#me: i’m trying not to be dramatic

[inkykeiji]

after chapter 419 all i want to do is finish my flawless!tomura series, purely for my own comfort. i am so, so, so disappointed. like, beyond words disappointed. i can’t even adequately express it—it simply and completely transcends language.

#i’m trying not to be dramatic since the series isn’t over *yet* but #my heart is broken #what an absolutely awful thing to do #what a way to entirely ruin a fucking character #ugh ._. #horikoshi!!!!! i fought for u!!! i defended you!!!!!! #repeatedly asserted how incredible you were at creating characters!!! just to have you do THIS #oh i’m so upset #i’m so so so upset #now all i can hope for is that dabi gets a decent ending #i have completely lost hope that he’s going to get a GOOD ending #the ending his tragic story truly deserved #so please #just give him something mediocre #don’t ruin him too #me: i’m trying not to be dramatic #also me: proceeds to be extremely dramatic #clari chatters #bnha spoilers #bnha manga spoilers

[puppyeared]

I just skimmed through the art part of your blog and holy bajeebus your LMK art is so beautiful and the headcanon ideas you come up with are so good I wanna steal em-

Kinda wanna see like a part 2 of the little angst you did between MK and Macaque a while ago. It's so interesting and I wanna see Macaque's reaction in your art style. (You don't have to of course, it's just a suggestion [idk if i spelled that right])

Thanks for reading and hope you have a good day/night!

Hope this is to your liking ^^

Part one here

#I’m sure there are some character nuances im forgetting but well 🤷🏽 #I want their misunderstanding or whatever they have going on between then come to a head. literally just going ‘wait what’ #for me I think it’s entirely possible that there was an actual fight and maybe tension leading up to that point #cause I feel like macaque is not just bitter about thinking he died to wukong but maybe some stuff that built up to that #maybe the fight was just the breaking point. maybe they’re idiots who don’t talk about it because they think they’re on the same page idk #chipper-smol wrote a cool theory abt them using macaques ‘you’re nothing’ line in s4ep1. from what I understand it could be a direct parall #parallel to when he said that to MK right before MK regained his nerve and hit macaque in the eye.. since flying bark foreshadowed monkey mk #waaaay back in season 1 (where his shadow is his monkey form in the opening) i think that could be deliberate #and they could have gotten billy to voice an entirely different line for that scene. but they reused his line from s3 #in a very specific scene with wukongs narrative foil. hm #that aside I would have liked to hear billy voice the ‘you abandoned me’ line that would have killed me. but that’s just me lol #also looking at this I should have shaded the last frame to make it look more dramatic and serious but I ran out of time :( #if anything I want to see MK try and help them get back together. poor kid tries so hard to understand people so I think it would be cool to #see that happen. that’s what I like about him.. he asked macaque why he was working for LBD instead of accusing him of dooming everyone bc #he wants to and he tried to comfort spider queen by admitting he was scared of LBD too 😭😭 #my art #myart #Lego Monkie kid #lmk #Monkie kid #lmk spoilers #Lego Monkie kid spoilers #lmk macaque #six eared macaque #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk season 4 #Lego Monkie kid s4

[thranduel]

astarion, the man who was dying and offered eternal life, but had no idea that it meant becoming a slave to a sadistic master.

astarion, the man who had his freedom and bodily autonomy ripped away from him.

astarion, the man who was forced to befriend, seduce and sleep with people to lure them back to his master, resulting in severe sexual trauma and the struggle to form any sort of intimate relationship.

astarion, the man who was horribly punished whenever he refused his master’s orders (one punishment being sealed away in a dusty tomb, starving, for an entire year. he scratched his hands raw trying to carve his way out).

astarion, the man who was forced to eat rats.

astarion, the man who hasn’t even been able to see his own face since he turned.

astarion, the man who had his body mutilated as cazador carved scars onto his back, which he later found out was to bind him to a ritual.

astarion, the man who is so severely traumatised that he admitted he doesn’t know how to say “no” or ask for help (and he feels guilty when he does).

