#not gonna tag anything cause the tags don't need that

[i-am-church-the-cat]

this is gonna be kind of a ramble feel free to ignore

i don't get people being attracted to lando norris. like i can usually see the appeal, even if i don't agree, such as with charles. but lando? idk he has nice eyes?

i like that he's funny, he has a very interesting personality, and i think he would make a good art piece, but i don't think he's attractive in any applicable way.

like the people who were all like "the mclaren suit looks good when it's on lando bc he makes it look good"? i disagree

and while we're on the topic, i don't get people's obsession with seb either. he's clearly a cool guy but i have no attraction to him or his story in any compelling way. like at least with lando i'm rooting for his win.

like, seb, charles, and lando are all really popular and i don't. understand really. lando's kind of funny, seb is nice, and charles is also nice and has his funny moments and looks like he should be a statue instead of a person (neg)

i'd say what most compels me about charles is that i really want him to win in monaco bc the loyalty he has to his country, his family, and ferrari is actually really commendable. as someone who's loyal to a fault, this is the one thing i respect most about him, even if i dislike ferrari. is charles a taurus? no i just looked it up he's a libra. that makes sense

anyway, i also have this strong feeling against learning anything else about charles, lando, or seb partly BECAUSE they're so popular. like, you didn't win me over in the first 6 months, you don't get a do-over

yk what's really annoying though? zhou's just as nice and pretty as charles, has just as much loyalty to his country, was also in the ferrari driver academy, but does anyone care about him? NO! everyone should be a zhou guanyu fan, literally king among men. he also just got a cat and she is absolute fucking adorable

im gonna make a separate zhou post bc he deserves his own spotlight outside of the negativity of this post but yeah.

lando seb and charles being so popular pisses me off bc i don't enjoy content from them. and i think, in lando and charles's sake, this is bc they are both a part of popular ships that i despise, and that's not their fault

i wanna make it clear though: i don't hate lando or charles? i really want them to succeed as drivers, i was really upset when charles lost in vegas + lando's crash scared the shit out of me. but i would like to be able to exist within the f1 fandom and just, not come into contact with them

and im sure there are a bunch of people who feel that way about drivers i like, like daniel and lewis, but it's also super annoying when my FAVORITE drivers get barely any coverage compared to these personalities that are like. meh to me. yk?

i don't think anyone's gonna read this, and ik how i feel doesn't really change anything. people are going to keep liking lando and charles, they're gonna keep thinking lando is attractive, they're gonna keep shipping landoscar and lestappen, it's whatever. but like, ugh it's annoying that i can't go anywhere w/o seeing it. i don't want to see it, it's really really not what i want to see, but i don't have a CHOICE, yk?

anyway yeah, ramble over

#not gonna tag anything cause the tags don't need that #but i am just. complaining in this. be forewarned #about lando and charles primarily and a little bit of seb

[wildflowercryptid]

something that's been weighing on my mind ever since learning about the situation with ezra / toonimal is seeing how these predators will take the active hostility that is frequently directed towards minors in online spaces to their advantage and use it to prey on vulnerable children. i think that we as adults in online fandom should probably come together and maybe rethink the language / manner we go about interacting with kids bc clearly the way things are rn is causing active harm.

like obviously, if you're an adult and aren't comfortable with minors interacting with you or your content, you should be allowed to set that boundary and should be vocal about it, ( especially if the content you create isn't safe for them to consume. ) but i don't think talking to them like they're a blight on all that is good and holy is the way to go about it. maybe just saying you're an 18 plus account will suffice, you don't have to tell them to fuck off.

#i'm opening myself up for ppl to leave the stupidest takes on this post but whatever i need to get this off my mind #before anyone says anything about the kids on that website. they're grooming victims. they're literally kids being taken advantage of #show them some fucking kindness and be understanding that they're the victims in this situation #idk what it is about becoming an adult that causes so many ppl to lose their empathy towards minors it's weird #like yeah kids can be annoying and pushy on online spaces sometimes but a lot of them are old enough to know online etiquette lbr #alot of us were annoying kids on the internet at some point we should understand that you don't just. get a handbook for how to act online #that's shit you learn overtime but ppl seem to forget that #they also seem to forget that talking down to kids isn't gonna teach them shit they're not gonna listen to you if you treat them like idiots #what i'm trying to say is that we really need to talk to minors more respectfully and maybe give them a little grace #( obviously there will be situations where some of them need to be yanked up by the collar but there's ways to go about that >>> #without treating them like shit ) #these kids need to know that there's spaces for them to be online safely without having to stumble into places that'll pray on them #we all know how much it sucked to be a kid online we should want better for the ones coming in after us ya know #sorry if this comes across as preachy it just breaks my heart and boils me blood to see kids being taken advantage of like this #especially when there's ways to prevent it idk #how do i even tag this.... #mj.txt #there's trigger warning on the linked post btw #tw csa mention

