#kinda makes me emotional tbh

[camembri]

one piece had an active fanbase before I was born which is kinda crazy to me. sanji's been getting dicked down for longer than I've been alive. incredible

#inspired by me reading some of the older zs doujins and seeing like #“originally written in 2001” in the translators notes #shoutout to sanji for taking it like a champ for like 25 slutty slutty years #to think people wrote zosan fics when i was an infant and now twenty years later im doing the same thing... #kinda makes me emotional tbh #one piece #vinsmoke sanji #black leg sanji #roronoa zoro #zosan #sanji #sanzo

[i-will-always-love-the-jedi]

Just some kiddos, nothing bad will ever happen to them

Yep, nothing bad, not ever. What do you mean, I’m not delusional, they’re happy and still besties to this day?

…

#lying #i am delusional #last firebrands Friday before we get more canon firebrands #me drawing this resisting the urge to blur Stellans face #cuz he’s dead #but who knows maybe he isn’t #im writing an emotional damaging fanfic and needed a break #look at them being happy :) #i headcanon this to be on varykino #or whatever the name of that island was #they are making flowercrowns btw #because I think those are neat #tbh the drawing itself is kinda shitty it was way better in my head #oh well #the high republic #elzar mann #avar kriss #stellan gios

[ur-local-remy-kinnie]

wowzers akane the goober!! (submission for @mari-lair’s dtiys)

#tbhk #jshk #toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #aoi akane #my stuff #my art #posting this from tummyache city (im probably not gonna survive this tummyache tbh) #i like how the eyes on this one turned out tbh #literally used the same brush for the entire thing & didnt even think to use anything else #aughhhhhh im kinda proud of this ngl (i aay that abt all my art) #rhi if ur reading this HE ISNT POPROCKS #SOBS. MEAN TO ME!!! #also since he has bunny ears & human ears in this au does he just hear twice as well or what #me asking the real questions here #im just gonna write an entire essay in the tags arent i #i am sorry for everyone who opened the tags to see whatever the hell this is. #anyways i was listening to bug art on repeat while doing the sketch/lineart for this #it made me feel shrimp emotions #i actually listened to a lotta good songs while making this one #ive been getting more into punk-rock lately!! #i was listening to the clash while colouring this it was so fun #specifically their album ‘london calling’… such a major bop #oh & dazey & the scouts!!! #maggot is such a banger song istg #i was literally fighting in the trenches tryna find good reference pics for him in this outfit #i mean i coulda drawn him in sth else ig but i had already started it & i wasnt gonna give up anytime soon #strangely enough i actually kinda knew what i was doing when colouring this… i usually just wing it #anyways i’m out of tags so ig that’s all #ty to everyone who read all this lmao

[snixx]

feeling like no one around you cares is such a shitty feeling and it never fully goes away. everyone leaves you and nothing lasts and I'm tired of carrying this aching loneliness everywhere with me and overinvesting in people who just don't give a shit

#kinda feels like I'm failing at everything tbh #my grades are painfully average #my quote unquote best friend of twelve years hasn't spoken to me in months #im pretty sure the girl i thought was my college bestie is avoiding me or at the very least constantly flaking on me #i don't have the energy to reply to anyone and have like a zillion unread chats #it feels like people only talk to me when they need me and I'm so tired of it #im tired of everyone in college forming their super exclusive groups that i can never get into #and blowing me off for shit they won't let me come to #it kinda makes me hate myself a little which is an emotion i haven't felt in years #like what is it about me that is so fundamentally unlikeable that doesn't let me ever feel like I'm not lonely #i just can't #and it's not something i can change #vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com

[skitskatdacat63]

Boy King Seb :D

#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333 #he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today #this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!! #can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant #i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am' #this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!! #i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;; #okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH): #this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved) #its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph? #but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010) #its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves #seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his #so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better #whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it) #not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh #anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO #its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation #pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!) #i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos #sebastian vettel #f1 #formula 1 #f1 art #formula 1 art #f1 fanart #formula 1 fanart #catie.art. #*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such #boy king au

[averyreaderofmanybooks]

#wilderlore #i'm about to say something that's probably controversial btw #but #in my opinion #i like yasha and audrian equally #and i think that if yasha can have a redemption arc /lh #audrian can to /lh #i honestly think that audrian would want to be a better mentor than leopold #which is probably not very hard tbh #and i might just be interpreting things wrong /lh #i'm not very good at picking up on social cues and peoples emotions and opinions from just one post btw #but i feel like the fandom just makes him seem like he is a worse person than he actually is /lh #and it kinda frustrates me because #like i said earlier #he seems like an okay person who is actually not that bad #and i'm probably wrong about this #and i'm not trying to call anyone out #and im sorry if it feels like im trying to call people out #because i'm honestly not trying to #but i guess that's just how i see it i guess #yasha robinovich #soren reiker #audrian keyes

