#just a fun lil thing hehe

[startistdoodles]

@0mega-starl1ght Baby Cosmog Lumia <3

#just a fun lil thing hehe #she didnt actually look like this as a bab but the idea is so cute #ask #my art #lumia knight #kindaaaa

[mintsuwu]

I keep putting too much effort into shitpost art but I honestly have no regrets-

Alternate and possibly more accurate version under the cut /hj

#fanart #meme #damn bitch you live like this? #redraw #poppy playtime #poppy playtime chapter 3 #smiling critters #the smiling critters #bubba bubbaphant #craftycorn #interior desig isnt my thing #but the details were fun to make ngl xD #i just got a lil lazy hehe #literally i had to ask my mom “yo is this messy enough to you?”

[48787]

New Transmission The fucking Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons apparently developed what they're calling "Hetero Sapience" and are corrupting the brainmodules of the non-Pseudo 'cons around them by using annoying xenophilosophy words. Soundwave tells me they're 'Greek' and 'Latin' words, apparently. Cool, I guess? Anyway, if you see any SI Class 'cons causing... issues, just try your hardest to turn your brainmodule off before you start getting infected with their weird lingo, alongside all the other issues pertaining to letting the SI Pseudocons transmit data into your brainmodule in their own weird ways. Thundercracker, on a bet with Starscream, tried to get into an argument with one of them and his head literally exploded when it started talking about Alpha Trion's "Mythological Origins" in its weird dialect. He's mostly fine, CR Pods are working at 'peak' efficiency, but the facial reconstruction is apparently impossible due to some kind of corruption. I thought it was just some weird prank but there weren't even any scorch marks or anything. Just exploded. So yeah, just avoid optical contact and auditory contact to the best of your ability and you should be fine. Otherwise, try to force-shutdown your brainmodule if you can. Shockwave is working on a cure right now, mostly because I know he had something to do with this in the first place so he's going to be the one to fix it. He probably wanted a greater justification to do that weird data-transfer idea he mentioned previously. But it also explains the weird Thunderwing hypotheticals he's been asking me lately... Can I go one fucking cycle without someone trying to "Perfect Thunderwing's Work" or whatever other idiotic drivel that I keep finding our limited energon reserves siphoned into?? It's not even a Shockwave thing, it's like every damn Cybertronian these days thinks they have the "Missing piece of the puzzle" or whatever. In fact, Shockwave might be doing this as a weird threat against the other R&D 'cons to cement himself as the one and only Decepticon "Allowed" to have resources wasted on projects like that. Ugh, now that I think about it, that's probably a correct assumption and he's probably gonna expect me to thank him for it later. Ugh, and he's probably literally right. Ugh. At least his repairs both to himself and to his lab seem to be mostly complete so further research into the SI project should hopefully come along a little faster. Both Shockwave and Soundwave think the SIs could potentially be used as some kind of specialty weapon, but we'll have to see how they work on sparkless lifeforms, like biological lifeforms or xenomechanical lifeforms. The SIs don't seem to corrupt each other, but Shockwave keeps reaffirming that they're not "Sparkless Lifeforms" because they "were never lifeforms to begin with"... but I think he's trying to hide something. Usually Soundwave is the one to pick up on that kind of technological obfuscation, but he actually agreed with Shockwave and offered to send Ratbat to try to work out exactly what each "sapient" SI is now capable of on a personal level. We could have just had regular Cybertronians aboard to fill the role SIs fill. I would've preferred K Class to fill any role an SI could fill in all honesty!! But no, constructing cold wasn't enough, we just had to try to learn how to "Construct Frozen" and the "Absolute Zeroes" just had to be put on my ship. Whatever. I've probably said too much already. This was supposed to be a warning for my ship crew, but it's looking like it'll end up being transcribed on the golden disk as well so when this new Scientific Instruments of Destruction project backfires in some absurdly bombastic way there will at least be something remaining that says I was right. End of Transmission

