#ok bye delete later

[vadelmapoika]

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#vent moment #im so #fucking bored #not normal people bored im adhd depression bored #nothing like absolutely nothing seems interesting #i've been drawing and playing games and playing instruments and watching stuff and petting cats and crocheting #and nothing makes me happy #yesterday i went to the zoo and even that didn't make me happy #I'm also on my period and i'm quitting my ssri meds so this is a fun cocktail of shittiness #im sad and angry and numb and empty #and deeply lonely #and dysphoric #i feel like im unloveable #ok bye delete later

[sunlitlemonade]

suddenly thinkin abt dick grayson..... when everyone looks up to you & wants to be like you but you yourself don't know who you are. you are just whatever the situation requires you to be and sometimes you feel even that isn't enough....

#dick grayson #tragic sweetheart #dc #delete later #its laaaaate here so ignore typos or grammar ok bye nini

[collophora]

come on brain, drawwwwwwxcfljwKS

#idk #I don't know what I wanted to say anymore #I'm bored #let's do another thing not related #delete later #I'm slacking on this so much #like I got only two scenes left and my brain is #“switch to your other fandoms I won't star wars today” #ANYWAYYYYYYY #soon I promise #I need to answer to the nice messages I got right #Also Some super cool artists followed me and I feel shy now #update tho #I sew my skirt #and made a tiramisu who was meeeh ok #ok I'm late to some rpg meeting bye

[noecoded]

portrait 💭

#oc #asmo #mine #convinced myself i was going to do work&commissions and then i said ok a little dorian gray cringe oc stuff as a treat as a breakand then i #got too involved and now i am sleepy foreve #guy tjat would habe a portrait painted that houses your horribly ugly anf corrupt soul so u can partyyyyy🎊🎉🎉🎉 #<- asmo is that guy. #i think the corruption thing is SO real it reminds me of when asmo is an angel and hes like i just went to a party forthe first time .. and #i dont even know why its so bad … it was SOO much fun…i should be allowed to have fun!!! and then he became an actual demon. that was crazy #delete later maybe this might be too cringe and abnormal for the general public #i did thisin 1hr on 2 layers im not even going to think abt what perspective is sipposed to be i just ignored that shit #ok.enough from me time to sleep good bye

[iwantpesto]

Sun kissed.

#me #mine #personal #selfie #hi again #bored #as always #ok #mexicana #mexican #ugh #sunlight #might delete later #bye

[xariarte]

rough draft google doc: slightly smutty brunson/hart/divincenzo

(also guys.....it's my first time writing a polycule...i did research but still be gentle with me 😭😭)

#i'll delete this later...like a week later #maybe i'll upload this on ao3 one day #anyway if you have any thoughts let me know...................... #i promise i'm working on something more wholesome !! #ok bye 😭😭

[iooiu]

there is not a day that goes by where i don’t think of her 

#shes just SO #I DONT EVEN HAVE THE WORDS #i never ever stop thinking ab her #u watched tmnt for the turtles ok sure fine ur ok ig #but me?? no i watched those episodes for HER #no i will never get over her yes everyone will have to hear ab her all the time #no im not sorry #she carried 2012 idc idc no one speak to me #tmnt #tmnt2k12 #tmnt karai #kk im done #remind me to delete this later im not awake enough for anything #but until then #ladies and gentlemen: HER #<-- u know the audio dont lie #ok im leaving for good bye bye forever

[angel-in-your-basement]

New Dom obsession just dropped and I am trying with every fibre of my being not to just gush about him all over the place cause he fucked me up so good on call last night

#already spent an hour explaining all the hot things he did to someone #I just have been craving one s specific thing and I finally got it and now I can’t stop obsessing #I TRY to keep this blog normal and depersonalized #but sometimes the impulsive thoughts get to me and here we are #ok I will shut up now BYE #cala rambles #probably delete this later

[merevide]

can’t take shipping drama in the yellowjackets fandom seriously sometimes bc it’s like. why are we fighting over this. all the yellowjackets are in one big fucked up relationship if u really think hard about it. anyway what we should be discussing is what warrior cats clan each person would be in.

#can u tell i’m out of fucking post ideas. can u i just post whatever comes to mind #i have the entire warrior cats lore memorized front to back bc i wanted to bond with this girl i had a crush on and she lovedddd that serie #i could make an entire thread on this if i wanted to. anyway #tired of shipping drama. ship what u want and don’t be weird or an asshole about it. we should be discussing more topics #like what type of sea shell each member would be. ok bye #yellowjackets #delete later maybe idk how talking about warrior cats in 2023 and tying it into yellowjackets will come off

[marsbotz]

good news for all my haters: im not coming back. not properly. i think social media and being around ppl in general is destroying me so im gonna just focus my energy on other stuff

ill probably still be a little bit active occassionally but for now i think il just stick to posting art etc. im moving to sheezy.art (which is down for maintenance rn but opens for registration again on fridays!) bc the energy there is much nicer for me.. but ill still post on here and insta. im also gonna be working on building my own website again!! so bookmark it and maybe some day itll have cool stuff on it.... :]

#idk ill see how this goes but ive been like lurking here for a couple days and every time without fail it makes me feel shitty #may not be a permanent thing but i have a couple safeguards in place now to stop me from getting sooooo bad. i think #i deleted all the apps off my phone. which has helped a lot esp deleting insta for reels #and i actually made another blog for like if i ever go Cazy again. for like vents and stuff . altho if im not on social media at all it #shldnt be a prblem #i wont share that but u can ask for it if u want. tho unlikely ill post for a while idk #for the record my neocities has like nothing on it rn. its essentially a series of tests from when i started last yr #and got nowhere lollll.. but im hoping to have a lot of fun with it soon #lol this whole thing is a little stupid. and i feel bad but just know its all my own fault. my own issues etc #its happened b4 itll happen time and time again i think. so im just gonna part ways w it #from now on if im gonna overshare it has to be in a lengthy edited well written blog post !!!!!!!!!!! #oke. bye #i do actually have smth to post later on my rnm blog but whatevaaa #oh ill start up my queues again too

[simonsapelsin]

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#I'm sorry i just have to vent and then I'll be ok #what the hell is going on over on yrtwt #edvin's sister ate some chicken nuggets #this means that edvin doesn't care about genocide #you guys i don't want to go over there anymore #i like it here #ok bye ill probably delete later

[ruuari]

I will always strongly be of the opinion that cis people should be able to write trans character fanfiction. please write trans character fanfiction

#and art #sgkjsdgkjs #delete later #sleepy late night unfiltered thoughts #but seriously though it makes me feel 1000% more supported and loved #and like. please I need people to write trans fic and make trans art like they do cis mlm fic and art #I need the same frequency and passion... plea #I need fandom to interpret characters as trans just as easily as they interpret characters as not het #that's my request. ok bye

[snowangeldotmp3]

going to be a bit busy today. trying to finish up the first rebel robin: surviving the upside down chapter AND fix a scene in kas max + write more of the second chapter but i leave you with a deleted Will POV from the rebel robin au:

Will tries to take a deep breath, tries to steel his nerves, his shaking hands, but coughs instead. The air is thin, but suffocating. Like you’ve been taken to the top of a mountain, and then had a stone lying on top of you. His eyes finally begin to adjust to the cool blue atmosphere around him, the flakes that dance in the air, some stagnant, some drift slowly, like snow, or falling leaves. Distantly, he remembers his fourth grade class pet, Wilbur the goldfish, and the falling flakes remind him of the fish food. “Asbestos,” says the girl, breaking him from his memories as she inspects the floating specks, moving to the vines and tentacles that cover the floor and walls. Will tries to take a step, but her hand shoots out to stop him. “Careful. I think…I think these vines are alive.” Will watches as she gets her face close to one, hovering over it as it begins to pulse and wriggle, like a heart, or like it’s breathing. “You step on one,” she says, trailing off. Will gets the idea, he answers softly. “You hurt them. Which brings the monster back to us.”

#see u guys later!!! #rebel robin: surviving the upside down #robin buckley #will byers #just tagging so i can find this later if i need it lol #deleted the will pov bc i wanted the upside down experience to be mostly (if not all) in robin's pov lol #ok bye for real now <3

[sweaterrat]

like bro what happened why do i have the anatomy of a stickbug 😭

#art #procreate #my art #digital art #ratspeaks #ratdoodle #felt cute might delete later #💀 me emoji #ok bye

[raspberryzingaaa]

Thinking about going to World Most Boring Bible Study Ever. Idk yall. Idk. Idek.

#the number of times i have faked a call yo leave early. the number of times ive played solitaire on my phone. i got to the potty to kill tim #like! just answer questions its not that hard!!!!!! #you dont even need to be right just throw some spaghetti at the wall and see what sticks! #also group leaders stop reading questions from a script from your phone #ALSO PLEASE CAN WE STOP GOING THROUGH THE SAME VERSES WE GO THROUVH ON SUNDAYS #this is why we have a split in our life group/church crowdm just sayin #i just. i just miss doing bible studys with people who were way smarter than me #being a church kid in a college church is just 👁👄👁 #i shpuldnt be dreading going to bible study!!!!!! #so its probably a me problem right?! #and also the group leaders have had to tell me to stfu more than once (politely. which was really annoying. dont pussyfoot around!!) #also our only bible study is also our ~only space for new comers~ so i get in trouble if i get too meaty in my excitements and theology #EHICH SHOJLDNT BE MY FAULT!!!!!!! #and YEAH it IS my fault that its my only spot where im spiritually feeding. but also there is a secret eomens group people mention that.. #i guess im just excluded from? but also i know most of the women dont like me bc I have interminable Doesnt Shut Up Disease l #like i understand fhat yes it is a little my fault rhat me talking about deep theology makes them feel inadequate but also THAT SHOULDNT BE #guh. i also forgot my meds today so im a little bit more mulish and hard hearted #and i KNOW its a teachable moment amd God is usimg this to temper me or something else but im feelimg grumblr #and ill probably delete this later. #and i have to got to work ok bye

[yooniesim]

I think I'm going to take a break from here for a few days to decompress and just play my game a bit. I'll bring some screenshots with me when I come back. Maybe some cc too. & my inbox will stay open for anything you need to ask in the meantime, I'll just see it when I get back. Have a good weekend y'all 💜

#ceci speaks #text #nonsims #delete later #i havent forgotten i have to check the supernatural teeth so ill do that too #ok bye loves