#oh wow devastating!!

[sparring-spirals]

hey thats how the saying goes haha. you either die in horror as your friend becomes a villain or live long enough to forget everything you loved about your friend- wait. you either kill your friends while they remember you or let them live as their good memories of you leech away and get corrupted and fade. wait no. you either die a slow and painful death as your friend kills you, or you live as you walk away, every positive memory of your friend slowly being eaten and corrupted until you dont think they're your friend at all. wait no. no. you either. you either. you corrupt their memories of you until they dont love you or you kill them. haha. they're always saying this.

#critical role #cr spoilers #cr liveblogging #c3e92 #HEY. WHAT THE FUC CK #spar speaks #opal #HEY. OH GOD. #the crownkeepers #I am. ON THE FLOOR. this is so. wow this is DEVASTATING and delicious but MOSTLY DEVASTATING

[hood-ex]

I have seen you talking about Dick & Dami's relationship and Dick & Tim as well,but what are your takes on Dick and Jason actually?

Like how you wish their relationship should be portrayed today and where are them missing when it comes to making those two acting like siblings?

Do you think in the past their dynamic was better?

How Dick views Jason and how Jason views Dick?

This is difficult to answer because there are like 8 different stages to Dick and Jason's relationship with various dynamics. They also view each other a bit differently depending on which stage we're talking about.

The way I would like their relationship to be portrayed today isn’t necessarily possible thanks to Jason’s integration into the family and acceptance of the no killing moral code. For me, their ideal dynamic is portrayed in Outsiders #44-46. And I know people are gonna find that regressive as hell but, tbh, that dynamic is far more interesting than the kinda awkward thing they have going on now.

Although, I don't mind that they acknowledge their brotherhood in a serious manner now. Like before they'd kinda be like, "Eh... I mean... we were adopted from the same guy but... brothers? Eh..." And now they're more firmly in the, "We're brothers," camp. So that development is interesting.

Character progression wise, it wouldn't feel right for for them to be super close in the way that, say, Dick and Tim are (unless we saw a lot of trust and relationship building between them), but at the same time, there is part of me that kind of wants them to have that older sibling bond (except Jason is closer in age to Tim than he is to Dick sooo actually let's just leave older sibling things to Dick and Cass... not that Cass is much older than Jason though so LOL this is why Dick has to lone the oldest sibling thing by himself... which is funny because Dick is technically no longer the oldest sibling, he's a baby brother now... except Dick and Melinda's relationship really hasn't progressed much sooo you could say they share blood but don't consider each other family yet, in which case, Dick is still the oldest... I mean, regardless, Dick is the oldest sibling of the Waynes... god why did they have to make all of this so difficult 😫).

#jason's like blerghhh dad always loved you best. but also hey we should work together bc you're a killer like me #and then jason's also like hey dick you were the most amazing thing i've ever seen and idk you're cool but i won't say that to you #and then he's also like hey dick i've got girl advice for you and i also need your opinion on my hair. oh now bane is trying to kill us #and then he's also like oh you got amnesia? i don't give a fuck about you and maybe i'll kill you #and he's also like oh you trust me? okay well... we're brothers and i'm gonna save you #and then dick's like oh hey kid call me if you need me. oh you died? i am literally devastated i'm so sorry #and he's also like wow you're very good at what you do but i don't trust you... okay but i trust the intel you're giving me sooo.... #and then he's like why the fuck are you dressing like me and killing people?? quit doing stupid shit!! #and then he's like jason what the fuck are you doing--let me help you!! #and then he's like kinda indifferent to jason but jason is still Ugh this family is stupid why am i here #and then dick's like ofc i'm gonna come help you if you need me but also this is awkward af and things are weird between us so bye #except not bye because i'm staying here to help you and your team #and then dick's like i'm being controlled by joker so i'm gonna kill yoooou #and then he's like eh i trust you and i'm gonna help you bc we're brothers but you literally wrecked bruce's car you numbskull #and then he's like you're doing dumb shit and i have to take you down but oh thanks for not letting the train kill me #and then they're both like meh we're doing shit w the batfam even though neither of us should be here rn #and yeah that's how it goes. that's. literally it. writers cannot keep their relationship consistent in the long term #Dick Grayson #Jason Todd #relationship analysis #anon