New Transmission Okay so I was right, but so was Shockwave and Soundwave. Or, well, they were right just enough to make sure the backfire is postponed for at least another handful of cycles. Ratbat is still in CR from the investigation, but the cure Shockwave developed seems to be effective and Thundercracker is out and aiding the repair effort. Shockwave is now in contact with one of the SIs digitally and the other few are... integrating due to the personal efforts of Soundwave. I suppose now would be pertinent to mention not all the SIs developed the "Hetero Sapience" condition, many of them are safe for interaction. Soundwave is also currently monitoring their presence, Ravage is tasked with the regular SIs and Laserbeak is tasked with the "Sapient" SIs. Shockwave probably knows exactly what caused this event but he is preoccupied with the one he no doubt is either indoctrinating or ruthlessly interrogating. Report to Soundwave if you see any suspicious behavior, he has been working very hard to ensure the SIs have their purpose clearly defined (And closely monitored). And, Starscream, stop trying to convince the SIs that you are the leader of this ship. Not only have the majority of your efforts been wasted on subsentient automata, the only one you have actually found who possesses the ability to truly listen to you immediately came to the bridge to complain about you. They were the first sapient SI I communicated with directly and it was because they felt the need to complain about you. I almost feel embarrassed for you. Come back to the bridge so you can apologize to it or so I can teach it how to laugh at you. It's practicing right now actually! This moment of chaos should hopefully be largely under control now, the actual "population" of Scientific Instrument Class Pseudocons was actually quite fewer than initially expected due to an indexing error incorrectly labeling certain shells as SI class. At the very least, we have some more specialty warriors because of it all. End of Transmission EOF

#yippie peace through tyranny!! #nemesis posting #Decepticon High Command Slice of Life rambles #Matrix Visions #I like this “chat” font I think it's cool #spacebridge still needs more time in the oven unfortunately #I'm also procrastinating on that because I can't seem to wrap my head around guestmount but do not want to send backup files one at a time #wegh. It'll get done. Eventually. #I'll have so much more bullshit once I actually finish the damn comic my wife radically altered my life with hehehe #I cannot wait to start posting about Alpharius Trionicon. He's the fucking worst if you couldn't tell by name alone and I love him so much #Anyway I just had a very specific joke/pun in my head in the shower then it turned into a whole *thing* like it usually does. #I usually don't explain shit but the shower idea centered around getting the SI acronym to work for hyper specific jokes. #Still can't decide if I want to lock in on “Scientific Instrument” because it fits *so well* for *so many reasons* #But “Synthetic Intelligence” is more generic in a more understandable way... Eeh.. It's a little *too* generic. “Instrument” is cooler. #Once my wife helps me understand her lil fucker more I'll come up with an even shitter joke using “Y/N” so I can do Y/N x SI x SI bullshit! #Oh! The matrix triune project is coming along slowly as well!! I think I mentioned that microphone project once or twice now hehe #I'm gonna make so many shitty covers of songs once I get the soundproofing to start focusing on vocal training stuff #It's been quite a fun time aboard the nemesis!! There's so much to “Blog” about that it's hard to really know when to start *or* stop hehe! #And the fact that all these projects are all interwoven is so fucking wonderful!! I FINALLY feel able to fully grasp my own focus!! #My brain is like a particle collider for certain interests now. I can reliably just.. Spit things out and tie it into the other interests! #It's sometimes exhausting but in such a new way. Like a relieving exhaustion? #Still figuring that part out!! #Anyway that's enough personal project vagueposting I should really be getting back to work hehe this was fun

[crescentfool]

ohh the joy of videos and streams... i like listening to people talk about things they like/think about it’s very contagious... 🥺

