#not me thinking i would be all aesthetic and shit

[girlkisser13]

Okay but, taking the pjo + hoo characters to the eras tour, how would it go? (Annabeth is a midnights enjoyer so true)

warnings: eras tour setlist spoilers

a/n: hey guys!!! let me know if i should do a second part or a third part but with minor characters.

annabeth chase

annabeth is 100% a midnights stan. she LOVES "you’re on your own kid". she's also a folklore and evermore stan (because of the high vocabulary). she's a closeted swiftie because she got bullied for listening to her when she was younger. when you're going to the concert with her, she definitely devises a strategy to beat the merch lines. at the concert, she wouldn't sing/yell the lyrics with you but she'd have no problem lip syncing along to the music.

annabeth is a devoted swiftie. she loves deciphering all of taylor's easter eggs and analyzing her genius lyricism. she's the swiftie who you wait for to analyze taylor's newest album so that you know what she's singing about and all of the references that she makes lmao. she absolutely slayed her analysis of ttpd and ttpdta.

frank zhang

frank is by no mean a swiftie but after you introduced him to songs like, "the archer" and "this is me trying", our boy was converted into one. i feel like frank would be a nonchalant swiftie, he wouldn't follow what she was doing 24/7 and he wouldn't like obsess over what she's going to do next. frank is soooo speak now coded (i will not he taking any questions).

frank is at the eras tour for the vibes. he’ll sing along to the songs that he knows. he’s also the designated merch holder. he’d probably dress up as joe (the hat and the denim jacket, iykyk). i feel like he’d enjoy watching the film more than going to the concert because of the difference in atmospheres. however, he still has a great time at the concert.

grover underwood

grover is a evermore stan fr. he enjoys the nature aesthetic and vibe that evermore gives off. he talks shit to anyone who thinks that evermore is her worst album. he’s only at the concert to have a good time and isn’t stressing about the surprise songs or anything like that. however, he lost his shit when taylor opened evermore with "‘tis then damn season" and when she sang "tolerate it" (it’s his favorite song).

hazel levesque

initially, hazel wasn’t a swiftie but just because taylor didn’t exist during her time. but after piper and leo introduced her to her music, hazel was converted into a swiftie. she’s a fearless and speak now stan.

hazel would be too shy to scream or yell the lyrics with you but she’d happily lip sync along to the songs that she knows. her favorite part of the concert was dressing up. the two of you spend the whole night singing, dancing, and laughing with one another.

jason grace

jason is not a swiftie but he could be converted into one if you were. he’s a folkevermore stan fr. he also thoroughly enjoyed ttpd and ttpdta. like frank, he’s definitely a more nonchalant swiftie but he would enjoy listening to your rants and predictions on what she’s going to do next.

he would dress up as the heartbreak prince to your miss americana. he would try his hardest to learn all of the lyrics to her songs so that he could sing it with you but because her discography is so vast, he printed out sheets with the lyrics on them so that he could scream her lyrics with you. he’d definitely propose to you during “love story" (if the two of you were in the that stage in your relationship).

we all know that jason emits husband energy and is a natural gentleman. so after the concert you know that that man is carrying you out of there because your legs hurt from dancing and would immediately make you some tea when you get back if you lost your voice too. he would also go and get any merch that you wanted during the concert so that you wouldn’t miss anything. like frank, jason is also at the eras tour for the vibes but he still has a great time and is thankful that he gets to enjoy this experience with you!!!

leo valdez

leo's a swiftie fr. piper introduced him to her music and they listen to her new albums together. he excessively hates all of her ex-boyfriends that treated her poorly (joe j, john, jake, etc.). he’s also 100% red coded but i feel like he also likes 1989.

leo would go all out on his eras tour outfit. he would create a unique and funny outfit or he would go as lasik taylor. he would happily join in with singing/yelling the lyrics with you. he definitely fangirls at every single song change. his favorite song to sing is all too well (10 minute version). piper also teaches him all of the chants so that he can impress you.

