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beeduoo · 13 days
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originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins
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Lowkey i ate with rhis actually no i didn't i ate wirh rhat ENDER EYE Why is it so rendered Hello
IGNORW RHEIR UGLY UGLY DESIGNS This was before they switched to their iconic Skins past e didn't know......
#loosely based off of this old thing it's under the Cut#origins smp#beeduo#beeduo fanart#idk what other tags to put i cant put C because this isn't C this is O..... but like do people even check those tags idk#actually no im scared i heard theres been like three failed origins revivals i dont want to interfere with their character ecosystem i was#only there for the first one😅#i rewatched some origins streams a little while ago oh my god theyre SO FUNNY#DUDE DOES ANUONE REMMEBER THAT ONE STREAM I COUDLNT FIND RHIS ONE STREAM#IR EAS LIKE THE ONE WHERE TUBBO WAS SINGING SUGAR BY MAROON FIVE thats all i remmeber ANF ALSO RNE can i call you senpaaiiii bit thay shit h#ad me CRYING in 2021 Please i swear this happened imnot crazy but also they might have been separate streams actuallu i dont rememebr its#been wayyyyyyy too long#BUT IT HAPPENED I PROMISE Sorry i've been gone for a while ive been very busy lots of Things going on went to Six flags then jad a surprise#bday party then i had to buy shoes for prom then Go to prom and also i do figure skating and am out like every day idknt have Time im sorry☹#had a crepe yesterday it was sooooo goood im like learning to drive too that shit is boring as hell my dad kept gettign 😑 bc i couldn't stop#yawning DRIVING IS SO BORING its not my fault😭😭😭😭#ok what else ohhhh. y god i locked in SO HARD for this physics essay u guys dont even knowim getting ONE HUNDRED on that trust i just really#wanted to share ok i love you bge#WAIT ACTUALLT SORRU IM LIKE REMMEBERJNG THE ORIGINS STREAMS K WAYCHED#RANBOO WAS SO FUCKING FUNNT IN THOSE STREAMS TOO LIKE I REMEMBER NIKI WANTED TO SEE THEIR BASE and tubbo was like ooh maybe we can put like#water down here for you niki we need a water system and ranwas like Do we though?I WAD WAYCHING THAT .LIKE DAMMMNNNNNN OM LIKE GIGGLING WRIT#ING THIS RIGHT NOW I CAN HEARTHE CLIP HE DID NOTTT WANT HER IJNTHEIR BASE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I NEED TO FIDN THAT STREAM WHERE IRS LIKE TOMMY AND JACK A D FHEHRE LOKE TALKING ABOUT DUOS AND THEN JACK SAYS THE MOST OUT OF POCKET SHIT I#VE EVER HEARD LKKE I LITERALLU HAD TK PAUSE. H PHONE AND BURST OUR LAUHJIMG MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOORRRRR DO U GUYS R EME ER WTF IM TLAKING AB#OUT IDK HOW TO FIND THESE STREAMS Oh my god u really Had to be there early 2021 that was liye the funniest era of mt life i wlild be#Tearing up from lauhjimg every day I MISS WAYCHING STREAMS LIVE CHAT WAS SO FUNNY I wishe it was archivedI WISH MORE STREAMERS KEPT CHAT ON#SCREEN i defiently understand why most didn't like Wyd when chats annouing ad hell but also Me 3 years later is interested in what the pub#lic had to say.... ok Now bye
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hpdgirlfriend · 2 years
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trying to distance myself from them tbh....... i still want to be friends and close and all but not everything that i do has to be for them.
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starry-bi-sky · 4 months
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ive been hesitating to ask this bc youve been on a roll with the clone^2au (which i am frothing over) but could i poke you for some childhood friend au? bc GOD i wanna see how danny reacts to reuniting w jason or how the rest of the batfam react to learning jason never told danny of his resurrection or wondering if dannys gonna put jokers dead body on a display/offering to jasons grave. i havent been normal about this since i first read it and was wondering. thank you for your writing.
RAAAAHHHH DON'T BE HESITANT I AM JUST AS FERAL OVER MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AU AS I AM WITH CLONE^2 I AM DELIGHTED BY THIS. Like.,,,, i literally love them,,, so much. I can't listen to The Crane Wives without thinking of them.
(which is my fault - the ao3 fic of them has literally only crane wives lyrics for each chapter title and summary (posted AND the ones not written) so of course im gonna associate with them.)
(if you wanna listen to some of their songs while thinking of cfau here are my recommendations: "Once & for All", "Here I Am", "Hollow Moon" is a Danny AND Jason song to me, this would be my go-to song for an animatic of CFAU if i had the skills for it. "Tongues and Teeth", "Curses" and "take me to war" is a heavy cfau danny song to me, and of course, "the moon will sing")
Like they're BEST friends dude, they're two sides of the same coin and when they were kids they would do this thing where their 'fingers crossed'/'double-crossed' was them hooking their index fingers in the fingers crossed gesture.
and i'm actually currently rewriting my original post into a more fic-like format, and when I'm done I'll post it on here under the cfau tag - with the original post still in tact. But its,,, gonna be so long dude,,,, the original behemoth was just over 9000 words,,, and I've written 3k words already of the new one and we haven't even reached Jason and Danny reuniting at the gala yet,,, i need to get back to that,,,
and then to answer your questions!! god im almost hesitant to answer because i dont wanna spoil the little fic i had planned for it but also like,, its not like im gonna spoil everything, right? and answering the questions isnt the same as writing the scene down so!!
i love danny and jason's reuniting, like i've thought about it SO much and I've thought about it happening after Danny kills the Joker. I know the reveal could have been before that, and it could have been equally just as dramatic but like??? Thematically, doing it after danny kills the joker is SO good. To me at least.
Because like?? Jason's been in somewhat denial about danny's plan to kill the joker for months. ever since danny told him that he wanted to at the gala. And from Jason's pov its not even technically a plan. He sees his best friend for the first time after five years and his best friend still isn't over his death. He hasn't stepped foot in Gotham since his funeral and now suddenly he's here.
And he's still so full of grief over his death that he tells a masked vigilante that he's going to kill the guy that did it, who lives in said masked vigilante's city. And danny's got that look in his eyes that Jason knows so well that means he's being serious. And yet he still doesn't know if he should believe him or not.
And then he does. Danny kills him. And Jason can't fucking believe it. And when he goes and sees Danny, Danny's hands are still covered in blood. And that reunion? God like a fucking firework show. Danny's so fucking angry, and pissed, and hurt, and so goddamn overjoyed that he's alive and here that he sends them both to the ground, and if he doesn't calm down he's gonna take out the power in a five block radius.
there's just so, so much yelling on Danny's end. And then so much crying, first from Danny and then them both. because god, you're alive. you're here. i've missed you so much. i'm never letting you out of my sights again.
and Joker's death! God I don't want to actually say too much about that, but the way I have it set up thematically makes me actually not want danny to take any part of the joker with him as an offering. and he may actually forego that particular ghost etiquette and offer something else as an offering to Jason in substitute to not bringing him the Joker's heart/head/ritualistic body part.
Because you know what the last thing a man whose been spending the last two decades of his life building himself up to be larger than life would want? A death that's unremarkable. :) and that's all i'll put on the matter for now.
and the batfam!! they technically already know that jason hasn't told danny he was resurrected, and plenty of them have mixed feelings on them. largely bruce and dick i think, considering they saw firsthand how close jason and danny were when they were kids.
Dick was honestly surprised at first when he found out that Jason hadn't told Danny he was alive - and on one hand he understands the reasoning for it, and on the other hand he isn't sure if it was such a good idea. Especially after he sees Danny again after he arrives back in Gotham and sees just how badly Jason's death was still affecting him. But it's not like he's going to try and convince Jason to tell him - he can make his own choices, even if Dick has questions about them.
Bruce has much the same thoughts as Dick, so there's not really much to add here other than he might bring it up once or twice to Jason like, vaguely. And then immediately drops it when Jason shuts him down. He might actually somewhat...?? prefer that Jason hasn't told Danny because that raises a lot of questions and could jeopardize their identities. However, again, Jason can make his own choices and there's not much Bruce can do about it other than disapprove from afar.
Tim who knew of Danny from stalking the Wayne family shares similars sentiments of being surprised that Jason didn't tell Danny, but again, yeah, understands the thought process to some extent. Doesn't bring it up ever.
Everyone else who hadn't seen firsthand how close Danny and Jason are don't really have much opinion on it -- Jason didn't tell his best friend he was alive, great, he also didn't tell them either so it's not like its that much of a surprise. It would've been more of a surprise to them if Jason had told Danny before he told Bruce and co. Damian may make a comment or two about Jason not telling Danny, but its not about how he can't believe he didn't tell him or anything like it.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#danny fenton is not the ghost king#cfau#childhood friends au#danny and jason are such best friends i love them so much#BUT YEAH ASK ME MORE QUESTIONS ABOUT CFAU I'LL SCREAM#AND THEN TRY AND ANSWER THEM TO MY BEST ABILITY#like i could go on RANTS almost SPECIFICALLY about rath (dan) and then about jason and danny#and their friendship like i've thought about this au with a combined soulmate au and immediately hated the idea because no!#no! i can't call them soulmates. i can't it doesnt fit. their bond goes DEEPER than that. its *better* than that#this wasn't written in the stars it was forged in the back alley streets of gotham with all the broken glass under their feet#and the smell of nicotine weaving itself into the fabrics of their shirts. their souls aren't intertwined because the universe said so#they're two balls of yarn tangled together because they batted it at each other and decided to play cats cradle. and then never bothered#to untangle the string from one another. you'll never know where one ends and the other begins#i actually have a cfau miscellaneous facts post in my drafts that i need to finish too and i might do that today because of this ask <33#the fastest way to starry's heart is through her ask box#asking me questions about my aus is the fastest way to make me make more content about them ajshld#see: clone^2 (i've been coasting off the fanart i got from them for the last two days) and now this#i need to stop more before i start waxing more poetic about jason and danny's bond with one another.#also also jason is equally as feral about danny as danny is about him (see: him plotting joker's demise since he was 14) its just not#showing as much since a lot of this is from danny's pov. like dw this isn't one-sided obsession its mutual.#see: jason seeing danny's scars and immediately wanting to find out who caused it and getting murderously angry about it#its not a starry post unless its long#idk maybe im just obsessed with the idea that relationships are chosen and forged with time and that the bonds we have arent because they#were predetermined but because we made them to be. Like how clone^2 said 'i choose to be brothers' and how danny and jason said#'i choose you. i will always choose you. you're my other half. the one who watches my back. i choose you.'
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sinnerlillith · 2 years
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My good (bad) boy
summary: a confused Eddie said nothing while a "client" of his flirted with him, so he needs to be taught a lesson.
includes: sub (slight brat) Eddie, slight brat tamer reader, hand cuffs, nipple stimulation, hair pulling, choking, underwear gag, biting, hickeys, unprotected sex
A/N: ive seen no fics where eddie has sensitive nipples, so i wrote this one to show how much my *very correct and factual* sensitive nipples head cannon suits him 
word count: 5.8k
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"She's supposed to be here by now." you grumble impatiently. You and your boyfriend have been waiting 30 minutes longer than the agreed time that his client was supposed to arrive, so now you're both sitting in his van in an empty parking lot at sundown.
Eddie turns his head to yours, which isn't even looking his way. You're looking straight ahead, arms crossed in disappointment. "Yeah I know, but she's been late before so I'm not surprised." He says to you, flatly. He takes another drag of his cigarette, blowing the smoke out of his open window that his arm is resting on. 
Eddie actually hates the idea of taking you to a drug deal. He always refuses to let you tag along, but this is a repeat client who is practically harmless so he doesn't mind selling her some weed while y'all are hanging out after his band practice.
You sigh. “Yeah, but this is stupid. We should leave if she doesn’t show up in the next-”
A small white car pulls up into your right side view before you can finish your sentence. It then parks with its blinding headlights directly in-front of eddies van, both fronts of the cars facing each other. 
“Finally.” Eddie says under his breath. You realize that must be the client. Your eyes adjust to the headlights and see 3 girls in the car. Two in the front and one in the back. I thought it was supposed to be one chick...? You say in your head, but before you can turn to ask Eddie, he’s stepping out of the van and grabbing his black metal lunch box, window still open. He wants this deal over as soon as possible so he can take you both to his trailer. He drops the cig on the floor and puts it out under his black boots, shutting the van door.
The girl in the back gets out to meet Eddie as he walks to the side on your left to meet her. Her pleated baby blue skirt bounces with each step of her white converse and white frilly socks to match. He dirty blonde hair is in a pony tail with an even bluer scrunchy. You notice the girls giggle in the car as they watch their friend excitedly step out and walk to him. 
