i kind of want to do a me x belos self insert artwork but not anything romantic as kissing or holding hands or the like. no i want to draw myself killing and maiming him and eating his entrails. haha yes
I'm frothing at the mouth for tomorrow but while we wait, maybe catch up with our Animorphs OFMD alien Stede/human Ed fic? 👉👈 there are four extra fingers and two extra hearts in play. No Animorphs knowledge needed, just a little belief in that we've got you (we do). AO3 link right here!
y'all i watched more... and got to the "You have it easy, Killua" scene. fuckkkk. honestly just made me feel so low. i now understand why people say this anime is about codependency. killua is seeing gon fall off the pedestal he placed him on.
throughout this whole arc, it felt like it was becoming clear that killua put more energy into gon than gon put into him. gon seemed like he was reciprocating killua’s feelings (friendship/romantic whatever you want to call it---really doesn't matter) equally, but idk gon seemed to fall off this arc.
the Let's Go scene after killua helped ikalgo just felt like gon was in his own world. like killua saw gon changed and realized he doesn't feel the same towards gon anymore because of it. idk it felt so sad. (yeah, i creid about it for a while after, sue me.)
killua did so much for gon since the beginning. but this arc made me feel like killua's done a little too much. like gon is being selfish and just dragging killua along.
(and honestly this whole thing with gon and killua is making me rethink the It Has To Be Killua scene. Like gon knew killua was risking his hands for him? that's kinda rude to just assume killua would do that for him.)