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yourimagines · 2 months
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Hi!
Can you perhaps write a twenty one pilots one shot. Maybe about their newest song that came out.
I love your work, take care!
I really love their new song, overcompensate.
It’s a short one but I hope this is a good one!
Pressure
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* English is not my first language I apologise
* Triggers: Dark, Angsty, Swearing and Fluff
Y/n POV
Tyler was hyped about their newest album coming out soon but he’s also nervous. He’s a perfectionist, he’s never 100% satisfied with his work. Always overthinking, always asking the what if questions. So he was downstairs in his home studio, listening to the album as I was making dinner for us. “Ty? You want some dinner?” I asked him as I stood at the top of the stairs. “Sure.” He answered quietly back. “Okay, I’ll be down in a minute.”
I made him a plate and brought it downstairs to him. He was sitting behind his desk, his headphone covered his left ear. “Here you go handsome.” I placed his plate down on his desk. He turned his head to look up at me and smiles. “Thanks beautiful.” His hand slightly touched my leg. “Are you okay down here?” He nods and turns his head back to the screen. “I’m fine, just making sure the album is finished before we release it.” I gave him a gentle squeeze in his shoulder. “Okay, don’t overthink too much about it.” “I won’t.”
I was tossing around in bed, it was midnight and Tyler was still downstairs. ‘This is not healthy for him.’ I throw my blanket to the side and got out of the bed, I stepped into my slippers and walked downstairs. The house was quiet and dark, the only lights that were on came from his home studio downstairs. “Ty?” I tiredly asked and looked downstairs to look at him. His eyes were glued to his monitor. “Yeah?” He didn’t moved a muscle, like he was possessed by something else. “Are you coming to bed, it’s already past midnight.” He waved his hand and nodded. “Yeah, yeah. I’m coming in a minute.” I rolled my eyes and turned around. “Okay, see you in a minute.” I left him alone again, knowing he isn’t coming to bed anytime soon.
Tyler POV
My mind was running around as my eyes stared at the computer screen. “Still not good enough.” I changed it again and again. As I grew tired, tired from staying awake for so long. My eyes started to burn from all the lights and no sleep, my migraine was back and was hurting my brain as I’m still not satisfied with the results. “It’s always the same fucking shit.” I groaned and took a sip from my water, looking at the files as the words started to change, changing in those dark thoughts I rather not have lingering around in the back of my mind. “I need Josh’s opinion on this.” I tried to shake off those chilling thoughts and tried to block out those voices that were now screaming in my head. I shared the files with him and looked at the clock, 3am. I rubbed my face and leaned back in my chair, still looking at the monitor as the words on the screen started to fade away, feeling all dizzy and a lot of pressure forming in my chest. My phone buzzed, it was Josh sending me a quick message.
Joshua🥁: I will listen to this asap in the morning 😴
Me: need really your opinion on this one 👌🏻
Joshua🥁: Don’t worry, just get some sleep 💤
I sighed and saved my work and turned everything off. I walked back upstairs and checked if everything was closed off and slumped upstairs to our bedroom. Y/n was already sleeping, as she lay on my side of the bed. ‘I’m so blessed to have her in my life.’ I stripped my clothes off and joined her. As soon I lay next to her she moved closer and lay her head against my chest. “Ty?” She tiredly says as I caressed her back. “Yeah it’s me, just go back to sleep.” I kissed her head and she immediately felt asleep again. I stayed awake for a while, looking at the ceiling, as my migraine started to fill my brain with these dark thoughts about life….
I woke up from the morning sun that shines through our window. She was lying against my chest, all wrapped up around me. My hand went carefully towards her face and gently wiped her hair away. ‘Beautiful.’ Her eyelids slightly moved, a small low hum came from her and with that she opened her eyes. “Good morning beautiful.” I said in my morning voice with a small smile on my face. I caressed her cheek and she smiles tiredly at me and nuzzles her head back into my chest. “Good morning handsome.” She mumbled softly against my chest. I wrapped my arms around her and started to rub her back as she started to trace my chest in the morning sunlight shining down on us.
I was downstairs, video calling with Josh. “No, I think it’s good enough, they will love it.” He says as he was eating some breakfast. “I know but I think there is more.” He chuckles and shook his head. “You always say that, believe me it’s good.” I nodded and looked down at my notepad. “You really think so?” I asked him as I was playing with the pen that was laying on my desk, not really feeling sure about it. “Yes I really think so.” I hummed and looked up again. “Okay, then let’s release it.” He nods and gave me a thumbs up. “Let’s do this.” I nodded and saved up our files. “Yeah, let’s do this.” Feeling a bit unsure about this….
——— Release Day Overcompensate ———
Y/N POV
Tyler was nervous again, as their newest song was about to release. “They are so hyped up for this.” Josh said as everyone was hanging around our house. “Are they?” Tyler asked as he looked over at Josh’s phone. “Yes, they can’t wait.” He showed them some comments. Debbie smiled at me as the guys were reading the comments. “They are so cute when they do this.” She says to me. I laughed and nodded. “Yes they are.” Josh was scrolling through the social media apps as Tyler was looking at the reactions. “Can’t wait for them to hear the rest.” He says to Josh. “Me neither.”
The song was released and they were watching the fans react to it. Josh was streaming his phone to the tv, sharing his feed. “They love it.” He says with a smile on his face. Tyler nodded, secretly feeling proud of what they created. “Look at that honey.” Debbie says and wraps her arms around him. “Cool isn’t it.” They were both smiling and pointing some comments out. I lay my head on Tyler’s shoulder. “I’m proud of you.” I said to him as we both were looking at Josh and Debbie who were standing in front of the tv, reading some of the comments out loud. “I know.” He says and grabbed my hand. “This is the last one….” I looked up at him and placed a small kiss on his cheek. “You deserve this my love.” He brought my hand up to his lips and placed a kiss on the back of my hand. “For us.” I smiled and nodded. “For us.”
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j-jinxee · 1 month
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TYLER DRABBLE -☆
NSFW under the cut! [warnings - edging, oral]
"ff- fuckkk" Tyler's head fell back as he continued to whine. His hands stuttered, urging his need to stop you. Ultimately stopping himself instead, knowing it'd only make things worse. The more he resisted, the longer you'd go on. His calloused hands went back to gripping the bed sheets, just needing to feel in control of something, anything.
"babe- baby please.. ah!" His hips spasmd — crying, pleading for a release, but you weren't done yet. You were absolutely obsessed with how pretty Tyler looked like this, prolonging his misery for as long as possible, just so you could see his desperate expression and helpless mannerisms. He swallowed harshly, attempting to soothe his dry throat, a result of his rough and heavy breathing. His eyes screwed shut — the sensation of vision being too much for him at the moment, but you didn't like that. "Eyes on me baby" you tilted his head forward and met his eyes, fuck he looked so good like this. He struggled to keep eye contact, feeling so helpless under your touch. Your hand had been laced with thick coats of pre, some leaking down and decorating his v-line. Pretty, pretty boy.
"My pretty boy ~ pretty pretty boy" you whispered somewhat musically as your hand retracted yet again. "ff- fuck, please!" Tears began to form at corners of his eyes as he screwed them shut once more. It was getting painful now — he simply couldn't take anymore without sobbing, but he held back as best he could. As he was lost in cloudy thoughts, you slowly moved back and downwards. Arching your back behind you as your lips came dangerously close to his tip. You smiled, looking up at his head thrown back, his chest rising and falling with each breath.
You kissed his tip, "A-ahh!". The new sensation of your hot lips just barely grazing his cock was too much, he knew he couldn't do this any longer. You thought he'd done well, although you wished it could last forever, you were happy to finish him off now. Licking a strip up his length, then bottoming out your own mouth with his aching member. He instinctively thrusted up into your mouth, making this sick game of yours end as soon as possible. You allowed him to finish in any way he pleased, which ended up just being down your throat — he feared doing anything else would lead back into edging.
"fuckfuckfuck- a-ah!" He moaned, thick ropes of hot white cum spilled out, finally releasing what'd been kept in for atleast a couple hours now. You swallowed and lapped up every last drop of his milky relief, while he layed there — nearly passed out from how intense that orgasm was. He was so, so pretty like this, just a sensitive little mess, sweaty and exhausted. He weirdly was never a fan of recieving aftercare — he said it made him feel too incapable, which is understandable. Although, you knew he'd need it after tonight, you'd force him if you had to.
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This was inspired by the lyrics "you look so pretty when you're passing out from all of the tension" from Streets of LA by Ayesha Erotica hehe. I also just wanted to write subby Tyler cuz omg, you can't tell me that man is a top only, not possible -☆
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1m-i-n-e1 · 1 year
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(From my Wattpad)
GOOD MORNING
(Y/N)
Warnings: none.
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TYLER JOSEPH.
There's so many reasons why I love Y/N. Her soft (Y/H/C) hair her beautiful
(Y/E/C) eyes, her radiant smile. She's perfect.
Especially when I wake up next to her. I look at her from my side of the bed, my left arm still under her from snuggling last night, but her back is now turned to me.
I examine her every detail, the way her hair is slightly frizzy from sleeping. The way her back is curved perfectly and comfortably on the bed. She's beautiful.
I pick myself up a tiny bit to where I'm leaning on my elbow and I look at her face from the side. Her eyes are closed and her mouth is gaped slightly. She looks so peaceful.
I carefully wrap myself around her, hoping to not wake her. I wrap my right arm around her frame. My chest pressed against her back, allowing me be able to level my breathing with hers.
I lean my head on her shoulder, our cheeks touching. Her body heat radiates from her, which only brings a smile to my face.
I kiss her on the cheek slightly, and then on the shoulder. She starts to stir a little so I lift my head, freezing in place as if that'll help her not wake.
She looks so peaceful.
She takes a deep breath, which helps me realize she's waking up. I smile slightly, before pressing her closer with my arm.
"Mm, good morning." She says, blinking her eyes open and smiling. I give her a big cheeky grin, as I stare down at her.
"Good morning, love." I whisper, bringing my face closer to kiss her.
She kisses before quickly pulling away and putting her hand to her mouth.
"I have to brush my teeth. My breath probably stinks." She sighs, and I chuckle a bit.
"I don't mind,” I mutter, “I probably should too." I reply. I hesitantly let her go.
She gives me a little smile before slipping out of the sheets and walking into the bathroom across from the bed.
I watch as she tiredly climbs out, her panties showing ever so slightly before she grabs my shirt, that she decided to wear to bed, and pulls them down to cover them.
