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The Eighth Child (~TUA AU~) - Season 3

Chapter 10: Double Wedding at the End of the World (II)

Warning: Strong language, mild sexual content, mention of death

(The Eighth Child Masterlist)

Not wanting to create bad blood right before the wedding, I went in search of the boys and their bachelor party. It wasn't hard to find them as they sang (horribly, might I add) to I've Had the Time of My Life in the lobby.

"Cause I've had the time of my life and I've searched through every open door..." Klaus sang into the mic.

"Til I found the truth and I owe it all to you!" I sang and he lifted his gaze, lighting up when he saw me.

"Vicky! I thought you were having a thing with Sloane," he ran to drag me to the 'stage'.

"Well, things went a little sour after she said some stuff, so I thought it would be better to come here instead of losing my cool and hurting her again."

"Good choice," he praised, handing me a mic. "Okay, gentlemen, we have a new addition to our little soirée. Go on, pick a song."

"Well, since Ben isn't here," my voice cracked when I imagined how happy he would be for us. Underneath all that facade of disgust and mockery, he had always been supportive and wanted for us to be happy more than anything. "I'll sing a song he used to love when I would play as a kid."

"Oh, I know, I know!" Klaus joined me with his microphone to sing our duet.

"If you bring out the Ragatanga again..." Diego threatened and we laughed.

"Well, now that you mentioned we kinda have to," Viktor tried to fight a grin. "It'll be my next choice. Hope I still remember the choreography."

When that familiar melody from the song A Lenda by Sandy & Junior started playing, my eyes filled with tears. Ben was crazy for that song, he would keep it on repeat every time we put that CD on. He would be the one singing with me if it wasn't for everything that happened and took him from me.

"Bem lá no céu uma lua existe vivendo só no seu mundo triste. O seu olhar sobre a terra lançou e veio procurando por amor," I started.

"Então o mar frio e sem carinho Também cansou de ficar sozinho. Sentiu na pele aquele brilho tocar e pela lua foi se apaixonar," Klaus continued with that cute little accent of his.

While he carried on, I looked up at the mezzanine. Just as I suspected, Sparrow Ben was up there watching us with that bitter look on his face. I just knew how much he wished he was invited, but that wasn't my department, I couldn't decide for the boys.

"Hey, I can hear your thoughts," I called, hoping maybe there was a chance of him having at least a little bit of my brother in there. "If there's anything in the world that would bring the old Ben out is this, you love that song!"

"What? He's spying on us?" Luther frowned.

"Se a lenda dessa paixão faz sorrir ou faz chorar, o coração é quem sabe. Se a lua toca no mar, ela pode nos tocar pra dizer que o amor não se acabe," Klaus and I joined our voices for the chorus, and part of me truly hoped Ben would come down and be with us. Just the way he used to be, a little goody-two-shoes in the middle of us misfits. God, how I wish I could give him one last hug.

Instead, the Ben upstairs simply scoffed dismissively and left which upset me so clearly that Diego jumped from his seat, leaving his cigar behind to hold me in his arms. A hug from Diego completely unprovoked was the rarest occurrence, he must've really felt bad for me.

"Hey, I don't mind if you all do the Ragatanga after you're done," he whispered.

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"Hey there, Vickynha," Diego rolled his eyes fondly when I opened my door. "Lila told me it's apparently the maid of honor's job to help the bride get ready, so here I am."

"Awww, you big softie! Come in, I'm almost done with my makeup, maybe you can help me close the dress and make sure the veil stays in place... So, how far along is she?"

"W-what?"

"Lila, she's pregnant. You're very excited about it, and worried, and scared."

"Two months, I can't hide anything from you with this mind reading of yours."

"You say it like you could before, I know you like the back of my hand," I got up to put the boho style dress on. "When I look at you I don't see this lone wolf vigilante everyone sees. I see my Dieguito, who is embarrassed of his stutter even though there's nothing wrong with it, who loves telenovelas even though you'll never admit it, who stabbed me in the eye a billion times."

"I don't see some lame CEO when I look at you either," Diego chuckled, clumsily buttoning up my dress. "You're just Vicky, Vicky who helps everyone and lives her life to make other people happy. Vicky who loved Stanley more than I did at first, even though he's not mine."

"He's not?" I frowned. "So he's not my nephew?"

"No, he's Lila's friend's son. She brought him here to make sure I'd be a good dad."

"Damn it, and I still love that little shit."

"Me too, him and his leaky ears that smelled like puke. He was a good kid, or tried to be."

"No matter what happens, I know you are a great dad. I'm sorry I said you weren't, you were still learning and nobody's good at something the first time they try."

Diego nodded, looking at my reflection in the mirror with tears in his eyes, but I knew he wasn't the type to cry. He simply grabbed a bunch of hairpins to stick my veil to my hair and pressed a kiss on my cheek.

"You are a beautiful bride, linda, and I'm proud of you. Even if you're a weirdo who's marrying that other weirdo... I l-l-love you and I'm so fucking happy you picked me to be your maid of honor. Te amo, Vickynha."

"Também te amo, Deiguito."

After getting ready, we both headed to the lobby. The rest of the family was already there waiting, Viktor standing on his tiptoes to cover Luther's eyes so he wouldn't see Sloane.

"Don't worry, Vicky, he can't see you either," Diego ran to cover Klaus' face while escorting him to the elevator. "We'll get to the venue and send it back up so you and Sloane can make your big entrance."

"Are you ready for this?" she asked with such a genuine grin, I couldn't be mad at her. She didn't seem upset at all about what happened earlier.

"I've been ready all my life," I took her hand while holding my little bouquet on the other and we walked into the elevator together. "You look beautiful by the way."

"So do you."

There was a ding as the doors closed and a few seconds later another ding as they opened. Everyone was waiting, staring in anticipation until a unison gasp took me by surprise.

"Oh my God, Schnucki, you look perfect," Klaus breathed in awe. For a second he looked like a little boy, that little boy who I asked to kiss once when we were nine. That same look of wonder on his face, the same devoted eyes that melted my heart. That made me, more than anything, sure he loved me. "Like an angel."

"You look like a fairytale prince," I cried.

"Let's get this over with before I die of cringe," Ben said, watching Luther admire his fiancé with the same loving eyes, unable to say a single word.

The chairs and the flower arch were waiting outside on the patio. Klaus took his place as the groom while Luther and Sloane sat to wait for their turn, Five stood under the arch with an unreadable look of admiration? Disgust? Cynicism?

Diego locked arms with me and we slowly made our way down the aisle in silence, all the words he had for me were said when I was getting ready.

Finally, he gave me away and I couldn't even believe that was actually happening. A childhood dream, a crush that became pure love, a feeling so strong that persevered through everything. Two apocalypses and a half later, I still loved my Klausie just like I used to when I was a girl.

"Family, friends, and the ones in between," Five started, looking between the two of us. "We are gathered here today to celebrate the love between Klaus Hargreeves and Victoria Maria Hargreeves. This sick, perverted infatuation started from something as innocent as a little boy consoling a little girl after her father yelled at her for not having any powers. A little girl defending a little boy when his brothers would tease him for being different. All I can say is that love is very hard to find and I know better than anyone, sometimes it comes from the most unlikely sources, but it's still love nonetheless. What these two have is a one in a million, once in a lifetime bond that everybody wants, but very few are able to find. So tonight instead of brother and sister, I'd like to address two juvenile lovers."

"Who you calling juvenile?" I murmured with a giggle.

"Klaus Hargreeves, do you take this stubborn, childish, incredibly smart, beautiful, and tough young lady as your wife to love and cherish for as long as you shall live?" Five asked.

"I do," he wiped his tears and took my right hand to switch the engagement ring to my left.

"Victoria Maria Hargreeves, do you take this idiot with zero self-control, who is also a kindhearted, strong-willed, resilient man as your husband to love and cherish for as long as you shall live?"

"I do," I said those words I've been waiting decades to say while I also switched the side of his ring.

"Then by no power vested in me, I declare you husband and wife" Five nodded. "You may kiss the bride, above the neck, please. Everyone, a round of applause for Mr. and Mrs. Hargreeves."

Klaus giggled with excitement as he pulled me closer for that long-awaited kiss, our first kiss as a married couple. He was mine, really mine until death would do us part. Then I'd obviously have to remarry him in the afterlife so we can spend the rest of eternity making up for lost time.

"I love you," he purred.

"I love you too," I took his hand and we took Five's place as the officiants. "Luther and Sloane, will you two bring your asses here? As the prophet and prophetess of Destiny's Children, I think we have the power to do this."

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I've got you under my skin

I've got you, deep in the heart of me

So deep in my heart that you're really a part of me

I've got you under my skin

We couldn't choose another song to be our first dance. That same song we danced many years ago at Allison's wedding, that dance that was burned in my memory as one of the last happy nights of my life before I managed to fuck everything up.

"So, is it like you imagined?" Klaus asked, swaying me gently.

"No, but it's what I have and I'm glad it's with you. Anything with you is perfect."

"If we get out of this one, I'll make sure we have the wedding you deserve, Mrs. Hargreeves. And if we don't, I'll still do it, but our mothers will be there too. And Ben, and your friends from the strip club, and Stan, and your friend from the store, and Dave! It's gonna be great, you'll see."

"You're such a good husband, what did I do to deserve you?"

"Hey, that's my line. We're all about to die and I'm the happiest I've ever been, all because of you... Thank you for not giving up on me. When everyone saw me as a junkie, a nuisance, you knew I could be better."

"Thank you for not giving up on me after I abandoned you. I was a coward and there's not one day I don't regret wasting those five years away from you."

As the song came to an end, Chet took our picture and I went straight to the buffet to get some of that eggplant lasagna and whatever else I could find. After going so long without eating, I was starving.

Klaus told me he would join me soon, he had to 'talk to some people' first.

"Do you mind, young lady?" Reggie stood next to me with a plate full of deviled eggs and grapes.

"Not at all, sit down. We can have our dance soon, after the speeches," I suggested.

"I would be honored," he stared deep into my eyes while cutting the eggs with a knife and fork. "You are so strong, Victoria. Even with all that heavy training, you are still here."

"Um... Thank you?"

"Make sure you eat well, go on. Get some more food, you need it."

Did he also think I was too thin? I had no idea I looked that unwell before. It was the 60s, everyone on tv was unhealthily skinny, that's why Twiggy became so popular later that decade.

"I will, let me just rescue my husband first, he's up to no good, I can tell," I took my plate and grabbed a piece of cheese that I could eat on the go before rushing to the table where Ben was sitting alone with Klaus.

"I am so much better than that other Ben, I was Number One twice! Does dad give a shit? No, he was too busy hanging out with you and your sister bride!"

"Hey there, buddy, let's not go there right? Don't tarnish the memory of my brother like that or I'll be forced to kick your ass," I smiled. "You try too hard to be dad's favorite, we're all fuck ups, the sooner you embrace that, the sooner you'll be part of the family. Now, what are you doing here, Klaus?"

"I was talking to Ben-ihana here about dad's plan to save the universe."

"Can you stop preaching for our dad just for tonight and spend time with your wife instead? How about that? Maybe you can even have fun with our family without trying to brainwash them for a few hours."

"Yeah, you're right, I'm sorry. I'll grab some food and we can feed each other like we used to do."

That night was a bit of a disaster. Ben and Five were drunk beyond all recognition which made for the funniest speech of the night, Allison left early after a fight with Viktor, and Reggie gave the weirdest speech I've ever heard about death and how we were about to face it, before dancing the worst version of the song I picked because no one could find that beautiful acoustic cover.

But still, it was the best night of my life and nothing could take that away from me, I was married to my first and only love and that was enough.

After dad left, we all reunited on the patio to look at what was left of the stars. I skipped outside after a quick visit to the lost and found carrying an old violin and gave it to Viktor, looking expectantly at him.

"I thought since it's a special occasion you could play something for us."

"Me? I haven't done this so long, it feels like ages," Viktor shook his head with a laugh.

"Please, please, please! It's my wedding gift!"

"Fine, what do you want? Just remember the last time I did it, the world ended."

"The world is already ending, so... Surprise me?"

"Are you still a die-hard fan of Green Day?" he asked, quickly tuning the violin.

"Is the Pope Catholic? Well... was Catholic."

Viktor started playing what had to be the saddest rendition of Good Riddance and I couldn't help but notice the way he just seemed so at ease, even after the fight with Allison. The violin was still his refuge. When there were no powers, when there was no one, he had the violin. And it was by the violin that the world ended once, but that doesn't mean it's a bad thing, it just means that it makes him more powerful.

I missed hearing him play, it brought memories from when I would watch him practice as a kid and the one time I got to watch his recital, even though he was third chair. I thought my brother was the most brilliant musician in that theater and I was so incredibly proud of him.

"That was beautiful!" Ben cried. "Oh my God!"

"Is he okay?" I asked Klaus quietly.

"I'm fine! I'm the new new Ben! I'm trying my best to not try my best."

"You have no idea how much I love my Ben, my brother Ben. I love him with all my heart and you'll never know how much it hurts to see you and hear you being such a dick when all I wanted was to give you a hug," I admitted.

"C'mere! Bring it in!" he wrapped his arms around me with a grunt. "I bet he loved you too as much as you love him."

"Thank you," I murmured, taking Klaus' champagne glass. "This is perfect, even with this weird orange sky and all."

"Hey, maybe don't. You've had enough," my husband took the glass back. "How about some water?"

"What? Klaus Hargreeves telling me to stop drinking? I only had a couple of glasses," I grimaced.

"Yeah, but you're a lightweight, and I want you completely conscious for our wedding night. I bought us a little gift before the entire world was blitzed."

"Oh, what is it?" I bit my lip, having a feeling I knew what he was about to say.

"A strap-on so you can finally..."

"Okay! How about you save that talk for the bedroom?" Luther shouted before he could finish. "Don't ruin it, tonight is all I ever really wanted. Everybody coming together when it really matters, one big real family."

That heartfelt confession might've been too much for Five, because he started gagging and I looked away. Klaus wrapped one arm around me, rubbing my shoulder soothingly.

"Maybe it's time for us to leave?" he suggested before my anxiety took the best of me. "It's getting late and I really wanna try that strap-on. Don't worry though, I'll take care of you first, Mrs. Hargreeves. Good night everyone."

"Congratulations, lovebirds!" Lila called. "Maybe we should call it a night too."

"Good night guys," I waved them goodbye, hoping the next morning they would all still be there, just like the way we left them.

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timextoxhajima · 3 years

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Not For Sale: Week 14

NOT FOR SALE CHAPTER NAVIGATION

Member: Heeseung + Jay [ft. Sunghoon and Jake]

Pairings: [fem] uni exchange student! reader x uni student! HS x uni student! Jay

Warnings: scenes in the hospital

Word Count: 3k

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You’re staring at the project document blankly, the pages filled with words and tables of the work you’ve done with Heeseung in the last few weeks or so. The weekend felt like three weeks, even when it was just three days - simply because you were in the hospital watching Jay flit in and out of consciousness and Heeseung’s still in a comatose state.

The seat next to you is empty and there is no other word to describe being alone on your last week of school than ‘sad’.

The Uber that picked Jay and Heeseung up had just been in school compounds and the police had found a rig in the brakes - the Uber had been stopped by another car driving straight into it.

Heeseung was on the side the car was rammed into. It’s a miracle he’s even still alive.

“y/n?”

The call jolts you out of your dissociation.

“Hey,” The professor walks up the stairs, and only now do you realise everybody else had left the lecture hall besides you. “I had the others hand up their projects but I saw you zoning out and I couldn’t do it.”

“Sorry,” Mumbling under your breath, you give the folder a quick flip-through before handing him the document. “Here.”

With pursed lips, he takes the folder and glances through it, skimming through the contents and pausing on the last page where you and Heeseung had signed off on.

“I’m sorry it happened.”

“I’m sorry the school had to go through so much to catch the idiot,” Through gritted teeth, you offer him a small wince.

“Well, yeah, that too,” The professor pulls up the lecture table from the seat next to you and sits himself in the plastic grove. “But it’s not important now. He’s going to be charged for God knows how many felonies, but I just- I wanted to know how you’re holding up.”

The concerned question thrums chills through you. Heeseung would’ve asked that. Jay would’ve too.

Jake and Sunghoon have probably tried, but you’re too busy crying or zoning out at the hospital to process anything else even if they did try.

“I’m fine,” You shake your head and stuff your iPad into your bag. “There’s nothing anybody can do to make him wake up faster.”

“I know that. It’s just... I don’t want a student ending her semester like this.”

The grumble of the zip as you close your bag is disgustingly loud in the empty lecture hall. You hug your bag, slowly looping your arm through one of the holes as you push the lecture table away.

“I’ll be fine. I’m leaving next week anyway and Heeseung’s not dead, so.”

The professor goes quiet upon the declaration.

“Thanks for the fun sem, Prof,” You give him a tiny, wretched smile that’s not genuine at all, lifting a leg over the backrest of the seat in front of you. “I’ll tell my dad to say hi to you every now and then.”

Finally on both your feet one row before him, he looks at you with sad, tired eyes.

“It’s been a pleasure having you and Heeseung as students, y/n. Do come back to visit when you come visit your father.”

A bare nod shakes your head.

“Bye prof.”

The ceiling looks the same. The light dangling from the beige, crusty roof looks dusty.

The room looks the same - except the fact that 80% of it were in boxes now. The clock hung on the wall has the loudest ticking you’ve ever heard - had it been this loud since the start?

Bzzzzt. Bzzzzzzzt. Bzzz-

“Hello.”

“Jesus Christ, how many times do you want me to call you before you’d pick up?”

Maybe until Heeseung wakes up.

“You know what? Don’t answer that.”

A pause.

“How are you holding up?”

“Great. I mean the sem’s over. I’ve handed up almost every project I need to submit.”

“Fuck you, you know I don’t mean that.”

“What am I supposed to tell you? I’m great, while I wait for my two friends to recover in the hospital? One of them’s not even awake.”

“I don’t want to be that person but no matter how much you cry or pray that he wakes up, it’s going to take time, okay? Let him rest and recuperate and he’ll spring back to life like he wasn’t just in an accident.”