astarion, the man who waited two centuries to be helped and freed from torture, but no one came.

astarion, the man who was always treated like a monster when all he wanted was to be treated like a person.

astarion, the man who came up to you in the middle of the night just to thank you for defending him and allowing him to make his own decisions.

astarion, the man who said that no one ever looked out for him or showed him kindness, and that you’re the only one. “other people don’t have a heart like you. you’re you. no one is like that.”

astarion, the man who broke the cycle of power and terror that started centuries ago thanks to the love, care and compassion that you showed him when no one else did.

astarion, the man who confessed that he loves you and feels safe with you; something he has never felt with anyone before.

#my darling boy :( #astarion #baldur’s gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #his backstory and character development make me want to bawl my eyes out #this is why i get so angry when people don’t even try to understand him #and when they reduce him to things he’s not #like do you pay ANY attention to anything he says?? #or do you just stare at him and drool and then continue to sexualise him #sorry if that sounds dramatic but ughhhhhh man #it’s just incredibly annoying #like i don’t know why some people choose to pick up an intense game with really deep characters if they’re not gonna try to understand them #like they weren’t just made for you to treat them like they’re objects #and what gets me is the fact that astarion would HATE how people talk about him #and yes yes i know he’s not real i’m not dumb i am aware!!!!! #but he would absolutely hate it #that flirty sexy vampire image you have of him isn’t even real #it was a mask he wore #he was literally forced into doing those things #even in the game he has a reputation for flirting and sleeping around but that’s not even who he is or what he wants #it’s all an act #and it’s just so sad how everyone reduces him to that when it traumatises him every day #and apparently there’s a scene with raphael where if you haven’t seen astarion’s scars yet -> #raphael basically says he’s surprised astarion has kept his clothes on for this long and then he strips him naked in front of everyone #it’s so horrible and unfair #i just want to hold his hand and hug him tight. he deserves so much better in the game AND in this fandom #tw abuse #tw sa #my posts

[thyhauntedmansion]

“Why am I the only one who remembers?”

…

#this trend is my entire fyp #imagining these two meeting and comforting eachother on their shared circumstance and silent struggles🥲 #Bela: its hopeless.. there’s no point. #Cass: -and you call ME dramatic. #Cass trying to make her feel better despite how heartbroken seeing Bela so impassive makes her- considering HER Bela still has her heart #They could talk about how both their Dani’s are the same- until- #Cass: … you think she knows? Like another version of her? But she’s in our position? #Bela: god I hope not. #I’m sorry😭 #resident lover #resident lover spoilers #bela dimitrescu #cassandra dimitrescu

[dumplingsjinson]

List of angsty dialogue options which pertains to stupid feelings prompts

“You need to get the fuck out of my head and into my arms right now because I can’t keep thinking about you like this while not being able to hold you; it’s driving me up the walls. You’re driving me up the walls, and the worst part is, you’re not doing shit that should make you drive me up the walls in the first place. You exist, and suddenly I can’t act right or think straight. It’s fucked.” 

“I wish I could hate you, but my wishes never come true.” 

“I’m so deftly terrified of falling in love. Because what if I end up with a broken heart? That thought itself is just so scary to me. I want to, but I can’t get over that fear.” “Then how about you let me be that first step you take into falling in love? I can help you get over that fear, if you’d let me.” 

“I never thought myself capable of feeling things like this, but then you come along, throw a middle finger right in my face, flip my world upside down, and have proven me so very wrong on that.” 

“I don’t like feeling whatever the hell this is.” 

“I could be doing the most interesting shit, and somehow the thought of you will pop up in my mind, uncalled for, and then I end up thinking about you for the rest of the day.”

“I can’t tell if I’m lonely, or if I’m in love. Shit’s a little confusing.”

“Denial can only act as a temporary shield for your feelings. You know that, [name].” “Yeah, but that’s not going to stop me from denying. It’s the only thing I can cling onto for my own sanity, so please don’t take that away from me too.” 