#lizzy speaks #THIS IS BROUGHT TO U BY THE MINATO BRAINCELLS SHAKING BACK AND FORTH.. #so so many of my interests feel like they're in some kind of hibernation lately in terms of the emotions they evoke #my brains been mostly gravitating towards formulating strategies and trying new things in splatoon right now... LOL.. so i havent thought- #a whole bunch about other things i like even if they do mean a lot to me.. #so i really appreciate being around other people who really like the things that they like because its infectious and reminds me why- #i enjoy those characters / ships / whatever else #like oh... ryomina.. minato.. ryoji... i love them very much and i like hearing other people express their appreciation for them #also yosuke.... i like hearing my friends talk about yosuke his characters a very fun one for me even if i never took the time 2 personally #analyze him its just very nice to be around that kind of energy! im so grateful! #related but unrelated squid school made a video about the splatoon manga... which i havent thought abt in a month or two #yet somehow watching that revitalized my sleeping lil braincell that loves vintage coroika... #IDK i just feel like lately ive gotten to be around a very contagious positive energy of people who appreciate stuff and i like that!! #mayb ill stream again... something about talking about things out loud and not over text evokes a certain kind of insanity #i like to draw to express my love 4 the things i've come across but sometimes i think too much abt the quality.. LOL #so maybe ill just go FUCK IT we ball!! better to draw than to not draw at all. or ill just stream 2 outlet the 'hehe i love so many things' #there is so much love stored in my heart it hurts i lov So many Things and I love Being reminded of that god i love people loving things!!!

[archersartcorner]

Torturing my younger sibling with Autism Creacher Vantii currently, here’s the collection so far LMAO

#my art #described #ids in alt text #homestuck #karkat vantas #kankri vantas #the signless #beforus!karkat #autism creature #it’s like ridiculous how fun it is to draw these lil dudes. I was just gonna draw the first one then I. kept going HEVDHDBS #I imagine in a more familial situation Kankri would be an annoying ass ‘ummm I’m not touching you 😌😌’ kinda older sibling/cousin WHDBSJ #but like draped behind the sarcasm/irony of his ~SJ talk~ (IE the whole ‘check your privilege’ and feigning offense) #particularly the feigning offense. ‘h9w DARE y9u I w9uld never d9 such a thing’ *is literally doing the thing at that exact moment* BFBSJS #I love the vantases I love them. autism beams all of them because I love them so much HEHE

[thosetwofirefighters]

find the word challenge

rules: share snippets of your work containing each of the words the previous poster selected for you (optional addition: if you can't find the word in your WIPs, or you simply don't have any WIPs, you can just write a sentence around the word)

thanks @the-likesofus for the tag!! very excited to see how many of these words I've used...

my words are: quiet, hold, cover, first, together, and small. unsurprisingly, my fake dating au (currently sitting at almost 30k words like it has been for the past few months...) has all of these words multiple times lol <3

quiet

Buck’s phone rings, and he pulls it out of his pocket, his hands shaking when he reads Bobby’s contact name. He answers before he can even register it. “Pops?” His voice is quiet and terrified.

hold

Hearing footsteps from his spot on the couch, Buck tenses as Nathan comes up the stairs. It’s been so long, but Buck can still recognize the man’s footfalls. He lets out a breath he’d been subconsciously holding when Nathan finally appears and moves towards one of the armchairs across from him instead of the couch.

cover

“Jurassic Park!” Chris yells, and Buck has to cover his ears against the sound, the kid’s excitement causing him to be louder than usual. “Please, Dad, I know it’s kind of scary, but they just put it back on Netflix, and I’ve seen it before! Plus, I’m ten now, I won’t have nightmares!”

first

“I don’t want you to get hurt again,” Eddie says, meeting Buck’s gaze. His eyes are soft and despite his words, they shine with support, and Buck thinks—not for the first time—how lucky he is to have a best friend like Eddie.

together

Nathan’s study abroad had been nearly over when Buck brought up the idea of him going to Los Angeles to fight fires and help people. Nate had just nodded before taking Buck’s hand and kissing him, saying he’d buy the plane tickets in the morning. Buck had assumed they’d be going back together to be together.

