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userlaylivia · 19 days
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i chose the deaths that affected me the most and I even forgot some so I'll do a part 2 eventually!! I didn't include allison because she won my last poll I think plus the movie brought her back so lol
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lopeirce · 11 months
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endless list of incredible scenes → Mark Sloan, Grey’s Anatomy (Remember The Time)
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1jemmagirl22 · 2 years
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I love you, I always will.
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Top 30 TV Ships (2022 edition): 6; Lexie Grey and Mark Sloan, Grey’s Anatomy
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windshield91 · 2 years
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'I do recommend you stay away from the elevator.'
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Should I put myself back through the pain that is Greys Anatomy (especially my love for Lexie Grey)?
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h3llofaday · 1 year
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I talk about greys anatomy a lot but you guys don’t understand how far this obsession goes when Derek Shepard died I cried for like 2 weeks straight you would have thought my actual father died
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chicleeblair · 7 hours
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Uncomfortably Numb [5/55]||FFN
Rating: NC-17/Explicit
Pairings: Meredith Grey/Derek Shepherd, Lexie Grey/Mark Sloan
Meredith isn't the only Grey to make it home alive after the plane crash. How do Lexie's survival affect everyone's recovery from their ordeal? With Mark gone and returning to the O.R. as a surgeon an unlikelihood in her uncertain future, can sweet, independent, Alexandra Caroline Grey really say she's survived? Uncomfortably Numb [1/55]||FFN
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thebowerypresents · 6 months
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S.G. Goodman Is Thankful in Williamsburg
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S.G. Goodman – Music Hall of Williamsburg – November 3, 2023
“I’m S.G. Goodman, thank you so much for being here!” I think she must have said that after every single song she played at Music Hall of Williamsburg on Friday night, a mix of dry wit and genuine appreciation. The show was a delightfully incongruous confluence of her off-key banter, delicate poetic lyricism, and cosmic vibrations of guitar and pedal steel. Things began with those guitars in an ambient swell, dramatically building to feedback that dissolved into the opening song, “The Way I Talk,” off Goodman’s debut album, Old Time Feeling. 
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As the set progressed, her drawling voice took center stage. The pairing of “If You Were Someone I Loved” and “You Were Someone I Loved” crackled with slide guitar until melting into Goodman howling into the room, the audience silent in admiration. The title track on last year’s Teeth Marks was another highlight, emotional lyrics meeting deft instrumentation. In between songs, she waxed philosophic at length on naming her tour after “Patron Saint of Dollar Stores” and other topics.
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Her admiration for outlaw country shone through on the cover of Waylon Jennings’ “Waymore’s Blues,” which included a friendly “competition” with back-and-forth solos from pedal steel player Luke Schneider and guitarist Mark Sloan. After an appropriately solo take on “Solitaire,” Goodman closed the set with the love song “Space and Time,” a cushion of bass and drums and a glittering of guitars to finish things. The show felt complete, but no one in the room was complaining when they all returned for an encore, the rollicking “Work Until I Die,” Goodman in full West Kentucky growl until leaving her band onstage in an extended rock-out, her final “Thank you so much for being here.” —A. Stein | @Neddyo
Photos courtesy of Toby Tenenbaum | @TobyTenenbaum
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Derek Shepherd x Daughter!reader - making it up to you
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Derek Shepherd with a teen daughter plss? i have no specific storyline but i’d lovee to see a hurt/comfort between them! - Anon💜
Sitting with your uncle in the hospital cafeteria, you looked around as you tried to find your dad but there was absolutely no sight of him anywhere.
“What’s up kid? You look more upset then that time I didn’t let you push me in the pool.” Mark chuckled.
You cracked a small smile but it quickly fell as you looked to the table at the food tray that your trash was sat on waiting to be tossed.
Mark frowned a little but he didn’t say anything as he waited for you to reply.
“I was actually supposed to have lunch with dad… I couldn’t find him or call him though so I called you because I was already here…” you mumbled.
“Ouch, I’m hurt you never even thought about me little shepherd.”
This got a small laugh out of you and Mark smiled, pulling your tray over to his side and he stacked it on his gesturing for you to get up and follow him.
So you did, he got up and you did the same, following him around the hospital.
He gestured for you to wait while he went into a staff only room, and he came out about 10 minutes later holding his hand out to you.
“What?” You asked.
“Well if you’re dad isn’t going to be a dad to you, I will. Let’s go, we’re gonna grab some snacks, and watch that crappy Tv show you like so much.”
“You don’t have to uncle, I know you probably want to sleep.”
Mark rolled his eyes, placing his hand on your head as he gently pulled you next to him, arm around your shoulder as he started to walk.
“I have a week off kid, I couldn’t care less about missing a day of sleep. Plus you’re more important right now, and I want you to tell me everything that’s going on with your dad, got it?”
You nodded and he grinned down at you.
Derek saw you leaving the hospital with Mark, and he went to walk over when he was stopped by Meredith calling his name.
He looked at you before turning back to Meredith.
You were with Mark so he knew you were safe, he’d see you after his shift when he got home anyways, and he was sure if it was important you would’ve called him.
Walking over to Meredith he smiled as he pulled her in for a hug.
You spent the whole day at the apartment with your uncle watching tv and laughing and joking you were still excited for when your dad finished his shift, you were supposed to be going to dinner with him.
As the time ticked by you felt your happiness slowly fall and this was something mark noticed.
“(Y/N)?” He asked as he grabbed his jacket.
He stopped leaving and turned around as he heard your heavy sigh.
“His shift ended an hour ago and he’s not home… he’s not even bothered to call but I suppose I shouldn’t be surprised…”
“Let me call him, okay? I’ll be back in a few minutes.”
You waited for Mark to return and when he did he seemed angry, but he kept his temper as he walked over and sat next to you.
“He’s not coming home tonight.”
“It’s because of her? Right?”
He nodded his head.
Of course it was because of her, ever since you two moved here it was all about that Meredith.
You couldn’t even go live with your mom because she moved away, and you didn’t want to leave your school and friends again.
Tears burned your eyes and mark placed a hand on your shoulder.
“Come on, pack some of your stuff you’re coming to mine for a few days, you shouldn’t be abandoned like this.”
“What about when dad comes back?”
Mark shrugged and gave you a grin.
“I’ll fight him if you want me to, I’m adopting you now, you’re a sloan now kid.”
You laughed and rolled your eyes.
“Alright dad.” You sassed.
“That’s weird, don’t say that.”
“Hey, you said I’m your blood now. That makes you my dad!”
“No! I’m still your uncle!”
“Nope! I’ve adopted you. You’re my father now. There’s no escaping.”
“Oh yes there is.”
Mark bolted from the apartment with your packed bag in his hand and you laughed chasing after him, only stopping to lock the door behind you.
Derek called you the following day, but seemed to be happy when you told him you were spending time with Mark.
Even after Marks holiday ended you stay with him, you practically lived with him at this point and Derek finally realised you’d been gone a long time.
You weren’t feeling well, and Mark had taken the day to look after you, and that’s when he realised it wasn’t getting any better.
Your fever was going up, and you were getting worse and worse and Mark started to panic.
“Come on, we’re going to the hospital. Come on.” He whispered.
He helped you pull your favourite hoodie on over your head to try stop your from shivering, then he wrapped you in the blanket next to you and picked you up.
You were dazed, barely making any sense when you talked.
He didn’t bother locking his door, he didn’t care if he was robbed or not, you were far more important.
He rushed you to the hospital and upon seeing you in the surgeons arms the nurses wasted no time in rushing you away to start preforming tests on you.
“Sloan? Why are you here I though you had the day off?”
Mark turned to Meredith and he scowled at her.
“Tell Derek to remember that he’s a damn father!” He snapped before storming off.
All Mark could do was pace while he waited for you to return, and he didn’t see or hear from Derek while he did.
After what felt like days Mark was escorted to your room and you were half asleep when he walked in.
He closed the door and walked over.
“Mark…?” You mumbled out.
“Hey kiddo, I’m here.”
“What.. what’s wrong with me…”
Mark sat up on the side of your bed and let you hold his hand as you wheezed for breath.
“You caught the flu, you’ve got a real bad cause of pneumonia, but you’re going to be okay.” He whispered.
You nodded your head and closed your eyes, taking a shallow breath.
“Where’s… dad…?”
“He’ll be here soon.”
You nodded again and fell asleep.
Mark didn’t actually know where Derek was, he didn’t even know if he was at the hospital today or not.