nico di angelo

like hazel, nico wasn’t a swiftie at first because obviously, taylor didn’t exist during the era that he lived in. but after will and piper introduced him to her music, he got converted into a swiftie. he’s a folkevermore stan fr (but more evermore than folklore). at the concert, nico would be too shy to sing the songs and he’d probably lip sync along to the lyrics when he thinks no one’s looking. he’d dress up as the reputation era just so he could wear black. he got a bracelet from someone and now wears it every single day. like frank, he’d prefer to watch the film compared to going to the concert just because he’s scared of big crowds.

percy jackson

like annabeth, percy’s a closeted swiftie because he got bullied for listening to her when he was younger. percy is a 1989 and lover stan. he’s 100% a "me!" and "you need to calm down" lover. he also LOVES taylor’s ovulation songs. (false god, dress, i can see you, etc.).

he goes all out for his eras tour outfit and probably dresses up wearing an outfit that taylor wore once and expects everyone to know when she wore it. like leo, percy fan girls at every single song change and probably screams the lyrics to her songs louder than you do.

piper mclean

piper is a HUGE swiftie. she's a pop girlie so naturally, she's a 1989 stan. i headcanon that she's a hopeless romantic so she's also a reputation and lover stan. for the longest time, she didn't believe that taylor and joe broke up. (they could never make me hate you joe!!!) she absolutely lost it when taylor annoyed 1989 tv.

the two of you guys went all out for your eras tour outfits and would probably coordinate outfits or do a cute couples outfit. she definitely gets you guys tickets in the pit where the two of you spend the whole time dancing and singing/yelling the lyrics to every single song. piper knows every single chant too (1 2 3 lgb). the two of you spent months making friendship bracelets to trade with everyone and at the end of the night, you guys traded enough bracelets to the point that they go up to your elbows. she definitely experienced gay panic during the vigilante shit choreography.

reyna ramírez-arellano

reyna is SOO speak now coded (better than revenge 👀). she’s also a reputation stan. if kanye west has a million haters reyna is one of them. if he has one hater it’s her. if he has no haters, she’s dead. reyna avila ramírez-arellano hates kanye west with a passion.

reyna would dress up as the reputation era and would probably coordinate her outfit with nico. at first, reyna would be too shy to sing along to the songs but after you danced with her a few times she began to loosen up and she ended twirling you around and softly singing along with you.

will solace

will is obviously a debut and fearless stan. i feel like he prefers old taylor over new taylor but he's still a swifitie regardless. he definitely cried when he found out that taylor didn’t dedicate a section of songs for debut on the eras tour. he’d definitely wear a cowboy hat with his eras tour outfit. i feel like he wouldn’t yell the lyrics with you because he’d be scared he’d lose his voice but he’d happily sing along with you.

#percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #pjo #hoo #pjo hoo toa #pjo tv show #pjo fandom #pjo disney+ #pjo x reader #pjo series #hoo fandom #hoo series #hoo x reader #annabeth chase #frank zhang #grover underwood #hazel levesque #jason grace #leo valdez #nico di angelo #percy jackson #piper mclean #reyna ramirez arellano #reyna avila ramirez arellano #will solace #taylor swift #the eras tour #the eras movie #the eras taylor swift #the eras film

[bettsfic]

Do you have any preferred notebooks? Anything better than Moleskine which I don't think would be hard (!!??)... The ink bleeding through to the page behind is so distracting. Random question but I figured you'd be perfect to ask!! Thank you

i've been waiting my entire tumblrlife for this, anon. stationery is one of my most persevering special interests.

just to caveat, i still use a moleskine for my personal journal, but i only write in it once or twice a month so they tend to last years. i bought my current journal in 2017 before enshittification and so i haven't had a problem with the paper. i use a felt-tip pen on it mostly, but even the few times i've tried fountain pens, i haven't had any bleed-through. it's really unfortunate they've gone downhill.

and i mean, for context, i beat the shit out of my moleskines. and look how they've held up!

