ulvenwald and nature of the wild lands to work with each other #it's by ShadowPandah #its veryy good but ima stick with my own patches bc I spent too much time making those patches & it's alr personalized to my own load order #plusss i did so many stupid minuscule personalised tweaks in certain areas & it's how i envisioned things to look🥲 #not me using both the -ized and -ised spelling of personalized #also i kinda wanna buy a new disk drive bc My God. 1tb for modded skyrim isnt enough fam. (with what im doing at least) #plus i wanna beta test an upcoming skyrim modpack (if my internet even allows me to with the doo doo ass download speed i have 💀💀💀💀) #gnna put my 3060 to the test despite the probable minimum specs is most likely gonna require something like a 4070 .... #but that's with reshade & hardcore shaders like raytracing but we'll see ! #im yapping #we love yapping #im going to bed now gn fam

[lunarharp]

into the deep end - 30k T orufrey fic, focusing on memory trauma, disability, and romance.

the sweet oblivion of the victim, the poisoned freedom of the other.

for one moment - it had felt like two parts returned - the needed reunion of two disparate halves. no more secrets, no more pain.

the moment you get to give back what you never wanted to take. that moment, under the night-blooming flowers, when they had both let out the same single broken sigh of relief.

but they were never whole to begin with, were they?

qifrey swore he wouldn't say 'sorry' to this man any more if he could help it - sorry is cheap now. he didn't want to be in a position ever again where you only have 'sorry' left. so he just looks down into the threads of his blanket, strains his eye until it hurts, feeling his insides - his throat, heart and head - burn with pain. he expects more, but olly says nothing.

olly says nothing.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry i wanted to make a new post for my fic since the first illustration is new. #*stands in the middle of a desolate field in the pouring rain* Please Read My Tale...Blease..Oh god please..*collapses to the ground* #someone asked if there's spoilers in it. Um...yes. Sorry...it's about everything #maybe i should describe it more? it's about qifrey becoming more and more disabled - as i feel is his canon trajectory #and both of them processing the choices that have been made. it was necessary for me to explore this in order to fully understand orufrey #and for them to have the cathartic conclusion-that's why this is important to me for my witch hat fanwork making life. this connects it all #and having dived into qifrey's mind and lived through oru's feelings i was able to get to a place that is possible for them. #the hit/kudos ratio is so pathetic idek what happened. ppl opening it realising its long and saving it for later or just bailing lmfao #idek any more i hate advertising my writing i hate trying to get more ppl to read my long fics it's so hard 🥲 #i'm so much prouder of this than my art...i was able to sink deeply into the orufrey feelings i had always wanted to fully explore #so. it's there lol.........i reread the date/kiss segment today after trying to forget about it thinking maybe the fic is just BAD lol #and like.....nope! i like it very much and this is what i was trying to get across. and it's always there to be read by anyone who wants to #and i will always remember the bliss i felt while writing when i was just lost in their world and living as them. dear GOD i love them. #i'm grateful to myself that i put in the work and love to make this so that i can always come back to it. i wanna illustrate scenes properly #but i'm never satisfied with drawing things i've written because i just can't capture the vivid experience in my mind. maybe one day.

[mauvearts]

them

#maedhros #fingon #russingon #silmarillion #silmart #this happend during insomnia #so there is no meaning behind it - sadly #i tried to give it a bigger concept but that didnt work out #its just them looking sad #haha 🥲 #next time then

[hcnnibal]

complete honesty here i forgot that i followed u for hannibal art. youre forever a1/a2 artist to me now <3 the lovely feeling of seeing your style develop and change and evolve just to land Perfectly where it needs to be to depict your boys

hannibal has been such an inspiration to me over the years and my love for the show and the characters has honestly helped me grow so much as an artist but im really happy to be branching out a little and starting something new for myself 😭💦

#a1/a2 #asks #i was starting to get kinda burnt out a couple yrs ago and working on oc stuff really helped me stay passionate about creating #its cool that i can finally share them w u guys now 🥲❤️ #the love those little blond freaks are getting is unexpected but greatly appreciated

[geomimetry]

they kinda cute 🥺

#they <3 #oh to be alien lovers on an aquatic planet #i remembered to turn on video recording on procreate when i had the sketch done #its kinda fun to see #all those hours of work condensed to half a minute 🥲 #subnautica #subnautica below zero #al-an #robin ayou #alyou #my art

[stuckinapril]

girls will buy 9272726 lip glosses each time they go shopping. as a treat

#my laneige lip balm is a keeper rn. but i want the summer fridays one sooo bad #and i am also peeping the dior lip oil bc my friend said it worked its magic #even tho i had a bad experience w their lip gloss 🥲 #anyway! #i need to be stopped #p

[slightly-warmer-hibiscus-tea]

Hi. I'm trying to moralize why I'm not drawing rn.

...

Have you ever just un-learned anatomy?

Art has forsaken me, it's time I join my rightful place in the fields with the rest of the llamas, for without art we are nothing 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨🪦.... Anyways all the tears out the way, popping in to apologize for the wait... I didn't plan to be gone this long.... I took a small trip and came back to piles of homework (half is not even mine and no... Apparently I'm not smartter then a 5th grader) and a hairline crack in my stylist... So that's fun.... During my trip I did attempt to get some requests done.... I wanna release them all in one sitting though....

Trust me there are attempts being made….