small

Eddie glares at Chim when he insists on playing with the station’s small Hildy gadget that they keep in the kitchen. They mostly use it to play music, but Chimney takes the opportunity to ask her a bunch of questions throughout the day and only stops when Eddie threatens to run her over with a fire truck after Chimney starts asking her questions about the 118 themselves.

words for people I tag: home, care, love, make, and dream

no pressure tagging @mooshkat @jacksadventuresinwriting @ty-in-bedlam @lilbuddie <3

#so many of these were JUICYYYY #but i said lets be mysterious for once #and then i actually succeeded in not giving yall the juiciest tidbits? for once? #the snippet for 'hold' is so rough but like. we'll get there #i've decided to re-read all of my fake dating fic because OOOH BOY did I forget the vibes of the last chapter i've written #it is SPICY yall (not in the smut way) #asdgdsh tbh i feel evil giving you pieces of buck/nathan (an omc) and barely any buddie >:) #also jurassic park my beloved!! #it is my go-to when it comes to a movie to put in a fic tbh....like #it's my favorite and i am convinced chris would love it once buck convinced eddie to let them watch it together <3 #omg new headcanon just dropped buck and chris read jurassic park 'together' when chris is a teenager #not together together but like at the same time #when chris finally puts his foot down and says no more bedtime stories buck gets sad and so they come up with a new thing #aka buckley-diaz book club and i am SO writing that fic #holy shit i'm so excited it's gonna be so cuuuute #anywayyy i was looking through all my uses of 'cover' and didn't have to read past the jurassic park mention soooo love that lol #seriously though i cannot wait to edit this fic after i finish re-writing the earlier chapter i've been working on #i forgot how much i love editing my own work since i have most recently been working on a lot of lil projects that require little revision #but it's so fun! i truly am an editor at heart hehe <3 #i am going to 1) try to read it like I would someone else's work (which is impossible but like. we can try) #2) stop thinking about the big picture and focus on line edits and perfecting what i've already edited and had betaed #3) read it and edit like a motherfucking poet #this fic is gonna be so gorgeous i stg #she's got good bones now she just needs a decorator #and yk the last 60-ish percent of it lol #mine #wip #find the word challenge #tag game

[villainsidestep]

north says your brothers are dead.

north says your brothers are dead, but he has to be a liar, because he has always been a liar. because he has always been a bastard. because the numbers mean you can't check his thoughts for lies. because he has to be lying. because the alternative is that your brothers left you. because the alternative is that you left them. left them lying on the sidewalk in an open grave of shattered glass and broken concrete and all those dead bodies and all that blood, there was so much blood, why can you not stop thinking of the blood?! of their hands reaching out for yours amongst the ruin, amidst the fall, along your spine when you uselessly throw yourself at north's thoughts again?

north's thoughts make you feel sick. make you feel staticky. make you clench your teeth and fists and stomach as you feel the nerves creep in, the dreading fear of something being wrong, the persistent terror of needing to stop, needing to keep going, needing to reach just a little bit deeper, needing to find purchase somewhere, anywhere, anything, anything about them, because they couldn't just leave you! they wouldn't leave you! you're supposed to stick together! you've always stuck together!

north says your brothers are dead. you wish you'd died with them.

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #this is AWFUL but. sometimes u just gotta write words down #me: hehe wouldn't it be fun to write smth abt the whole 'siblings using telepathy to figure out if the others are around' #me when typing: for some reason instead writes abt fawn trying to get into north's brain ?? #fun fact I absolutely know without a doubt that they attempted MULTIPLE times to fucking . get their little claws into his brain #but north has been on numbers ever since hb happened so <3 it was entirely useless on their part <3 #also we're 50-50 on whether or not north even knows anything abt the brothers post-hb. bc on one hand it would be V Fun #if he did in fact know they'd survived and that he just fucking lied to fawn for funsies. BUT. it would also be fun if he Didn't know #bc they were like 'literally just keep ur attention on ur own fucked up lil creature' and he doesn't ask questions so it was more of like #evil bragging. bc their only real safe connection has been severed and now that he doesn't have to have them in his brain anymore ?? 10/10 #( writing. ) #update we've put this under a read more THREE fucking times bc tumblr refuses to keep it. so if u see the full thing. sorry #keeping up with the beckers

