#me when spemily

[lingeringscars]

The fact that spencer is so emotionally vulnerable is honestly such an extreme strength. Her family and Toby talk over her, tell her what she should feel, how she should feel, and what she needs to do with those feelings. Ezra tells her how she needs to craft herself. A frequently shapes perspectives to make it so spencer doesn't know what her own thoughts or actions are. But she still is able to stand up and say no this is what I feel this is what is happening. Her friends call her scary and it hurts because she doesn't see herself as scary. Spencer has an extremely shaky sense of self because of everything she went through, but she doesn't hide from her feelings.

#i just. shes so important to me. #how afraid she is that she's gone cold after everything but shes the warmest person out there #always telling the ones she loves that she loves them #all passion. how when she fights its still because of love #on the spemily cant stop fighting season and the spencer loves emily more than anything season #so more to come on that specifically #but the way she strives to be herself even when the world and people close to her try to tell her who she is #shes sooooooooooo important to me #muse: spencer hastings #meta: spencer hastings

[bluesadansey]

for the ship ask game:

elena gilbert and bonnie bennett from tvd

& spencer hastings and aria montgomery from pll!

Elena

My NOTP for them: Delena

• My BROTP for them: Jenna I love their dynamic in the first two seasons, Barolena, Tyler the few times they interact

• My OTP for them: Elena/Rebekah <333

• My second choice pairing for them: probably Elena/Elijah although I ship them way less than Beklena

• My fluffy pairing for them: pre series / s1 Bonlena probably

• My angsty pairing for them: idk… I could see angst hurt/comfort scenario potential for Bonlena or Carolena

• My favorite poly ship for them: I could say Barolena again or alternately even though I’m not emotionally invested in SE (I find them more interesting than DE especially on rewatch but have as many issues w it) Elena/Rebekah/Stefan is interesting especially where I am in my rewatch rn

• My weirdest pairing for them: idk, my otp for her being Beklena is out of the norm for sure so. Maybe kelena which I both do and don’t ship romantically, it’s my favorite Elena dynamic but probably my 5th favorite Elena “ship” if that makes sense so… idk maybe that.

My intrigued-by pairing for them: Carolena insert my response when you asked me how I feel about them, also Elejah although considering all Elijah’s dynamics got less interesting to me as I saw more of them it’s probably good there was little follow up.

Bonnie

My NOTP for them: it’s less about the ship itself and more how the ship is used in the narrative I resent but Bonnie/Jeremy

• My BROTP for them: Barolena, Sheila in s1 + any afterlife cameo or time it was given relevancy after. Also like the only times I even sort of liked Matt were some of their one on one scenes like in The Reckoning..

• My OTP for them: Bamon sometimes to my chagrin but is what it is

• My second choice pairing for them: Bonora

• My fluffy pairing for them: Baroline

• My angsty pairing for them: Bamon and Bonkai

• My favorite poly ship for them: Bamenzo was something serious I have to say

• My weirdest pairing for them: not really weird but I do like Bonnie/Kai which ik is controversial (although I side eye when fans suddenly have morals about that ship and Only that ship in the verse..)

My intrigued-by pairing for them: Kennett and Klonnie

Spencer

My NOTP for them: Wren, Toby anytime after s1

• My BROTP for them: the liars although I also ship her with them all romantically, Jason, Melissa

• My OTP for them: I have multiple but Spemily is my favorite

• My second choice pairing for them:going to say Spona and Sparia tie love them both for different reasons, and they’re also Otp’s I just go harder for Spemily because not enough people care like I do..

• My fluffy pairing for them: pre time jump Spanna

• My angsty pairing for them: Sparia actually specifically s4 and S7 Sparia, also post jump Spanna

• My favorite poly ship for them: Spencer/Emily/Alison is great but I also love Spencer/Mona/Hanna and basically any poly ship between the girls..

• My weirdest pairing for them: idk I like Spencer/Caleb a little more than most people I think? I definitely like it better than any other m/f ship for her although it’s far from a fav

My intrigued-by pairing for them: Caleb/Spencer/Hanna maybe?

Aria

My NOTP for them: Ezria ofc

• My BROTP for them: The Liars,Mike

• My OTP for them: Sparia

• My second choice pairing for them: Arison

• My fluffy pairing for them: Emaria show or book, book Naria

• My angsty pairing for them: Sparia and Arison can both work

• My favorite poly ship for them: hmm my first thought was the book Aria/Courtney/Emily dynamic actually, also Emily/Aria/Noel. Show wise thinking… actually think Aria-Spencer-Mona would be really interesting

• My weirdest pairing for them: I ship Arison Monaria and which are def out of the norm ships… also Aria/Jenna even more so

My intrigued-by pairing for them: Aria/Jenna

#s speaks #asks #tvd #pll #elena gilbert #bonnie bennett #spencer hastings #aria montgomery #ty! #sergeantpixie #mutuals

[vole-mon-amour]

7x04.