“I shouldn’t have let them take the Uber.”

“For crying out loud, it is not your fault. You told them your dad was coming to get you and Jay didn’t want to cancel it for the fee. It’s a normal reaction. Who was supposed to know the Uber was rigged?”

You blink.

“Have you packed?”

You count the boxes in your room. “Mostly.”

“I’ll be at your place when you come home. We can bake cupcakes and cookies and you can tell me about the school there.”

Your ears are taking in her words but your eyes are on the paper bag on your desk. It’s the tumbler that Jay got you.

“Hello? You there?”

“Byeol, what if they don’t wake up before I leave? I have 8 days.”

“Have some faith in them, would you? Jay’s already awake right? He’s just flitting in and out of consciousness and Heeseung... They haven’t said he’s in critical condition, right?”

“But he’s been in the ER and it’s been three days.”

“Sis, I could sleep for three days. He’ll be awake before you leave.”

“Hope so.”

“Not going to the hospital?”

“Nah,” You roll over onto your side and stare at yourself in the mirror on your wardrobe doors. “Their friends are swarming the wards. It’s fine, Jake and Hoon got me onto the special visitors’ list.”

“There’s a special visitors’ list?”

“It’s Jay and it’s an expensive hospital with classier management. So yeah, pretty much.”

“That’s nice.”

Silence - except the occasional crackling of the static on the phone.

“They’ll do fine, okay?”

“Okay.”

“I have to go now. I’ll call you tonight or tomorrow, I’ll text you?”

“Sure.”

“Okay. Bye.”

“Bye bye.”

The car ride with your father is quiet, the gentle music from the stereo playing and you’re thinking about how your mother is back at home. She is a busy woman back home too so you hadn’t really had the time to call or text her.

For the first time in a long time, your father knows more about your life than she does.

“I know you’re probably not in the mood to answer this but...” The car slows at a red light. “Have you started packing?”

You don’t turn. The trees outside are swaying gently in the light breeze on this sunny day. It reminds you of the day Heeseung brought you out to the beach for your picnic.

“I’m about 80% done. The stuff left’s like my laptop and iPad and daily appliances.”

“That’s good,” You see him nod in the window’s reflection and glance at you. “Well, I’ll come by and hand you the documents for credit transfer later this week and I’ll send you to the bus terminal next Wednesday too, yeah?”

“Mhm,” Humming to yourself, the refracted red light turns green. “Sure.”

The car starts again. “Hun, I... I just wanted you to know that I know this sem has been difficult for you. I’m- I’m sorry that I suggested you come. Had I known that there was going to be a lunatic running on the loose, I would’ve stopped you from coming.”

“You wouldn’t have known,” You mumble, but still loud enough for him to hear. “It’s fine, it’s over.”

“And with what happened with Jay and Heeseung... I’m sorry. I really am.”

“They would’ve gotten caught up in this crazy shitfest with the psycho anyway, regardless of my presence,” Finally turning to look at your father, he side-eyes you while keeping his hands on the steering wheel. “It’s not anybody’s fault except that psycho’s that this happened.”

Your father remains quiet, unable to respond. The car drives into the sheltered drop-off point at the hospital and he watches you unbuckle the seat belt to let yourself out the car.

“Hey.”

You sling your bag over your shoulder and rest a hand on the car door.

“They’ll be okay.”

A weak smile pulls your lips up your cheeks.

“I hope so.”

By the time you’ve reached the floor where the wads were, you’ve run into a good number of their friends. Of course, there were one or two bad apples among the bunch, but most of them knew you were on a special visitors’ list and that’s why you came so late.

It never gets easier though, the look on their faces when you know they want to tell you that they’ll be okay, but promises should not be made if they cannot be kept.

Walking into Jay’s ward, you see his mother helping to sponge his face while Jake and Sunghoon speak to a friend on the other side of the bed.

You catch the room’s attention when you pull the plastic bag out from your bag and let the door shut behind you, Jay’s mother looking up and offering you a tired smile.

“Oh, hey,” Jake grins and beckons you over.

“Hi Mrs Park,” You gesture to Jake to wait before holding out the plastic bag to Jay’s mother. “It’s a box of tonic for you and Mr Park. Thought of getting fruits but I don’t think Jay can have them yet.”

“Gosh, you really didn’t have to,” She shakes her head and sets the cloth down by the bed. “Thank you. Are you sure you’re okay, coming to visit so often? You’re here everyday, aren’t you?”

You return her a tight, pursed smile. “Yeah, but it’s fine. I’m leaving to go home next week so I don’t have much time left to spend with them. I don’t mind.”

“Oh, honey,” She stands and takes the box from you, turning to set it down on the table behind her before returning you her attention. “I... I don’t know what to say. This must be all a lot for you.”

You break the eye contact first, knowing that you were probably going to cry if you hadn’t stopped looking at her.

“No, it’s fine,” You raise a palm and rub her upper arm. “All I want is to have a decent conversation with Jay before I leave, and I’ll be more than satisfied.”

“Oh!” She exclaims, nose crunching into a threatened crying mess. She holds her arms open and coerces you into her arms, patting the back of your head. “Of course. Of course, Jay will be fine by the time you need to go home. I promise.”

“I really do hope so,” You pull away first and smile weakly at her.

“By the way, Mr and Mrs Lee are with Heeseung in the ward next door,” She sniffles, anxiously rubbing her palms together.

“Oh, right- Do they know I’m on the-”

“Yes, of course they do, sweet heart,” She quickly rubs your arm to comfort you, then slides her hands down to yours to keep them in her palms. “Their parents are the sweetest couple ever and they’d be so grateful that Heeseung has a friend like you. How about I have Jake or Sunghoon bring you over to meet them?”

“Oh,” You watch as she waves to get one of the boys’ attention, Sunghoon quickly pulling away from the crowd to attend to you.

“Would you do me a favour and bring her over to Heeseung’s ward? Introduce her to his parents.”

“Of course,” Sunghoon hurriedly nods and lowers his head out of respect. “Come on.”

“Thanks, Mrs Park,” You turn your feet to follow Sunghoon, but your hands are reluctant to leave hers. “I’ll come back later.”

“No, take your time, sweet.”

With a slight nod, you pull away and trail after Sunghoon out of the ward after leaving your bag with Jake.

The ward door closes with a soft hiss, then Sunghoon pauses right before you can come into view of Heeseung’s ward door, turning over his shoulder to look down at you.

“I don’t mean to bring this up at a bad time but...”

“I know,” You nod. “I know I’ve been an ass the last few weeks. Honestly, I... I didn’t know who I wanted to be endgame either.”

Sunghoon gives your word one more second of thought before he turns around to face you.

“It’s not my business but are you going to choose? Or... just go home next week?”

You frown and look down at your hands, reminiscing the warmth from Jay’s mother.

“I don’t know,” Your voice cracks. “I don’t think I can choose. Even if I do, I have 8 days, and neither of them are awake yet. I don’t... I don’t want to do that to them.”

He takes a deep breath and looks away, shoving his hands into his pockets.

“It’s Heeseung. Choose Heeseung,” He says without looking at you. “The night they got into a crash, Jay texted Jake to tell us that Heeseung kissed you, and that was the moment he decided he would give up.”

The statement tears you apart on the inside.

“Jay’s a tough guy to hurt and he plays his cards fairly and maturely,” Sunghoon nods and finally looks at you. “Don’t feel bad you’re choosing Heeseung over him. He had a truce with Heeseung. About you. And he knows he lost fair and square, so don’t feel upset. Just pour your heart and soul into Heeseung for the rest of the time you’re here, and worry about committing anything else after you’ve gone home.”

You part your lips to breathe, as if it would help you understand any faster or better.

“Anyway, both Heeseung’s parents are in there and they already have an idea who you are so... Just be nice.”

He watches you nod, slightly zoned-out, then pushes the door open.

His parents can tell you’re more preoccupied with the limp, breathing body on the bed than their presence, but they still take it with grace and greet you like they’ve known you your entire life.

The sight of Heeseung being bandaged up with a leg hanging in the air makes you feel like shit.

Who wouldn’t?

Later in the night, after Heeseung’s mother had gone home and his father had left to get coffee, you’re left alone with him and the occasional beeping from the Holter monitor.

There was a bruise and scratch on his left cheek, and his neck, arms and right leg were in a cast. You think about how much he was going to miss dancing when he gets told he’ll need to be on a 6-month break from anything strenuous.

Tired, you pull your earpieces out and plug it into your phone, laying it on the bed while you hover over him to fit the earbuds into his ears. Then you sit back down and scroll through your playlist, playing with the volume buttons to make sure it was softer than the volume you’d normally listen to your music at.

You make your selection, then quietly lay on the mattress with the faint music drizzling the atmosphere’s noise. That’s how quiet the room was.

His fingers were sticking out of his cast, so you play with them. His hair was in his shut eyes, so you gently push them out in case he were to open them.

“One more time, Heeseung. Just one more time before I leave.”

Jay’s mother was sleeping by his bed when you walk in to check on them, bag hanging from your right shoulder and lids heavy from the terrible sleep schedule the past few days.

“Hi.”

And a smile stretches your lips out when you can see him blink, offer you his bright grin, apart from the cut on his eyebrow.

“Hey,” You whisper, walking towards him on the other side of the bed. “How are you feeling?”

Jay clears his throat and blinks. “Had better days, but at least I’m alive.”

A snigger threatens to wake his mother up. “Good. Do you want me to wake your mom up? Maybe get a doctor in to give you a check up or something.”

He shakes his head, even managing a small wave in his fingers laying by his hip. “No, I’m good. I’m going back to sleep soon anyway.”

You lean over and adjust his pillow. “Well, then I shan’t disturb you. I’ll come by again tomorrow.”

“Sure,” He looks up at you and nods. Your gazes meet, for a split second, he can kind of know what you’re thinking of, and you know what he was.

“Thank you for this sem, Jay. I really am.”

He shakes his head. “No, thank you. It was a fun sem because of you.”

“You call being in a hospital ward fun?”

Chuckling, he turns back to look at the ceiling for a second. “You will come back to visit us, won’t you? Zoom call us or something.”

“Of course. We could meet up during the summer break if anything.”

Satisfied, he nods again. “Good.”

“Get some rest. I’ll see you tomorrow,” You shove your hands into your pockets.

“Okay,” He quietly responds, watching you turn on your heels. “Oh, y/n.”

You turn and raise a brow.

“Heeseung. He’s the one for you, and... he’ll wake up for you. I know he will.”

With a slightly ached grin, you nod and look down at your feet.

“Bye Jay.”

“Bye.”

#enhypennetwork #heeseung scenarios #heeseung imagines #heeseung angst #heeseung x reader #jay scenarios #jay imagines #jay angst #jay x reader #enhypen scenarios #enhypen imagines #enhypen angst #enhypen x reader #enhypen fanfic #enhypen series #heeseung series #jay series

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hattercatsparadise · 4 years

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Twisted Chaos (1/3)

Hatter Cat: Beautiful souls were summoned to Night Raven by a mysterious force to bring chaos to the twisted adventures in the lives of students at this school, should we welcome them?

Quoted Souls: Aiyra Ferox, Chiba Harumi,Emily Hellscales, Inara Horologium & Mirella Hellscales

1️⃣,2️⃣,3️⃣

Outro dia rotineiro em Night Raven com o mesmo caos de sempre... Harumi, o aluno sem poderes mágicos trazido de outro mundo, precisando parar alguma discussão entre Deuce e Ace enquanto mantinha Grim sobre controle na tentativa de evitar que a criatura peluda e imã de problemas causasse o caos.

Harumi estava exausto para dizer no mínimo, esteve sendo pressionado pela negligência de Crowley que todo o problema que ocorre na escola o diretor de alguma forma empurra as responsabilidades dele sobre Harumi que ainda precisa se preocupar com sua vida escolar além de seu trabalho como supervisor.

Isso sem o trabalho de meio período no Mostro Lounge já que o diretor é mesquinho e não dava quase nenhuma ajuda financeira, Harumi já estava farto de esperar ajuda do diretor negligente e algumas vezes a situação do dormitório estava insalubre para continuar assim e se não bastasse não estar dormindo bem nos últimos dias por causa de todo esses estresse e dos estranhos sonhos que teve a quase três semanas.

Eles estavam terminando mais um dia de aula e estavam passando pelo corredor do Espelho das Trevas quando Harumi sentiu algo, como alguém chamando.

“Ei, Harumi... O que foi?” – Deuce perguntou chamando atenção do amigo de cabelos morenos.

“...” – Harumi não respondeu, parecia em transe enquanto olhava para o espelho.

“Ei, terra para Harumi!” – Ace tenta chamar a atenção do amigo.

“Ah, desculpem...” – Harumi respondeu enquanto voltava a si – “O que estávamos falando mesmo?” – ele perguntou tentando retornar ao assunto.

“Você anda muito distraído, você sabe.” – Grim comentou – “São aqueles sonhos esquisitos de novo?”

“Sonhos?” – Deuce questionou preocupado.

“Por acaso você sonhou com um monstro embaixo da sua cama?” – Ace sendo um idiota começou a provocar.

“Há, há, há... Muito engraçado.” – Harumi disse sarcasticamente sobre a atitude infantil do amigo – “Não é nada demais, são só alguns sonhos estranhos que tenho tido. Mas não sei por que isso me dá a sensação que é um presságio...” – ele suspirou cansado.

“Presságio?” – Deuce arqueou uma sobrancelha.

“No meu mundo há a crença que os sonhos tem significado e podem ser presságios de algo que pode acontecer no futuro...” – Harumi comentou pensando sobre o que viu nos sonhos.

“Sério? Dessa eu não sabia!” – Ace disse curioso – “O que foi que você sonhou?” – ele estava bastante curioso.

“Eu sonhei com várias coisas... Primeiro foram dois dragões, depois um leopardo e depois um crocodilo. Eu não sei porque, mas tive a sensação que eles são reais... Como por causa do sonho eu estivesse conhecendo cada um.” – Harumi comentou se lembrando da sensação que teve nesse sonho.

“Isso é bastante estranho, você sabe.” – Grim comentou.

“Depois de tudo que já vi aqui eu acho até normal.” – Harumi comentando todas as aventuras loucas que já viveu.

“Verdade.” – A dupla A-Deuce concordaram.

Repentinamente o espelho das trevas revelou o reflexo de chamas verdes e um vendaval surgiu, abrindo violentamente as janelas e os ventos forçando os alunos a cobrirem o rosto para se protegerem do vento forte ou procurar um abrigo próximo. Do lado de fora uma tempestade assolava toda a escola enquanto os alunos gritam procurando um local seguro.

O quarteto conseguiu abrigo atrás de pilares e um estrondo junto de um clarão de luz que inundou o salão, todos fechando e cobrindo os olhos para se proteger da repentina claridade e quando a luz se esvai tudo havia se aclamado: Sem vendaval, tempestade, nada.

Ou quase se não fosse o fato do dia parecer ter cedido prematuramente seu tempo para uma noite escura e quatro caixões que normalmente flutuava pelo salão estão jogados rodeando a fonte sob o Espelho das trevas que agora mostrava a imagem de vultos que Harumi conhecia bem: Os seres que surgiam em seu sonhos nas últimas semanas.

Harumi sentiu como tudo ao seu redor desaparecesse exceto o espelho e os caixões, parecendo que estava dentro de seus sonhos e estava ouvindo o chamado do espelho para receber aqueles seres.

“Estão aqui...” – Harumi murmurou tendo a sensação de seu corpo agir independentemente de sua vontade.

Ele mal podia escutar seus amigos tentando chamar sua atenção enquanto o rapaz estende a mão na direção a imagem refletida no espelho para acolher aqueles seres que se aproximavam dele.

Formas de sombras que remetiam quatro mãos diferentes surgiram do espelho para retribuir o acolhimento do rapaz que começa a sentir sua consciência se esvair.

O quão caótico seria o que estaria por vir, como o presságio do sonho parecendo ganhar vida e se tornar realidade.

Another routine day in Night Raven with the same chaos as always ... Harumi, the student without magical powers brought from another world, needing to stop some discussion between Deuce and Ace while keeping Grim under control in an attempt to prevent the furry creature and magnet of problems caused chaos. Harumi was exhausted to say the least, he was being pressured by Crowley's negligence that the whole problem that occurs at school the principal somehow pushes his responsibilities over Harumi who still needs to worry about his school life in addition to his work as a supervisor.

This without part-time work at Mostro Lounge since the director is stingy and gave almost no financial aid, Harumi was already tired of waiting for help from the negligent headmaster and sometimes the situation in the dorm was unhealthy to continue like this and if it were not enough not sleeping well in the past few days because of all the stress and the strange dreams he had for almost three weeks.

They were finishing up another day of school and were passing through the hall of the Mirror of Darkness when Harumi felt something, like someone calling.

"Hey, Harumi ... What is it?" - Deuce asked drawing the attention of the friend with dark hair.

"..." - Harumi didn't answer, she seemed in a trance while looking at the mirror.

"Hey, Earth to Harumi!" - Ace tries to get his friend's attention.

"Ah, sorry ..." - Harumi replied as he came to himself - "What were we talking about?" - He asked trying to return to the subject.

"Ya are very distracted, ya know." - Grim commented - "Are those weird dreams again?"

"Dreams?" Deuce asked worriedly.

"Did you happen to dream of a monster under your bed?" - Ace being an idiot started to provoke.

"Ha, ha, ha very funny." - Harumi said sarcastically about the friend's childish attitude -

“It's not a big deal, it's just some strange dreams I've been having. But I don't know why it gives me the feeling that it is an omen ... ”- he sighed tiredly.

"Omen?" Deuce raised an eyebrow.

"In my world there is a belief that dreams have meaning and may be omens of something that may happen in the future ..." - Harumi commented thinking about what he saw in dreams.

"Seriously? I didn't know about that! ” - Ace said curiously - "What did you dream about?" - he was quite curious.

“I dreamed of several things ... First there were two dragons, then a leopard and then a crocodile. I don't know why, but I got the feeling that they are real ... Like because of the dream I was getting to know each one. ” - Harumi commented remembering the feeling she had in that dream.