[forgedraptor]

this is prolly just me but... i want gnf and dream to constantly team... 😳

they just go well together, like when gnf needs guidance on what to do, dream is there to tell him,and how dream is also a lot more chill/vibing when gnf is there, hes more willing to just have fun, and how gnf also hypes dream up

meanwhile george with dream makes gnf more competative, and make him strive to do better and care a lot more, he also calms dream down and makes him laugh when things get tense, and dream encourages him when gnf has doubts

and just their chemistry is just so good fr each other i think! just they equal each other out, Dream helps George be more serious and George helps Dream have more fun! they help each other in their own way, and i think thats p neat!

#fr rants #i like them when they team #also how dnf doesnt put too much pressure on himself #downside a lil bit tho is that gnf gets that kind of pressure lol #but if george overcomes it he becomes better n better #i like when gnf is having funa nd being competative #cz he gets really into things! #georgenotfound #dreamwastaken #dnf #dreamnotfound #like yeah snf and dreamnap is also hella fun and i adore it #bt dreamnap do get super competative where if they make a mistake the tensions and toxicity get high lol #and snf is just more memeing and fun like yeah they still do very well but gnf does get more lax or just simply vibe morw when hes with sap #its really cute its like he just knows sap will protect him so hes more chill hehe #idk im rambling #gunna rewatch mcc now lol

[that-was-anticlimactic]

nothing can keep me from loving you

written for @beachytablecloth - theatre au, renga

There were a lot of ways Reki could describe Langa: goofy, kind, determined, reckless… but something that Langa wasn’t was a quitter.

In the half a year that Reki had known them, he’d never seen Langa back down from anything. He was up for any challenge, up to pushing himself, and trying new things.

So, when he and Langa were at their class’ play rehearsal one afternoon and Langa bolted off the stage, Reki knew that something was wrong. Of all the things he’d seen Langa do, all the incredible things he’d accomplished, he’d never seen Langa give up.

Reki dropped everything after Langa ran off—literally. His clipboard clattered to the ground and he tore his headset off, tossing it to the side as he took off after him.

[or, langa doesn't want to be the lead actor in the school play and reki comforts him]

♡1,235 words | renga♡

#corey writes:) #AHHHHHHHHHHHH #hope this is alright lol #when i started writing this i kind of just Wrote and when i looked at the word count it was seven hundred words and then just said screw it #and kept going lol like today is such a depressing day so hopefully this is something a lil happy oiuytfrderdftgyhuijo #either way it was v fun to write <3 #my first time writing langa angst ! #trying to get into some of langa's character haha #anyways this isn't like my favorite thing ever but if i put more effort into it it would get too long and i have other stuff i need to write #bUT i still love them v much <3 #also purposefully made the title a starkid lyric for you hehe #sk8 #renga #reki x langa #langa x reki #sk8 fanfic

[tvrningout-a]

i'm clenching my fists bc i wanna write!! so badly!! but i had some fun, so now i gotta go be a good student uvu i'll be back once i've got my test squared away!

#i'm clenching my fists and shaking them at myself for wanting to learn about language like the lil nerd i am (jk jk) #linguistics is pretty cool but it's just an intro class so i'm learning a lot? but not a lot of in-depth things at the moment #useful stuff though!! i've been so curious about why language works the way it does and whatnot so it's a fun class! #especially since i'm learning korean while taking it hehe #OKAY enough rambling and onto studying!! catch y'all later!! #get ready to ramble | ooc

[tenowls]

You are one of the Murderbot Diaries artist who's work I reference most when trying to decide which articulated Ken doll I would turn into a Murderbot action figure.