the one on the left i used from 2011 to 2017. it went all around the world with me and i carried it everywhere for 6 years. i taped every stupid scrap of paper i came across into it and that's why it's so beefy. the elastic band has stretched too far is all; i need to find something sturdier to keep it shut.

the one on the right i started in 2017 and i'm about 2/3rds through it. i tape some stuff in but not as much as i used to. at one point it was in my backpack in the overhead compartment of a plane and some guy's water bottle spilled all over it. i was devastated. but it slurped that shit up and kept trucking. you can't even tell it's waterlogged anymore.

my mom bought me a special edition van gogh moleskine for my birthday last year that i was planning to use for my next journal. i just tested the paper against the 2017 journal using a kaweco sport bold tip, and the van gogh paper does indeed bleed significantly more than the 2017 paper. a real shame. i'm probably still going to use it though, because i've kept the proud tradition of "use notebooks people buy me for my birthday as my next journal" since i was 14. also, i'll probably end up starting it when i'm 37, the age van gogh died.

last august marked my 20th anniversary of my journaling habit, btw. i was going to write a newsletter about it but it started spiraling into a whole-ass book and i had to set it down.

a close and higher quality alternative to moleskine, much beloved by bullet journalers, is leuchtturm. their A5 hardcover is very similar to the classic moleskine pictured above. i don't use one because i have no use for lie-flat notebooks for anything other than a personal journal (which is covered for the next decade or so), but i love buying them as gifts.

my commonplace notebook is the A4 rhodia top spiral, which i've mentioned in my newsletter before. there is something truly magical about this notebook. when i bought it, i carried it around with me everywhere even though i had no idea what to write in it. i started commonplacing before i even knew what that was, simply because the tactile and aesthetic sensation of filling each page was so satisfying. i go through 1-2 per year.

this isn't a notebook proper, but my research binders are B5 maruman clartes with their corresponding loose leaf paper. again, like the rhodia A4 top spiral, the sensation of writing on the paper and organizing the binder is very satisfying and so it encourages me to take a lot of notes.

maruman also makes the famously amazing mnemosyne series of notebooks. i haven't used one before but i really like them, and as soon as i need a high quality top spiral notebook that the A4 rhodia can't fulfill, that's what i'll be moving to.

my purse notebook is a field notes reporter's notebook. these are new so they haven't stood the test of time the way the others have, but i love the size and the binding, and afaik field notes is one of the few american stationery brands that hasn't fallen prey to a quality drop in paper. i also love field notes classic pocket notebook but have never been able to make a pocket notebook habit stick. it took me a long time to realize tiny notebooks don't encourage me to write in them, because a lot of my notebooking is about the thrill and aesthetic pleasure of seeing an overwhelming amount of text on a page.

my planner is a hobonichi techo weeks, which is the same size as the reporter's notebook and also goes in my purse. this is my first year using a hobonichi planner and i really love it. like the others, its quality encourages me to use it. i've found hobonichi overall is a really good notebook brand.

my sketchbook (which i don't use very much) is a strathmore 500 series mixed media softcover. i bought it before i realized how deterring i find lie-flat books and i think i would be more motivated to draw by investing in one of their wirebound ones, even though all the artists i follow on youtube tell you not to do that. i keep meaning to change it into a collage notebook instead, i just haven't had the time or desk space to do it.

and an honorable mention: before the pandemic, back when i did things and went places, i used a grand voyageur traveler's notebook from paper republic. i'm actually very sad i don't have much of a use for it anymore, but maybe one day i'll do stuff again and return to it. it's weird that i don't see paper republic mentioned often (ever) in bujo spheres, when i think their products are better than traveler's company (although i haven't tested one for a significant period of time; people swear by them though).

hopefully one or two of these stand out to you!