I smile to myself, as she walks into the bathroom across from the bed.
••• This was my first ever short story. They get better I promise •••
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ohprettyweeper · 2 years
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Caught on Fire
Part 2
Summary: Your first date with Josh goes even better than you planned. Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader Word Count: 1560 Warnings: FLUFF A/N:Tag list is always open, enjoy this next part!
Part 1
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After a few good hours of sleep, you woke up feeling refreshed and ready to tackle the day. You threw your hair up, slipped into your light, cotton robe, and made way for the kitchen. You turned on the coffee maker, then remembered your date that morning and immediately flipped the switch back to the ‘off’ position.
Josh’s next day off coincided with your next day off after he had asked you to meet up sometime, so you two had decided that it would be the perfect time to meet for coffee. You’d managed to get away from your shift early, stopped on the med-surg floor to check Zack Joseph’s condition before heading home to get some sleep.
A hot shower, natural hair, and light makeup later, you analyzed the contents of your closet. The Spring weather would allow for a pair of nice jeans, a solid color v-neck tee, and your favorite pair of sandals.
Shrugging at your reflection in the mirror, you told yourself, “Here goes nothing.”
Josh was already sitting at a table by the window in the café where the two of you had agreed to meet. A lot of EMS and hospital staff frequented here, as well as those on PD. You had never come here and not run into someone you didn’t know.
You knocked on the window and waved at Josh, who grinned when he saw you. A few moments later, you were seated in the booth across from him, nerves not entirely on the fritz, but not exactly calm, either.
“Good morning,” Josh greeted.
“Good morning,” you returned. “How was your shift?”
“Well,” Josh said, letting out a breath and ticking a list off on his fingers, “none of my guys had to be delivered to the hospital, didn’t have to pull any sleeping old guys out of bed before they died, no houses burned to the ground. So not too bad.”
You nodded. “That is a good shift. ER wasn’t so bad, either. Trauma was pretty dead. Makes for a slow night, but I’ll take it if it means people aren’t dying.”
“No kidding.”
The waitress came by then, took your coffee orders, left menus, then left you two to your conversation. You shared the few things that had happened in the ER, and Josh updated you on some of the guys at the station.
“Oh, speaking of that — I hear Zack is going to make a full recovery.”
Josh nodded, sipping at his black coffee. “Yeah, he’s got a few days left, then they’ll start talking about sending him home. It’ll be a bit before he’s back on the job, but he’ll get there. You been talking to Nicole?”
“Uh, no,” you said, suddenly embarrassed but not sure why. “I’ve been checking in after my shifts, when I can. I’m not bothering him or anything, I just —”
“Slow down, Y/N. I think that’s sweet of you.”
You bit your lip in an effort to stop from blushing. “Thanks. I know it’s probably none of my business, but when I was with Chad — before he left, of course — I felt like I was part of the family you guys have at the station. I got to know people and you guys got to know me. After Chad left and we decided to call it quits, it felt a little bit like I lost that family.”
You cleared your throat, thinking that perhaps that had been an overshare but you felt a load off your chest. You had your friends, but outside of the ER, it wasn’t the same as it had been with the firefighter group. You missed it more than you knew, until you had seen Josh and the guys again at the hospital.
Josh reached across the table and took your hand, squeezing gently. “We missed you too, you know. Or at least I did. And I know Nicole has always enjoyed when she works with you at the hospital.”
You smiled with relief. “Yeah, I enjoy that, too. She kept me updated on you guys every now and then. I suppose I could go ahead and embarrass myself a little more and let you know it was always kind of nice when she would mention you were still single.”
“Oh really?” Josh smiled, a warm pink painting over his cheeks as well. You realized he still had a hold of your hand, but you didn’t mind. You liked the way his calloused hand cradled yours; there was something about it that made you feel safe and secure.
The catching up continued and before either of you knew it, lunchtime had come around. Since coffee was all you had for breakfast, you were starving and so was Josh. After a few minutes of perusing the menu, Josh flagged down the waitress and the two of you ordered lunch. Another two hours passed before Josh finally announced he needed to get going.
“Not because I want to,” he assured as he walked you to your car, “but I promised my mom I’d come by this afternoon.”
“Of course, I get it. I think it’s too early on to be making your mother mad, anyway.”
Josh smiled. “Yeah.”
“What? Did I say something wrong?”
He shook his head adamantly. “Definitely not. I actually like the way you said that it’s early on — like there’ll be a later.”
“You want a later?” you asked, brow raised.
“I definitely do. Do you?”
“I do,” you smiled.
Josh’s fingers laced through yours, pulling you to a stop in the middle of the cafe parking lot. You bumped into him, but his strong figure held strong. His smile was a nervous one as his hand carded into your hair and his lips met yours.
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Josh strolled up to his house when he got home from his parents, still floating on cloud nine. He had stamped down his attraction to Y/N while she was with Chad, but now that Chad was completely out of the picture and she was open to a relationship with Josh, it was as though a whole new world of potential had opened up.
He phoned Tyler as soon as he was in the house, checking on their plans for guys’ night out.
“We’re still on,” Tyler confirmed. “Nicole’s working the overnight shift, so I’m on my own. By the way, Nic said she saw Y/N last night and maybe overheard a conversation about how excited she was for her date with you this morning.”
Josh chuckled. “Oh yeah? Well, then I guess that would explain why it went so well.”
“I guess so. Hey, why don’t you bring her to the barbecue at our place next weekend?”
“That’s not a bad idea. She mentioned missing being around everyone.”
“Perfect. Listen, I just dropped off some food for Nicole at the hospital, I’ll be home soon. Mind picking me up, then we can go meet everyone?”
Josh nodded. “Yeah, that sounds fine. I’ll see you in a while.”
He disconnected the call. The idea of Y/N being back around with their group, but by his side now and not Chad’s, it made him even happier than he had been before Tyler extended the invitation to bring Y/N to the barbecue.
After washing up a bit and changing his clothes, Josh sprayed on some cologne and checked the time. He didn’t need to leave just yet to pick up Tyler, so he decided to take a chance and call Y/N.
“Well, hey you,” she greeted.
“Hey,” Josh smiled. “Is it too soon to be calling? I don’t wanna look like a nerd.”
“No, you’re not a nerd and no, it’s not too soon to be calling,” she giggled. “How was your visit with your parents?”
“Good. Try to see them when I can, but since Zack got hurt on the job, they’ve been even more tense than usual. Mom’s always happy to see me safe and sound.”
Y/N sighed. “Can’t blame her for that.”
“You don’t have to worry about me, Y/N. I’m always safe. But it’s nice to have you worried about me, too.”
They talked for a while longer, until Tyler called on the other line to figure out what Josh’s hold-up was. He switched lines back and apologized that he needed to end the phone call.
“This morning it was your parents, tonight it’s Tyler. You don’t need an out to only get doses of me, you know,” she teased.
Josh chuckled but returned, “I’ll never get enough of you, I promise. Can I call you tomorrow?”
“I’d really like that.”
“Okay. Night, Y/N.”
“Good night, Josh.”
Reluctantly, he hit the red button to end the call. He found his keys and made way for Tyler’s, realizing how long it had been since he had felt this way about a girl. He already wanted to spend every second possible with her.
Can I take you out on your next day off? Josh texted on his way out of the driveway.
Her answer didn’t take long. My next day off is tomorrow.
I’ll see you then. Call you in the morning to make plans.
Josh shoved his phone in his pocket and worked on getting the twitterpated smile off of his face before he met up with the guys.
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bbluejoseph · 1 year
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bbluejoseph's 2022 fic masterlist
this is just a collection of everything i posted on ao3 in 2022! i did intentionally leave out one fic (Surrounded, Hounded) since i've updated it this year, though the first chapters were actually posted in 2022. all but two of the following fics are complete, and i do plan to continue those fics eventually.
I'd Find A Match (The Way You Say Good Morning) Posted Feb. 15th; approx 2k words Tags: songfic, friends to lovers, tooth-rotting fluff, everything is beautiful and nothing hurts, mutual pining, first kiss, dorks in love, early days
Tyler laughs and lifts the cover off the keys again. "I might be able to do Für Elise. If I go slow."
Idaho Posted Feb. 25th; approx 1k words Tags: friendship/love, anxiety, disassociation, grief/mourning, fight or flight, past mental health issues, implied/referenced suicidal thoughts, desperation, ambiguous/open ending, sad with a happy ending, songfic, apply ship goggles to taste
He doesn't know why he grips Josh's arm so tight, only that he needs to, and thank God, Josh doesn't shove him off. "Take me back to the bus," Tyler whispers. The confusion is back, warring with the worry in Josh's voice. "What?" "Take me back to the bus," he begs. "Please."
Counting All The Numbers Between Zero And One Posted Mar. 5th; approx 2k words Tags: apply ship goggles to taste, best friends, running away, grief/mourning, loss of parent(s), implied/referenced character death, angst, hurt/comfort, crying, bittersweet ending, josh dun is a sweetheart, implied sucidal thoughts, implied suicidal ideation
"You didn't leave a note," Josh mumbles, sniffing, but his voice is clearer now. "I didn't know what to say," Tyler tells him slowly. There's more to it than that, and they both know it.
Home Posted Mar. 16th; approx 7k words Tags: dema, secret relationship, forbidden love, established relationship, dystopia, religious cults, angst, bad ending, blood and gore, blasphemy, religious imagery & symbolism, cannibalism, dead dove: do not eat
Andre's calculating, dark eyes wash over his face. "Yet you hesitate." Tyler swallows. "What if I'm not ready?" (We want you home in one piece, now.)
Please Don't Bite Last updated Mar. 25th; approx 13k words Tags: blood, gore, murder, cannibalism, graphic description of corpses, supernatural elements, shapeshifters, demonic possession, attempted sexual assault, nonbinary blurryface, crush at first sight, not as dark as the tags make it seem
They swallowed, savoring the last bit of metallic sweetness before wiping their mouth with the back of their hand. It came away red.
Your Time Will Come Posted April 26th; approx 5k words Tags: early days, friends to lovers, best friends, friends with benefits, complicated relationships, time skips, implied sexual content, mild sexual content, light angst, fluff, getting together, getting back together, kissing, hook-up, happy ending, mutual pining, not actually unrequited love, memories
It's been three years since they actually hung out together, and a lot has changed. Josh's feelings haven't. Maybe it's time he told Tyler the truth.
