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call-sign-shark · 2 months

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Following the heart-wrenching posts of @red-riding-wood, @kittenonpluto and @aurorag98 I feel like I have to write this. By no means I have experienced traumatizing interactions with @mrkdvidal1989 aka Killian Vidal but this whole situation and what he did to girls here make me enraged.

First of all, I want to reassure all the beloved mutuals who have been reaching out to me or who have been worried about my well-being because they saw me interacting a few times with Killian. I am perfectly fine and I'm not much here this week because I have been working a lot.

As for my relationship with Killian... Well, we were barely talking to each other actually. I know I am bad at replying to my DMs but this is not the reason why I ghosted him -- I purposefully did so because, like many of you, the guy gave me the biggest red flags. We talked a few times, and he called me hot when he saw the gym pics/selfies I posted. He quickly suggested we meet together to go to the gym and watch horror movies during my stay in the UK and to this I replied positively while knowing I would never ever do so. Right from the start I suspected him to be a liar and I felt he had built up everything about his life. Also, I come from a military family with many relatives working in special units of the French Navy, and let me tell you something: I screamed at the thought of a former soldier (from the SAS!! lmao) spending all of his time writing reader-insert fanfic for a female audience and discussing with Cillian fangirls. I don't say it's impossible, but it's VERY unlikely.

To me, Killian was just an attention-seeking catfish I'd never meet and who I found both boring and childish. In my opinion, I thought he just wanted to have a small court around him to strut around, nothing more. I tried to search for info about him to warn people, I mean I even doubted he was a man... However, I found nothing plus he seemed to be IRL friends with a few mutuals here who actually chatted with him via phone so I didn't want to take the risk of spreading hate about someone just because of a gut feeling. Never in a million years, I would have imagined he was toying with girls from the Peaky Blinders community, collecting nudes, gaslighting/harassing them, breaking them into pieces, promising marriage, and going as far as to promise a life-saving medical treatment to a dear friend of mine. I am devastated by what I have read this morning, and "devasted" is not even powerful enough. Learning from Red that he talked about fucking me when we meet while we never talk about sex, never flirted or anything (we just small-talked once in a while lmao) might be a bit creepy but it's nothing compared to what he has done to girls here.

I am deeply sorry to all the people who have been hurt by his horrible actions and are now facing long-term consequences because of him, some of them being my close mutuals. I send positive vibes, love, and healing to every one of you who had to deal with this psycho. I know a lot of people have already said that but my DMs are opened if you need a safe place. The Peaky Blinders / Cillian Murphy community is a nice place, maybe the most welcoming place I've ever seen on the Internet but we should all keep in mind that it is not safe from ill-intentioned users and predators. Please stay safe and, for the victims, don't blame yourself. You haven't been naive nor stupid or anything. The only one to blame is the person behind Killian Vidal's persona, and for the evil you've done, I hope you'll get fucked with a chainsaw. Or just fucking rot in hell.

Shark.

#PSA #predator warning #Cillian Murphy #Peaky Blinders #Mrkvidal1989

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elvenbeard · 6 months

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Exposing myself here a little and sharing the current rule-set for my CP2077 Discord I'm the process of setting up below the cut! Below the cut, cause this post it's a lot of text as is.

I think I got all channels set up how I want them for starters, but there will always be room for improvement :D First and foremost I want this to become a place of encouragement and sharing and fun... I really just want it to be an extension of my fandom corner on tumblr here and have a room to chat with everyone I love in one spacereally, that's the whole point XD

Still though, I think some basic rules are good, especially if I decide to open this up to more people down the line - but also, some might find a strict ruleset (or my specific ruleset) not to their taste, hence, before sending out invites, I wanted to put this here.

If we're mutuals, or if you're following me and like what I post, original content and reblogs alike, AND if you wanna be part of this server under the prerequisite of accepting the rules below the cut... Like this post or DM me or leave a reply etc. And I might send you an invite.

(I want to open this up specifically also to people I'm not mutuals with, since I don't always follow back for a variety of reasons. But I have a good memory for user-handles and will recognize you if you interact with my posts on a regular basis!) Important: If I don't send you an invite, please don't take it personally. I might not know you or your vibe well enough yet. Especially if we're new mutuals, or if I'm not following you. But I will check out everyone I don't recognize or don't follow who reacts to this post. I want to keep the server somewhat small in general and especially to begin with, but if all goes well, I might come back to this post here somewhere later down the line and send some more invites! I love you all lots, and especially with my semi-forced hiatus recently I missed interacting with everyone. Being welcomed back so warmly repeatedly by so many people in your tags and replies and all really meant so much <3

So yeah! Server-rules below, react to this post or get in touch with me if you're interested to join based on these prerequesites, invites will go out during the weekend most likely! :D

1. Don't be a dick and use common sense. Be kind to each other. Assume ignorance over ill intentions first and foremost, and when in doubt, stay civil and ask a mod or admin for help via DM.

2. Homophobia, Transphobia, Queerphobia in general, Racism and Hatespeech towards other server members will not be tolerated. Report any talk of this sort to a mod or admin asap if you notice it.

3. This is an adult/NSFW server. You need to be at least 18 years of age to participate and can expect respective content. This is not to exclude anyone younger than 18, but for legal reasons.

4. No 18+ content needs to be spoilered ||like this|| by default. If you choose to spoiler something, which you are always free to do especially in general channels, use a label/indicator describing the content you're spoilering (e.g. [explicit sexual content], [nsfw], [blood/gore], [xyz kink], [tmi]). No kinkshaming please, but also, note rule 5.

5. If someone asks you to spoiler a specific type of niche/extreme content (e.g. extreme kinks, dark and disturbing topics, (mental) health themes like self-harm or terminal illnesses, or any content that could fall under 4) please do so. Be mindful of each other's comfort levels with being exposed to certain darker topics. Being asked to spoiler content does not equal being kinkshamed.

6. Everyone's boundaries are valid and you are free to set them. Simultaneously, nobody should have to censor themselves or their creations either. Spoilering (extreme) content on someone else's request does not equal censorship but is part of being a community.

7. If someone forgets to spoiler a topic that has been previously asked to be spoilered, do not assume the worst and kindly remind the op to spoiler. If the same person keeps forgetting the same things though and you feel like it is on purpose or targeted, let a mod/admin know.

8. If a topic that makes you personally uncomfortable is being discussed in a group setting, stepping away from the conversation temporarily is an alternative to asking to spoiler something (also applies to rule 6). Simultaneously though, due to no blacklisting options on Discord, be mindful of what you post especially if others whose comfort levels you don't know are there with you.

9. Please keep discussions on the server civil. If you've messed up, apologize. If discussions get personal or touch upon server-external issues, please resort to DMs to resolve them. If you need a neutral party to listen, @elvenbeard is always happy to.

10. Do not post content that isn't yours without the explicit permission of the original creator (be it mods, VP, art, writing, etc.). This includes posting links to external works that aren't yours.

11. Start no arguments or spread negativity by discussing non-server-members and their activities.

12. Keep shippy content to the respective channels. Respect each other's ships and headcanons (exceptions: see 13), but also respect the source material(s).

13. If you notice headcanons that are queer-phobic, transphobic, racist, hateful or something similar, especially if they are being framed or discussed as positive, inform a mod or admin asap. Everyone is entitled to their own headcanons, but any falling under these categories will not be tolerated.