#writing advice #stationery recs #commonplacing #journaling

[the-n3w3st-g1rl-g1rl]

I'm realizing that the fact that Rudy and Noelle call Kris "Krismas" implies that Christmas is still a thing in Deltarune's universe. Like, it's not called something else or anything. So even though their religion centres on an Angel, I guess Jesus is still part of at least a religion in their world idk I'm tired

#it's 1:00 am I'm thinking about things #I mean it makes sense that the same kinda religions would exist #I just feel like there weren't many other references to christianity specifically #idk shit about religion tbh hhhhh #like I know that the holiday family's whole aesthetic is very christmassy. #ofc I know that but like #with the monster holiday in undertale being established as a seperate thing #like with the gyftrot and all that #I guess I always felt like the holiday they celebrate would be. gyftmas or something #although I guess we haven't met a gyftrot in deltarune yet so maybe that's dumb #idk idk #I'm a mess please don't call me stupid I'm just a wreck right now because tired and foggy #thank you for reading my weird 1 am ramblings

[crossbackpoke-check]

Substance, Shadow, and Spirit [remixed, abridged] by Tao Yuanming

#liv in the replies #patrice bergeron #boston bruins #brad marchand #do you ever think about how brad marchand said that when bergy retired he would retire or are you capable of normal thought i'm not at all #please say a gratitude for both my sanity& y'all that this poem (which has been saved in my camera roll with the vague idea of using it for #??? ​long) & not one of the poems i had saved for carey for a really long time & remixed & everything with another poem until i found a poem #that absolutely murdered me in cold blood but there is an alternate universe where i did& then had to explain my unhinged thoughts to you. #anyway how are we feeling about bergy retirement. pspspspsp sara & luna are y'all doing okay like. the doc title for this one was #patrice the hockey player means a lot to me but patrice the person means so much more #which is why the end line of the other poem was so *%"@^)! (you love / what you are) because patrice does. like he is a whole ass good huma #& now since no one asked i need to tell you all the details about everything also y'all please clap i made an edit with NO baby pictures #although i did find one & save it & minimal genres of photo i always use in edits because they're my taste & aesthetic but anyway. #when i saved the first photo and marked it as one i wanted i accidentally wrote “how will he know they love him” which is not the line but #makes me feel feral about patrice & the rest of them all had hurtful names too but also. the third picture is literally a CELLY like brad #just scored a goal & he is clinging to bergy for dear life with that shit i saved that as “oh the agony on his face for unendurable” #& yes it is one of my cliches to have a draft day picture but in my defense the lifelong bond that patrice has/d with boston deserved to be #there even if i put in the love story & YES that picture is from the 2011 playoff right below it shared joy & pain & i couldn't tell you #when the brad marchy photo for together forever is except for the fact that i saw it & just the gut punch of oh my god the way he looks at #things men will praise you for is the stanley cup. duh. but i love the contrast of “some deed” being the stanley cup but then #bergy's choice to do noble deeds (ends up still earning praise &that's my note to his efforts outside of hockey we love a supportive captai #should also mention the first two i came up with & had the photos i knew i wanted for were the first and last one alskaldk but i KNEW i #wanted chara somewhere in the paragraph about leaving & then while i was looking found the one of bergy playing tuukka on accident & yes #i do have to make goalie jokes every time. no reprieve . no dice/no deal/no goal goalies have no rest/reprieve etc etc the one that killed #me though was looking for a patrice award pic & i wanted basically the one that i got for “how will you know any will praise you” & instead #also got the picture of patrice winning the some community hero award for charity work that he does & i love him mama & of COURSE that puck #is from bergy's 1000 game who do you think I am (if you guessed sleepy and emotional about patrice you'd be right) and ALSO please be ready #for all the patrice posts/bruins posts that have been sitting in my drafts to be released on this occasion of patrice retirement #I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TUUKKA ALSO RETIRED THAT’S WHY HE WAS ON WISE OR SIMPLE NO REPRIEVE AND THAT LATE OR SOON WAS ALWAYS GOING TO BE #CHARA BECAUSE CHARA LEFT FIRST TO GO TO THE CAPS AND THEN LEFT IN RETIRMENT HE LEFT SOON BUT NOT FOR REAL THEN LATER LEFT FOR REAL (RETIRED)

[aroacesigma]

i need to put the doa trio in a punk band au so fucking bad you guys dont understand .