I love him. (Also, the only one fan he probably banged was Aaron. You can't change my mind.)

I love the entire interaction. David doing his job perfectly, his professionalism and the ability to find common ground with many people, kids and teens included (Joe's acting <3). Aaron coming in the middle of the conversation to watch Dave—not because he needs to be watched, but because Aaron wants so. There's probably some observation of the kid's behavior, too, but I'm sure Aaron just enjoys watching David—at work or not, doesn't matter.

Despite everything, Aaron is still being so understanding. That's how Aaron is.

Emily is saying this but the subtitles are on Morgan. Ok. #Noted And yes, I'm thinking about Spemily/Moreid.

I rewatched this moment at least five times. The irony of the writing about the UnSub being a loner, having boiling rage, and then Spencer snapping with his voice way higher, lol. Both the writers and Matthew knew what they were doing. I still don't get the "your mother is" or "i fucked your mother" type of 'jokes', but still. Seeing Spencer snapping and then realizing that it was Derek who pulled this prank on him? Precious.

I know it's silly of me to notice this only now (or, you know, actually comprehend the thought and write it down), but I like how Aaron is okay with being wrong. I like how he's ok with not knowing everything & asking his colleagues and friends questions. I'm thinking about that time he and Spencer got stuck with a serial killer in prison that wanted to kill them & Aaron only tried to escalate the situation while Spencer talked the killer down & saved their asses. How Aaron then realized how wrong he was and apologized to Spencer immediately after. Many people in his shoes wouldn't be able/wouldn't want to do that, but Aaron is so non-toxic. Self-aware, even. That's great.

And speaking of the prank that Derek pulled on Spencer: I'm thinking about 7x02 when Aaron went, "if we were to have a dinner at one of our founder's house... No, that's not an order, just a tempered suggestion..." and how he was absolutely beaming while David went, "No! Not you, too!" Maybe that's why I see Moreid in Hossi & Hossi in Moreid. The difference is, Aaron and Dave do it openly. There's no childish "Yeah, I did that, but I'm gonna pretend that I didn't while watching you very closely." If the one watches the other, they are both very well aware of that.

While these two? C'mon. What are those glances (not to mention Derek biting his lower lip lol)? Spencer slowly realizing & being O_O (then actually going, you son of a bitch! with the look in his eyes) while Derek eyeing him constantly. Just resolve your damn tension. Get a room and make out or something, idk. The last look is just... so gay & unappropriated, Derek. Go kiss him in the bathroom or wherever.

Very mean of Derek to do that, but David just silently enjoying the show? Yeah, you're a meanie too, Dad.

#david rossi #hossi #cm #aaron hotchner #moreid #natiswatching #spencer reid

[sansalicents]

Oh and for the other ask game

Community for the fandom

Pezberry for the ship

Rachel Barbra Berry and Emily Fields for the character 💕

ohh thanks 💕

community

favorite character: annie edison my beloved 💜

least favorite character: honestly idk 🤔

5 favorite ships: jeffbritta is fav, but overall i'm not really into community ships tbh. i mostly prefer the friendships. but i do love trobed and i thought abed and brie larson's character were adorable together. i'm torn on jeffannie tho.

character i find most attractive: annie!! alison brie is so gorgeous

character i would marry: i'd say annie but that wouldn't end well lol. probably troy <3

character i would be best friends with: trobedison my beloveds

a random thought: i love jeff and shirley's friendship so much

an unpopular opinion: jeff and abed are my fav duo. it started with them and ended with them and i love how their friendship progresses so much throughout the show. and the double hug never fails to make me cry!

my canon otp: jeffbritta 💕

my non canon otp: trobed

most epic villain: chang in season 3 is so iconic

character i feel the writers screwed up: post-season 1 pierce tbh

favorite friendship: the greendale seven in general or jeff and abed

character i most identify with: annie

pezberry

when i started shipping them: i remember reading a few pezberry fics back in the day but i think they became my fav in 2021

my thoughts: absolutely obsessed with them

what makes me happy about them: their chemistry, their duets, the top tier enemies to friends to lovers, late season 4 and early season 5 and post-feud pezberry <3

what makes me sad about them: the feud and the fact that season 6 just totally ignored them

things done in fanfic that annoys me: tbh it's been awhile since i read glee fics so idk

things i look for in fanfic: season 4 or 5 canon divergence lol

who i'd be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: i love st berry endgame so that was great. i'm not really into brittana tho so idk for santana

my happily ever after for them: married and successful together ❤️

rachel berry

how i feel about this character: she's my everything ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

all the people i ship romantically with this character: too many lol - santana, jesse, quinn, puck, mercedes, mike, tina

my favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: hummelberry and kurtcheltana 🫶🏻

my unpopular opinion about this character: i kinda love her pop covers. she puts her own ✨dramatic spin✨ on them, it's fun

one thing i wish had happened with this character: bisexual rachel berry, we were robbed

favorite friendship: kurtcheltana 🫶🏻

my crossover ship: honestly idk lol

emily fields

how i feel about this character: my girl ❤️❤️ i love her

all the people i ship romantically with this character: spencer, maya, samara (that was her name right? lol), alison, paige

my favorite non-romantic relationship for this character: i also ship them but spencer 🫶🏻 i love their friendship sm. also emily and toby!!