“I see your name pop up on my screen and suddenly I have this huge, stupid smile on my face, and that’s the moment I know I’m more than just screwed.”

“Falling in love feels like a unique type of vulnerable, and I don’t— I don’t want to feel that way.” 

“I’m hung over on something that might never come to fruition.” 

“I’m tired of dancing around with you like this. What exactly are we?” 

“Thinking about you makes me feel so, so, so pathetic, because I can’t have you. I hate it. I hate feeling like this. Why are you making me feel like this?” 

“It’s funny, because I’m missing something that was never meant to be in the first place.”

“Wondering if I like you or if I’m just bored is a pretty shitty dilemma to have.” “You know, maybe I can help you sort that dilemma out.” 

“I think I miss what we could have been rather than what we were.”

“I can be with someone so much better than you, but all I can think about is you, even when I’m with that better someone.”

“People say they fall in love like they fall asleep — slowly, then all at once. But the way I fell for you can only be described as that feeling when you’re drifting off to sleep, only to feel like you’re falling, oh-so-suddenly. So suddenly that it ends up startling you awake; heart racing in your chest because it feels like you fell off the precipice of a cliff. It’s quick and sudden, and there’s no slowness to it. It’s a crash and burn type of love that I feel.”

“I still fell even though I knew it wasn’t going to end well. I knew, yet I still ran head-first into it. What is wrong with me?” 

“I didn’t see you through rose-tinted glasses. I saw the flaws, the red flags, the blemishes you couldn’t hide from me, yet I still ignored them because I thought maybe I could somehow make you a better person despite everything. That’s on me.” 

“You’re always on my mind, yet I feel like I’m not on yours — not even for a second.”

“I didn’t sign up to feeling like this.”

“Can you please give me space so I can get over you?” “…But I don’t want you getting over me.” “You don’t want me getting over you but you’ll never feel the same way I feel towards you! That’s so fucking cruel, knowing you have this hold over me, and despite it all, wanting to keep that hold over me.” 

“I have feelings for you that won’t fuck off, and it’s pissing me the hell off.” 

“I don’t mean to you as much as you mean to me, and it’s fine. I’ve accepted that as my reality.” “Based on what evidence do you think you don’t mean as much to me as I mean to you?” 

“Give me one good reason why I shouldn’t let go of something which has proven to be hopeless time and time again.” “…Am I not good enough of a reason to not let go?” 

“I’ve given you so many pieces of me, [name]. And I’m spent. You’ve taken everything I could give — even the most important part of me. I’ve given it all to you. I’m fucking empty, because of you. So please, if this is the last thing I ask of you — don’t ask me for more, because I simply have nothing left to give.” 

“You’re everything I could ask for, but simultaneously, everything I couldn’t have.” 

“I could love you for a lifetime, and it wouldn’t mean anything to you.”

“So I have these… Feelings for you. And they have me all fucked up. They keep me up at night, with the what ifs and maybes; with an excitement I don’t think I’ve ever felt before running through my veins, like a fucking drug. They have me acting like someone I’m so unfamiliar with, to the point where it scares me. All I can think about is you, you, you, because you occupy every single space of my mind. It’s like I’m soaring, but then I think about the inevitable: what if all of this comes crashing down one day? That’s gonna fucking suck, so much. Which is why I didn’t want to feel these things, but you made it so hard not to. And now I can’t stop.” 