#ramblings #between sigmas insane tboy swag nikolais entire general vibe and fyodors half dead all the time look they have the perfect aesthetic for it #also i think sigma would benefit greatly from being the lead singer and screaming his heart out #yes this is an au but yes i think in every universe that man has crippling anxiety (and depression that everyone including him is ignoring) #so i think it would be good for him to yell a lot #nikolai would love drums also #trust fyodor would do some fancy shit on the guitar thats basically the same thing as a cello #<<< that is a JOKE music kids dont come for me trust i am one of you (sort of i play the piano)

[ethereiling]

i have many issues with things like cottagecore and similar ~aesthetics~ that other people have summarized better and more succinctly but something that continuously bothers me is how it ties into the Rich White Person With A Lot Of Free Time vibe and how much that conflicts with the things i do that would align with certain aesthetics

like im not making stuff for followers or for a pristine Country Vibe that doesnt actually involve hard work im doing it because im poor and dont have the money to buy it, generally. im painting cans to plant green onions in because i dont have spare money for pots. i want to learn to make paper because my apartment doesnt have recycling and i dont want my scrap paper to go to waste. im sewing fringe on a thrift store jacket so i can make a pretty outfit for a wedding without having to buy formal attire new. idk i just think that too much of instagram aesthetics are centered around leisure and money that often dont exist in the people those aesthetics are trying to emulate

#avpswjy #ignore meee its just smth ive been thinking abt #i love crafting stuff! i love being creative! and theres nothing wrong with putting a lot of money into these hobbies #but it is strange seeing the disconnect between the cottagecore aesthetic and like. actual rural folks lmao #and theres just a lot i do that would fall under the cottagecore aesthetic that i dont do for a vibe #i do it bc its cheap but i still care abt things looking nice #somethin abt those aesthetics being all about emulating something that you dont reflect in your actual actions ig #and how everything that Should exist in a country aesthetic centers around ingenuity and community #and often the instagram white girl cottagecore aesthetic is completely divorced from that #and just centered around like. going to hobby lobby and buying jars to make cutesy #idk!!! its hard for me to articulate and im not trying to shit on ppl who like a certain vibe #but it does bother me how it seems to be about marketability and not just. making stuff bc u like it #this is also from me who often likes a very vintage and country inspired vibe lmao #i just dont like cottagecore as a term because of the specific associations it brings to me

[hollis-exe]

they gotta put some sort of enrichment in my cave man i just spent 3 hours placing cubes

#picked up 76 to round out the end of the season and oh my god base building has me by the brainstem #the worst part i think is that theres no way for me to show a non-player what i do without it losing a degree of its impressiveness #like dgmw objectively my builds look nice and a viewer would be like [wow! that looks great] #but they would lack the necessary knowledge to know why its great beyond the aesthetic sense like. #the insane fuckin exploits i have to pull off in order to make shit look good #for anyone still reading this: my favorite technique for punching up an area is merging and merging; #there's certain terrain features and items in game that #when under specific conditions #allow you to merge two objects together. but it gets more complex: some objects require support. #so you have to sandwich in either a conduit or a floor mat. #but then it gets more complex: even if you merge objects together; the architecture of your structure may prohibit placing it. #so you pull out a flame thrower trap. intentionally break the architecture (only possible across some varieties of wall and floor btw) #at a penalty. and then you place your shit. and then you repair it. and then: most vitally of all: you do not fuck with it. #a misclick can undo hours of work #AND FOR WHAT: BTW: I ENJOY THE PROCESS BUT OBJECTIVELY THERE ARE BETTER WAYS I COULD SPEND MY TIME!!!!! #anyway once i finish this latest build i think ill do a walkthrough of it or smthn to post here. im very happy with it =:] #daily h