He didnt bother trying to call his friend either, if he was there, if he wasn’t answering the hospitals calls then that’s Derek’s fault, not yours.
Mark had fallen asleep while sitting with you, what woke him up was the sound of someone trying to quietly close the door.
He peaked an eye open and closed it again.
“So you remembered you’ve got a daughter?” He asked.
“I was in a meeting, I didn’t know. My phone was off, and no one came to find me.”
Mark scoffed.
Derek walked over and stood at the edge of the bed as he looked down at your pale form.
“How is she?” He asked.
“If you were here you would’ve known, or you can just get her chart and read it.”
“Mark just tell me how my daughter is. I’m her legal guardian not you.” Derek growled.
Mark got up and pushed Derek out the room, closing the door softly behind him and spun around to face Derek.
As mark spun around he punched Derek in the face, sending him stumbling back.
“Her legal guardian?! Where were you when she waited for you to come home to have dinner with her?! Or when she was crying her eyes out because she missed Addison! That’s right, you were banging Grey!”
“I wasn’t with Meredith! I was busy with patients and (Y/N) seemed happy staying with you for a while!”
“Yeah, well she was pissed with you and didn’t want ti be alone. I’ve been more of a father to the kid in the past few weeks then you have been in months!” Mark hissed.
His went back into your room while Derek brought a hand up to cover his bloody nose, glancing at all the people who stopped to look at him before he walked away.
Derek tended to his nose, and he started at himself in the mirror, tears filling his eyes.
Was he really pushing you away?
The door to the on call room was pushed open and quietly closed and Derek turned around to find mark standing there.
“Here to punch me again?“ Derek snapped.
“No, look I’m sorry. It’s just (Y/N)s been really missing you man. She needs you.”
“I know.. I’ve fucked up Mark… big time..”
Mark walked over, placing a hand on his best friends shoulder.
“And you can still make it right, she’s asking for you.”
Mark pulled Derek in for a hug, patting his back before he pulled away and pushed him towards the door.
“Now go, I’m going to grab her phone charger and some food, but she wants you.”
Derek rushed to your room and made his way inside to see you had fallen asleep again.
He walked over and sat where mark had been sat not long ago, and he wrapped his arms around you, pressing a kiss to the top of your head as he laid with you.
“Dad…?” You mumbled.
“I’m here sweetheart, just rest.”
You made a noise and cuddled yourself into his side, a soft smile on your face as you did
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d4yl1ghts · 23 days
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mark sloan x shy, fem!reader
summary: you and mark get to know each other when you get stuck in an elevator
A/N- i feel like he would love star wars? but this gives me such katniss and peeta vibes
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You read the files that Doctor Shepherd had given you to take a look through because he thought his new patient may have some sort of problem with their heart and cardiology was your specialty. You were currently in the elevator, heading up to find an empty room to study your new case when the elevator suddenly came to a halt. Confusedly you glanced around and noticed Mark Sloan, the world’s number one man-whore was the only other person there.
He glanced up from his papers and made eye contact with you. “What happened?”, he questioned with a hint of uncertainty in his voice. This was the first time you’d heard him so nervous. “I think the elevator just broke.”, you sighed as the realisation just set in once you said it out loud. He huffed to himself. “Hopefully they’ll be able to fix it soon, I have a surgery in an hour.”, he stated, checking the time on his watch.
“Might as well get comfortable.”, he added as he fixed himself on the floor and placed his files beside him. You copied his actions and sat opposite him. “So, what case have you got there?”, he asked you, striking conversation. “Oh, just a new case Derek wanted me to check up on. What about you?”, you awkwardly asked as your cheeks blazed. “Just some boring charts of burn victims, I have to reconstruct their faces, arms and legs.”, he said. “Oh, lovely.”, you replied sarcastically.
You stared at the wall of the lift and zoned out into your own thoughts. It must have been around five minutes of silence before Mark started speaking again: “If we’re gonna be here for a while then we may as well get to know each other.”, he said, looking into your eyes. It wasn’t a bad idea, there was nothing else you could really do.
“Tell me three random facts about yourself. I’ll go first: I used to live in New York (I’m sure you’ve heard about that), my middle name is Everett and I love the Star Wars movies.”
“Uhm… this is actually hard to think about, hold on.”, you said, embarrassed. He chuckled slightly. “Okay, I hate posh restaurants, I also love the Star Wars movies and I have a pet cat named Jack.”
“Cool, why do you hate posh restaurants though?”, he questioned as he turned to you with amusement in his eyes. “They’re just so intimidating and I just generally don’t like the vibe of the, do you know what I mean? Also, they’re so overpriced like you could find some cosy place that sells nicer food for way cheaper.”, you said passionately. You did not like posh restaurants at all. “I get what you’re coming from to be honest. I always preferred a cute and little cafe opposed to a fancy restaurant.”, he reasoned.
“If I ever ask you out on a date, I guess I’ll know where to take you.”, he flirted which left your cheeks on fire, well that’s what it felt like anyway. “I’m not surprised everyone calls you a man-whore.”, you said as you ignored what he previously said. “That’s not my proudest nickname.”, he responded. “I want to change my nickname, I don’t want to be known as that anymore. I don’t want loads of hook-ups and flings, I want a real relationship.”
He gazed at you. “I swear we’re having a whole confession session here. Oh my God, it rhymed.”, he laughed to himself. You laughed along with him, he was pretty funny and cute. If you looked past his reputation, he was a nice guy.
After another fifteen minutes of talking and joking, firefighters had arrived and gotten the two of you out of the elevator. “Hey, Y/N, do you wanna hang out one day? Not in an elevator, of course.”, he asked you, almost anxiously as he awaited a response. “Yeah, I’d love to.”
“I promise I won’t take you to a posh restaurant.”, he added as he walked away and charmingly smirked at you. You laughed to yourself and waved him off. “We can work out a date.”
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caseyandsloan · 5 months
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Mark Sloan x female reader
Request from @spncupcake
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Mark Sloan was the new hot doctor at Seattle Grace Hospital a few years ago, everyone thought that he was attractive and of course Mark himself knew it as well.
Y/n was the hot resident and she was the resident that everyone loved, y/n was and still are good friend with Callie Torres and Miranda Bailey the three of them was in the same year as residents at Seattle Grace.
Mark Sloan had been hitting on Y/n since the first time he meet her, he was trying to get y/n to sleep with him but she wasn’t interested at first.
All that was 5 years ago.
Today Mark Sloan and y/n are happily married but there was one thing that they wanted but it hasn’t happened yet. Y/n and her husband was trying to get pregnant like they have been trying for almost three years.
After Mark’s daughter Sloan had left and given up her baby, all Mark could think about was to have a baby with Y/n and how he really wanted to be a father since he didn’t get the chance to be a real father for his daughter.
Callie Torres who lives next door to Mark and y/n got pregnant after a night at Joe’s with a stranger, both Mark and Y/n was jealous but they never said what they were feeling to Callie. When Callie had her baby girl she had Mark and Y/n as the godparents for her daughter.
Y/n and Mark loves Sofia, the couple has been babysitting her a lot of time.
It really has been ups and down, trying to get pregnant, the shooting at the hospital and even the plane crash that happened a few months ago.
Y/n’s pov
It was a normal morning, my alarm started and so did my husband’s alarm and we both turned it off. I felt Mark giving my kisses down my neck and how he was trailing down my back. It did feel good with the kisses on my body, so I turned around to face my husband.
Y/n - What are you doing?
Mark - I’m just kissing you.
I noticed the smirk on Marks face so I gave him a kiss on his lips and he kissed me back, the kissing turned out to be a make out session. We were both rolling around in the bed until I was on top of Mark, we pulled away from each other and Mark had his hands on my waist.
I don’t know what happened but for a second a really felt nausea so I jumped off Mark and I rushed in to the bathroom. I started to puke in the bathroom and I heard that Mark had left the bedroom and that he came rushing in to the bathroom to see me throwing up over the toilet.
Mark - are you okay, babe?
I move so that I’m sitting down on the floor with my back against the wall, Mark comes closer to me.
Y/n - I just got really nauseous, I think I just needed to get this out of my system.
Mark - are you sure?
Y/n - I’m sure, babe.
I feel how Mark is stroking his hand over my hair, I just looks down on the floor and take a few deep breath.
After a few minutes I finally got up from the floor and I walked over to the sink so that I can wash my hands and splash some water on to my face.