"This is quite strange." - Grim commented.

"After everything I've seen here, I think it's normal." - Harumi commenting on all the crazy adventures he has ever lived.

"Truth." - The A-Deuce combo agreed.

Suddenly the mirror of darkness revealed the reflection of green flames and a gale appeared, violently opening the windows and winds, forcing students to cover their faces to protect themselves from the strong wind or seek shelter nearby. Outside, a storm raged through the school as students shouted for safety.

The quartet found shelter behind pillars and a crash next to a flash of light that flooded the hall, all closing and covering their eyes to protect themselves from the sudden clarity and when the light faded everything was acclaimed: No storm, storm, nothing .

Or almost if it weren't for the fact that the day seemed to have prematurely given up its time for a dark night and four coffins that normally floated around the room are lying around the fountain under the Mirror of Darkness that now showed the image of figures that Harumi knew well: beings that have appeared in your dreams in the last few weeks.

Harumi felt like everything around her disappeared except the mirror and the coffins, looking like she was inside her dreams and was hearing the mirror's call to receive those beings.

"They're here ..." - Harumi murmured having the sensation of her body acting independently of her will.

He could barely hear his friends trying to get his attention while the boy held out his hand towards the image reflected in the mirror to welcome those beings who approached him.

Shapes of shadows referring to four different hands emerged from the mirror to return the welcome of the boy who begins to feel his conscience fade.

How chaotic would be what was to come, like the omen of the dream seeming to come to life and come true.

Otro día de rutina en Night Raven con el mismo caos de siempre ... Harumi, la estudiante sin poderes mágicos traída de otro mundo, necesita detener una discusión entre Deuce y Ace mientras mantiene a Grim bajo control en un intento de prevenir la criatura peluda y el imán. de los problemas causaron el caos. Harumi estaba agotado por decir lo menos, estaba siendo presionado por la negligencia de Crowley de que todo el problema que ocurre en la escuela, el director de alguna manera empuja sus responsabilidades sobre Harumi, quien todavía necesita preocuparse por su vida escolar además de su trabajo como supervisor. Esto sin trabajo a tiempo parcial en Mostro Lounge ya que el director es tacaño y casi no brinda ayuda económica, Harumi ya estaba cansado de esperar ayuda del director negligente y en ocasiones la situación en el dormitorio no era saludable para seguir así y si no fuera suficiente. no durmió bien en los últimos días debido a todo el estrés y los extraños sueños que tuvo durante casi tres semanas. Estaban terminando otro día de escuela y estaban pasando por el pasillo del Espejo de la Oscuridad cuando Harumi sintió algo, como si alguien llamara. "Oye, Harumi ... ¿Qué es?" - preguntó Deuce llamando la atención del amigo de cabello oscuro. "..." - Harumi no respondió, parecía en trance mientras se miraba al espejo. "¡Oye, tierra para Harumi!" - Ace intenta llamar la atención de su amigo. "Ah, lo siento ..." - respondió Harumi mientras se recuperaba - "¿De qué estábamos hablando?" - preguntó tratando de volver al tema. "Estás muy distraído, ¿sabes?" - comentó Grim - "¿Son esos sueños raros de nuevo?" "¿Sueños?" Deuce preguntó preocupado. "¿Soñaste con un monstruo debajo de tu cama?" - Ace siendo un idiota empezó a provocar. "Jajaja muy divertido." - dijo Harumi sarcásticamente sobre la actitud infantil de la amiga - “No es gran cosa, son solo unos sueños extraños que he estado teniendo. Pero no sé por qué me da la sensación de que es un presagio ... ”- suspiró cansado. "¿Presagio?" Deuce arqueó una ceja. “En mi mundo existe la creencia de que los sueños tienen significado y pueden ser presagios de algo que puede suceder en el futuro ...” - comentó Harumi pensando en lo que veía en sueños. "¿Seriamente? ¡No sabía nada de eso! " - dijo Ace con curiosidad - "¿Con qué soñaste?" - tenía bastante curiosidad. “Soñé con varias cosas ... Primero había dos dragones, luego un leopardo y luego un cocodrilo. No sé por qué, pero tengo la sensación de que son reales ... Como por el sueño que estaba conociendo a cada uno ". - Comentó Harumi recordando la sensación que tuvo en ese sueño. "Esto es bastante extraño, ¿sabes?" - comentó Grim. "Después de todo lo que he visto aquí, creo que es normal". - Harumi comentando todas las locas aventuras que ha vivido. "Verdad." - La pareja A-Deuce estuvo de acuerdo. De repente, el espejo de la oscuridad reveló el reflejo de las llamas verdes y apareció un vendaval que abrió violentamente las ventanas y los vientos, obligando a los estudiantes a cubrirse la cara para protegerse del fuerte viento o buscar refugio cerca. Afuera, una tormenta arrasó la escuela mientras los estudiantes gritaban por seguridad. El cuarteto encontró refugio detrás de pilares y un estruendo junto a un destello de luz que inundó el salón, todos cerrándose y tapándose los ojos para protegerse de la repentina claridad y cuando la luz se desvaneció todo fue aclamado: Sin tormenta, tormenta, nada. . O casi si no fuera por el hecho de que el día parecía haber abandonado prematuramente su tiempo por una noche oscura y cuatro ataúdes que normalmente flotaban alrededor de la habitación están tirados alrededor de la fuente bajo el Espejo de la Oscuridad que ahora mostraba la imagen de figuras que Harumi conocía bien: seres que han aparecido en tus sueños en las últimas semanas. Harumi sintió que todo a su alrededor desapareció excepto el espejo y los ataúdes, luciendo como si estuviera dentro de sus sueños y escuchara la llamada del espejo para recibir a esos seres. "Están aquí ..." - Murmuró Harumi teniendo la sensación de que su cuerpo actuaba independientemente de su voluntad. Apenas podía escuchar a sus amigos tratando de llamar su atención mientras el niño extendía su mano hacia la imagen reflejada en el espejo para dar la bienvenida a aquellos seres que se le acercaban. Del espejo emergen formas de sombras que hacen referencia a cuatro manos distintas para devolver la bienvenida al niño que comienza a sentir que su conciencia se desvanece. Qué caótico sería lo que estaba por venir, como el presagio del sueño que parecía cobrar vida y hacerse realidad.

#twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland scenario #twisted wonderland imagines #twisted wonderland oc #chiba harumi #Mirella Hellscales #Emily Hellscales #Aiyra Ferox #Inara Horologium

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dreamsafterhours · 4 years

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college boyfriend!markhyuk au series: III (donghyuk's pathway)

a universe in which roommates!markhyuk meet each other's s/o in class

markhyuk are roommates, my/n and dy/n are roommates, mark and dy/n take classes together and so do donghyuk and my/n — how will their fates intertwine?

genre: fluff pairings: mark+my/n (fem), donghyuk+dy/n (fem), platonic!mark+dy/n, platonic!donghyuk+my/n format: dotpoint AU universe: non idol, college bf warning: some swearing

masterlist

or click here to meet your soulmate, eng lit!mark!

II ⇤ | III | ⇥ IV

III: 별빛이 내린다 샤라랄라랄라라 (2+2=4)

the meeting of two souls: donghyuk & dy/n

welcome! back and to the next part

in which things actually happen! yay

so. up until this point

it’s been quite obvious i hope

that this is the one where The Soulmates Meet™

and this one right here is the one where donghyuk meets his future wifenew best (not) friend

dammit this is a set plot with SET relationships

yeah

major spoilers for future parts but hey :) y’all know it i know it let’s just.

let’s get to it!!

that day you accidentally sleep in after a late night and walk into your lecture looking pretty trashier than you would normally a few weeks into the first sem and you’re already tired it’s okay bby aww

and mark suggests skipping the next lecture and going for coffee instead

you’re like ok lmfao free coffee for me yay thanks marcus i owe you one

and to make up for the lecture he suggests he join you and your roommate with his own roommate in the library later that day to study the material you’d missed out on

so you’re like sweet study group hell yeah and apparently his roommate is also in biomed like your roommate? hey they might get along pretty well it’d be nice to have roommates in the same faculty hey

little do you know you little cutie you uwu

mark takes you to a cafe to buy you your favourite drink and a croissant bc you skipped breakfast again and he cares about his friends ok plus he was eyeing that donut next to the savoury menu in the glass cabinet and he would have felt bad if he got something to eat and you didn’t

you sit down, sipping your drink at the window seats and wishing your fatigue away

laughing with mark about what you slept so late for

my/n had been ranting about her love life again or perhaps lack thereof,,

don’t worry tho

after you’d gotten her to sleep, you’d gotten major feels for an essay question that you’d been tasked with due in a week but you hadn’t touched it until last night

staring at the prompt for at least half an hour trying to get your head around it and wondering what the hell you’d write about

but like they say

starting is half of it

so when you start spinning your words and getting into the writing mood

you accidentally wrote an entire draft without realising

albeit being full of loose ends and points you need to refine, etc., it was a decent body of work that you’d tackle for a few more nights before turning in

a skeleton, you’d called it

“a skeleton?”

“yeah. next thing i need to do is.. flesh it out”

“.. literally”

cue mark’s small pause

/inhale/

/MANIACAL LAUGHTER/

you know how mark’s laugh is very how do i put this into words hm dictated

you can HEAR each HA and they’re separate syllables yet sometimes they can vary in tone and length right it’s usually the more consistent HAs before he kinda loses it and starts throwing himself around

it was that laugh

honestly man finds everything funny his laughing threshold seems so low

and no matter how unfunny you are he WILL laugh at anything you say

and you’ve been doing it a lot lately

you could say literally any random thing and he’d already be ready to laugh (see Figure 1.1)

Figure 1.1

you: /snort/

mark, already giggling: “what”

you, still sniggering: /touches his elbow/ “arm knee”

mark: /inhale/ gotta live and breathe that oxygen

mark: HAHAHAHAhahAhaHAHAhahAhHa (decrescendo.. cRESCENDO)

^ that but looped, with intermittent slaps to your arm

anyways you never fail to make him fall out of his chair in laughter

but enough of that. dy/n is donghyuk’s y/n for a REASON ahEM

so after you finish up your breakfast at the cafe you go back to your dorm to take a power nap and recharge before your library session you were going to stay awake but mark forces you to take a nap and you’re like bro you just fed me caffeine now you want me to sleep??

then he tells you he ordered your drink decaf

you turn to him real slow

“.. you sick traitor. how dare you besmirch my name so. you scorn my forefathers and our dependence on the holy bean’s juices. betrayal runs rampant in your soul and mine stands at the mercy of your choices, them informed by the devil himself”

mark: /shrug/ “placebo effect yeet. hey, it worked for a bit. now you should really go home and get your sleep”

and he drags you back to your dorm and waves you off before going to his next class

you’re lowkey grateful for it tho when you take a shower and collapse onto your bed, falling asleep in what you think could be half the time you usually take

dreaming about losing your airpods and mark yelling at you to be more careful and then you two fighting bc you’d just lost your $300 bean sprouts but you could have sworn he took them

then police sirens went off out of nowhere and both of you were being arrested for assault and thievery

why you were the one being arrested, you had no idea but it’s a dream nothing follows the guidelines of hard reality anyway

just as you’re about to be handcuffed, you think to yourself, nope. i have a library session to attend. ain’t nobody got time for this shit

and you just

wake up

but the sirens are still continuing?? so you’re like ? is my building surrounded

they’ve come for me

even though you haven’t exactly broken any laws or have you

and you realise it was the alarm you’d set in time to get ready for your library session

so you grab your stuff and leave for the library, double checking with your roommate over text to make sure she was on her way

her lab class was taking longer than usual so she tells you she’ll be 10 or so minutes late

so you tell her you’ll be saving a seat for her and call mark to let him know you’re on your way to the library

“oh i’m already here lol. alright, i’m waiting for you outside”

and sure enough, you see him leaning on the wall of the entrance, eyes on his phone

you consider calling out to him but before you actually do, he glances up and spots you walking over tf do you have psychic spatial awareness mark

smiles and takes his corded earphones out

“you seriously need to upgrade those”

“they work fine”

“nop i’m getting you airpods for your birthday”

“dUdE thEy’RE tOo ExPEnSiVe. nO dUDE NoO”

“nOP. i’m GOING to buy you EXPENSIVE BEAN SPROUTS for your LIFE DEBUT ANNIVERSARY and you CAN’T STOP ME”

at this point i should just put /MANIACAL LAUGHTER/ and you should know what laugh i’m referring to

/MARK LEE’S MANIACAL LAUGHTER/

/MLML/ for short

nvm it’s fine it’s kinda fun to type /MANIACAL LAUGHTER/

literally mark laughs in bolded italics i’m just sad i can’t underline it on tumblr unless it’s a link lmfao

n e ways

i digress

you shush him because you’re about to walk into the library

“qUIET DOWN marcus” turn that sh down for quiet new dawn

the library is almost full for the day but after a minute or two scouring the building you find an empty four seater in the middle of nowhere it’s CRAZY you can NEVER find a MIRACLE like this life couldn’t get better

i’m sorry

you speed walk to claim it even though there was no one else in your vicinity to threaten your territory

mark laughs at you trying to get to the table as fast as you could without all out running

getting out your things, you send a photo of your seat to your roommate and tell mark to send it to his roommate as well so they know where to find you

you start watching the lecture online while taking notes and since you’re not in the lecture theatre you can talk more audibly with mark not that you don’t talk in the actual lecture too,,

maybe you do text a lot,,, during class

mark usually says things like “.. implications of what now?? interpretation of huh?” to which you reply “i want cheese when i get home”

and he has to stifle his laughter while you keep your straight face and continue writing your notes he admires this ability ngl

and so while you’re watching it on your computer

you can say things like “fuck. i want pickles”

and mark will /throw himself back/ and cackle and probably say some shit like “DIDN’T YOU HATE PICKLES??” between his giggles

and you’re like “yeah. fuck pickles but like. fuck. pickles”

he almost falls off his chair at this point

but when he balances himself again he spots someone down the corridor and wave them over

“oii! over here dude”

you turn to glance at them to expect his roommate, but you see your own roommate talking to someone and wave her over as well

“heYY my/n”

you see the other person turn to your roommate and tell her something, , then she says something back

which is apparently shocking to them, because he glances over at mark and then at you

and then he looks again when your roommate points straight at you

to which you’re like ?? hi? y u look me

and then they both start laughing

you wonder if they were laughing at you or smth until mark’s like “tf is that idiot doing”

and u look at him like ? what idiot

“that idiot. the idiot roommate i told u about. the one who called u a homewrecker”

and you’re like

wait

[info clog]

wait

[error]

“wait”

“what”

“that’s your roommate?” u point at the boy next to my/n, who r both still laughing at something going all “wOW r u KIDDING” he has a loud voice

and mark’s like “? yeah”

and you go

“.. the girl next to him is my roommate”

mark: “wait what”

that’s what she said

at that point they’ve made their way over to the table, still trying to hold in their laughter

you start to introduce your roommate to mark, who’s still confused by the situation

you: “mark, this is my/n, my/n this is mark”

my/n: “nice to see you again mark”

you: “wait. again?”

mark: “yeah we’ve met. hi my/n”

you: “what”

mark: “yeah”

my/n: “yeah”

his roommate: “yeah”

you:

you: “i feeling like i’m missing something here”

turns out

surprise surprise

that one friend that my/n had made in her biology class was mark’s roommate oh my god they were roommates

whose name, you are told, is lee donghyuk

magical moment

us watching: heh 🤤

u can’t help but do a lil body scan from head to toe bc he a fine piece of cake we all know that

honey skin, oversized white t shirt, black pants, sneakers and lighter brown hair that looks fluffy the type of fluffy that makes u wanna touch it

yes he’s good looking. yes

yaaaaas

then mark tells him your name

“she’s the one i said reminded me of you”

“r u talking abt me behind my back marcus??”

donghyuk laughs and holds out a hand for you to shake

“what kinda coincidence is this?? i adopt your roommate, you’re dealing with mine”

“oh you’re gonna have to get in line to adopt her, i’m her legal guardian, sorry donghyuk”

to which he goes

“lmfao then we’ll both be her parents”

“k but i’ll keep her on the weekends. you see her on the weekdays”

then he wipes his smile off his face and he’s like “who said we’re split”

mark and my/n are doing the /MANIACAL LAUGHTER/ at this point

mark: “so ,, seriously what are the chances”

you: “this quartet,, it’s fate guys it’s fate there’s no way about it”

yes it is. yes. it is

even that four seater table was free because of fate

donghyuk: “this calls for drinks later. we all free? no 9am classes tmr?”

my/n: “we have a physics prac at 8:30 dingus”

donghyuk: “ah shit”

you barely got any notes for that lecture for at least an hour because you end up talking altogether throughout the session but once you remember you’re in a library to study you request a ceasefire and agree to study for a bit which,, you gotta admit ,, isn’t really productive because you’re so excited to meet someone new

but the best part about the day was when you notice how many times mark is glancing at your roommate while she’s reviewing her notes, completely oblivious

donghyuk complains that he’s hungry after another hour or two and you suggest you all have dinner together

donghyuk leans back in his chair in a stretch, his jumper lifting up a little over his jeans and showing a bit of his belly “ah i’m craving chinese”

you perk up, “mE TOO”

so you all go to your favourite chinese place just outside campus where you find out that mark and my/n have the same taste and so do you and donghyuk

he points and u and goes “oH?”

“jjAMPPONG? U TOO?”