[jils-things]

i went wandering off in my pokespe gallery and had to relieve how wonderful this scene played out. no kidding

please dont read the tags i got emotional there /lh

#the.plot felt a bit confusing to me admittedly but oras did so well in trying to make franticshipping incredibly satisfactory since #at the end of rs we couldn't really tell if they settled with each others feelings yet (APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE THEY'RE PRIDEFUL AND DUMB/JJ) #but at least sapphire still had some thoughts about it but i was kinda mad WHY DIDNT RUBY GIVE HIS HALF OF THE FEELINGS PROPERLY!!! #WELL THIS HAPPENED WHERE HE OPENLY CONFESSES ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT HER AND THE WHOLE WORLD CELEBRATED #in r/s they were constantly separated from each other by WILL BECAUSE they despise each other so much #in oras - after confessing - it literally ACHES for ruby to not see her like take a fucking shot everytime he says wheres sapphire???? #THEY WERE ALWAYS AWAY FROL EACH OTHER HERE AND HE FEELS SO GUILTY FOR EVERY TIME SAPPHIRE GETS HARMED #FOR EXAMPLE; FIGHTING WITH ZINNIA AND FALLING OFF THE ROCKET - LOSING HER VOICE - RUBY HOLDING THE SECRET FROM SAPPHIRE BY PROMISING STEVEN #LITERALLY EVERUTHING SHE DOES MAKES HIM FEEL ALL THE MORE GUILTY AND HE CANT EVEN TELL HER STRAIGHT HES SORRY BECAUSE THEY'RE LITERALLY #FUCKING AWAY FROM EACH OTHRHADHDHRHSBRBDBSHSHSHE #AND WHEN THEY FINALLU MEET UP VIA TROPIUS AND RAYQUAZA SHE TELLS HIM TO SHUT UP AND HOLD HIS EMOTIONS FOR NOW. THAT'S HOW DESPERATE HE WAS #TO SEE EHR AGAIN AHAHAHAHTDTHHGG IM SO INSANEEE #AND AT THIS MOMENT HE ALMOST EMOTIONALLY CONFESSES WITH TEARS HE DOESNT WANT TO LEAVE HER AGAIN BECAUSE WORST COMES TO WORST HE'LL NEVER SEE #HER IF HE TRIES TO SAVE THE WORLD BY HIMSELF FROM THE METEORRRRRR AKAAJAHAAJ #AND THATS WHY HE INVITES HER TO SAVE THE WORLD TOGETHER AS CORNY AS IT SOUNDS BUT ITS BECAUSE IF HE'LL DIE HE WANTS TO DIE WITH HER AAAHSGDV #AND SAPPHIRE'S REACTION WAS FAINTING WHICH TBH WAS A COMEDIC MOMENT FOR SUCH AN IMPACTFUL DIALOG FROM HIM BUT AJDHSJHDS MAKES ME HAPPY #y'all don't even get me started how this plays out when stevaide is in here DON'T EVEN #~ rambling #i just woke up and i chose violence (franticshipping) #pokespe hours

[nonuggetshere]

PLS elaborate on ur hollow gets found out scenarios I beg

RUBS MY HANDS TOGETHER LIKE A FLY

HERE'S A FEW

The most developed one (and one that even has its own variants) involves their first training session. They've been practising moves for a while and it was finally time to check their combat skills in a battle. Of course, they're like...7, so the knights go easy on them. Still, the hits hurt, and after 2 or 3 more they just burst into tears and can't stop crying even when the knights drop everything and try to comfort them. Pale King was watching them and is absolutely horrified, but pushes his impending emotional crisis away to go comfort his kid. Dryya is also the one that hit them and she's also absolutely horrified and feels guilty.

In another version, that's a variant of FaaF because of course it is, Pale King sort of breaks down one day early on because fuck he loves that kid so much and he wasn't supposed to love them, and they look so much like him and his beloved wife and it just crushes him. He's suddenly regretting all of it, regretting not keeping at least one egg. And when they're alone and he looks at them he finally just breaks down and falls to his knees. And then after a while of crying and apologising, he feels two little hands pet his head.

In a similar vibe to that one, there's one where Pale King and White Lady visibly mourn the child they think is dead, and after realising it PV decides to reveal themself. They end up getting named Joy in that one.