[reikunrei]

i will always be on my high horse about believing henry equals one equals vecna when i first watched st4, and STILL believing he didn't deserve to be trapped in the lab for decades and getting a genuine pit in my stomach when baby henry was strapped down, branded, and visibly afraid/uncomfortable under brenner's care. like idk man it seems like something went wrong in your life if you saw a child pinned like a bug, no matter their supposed circumstances, and thought they deserved it. sounds like a huge moral failing on your part

#especially when he's not even a real person lmao like damn why are you trying to punish this string of text #like genuinely i will always be a pretentious asshole about this LMAO #even when i truly believed they were all the same person i was still like. damn. this Sucks tho #and obviously he's going to be someone who's meant to be sympathized and empathized with #like. BEFORE i was ever part of the fandom AT ALL i was like. oh yeah this is meant to just be sad and devastating and #we're not meant to actually be mad at him. this is meant to be sad. this is meant to be gut wrenching #but instead 99% of people jumped on the bandwagon of 'evil from birth' like wow y'all really are stupid huh #anyway. bye. #i say things #stranger things #like straight up i wasnt even actually mad at him or thought he deserved a horrible death EVEN AFTER he became vecna #like. even AFTER the massacre and the hawkins teens i was genuinely still there like. wow this is sad. what a tragedy #for everyone involved INCLUDING him. bc he was obviously pushed here.

[sanghost]

it’s been a pleasure 🫡

#wow i am very not ok #nothing is ok actually #oh i’m devastated #genuinely #srs #worst day of my life #i’m crying again #splatoon #sanghost speak #goodbye splatoon 1 #goodbye splatoon 1 you have changed my life forever #i would not me the me i am today without you

[flugame-mp3]

what do you fucking mean that's how charlie dies. THAT'S HOW CHARLIE DIES??? i mean i know the show has a penchant for killing off every character who's not a winchester brother or an angel of thursday but good god. what the fuck. charlie was such a good and enjoyable recurring character, and she had such a fandom impact that i've seen, and she's only around for THREE SEASONS?? (sidebar: it's amazing she has the presence she does for only being around for a couple episodes in the long run!) but: was this necessary? and she just dies offscreen after her skills are utilized to progress the plot of decoding the book of the damned?? oh my god. what in the actual fuck. i'm finding myself getting genuinely very upset at her death. she did not fucking deserve that. and i can absolutely see why the fan response to her death is what it is now. completely fucking unjustified and throwaway and useless.

#theo.txt #spn #charlie #spn spoilers #spn 10x21 #almost none of the women who've gotten fridged on this show have deserved it but still #good god this one made me especially angry #why do you use this character for a plot point and then ship her off somewhere. to oz or to the afterlife. so often? #she was such a cool character with a good story that i enjoyed and related to and THIS is what they did with her?? and from my perusing she #doesn't even really come back like bobby occasionally does?? and his death. while devastating to me as somebody who really liked him. still #felt WAY better than this #sorry i ended that episode with my jaw on the fucking FLOOR oh my god. /neg #what did she have to die for? where is that post about female characters dying so male characters can feel sad but it's a gifset of all the #bullshit ass deaths of women on supernatural #i love the show fucking obviously but jesus h christ. #but also you know what. having the context that i have. still a fucked up thing to say but i see why dean says That to sam now during #charlie's funeral. it IS an interesting look into how they respond to the other one violating their wishes/freedoms and into their larger #dynamic actually! but thats not what this post is really about #wow. i am actually livid. poor fucking charlie. #if she was like a sister to the winchesters how about you bring her back huh? how about you revive her? jesus christ #i wonder what her heaven is like. i hope its dnd and movie night with the girls #i took a little break mid-typing this to see if i was just being insane and angry but no the super wiki has a whole section about the fan #outrage at charlie's death and the discussions it furthered about the show's misogynistic tendencies #and you know what? good! #ok anyway. im going to go browse charlie art and feel abnormal now. #supernatural #charlie bradbury

[sincericida]

ANDREW GARFIELD at the Zegna Spring/Summer 2024 Fashion Show during the Milan Fashion Week menswear.