Bet You Got It All Planned Right Posted May 18th; approx 18k words Tags: teenagers, young love, post-high school, high school sweethearts, established relationship, running away, trans male character, transphobia, childhood sweethearts, unplanned pregnancy, implied sexual content, discussion of abortion, haircuts, angst and hurt/comfort, happy ending, emotional hurt/comfort, internal conflict, secrets, guilt
The dark outside the bus didn't feel real. The worn pleather seats of the greyhound bus didn't feel real. Josh couldn't feel his hand, either despite or in spite of the fact that he'd been gripping the arm rest to his left for the entire bus ride. He was stressed, which was probably bad for- No. No, he didn't want to think about that right now. Nothing about today, or yesterday, or any day before. As far as Josh could process right now, this was the beginning.
Terminarch Posted June 1st; approx 3k words Tags: banditos, dreams and nightmares, being lost, apocalypse, dema, frostbite, winter, headaches & migraines, aliens, alien abduction, apply ship goggles to taste, hurt/comfort, bad ending, self-sacrifice, friendship/love, body horror, angst
He has a headache, but that's an understatement.
Lazarus Posted Sept. 7th; approx 1k words Tags: religious imagery & symbolism, cults, good day dema, scaled and icy, past character death, resurrection
"Do you know your name, honey?" she asks with that same smile plastered on her face. Her mascara looks even messier up close; Tyler stares at a piece of hair that's fallen into her face. "Tyler," he says. "And do you know how you got here?" He searches his mind for an answer, absently reaching for something he cannot see or feel. Tyler comes up empty. "No."
Guarding The Gates (But It All Got Away) Posted Oct. 31st; approx 22k words Tags: trench, dema, past abuse, idiots in love, established relationship, fictober, hurt/comfort, angst, past character death, head injury, good day dema, propaganda, implied sexual content, headaches & migraines, dreams, torture, implied/referenced brainwashing, angst and hurt/comfort, crying, body horror
Since the destruction of the vials in the Tower of Silence, there have been no further mysterious disappearances from Tyler or any of the other banditos. However, things are changing in the city in ways the banditos hadn't expected, and they'll have to adapt to match the bishops' attempts at control. There's something unknown at play here, something none of them fully understand, and it's remained hidden long enough.
Suburban Dream Posted Oct. 31st; approx 4k words Tags: established relationship, angst, hopeful ending, relationship issues, arguing, blood and gore, murder, cannibalism, suburbia, revenge, serial killers, supernatural elements, implied sexual content, violence
Tyler is not a man driven to the edge. Or, he's one of those things. Maybe romance isn't dead after all.
Made To Live (Set Things Right) Last updated Nov. 8th; approx 7k words Tags: the outside music video, dema, trench, memory loss, shipwrecked, scaled and icy, saturday, ned
How smart is this thing? Is Ned its name, or is that what it thinks he is? Is he going crazy? Josh swallows, clears his throat, and points at himself. "Josh?" he says, more like a question than a statement.
Double Check For Double Meanings Posted Nov. 11th; approx 8k words Tags: femslash, genderbending, useless lesbians, celebrity crush, party, hook-up, strangers to lovers, bisexual female character, lesbian character, alternate universe, lady pilots, non-explicit sex, mild sexual content, songfic
She's hot. She's a bitch. She's a whore; she's a prude. She acts like she owns the world. She does own the world. She's a killer, and she'll break your heart if you let her. Josh isn't put off by any of this, even if she knows a lot of people are.
How Jim Saved Christmas Posted Dec. 25th; approx 2k words Tags: animal pov, christmas, tooth-rotting fluff, pre-relationship, getting together, meet-cute, fluff, christmas fluff, romantic comedy
It's almost Christmas, and Jim is running out of time to find the perfect gift for his human, Josh. What's a good dog to do?
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yarrystyleeza · 10 months
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10, 19, 24 and 29 for the ask game 💖
Hey, galaxy! Hope you're doing well! 💘
What's something you're excited for?
I'm waiting for my first job interview ever! So please wish me luck! <3
Do you still love stuffed animals?
Absolutely! And I still have them on my bed! They are Scud, a baby-pink teddy bear, had him since the first grade when I was seven, Spongy, a "circular" version of Spongebob, Josh the unicorn (he literally looks like Josh Dun from Twenty One Pilots with his spiky pink hair), Harry the frog (reminds me of Harry Styles) and Tasmanian the devil (he's literally the stuffed animal version of Taz from Looney Toons) <3
Most important thing in my life?
That's a deep question, I have a lot of things to consider important, my family, my friends, my pets, I really can't live without them! <3
What's something you do to de-stress?
I listen to music and try to draw, I don't usually write down my feelings in a journal (I tried for years, never worked for me, hahaha), so I try to convert my bad feelings into good ones by making art, maybe writing an angst piece, sometimes fluff too. <3
Morning, afternoon or night?
Night, night, night! The stars, the dark sky, the calmness, the air, it's peaceful and I love it! I also love staying up to watch the sunrise! (as a lover of the Stardust movie, it's really my joy) <3
Thanks for dropping these questions, I truly appreciate it! 💘✨
soft asks | 💌
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cerebralthundering · 3 years
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Tour II
Let’sa go! Make sure to read part 1 first! This might be the shortest of the 3.
warnings: oral, daddy kink, intercourse, spanking
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Josh hovers back over top of you, kissing you hard again as he snakes his one hand down your body until it slides underneath your underwear. You can feel his fingers slide between your wet folds as he groans out. “You’re so wet.”
“Fuck, you’re telling me,” you counter. You started getting wet the moment he touched you since this was something you’ve been craving for so long, but watching him as you sucked him off really got it going. He presses light circles over your clit while applying pressure at the mound with his thumb, exposing you slightly more. Your hands rake through his hair & down his back. Soon he slides two fingers inside, causing your mouth to fall agape & your back to begin to arch. His fingers work inside your walls for a moment before he pulls them back out & completely out of your panties. You give him a confused puppy dog look.
“Don’t worry, kitten. I just want to taste you.” With those words your toes curl in excitement as he hooks his fingers under the waistband & pulls off your underwear. You’re now laying there completely exposed to him on the floor. This is not exactly how you had imagined this to go but you’re definitely not complaining. He moves his body to position himself to get right between your legs. Right before you think he’s going to lower himself down, he pauses & purses his lips. “I have an idea.”
He reaches his hands out for yours. You comply & he pulls you to sit up & then up onto your knees. After that, he lets go of your hands & starts to twist himself to lay on his back in front of you with his head pointing towards you. He then tilts his head back to look at you before gesturing you over to him. “Sit on my face.”
You moan deeply at this suggestion & scoot your way over to him & position yourself over his face. He wraps his arms around your thighs to pull you closer. He begins by just suckling on your inner thighs, making you crave his tongue right where you need it as his fingertips gently press into your skin. “Josh, please…” the desperation dripping from your voice. Finally his mouth moves right where you can feel his hot breath over your core before he gives you a long lick. His touch jolts through your body, making your hips twitch, your stomach muscles tense, & breath hitch. He applies pressure with his tongue right over your clit before taking it to suck on with his lips pressed around. You twitch & moan as your breathing increases as he begins lapping you up. You feel his tongue move down to your entrance to tease circles at momentarily. He’s really starting to get you going before he stops. He pulls you back from his face just enough to speak, “Turn around.”
With his command, you do just that. You lift your leg over him & turn to face the other direction. “Much better. I wanna be able to watch your beautiful face as I eat you out. Also don’t be afraid to really ride my face,” he tells you before wrapping his arms again around your thighs & pulls you back down. This direction you can also wrap your fingers in his hair & watch the focus in his face so it’s definitely a win-win for both of you.
He goes back to working his mouth on you as you start slowly grinding your hips as you grip lightly on his hair. You can see him occasionally look up at you, watching as you bite your lip & how your eyes are almost closed as you focus on every touch while dropping expletives. After a minute he unhooks one of his arms from around your thigh & reaches underneath to slide two fingers inside you, making you groan out as your mouth falls open & your back arches as you buck his face. You can feel him curling his fingers inside you, reaching for your g-spot. He starts sucking harder at your clit, occasionally swirling his tongue around it like he’s french kissing it, & pumping his fingers faster. The multiple feelings of pleasure is making your head spin. You’ve never had anyone work you like this. You are literally like a wind up toy, getting tighter with each passing moment.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum, daddy,” you cry out as you tighten the grip on his hair & grind your hips faster, your legs now beginning to quake as your breathing steadily increases & becomes almost erratic. The heat is brewing deeply in your lower stomach, feeling yourself getting close to the edge. Your words make him grip his one hand tighter on your thigh & moan out vibrations to your core as he looks up at you before muffling out, “Come for me, kitten.” He pulls his fingers out just long enough to add a third, really working you fully now as you breathlessly cry out. “Fuck!” you scream. He releases one more wave of vibrations before finally pushing you over the edge. He keeps you pulled down tightly, working your orgasm out completely until you untense & slow down.
You raise yourself just a little to give him some breathing room as you try to catch your breath yourself. His arm is still wrapped around thigh very lazily as the other rests on the floor. After his breathing has normalized, you lean back so you’re sitting on his chest. You look at his face - flushed, wet & shiny. He then licks his lips before taking the three fingers he used & sucks seductively on each one, tasting every last bit of you. You sit there in awe, watching him with his eyes half lidded tasting you. “I knew you’d taste good.”
Now that you’ve both had the chance to catch your breath, you graze your fingertips down his sweaty chest, biting your lip innocently, before looking down at him & speaking, “Now there’s only one more thing you need to do.”
He moves to position himself back up to face you on his knees & begins to go push you back down on your back on the floor before you stop him. He furrows his brows in confusion before you answer, “I have a better idea.” You start shifting up again & then turn around so you’re on all fours with your ass facing him. You turn your head around to look at him while giving him a smirk & wiggling your butt at him. He moans in approval while giving your ass a swat, making you yelp.
“One sec,” he interrupts. He starts moving over to his bunk & you hear him rustling around in a bag before he pops his head back out & holds up a condom. He quickly tears open the wrapper & then slips it on before steadying himself behind you. He gives your ass another smack before rubbing it over. “How much do you want this?”
You groan before answering, “I don’t want this. I need this, daddy.”
“Tell me how bad you need this,” he demands while spanking you again as he starts teasing you by rubbing the head of his cock right against your entrance.
