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schumigrace · 5 months

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jenson bro I'm gonna need you to stop

#my sebson heart can't take much more of this #sebson #sebastian vettel #jenson button

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butterflysonnets · 3 months

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yes i'm rooting for m*leven breakup because byler is neat but mostly? i'm rooting for m*leven breakup for the sake of el and mike.

to me, their romance was always a puppy love born out of a combination of social pressures, naïve curiosity, and a lack of true understanding regarding intimacy and romantic love and what it really is. it was real in that they do truly, deeply care about each other and they are close friends, maybe even shared an attraction, but a maturing romance is so much more than that. they've grown up and out of being boyfriend/girlfriend, and that's okay! i think television/film needs to show more often that most of us don't have definite "soulmates" or first childhood loves that we spend our whole lives with. it doesn't mean these relationships meant nothing and didn't impact us, it just means they've run their course and that something else is in the cards, and this is part of life!

i've always felt el was at her best and most confident self when broken up with mike, discovering who she was and what she liked alongside another girl her age instead of just relying on mike for mentorship on how to live in the real world. she deserves more of an opportunity to find herself, her autonomy, and her independence, and to love who she is, and she's made it clear she's felt insecure in the relationship with mike because she isn't being loved and understood the way she wants, needs, and deserves from someone who is her partner.

also, it's okay if mike doesn't love her in "the way he should". he is not obligated to love her romantically and stay in a relationship with her just because she's a girl, because she "needed someone", or because he cares about her a lot. he shouldn't be pressured into a romance if it's not truly coming from his heart. he deserves freedom to find out and honour who he is, too, instead of just staying in his non-functional first relationship — one he got into as a child, essentially — and defining himself that way because it's what's expected when a boy and a girl are close. he loves her in some way, yes, but it's okay if he doesn't feel comfortable or secure being her boyfriend anymore, for whatever reason that is. he's felt insecure too, and that's valid and it matters.

they are their own people and are steadily growing and changing every day. they need time to figure out who those people are, and it's become clear (at least in my opinion) that those people aren't meant to be a couple at this stage.

they deserve freedom. they deserve to grow up and be authentic to themselves and not feel like they need to lie for the sake of a relationship. they deserve to move on from this version of their relationship that isn't making them happy and rekindle the best part of their bond: their strong, beautiful friendship. they don't have to be a couple if it doesn't make them stronger and better and happier people.

i think it would be healthy and wonderful for a show, especially one consumed frequently by young adults, to show a relationship starting, progressing, and ending on good terms in this way. sometimes things don't work out, and that is okay.

#eve text #elmike #stranger things #byler #only tagging byler because i feel like yall will like this take lol #tagging tagging tagging WHAT ARE EVERYONE ELSE'S THOUGHTS #god i can't believe i'm making a post about stranger things. this feels like poking a bear #i'm not particularly anti m*leven but like... they'd have to do something pretty special at this point for me to feel like it's viable #i'm seeing the bts of s5 and it's got me Having Thoughts #elmike friendship is something i am so passionate about #even before i ever liked byler (didn't ship at all until s4 even though i knew it was a thing before) i've felt this way about elmike #i always believed they were close friends at heart and needed to break up #the romance part of them felt very distinctly young and very much “he was a boy she was a girl” to me #and it hasn't deepened into anything more mature and i don't see how it could based on the current state of the writing...#the fact that lumax exists — a young relationship that is actively maturing and is healthy — makes that clear to me #and the “love confession” in s4 and how disingenuous and miserable it felt was just the nail in the coffin #also the fact that will (who is IN LOVE with mike) was instrumental in making it happen? ... uh... okay... interesting choice…#fucked up and reductive if they make it another queer unrequited love sacrifice for the sake of pushing the heterosexual agenda YUCK #so i really hope the speculation about a m*leven breakup is real!! i think it just makes sense for their characters but who knows #i don't believe in the notion of love at first sight or one true love and i think the writers don't too???#love to me is an accumulation of experiences and we inevitably choose it at some point rather than fall into it... but idk #tv is so fixated on keeping couples together... sometimes it's just not reality guys especially with young people... LET IT GO...#like i said though i'm not 100% sold that they're going to give up their “golden couple” LMAO #stranger things hasn't historically subverted too many tropes if i'm being honest #anyway i seriously need this season to come out quickly... i'm so bored and getting my master's is crushing my soul #i need frivolity #ALSO btw i won't respond to hateful messages about this so please don't bother. it's not that serious. this is a netflix show

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zhoushuyis · 6 months

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RaySand fluff that lives in my head rent free™️:

Sand reminding Ray to eat and take his vitamins on time

Ray peeling oranges and feeding slices to Sand as he works on his thesis project

Ray being the business head of their wine business, outsourcing work and not doing a single damn thing except the critical decision making. Sand just sits and stares at him with awe

Sand bringing home hair clips for Ray’s hair. They are yellow and have smileys on them. Him dying of cuteness aggression when Ray actually wears them.