(from GQ France TikTok)

#andrew garfield #i'm devastated #i am deceased #oh wow #why is he so cute and so hot at the same time #what the fuck #andrew please make me yours #god i need to [redacted] with him so much #for god sake #zegna spring summer 2024 fashion show #zegna fashion show #zegna #milan fashion week #italy #the italy era is back #peter parker #spider man #the amazing spider man #tasm #tasm peter parker #tasm peter #andrew peter parker #andrew peter #video #gq france #tiktok #sincericida

[comas-are-for-sleeping]

bc it's like. and i was GOING to talk to you about the religion aspect of it because it is also partly a letter to God where i am like bro fuck me why is everything so hard; but also like. u know that already i could talk myself into the ground about that already so like yeah. i never posted this one bc it explicitly mentioned my age in a way that i Do Not have the heard to change and also i am emotionally fragile about it and it was probably one of the last songs i wrote before the one i made for tater last year... and it's SO SAD man. it started out as a poem about me hating summer now and the fact that i hated hating summer now because it used to be my favorite season, but then every single thing that made me love the season got taken away from me--the place i was in when i got to experience it, the people i got to be with, the friends and the family and the spending time with all of those people who were so important to me--and then it kind of slowly turned into me going why is everything that i am fucked up how do you even wait for me when i'm like this why must time pass and why does the hurt only get worse. and there's like no real point to me talking about this song i do not think i am going anywhere with this but it is SO IMPRESSIVE how badly i did not want to listen to it until like. over a year later. and now every time i listen to it it's wild because i always get to have the fun realization that this fits literally any breakdown i could have that would have me listening to sad music like goddamn it is it a versatile little fucker of a song.

but also it is interesting because there are parts in there that i've grown a little about and i can look back and be glad that i have moved on from it. it's like a little marker fr like one day when i'm like fifty i can look back on this song and be like haha fuck you life i won. so i'm kind of just. drifting along waiting for that i think

FJFJRJR ALL OF THIS IS SO REAL DUDE IM

bc literally same omfg DUUDE. *shakes you and then hugs you and then shakes you again*

#its like. and idk if this is rlly related to what ur saying actually but for me these two things have major overlap #of the like. how much of what is ‘wrong’ is my fault and how much of it was not at all in my control and just #LIVING with mistakes or even just perceived mistakes #and forgivinh yourself and others OHKHGKGKGL #IT IS ROUGH OUT HERE OH THERE IS THIS SONG #i actually ended up making a playlist of all the songs that leave me emotionally devastated and there is one #that is like ‘i hate myself for hating you because you didnt really do anything wrong so why do i hurt so much’ #that my roommate played on the speakers one night and i was just. sat on my bed like WTF??? #BUT THEN ALSO THE GROWTH??????? and like the knowledge that it will continue to get better even tho it feels so fuckinh slow #and endless but you literally have empirical evidence that it gets better #*runs up the walls and bounces around in a feral manner* #ALSO HELLO THIS IS LITERALLY ONE OF THE LIKE. THREE THINGS BOUNCING IN MY HEAD RN SO UMM. WOW TWINNING #just so so much unnamed and indescribable emotion that i want to DRAW but people are SO fucking hard #ask #soryasongsaa #pen and ink

[prismaticpichu]

Hi! Question for you, fellow writing friend: how do YOU get into the Jenova Mind Set (tm)?

Oooooooh Jenova! Heck yeah! Evil step mom. Mother Dearest. Soccer mom without the soccer. That’s always such interesting territory! >:3c Your Jenova stories are SO insanely good!!! So perfectly twisted and spooky and always capture the looming, icky presence that makes mumsy who she is.

So! For me, when it comes to Jenova, her aura gets split down the middle depending on the tone of the fic. In complete crack/stupid Nibelheim fix-it settings, she’s usually just a device to lure Sephiroth to the basement—not much of a full character—and is really only made known through bold/italics saying her generic, programmed things (Hello, my son, now it’s independent reading time). Head is pretty empty writing her this way! Hardly intimidating and easily shooed away, and barely any description too. She’s usually the butt of the joke getting flicked off. Then just kinda gives up. Eh. Next mentally unstable experiment.

Now on the OTHER hand…. there’s Jenova. The dangerous, horrid, calamitous organism who eradicated an entire race through infecting her prey, poisoning each and every Cetra, who shifted her amorphous figure to confuse/manipulate their crippling, infected minds and turn them against their loved ones, and whose cells course through Sephiroth’s blood. This is my preferred side >:3c. Because I love CC Sephiroth and of all his kind humanness, I am very stubborn to let this side go, and this leads to me crafting Jenova as someone with a complete autonomous mind, and pretty much frame her as being a puppet master with cellular mind-control abilities. She’s much more than just a voice in Sephiroth’s head nudging him towards his insanity; she’s furious at humanity for sealing her away, and she’s gonna make sure Sephiroth helps her enact her revenge (and, y’know, munching on planet debris while she’s at it).

Getting into the true Ellen Ripley mode takes some lights off and some dramatic music, but the premise of her bringing a steering wheel to Sephiroth’s mind is just so fun to me that I’m usually so eager to write anything to do with it! x3 With her presence being so consuming and real now, I love taking full advantage of her overall horrific concept and diving headfirst into that nastiness—mind games and all. Writing Jenova slowly breaking into Sephiroth’s car is a blast, and I’ll usually tackle it by making her pry out his worst, most vulnerable memories and bring them to the surface. She doesn’t just spew the generic come to me stuff anymore. She’s hitting Sephiroth where it hurts most. Making those emotions so severe and tumultuous that they consume him: Genesis, Angeal, Gast… they abandoned him. Traitors. Jenova will pounce in the moment Sephiroth begins to succumb and accept those feelings, shoving him out of the front seat and plugging in her keys (ok enough with this car analogy). Once she has him where she wants him, she’ll whisper into something much more hypotonic, whispering kind, loving reassurances into his ears… and all of a sudden Sephiroth wants nothing more than to burn humanity to the ground. They locked up Mother… kept them separated for so, so long—and then those inferior, wretched dullards became the dominant species.

Jenova offers a whole lot of imagery too, and there’s so much room for horrific description >:3 She won’t just get into Sephiroth’s mind; she will claw her way in, rake her nails against the surface of his skull, stab into his mind, her cellular pull pulling the blood in Sephiroth’s body and making it crash against his skin, make his veins throb, making it feel like they’re being torn from his skin and into her… er… tentacles. Lots of adjectives and verbs to describe her: slimy, oily, slithering, squirming~ So much fun to add Jenova into any equation! She’s a real party person!

Oh! I also capitalize her pronoun bc powerful space entity.

#ffvii #jenova #mumsy #sorry for the Great Wall of China text!!! apparently you hit a sweet spot in my fangirl xD #sephiroth #crisis core #Nibelheim #fangirl #writing #things #oh wow they really packed the bloody devastating power of the organism who wiped out an entire race into a single human being #like they really did #gold star for effort! I’ll give you about a C for execution #bc hey kitty eyes and natural silver hair are gorgeous

[pinkfey]

the lack of empathy people have for victims of gun violence is making me rapidly descend into grief and despair and i don’t know what to do about it 👍