Mark had walked out of the bathroom when I got up from the floor, after I had washed my hands and splashed some water on to my face Mark walked back inside to the bathroom with a glass of water.
Mark - Take this, drink some water.
Y/n - thanks!
I took the glass from him and I took a couple of sips of the water.
Mark - maybe you should stay home today, I can call Hunt.
Y/n - I’m fine, Mark.
He let it go and walked out of the bathroom, I decided to take a shower since both me and Mark needed to get ready for work.
Mark’s pov
Me and my wife had arrived at the hospital about 20 minutes ago, for now I didn’t have any patients and I was walking around the hospital to look after Torres. I needed to talk to Callie Torres about my wife, if I could get my own wife to tell me the truth about how she is feeling after the morning we had.
After a couple of minutes of walking around the hospital I finally found Callie standing with Arizona by the nurses station, I walked over to one of my closest friends and her wife who also is a good friend of mine.
Mark - hey!
Callie - hey, Mark!
Arizona - hey!
Mark - have either one of you seen Y/n?
Callie - yeah, we saw her in the ER about 10 minutes ago.
Mark - she didn’t say anything to you two?
I watched as Callie and Arizona looked at each other before they brought there attention back to me, and Callie gave me a look.
Arizona - is there something with y/n?
Mark - I don’t know, she was nauseous early this morning and she did throw up once as well.
Callie - she really looked fine to me.
Arizona - I agree with Callie.
I was really hoping that they would know something, or maybe I’m just overthinking about what had happened at home early this morning.
Y/n
I had been working for an hour now and I was down in the ER and filling out some paperwork since I am head of trauma and I have been that since Owen Hunt took over as the chief in surgery. But as I was filling out some paperwork that needed to be done, I saw Callie Torres walking over to me and she had a smile on her face.
Y/n - hey!
Callie - hey! How are you feeling?
Y/n - What? You saw me about 39 minutes ago.
Callie - I know, but Mark told me what happened this morning. Are you sure that you should be working?
Y/n - I’m sure, Callie.
I knew she wouldn’t let this go, and everything was because of my husband who just couldn’t keep his mouth shut.
Y/n - I was just nauseous and I puked once, but after that I was feeling completely fine like I’m doing right now.
I looked down at the paper work that I had in front of me before I feel Callie dragging me away from the ER by the nurses station. Callie dragged me towards a on call room that wasn’t far away from the ER, Callie opens the door and she dragged me inside of the on call room and she closes the door once we both got inside.
Y/n - what’s wrong with you?
Callie - have you been nauseous days other then today?
Y/n - yeah, last week I was feeling a little bit nauseous and the week before that.
Callie - is there any smells that you can’t handle? Like you want to throw up?
Y/n - yeah, i had to throw away my body lotion because of the smell and my favorite juice because of the smell and taste.
I didn’t know why Callie wanted to know all of this, or at least I wasn’t thinking about any reasons to why she wanted to know this.
Callie - is there any possible way that you maybe are pregnant? I know that you and Mark have been trying for a few years and nothing has happened.
Y/n - I don’t know, we haven’t been talking about getting pregnant for the past three or four month.
Callie - when did you have your period?
I started to count in my head when I had my period last time, and that’s when I realized when I had my period the last time.
Y/n - about two or three month ago.
Callie - you should take a pregnancy test.
Every time when I have taken a pregnancy test it always was negative and every time I take it I always gets scared and nervous. Right now I’m just scared to even think about the possibility for me to being pregnant, the on,y thing that I really want is to have a baby and to have a baby with Mark Sloan.
Mark’s pov
It was late in the evening and I was walking up the stairs in the apartment building where I and y/n are living in, she had left work earlier then me and hopefully she would be home now. I haven’t seen y/n so much today at work, I have been in surgery the whole afternoon and she has been in the ER but she was in surgery before lunch.
I had walked up the stairs and I was now walking towards the door to my apartment, the door was locked med so it was just for me to take out my keys from my pocket. I unlocked the door and opened it and walked inside of the apartment. I didn’t see y/n in the living room or in the kitchen, I took of my jacket and I walked over to the kitchen island.
Mark - y/n are you home?
Y/n - I’m in the bedroom, I will be out in just a minute.
I took a sit on the barstool at the kitchen island, when it is just me and y/n home we usually ate sitting by the kitchen island to eat dinner and breakfast.
There was something laying on the kitchen island that caught my eyes and I didn’t see it at first when I took a sit on the barstool but when I saw it it was the only thing that my eyes was seeing. It was a pregnancy test laying on the counter with a post it note, and on the pregnancy test it said “Pregnant” and on the post it note it said “ Hello daddy”.
Mark - Y/n come here!
I hear her coming out our bedroom and I got up from the chair and I’m holding the pregnancy test in my hands, when I see her coming out to the kitchen I see a smile on her face.
Mark - is this true? Are you pregnant?
I was scared to ask her, since we have been trying for a few years and no luck.
Y/n - I’m pregnant, Mark! I took the test today and Arizona took my blood to check, and it was positive.
I just looked at her for a few seconds and I’m to speechless to say anything, a smile comes over my face and I took a couple of steps towards her I had left the test on the counter. I placed my hands on my wife’s cheeks and I gave her a kiss, it was more than just a kiss it had passion in the kiss.
We pulled away from each other and I placed one of my hands on her belly, I knew it was too early to even feel anything or even for my wife to be showing. I kneeled down so that my head was against y/n belly, I looked up at her for a second to see a smile on her face and a small tear on her cheek.
Mark - hey, baby. It’s your daddy, I love you and I can’t wait to meet you.
This really was the best news in my life and it was just the beginning of our new life, I couldn’t wait to be a dad and share this new life with y/n.
Hey!
I hope you all liked this.
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shelbgrey · 1 year
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Stuck in the middle: what it's like being close to Derek and Addison during their devorce.
Summary: headcanons on what life is like when two of most important people are at war and holidays become questionable.
Paring: Platonic!reader X Derek shepherd, Patonic!Reader X Addison Montgomery, Mark Sloan x reader
Request: @luvlesavyy Where the reader is a woman of about 21 years old, and enters the residency program along with the others, however, she is almost like a sister to Derek (they were raised together and even because of the age difference, they love each other too much) addisson is like a mother to her and she gets really bad with everything that happens between them. Maybe you could write headcanons of what her holidays would be like with them, the whole family together, and Mark would have a crush on her.
A/n: hope you like it, thanks for the request
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~you've known Derek since you were kids. Even though he's got a few years on you the two of you have been glued to the hip ever since you met.
~you of course met Addison through Derek and she seemed to take a immediate liking to you. You didn't really have a good home life so Addison didn't hesitate to take you under her wing.
~with the three of you being so close and them helping you through medical school you were certainly crushed when you heard Addie cheated on Derek.
~the night that it happened Derek had came to your apartment. He was emotional mess and not only was he distraught he was angry... And so were you, you would never in a million years think Addison would cheat.
~what hurt more was the fact that she cheated on him with Mark, another close friend.
~you always liked Mark. Yes he's was older but he always treated you like a queen dispite you being strictly friends. Derek always made sure of that.
~“I just need to get out of this damn city”
~“what if you came to Seattle with me? I'm starting the residency program there”
~so that's exactly what you did. He got his trailer out in the woods and you got an apartment about ten minutes away.
~like mentioned before you two are glued to the hip, but there was no way you were gonna live in that cramped trailer with him, no matter how much you loved him.
Your relationship with Derek:
To the unknown people might think you'd two would be a couple... That's far from the truth.
Derek is your Soulmate. He's more than best friend but less than a lover. You've always had each other's backs and he loves you to death.
Derek has always protected you, him and Addie both but Derek seemed to always take it to another level.
You met him through Amilea. It may sound stereotypical but you were getting picked on at a public park near the neighborhood you grew up in. Amilea saw it and got Derek, she was to young to handle it her self so she got Derek. He chased the little punks off and the rest is history.
As Kids you practically lived at the Shepherd's home. Mrs. Shepherd loved you like her own and never made you feel like you did belong.
You had decent relationships with his sisters I guess. Nacy and Kathleen made it clear they didn't care for you too much but Liz and Amilea cared for like crazy, but not as much as Derek did.
Derek is one that inspired you to become a doctor. You would always be fascinated by all his medical books and when he graduated medical school is when you decided to go yourself.
Him and Addison got you threw it all and never gave up on you.