#dialogue prompts #random dialogue prompts #otp prompts #angst prompts #prompts #angsty romance prompts #romance prompts #a few of these are my thoughts disguised as prompts but i’ll never say which #what can i say i’m a dramatic bitchass #i’m going through it and now i’m trying to sort my feelings out lol leave me alONEEE #angsty dialogue prompts #angst dialogue prompts #there's like a fragment of my soul in this please be nice lkfnewnf

[gilmores-glorious-blog]

me on a regular basis

#listen. it’s not that i don’t like the lifespan angst. bring on the lifespan angst. #it’s just that i don’t think the lifespan angst means they should break up #it just feels so superficial to me and i think they love each so deeply that they would end a relationship just bc is caleb getting older #*wouldn’t #that being said i like the idea of caleb trying to break up with essek and be all dramatic about it like “i’m sparing you the heartbreak” #or whatever #and then essek is just like. ‘no ❤️’ #critical role #shadowgast #eli.posts

[short666bread]

#drarry #draco malfoy #harry potter #draco x harry #harry x draco #sometimes self indulgent wallowing is so satisfying #a fact about me is I am literally resting on a pile like this as we speak and also I am very sad #it feels v dramatic #but actually this is just how I’ve been sleeping lol #because the bed has a big dog in it and all over it and she’s a little stinky and also not great for like skin care #and the couch is a mid century modern joint with a horrible angle and wood between each cushion it’s basically a bench #and also has dog all over it #i love her sm but I’m trying to fix my face #i am staying w someone rn #the laundry is clean btw #anyways whatever

[chimerahyperfix]

You’re looking for something— no, someone, too, aren’t you?

(I can’t comprehend how you understand what’s going on, with your lifeless shell. Craft as you are.)

#isat #in stars and time #live a live #isat loop #cube live a live #RAHHHHHH [COMBINES MY FIXATIONS] #behold my crack fic au. tiny robot in dormont #I’m cooking let me cook. cube has the little guy little dude vibes #and is also canonically like. a baby? #their chapter in the game happens the day they were finished #so. a baby. #cube is so <3. their chapter is a space horror #I would 100% recommend at least watching a video of it #IT GOES CRAZYYYYYY #pov flicking a card that says die child die at the floor. so #anyways. this au makes no sense to anyone but me #this is MY funny house and I’m going to play in it #worlds smartest baby [a robot] figures out timeloop shit before the party more at 2 #if you ask I WILL ramble abt the concept of this au I will #<- trying desperately to get away from working on my other au post #[I need to draw smth for it and I’m struggling lollll] #sitting here like ughhh I don’t wanna draw this imageee [puts off entire au post] #ANYWAYSSSS #LOOP WOULD HATE THIS KID. the fuck is a robot. #the fuck is this damn thing and how has it read me literally immediately #how dare you be made of craft. be artificial. and be able to read my despair like a book #how dare you; a fake being made by someone else. be more human to me than the people that once were my party #how dare you want to help me when I dont know you because you didn’t EXIST in my loops #…but. uh. thanks for the coffee. even if I can’t drink it I recognize the sentiment. or whatever #falls to the floor dramatically. oughhhh loop and cube ougughhh

[starfallkaz]

AU Legendborn

Bree wants to go to a concert and Sel is quite frankly appalled at the idea (think almost comical look of horror on his face)

Sel’s ears are so sensitive, he can’t get closer than a block from the venue (and that’s pushing it) or he’ll as Alice puts it, “start tweakin’ ”

Seeing his face, Bree tries to reassure him that they have metal detectors and they check bags in the venue (with a completely deadpan expression he crafts a crossbow of aether with one hand, did you forget aether is a thing???? Briana???? Demons don’t need metal)

Bree suggests he could put in some earplugs and come with her? “Briana please be serious,” he’s even more outraged.

But the thought of Sel wearing earplugs or ear muffs and scowling in a corner is so funny to me

#he’d be standing in the corner or in the rafters #sunglasses and earmuffs STAY ON #he’s also incredibly dramatic and refuses to breathe in the ODOURS #also ik Sel would not be caught dead in GA but the thought of anybody trying to squish past him is so funny to me #just fully immovable - a rock in the crowd #he hums but he does not dance (bree celebrated when he tapped his foot to a song) #I’m so delulu #selwyn Kane #legendborn #bloodmarked #tracy Deonn #Bree Matthews #selbree #Selwyn x bree #breesel #the legendborn cycle #incorrect legendborn #AU

[zillaphoneswag]

Maybe I’m being a little too protective of Angela in a bit of a parasocial way at the moment but I don’t really care right now because this really pisses me off.