“the ONLY DISH EVER”

mark and my/n: jjajang is fine : )

you and donghyuk: “JJAMPPONG IS SUPERIOR”

give him a bro five with the shoulder bump and everything

the boys walk you and my/n back to your dorm afterwards

donghyuk and my/n end up walking in a pair and mark walks alongside you

mark mentions how it’d be fun if you made a group chat together

you: “do it”

“i don’t have your roommate’s number tho”

you’re smiling wickedly at his reaction “?? ASK HER FOR IT”

“dude what?? no u make one and i’ll add donghyuk to it”

“bRO JUST ASK”

“wHAT NO U DO IT THEN”

so u go

bet

and you call out the two biomed kids walking in front of you

“hey donghyuk! give me your number i’ll make a group chat”

“sure lol” and you open up a new contact to let him type his number into your phone

he saves his name as hot boi hyuk ✌🏻

which you just leave bc you’re busy making the group chat

mark is still astounded that you asked donghyuk for his number so easily

you: hi hello good day

my/n 🌸: yeetus meetus

hot boi hyuk ✌🏻: bow before me

you: here before me lie the beginnings of a new era

you: one born from blood and stone

my/n 🌸: tf is she saying

hot boi hyuk ✌🏻: idk but lets go with it

you: together we rise from the rubble and sort through the debris

hot boi hyuk ✌🏻: yas queen

my/n 🌸: i hate this gc already

you: and we WILL REBUILD THIS EMPIRE

read by marcus the fool 🤡 at 8:21 pm

safe to say you stay up for a good while talking on that group chat while mark just sits idle,,

you honestly don’t know if he’s consciously reading or not maybe he just left his phone on the chat

and thus our quartet is complete,,

and they all lived

happily ever after

but this isn’t the ending tho is it

wink wonk /waggles eyebrows/

this is but the epilogue to the prologue

that doesn’t make sense but n e ways

our quartet has not yet become two pairings

y’all just don’t know what the future has in store for you :)

click here to meet your soulmate, eng lit!mark!

II ⇤ | III | ⇥ IV

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peachjjam · 4 years

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what law school did to me (mental & physical health, identity, thoughts)

Hello friends!

So it’s been almost a month since my last day in law school (which were my finals) and I have to say, it’s been... life-altering. Never have I ever had an experience like this. Law school is a way different beast from any kind of thing I’ve embarked on in my young life (wow young). After some reflection, and a few weeks of reconnecting with myself(?) as crazy as that sounds, here are three things law school did to me overall.

( losing my identity during law school )

You read that correctly! I say this because I’ve never felt more detached from my own body than when I was in law school. It feels like you’re your own spectator, watching to see what your body automatically does which is wake up, pack my bag to leave for school at 8am (even though my first class is at 2pm), get a way too overpriced iced coffee (something I’ve going to kick to the curb this year) and settling in the library to get some studying done. I was doing this nonstop for seven days a week, never giving myself a break, not even to relax.

Of course, I would feel guilty from time to time, but then I would use “free time” to spend with friends, s/o, or family. Never to myself as I thought that was a luxury. And during those 5 months, I felt more and more of a stranger to myself; I didn’t practice any hobbies nor had any creative outlet. To my eyes, it felt like I was a robot, someone who just studies. I put the pressure on myself 24/7 for the last 5 months of the year and trust me, it’s something I regret doing.

Next would be my mental health. I (unofficially) have anxiety, and because of the constant stress of law school, my daily life has been riddled with too much anxiety than I could have ever dealt with. And, as you guessed with, law school killed my mental health. It drove it to the bone. I didn’t reflect, I didn’t process (since I moved and thought like a robot) and I didn’t take care of myself mentally nor physically. So on most days, I was irritable, isolated (in my mind), and fatigued. My mental health took a toll every day, and I was doing nothing to address it because i thought I didn’t deserve to address my mental health when I was barely getting through daily recitations. But of course, I know now that’s bad thinking, so I’m taking steps to fit in self-care everyday.

Lastly, my physical health. I think I maybe exercised once in those 5 months?? And then sat for 8-12 hours a day???? I was terribly unhealthy. I gave up on exercising since I had so much guilt in not being able to recite properly. Looking back at it, I knew I shouldn’t have let it go, because it’s a known fact that exercise helps in academics, it boosts cognitive function, and it helps mentally as well. So if I do exercise, it’ll actually help me get more academic stuff done. But I was so scared of failing that I cut it out to make room for more studying even though every day my thoughts were, “I could have definitely fit in a 20 minute workout just now before showering.” This year, I’m doing my best to cultivate that habit so that I wouldn’t be able to cut it out once school starts.

So that’s what law school did to me! It’s still the first sem of my first year, got a lot of growing and adapting to do, but cheers to 2020! A new year is a a new opportunity to be better.

#new year's resolution #ramblings #2020 #law school #law #student #law student

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markblush · 5 years

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HOWDYYYY 🤠

HEY ALL boy has it been a super long time!!!! and so many things have happened!!! such as dying my hair :’) (4 MONTHS AGO LOL) BUT YES HI FIRST i’d like to thank all you lovelies for tagging me aND TO APOLOGIZE FOR HOW LATE THIS IS??? LIKE SO LATE???? the last time i uploaded a face tag was like 5 months ago O GEEZ but thank you guys!!!! @5unwoo @j-onehunnit @1ongride @wlwhyuck

i hope you all have been so so well these past few months and that life hasn’t been too hard on you!! if definitely has been for me bc of art school and all sorts of crazy things but!!! i’m on a small break right now before my next sem thank goodness :)))

hope you all have the loveliest spring🌸💞

AND TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELVES!!!!!! 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧✊✊✊✊💖💖💖💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💘💘💘

tagging you superb moots :)

@oi--felix @renjvn @myfirstandlast @homegf @cherrydejun @hi-seungmin @lightstlck @zoldyckilllua @ncterror @reunjun @renjunarium

#AND YES I AM SUPER AWARE THERE ARE MANY OTHER TAGS I HAVENT DONE YET LMAO #i am s o sorry :'o #i suppose im definitely super burnt out not just school wise but making content too LOL #but ill still definitely post the rest of the stickers for neocity vanproj when they're done!! :)#face #I SHOULD HAVE UPLOADED THIS WITH MARK WHAT WAS I THINKING

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luvdsc · 3 years

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Hihi Cat! I've come to deliver some good news! (This is pretty long huhu ToT)

MY ERB HAS BEEN APPROVED AND I CAN PROCEED TO RECRUIT PARTICIPANTS!! Ahh it's been such a blessing to be able to proceed immediately! I've actually hit my target amount of participants in less than a day (IT'S CRAZY) but I'm gonna collect more responses cuz the more the better! (Would you wanna check the questionnaire out? I can PM you the link!! :3)

Also also I PASSED THAT FINALS! The one I took a day after my vaccination (1st dose) ToT GAHH I'm so happy I won't even ask for more, it's enough :3

I've been writing my thesis during this sem break but it's progressing pretty slowly cuz I've been so drained from last semester and the vaccine itself. Huhu but I've written a brief rundown for my proposal so there's a rough idea there, just needa rly assemble it into a clear narrative. And yes I agree! Psychology studies are a beautiful fusion of science & human essence imo, and its fascinating learning more abt ourselves and how we as the human species progress in life ya know? 😌

I got my second dose exactly a week ago and got the same side effects - headache, arm soreness, hunger, fatigue; I felt like a fusion of psyduck & snorlax HAHAHAHA 😂 - it wasn't anything serious so yay I'm fully vaccinated! (in a few weeks time keke I'll be)

HAHAHAHA my vaccination appointments were pretty eventful. The nurses and volunteers were all so warm and friendly! I'm the type of person who feels whatever's being injected into me, it's not the pain that I wanna distract myself from (it wasn't pain tbh) but that sluggish discomfort I get from the needle ejaculation >//< sooo as they showed me the vile and syringe before injecting me, I prepped my Yangyang photocard in my hand. During my second dose, the nurse thought I had some fancy way of taking a video when in actual fact I was just looking at my Yangyang photocard hehe UwU she asked me whether I wanted to see the needle going in (smtg I can't look at tbh) and I was like HELL NAH ToT

And also some recap from the previous ask!

There's no need to apologise for the delayed response okie!! UwU my sem break is ending this week, but I've spent my time completing my academic research trainee tasks (transcribing audio clips), I've also created the content & design for my uni's newsletter, did some thesis writing, and I took a course on financial planning on Coursera to prep myself for the adulting life ToT

And idm sharing my back up / failed topics! I didn't have a lot of cards in my hands, but here are some of em!

1) time perspective and meaning in life 2) anticipatory nostalgia 3) not a topic but a variable! fragility of happiness / happiness aversion

what ideas did you settle on for yr art pieces? If you dm sharing, I'd love to hear abt it! 💖💖💖

Tbh I can't think of a fav ice cream flavor hmm 🤔 i rly didn't think it'd be so hard thinking of a fav ice cream flavor but the first that comes to mind is green tea! I like them milky flavored ice cream😍 though my fav from this ice cream place I go to is thai milk tea, it's so fragrant and milky!! 🥺💖 I just got myself a tub of milk & biscoff gelato keke UwU what's yr fav ice cream flavor? :3

For my course structure:

We have 2 long sems (Jan - Apr, & Aug - Dec, 16 weeks) & a short sem (May - July, 9 weeks)! Our sem breaks are only around a month then it's back to sleepless nights ToT AND YES those weeks were the most stressful weeks ever 🥺😭 I'm glad I'm graduating soon for that reason 😂(though idk what awaits in the working world ToT that is another fear I have :/)

Thank you for being part of this journey and being open to listening to my lil adventures! 🥺🙆🏻‍♀️💖😭 esp w the amount of responses and ppl helping me, I feel a lil more motivated to work and excel in this pregnancy (thesis, I call it pregnancy cuz it's around 9 months too HEHE) Since the pandemic, it's been pretty hard separating studies & hobbies :/ I've learnt it the hard way from my period cramps last sem (mine's the severe type where you can faint ToT), and it was also on my last paper for finals !! Very traumatizing ._. but I'll continue to manage myself better! :3

Huhu Cat since you're working now, I also wanna ask abt yr experience in job seeking! Cuz unemployment is a real deal here esp. w everything that's going on :') I don't have working experience either (only had 1 through internship) and it literally feels like I'm going into the unknown ToT I've been running over some case studies and assessments just to better prep myself for this. Do you have any advice as someone who's already working? UwU

Take care and stay lovely as always!! 💖💖💖

hi, sweetpea !!!! 🌸 omg major congratulations for getting your ERB approved, honey bee !!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 that’s absolutely amazing, and I’m uber proud of you 🥺💗💗 also, it’s wonderful that you hit the required number of participants so quickly !!!!! (And I would love to participate if the questionnaire is still open 🤧)

AND HECK YEAAA CONGRATS ON PASSING THE FINAL TOO 🤩🤩🤩🤩 big congrats to you all around, miss smarty pants 💓💓💓

Oh gosh, I hope you got to rest during your semester break too ): you’re working so hard, please remember to take care of yourself !! 💕 your mental health is more important 🤍 have you finalized your proposal now? And omg yes exactly !!! It’s so interesting to see the thought process behind an action and how it can be manipulated or influenced by various stimulants or there’s also the argument between nature versus nurture too and how that affects psychology and it’s just all so cool to learn about 🤩

Omg you had so many symptoms, I’m so sorry to hear that 😭 I only had a sore arm, but that’s what happens when I get any shot 🤧 I hope you’re feeling better now 💘💘

I’m really glad to hear that the nurses and volunteers were kind and friendly !! it’s always comforting to have nice people as doctors, especially when you’re trusting them to stick a needle in you bshdjdjdkd omg yangyang to the rescue !!!! 💞💞 we’re not allowed to record record any medical appointments, like I think the nurse thought the person in front of me in line was recording when they were getting their vaccine and said they weren’t allowed to do that 😅 and aaaaa I always have to look when they inject me, I don’t like being taken by surprise 🤧

oh my gosh you were so productive over your semester break !!!! :o and oooo you do content & design for your school’s newsletter? Do you do stuff like graphic designing and write articles? 💓 and how was the financial planning course !! Did you learn a lot? Did you like the studies? :’)

aaaaa those topics sound so cool ??? 🤩🤩 I would definitely be down to read about those omg 💛

for my 3D design class, I decided to do lightbulbs and flowers as my overarching theme for my art pieces !! I included a couple pictures below under the cut at the bottom 💓 the first one is a soft sculpture made out of newspaper, and there’s a pencil next to it for size reference, the second one is made of wires that I shaped myself, and the third one is made of foam boards that I cut and assembled myself as well 💕 and I included a picture of my final painting project! it’s a triptych and I believe the size was like 18 x 24 for each one? If you click on the picture, it should be better quality!

omg I love green tea ice cream too !!!!! 🍵🍦 I like going to somi somi for their matcha and milk swirl ice cream with red bean taiyaki 💚 I only had thai milk tea ice cream once, but it was phenomenal 🤩 I wish they sold it near me too !! milk and biscoff :o I’ve never tried that flavor! I’ll have to see if it’s sold around here :’) green tea is my favorite, but I also really like everything but the... from Ben and Jerry’s !! 💛 also alcoholic ice cream.... like there’s this one kind where it was a breakfast esque type with vanilla, corn flakes, and bourbon, and it was delicious 😋

omg what 😭😭 you’re basically going to school year round with no break bahsjdjdjdkd when I was in uni, i had a month off for winter break (usually something like dec 9 - jan 9) and then mid june to mid September off, so around three months of summer vacation? Your school schedule sounds absolutely brutal 💀💀

and omg of course !!! Thank you for letting me be a part of the journey 🥺💗 bdjdjddj pregnancy omg that’s such an interesting way of seeing it :o sending you all my love and support for a successful delivery of your thesis baby 🥰🥰 oh yeah, it’s definitely been a struggle to separate everything, especially when the lines between home and workspace blur with online school or working from home. And oh my god ???? Are you okay ?? Did you go see a doctor or take any medication? I hope you’re feeling better now !! Please take care of yourself 😭

ah, I got my job through my internship, so I’m not sure how helpful I will be 😅 but during the process of interviewing for internships, there were several rounds for each company that range from a group interview, a one on one interview, video interview where they give you random questions that you have to answer on the spot (some of mine were discuss the stock market, give a sales pitch on something you’re interested in, etc), a test, etc. I think it’s different depending on the job you’re going for, but that’s what I had to do in the business field! It’s important to study and prep for all of this!! It’s like taking an verbal exam for one of your classes. And also make sure to study the company’s website and familiarize yourself with what they do/sell.

My one piece of overall advice would be about interviews! Interviews are important in which the person interviewing you is seeing if you’ll be a good fit with the company, not in terms of skill, but personality. They already know you’re qualified and have good skills - that’s how you got the interview. With the interview, they’re essentially trying to see how personable you are and if you will work well with their team. Some people are so intent on proving their skills that they kinda just rattle off all their achievements and whatnot, and it’s like... the interviewer already knows this, it’s all on the resume they reviewed when they decided to give the interview offer. Be friendly, open, maybe make a little small talk at the beginning (“hey, how are you? any weekend plans / how was your weekend?” This is what I did for all my business interviews, and I got an offer back from every one 🤧💗), make appropriate jokes / be a little funny, just show that you’d be a fun person to have in the office whom people will want on their team, but that you will also be dedicated to the job and work hard 💘

And thank you so much, honey bee!!! 💞 I hope you’re doing well and having a good week , and please take care as well 🌷🌷

#asks #jaeismytamtation

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errolcandelaria · 6 years

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2018

Another year has passed. That’s another three hundred sixty-five and one fourth days, eight thousand six hundred seventy hours, five hundred twenty-five thousand and six hundred minutes, and thirty-one million plus seconds. That was a lot of numbers. I don’t know about you, but this year has been a ride!! I really went out of my comfort zone, I have met amazing people, made more friends, experienced a few firsts, released a pint of tears and at last, made a decision that I think would change my life forever.

Let me break it down. January was good. I started the year with cough and colds, alone in my room taking videos of myself and the fireworks that can be clearly seen right on my window pane. This was also the month ~ I think~ when I made up my mind that I really want to pursue medicine. This was the month when I fell in love with all the hospital works. That I had envisioned all the times that I’ve been in a hospital, trying to remember the smell of alcohol drenched cotton balls; the hallways, the rush in the emergency room, everything. I never knew I loved those things until last 2016, when I started watching this surgical TV show that I am now obsessed with.

February was okay. Like the usual, I hated my birthday. It’s eerie that I feel like there really is something in my birthday that I don’t quite feel like it’s worth celebrating for. I am not worthy of their time, money and efforts. There were also lots of questions that roamed my mind. To whether tell my parents about my plans or not; is medicine really for me; will they support me with my decision; and WILL I SURVIVE IF EVER I GOT INTO MEDICAL SCHOOL. There were days that I am adamant about my decision, that I tell myself ~ Of course I can do it!! And there were also weeks where I get discouraged, and the fear of making bad decisions really gripped my body tight.

March, hmm. I couldn’t quite remember the events that had happened this month. But I am pretty sure this was the month that I went full on crazy about someone in our college. I really want to know that person’s name, but I had to go incognito because everything will be messed up if that person knew.

April. CSSP NIGHT!!! LIT LIT LIT LIT!!! This was one of the happiest night of my life. Played bingo for the first time, got to see my crush perform on stage for the first time, AND ACTUALLY KNOWING THY NAME!!! Added on facebook, then got accepted the next day. O diba. I don’t remember that much events in this month. I am pretty sure I was still in the phase of constant dilemma about the decision I made for my future.

May. The semester is almost over!! But say no more, I still had an internship over the summer.

June. INTERNSHIP WOOOOH!! Lit lit lit rin. Pero hindi capital letters kasi muntik na ko magkaroon ng mental breakdown. Why? Internship. I never had a hardtime naman looking for a company to train to unlike some of my classmates pero the ~pressure? That’s what held me back talaga. I think? Culture shock siguro is the best term to describe what I felt. Ano ba. I was just a normal student tapos I get to be an intern in a huge BPO company tapos I had to talk to potential employees pa. IN PURE ENGLISH!! Syempre na shookt ako. Tapos I got assigned in a station right next to our boss pa!! Imagine the pressure. But she was really nice. She’s funny, approachable and all. Pero still nu, I couldn’t help but get intimidated by her presence. I lost track din on how many times I got scolded for doing the call outs wrong. I got the feeling that my supervisor has this impulse deep down to strangle me with the cord of the telephone I use. But in all, I still got to finish it. I finished it without even noticing I was almost done. Days passed by like hours. Literal. 10 hours a day ba naman ang oras na nababawas sa 240 hours ko eh. But seriously, I didn’t even notice that I was almost done with it. I met amazing people there, I got to talk with real people looking for jobs, interact with people older and far superior than me, which was my greatest fear!! Talk about getting out of your comfort zone huh.