It's the little things that made your bond strong, rather it be listing to your rants about your favorite topics, taking you to concerts even he doesn't like the music, dressing up on Halloween with you, or even taking you to watch every Harry Potter movie when they'd be in theaters.
He got you threw your first heartbreak and he's never confirmed or denied the facted he slashed your Ex's tires after finding out he cheated.
If you want a movie night, done he'll get the popcorn, you want to bast Elvis Presley he'll find all the speakers and dance with you. You had a nightmare, he'll sleep on the floor next your bed in till your not scared anymore.
You may not share the same blood but your his sister no matter what.
Your relationship with Addison:
Addison loves you like a daughter or little sister, there's no doubt about that.
She use to stay that day she met you she automatically new you'd be close.
She thought you most things girls learn from their mother, but since yours past away Addie made sure to take care of you.
She'd do your hair, help you pick out close, taught you how to use make up and was there when you got your first Period.
You wanted to be just like her and she was your biggest inspiration growing up.
She helped you get threw your insecurities and always made sure that you knew how beautiful you are.
She hates it when you talk down on yourself and she wishes you saw what she was and that was pure beauty.
If you say anything decorating about yourself she'll give you a little love tap on the head or shoulder.
You were her maid of honor at hers and Derek's wedding.
Addison was the only one who knew about Mark's feelings for you and she kept it a secret for him. She also told him to stay away from you.
When she slept with Mark she felt that she not only betrayed Derek but she also Betrayed you.
She couldn't bring herself to tell you. She didn't want to lose you.
What it's like being around them now:
You didn't know Addison was coming to Seattle. Everything seemed to be great Derek found a girl that really made him happy and you met this guy Alex.
When you saw her you immediately hugged her. Dispite what she did you really did miss her.
“I missed you Addie, but what are you doing here?”
“I'm here to get Derek back, what I did was unforgettable but I gotta try”
Uh oh...
When they do get back together you could immediately tell it wad a mistake.
It's like when a small child can tell mom and dad don't love each other anymore. You can just tell.
Both of them unintentionally stick you in the middle and use you to get back at each other.
“well tell him I can't do that and that he's an idiot”
“tell her that's not what the patient needs”
It drives you crazy but most of all it hurts.
You could tell Derek's hurting so you don't say anything. You love them both and definitely don't want to choose sides.
What holidays are like with them:
The first Christmas they had back together would have been depressing without you. Derek didn't feel like celebrating anything and Addison would ignore it.
But on the bright side you got a small Christmas tree to put in Derek's trailer and tried to cheer him up. With or without Addison you were gonna give Derek a good Christmas. He deserved it.
With Addison you'd look through magazines and pick out gifts for Mrs. Shepherd and Derek's sister.
Addison will make sure to get you expensive gifts. Some of which she over thought about. As bad as it sounds she unknowingly wanted to out do Derek.
Derek knows you like the back of his hand so he'd get you anything that you loved rather it be something from your favorite show or even one of a kind collectable.
The presents didn't matter you just wanted to have a peaceful Christmas with the both of them... Like how they used to be.
On Christmas eve you decorated the trailer and they came home to a Christmas tree and your puppy eyes begging for a Christmas.
It turned out to be an amazing night. Christmas movies and laughter. Like how it used to be..
If it's Halloween you and Derek will have a horror movie marathon. You two will be laughing at the gore and Addison will be covering her face in fear or disgust.
Thanksgiving is about like Christmas. You'd put something amazing together and you'll have one night of peace.
Mark having a crush on you:
This was just trouble from the start.
If we're being honest Mark loved you since they day you met, but the problem was he was too afraid to admit and derek would have never let it happen.
Mark loves everything about you. He loves how goofy and kind you are. He feel in love with how your eyes sparkl when you talk about something you love and he especially loves your bubbly personality.
Derek could tell. He saw the way he looked at you and it angered him and scared him. He didn't want Mark hurting you.
He thought he loved Addison but in reality he just wanted to prove to himself he could be happy without you. That wasn't true and not only did he hurt his best friend, he hurt you too.
When He came to Seattle he not only wanted to get Derek back, he wanted to get you back to.
Derek didn't trust him and he wanted to make sure Mark stayed far away from you.
At times it was annoying but you understood where Derek was coming from.
The day mark came to visit Seattle-Grace he got a punch in the face by Derek and you had to patch him up.
As you were giving him stitches his steal-blue eyes never left you. He could feel his heart pounding because of how close he was to you.
“I really did miss you N/n”
You didn't know what to feel. You loved his charm and you will admit you missed him. You missed his laugh, smile, even missed the smell of his colone.
You didn't want to get hurt so you pushed him away, but Mark wasn't gonna give up too easily.
He didn't tell Derek how he felt about you because he knew Derek wouldn't stand by it.
Addison on the other hand told him if he hurt you she'd cut his balls off. She just wants you to be happy but if your hurt all hell will break loose.
“”
You kept your relationship a secret for awhile. You told Callie because of how close you were but Derek was in the dark about it.
You hated lying to him but you knew he would never except it. But really he'd just be happy that your happy, that's all he ever wanted for you.
But mark told him to at the wrong time. Derek lost a patient and Mark was determined to tell him.
They got in a fight and you and Meredith had to pull them apart. You felt like you were being towrn apart. You didn't know which side to take.
The night if happened you want to check on Derek after patching Mark up.
“I love him”
“I just don't want you to get hurt”
You and Meredith got them to work things out and everything seemed to fall into place.
Extra headcanons:
You and Meredith become the best of friends through the two men.
Even though your bit, if not the same age as Meredith you two take care of each other.
Double dates all the time.
Mark is an amazing boyfriend and treats you like the queen you are.
Derek is still over protective but he's getting used to toning it down a bit. It's marks turn to take care of you.
You Became a Peds surgeon and the people who practically raised you couldn't be more proud.
When you become an attending you might or might not have a favorite intern.
Your basically to Levi Schmitt what Derek was to you. You take Levi under your wing and you two become close.
You and Mark end up having twins and Derek is their God-father.
Even though things started off Rocky they couldn't have ended better.
That's all for now,buddies
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themultifandomgal · 3 months
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I have a Mark Sloan x female
What if Mark Sloan had been dating Meredith’s older sister who is head of trauma. Y/n and Mark broke after the situation with his daughter and grandson.
After the night at Joes after the attendings had been celebrating Derek, Mark and y/n ends the night with sleeping together.
About 8 or 9 weeks y/n starts to feeling nauseous and tired. Callie starts to feel the same way as y/n, the two friends takes a pregnancy test and they both finds out that they are pregnant.
Callie had slept with a stranger from joes bar.
Y/n tells Mark that she is pregnant with his child and he wants them to get back together.
Maybe you can make it as two or three parts, something based on season 7 episode 9, 13 and 14
Mark Sloan- Try Again Pt1
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It all started 9 weeks ago with one drunken night at Joe’s Bar. One night of weakness. I promised myself I wouldn’t run back to Mark, but I did. We broke up because I felt he needed to focus on his daughter and his unborn grandchild. I still love him, I think I always will. Maybe braking up was a mistake, but here we are. Now Callie and I are sat in my bedroom both with pregnancy tests in hand
“I’m scared” I reveal
“Me to. At least you’ll know who the dad is though”
“Why did we go to the bar that night?”
“Because we were celebrating Derek. The real question is why did we get so drunk?” Callie replies
“Cal, what are we going to do if they’re positive?”
“Well, you need to talk to Mark. But whatever you decide to do I’ll be by your side. If I’m pregnant I’ve already decided I’m going to keep them”
“I mean I have wanted to be a mom forever and I am getting older” just then the timer goes off. Both Callie and I take in a deep breath and look down at the tests in our hands. 2 pink lines. Pregnant. Tears immediately start to threaten to fall from my eyes, emotions are all over the place, scared, confused, excitement
“I’m pregnant” Callie says
“Me to”
“You ok?”
“I honestly don’t know how I feel. You?” I turn to face my best friend
“Same. Guess I gotta tell Arizona now”
“Fuck I gotta tell Mark” I groan placing my head in my hands
“You want me to come with you?”
“No” I shake my head “I gotta do this myself. I’ll call you later”
“Good luck” Callie says as I get up from the couch and leave my apartment, heading straight for my car and then Marks place.
I knock on the door waiting for what feels like ages until it finally opens up to a confused looking Mark
“YN? What are you doing here?”
“We need to talk. Can I come in?”