my unpopular opinion about this character: shay is a great actress. she just doesn't get to show off her abilities as much as others do. she's subtle and is the perfect actress for emily. also emily isn't boring 😤

one thing i wish had happened with this character in canon: more emaya 😔

favorite friendship: the liars in general, spemily or emily & toby

my crossover ship: idk lol

#asks #inlovewith-icecream

[hopefulobjectmiracle]

pretty little liars and harry potter? :)

PLL:

favorite male character:

tbh I don't love most of the male characters on PLL so I'm just going to say wayne fields bc he was a king (RIP)

favorite female character:

spencer hastings my absolute beloved <3

least favorite character:

ezra fitz 🥴

prettiest character:

all of them are gorgeous but emily's beauty is on another level.

ashley is kind of a milf too

funniest character:

it's a tie between spencer and hanna, though both of them were at their funniest when they played off of each other.

favorite season:

probably s3, specifically 3b for spencer's arc.

favorite episode:

there are a lot of great ones but 2x13, 3x12, 4x24, and 5x12 are as close to perfection as this show got.

favorite romantic ship:

SARA HARVEY X HER SHOWER 🤪

in all seriousness I dislike almost of the canon ships on PLL, so I'm going to say emison just bc I stanned them so hard as a teenager and I still have a soft spot for them all these years later 😅

favorite family ship:

hanna and ashley. their relationship means the absolute world to me.

also, melissa was shady as fuck but I always found her dynamic with spencer fascinating. we deserved so much more of them!!

favorite friendship:

honestly I can't choose between spanna, spemily, and hannily. those three girls have fantastic duo dynamics between them and each one of them has a special place in my heart, so I'm just going to say that my fav friendship is the three of them as a group.

worst ship:

naturally, ezria...marlene king deserves jail for tricking an entire generation into believing that ezria's relationship was romantic rather than disgusting and predatory lmao.

harry potter:

favorite male character:

it's honestly harry. despite what everyone says, i think he was a fantastic and well-written protagonist.

favorite female character:

hermione or mcgonagall. i also really like fleur!!

least favorite character:

draco malfoy tbh, i never got the hype 🤷🏻‍♀️

prettiest character:

probably hermione :)

funniest character:

fred and george ofc 😌 but ron had some hilarious lines too!!

favorite season book:

the prisoner of azkaban for sure!!

favorite episode:

N/A

favorite romantic ship:

again I don't vibe with any of the canon ships but I absolutely adore wolfstar (remus x sirius) in fanon :)

favorite family ship:

I love how the weasleys became a second family to harry <3

favorite friendship:

gonna be basic and go with the golden trio.

worst ship:

I dislike remus x tonks for so many reasons....(none of which have to do with my love for wolfstar btw)

also, voldemort x bellatrix is Cursed (literally), so thank god it's not canon, it's only from that one weirdly popular fanfic that somehow got a play made out of it 👀

#another old ask that i never answered.... #i just remembered how much i love talking about hp :( #i wish liking the series wasn't seen as some kind of evil on tumblr.... #bc i believe in separating the art from the artist so fuck JKR but the series will always mean so much to me #evelyn answers stuff

[reidselle]

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#me when spemily #spemily #criminal minds #cm #cbs criminal minds #spencer reid #dr. spencer reid #doctor spencer reid #ajs creations #criminal minds edit #criminal minds edits #spencer reid fanfiction #spencer reid fanfic #spencer reid edit #spencer reid edits #emily prentiss #emily prentiss edit #emily prentiss edits #emily prentiss fanfiction #emily prentiss fanfic #criminal minds fluff #criminal minds oneshot #criminal minds fanfic #criminal minds angst #criminal minds fanfiction #spemily edit #platonic soulmates

[ellcsgreenaway]

emily and luke give off teenage older sister younger brother vibes and i’m so here for it

#spemily is like older sister young brother too #but her and luke is like when both siblings are teenagers if that makes sense #it makes sense to me hopefully i explained it well enough .. #my loves #amelia watching cm

[satchels-and-socks]

The scariest nightmare

Paring: Platonic Spemily

Warnings: nightmares,fear,fluff, mentions of death, mention of past cases, and language nothing really.