…just not good ones…

Another sad note about No Art Jan™ is I have other projects I want to get a heads start with this year but just physically can't which sets me behind

Stinky poo poo!( ಥ ʖ̯ ಥ)

#why is January always the burn out month??? #art is not artting and im slowly losing sanity... #theres so much i wanna do yet not time + hand not working right smh... #dont mind me... its 3am and i gotta prove to god why its okay for me to open Tumblr to consume content without offering any in return lmao #i feel apologetic for some reason 🥲 #im eppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!

[honeyimissjoo]

#happy bday 🐶 #minhyuk #monstaxedits #mx7net #hope he is doing well #thank you for all your hard work min #i miss him T_T #its still the 3rd here!!!! 🥲😭 late cause im still sick and weak #wanted to do 3 gifs but im so weak =_= #e.g #e.w #mx #monsta x

[rexscanonwife]

Ougghh...I wanted to draw today but I'm too exhausted 😭😭 Yall should suggest....ppg stuff to draw tomorrow....👉👈

#jane journals #self insert talk #turns out. waking up at 5am and then working a big rush for 4 hours straight w no breakfadt #then taking a hour and a half bus ride home takes a toll on u 😂😂 #im not salty (not too much anyway) but woof am i beat! and i gotta do it again tomorrow #i can wake up at 6am instead of 5 tho yaaaay 🥲 #but maybe ill be able to at least take a nap after work!! #then i get two days off 😊😊😊 #that's plenty of time to draw and stuff and HOUGH WHAT A TIME ITS BEEN LATELY HUH #lotta....new crushes

[paul-ster]

Y’all ever start writing a fic and proofread it to realize it’s fanfiction of fanfics you’ve read before 🥲🥲🥲

Am I original or unoriginal? It is plagiarism if I thought of the fic for a second while making my fic? 😭 I don’t even know anymore mayneee.

#NAH BECAUSE I CANT WRITE ANYTHING ANYMORE #ITS ALL THE SAME #😭😭😭 #every Ponyboy whump got me thinking that I’m rewriting the same thing #I HAVE IDEAS YALL #THEY JUST SEEM LIKE FICS IVE ALREADY READ #🥲 #(help?) #I feel like I’m just writing fanfiction of DramaQueen_7’s works 😭 #it’s either that or some reference to random fics #the outsiders #ao3 writer #fanfic #se hinton #write #:3 #writer

[leafeonb]

my laptop she is making extremely scary sounds .

#lulu.txt #WHY ARE THE FANS SO FUCKING LOUD I JUST HAVE MY CANVAS OPEN 😥😥😥 #i checked on the system stuff and there wasnt even anything making it work too much like the ram was fine and #yeah. scared me so bad i turnwd it off i think maybe theres dust in there and its thick but i opened it to clean early this year idk 🥲 #it was making a noise similar to a screwdriver WHAT THE HELL!!!!!! okay #i completely got the word wrong sorry i meant it sounded like a drill 😭

[skeletap]

I got my room cleared the best I could to have my windows replaced today but the guys who are doing it arent exactly. Erm. Delicate. So if everything is destroyed in my room Ill let you know

#i gotta be at work while its happening so im gonna be like 🥲💥

[notonlymice]

Emilie de Ravin as Sara in Love and Other Troubles (2012)

#emilie de ravin #love and other troubles (2012) #hulluna saraan #the most pixelated gifset you've ever seen #if it wasn't for Emilie I would've never watched a film in this terrible quality+half in Finnish #with subtitles that are a couple of minutes late🥲 #though it turned out to be enjoyable! #also its plot would totally work as a weird rumbelle au where both Gold and his father want to be with Belle x) 🙃 #not only mice but also gifs #my things

[forever-rogue]

sticking up for other people:

sticking up for myself:

#*ੈ✩˘͈ᵕ˘͈ personal shenanigans #its a struggle sometimes but im working on it 🥲 #its the anxiety among other things #but yeah 🫠 #n e wayz if youre reading this i hope youre doing well! 💕 #delete lates.

[rexscanonwife]

Rex is such a workaholic, he literally has a whole ass woman in his bunk and all he can think about are reports and paperwork smh 🙄🙄🙄

#artfarts #self insert #self insert x canon #f/o x s/i #self ship #self shipping community #self insert community #star wars self insert #star wars the clone wars #captain rex #💙 oh captain my captain 💙 #ajskdkflf its not easy being the captain sometimes 😔 #he gets saddled with all that boring stuff after EVERY mission #and tbh maybe brea has work to do too but shes ignoring it uwu #shes a bad influence fdgdfhhf #she just wants him to put that datapad DOWN and relax and snuggle with her 🥺💖💖 #anyway i just wanted to punch this out cause it was an idea i had today #and also to get back in the groove a bit #its been kinda rough🥲 #but im getting thru it!!

[kellyscowboy]

david jacobs is the type to say "i just don't understand why people are mean when we could all be kind :(" and then make fun of you for a solid 20 minutes for failing english

#i love them #him and crutchie would probably make a tiktok to the 'the two bitches are left' audio #david 'its literally the language you speak' jacobs #i think he'd still help you in class but lowkey side eye you whenever you mess up on a grammar work sheet #you'd use the wrong there and he's be like 'what the fuck' #he'd* 🥲 #anyways #let david be the snarky bitch he is 2023 #david jacobs #newsies #˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳ newsies // hcs ❥