#not really but i said so ❤️

[morecrearty]

i lied about probably not drawing much for the rest of the month 🤥 i went to the natural history museum with my pal & we drew lots of wonky lil guys ✍🏻😌

i am pleased to announce that the main scanner at my local library has been fixed and now nobody will be spared from my sketchbook spreads xoxo

#my art #my stuff #sketchbook #artists on tumblr #doodles #museum sketches #natural history museum #dark academia #not really but i said so ❤️ #sketchbook diaries #drawing trip #taxidermy #animal skull #photography #micron brush pen #micron 01 #hahnemuhle nostalgie sketchbook #stabilo pen 68 pastel gray #vulture culture

[botanyshitposts]

theres a part in my fern textbook where it talks about fern 'spore banks' in the soil where fern spores land on the ground and instead of germinating get buried and can stay viable for several years and sometimes i think about it bc although they didnt elaborate on why this might be useful, if i was a fern-- a little guy who's survival strategy is notoriously to be the first to colonize any disturbed new places so i dont have to bother with any competition-- this would be a pretty sick deal.

like this is unconfirmed fern lore but like, if im a spore sittin several inches to feet underground and something happens thats bad enough to rip up the soil and expose me to sunlight and water again, its probably also bad enough to rip up all my competition and let me do whatever i want on a clean slate with all the nutrients i could wish for in the ruins of the ecosystem i was buried under. like, via a terrible natural disaster or landslide or something. and im already adapted to the environment because i came from a fern that was there the last time the land was ripped up and recolonized with ferns. rip to the other plants but im different lmaooo

#ferns #theres a photo in that textbook thats some young ferns hanging out in a little rock crevice surrounded by cooled magma #and it was taken like. six months after the local volcanic eruption that led to said magma. another thing i think about #ferns are so wild they really are just like. oh boy a natural disaster just for me ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[felsicveins]

Prequel to this

#trolls #trolls 3 #jd ex husband #trolls band together #trolls oc #trolls oc julien #John Dory #John dory trolls #this drawing is OOOLLLLLLDDDDD #but still good #julien is so .... girl fym you never meant to hurt him? #favorite child ❤️ i love his lying ass #i think he thinks that he never meant to hurt jd .. but obviously .. he did #“i was just upset.. you know i say stupid stuff when im upset .. but i dont mean it” #but you still said it didnt you!!!! #anyway I really gotta write something for all these fellas

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Wally West can be a passive aggressive little shit when he wants to be and, boy, lemme tell ya, he's down to cause problems 100% of the time.

I do love though how this has been a reoccurring theme in this series. It feels like every issue so far Roy will say shit about someone within hearing range of Wally, Wally 'Pettiest Boy Alive' West will go stealth-speed mode immediately to fuck up Roy's day, and then Wally walks away with a shit eating grin while Roy reaps the consequences, none the wiser.

It's fucking fantastic. It's brilliant. I love this dynamic so much.

#HES SO PETTY I LOVE HIM #last issue Roy said shit about Dick so Wally fucked with his arrows. this issue Roy said shit about Garth so Wally fucked with his throw #wally really said 'talk shit get hit 🌸😁❤️' #dc #dc comics #the flash #kid flash #wally west #roy harper #speedy #arsenal #red arrow #teen titans #world's finest teen titans #titans

[naturecalls111]

To the person who said this about my Zosan comic: THANK YOUUUUOUUWUEUGUHUHHH my old comics professor would be so proud, I learned everything about making comics through Scott McCloud’s books so I’m literally doing jumping jacks and cartwheels this is painfully sweet and made me smile SOOOOO so so big.

This is to say…. I highly recommend Scott McCloud’s teachings for comic making if anyone is interested fufufu

#nc111 talks #like my entire comics class was literally just #drawing comics. obviously. #but specifically drawing them after covering Scott mcclouds work for that week #so our weekly comics were based on his lessons for that week #it was super fun and I really miss that class #I made REALLY stupid comics in that class but I posted one of them ages ago on another account #and people were really nice about it! #I would love to share my old comics one day if anyone is interested LOL they’re not great but I have to start somewhere yknow! #I digress - thanks sooooo much to the person who said this I’m so happy 😭❤️

[bear-bear-bear-bear-bear]

it feels like coming home.

#im fucking sobbing #my heart ❤️ #i didn’t realize how much i missed my dark urge #by far my most emotional playthrough and the epilogue really brought it all home #she didn’t romance halsin - when he confessed his feelings she said she felt the same but was with someone else #so the epilogue was really perfect and sweet for them #i have so many durge feelings 😭 #bg3 #halsin #halsin bg3 #my durge #redeemed!durge #bg3 epilogue #bg3 epilogue spoilers

[earlgodwin]

the borgias is my favorite show and i think it's the best show ever made and all. however, there's just this one aspect that is genuinely hilarious to me and i mostly criticize the show for. the writers suddenly trying to make the viewers massively despise juan by turning against him and disingenuously writing him in his final moments so the watchers won't miss him or sympathize with him by making him a walking danger as an excuse to kill him off and prop up cesare's character. they wanted the audience to root for cesare at juan's expense and make his death seem necessary lol. they truly thought they served with this one, like maybe juan's character was shamefully abandoned by the writers (as well as his family except for rodrigo) but david oakes had many people sold with the way he played him to perfection, improvising and making juan remarkable, tremendous, and humane. the show is obviously a classic masterpiece, but in my opinion about the juan part, simply rushing the writing of a tragic dying character on a show for weak reasons is pure disrespect.

#i love the way juan was written off is something that didn't sit right with the rest of the cast either. they know david was done dirty #not to mention the corny ass hashtag they tried to trend to celebrate juan's death lmaoo 2012 was really something #it's why françois and david GET ITTTT #their insights literally go against what the writers were trying to make us Believe LOL françois and david were like No ❤️ #you know when the actors get the characters more than the writers themselves because of how much they lived in them? YEAH!!! #they tried so badly to paint cesare gutting juan and throwing him off a bridge as “heroic” then BAM here comes king arnaud!! #calling cesare an envious monster SJSJJSNSEJ #françois literally admitted that he had the writing on his character's side meanwhile david's character was thrown under the bus #as if it wasn't enough for them to villainize juan by giving him all historical!cesare's negative characteristics !! #that being said. like or hate juan...his presence was truly missed in season 3 lol #juan borgia #cesare borgia #françois arnaud #the borgias #period dramas #period drama #neil jordan #david oakes #borgias #text post

[junkartie]

I think the most crushing autism experience is friends/romantic partners eventually figuring out youre masking bcz if you keep it up long enough its also off-putting & unnatural and then insisting you act like yourself- only to realize they in fact do not like your real self and make comments about how annoying/different youre acting all of a sudden. ❤️🧎‍♀️

#realest shit i ever said #anyway this has hapenned so many times that im convinced only 3-4 people actually can stand me. ❤️🙏 #literally makes me sooooo mad too #‘’nooo youre not being yourself with me please ill accept you no matter what’’ #no actually. you do not like me sadly 🙏🙏🙏 #ughhhhh #i be in situations #this isnt a jab at myself i am so cool and funny #and trust im self aware enough to know the traits people dislike about me are fr harmless but could annoy someone easily. #so its not really mine or their fault #plus literally my brain just does not work like a neurotypical person #sorry i do not feel about things the way u do

[boypussydilf]

okay, so casper and nova, right? the casper and nova game is one big metaphor for simon and betty’s relationship. and the last thing we see in it is: nova tries to sacrifice herself so casper can get what he wants, and the choices are to either go with that, or nova lives but casper forgets her. and it’s obviously meant to parallel simon and betty’s situation in come along with me after they get swallowed by golb: either betty can sacrifice herself to keep simon safe, or she doesn’t but he goes back to being ice king. (um, that is, assuming that she was correct to think they might revert to the forms they had before getting digested after exiting golb. which is not something we have any actual evidence for. it was just a possibility that occurred to her and a risk she wasn’t willing to take.)

UM. EVERY PART OF THAT WAS BECAUSE OF DECISIONS BETTY MADE INDEPENDENTLY?

betty decides to jump through the portal when simon is trying to say goodbye to her, betty decides to fix the crown and then try to find a way to cure him even after he’s told her he’d rather die than be ice king again, betty decides to fucking summon golb, betty decides to push simon out of golb before he can react at all just in case the crown goes back to its former state once it leaves and just in case there’s no way to get rid of golb without its wish magic.

