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pyonzzz · 2 years
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himeara lore. tell me
okay putting this under a read more because theres gonna be . A Lot . also disclaimer theres some implied nsfw but nothing in depth ? kinda ?? youll see its right at the start /lh
ALSO i use they/it ( vvv rarely he / him for meru ) just a note ww
so i cant tell you how or why but this started as a crackship fwb au HAHA but then i was listening to this song that gave me angst ideas so it is now :
himeara started as fwb likely because theyre close in age and similar in personality . they have similar enough interests and one day they just decided why not ( theyre both good at hiding secrets , they know everyone has their own lives and mysteries and they know enough about each other to know they dont know really anything , and thats okay ) !! they spend more and more time together and not just in That Way and they both realize theyre falling in love
but no , no that cant happen
arashi loves everyone , she cant dedicate herself to one person . she has to be there for everyone , but at the same time , she cant pull herself away . she cant push himeru away ( " i cant have that blood on my hands . i have to be strong enough to handle this " , thats what she tells herself . she has to do her best to protect herself , but also to keep himeru safe . from herself ? from their own feelings ? she cant say . she couldnt say . she doesnt know )
for himeru , they cant let themselves get close to anyone again . not with what happened before . they cant go through that again . it cant put anyone else through that ( " i couldnt protect kaname or jun . i couldnt do anything . i wasnt strong enough . if she needs me , if i have to save her , will i be strong enough ?" it lays in bed , haunted by this . its all they can think about . theyre terrified )
one day , its just them in the dorm , getting ready for the day . arashi says that being alone like this makes her feel like shes living with a spouse , and jokes that maybe she and himeru should try it out . but her tone is too light , shes too cautious , and himeru worries theyre too obvious about their potential love for her . it feels mocked , but it knows shes sincere . they quickly shoot her down , saying it wont happen , and arashi visibly gets dishearted . " oh " she says , and thats the end of it .
go forward a bit and their nights together have stopped , though theyre trying to act like nothing happened . so tetora doesnt worry . so their friends dont ask . so they can try to act like they havent hurt someone else again . they still do each others makeup on occasion ( it started as a joke one day when they were together , and became a weekly thing . himerus touch is so light , arashis hands are so soft . theyre so close together , but they couldnt be further apart ) but things just arent the same . but theyre trying .
its during one of these sessions , as arashi holds himerus chin and dusts a nice shade of pink across their cheek , standing on her knees on her bed to have some leverage as it sits with its legs crossed in front of her , when himeru opens their eyes and looks at arashi . not through her . not past her . their eyes meet and god , its electrifying . at the same time , " i love you "
theyre both scared . theyre horrified . arashi loses her temper sometimes and she tries to make up for the slightest negative comments with lots of gifts and praise . himeru sometimes clings to her as she sleeps because they need to listen to her heartbeat to make sure that shes still there and shell greet him in the morning like always . theyre both so weak in their own minds , they still have so many secrets they couldnt possibly begin to open up about , but to the other , there is nobody stronger or more brave
theyre so flawed . theyre so damaged . theyre hands fit each others perfectly
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1ore · 2 years
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song lyrics of uhhhhh... dai hei tits. not the guy just. dedicated to the boobas
I was GOING to give this a jokey answer but actually. you know what. my mortifyingly sincere answer is 油菜花 / you cai hua [canola flower] by Jackie Chan, from the movie Little Big Soldier. Most of the versions of the song that are floating around on the internet are the bright-hearted studio version, but Jackie’s character, the Soldier, periodically sings it throughout the film, sometimes very tenderly
like yeah of course this movie and song had a stupidly formative impact on Dai Hei and Len specifically. But more importantly my point is: song hei sings to you while you rest your head on his chest and fall asleep🥺
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kenobihater · 8 months
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tragedy enjoyers when a character perpetuates the cycle of violence they themselves were a victim of
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hellspawnmotel · 5 months
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happy birthday twinz
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cyanorth · 27 days
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yall fw miku lester
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magicalboything · 10 months
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︵︵ ︵︵ vocaloid pixel dump !!