[toastsnaffler]

biting my tongue to not share my opinions on the character body types in bg3 😐

#bc theyll just get annoyed at me bc yeah yeah i havent played it yet ik !! #but it doesnt take a rocket scientist to look at tumblr gifs lmao #I just think that most of them need less muscle + more body fat. and also that they shouldve made astarion visibly emaciated 🤷 #if u want to give them a range of stats eg varying strength then maybe u should incorporate that into designing their builds #bc im nowhere near as muscular as any of the men and yet my str stat would be higher than theirs. are they hollow or what???? #and even if they WERE that strong they wouldnt have abs like that and theyd have some fucking belly. come on #theres no way theyre dedicating that much time to developing aesthetic muscle get a grip. theyre fighting for real out there #havent seen enough abt the womens body types to have an opinion but i imagine theyre equally disappointing #ik they just do this shit bc they want to make them 'attractive' for players to romance like its solely just catering to that #but newsflash. some of us find Realistic Body Types attractive too. some of us find body fat hotter than dehydrated sculpted muscle #wish there was more facial diversity too but thats a whole other debate lmao. #and ik its not like any of this is exclusive to a single videogame like basically all of them do it. but aint gonna stop me complaining #anyway whatever. i got shit to do today #.diaries #karlach original design i will never forgive them for what they did to u

[debleb]

americans try not to immediately turn anything irish into magical mystical uwu pagan faeries challenge (100% IMPOSSIBLE)

#i s2g if i see one more comment on a gaeilge song saying some shit like #this is what i would listen to if i was dancing in the forest with the fae #you guys do realise you can show your appreciation for a country/culture #without associating the entire country with the tumblrised version of its mythology that you only know about #from 3 skimmed twitter posts and an interperative YA romance novel #it could be worse i guess #but i'm just really sick of literally anything vaguely celtic just getting watered down into tinkerbell bullshit #that isn't ~ethereal magical ancient elf music~ that's an actual people's music and was probably written at the very most 200 years ago #i'm glad people are enjoying it but you can stop boiling down our whole country into some ideal cottagecore fairy land already #it's just as disrespectful as doing that to any other culture. at least to me #im thinking mostly of music here because that's where i see this shit happening a LOT #like any ~medieval tavern vibes~ playlist you click on is pretty much guaranteed to be like minimum 30% modern as gaeilge music #but it happens with pictures and stuff too #despite popular opinion all those beautiful hashtag aesthetic pictures of glens and woodlands don't make up the entire country. #like were not all living in the 1600s here #anyway rant over tldr you can stop calling irish music magic gibberish fairy spells now especially if you barely know the first thing of #what youre talking about when it comes to irish folklore #ok i know it's probably not just americans doing this also but i mean. i don't want to be rude or anything but americans tend to be #bad for this stuff

[zemolvr]

what is the overlap between delusional iasip fans (affectionate) and beastie boys fans.. Cause literally every single beastie boys song is charmacden coded and i need people to agree with me. also they each sing one of the boys’ parts too. mac is mca, charlie is mike d and dennis is adrock, if you care.

#imagining them just having fun and singing the songs together #specifically shadrach and rhymin & stealin and 3 minute rule to name a few of the really cmd songs #it’s all so clear to me #dennis has to be adrock bc adrock is the king plus his lyrics most align with dennis #mac is mca cause of aesthetics and lyrics ohhh my god mac is just like mca bro #charlie is mike d cause lyrics Every mike d lyric is some shit charlie would say #i just LOVEEEE thinking about them in high school jamming out to licensed to ill and paul’s boutique #When the special interests go too well together and you start to pace around the house and hit your head and cry #beastie boys #iasip #charmacden #if u are a fan of thinking abt char mac and den hanging out and having fun PLEEEASE listen to the songs i mentioned and think of them #it’s spiritually healing

[cherrysnax]

I think i sound very uh flat n monotone normally, but a lot of ppl disagree.. my perception of my self is sooo skewed