Summary: Spencer has a nightmare that really shakes him to the core. Hearing Emily's voice is the only thing that can soothe him.

Bettaed: by @horreid

Word count: 1,1 36

It was three thirty in the morning Spencer woke up dripping with sweat. He had a nightmare which wasn't unusual for him but this one really had him in a panic.

It wasn't about death he can handle that usually. This was something different. Something that shook him to the core and he had to make a phone call just to hear someone's voice.

Emily was asleep when her phone started to ring. She rolled over, stretching, and yawning and thought about ignoring it when she saw that it was Spencer's number.

She took a very deep breath before answering the phone. She was really worried about what might be wrong with him.

"Reid? Are you ok? What's going on? It's three thirty in the morning." Emily was trying her best to have a calm voice but with everything that has happened to Spencer within the past couple of years she worried.

Spencer was dead silent for a moment just listening to Emily's voice. Emily was really there; she didn't leave. She was really still there and that meant she was really still his boss, his sister, and really his best friend.

"Spencer, are you still there? I'm beginning to worry about you."Emily's voice was soft and caring with a hint of concern behind it.

"Yeah I'm still here Emily. Sorry, I just had a really bad nightmare that just got to me. I guess I just really needed to hear your voice. Sorry for waking you up."Spencer's voice sounded small and vulnerable.

Spencer yawned and was rubbing his eyes while he was talking on the phone with Emily.

"Spencer, please stop apologizing, ok? Sometimes talking about the nightmare helps. Would you like to talk about it?" Emily got up still holding her cell phone up to her ear. She proceeded to walk into the kitchen to start a pot of coffee. She wasn't about to leave Spencer alone; she could tell that he really needed someone.

"It's kind of stupid really. But, it scared me more than any other dream that I ever had. It even scared me more than the dreams about death."Spencer admitted sheepishly you could practically hear the blush in his voice.

"Spencer if it scared you enough to call me just to hear my voice it's not stupid. You know you can tell me anything right? I'm always here for you. I always was, I always will be." Emily's heart sunk a little hearing that Spencer thought his fear was stupid and that he couldn't talk to her about it.

"I had a dream about coming to work. It started out like every normal day. I said hello to JJ, I chatted with Luke a little, said hi to Matt, and I headed over to your office to say hello to you. But, when I opened the door everything was gone from your office. Laying on your desk was your gun, credentials, and a twenty page note."Spencer was crying a little he couldn't help it his mind flashed back to the two times Emily actually left him and the two times she almost left.

"Hey, I'm here and I'm not planning on going anywhere. I especially wouldn't leave you like that. I'm not like your father and I'm not like Gedion. I would not leave you like that. I would tell you I would talk to you. Even if I did leave you know I would still talk to you but, I'm not planning on leaving you again." Emily felt a few tears trickle down her face. Her heart really went out to Spencer.

"My father didn't really bother me that much. I mean he was never really around. Gideon was a father figure to me. He was the first to say he was proud of me and he's the one who suggested that I be called Dr Reid so I would be respected. When I found that note at the cabin my world ended. I mean Alex pretty much left the same way and she became one of my best friends. She was the one I confided in when you weren't here. She and David helped me through a rough time when Maeve died. Then after I was shot in the neck saving her, she helped me by keeping me conscious. Then she took me home and she ended up leaving her credentials and her gun in my to go bag." Spencer could feel the flood gates open. This was really the first time in a long time he let himself go.

"Spencer I'm so sorry, listen to me, I'm never leaving you again, I promise. It's okay to cry to let it all out. I need you to breathe for me though ok? Deep breaths in your nose and out your mouth. Spencer, would you like me to come over?"Emily was already digging for her keys.

Spencer didn't answer for a few moments because he was breathing deeply and trying to calm himself down. He was listening to Emily taking deep breaths in his nose and out of his mouth.

"I mean if I let it out I don't know if I'd ever be able to stop crying. I've held it in for so long. I think seeing your face would help but, it's late I'm sure you wouldn't want to come all that way just see me." Spencer whispered softly.

"Spence, I'm already on my way. Besides, we don't live that far away from each other. Hey, listen to me it's okay to let it out, it's okay to cry. Like A wise man once said it's okay to lose it once in a while, it only shows that you are human." Emily whispered softly into the phone she could hear Spencer's breathing even out which made her smile.

"Hotch, always did have a knack with words and he's usually right. Emily, thank you for always being here for me. You're like a sister to me and I love you." Spencer could feel a stinging and burning sensation as tears started to roll down his face.

Although he was crying a smile formed on Spencer's face. For the first time in a long time he felt loved and accepted for who he was.

"I love you too Spence."Emily whispered and she hung up the phone. She started her vehicle and started to drive towards Spencer's apartment.