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namari-hime-moved · 4 months
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assorted vocaloid textpost edits
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eggonthemoon · 14 days
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Pajama Party Kagamine Twins!
[Miku] [to be continued?]
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rubberduckyrye · 17 days
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Okay in all seriousness. There's something that I REALLY want to talk about as an open discussion with the fandom, but. This is not going to be a very nice thing to hear/talk about.
It's about how Gonta is treated by the fandom.
As a fan of all the V3 characters now, and as someone who has always been a fan of Gonta, and as someone who has many mental disabilities and two diagnosed neurodivergancies... I'm tired of playing nice about it.
You all need to stop being ableist towards Gonta.
I've mentioned in the past that I don't like shitting on personal interpretations. I don't like saying something is or is not canon because narration is just a big web of text that you try to decipher with your own personal biases, experiences, and thoughts. That's why two literary analysts analyzing the same text with the same literary criticism rules can come to wildly different conclusions--why people develop different headcanons from the same canonical information.
But one of the things that challenged my integrity is just how many people view Gonta as this innocent, naive, ignorant, baby boy who can do no harm/never has a complicated/dirty/violent/sexual thought in his life ever.
This incredibly ableist interpretation of the character bothered me for, well, obvious reasons (See: It's fucking ableist, need I say more?) but I never challenged it as harshly as I am now because to be frank, it's not my place to tell people how to HC a character. It still isn't. But I've pretty much given up on my integrity on the subject and have decided to go all in on discussing why this interpretation of Gonta is just. Really bad.
First of all, not to promote my own analyses here or anything, but I think this analysis I did of Gonta explains a LOT in regards to the ableism the cast gives him in canon. I also think that this subtle ableism is why the fandom is so bad with Gonta's characterization in headcanons and fanfic--because they've seen how the cast treats him, and they think it's normal. They don't see the microaggressions, they don't see the subtle ableism in the cast--they just see this big giant idiot who speaks like Tarzan in the English version (which... I don't actually know why people assume Tarzan (Thinking of Disney's version) is stupid. Like as a boy he had to reinvent the spear with no one to guide him on how to do it. He was able to strategize and outsmart "civilized" men in the final showdown. Still I digress) and don't see the literal genius behind his social awkwardness.
There is also another very important point I'm going to make in addition to this, and it's going to be very uncomfortable to Gonta fans who insist he's nothing but a sweet baby who only has pure thoughts. Especially to the fans who insist he "can't be sexual" or think it's weird to ship him with his peers.
Sorry to burst your bubble, but... Gonta blatantly has sexual desire and gets horny right in canon.
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It wasn't a matter of Gonta didn't want to touch her because touching someone in their underwear was inappropriate, or being flustered because she was in her underwear which is inappropriate...
It was literally a "weird feeling" that made him unable to approach her or touch her. A "weird feeling" that Miu makes pretty obvious as to what it was--sexual arousal.
He literally was sexually attracted to and felt sexual arousal from looking at Miu in her underwear. He had sexual feelings and thoughts about Miu. Why?
Because Gonta is a young man.
Gonta is a brilliant, talented young man who has normal human thoughts for someone his age--sexual desires, upsetting thoughts, complicated thoughts, ectect. He is not a child, he is not mentally stunted (I've been informed that people have literally said this on Ao3 for the NSFW Gonta fics, please for the love of god stop that)
I think the reason why Gonta fans typically want to keep him as a "pure baby child who can do no wrong" is because treating him like the young adult that he is makes it harder for them to justify Chapter 4. Every time I've seen a Gonta fan that hates Kokichi, it's always followed by the sentiment of "Kokichi manipulated and abused Gonta into killing Miu, so it's all Kokichi's fault." They're afraid of nuance and liking a character with the grey morality of genuinely thinking Mercy Killing the cast is a viable option, because it challenges their own morals about the character they adore.