“Hiiii Eddieee” she says with a high pitched voice. It seems like she’s drunk but she’s really not, she just gets flustered around Eddie. 
“Tina.” he greets her back with the complete opposite energy. He places his box on the hood of the girls car and pulls out Tinas usual amount of weed. 
“Ok so, for this half ounce that’ll be-”
“You look so good in that jacket, by the way...” Tinas eyes move from the bottom of his leather jacket covering his hellfire shirt to his shoulders underneath it, then back to his eyes. 
“Um, thanks? Anyways,” his full body is now turned to Tina as he holds the bag in his right hand, he gives it a little shake. “You should already know how much it costs anyway, so...” his eyes trail down to her hands, waiting for her to pull out cash. 
“Oh, right!” She says while turning to her car. She taps the window so her friends know to roll it down for her. She dives full torso into the open car window, only leaving her rear and legs to hang out, skirt beginning to ride up. Exactly what she hoped for. She purposefully searches for her cash longer than needed, hoping Eddie is staring at her bare legs but his eyes are looking away. His head turns to his left shoulder as his left hand comes up to rub his nose. 
You’re scoffing at this obvious failed display of flirting. I mean, this girl has to be way more direct to get through Eddies thick skull. She takes out the cash and counts it up, placing it in his now open left hand. Before he can take his hand away, she’s grabbing it. His eyes look into hers, confused. She’s smiling at him as she says “Before this is over, you should come hang out with us!” 
Her eyelashes flutter. Eddie chuckles awkwardly and says “Nah, actually. I’m good.” shaking his head slowly. “Oh come onnn,” Tina whines “We need more hot guys for our party, plus you can sell more!” that smile still on her face, Eddies hand was still being gripped. 
“She did not just...” you mumble to yourself, now staring daggers at her. You hold off on stepping out of his van and walking up to his side to hang onto his arm, whining “Baby, whats taking so long?” You want to see how he would handle the situation on his own.
Hot guys? Eddie says in his own head, taken aback by how and why his client thinks he’s hot. He pulls his left hand out of her hands and replaced her empty hands with her weed in one swift, yet awkward, motion. “Im... busy tonight.” he says with an awkward smile on his face. 
“Whattt? What on earth could Eddie Munson be busy doing? You got a girlfriend or something?” She teased, hoping he would say he’s single.
“Yeah yeah, alright Tina. I get it.” He pockets the money she handed to him.
You see his reaction and actually feel a little frustrated. Why didn’t he say he’s busy with his girlfriend instead? or, ‘Yeah, I have a girlfriend, stop flirting. It’s not gonna happen.’ ? Why is he so hesitant to mention me, I’m right here like 5 feet behind him?
“Thanks for buyin’ I guess, gotta go.” He says as he points behind him to his van with his lips in a flat line and eyes widened in disbelief. He then turns to grab his lunch box and shuffles to his door quickly. Tina drops her hands to her sides with a bratty frown and turns heel to enter the car her friends are in. They laugh at her as she enters, you notice her mouth a “shut up” to them. 
The door opens to his van as he places the lunchbox at your feet before climbing into his seat. “Well,” he says in a huff as he rolls up the window and starts the van. “That was... something.” He turns to you with a half grin, expecting you to agree, but you ignore him. You don’t look his way, you just yawn and cross your arms. His eye brow raises, but then he turns back to face the front as he reverses out to leave the parking lot. The whole ride you barely talked to him.
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You’re both finally parked at the trailer park and Eddie is still disturbed by your lack of words. 
“You tired?” he asks, hands on the wheel shutting the car off. His head turns to you.
“Something like that.” you say emotionless, straight faced, and without looking his way. He notices something is up, but you are already unfastening your seat belt to get out of the van.
“Whats wrong?” he says so gently and concerned it makes your heart ache. It’s hard to ignore him now that his hand covers your own before your door is fully open.
“Lets just go inside right now.” you say glancing at him then back at the door. You both walk into his trailer. He moves to sit on his couch with a sigh from his long day of practice. You go to stand infront of the outer part of the kitchen, leaning on the back of the counter.
“Did you realize she was flirting with you?” you blurt out as his hair turns to show his face and look at you from his seat on the couch. Your arms are crossed again and it finally clicks in his head. Now he knows why you were so silent. 
His head leans down to his feet, eyes closed, trying to prepare himself for how he wants to tell you that theres nothing to worry about because that wasn't flirting going (in his eyes). Then it lifts back up to look at you with a soft smile. "Honey, baby, that was not flirting." he says to you and you’re absolutely baffled. Your jaw drops at his confidence in his words.
“So, someone calling you hot isn’t flirting?”
“I mean... she was just joking right?” he says, smile now fades. Wait...was she actually flirting with me? I thought she was playing around to get a discount.... He begins to question the situation. His eyes trail away as he thinks.
“Ok fine. So if a guy tells me to come to his party because he needs more ‘hot girls’ there,” you say with air quotes, “then he’s totally not flirting, right?”
“Well.... yeah I guess he is...” he says, his heart starts to race at the confrontation. And also the idea of a guy saying that to you, but he tries to ignore it. “But I’m dating you, so her flirting doesn’t matter.”
“Thats the point,” you start to look at him now. “you are dating me, but you never told her that. I’m just a little disappointed. If someone flirted with me so obviously, I would say ‘i have a boyfriend and I’m really not interested.’ I wouldn’t just- never mind, Eddie.” you huff. Your eyes look away from him. You don’t even want to talk about it anymore. It’s starting to piss you off.
“Fuck, I’m sorry, I just didn’t kn- there was so much- I was really confused, ok?” he stutters. He’s starting to get nervous as his hands raise to his sides in defense. “I was uncomfortable, that situation was so unexpected. And I thought she was trying to get a discount!” his eyes are wide now. 
A discount? You thought to yourself held back a laugh at his inability to get a clue. You bring your right hand to your eyes to hide your face. You sigh, but it’s not a frustrated sigh. Your shoulders actually relax at his confession. 
He really isn’t used to other girls giving him attention, so he hasn't had much practice with rejection. “Well then Eddie,” you bring your hand down to meet his eyes, “you know what to say next time now, right?” 
He nods. You cant help it, you bust out laughing. You bend over at the waist, tears almost falling out from all the laughter. 
“You idiot!” you laugh still. “You’re lucky you’re cute, man..” you say with a smile as you begin to finish laughing. 
He smiles a toothy grin at you, heart fluttering at your words and laughs. He pats the couch, signaling for you to sit next to him. You walk over to him and have a seat. His arm slides around your waist as he kisses your cheek, then your temple, then back to your cheek again. His kisses trail to your jaw and he’s smiling the whole time. You squirm at the affection, but he holds your body closer to him instead. Kisses not settling down anytime soon. He exhales through his nose with short exhales, almost like he’s laughing at you through his nose. Your hands find their way to his chest and you attempt shove him playfully.
His kisses go from up your neck to your ear, then he whispers “You looked so angry, sweetheart...” more kisses around your ear follows. “I almost asked you if you wanted to take it out on me...” he licks your earlobe with a suggestive smile. You heat up at the contact and his dirty thoughts. Your thighs clench, an idea soon following.
You use force to get up from your spot on the couch and walk away from him, not looking back. 
"Hey wait, where are you going?" he calls out for you.
Little does he know, you're walking into his room to grab his handcuffs. You turn around and walk back out, balancing the cuffs on your right pointer finger. He eyes the cuffs from his spot on the couch, mouthing an "oh" as he sees what you left the conversation to do.
His eyes look up into your own, then you both smile, the same thought in your heads. You walk towards him slowly, eye contact not breaking as he licks his lips in anticipation. You’re soon standing in front of him, in-between his legs on the couch. Your left hand comes out to caress his tangled frizzy hair while his wide palms and veiny hands, adorned with rings, come out to touch the outermost parts of the sides of your exposed thighs in your shorts. He sneaks them around to the backs of your thighs, just below your ass, to give that part of your legs a squeeze, smiling up at you. He breaks eye contact to pull his face forward to place light and gentle kisses on your thighs. You’re looking down at the sight, eyes softening at his sweet kisses. 
“I think...” you say, he meets your eyes in between his kisses, looking up at you as your left hand brushes down the side of his face, cuffs still in your right hand hanging. “....I should teach you a lesson. How does that sound?” you ask in a sultry tone. 
His heart literally skips a beat as his hands grip you harder in a surprised manner. His eyelashes flutter and butterflies arise at his thoughts of all the things you could do to him with those hand cuffs. His lips break away from your thighs to look up as you with a lazy nod. You smile down at him. “Good boy, Eddie. Don’t forget our safe word, ok?” He nods again as you climb down into his lap, placing the hand cuffs besides him so you can put your hands on his shoulders. His hands move up from your thighs to your waist to help guide you onto his lap.
You straddle him and bring his face in for a kiss. The kiss is slow and intimate, as if he’s trying to be apologetic with you. Your head tilts further to the side so your mouths can open more to each other. His hands travel from off your waist to the back pockets of your shorts, squeezing and releasing them. This makes you move your hips inwards and your hands travel to the back of his head, kissing him harder. Your tongues lick over each other as he whines into your mouth, wanting you to tug on his hair, but you’re unaware of that dirty desire of his. You get butterflies at the noise that slipped through him, your hips shifting forward again in response. 
You both start exhaling heavy through your noses. The sounds of your kissing fills the smokey and air freshener scented living room. You break away out of breath, slightly irritated with the amount of clothes separating you both. You tilt your head to the right to tease at his neck, nipping and lightly kissing on it. He moves his head away further to let you cover more areas on his skin. His mouth falls open so he can beg for you to be rougher with his neck.
“Be rougher... please y/n” he pleas. You’re not ready to give him what he wants yet, so you let your lips trail up to his ear. Your hand travels to the back of his neck to pull his body further up, straight against your own.
“You look so good in that jacket...” your voice is pitchy in his ear, mocking Tina from earlier as you talk to him. You bite harshly at his ear lobe, tugging it then releasing.
He attempts to turn his head towards you but fails since your grip on the back of his neck is so strong. He rolls his eyes with a grin at your humor. “y/n...” he says, head falling onto your left shoulder. You smirk at him.
Your mouth travels back down to his ear to speak into it lowly, just barely under your breath. “You look even better with it off...” you place a kiss on his ear, “with all of your clothes off actually.” You pull back to look into his deep brown eyes, and they’re wide with arousal. He was blushing the whole time you were teasing him, but those final words made his dick half hard. 
“Is that so, pretty princess? Well I’m flattered.” he says lowly, trying to give you a hard time and put a dent in your dominance. Your hands travel up to his face, your right thumb presses and traces over his bottom pink lip.
“Take this off for me, tough guy” you ask, dominance not faltering whatsoever  with your hands now on his leather jacket, which hides his firm shoulders. He eyes your mouth, the corner of his lip tugs up into an excited half smirk. “Yes ma’am.” he says through his toothy grin. His dark eyes move up to your own eyes, looking down at him. His back arches and twists to tug off his jacket, never breaking eye contact with you. 
Your stomach flips at his obedience. Both of your hands now rest on his clothed chest, and travel down his abdomen, still holding that intense eye contact, watching his eyebrows shift in pleasure at your slow movements. Your fingertips find the bottom of his shirt and pull it over his shoulders, helping his head come out. His brown frizzy hair falls from underneath the warm fabric and he catches you off guard by going in for a kiss. Your lips meet and his hands are roaming all over your upper body under your shirt, impatiently. 
They trace over the curves of your back, bra strap, dips in your shoulder blades, bumps of your ribcage, warmth of your waist, all of it. His curious hands make your breathing speed up so you break the kiss to catch your breath. 
You lean back and hold his face in your hands. “You know, you really pissed me off earlier Eddie.” You confess carefully, trying not to kill the mood. 
“Oh really?” he says smiling at your lips before he gives them a quick, wet peck. “Fuck me like it then.”
Instant butterflies. Yup, mood was definitely not ruined. In fact, it completely shifted.
“Hands behind your back.” the command falls from your mouth effortlessly, after all, you know exactly that you want. You want to see this ignorantly confident pretty boy restrained at his wrists and drooling as you bounce on his agonizingly hard dick. You want to see his eyes shut in pleasure, eyebrows scrunched tightly on his pretty face, begging, whining, crying for you to go faster. Whimpering how good you feel with a fucked out smile on his warm face. 