“Sure…” Mark opens up the door more so I can step into his place. Knowing where everything is I head straight to the kitchen to get out a bottle of beer for him and a glass of juice for myself
“Bit early to drink isn’t it”
“I think your gonna need it. Go sit” I follow Mark back into the living room and sit down next to him. It’s silent for a number of minutes until Mark finally says
“So you going to tell me why your here and trying to get me drunk while you sip on orange juice”
“Mark, I’m pregnant”
“Your… you… are you sure”
“Yeah. Took a test this morning. Plus no period, I’ve been feeling nauseous and tired. Boobs are aching and I swear they’re already a cup size bigger”
“But we used…”
“Are you sure we did because we were both pretty drunk. Look I think I want this, the baby. I’m getting older and I’ve wanted kids for a long time. If you want to be apart of their life I would love that, if not then that’s ok I under….”
“No I want to do this. I’ve missed the chance to be a dad before. I’m not doing that again. I want to be part of their life”
“Well ok then. I still need to book for a scan so I’ll Errm let you know” I stand up ready to leave
“Wait. Err I was just making some lunch, made to much for one… so if you’d like, you can stay for a bit” I give Mark a little smile and nod my head
“Ok. Yeah”
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crazyk-imagine · 3 months
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Ruined Relationships, but the Love is There
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Pairing: Mark Sloane x Ex-Girlfriend!reader
Characters: Mark Sloane, Ex-Girlfriend!reader, Kara Sloane, Jackson Avery, April Kepner, Meredith Grey, Christina Yang, Derek Sheppard, George O'Malley, Owen Hunt, Addison Montgomery (briefly mentioned)
Warnings: Angst, fluff, cheating, adultery, ooc peeps, minor cursing, drama (what else would you expect), like a lot of drama, near death experience, classic grey's things going on here, cheating, bad relationships, mentions of pregnancy, keeping children hidden from father, car accidents, reader is a doctor, everyone is in kahoots, Christina is into beating, Meredith and Derek are cute, Bailey is great as always, George is here and lives, no mentions of Izzie or Alex, friendships between Mark and Meredith, plus Mark and Christina, Christina is a secret romantic at heart
Word Count: 4,593
A/N: I feel like everyone is ooc but idc bc I love this fic
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You ignore him, praying to whatever god is listening to keep him away from you.
Meredith and Christina notice the tension in your shoulders, sharing a look.
“You know I don’t care about a lot of people but, are you okay?” the curly haired female asks.
You shrug, acting as if nothing has changed. “I’m fine, why?”
Meredith chimes in. “You’re looking a little-“
“Squirrely?”
“I was gonna go with tense but squirrely works.”
You huff through your nose, “would you two shut up.” You hand the clipboard back to your favorite nurse, Marjorie. “I’ll see you tomorrow.” You spin around and walk out, not looking back.
Derek shakes his head, watching you basically run out of the hospital.
Mark glances behind him, not finding who he wanted and sighs. He looks up to see his friend and offers a small wave.
The ferry boat lover nods to acknowledge him.
The plastic surgeon bids the others goodbye and stands in front of the doors, thinking about everything that led him here.
You drive past him without realizing it as he thinks of your face when you caught him in bed with Addison.
His eyes trail on the car, wishing he could see you again and not just glimpses.
-
You roll your eyes and walk away across the bridge, not caring how unprofessional you look. “I’m not talking to you.”
He picks up his pace, following after you. “Please just-“
You scoff, spinning around to face him, “no, I tried before. I did and then,” you lean forward poking him in his chest, “you decided to stick your dick in someone else. Someone who was married and oh, yeah, not your girlfriend.” You cross your arms, “so, excuse me for not being particularly excited at the sight of you.”
“Fiancé.”
You blink once, furrowing your brows. “What?”
“I was,” he gulps. "I was going to propose to you that night.” He pulls the little black box out of his pocket, handing it to you.
”Before or after you screwed Addison,” you bitterly add, staring at the box. If you open it, that's giving him hope.
"I- she came to me and-“
You scoff hard enough for the vibrations to scratch your throat for a few seconds. “I cannot believe this- you- you think it’s okay to just- I’m done.”
“Please don’t,” he begs, eyes getting glossier the more you talk. “Don’t say it.”
Your bottom lip wobbles, removing your gaze from him. “I’m done with this, with us, and you. Now, you get to deal with the guilt. If you have any at all.” You slam the box in his hand and walk away.
Nothing could have prepared anyone at the hospital for this.
You know they’re all looking at you and it pisses you off. “What are you looking at?!”
Christina does damage control, stopping everyone from getting your wrath.
-
Meredith finds him in the on-call room, she was hoping to nap before joining in on a surgery but seems like the universe had other plans. ”You uh- okay?”
He fiddles with the box, staring at the diamond that taunts him. “Does it look I’m okay?”
She shrugs, “not really but it’s better than admitting you were stupid for messing things up with her.”
“My mistake brought Derek to you, didn’t it?”
“Why are you here?”
“If I go to Joe’s I’m going to sleep around, proving her point.”
“And staying here?”
“I don’t know where else to go. Derek is still upset with me, and I don’t blame him, but I know he loves you and I don’t need to hear a speech from him. I’m not ready for him to tell me I messed up more than any of us want to admit.”
“Why did you do it?”
“Do what?” He asks, finally looking up from the ring. “I was scared.”
“To,” she gestures to the ring.
“That and be a husband.”
“You weren’t scared of asking, it was the commitment that got you, I can understand it.”
“No, no," he shakes his head. "I didn’t think- I knew I wouldn’t be a good husband. I- everyone only saw the bad, my parents, Derek at times but she didn’t. She never did and that’s why I,” he lets out a tearful chuckle, “that’s why I fell for her. She saw the good no one else did and I screwed it up.”
Meredith hands him a tissue.
“You tell anyone about this, and I’ll let you observe one of my surgeries beside me.”
“I wasn’t but if you’re offering.”
The two chuckled.
-
Christina owlishly blinks, watching as you work on your last patient for the day as if nothing’s happened.
“How can she just put it all behind her?” George questions, sitting beside her.
“Having a nervous breakdown earlier in the day helps.”
“I feel like there should be someone sitting between us.”
The future cardiologist shrugs, “suit yourself.”
“You’re going to check on her after she’s done, right?”
“I’ll talk to her, if she opens up, good for her.”
A smile dances across his lips, happy that someone’s going to check on you; he likes you and admires your work, knowing you could be someone as well-known as Ellis Grey.
-
“Can you teach me your sutures?”
You ignore her and finish checking over your charts. “Yours are fine. Tell me the real reason you're bugging me.”
She purses her lips, not wanting to admit it out loud. “Are you okay?”
“You really want to know?”
She hesitates to nod. “I… do.”
“It sucks. Everything just… sucks. I don’t want to be here, but this is the only place that makes me feel calm.” You hand Marjorie the chart, smiling at her before returning to Christina. “I’m going to get through this. He’s going to find a nice girl and have the family he always wanted while I’ll still be here.”
“He’s going to go through girls like I go through tequila.”
“I know,” you grab your bag. “Which is why I know he’ll finally find his girl.”
She follows you until you reach the door. "What if it's you?"
A sad smile stretches across your lips. "He lost her."
”Forever?”
You shrug.
The resident stands there, unsure of what to do now.
-
You glance in his direction, wondering how many women he’s going to write down on the sheet. You hand yours back to Bailey, “I keep my life outside of work, unlike some people.”
Mark inwardly groans.
Bailey avoids making eye contact with him, she can’t continue to feel bad for him when he’s the one who messed things up (from what you told her).
You walk past the new residents, not in the mood to deal with them, especially with the girls fawning over Mark.
-
You sit down and watch his surgery, listening to the way he talks down to them.
You always told him he needs to slow down and be kind to them or else they won’t respect him but with everything that’s happened, you assume he’s a little bitter.
He always knows when you're watching and composes himself, but he can’t help and snap at the newbie (you don’t need to be talked about as if you’re a piece of meat). He glances up, catching your gaze.
You gulp, finding his soft expression he only used for you.
Everyone turns to you.
Two of the girls in orange start gossiping beside you.
“I have charts to look over. Come with me?” George asks.
You nod, finding it hard to keep your gaze off him but do so, only to inform the girls of some key information. “Keep talking like that and you two won’t find yourself off bedpan duty for a few months. Don’t talk about your superiors like that again."
The young faced one eyes widen and her face pales at your threat.
Mark can’t help but smirk behind his mask, always loving it when you straightened people out, if it was necessary.