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

very very quick wip for now<333

#my art #wip #i wanted to try something new with the lineart :0 looking good for now<333 #i need to finish this before going on vacation cause y'all. #i'm gonna stay for days and days without any computer or wifi to check tumblr- or anything really :'D #muah muah i'm probably gonna go after two days but dw i'll post a mini announcement before leaving for those who don't read tags hhh xD #my last drawing of the month being cross smiling is so worth it tho >:')c happy crossy my beloved<3333

[moe-broey]

Jacket!!!! Ye olde varsity I got at the very beginning of my transition thinking "Oh fuck yes I am going to pass so hard in this" and. Well. It never worked I just have never passed a day in my life I don't think 😔 Eventually it just became a beloved test subject and has since gone through a bit of a transition itself LMFAOO

Some Notes:

> A lot of the decorations are taken from old backpacks I loved dearly that got absolutely fucking destroyed by the weight of all the shit I'd lug around in highschool LMFAO (sketchbook, diary, all kinds of notebooks...). Never had the heart to get rid of them. Specifically: The pink zippers, the holographic pockets, the glow in the dark stars, and the holo angel wings!

> The pink/blue checkers are from a small decorative quilt I thrifted years ago, I wouldn't be surprised if it was handmade (it's super soft material, btw! Important LMAO). I only took out one line of squares, I plan on stitching the rest of it back together (haven't done it yet though LMFAO). The reason for this was to upsize the jacket, so I can button it without it clinging. The pockets were added for funsies ESP cause it lined up very well and aren't really practical LMFAO (BUT YOU CAN PUT THINGS IN THEM! If you want!! 🎉🎉🎉)

> The patches (esp the name/pronouns one) were the first additions actually. Eventually more and more things were added, but I will say all the pins on the opposite side of the patches were haphazardly placed for a concert I VERY BADLY wanted to look good for LMFAOO (that's when the stars were added too! Fighting for my life on the car ride over speedrunning sewing and trying not to throw up about it AHAKHSKSHDK)

> Spike placement may be odd and I'd like to add more, but also I do frequently still carry around big heavy backpacks so I have to take that into consideration. Which is also why the wings have been bolted on. Those motherfuckers are NOT going anywhere LMFAO (has a really cool visual effect too!!)

> The material of the jacket itself (sort of a swishy windbreaker fabric) IS ABSOLUTE ASS TO WORK WITH. BY THE FUCKING WAY. IN CASE YOU WERE WONDERING. I would NOT recommend it to anybody ESPECIALLY someone who is just starting to fuck around and find out. I literally am just sticking it out bc of the sentimental value this fucker has to me 😭😭😭

This jacket was my first plunge into customization and punk fashion, I didn't have a plan and still don't have one (and I think it kind of shows lmfao). I do worry that it's too soft and cutesy. Kind of the whole point for me, when it came to leaning heavy into punk, was to feel sharper, like I had some bite to me. I might be getting closer, but I think I'm still just kind of a silly guy LMAO. But, I do think in a way, esp as my first project, it represents me well -- where I started, what I loved before the beginning, what I tried desperately to be, what I still wish for, reuniting with the things I loved and embracing them in a brand new context. It's still an ongoing project too! So maybe as I keep growing, it'll grow alongside me, maybe finding that grit I've been striving for along the way.

#the big concert was mcr. btw. and cause it was a stadium no one got to see the glowy stars anyway LMFAOOOOO #for that concert i desperately wanted to have a big piece inspired by house of wolves on the back. #but i have never been able to get it right. #but like. it is actually my favorite mcr song. i REALLY wanted to do something transgender w it too. #like tell me i'm a bad man. i AM a bad man. bad man in the context of the song AND bad man as in. in the eyes of the observer. #i am just doing it poorly. on purpose. fuck with me about it!!!!! #also 'tell me i'm an angel' would compliment the wings as well #but as an artist i find i am way better at cartoons/characters than literally anything else. #ask me to do something cool w fonts/words beyond simply being legible and i'll throw up and cry. #also something i don't want to say outright but feel okay sharing in the tags is Why punk is so important to me #is cause i am just. so sensitive. i always have been. #but in a world that is actively becoming more hostile to exist in as a very visibly queer person #AND as a noticably autistic person too know like i think i have gotten to the point where people notice Something about me #(which. is good. bc autistic masking absolutely fucking ruined me so fucking bad.) #i need to get stronger. tougher. sharper. more dangerous. to exist as i am and to do so so boldy #i need to have the bite to back it up. i still feel like a prey animal but i have teeth i have claws. #going back to my church even for a moment has made me 10% eviler also. inspiring me to be the thing they fear. #so i think once i've rested i'm gonna go back to the drawing board for that transgender house of wolves backpiece. #diy punk #my projects