It didn't take long for her to get there. They spent most of the night talking and watching Doctor who. They both fell asleep snuggled up together on his couch.

Spencer learned a very valuable lesson that night. That it was in fact okay to let it all out once in awhile and cry. That there was no shame in showing emotions.

The End...

#criminal minds fandom #criminal minds #criminal minds family #criminal minds cbs #emily prentiss #dr spencer reid #spemily #platonic #nightmare #criminal minds fanfiction

[once-upon-a-spemily]

Attention Spemily Fans! 

I’ve done some detective work.

I’ve watched this scene:

(the whole thing) frame by frame many a times and discovered....

*drumroll*

that Spencer doesn’t hit the button with Emily. (as far as I can tell she hits Aria’s)

I’m just so happy that it’s confirmed that Spencer can never/has never hurt Emily? Because that would be a huge breach of her character tbh. 

Anyway Spencer Hastings loves Emily Fields (platonically, romantically however you wanna read it, but c’mon, the one with kisses is awesome), and is literally incapable of hurting her.

Just thought it needed to be remembered.

#this was a Very Important Post #spemily #spencer hastings #emily fields #pll #the dollhouse #hey remember when the dollhouse was a compelling plotline? me too #meta

[gold-onthe-inside]

Hey there

Favourite criminal minds episodes from any season?

oh god this is hard to choose. i did just go on a whole rant about doubt (because it really is a good episode) but i have favourites for different reasons. only doing seasons 1-7 because there are so many ugh

season 1: the ones that stood out for me the most was 'derailed' and 'the fisher king' (somebody's watching was just a painful episode, i'm sorry lila/reid shippers)

season 2: ngl, s2 was pretty good. my absolute favourite this season was 'lessons learned' is an AMAZING episode mostly because it highlights the brutality that happens in Guantanomo Bay and the way the system treats threats to national security. i'm sorry but no-one should be treated that way, not even a terrorist (which could totally be another post).

highlights include:

'the boogeyman' is actually one of my favorite episodes purely because the first time i watched it, i predicted the ending and it made me feel so big brain.

'north mammon' is also a really good episode purely because it tried to add some backstory to JJ. (if only they had kept up that momentum 😔)

obviously 'profiler, profiled' makes an appearance because OMG SHEMAR'S ACTING please i wanted to cry.

also mentioning 'the big game' + 'revelations' - i know it's a horrible representation of DID but i can't help it. it's an amazing episode.

'jones' was pretty good too, purely because willifer and also the concept of the abused becoming the abuser and how that doesn't invalidate the trauma they went through

season 3: obviously as explained in my previous post, 'doubt'. that episode almost made me forget this show is copaganda. in close second comes 'scared to death' even if it does kinda villainise a therapist. but still.

notable mentions:

'about face' gets a mention because it was rossi's first appearance and also imo emphasises how criminal profiling is not a science how had rossi been wrong, a woman could have died.

'in heat' is a beautiful episode because it shows how much pain LGBT+ people feel (speaking as a closeted bisexual) when they come out of the closet and then get beaten back inside. also gives us willifer and derek being pancoded

'the crossing' fucking devastated me. the whole battered wife plotline, why wasn't the whole plot based on that? i wasn't even paying attention to the other plot. the whole scene at the end, her killing her husband and then cleaning it up. when i tell you i screamed!!

THE FINALE!! OMG!! 'lo-fi' and 'mayhem' EXCUSE ME? MY GOD GIVEN SOLACE?!

season 4: the whole damn season, are you KIDDING me? who told them to go so hard? 'minimal loss' is by far my favourite (platonic spemily!!), even more than 'amplification' (moreid!!). overall their best season FIGHT ME!

i should add that i HATED the pigs finale. i refuse to name it. that tragedy, jesus! i don't even know what message they were trying to send us there, what, be afraid of intellectually disabled people? i'm sorry but what the FUCK? by far the most ableist episode i've ever watched (second most is coda but we'll get there)

season 5: '100' made me bawl. like a baby. i hate that episode. 'mosley lane' was incredible, thank you MGG my lord and saviour. 'the uncanny valley' also made me cry, potentially harder than 100. just the sheer 180 spencer reid gave from treating that poor girl's father to the way he treated her, i'm sorry it just, hits me so hard. and what morcia stan could forget 'exit wounds'?

season 6: ooh this was a great season. starting off strong with the premiere, 'the longest night', brilliantly written, loved shemar's acting, a wonderful episode, i have never felt less sympathy for an unsub. '25 to life', another wonderful derek-centric episode. derek is, hands down, one of the best profilers on the team and i have and always will trust his judgement. 'today i do' was another one that i didn't completely hate. the psychology behind that episode made sense, it was something i could definitely understand. and obviously, the whole ian doyle arc was amazing. i loved that.