#I will not put this in the main tag on purpose #please read carefully!!#personal stuff #will rebump this post a handful of times tomorrow and friday but yess #here goes nothing aaaaahhhh

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lanaevyssmoved · 4 months

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If I understand this right, someone used your blog as an example for needing to be available to talk 24/7 or something like that? Or like having every single info about yourself out in the open? If that is the case - A: rude as hell. B: what happened to respecting people's boundaries and privacy? I'm with you on this, I wish only my mutuals could view my info. No one is entitled to your information or your time. Love how people on here preach about keeping things private to protect yourself from freaks, but will turn around and scold you for not listing every single mental illness you have.

yeah, unfortunately they were like "you've been on tumblr every day since we met so i just assumed you were always available to talk to me." in response to them getting upset that i didn't talk to them for a day (or anyone, for that matter, it wasn't targeted, i just wasn't on discord). i also had a situation recently where someone saw me talking in a server on discord and got upset with me that i spoke there but didn't reply to their dm.

i'm someone with very low spoons on most days, i'm disabled and suffer from chronic pain, so sometimes i only have the energy to reblog a few things, make a random personal post sometimes, or make a few comments in a server (because group situations online require less spoons for me because if i leave it doesn't halt things dead). i tend to find 1:1 conversations very exhausting, so i can be really slow with it and take a few days to reply, or longer even, and sometimes i can talk a lot! but it shouldn't be expected of me (or anyone!!!).

i'm of the firm belief that the current internet age of always being online/active is pretty damaging because it leads to people feeling entitled to your time. i miss the days where if my phone wasn't topped up you're just not getting a text from me. see you in a week when i'm allowed to put £10 into my phone!!!

#fray.txt #ask #Anonymous #i tend to not have a social media presence because of this #coming back to tumblr for bg3 hype is the first time ive really used social media since i was ... 23?#and im coming to learn that the entitlement people had back then is still very much here and i do not like it #it makes me wanna leave tumblr - genuinely. go back to being a blog that reblogs smth every few days and never ever talks or shares anythin #i do not like this stuff!! no one is entitled to my time or energy!!!!#if i am online and not replying MIND UR OWN BUSINESS...

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dodriotrio · 3 months

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Introduction?

Hello? I see lots of people doing this. My name is Kane. I am a Pokemon ranger in Galar. I mostly stay in the Wild Area unless there is an emergency, but I also help rehabilitate injured Pokemon.

This is my team. They help me with my work!

They have names in Kantonian, but I call them their Galarian nicknames unless they're being given commands. That way only I can tell them to do things, for safety. I will be using those nicknames on here.

And also, here is a picture of me!

Galarian is not my first language. I speak mostly Kantonian, but I use a translator here. I don't have one in real life, so sorry if I get confused.

I want to spread awareness and positivity about Pokemon that are not well known! If you have any questions, I will do my best to answer them.

Hello! This is the OOC part of the introduction >:) I follow from @act11as! Muse is an adult, mod is a minor, don't be weird, etc.

Please note the blanket unreality warning in the description, I do not tag #unreality to avoid flooding the tag, but I do try to tag all non-out of character posts with #pkmn irl in case you need to block things from your dashboard at times! On that same note, OOC posts will be tagged as such, and I will mark them with green text (though often not past the first line, because it can be grating to look at after a while)

All trigger warnings will be tagged as "[word] tw" for the sake of consistency. And if I forget to tag something, please shoot me a dm or an ask!

Additionally: Please note that I am autistic and very chronically ill. I may have to end things earlier than they were planned to be because I just suddenly had a flare-up, and I often misinterpret/forget things, o7 please feel free to remind/correct me if I do!

Guidelines? I guess?

Literally any kind of pokemon irl blog can interact! Sentient pokemon, eebydeebies, evil teams, whatever. I'm chill with anyone, though the muse may not be, keep this in mind. If you want to do something, send me a dm! I'm more than happy to discuss things ^^

IN CHARACTER anon hate, be it just being an ass, homophobia, etc. etc. are perfectly fine. Note that I probably wont respond to all, especially if it seems to go a bit too far. (same vein: Feel free to start arguments with him if you want. It's always fun to write him angry <3)

^ Additionally, feel free to harass him for the bit. Just for funsies. I love playing into it if you can't tell!

As for all my blogs (so far) because I like unreliable narrators... Kane DEFINITELY is one! He will Blatantly Lie and avoid answering questions, feel more than free to interrogate him on things. Because he needs it.

Extra:

Pelipper Mail, un-mail, and Malice are always open! Feel free to torment this guy whenever you so please. (links go to the source posts for all 3 lol)

Musharna mail, (sending dreams) and Musharna malice (sending nightmares) are always on! Once again feel free to torment this guy.

Magic anons are usually off, unless I specifically specify otherwise!

Some organizational tags:

#[Nickname] the [Pokemon] - Tags for different Pokemon Kane owns!

#Mylah! - Specific tag for one of his friends, @/tinkatinktrain

#Reblog - Reblogs!

#Responses - Replies and reblogs with commentary.

#Ranger Ramblings - Ranger work stuff!

#Kane's Pokemon Talks - Pokemon facts/information!

Poke-Fostering journeys - Talks about foster pokemon that Kane keeps, updates, etc.

And... Here's his playlist. You could listen to this, or you could just listen to the entirety of Jhariah's discography. You'd get the exact same effect either way.

#pkmn irl #pokemon irl #rotumblr #rotomblr #irl pokemon #pokemon roleplay #// Can you tell who my favorite music artist is? I swear. I swear to you these are all actually relevant to his character. I swear up and d #// Tag test:#Princess the Houndoom #Trio the Dodrio #Reblog #Responses #Ranger Ramblings #Kane's Pokemon Talks #Poke-fostering journeys

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lavoixhumaine · 2 months

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You and your friends are extremely selfish. You always comment on each others stuff but you never comment on other peoples work.....you are so clique-y. Its gross. This fandom doesn't even want you.

I had to think about what to say or if I should say anything at all.

My original plan was to reply with my usual ass. No, I didn’t forget the S. I meant to use the word ass.

Before anything—say what you want about me, but my friends are not selfish. They’re wonderful and kind people with big hearts and generous souls. They were there for me during the darkest time of my life and I consider them a blessing.

That said…

I need to make this clear—I do not go into the Bathena AO3. I haven’t, not for a while now. I post my stories and reply to people but that’s it. On top of my everyday responsibilities, I also choose to spend time with my friends over going on random jaunts online.

On the rare occasion I do find time to read fanfic, as you seem to have noticed, it’s not because I went looking—no, I talk to my friends and we discuss what we’re up to so when they do write something, they give me a heads up when they or someone in the group publishes. If I end up reading works by those not in our group, it’s because someone I trust recommended it to me.

That and I don’t read fanfics when I’m writing because that makes it harder to write. I don’t know why. It’s a whole thing.

But anyway, you probably know that in order to comment on someone’s work, you’d have to have read it. If you’re upset with me for not leaving a comment on your story, it’s most likely because I have not read it so therefore, I cannot comment on it.

There isn’t some conspiracy. We don’t sit together planning to only discuss each other’s works. We honestly talk about anything and everything, not just Angela Bassett or Bathena or 911 because we have lives of our own and we got a lot going on. So there are many, many conversations bouncing around.

You don’t know me, but my friends do and they know that if there’s a story they absolutely want me to read whether it’s theirs or someone else’s, they have to send me a link so I’ll know it exists. Otherwise, it’ll just pass me by.

As for whether or not the fandom wants me…I wouldn’t have the slightest clue about that or what that means. Where does one go when they’re wanted by a fandom? I don’t know because this isn’t something I’ve had a lot of experience with. But I do have my friends and I’m quite happy where I am.

If that’s cliquey then that’s not our intention and it’s not something that ever crossed our minds. And if it’s gross then…well, maybe that’s a bad thing but I don’t know how to respond to that, honestly.

What we do, we do for the joy of it. Writing about two fictional people in their fifties being in love and putting them in ten million scenarios makes us happy. We don’t have any ill intent or have any malicious thoughts about people we don’t know about. We do our thing and celebrate each other and these lovely fictional people who are played by two wonderful and phenomenal actors.