[galaxywhump]

going through it, venting in the tags

#idk the last few weeks have been so rough #i recognize it's mostly the shitty weather and general gloom making my depression worse #but that doesn't make it suck any less #it's been this constant onslaught of negative emotions #and even more negative thoughts #including very drastic ones #i'm behind on a lot of things but i can barely motivate myself to do anything at all #and i'm yelling here cause i don't have irl support and bottling all that up is horrible #so i don't know. if anyone has any advice or something that would be wonderful #but i'm not really expecting or demanding that #just needed to get it out #so thanks for sticking around #today's been a day filled with full-on sobbing and randomly tearing up #i'm gonna have one hell of a headache tomorrow #anyway #marti vents #venting #suicidal thoughts tw #just to be safe #mental illness tag

[vespertine-legacy]

Ok, but like. The agent's Nar Shaddaa mission had to have been about 80% unsanctioned, right? Like, yeah, go find out about and dismantle any terror cell on Nar Shaddaa, by whatever means you deem best, yes. But the means being "collaborate with a former Watcher who so deeply traumatized the rest of the Agency that they can't even talk about what happened but they thank you if you kill him" can't have been like. "plan a."

#swtor imperial agent #i really deeply feel that watcher x and watcher two have a past together #even if she wasn't at all connected to the ops that Went Wrong and eventually got him 'retired' #i think there's hero-worship there and a fear of becoming him #and a need to prove that surely she doesn't actually have anything to worry about #and sure maybe he did one bad thing (or a series of bad things) #but the conditioning is still there and still right. and the empire is still right.... right? #agent narsh is just watcher two trying to prove to herself that Everything Is Okay #and then everything backfiring spectacularly #if you couldn't trust me why would imperial intelligence give us this assignment - i don't think they did #i think watcher two did because she wants so badly to believe that even though watcher x Went Wrong he's still the Watcher she admired #and yes yes i'm sure watchers are given a large degree of freedom in terms of what specific assignments they send their agents on #but as much as she likes what's proper and 'the rules' idk if she actually got the official go-ahead on this one #like. keeper's got his hands full anyway dealing with. yaknow. everything falling apart. #she can justify not getting his signature on every little thing if it's gonna cause him more hassle to make him sign off #so ask for forgiveness instead of permission when her brilliant plan works because surely it's going to work #watcher x makes her skin crawl but her cipher is Very Good #and he's the watcher she always dreamed of being #so it has to be the right call to pair them up. right? #sorry for writing a novel in the tags but you know it is with imperial agent replays

[bumblingbabooshka]

Watching ‘Juggernaut’ right now and love how both B’Elanna and Tuvok seem to have said “Yeah I’ll do this in my pajamas, it’s late.”

#B'Elanna: hehehe oh...you must have been cute as a child~ #Tuvok: Yeah I was. If you don't meditate I'm going to bed. #B'Elanna....WHAT is 'grammar school'..... #-MY EYES ZOOM IN- #When B'Elanna leaves you can see Tuvok doing a thoughtful/soothing motion with his hands...rubbing his thumbs together #-places that fact in my little bag of Tuvok mannerisms- #Aa AAA B'Elannaaaa I loveyou I'm so sorry ANYONE would call you miss turtle head you should punch em all you like <3 #when the things you learned in childhood to protect yourself become things you need to unlearn in adulthood....she DID THAAAT #B'Elanna Torres character of all time #Who! Is doing it like HER!? /NO ONE/ #Neelix is literally making a slop that causes a 'choking reflex' and willingly eating it...now THAT'S what I call a home remedy! #Neelix: (on a hell ship riddled with poison air) Well! It's nothing a fresh coat of pa int wouldn't bri gh ten up! #love this man #anyway B'Elanna saying 'I guess it's always gonna be like this. Me against the galaxy.' is heartbreaking as hell #Tuvok saying that Janeway makes him believe in luck....<3 king of backhanded compliments #-EYES ZOOM IN AGAIN- Seven Tuvok interaction....Tuvok enters the room without saying anything #and Seven gives him information. Tuvok goes to leave without thanking her and Seven continues talking - Tuvok returns to listen. #they are! not! neurotypical! #liveblogging #<- that's gonna be my tag I guess bc I've done this like 4 times