okay, i've talked about 'coda' before. it was a great episode with one, one tiny flaw. i never understood the anti-seavers before today. y'all are fighting for the wrong reason. she is the epitome of ignorant ableism. she accused a child, A TEN YEAR OLD CHILD with autism of homicide. she accused a child of killing his parents. because he had autism. and the defense. the only defense. they could think of was that statistically, that sort of crime had a financial motive. are you kidding me? he was a child. that was raised with love and kindness. are you kidding me? i'm sorry, spencer playing piano with said child barely won me over.

season 7: off the top of my head, 'it takes a village' because reid's outfit and omg it was so brilliantly written. 'dorado falls' was pretty good, the PTSD was fairly accurately written. 'there's no place like home' purely for reid's frankenstein reference and willifer again. 'hope' was wonderfully written, my favourite penelope-centric episode ever. 'true genius' because it resonated with me so hard. the burnt-out gifted kid thing. i get it spence. 'snake eyes' because it was reid-centric and i loved him in that episode. also portrays gambling pretty well. it's often not seen as a serious addiction on tv, probably because it benefits big corporations. 'foundation' because it's a derek-centric episode and literally every derek-centric ep is amazing. and finally, 'hit' + 'run' are amazing episodes because willifer, emily completing her arc and spencer in a doctor who stume. let's just say this season did wonders for spencer's attractiveness.

kay, i'm gonna stop here or i'm never gonna stop. but those are my favourite episodes and why for every season.

#rucha's rambles #asked and answered

[sp3mily]

See, I can’t not think of jemily when I listen to Lost Without You by Freya Ridings. There’s so much love between them but there’s also so many obstacles. I have some specific lyrics below the cut, but I don’t want this to be too long for anyone scrolling past!

“To love someone so much/To have no control”

There really was just so much that they didn’t have control over. I can’t imagine how painful it would be to love someone that worked a job like they do at the BAU. Knowing that every time they go away on a case, there’s a chance that they’ll get hurt and fatally wounded. And despite the fact that they’re so passionately in love, they can’t stop working. They can’t let their relationship impede the job. Saving the people they work to save and bring justice for. And there’s so many other things they don’t have control over too. Doyle, Askari, etc.

“You said, ‘I want to see the world’/And I said, ‘Go’“

When Emily left at the end of season 7, JJ had to let her go. Had to realize that Emily needed to leave. For her own mental health, for her well being. It didn’t matter how much JJ loved her, things weren’t right for Em back in Quantico at the time. She needed to get away. Focus on herself. And that’s just not possible at the BAU. They all had problems at some point where they needed to focus on themselves a bit more and they weren’t able to. For Emily, things just kept piling up and piling up. Didn’t matter how much JJ would’ve wanted Emily to stay, they all knew it was best for her to go. So she had to let her go. Send her off with her blessing, even if that was only in her own mind and heart versus out loud. 

“I've been strong for so long/That I never thought how much I needed you”

Everyone in the BAU has to be strong, they wouldn’t survive there if they weren’t. But Emily and JJ both try so, so hard to just be strong and keep it all inside. They have little moments were you can see all the thoughts and feelings they’ve been holding in just threatening to break through. JJ, whenever she’s really upset, you can see her clench her jaw and just look away. Her eyes go a little bit wider and she’s trying not to cry. Trying not to let the emotions slip through the cracks of the guard she’s so carefully built up over the years. And Emily, she has that little head tilt. When she gets upset, she kind of just tilts her head to the side and you can see her trying to compartmentalize everything. They both try to stay so strong all the time, but with each other they’re a little bit more vulnerable. But those times sometimes come so few and far between that being strong pushes out those memories and they don’t realize how much they rely on each other, need each other. 

“But you were the only/Safe haven that I've known”

Similar to the last one, it goes a bit more in depth of the vulnerability they show each other. They feel safe with each other, they can let their walls down and just admit that everything can be too much at times. And it’s not to say they don’t trust the rest of the people in the BAU and feel safe enough to be vulnerable around them, but it’s different with them. It’s just like that with people sometimes. I know there are people I trust less than other people, but I’m able to talk to them about certain things that I just...can’t with the people I trust more. And that’s okay. It’s just different. 

“And I've been strong for so long/But I never thought how much I love you”

See now this goes along with if they didn’t get together until later, until after they’ve had to let each other go a bit. They have to distance their emotions so much that they don’t even realize how much they’ve loved each other the entire time. How their deep appreciation and admiration for each other wasn’t platonic, wasn’t just as a friend and a reverent coworker. It was love. The whole time, it was just love. 