He leans forward and crosses his arms behind his back and you reach to the side to grab the cuffs. You lift to your knees to hunch over his shoulder and put the cuffs on him. You struggle at first, but eventually get them on. you’re still hunched over as you ask him if they feel too tight. He says they’re fine and leans back into the back couch cushions fully. You settle back to your spot on his lap, finally noticing how hard he’s gotten and you haven’t even taken your clothes off yet. 
“Oh? You’re a little excited aren't you, honey?” you say sarcastically as you roll your hips on his bulge. His eyes shut, then look back up at you.
“No fuckin shit” he replies out of breath. 
“Damn Eddie, you eat pussy with that mouth of yours?” 
He smiles a devilish grin, definitely not the grin of a man handcuffed on his own couch. “What? You wanna find out or something?” he teases.
“I have a better idea.” You get up from off your spot on his lap. You go to unbutton your shorts which are covered by Eddies shirt he let you wear. You slip them off in front of him, but he cant see your underwear thats still on below your long shirt. He feels so teased, but can’t stop staring. You then pull off your underwear which has a thin first layer of slick from the all the arousal. 
Now that you’re standing commando, you hold your underwear up in your hand, looking down at him with an excited grin. You climb back on top of him while bunching the cloth in your hand. You grab his chin to lift his mouth up and tell him to open it. “Since you were so quiet earlier,” you refer back to his drug deal, stuffing the warm slightly damp fabric into his mouth gagging him, “you’re gonna have to be quiet again now.” successfully shutting him up. 
He’s now cuffed and gagged as you push his hair to the side and start sucking hickeys onto his neck. Your hand travels from the back of his neck, to his collar bone, then to his naked chest. Fingertips brush over his nipple before you go down to his pants. But before you can reach his pants, you notice him tense at your fingertips brushing over his pink nipple. You experimentally bring your pointer and middle fingers back up to squeeze the left and right side of his now hard nipple between your finger pads. He lets out a whimper and his shoulders flinch.
“Oh? sensitive nipples, huh?” He lets out a muffled whine in response, followed by a very shy nod. You smile against the part between his shoulder and base of his neck, licking a long stripe up as you pinch at his nipple again, mixing your teasing nipple stimulation with your warm tongue. His hips buck up and his head falls back onto the couch cushion, exposing his now bruised throat. You’re purposefully not pinching hard since he’s so sensitive, but you want to see how far you can push him.
“If it hurts too bad, give me a sign ok? Like, swing your head around violently or something, ok?” he nods. 
You move your head to the opposite side of his exposed neck to leave marks there. You bite at his skin, then lick over your marks. Your fingers switch to your thumb and pointer finger as you pinch then twist his bud, drawing out muffled groans under your panty gag and short exhales through his nose. His eyes open wide, then squint in pleasure at the celling every time you release his nipple, just to squeeze it again.
You then pull back to look at his face and lift both your hands up over both his nipples. His neck lifts up off the couch to look at your face, but his eyes drop to find your hands instead. Your thumbs and pointer fingers pinch hard and then pull his nipples outward and release them. His chest lifts up making his back arch away from the cushion and towards you, trying to follow the painful and pleasurable stimulation. You release then pinch them again, for longer this time, getting wetter and wetter by the second. You want to see how much he can take, but all he does is make pitcher muffled whines over and over again, one after the other, almost as if he’s going to cry and cum at the same time. His head falls back quickly, eyes shutting, shoulders start to twitch around, and you take this as a sign to give his stimulated buds a break. 
When you pull your fingers off, he starts to breath harsher through his nose, chest matching his puffs. “So I take it you’re having fun?” you tease. Your thumb rubs soothing circles on his nipples, before taking out his gag. You want to hear him respond to you.
“You’re mean, y/n... pinching so roughly like that” he says out of breath, once again. His head and neck lifts from off the upper cushions of the couch .
“Then tell me why you enjoyed it so much...” you say, hands now trailing to the destination they were supposed to be at before. Your fingers tuck into the hem of his boxers under his black jeans, and they just sit there. 
Eddie gets shy at your question, as if he’s ashamed of how much he enjoyed having his nipples played with while your underwear was stuffed into his mouth. “Shut up...” he replies, rolling his eyes, then moving to sit up and rest his head on your left shoulder. 
“Is that a threat?” you question, hand going up the base of his head, gripping on his lower scalp, hair now in your hands. You yank his head back, semi harshly to make him look into your eyes. 
“Fuck, I was waiting for that” he says with a pretty sigh, loving when you pull on his hair. He smiles at your firmness. The effect your dominance has on him is starting to make your toes curl and your exposed groin leak against his dark jeans. You want to fuck him so badly now.
“Well, theres plenty more where that came from, if you be a good boy of course.” You warn, getting up off of him to slide his jeans and boxers down his thighs and stop just before his knees to release his dick. You climb back on-top of him and discard your shirt. His eyes fall to your chest, covered in a bra. He licks his lips at you infront if his dick, only having a bra on. 
Your wetness sits a few inches before his dick, not even touching it. You see his eyes on your body, and you decide to move your hand over to touch your dripping heat. Your middle finger glides over your wet slit effortlessly. You let it slip from the top and bottom of your entrance, collecting your slick on your single finger. He watches and gulps at the sight, only hearing how absolutely fucking wet you are. It’s driving him crazy, he wants to feel what you’re touching surround his shaft.
You let a quiet sigh fall from you lips as you lean into his shoulder. He watches you finger yourself, prepping your hole for his dick. You then bring your fingers up to his mouth and he automatically opens it, leaning forward off the couch with you still on his shoulder letting his tongue fall out to lick up your wetness. 
Your head rises from off his shoulder and now next to his ear. “Are you gonna be a good boy now?” You question lowly into his ear, hovering your entrance over his tip, fingers still being licked up with his tongue. He nods his head up and down in a rushed manner “Mhmm” you hear him say, licking the rest of your wetness of his plush pink lips.
Your hand his tongue was just on moves to press your thumb on one side of his neck, and your other fingers on the opposite side. You begin to choke him lightly in a spot that lets you simultaneously lift his head up so his lips aren’t far from yours. You meet his big deep brown eyes with your own.
You sink down onto him, exhaling through your mouth making both Eddies and your own eyes flutter. You tuck your bottom lip into your mouth as the base of him finally fills you. You rise up again, feeling his bare veins kiss against your walls with every inch until you reach his tip. You sink back down on him slowly, feeling the stretch all over again. His mouth falls open, eyebrows droop downward, wrists behind his back still as he struggles to keep himself from leaning back onto the couch. He wants to kiss you so bad.
Your eyes trail from his eyes to his wet lips. He lets out pleas for you to kiss him, and you do. Ask you kiss, your hand on his neck squeezes harder. You bite on his lower lip and tug it back, making his mouth open so you can slip your tongue in. You begin to stop moving your hips vertically to ride him, and instead shift to roll you hips forward in slow horizontal figure eights. The movements, the kiss, the moans into his mouth create hot and heavy intimacy between you both. 
You start to feel so good that you can’t kiss him back normally anymore. You break the kiss to moan into his neck that your hand is slowly sliding off of. He leans back into the couch and lets out the groans he was holding in. 
The rocking forwards of your hips on him speed up and your hands find his shoulders to stabilize yourself. Your mouth is still moaning onto his neck with a mix of his name and curses. Your face is heating up, you feel euphoric. You lean back, off of his chest.
You meet his face, but he’s... smiling as if he’s amused? 
He opens his mouth to speak, slightly tilting his head to the side. "Is that all you got, sweetheart?" 
He didn’t just... He taunted you?
You move a hand behind his scalp and pull his hair harshly and he lets an entire open mouthed whimper fall out before biting his lip to stifle the rest of his noises. His head is pulled back, neck exposed once again, eyes shut tight in pleasure. His scalp burns at your roughness, but dick twitches at your walls clamping around him. 
“Fuck ” he exhales a shakey moan, making your toes curl.
“Look at me, Eddie.” you say as you stilled on his dick, no longer riding him.
His eyes open. When they do, he sees your underwear in your hand again.
“Open up pretty boy, looks like you want me to use this again.” He opens and you stuff the cloth into his mouth, gagging him again. But this time, your palm goes sideways over his mouth, flatting over the gag. 
You being to lift off of him, just to slam back down roughly. You ride him aggressively like this, hand over his mouth, bodies sweating, the skin of your thighs and base of your ass slapping onto the upper parts of his own thighs.
You take a quick look to admire his body under you. His head has fallen back onto the couch, exposing his neck with that guitar pick necklace he always wears, now sticking to his glistening skin. His neck is covered in your dark purple and red hickeys you gave him. His chest with tattoos rises and falls quickly at your pace. His face, his pretty face... its twisted in pleasure as you feel his drool prick at your palm over his mouth. His eyes shut and open over and over again. You hear him moan even louder due to your roughness, though its muffled. His cuffed hands so badly want to be released so he can hold onto you. He’s losing his mind at the pleasure you’re giving him and needs to grip onto you to bring his head back down to reality. 
You begin to let your own moans out once again. You whimper as you feel your clit bump over his lower abdomen, stimulating it, over and over again. You want to hear his voice, you want to hear how good you’re making him feel. Your palm lifts off his mouth as you tug the gag out. You put your thumb on the middle point of his jaw and chin bone, with the rest of your fingers on the opposite side of his face. You roughly tug his face up to make him look at you.
“Who’s dick is this? who does it belong to?” you huff, still bouncing on him.
“Its yours, all yours” he says all in one rushed exhale.
Your hand moves off his face to snake to the back of his frizzy dark hair, gripping it to keep his head back.
“Say it then” you command with yet another yank at his hair.
“Fuck y/n, I belong to you- shit - nngh”
Your pussy clenches on him at his words.
“Such a good boy for me, baby.” you try to say confidently, but it comes out at a whine. Your harshness begins to crumble, he just feels too good. your stomach is fluttering, your legs tingle, your head falls back. Your hand that was on his scalp releases his hair as it moves down his chest to pinch at his nipple roughly, your head falls back down to look at his reaction.
“You like that dont you?” you smile down at him.
“ha- yes, yeah- ah fuck!” he’s stuttering so much and you can tell by the way he’s gasping that he’s going to cum soon. His shoulders shake because he wants to bring his hands up to cover his mouth, but he can’t. Somehow, that turns him on even more.
“mmm, fucking shit y/n,” he stumbles on his words “gonna- m’ gonna cum..” he whimpers. “’m sorry, so sorry,” he slurs out, “wanted you to- oh god- to..cum first”
You can’t help but smile at him. Your head falls forward onto his shoulder as you moan his name. You don’t even care if he’s going to cum before you do because everything feels so good right now, but you don’t want him to know that yet. You want to play with him for a little longer.
You look into his eyes, still riding him. “You’re mine, you understand?” you pant out, almost out of breath.
He nods aggressively, huffing and panting.
“So say it, Eddie. say it until- oh shit- until you cum” you moan out your last command as his thighs start to shake. His head tucks forward into your neck, arms flinching, wanting to break free. He’s crying out over and over again ‘I’m yours, I’m yours’ until you feel his cum pour inside you. 
You still rotate your hips on him, during and after he cums. You want to cum too but your legs are getting tired. You begin to slow down on him and catch your breath. He’s still inside you as you rest your head on his shoulder and grip his back, letting your body relax. He softens inside you. His head turns to give your own a kiss. You lift yourself off of his half soft shaft, feeling empty.
“Can you take the cuffs off now?” he mumbles against your hair.
“Oh shit, yeah sorry. Forgot” You scramble to get them off, still straddling him. He brings his uncuffed wrists forward and rubs them. He puts his ringed hands on your shoulder blades and brushed them down over your back while kissing your cheeks and neck, making you shudder. You still haven’t cum after all, and you really want to. You let your neck move to the side and you whine his name, still very horny.
He speaks against your neck between kisses. “Yes, I do eat pussy with this mouth by the way.” you giggle tiredly at him. “Lean back for me, pretty.” 
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i told yall he has sensitive nipples, and now i have officially proved it, 3 days after my promise. comment your favorite part/detail so i know what to continue writing into my fics :) 
plz reblog if you enjoyed. or if you’re wet n shaking from the images in your mind cuz i am
THIS IS ALSO MY FAVE FIC IVE WRITTEN SO FAR UGHHHH I LOVE SUB EDDIE, HE’S SUCH A GOOD BOY 
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love-islike-abomb · 6 months
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⚡Thunderstruck ⚡
Roman reigns x OC lyric
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Warnings: it's LONG!!! Part 2 with smut? Errors I may have missed
Tag list: @angelreigns444 @acknowledge-reigns @niknakbucks92 @windhamsrotunda @weirdgirl16355 @queengreenarrowmia89
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I had been wrestling Carmella when I heard a loud pop and my leg gave out. It felt like someone had kicked me in the back of my ankle! Fuck my Achilles tendon!! I couldn't walk on it, my foot just gave out "son of a bitch!" I yelled watching the ref throw up the x sign. I cried from both pain and sadness realizing I was gonna be out for a while.