There's one that involves Pale King using weird mind powers on them. Basically, he links their minds together briefly to make sure they're hollow, expecting complete emptiness as he was so sure of his plan working out, only to be met with a very tiny very scared child instead.

There's a version where they just do not vibe with being taken away from their siblings and go back to the Abyss's door and scratch at it and cry, and Pale King finds them there like that.

There's one where they're having a bad dream or dreaming about having a normal life and loving parents (ouch) and they wake up crying. It's early in the day so one of the knights goes to wake them up and get them to the training grounds, but instead they find them crying in their bed.

There's one where Radiance realises they're not hollow very early on and decides to infect them. She can't do anything with a little kid, she just decided to be a spiteful bitch and hit Pale King where it hurts. She pushed her luck though because he's had enough and he's going to show her what a pissed-off wyrm is capable of. They recover, thankfully, but holy shit what a horrible way to find out.

SPEAKING OF HORRIBLE WAYS TO FIND OUT

The last idea is quite dark, so I'm gonna out it under a readmore

TW: physical abuse and child abuse, if you're sensitive to these topics please just skip that last one

The last one involves a staff member who decided to use PV as a punching bag to deal with their stress and problems because they weren't alive so it wasn't wrong, right? But they don't stop either when the poor kid starts crying and makes it clear that they are alive and hurt by this.

Thankfully, Pale King hears a kid crying and goes to check it out and walks in on this. And he damn near murders that fucker right there and then. The only reason he stops himself and calls the guards instead was because he didn't want his kid to see that, but he did scream his head off at the scumbag and gave them quite a bit of scratches after he threw himself between them and PV.

He coaxes PV from under the bed where they hid and gently pulls them onto his lap. They're still sobbing and sniffling and he tries to get them to show him where it hurts all the while speaking softly to them and rocking them in his lap. They pat their tummy and squeal quietly when he puts his hand on it, but calm down as he heals them. He then just holds them on his lap and comforts them for a long time, all the while rubbing their belly to try and soothe it.

#asks #I kinda went off on the last one but it makes me very emotional and I love me a parent who goes feral to protect their child #I could go on into more detail on the rest but I don't wanna make it TOO long so!! #If any of y'all wanna hear more about a specific version just send me an ask #Also there are variations where they're found out in early teens and late teens too #PV getting found out in general is my favourite flavour of AU tbh #I also tend to go off into little minifics/drabbles in my friend's dms so there's a 50/50 chance I might drop a drabble on u if you do #follow up on some of these ideas

[softpastelqueer]

I guess this is the adhd and autism speaking, but I never felt it was ever important to correct people’s assumptions or accusations they had towards me, partially for the obvious reasons of you can’t control what other people think of you but also because I just assume people will drop it (partially because I feel these assumptions are obviously incorrect and therefore I find it strange for others to allow it to take up brain space) or forget about it because I 100% do not think about others in any meaningful way and I struggle comprehending that other people constantly think about others even when they’re not in front of them

So I’m always distressed and shocked when people continue to believe whatever nonsense despite limited to zero direct interaction with me since the last time, because I’m like ???? Why would I be on your mind???

My mind is just mansard roofs and graveyards

#that said I will avoid anyone who does assumptions or accusations more than once because it makes me uncomfortable #like for instance I’m on very low contact with someone irl who kept accusing I was their random anons and I just started avoiding them #because I’ll be blunt the first time around but then kinda just avoid it if it’s more than once #I don’t like feeling constantly bombarded with random accusations or assumptions so I do tend to find it very annoying and so I avoid #however I do have very strong emotional permeance issues so I can’t fathom thinking of others like that #my brain just doesn’t work like that #I also don’t understand why I have to PROVE an assumption or accusation is wrong when others don’t have to prove it’s true? #so tbh that’s so incompatible with the way my brain operates

[redysetdare]

Talking abt empathy again because I have a little epiphany every so often and because I'm finally a bit more clear in my head but:

I've struggled with deciphering if I feel empathy or now. I settled on saying low empathy but i always doubted if that was true because ii would do/feel things i would assume was empathy. but the more i think of it the more I don't think those feelings are empathy. People say to "stand in their shoes and feel their emotions" and it's like... Ok i do the "stand in their shoes" part but the "understand/feel their emotions" part is where I fall flat.

I can understand how being in their situation would make ME feel but I struggle to understand how THEY are feeling. If i would not be upset in a situation then i find it difficult to understand why others are upset.

Of course, I don't ever say anything mean or act like it's trivial for them to be upset like they are, i can sympathize with them and recognized they are upset...but empathized? Understanding why they are upset? idk it tends to allude me sometimes.