“Ugh, I need this so bad. I need your cock filling up my wet pussy. I need you pounding me hard as you pull my hair. I need you smacking my ass as you push me to the edge.” You can feel his grip on your hips tightening with each word as you try to push your ass back towards him, begging him with both your body & words. “Please…”
And with that, you feel him enter you so quickly you barely have time to adjust, causing you to cry out as he fills you up as you dig your nails into the carpet. His pace already starting out fast, bucking his hips forcefully. Your head falls down for a moment before you feel him grab a hold of your hair, pulling it back up. “Keep your head up.” Your senses are so overloaded you can barely see straight. You still can’t believe this is real & it’s even better than you ever imagined. You think the grip he has with his other hand on your hip might even leave bruises. You can hear him breathing hard & moaning with each thrust, pulling your hair back with each one. He’s fucking you with the intensity he gives while playing the drums & you know you won’t last long.
“Fuck, I’m already close!” you whine out. You can feel your legs starting to shake. You go to try to drop your head again unintentionally but he pulls you quickly back up.
He smacks your ass swiftly before leaning his body forward to get closer to your ear & asking, “Is my good kitten going to cum for daddy? Is she going to make a mess all over daddy’s cock?” His breath heaves between every few words as he continues thrusting hard into you. The sound of skin slapping skin is loud even through the various moans, groans, cries, & expletives. Your head is still instinctively trying to fall but unable. Your nails are latched so deeply into the carpet you can feel the hard surface underneath.
“Yes…” is all you can manage to express as you’re beginning to see stars. As if you weren’t already on sensory overload, he moves his hand from your hip to your clit to rub at to really push you over the edge. You have literal tears of pleasure seeping from your eyes at this point. You can’t even create coherent thoughts, let alone words, so only sounds are coming out. A couple more thrusts & you’re pushed to your climax. You scream out as your walls clench tightly around him. He loudly grunts as he finally reaches his climax as well, making him pull back on your hair even harder & grip your hip tighter. He sloppily continues thrusting to milk both of your orgasms until the end.
Once he’s done, he stops still inside you for a moment to catch his breath. His hand is steadying himself on your lower back briefly before he finally lets go of your hair, your head finally able to hang. He then pulls out & takes off the condom, tying it & tossing it in a nearby trash can. You feel like if you try to move much you might just collapse, so instead you lay yourself down your side. He takes a cue from you & lays on his opposite side so he’s facing you.
“That was fucking amazing,” he purrs as he reaches his hand out to tuck the hair out of your face. Both of your faces are flushed & sweaty but glowing as you smile at each other in bliss.
“I 100% agree. I don’t think I can move yet, & I kinda don’t want to anyway,” you state while reaching your arm out to wrap around his waist, attempting to pull him closer. He scooches towards you more so your bodies are right against each other & wraps his arm around you. You lift your leg up over him & you both just lay there silently, taking each other in, before dozing off.
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Who knows how much long later, you wake up groggily. You look around with hazy vision & that’s when it hits you that you both are still lying here on the floor naked. You start quickly jostling to get up, waking Josh up. He groans with his eyes still closed & asks, “What’s wrong?”
“Josh!” you loudly exclaim. You’re quickly putting your bra & underwear back on as he finally opens his eyes to look at you, now standing. It still hasn’t hit him yet so you gesture around the floor area & then towards Jenna & Tyler’s room. That’s when he ultimately gets it & his eyes widen as he now rushes to get up, gathering clothes off the floor. “Shit!” You freeze for a moment & hold out a hand prompting him to do the same so you can try to hear if they were back already or not. It’s dead silent & you think certainly if they had returned you would’ve noticed & they would’ve said something. Once you realize you’re still safe, you see him go to grab his shirt off the floor before you reach out & steal it from him & slip it on over your bra & underwear while giving him a content smirk. He smiles at you while checking you out, moving to run his fingertips along your hips. “You look much better in it,” he confirms. He starts slipping his fingers underneath before you stop him. “As much as I’d love for you to continue, we need to hurry up before they get back,” you explain. He sighs in agreement & goes to toss his jeans in his bunk & grabs a pair of basketball shorts instead to put on as you toss your jeans in yours.
“Stay with me…” you plead as you reach out your hand for his. He places his hand in yours as you begin climbing into your bunk before he enters behind you. He pulls the curtain closed before cuddling up behind you. His calloused but soft hand rest on your stomach as you let out a content sigh & hold onto it. This is real.
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blurry-fics · 4 years
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#jd
Pairing: Josh Dun x Reader
Warnings: Little bit of angst/embarrassment 
Word Count: 929
Request: Can you do one that’s tumblr themed and y/n has a secret tumblr with a crush tag and the boy sees the tumblr and sees them talking about him. Very embarrassed🤭
Author’s Note: Sorry about my absence, but here’s a fic to make up for it! I hope you enjoy this one :) (picture credit)
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You stifled a giggle as you scrolled through your Tumblr account, looking at the things you had reblogged over the past few months. It was mostly memes of various TV shows and games that you liked, but there was an occasional personal post thrown in to update your handful of followers about your life. Most of them were about your “mysterious crush” that you made vague posts about, just to make sure that his identity wasn’t immediately obvious to anyone reading.
Because the #jd tag made it so difficult to figure out.
“What are you looking at?” Josh asked when another laugh escaped your lips.
“Tumblr, as per usual,” you answered, smiling at him.
“I want to see what’s so funny.”
Josh started to scoot closer to you, already trying to peer over your shoulder. You pulled your phone to your chest to hide it from sight, making sure to lock it as an additional security measure. His attempts to get a look at your Tumblr account had been a longstanding joke in your friendship.
“Sorry, Josh, you know the rule.”
“Please,” he said, sticking out his lower lip. Your stomach flipped a couple times at his adorable expression, and for a brief moment you even considered handing over your phone. Flustered, you pulled your eyes away and reminded yourself of all the posts about him you didn’t want to be seen.
“No, it’s too personal,” you said, “But if I find something funny, I’ll text it to you.”
“Fine, we have a deal.”
Josh gave you one final longing look - which you answered with a giggle and a shake of your head - before returning to the other side of the couch, far away from you. You continued to scroll, though it was harder now that you were distracted by the mental image of Josh pouting. Was that worthy of a vague post?
“Josh, you have to see this,” you said, forgetting all about his expression as you hit the share button on a meme that someone had created about the band. You tried to limit the number of posts that you reblogged about the boys - mostly out of fear of people connecting Josh’s identity to the tag on your crush posts - but occasionally something was so funny that you couldn’t resist. This was one of those posts.
“I’m ready,” Josh said, holding his phone up in front of his face. “Is it coming?”
“Yeah, it just takes a second.”
A moment later, Josh was tapping on his phone and laughing as he read the post. The sound of it made butterflies form in your stomach.
“What account is this from? I want to see what else they’ve posted.”
“I don’t remember, click on the name at the top.”
“Y/T/U?”
The butterflies in your stomach disappeared instantly, replaced with a feeling of pure dread. You had been so distracted by sending Josh the post that you had totally forgotten that you had been looking through your own account, meaning that was what he had just gotten a direct link to.
“Don’t look at that,” you said quickly.
Josh turned to you, a teasing smirk on his face. “Why not?”
“Josh, please.”
“Is there something on here you don’t want me to see?”
You decided to go for it and lunged at Josh, reaching for his phone, but it only ended with his hand getting further from you and your chest pressed to his.
“Let’s see what we have here… this looks like a post you wrote. ‘I can’t get enough of his smile. It’s like liquid sunshine.’ Oh, and there’s some more text at the bottom. JD. Hey, those are my initials,” he smiled.
You were still on top of Josh, too scared, embarrassed, and curious to do anything. Was he going to put it together?
“I want to find more posts you wrote,” he said, starting to scroll faster. “Here’s one: ‘Sometimes he puts his arm around me when we walk and my heart melts.’ It has the same letters as the other one. I put my arm around you when we walk sometimes.”
His smile slowly faded and morphed into recognition. Your hands started to shake. You could see the pieces coming together in his head.
“‘Sometimes I want to tell him how I feel but then I think about losing him and that hurts so much more than never telling him.’ Y/N, are these about me?”
“I’m so sorry,” you said. Your body finally moved and you started to pull away from Josh. “I should have never made that public. It was stupid. I should have just told you like an adult.”
Josh caught your arm and gently pulled you back towards him, “I think it’s sweet.”
“You do?”
“Yeah, I write stuff like that in my notes about people I like all the time.”
“Right,” you said, forcing a smile even though you could feel your stomach sinking.
“And I have hundreds about you.”
You turned to him, eyes wide. “About me?”
“There’s something satisfying about writing your feelings down somewhere, isn’t there?”
“Agreed,” you smiled. It was real this time.
Josh stared at you for a moment before finally leaning forward and pressing his lips to yours. You rested a hand on the side of his face and held him close.
“Does this mean I get to look at your Tumblr now?” he whispered when he finally pulled away.
“Maybe,” you laughed. “It depends how many other embarrassing things are on there.”
Josh smiled and gave you another quick kiss, “Deal.”
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beanfic · 4 years
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“best friends”
Pairing: Josh Dun x reader
Word Count: 1109
Warnings: Blood!
Author’s note: Joshua!! I miss writing him :’) I hope you enjoy!! also shoutout to Max for coming up with the title because I can’t for the life of me 
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“Is this a good idea?” you asked Josh, your best friend, who was starting to make his own path in the trees. He had invited you to go hiking with him and he decided that it would be quicker to cut across.
“Yes! Don’t you trust me?” Josh looked back at you and gave you a wink. You sighed as you followed his lead.
“The signs specifically say to stay on the path! What if there is poison ivy?” you were making sure to carefully watch where you were stepping. It was a nice day so you had decided on wearing capris leggings which meant your ankles were exposed.
“You worry too much.”
“I’m just not the biggest fan of the outdoors!” You moved a branch out of the way so you could try to keep up with Josh.
“Then why did you agree on coming out with me?”
Your stomach twisted, “Because you’re my best friend and I enjoy spending time with you?”
“I see,” Josh mumbled. “Let’s cut back onto the path here!” Josh’s body slid through an opening between two bushes that looked sharp.
“Couldn’t you have chosen an easier way?”
“It’’s be fine, just step up here and then turn sideways so you avoid the thorns.”
You followed his step and placed your foot on a stump that was raised out of the ground and place your other foot in the damp soil. You wished there was something you could grab onto to keep your balance, but you just had to trust your core strength.