-
"I see you two still aren’t talking.”
“Shut up, George.”
“Right, yeah. Got it.”
-
You try and ignore him again, which is when Derek steps in. “You should talk to him.”
“I know you two are all buddy buddy now, but I can’t do that. I can’t pretend like he didn’t break my heart in two. So, excuse me for ignoring your best friend."
He stops in front of you. “I need you to stop, think about this. What if you two don’t make amends and something happens? How would you feel? Think about how he would feel?”
“We’d be depressed, but eventually get over it, maybe be slutty for a few months and that’s the end of it.”
“That’s not a healthy way of dealing with your feelings and you know it.”
“I don’t care if it’s healthy or not. I have issues and I deal with them my way.”
“If you’d talk to him, maybe you’ll feel better.”
You roll your eyes and head into the prep station before you two head into surgery.
-
Bailey rolls her eyes, reaching for your phone. “Your phone keeps buzzing, doctor.”
You sigh, “does it look important?”
She leans closer, whispering, “it’s about your daughter.”
“Daycare or babysitter?”
“Babysitter. Fever, wants her mom.”
You take a deep breath and lean over to talk to your friend, “doctor Bailey’s going to take over. I need to go.”
“You’re leaving in the middle of a surgery?”
“I have to take care of something.”
“What?”
“My daughter.”
The staff in the OR got quiet, no one observing said anything.
You didn’t see the lights until it was too late.
-
“We got one adult in critical condition. One child with a minor bruising.”
Bailey and Owen are the first to arrive.
The woman’s eyes narrow to the familiar baby in Matt’s arms.
Owen steps forward. “What happened?”
“Car accident. Drunk ran a red light. Drivers side took more of the impact.”
“We need to get her checked out now.” The redhead pushes himself through, taking over one of the rooms. He tells the interns and fresh residents to prep a surgical room and put Christina on babysitting duty, leaving Jackson to follow him and Callie into the OR.
“I heard there was an accident,” Mark says, standing in the doorway. “I wanted to see if you needed any assistance?”
Callie glances at her ally in the room. “No, you should go check on Derek. I think I heard him calling for you.”
“When did he-"
“She’s coding,” Jackson interrupts.
“Crap! Avery, push one of epi.”
Everyone in the room prays for it to work and you to come back.
“Let me help,” he takes a step forward before being called away by one of the nurses.
-
He takes a sip of coffee, goes over the notes and overhears a few residents gossiping. His head whips in their direction. "Where'd you hear that?” He asks them, not accepting their answers.
They freeze. "Where did you hear that? Is she here?"
The group of residents’ glances at one another, unsure of what to say. "Who told you she's here?"
April had never worked with Mark before and seeing how freaked out he was over someone who wanted almost nothing to do with him, she felt bad; if someone she was in love with was hurt or worse, she'd want to know. "We- we saw her come in. They-"
He doesn't listen to anything else and takes off, running past Christina, who coddles the tear eyed, red faced toddler in her arms.
-
He runs straight towards Meredith, who's talking to Owen. "Where is she?"
The red head takes a step foward. "She's in surgery-"
"What room?"
"Sloan, you know I can't-"
He grabs Owen's scrubs by the collar and pulls him close. "I need to see her. I can't be here, waiting to see if she's dead or not. Tell me where she is."
The ex-vet slowly reaches for the man's hands. "Mark, I need you to calm down."
"How can I calm down when I just found out my fiancé is in surgery?"
-
Meredith takes a seat beside him, slumping against the wall, offering him a snack.
He shakes his head, closes his eyes and resting his head against the wall. "Have you heard anything?"
"No," she shakes her head. "I don't even know where she is."
"I just- what am I going to do if she's really-"
"Don't talk like that. She's not one to give up. She's-"
"A fighter?"
"Yeah."
Christina turns the corner, eyes wide. "Meredith?" She spots the two of them and runs towards them, inadvertently introducing your daughter to her father. "Mer. Mer. I need your help."
"Where did you get a baby?" She pushes herself off the floor. "Why do you have a baby?"
"Bailey put me on Kara duty and she won't stop crying."
"Whose baby, is it?"
That's when things got awkward.
Meredith's eyes widen, "no."
She nods.
Mark opens his eyes, glancing up. His eyes stop on the little girl, who glances his way.
She reaches for him. "Dada."
No one knew what to do.
"Oh my god," the two women muttered.
He pushes himself off the floor, staring at her. There's no mistaking it, she has your features, but she's got his eyes.
The little girl fusses in the woman's arms.
Mark easily slides her into his, his daughter settles into his arms, staring at him with those wide, curious eyes. "Mama?"
He gulps, "we have to wait a little bit before we see mama, okay?"
She nods and lays her head down on his chest.
He closes his eyes to keep his tears at bay, kissing the top of her head.
-
"She still loves you," Christina tells him.
He keeps his gaze on his girls and hums. "When you showed her the ring, she didn't say it was officially over for you two but she's still heartbroken over you and Addison getting together."
"I was getting ready to leave."
"What?"
"I grabbed my jacket and made sure I had the ring. I was- I wanted that night to go perfectly but then I opened the door, and she was there." He sighs.
"She let herself in and I tried to get her to leave but she wouldn't and then she kissed me. I told her I couldn't because I was about to become a proud married man," he bitterly chuckles.
"I told her no and she got upset because she knew she could always run to me but when she knew she couldn't anymore, she decided she wanted to love me. The way I wanted her to when we were younger. I accepted it, you know."
The woman nods.
"I accepted the fact that she chose Derek. He was a good choice."
"He was a safe choice, and she knew that."
Mark nods, "yeah and that's why I... tried to warn him before he proposed."
"You tried to warn him?"
"He's my best friend, I couldn't let him go into a marriage that was going to hurt him."
She chuckles, "that's ironic."
"Shut up, Yang."
"Go on."
"I gave into her because a part of me was scared- scared I was going to hear the rejection. No, I can't marry you because..."
"You're a manwhore?"
"Baby present and, yes. I didn't want my past to define my future but then, it did, and she left with Derek."
"Do you think Derek knew about," Christina gestures to the baby in his arms.
"Probably. I'm not happy I missed it but at least I know she had someone who could take care of her."
"Are you ever going to tell her?"
"If she'll listen."
Her pager beeps.
"Go, Yang. I'm not leaving."
Derek nods and steps into the room.
"You hear all that?"
His friend shrugs, "only the good parts."
"Funny."
"She was going to tell you before... everything happened but then she needed to get away and I did too-"
"So, she left without saying anything."
"If it means anything, she wrote a journal throughout the entire pregnancy, in case she passed, and Kara wanted to know about her mom."
He can tell by Mark's expression; he needs to explain.
"She was stressed throughout the entire pregnancy, and it was cause for concern. She had a few fainting spells and needed to stay home for a while. The doctor was making it seem like if she even went to the bathroom, she was going to lose Kara which scared her more than leaving you."
"Why?"
"If she lost Kara, it meant losing a piece of you which would have made her feel like it was officially over for the two of you."
Your heart monitor beeps. "Derek?"
His friend calms you down, checking you over before whispering that Mark and Kara are in the room.
You slowly turn your head, spotting them.
The father of your child smiles, relieved to see you awake. "Hey."
You spot your little girl tucked into his neck and tear up. You bring your hand up to your mouth to hide the sobs that want to escape.
Mark gestures for your guys' friend to exit so he can talk to you. He slowly pushes himself out of the chair, adjusting to the little girl. "Hey, hey," he brushes the few strands of hair out of your face, his thumb rubbing agaist your hairline. "What's going on in that pretty little head of yours?"
"I'm sorry."
He shakes his head. "Don't be. I'm just- I'm happy you're okay."
"I wanted to call you so many times."
"I know."
"I wanted you to be there."
"Where?"
"In the room," you whisper, staring into his eyes. "I didn't want her to be away from you but-"
He nods. "I know, I messed up. If I didn't- if it didn't happen, we could have been a family, and I will forever be sorry because you went through it alone."
Hearing your voice alerts the little girls’ ears and she squirms in his grasp.
He sets her feet on the open area near your arm, letting her turn around and launch herself into your arms. "Mama!"
"Oh, my sweet baby." You kiss the side of her head. "Mama missed you."
His heart swells at the sight of you two.
-
A few days later and you feel okay enough to be sent home.
You bid your goodbyes to everyone, even the newbies because they were nice enough to check in on you and make sure everything was okay. You step outside and take a deep breath.