Alternatively!!! I could definitely see this as a song that’s written from the perspective of Emily. So much she couldn’t control? JJ falling for Will. Along with the rest of the things, Doyle and Askari and all that. Because even though I love Jemily with my whole heart, I’m not a Will hater and I do genuinely believe JJ loved Will. But I digress. “You said, ‘I want to see the world’/And I said, ‘Go’“ is just an interpretation of that scene where Emily is encouraging JJ to go for Will (even though they’re already together). And Emily’s trying to be strong at focus on working so she hadn’t realized how much she loved JJ until she saw her with someone else. Seeing her with someone else hurt so bad, even though she encouraged her. 

God, I just love jemily. And music. And music that reminds me of Jemily. Just you WAIT until I start putting Spemily to music, you are NOT ready!!!!!!!!

#criminal minds #jemily #emily prentiss #jennifer jareau #particle talks #i love them #music

[fortheloveofwonderland]

Maybe Moried or platonic Spemily do you write any of them 🥺

I would happily write either of those! Send me your ideas! I do have a a list of requests but I don’t write them in order so I wouldn’t be able to say when they will get posted but I am happy to add them to my list! ❤️

#scarlet speaks #moreid #spemily

[bluesadansey]

Naming 3 fandoms and 3 numbers but feel free to pick and choose :)

1, 2 and 8 for btvs/ tvdu/ pll

Your favorite non canon ship?

Btvs — I’m predictable and it’s Fuffy with Coffy a close second. If I was answering with like, a rarepair though would go with Willow x Faith because it’s one I love a lot… 

TVDu — Hizzie and Bamon, I generally enjoy a lot of noncanon TVDu ships over the canon ones though. 

Pll - I ship a lot of noncanon femslash for Pll but Vandermarin is my favorite. Spemily is also like, probably my softest spot in terms of liar dynamics. 

Is there a ship you didn’t like at first but ultimately started shipping?

Btvs — hmmm. Idk I don’t really think so? I do think that when I first watched I would have said I disliked Buffy/Angel because of instalove, but nowadays my view on it is more while I gravitate towards other ships for both chars a lot more it’s an interesting good story that’s a big part of my favorite character’s journey even if it’s not the most to my taste as a romance. But nothing I fully 180ed on that’s coming to mind. 

TVDu — the opposite is more common w TVDu ships… when I was rewatching I was enjoying Stelena more than I remembered although my issues with it still stand, and I never disliked Forwood but they also got to my emotions a bit more on rewatch. But again no full 180s come to mind. 

Pll — I sort of ship all combinations of the core six women in Pll but would say Hanna/Alison and Hanna/Aria took the longest for me to warm too as concepts, Halison because of Alison’s treatment of Hanna’s eating disorder (although considering the state of what is canon in Pll I judge myself a little for being skeeved) although it is a fascinating dynamic that plays off some themes I really love… Haria not really for any big reason they were just the dynamic it took me longest to get interested in although I got there rewatching eps. I ship both now although I prefer a lot of other pll pairings still.

Also I did enjoy Spencer/Caleb more than I was expecting too based on what I knew of fan responses to it if that counts. 

Your oldest ship; the one you’ve had for the longest time?

Btvs — I think Buffy/Cordelia was the first thing I ever shipped in the show, since Out of Sight Out of Mind. 

TVDu — hmm this one is harder to pin down. I feel like when I first watched s1 Bonnie/Elena leapt out to me most at first and I do enjoy them but my feelings on the dynamic are complicated because of Bonnie’s treatment … I also remember being interested in late s1 Delena on first watch but losing that interest pretty quickly in s2 so. Let’s say Jeremy/Anna because I’ve always thought they were very cute and underrated. 

Pll — I’ll just say Emaya because I liked their scenes in the pilot. 

thank you for asking 💕

#asks #inanadoutoffocus #btvs #pll #tvd #s speaks #legacies #(also sorry for the autocorrect to 1 for all my notes app (where I write answers) keeps doing that :/)

[meganskane]

I'm still kind of newish when it comes to writing. Would you mind if I tagged you in a few fics?

I mainly do Moried but I've done jelle Morcia and platonic Spemily. (As well as a Hossi please Don't judge me too bad 😂)

HOSSSIIIII?!

i mainly read spencer x reader fics but, you can definitely tag me!! no need to ask! (i need to start branching out on what i read) it might take me a little while to get to it because 1.) my attention span is absolutely ass 2.) i’ve got so many other fics i need to catch up on 💀💀💀

#nati speaks #anon

[sansalicents]

The fandom acts like spencer is some unproblematic queen and don’t get me wrong I like her but this is quite off putting and just makes me start to feel more negative towards her (pll)

i'm a die hard spencer stan (she's my 3rd fav character of all time lol) so i'm totally biased but honestly i feel like people are actually pretty hard on her 🤔 although she definitely doesn't get the hate emily (for whatever reason) or especially aria gets.

the thing with spencer criticism is that it's 99% victim blaming and misogyny instead of her actual flaws being pointed out. when she gets criticized it's mostly for being a "boyfriend stealer" which is straight up disgusting bc it blames her instead of the grown men like ian and wren (and in terms of the spaleb criticism only spencer gets hate for this even though - imo- hanna and caleb were the assholes in this situation).

so i think spencer should get better criticism lol (like for her behavior in the episode where spemily visit a college, she was insufferable there)

tbh i feel the way you do about hanna and it kinda made me dislike her so i totally get the thought process. fandoms can be really off putting when it comes to that.