If you have a story you’d like to share specifically with me, you can certainly do so. I comment on stories that are well-written that I genuinely enjoy. My Ask is open to all and I think you can even DM me. I won’t make promises but that’s all I can offer because I don’t know you and it’s hard to trust someone who won’t even leave a name. Whoever you are tho…well, I hope you find something that sparks joy in you.

This is a lot longer than I expected it would be but these are my honest thoughts.

-sunny

#tv: 911 #911 on ao3 #ao3 fanfiction #ao3 writer #ao3 author #ao3fic #ao3 #ao3 bathena #bathena #angela bassett #athena grant #bobby nash #bobby x athena #peter krause #911 fanfiction #911 on abc #asks #lavoixhumaine

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chloe-wants-to-kill-herself · 3 months

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I'm still new to discovering I have a system (just got over that denial bridge a few weeks ago, and have been struggling mentally since (and before) then), and the system discourse online has been very... distressing? I want to lean into safe communities meant for learning about or exploring (my own) CDD, and find some sort of comraderie.

I don't understand what's happening really - I don't exactly understand endogenic systems, but I also don't understand why people would be anti-endogenic. It just seems... hateful. And purposeless.

I've seen tons of anti-endo posts (before I learned what endo meant) that made me terrified to lean too heavily into traumagen spaces (if they could say this about awful stuff about one group of people, what could they say about me? *it is very much a learned response from trauma, but it is what it is I guess*

I guess the point is to ask if you were ever anti-endo, and what has it been like since you started making pro-endo posts? I know it's silly, but I'm trying to figure all of this out and I'm terrified of receiving hate for refusing to hate someone because of how they identify

Thanks (and sorry for the book lol)

- Host

First I want to say it's not silly at all!! Being a newly discovered system is overwhelming and it's normal to want to have a community of those who understand you. It's also normal to want to avoid being harassed and fakeclaimed. I'm happy you reached out! This reply is going to be kinda long (sorry I tried to keep it short) but I did my best to address all your questions. I hope this helps! And I wish you the best on your new journey of self discovery!!

Second I would strongly recommend that you stay away from syscourse if you can. It's really draining and overwhelming even for us and we have a pretty good handle on our system. As a newly discovered system it's going to be even worse.

Unfortunately I don't have any specific recommendations for cdd focused spaces which accept endos (if anybody knows one put it in the replies!) but I will say that pro endo servers, even if they aren't focused on cdds can still be amazing for finding comradery. There will be other cdd systems there and you might find some endos who you relate to as well. Also if you want my dms are open! I'm just one person (well, not exactly) but I'd be happy to answer any questions you might have and suggest ways to help you figure out your system more!

As for why people are anti endo I think it mainly comes down to two things. First is that they think endos are saying they experience the same thing as cdd systems except without the trauma. Endos do not generally claim this*. Second is that people who've spent significant amounts of their lives under attack sometimes they start to see threats where there aren't any.

These systems have debilitating mental illnesses that are criminally misunderstood and romanticized. For them being a system is intrinsically linked with being deeply traumatized, they are not separate. So when they see a community of people claim to have systems but not trauma, they get upset. They feel like that's not possible, because it isn't possible to be a system like *theirs* without trauma. They get frustrated because they think people just want the "quirky" parts of their disorder without the painful ones. That's why they always say endos are faking did, because they can't imagine a system that doesn't have a cdd. They think endos are just people who want to feel special so they claim to have system. Once endos started becoming a part of the community, anti endos felt invaded because now there's a bunch of systems who don't have cdds in the space they thought was for them (keep in mind cdd focused spaces still exist, its just that the plural community as a whole isn't 100% focused on us anymore).

Once they feel invaded, they feel like they need to defend their community and they do that by harassing and fakeclaiming endos. Then they act like psychology is on their side (it isn't) and after that it's just increasing amounts of digging their heels in.

I think it mostly comes down to the misconception that endos claim to have did without the disorder part, and then in trying to defend themselves they turn off critical thinking and just do whatever they can to get rid of the perceived threat.

*There is a world of difference between the experiences of most endos and most cdd systems but it's not black and white. At this point the term "endo" just means anybody who is not completely traumagenic which includes mixed origin systems. Also, some endogenic systems develop cdds after being exposed to trauma, the only difference is that they were plural beforehand so they're still endogenic. There's others too. The main point is that the plural experience is incredibly personal and doesn't fit well into boxes, categorization is useful and it's important that people understand that in general there are real and big differences between endogenic plurality and cdds but there's no hard lines here.

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IM SO EMBARRASSED LIKE I WANTED TO ANSWER TO YOUR REPLY DAYS AGO BUT MY INTERNET LIKE COLLAPSED BUT I WAS LIKE ITS OK ILL JUST DRAW MY OCS TO SHOW YOU BUT THEN I DIDNT CUZ I HAVE LIKE THE STRONGEST HONKAI STAR RAIL BRAIN ROT FOR SOME REASON RIGHT NOW THAT I STARTED DRAWING FANART IM SO EMBARRASSED SO UM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP enough of that erm first of all thank you for the congrats YIPPEEEE second IM ALWAYS GONNA RESPOND LIKE!!! I LOVE TO HEAR ABOUT UR OCS which my discord dms are also open 🥺🙏IF YOU WANT YOU CAN GO THERE TOO!!! I also open discord more than tumblr 😭 also for some reason discord is more internet stable than tumblr..... ANWYAYS IM LITERALLY EATING YOUR OCS LORE SO HARD RN LIKE THIS IS DELICIOUS I WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT THE FUSION THING??? PLEASE LIKE?!??! YOU CAN GO FULL ON MONOLOGUE IF YOU WANT LIKE IM SO CURIOUS????? I hope I don't sound too pushy either like I get so excited when people share their ocs 😭🙏

NWNBSKBJNJBD HI BRIOOOOO!!!!!!!!! PLS DONT WORRY ABT IT WHAHDHJJVASVSXAH i understand. i also. jump from. ideas. nyrehee... also hsr brainrot youre so real........ (< written from the sunday waiting room (please 2.4))

tumblr has been broken as hell for a while i just log on to post silly and then i . go back to discord plea. BUHTHUIHDBJSVDGJSJD the arknights lore is kinda really deep AND ITLL TAKE A VERY LONG TIME TO EXPLAIN STUFF FROM THE START WITHOUT LIKE. A BACKGROUND. but igththtjhjj i dont rember if it was ever explained in Detail i just remember that. the god fused blood with her and can awaken if she gives into the hivemind and it leads to a bad timeline. if you wanna check her out, here she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and here's the bad timeline version. EITHER WAY im happy you like my boy.................. i actually recently gave him a make-over which i rly liked ehe...... (you don't sound pushy at all dwdw!!!! im still waiting for that oc scoop from you 🫵)

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aquabian · 5 months

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heyyy. welcome to my blog! im aqua (may or wtv you wanna call me!),

he/she. im a minor so nothing weird!! also tone tags are appreciated!!!! (user used to be exoticamphibian.)

im an artist, writer, and i play instruments!.

(hey psst this looks better on dark mode ‼️)

some stuff about my blog:

i will post alot of tmnt stuff on here and my own art, and aus!! i also repost alot of stuff epescially art from my moots!

rules/boundaries:

NO nsfw, tcest, people who hate just to hate. dont come on my blog if youre going to argue about something, ill just block you i couldnt care less about your rude opinions... !!!

please dont dm me without asking or / if i dont know you..!!

my asks / requests for art are open! it might take me a while to answer REQUESTS but i reply to asks really quick!

INT!!:

rottmnt, sr:tuc (samurai rabbit: the usagi chronicles), tadc, mlp, the owl house, adventure time (theres more but its too much..)

my tags are:

#mayuri rambles

#aqua art ⭐️

these tags will most likely change in the future.!!

if you have any questions send me an ask! thanks for reading !!