"What do you think you're doing?"
A quiet moment ruined by your ex.
"I'm breathing, Mark. Can I do that, or do you need to make sure the weather's just right?"
He chuckles before getting out of the car. "You know your doctor gave you strict orders, I think you should be following them but that's just me."
You stare at him with a deadpan expression. "I got it, Mark. I know what I need to do, don't try and patronize me."
"I would never."
-
The residents huddle together, watching the two of you.
"How much do you want to bet that they're going to get back together?" Christina asks.
Jackson nods, "I'll take that bet."
Meredith stares at the two of them.
"You two are awful," April adds.
"Yes, but we'll be bad people with money," the future cardiologist tells her with a sarcastic smile.
Derek stops at the desk, taking a sip of his coffee before making his way to the group. "Okay, if we're all done gawking at two grown adults trying to move past their differences, can we get back to work?"
"You're no fun. I remember when you were having fun."
"You want to scrub in on my surgery, Dr. Yang?"
"Let's go have fun. See yah, Mer."
-
You make it through the door of your place and wait for it. "Say it."
"What?" He closes the door, setting the stroller by the door as he unbuckles Kara.
"I know you're judging, so, out with it. I'm not going to pretend as if you don't want to say something because you do."
"I don't," he notices the look you're giving him. "I... like it."
"You hesitated even finishing that sentence."
"I did not."
"Did too."
"Mama!"
You two glance down at the little girl, wanting attention and out of her father's grasp. You gently take her from him and wander into the kitchen, scouring through the cabinets to figure out what kind of things you could have as a snack.
This is what he wants, he wants this life: the one where you're not mad at him, and he can watch his daughter grow while you look amazing at being a mom.
He gulps down what little saliva he has in his mouth and takes a hesitant step closer to you. "What are we feeling?"
You hum, "I don't know, little miss here can't decide on what she wants."
"I can make something," he meekly offers, unsure if this is too much or not.
"What can you make? Last time I checked all you knew was protein smoothies and even then, that wasn't the best."
He scoffs, "I know how to cook, and you know it. You forget who made you dinner for our second date."
You open your mouth to respond but don't have it in you when you think about the good times you two had. Your gaze drops.
He feels bad but he can't pretend as if your romantic past doesn't exist. "I was so worried I messed up with that dinner."
"Really?"
"Of course, I was cooking for the most beautiful girl within a five-mile radius of my house. I was more than nervous."
"Good."
-
You step out of the room and start cleaning up, only for Mark to stop you and grab everything you pick up.
"I told you not to do anything. I got this."
You lean over the couch and watch him wander around your place. "Do you..."
"What?" He glances up, staring at you with kind eyes, wanting to hear what you have to say.
"Do you ever wonder what it would have been like if it didn't happen?"
"I know we'd be married with at least one other kid now."
"I'm serious."
"I don't want to focus on the past."
You scoff, rolling your eyes.  "Says the man who always wanted to ask about my exes."
-
You don't even know how it happened but here you are. You pull away, needing to breathe before continuing.
"Are you sure about this?"
You stare into his eyes, for what feels like an eternity. "I'm sure. I want this. Please," you beg.
His lips curve upwards, "who am I to deny you a fun time?"
You keep him at arm’s length, "that comment makes me want to rethink this whole thing."
"No, it doesn't."
You grumble and pull him back in for a kiss.
Meredith immediately closes the door, regretting not checking before opening. "Seriously you guys?"
You reach for your shirt and cover your mouth to hide your giggles, Mark turns to you with a smirk. "How do you know we weren't trying to invite you?"
"Because you know better."
Your eyes widen.
"Hey, Bailey," he says with a cool tone.
"You two better be out of there in the next five minutes or-"
You open the door and run past the two. "See yah, Bails. See yah, Mer."
Mark stays there flabbergasted at how quickly you ran out the door, leaving him to deal with her.
-
He closes the door just as you finish making dinner. "You are evil."
You stick your bottom lip out, "I don't think so, I made dinner. I'm going to be feeding you, I'd consider that to be something nice."
"You left me to deal with that- that woman alone."
"I left you with Bails, you were fine."
"I was not fine. I was far from fine."
You click your tongue, "stop exaggerating."
"I'm not and you know it."
"Okay," you groan. "I'm sorry. I left you with Bailey and that wasn't nice."
"It wasn't." He wraps his arms around your waist, resting his head on your chest.
"I said sorry, don't be like this."
"I think I'm going to need a little more in order to forgive you."
You lean into him as you settle into his arms.
The monitor goes off and you're brought back to the reality of you being in the arms of your ex.
You push yourself out of his grasp and walk towards her room. "Hey, pumpkin."
She holds her arms out for you.
You pick her up, "how's my little baby?"
She babbles a response. "Dada?"
"He's still here, checking on dinner. Your favorite."
"Maccheese!"
You chuckle, "yeah."
"There's my favorite girl," he smiles at the happy little girl.
You observe the way they interact with a heavy heart, knowing you can't continue doing this with him.
-
"What happened?" Christina asks, practicing new sutures on a banana.
"Nothing happened-"
"You're not sleeping with McSteamy, something happened."
"I just- I realized we need to not fall back into old habits."
"Do you still love him?"
You hesitate to answer.
"I'll take that as a yes."
"Of course, of course I still love him, but I can't be in love with him-"
"Because he was an adulterous whore?"
"Yeah."
"Have you seen him with anyone else?"
"I didn't need to see anything if all the girls talked about him?"
"Did you ever think maybe they lied? Maybe they're jealous of the fact that you have a hot guy fawning over you and only you. What else would they do other than gossip?"
"How am I supposed to believe that?"
"Have you ever talked to him?"
"I'm scared."
"So is he."
"I don't want to get hurt again."
"He wouldn’t want to lose you again."
"Christina?"
"Yeah?"
"You're wise beyond your years."
-
You run to him, pulling him into the break room.
He attempts to get up. "Shut up and let me talk."
You take a deep breath, "I want to be with you, like we were before but we're not those people anymore. And- and I want you to be in Kara's life so you can watch her grow up but this," you gesture between the two of you.
"This can only work if we're honest and you don't leave me for a quick lay or else, I will put you in an OR and change things about you. I will not put myself or Kara on the line if you're not going to give us your all."
He nods, taking in everything you've said. He pushes himself off the couch and walks towards you and pulls you in for a hug. "I'm never letting you go," he mumbles into your hair. "Living without you was the worst time of my life."
Mark pulls away, cupping your cheek, staring into your eyes. "If you let me into your lives, I promise not to mess it up because you two are too important to me and I don't know if I'd be able to live without you."
You sniffle, chuckling at his dorky smile. "Then don't be an idiot and kiss me."
-
"Finally," Christina turns around, pointing to everyone. "You all owe me money."
"Us."
"You owe Mer and I money."
Derek makes his way towards them. "What are we looking at?" He smiles, "good, it's about time he got his act together."
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aforementioned giant list of mountain goats songs for taz
sadly some characters i couldn’t find a song i thought fit for (i.e. angus) that doesn’t mean i don’t like them!!