#text #empathy #low empathy #idk there's no point to this im just having brain thoughts #it kinda makes me feel bad because it's like... i dont think im giving the person the comfort they need?? #Like i cant understand their emotions so i struggle to find way to comfort them #my brain comes up with solutions to a problem rather than saying it'll be ok #but sometimes saying it'll be ok is what people need to hear #and I'm just...no good at that kind of stuff #no good at sentiment no good at comfort no good at understanding peoples feelings fully #tbh this isn't really a vent just an observation

[hiccupbutpurple]

Decided to write a random Snotlout angst fic. I may clean this up and expand and publish but for now I’m just gonna put it here.

Warnings: hurt/no comfort, loneliness, a mention of suicidal ideation, self-judgment, depressiveness, I think that’s it

Context: set sometime after Chain of Command but I didn’t look at the timeline or anything so it’s a bit iffy. Also I know very little when it comes to Norse mythological figures. This is just a self-indulgent vent fic and basically just me projecting some of my fears and feelings but making it a little bit of a Snotlout character analysis (I wouldn’t say it is an analysis tho). This isn’t edited or anything either.

The edge was wonderful. Sure, there were attacks and new responsibilities, threats of the unknown and a whole lot of pressure, but it was freedom and adventure. On Berk there were expectations. There were rules and normalities that were confining, especially to someone like Snotlout. There was still a similar fear, one of being cast out for not being able to fit it, but as time flew past, the collective anxieties the riders had unanimously disappeared. They would make jabs and bicker as they always had, but it was clear they were a team.

No one was left behind, human or dragon. That’s what Hiccup had said. That’s the philosophy they all followed.

However, in the silence of an empty hut, Snotlout began to doubt. Hookfang had gone to the stables for the night after the Viking had lashed out. He couldn’t remember what he lashed out about now, probably something stupid. He knew the guilt would hit later but all he felt was a tired numbness and resignation.

While his eyes were close, praying to Nótt to let him sleep for a while - or maybe forever, his thoughts flew, much like Hiccup and Toothless seemed to be if the occasional shriek wasn’t just in his imagination. They thoughts weren’t new, even if he had the engere, he didn’t need to read into them like he used to. They were a constant now, not necessarily a comforting constant, but one nonetheless.

He lived on the edge for the time being, but one day they would have to return. It could be easier to go back sooner, try and avoid getting to attached. That had been his plan when the edge was under attack and lava periodically spewed and why keep up the illusion when it would be harder in the long run. Still, the idea of actually going back hurt. To go back to those oppressive rulers, the feeling of eyes judging every move, the inability to express who he was. It would hurt.

The worst part though was already in motion. It always had been from the time the first insult left his mouth. It was predestined since being born a Jorgensen. Or at least being born as the child of Spitelout, in a world where bravado and strength meant survival. Berk had always been like that, it still was, but Hiccup was changing that. Maybe if he was more like Hiccup, the opposite of what his dad had made him, he wouldn’t be alone.

On the edge they had each other. He was needed and they cared to a degree but he knew how they felt about him. If it came between him and another member of the team, he knew who the rest would pick. Why chose someone who insults, who overreacts, who’s the least competent? He knew his faults but how was he supposed to change who he is.

Not to mention, everyone else has someone or something. Hiccup has Astrid and Toothless and they have him. The twins have each other, Fishlegs has knowldge, Heather for a while, and now Ruffnut seemed to be growing fond of him in her own way. Tuff even has chicken. Of course, they all have their dragons, just like he has Hookfang, but even his own dragon doesn’t want to be around right now. Minden was kind, said she liked him too, but how could they possibly work with her as a wingmaiden? He’s sure she would tire of him eventually anyway. Everyone seemed to.

Now he didn’t even have the energy to force himself to talk, to make them give him a place among them, to remind them he existed too. Maybe he would tomorrow but would that effort even matter? In the long term they would all have their places and he would be left. Destined to want but no ability to have.

#httyd snotlout #snotlout jorgenson #angst fic #fanfic #httyd #rtte #suicidal thoughts mentioned #loneliness #depression #Snotlout is the easiest person to project onto tbh #not me channeling my emotions to something creative like I used to back in 2019 #honestly kinda proud that I managed to make myself write something again #especially as a healthy way to handle feelings #yay me lol #snotlout snotlout oi oi oi #screaming along to the front bottoms

[maskyartist]

@ all the people suddenly flocking to my gelato content what the fuck HAPPENED in this recent episode???? was it neo drama???? i've heard shit about ruby and jaune but???? DID WE FINALLY GET FAKE ROMAN????