In the comments of the new Smosh Games people were going crazy over Angela blatantly cheating at the Meme game. I thought it was weird but also funny considering she’s ridiculously bad at cheating subtly. It obviously turned into a bit, although I understand cheating bothers some people considering here there was money involved.

But saying that Angela resorts to cheating and acting like a five year old because she has the mental capacity of a can of beans is just mean. Saying she’s a useless, unfunny child is so unnecessary. You’re allowed to be irritated by the cheating but there’s no need to be that much of a dick about it.

Also the whole video felt off. I can’t really describe it but something was weird from the beginning, with Angela especially. I won’t lie, that girl was not there in terms of being present or even making much sense. It wouldn’t surprise me if she was in real pain or she was on some pain medication that can dull your focus (I have every right to say this as a person who’s on ten different medications that all fuck with your head).

This got really long and usually I’m the last person to get involved in comment debates or to be irritated with the cast (beyond serious issues) but there’s lines to be drawn in certain situations. There are certain things you just don’t do and making fun of someone’s mental capacity for doing something stupid is one of them.

#smosh #smoshblr #angela giarratana #I’m not trying to be dramatic but this pissed me off #everyone is totally allowed to feel a certain way but some things you keep to yourself #it just seemed mean #if it was another member of the cast I’d be equally pissed #just be nice #that’s the post

[lovekenney]

Ppl on TikTok really got me wondering if I should actually like Debbie

#comments like “the fact you’re making up excuses for a rapist is really concerning” #really get to my head and make me feel like a bad person and maybe it is concerning that I like her and the way I try to explain the whole #Matty thing #do any other Debbie fans have issues with this? #cause I feel really gross and sick #lord I’m dramatic #shameless #shameless us #debbie gallagher

[sea-jello]

Day 27/October 27: Swim || Hide || "I'll just stay inside."

oh my GOD i started and finished this in a day almost NONSTOP i told myself oh it’ll just be a sketch or doodle or something you probably won’t have the time or motivation to do it really detailed and I GOT CARRIED AWAY AND WHAM 5 HOURS GONE

flat plus closeups

i pray cropping the pictures doesn’t crunch them

#i kinda like it actually #i love dramatic contrasting lighting #my goal was to make morro and the deck dark and shadowy and gloomy in contrast to the ninja bright and having fun outside #but i don’t think that really came through #i PRAY it doesn’t desaturate PLEASE #WHY IS IT ALWAYS SO DESATURATED ON MY COMPUTER #i’m not very sure where morro is tbh #beach house?? he’s definitely sitting on a deck or balcony of some sort #the way my brain works is i read the prompt and the idea flashes in my mind clearly but not clear at all #so i have to sit there and unblur the gaps in my mind like ai autofill #all i knew was he was sitting at the side on a deck or balcony or a similar surface elevated above the beach #or maybe hes inside looking out the window but i went with outside #point is we see his back and hes leaning on something #and hes looking out at the ninja having fun in the water #in an ideal world the ninja would be actually drawn and detailed but this is not that world #sorry i didn’t try for zane i had no idea what to do and i needed to spread them out #idk how to draw beaches or water so once again morrotober forcing me to try new things #thats a good thing actually cause it forces me to improve ish #shoutout to the beach palette on hipaint idk what i wouldve done without you #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #morrotober #morrotober2023 #morrotober 2023 #i’m not gonna tag the ninja #jellos scribbles