#aqua art ⭐️#aqua rambles ⭐️

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shiiikigami · 8 months

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"I’ll save people whether or not it’s fair. ” ✳ private & selective canon divergent fushiguro megumi from jujutsu kaisen ✳ written by ammonia ✳ under 18 DNI ✳ please read the full pinned post before interacting ✳ megumi icons psd by @parieha ✳ current on anime/manga

IMPORTANT LINKS : character wiki/bio / images / threads / inspo / headcanons / meme tag / plotting calls / black clover au / black clover au threads

CURRENT ACTIVITY: answering asks, then drafts.

rules ->

ACTIVITY: writing is a hobby, and i have a chronic illness and a job that takes my time. please respect my slower activity level and do not pressure me for quick replies.

DRAMA: this is the most important rule! i do not tolerate vagueblogging, callout posts, rpc drama, harassment, pressure or abuse. i will block without warning.

DISCORD: i write mainly on discord, and my discord is available for mutuals. i also write other muses on discord from JJK and other anime.

18+ CONTENT: i don’t interact with writers who are minors. period. this blog may contain adult themes. i am currently not writing smut scenes and prefer to fade to black or skip over it.

GODMODDING: you should not write my character’s actions for me, nor should your character know mine’s inner thoughts/feelings or history.

TRIGGERS: i have no triggers that i request that you tag. i do my best to tag what i can in all posts. however, as this blog deals with mature themes on occasion, follow at your own risk.

SPOILERS: i will tag spoilers for new episodes up to 1 week after airing. be aware that i will only tag manga visuals post-anime and not not tag manga spoilers in threads as many of my threads take place post-anime canon. they will be tagged as the following example: #jjk spoilers. i am up to date on manga & episodes.

TRANSLATIONS: as i’m a native english speaker who can’t read japanese, the manga and anime i reference from are the official english translations. while i know they’re likely not as accurate, it’s what i have to work from.

PLOTS: i will not be writing adultery, or sexual assault as i choose not to. i prefer to pre-plot battle scenes in advance. i am open to writing with just about any character/verse. if it’s from media i haven’t read/seen/played i will ask you for a wiki so i can read up a little and become familiar. i like to focus on interpersonal relationships, not just romantic but familial, friends, enemies and anything in between. i am accepting of all oc's as long as i can find your character's info on your blog easily - and i am open to ship with oc's too if there is chemistry between the characters.

SHIPPING: i am open to write relationships, whether it is lovers, friendship, enemies, relatives or found family. if you want to write a dynamic of any kind with me, drop me a DM! i usually ship romance by chemistry.

#pinned post #mun : ammonia they/them 30+#formerly @staggerbackwards #est. 03/23

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ryetherat · 3 months

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so... percy jackson rp?

i've had this idea in my mind for... years at this point, i guess, just swimming around in the back of my mind. and it Hit me again thanks to the show so here we are

i'm not looking for a roleplay partner, which seems to be the "norm" nowadays. my plan: a pjo rp forum site, hosted on jcink or proboards, whatever works. forum roleplaying was a big part of my online experience growing up and god i just MISS it

i have basic ideas, ill put them under the cut

the bulk of the rp would be character building, threads in camp and elsewhere - but i have this main gimmick idea for "quests":

they would be primarily crafted by admin (who have first dibs for playing cabin counselors too), and assigned to players who signed up to be on the quest "waiting list". admin (which would have a shared account so it didnt matter specifically Who) would play the parts of NPCS - including monster encounters. if/when gods showed up, they would also be played by admin

i'd love to implement some sort of ttrpg dice system, with quickfire threads for combat separate but linked to the main thread. monsters would have different stats, etc. and players could even consent to character deaths when signing up for quests!

demigods wouldnt be the only type of character available to make, but it would have to be the majority. satyrs, i think, would be the most numerous "side characters", maybe nymphs around camp. those details arent important rn tho

what i'm thinking:

with admin, i'm looking for people who know how to code and create custom layouts, graphics etc. ideally, 2-3 people so its not all one one person

i'd want the timeline to be vaguely post-pjo - meaning, there are more than the 12 cabins, less unclaimed demigods, etc. but its been a while since ive read the heroes of olympus and i've barely cracked open the first trials of apollo book so idk what Happened to affect the site's timeline/lore. so in my mind, it's just post-last olympian.

also, i wouldn't want to have canon characters - at the most, they'd be NPCs that are rarely used.

i know a big thing is that people have lives, and i have no idea what the forum-rp scene is like because i haven't been involved since.... god(s) idk, around 10 years???

me personally, i have the free time to be willing to overlook the site and get everything written out; admin i would want to be more active, of course, just enough to keep things running

age-wise, it wouldnt feel right to make it a 17+ forum, this is a kid's series after all. i think 13 is the limit for most if not all forums, and i'd be fine with that. player ages shouldn't be broadcasted, we could have some sort of Minor/Adult indicator but idk if even that would be necessary.

and i'd want at least a "proficient" level of writing, whatever the terms were - rp posts wouldnt need to be whole novels, but at least a chunky paragraph that the partner could work off

i'm hoping the popularity of the show will give me a chance to actually do this >:3

so uhhhh i guess if you're interested, shoot me a dm or reply to this post? let me know if you'd want to be an admin or mod, what you'd be able to do for the site, whatever you think is important to mention. if you just want to be a normal member and rp a funny lil demigod, thats fine too! maybe we could have Special Privileges for those who join at the start!

#pjo #percy jackson #pjo rp #roleplay #forum roleplay

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aiwaysmoody · 1 year

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fake it // mason mount

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fluff, angst

you could basically say you and mason mount were work colleagues. he plays for chelsea and your head of media at chelsea. after there had been rumours going around that he had made a snarky comment about you, as much as you wanted to call him out for it you decided you were better off avoiding him, however, mason had other ideas.

‘y/n, please my family really want me to bring a plus one and your my only option’ mason begged as he stood on the opposite side of the counter

‘no, im not being your fake girlfriend’ you dryly reply

‘ill do anything please just come, its a free holiday to italy and ill even pay for all your food there too’ mason bribes you, earning a look from you

‘free food?’ you ask as mason nods. you could never say no to free Italian food, so you gave in, earning a big hug from mason which took you by surprise. you've always hated physical touch so you awkwardly patted his back before he finally pulled away and thanked you multiple times. you eventually got him to leave and send you all the information about the flight.

your currently awfully close to mason, as your in security. you can smell his strong, footballer like aftershave which was really started to make you dizzy since it was so strong. you finally got passed security and took a seat as you waited for your flight to be called. you could feel the awkward tension between you and mason, however, it started to fade as mason would occasionally show you a funny tik tok, making you both laugh. finally, your flight was called and you were getting ready to go on the plane as you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket multiple times. mason looks down at you and frowns before you quickly silence it.

‘you should check that out’ mason chuckles and looks away causing you to scrunch your eyebrows. you listen to him and open up your phone and go on instagram to see multiple articles and dms all along the lines of:

the sun

former chelsea and england star has been caught by paparazzi this morning walking into the airport with a girl. multiple people have identified this mystery girl as y/n y/l/n, who some say also works at chelsea. the england and chelsea star has also been caught liking y/n y/l/n instagram posts recently, causing people to jump into conclusion. is mason mount and y/n y/l/n together?

neither mason mount or y/n y/l/n are yet to speak up about the situation and have ignored any sort of questions when asked over social media. do you think there together, or is this all a misunderstanding?

your jaw slowly hits the ground as you read one of the articles. you scroll through multiple of your dms too, some congratulating you and others saying horrible things and calling you names. your so engrossed in all these messages and articles that you didnt realise you were meant to be getting on the plane. mason clears his throat causing you to look at him. he gives you a small, sympathetic smile before nodding his head towards the plane, implying that we should be getting on. mason left the window seat for you so you take a seat and get prepared for take off. you rest your head on the window as you feel a cold hand on your thigh. you look at mason and he smiles, earning a smile from you back.