July. This was the month when I finished my internship. Actually, it wasn’t easy coming back to your old shit. I missed waking up way early to catch the 6:30 am UV so I would arrive at work at exactly 7:45. Separation anxiety? No. I just miss the ambiance. The faces of the people that I get to interact with daily, the cold work room that would chill you right to your bones, and yung pag kain ko ng Richeese every after lunch. WOOH!

August. Back to bizz. FIRST SEM. 4TH YEAR. I’M OFFICIALLY A GRADUATING STUDENT!!! What’s with the enthusiasm? Boy doesn’t even know what’s about to come at him. If there’s this saying na life throws you lemons, and you would just make lemonades out of it, oh boy. Life threw me pineapples, sea urchins, a school bus and a nuclear bomb. Which I don’t know how to deal with, cause HOW DO YOU EVEN COOK A SEA URCHIN? August was one of the months of this year that made me cry. Not even because of a heartbreak, nor a typical teenager shortcoming, but because of the terrorizing spirit that lies within the subject that is research I. Starting from the day that our professor had assigned us to do an individual research proposal, all of us knew that it will be the beginning of the tormenting last first semester in our college lives.

September. Wake me up when September ends. Cause there was no relevant thing that I could remember happened this month. Again, I am pretty sure that I was still rehearsing the words that I would tell my parents about my plans after graduation. Still uncertain on what’s gonna come next.

October. We were assigned to our respective thesis groups. This was also the month that we submitted the first draft of our real thesis proposal. Mind you, we almost got rejected. Title lang tiningnan nung prof naming bes. This was when the inside joke ‘bibili na naming ng condensed milk si prof para di na sya ma-bother sa proposal naming evaporada’. Beh. This was my busiest month this year. Revisions here and there, almost everyday we were in school since we refused to have another overnight cause we accomplish nothing when we are in an air-conditioned room. The impetus of the warm and cozy bed was really inviting and irresistible. So ayun, we were in the school almost everyday.

November. Thesis proposal defense!!! Holy shit. We had an overnight to rehearse everything we have to say the day before the defense. I was so nervous, but my group mates were just chilling. Literally. Kasi nga ang lamig sa kwarto. I don’t know but I have this thing that I always overcomplicate things. Things that can be handled by a five-year old child I tend to make it seem like the apocalypse is about to happen. I have always had an anxiety in speaking in front of the class, so imagine my nervousness about this one cause I have to present a proposal in front of three intimidating research gods. And then the day of the defense came, WE PASSED!! I couldn’t forget the awkward shriek I did when the assigned panel to our group delivered the good (?) news to us, in his timid, kinda shy low voice. All the stress, the fear, the anxiety I have that day flew away as he uttered the words “Eheh, uhm. Pumasa kayo…. Pero with major revisions”. Boy I didn’t even hear everything the panel said after those words. Buti na lang our mentor recorded everything, cause if not, mangangapa kami and mamatay sa kakaalala kung ano ano yung mga suggestions na binigay nila.

December. Ahhh. The final month of the year!! Was there something relevant that happened this month? YES!!! LIT LIT LIT LIT ULIT!! Our section had THE most extreme, wildest, and craziest after-defense slash victory party slash walwal party ever!!! What a wonderful way to welcome the last month of twenty seventeen! I also met a new friend, a twitter friend from our college. Haha. Ooh. I also decided to tell my parents about my plans. Imagine my fear, anxiety, fear of rejection, lahat na pota!! Aaaaand. It didn’t go well. They did not approve. But anyway, I still want to prove myself that I got what it takes to be a good physician, so I have decided that even though I am not certain that I will go to med school right after graduation, I would still review for the NMAT and take it this coming March or April. Diba. Because, sabi nga sa bible, for the Lord has plans for all of us. Plans that will prosper us and not to harm us, plans that will give us hope and future. Honestly those are the words that give me hope. That I could still be something I want to be despite the fear, the people that hold me back, and the discouragement I get from my own environment. I can do it naman diba?

I think the word that encapsulates the events that took place this year is uncertainty. For me at least. It is what I feared the most. Afraid of what will happen next. Maybe it is the utmost reason why I missed a lot of chances to – prove myself, to show off what I got in my jacket pocket, what I can offer, and to improve the things here I am good at.

I have had a lot of shortcomings this year. The tears that I let out were way fewer than last year, but the tears from this year came from a deeper source. Maybe because I already decided what I want to do until I die, but the people around tell me otherwise. I felt like my dream was invalidated. Trashed. Thrown away. Just because the dream is a 24-karat gold and I only have a couple of gravel and sand. And it cuts even deeper and the wounds won’t heal in an instant.

I’m a fond believer of that famous saying that’s about crossing a bridge when you arrived there, but what if there are even no roads, or pathways or pavements that will lead you to that bridge? You haven’t even reached the bridge yet, but you have already been stopped because the enforcers told you the roads are closed. I could handle everything life throws at me. I made a ridiculous stewed sea urchin, I put the pineapples on my pizza, I defused the nuclear bomb and used it as a decoration in my room, kasi nga I cross the bridge when I get there. I deal with what’s in front of me. Pero how could you deal with something, if along the way, the people around you have already poked a hole in your tires? That even though they believe in you, unconsciously they are telling you that ~no, you won’t do it cause we won’t allow you. It will just fuel your fear kasi you will never know what’s on the other side. You cannot cross the bridge because you won’t even get there. The fear of uncertainty will eat you alive, chew you and spit you out to where you started. And I don’t want to be that person who grieves, and regrets his life decisions after a couple of years because he patterned it out from what the people around him pressured him to do. I want to dictate my future, but there are just inevitable circumstances that make it hard to do so, and it makes me real sad. I thought this year will be different. I had high hopes with it, but it just let me down. They let me down.

But I will still continue striving. This time, I will have enough courage, and bravery to stand up for the choices I make. I will never let any opportunity slip through my hands like water. I will face this year in my warrior suit, equipped with the disappointments, discouragements, fears, heartbreaks, anxieties, regrets, and problems the past year had thrown at me, that I have successfully overcome.

I can already feel that this year will be tiring, productive, troublesome, hard, insane, bountiful, delightful, pleasing, satisfying, wild, I can list a couple more adjectives but in all, I will sum it up with just a word stressful. But hey, being stressed means that you are actually doing something. I expect a lot of disappointments and heartbreaks to come this year, but deep down, a spark of hope still shines. I have the right to be a pessimist, cause hello, 2017??? But it does not mean I will be for the rest of the year.

I’m on my *crossed fingers* final year in college, so that means I will be graduating this year. That alone is one hell of an event to look forward to. Alongside that, my medical journey will also be put on trial this year 🤣. My fate to becoming a medical doctor will be decided hopefully before I graduate from college. But again in crossed fingers, I really hope that whoever is to decide, I want the decision to be in my favor cause not only it will trace my future, it will also reveal how tough, matured, brave and steadfast I have become. These are just two of what I think be the highlights of this year. Here’s to a handful more of new experiences!! Cheers. 🥂

May 2018 be my year.

Seriously. Cause 2018 is Year of the Dog, and I’m a big big huge enormous fan of dogs. so can this year be my year?

#2018 #adios2017

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livingbutamireally · 4 years

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AY2019/2020 Y1S1 Module Review

AY2019/2020 year 1 semester 1 review

Started school around august after orientation camp in july, and had to study after doing nothing for months after a levels and finally had the taste of the rigour of this major.. semester 1 went by too quickly..

Modules taken this semester:

CS1010S

MA1101R

MA1521

BT1101

GER1000

CS1010S Programming Methodology (Python)

Prof: Ben Leong

Exam Dates: 2 Oct (Midterm) / 16 Nov (Practical Exam) / 27 Nov (Finals)

Weightage:

Coursemology – 25% (25%)

Participation – 5% (5%)

Midterm test – 15% (-)

Practical exam – 15% (20%)

Final assessment – 40% (50%)

(those in brackets are for those taking alternative final)

S in CS1010S is for science students, most students are either science students (DSA/ Life Science plenty) or BZA students.

Overall this module easily had the highest workload compared to other modules, having to rush missions every week, complete tutorials (this is pretty standard duh) and lecture trainings before deadlines for bonus points on a gamified platform. One could sit at their table wracking their brains for the whole day and still not be able to come up with a feasible code, or have their codes stuck with some bugs and not knowing how to continue. Really, without the help from fellow friends this module would be hard to get through. Luckily my TA was kind (and patient!) enough to explain such that my brain could get it. Ended up having to IP this module sadly… This module really requires your wholehearted devotion and really tests your patience i must say, especially for people who are not too intellectually inclined (aka me)..

They introduced a new scheme this semester aka Alternative Final, meaning you get to retake your midterm and finals by tabao-ing it into the next sem except you do your finals during the recess week instead of the finals, kinda like a half-retaking a module? Your grades for finals are IP-ed (in progress) rather than letter grades and the finals and midterms will be accounted for in the following half a semester albeit under different weightage components.

They said its a introductory module, but …………..

This year’s practical exam was particularly hard i think i had friends (even the zai ones) getting single digit marks… banked full in on the Method of Life question (Q5) of finals which is a giveaway question asking you how you can apply the concepts to other parts of your life and your main take-aways from taking this module (filled up the whole page and got full marks for it 4m) without this question i would have failed the paper..

Now i have to work hard the next sem… its kinda sad for us BZA students because CS1010S is a prerequisite for those wanting to take BT2101 and CS2030/2040 modules in the following semester (y1s2). Future students (esp BZA) please take the advice to consider this when deciding whether to IP…. because guess who didnt and regretted not thinking deeper…..

Ah one more thing to take note is the weightage is quite different for those IP/ alternative final people, theres higher weightage for the papers :_D

Ben Leong is a pretty good lecturer, hes solid in delivering concepts except my brain may be a little too slow for him.. Theres also lecture videos online that you can refer to and thousands of papers (with solutions!!) waiting for you to do.. something uncommon for many modules i heard? also, you get to see your final (scanned) paper through a website, in ben leong’s words “how cool is that?” he also uploads the mark scheme for your reference which is pretty cool imo. He’s a very interesting lecturer.

MA1521 Calculus for Computing

Prof: Leung Pui Fai

Exams: No midterms, just an online quiz (4 questions, most get full marks for), and the finals

Weightage: cant really rmb the weightage but i think its 40-60? i think tutorial attendance isnt graded..

They said this was just a repeat of H2 maths with more stuffs well boy i must say this wasnt as easy as they said.. okay maybe for me, ive always struggled with maths for a really long time. Surprisingly got a B for H2 Maths, i got a B3 for O levels really the blemish in my results. Got a B- for this module. Many people will say this is an easy module, you can trust them a little different in my shoes i guess. I didnt turn up for lectures for the half part of the semester since he talks a bit too slowly so i just watch the webcast sped up. But being a procrastinator i’m really behind on webcasts by the time the exams came.. i think i spent too much time on CS1010S and its still not enough.. if you dont have the discipline to watch them religiously at home, i would suggest you go for the lecture even though he may talk abit slowly but it forces you to not miss out on them. I dont really had the time (is it i wonder?) to do the tutorials either so i was also behind on them.. most of the time i just sat for tutorials and took the answers down to only work on them many weeks later (much regrets) so i didnt really understood what was going on as the TA went through. please dont be like me… the recess week was for sure not enough to revise/ learn all the content for all your mods for both midterms/finals so please dont be lazy like me…. this is the suffering i brought upon myself TT

Overall i think. it is not that hard a mod if you do your work consistently.. things got a little confusing towards the end i heard they dropped a whole chapter this semester glad they did.

MA1101R Linear Algebra I

Prof: Wang Fei

Weightage:

Finals (28 Nov, 2h)— 60%.

Mid-term test (4 Oct, 2h)— 20%.

3 homework assignments (4% per assignment) — 12%.

An in-class Lab (MATLAB) quiz — 8%.

This was one of my most hardest period in my life and i say this on PERIODT. As if maths wasnt tough enough, this will really declare a survival of the fittest among your remaining brain cells. Friends told me maths came into their dreams… pls extinguish my soul. You must be thinking i am crazy for wanting to take 2 math mods in a sem right? ?

Yeahh no one really does that but it was my idea because i didnt want to do maths together with all the core core mods (BT and CS) next sem so i decided ah i should just get maths over and done with ( hAH real joke bc i couldnt clear CS1010S and i cant take 2k level mods for BT and CS and unlocked clown outfit because theres one more ST2334 core mod that involves probability and stats so much for thinking i will be over and done with for dealing with maths– someone tell me why did i choose this major again?)

Somehow along the way i realised the bell curve for this was surprisingly high i think those who chose this mod intend to delve even deeper in mathematics, mayhaps i joined the wrong major. The R in MA1101R actually stands for rigorous i didnt realise until my friend read the fine prints in the SOC Course Curriculum for BZA or sumn. Pure hell. There are 3 homework assignments (graded mind you) and most of the students get around 50++/60 i think i was the one of the rare few who flunked quite badly and always eyeballed by my TA (who is a prof for some 3k or 4k level maths, not for this mod though). I approached him for consults and for help and he was nice enough to sit me down and explain slowly. He’s pretty good at explaining slowly although he’s pretty fast in class (and most of the semester i had close to ZERO idea what was going on in class for pretty much most of the mods). Shockingly managed to pull out a C from my butt. The intellect of the students are no joke.. Homework assignments are every 3 weeks starting week 6 i think (so week 6, 9, 12) and i think are there to make sure you catch up with the work.

Oh lectures-wise, i sat for ½ of his classes, i really absorb almost nothing.. the rest of the lecture hall seem to get it though or so it seems. so i stopped attending my own lectures to watch the webcast for Prof Victor Tan too. His webcasts/lectures are really popular and it really owe it to his teaching, apparently he taught Wang Fei before and of course had over ten more years of experience. WF’s lecture turn-outs are comparatively less compared to VT. And on panopto (webcast platform) i think it was almost always 360++ views for VT as compared to a 80++/ was it 30++ for WF if i recall correctly. VT slides are also more concise and simple to understand where as WF’s ones are similar to the textbook. You are also required to purchase a textbook for this module costs around $20 from the co-op store in science and i urge you to purchase it asap when the profs announce they are made available bc they run oos quite fast.. the tutorial questions are from the textbook and the textbook is very simple and straightforward and put together by some of the lecturers/profs in school.

BT1101 Introduction to Business Analytics

Prof: Dr Sharon Tan, Desmond Ong

Weightage:

1. Online Quiz & Datacamp Assignments — 7%

Tutorial 1-4 — 8%

Tutorial 5 onwards — 15%

In-class Assessment (Written) — 10%

Practical Assessment — 20%

Final Assessment — 40%

In class assessment is held 2ish weeks after your midterms week so its kinda like your midterms?

Mm i would say this module is the most ?? its hard to put in words but if you read up the confessions page (NUSwhispers) regularly you would see many complaints that the mod is structured not as neatly as CS1010S its quite here and there everywhere and personal opinion, sometimes i dont know what i am supposed to learn but i guess its like that? The profs seem to value not wanting to spoonfeed and us learning on our own and stuff like that. I heard the mod was much harder in previous years and they simplified it a lot compared to in the past (which i really thank god) but its still a bit ?? They split it into two halves, first half of the sem is taught by Dr ST (Descriptive Analytics) and the next half by DO (Prescriptive and Predictive Analytics).

There are online videos to be watched every week even though you get lectures once every 2 weeks when Dr ST teaches and tutorials to be submitted to your TAs that are graded only after about 6/7 weeks. They leave comments (½ sentences someitmes shorter) and your marks received and thats about all so you dont really know where you went wrong since they are not marked paper and pen way. The tutorials are coding exercises for questions using the R language. They also used Datacamp to drill some of the basics of R for a headstart. Her workshop style lectures are a lot of on the spot learning how to code and stuff which i lag behind a bit because she goes a bit fast in order to cover everything. We learn new content via the online videos that we have to watch every week and theres quizzes for them too weekly iirc.

The next half by DO had no online videos (great!! and no quizzes!!) but weekly lectures and graded tutorials are due every 2 weeks(!!). There are still weekly tutorials but its only graded for every 2nd one, wow this saved me a lot of time phew. I didnt get to do the tutorials for those that are not graded but read through the questions so that i get a gist of whats going on, and somehow i really dont have the time to do it? CS1010S really absorbed a large chunk of my time cries. Finals was a oK it was not that bad i think. There are 20 MCQs and then about 4 structured questions? Closed-book with 1 A4 sheet cheatsheet.

Oh and the bad part about the tutorials are the tutors wont provide you with the model answers/codes so you’re really just on your own. You either get it or nah. :_D

GER1000 Quantitative Reasoning

Weightage:

1. Tutorial — 10%

2. 10 Weekly Quizzes — 20%

3. Project —35% (Presentation 10%, Final Report 25%)

4. Finals (28 MCQs, 2h) — 35%

No lectures so no profs, just weekly online videos and quizzes.

Tutorials are every odd/even weeks depending on the slot you chose.

Groups are arranged by the TAs beforehand.

This was pre-allocated for us so (grits teeth). Honestly a waste of time. One of the mods i neglected till the end to focus on other mods (which was worth it). The workload was manageable, of course (if not how to neglect). Every 2 week you meet together wiht your groupmates to discuss tutorial questions (each group will discuss 1 qn) and every tutorial class ended about 30min earlier. Nearing the end theres a group project report and slides to be done. Report is in the form of QnA so you just answer the questions and slides/ presentation is going through an article of a topic you chose (theres about 10) and you analyse the QR part of it what is good what can be better, etc. Theres also a bit of the stats part with probability and stuff but its a OK. Bell curve steep for finals (40 MCQ, 2h) but most finished in 1h and left the hall, i was one of the few who stayed till the end even though i was just staring at the paper into the depths of my soul for reasons unknown) It’s a lot about experiments not really the scientific/ calculations part of it but understanding about coming up with experiments, the pros and cons of carrying things out a certain way in loose terms something like the art of crafting experiments? makes you think a bit deeper how and what people think and not so dry i guess.