The rest of the bloodline had come out and Roman picked me up and carried me to the trainers room while we waited for the doctor to come in. When the doctor came in the adrenaline had worn off and pain was setting in and I started yelling for someone to give me something.
All they could do was put me in the back of an ambulance and take me to the hospital. Roman road with me in the ambulance, trying to comfort me but I was so upset and in so much pain I couldn't focus on anything he said. The ambulance ride seemed like it took forever but it was only maybe 5 minutes. Pain does that to you. They got me into a room and the ER Dr. Came in.
"lyric I'm sorry but your Achilles is completely ruptured. You're gonna need surgery" the Dr said
I felt tears sting my eyes again, realizing I was probably gonna be out for at least a year. "Hey it's gonna be ok" I heard Roman say but the tears started flowing. "She did this on purpose!" I said feeling anger boil up inside of me.
"lyric you don't know that! It's the pain talking" he said walking out to the hallway "is anyone gonna get her something for pain? We've been here 20 minutes and yall have just pussy footed Around!" He said. I knew there was a reason I loved him.
A nurse came rushing in and put something in my IV "Better?" He asked "still hurts I just don't give a fuck now" I smiled. "there's that smile I love to see" he grinned like a Cheshire cat. He gave me a soft kiss before the doctor came in "lyric we're gonna get you into surgery tomorrow. For now we'll keep you as comfortable as we can! You can have morphine every 4 hours and we'll give you some nausea medicine just in case" the Dr said.
"thanks doc" I said finally feeling relief from the pulsating pain in my leg. "Get some rest while you can baby girl. I'll be here when you wake up I'm not going anywhere" he said as he kissed my forehead.
The next morning
"lyric wake up. We're gonna take you into surgery" I heard someone say. I opened my eyes to see a nurse looking at me. "Wheres my husband?" I asked
"right here baby" he smiled walking through the door. "Just went to get some snacks and a drink. I'll see you when you wake up" he said giving me a Kiss. The nurse wheeled me out of my room towards the OR and even though I knew I was gonna be out for a while I couldn't help but think about my return already. I wanted to come back with a bang!!
7 months later
"you're Achilles is healing much faster then we thought! A few more weeks and you should be able to come back" the trainer said.
"really?" I smiled.
"yes!" The trainer smiled "and with survivor series coming up I think you'll be back just in time for it"
I smiled widely "i have some ideas to go over with Hunter before I come back"
I walked down the hall to hunters office and knocked on the door "come in"
I opened the door and walked in, shutting it behind me. "lyric! How's recovery going?" He asked.
"well that's what I wanted to talk to you about. The trainer says Im healing faster then expected and that I should make survivor series" i smiled. "I have some ideas i wanna go over with you"
"we have Roman going against LA knight for the title and Carmella is gonna be in knights corner" hunter smirked. "Perhaps to knock Carmella out of her game for your title match you could be the surprise to be in Romans corner"
"that's actually better then what inhad in mind except i wanna change a few things about my gimmick. I want my theme song to be thunderstruck by acdc and I wanna dress how i feel comfortable. I wanna be the badass rocker chick that I am!" I said
"I like the way you think lyric. Let me talk to a few people and I'll let you know in a few days what we're gonna do. If you wanna tell Roman about this-" I cut him off
"I want him to be surprised to!" I said giving him a knowing smile.
Hunter smiled back "coming to your husband's rescue! I like it!"
"let me know what they say and I'll see you later" I said standing up and shaking hunters hand.
"I'll text you so it stays between us" hunter said.
3 weeks later (survivor series)
Knight, Carmella and Roman were already in the ring. My nerves were through the roof but i was excited. My wife was gonna carmella slapping roman and my music was supposed to hit. I watched and i waited. Seconds ticked by like hours.
I knew I was gonna be angry for real at carmella slapping him but the fans didnt know that. It would make for a good visual and add to the storyline. I saw her swing at him and my blood boiled and then the opening cords of my music hit.
"who is this?" Michael Cole said on commentary
I took off down the ramp towards carmella and saw the smile that formed on my husbands face
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"that's Roman reigns' wife lyric!" Michael Cole yelled. "She's been off on injury for 9 months!"
I slid in the ring and smiled and Roman who looked at Carmella and knight and smiled "y'all in some deep shit now!" Carmella ran at me but I side stepped her and she fell over the top rope And out of the ring. I followed giving Roman a chance to handle knight. He did his famous roar and took knight out with a spear.
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I grabbed a mic and looked At Carmella "hey Carmella! Guess what?" I said trying to catch my breath "you've been ⚡thunderstruck⚡' I yelled as I threw the mic.
Roman stepped out of the ring and wrapped an arm around my waist pulling me in for a kiss, earning us a huge pop from the crowd. He pulled away and leaned towards my ear "that pussy is mine later!" He growled as I bit my lip.
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allgremlinart · 1 year
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hi hello hi u were lookign for some superbat fics w some clark angst on the side so here's some fic recs in no particular order. mind the tags before you read!
bricklaying by evocates - [E] [DCEU] [148k] a fic ive only recently read and has blown my mind out of the water, mostly because of how it tackles organized crime and the dynamics of dceu superbat. it does a wonderful job of worldbuilding and bruce and clark's dialogue is just poetic and philosophical at times its *chefs kiss*.
Didn't Know Which Way Was Home 'Til I Found You by watchingthestars13 - [E] [DCU] [312k] a bit of a meaty fic, it mostly centers on the superbatfam, because its a canon retelling of the batman mythos IF superbat were together since the start. there's this one arc where they all cope with Bruce being dead lost in time and Clark's POV chapters are gut-wrenching with grief and mourning. If you wanna skip to that part it's on Chapter 19.
Porridge (New And Improved) by ren_makoto - [T] [DCU] [19k] - ok this is like. ANGSTY. and kinda dark? the author doesn't tag much but i assure you this is sad, like clark-mourning-for-bruce sad. i don't wanna spoil you because I consider this one of THE superbat classics since this author's been writing superbat since their fanfiction.net/livejournal days. they also have a sort-of sequel wherein its bruce being fucked up called everybody knows the plague is coming.
what is (and what should never be) by TheResurrectionist / @frownyalfred - [Not Rated] [Batman - All Media Types] [2.7k] - a lil tumblr prompt fic from one of my fave superbat authors! its got bruce getting cancer and clark being angsty. what more could you want?
When the Hummingbirds Return by Emanium - [M] [DCU] [19.4k] - i havent finished this one yet actually, but its been recc'ed to me and on my fic reading list for a while now. its about the aftermath of bruce being put into a coma by bane and its reaaaal thick with the angst
5 Times Superbat Had Sex and the One Time They Admitted It Was More by April_Blooms - [M] [DCU] [19k] - despite what it says on the tin, it's also surprisingly angsty! because its about the pining!!!!
Cardboard World by dracoqueen22 - [E] [Justice League Cartoon] [10k] - pain. and sad. there's a reason why this is tagged apocalypse
The Only by pasdecour - [M] [DCU] [3.7k] - oh this one hurts. this one genuinely hurts. i need to sit down
and anything by these authors honestly: susiecarter, FabulaRasa, liodain, mithen, amyritter, Resacon1990, serephent, batsy_rocks, rotasha
hope this helps!
((first of all so sorry this took so long to get to, my asks have gotten very backlogged lol))
THANK YOU... for this feast.. a lot of these authors are very good and I would recommend their works in general so 👌
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basofy · 7 months
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i havent seen anybody else mention this connection so idk if anyone noticed but i get sad whenever i think about it
FUCK i wrote a whole damn anaylisis but tumblr is super stupid and cant take many tags so heres this
#not a vent this time just analysis #but ive had this in mind for a while and im on so much coffee right now that i wanna ramble
#theres this aspect in their interaction where garth bullies jack over his most sensitive aspect #which is his lack of knowledge and his issues with his age #and like this goes for the whole thing#it was odd to me to see garth being verbally hostile cuz he never was in the original#not even in rando land #and as i see it now he is just using this agaisnt jack to make him feel like he needs his art to feel older #for whatever freaky reasons, ive seen many interpretations of this thing on garth's part #i like the thought that he's a big attention seeker lmao #regardless of intentions this must've had consequences on jack or so i think #so when it comes to jack i think he might be affected not only cuz of the porn #but also must have felt really insulted by this #and like i keep thinking that if jack were to get mad at garth it would be because of this #(and i do actually want to see him get mad at garth ) #cuz i think he wouldnt realize for a while that the porn thing was wrong
#not to mention how the fuck did garth know this would work on jack????? #the MAGS #the convo starts with jack being all sneaky about the magazines #being a kid or teen that DOESNT like to be one and wants to grow up too soon #while also being the only companion that wouldnt poke fun at garth even if just a little LOL #this makes him tragically the perfect target for whatever he was doing #im NOT saying jack asked for it but that it was easy for him to fall for it #and ive been thinking about my friend's theory that garth might've grown up the same way #not exactly by being groomed i mean #theres so many cases of kids and teens that purposefully put themselves in situations that arent for them #which jack was doing as well and what garth did was worsen that #and if this were the case then he would perfectly know that hypersexual teens HAAATE being reminded of their age #i speak from experience (not a good thing) #and honestly i can completely see garth as someone who would say yea i was addicted to porn at the age of 14 and turned out alright (LIES)
#i know i get annoying with this thing #half the fandom found it funny the other half doesnt want to think about it which i understand #but i keep thinking about it cuz i care about both characters and i care about the themes here too
also also leaving this old analysis i did on twitter here too..
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it's 5:35 am rn LOL
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caluski · 27 days
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@moldavite tagged me to post my current music faves (thank u kalli a big fucking MWAH goes out to u in this gloomy april evening) so yay!!! i love posting spotify links of course... more belowww. trying so hard for everyone to only post things i havent shared before... trying!!
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obviously justice is on repeat - both incognito and saturnine, but im putting here incognito bc it does have the coolest intro and outro everrr like ouuughhhh like justice goes so fucking hard when they choose to have some retro synths................ actually have you listened to planisphere today? you should (talking to everyone)
i havent actually talked about my thoughts on khruangbins new album... which is obviously good but i simply didnt have the time to get into it :/ ive been hoping to give it a good listen, no skips no nothing, on a day off but work has been kicking my ass a bittt... anyway! Pon pón is fun. it came out as a single few weeks back and ive gotten really into it.... sooooo groovy
vampire by sholto is what some of you might recognize from love and food playlist? but ohhhhhh fuckkkkkkk its so good. i dont even know this guy and i didnt think much of it other than "yeah its cool" when i added it to my library. such a great and sinister feeling jazzy number.... AND WHEN THE SAX HITS!!!!!!!!! thats so good. please listen to vampire.
more radio pop!!!!! MORE MAINSTREAM KEVIN PARKER!!!!!!!! i do love tame impala's older/more niche sound just as much as i love him "selling out" (whatever, i will defend his minions and elvis tracks until i die and i will MEAN it) so i am STILL excited for this album even though the roll-out of singles has been consistently awful. but i guess dua lipa is a slow riser always (however long did it take her to peak on charts with 'dont start now'???). plus obviously DANNY!!!!!! YAY FOR DANNY!!!!!
its been a really good spring so far, with so many of my faves releasing music, and obviously that includes sebastian. i remember watching the runway show this was made for, but for some reason i didnt hear the whole track - maybe it was just highlights or something? i really love the synths in this one. its unusual for him to bring the choral singing in the start instead of the climax of the track, but its really well done (as always)! i wish, i wiiiiiiiiish there was something happening about the new album, too.
charli's really being weird recently about everything but goddddddd this slaps so good. im usually not that big on gesaffelstein but i do love ag cook so much. its going to be such a good clubbing record like literally.... its crazy she STILL gets labeled hyperpop. i also like club classics, but b2b is TRULY superior out of this double drop....
the beat of this one is just stuck in my head at all times. its cute! fun! perfect for spring. theyre soon to release their debut album, i need to remember to check it out. while its not SOTY material so far, its just cool and pleasant.
more dance sounds - i like this one a lot! really catchy. ive never really been into 1tbsp but yeahhhhh with this one, i get it.
ok i for sure posted this one before, but its ok bc it got like 0 or 1 likes or something. starwolf is a band im really hopeful for!!!! their 2020 album was pretty interesting, but its their three last singles that got my ears all perked up. some daytime disco vibes in them, and its really cool considering i was somewhat.... underwhelmed by poolside's last album. so, i feel good about starwolf now! fingers crossed for summer, as it would be a perrrrrrrfect record to replay over and over during hot sunny days.
and SUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHH a spring favorite for the end. kind of getting lost in this one.... number one song i keep thinking of during sweet sunny walks recently. unbelievably cute. 10000% recommend.