“Josh!” you shrieked as your foot slid out from underneath you and you went flying forward. One arm landed in the bush while the other was quickly grabbed by Josh. You could feel him trying to pull you up so you were standing once again. 
“That’s not what you were supposed to do!” Josh grumbled as he sat you down on the path.
“I’m sorry I have bad balance?” you snapped at him. You could hear your heartbeat in your ears as adrenaline rushed through your body. Your hands and legs were muddy.
“Dude, your arm!”
“Huh?” you looked over and saw streaks of red covering your skin. “Oh, hm, that’s not good.”
“Obviously that’s not good! Does it hurt?”
“It’s starting to hurt more now that my body is no longer in fight or flight mode.” 
“Let me look at it.” Josh kneeled down and grabbed your arm lightly, making sure to be careful. “It looks like the thorns pierced some gashes.”
“Pierced some gashes? Why can’t you just say it cut me?”
“Is that really what matters right now?”
“Ouch!” you retreated your arm as Josh touched a sensitive spot. You took a closer look for yourself and Josh was right. It looked like the thorns had made three small incisions on your arm which why there was so much blood as compared to just being stuck with one. 
“I have some band-aids in my backpack.”
“Of course you do,” you giggled.
“Here.” Josh handed you a tin of sponge bob square pant bandaids.
“You can’t be serious. Joshua, you are twelve!”
“Do you want them or not? I’m fine with letting you bleed!” he crossed his arms and pouted. 
“I’m kidding, I would love your Spongebob bandaids. Do you have a Patrick star one?”
“Let me check,” Josh shuffled through the tin and pulled out a small bandage that had the one and only Patrick star on it. 
“Lovely, now can you please be careful when you put it on?” you asked.
“We need to wash off the dirt and blood first! Hand me your water bottle.”
“Why can’t we use your water bottle?”
“I know you got water from your filter so it’s cleaner.”
“Where did you get your water?” you questioned
“Why do you ask so many questions?” Josh laughed.
“You’re making it seem suspicious.”
“I’m just saying I get my water from my fauces so it’s not filtered and Ohio water is not that clean.”
“Alright.” you handed him your water bottle and watched him unscrew the top and start to pour the chilly water onto your wounds. 
“Does it sting?” Josh asked, his voice becoming quieter.
You but down on your lip to keep yourself from letting out a howl, “Mhmm.”
“We have to get it clean so it doesn’t get infected.” Josh moved closer so that he could pour the water more directly onto the cuts. 
“Oh my god, it stings,” you mumbled through your teeth. You had your eyes closed from the pain and when you opened them it was met with Josh’s brown eyes looking up at you. 
“Are you okay?” 
You nodded, “Yeah.” 
“Good,” Josh smirked. He closed the water bottle and grabbed the bandaids. He unwrapped it and gingerly placed it on top of your skin. The touch of his fingers was gentle and light. 
“Thank you,” you faintly spoke as he finished putting the last bandaid on. Your heart was racing with every touch of his fingers. 
“Of course,” Josh murmured back. When he looked up his face was close to yours as he kneeled in front of you. Your eyes quickly glanced down at his lips and he must have noticed because his head started to move closer in. There was a small hesitation before your two lips collided together. It wasn’t a long kiss, and when you pulled away from him you immediately apologized. 
“I can’t believe that just happened,” you scrambled to your feet and ran your hands through your hair. 
“Best friend,” Josh snickered.
“What?” you spun around on your heels to look at Josh was standing up, brushing the dirt off of his knees.
“You always call me your best friend but I knew that you had feelings for me.”
“I mean-”
“Y/N, it’s fine, I have feelings for you too so let's not beat around the bush. Do you want to date or is there a reason why you wanted to stay best friends?”
“No, I thought you didn’t like me and I didn’t want to lose you as a friend so I kept it quiet. How did you know?”
“You hate hiking. You are hiking. You fell into a bush for me.”
“Joshua,” you groaned. 
“So, will you be my girlfriend?”
“Sure, only if you promise to never take me hiking again,” you teased.
“I promise.” Josh held out his hand as an invite for yours. “Let’s finish this hike and then go on an official date.”
“That sounds nice.” You really couldn’t stop smiling for the rest of the hike now. 
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j-jinxee · 2 months
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RUNAWAY ☆
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TYPE - Criminal! Tyler Joseph x Reader
WARNINGS - Small wounds, guns, police, smn gets tased, kissing.
A/N - aight guys so I'm too impatient to write an actual story and like, make a proper beginning yk? So let's just pretend I wrote an actual start and move on, sick.
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You began to pull into a roadside motel. After a full day of driving with this stranger, all you wanted was to get out of this car. You knew Tyler wouldn't actually hurt you, he just needed to act as if he would to stall the police. You'd met Tyler that morning, at your usual coffee shop. He'd been politely asking people for money, simply to get a cab and get as far away from here as he possibly could. When he asked you, you decided to engage in conversation, his demeanour intrigued you. Although, you couldn't recall the conversation due to all the intense events that happened afterwards. Which lead you to end up here, in the middle of nowhere in some sketchy motel, with a criminal stranger.
Tyler hadn't said much about himself, just that he needed to get far away from here, but he had no money. Saying that he got involved with the "wrong people" and can't get out of it now.
You both made your way out of the car, Tyler walked a little faster than you, probably to minimise the amount of people seeing him. Making his way to the front desk and asking for a room, you strolled around the lobby, looking at this rundown little establishment that you probably never had known about if it wasn't for today. You assumed you'd be ok out here, Tyler wasn't a famous criminal or anything, and even if the police did find you, they'd think he held you hostage, not that you were cooperating with him. You only cooperated because he had a gun, sure you could tell he'd never use it, but it's still intimidating when someone's pointing it at you.
"Hey, cmon.." you heard Tyler call as he started walking towards the steps. You hurried behind him and made your way to the room, being greeted by peeling wallpaper and a TV that didn't work, but atleast the beds looked clean. Already feeling sleepy when you sat down, since your adrenaline had shot up multiple times today, really taking its toll on you, but you couldn't fall asleep just yet. You needed to take your makeup off, brush your teeth, you know the regular night stuff.
Before you could even check if the motel provided toothbrushes, Tyler had already shut and locked the bathroom door. You weren't mad, but he could've said something to be less rude. You assumed he was showering, since that's the only reason to lock the bathroom door, so you just waited for your turn.
After about two minutes, your thoughts were interrupted by faint sounds coming from the bathroom. Small noises of discomfort, every few seconds, what was he doing? You got up and knocked on the door, "you ok in there?" "Yeah, I'm fine."
"Can I come in?" You asked quietly, "sure." You heard the lock click, allowing the door to open. Your eyes were met with the sight of Tyler attempting to get the shards of glass out of the small cuts on his face. They'd been there all day, but this is the first time he'd gotten to a mirror. "Woah! hey hey nonono, don't do it like that. You'll cut your fingers aswell." He was attempting to just pull them out with his hands, which would've been fine if his hands weren't shaking. Thankfully you happened to have tweezers in your pocket, so you asked him to sit down and have you take them out for him.
"Can I... ?" You referred to touching his face to keep your hands steady. He gave you a slight nod, making you proceed with the small operation. There were three small slits on his left cheek, two on the bridge of his nose, and one on his right eyebrow. You thought it'd be best to not ask how he got these, he seemed like he wanted to act as if it didn't happen. He avoided eye contact the whole time, looking anywhere but your face, making it hard for you to concentrate. While delicately picking out the glass from his skin, you absent mindedly studied his features. His messy brown hair that framed his face perfectly, his dark eyes that may not have looked at you, but you could still tell were mesmerising, and his scars, even though they hurt, they weirdly suited him.
"All done!" You said smiling, you'd usually disinfect them too but, you didn't exactly have the right equipment to do so in this tiny motel room. So you substituted with cutips and water, sure it wouldn't keep bacteria out, but it'll atleast get the dry blood off. "Stay there" you told him, going to grab some cutips from the bathroom. Coming back with a few damp ones, you gently held his face up and wiped off the blood. His eyes finally looked up to meet yours, you felt inclined to hold eye contact, but you were half way through a job.
"Ok, done for real now" You smiled, though his first reaction was to reach up and touch his wounds. "Don't do that! You'll make them worse." He seemed to listen, even if it was a bad habit he had. "Thankyou" he looked up at you, "you've been the first to treat me like a human in a while." You saddened hearing his statement, "Tyler..." you began, "you don't have to tell me but, what exactly got you here?" Saying you were eager to know was an understatement, but you weren't gonna push his boundaries, even if he dragged you into something you never wanted to be a part of.
He started with a sigh, then quietly explained the events that lead to this. Telling you how he desperately needed to help out his parents, leading him to work for the wrong people, and getting wrapped up with their shit in the process. They forced him to do things that'd land him in prison for life, but he'd made a mistake, now the police were after him aswell as those shady pricks. His voices started to shake, causing you to look at him properly, his eyes were watering as tears began to fall, landing on the dirty carpet beneath him. Saying he just wanted out of all this, "I've put you in danger now too I- I just, fuck. I can't do this anymore" he stood up and started talking with his hands more, gesturing to himself and you. Saying he's just sick of hurting people when his soul intention was to help. You realised you'd probably get kicked out if he got any louder, so you had to stop him gently.
"Tyler, Tyler hey" you placed your hands on his forearms, stopping his frantic gestures. He stopped and looked you right in the eyes, you could see how broken and tired he felt. "This isn't your fault. You had no way of knowing, I can tell you meant well, ok?" You spoke softly, attempting to calm him down with your words. "Anyone would've made the same mistake, it's just hard for others to see when they're not in the same position as you." You reached up to wipe the tears off his face, "I can tell you're a good person, that's why I haven't tried to run. I haven't felt threatened by you at all." You could see his eyes gain a tiny bit of light, "I will stay, and help you get out, ok?"
His dark eyes stared right back into yours. After a few seconds of comfortable silence, they darted to different points of your face, going from your eyes to your lips, analysing them quite obviously. They landed back on your eyes once more, his lips separated, "can I kiss you?" You felt an involuntary smile creep onto your lips, "sure" he leant in and closed the gap between you both, your hands still on his face and jawline. You felt him smile aswell, both of you were comforted by the complete stranger touching your lips right now, why?