Ray stealing his boyfriends tshirts meanwhile Sand loves to raid Ray’s closet and dress him in different styles

Sand takes Ray to concert dates, movie dates, amusement park dates

Ray takes Sand to beach dates, dessert dates, fancy dinner dates, after which they go eat ramen at a convenience store cz the fancy food was bland

Ray gifting Sand a nice silk shirt to wear on their fancy dinner date

Cuddling and watching movies and ordering take out in their PJs (Sand’s PJs)

Ray didn’t have many hobbies cz he drank his life away. So now he takes up cute lil hobbies like buying vinyl records, watching mystery movies and skincare

Ray having lasting effects of alcohol withdrawal - anxiety, tremors and lower appetite - They go on long walks and Sand fights his tantrums to make him eat

“Come over and sleep with me. I can’t sleep.” “Should we move in together?”

Ray and Sand dancing at the bar and making out in the corner and being yelled at by their friends for taking too long to get drinks

“I want you to have your dream too” “You are my dream, Sand”

#raysand #sandray #sand x ray #ray x sand #ofts #oftsedit #only friends the series #only friends series #only friends ray #only friends sand #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #my heart can't take them #I have SO much more #I want to write a fic for everything but. icant #so heres this I suppose

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h0estar · 7 months

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this panel singlehandedly destroyed me

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likesofsue · 1 year

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Joseph Quinn talking about how a normal weekend day would look like for Eddie:

get up at 2pm

practice guitar

eat something unhealthy

probably smoke something unhealthy

walk around

play DnD

go to bed

And he said it would make Eddie happy, he'd be happy in that life.

#my poor heart can't take this😭🖤#Eddie deserved so much better #he deserved a happy life #stranger things #german stranger con #joseph quinn #eddie munson #eddie munson headcanon #eddie munson imagine

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back-to-rose · 3 months

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@obito-week - Grandma

"Granny, thank You. You taught me how to be kind."

#uchiha obito #obito #obito week 2024 #obito uchiha #his granny <3 #Some grandparents step up when parents can't #they play such a huge role #Obito taking care of the elderly always warms my heart so much #He's trying his best

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yzafre · 5 months

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Roxas: Had the Halloween town kids throw bombs in his face for multiple missions in a row before finally breaking down and smacking them around a bit.

Ventus: The dwarves were rude and refused to talk to him, immediately resorted to chasing them down and whacking them.

Characterization I see frequently: Ah, yes, Roxas is the one always willing to throw hands and Ventus is a smol sunshine boy.

#kh #kingdom hearts #these are really silly examples but the point stands!#in fact I think it expands when you look at their full screen-time #I am once again begging people to watch a full let's play of Days #don't get me wrong Ventus IS brightness and sunshine #but he also has the energy of a chihuahua ready to fight the world and I will stand by that #where as Roxas will tend to just try to avoid it until he Very Much Can't #now I think Roxas does BITTERNESS better than Ventus or Sora #but bitterness is not temper #in fact bitterness is usually negative emotions left on the backburner until the resentment caves in on itself #I suppose this is up to interpretation but from my reading...#a lot of times Ventus seems to burn out his anger then let it go #whereas Roxas doesn't do anything with the emotions until he/the situation self-destructs catastrophically so it ends up being nastier #but on the day-to-day?#yeah no Ventus is going to be the one reacting first #you can also exchange Sora for Ventus for some of these arguments #though I think he lands somewhere between Ventus and Roxas for short-temperedness #all this is more complicated than this reductive commentary of course #you have to take in how and in what orders the characters were introduced and marketed #the difficulty of getting the handheld games historically and the biases that set in before they were easily accessed #not to mention stock archetypes for fandom joke set-ups that then perpetuate the characterization...#like there's a LOT to how this came to be #but it Gets To Me sometimes #yza talks about a thing

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thewiglesswonder · 2 years

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Really feeling the Belos energy tonight in that at even the barest hint of the elder Wittebane brother, I too want to go "CALEB" with an unfathomable amount of manic intensity. Show him to me. Let me see that motherfucker which haunts the narrative so strongly.

#Jesus Christ #my heart can't take much more of this #I'd give anything. anything for a flashback #let me see him #philip wittebane #belos #emperor belos #caleb wittebane #the owl house #toh #wig's words

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viktheviking1 · 6 months

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The Gay, disabled acceptance I didn't know I needed

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fagexe · 2 years

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hello?....can anybody hear me?? Am I dying right now? The rainbow! the little rainbow?! x

#gerard.. gerard please.... please I can't take much more of this #I'm overcome by the horrors #mcroakland #decay era #gerard way #you must felix your heart #my chemical romance #mcr

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xsdjkl · 7 months

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Before it all goes dark...