Epilogue

i guess thats a wrap–new semester starts soon :( i think this might be the first module/semester review tumblr blog but i hope this can be of help to anyone, to anyone at all. the owner of many of similar review blogs get really stellar results which i may be too out of league from so i hope this brings comforts to those who are doing not so well and encourage them because im not any different we exist, and we’ll survive.

CARPE DIEM 2020 LETS GEDDIT

#y1s1

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OHOHOHO THEN hcs for childhood rivals (is that a thing? children can have weird rivalries.... they fight over crayons....) to best friends to lovers trope for kawanishi and semi?

Taichi Kawanishi

ღIt all started when they were little. Their mom were friends and wanted their kids to be friends as well

ღA mistake because you were too loud for his tastes and he started ignoring you. That didn’t suit you well

ღYou fuking punched him and you started to fight, your moms had to come and separate you both lmao

ღAfter that well you both weren’t on good terms with each other

ღYou just couldn’t let it go and neither could him apparently

ღYou always, always had to fight aka one fight per year

ღAlso because you were always one-upping his scores and looking at him with a haughty look, (absolutely shameful)

ღAfter you graduated from middle school the fights cooled down a bit, honestly gave your mom a breather because you always came home with some sort of bruise on you courtesy of taichi (and taichi as well) and after the fights started lessening, your bruises did too

ღOn your last year of being middle schoolers you got paired up for a project (im just a walking cliche aren’t i?) and he dared you that you couldn’t get into shiratori because of that really fucking difficult exam

ღYou agreed to take it, if only to shut his mouth up (it wasn’t even your first school of choice you wanted to go to seijoh) (s/o wanted to be a seijoh whore)

ღYou both went on the same day to take the exam, glaring at each other thru it, it was a wonder how you both managed to complete it

ღThe next day taichi had volley tryouts and told you some kind of passive-agressive stuff like “sucks for you that you don’t get a chance to get in on a sports scholarship” idk maybe taichi thinks you won’t get in on grades and also doesn’t have the same chance to get in thru sports

ღ Anyway he told ya he thought he did good and to wait until next week for the scores and letters

ღWhen next week came you trotted up to taichi with a grin, practically shoving the paper down his throat as you showed him the score. You had passed and it was almost close to a perfect score

ღTaichi was shocked (not that he’d tell you) and showed you his score, which quite high, but did not come near yours

ღYou then asked about the tryouts and he told you he was accepted, which was a relief because his mother had been bugging him about it

ღYou congratulated him and told him “we should have a fight on our first year there hm? Just like old times where i would beat your ass~~”

ღSavage reader-chan

ღHe was shocked because he thought you wanted to go to seijoh but you shrugged and shook your head; “nah i wanna at least see what school shira is. If i don’t like it i could always change schools”

ღafter that you made changes and started to treat each other amicably and you couldve called yourselves friends

ღthey did indeed fight on the first day there and that like cemented it lmao

ღYou still kept teasing him and beating his own scores (you both were in advanced classes)

ღOn your second year the teasing toned down a bit, and you spent more time with him, going to all of his practices, games and away games too when you could.

ღHe had come to care for you and what better way to ask you to be his than on the last tournament of the year, the Interhigh spring high or interhigh lol i dont remember either thanks anyway i’ll use that then~~

ღYou were already up with the school but taichi texted you to meet him before the first game started. You did and met him outside in the hall.

ღHe gave you his jacket, before asking you out. There was a slight waver to his voice from the nervousness

ღYou were shocked and couldnt believe, after everything but you accepted with a cocky smirk, pulling him down for a smooch

Semi Eita

ღYou did not get off to a great start with semi

ღYou may have stolen a ball he was playing with and refused to give it back

ღYour first fight ever and it was versus a guy for a freakin’ ball

ღFrom then on you fuckers tried to fight each other everytime you saw each other

ღYou were always trying something to rile him up, always teasing him with a grin

ღYou were driving him crazy and not in a good way

ღThis continued up to highschool

ღWas he practicing volleyball? Gotta have a snide comment thrown his way every now and then. His unfashionable clothes? Another comment too

ღAnd then satori had to give you material to tease him more honestly

ღHonestly each time you walked into a room and he was there it was a pissing contest and a huge amount unresolved (sexual-) tension

ღIn your second year you stumbled upon semi angrily serving a ball into the court, just it missed by a lot and almost took your head off if you hadn’t moved in the nick of time

ღHe looked at you, looked right thru you really and his eyes were red and he was breathing heavy, mumbling a rough sorry as he went to pick another ball to serve

ღYou whistled at him, positioning yourself on the other court to attempt to receive his serves

ღHe nodded, serving just as hard as before

ღThe first serve you couldn’t properly receive, cursing at the sting but looking at him to do it again

ღThe afternoon was passed away in a flurry of volleyballs, curses and feet running on the court

ღAfter he ran out of balls he walked up to you, panting and stretching his shoulders out. You rubbed the sting off your arms, plopping down on the floor. He sat in front of you, hunched over

ღ“What happened semi? I’ve never seen you so pissed off, and thats something because that’s my job” “you know shirabu?” “the new kid on the team? Yeah what about him?” “He’s taking my spot… on the team.” “WHAT? But semi-sem-” “-dont call me that-” “you’re better than him!!” “I know… thanks y/n. You helped… alot.” “even if i’m your sexy rival~?” “I’ll disagree on the sexy part.” “Rude! I’m sexy and you know it~!” “Maybe you’re not so bad after all y/n.” “could say the same of you eita.”

ღAfter that there was less teasing coming from you and you soon both became friends

ღ“Semi-semi~” “don’t” “pick me up” “Why should I?” “Why shouldnt you?” “..fine” “yay~” “happy now?” “oooh~ the great semi-semi is picking me up with his strong manly arms~” swoon

ღOf course being friends didnt stop you making things a contest every single time

ღYou passed more time with him, satori, the team and other classmates were asking if you were dating

ღY/n looked into the Camera like in the office

ღ“Satori pls” “i mean you’ve been spending so much time with him~” “cut it we’ve been rivals since we were little” “true”

ღAnyway it wasn’t until your third year that you were like “yeah. I like Semi-Semi. Unfortunately.”

ღIt was on the spring tournament, before the first game that he pulled aside when you gave him the good luck charm. He took your face in his hands and drew you in for a deep kiss, leaving you breathless. (There was faint shouting in the background courtesy of the third years yelling “get it Semi-Semi/eita”)

ღHe moved back, embarrassed, but he tightly held one of your hands, a bashful smile tugging at his lips.

ღ“didn’t know you had it in you Semi-Semi” “s-shut up /////” “I’ll be cheering you on when you serve eita~!” “Thanks… babe.” “:3c” “what’s with that face?” “Nothing~”

ღEvery time it was his turn to switch in for the serves he looked up at you, waving and mouthing ‘good luck’

ღWhen Shiratorizawa Lost against kara you stood stunned and quietly slipped out of the bleachers To go stand near the exit.

ღSemi was one of the last to leave, spying you and lagging behind the others.

ღHe quickly took you in his arms, angry and frustrated, just like that day in your second year. You just held him saying nothing.

ღAfter a while hayato came looking for him since they had to leave, seeing both of you wrapped up.

ღ“You played great semi, and those service aces were spectacular.” “but we still couldn’t win” “but a team is of six people eita, you only couldn’t bring the team to victory and you know it.” “I know… you always know what to say” “I’ve known you my whole life eita of course I know.”

ღHe walked away, catching semi’s eyes and motion towards the bus.

ღEita nuzzled into your neck, pulling away and planting a smooch “after we get to school, get to the gym and wait outside. I’ll come get you because we have punishment to do” “what punishment?” “100 serves” “yikes” “yeah” “this is because of wakatoshi isn’t it?” “Yup” “whatever, I’ll be there, like always”

ღWhen he came and got you, he made you sit a little ways behind him on the serve line, with a lot of water bottles, his phone and jacket (which you wore.)

ღHe started, along with the others, to do the punishment, looking back at you every couple of serves.

ღWhen he was around the 50 mark he stopped and sat next to you, taking one of the bottles you offered and drinking from it.

ღYou moved and put your head on his shoulder, your hand squeezing his other hand.

#haikyuu!!#kawanishi taichi #semi eita #hcs #sfw #admin koru #with help of my beta reader!

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Poesia Acústica #4 - Todo Mundo Odeia Acústico (Bob, Mv Bill, Froid, Djonga, Azzy, Delacruz)

[Bob] No dia em que o mundo perder a cor Talvez você entenda a verdade No dia em que tudo perder o valor Talvez cê me diga, me diga O que é saudade Sem que alguém lhe culpe, ou que alguém lhe julgue Eu vi a inveja comprar o homem Pro homem comprar algo inútil Chega ser cômico e lógico Vê que cê pode ser o próximo Números de um código Me diz, porque o ser humano é tão tóxico? Eu já me cansei dos meus próprios porques Amar, amei, doeu E hoje eu vim queimar buquês Fazer valer o sentimento Não fora, procure dentro É essa intolerância que ainda vai matar vocês Vai vendo, nem tudo o vento leva Eu não tenho preço Eu só tenho pressa e eu sou o mesmo Esse é o fim dessa conversa e cê me vê Mas seu preconceito num te deixa enxergar Luz, vi pelo espelho o raiar do dia Sem sombra de dúvidas O sol é pra quem vive a vida Amor, amor, amor Nesse final de semana Vamo ficar em casa, só eu e você Amor, amor, amor Eu, marijuana Quem sabe só assim pra eu te esquecer Amor, amor, amor Nesse final de semana Vamo ficar em casa, só eu e você Amor, amor, amor Eu, marijuana Quem sabe só assim pra eu te esquecer [Mv Bill] Eles são coisas estranhas, vivem num mundo invertido Burocrata pra agir como bandido Se eu tivesse um Death Note Colocaria vários nomes Pra fuder também quem nos deixar fudido (diz) Liberto como Django Livre A revolta da chibata mais "Favela Vive" Proibido proibir falar de racismo Mimimi é de quem chama de vitimismo O tiro que mata, mira no alvo certo Nem tudo que é escravo é liberto inimigo é de graça, da porta não passa Santa protetora tá sempre por perto Dando proteção (dando proteção) Para que os inimigo não venham entrar na nossa direção (nossa direção) Nós estamos de olho em cada movimento da oposição Continua fluindo positivamente na nossa canção (Não tenta não, só pega a visão) Prefiro estar com ela, num rolé a beira-mar Na carreta muito louco, ouvindo Anderson Paak Eu sei que é muito foda, nosso barulho incomoda Isso é coisa preto na visão de Willian Waack [Froid] Choveu semente e cresceu uma planta Isso tudo fez chover polícia Encher um ônibus só com os mais bronca Fecharam mentes, jovens avenidas Comunismo já morreu faz tempo No cimento da casa da Frida E o Diego morreu por dinheiro Com a veia entupida porque a morte é viva O que sobrou pra quem só faz poema? Acho que isso as vezes vale a pena Ser a vida, ser alternativa Pr'uma nova vida e tentar ser apenas Ser a cena, será só novela Ser a cera, será memo cela Preso a ela, sério mesmo, a vera Destruir o inverno tipo primavera Ganja girl eu tava com saudade Você lembra bem daquele dia Eles nunca viram essa magia Imagina a cara deles, linda Aquelas cores e aquelas coisas E lembra muito d'onde eu conhecia Seus olhos brilham toda vez que eu olho Faz até o ouro ser bijuteria Me da calor que eu sou hipotermia Eu sou Alaska, você já sabia Eu sei tá lindo, quanto a gente tem Mas eu nunca esqueço quanto a gente tinha Filma isso porque o clima É isso aqui que a gente cria Faz piada, faça pouco caso Faça algo, só num banaliza Acaba logo com essa monarquia E legaliza, o verde-oliva Engana o mundo, mano Leva tudo, mano Estraga o ser humano Só num rouba a brisa [Djonga] Ela me chamou pro luau Mas eu odeio acústico Me disseram: "pra abstrair só dá uns puxo, po" Me dei ao luxo, ô De não levá-la pra cama Talvez por isso ela volte até hoje Toda semana Irmão, lá vem ela Descendo a ladeira Se deita na cama, eu desço a madeira Emoção, preocupada com o beijo da fera Razão, se preocupa com o preço da feira Quer a sorte de um amor tranquilo A mordida do gosto da pêra, pera Te conheço de outras vidas Eu tenho sete, é que eu sou um gato Ela diz que se o jogo virar Vo tá cheio de grana e mulher pra me dar Já virou há um tempo amor Eu tô cheio conta e um menor pra criar Eu tô cheio de ponta e o pior pra fumar, ó Álcool, sexo, sono Somos um quando damos a mão Levei umas mina pra cama que só o sono leva Eu durmo com a peça do lado, eu tenho sono leve Se o proceder me chama Digo que não me espere O sexo foi longo, o nosso amor foi breve Ô nanana, ô nanana Meu vício é correr atrás de tudo aquilo que acredito Então vê se me esquece, é Ô nanana, eu vou te falar Geografia da vida, lógica do morro Sempre que um sobe outro desce Falar de paz, nem se for pras paredes Já que até elas tomaram tiro A angústia do artista que se arrisca É saber que só o fútil interessa Que eu não seja mais um adereço Se lembrar escreve, me endereça Abre seu peito, vê se me escuta Eu te amo sua filha da puta! [Azzy]

Às vezes me deito na lua Imagino ser superstar Daqui observo minha rua É a mesma vontade de poder voar Quem dera eu, encontrar um par de asas e sair por aí sem direção Quem dera eu, não precisar usar palavras pra explicar o que tenho em meu coração Não, não vou desistir Sei quem sou, e hoje vão nos chamar de loucos Não vou desistir Sei quem sou, e hoje o chão é muito pouco Hoje essa rua é minha Nunca perguntei se seria E mesmo se ela não fosse, eu ia lá trilhar Descalça caminho nas nuvens Nem sinto falta dos sapatos Se eu chamar, a chuva vem Chegando a destino das luzes A neblina embassa meus passos É a hora que os falsos vem, mas não me veem A Deusa Lua guia, ó Deus a rua é suja Adeus quem me iludia, amém ao meu refúgio A Deusa Lua guia, ó Deus a rua é sua Sincera rebeldia Deixe-nos a sós [Delacruz]

Identifico a verdade pelos olhos Sugiro que o faça Hipócritas, dispenso Eu adoro quando tudo isso passa Não deixe de sorrir, eu imploro nem saio de casa Faz um tempo que não choro Em quase tudo eu vejo graça Woman no cry, fire babylon Deus é pai, me dê sua mão Me abraça amor, pode ser a solução Tão simples eu fiz Da parte triste a diversão E tudo foi mais simples, eu quis Transformei tudo num som Amo carnaval, sou brasileiro Lavei o rosto, eu sou guerreiro Zero a zero, eu quero o mundo todo E no mundo novo fazer um passeio Ame seus familiares Diga que os ama apesar de tudo Vamos a novos lugares Novos ares, é um absurdo A vida é um refrão Refrão, cantemos juntos Cada um com o seu jeito Seu tom, o resto é lucro Nunca entrei num avião E eu nem preciso Realmente sou gavião E eu tenho o paraíso.

Compositor: Bob; Mv Bill; Froid; Djonga; Azzy; Delacruz

Poesia Acústica #4 - Todo Mundo Odeia Acústico (Bob, Mv Bill, Froid, Djonga, Azzy, Delacruz)

[Bob]

The day the world loses color Maybe you understand the truth. On the day that everything loses its value Maybe you tell me, tell me. What is homesickness? Without someone blaming you, or judging you I saw envy buy the man Pro man buy something useless Be comic and logical See what you can be next. Numbers of a code Tell me, why is the human being so toxic? I've had enough of my own To love, to love, to hurt And today I came to burn bouquets Make sense of Do not go outside, look inside It is this intolerance that is still going to kill you. You see, not all the wind takes I do not have a price I'm just in a hurry and I'm the same This is the end of this conversation and you see me But your prejudice does not let you see Light, I saw in the mirror the dawn of day Without a doubt The sun is for those who live life Love love love In this weekend Let's stay home, just you and me. Love love love Me, marijuana Who knows, just so I can forget you. Love love love In this weekend Let's stay home, just you and me. Love love love Me, marijuana Who knows, just so I can forget you.

[Mv Bill]

They are strange things, they live in an inverted world. Bureaucrat to act like thief If I had a Death Note Would put several names To fuck also those who leave us fucked (says) Free as Django Free The revolt of the most famous "Favela Vive" Forbidden to ban talk of racism Mimimi is called victimism The shot that kills, looks at the right target Not everything that is a slave is freed enemy is for free, the door does not pass Santa protector is always around Giving protection (giving protection) So that the enemy does not come in our direction (our direction) We are watching every movement of the opposition Keep flowing positively in our song (Do not try not, just catch the sight) I'd rather be with her, on a roll by the sea In the very crazy wagon, listening to Anderson Paak I know it sucks, our noise bothers. This is black thing in the vision of William Waack

[Froid]

It rained seed and grew a plant This all made it rain police Filling a bus with only the most annoying They closed minds, young avenues Communism has died long ago In the cement of Frida's house And Diego died for money. With the vein clogged because death is alive What remains for those who only make poems? I think this is sometimes worth it. Be life, be alternative Pr'uma new life and try to be just Being the scene, it will only be a novel Being the wax, will be memo cell Attached to her, really, really. Destroy the spring type winter Ganja girl I missed you You remember that day well. They never saw this magic Imagine their faces, beautiful Those colors and those things And it reminds me a lot where I knew Your eyes shine every time I look Till until gold is custom jewelry It gives me heat that I'm hypothermia I'm Alaska, you already knew I know it's beautiful, how much do we have? But I never forget how much we had Shoot it because the weather This is where we create Make a joke, take little notice Do something, only in a trivial Put a stop to this monarchy And legalize, the olive Cheat the world, man Take it all, bro Spoils the human being Only one steals the breeze

[Djonga]

She called me luau. But I hate acoustic They told me: "To abstract, just give a few tugs, I gave myself the luxury, oh Of not taking her to bed Maybe that's why she comes back today. Every week Brother, here she comes. Down the slope If you lie in bed, I'll go down the wood Emotion, worried about the kiss of the beast Reason, worries about the price of the fair Wants the luck of a quiet love The bite of pear's taste, pear I know you from other lives. I have seven, it's that I'm a cat She says if the game turns You're full of money and woman to give me Already turned around a long time ago, love. I have full account and a minor to create I'm full of tips and the worst to smoke, O Alcohol, sex, sleep We are one when we shake hands I took a mine to the bed that only sleep takes I sleep with the part on the side, I'm light sleepy If the procedure calls me I say do not wait for me Sex was long, our love was brief. Hey nanana, Hey nanana. My addiction is to run after everything I believe in So see if you forget me, it's Oh nanana, I'll tell you. Geography of life, logic of the hill Whenever one rises another descends Talk about peace, even if it's for walls. Since even they were shot The anguish of the artist who ventures It is to know that only futility matters That I'm no longer a prop If you remember, write, address me. Open your chest, see if you can hear me I love you, you son of a bitch!