I really love your work.

OOHH that’s awesome omg!!!! it’s always rly cool to hear when ppl use my designs for reference, thank u so much!! :’)))

#asks #auntymatter #doll customisation is a super neat hobby!! #i like how u did the armour and the security room!! :D #i’ve watched a lot of doll customisation videos it looks v fun hehe #one hobby i wanna get into more is custom anime figures n i considered doll customisation first but ended up deciding on sculpture #i’ve made one (1) lil sculpture of mob from mp100 n would like to make one of mb one day (the one i drew of it running w its arm gun out) #but first i wanna get better at making characters just standing still HAHAH #i’ve said this before but i have a lot of fun drawing mbd art n i have lots that i don’t share here but it always makes me v happy #that ppl like the ones that i do bc i rly enjoyed drawing them and love the series a lot akjskaka #i also have artists whose designs i love n i think that’s the cool thing abt book fanart - that it’s v open to interpretation

[shaylixie]

Hi, it's me.🩷

Link

#just a fun lil game #I love doing these things #hehe #shay's words

[albatris]

I might have made this post before but

broke: quinn cooper seeks out specifically powerful and dangerous vampires to manipulate, blackmail, cosy up with and take advantage of for personal gain, both as a stupidly excessive show of gratuitous influence and power and just for the self-indulgent thrill of it

woke: quinn cooper seeks out specifically people who can drive to manipulate, blackmail, cosy up with and take advantage of because quinn cooper is a lazy fuck and also way too proud to admit they find road rules confusing. why the fuck is the britannia roundabout on kensington road like that. nat can you drive them to target please

#i had another joke post that was like....... #idk u might assume quinn's type is Vampires #quinn's type is actually just. nerds. people with drivers licences. softies #yes quinn was a little turned on when nat pinned them down with claws to their throat and threatened to murder them #yes quinn is insanely attracted to alex and likes when alex flashes its perfect pretty fangs #but keep in mind. alex and nat are also both nerds with drivers licenses and huge softies #also lmao @ quinn being all ''ooh I'm quinn cooper risk and murder and thrill make me feel alive and I'm in love with danger'' and #getting a kick out of mortal peril and being around dangerous predators #like quinn babe ik nat and alex are vampires so u can fool yourself into being all haha this is sexy and dangerous but also #the two people you are basically in love with and adore and feel safe around Just So Happen to be the two that #treat you with kindness and gentleness and you specifically trust them not to hurt you??? you dense fuck #quinn: ''I'm so cool and edgy I'm surrounded by vampires i love danger hehe'' #nat: *makes sure quinn eats three healthy meals a day and puts a lil blanket over them when they fall asleep on the couch* #alex: *kisses quinn on the forehead and always keeps an eye on them to make sure they're safe and takes note of #things quinn mentions in passing so it can surprise them with a specific gift or fun outing later* #the part of this relationship you enjoy is not danger or control or you being on some weird power trip quinn it's the existence of both #SAFETY AND VULNERABILITY #it's CARE #does it take quinn three books to figure this out? yeah. #a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears

[kalloway]

tried sketching my Dark Souls Remastered character the other day 8)

Her name is Anora because i had Dragon Age on the brain recently but decided against porting either Miriam or my Bloodborne character (Mercy) into it cuz like...... purple hair is cool, man

I’m enjoying it so far though! ...Capra Demon fight aside, of course. I still really miss how Bloodborne felt tho ngl - my friend says I’ll probably like DS3 in that regard so we’ll see if i manage to get there 💪

it is VERY surreal to be meeting ppl I have seen mentioned/memed/drawn on the internet for like a decade now, in-game for the first time! its like meeting a celebrity or something lmao