‘dont worry about it’ mason says as he runs his thumb back and forth on your thigh giving you goosebumps even though you usually dont like when people touch you

‘im not worrying about it’ you quickly reply as mason laughs at your confidence

‘by the way your chewing your lip and your eyebrows are slightly raised, im sure you are’ mason says, causing you to look away in embarrassment. although it did make you feel a wee bit giddy that he was paying attention to your features.

‘by the way your leg is bouncing non-stop and you keep biting your nails, your worrying about it too’ you reply. now it was masons turn to look away in embarrassment, causing you to laugh.

your not one to usually fall asleep on flights, but somehow you did. you were woken up to mason gently shaking you. still half asleep, you get off the plane, however, you did nearly fall down the stairs as you got off, earning a laugh from mason. you and mason got your suitcases before getting in the uber. mason explained to you that we would be there for a week and the wedding is in 2 days, so the first day we will hang around with his family and then after the wedding we are free to do whatever we want. after you and mason chatted some more, you finally arrive at the hotel.

you were stunned. the hotel was luxurious and absolutely gorgeous. but you couldn't help but feel a wee bit of sympathy at how much money mason has spent on this hotel for not just him but you. yous walk over to the receptionist and get your key card before going up to try find your room. after the 2 hour and 30 minute flight you were pretty exhausted, even though you did sleep most the way through it, so you just wanted to change into more comfortable clothes and jump into bed.

you walk into your hotel room and you can't help but feel mesmerised by it all. the large windows which show a beautiful view of italy that are slightly covered by the translucent curtains and the beaming lights which hang above the bed. however, your day dream soon came to a stop as your eyes landed on the one bed.

‘there's one bed’ mason mumbles but loud enough for you to hear

‘no shit’ you reply as you quickly jump on the bed landing on your stomach

‘ill take the couch’ mason says

‘no honestly its fine, ill take the couch’ you insist

‘y/n, I know your tired just take the bed’ mason says as he places both yours and his suitcases in the corner of the room next to the windows you were day dreaming about a couple minutes ago

‘no’ you dryly reply

‘guess we’ll both take the bed then’ mason says as he chuckles. as much as you wanted to insist on someone taking the little white sofa which is placed at the end of the bed, you were too tired too. so you just quickly got up and walked into the bathroom to have a shower as mason stayed sitting on the bed on his phone. however, you were in such a rush to shower and get into bed that you forgot to grab some pjs from your suitcase. you mentally curse at yourself as you unlock the bathroom door, earning an eyebrow raise from mason which you choose to ignore. you rapidly go up to your suitcase and pull out the first pair of pjs you can find, as you are aware the towel your wearing is extremely short and as your crouching it has lifted up a wee bit. but, to your luck you got the most revealing pjs you brought. it kept you covered up, but you knew from past experiences that it tends to roll up in your sleep a lot, especially the top. however, you had no choice so you just put it on and left the bathroom. you got into bed as mason got up to shower.

‘dont snore please’ mason says with a laugh as he walks into the bathroom

‘I dont snore’ you reply as you hear mason laugh in the bathroom. as soon as your head hit the pillow, you fell asleep straight away.

you wake up the next day to your back pressed up against masons chest. you two were so close you could feel his chest rise up and down as he lightly snored. as you had guessed, your silk pj top had slid up revealing your lower stomach, however, mason had swiveled his arm around your bare waist over night, keeping your stomach warm. you stay lying down a couple minutes as you adjust to the light and try to wake up. you soon feel mason squirm under you as he wakes up too.

‘morning’ mason says in a raspy voice sending chill down your spine

‘morning’ you reply as you smile at him. as soon as mason looks down he immediately notices his arm around your waist. he doesn't hesitate to remove it rapidly, causing you to scrunch your eyebrows. was he uncomfortable? you got out of bed before you could have anymore of those thoughts and went to the bathroom to get ready. mason said we were just spending the day with his family and going on a walk to explore the city of rome where we would then go out for dinner. you hadn't really thought about it much, but it only hit you now when you arrived at the located area masons family had planned to meet that you were actually going to meet masons family and act like masons fake girlifriend. you didnt know if you already regretted agreeing to this but there was no going back now.

mason gets out the car and quickly walks over to your side to open the door for you. his family watch in awe as you hold each others hands and walk up to them. you couldn't help but feel something in the pit of your stomach even if it was all fake. you were nervous. however, all those nerves quickly went away as masons family nicely greet you.

‘oh my god, hello y/n! its so nice to meet you, im debbie!’ debbie, masons mum, sweetly greets you as she engulfs you in her arms. you greet her back before greeting everyone else

‘im jaz, so nice to finally meet you!’ jaz, masons sister, kindly says as she also hugs you. after all the ‘hellos’ you started your walk around rome. you weren't nervous, however, as soon as you realised you and mason hadn't planned a believable story about your love life together, you cursed at yourself under your breathe and mentally slapped yourself.

‘so how did you love birds meet’ jaz asks as she looks at you. you quickly look at mason with wide eyes before looking back at jaz

‘well I work as head of media at chelsea, so we just started getting closer as we saw eachother everyday’ you say as you try sounding believable. although, it wasnt exactly a lie as you did meet mason because you were head of media

‘so your work colleagues, thats lovely!’ debbie says as she smiles and claps her hands together earning a laugh from everyone

‘how long have you been together?’ masons dad, who introduced himself as tony asks as he gives you a dead serious face. you couldn't lie, you were wee bit intimidated by him so you gently pinch masons thumb, implying that its his turn to answer a question

‘erm, um about 4-5 months’ mason stutters, making him sound so inconvincible earning an eyebrow raise from his dad

‘you kept this beautiful lady from us for 4-5 months mason, your a joke’ jaz says as she attempts to get summer to slap mason, making everyone laugh. your walk soon comes to an end as you all walk over to a restaurant to have dinner. you all order and ate, chatting the whole night. although, you weren't really listening to what everyone was saying as you were only paying attention to the way mason was stroking his foot up and down your bare legs. everyone orders dessert, however you dont as your not so hungry. you have summer in your arms as you and mason make funny faces at her making her laugh

‘so when are you two gonna have kids, I want more grand babies!’ debbie says out of the blue, making everyone laugh and mason hide his face in embarrassment

‘mum stop’ mason quickly replies before lifting his head out of his hands, revealing a very red mason

‘oh come on mason, stop being embarrassed you've definitely thought about it before’ debbie replies, earning another erupt of laughter through out the table

‘its too early’ mason says before turning around so he's facing summer again, but he can't help but look down at you as summer grabs the top of your v-cut top, giving mason a perfect look, however, he quickly looks away

‘its never too early’ masons brother, lewis, joins in as he winks at both you and mason making you both go red. the conversation goes on for abit longer before it goes away. when masons dessert arrives, you can't help but ask for abit as it looked so good, earning a laugh from mason. soon, its time to leave.