[toyourliking]

urgh i feel like a goddamn teenager alkdgjslfkdj

#self harm tw #in tags #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #okay #for the past few months the urge to hurt myself has been Present #i'm aware that i'm quite numb emotionally #but i need a healthy way to. idk wake up #i also haven't been going outside often cause dysphoria has been hitting and i don't want to be seen #i just. urgh #uuurrggghhh #i'd been doing so well #i haven't done anything yet but it feels inevitable #making myself go out tonight with a friend though #it's gonna be cold so i can wear big shapeless clothes #and much wine will be imbibed

[willbyerswithagun]

Real artist here

#byler #gonna vent rq in the tags so TW #i showed my parents the haircut I really need cause my hair is making me really dyphoric and i really only felt happy when my hair was #short like at school so i showed them the haircut i really wanted and they pointed out that all the models were guys and i just wish #i really wish i could tell them but i know what they'll say #they'll say im to young just like when i came out as bi #i just wish they would let me express myself this way #they always say I'll regret it and wont like it #but they don't know #there's so many signs #maybe when im older #but anyways never telling them anything ever again cause im crying

[wildermouse]

vent ii.

#so i guess i went over the tag limit and didn't realize so half of that vent post was cut off #cool cool #basically i said i think next year is gonna be a year of figuring shit out #probably not fixing anything but trying to figure out ways to make my life.. work better #i also really want to travel next year. because travel is the only thing that makes me feel sane and alive and happy #i already have a trip to amsterdam in the works to meet up with a bunch of online friends and i wanna make it work so bad #so i need to make sure i have enough money for that #but i also want to do a trip somewhere pretty that i haven't been like wales or scotland #or even a road trip somewhere in north america #but i cannot drive and so i can't go alone and also i like sharing my adventures with people #but i don't think anybody wants to travel with me so there's that #i need to figure out another way to make income apart from my shop bc i'm barely scraping by #and i WANT to do barn chores again #even tho it take a huge physical toll on my body i would rather do that than another job bc i can do things at my #own pace and i rarely have to interact with anyone and i can be around horses all day #but to do that i would have to move in with my mom and i don't think she wants me living there and idk how much she would charge me rent #it would also cause a lot of problems with my dad. he would be uspet and bitter and probably mad at me. #and would also try and convince me to stay like 'i'll drive you to the barn every week!' which would be 2+ hours of driving and #him driving me to work every day was part of why i had a breakdown and quit my last job bc he would cause so much anxiety #but my mom is literally surrounded by barns where she lives aND is on a bus route so #tbc

[starpros-sunshine]

transphobic behavior pillow has me in hysterics btw

anyway!! i hope you're able to get some sleep :( sending you good vibes seb beloved!!! <3

Leo my good friend Leo I am recieving the good vibes and I am thanking you for them and also sending you some as well!!<3

I think the noise can be dealth with if I just wear my headphones which is not a solution I am particularly fond of but it'll have to make due I suppose and the transphobic pillow is surprisingly huggable even if it doesn't like me but I am not here to take into consideration the feelings of a pillow that doesn't pillow properly so the bitch gets hugged end of discussion >:1

#I have the sleeping habits of a toddler probably #i think thats so weird though when was it just socially determined that needing to hug something and needing light to sleep was childish #as if thats not the most inconsequential thing on this entire planet #I don't get it #but oh well #had to rewrite these tags like thrice cause in one version i went on a tangent about uh. not Credit cards #visit cards??? that's not the word #buisiness cards??? i think that one's it??? in german they're called Visitenkarten so i tend to get confused about that #but the gist of it was that somehow those things always manage to either be boring or ugly unlike anything you've ever laid your eyes on #how are there no pretty visit cards #buisiness cards #fuck #is it too much to ask for to wish for a funeral parlor visit card in shape of a coffin? #apparently #or a music store and they're instrument shaped #would be hella expensive i think but come on that's dope that's memorable that's gonna make them remember the buisiness #they'll want to keep the card to show it around #i have no clue how buisiness works but i think i have an idea of how advertising is supposed to work #and this is completely unrelated to the post again how did I do that. #point still stands though #Leo🐈