IT WAS BETTYS CHOICES IT WAS BETTYS CHOICES IT WAS ALL BETTYS OWN CHOICES THAT SHE MADE IT WAS BETTY BETTY WAS THE REASON THEY WERE IN THAT SITUATION

#its so so insulting in general to compare them to. a game w a limited amount of choices #and its so insulting to betty to act like… what? #she wouldn’t have made all these choices if *simon* had just ‘considered her more’? #that she simply is completely incapable of controlling herself when simon is involved? #that she doesn’t hold responsibility for the choices she made? #this um. isnt really on simon at all to be honest #what we have are boatloads of examples of simon asking betty to make a different choice and her doing what she wants to do anyway! #‘come take credit for finding the enchiridion with me’ ‘no this is your achievement’ ‘but i couldnt have done it without you’ ‘no ❤️’ #‘i can’t be the ice king again i’d rather be dead’ ‘no i WILL do this’ #in the bus/confession scene simon is just PARROTING HER OWN WORDS BACK TO HER #she said she wanted to BE BY HIS SIDE so he repeated that to her #assuming it was what SHE wanted because she SAID IT WAS WHAT SHE WANTED. #im gonna blow up. betty im so sorry you got treated like you werent responsible for any of ur own choices #betty im so sorry you got treated like simon should have just ignored the things you were saying you wanted #she got treated like she had no autonomy as if the girl hasnt been doing nothing but Making Choices since day 1 #CASPER AND NOVA IS NOT COMPARABLE SORRRYYYYYYYYYY. THATS NOT WHAT THEIR FUCKINTG LIVES WERE LIKEEEEE WHATTTTTTTT #basilposting #atposting #fionna and cake spoilers

[alsojnpie]

Hey just wanted to say. I love your art. And your artsyle. And the way you draw and portray papyrus and how you draw him with you cause I could never. It fills me up with warmth and fuzz that sometimes it feels like Pap is real and you two live with each other. And I think about it sometimes. Anyway happy extremely late valentines day.

well anon i have a secret for you. he is definitely real and he does live with me, as an imaginary friend. pretend, yes, but still real in my pretend world that i learned to superimpose over the real world because i needed him in it. but it does make me very sad sometimes to think that no one else can ever really see it. and that's why i go to the trouble of trying to record a few of my imaginings: drawing things, writing things, existing here. because i don't want that part of me to not exist. i don't know how to exist this way openly irl, it feels impossible, so… if you can see it, if people here can see it, and if you think it's a good thing… that means so much to me. it gives me hope, that maybe it really is ok to be like this!! so, thank you very very much for that :)

#the things that only exist in my mind feel so fragile. i want everyone to see it #but i couldn't possibly ask anyone to look at it. so it really really really means a lot to me to hear that you like to look at it❤️❤️ #hey i know you said you could never but i hope you could. i support you #if you want ppyrus love than i have good news. you can pretend like it's real and he's just so great that even pretend it's amazing. #but i know it's hard. its ok if you don't. but I'M SURE he would love it if you did!!!!!!!!

[be-bi-do-crime]

when it comes to people who acknowledge and love all sides of jiang xuening, shen zhiyi cannot be forgotten.

yes, dianxia does have a bit of a lovesick filter on when it comes to her beloved ningning, but she also knows who jiang xuening is as a person. she isn’t so blind as to casually miss her fierce temper, ignore her schemes and manipulation, and disregard her poor choices— you can see it in shen zhiyi’s expressions and tone, the concerns she voices, and particularly through her perspective in the novel— but these things could never make her love jiang xuening any less.

shen zhiyi isn’t oblivious. she knows that jiang xuening uses her at times to get what she wants, but what’s important is that she doesn’t care. she never has and she never will, because everything she does is her choice. she only wants jiang xuening to know that she doesn’t have to do anything at all to get her support, because she will always be there by her side, without any conditions attached.

there is no doubt that jiang xuening is the person she trusts most in the world. even if jiang xuening makes a decision she doesn’t particularly agree with, she will still never raise any complaint to her. shen zhiyi trusts that jiang xuening’s judgment and choices are right for herself, even if they’re not right to her, and it’s as simple as that. if there are any consequences, she will be there to resolve them. jiang xuening couldn’t lose her if she tried.

shen zhiyi and xie wei are the only two characters in kunning who see past all of jiang xuening’s sides, good and bad, and still recognize her true heart. the way they love her is different but also the same; if shen zhiyi is her shield, then xie wei is her sword.

and jiang xuening chooses them both.

#jade seal choice scene… if you’re out there… please be out there… #imo the jade seal choice scene absolutely cements this post the most #they better have adapted it word for word so help me god #jiang xuening chooses them both!!!!!!!!! she LITERALLY chooses them both in that scene!!!!!!!! #anyway i could further back up my statements in this post with novel quotes and drama scenes but it’s 5 AM #and zhining in nanzhuang sneaking out of the palace date happens in an hour so. my sources are just trust me #but really though i’ve been here for six months i know what i’m talking about #anyway please don’t forget shen zhiyi when talking about jxn’s harem ❤️ girl is about to raise an army to bring her princess home in ep34/35 #宁安如梦 #story of kunning palace #shen zhiyi you will always be loved by me <3 #dianxia is literally xw’s biggest love rival in the novel and its so fucking funny i recommend reading it for their beef alone #szy (canonically): you don’t deserve her! #xw (murderously; the following words are moreso implied rather than said): SHUT THE FUCK UP!! #jxn (simultaneously outside somewhere talking to zz): 为什么我感觉我错过了一些好戏…

[aalghul]

Tim’s grey morality isn’t something I appreciate because it’s always “well, it’s fine when Tim does it. He’s perfect. He must be right if he’s doing it. Even Batman can be wrong if Tim’s right.” If Steph questions whether she wants to kill her abusive father, she’s weak willed; if Jason kills the most vile criminals, he’s a hothead. But if Tim is ready to kill someone like 3 times or if he does things that definitely would’ve gotten someone like Talia or Damian crucified? That’s fine! He’s such a complex boy.

#I’m sorry I’m bitter guys #it’s interesting talk about it ofc you should care about that #i however am always going to be bitter over how writers treat Tim doing anything Vs anyone else #also his fight with shiva makes me see red❤️ generally not a fan of racism #see I’m not even tagging this with anything cuz I understand im just bitter. I’ve said it like 3 times so if u take offence thsrs on u now #anyways. that fight really was bs to another degree and anytime someone acknowledges it i stare blankly at my phone

[wisemins]

on a wonka note: willy wonka is autistic. literally no arguments to be made. i don't need to prove it. he is the proof.

#he also tends to attract the autistic people as well #and we all run in packs historically speaking #so enough said. #starshine rambles #this will probably reach the main wonka tags but girl idc we all know we love him #my wonkatism is unrelenting #bcus he makes it as such #i lichrally cannot escape it!!! #he struggled to learn how to read bcus he wanted to only focus in on his chocolate. his life's work and meaning #and took his dead mom's promise so literally he was disappointed when she didn't show up. LIKE BRO. #he also got conned into a lifetime's worth of work cus he couldn't read Scrubbit's behavior as sus #my taking everything at face value mans <3 #and there i go again. i said i didnt need to prove it but i did cus im what? AUTISTICCC #i cant bro #I CAUNT BRUV I REALLY CAUNT #and all iterations of him are btw. not just wilder/tim wonka #depp wonka is GIGA autism on wheels i genuinely don't have to explain that. #❤️: He's the one good thing #❤️: A dreamer of dreams #❤️: Wonkers #❤️: I only meant to stay awhile

[yokyoaaa]

OMGOMGYY AUGSHSHBS THANKUALLL SOMUCHHH

Random personal thing, it's literally so funny that in my first post I thought kirby was just a lil hiperfixation that will eventually fade over time- someone in the tags of my first post said that hiperfixations never truly go away- they're so right

Anyways- thank u all so much for sticking by!! I can't wait to come up with more art and ideas in the future :D

#personal #edit: little known fact about me #i was an instagram migrator #i used to own an insta art account (not kirby-specific) only random art #but it was so hard to gain traction- i’ve used the same acc for 3-4 years yet my followers were still in the 300’s #it’s not that im chasing for the big numbers I just crave interaction 🫠 #i said fuck it. i don’t wanna use insta anymore lmao #moved to tumblr with a completely new username and never looked back #and i was surprised with how fast I am with gaining followers- I’ve been here for like 1-2 years #and again TYSM FOR THISSS i know it doesnt really seem like a big number to y’all #but it is to me 😭❤️

[valleyofgays]

THEY ARE SO SILLY I LOVE THEM SO MUCH WAAAAAAA

#alwx.txt #sky cotl #jolly geologist #tgc really said we are going to make the silliest spirit to ever #AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[perhaps-in-anotherdream]

[CN] Victor’s 2023 Qixi Event Offline Call + In-game Call + Mail

⌚ No spoiler warning since global server doesn’t get these anyways ⌚

[Translation under the cut]

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[Anika’s Notes]: Honestly, I’d rather you guys read my twitter thread for this since I added many translation notes I won’t be adding here haha: ♡♡

—

It’s me, Victor. I’ve found Pudding.