#talked to cjs sister for the first time and she went on abt my voice and it’s weird because to me #I sound like a teenaged boh #*boy mixed with pinkie pie on a good day #either that or it’s giving like. weird seductress rouge the bat grown man #very gender if I say so myself #I’ve been drawing myself a lot more so the way I perceive my self is literally changing by the second #do people notice i deepen my voice the first time we talk #do they notice how I balance on one foot #do they notice the accidental like. ci #*vocal mimicry I do? ch was telling me abt the things they love abt my body because I was being silly and self hating #and it’s weird that the things we r both insecure abt are just things that like. make us us? idk #bad wording. cj could totally change everything new aesthetic new clothes new body type idk they would become my standard for beauty because #they already r. my type is her #I worry if I lose or gain weight if I change my hair again if I change aesthetics or go father into grad goth shit if they’ll find me ugly #but. I don’t think they will #I’ve gained lost changed done all the big changes looks perocnaliyy wise #and I consistinely feel loved and wanted #sorry rambling abt my gf over #ppl sometimes tell me I’m intimidating or rlly nice #strangers call me lovely #loved ones call me everything in between #I see myself as a wretched ugly creature that won’t chnage no matter how much I pull my body around #but maybe that’s not entirely true #but also I like pretending to be a nonhuman creature because it’s fun and dehumanization is okay when I do it

[whimsyprinx]

ANYWAYS I’m working on a little bottle charm, here’s how it looks rn

#whimsy whispers #i don’t know if I like this colour of tassel but I don’t have any other colour so I’m just working with what I’ve got #it’s kinda tacky but that’s fine #i actually have five I’ve made in total #three have just the little pastel glitter and then two have the pastel glitter and some black sand and some little fake diamonds #they all have this kind of tassel #i just like the giant tassel and how it looks with the small bottle #idk why I made so many of them #i did have the glitter and the sand respectively in tall thin bottles but got bored and did this #i don’t know what to do with all the little shaker bottles I’ve made #because I have five like I said and the one in this post is mine (I’ve grown attached to it you see) #i don’t have any irls who personally vibe with these types of things #so now I just have five bottles of glitter #I’m thinking of adding bigger shapes to them to add ✨variety✨ but all I have are beads and if I use a bead the glitter will get in the holes #and that just annoys me plus the beads i have wouldn’t fit the aesthetic #I’m very nitpicky #i also wanna get those cute little clasp things that are shaped #like the ones that are star shaped and stuff (I’m failing at describing stuff but I have one on the shaker charm I bought earlier this year) #uhhh idk what else to say my eyes hurt and I can’t smeep #I would say hmu if you want one of these but I have enough shit to send off to people that idk when I’ll be able to

[medicasino]

hi i've seen FAR too many people pull this shit so uuuh unfriendly reminder if you glorify nazism (fictional or otherwise, I Do Not Care), use nazi imagery as an "aesthetic", kin nazi characters, "sympathize with/relate to" nazis in ANY way, think ANYTHING good has came from nazism or are a nazi/nazi supporter in ANY way: get the FUCK off my profile, block me, get lost, I want absolutely NOTHING to do with you. You are VILE and you DISGUST ME. I know no one here is like that thank god but if that at all applies to you SCREW OFF!!! Get off my profile shitbag! I hate you entirely unironically!

#affie txt #you'd think this would be common sense but i've seen at least 3-4 separate people making nazi ocs carelessly #or ocs with a “nazi aesthetic” #ive even seen one person outright KIN a nazi character. what the fuck #i even heard of like a person who commissioned a fucking custom design based off the fucking KKK of all things #fucking vile. what is wrong with people #i wish this was common sense but alas some people think it's cute and quirky to do this and it's not #it's just fucking disgusting #(disclaimer: i am not jewish or a poc so i'm sorry if im overstepping my boundaries here but i do firmly stand against antisemitism #and racism. this shit is fucking unacceptable) #okay sorry for being super aggressive/harsh with my wording here but i feel i Need to be with this subject because it disgusts me

[astrxealis]

i think it's interesting you can tell how people are like deep down by small things they do