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quirkthieves · 2 months
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KNOWING YOUR PARTNER WELL CAN POTENTIALLY MAKE WRITING TOGETHER A LOT EASIER.
REPOST DO NOT REBLOG !!
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NAME: viverra ! but ive also been called vixen, dogma, gabe, etc. any works
PRONOUNS : he/him
PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION : big big fan of discord. tumblr ims are hard for me to read </3
NAME OF MUSE(s) : monoma neito, ibara shiozaki, chitose kizuki/curious, kaina tsutsumi/lady nagant, setsuna tokage, ryo inui/hound dog, natsuo todoroki, kendou itsuka, hinata haruka, nobimaru, inari yoko, marik ishtar, ishizu ishtar, rishid ishtar, atem, and lacramioara strigoi.
jesus christ who let me do this
BEST EXPERIENCE : ummm gee okay i cant just name one it turns out life is actually about the accumulation of small joys and not just a few big ones but every time i get in the car and listen to my music and go OH! THIS REMINDS ME OF THIS PERSONS MUSE AND OUR DYNAMIC! or when talking to people inspires me to draw little comics (esp while im at work let me live) it really just makes me so so happy
RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS : im pretty chill for the most part i think like ive definitely mellowed out a lot over the past few years but. i gotta say it:
formatting. the over-formatting of everything is killing me. i cant read most peoples carrds. i dont even know how they read it, because of how insanely tiny the text is. eye strain colors, hard to see icons, weird fonts... i dont mind a little bit of formatting, naturally, like go girl give us everything, but its getting to the point of being genuinely frustrating that almost every new blog i encounter has me fighting for my life just trying to learn the important info. i have visual and neurological issues please lord im only seven
MUSE PREFERENCES: seconding cam on if the "when someones pulled a muse apart like the spaghettification of a star and then put them back together". its fascinating. i think the fun part about rp is that i get just as invested in my partners character and what they get out of each thread as much as i do mine, so when people sit there and talk about their ideas and meta and really dig into that thing like . WHOOO NOW WE'RE COOKING
PLOTS OR MEMES : I like both! I think memes are good to kick things off regardless, and I dont mind building off of it. I like to plot a lot ooc but more in a loosey-goosey kind of way; i really like to get to know other muns and their characters and also talking is just sort of how i think through things so its very helpful to me. i also just get a lot of ideas because these things live rent free in my head but to me a natural progression is more important than like, sticking to a script.
LONG OR SHORT REPLIES : i write insanely long replies because i have things wrong with me. theres NEVER any pressure to length match-- a lot of the time im just doing it to establish exposition or setting so the other person finds it easier to work with. just give me something i can work with and we are a ok :D
BEST TIME TO WRITE : it really depends... i typically end up writing in the evening/afternoon because of my schedule. i think the biggest thing is that i work on weekends, so you may only hear from me ooc on those days. im also really trying to fix my sleep schedule.........to varying levels of success. sometimes the thread is too good
ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S) : just talking about monoma here... i've also got a pretty snappy mouth and natural love of finding loopholes, but i just went into paralegal instead of making it class A's problem. i also love to laugh, but id like to think im a lot less meanspirited about it
tagged: @dynmghts
tagging: @veroxins @cloistress @killerhubby @enignoema @eclipsemuses @yeonban @starshinc @ofluminance @paracide @ohcruel
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stitchwraith-stingers · 3 months
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i am still thinking about this fucking reddit list on how good the faz frights protags are and its still cracking me up
toby for years was told by his brother that he will never be like him, had a homelife that felt like they isolated him and was a social outcast and only when conner was like "nah whatever idc ill drop it" did he realise he was in the wrong and if anything was shown to be nice to tabitha and maybe had some anger issues, and seemed to make irration desicitions (i.e just, stabbing himself instead of quitting) but i dont get whats so evil about him to be on the 22th spot
chris and sarah wanted to fit in so badly they acted like someone they arent just to fit in, sarah found eleanor and she helped her while chris befriended the popular kids and lied about his parents just to act cool, they both ignored their old friends in favor of their new lives and who they wanted to be, only ending in identity theft as they realise that is not what they wanted at all
payton. my buddy payton im so sorry the redditors keep on fucking your story up, she was litterly so traumatized by witnessing marleys ""death"" that she didnt want to speak about it and didnt want people to accuse her of something she didnt do, HELL I DONT THINK SHE LIKED MARLEY AT ALL, i imght be wrong on that last detail though
i dont know why angel and alec are on different parts of the list (though its kinda refreshing to see someone NOT say that angel is the worst and then go omg... alec... my poor boy) considering they have almost the same situation > both had VERY obvious favortism in the family > had parents that were assholes > had little sisters who were smothered > had some body horror esque situation before demise (obviously w some differences) though i have no idea what makes alec worse in this list?? huh
reed i think didnt do anything, at all, like i think hes put in this list in a 'thought back bully and now hes seen as the person who started it' way, he didnt even plan to make him die or anything he just locked him in the suit, he was NERVOUS about having him be hurt if anything, actually HE DIDNT EVEN MAKE HIM DIE, IT WAS ORY WHO FUCKED W THE CONTROLLER AND THEY COINCIDENTLY HAD THE SAME MAGNETIC CONNECTION OR WHATEVER THE FUCK
devon i honestly could not care less about him to save my life sorry everyone ive seen ENOUGH yaoi posting of them to the point where its the only thing you talk about in the tag 30% of the time and its gotten annoying for me but i dont think he should be at the very bottom, hes not EVIL hes just, werid, thats it, guy had a terrible home life and you put him next to mr 'i am terrible with women' at the bottom??
who the hell is noah
why the hell are most teens at the bottom, this shouldnt be an evil tierlist this should have been "tierlist of who has been an asshole the most" or something, and half of the time they fucked around and found out
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calkale · 7 months
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15 questions and definitely not 15 mutuals
I know I was tagged in this multiple times but none of them are showing up in my mentions so thank you guys <3 @adevotedreader is the only one showing up so you get a tag
1. Are you named after anyone?
yep 👍
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2. When was the last time you cried?
I have no idea, I come close to crying sometimes (watching when harry met sally) but its been months since ive actually cried
3. Do you have kids?
nope
4. What sports do you play/have played?
I dont play any right now but I played soccer as a kid and badminton from grade 5-8 (I played like every sport from grade 5-8 because of gym class but I dont think I need to say that?), I really wanna play baseball and tennis so hopefully ill be able to in college
5. Do you use sarcasm?
on occasion
6. What's the first thing you notice about people?
usually their hair or their eyes
7. What's your eye color?
fanfic green orbs
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
happy endings <3
9. Any talents?
art ig? im decent at video games but I wouldn't really call that a talent. I play guitar and bass and I learn tabs super quick, theres some songs that take like a day to learn but im good at memorizing tabs, im also really good at math but I will forget literally every formula I have ever learned if you put a test in front of me
10. Where were you born?
Manitoba baby!!!
11. What are your hobbies?
drawing, painting, reading, video games, working out, guitar and bass, running and hiking (in the summer its cold and wet now 😔), also dirt biking but its been a while cause my ears are still healing and I can't wear a helmet
12. Do you have any pets?
a doggy!
13. How tall are you?
like 5'5
14. Favorite subject in school?
history!! I also liked math (cringe ik), photography, art and band was okay but I really just liked jazz band cause it was me and two of my friends complaining in the back row the whole class, but history was definitely my fav I am liking physics so far too but its an online class so I kinda wanna kill myself
15. Dream job?
pilot!!!! ideally a fighter pilot but id love to fly any military plane, or anything to do with aerial firefighting or aerobatics would be really cool too, id like to do one of or both of those after a military career if I can :)
I don't know who's already been tagged so apologies if you have been already (or haven't cause I thought I saw you do it 😬), @alygatorcrocodile @airlocksandaviaries @agentfaust @malewifebillcage @tropical-fruit-mx and anyone else just pretend I tagged you
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hurricane-heatt · 5 months
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okay okay okay first of all ty for tagging me cuz I really wanted to do that one
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I wanna know EVERYTHING about apricity. it intrigues me :)))
yayyyy hello!!! below the cut :)
apricity is my ot3 fest eheee i probsssss shouldn’t have included it on here bcus obvs it will be revealed VERY soon (and i need to finish it oops!) it’s seb/mick/mark which i think is such an interesting dynamic
i’ll drop the prompt here and then a snippet of what i’ve written for it. i’ve never written smick before and honestlyyyyy i don’t think i will again (because i don’t think ive done mick justice/huge sebmark enjoyer that it just encapsulates it all) but the prompt compelled me like nothing else like shoutout to op bcus i thought it was so funny
sebastian/mick/mark in the style of this tumblr post:
“if you have a boyfriend and you start liking another guy you dont actually have to break up. basically you can put the first boyfriend in the bathroom and close the door, and then bring the second guy into the house and let them get used to each other's smells through the door. if you supervise them for the first couple weeks, they should eventually get along or at least not kill each other while youre away.”
like PLEASE of course i had to write this!!! what a dynamic!!!! here’s a snippet :p
Though Mark can only see the back of Sebastian, he can tell he’s still smiling, like a pleased little cat. The way he did on the top step, helmet off, champagne poured over his head. These things stay the same, even if now the only championships he’s winning are in bread buttering and beekeeping.
“You and Mick. I don’t know, it’s just nice. You both being here.”
(In retrospect, it’s exactly where Mark should’ve at least suspected he'd been 12 steps behind in Sebastian’s chess game. Hell, he should’ve known it was checkmate from here, and yet he’s clueless. Maybe he always has been, when it comes to Sebastian.)
Instead, Mark feels a sort of relief flow through him, kissing Seb’s cheek before going back through to the dining room.
and then CHAOS. excited yet also quite nervous for ppl to read it just bcus i struggle w ot3s so much… huge shoutout to the fest bcus i think writing for it has helped me a ton for my own skills
thank u sacha!!! <33
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kiribaku-queen · 2 years
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His Hidden Desire [4]
Romance, adventure, drama, angst
Bakugou x reader, Todoroki x reader
Word Count: 6.1K
A/N: Wow, hello! I'm back! Just an update: I am now living in Japan! So ive been off for a while trying to get packed, get situated in this new country. I am 2 weeks into my new job but it looks like i can work on my writing on my down times. to make up for how long ive been away, i am back with a fairly long chapter. id love to know your thoughts and if you would like to be added on the tag list! <3
Summary: Being engaged to a Prince that doesn’t want you was such a classic move, but it was your duty to do so. But that didn’t mean you could be your own personality. You wanted something outside of the palace walls, something that would excite your world, something more. The only solution to that was to… travel with pirates?!
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“What’s the mission?” you ask, looking away and folding your arms across your chest.
You would soon find out from the fact Captain Bakugou dragged you out to where all the other crew members were, waiting for the meeting to begin. You tried avoiding any form of eye contact, suddenly embarrassed by what happened earlier. Not like you cared what they thought about you, but you’d rather not hear about what they had to say. The Captain clears his throat as he stations himself in front of the crowd, getting everyone’s attention on him.
“Alright, men. New job, pretty simple: returning stolen jewelry.” That’s it? That’s the mission the Captain begged on his knees for? It seemed like a simple enough task that you didn’t need to be involved in at all. But Bakugou continued. He lifted up the scroll, given to him by the hawk, showing a mugshot of the man in question.
“Suspect: Sebastian Grey. Pretty famous here, a member of the Phantom Knights. Mid 40’s,  5’9”, brown hair that’s starting to gray on the sides,” Bakugou read off the scroll, having no care in the world.
“Fat,” someone chimed in, causing a bit of laughter to erupt from the crowd of men. Disregarding the immature behavior, Bakugou continued on with the suspect's profile.
“Notorious for stealing and blowing the money on many, many… women,” Bakugou finished, glancing up in your direction. You gulped. Great, so this old man is crazy about women. “That’s where you come in.”
“What do you want me to do?” you asked, chills ran up your spine just imagining what you had to do, letting your imagination run wild. And not in a good way.
“Your job is to get close to him and find out where the watch is. Find out, report back to us and we’ll do the rest.” Bakugou explained. It sounded simple enough, but was life ever that simple? Especially on this ship with this crew? You took another look at the hideous man before making your decision. And your decision was…
“No.” you said.