Not sure when, but he somehow crawled into the suitcase, and now came out on his own after waking up from his nap.

Hm, it’s the suitcase we were planning to take to the desert.

Yep, thankfully, although he flipped over the contents inside and caused a mess, the gastronomic map and camping equipment a certain someone had placed in there earlier are intact. So your plans for enjoying barbecue and stargazing won’t be compromised.

The red dress you wanted to wear for taking pictures is also in there. And all those jingling accessories that were tangled together— I’ve properly sorted them out for you.

However, there are now more of Pudding’s toys in the suitcase… and he’s still spinning around the area of the suitcase.

[Pudding meowing adorably ~pitifully~]

He seems to be stating explicitly that he wants to join us for the Qixi Festival.

Whether to bring him along with us or not, let’s decide when you come back.

—

【In-game Call】

Victor: Have you left the house yet?

MC: Of course, and I’m already in the car. How about you? Have you wrapped up the meeting?

Victor: Yep, but I also found a certain someone’s new masterpiece on my office desk, and I’m still finding it a challenge to figure out what the original inspiration is.

MC: …you really can’t tell? It’s obviously a cup!

Victor: Sure enough, your self-confidence is not to be underestimated.

Victor: It resembles a vase, it resembles a spray bottle–– but it just doesn’t look like a cup.

MC: Even if it doesn’t look like a cup, the pattern drawn on the surface should still be identifiable, no?

Victor: Your artistic style has always been abstract, and the tree branch next to the chestnut is somewhat satisfactory.

MC: …the paintings on the cup are clearly several skillfully rendered fruits nestled within the grass. It’s quite easily distinguishable.

Victor: Mhm, the blackish blob is indeed “easily distinguishable.”

Victor: Speaking of which, a certain someone mentioned wanting to try out a pottery workshop last month. It turns out she was already preparing this gift back then.

MC: Hehe, the most important value of a gift lies in the sentiments behind it. I’m sure CEO Victor shares the same feelings, doesn’t he?

MC: So, will my gift be a sumptuous feast, or some sort of handmade craft like the one I gave you?

Victor: Isn’t a certain someone usually filled with all sorts of whimsical ideas?

Victor: How come you’re being so restrained during a crucial matter like this?

MC: …! Seeing how you are boasting like this, aren’t you afraid of potentially not living up to my expectations when the time comes?

Victor: I understand the thoughts of a certain dummy better than anyone.

Victor: Even if your expectations are sky-high, I’m confident I can have you giggling all night long while hugging your gift.

MC: Humph, if you can’t achieve this result, then will CEO Victor step in for the gift and let me hug him all night long instead?

Victor: You sure know how to make demands.

Victor: Nonetheless, all of this is contingent on you not being late. Otherwise, it’ll be like fetching water with a bamboo basket – all in vain.

—

[Tidbits]: the word cup (杯子) actually has the similar pronunciation to 辈子 (meaning one’s entire life). So, it’s considered a romantic gift among couples to express their emotions of being together for a lifetime~

【Mail】

“Using handmade offerings to pray for ‘predestined love and marriage’ is somewhat elusive. The wish to never be separated— just expressing it to me like this is enough.”

—

#PG really said nope we aren’t gonna let Li Zeyan wives live down the angst this Qixi ajdhdg THE AUDACITY TO HAVE US MAKE CUP FOR HIM AGAIN🥲 #u.u pudding boi🤣🤣 also got reminded of the Halloween card call from last year— he is just so 😩🥹 #and i love MC so fcking much lmao girl straight up went yeah can you be my gift instead 🤪 #also his reply🥹 the way he always gladly accompanies her to do the prayers and all but for him— #you don't need to rely on external factors. as long as you want him— he'll bet his everything (literally) to be “yours” ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ❤️ #mlqc victor #mlqc li zeyan #mlqc #mr love victor #mr love queen's choice #李泽言 #恋与制作人 #love and producer #mlqc cn