This was the last place you expected to be today, feeling this wanted criminal so intently while he was pressed up against you. You both pulled away for air, but not before opening your eyes to gaze into eachothers souls. His eyes regained some light as he saw further and further into your beautiful iris'. You didn't even know this boys last name, but right now, the only thing you wanted was to be around him, he gave you a new sense of life.
Just for all of that to be interrupted by a familiar sound of the door being kicked down. You both jumped and let go of eachother, facing towards the now busted open door as police rapidly came into the room. You looked at Tyler in a panic, forgetting they were only after him, just for him to get tased immediately. He fell onto the bed and started screaming in pain, "Stop! Stop it! He didn't hurt me!" You immediately stated to the police. He was cuffed and dragged out of the room in an instant, you were pretty sure he was also knocked unconscious. An officer came over to you, "Let's get you outta here, we'll get started on pressing charges don't worry." "No! I don't want to press charges!" You stated desperately, hoping to explain everything that's actually happened before Tyler gets taken away in their car. They didn't stop though, hauling him off aggressively and shoving him into the car, he wasn't exactly innocent, but if they could just listen to him explain the full story- I'm sure they could understand.
The sirens echoed through your head as you started to dissociate, you had no idea what would happen now. ----------------------------------------------------
This is so random pls but I love Criminal Tyler who's actually innocent hehe <33 anyway I should write for Josh now aye.
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Feeling Something - Josh Dun x Reader
Request: Are you still willing to write for TØP? If so can I get a Josh Dun x a reader dealing with self harm? I understand if you don't feel comfortable writing qbout that topic <3 Thank you for your work <3 <3 Warnings: intentions and mentions of self-harm, Word count: 1 538
It would not be the first time, and it would probably be not the fast time, you thought to yourself.
You were sitting on your bed, arms wrapped tightly around your knees that you had pulled up to your chest. But just because you had done it before, did not mean you did not know it was not normal, or right for that matter. Nobody should be okay with damage being done to their body, yet here you were, contemplating doing the damage to your body yourself. But then again how were you supposed to feel something, anything, if not through the pain and guilt a couple of cuts with these clean, shiny metal blades would cause?
Pressing your eyes shut tightly you turned your head and mind away from the little box with the tempting weapons that sat on your desk. Instead you reached for the phone next to you.
You did not want to hurt yourself, at least was that not the original desire. You wanted to feel something, but over time you had learned that the quickest way to achieve that were the cuts in your skin. But it was not the best way.
With shaking fingers you selected Josh’s number, lifting the phone to your ear just in time for the first ring. A couple of seconds of impatient waiting later, Josh picked up.
“Hey there,” he sounded cheerful, as so often when he talked to you, as if he was always happy to hear from you. But why would he be happy about that?
“Hey.”
You could hear him stiffen up at the other end of the line.
“Want me to come over?”
This was not the first time he got a call like that from you. He was the only person, apart from your therapist, who knew about the cutting, and he was always ready to help you. Hell, he’d rather walk halfway across the earth than seeing you hurt.
You nodded on the other end of the line, and remembering he could not see, you croaked out a yes.
“Where are you? Home?”
Shuffling at the other end of the line. He seemed to be walking around, now he was putting on a jacket.
“Yes.”
There was the jingling of keys, and the opening and closing of a door.
“I’ll be there in five…” he paused shortly, the sound of steps in a stairwell sounding through the speaker, “want me to stay on the phone with you?”
For a moment you considered his offer.
“It’s fine, see you in five,” you decided, and you heard how Josh left the building, suddenly the noise of traffic surrounding him.
“I’ll be as quick as I can,” he promised, and hung up.
Not even five minutes later you heard the front door opening. You had known Josh for years, and it had only felt natural when you had given him the keys a couple of months ago, even though you were not dating or anything. Not that you would not have considered it, what it would be like to wrap your arms around him whenever you liked, being allowed to kiss him, even better, him kissing you, or how warm and soft and safe it would be to wake up with him by your side. But then again why would he want that with you. You were nothing, nothing compared to him. It was a miracle he was even showing any kind of interest in you.
A part of your mind, the part that had been taught to detect and warn you about these kinds of thoughts kicked in, and reminded you that you were worth a lot more than you thought, that you were a magnificent, unique human being and that Josh’s affection was based on appreciation of exactly that. If you could only believe, truly believe and feel in your heart what the rational part of your brain told you!
A couple of seconds later Josh burst through the door into your bedroom. He was still wearing his jacket and shoes, but you did not mind. When he spotted you on the bed he ran over, and wrapped you in his arms, tightly pulling you against his chest. You leant in, burying your face in his jacket, and inhaled his familiar scent.
Sometimes you felt like that if you knew he felt for you the same way you felt for him, you would be happy. But then again you knew that it would not be the solution to all of your problems.
When he realised that you were crying, Josh carefully pulled away.
“Did you-“
The unfinished question hung in the air for a few seconds, but you shook your head, knowing he was asking if you had already hurt yourself.
Sometimes you had called him only until after, when all that was left to do was to clean, disinfect and bandage your arms. Every time you had seen the pain in Josh’s wonderful dark eyes; and knowing he was hurting because of you had been worse than your stinging forearms. So you had started to call him earlier, because if anyone was able to stop you from doing this, it was him. And, plus point, he also was the only one who made you feel something. Nothing strong and overwhelming like the guilt that came with the cutting, rather a small little tea warmer candle flame, but it was warm and golden, and you liked it. Maybe, if your emotions would not have been dimmed down close to zero, you would have been able to identify this little flame as being in love with him.
Even though you had shaken your head, he pulled away even further, checking your clothes, the bedsheets and the floor for any blood stains. Just to make sure, he also closely inspected your bare forearms, running his fingers over the by now fading scares from the last times. His hands were warm, and you shivered, still crying, when they made contact to your skin.
“Thank you for calling me,” he whispered.
His voice was soft, sadness clouding his pretty brown eyes, but you could see that he really was thankful, thankful for you calling him in time.
“Thank you for coming,” you replied.
Following an instinct, you leant your forehead against his. You had not even considered that this gesture was often shared between lovers rather than friends, it had just occurred to you that it would be a good feeling, to have him so close. And it was. His skin was warm, a strand of his hair stuck between you, slightly tickling you, and you could feel his even breath against your face.
And suddenly he kissed you. His hands were still holding yours, he was kneeling in front of the bed you were sitting on, and with a slight tilt of his head he pressed his lips against yours. You had wondered many times what it would feel like, but it had never occurred to you how soft and warm Josh really was, how careful and gentle, as he gave you time to react, to pull away or kiss him back.
He took a shaky breath as you hesitantly returned the gesture, not sure if you were awake or dreaming. But you were not rejecting him, he thought, you did not pull away, no, instead you leant in, so he took it as the signal that it was okay, and gathering up his courage, he let go of your one hand to gently cup your chin, pulling your face closer. Your now free hand almost immediately found his arm, resting lightly on his shoulder.
When you opened your eyes after pulling away for air, you found Josh’s were still closed. He took another shaky breath, before he smiled embarrassedly.
“I’ve wanted to do this for so long,” he confessed, laughing slightly at the sight of your widening eyes.
“Really,” was all you managed to stutter out.
“Yeah, really.” He got up from where he had been kneeling on the floor, and sat down on the bed next to you.
“Me too,” you admitted, watching in smiling as Josh’s face lit up with a huge grin.
“Really,” he asked cockily.
“Yeah, really,” you repeated his answer, rolling your eyes.
“Well, lucky us,” he laughed, and pushed you over on your bed so you were laying down, “What do we do now?”
“Can we just do nothing,” you asked, your head spinning from the unexpected revelation of the afternoon.
“I’d personally prefer cuddling over doing nothing, but if you don’t want that…”
“No! Cuddles, definitely cuddles,” you decided, unable to hold the smile on your face in check, a smile only Josh could make you smile.
“Great,” Josh grinned, shrugged off his jacket and shoes, and crawled over to you, giving you a short kiss on the lips before wrapping you in his arms.
You could feel his chest expanding and relaxing with every breath he took, and his body warmth that seeped through your clothes into your skin.
“Can we just stay like this forever,” you asked suddenly feeling sleepy.
Josh just hummed an agreement into your shoulder against which he had pressed his nose.
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Chapter Fifteen
Tear In My Heart | Series Masterlist
Warnings: All the fluff in the world.
Word Count: 2610
Authors’ Note: We hope you enjoy this chapter! :) (picture credit to Google.)
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January 2018 - The Hiatus
It was a cold winter morning and Josh had woken you up early to take you and your new dog, Jim, on a surprise trip. This was entirely new to you, since in the few months that the two of you had been dating, you hadn't had a public outing once. Not that either of you were ashamed of what you were doing, but for the sake of keeping your private lives just that... private. Not even Tyler and Jenna knew yet, as you and Josh just secretly enjoyed your time together. After making sure that you were in comfortable and warm clothing, per Josh's request, all three of you piled up into his car and made your way to your destination. After various times of being asked by you to tell where you were going, Josh still didn't budge... so you decided to keep yourself busy by turning in your seat to face a very happy Jim. His face was right near yours and ready to cover it in kisses, which you narrowly avoided while laughing.
A half hour had passed and you finally made it to the surprise location: Hocking Hills State Park. Josh looked over to you with a big grin and turned off the car once he parked, taking off his seatbelt.
"I thought that it would be a fun idea to go on a hike together."
You quirked an eyebrow. "In the freezing cold?"
"That's the best time to go! You won't ever get sweaty," he said matter-of-factly. 
You had to admit... he had a point.
"Ok, ok, wise guy. Lead the way." A smirk appeared on your own lips.
With a laugh, he got out of the car and looked around with a slightly nervous expression. He really didn't want to be seen or noticed yet, so he decided to move quickly with getting Jim out of the car and grabbing your water bottles. You followed suit and instantly understood that he wanted to hurry the process up, so you zipped up your jacket fully and made it to his side to start your trek with Jim leading the way.
The trail was absolutely beautiful, even more so now that there was snow that dusted the ground the higher up you went. Sure, it was freezing, but the view made it all worth it. Watching as Jim made sure to sniff every inch of trail that he passed with a happy wagging tail, you giggled a bit as Josh turned his head back to look at you while holding onto his leash. A smile appeared on his face and then he hung back a bit so that he could wrap his free arm around your shoulders to bring you in close.
"You know, I was thinking... we've been together for a few months now. Maybe it's about time that we told Tyler and Jenna the news. I mean, they were the ones that were rooting for us to get together, you know?" Josh looked down to you to see what you thought of the idea.