#art #artists on tumblr #oc #original character #dark souls #dark souls oc #myart #i have mixed feelings on this one but it was fun to draw and I liked a brush i used for colouring #it shifts the colour with every brush stroke - it works v well for her purple hair hehe #also now im a lil embarassed cuz this means I managed to draw THIS protag but...... not my first Bloodborne one LOL #also not to complain on main about trivial things but MAN i wish the wikis had better pictures of the outfits/armour for reference #Dark Souls hasn’t been AS bad but Bloodborne was a literal nightmare #’let me just screenshot this in the area with the worst lighting in the game!’ ehenendn #i actually had better luck stumbling into screenshots of weapons that happened to have a character wearing the outfit i needed a ref of lmao #but anyway i say this and i totally just made up and way oversimplified Anora’s outfit tbh #I picked the Wanderer class and im aiming for a DEX build a la Bloodborne with a Skill build hahaha #BUT ANYWAY I DIGRESS - again i am enjoying it so far despite its jankiness #originally i was going to play the OG Dark Souls on our Xbox 360 but it just utterly refused to launch #so i hope sony and FROM enjoy the extra $30 I had to drop on it while it was on sale along with the rest of the series hahaha

[enevera]

i think ur a vvvv nice person and honestly your social-ness / observing how u interact w the world makes me inspired / gives me courage to try to become more social myself. also im like 90% sure i've started using <3333 in convos way more bc of u

hehe yessss my influence thru the <333333333 hehehehehehe >:DDD

also omggggg i am <33333 ToT U SHOULD DEF BE MORE SOCIAL ILUUUU<333333333 tbh i only started rlly being social online uhh in may?? or smth like that.. i had a realization that like.. i wanted to talk to ppl online and engage in fandom and with ppl in like a real way after mostly hiding it and being so isolated for so long lol. but like i’m rlly so much happier to be talking to ppl and having friends and stuff!!! it’s made me rlly happy esp this past summer bc life’s been uh kinda a lot skjsd

#<333333333333 iluuuuu #i am just a lil dude i am hugging u okee #ask ask #friend tag #idk if how i interact w ppl is rlly that exciting i guess but like.. i am having a ton of fun hehe #it’s difficult at first tho i will say u kinda feel like you’re overstepping bounds a bit but tbh once u kinda feel ur way thru that it gets #way easier!! plus the worst thing that can happen is someone says no right? #i tell that to myself a lot or i press send and am like okay turning it off now i don’t get to think abt that until tomorrow yep #askask

[satanfemme]

I really hope the people I knew in high school, but who I immediately lost touch with due to my insanity ofc, still think of me sometimes. be ause then maybe they'd track down my current url on here just to see how I'm doing..... and they'd be greeted by ...... all this. "I'm a DOG BEAST. I love CANNIBALISM and KILLING. DEVIL WORSHIP is hot as hell, but so is SEXUALIZING G-D. <- who loves LEATHER FETISH just like me btw. if I'm not HIGH on edibles and prescription drugs 24/7 I will start setting fire to the people who mildly annoy me."

anyways, I check on their twitters/instagrams sometimes too just to see how they're doing. and they're normal now.

#sorry to be like 'not like other girls' but its a lil funny and I think about it sometimes #someone who I was close with in high school cause we were both suicidal teens. now on twitter in 2022: #''today me and my husband saw the newest marvel movie ^_^ just graduated college and feeling good ^_^'' #me on tumblr. the same day: #''hey do u guys think judas iscariot would prefer leather or lace? should I ask him myself? lol btw angels are asking me to kill again :/'' #(<- last sentence is a JOKE. I'm making a joke about psychotic stereotypes vs my self image. - #- tbc there's NOTHING wrong with being told those things. but besties dont worry about my health rn <3 #my guardian angels & patron saint r all very nice to me still ESPECIALLY lately. nonstop support hehe :3c okthxbye) #this post (as a whole) is all positive towards me btw. I'm embracing my personality and neurotype best I can❣I'm fun and cute!!