[i-regret-a-lot]

trying to decide on a question for a 1400 word essay and it is making me want to tear my brain apart because i just cannot get anything to click and it all feels impossible

#i have a week to do this but I just cannot see it getting done #going out tomorrow and saturday and I'll be on the train for most of the day monday and I know I'll need to recover for the rest of the day #I'm so jealous of people who can just sit down and decide to start working on something #rather than having your brain refuse to do anything for days on end #I really need to ask for help but idk who I'd ask or how and I just hate admitting that I'm struggling to anyone who can actually help #just kinda feels like no matter what I do it's not enough #getting to negative now methinks #gonna turn everything off and focus on the tennis for a bit to recover hopefully #just me rambling again #<- feel free to block that tag if you don't want to see my constant negativity cause that seems to be all I put in there half the time 😭 #uni updates

[medicinemane]

I'm very tired, I have to do everything around the house myself (as in, I keep having to turn the water off and on to the kitchen sink until I teach myself to install a new faucet, and negative cleaning gets done if I don't do it), and the money is in the hands of the third worst person in the whole family when it comes to money (the worst being my grandpa who is dead, and my grandma who blows all her money on overpriced jackets and other junk)

I'm very tired, I have to teach myself how to do everything, and I have almost literally no support in any way shape or form ever

I can't remember the last time anyone said they were proud of me... I don't actually know if anyone's ever used that word with me before. When I do something like get the trailer cleaned out or buy a house, frankly no one gives a fuck, except my grandma who gets mad

I haven't actually had a chance to see anyone that counts as a friend in like 15 years, and I mean even in high school everyone liked me but no one could be bothered to actually ever even talk outside school... so even back then it's not like I had anyone I was close with

I'm providing this version where I totally remove how I feel or how I view myself from the description and instead try to provide something close to an objective description of things

So if you wonder why I say what I say about myself, honestly I think it's pretty much all summed up here

#mm tag so i can find things later #also this is why you can maybe piss off instead of coming around here and saying I should get off the internet and go to therapy #in spite of how morose I am; I'm actively working to fix this stuff by... at least learning more of the skills I need #like... learn to replace a faucet; then at least I don't have the sink issue weighing me down #and maybe if I fix enough of it someday things'll be ok #although... in my mind no matter what I do I'll still be alone and unlovable; but that's just a description of how I view things #regardless of how I may feel; I am trying to do stuff to fix how I feel by trying to fix my situation #so like... if you're gonna come here and tell me I need to fix my mental health #may I respectfully say either you can lend me a hand or maybe you should mind your own business #cause what the fuck do you think I'm trying to do? #not that anyone will read this or particularly care #not trying to be rude or something; just extrapolating past data to make a prediction #it's not that people here don't care or don't like me; it's just we're all busy with our own lives and no one really knows what to do #well I'm... I'm trying to write you a guide; I'm asking for help here #...to an extent it's totally fine if no one helps... but you kinda don't get to go around acting like you love being asked for help #I mean... you do; it's your life... but I'm just saying... this is me asking for help... yet again #but I expect nothing because that's what usually happens #I really don't mean to... to imply anything about anyone else; it's just descriptively I don't get help and I don't get support #and... based on all the information I have my model for the outcome of this says no one will even notice it #that tag of mine of things I can find later or whatever... it has me outright saying a number of things #...no one ever hears or listens #anyway; there it is... another pointless cry for help #...don't say I didn't warn you when I wind up killing myself one day #probably not anytime soon; maybe not ever... all I'm saying is don't pretend you didn't see it coming or like I didn't reach out #at least... as best I could... maybe I could have done better #like sure; could I walk up to specific people and say 'I need you to do this'; sure... #but I find... I find people just ignore it if I say that too #so I've given up; you know? #this is the best I can muster #don't say I didn't tell you