“What?” Bakugou asked, baffled, not thinking you were going to decline. “I thought you were already on board?”
“I only came to see what the mission was. I didn’t give you a ‘yes’ or ‘no’ answer. And after finding out what you were going to put me through, my answer is ‘no’.” you explain.
“I have no one else to do this,” Bakugou almost sounded desperate. True, there was no other lady on this ship but that doesn’t mean you have to automatically help them.
“Get one of your men to disguise themselves,” you suggested.
“We already tried that,” Kirishima spoke up. “That actually gets us in more trouble.” Everyone snickers and looks at Denki who covers his face in embarrassment.
“I don’t need to be reminded,” he mumbles, face as red as the sun. No way, you thought. Now that they pointed it out, Denki in a blonde wig isn’t a bad sight.
“You’re one of my men now, you have no choice but to do this,” Bakugou spoke up, deciding for you. You scoffed at him, actually putting your foot down and standing up to him.
"Again with these commands! I am NOT one of your men who you can just boss around!” you had to remind him, raising your voice above his. Bakugou opened his mouth to say something snarky, but didn’t want to go down this road again. As much as he didn’t want to, he didn’t talk back. He sighs, putting his hands on his hips, not knowing what to do.
“What do you want me to do now?” he asks while ruffling his hair in annoyance. “I already begged on my knees for you.”
“Do it again,” you tell him. “In front of everyone. Do it.” With no hesitation, one knee falls to the floor, followed by the other one.
“I need your help. Just this once, will you help me?” Bakugou humiliates himself in front of his men for your sake. This man continues to surprise you and you hate to admit it, but it’s a little admirable. You pretend to think, looking up with your lips pursed.
“On one condition,” you say. “You will treat me with respect. That is all I ask for.” The crew glances from you, to their Captain, then back to you. The Captain was real quiet, not being able to say anything. And you thought he was going to decline your offer. Tough luck. Then they will have to find someone else. You were about to head back to your cabin and then you heard his soft words.
“I’ll do my best,” he murmurs. Bakugou wasn’t feeling too good, but you showed a triumphant smile, one that was almost too prideful. That answer satisfied you enough that you agreed to do this silly mission. How bad could it be?
After long, long weeks of being in the ocean, you finally spotted land from where you were on the ship. You couldn’t get more excited! How you missed being on the sturdy ground and being surrounded by people other than these pirates. Although, it wasn’t as bad as you were expecting. You thought pirates were dirty and smelly, living and eating like pigs. If you were caught anywhere near a pirate, you’d end up smelling exactly like them for the rest of your life… or so you’ve read. But surprisingly, the boys kept their spaces neat. It was messy from time to time, but overall, they presented themselves pretty neatly for being pirates. Even if life on the ship wasn’t as bad as they said in the books, you still couldn’t wait to feel the ground underneath your feet. You needed a change of environment and a possible escape route. Your end goal never escaped your mind. You just needed a perfect time to do it.
The giant ship reached the end of the port, letting down its heavy anchor into the ocean tides. They finally let down the heavy, wooden board, allowing everyone to get off the ship. Step by step, you made your way out into freedom, stretching your arms wide and feeling the open air. Giddiness riled inside you, as well as everyone else as they were all discussing what they were going to buy or do with the allowance they were given by the Captain.
“Don’t get distracted. Remember to meet up at the tavern so we can get this over with,” Captain Bakugou reminded his crew but they looked too busy already running down the streets with each other. You, on the other hand, were looking around, fascinated to be out of the country for the first time. This looked nothing like your country. The colors were more vibrant, there was more use of patterns and textures. The feel of the place was completely different and you couldn’t believe you actually liked it. Before you could get too absorbed into your surroundings, someone took your arm, taking you by surprise. You jumped, looking behind you, only to see the Captain tying a rope over your wrist.
“What are you doing?” you exclaimed, trying to get your wrist out of his grasp, but he was holding onto you firmly.
“Making sure you don’t try to run away,” he nonchalantly says. Then he shows you his wrist that showed the other end of the rope tied on his wrist.
“This is so ridiculous,” you pointed out.
“A precaution,” he described. You just rolled your eyes at him. Well, so much for your escape plan. But regardless, you didn’t want to spend all your free time with this guy. He probably wasn’t even going to do anything fun. It was probably going to be boring until the mission started.
“I thought you were going to start showing me some respect,” you muttered under your breath, but enough for Bakugou to hear.
“After the mission is successful, then I’ll follow through,” he said.
“That wasn’t part of the agreement,” you argued.
“Never said it didn’t,” he argued back. Shit, he got you there. So, you had no choice but to stay with him the entire time. Great.
“What are we going to do now, oh scary Captain! Sit back and do nothing while everyone else is having fun?” You couldn’t be more sarcastic. Bakugou wasn’t quick to answer you. He started to walk. You were reluctant to, but because of the damn rope that was tied to both of you, you let him take you who knows where.
“We’re going shopping,” he announced. Now that perked your ears.
“Shopping?”
Bakugou was lazily slouching down on one of the couches that was provided for him while he waits for you to try on this dress. But it was taking you an abnormally long time and his patience was running low.
“Are you done yet,” he finally asks, after waiting for an eternity.
“These corsets are not easy to put on, you know!” you bite back, moving the curtain aside, revealing a brand new dress. And not the prettiest dress you might add. The dress reached past yours knees, frills everywhere, your curves were nowhere to be found. The color was horrendous, not suiting your skin tone at all. You don’t even know where he found this dress to begin with. And Bakugou seemed to agree with you. A scowl appeared on his face, like he couldn’t look at you a second more.
“Hideous,” he commented.
“Wow, thanks,” you said, sarcastically. From the couch, he threw you another dress. You barely caught it due to his lack of throwing skills.
“Try it,” he simply demanded. Yeah, like you couldn’t guess what he wanted you to do. You shot him a dirty look before going right back into the changing room. It was better than the first one, no doubt. The dress was shorter in the front, above the knees this time and had a longer back. You wore a white blouse underneath that had puffy sleeves. The corset wasn’t too tight but at least showed your figure this time. Although, it was very modest in the bust area, covering everything. It was nice? Nicer than the one you owned currently. But for Bakugou, he didn’t seem satisfied.
“Not enough,” he said, throwing you another dress. Annoyed, but didn’t say anything, you went right back in. You put the dress up to your body and tilted your head in surprise. Wow, this was…
You pulled back the curtain for the last time, looking away from the staring man with a shy stance, slowly trying to cover yourself. The dress was much shorter than the other dresses you’ve worn, probably in your entire life. It stopped right below your butt. If you bent down, you were sure everyone could see what they aren’t supposed to see. The corset was properly tight, accentuating your curves in all the right places. The sleeves were full length and puffy which was nice because of the coverage. But the bust area… it was tight and low, the mounds of your breasts were practically spilling out. You felt so exposed that you didn’t know what to cover up first. And it didn’t help that the pirate in front of you was full on stare mode.
“Well… aren’t you going to say anything?” your face was beet red, quickly wanted his opinion so that you could go ahead and take this off. Hopefully he would say no and just give you another dress to wear, but on the contrary.
“Yeah, I’d fuck you,” he nodded in approval and got up. You couldn’t even get a word in when he put a handful of coins on the counter and took your hand, leading you out the door.
“Shouldn’t I change first?” you asked, pulling your arm back so he stopped in his tracks.
“You’re wearing it out. Let’s go,” he says, and leads you back out into the streets, not forgetting about the rope. You really thought he forgot about it but nope. He was already tying your hands together.
“Is this really necessary?” you complained.
“Yes.” Was his only response. You could mumble and grumble all you wanted, but Captain was being so stubborn!
“But it’s too tight,” you complained under your breath. Bakugou paused, and glanced at the redness of your wrists. They were red and swollen from the rope rubbing against you. Bakugou sighed and retied the rope, making it much looser but enough where you couldn’t slip your hand through.
“Better?” he asks, while tying his own wrist.
“Yeah,” you whispered back. That was only nice of him to do that. You didn’t think he could take into account your feelings ever. He didn’t care about you. Especially not since of all the backtalking you’ve done to him in the past couple days. So why would he do such a kind gesture to you?
“Ready to go?” Bakugou asked. You were so in your thoughts, you hadn’t realized he was already done tying his wrist together.
“For what?” you asked.
“It’s time,” he hinted and immediate nerves hit your stomach.
“Shit, already?” you were distressed. Bakugou looked a little worried but there was no time for pep talk. If you guys don’t move fast, they could miss their opportunity window.
After a short walk, both you and Bakugou entered the busy tavern. The place was crowded with people, you two almost couldn’t fit in. You two had to stick really close together, basically body on body. Which was probably better because it was easier to fit in and easier for Bakugou to go over last minute reminders for you. Bakugou placed a hand behind you and brought you closer to him.
“What are you-” you were about to push him away but you felt the pressure from your wrists being released. Bakugou was taking the rope off.
“Easy,” Bakugou spoke in your ear. He could speak as loud as he wanted because the surrounding space was already drowning you guys out. “Target, far left corner.” Your eyes scanned the sea of people and surely enough, in the far left corner of the room, sitting at the bar was the man in the photographs. He was already drunk, having several beer glasses already empty next to him. “Remember what to do?” he asks you.
“Flirt my way to get him to tell me where the watch is,” you repeated what they wanted you to do.
“Good girl,” he praised you, which lowkey made you feel good about yourself. Maybe this task wouldn’t be as hard as you were making it out to be. “The boys are everywhere. If anything happens, one of us will come get you.” He reassured you. It was true. Anywhere you looked, you found someone from the crew there. They were all dispersed in different parts of the tavern. Some were in the back, simply watching. Some went to the bar to get a drink in disguise. Some were sitting at a table on standby. Since they were everywhere, you felt reassured that one of the boys would come rescue you if you needed it.
“What does the watch look like?” you asked.
“Big, golden watch with diamonds encrusted all around the band,” Bakugou described.
“Pretty fancy,” you muttered. Even for someone of royalty status. Then this watch must be worth lots of money. No wonder they took this job. Well, it was now or never. You took a deep breath and made your way over to the man. Bakugou watched from afar, giving a look to a couple of the guys, purposely telling them with his eyes to stay close to you. As you walk closer to your target, you notice some of the guys, Kirishima and Denki in particular. You tried to give them a nervous smile, but all you noticed from them were their dropped jaws, hanging off their face. You rolled your eyes. Men.
You sat next to the man in question. So far, he hadn’t noticed you in the slightest. And honestly you were okay with that for now. He reeked of alcohol. He’s belligerent, laughing and talking obnoxiously loud. You raised your hand, getting one of the bartender's attention.
“One beer, please,” you ordered. You had to blend in some way, not just sit at the bar doing nothing. A jug of beer was placed in front of you and boy, was it a hefty jug. Upon receiving your large order, then did you finally get some of the man’s attention.
“Sure you can hold your liquor, little one?” he turns to you, giving you some attention. You smirked. You grabbed the jug with both hands, downing the beer in one go, proving him wrong. With a loud thud to the table, you slammed the empty glass down with a satisfying burp to come with it. Now the man’s attention was fully on you. And interestingly enough, so was the Captain from across the room.
“Name’s Sebastian. Sebastian Grey.” He introduced himself, offering his hand.
“(y/n),” you introduced yourself, taking his hand out of kindness. You were about to take your hand back, but he gripped it a little tighter, bringing your hand to his lips, and placing the wettest, nastiest kiss on the back of your hand. It took everything in you to not have a physical reaction of shivers. You took your hand back, giving Sebastian a fake smile before placing your hand behind you and aggressively wiped anything and everything off your hand. No matter how disgusted you were at the situation, the show must go on.
“What’s a handsome man like you doing here all alone!” you got closer to him, placing a flirty hand on his arm. “Allow me to join you for the night.” You insisted, sending him a playful wink and squishing your chest together, making your tits pop even more out of the shirt. You saw Sebastian glance down and lick his lips.
“Only if you allow me to indulge in this majesty of a sight,” he practically drooled over you. You wanted to scoff at how blunt he was. No manners of a gentleman at all. It truly disgusted you. And it was written all over your face. If you could, you’d turn around and walk right out of this place. But when you looked up, looking disgusted, you met eyes with the Captain and he was telling you to continue no matter what it took with his eyes. And so, you must continue.
“AHAHAHAHA! You are SO funny!” you faked an obnoxious laugh, slapping his arm. That seemed to really do it.