For one last second,

I'll know I wasn't alone.

thank you again @yuu707yuu for allowing me to use your footage <3

#the way So Mi holds on to V's hand is beyond me #how she truly wants this to be the last moment of comfort #i am in so much pain #omfg #my heart was crying as i was making these #i was supposed to post something else tonight #but pain it is #gosh i keep looking at these #her face #her expressions #I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE GUYS #g'night everyone #song so mi #songbird #songv #cyberpunk 2077 #phantom liberty #phantom liberty spoilers

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scalierpepper · 1 year

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The most infurating thing about Nona The Ninth to me is that in the epilogue KIRIONA AND HARROW. ARE RIGHT. THERE. IT HAS BEEN YEARS AND THEY ARE SO, SO CLOSE. It's meat loves meat "get in line, thou big slut" Alecto leaves book ends and I AM FALLING TO PIECES PLEASE THEY ARE SO CLOSE

#i just need to know what happens #my griddlehark heart can't take this anymore #like yeah we don't know that much about kiriona but she still clearly cares for harrow in some capacity #the locked tomb #griddlehark #kiriona #ntn spoilers #nona the ninth spoilers

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ineffableheartbreakers · 6 months

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Everyone is sad and horny as hell

They may kiss or sleep together or whatever other physical thing is being extensively discussed for S3 amongst the fandom idc tbh

I just want them to be happy and to look after each other and poke fun at each other and maybe go on bloody holiday

I would love for them to finally have peace and quiet at the end of S3

No more danger and unrest

Just beautiful domesticity

#love the fanart so much though dont get me wrong #just being realistic #my heart can't take it #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #david tennant #michael sheen #aziracrow #good omens 2 #good omens fanart #ineffable divorce

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da-proti-toku-grem · 22 days

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I want y'all to know that I was listening to my jance playlist and thinking about one of my jance wips when I got the notification so yeah. I am NOT okay rn

#i can't do this what the fuck #there's only so much my poor heart can take in one day #and this is definitely way more than that #joker out #jance #maca speaks

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yuzuna123 · 3 months

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//Tekken 8 spoilers

Kazuya...Jun...my loves

You two deserve so much better than your romance being shown in a what if scenario 💔💔 I'm sorry Namco didn't give you the screen time you so much deserve my loves. 💔💔

#tekken #kazuya mishima #jun kazama #kazujun #kazjun #tekken spoilers #tekken 8 spoilers #yes i am kinda let down #kazuya deserves so much better #yes he is alive but it's still not enough we've been knew he wouldn't had died #at least most of us #but at least they did jun justice by having her ending being the only one canon #but still it hurts in my heart to not see them together in a CANON content #even though they hinted on it #*sigh* i just hope they announce a movie or something that takes after tekken 8 #because honestly they can't leave us hanging on a cliffhanger #i need to be fed bandai!!!

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torithehoshi · 5 months

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Oh look - it's him the Whole!

I think I prefer Whole as a concept more than a character, and I've certainly thought of that more. However, it doesn't mean I dislike the idea of Whole as a character. There's a lot of cool and interesting interpretations and as usual - people are really creative. Though I wasn't thinking too hard through my album listens about Whole as a character which is why it lingered with me but I didn't have too many of my own thoughts.

. And then I started listening to Pathological Facade by GHOST AND PALS again which led to something really clicking. So I've drawn Whole!! Tbf I actually have drawn him before in my sketchbook 'cause of another song I was listening to but the lyrics are me kiind of stretching it? I'll see what I do with it later - though I wanted to share these ones I did since like I said before - traditional drawing and digital feel different for me and it'd been a while. There aren't a lot but I like 'em!

[More ramblings under the cut 'cause this is getting long]

I just knew I wanted him to have a fusion (the word I intended to use but hadn't noticed until now???) of some elements in my HMS designs hair and face wise. And while I only have two frame redraws from the video (which are my favorite frames btw), it's something I've been thinking of a lot 'and... hope I can better articulate? . Although the lyrics really made me think of that 'cause I think about the lyrics of Pathological Facade a lot 'cause of its lyrics...

Although who knows - I want to finish the second drawing as something more fully-fledged but I have like... a few other WIPs and ideas I'd like done before the end of the year just personally before I start something new. I think this doodle looks really nice on its own though - I had fun drawing it. That song's really good.

#Chonny Jash #CCCC #CCCC fanart #Chonny's Charming Chaos Compendium #CJ Whole #CJ Soul #And a cameo from Heart and Mind at least symbolically?#Tori's Doodles of Mellarky #I think about these guys so much but my brain is faster than my hands #So I don't draw as fast as I could as I'm always thinking of misc stuff. Some of that being new stuff before I even draw things #You guys have no idea how much these guys take up my brain rn #I could probably fix that if I drew in my sketchbook more (still gotta fill in pages) - or even showed more of my notes like this #Idk! just some tag rambling for anyone whose reading :p I'm having fun drawing CCCC stuff at least #Also I can't get through one of these without some kind of wording error on my part

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