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #like. if they use fonts #like 'aesthetic' fonts! it says they like pretty stuff sure but also that they don't know or don't care that #it isn't accessible for people with reading devices and stuff like that :') bcs those will read out literal math shit #it's a small thing but shows how ignorant some people are and i can't blame them at all bcs for a long time i used to use #aesthetic fonts like that. but for a while now i haven't as well and aurhrubedhej #but yeah perfectly understandable if they don't know but if they do it still even with the knowledge. i would definitely rather not #interact with someone like that. :') #i love to read people and all and tbh i probably know more about some people than they think bcs . yeah #it also shows how scary the internet is. please stay safe. #i have easily found some people's twitter accounts and it is so easy. i just do it out of curiosity and i don't have any malicious intent #at all but someone out there could and god if you overshare there is so much to learn so for the love of god be careful #but yeah! really interesting all of this ... how humans work :'O #the way we all have our different stuff that makes up who we are and how they're shaped by our experiences but also our dna #and how each book or passage or whatever we read leaves a marks on us. everything does #and how our brains differ and neuroscience and neuropsychology is. i don't know much abt it yet but god it is so interesting #- i am a very philosophical person interested in psychology and other related topics ever since i was a little kid - >< #it's interesting bcs . i really was like this ever since i was a kid and i would love to read more into Whyz #bcs i would look at rhe news as the kid and bad news made me so SAD. i still remember vividly sitting on the couch #and where the tv was and my parents. there was a girl who got... yeah #and it really opened my eyes to how fucking shit the world is. i was not even 10 years old by that time i think #and i think about that moment a lot even now whenever i rmbr it bcs it was. really important #in how i'm now hugely concerned about those kinds of things and really want to make the world a better place #honestly it annoys me when others don't care about the world but at least i'm happy with who i am! >< #it's interesting tho fr how i was. probably 'meant' to be like this in a way #and other kids out there just don't give a fuck and... i wonder why. what's different about us. in how we were made and shaped and raised? #ff/x being one of my memorable games in my childhood really shaped me and my outlook of religion and helped me be more open about my views #on family. kh being a really memorable thing abt my childhood despite me never properly playing past the island #but i still remember how i would always pick up that game again and again and years later when i got kh/3 despite not having played any #other games properly. i knew that this was my childhood. and playing thru that game was so amazing despite me literally

[hermywolf]

okay is it just me or do we every year talk about stanford era/early seasons spn more during winter? like. we never really stop talking about it but i feel like we focus on it more every winter

#which would make sense bc of the colder/darker aesthetics and all i just think its kinda fascinating that we have seasonal #phases to the hyperfixation #or maybe its just me making up shit #hermy posts #spn

[noxtivagus]

aaaaaa i wna writeee

#🌙.rambles #there's so many things in my notes of like #ideas and aesthetics #i do write from time to them but god it's been ages since i #since i've last wrote smth with a proper storyline hhhh #just some bittersweet lines from time to time that i think of ? that relate to things/charas i love or my own feelings #damn bro my writing is such a mess and it reflects how i am myself #sigh but i think what's been holding me back for a while now is #idk what charas/fandoms to write for ? idm if i write and don't get much notes but i don't even know who to write for #recently i've been more in contact w my own reality which is nice bcs i typically feel distanced from the rest of the world #nah even now i always feel that sense of loneliness and distance lingering in the back of my head #but oh angst shit aside i've found it harder to #hmm no i still love fictional charas but idk bro i'm sick of dreaming i want it to be reality #sigh i really want to fall in love irl #but i'm not in any rush. i'm my own priority. it would be nice though if i find love without even looking for it #aaaa i keep on dumping my emotions on tumblr tags smh. habit i suppose #my selfish desire is romance :< i want my own story someday #but i guess i'm afraid. #but i genuinely am fine with shouldering all this pain. someday perhaps it'll be my time to... to idk but yes #helping has always been among my top passions after all ! #and that also includes myself... #if i could just wish that #nahh #thinking abt it n at least the things i love like ffxiv and gbf put into words #the things i'm still hesitant to outright say