“Around round for me and the lady!” he announced to the bartender, waving his hand in the air. And with that, another glass of beer was thrown at you to chug down. The entire night, you boosted his ego. Telling him how he’s so funny and handsome, anything to make him laugh and feel good about himself. You watched as spit flew everywhere every time he talked. Every time he laughed, he’d bend back, exposing his stomach that overfilled under that small thing he called a shirt. You wondered how you were even able to stand such a man for so long. He was obnoxious, sexist, conceited, self-centered. Everything a woman wouldn’t want. Was this really the world you were living in? And he drank like that of a pirate. You would know. You were around them 24/7 lately. And he didn’t look a tad bit drunk. He kept drinking and drinking, but the alcohol wasn’t hitting him. It was like he was drinking water. You couldn’t drink anymore. You had to get information out of him fast.
“Tell me, what’s a handsome and hunky man like yourself doing with no ring around his finger?” you mentally rolled your eyes at yourself.
“Who needs a woman when you can have all the riches in the world!” he boasted.
“What could be more rich than the richness of love?” you batted your eyelashes. Gross! Were these words really coming out of your mouth? Where did you even come up with the words to even say this? You really should take up acting because right now, you were a totally different person that you didn't even know was hiding in you.
“I’ll show you,” he gets closer to you in a deep whisper, not preparing you for how dreadful and horrid his breath was. You had to suck in the air around you and hold your breath until he was out of your scent range. This was proven to be difficult because he was not separating from you any time soon. You watched as he took out something from his pocket, both hands covering the item, careful for no one to see. He brought it in front of him, both of your bodies shielding the item from all who was around you. Slowly, he opened the palm of his hands, unveiling a watch. A golden watch with a band that was encrusted with diamonds. Your jaw dropped open. That was…
“A watch that can fulfill the wish of any man or woman. A watch that can make you rich beyond your wildest imagination!” he fantasized. 
You couldn’t say anything. You continued to stare at the treasure in front of you. No shot he actually had it with him this entire time. And he was taking it out like no one else had their eyes out for this?! This man was a stupid man. Hopefully stupid enough that you could possibly grab it from him without him knowing. It wasn’t the plan and this wasn’t what you were supposed to be doing, but if it could get you the respect you’ve been looking for from the Captain and everyone else, you were going to risk it. 
You glanced up from Sebastian’s eyes to the watch, then back at him, slowly reaching for the watch while he was distracted in his silly stories. But everything backfired when you felt a large, sweaty hand creep up your thigh. Chills ran up the back of your spine, so much so that you had a physical reaction. Nothing you were doing tonight was part of the plan, but you were going to make sure that you weren’t going to have sex with this man. So, you tried backing away, moving your legs in the opposite direction, but he was surprisingly strong, overpowering you instantly. His grip tightened on your leg so the point where you couldn’t move.
“But now that I have the treasure, I wouldn’t mind now finding a lucky lady to join me on my riches,” he breathed down your neck, making you feel filthy and disgusting.
God, you wanted to escape. But you couldn’t. You couldn’t move. Was it because of his unruly grip or were you frozen in fear? Your eyes widened in fear and anxiety was bubbling up inside of you. You suddenly felt like you couldn’t breathe and your mind wasn’t working anymore. Were you in trouble? What were you supposed to do again? What was your next move? None of the boys knew how distressed you were. Afterall, all the action was happening under the table, where they couldn’t see.
That’s when your eyes flickered across the room, desperately searching for familiar eyes if you could even concentrate properly. It was then, did you see a pair of electric, golden eyes. Your face was scrunched into distress and fear, a face he had never seen you make before. It didn't take him longer than a millisecond to react. He snapped up from his chair, tapping his mate next to him. They didn't have to exchange words for both of them to know what to do next. A cue was motioned the second they stood up and soon, everyone else’s attention turned to you. They got the hint. You needed help.
Denki shot a look at Bakugou. The Captain, who was slouching against the wall with his head tilted down, shot up with a mean frown. It didn’t take an idiot to understand that a rescue mission was on hand. Even the real idiot of the group could get that. The crew was making their way to you, but right when they had you in their grasp, other men in the tavern simultaneously got up and blocked every single one man of the crew.
At first, they thought it was some kind of coincidence. But when one of the pirates moved to get out of their way, the man blocking him moved with him. Shit. These weren’t just some random drunks. They were men of Sebastian. They were here all along, waiting for them. And they fell right in their trap.
“Best not get in the way,” Bakugou muttered to the oversized fellow standing in his way of you. 
“You should do the same,” the oversized fellow talked back. Bakugou didn’t like the man’s attitude, only furthering the Captain’s irritation.
“If you don’t want to make a scene, I suggest you sit back down and mind ya business,” Bakugou warned.
“I don't back down from a challenge,” the man sized him up. Bakugou smirked with a glistening eye.
“Is that so?” With a ‘shwing’ of his metal, Bakugou unshielded his sword, the tip right in between the eyes of his enemy. “Challenge accepted.” 
Desperate times call for desperate measures and that’s how desperate Bakugou was to get to you. Unsheathing his sword should have been the last resort, because look at the results of what happened. Those who were not from either party were now screaming and running away. The place was becoming chaotic, full of fear and danger. But now, they can get to the fun stuff.
On cue, his other men followed their Captain, taking out whatever weapon they concealed within their clothes and clashed with their enemies. The sound of metal hitting each other filled the air, screams of agony rang in your ears, and yet, you were still frozen where you were. Everyone right now was doing their job, you can’t just do nothing.
“Let go of me!” you decided to scream, reaching for Sebastian’s hand that was going higher and higher, but his grip was too tight for you to do any real damage.
“Come on, come upstairs with me,” he insisted, now leaning forward, looking as if to kiss you. But you kept bending back and back and back, closing your eyes, ready for the inevitable. Until you felt a significant amount of pressure finally being released off you. You peeked through the thick of your eyelashes to find a bush of blonde hair blocking your view.
“What the! Who the fuck are you!” your target is furious, demanding answers on why some random person was cockblocking him. When you were busy trying to get away from the creepy man, Bakugou was already fighting someone else. Needless to say, he wasn’t going to be able to get to you in time with this guy in the way. This guy was strong. No matter how much Bakugou was forcing him back, the guy was giving back with equal amounts of force. That’s it. He’ll just have to kill this man to make him get out of the way. Bakugou swung his sword up with all intention to unalive this man, when one of the other pirates slipped his way in front of Bakugou, clashing swords with their enemy. Reminding himself that he’ll thank him later, Bakugou quickly passes all the fighting, barely dodging the dangerous flying of metal to get to you.
So when he’s coming to you and sees Sebastian’s dirty hands all over you and your face is twisted in disgust, he doesn’t hesitate to grab the man’s arm and twist it backwards, causing Sebastian to cry in pain. The man was too busy trying to comfort his injured arm to see Bakugou grab your hand in the midst of his distraction.  To where? Bakugou didn’t know either. He just took your hand and ran until he finally found a door. Perfect escape route. Or so he thought.
When both of you ran through the door, it was not the outside breeze you were met with. Instead, you found yourselves in a small, concealed space with a dirty toilet and sink. 
“Shit,” Bakugou cursed under this breath. He quickly shut the door behind you and blocked it with whatever he could find. Running right behind you was Sebastian and he was right on your tail. Bakugou had to think fast. He quickly scanned the room, looking down and then up. Luck was on your side. There was a window leading straight out onto the streets. Bakugou climbed on top of the toilet and ran his shoulder into the window. 
“Shit, it’s stuck,” he grunted, still using all his force to break up the window over and over again. All you could do was watch anxiously on the side. The anxiety didn’t stop because all of a sudden, you heard banging on the other side of the bathroom door which made you scream in fright.
“Open up you coward!” Sebastian yelled. Even though there was something to block the door, with enough strength, he was able to get it slightly open with every shove.
“He’s coming in!” you cried, urging Bakugou to rush. And he was trying his best. Grunting with powerful shoves. At last, Bakugou managed to open the stubborn window and he made his way through the window and jumped down onto the busy night streets.
“Come on!” he called out to you. For a second, you hesitated. The thought of getting on that disgusting toilet was preventing you from escaping. But Sebastian pushed one last time, managing to open the bathroom door even more, allowing himself to slightly get in. That was enough to scare the shit out of you and you quickly rushed to get on the toilet and out the window. When you finally saw the outside streets, you were about to jump just like how the Captain did it. But Bakugou reached out his hand, waiting for you to take it. With no time to waste, you took it and with his other hand, grabbed your waist to hold you steady and prevent you from falling flat on your face. You stumbled at little, but Bakugou got you, pulling you into him when you fully got on the concrete floor. Being so close to his chest made you feel a little flustered but now was not the time to get caught in some childish feelings.
Still holding your hand, you ran away together. You didn’t know where and you didn’t care, as long as you got far away from Sebastian and his men as possible. Bakugou trusted in his men that they would take care of the mess they made. 
So, you ran and ran, until you were both out of breath. When you were at a safe enough distance, Bakugou pulled you into a dark and empty alleyway in case someone was still chasing you, you’d be able to hide. You allowed your back to rest against the cold, brick wall, your chest heaving up and down with deep and slow breaths. It almost hurt to even breathe with how much running you were doing. You had closed your eyes to concentrate on catching your breath but Bakugou had other plans. You shot your eyes open as he grabbed the side of your face and brought you closer to him. You opened your mouth, intending on asking what the fuck he was doing but he beat you to it.
“You okay?” he asks, like he was concerned. He talked as if he wasn’t running for his life just seconds ago. He wasn’t out of breath, he didn’t even look tired. For a second, you didn’t know how to respond to this version of the Captain. You were used to him being a stubborn, didn’t-care-about-anyone type of guy. And now, he looked so concerned and so worried. And to you out of all people?
“Ah… Mm, I’m fine,” you responded, now looking down at the ground because his stare was too intense. Bakugou sighed with relief but was quickly replaced with frustration. He backed off you to roughly ruffle his hair.
“Fuck, I’m sorry,” he apologized. “That wasn’t supposed to happen.”
“It’s part of the job, right?” you tried to play it off like it was nothing, but it surely was not nothing. With all the adrenaline running through your veins, you hadn’t realized you were shaking. You had never gone through an experience quite like that before. And for someone to just touch you the way he touched you… you glanced down at your thigh, the exact position where his hands were, and you got chills. He wasn’t touching you anymore but you could still feel the weight on his palm slowly creeping up on you. No matter how many times you tried to wipe it away, that feeling never left you. There was a constant feeling of dirtiness that you couldn’t get rid of.
“No, no. Fuck! It wasn’t supposed to go that far. Shit, sorry. Sorry, sorry, sorry.” he kept apologizing over and over again. Like his guilty conscience was taking over.
“It was my fault it went that far,” you admitted.
“It doesn’t matter. We were supposed to be there to get you out. We were supposed to protect you. Fuck… I-I was supposed to…” he trailed off, blaming himself for what happened. “It was your first mission. I should have paid more attention. I’m sorry…”
Ideally, it wasn’t the best first mission. And it definitely didn’t go as how you planned it in your head. But you were about to respond to the very distressed Bakugou, but then both of you heard screaming in the distance. You looked up and saw the rest of the pirate crew running your way… and more people behind them?
“Run! Get to the ship!” Kirishima yelled, waving his hands at you to get a move on. Bakugou cursed under his breath once again. You thought he was going to run without you, but he stuck his hand out.
“Come on,” he said more gently. You nodded in affirmation, taking his hand and he led you back in the direction of the ship.
You and the crew laid on the floor of the deck, exhausted for the night. It was a close call when everyone got on board. You barely managed to escape with Sebastian and his men right on your tails. You all watched as his men yelled at you guys from the dock, able to do nothing but scream and shout and express their anger while you managed to escape on water. They would have laughed and bragged in their faces, but the deep disappointment that everyone felt weighed heavy. They had failed their mission. They weren’t able to retrieve the watch that they so desperately needed. Bakugou stood in front of everyone with hands on his hips. No, he was not happy with the outcome but what could be done?
“I know what you’re all thinking,” he starts out. 
“We failed,” someone chirped up.
“Big time,” someone else chimed in. You looked around at all their discouraged faces. Their heads down in shame, some had their eyes covered. You’ve never seen them so down before. What was once a cheerful and energetic crew was now quiet and saddened. 
“We can still get it back,” Bakugou said. But that didn’t seem to encourage them at all. In fact, they were all negative about the fact.
“How! All his goons know who we are. There’s no way we can pull something like that off again, without getting caught.” Denki spoke up. 
“What plan did you have in mind?” Kirishima asked, trying to be optimistic. But you jumped up before Bakugou could say anything.