#like what kind of person do you have to be to see a video of someone sobbing while during an active shooter situation #and comment america moment. or wow soooo much freedom. or so glad i don’t live there. #like?? and thats the nicest it gets too. what happened to oh my god i’m so sorry i hope you’re safe #like. it genuinely makes me so devastated to see this constantly constantly constantly happening #how hard is it to be kind. how hard is it to say nothing. #‘don’t understand how americans live like this’ what if i ate you. BADLY. #i’m tired i’m tired i’m tired we NEED solidarity and radical empathy to get through things #when you’re in a position like this where imperialists control everything and you’re murdered for enacting change thats all there is #politicians need to be assassinated and killed and executed etc and in the meantime?? empathy and mutual aid. no fucking sarcasm no ‘jokes’ #i don’t know how to change this attitude ppl have. it’s not helping. #anyways.txt #delete later #mass shooting tw.

[pinkhysteria]

taylor regret fucking with that BUM so bad 😭

#she said DEVASTATING AND PAINFUL oh wow #bb24 #i hate him so bad because it shouldn't even have to be like that #those ppl made her feel like expendable shit and then she has him running around talking shit about her over goofy shit to top it off... ugh

[todayisafridaynight]

I Swear I'll Actually Respond To Everything I Want To And I AM Dying To Talk About Debt but my keyboard's only getting worse and I wanna do it without getting agitated...

Anyway... I finished The Travel Nurse. Literally perfect show I can't wait to sub but forget that and bear with Google Translate assigning Shizuka he/her for a moment. The fact this made-up hospital just has the same name as Practically The Only Hospital In Mainline RGG is the funniest fucking thing to me... I'm sure they're both references to something but... do you think Nurse AU Arakawa tended to Daigo while he was in a coma, as head nurse...

OK THAT ASIDE I'll definitely give A Ghost of a Chance a go, it sounded great while I was looking for things available to watch and the Snap Seal Of Approval is all I need <3

S'ALL GOOD thots and slayers for your keyboard.... get well soon lil bro 🙏

but omg nurse au arakawa takin carea daigo... i think id start cry laughing if i got a chance to see arakawa chasing after mine cause bro decided to euthanize his patient via Dramatic Gunshot To The Dome 😭☠️☠️

A GHOST OF A CHANCE IS WELL WORTH the chance hehe IT REALLY IS A CUTE MOVIE !!! also one of the Apparently Rare roles where nakai is lowkey kind of a twat most of the time. but within reason tbh. also there is that scene of him petting a dog and therefore i think its ok if he's a bit of a dickwad (plus theres a scene where he does some magic tricks so it all evens out in the end me thinks) <3

#snap chats #SPEAKING O THINGS TO WATCH VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD TO THE SUBS FOR TRAVEL NURSE !!! #so funny i was looking up nakai things to watch but most of the things i found only had the raw footage #DEVASTATE but at least all of my searching lead me to A Ghost of a Chance... #still laughing @ arakawa tendin to daigo at the hospital..... Y5 it part two like Oh Wow I've Seen You Before :) #and no crazy boyfriend around this time...... he just gets to take care of him no distractions no nothing... #shinada there to say hi but shinadas Not Insane and is a normal dude.... epic.... #OHH i should sleep. im hoping i can stream tomorrow and it doesnt shit itself like last week... #anyway night night... i hope you enjoy A Ghost of a Chance if you watch it While Im Asleep !!

[hanaasbananas]

9 of your favourite tv shows

tagged by @queer-cosette

tagging @thesamestarlight @2manyfandoms2count @omnishamblegreg and anyone else who wants a go

#banana speaks 🍌 #tag game #only didn't include ml bc i'm not caught up yet #but wow this was hard! havent watched much of anything recently tbh except taskmaster #bc it doesn't require real thought lmao but its HILARIOUS #ditto for goes wrong show i love those guys sm #reign and the musketeers obvs take top spot bc MAN reign has had a chokehold on me for a decade #and the musketeers have had a similar hold on me since i discovered it #still mad that the musketeers fandom isn't as big as other bbc shows i love but it is what it is #and oh my GOD being human aaaaah #what a beautiful devastating heartbreaking show #I watched it on my phone the summer after i finished my a levels when my laptop died and #it was so painful but SO GOOD and ngl if i think ab mitchell for too long i'll cry #don't think i can handle a rewatch any time soon bc i'm still traumatised but its still a TOP TIER show

[mrs-kelly]

MAN I knew when I saw Charlie for the first time it was gonna be important and yet I didn’t write about it at all!!! Man I rly regret that!! I’d like to know what I was thinking back then!!