Slowly nodding, you looked back up to him with a small smile. "I think you're right. It's felt sort of wrong keeping it from them. I think we should tell them tonight, since they're coming over for dinner."
"That sounds like a good idea."
He leaned down and kissed you softly, giving you a slight squeeze before being pulled away by Jim, who had managed to find a really good scent further down.
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After a full day and a fill of fresh air and walking, you decided to head back down to the car. The only problem was there were more people than there had been earlier. Josh gave you a look of sudden fear and you instantly decided then and there to take his hand and just run as fast as you could with him - the both of you laughing the whole way while Jim ran alongside you with ease. Getting everything situated in the car, you both made the drive back home and made sure that you got changed into some nicer clothes for later that night while Josh cleaned around the house a bit for you.
"Hey, before we get started... do you mind making us a fire? I kind of want to settle in first before we start cooking dinner."
Josh looked up from playing with Jim on the floor and nodded his head happily.
"That sounds like a good idea."
He got up and made his way over to start throwing some logs into the fireplace, crumbling some pieces of newspaper as kindling. As he did that, you decided to go and grab one of the bigger, thicker blankets so that the both of you could sit and cuddle beneath it. Once the fire was going, you sat down on the floor in front of it to warm yourself up, suddenly feeling Josh sit right beside you and as close to your side as possible. You looked in his direction and then slowly opened your arm to hold up the blanket for him to get under, which he instantly took the opportunity to do. You both remained wrapped up and in each other's arms, seeking warmth from the fire, as Jim laid beside you to fall asleep. It was a picture perfect moment with your boys and you wouldn't have traded it for anything in the world. You internally thanked the universe for sending you Joshua Dun and getting him to stay, even when you were painfully unaware that he had stayed because he loved you.
Looking up at the clock to see that it was almost 5:00pm, you decided that it was time to finally start getting ready for having Tyler and Jenna over. Giving Josh a kiss on the lips, you smiled widely and got up from you spot as he groaned in protest.
"Do we have to do this tonight? I just want to relax with you..."
"Come on, Josh! We promised them. We haven't had time for all four of us together in a long time, so go get changed and I'll start prepping dinner."
He pouted a bit as he got up with the blanket still around him and shuffled his way down the hall to get ready, causing you to laugh. He may have acted like a child most times, but you still loved him regardless.
While Josh got changed into something a bit more appropriate for your dinner, you started to collect all the ingredients you would need for dinner. Jim laid down in his usual spot just outside the kitchen where he could keep a close eye on everything that was happening, including looking out for any scraps that may have fallen from the counter. Unable to resist his puppy dog eyes, you grabbed some cheese from the fridge and tossed it his way.
“How does this look?” Josh asked as he walked out of the hallway.
He had opted for a gray sweater over a pair of dark jeans. The sleeves were pushed up to his elbows, revealing his toned forearms and the lower half of his tattoo sleeve. Aside from his hair that was still pressed to his head after wearing a hat all morning, he looked perfect.
“Come here,” you said, waving him over.
Josh leaned his hip against the counter and furrowed his eyebrows at you. You wordlessly reached up and began to run your hands through his hair, adding some volume back to his curls. It didn’t take long for him to start laughing.
“What was that for?” he asked.
“You could tell you had been wearing a hat all morning.”
“Are you sure you didn’t just want an excuse to run your hands through my hair?”
“Ok, maybe that too,” you smiled before giving him a quick kiss.
Josh wrapped an arm around your waist and turned to face the counter where all of your ingredients were laid out. “Where should we start?” he asked.
“Well, they’re going to be here in like fifteen minutes, so I think we should get the bread going. If you want to do that, I can start boiling water for the noodles.”
“On it.”
The kitchen became a whirlwind of activity as you and Josh started to get things ready for dinner. It didn’t help that Josh insisted on a kiss every time you two happened to pass each other, which was often. You weren’t complaining, though.
The two of you had just settled on the couch with Jim when there was a knock on the door. You collectively sighed and turned to look at one another, still breathing a little heavily from all your work in the kitchen.
“Do you think they’ll mind waiting out there for thirty more seconds?” Josh laughed.
“Come on, it’s cold out there,” you said, pushing yourself away from the couch. “And if Tyler hasn’t burst into the house by now, I don’t think he’s going to.”
“Shocking,” Josh laughed as he followed after you.
You opened the front door, revealing a pink-cheeked Tyler and Jenna. They both smiled as soon as they saw you, instantly wrapping their arms around you in a hug. Despite the fact that it had only been a few days since you had last seen them, you had still missed them dearly.
“It smells amazing in here,” Jenna said as she pulled off her coat.
“Thank you! Josh and I have been hard at work.”
Once everyone’s coats and shoes were off, you ushered them into the kitchen to get drinks and then made yourselves comfortable on the couch. Almost immediately, Tyler launched into some story that he had to tell about a recent outing. In no time, the four of you were laughing and swapping your own stories. 
“Oh, that’s the bread,” you said, hearing the timer go off in the kitchen. “Josh, do you mind coming with me to help?”
“Sure thing,” he answered, setting his drink down on the coffee table.
The two of you walked into the kitchen, followed closely by Jim who was always eager to see what you and Josh were up to. Josh took the bread out of the oven while you finished a few other last minute preparations. 
“Are you feeling ok?” Josh asked quietly as he sliced up the bread.
“Yeah, I’m just nervous, I guess.”
“About what? Telling them about us?”
“Yeah, I just have no idea how they’re going to react.”
Josh stopped what he was doing and rested his hands on your hips, turning you towards him. Your eyes locked to his and some of the tension in your shoulders instantly released. You had known him for six years and still didn’t understand how one look from him could make you feel so safe.
“It’s going to be perfectly fine, they’re going to be over the moon with excitement. And if tonight doesn’t feel like the right night to say anything, then we don’t have to.”
“Thank you, Josh.”
You rested a hand on the side of his face and pulled him into a kiss. His arms started to wind tighter around you, but dropped away in a fraction of a second. Just as you were about to ask if he was ok, you heard it.
“No way.”
“Oh, you have got to be kidding,” you muttered.
“Jenna!” Tyler called. “Come here! You’re not going to believe this!”
“I guess we don’t have a choice anymore,” Josh laughed, putting an arm back around your waist.
Jenna walked into the room, still carrying her wine glass in one hand. She looked at you and Josh, obviously not noticing the arm he had around your waist, and then turned to Tyler.
“What’s going on?”
Tyler crossed his arms and nodded to you and Josh, a very pleased smirk plastered across his face, “Do you want to tell her?”
“Tell me what?”
You sighed. “Josh and I are dating.”
“What?” she gasped, eyes going wide. For a split second, you thought she might drop her glass straight onto the floor.
“We were planning to tell you over dinner, but Tyler caught us kissing and, well, it was pretty obvious at that point.”
“In my defense, Jenna asked me to come in here and see if you needed any help.”
“Oh yeah, because you’ve never interrupted Josh and I before,” you scoffed.
“Never!”
“What about when we were on the bridge in Austin? Or when I helped him dye his hair? Or when we almost kissed? Or literally just now?”
“Hey, I-”
Jenna put a hand on her husband’s shoulder, instantly quieting him. He pouted for a little while, but eventually gave up and accepted his defeat.
“How long has this been going on?” she asked.
“Since August.”
“August?” Tyler and Jenna asked in unison.
“We wanted to keep it on the downlow for awhile. You know, just enjoy our time together,” Josh explained. “Plus, since we have to lay low because of the hiatus anyway, it didn’t seem like a big deal.”
“I can’t believe you managed to go that long without telling me,” Jenna smiled at you.
“I almost slipped up so many times.”
“I’m just glad to see you two are finally together,” Tyler chimed in. “I’ve been waiting for this moment since 2011.”
“We had some obstacles to overcome before we got to this point,” you said. “But we got here.”
Josh grinned and gave you another quick kiss.
“Ok, as much as I love this mushy stuff,” he said. “We should eat before it gets cold.”
“Good call.”
The four of you dished up your food and got comfortable at the dining table. Jenna and Tyler continued to pester you with questions about your relationship, though neither you or Josh really minded. It was nice to finally feel like it was out in the open, even if they were the only other two that knew.
The rest of the night flew by after dinner. Between card games and laughing at old stories from the early days of tour, you hadn’t even realized how late it had gotten until Tyler pulled out his phone and announced to Jenna that they should get home. After a few more minutes to wrap up your conversation, the four of you said your goodbyes with promises to have another night like this soon.
Josh draped his arms over you as soon as the door was closed, burying his face in your neck and leaning some of his body weight into you.
“Tonight was nice,” he whispered. “We should host more often.”
“You’re only saying that because we haven’t had to clean up all the dishes yet.”
“We can do that in the morning.”
“Is it time for bed?”
“I think so.”
Jim followed the two of you upstairs and waited patiently as you went through your nightly routines and got into pajamas. You were wrapped around Josh almost as soon as he was in bed, letting your head now rest in the crook of his neck. Jim also decided to join in on the cuddling, making sure to wedge himself wherever he could while still being next to both of you.
“I’m going to miss days like these when we go on tour again,” you said quietly.
“Me too, but there will be plenty of other adventures to go on when that does happen.”
“You’re not planning something, are you?”
“Just having a nice time on tour with my girl.”
“And Jim!”
“Yeah,” Josh laughed. “And Jim.”
“I love you.”
“I love you too.” He pressed a quick kiss to your head. “Goodnight.”
“Goodnight.”
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hi everyone, it’s been a while since i’ve posted on this account. it’s so hard to write when you don’t have a lot of creative ideas and time to write especially about a certain person. i’ve been doing a lot of thinking and i’m going to be changing my username so i can write about other people. i will always be imaginewithdun, i’m just expanding my horizons. i will still be writing about josh so don’t worry! (and i’m trying to create a cute series with one of the stories i posted on here) it’s going to be weird writing about him since he got married in december. anyways, i miss y’all so much! if you want to talk, my dms are open! i can’t wait to start a new chapter with this account, see y’all soon❤️
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Fall Drabble #3
Candles; requested by anon, with the prompt bolded in the drabble. No pairing requested, so I did another reader’s choice! 
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After spending the late morning at your nephew’s soccer game, you came home windblown and chapped -- not to mention freezing. Walking into the house, though, you were greeted with warmth, and the sweet smells of Autumn -- apples, cinnamon, pumpkin, pecan pie ... all of your favorites. 