#asks #pretty little liars #spencer hastings

[unicorn-galactica]

I just. I need to say.

I’m definitely not sorry to anyone who pays attention to my posts about my Pretty Little Liars spam recently.

I got the STRONGEST urge to binge the show the other day (and I just finished season 1 after like a week because life kept getting in the way despite quarantine)

And I’ve seen it before, yeah, but everything is still really confusing to me TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST.

BUT

I NEED to talk about the ships.

So please bear with me if you read this because I’m gonna lose it if I don’t talk about this somewhere LMAO

Pls don’t hurt me.

Keep in mind that I’m going off what I remember from watching it Three (3) years ago and the first season that I’ve rewatched.

Emilaya- !!FUCK¡¡ THEM FOR KILLING MAYA. I LOVED THIS GOTDAMN SHIP WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND I WAS ABSOLUTELY WRECKED WHEN THEY KILLED OFF MAYA. THE SONG STILL MAKES ME SOB EVERYTIME I HEAR IT. LIKE I KNOW IT WAS ALSO PLAYED WHEN “THEY FOUND ALISONS BODY” BUT SHAY’S ACTING AND THE WHOLE PLOT OF THE SCENE JUST RIPPED MY LITTLE GAY HEART OUT OF MY BODY.

Spemily- absolutely LOVE. Cannot get enough of it. and I don’t know why but I really thought I was the only one that shipped Spencer and Emily. But I’m so glad to have discovered that I am, in fact, NOT (which in hindsight I really should’ve seen). But this comes with my own internal conflict about how I think spoby is cute. And how much I loved Emilaya. Like. This might be my favorite ship overall. But it’s most definitely my favorite non cannon ship and by far my favorite friendship on the show.

Haleb- ABSOLUTELY ADORE. I have loved this ship from when it first set sail and I will stand by it even through some of the bullshit that happened (if I’m remembering some things correctly)

Spoby- LOVE IT. I really do. Spencer and Toby are so cute together but some of the stuff did piss me off, obviously. But like. I dunno I just think they’re nice.

Emison- I don’t really know how I feel about this to be honest. Like. I’m v happy that Emily is happy and the babies are cute. And it’s so nice that Emily’s first love came back to her and actually did feel the same is wonderful. But also. Kinda like. Fuck Alison for being such a bitch about Emily being in love with her and playing with her feelings? I love Emily with my entire soul and She must be protected at all costs.

Paily- again one that I don’t really know how to feel about. Like I kinda hate Paige but I also have a strange love for her? How she was so protective of Emily and they were kinda cute together. But I really can’t get over the thing where she was drowning Emily about the anchor spot. I know a lot more happens later with them but idk. I definitely remember being sad about Paige leaving when she did the first time I watched it. But idk I think the SimGM PLL Spoof made her too much of a joke for me lmao (I love you Emily! *runs away*)

Ezria- honestly? Not a fan. Like I’m a big sucker for the Teacher x Student trope (very very sadly and I hate myself for it) but I just. Am not a fan. Like I will admit; mad respect for this ship that was introduced in the first episode being there in the very end. But The whole thing about Ezra stalking them or whatever for that book? No ma’am. Nope 👎🏻

Mona & Mike (idk if they have a ship name)- I don’t really understand this one??? Like at all????

Noel & aria- absolutely not.

Melissa and anyone- I don’t remember what happened to Melissa at all but I definitely don’t like her and Ian because fuck him. And not wren for sure. And I don’t remember anybody else. And I also don’t remember her story line like at all but ??? The last I saw of her she was in the hospital after the wreck with Spencer in the season 1 finale and I just ??? Want her to have someone genuinely nice and that cares for her at this moment in time?

Ella & Byron- oh my god. I do not remember really what becomes of them? I think they get back together again?? But I love Ella! Not a big fan of Byron because he cheated on her, obviously, but also because it’s Chad Lowe and he’s very creepy imo

If I think of anymore I’ll probably add them on a reblog but yeah so there’s that. Lmao

pls don’t hurt me for these ;-; I just needed to put this somewhere.

#pretty little liars #pll #rewatch #ships #emilaya #spemily #haleb #spoby #emison #paily #ezria #emily fields #maya saint-germain #spencer hastings #hannah marin #caleb rivers #toby cavanaugh #alison dilaurentis #paige mccullers