[wantbytaemin]

the fucking shitshow i experienced today…

#i won’t even get into the details of it but my work is being undermined and i didn’t say anything about it bc i was so taken aback and in #absolute shock. i have literally never Ever experienced something of this sort im not being dramatic i went into my office and told my #coworker girls what happened and everyone was staring blankly like ‘they said that to YOU??????’ bc it’s genuinely fucking unbelievable #got told some out of pocket shit that i willllll notttttt let slide but i need to get my shit together and think up the best way to respond #bc this wasn’t just undermining my work it was borderline humiliating. all from this woman who is supposedly my PhD mentor who NEVER #fucking helped me with anything and now she’s trying to tell me something that is SO insanely unfounded and just insane truly #as if i didn’t take over the entire goddamned (multi million) project and played the role of *drumroll* two phd students three #collaborators and TWO mentors one of whom was supposed to be the project lead. all that did so well that our ceo STILL praises me in #meetings and he never fucking praises anyone. as if i wasn’t offered two job positions in two separate labs while in one of london’s top #universities. as if i haven’t published 8 papers and a scientific book chapter which I’m the first author of #all without her help and now she wants to play mentor by trying to talk shit. oh my god im so miserable right now you have no idea #i can’t fucking stand her and no one in the company likes her anyway lmao but like #when i get out of this fucking state of SHOCK she just put me in im about to tell her to fuck off forever so politely and so wonderfully #that she will not know what happened to her. doubting MY capabilities ohhhh as if. as IF.

[stargatelov3r]

hmmmm..

*BOOP*

*runs*

(Trying to find a good gif and failing)

*dramatically drags myself across the floor trying to reach you*

*must. boop*

My paw trembles, just moments away from its goal it stops, i collapse completely, unable to boop.

#sorry not sorry to be so dramatic #have not updated the app and will not until necessary. #have been trying to get home all day (since 3pm to be precise and DB is NOT having it) #so i’m just a TAD pissed at everything and everyone #not even boops can make it better i think #especially not if it requires me to update #hahaha that was a rant #sorry nihil i love u and i appreciate the effort <3

[fissions-chips]

Evil Tim AU where the horror doesn’t come from Tim being an unspeakably, brutally violent man (he has people for that), particularly towards Jon, but where the horror comes from how quietly and completely he manages to take over the man’s life by taking advantage of a bad situation.

Tim being less of a stereotypically abusive partner in favor of Jon looking up one day to find that every one of his allies has been ruthlessly killed, his penthouse no longer looks like it’s his, he no longer has any of his former power- and, try as he might, he can’t remember when things became this way.

#irrevocably intertwined but Bad. red strings of fate forming a spider’s web idk you get the picture #i know I have mentioned this exact kind of thing before forgive me but every so often I’m reminded of it and idk I love it. #insidious and cerebral Timmy where perhaps he’s not as initially threatening until the next thing you know he’s tricked you into some #- horrible trap like one of the old classic fairies. and Jon’s included in that! Jon being involved in horrible criminal acts he doesn’t #- even recognize as such until he’s standing outside a rival’s building on fire as Tim emerges after blocking the CEO’s door. #evil tim au #AU ramblings #and unlike the evil polycule one there is the real and genuine threat that all of this can turn on jon if he becomes too aware of it. so #- Jon is trapped between playing along for safety’s sake or trying to find some way to force Tim back out. throw some codependency between #- them in there for extra dramatics. idk lol but I’m thinking about it.

[heartbreakfeelsogood]

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#was literally trying to work on an expensive mistakes edit last night and was having trouble making it look the way i wanted it to #i wanted to do it justice because i love that song. it’s always one of my most listened to songs and the bridge means the most to me #i don’t want to say i’m sad they played mania but i’m admittedly selfishly sad i wasn’t there #i’ll wake up tomorrow and the world will go on and i’ll be okay. but i’m sad tonight #i feel like nobody really understands why i’m so sad too and i just feel lonely about it #hiding under a blanket trying so desperately to remind myself this is a good thing and it’s the healing tour and blah blah blah #telling myself fall out boy wouldn’t want me to be sad #but i’ve spiraled so much that i just wish i could disappear #on a related note i admire fall out boy so much for everything they’ve survived and how open they are about it #pete doesn’t lay under a blanket and think about dying anymore. i hope one day i can say the same. he gives me hope #sorry for the whiny dramatics. i will get over this but i’m letting myself be sad Tonight