[Azzy]

Sometimes I lie down on the moon. I imagine being superstar I watch my street from here It is the same desire to be able to fly I wish I could find a pair of wings and go around with no direction. I wish I did not have to use words to explain what I have in my heart. No, I will not give up. I know who I am, and today they'll call us crazy. Will not give up I know who I am, and today the ground is very thin. Today is my street I never asked if it would be And even if she was not, I was going to walk there Barefoot path in the clouds I do not even miss the shoes If I call, the rain comes. Arriving at the lights destination The fog shrouds my steps It is the time that the false ones come, but they do not see me The Goddess Moon guides, O God, the street is dirty Goodbye who deceived me, amen to my refuge. The Goddess Moon guides, O God, the street is yours Sincere rebellion Leave us alone

[Delacruz]

I identify the truth through my eyes I suggest you do it. Hypocrites, dispense I love it when it all goes away. Do not stop smiling, I beg you. I do not even leave home It's been a while since I've cried. In almost everything I see grace Woman no cry, fire babylon God is father, give me your hand Hold me, my love, it can be the solution. So simple i did The sad part is the fun And everything was simpler, I wanted I turned everything into a sound I love Carnival, I'm Brazilian. I washed my face, I am a warrior Zero to zero, I want the whole world. And in the new world take a walk Love your family members. Say you love them after all. Let's go to new places New airs, it's absurd Life is a refrain Chorus, let's sing together Each with his own way Your tone, the rest is profit I never got on an airplane. And I do not even need I really am a hawk And I have the paradise.

Composer: Bob; Mv Bill; Froid; Djonga; Azzy; Delacruz

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5/18/18 -- Sister Makenzie Moss, Brazil, Natal Mission

Semana de Skype!!!

Sick Again!

Batismos!

Eu acredito em Milagres!!

1 ANO E 1 MÊS!!!

Work is Good!!!

Feliz Páscoa!!

Semana de Skype!!!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:38 PM PDT

Beleza, então não vou mentir, eu não lembro muito sobre esta semana por causa da skype ontem kkkk. Mas eu sei que esta semana foi tão boa! Falei com minha família maravilhosa ontem e foi perfeito! Tbm tivemos 3 confirmações ontem na igreja e nossa pesquisadora prestou seu testemunho na reunião sacramental. Mano do céu, tinha tanto medo quando ela levantou mas o testemunho dela era bonito bonito bonito! Ela contou como ela nos conheceu e que ela quer a família dela na igreja com ela. Ela falou que ela sempre falava que queria conhecer a nossa igreja e que finalmente aconteceu! Ela amou igreja e já marcamos pra ela e o filho dela vir conosco semana que vem! Estamos muito animadas pra ela e esperamos que temos o batismo aqui logo! Além disso não tenho muitas noticias pra vocês.. mas eu sei que Deus prepara as pessoas por o momento perfeito. Que sem ele esta obra será impossível! Estamos vendo milagre depois milagre e eu sei que Deus está preparando as pessoas aqui!

amo vocês com todo meu coração,

Sister Moss

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Beauty, so I will not lie, I do not remember much about this week because of skype kkkk yesterday. But I know this week was so good! I spoke to my wonderful family yesterday and it was perfect! We had three confirmations yesterday at the church and our researcher gave her testimony at sacrament meeting. Hand of the sky, she was so scared when she got up but her testimony was beautiful handsome handsome! She told how she met us and that she wants her family in church with her. She said she always said she wanted to meet our church and it finally happened! She loved church and we already marked her and her son came with us next week! We are very excited for her and we hope we have the baptism here soon! Besides, I do not have much news for you ... but I know that God prepares people for the perfect moment. That without him this work will be impossible! We are seeing miracle after miracle and I know that God is preparing people here! I love you with all my heart, Sister Moss

Sick Again!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:38 PM PDT

Ok so this week I was sick AGAIN!!!! I don't know what's happening with my body ahah but everything will be alright! With transfers and everything it was super crazy this week! So as it happens to all of us, Sister L. Gui went home last week... Man its always so sad to say goodbye to such amazing people! I miss her so much already but I know that I will see her again soon and that we'll keep in contact! My new companion is Sister Feitosa and she's from São Paulo, São Carlos! She has one year on the mission and is crazy crazy crazy! Love her tons! Super super excited to work along side her this transfer, I know we'll see tons of miracles continue to happen here in Panatis!

Beyond being sick we didn't do a whole lot. We left to work just enough to teach and help Diomédis (the dad/husband of the 2 that got baptized last week). Everything worked out perfect and he too was baptized this week! Man it's been such a blessing teaching them all! Their story is crazy and really just proves how much God really prepares people for just the right moment! They've been in contact with the missionaries for 2 years now, and it took their daughter to leave on her mission for them to realize that this is something they need in their whole family! Its a golden family! I feel so beyond blessed to have gotten to know them and love them! They're my family here, and don't want to leave them!

Love you guys so so much!

Sister Moss

Ok, então esta semana eu estava doente novamente !!!! Eu não sei o que está acontecendo com meu corpo ahah mas tudo ficará bem! Com transferências e tudo foi super louco esta semana! Então, como acontece com todos nós, a Sister L. Gui foi para casa na semana passada ... Cara, é sempre tão triste dizer adeus a pessoas tão incríveis! Eu já sinto muita falta dela, mas sei que a verei em breve e que manteremos contato! Minha nova companheira é a Sister Feitosa e ela é de São Paulo, São Carlos! Ela tem um ano na missão e é doida doida doida! A amo com força! Super super animado para trabalhar ao lado dela esta transferência, eu sei que vamos ver milhões de milagres continuam a acontecer aqui em Panatis!

Além de estar doente nós não fizemos muito. Nós saímos para trabalhar o suficiente para ensinar e ajudar Diomédis (o pai / marido dos 2 que foram batizados na semana passada). Tudo deu certo e ele também foi batizado esta semana! Cara, tem sido uma bênção ensinar todos eles! Sua história é louca e realmente prova o quanto Deus realmente prepara as pessoas para o momento certo! Eles estão em contato com os missionários há 2 anos, e foi por causa de sua filha para saindo pela missão para eles perceberem que isso é algo que eles precisam em toda a sua família! É uma família de ouro! Eu me sinto tão abençoado por ter chegado a conhecê-los e amá-los! Eles são minha família aqui, e não querem deixá-los!

Amo muito vocês!

Sister Moss

Batismos!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:38 PM PDT

Hey everyone! so this week was just full of miracles!! Here in Brazil and also back home!! So happy to have the kiddos officially a part of the family! And to have "seen" them make the greatest decision to be baptized on Saturday!! so so happy I had the chance to talk to them a bit on their very very special day!! And yesterday to top everything off, we ended the transfer with 3 baptisms!!! Man I've never felt the spirit so strongly as I did at these baptisms! It was incredible!

So first off we had the baptism for Louise, an 11 year old genius!! Her mom was less active but is starting to go back to church, and brought her to church for the first time 2 weeks ago! Guys she is so so perfect!! we bonded so quickly with her and her mom, we love them so so much!! So when I say she's a genius I'm not lying. She speaks 4 languages and basically taught the lessons to us! It was so awesome! She was so ready and willing to follow the example of our Savior Jesus Christ and I know that through her, her mom will stay active and her little sister will one day be baptized too! The baptism was awesome! The girls in the Primary sang A Child's Prayer for her and made a cake for her! So freaking cute! It was her moment, she just loved it!!

Then after lunch we went back to the church to have the other 2 baptisms! Mother and daughter, Nadja and Amanda! so this story is pretty crazy! Its been about 2 years that Nayla (the oldest daughter) was baptized. Then her sister Pamela, then their brother Gabriel. Within the last 2 years, Nadja wouldn't allow any of the missionaries teach her (we found this out this week). She wanted nothing to do with the church and to be honest was very upset that her children had joined. She was very against all of it. About 2 weeks ago Nayla left for her mission!!! When she left Nadja started coming to church with the rest of her kids. And had that awesome Sunday with President Colleoni talking with her and needless to say she agreed to take the lessons and to be baptized! We were so so excited!! Its amazing how God prepares the people who are really ready! We got to her house to teach her and the asked her youngest daughter if she wanted to be baptized with her mom! She said yes and we started teaching them! Amanda is also very very smart! She pretty much taught everything too! And when we were teaching about the Restoration Nadja asked Amanda why she wanted to be baptized and little Amanda said "because I know the book of Mormon is true"! man i nearly died when she said that!! She is 9 years old and already knows that! Wow! The week went on and we were there at their house every single day! Man I've never seen Satan work so hard on one person to not be baptized, anything that could have gone wrong to prevent the baptism went wrong. But Nadja and Amanda stayed strong and at the end of it all, all went well! The baptism was incredible! The whole ward was there and like 4 sets of missionaries! It was so awesome! The spirit was so so strong!!! There wasn't a dry eye in the room!

And today Nadja called me and said that her husband who also wanted nothing to do with the church for the longest time decided that this week would be his baptism!!! Guys when he gets baptized, the whole family will be together in the gospel! We'll complete this family! And here in a year and a half (when Nayla gets home) they'll all go to the temple to get sealed for eternity!

Guys my heart could not be more full! I am so so happy to see the rest of this amazing family enter into the church of Christ! One thing that made me bawl my eyes out yesterday after the baptism is Nadja hugged me and said to me that I am a person very special to her and her family. But little does she know, that her and her family have changed my life! They are my family here! I love them so so much and am so full of love and joy for their decisions to be baptized! Man a mission is the greatest thing ever! I don't even want to go home (sorry mom) haha!

Love you all so much! Please pray that everything works out for the baptism this week and for everyone to stay strong and active in this amazing gospel!

With love,

Sister Moss

Eu acredito em Milagres!!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:38 PM PDT

Beleza meu povo! Então esta semana foi normal até ontem. Mas deixa eu contar tudo!

Então não vou mentir, esta semana eu estava doente de novo... acho que estou morrendo com L. Gui! HOLY COW!!!! Maaaas vai dar tudo certo, ore por meu saúde kkkk. Ficamos em casa um dia por causa de meu doença e tivemos conferência de zona tbm. Então tudo era bem corrido esta semana.

Conferência era tão boa! Presidente basicamente só queimou, mas tudo bem. por vez em quando tem que acontecer. Aprendemos um "novo lição" de ensinar sobre a igreja, e como ela é. Tipo assim, bem simples. Foi legal, geralmente Mossoró participam com a interior, mas algumas coisas aconteceu e eles vierem pra ca pela conferência! Foi dahora a ver todos eles! Corremos atrás nossa padrão com a conferência e tudo era bem difícil. mas deu certo! E chegamos no domingo!!!

Vamos lá. Então Domingo (ontem) foi massa!! cara, não têm ideá! Estávamos indo pra igreja e no metode no caminho nossa pesquisadora parou a carro e levou a gente o resto do caminho! sempre é um milagre a pegar corona kkkk. Esperando pelo reunião sacramental a começar e mais duas pesquisadoras entraram! Mais dois milagres!! Mas essa não é o melhor parte!! Presidente e Sister Colleoni nos visitou hoje, para ver como eu sou. Então depois o sacramento ensinamos (basicamente só L. Gui, eu estava morrendo) a aula dos princípios do evangelho. Presidente e Sister Colleoni assistiu a aula e ajudou bastante com algumas perguntas das pessoas. Depois desta aula Presidente colleoni falou um pouco com uma de nossas pesquisadoras. A primeira coisa ele falou era "Irmã porque você não foi batizada ainda?" bora lá agora né?

Beleza então ele sentou com ela e tirou todos as duvidas que ela tive! Ela explicou que queria esperar a filha dela voltar da missão a ser batizada. Presidente curtiu ela e falou "não você vai ser batizada este domingo e vai mandar as boas noticias pra sua filha que agora só tá esperando a voltar pra ser seladas". cara gente era tão poderoso! quase chorei na hora! Presidente é tão bom!

Depois a igreja, Presidente chamou a gente e falou que ele quer muito a ensinar pra ela e ele vai voltar durante a semana pra ir lá conosco! Vamos ensinar alguém com o Presidente! Será massa!! Ainda mais depois a igreja a pesquisadora ligou e confirmou que ela VAI ser batizada este domingo! Gente faz uma semana que fizemos o jejum pedindo pelos milagres e esta semana vemos muitos acontecendo! Jejum é real! Milagres são reais!!!

Foi uma ótima semana! Ainda sendo doente e bem corrida! Sei que não existe coincidências, que Presidente tive um proposito maior de visitar a gente ontem. Sei que Deus responde nossas orações, todos eles!!! Amo este evangelho!

Amo vocês!

Sister Moss

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My people beauty So this week was normal until yesterday. But let me tell you everything!

So I'm not going to lie, this week I was sick again ... I think I'm dying with L. Gui! Holy Cow. Maaaas will be all right, pray for my health kkkk. We stayed home one day because of my illness and we had tbm conference. So everything was well run this week.

Conference was so good! President basically just burned, but that's okay. every once in a while it has to happen. We learn a "new lesson" from teaching about the church, and how it is. Like that, very simple. It was cool, usually Mossoró participate with the interior, but some things happened and they came and saw the conference! It was now time to see them all! We ran our pattern with the conference and everything was very difficult. but it worked! And we arrived on Sunday !!!

Come on. Then Sunday (yesterday) was massive !! Dude, they have no idea! We were going to church and on the way in the way our researcher stopped the car and took us the rest of the way! It's always a miracle to get a kkkk crown. Waiting for the sacrament meeting to begin and two more researchers came in! Two more miracles !! But that's not the best part !! President and Sister Colleoni visited us today, to see how I am. Then after the sacrament we taught (basically just L. Gui, I was dying) the gospel lesson class. President and Sister Colleoni attended the class and helped a lot with a few questions from people. After this class President Colleoni spoke a bit with one of our researchers. The first thing he said was "Sister why have not you been baptized yet?" It's there now, right?

Beauty then he sat with her and took away all the doubts she had! She explained that she wanted to wait for her daughter to return from the mission to be baptized. The president liked her and said "you will not be baptized this Sunday and will send the good news to your daughter who is just waiting to be re-sealed." Dear people, it was so powerful! I almost cried at the time! President is so good!

After the church, President called us and said that he wants to teach her a lot and he will come back during the week to go with us! Let's teach someone with the President! It will be mass !! Even more after the church the researcher called and confirmed that she WILL be baptized this Sunday! People have been fasting for a week for the miracles and this week we see many happening! Fasting is real! Miracles are real!!!

It was a great week! Still being sick and well run! I know there are no coincidences, that President had a greater purpose of visiting us yesterday. I know God answers our prayers, all of them !!! I love this gospel!

Love you!

Sister Moss

My sons: Elders Woodward and Demetter (Want an explanation? Just ask! Haha!)

1 ANO E 1 MÊS!!!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:42 PM PDT

Gente, eu não acredito que já tenho um ano e um mês na minha missão!! estou terminando aqui logo!!! A missão passa tão rápido! Mas é uma coisa maravilhosa, e inesquecível! A gente não fez nada muito diferente esta semana, mas quero prestar meu testemunho sobre minha missão.

Eu sei, sem duvida que eu devo estar aqui, agora com essas pessoas! Esse é realmente um chamado por Deus, e ainda assim, as vezes não sinto, Ele precisa de mim aqui. A missão é a coisa mais difícil em minha vida, eu nem sei como agir as vezes. Mas sei que Deus tem um plano perfeito, e tem razão por tudo! Sei que Ele prepara as pessoas em todo conte para nos. Sei que Deus dá os esforços pra cumprir a obra dele. Testifico que este é a igreja verdadeira do Salvador Jesus Cristo. Ele é nosso Redentor, e Ele está sempre no nosso lado. Sei que Ele deixou uma doutrina perfeita pra nos a seguir. E quando seguimos ganhamos um testemunho verdadeira que Ele e nosso Pai Celestial nos amam, e querem nos abençoar! Amo muito minha missão, amo muito meu Salvador, amo muito este evangelho e estou tão grata por minha oportunidade de ter mais 4 meses aqui em minha casa com minha segunda família! Parte meu coração saber que daqui a 4 meses vou deixar tudo isso... Mas estou imensamente grata por esse oportunidade maravilhoso de ser um instrumento nas mãos do Senhor.

Amo muito vocês!

Sister Moss

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Guys, I can not believe I already have a year and a month on my mission !! I'm finishing here soon !!! The mission goes so fast! But it's a wonderful thing, and unforgettable! We have not done anything very different this week, but I want to share my testimony about my mission.