Magnus- Against Pollution, Spent Gladiator 2, Training Montage, Billy the Kid’s Dream of Magic Shoes
Merle- Hebrews 11:40, Harlem Roulette, January 31 438, Noche Del Guajalote
Taako- Up the Wolves, Get Lonely, Get Famous
Barry- Blues in Dallas, Love Love Love
Johann- Your Belgian Things, Harlem Roulette
Lucretia- Old College Try, Heel Turn 2, Game Shows Touch Our Lives
Davenport- Idylls of the King, Maybe Sprout Wings
Hurley- Magpie, Love Love Love
Sloane- Dilaudid
Lucas- In Memory of Satan
Lup- Going Invisible 2
Taakitz- The Age of Kings, The Coroner’s Gambit
Blupjeans- Bluejays and Cardinals
Carey and Killian- Animal Mask, 1 Corinthians 13: 8-10
IPRE- High Hawk Season, Corsican Mastiff Stride, When A Powerful Animal Comes
Aubrey- There Will Be No Divorce, Dinu Lipatti’s Bones, Amy aka Spent Gladiator 1, Shadow Song, Song For An Old Friend
Duck- Midland, New Monster Avenue, In the Hidden Places, As Many Candles As Possible
Ned- Cotton, Wild Sage, Estate Sale Sign, Prowl Great Cain, The Mess Inside, Bleed Out, Going to Hungary
The Pine Guard- Fire Editorial
Pigeon- Jeff Davis County Blues
Mama- Midland, Bones Don’t Rust
Barclay- Color in Your Cheeks, If You See Light, Harbor Me
Minerva- The Young Thousands, Luna, Mobile, Clean Slate
Dani- Blueberry Frost
Keith- Alpha Rats Nest
Hollis- Alpha Rats Nest, Amy aka Spent Gladiator 1, Guys on Every Corner
Boyd- The House that Dripped Blood
Indrid- Alabama Nova
Thacker- Elijah, How to Embrace A Swamp Creature
Amber- The Recognition Scene, International Small Arms Traffic Blues, Oceanographer’s Choice, 1 John 4:16, Bones Don’t Rust, The Young Thousands, Family Happiness, Game Shows Touch Our Lives, Genesis 3:23
Devo- Cotton, Up the Wolves, Get Lonely, New Zion, Outer Scorpion Squadron, Hopeful Assassins of Zeno, Never Quite Free, Cry for Judas, Mark on You, Autoclave, Genesis 3:23
Zoox- Song for Lonely Giants, Incandescent Ruins, Autoclave
Oksana/Kodira- The Recognition Scene, Oceanographer’s Choice, Luna, Genesis 3:23
Orlean- Trick Mirror, New Zion, In Memory of Satan
The Curator- Deuteronomy 2:10
The Shoreside Community- Letter from Belgium, Going to Lebanon 2
The Coriolis Crew- Steal Smoked Fish
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Hot Buns
A random snippet into the lives of Annalise & Mark Sloan. Technically a part 2.5? Let me know what you think & thank you for reading 🤗
Pairing: Mark Sloan x Fem!Reader
Warnings: allusions to smut but no actual smut, sickeningly sweet fluff
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To anyone who didn’t know Mark Sloan or Annalise Grey-Sloan, life at Seattle Grace was the same as it had been for the past few months. The ex-couple decided to give their relationship a try once more, with Annalise having gone so far as forgiving Mark and allowing him to take her out on a few dates.
No one picked up on the innocent flirting between the two; the looks and giggles shared, the secret touches whenever they stood in the same vicinity. No one had ANY idea of their little rendezvous in the on call rooms. Or at least, that’s what Mark and Annalise thought.
“So are they going to eye fuck each other the entire time or are we going to actually learn something today?” Alex Karev grunted, standing off to the side as Mark and Annalise “discussed” the case they were working on together. Cristina and Meredith rolled their eyes at him.
“Well I for one think it’s great that they’re speaking again. Little Jolie deserves to have both of her parents happy,” Meredith shrugged, smiling to herself at the sound of her sister’s giggle at whatever the “plastics God” said to her.
“I agree with Mer. A less angry Annalise means more surgeries for me to scrub in on. So if McSteamy wants to McGet-It-On with her, I’m all for it. I’ll even buy her condoms if she wants,” Cristina said cheerfully, not noticing the power couple creeping up behind her. Annalise cleared her throat.
“Well thank you for that, Dr Yang. I’ll keep that in mind. Are we good to start rounds or would you prefer I gave you details on which condoms I prefer for your future reference?” The brunette asked, an eyebrow raised playfully at Cristina and her sister. Annalise didn’t care about what was said about her when it came from friends, and she loved to torment interns as much as she could. Cristina had enough sense to blush and look away while Alex snickered before Mark called out to him.
“Oi, Karev! Let’s get a move on, these patients won’t heal themselves!” He barked, making his way down the hall but not before winking at Annalise.
Anna smiled, and rolled her eyes playfully at the intern who immediately followed after Mark. Her smile lingered a little too long on his retreating form, and when she turned back to Meredith and Christina, she couldn’t escape their teasing smirks.
“Wipe those grins off your faces,” Annalise scoffed, walking around them and doing her best to ignore the heat trying to creep up her face.
“Well you two look close,” Meredith teased, her signature smile on her face. Christina snorted in agreement.
“Close is an understatement. Sloan’s one step away from sticking his tongue down her throat with every passing longing glance,” she said dramatically as they stopped outside the patient’s room. Anna genuinely laughed at that, resulting in the patient, Mark and Alex to look over at the three doctors who stood by the door.
“Sorry Mrs Sheffield, I’m Doctor Grey-Sloan. These are my interns, Doctor Grey and Doctor Yang. I’ll be assisting Doctor Sloan with your procedure. I’ll be in charge of making sure your heart doesn’t give out while Doctor Sloan works on the external repairs on your abdomen while removing that superficial tumor and patching you up as good as new. I promise you, you’re in great hands,” Annalise reassured the patient gently, reaching over and giving her hand a squeeze. The older woman smiled back kindly and looked between Annalise and Mark, the latter already standing off to the side and prepping a game plan with Karev.
“You said your name was Grey-Sloan? Any relation to the stud?” Mrs Sheffield nodded towards Mark unabashedly, her voice hushed. Anna’s smile widened.
“Mhmm, he’s my husband.”
“Oh you’re one lucky girl. If I were 30 years younger I’d be climbing him like a tree. Do you see the buns on him? Oh the way I’d like to give’em a quick squeeze,” Mrs Sheffield went on, her voice not as hushed as she thought. Annalise chucked and noticed the tips of Mark’s ears slowly turning a light shade of red.
“Alright Mrs Sheffield, let’s keep that heart rate down,” Annalise teased. “We’ll be back later to get you prepped for surgery. In the meantime, Grey, please make sure we have an OR booked and Yang, please get Mrs Sheffield ready with the pre-surgical team. Karev, please follow up with pathology one final time about Mrs Sheffield’s most recent blood tests so we can confirm we’re good to start on time. ”
Christina, Meredith and Alex nodded and stepped out of the room to get started on their tasks immediately. Before Anna could make it out the door however, she heard Mark yelp. She turned around and found Mark rubbing his backside as he scurried out of the room, Mrs Sheffield winking at her and smirking to herself while rubbing her hands together. “I’ve still got it!” She cheered, and Mark pulled a tittering Annalise out the door with him.
“That was not funny, I feel violated and objectified,” Mark whined, his grip gentle on Annalise’s elbow, pulling her with him down the hall and around the corner. Anna’s chuckles broke into a full on belly laugh at Mark’s flushed face. They stopped walking, and Anna used the wall behind her as support while she laughed.
“You should have seen your face!” She giggled. Mark, who was thoroughly embarrassed, found his gaze softening at the sight of his wife laughing wholeheartedly. And yes while it was at his expense, he wouldn’t change it for anything in the world. He rolled his eyes, playfully annoyed, a smile playing on his lips as her own giggles were infectious.
“Are you done?” He asked, crossing his arms as he looked down at her.
Anna did her best to stop laughing, biting her lip and looking up at Mark with a somewhat innocent expression. Mark felt his heart flutter at the sight of her.
“I’m good, I’m good. God it’s been so long since I laughed like that,” she sighed, smiling brightly. Mark smiled back and shook his head.
“Yeah, and it took me being assaulted by an elderly woman squeezing my ass for you to laugh that hard. You’re welcome,” Mark sassed. Annalise quirked an eyebrow teasingly at him.
“You weren’t complaining when I was the one squeezing your ass in the on call room earlier…” she said, lowering her voice as she looked up at him coyly, daring him to play along.
Mark’s eyebrows shot up in surprise before he immediately collected himself and reacted accordingly, smirking while bringing his right arm up and above Anna, bracing it on the wall behind her. His other arm reached towards her, his hand engulfing her waist as he stepped closer to her, caging her between the wall and himself. What Mark didn’t do, however, was check to see if the coast was clear before speaking; his voice taking on a more deep and gravelly tone.
“Well, I am a gentleman. Who am I to deny my woman from grabbing my ass when she’s down on her knees for me with her mouth wrapped around my—“
“AH-DONT YOU FINISH THAT SENTENCE MARK SLOAN,” an incredulous voice spoke up and both doctors jumped apart at the sound of Miranda Bailey.
“This is a god damn hospital, not a whore house, keep that kind of talk OUT of the halls! What is wrong with people today, talking nasty while I’m trying to my damn job,” Miranda muttered to herself as she continued her way down the hall, glaring at the couple.
Mark and Annalise took one look at each other and cracked up at the hilarity of it all.
“I can see why the interns call her the Nazi,” he muttered, crossing his arms over his chest again. Annalise nodded and continued to watch Doctor Bailey make her way down the hall, before she turned back to glare at them once more before she turned the corner.
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