To those people who read this and are upset: You can and should like Gonta! Gonta is a magnificent character who showcases the subtle way microaggressions can manifest and hurt people, he's a good-hearted person and a literal genius, he cares deeply for his friends and loves everyone with upmost sincerity.
But.
You need to re-evaluate your stance on Gonta if you think he's a stupid, naive fool who Kokichi manipulated. You need to re-evaluate why you think those thoughts, why you think Gonta being shipped with anyone is "Kinda weird" or "has weird consent problems" or "give you the ick." You have to challenge yourself and ask yourself uncomfortable questions in regards to why you treat Gonta like a child when canon has proven otherwise, why you think he cannot have violent or sexual thoughts, why he can't think mercy killing his class is the only way to save them.
This isn't an attack on you--but understand that these specific takes on Gonta? They are ableist in nature. They belittle and dismiss him, they treat him like a child, an idiot who can't think for himself--and you have to come to terms with the fact that Gonta is a far more complex character with complicated thoughts and feelings who is a young adult. Not a child. A young adult.
So again, ask yourself this: Why are you treating this young adult like he's a toddler?
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klanced · 6 months
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people like to joke that batman is a furry but my hottest batman take is that batman is actually a metaphor for gender expression and drag (he is performing hyper masculinity)
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corruptimles · 9 months
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MikuAllWeeku Day 5: Among Us
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kenobihater · 2 months
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reblog for a bigger sample size of former angry, creative, and/or highly dramatic children
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xxxiiv · 16 days
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Virtual Singer !!
I based my Miku redesign off of @imleesan on insta :3
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fogwitchoftheevermore · 7 months
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ok so. forgive me for a second but i've been abnormal about skizz and ren since the hiatus between third life and last life and holy shit this season is already not helping.
let's talk about skizz, ren, undying loyalty, and golden apples, shall we?
so the thing that you need to understand about skizz is that he is loyal to a fault. impulse literally says this exact thing about him in limited life, and skizz himself says himself: "you know me and my factions, i never turn." the second thing is that the first person their loyalty manifests for in third life is ren. he and ren run into each other on the second night when ren is getting accosted by mobs outside skizz's door and skizz gives him a place to stay the night. ren decides to trade skizz for his leather, for the upcoming enchanting buisness, and gives skizz a golden apple in exchange. skizz thinks this is wildly more than he deserves but is very thankful. skizz doesn't say it here, but this is the moment he swears his loyalty to ren.
throughout third life, he is willing to do or get basically anything for ren. the two of them literally die together to the tnt trap. when ren dies on the alter and everyone thinks martyn betrayed him, skizz is the first person to get there in the morning. he's in half broken gold armor and borrowed tools from bigb and he still tells ren "get behind me", still tries to protect him from martyn. when skizz is on red, he goes a bit crazy, but he channels that bloodlust into protecting ren. he kills jimmy in the red desert, he kills cleo when she tries to attack ren, he chases down impulse when he betrays dogwarts and dies trying to kill him.
when skizz dies in third life, he's got an unused golden apple in his hotbar. after he dies, he remembers the first time he met ren, etho, and martyn, and he spends quite a bit of time on his memory of ren and ren appears in his first memory of etho. after he dies, ren wields a blade named in his honor.
skizz spends third life loyal to ren- he dies for him and he dies with him.
in last life, ren and skizz end up on completely different sides, and it very quickly gets bad because when ren becomes boogey, he kills skizz. he lures him into a trap. he tells skizz he loves him. skizz literally says "i am broken hearted" when ren kills him. ren holds no regard for the relationship they used to have and yet skizz cannot help but compliment ren's skill with the trap, outright says he can't be mad at ren.
and then it only gets worse because skizz tries to storm ren's tower with impulse after they've gone red. and that! doesn't go well! and while skizz is retreating, while he is eating the golden apple in his hot bar, ren shoots him dead.