Once your jacket was discarded, you made way for the kitchen and a nice, hot cup of -- well, coffee or cocoa, you hadn’t decided yet. Several candles were on the table, newly-purchased and lit. A small surprise for your homecoming. 
While you waited for the water to heat for hot chocolate, you felt warmth embrace you from behind. With a smile, you turned in his arms. 
“Hey, beautiful,” he greeted. He nodded toward the candles. “Do you like your surprise?”
“I love it.” You emphasized your gratitude with your still-chily lips against his. “But I don’t know about the beautiful part. Being out at that field this morning really did me over.”
“Oh, come on. You could be wearing a garage bag and I’d still think you look cute.” He kissed you again. “So ... are you gonna share your hot cocoa?”
You nodded and turned back to the stove. “I think you deserve at least that for spoiling me with those candles. But -- one thing?”
He raised his brow. “Yeah?”
You winced. “Could we maybe just pick one to keep lit? I love all of those smells, but all together, it’s a bit much.”
He laughed. “I was worried about that. I’ll finish the cocoa, you pick a candle.”
That sounded like a good deal to you. 
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Naughty or Nice: ch20
A/N: agh i am so sorry this took forever to write. i’ve been all across the country, trying to find places to stay seeing as i’m literally homeless, but also enjoying myself at concerts and making lots of new friends. also not to justify the wait or anything but it’s very fitting there was a gap between the last chapter and this one seeing as where we are in the story there’s been a break between the reader and the boys and leg two of the tour is just now starting up sooo.... hope you enjoy it
               Before the start of the second leg of the tour, you made a solemn pledge with yourself to avoid the boys at all cost before the chaos started back up again, making them postpone their bet, and irking them both even more so. If you were just a little puzzle piece in their rivalry game, you’d shut it down completely. You weren’t just a toy; you were an independent, confident, clever young lady who got what you wanted. Even if that meant taking wants away from others. You smiled to yourself as you entered the lobby of the recording studio, ready for the last meeting before the start-up of the second half of the tour, both of the boys chatting at the table when their heads perked up to see you.
               “Why so stunned?” you raised an eyebrow.
               Sure, you had made some changes. A new shade of lipstick, a fresh haircut, a crop top, and a little bit of makeup combined with some high heels and a miniskirt gave you just enough boost to make eye contact. Plus, you wanted to look professional for the meeting. You couldn’t help yourself but wink, making them practically drool at the sight of you.
               “Holy hell,” Tyler breathed.
               “What?” you smirked. “Like what you see, Joseph?”
               “Considering you sort of fell of the face of the earth for the past few weeks, I think we’re both stunned to simply see you alive, much less this, I mean-” Josh made an excessive gesture towards you. “This.” He ran a hand through his hair, still speechless. “Wow.”
               “Thanks,” you simpered, strutting towards the conference table with camera in hand, pulling out a seat across from the boys, setting down your camera and resting your chin on your palm. “So, what have you two been up to?”
               “Music,” Tyler managed to get out.
               “And thinking about you,” Josh added, earning a death glare from Tyler.
               “Look we didn’t mean to upset you or anything-” Tyler began but you shook your head.
               “You didn’t,” you insisted. “I missed both of you. I just needed a little time to myself.”
               “What does that mean?” Josh raised an eyebrow.
               “A little self-love never hurt anyone,” you insisted and the boys hummed in agreement, still not quite understanding what you implied, but dropping the subject.
               “We’re headed out of the states for this leg of the tour,” Tyler explained. Mark entered, along with Chris and Michael, and some others as well. You nodded with a smile, watching as they entered the room. You hoped they hadn’t eavesdropped on anything. “Uh, hey guys.”
               They gave a small greeting before Tyler dismissed the topic and let the tour managers begin the presentation. Like Tyler had explained before, this would be out of the states and onto new continents. They were traveling to Europe and Asia, Australia and Russia, and a couple islands as well. You hadn’t visited too many places, and so you were stoked for the entire trip. They went over meal plans, travel accommodations, hotels and rentals, scheduling and delay procedures, even security precautions and strict rules. Apparently all the shows were sold out too, so it would be booked as ever. Due to the large scale of the tour, they had decided to hire another photographer to work alongside you, Brad, who had proved just as talented and personable. He was quite nice and showered you in plenty of compliments, and before you knew it, you were back at home, ready for the busy day and trip to Europe tomorrow.
               At a time far too early for any human to hear an alarm clock ring throughout the house, you groaned and headed out for the airport. Being on a private flight was mandated due to security reasons, but deep down inside, you liked to think it was to be spoiled. You greeted both of the boys with hugs, to which Josh had reciprocated with coffee, and you showered him in kisses to Tyler’s annoyance. “What?” Tyler scowled. “Josh brings you a cup of dirt water and you worship him but I get you a first class ticket on a private plane and all I get is a hug?”
               “Oh shut up Joesph,” you rolled your eyes. “You know I love you.”
               “Mhmm,” he blushed and Mark laughed at the three of your antics, reminding you that you still had to go through security.
               Once you were settled on the aircraft and up in the sky, Josh had taken you towards the back and gave you a smile, one you knew far too well. “Oh god,” you stared at him, shaking your head in disapproval. “No, Josh, you couldn’t have-”
               “Surprise,” he couldn’t help but grin, pulling out a tiny bag from one of his backpacks, handing it to you. “I promise it’s nothing too expensive, I just- I don’t know.” You took it and he scratched the back of his head, looking at you. “A little something to let you know I missed you.”
               “Josh,” you whined. “You didn’t have to.”
               “I know, I know,” he reassured. “But I wanted to.”
               “Alright,” you rescinded, looking up at him through narrowed eyes before opening up the packaging and revealing a small necklace. You gasped. “Oh my god, what’s this?”
               “A little something,” he repeated.
               It’s adorned in gold, the nickname shaped in cursive print along with a golden chain to match, the word “Babygirl” as the centerpiece. You had seen necklaces like this before, in gift shops and on the necks of Instagram models, a symbol of a relationship or anniversary type treasure. You blushed as you held the necklace up to inspect it, your cheeks a shade of rose as the golden chain glinted in your eye. Josh was smiling ear to ear. You had no words. Instead you simply just smiled, giggling as you stared at the necklace, doing a little tip-toed hop of excitement in your place. You squealed with excitement.
               “Do you like it?” he hummed.
               “Yes,” you nodded vigorously. “Thank you, thank you!” You set the box to the side, lifting the necklace to your breast, beaming. “Would you be so kind as to put it on for me?”
               “It would be my honor,” he reassured. He carefully unclasped the chain and brushed your hair from the back of your neck and delicately placed it around you, then closed it and let it hang, taking a step back to admire it. “My babygirl.”
               “Mhmm!” you pressed your lips to his, kissing him softly. “I love it, Josh. Thank you so much.”
               “No need to thank me. You know I love spoiling you,” he reminded. “It’s my job.”
               “How about you spoil me with some cuddles?” you proposed in a sing song voice. “Babygirl always loves daddy’s cuddles!” You kiss him on the cheeks and he chuckles.
               “Well I could never say no to that,” he insists, scooping you up in his arms and taking you to a sofa nearby. He wraps you up in a fluffy blanket and presses a kiss to your lips, then lays down beside you, whispering for you to get some sleep.
               When you wake up, you hear murmuring, and so you decide to keep your eyes closed and eavesdrop softly. You stir slightly and you hear the boys pause, before you resettle and they continue. They’re talking about you. They almost always are.
               “I just don’t know if it’ll be the same,” you hear Josh sigh and you press your lips together, glad you’re turned with your back towards them. “I just really hope we didn’t offend her or hurt her or anything.”
               “We’ll just give her time,” Tyler insists. “And if things aren’t the same, then I guess they just aren’t. It doesn’t mean we won’t miss her any less.”
               “I just hope things won’t be awkward between us,” Josh argues. “Sexual and romantic encounters aside, all feelings taken out of the equation, I still want to be friends. She’s a really amazing person, and I just don’t want to lose her.”
               “Yeah,” Tyler pauses for a moment. “Me too.”
               “Things just feel different I guess,” Josh mumbles. “I mean, new country, new leg of the tour, new changes…”
               “Just make sure she’s okay, yeah?” Tyler asks and you can almost envision Josh nodding. “Good. I will too.”
               You feel a hand go to caress your hair softly and you can’t help but hum, and you hear Josh chuckle softly. “Wake up, baby,” he says. “We’re almost there.”
               The show that night goes smoothly, and you stick to your routine of editing while the boys are showering and settling in for bed, but in the back of your mind, you’re still thinking about what they’ve said. It has been a while, to say that it wasn’t would be a lie, but likewise the boys, you didn’t want things to change. You still craved Josh’s cuddles and affection and Tyler’s kisses and late night fucks. The duality of both of them put together was enough to make you fall to your knees, and you wouldn’t exchange having them for the entire world. You just needed a little bit of time to yourself, that was all. Especially with the break. Now you were back and ready for whatever they had prepared for you. It was much nicer now seeing as each of you had your own hotel rooms for this leg of the tour, although it made you wonder who’s room you’d be spending the night in tonight.
               “Hey,” Tyler sits beside you on the sofa that evening in the floor’s lobby and you close your laptop, smiling at him. “It’s been a while, I feel like I haven’t seen you for literal years.”
               “Same here,” you laugh halfheartedly, flickering your eyes up to his. “I missed you.”
               “Missed you too,” he replies. He leans in for a kiss and before you know it, you’re moving your laptop over to the coffee table and crawling into his lap, straddling his hips, deepening the kiss and pressing your lips onto his. He hums into your mouth and you run your hands up his back, sifting your fingers through his hair, sighing as you both pull away. He leans in to whisper in your ear and you feel your body shudder with anticipation. “I think we have a little bit of catching up to do, hmm?”
               “Please,” you find yourself whining. “I missed you Tyler, I miss you, I need you-”
               “Someone’s desperate,” he smirks and you can’t help but let out a whimper.
               “We need to-” your breath hitches as he grabs your ass. “Move. We need to move. We’ll be caught dead if someone sees us here-”
               “No, you’re right,” he nods, and you slowly climb up off of him, looking around to see if anyone else is present. Thankfully they’re not. “Meet me in my room in five?”
               “Yeah sure,” you try to catch your breath and watch as he walks away, tugging his hoodie down to cover up his hard on. It only makes you even more flustered. You can’t put away your laptop and walk down the hall to his room fast enough.
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