‘you know you guys can kiss infront of us right’ lewis says

‘I know mate’ mason quickly replies before we all say our goodbyes and leave

when yous arrive at the hotel, you shower and get into bed before wishing mason a goodnight. just like a repeat of yesterday, since you were so exhausted as soon as your head hit the pillow you fell asleep.

you wake up the next day to a cold bed. you turn around to see an empty bed. you sit up and rub your eyes as you gradually adjust to the sun shining through the window. you hear the bathroom lock unlock as a dressed up mason walks out

‘you have 15 minutes to get ready for the wedding, hurry up’ he says as you look at him, your eyes wide open. you were so tired you had completely forgotten about the wedding

‘fuck, why didnt you wake me up you prick’ you say as you quickly run into the bathroom to get ready. mason just laughs as you start doing your hair and makeup as you had no time to shower anymore. you walk towards your suitcase to quickly find your outfit

‘30 seconds’ mason says as you run back into the bathroom

‘shut up!’ you scream back before getting changed and leaving to go to the venue

the venue was absolutely gorgeous. you take your seats and wait a couple minutes for the wedding to start. as they start your speeches, you can't help but let a few tears slip out at how cute it all was

‘are you crying?’ mason asks as he quietly laughs

‘no’ you reply as mason pulls you into his chest where you quickly wipe your tears. soon, the wedding comes to a finish and its time for the after wedding party. you danced and laughed with mason and you even got to meet his grandparents

‘your so beautiful sweetheart’ she says as she pulls you for a hug

‘aw thank you!’ you reply as you hug her back as mason just watches in awe

‘you two are so cute together’ she says as mason wraps his arm around your back and kisses your forehead, making you blush. soon enough, the party comes to an end, however, yours and masons night wasnt. you both ended up going to this club you found on the way home as you were still both sober. you have been in there for 5 minutes and you had already lost mason, however, this group of girls asked you if you wanted to do shots with them, so you accepted. they all headed to the dance floor but you ended up staying at the bar for one more drink. as you were waiting for the bartender to make your drink, an old man in his mid 50s sat in the seat next to you. you could basically taste the alcohol coming from him since he smelt so vile.

‘you look lonely princess, want some company’ the man says as he leans in causing you to lean back

‘no’ you reply as you chuckle

‘come on, you know you want me’ he replies

‘no, fuck off’ you say

‘lets take this to a more private place’ the man says as he places his hand on your waist and lifts you off the chair, giving your ass a slap as he did so. you quickly push him back as he falls into a group of people, making everyone look over at what's happening

‘dont fucking touch me you scum’ you say as you quickly walk through the mosh pit of people as you try to find mason, however, he is no where to be seen. after looking for about 10 minutes, you finally find him in the corner of the club. although, you did not expect to find him with a leggy blondes tongue down his throat. is he being serious? did he not feel the tension between you both every time you're alone together? does he seriously not feel anything for you? your day dream is quickly stopped as you feel someone gently tap your shoulder causing you to turn around. the man looked around your age and you couldnt lie, he was attractive

‘are you okay, I saw what happened back there and I really dont think you should be in here’ the man says into your ear as it was difficult to hear over the loud music. you hadn't even realised you were crying. you just nod as you couldnt get your words out, however, the man stops as he looks behind you

‘she's fine with me lad’ mason says with a rough tone

‘calm down bro, I was just asking her if she wanted to leave for some fresh air’ the man replies

‘and I said she's fine with me lad’ mason says as the man walks off. mason grabs your arm as he pulls you out the club. as much as you wanted to scream at him and insist, you really just wanted to leave that environment

‘what the fuck is wrong with you y/n, what if he was a pedo?’ mason asks as he paces up and down. you just sit on a bench as you try to collect your breath

‘what's wrong with me mason? ive just seen another girls tongue down your throat whilst im meant to be your ‘girlfriend’? what if your family saw that?’ you reply as you raise your voice

‘its not like were actually together y/n, drop it’ mason replies as he laughs. you couldnt believe how unbelievable he was being

‘and how would you feel if you saw your ‘girlfriend’ do that?’ you ask as you stand up from the bench. angry was an understatement for how you were feeling

‘wouldn't really care’ mason dryly replies as he laughs once again, making you more aggravated

‘yet you had a full on strop when a man offered me help’ you reply as now you laugh

‘face it y/n, he wasnt offering help he was probably tryna do stuff to you’ mason says as he gradually starts raising his voice again

‘oh my god mason, if you weren't fucking snogging a leggy blonde you would have noticed he was offering me help because a man was trying to touch me up’ you shout at mason. thank god it was late at night so no one was out on the streets to see this scene you and mason were causing

‘your so easy to manipulate y/n’ mason says as he shakes his head at you. you look at with as your eyes widen

‘what the fuck is wrong with you, your disgusting’ you say as you quickly collect your bag from the bench and start walking off before looking back

‘go back to the hotel mason and dont wait up’ you say as you roll your eyes at him, mason doing the same back.

there was no way you were gonna go back to the hotel and stay in the same bed with mason right now, so you walked down to the beach that was close by and sat on the sand. as much as you didnt want to cry over the situation, you couldnt believe how horrible mason was being. you would have never expected that from him. you were sat on the beach as someone approaches you from behind. you look back to see the man that had offered you help at the club. he gives you a sympathetic smile before asking for approval to sit next to you. you nod as he takes a seat

‘are you alright? I saw how distraught you looked, im sorry I didnt come over to you earlier’ the man apologises as you try to smile at him, even though you have mascara stains all down your face and your makeup is all smudged

‘yeah, thank you’ you gently whisper back as you try to stop your voice from cracking

‘do you want a hug’ the man asks as you nod. as much as you hated physical touch, the hug actually made you feel a wee bit better. you both chat for another 2 hours. he introduced himself as jayden and even gave you his number. you soon said goodbye and got into the uber you ordered before heading back to the hotel. however, back at the hotel, mason paced across the room with his hands in his hair. as much as he didn't want to admit he was wrong, he knew what he said to you was extremely wrong and now he was even more worried since it had been nearly 4 hours and you still weren't back. he just got into bed and tried to get some sleep even though he knew he wouldn't be able to sleep without the comfort of you in the bed, even though he's only slept in the same bed as you twice.

the sound of you unlocking the door pierced through masons ears, but he didnt know how to react, so he just decided to pretend he was asleep, although he was far off it.

you walked in and placed your bag down on the couch at the end of your bed before quickly washing your face and putting on a random hoodie which you found on the floor. you were thankful that mason had already fell asleep so you didnt have to deal with the awkwardness, however, you were aware you were going to have to some time soon. you got into bed but stayed more far away from mason then usual. you were about to fall off the bed but you were dedicated. as much as you were exhausted and tired, you couldnt get to sleep. your eyes filled up with tears for the 100th time today as masons words repeated in your head. you really thought he felt something, but you were so far off as he didn't even care about someone touching you up. you were aware you weren't getting any sleep soon so there was no point of staying in bed.

on the other side of the bed, mason also laid awake. he could hear your quiet, muffled sobs and he couldnt bare to think you were crying because of him. when he felt the bed shift as you got up, his actions came before his thoughts as he grabs your waist, pulling you back down to lay against his chest. as much as he knew what he was doing was wrong, as he was horrible to you, he really didnt want you to be upset over him.

you lay gently against mason. his touch pierced through your skin as his arm still drooped over your waist. you really wanted to push him away, you really did, however the warmth and safety coming from him made your eyes droop, sending you into a deep sleep straight away and same for mason. how can someone who hates physical touch feel so comfortable in the arms of someone she's only known for 4 months.

you wake up the next day to an empty, cold bed. you weren't surprised, however, you did feel abit hurt that he had left and not stayed to talk it out, even though you were aware that you were stubborn and would most definitely not forgive him this early. you quickly jump in the shower and get ready before leaving the hotel so you could do something, anything. you first started of with a walk, however, when you bumped into a big shopping centre, you couldnt resist. whilst shopping, your phone vibrates in your pocket. you sigh at the thought of it being mason. you pull out your phone to a message from an unknown number.

‘hey, its jayden from last night, I was wondering if you were free tonight? xx’ the message read. you couldnt help but smile whilst replying saying you were free. jayden replied saying be ready by 5 and bring a swimsuit. it was already 3 so you decided to go home and get ready.

you walk back to the hotel with your hands full of bags which were filled with clothes. you were already feeling so much better since shopping was like your retail therapy. after multiple attempts of trying to open your hotel room with all the bags in your hands you finally did it. you walk in and place your bags down before turning around to the site of mason lying down on the bed with his head on the headboard and his phone in his hands. he didnt even look at you. you scoff as you pull the swimsuit and some shorts and crop tops you bought today out of the bag and walk into the bathroom to get ready. you tie your hair up in a bun before checking the time. it was 4:45, perfect. you walk out and grab everything you need.