and that is the last time they've spoken. two years ago.
because skizz isn't in doublt life. and ren isn't in limited life.
and when skizz's time comes in limited life, he ensures he doesn't have a golden apple in his inventory this time. this time, he hands the apples off to his teammates, where he knows they will go to good use. and then he hands etho a diamond fucking axe (red winter is coming) and asks him to execute him for the sake of their alliance. ok! sure! fill ren's role more explicitly, why don't you!
and that first session of secret life genuinely only made it worse. when skizz is talking to tango and cleo about their alliance, skizz says he wants to give leadership over to someone else: "i want to be more of a soldier than a leader this time." cleo says she'll fill the roll of leader- she doesn't take orders well - and then seals their alliance by giving tango and skizz a golden apple each. because of course she does.
and well, we all know that didn't really work out, so that's one person off the list that skizz can fill the dogwarts shaped hole in him with, so then he goes to bdubs. he says he'll lay his sword at bdubs' feet. he says he'll win bdubs with his loyalty. he calls bdubs "my leige", jesus christ dude, you couldn't be less subtle unless you straight up called him ren's name.
skizz has been (whether accidentally or on purpose is up to you) trying to recreate the experience he had with dogwarts, and particularly what he had with ren, since the moment dogwarts fell. he can't have it with ren because he missed his only chance in last life, so he'll fill the void with whoever he can. his fellow soldier. ren's successor. ren's new kingmaker. anyone. and it's never gonna work. i need ren to come back for like, 900 reasons, but i especially need him to come back so skizz can have a shot at making it to spring.
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ecstarry · 2 months
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"Ring" a microfic for my dear @starchaserwrites
Regulus had been sucking on a candy ring for the past fifteen minutes and James was delighted. His boyfriend’s sweet tooth had blessed James with regular performances of Regulus’ tongue. James could never conceal his eagerness as he waited for Regulus to pull out his candy of choice for the evening: Lollipops, candy rings, gummies, James loved them all. 
He was particularly fond of the way his lover went one by one through a pack of skwinkles. Regulus would throw his head back, take his time eating each one and licked his finger after every single one. Somedays, Regulus would be feeling benevolent and with his gaze fixed on James, he would suck his thumb until a flush spread across the Gryffindor’s face. 
But however scrumptious Regulus looked when he enjoyed his treats, James’ favorite part was afterwards; tasting whatever remains of sugar were left in Regulus’ lips. A true delicacy.
all of my microfics with your prompts are here
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WELL.
evil weegee.
idea where luigi becomes evil one way or another (i’m into the idea of it being a wish-turned-curse-situation) and mario and bowser have to team up to figure out wtf happened and to stop luigi from causing mass destruction.
bowuigi bonus: relationship is pre-established meaning luigi is ruling koopa kingdom alongside bowser. perhaps luigi is self-conscious and feels like he isn’t seen as a leader, leading luigi to make a well-intentioned wish to be taken more seriously. the wish is warped and turns into a curse, turning him into a wicked ruler that takes over koopa kingdom, and his subordinates follow him out of fear rather than respect, when deep down respect is really all he wanted. it starts internally by luigi kinda turning against bowser (confusing the hell out of the poor guy) and just gets worse from there. bowser’s dismayed because both his husband and his kingdom have been yoinked away from him, so he begrudgingly has to team up with mario and peach and whoever else to get everything back.🤠
i kinda wanna write a whole fic now but i honestly am not as well-versed in mario lore as i used to be and haven’t played any of the games in years 😭😭 but ngl drawing evil luigi was fun. low key been in love with luigi since i was 8 years old so it was quite cathartic for me
EDIT: guys i know Mr L exists 😩 i knew of him when i drew this but not exactly who he was/what he did. but i still wanna try to make my own thing here/try to differentiate them LOL. there can be multiple flavors of evil right
flats under the cut because i’m not entirely happy with how the lighting turned out 😩
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