I know, without doubt I must be here, now with these people! This is really a call from God, and yet, sometimes I do not feel, He needs me here. Mission is the hardest thing in my life, I do not even know how to act sometimes. But I know God has a perfect plan, and he's right about everything! I know He prepares people everywhere to tell us. I know God gives the effort to do His work. I testify that this is the true church of the Savior Jesus Christ. He is our Redeemer, and He is always on our side. I know He left a perfect doctrine for us to follow. And as we go on we gain a true testimony that He and our Heavenly Father love us, and want to bless us! I love my mission very much, I love my Savior very much, I love this gospel very much and I am so grateful for my opportunity to have another 4 months here in my house with my second family! It breaks my heart to know that in four months I will leave all this ... But I am immensely grateful for this wonderful opportunity to be an instrument in the hands of the Lord. Love you so much! Sister Moss

Work is Good!!!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:41 PM PDT

Hey everyone!! So this week was much much better than last week. My companion and I still aren't 100% better but we were good enough that we actually left the house this week to work!! Woohoo what a miracle, it's horrible staying home on the mission. I just want to get out and work!!! We got tons of work done this week, which was awesome! We basically started everything new because we didn't get out last week, but turned out pretty well if you ask me! We're working a lot with the mom and sisters of our recent convert Maria Eloisa. Man first off, since her baptism she has changed sooooo much, its so amazing to see these changes in her! And secondly, we're working a lot with her mom to help her really get into the church and the idea that it really is a good thing for her, no the BEST thing for her. She went to church with us this week and seemed to really enjoy it. I think it helped a lot that the lessons this week were more on the atonement and how we should all apply it to our lives. I think it really helped her understand the little tiny sacrifices she will be giving to receive the everlasting promises and love that the Savior gives to us everyday. We had a few more people at church with us, which is always great. We are now working with the daughter of a less active in our ward too. She's 11 and is super religious! I talked to her a bit yesterday and she told me she'd been raised in the Catholic church but wants to learn more about the Mormons haha. She's super sweet!!

Beyond talking to literally everyone this week to find new people to teach we didn't do a whole lot. We still had a few days that we stayed at home because we were experiencing lots of pain but overall everything went really well this week. Loving my companion, she's literally the greatest! And I learn so much from her everyday! Love love love it!

Just want to bear my testimony for you all that I know without a doubt, that Jesus Christ is our Savior and Redeemer. He is the only person who was and is able to give so much for the whole world. I know that he suffered beyond comprehension for all of my sins and all of my weaknesses. I have lots so I know he suffered beyond anything I can even imagine. He is my Savior and I will be forever in his debt! One thing I liked that I heard at church yesterday was that someone asked what we do everyday to try and show our gratitude for the sacrifice that Jesus Christ made for us. So I want to pose the same question for all of you:

What is it that you do everyday to show that you are grateful for the sacrifice that Christ made for you?

Love and miss you all with all my heart!!!

Sister Moss

...And in Portuguese!

Ei pessoal! Então esta semana foi muito melhor que na semana passada. Minha companheira e eu ainda não somos 100% melhores, mas éramos bons o bastante para sairmos de casa esta semana para trabalhar!! Woohoo que milagre, é horrível ficar em casa na missão. Eu só quero sair e trabalhar!!! Fizemos tanto trabalho esta semana, o que foi incrível! Nós basicamente começamos tudo de novo porque nós não saímos na semana passada, mas saiu muito bem se você me perguntar! Estamos trabalhando muito com a mãe e as irmãs da nossa recente conversa Maria Eloisa. Gente primeiro, desde o seu batismo ela mudou muito muuuito, é tão incrível ver essas mudanças nela! E em segundo lugar, estamos trabalhando muito com a mãe dela para ajudá-la a realmente entrar na igreja e a idéia de que realmente é uma coisa boa para ela, não é a MELHOR coisa para ela. Ela foi à igreja conosco esta semana e pareceu gostar muito. Acho que ajudou muito que as lições desta semana estivessem mais na expiação e como devemos aplicá-la em nossas vidas. Acho que isso realmente a ajudou a entender os pequenos sacrifícios que ela vai dar para receber as promessas e o amor eterno que o Salvador nos dá todos os dias. Nós tivemos mais algumas pessoas na igreja conosco, o que é sempre bom. Agora estamos trabalhando com a filha de um menos ativo em nossa ala também. Ela tem 11 anos e é super religiosa! Eu falei com ela um pouco ontem e ela me disse que foi criada na igreja católica, mas quer aprender mais sobre os mórmons kkk. Ela é super da hora!!

Além de conversar literalmente com todos as pessoas encontramos na rua esta semana para encontrar novas pessoas para ensinar, não fizemos muito. Ainda tínhamos alguns dias em que ficamos em casa porque estávamos com muita dor, mas no geral tudo foi muito bem esta semana. Amando meu companheiro, ela é literalmente a melho! E eu aprendo muito com ela todos os dias! Amor, amor, amor!

Só quero prestar meu testemunho por todos vocês que eu sei, sem dúvida, que Jesus Cristo é nosso Salvador e Redentor. Ele é a única pessoa que foi e é capaz de dar muito para o mundo inteiro. Eu sei que ele sofreu além da compreensão por todos os meus pecados e todas as minhas fraquezas. Eu tenho muito, então eu sei que ele sofreu além de qualquer coisa que eu possa imaginar. Ele é meu Salvador e eu ficarei para sempre em dívida com ele! Uma coisa que gostei e que ouvi na igreja ontem foi que alguém perguntou o que fazemos todos os dias para tentar mostrar nossa gratidão pelo sacrifício que Jesus Cristo fez por nós. Então eu quero fazer a mesma pergunta para todos vocês:

O que vocês fazem todos os dias para mostrar que são gratos pelo sacrifício que Cristo fez por vocês?

Amor e saudades de todos vocês com todo meu coração !!!

Sister Moss

Feliz Páscoa!!

Posted: 18 May 2018 12:38 PM PDT

Tá, então esta semana foi bem difícil pra a gente... Nos duas ficamos doente a semana inteira, e não conseguimos de sair de casa. Somente pra conferência no final da semana. Então não tenho muito a te dizer.. mas mano conferência era bom demais! Tinha muitos perguntas e agora sei que elas foram respondidas! Foi muito muito bom de ouvir a voz de nossa novo profeta! Sei sem duvida que ele foi chamado por Deus para nos guiar nesses dias! Amo muito Presidente Nelson e seus apóstolos!

Além da conferência não tenho muito a te dizer. A semana foi difícil, não trabalhemos muito, quase nada.. Vamos ao hospital amanhã de novo a ver o que era a problema. Sei com todo meu coração que temos um profeta vivo hoje! Que tudo que ouvimos na conferência era respostas por nossas perguntas. Que Deus realmente responde seus filhos!

Não esquece o razão deste epoca do ano. A ressurreição de nossa Salvador Jesus Cristo! Sei que realmente ele é o Salvador do mundo! Que ele nos salvou e nos salva todos os dias, se a gente aceita ajuda dele! O amo com tudo que eu sou!

Amo muito vocês!! Feliz Páscoa!!

Sister Moss

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Okay, so this week was really hard for us ... We were both sick the whole week, and we could not leave the house. Only for conference at the end of the week. So I do not have much to tell you .. but the conference was good too! I had many questions and now I know they have been answered! It was very good to hear the voice of our new prophet! I know without a doubt that he was called by God to guide us these days! I really love President Nelson and his apostles!

Besides the conference I do not have much to tell you. The week was difficult, we did not work much, almost nothing .. We go to the hospital tomorrow again to see what the problem was. I know with all my heart that we have a living prophet today! That all we heard at the conference was answers to our questions. That God really answers your children!

Do not forget the reason of this time of year. The Resurrection of our Savior Jesus Christ! I know that he is indeed the Savior of the world! That he has saved us and saves us every day, if we accept his help! I love you with everything I am!

Love you so much!! Happy Easter!!

Sister Moss

<<A little explanation...>> This week we stayed home sick with dengue, so we didn't get anything done. But this upcoming week should be better. and we're doing better. we both have dengue, and it's awful. lots of body pain, any and every part of the body. lots of fevers, every day for a week. we had a few days really bad that we couldn't even leave our beds.. it was really bad. today I don't have too much pain, but i think I'm still with fever. and it's a sickness you get from the freaking mosquitoes.

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2018

Janeiro

Livros :

1 - A Odisséia de Penélope - Margaret Atwood

2 - Juliette Society - Sasha Grey

3 - O Mordomo - Robin Maugham

4 - Fifteen Dogs - André Alexis

5 - Milk and Honey - Rupi Kaur

6 - Wild Seed - Octavia E. Butler

7 - Wishful Drinking - Carrie Fisher

Filmes :

1 - I, Tonya (Craig Gillespie - 2017)

2 - Tickled (David Farrier, Dylan Reeve - 2016)

3 - Bobby Fischer against the world (Liz Garbus - 2011)

4 - Battle of the Sexes (Jonathan Dayton, Valerie Faris - 2017)

5 - Tabloid (Errol Morris - 2010)

6 - Professor Marston and The Wonder Women (Angela Robinson - 2017)

7 - The Servant (Joseph Losey - 1963)

8 - The Great Gatsby (Baz Luhrmann - 2013)

9 - Pride and Prejudice (Joe Wright - 2005)

10 - The Room (Tommy Wiseau - 2003)

11 - The Disaster Artist (James Franco - 2017)

12 - The Postman always rings twice (Tay Garnett - 1946)

13 - Postcards from the edge (Mike Nichols - 1990)

Temporadas de séries/cartoons/animes :

1 - Dirk Gently - S2

2 - The End of the F***ing World - S1

3 - Runaways - S1

4 - Bob’s Burgers - S6

5 - Archer - S2

6 - xxxHolic : Kei

7 - The Mighty Boosh - S1

8 - The Mighty Boosh - S2

Fanfics :

1 - 2018 (Raven/Chelsea, Raven’s Home)

2 - O Dia do Divórcio (Doumeki e Kohane, xxxHolic)

3 - Outras Vidas : Primeira Briga (Harry/Domeric , A Song of Ice and Fire)

4 - A Seleção de Flores (Evgenia/Wakaba, Figure Skating RPF)

5 - A Única resposta possível (Albus/Scorpius, Harry Potter)

6 - Outras Vidas : Patinação Artística (Lyanna Stark, A Song of Ice and Fire)

7 - Natureza & Nobreza : Capítulo 1 (Mya e Robert, A Song of Ice and Fire)

8 - Amada (Penélope/Odisseu, Mitologia Grega)

9 - As palavras certas (James/Alyssa, The End of The F***ing World)

10 - I know what a prince and lover ought to be (Gendry/Aegon, A Song of Ice and Fire)

11 - Batom (Karolina/Nico, Runaways)

12 - too much kindness can be a cruel thing (Hermes/Hestia, Mitologia Grega)

13 - Outras Vidas : Primeiro dia de aula (Lyanna e Howland, A Song of Ice and Fire)

14 - Outras Vidas : Cemitério (Loras/Tommen, Loras/Renly, A Song of Ice and Fire)

15 - Xeque-Mate (Ron/Viktor, Harry Potter)

16 - O melhor que todos nós podemos fazer (Betha/Egg, A Song of Ice and Fire)

17 - Divergências (Harry e Teddy, Harry Potter)

18 - seu coração ainda te traí (Nico/Alex, Runaways)

19 - uma noite divertida, e uma chance perdida (Ginny/Neville, Harry Potter)

20 - O começo de uma conversa vitalícia sobre camisas (Percy/Oliver, Harry Potter)

21 - Coisas de Valor (Harry e Luna, Harry Potter)

22 - Depois do fim (Helena/Salazar, Harry Potter)

23 - A taste of spring (Gendry/Aegon, A Song of ice and fire)

24 - Lugares Encantados (Edric/Shireen, A Song of ice and fire)

25 - Matching Hats (Shane e Ryan, Buzzfeed Unsolved)

26 - Pequenas Lesões (Fafnir/Takiya, Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon)

27 - Paternidade (Percy/Oliver, Harry Potter)

28 - Outras vidas : Na beirada do ponto sem retorno (Lyanna/Howland, A Song of Ice and Fire)

29 - Outras Vidas : Viva-voz (Howland/Jyana, A Song of Ice and Fire)

30 - A Lâmina e o Pescoço (Davos/Stannis, A Song of Ice and Fire)

31 - Outras Vidas : Apoio Moral (Gendry/Aegon, A Song of Ice and Fire)

32 - Acuidade Visual (Doumeki/Watanuki, xxxHolic)

33 - O Barbeiro da Meia-Noite (Vince/Howard, The Mighty Boosh)

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Fevereiro

Livros :

8 - The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald

9 - The Disaster Artist - Greg Sestero

10 - Juliet, Nua e Crua - Nick Hornby

11 - De Profundis - Oscar Wilde

Filmes :

14 - Blue Valentine (Derek Cianfrance - 2010)

15 - The Shape of Water (Guillermo Del Toro - 2017)

16 - What we do in the shadows (Taika Waititi - 2014)

Temporadas de séries/cartoons/animes :

9- The Mighty Boosh - S3

10 - One day at a time - S2

11 - The Good Place - S2

12 - Lucifer - S1

13 - Lucifer - S2

14 - Crazy Ex Girlfriend - S3

15 - Red Dwarf - S11

16 - Red Dwarf - S12

17 - Nathan Barley - S1

18 - Flowers - S1

19 - Dr Katz - S3

20 - Blackadder - S3

Fanfics :

34 - Aceitação (Vince/Howard, The Mighty Boosh)

35 - I'm losing you and it's effortless (Vince/Howard, The Mighty Boosh)

36 - Trazendo as cores de volta (Vince/Howard, The Mighty Boosh)

37 - Vamos comprar um Zoológico (Vince/Howard, The Mighty Boosh)

38 - Outras Vidas : Loja de Animais (Bran/Jojen, Bran e Lyanna, A Song of Ice and Fire)

39 - Fólie a un (Vince/howard, The Mighty Boosh)

40 - O que está em um nome (Ginny/Harry/Luna, Harry Potter)

41 - A última canção (Maleficent/Aurora, Maleficent)

42 - 1 de Novembro (Jessica/Trish, Jessica Jones)

43 - O silêncio da música (Dan/Jones, Nathan Barley)

44 - O que vem depois (Doctor e Narvin, Doctor Who)

45 - Sometimes the universe gives you lemons (Dan/Jones, Nathan Barley)

46 - Las Vegas (Simon/Alisha, Misfits)

47 - Todos nós aqui somos loucos (Alex/Piper, Orange is the new Black)

48 - A Janela (Zach e Reid, Criminal Minds e Bones)

49 - I gaze into your eyes of blue but their beauty is not for me (Sansa/Jon, Sansa/Robb, A Song of Ice and Fire)

50 - bitterness looks good on you (Georgina/Dan, gossip girl)

51 - I didn’t knew we were just a highschool romance (Rebecca/Enid, Ghost World)

52 - No it's not love but my body's reeling to move closer next to you (Julieta, Romeu e Julieta)

53 - Campeã (Julieta, Romeu e Julieta)

54 - Ligação (Michael/Lindsay, Arrested Development)

55 - Coming Out (Nico e Amy, Runaways)

56 - Nós dois merecemos mais (Kochanski e Lister, Red Dwarf)

57 - Beneficio Mútuo (Rimmer/Lister, Red Dwarf)

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Março

Livros :

12 - Discworld : The Amazing Maurice and his educated Rodents - Terry Pratchett

13 - Jeeves & Wooster : The Code of The Woosters - P. G. Wodehouse

14 - Jeeves & Wooster : Joy in the Morning - P. G. Wodehouse

15 - A Profecia - David Seltzer

16 - Sem Recreio - Suzana Vargas

17 - A Casa das Lembranças Perdidas - Kate Morton

18 - O Piano - Jane Campion e Kate Pullinger

19 - Elogio a Madrasta - Mario Vargas Llosa

20 - O Clube dos Oito - Daniel Handler

21 - Kissing The Witch - Emma Donoghue

22 - A day in the life of Marlon Bundo - Jill Twiss

23 - Um de nós está mentindo - Karen McManus

24 - Estamos bem - Nina LaCour

25 - O livro do juízo final - Connie Willis

26 - Interferências - Connie Willis

Filmes :

17 - The Heartbreak Kid (Elaine May - 1972)

18 - Mr Roosevelt (Noel Wells - 2017)

19 - Pet Sematery (Mary Lambert - 1989)

20 - The Florida Project (Sean Baker - 2017)

21 - Chily Scenes of Winter (Joan Miklin Silver - 1979)

22 - Gothic (Ken Russell - 1986)

23 - Mikey and Nicky (Elaine May - 1976)

Séries :

21 - Red Dwarf - S4

22 - Blackadder - S2

24 - Archer - S3

25 - Archer - S4

26 - Father Ted - S1

27 - Archer S5

28 - Archer S6

29 - Archer S7

30 - Archer S8

31 - Father Ted - S2

32 - Santa Clarita Diet - S1

33 - Derry Girls - S1

34 - Fargo - S1

35 - Fargo - S2

36 - Sanra Clarita Diet - S2

37 - Fargo - S3

Fanfics :

58 - Constantes Universais (Arlene e F!Ace, Red Dwarf)

59 - Um pequeno empurrão na direção certa (Arlene e Rimmer, Red Dwarf)

60 - Os componentes essenciais de um romance de acordo com Arnold J. Rimmer B.M.C (Rimmer/Lister, Red Dwarf)

61 - Pensamentos confortáveis (Rimmer/Lister, Red Dwarf)

62 - Falas, frases e significados (Gert/Chase, Runaways)

63 - o pânico (que não apareceu) e as cerejas (que apareceram) - (Mark/Jeremy, Peep Show)

64 - Amortentia (Jeeves/Bertie, Jeeves & Wooster)

65 - O Espetacular Agora (Percy/Oliver, Harry Potter)

66 - Padres não sentem ciúmes, exceto quando eles sente - (Ted/Dougal, Father Ted)

67 - Destinos Trocados : Jeyne Lannister (Jeyne/Robb, A Song of Ice and Fire)

68 - Sua alma é mais sábia que a sua mente (Jeeves/Bertie, Jeeves & Wooster)

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Abril

Livros

27 - Blackout - Connie Willis

Filmes

24 - Twins of Evil (John Hough - 1971)

25 - The Last Five Years (Richard LaGravenese - 2015)

26 - A Gray State (Erik Nelson - 2017)

27 - Out of thin air (Dylan Howitt - 2017)

28 - Annihilation (Alex Garland - 2018)

29 - The Discovery (Charlie McDowell - 2017)

Séries

Fanfics

#2018

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