‘where are you going?’ you hear mason ask as you look up at him, his eyes finally on you as you make eye contact, making you swallow hard

‘out’ you say dryly, looking away from him again

‘on your own?’ mason asks as you frown. as much as you wanted to be petty and give him a taste of his own medicine, you decided to ignore him just incase another full blown argument happens again, which could delay your plans. you walk out and slam the door before getting a message from jayden saying he's here. you walk down and greet him before getting in his car. he drives you down to the same beach you guys sat together on yesterday. you guys swam, sun bathed, threw water at eachother and more. you enjoyed it, but you still couldnt help but let your mind roam onto mason again.

soon enough it was 9pm, so you both decided to go to the beach bar, where you drank so much more then you should of. jayden couldnt drink as he was driving so he just watched and laughed at your drunken state as you slurred your words.

‘I think its time to go home’ jayden says whilst laughing at the way your face squirmed at the 60th shot of tequila you had had tonight. jayden somehow walks you to the car but he notices the goosebumps appearing on your arms, so he gives you his hoodie and drives you back to the hotel

‘ill walk you to your room before you embarrass yourself’ jayden says as he gives you a piggy back, sending you into fits of laughter. he asks you for your keycard as he opens the door and lets you walk in. he didn't want to invade your privacy so he stayed outside until he had your approval to come in. he wasnt intending on sleeping with you, he just wanted to help you get into bed. however, since you were so drunk you had completely forgotten about mason.

mason was in the bathroom when he heard your giggles. he sighs a sigh of relief at the thought of you being safe, however, his heart drops when he hears the voice of a man. he can't hear what he's saying properly since he was so far away, although as the voice moves closer to the bathroom, he instantly recognises the voice. he mentally curses at himself as he lets his actions come before his thoughts. he unlocks the bathroom to see you and the man who mason had accused of trying to do something bad to you yesterday.

jayden gently places you on the bed before asking you where your makeup remover was. you point to the bathroom. he turns around to be faced with mason. jaydens eyebrows shoot up and his eyes widen as he turns around to look at you

‘did you seriously just go on a date with me whilst you were sleeping with him the whole time?’ jayden asks as you slowly stop laughing. a wave of coldness hits you and it feels like you had sobered up in a matter of seconds

‘what no, were not sleeping together, well we are, but not like that I swear!’ you quickly say, as you stand up from the bed, nearly tripping over air before jayden puts his hands on your waist to steady you, making masons eyebrows twitch

‘what?’ jayden asks as he removes his hands from your waist as he remembers what just happened

‘its fake, me and him, yeah like fake like fake girlfriend and boyfriend’ you say slurring your words as jayden raises his eyebrows

‘y/n you talking absolute non-sense, I thought we actually had something going on you know, guess it was a one sided thing ay’ jayden says as he turns around to walk towards the door. you look at mason for help. for mason to do anything to get jayden to believe you, however, he just stood there staring at you. you quickly try running towards jayden without tripping

‘nooo im not talking non-sense I swear I dont like him please’ you beg as jayden opens the door before looking back at you

‘as much as I want to believe you, I know you have feelings for him y/n. I could tell the whole night’ jayden says before leaving. you stand there as your knees weaken and you drop on the floor. even though you thought you had sobered up, you were still very drunk, so when you started crying you couldn't stop. mason walks over to you as he tries to get you to stand so he could get you ready for bed

‘get away from me’ you say as you try hitting him, however, mason dodges it

‘come on y/n, I know you hate me right now but please just let me get you ready for bed’ mason says gently as he picks you up, placing you on the bed

‘you ruined everything, you begged me to come here just for me to be upset the whole holiday, the only time I was actually happy you had to ruin it’ you say, a fresh set of tears rolling down your cheek for the thousandth time this week

‘I wanna go home’ you gently say through more tears. mason feels like tearing up himself. he can't believe he left this happen. he gets the makeup remover jayden was trying to find a couple minutes ago before removing the little amount makeup you put whilst you were at the beach bar. mason was surprised you didnt throw a fit whilst he removed your makeup. you just sat there, helplessly

‘do you feel like you need to throw up?’ mason asks, his voice soft and full of regret for everything he's put you through. you nod as mason puts his hand on the small of your back as he follows you into the bathroom, where you puke your guts out. mason stayed there with you the whole time, either rubbing your back or saying sweet things in your ear. he even tried to tie your hair up, even though there were still so many loose bits. after you felt like you were done, mason gets you to brush your teeth and wash your face.

‘what are you gonna sleep in?’ mason asks as he stares at you, noticing how you were wearing a hoodie he had never seen before which most likely belonged to the man that had just basically dumped you. he watches as you just take off your denim shorts, leaving you in just your underwear. masons eyes widen but he just looks away before getting you in bed

‘I can't believe you mason, how could you’ you gently whisper as mason tucks you into your basically shared bed

‘im sorry y/n, I really am’ mason apologises as he watches another set of tears roll down your face as he wipes them away

‘I thought we had something going on’ you say as you stare into his eyes as mason bites his lip

‘I really liked you, I thought you liked me too’ you say as you try to keep your eyes open. mason didnt know if it was you or your drunken state talking but you know what they say, drunk words sober thoughts

‘I do really like you y/n, thats why I got angry when you caught me kissing that girl, because I kissed her to get over the thought of you but you were still always there’ mason says however, you had already fallen asleep.

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diviineloser · 3 months

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Relationship status: single. shrugs.

Last thing I googled: 'where to watch Tokyo Gore Police' LOL. i unfortunately can only find it with either no subtitles or pisspoor video resolution, although admittedly i haven't done too much digging yet. if anyone can help me with that... hi my replies/inbox/dms are always open :)

Current obsession: god i dont even know. i watched both Creep movies recently and uh. well those haven't left my brain yet. i mean I'm always thinking about Repo so i almost don't even count that anymore lol. and in a totally different direction, my irl friends and i have kind of been obsessed with Trolls since we saw the new movie, but that's dying out a little now haha.

Last book: last book i read was Sharp Teeth by Toby Barlow. its a verse novel about lycanthrope packs in urban LA. i recommend! :)

Looking forward to: all the live arts i have booked lol. seeing The Front Bottoms with a friend in March! seeing Sunset Boulevard in June with my dad. Sarah Brightman has the lead role for that so..... yeah I'm gonna be real normal about seeing her perform live (blatant lie). Beauty and the Beast is in june too... The Grinning Man in April... hopefully Rocky Horror Show again, etc etc.

i dont think i know nine people to tag lmao. so ill just tag some mutuals, but no pressure!! hello @ohbutwheresyourheart @n0isy-gh0st @uniquetaste @godmortal(idk if we are tumblr mutuals but we are on Instagram ...hii) @nientedal and @elf-kid2, you guys are cool :) anyone else who wants to do it can say they were tagged by me as well <3

#tag games #this was fun thanks for tagging me shilo :)#i am always down for silly little tag/chain games

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mothicality · 1 month

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post discusses selfharm a lot, though no details beyond it being selfharm and having scars. also mentions suicide attempts (no details)

guy with anxiety experiences anxiety, what a shocker!