#masky says #like i've only just realized how many rwby fans have found me- #its kinda wild how many fandoms keep finding me #a lil intimidating tbh but i dont hate it #its like gettin into bed its a comfy! its my comfort series which is wild cause it puts me in emotional distress so easily #BUT LIKE WHERES THE GELATO ATTENTION COMING FROM??? YALL OKAY??? #DO I GOTTA MAKE MORE??? I CAN MAKE MORE WHEN IM NOT BUSY #I CAN GIVE YALL SO MUCH GELATO CONTENT UR BRAINS WILL EXPLODE INTO ICE CREAM

[eggnoodles0up]

its kinda interesting, i think with fanart i prefer the more fluffy and silly stuff, but with fanfiction/comics i tend to be more invested in the angsty ones

#dont mind me just psychoanalyzing myself #egg noodling #i mean ig it seems more realistic for actual writing to be not all sunshine and rainbows #where art is just like a little snippet of their life yknow? #i do like the occasional angst art as well but like when i draw it myself i usually feel rlly embarrassed abt it after a while #its probably just abt exposing my emotions to a bunch of stangers on the internet tbh #wish it wasnt though!!! i really wanna try making art thats impactful and makes u feel things !!!! i love that shit !!!! #im always kinda anxious abt being too “edgy” tho #this is what happens when i think too much past midnight

[foxgirlmoth]

Someone sent this in one of the very few servers I'm active in on Discord:

And upon seeing the "(you don't even have to listen)" I got so full of rage

If I found out you didn't listen and just pretended the entire time just to try and sleep with me, I'd get as far from you as I could. Holy shit this is fucked up.

#Ah yes let me abuse neurodivergency and excitedness for some dick #Fuck off #Listen. #Listen closely cause. If you do this #I hate you. #If you just like??? space out? Yeah sure whatever #But if you're not even trying to listen to me and then you're like #'haha good job!! You said lots of words look at you having interests' and kinda just. Infantalized me or some shit #I'd wanna throat punch you. #Ugh #I feel emotional today I hate it #This makes me so upset. #If you wanna have sex just say it and don't do this fucking mind game or have 'techniques' to get people in bed #that shit feels vile #Also don't harass this person like. Yeah it makes me angry but tbh it was probably mostly like. A nothing post idk #Surprisingly trans people and people who are neurodivergent deserve respect and to be treated like an adult #Not saying that like. Getting headpats and praise is bad. But if its worded in this kind of way just for sex? Ugh #Ranting I suppose

[handfulofmuses]

When you dislike their kid but they are alright

#;deceitful cobra (ushari) #i forgot about that #and honestly? #makes sense I guess #they just wanna chill and do their own thing #Ushari just wants to nap and do his own thing #i can’t see him having beef with these two personally #and tbh even though it’s just a little scene #that confirms to me #grouchy is not a standard emotion with Ushari #he just doesn’t like getting disrespected or trampled on etc #however #i feel like the two of them would have words with him if they found out it was Ushari‘s idea to bring back Scar #was he bullied by Bunga and he finally had enough? #absolutely and Bunga never really faced the consequences for his actions towards Ushari #Bunga is a kid but honestly he gets away with…a lot #but that doesn’t excuse bringing Scar back and dooming everyone else in the process #Timon vs Ushari would have been interesting because #meerkats are immune to venom #and also eat snakes #…omg uncle max vs Ushari tho #grumpy old man vs grumpy old man #granted most of bunga‘s and ushari‘s encounter are accidentally rather than bullying #but also #since my headcanon is Ushari used to complain towards Simba before he took matters for himself #just Timon putting Bunga aside to talk with him like his mom used to do #mainly because Bunga‘s and Ushari‘s encounters kinda remind him of himself and his uncle #so he kinda understands where Bunga is coming from

[cicadagaze]

cheesefluff, a silly guy I had on the old roblox lake territory game :]

#warriors #warrior cats #warrior cat oc #wc oc #my art #my ocs #oc #oc: cheesefluff #yes the background is from said game #taken directly from one of my screenshots of him #this was a lot of fun actually #turns out making designs from those extremely limiting morphs is fun to do! #took a lot of creative liberties ofc #and i'll probably simplify the design a bit if i draw him again #anyway i think he's probably a former kittypet who joined riverclan #i think the clan either loves him or hates him without much in between #the more traditional cats probably hate him #while the less traditional cats are just like ''that's my emotional support idiot'' #tbh i kinda want to open requests for this.... #like. y'all send me your cats from the old roblox games #and i draw/design them #i think it'd be fun #but also i have other things i need to do first