#the only specific memory I have is when he’s singing the proposal song #I remember thinking ‘this man is so incredibly sweet. making a whole musical. for this girl’ #and of course I didn’t know the context there ahdjfl so I was shocked that she turned him down #now obviously I am not shocked bc of the nature of their relationship #but I remember being like. devastated for him ahdjfl #AND THATS IT #but I had that feeling and I was like ‘wow I like this guy c:’ #‘sure think soemthing will happen someday. …oh well!’ #and I MOVED ON WITH MY DAY #how cool would it be!!! to have a little journal entry or soemthing! #I used to do that back in the day in case any of my crushes turned out like this #but I stopped bc none of them turned out like this and I got embarrassed #nooooooo ahdjffl #ren speaks #im gushing out here folks #renlie

[dramarants]

WHAT A MOTHERFUCKING JOURNEY THIS FINALE WAS HOLY SHIT special shoutout to my traumatized girlies who had no idea there’s a part 2 coming and literally thought they were pulling the red sleeve ep 17 😌😌

#alchemy of souls #spoilers #literally buzzing for December now oh my god #in hindsight I was clowning watching this ep I was freaking out there’s too much plot for so lil time #mudeok thinks she genuinely killed him (which like she did but ya know 😭) #oh my god this show #NOT DIGGING this implied crown prince path - maybe he’s gonna play double or something #try to figure out jinmu’s plan and give others a heads up #WOW OH MY GOD #after the all nighter devastation of smtown Tokyo and svt and minhyun’s un village cover?? I am in shambles

[imwritesometimes]

lmao not my mom telling me 'erin you were in love with harrison ford long before Indy don't you remember I rented the remake of Sabrina when you were little and you were like glued to the tv and you thought he was 'pretty' and wanted to rent it again'

#I am gonna have to dig my dvd out #I'm like 95% sure I still have it oh man I'm gonna be fckn devastated if I don't omg #but she's right lol I distinctly remember being really little iitting on the living room floor #playing barbies while she watched it #and just like. abandoning my dolls and being like *dreamy sigh* wow 😍😍😍 #erin explains it all

[onlineviolence]

Most of the fan art made of Kaon would make people who do not know who he is think he is simply a walking shitpost when in reality he is only partially a walking shitpost and mostly just a terrible person who hardly ever shows up in the comic that derived a whole new personality from tons of speculation and headcanoning,,, sorry for getting all scientific but I think he s just so interesting

very true! just saw a funny image was all

#yeah he appears (checks) I think about 5 times? #tbh all of the djd excluding tarn and nickel have personalities that r almost entirely fanon #well. because. they don't have any #he is definitely terrible! absolutely he's one of the djd who's explicitly described to be SUPER into what he does #well his situation isn't As bad as say. trepan who I think I can count the panels he was in on one hand #also like the most big fanon thing I see about helex is him being a baker and/or a cannibal both of which well never happen in canon #just the Implication that he May Have put a brain in his mouth because he spits cranial fluid in the bg of one panel #and the Brain Kiss thing but that was scrapped! it's not real! #thank you for your ask anon #I kind of discovered mtmte through the djd and was devastated to discover how sparsely they actually showed up in it #I think in a folder I have every panel they appear in that I use.for drawing refs #oh and wow I haven't drawn a djd member who isn't kaon in a while #his design is burned into my brain pretty much #anonymous