“We don’t need another plan,” you mention and you swear, everyone was looking at you like you were crazy.
“Yes, we do. We failed this time but that doesn’t mean we are giving up on the mission,” Bakugou explained. But no one was prepared for what you were about to do. You reached in your pocket and everyone’s eyes bulged out of their heads when they saw the gold watch being pulled. Bakugou grabbed the watch from you, bewildered, while the whole crew cheers in the background.
“How did you…”
“Ah, I grabbed it while he was distracted trying to kiss me,” you explained sheepishly. It was quick and it was a risky move, but you managed to pull it off. Partially another reason why they were after you and not just because a woman he wanted to sleep with got away. Bakugou smirked and looked at you very impressed. You were able to pull of something unimaginable. And for that, not only was Bakugou impressed, but now he wanted you as one of his men. He wanted you on the ship as a regular pirate.
A/N: love to hear your thoughts after a long time being away! I know this story isnt getting lots of traction or attention but im still going to finish this story till the end! I am also working on spicy one shot soon! With kirishima and denki ooooooh
Taglist: @superblyspeedydragon @pluviophilefangirl @chixkadee @kinba-ri @ahmya-4
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sparrowsong-7 · 20 days
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Howdy! New to ff14, and was curious about gpose, bc it sounds like it'd be right up my alley if i could learn how to use it 😶
(also ive been lurking in the ff14 tag and you've got some really nice scenes and poses! :D)
First off, welcome to FFXIV and I hope you’re having a great time with it!
Now, Gpose is wonderful, and just using the tool provided in the game is a great way to start taking screenshots. It allows a lot more flexibility than you would first expect from an in-game photo mode, and I do really recommend pushing that to its limits when first starting out. But, if you really wanna get into more dynamic shots, you're gonna have to do some crimes...
Simply put, if you wanna get the most bang for your buck making and posing scenes, you're gonna have to download and install a few add-ons (This is technically against the terms of service, but as long as you’re not announcing it in game, you should be fine).
The basic tools I use for my scenes are as follows:
-FFXIV Quick Launcher: This not only gets you in game quicker, it also lets you install add-ons, which is necessary for Brio and Kitsis
-Anamnesis: My primary posing tool. It’s a third party application that runs in the background and is what actually lets you take control of the rigging on actors and pose them how you see fit, instead of relying on in-game animations. In addition it lets you take further control over the camera and even the time of day and weather! The only issue is that since it runs outside the game it can take up a lot of space on single monitor setups (I have a dual monitor set up so it doesn't bother me).
-Brio: An absolute godsend if you're posing multiple characters. It lets you spawn and customize temporary entities while in Gpose, so you never have to futz with finding enough actors in the world.
-Kitsis: A posing tool that runs in game. Great for single monitor setups, can do a lot of the same things that Anamnesis does, and can even run side by side with it.
There are plenty of guides out there for learning the in and outs of each tool, but I do recommend the tried and true method of just messing with sliders to see what they do. There are also plenty of premade poses out there on the web that you can use (just make sure to give credit where it's due). Sorry if this turned out pretty long, just wanna make sure I’m covering all my bases!
Make sure to have fun with it and if you have any specific questions don't be afraid to DM me!
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fictionfixations · 2 months
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twst halloween
so ive been reading the events for twst all day. (like the dialogue for the stories)
SO. okay so i need to talk about halloween for a second--
so of course, spoilers for the event
deep breaths (i had started writing while reading. then i got very frustrated and it went on from there. haha. it gets long.)
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unique magic Tag. something like that
Where they can mark something, and it'll have a specific tag unique to that person (it'll stay in their memory until the tag is removed or fades away, in which the memory will fade normally instead of never). They could also tag items to that person (as in it'll have that person's unique signature that ties them together).
….honestly ive been like reading the twst halloween stuff. ( SPOILERS ) and for pomefiore they're in like the mirror hall and these mfs kept taking pictures INSIDE when its NOT ALLOWED (…bruh now people know what it looks like inside! what if theres like a flaw thats been caught on camera that'd help future criminal doers do something there!?)
anyway. so i was thinking of confiscating like phones. but so it doesnt get lost, or given to the wrong person.
this random pomefiore student being able to tag people with skin contact (example: passing the phone along, light touch on, say, the hand and the phone, and thus tagging and attaching them together through a line only they can see)
and it'd also help if say that same person did something malicious like 'hey, that's not your phone!' or 'i know that person!'
sorry im just kind of really ticked off at them. and all the other magicam monsters i swear--
im angry ranting now
oKAY for one that guy who was climbing the apple tree. you realize that if you do that people are just gonna want to do that to for the views so they'll climb it evne if they have no experience in it and will probably injure themselves or worse!?
ALSO THE FLOWERS. SCREAMS in heartslabyul OH MY GOD (i think id actually get so frustrated too though like bruh. idfk. WHAT IF THEYRE POISONOUS? i mean they probably wouldnt be out in the open but like. HELLO? YOU DONT KNOW THESE PLANTS. [they're for like potions] WTF ARE YOU DOING. THEY COULD BE HOME TO A VICIOUS SPECIES FOR ALL YOU KNOW YOU IDIOT)
pictures are horrendous. savanaclaw… 1. Why the fuck did someone make up some bs rumor that putting like treasure on your head (its fake tho) would like grant you a wish? WHY? WHAT DO YOU GAIN FROM THAT!?? HELLO???? also oh my god as a person who hates everything about being in pictures (i have to be tricked to get my picture taken ugh) THAT WAS HORRIBLE TO READ. im reading on the wiki by the way because i want the context. also oh my god (im sorry im saying that a lot.) as a person who was absolutely repulsed by touch for awhile (and still kind of squeamish about it but dont have the courage to shove ppl off half the time) i think id die inside. like. okay so they're like touching his ears and his tail (i only remember the ear but i was so pissed off i dont know if i imagined the tail bit or not) and kinda his everything right? WHY? thats. like. such an invasion of privacy. like. HELLO??? WHAT ARE YOU DOING. pleASE stop???? also oh my god WHYH ARE YOU MAKING A MESS OF IT WHAT tHE HECK (they should have like those ropes that signify 'you're not allowed past this part' to make it clear HEY youre not allowed to touch that. but also some people will ignore it and they could get overrun FAST. ughhh)
octavinelle
i wish i could say that people have the courtesy to be careful not to do anything to harm others but i cant really no words. just. oh my god. be CAREFUL WITH WHAT YOU'RE DOING . there are important sUBSTANCES HERE THAT ARE VERY FRAGILE. (they should've been made to pay for it ughhh. teach them.)
scarabia. honestly ive read a fic that went over this before. and honestly its very funny. so like yuu's just going to sam's shop where they are the teachers are nearby (stunned) and jamils just like 'I'LL BURN IT ALL TO THE GROUND' and its HILARIOUS. also bugs. shudder. i dont even know how youd get people to stop wasting the food tho. man. bruh.
(also where are there self preservation skills oh my god)
ignihyde. oh my god THEYVE DONE THE WORST CRIME OF THEM ALL. THE DESTRUCTION OF BOOKS. okay im being overdramatic but WHAT THE FUCK if anyone did that to my books id honestly be so done.
well anything else could be salvaged sort of (with the exception of the destruction of the plants, the destruction of one of the things in the lab, and this) but. this. destruction of property???????? FOR ALL YOU KNOW THAT COULD'VE BEEN SOME SUPER RARE VERY LIMITED BOOK WITH ONLY. LIKE. 10 COPIES MADE. OR LIKE. ITS ENTIRELY HANDWRITTEN BY SOME FAMOUS PERSON WHO DIED A LONG TIME AGO AND THIS IS ALL WE HAVE LEFT AND YOU DESTROY IT!
AGHHH. im so aggravated. (as a person who ADORES books. im so irritated. i mean dont get me wrong they arent that important to me. but the library is my favorite part in a school! i love reading! its practically sacred!) "Jail. Jail for one thousand years! Some of us LIKE being alone, y'know? Please, for the love of everything, just let us live our gremlin lives!" YES. (honestly. out of all the dorms. if not savanaclaw, then id probably be in ignihyde. like yes hide me away forever so i can play games and not have to interact with people)
"Y'know, for Malleus Draconia! The guy so zetta powerful that everybody trembles at his name! Getting a picture of yourself touching him is a legendary feat."
SCREAMS INTO PILLOW
WHY THE FUCK ARE PEOPLE BRNEAKING AND ENTERING WHY OD YOU IGNORE A SIGN
im so rrry im yttypingoifnhgfh there comes a point where im so frustrated i cant typer ight. heavy sigh
WHY WOULD YOU IGNORE A SIGN. THAT CLEARLY GIVES YOU A WARNING?! YOURE LITERALLY BREAKING AND ENTERING. THERE IS A REASON THAT SIGN IS THERE. WHY WOULD YOU JUST SHRUG IT OFF BASED ON APPEARANCES???! HAVE YOU NEVER HEARD OF DONT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER? I SWEAR. AGHH thats. such. a major. violation. i cant… AGHH
i wonder if a sort of barrier spell to prevent people from moving past (aka into the dorm) would be possible. but that might be a huge drain and whose to say they couldnt idfk take pictures through the windows? ew stalkery behavior, and not any better.
AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE BECAUSE YOU KNOW WAHT THE HEADLINES ARE GONNA SAY?
'NRC student attacks tourist!'. IT WONT EVEN MENTION ANY WRONGDOINGD THE TOURIST HAD DONE AND ITLL SPREAD FROM THERE AND AGHHHHHHH
THE STATUES? WHAT THE FUCK!? that. i. AGH (people are so dumb. why. would you. post a picture OF YOU COMMITTING A CRIME!?)
!!!! POP OFF (edit: this is like heartslabyul going against the magicam monsters. id probably adore octavinelle's if i hadn't already been spoiled about it lol)
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kind of off topic. but yknow what? i kind of feel like im really living up to my riddle pfp lmFAO
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(i wrote it all down on discord. i probably could've just started it on a tumblr post instead but it didnt even occur to me)
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zbdjjsjwjajba · 1 year
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ok yknow what HELP
ive looked through the demiromantic tag for like an hour and i still cant figue shit out so here we are
am i demiromantic or have i just not met enough ppl
bc the way i would explain demiromanticism (?) to myself is im friends w someone for a bit (ranges from a couple weeks to a year) and then we r put in close proximity?? ig and then the secret romantic attraction quest is unlocked however absolutely does not NEED to be completed (which means i dont HAVE to tell them i like them bc im not really expecting anything out of it?? its just a thing thats kind of happening)
ok so the only crushes im counting total up to 3 (? (will be explained))
1!! my friend group at the time thought it would be a funny little haha to say that they all actually 'ship' me w another friend,,, which led to friend jokingly flirting w me all the time which led to us spending more time together therefore secret romantic quest unlocked which i DID complete (told them and got rejected, cried a little, got over it)
2!! actually dated this person for a bit but honestly dont know if i liked them?? or how i happened to start liking them if i ever did??? like ive looked back on this relationship and thought yh we were absolutely friends who held hands more often and they attempted to kiss me a couple times but like?? was that it??? this is the questionable crush bc genuinely have absolutely no fucking clue if i did have a crush on them or if we decided to give dating a shot just bc they told me a bit before that they did like me and i fully just asked them out (and now did i ask them out bc i wanted to date them or bc everyone around me was getting into relationships and i felt like i was being abandoned??? who knows) THIS PERSON IS ALSO ARO NOW AND WE ARE STILL FRIENDS
3!!! classmate i went on a school trip to nyc w (we were friends?? im not good at knowing if im friends w someone,,, point is we talked quite a bit bc we sat next to each other in maths) and he would do things that i consider sweet,,, like lending me his gloves bc it was cold and letting me hold onto his arm while we were on the subway bc i didnt have anything else to hold onto (we did almost topple over) but now that im writing this out and thinking about it,,, i dont think i would think anything of this if it wasn't a dude?? maybe i have way lower standards for men??? i think thats it,,, ok well now im thinking about if i ever actually found him attractive in any way or if it was just the action of giving me gloves and an arm to hold onto,,, anyway that ig?? unlocked the secret romantic quest??
also those were pretty bunched together??? like in the span of like i think 2 years max and its been i think around 2?? years and no romantic attraction has been felt at all but i think it may be bc i havent really met that many new ppl and therefore pool is smaller????????
nddjnd think this is also kind of important to add but one time i was on a call w a couple friends and smthsmth and i went yh its ok i can just find ppl attractive from afar and they went aww blair :( and i was so confused bc i didn't think i said anything wrong???
ok fuck i have way too much shit to think about now,,, anyway help me out pls this is frying my fucking brain
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