did. big anxieties today. wishing two people would adopt me (host of nerd club (be my dad please) + dm for my d&d group at the nerd club (be my big brother please))

earlier today i decided to go to the pharmacy on my own for the first time ever. which is very scary. i cannot go shopping on my own but pharmacy is like a middle step since less options and you can get the clerk to help you super easy. still really scary, biggest shopping ive done alone before that was mcdonalds ;-;

but i bought gauze-ish stuff and disinfectant wipes. had to ask about it and i feel like the clerk was guessing it was selfharm related but she didnt ask. she was sorta tense and cautious with her answers but she was still nice and wasnt invasive or anything, so still good experience and i got the stuff

and then. so i go to the nerd club once a week, been there four times now, and i am a very warm person and it is fairly warm there so i get Hot. so i would like to wear shortsleeves to be less hot. but i am visibly Quite Scarred, which, well. i have no experience with people who arent familiar with selfharm, so going somewhere like that with my scars visible is scary

so i messaged the host a few days ago on messenger, no answer so i asked about how to contact him personally outside nerd club and he gave me his phone number (privilege!he wants to keep his work and personal life separate so not many get access to it), so i messaged him again when i got home 4ish hours ago

and. he just replied. and im too anxious to open it but he has guessed it is selfharm. i dont really know why i didnt outright say it, it's just. difficult i guess

since i was 12, pretty much all my interaction with other people irl has been within mental health contexts

i moved into my first grouphome then. the people there were familiar with selfharm since everyone there is mentally unwell, and one of the other residents had visible selfharm scars and sometimes wounds

my second group home was for kids with more severe issues, so theyre definitely also experienced with it, and they knew i was moved to that group home because of two suicide attempts

and then outside that i'm only really ever at appointments at the psych facility or the government - all people who have read about me before meeting me, who knows lots about me and my issues and whatnot

oh and with my family, all of us are mentally ill so theyre familiar with mental issues, and my mom used to selfharm a lot and has had several suicide attempts, so theyre familiar with it through her too

but now. ive joined three clubs, two of which are in person. these clubs have nothing to do with mental health and such, the nerd club is actually just a regular school club thats been opened up to people outside the school. so...it's different here. i don't know how to...be, i guess. i don't know what is or isn't okay. it's hard

i struggle socially there - they're really kind and welcoming and understanding, but...i don't know, maybe it's just anxiety, but i feel like i mess up more than they do, even though they don't get upset with me. i'm almost constantly anxious about missing social rules and what is and isn't okay to do

bleh. so yeah. big anxiety today. but it's...a good kind, in a way, i guess. it's because i'm doing difficult things that i previously couldn't. it's...progress, development.

dont know where i was going with this. just to vent out my anxiety i guess . . . i'm glad it's getting better

#mothicaws #about us

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spxcemuses · 10 months

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RULES.

Hello everyone, I'm Space and welcome to my semi-selective multimuse blog! My rules are listed below, make sure to read them before interacting/following! UPDATED: 2/21/2024 and WILL change with time.

GENERAL:

Age: I am a legal adult (22) and I RP with people who are 18 and older due to darker themes explored directly or indirectly on this blog, no exceptions.

"Personal" Blogs: AKA non-RP blogs on Tumblr. I have decided that I will block you regardless on if you like and/or interact with my posts. This is because I am a RP blog, which is different than a fiction/fan-blog, etc. Nothing against you or what you post, it's just for my own sanity. The only exception I'll make is if you are a RP hub blog and/or have RP sideblogs.

General: This blog is semi-selective, which means I am more open to mutuals and people I know. We don't have to be mutuals to write together, though. I have the right to not accept every RP. I may take a while to follow you back. Reblog memes/gif sets/etc. from the source instead of me please; I don't practice "reblog karma". Will block bots, minors, and non-RP blogs.

OOC Communication: I consider it important when it comes to discussing RP ideas and continuing/dropping threads. You don't have to be friends/etc. with me if you don't want to but I'm relatively chill to talk to! Discord is available to mutuals upon request!

Rules Passwords: I used to have a rules password but realized that a lot of people are anxious about sending them in and/or don't have them, so I will not have one. However, I will send rules passwords if you require them. I expect you to read/follow my rules if you plan to interact with me.

Turning Asks Into Threads: I am usually okay with asks turning into threads, no matter how long or short. However, I would like it if you asked me either in IMs or an ask to continue into a thread, especially if we have more than 3 threads.

Reply Speed: My reply speed is slow (usually a few weeks/a month) and varies depending on the muse/character you wish to write with. I have most of my posts set within the queue system. Please note that I may not write a muse you want/desire at any given point in time. If it's been 3+ months since I've replied, please pop into my IMs/Discord and remind me if you want! I'll also DM you to ask if you want to continue a thread or not.

Interest Tracker/Checker: [TBA].

Drama/Callouts: I do not tolerate OOC bigotry/drama on this blog and will hard-block people if those situations come up. I’m also anti-callout unless there’s legitimate evidence but even then, I make my own decisions/judgements. I don’t need/want people to ‘warn’ me about others in my inbox; this isn’t middle school anymore.

DNI: Speaking of drama, this is a new section I'm adding for my own safety and comfort. Do not interact with me if you go by these aliases: Aku/Grim*, Loke/Wards, Legend, Arke/Mocha, Hearty, Kier, Rosario/Whitley, Slurk, Shiloh/Spork, Boogey, Marrow, Stols, Mars, Skeptic, Pucca [tba if neccessary]. I have chosen to block these people out of my own choice, even if I did/didn't know them in the past or have RPed with them. I don't have ill-will against the people I've listed; I decided this because some have call-outs (most with legitimate evidence) and are considered problematic. That and I just don't feel comfortable interacting w/these people; it's that simple. Do not come at me to defend them or send hate to me about them; I choose whom I interact with. I will not be upset at you if you interact with or associate with these people (again, can't control whom others write with), but I want to avoid them as much as I can, thank you.

Unfollowing/Blocking: I usually softblock people for a myriad of reasons, but you're more than welcome to follow back if I've softblocked you and you want to write again/etc.. I don't mind if you ask me why I've softblocked you/etc. but I expect you to respect my decisions & be civil about it. If you want to cut ties with me entirely, hard-block me instead so I don't accidentally pester you and think that a Tumblr glitch happened or something. I hard block if you're problematic (and there's evidence/personal interactions) or if you've personally been rude/harassing to me.

ROLEPLAYING/INTERACTIONS:

Muse ≠ Mun: I am not my characters; the majority of my muses are antagonists/villains with bad morals. I do not support/condone the actions of my muses in any manner IRL. I will not “water down” my muses for you.

Triggers: There will be potentially triggering topics (directly or indirectly) on my blog. I will tag things accordingly with "trigger tw/trigger mention tw". I also have fandom-based tags that you may block. The list is HERE. Things I won't RP: bestiality/zoophilia, pedophilia, abortion/miscarriages, [TBA].

Writing: I am a RPer who writes 1-3 paragraphs in third person but can go longer if motivation calls for it. You do not have to match my length, but do not give me one-liners/just dialog when I give you a paragraph; that’s simply not fair. I will likely drop a thread if that happens unless it’s short from the start.

Interactions: This blog is crossover friendly, AU friendly, and OC friendly! I don't RP in Tumblr IMs nor RP w/personal blogs. My ask box is always open too, so feel free to send things in!

Dropping Threads: If you at any time want to drop a thread, feel free to but IM/message me first so I can remove it from RPThreadTracker and plan new interactions. I will likely do the same.

Plotting/Winging It: When it comes to RPs, I usually like to have light plotting/a general sense on where a thread will go; I don’t really “wing” things too often unless they're short interactions.

Relationships (general): Do not assume our muses have a relationship (unless they've interacted in canon). If you want pre-established relationships, please talk to me about it first.

Romantic Relationships: I am multiship, but am going to be more selective with it. I prefer to have chemistry/slow-burn threads between our muses after a couple of threads rather than insta-shipping. Some muses may not be applicable for romantic shipping, either. Do NOT use my muses for shipping material/no forced shipping. I do not ship incest or adult/minor ships.

Smut/NSFW: I have a sideblog that is very selective and low-activity. I expect our muses to have interacted at least once before writing NSFW content. I don't write smut with underaged characters or muns. If I find out you lied about your age to write smut with me, I'll hardblock on both blogs.

If you have read the rules & acknowledge them, please like this post here so I know!

#( spacing out. ) | ooc #( info. )#rules

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