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #just realized the intense depression and associated anger issues and intrusive violent thoughts are prolly related to the Lamictal I starte #I was like “I don't think I need this don't think it'll help but I'll try it for science” because I'll try anything once #and uhhh. I went to go to bed and realized there was a bowl with food tucked into my bed covers. #laundry all over is one thing. that's kind of normal. but food in my bed is massive warning bells so I was like uh oh that's real depressio #so anyway i messaged my dr like hey I think these meds are making me feel so fucking lethargic and despondent and also I want to kill peopl #because I would just stop taking them but I'm willing to see what she thinks. #also my current psychiatrist is really great and I like her a lot idk if I already talked about her but she's really cool. #the first one I got was an absolute dick and was passive aggressive towards me and also straight up lied in her notes about me? #said that I had said I'm not sexually active and like. bitch where did I ever say that ever that's literally untrue and you wrote it down. #like. I don't think medical professionals are supposed to lie about you actually that's kind of a big problem #also she was like “I'm not seeing adhd here at all” and wanted to do a full on adhd diagnosis before trying any meds for it #whereas my new person was just like “oh you don't have to talk about being adhd it's pretty obvious to me” and I was like kissing you kissi #ng you kissing you kissing you kissing y #but yeah. I don't think I want to keep taking these meds and I think I'm just gonna take the meds I have to today not the short term ones #some days I just don't need my adhd meds or I would rather feel my normal relatively unproductive self. #still gonna take the ssri and estrogen obvs cause those need to keep up levels in my body and also duh I wanna keep my E levels up #but the others nah my body is super sensitive to meds (or any substances tbh) so I need a break from them today I feel really unbalanced #I did have my gf deadass ask me “should I be worried?” when I mentioned the violent intrusive thoughts and I was like no no no no it's fine #because like. I've never genuinely hurt someone fully impulsively like that. it's all thoughts it's all in the head #I'm not gonna kidnap and murder and dissect anyone it's just theoretical situations my brain likes to fuck me up with. #but it does kinda suck to have people around you inherently mistrust you because of how your brain works. #my brother told me a while back that he locks his door at night because he's worried about me and you do know how fucking hurtful that is? #the person you trust enough to move out and move in with is afraid of you enough to lock their door at night. #not like that would stop me if I genuinely did try to hurt him obviously. interior door locks are a joke. #but like... that someone would hear you talk about intrusive thoughts and genuinely think you capable of them to some extent. #idk that hurts a lot. #I wish I weren't like this.

[bunn-iiii]

NOTHING IS BRINGING THE GOOD BRAIN CHEMICALS HELP

#i need something new or I'm gonna go rrrrrgggrr #but i also don't want anything new because new is scary #i hate this #new but not new #:[ #usually i rotate between 3-4 social media apps and that does the trick but it's not working anymore #AND I'M BORED #AND I CAN'T BE BORED #I'LL GO CAGE MAD OKAY #RRRGGRGRGRGRRRRRRRR #tw caps lock #i have no idea if i should tag this as autism stuff cause i have a feeling this ain't just autism at this point #but i know the autism is keeping me from new thibgs which is annoying #autism things #probs adhd things too cause i wouldn't be surprised #but i won't tag it cause tbh i need to read more cause i stopped reading about adhd ehen i realized I'm autistic #because i hyperfocused on autism and gave up on the adhd thing after my mom told me i probably don't have it #THIS IS TURNJNG INTO A RANT #btw this isn't a vent my brain is just spewing info on the tags in the hope that this will bring the happy brain chemicals #which it is cause i love to type and type and type about randkm shit #kinda like a word association game but all the time and mad rants about random shit #cw rant #tag rant

[angelltheninth]

Genshin Men + Responses to At Least Buy Me Dinner First

Pairing: Kaeya, Diluc, Itto, Gorou, Thoma, Childe, Dottore, Pantalone, Neuvillette, Tighnari, Wriothesley, Zhongli x Reader

Tags: fluff, teasing, flirting, being asked on a date, slightly suggestive, cringe warning maybe (cause I can't flirt so I wouldn't know what to say to this)

A/N: I donno what this is, I just wanted to laugh lmao, these are so... don't judge me!

AND YOU BE THE DESSERT - Kaeya, Dottore, Tighnari

He is more than willing to go on a date with you, share a good meal and talk. You're gonna need that energy afterwards if you want to keep up with him. There won't be anything sweet to eat, not for him anyway because he plans to have his filling of you afterwards. All that energy has to be spent somehow you know.

I'D RATHER EAT YOU - Itto, Childe, Wriothesley

His intentions are more than clear and he finds that to be the best way to go about things. If you're hungry you can get a meal after, but right now the only thing he wants to eat is you. Or if you're really kinky you can do a little bit of food play, but you have to be careful not to get in infection.

ALREADY RESERVED THE TABLE - Diluc, Thoma, Pantalone, Neuvillette, Zhongli

Was way ahead of you and reserved you the best seats in his favorite restaurant. Hopefully you'll like it enough to go home with him after, cause he really does like you and is willing to make an effort for this to be more than just a one night stand. And if it turns out you don't feel the same way then hey, at least you found a great new place to eat.

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