#perpetrator

[religion-is-a-mental-illness]

#Seerut Chawla #perpetrator #victim #victimhood culture #victim mentality #religion is a mental illness

[oldfilmsflicker]

new-to-me #653 - Perpetrator

#2023 in Films #Perpetrator #52 films by women #directed by women #Jennifer Reeder

[head-post]

Red Army Faction member arrested in Germany after decades on the run

A former member of the left-wing militant group Red Army Faction has been arrested after more than 30 years on the run, German authorities said on Tuesday.

The Bild newspaper, citing unnamed security sources, reported that 65-year-old Daniela Klette was arrested in Berlin on Monday night.

Klette is one of three former members of the Red Army Faction who have been wanted by police for several years. Klette, Ernst-Volker Staub and Burkhard Garweg were involved in at least 12 robberies in northern Germany between 1999 and 2016. They were also wanted for attempted murder. Authorities speculate that the motive behind the robberies was money rather than any political considerations.

Read more HERE

#world news #world politics #news #europe #european news #european union #eu politics #eu news #germany #germany news #perpetrator #arrested #red army faction #daniela klette

[arlenelperez]

It's a Matter for Perception

Weaving fantastical realities

Like the spider with her web

Room and board to the one

Yet trap and death to the other

Delight and horror: two sides of the same coin

Spinning multidimensional spheres

Hunter and prey: captor and captive

Is the oppressor also the oppressed?

Does generational trauma ever really end?

Cycles are just circles turning slowly in the wind

Rinse and repeat... rinse and fucking repeat

Uncertain certainties

What is in the depths will rise

What is risen will fall

Highs and lows: lows and highs

What of the grays?

What of the unseen?

What of the not voiced?

What of the silenced?

And the in-betweens?

All roads lead to the crossroads.

Fantastical realities woven through time.

All directions, yet none, all at the same time.

Schrodinger's cat: boxed and unboxed

Dead, yet still alive.

What's your perspective?

<shrug>

It's all a matter of perception.

Copyright by Arlene L.Perez on January 4, 2024

#poetry #poem #poems #arlene l perez #poetrybyarlene #original poem #love #family #memory #trauma #generational trauma #perspective #perception #victim #prey #captor #perpetrator #abuse #simile #anxiety #schrodinger's cat #reality #depression #writerscreed #poetry on tumblr #spilled ink

[movieposters1]

#perpetrator

[moviemosaics]

Perpetrator

directed by Jennifer Reeder, 2023

#Perpetrator #Jennifer Reeder #movie mosaics #Kiah McKirnan #Christopher Lowell #Alicia Silverstone #Audrey Francis #Ireon Roach #Tim Hopper #Melanie Liburd

[captaincolossal]

I opened my first non-fabric item from my advent calendar today and I am delighted. I got two (and I suspect there are more to be revealed) wooden spoons that are laser engraved. One says "no, you hang up first" on the handle with Ghostface on the spoon part, and the other one says "Friday the 13th" with hockey mask Jason Voorhees on the spoon. I'm hoping/assuming there's Michael Myers and Freddy Kruger spoons. That would make sense, inasmuch as horror franchise themed laser engraved wooden spoons make sense.

Again, delighted.

Okay, these are both films (horror) from this year, that are supposed to be good.

Perpetrator (2023)

Oh, this has a 70s slow burn quality. Just creeping subtle weirdness.

#perpetrator #movie funtime

[faniacmag]

Perpetrator

#Perpetrator #movie #horror #thriller #shudder #2023

[firespirited]

I meant to watch Knives and Skin by Jennifer Reeder but got the titles mixed up and watched the latest one: Perpetrator 2023 instead.

Great fun, campy, slightly giallo (but without the sexism) female led horror. There's a wackiness I enjoy in some of the ShudderTM stuff I've seen so far that revels in being a little off kilter, a little B-movie-esque that can make the subject matter work so much better than a straight serious tone with a serious lore.

I just love that they swung for the fences and made this creepy story in an odd world. I like that they made a female horror movie that's about an 18-year-old girl who might not be fully sane with the secondary plot an all out old school evil villain and not something more grounded like the horrors of being a woman or have some clunky message underneath.

It was just FUN: creepy gross out escapism with some cool female characters (& the main character gets some great clothes and hair design). And in a way that's part of the representation I've always wanted: non-"elevated" action, horror and sci-fi stories without worrying if it's going to be full of sexualized violence and gratuitous ogling.

Of course, you could do a deep read about the monstrous feminine and shared trauma and bonding etc etc because we always can and I hope this one will end up in the canon like Gingersnaps, Jennifer's body or Jawbreaker: no it's not groundbreaking; but the girlies need unserious movies too.

8/10: The CGI effect is rough, the film takes a while to set the tone, easter eggs and jokes may seem clichéd or hokey and take you out of the action if you wanted big scares. Higher score because it's got that rewatchable quality.

#perpetrator #perpetrator 2023 #movie reviews #horror #saf #Seriously I watched it twice and it's better the second time

[smokingstare]

“Prosecutor” is a term which has been going around and it’s been mistaken as being what a Perpetrator is: An alter who causes harm outside of the system.

Prosecutor:

Perpetrator:

“Prosecutor” as a system term as people use it quite literally describes what perpetrating is, you also can not prosecute people unless it’s in court, because it’s obviously a legal term.

Not only is this a result of people mistaking the word Persecutor for Prosecutor, but using these two only confuses people even further due to how similar they are in spelling.

The word you’re looking for is Perpetrator.

#prosecutor #persecutor #dissociative identity disorder #syscourse #anti-endo #endos dni #other specified dissociative disorder #anti endo #perpetrator #🦋

[oldfilmsflicker]

#52 films by women #directed by women #jennifer reeder #perpetrator

[film-book]

Film Review: PERPETRATOR: Jennifer Reeder's Bloody Horror Film is a Bizarre Experiment Full of Peculiarity [Tribeca 2023] https://film-book.com/film-review-perpetrator-jennifer-reeders-bloody-horror-film-is-a-bizarre-experiment-full-of-peculiarity-tribeca-2023/?feed_id=74063&_unique_id=648294f950a00

#FilmFestival #MovieReview #AliciaSilverstone #AveryHolliday #CasimereJollette #ChristopherLowell #IliridaMemedovski #IreonRoach #JenniferReeder #JoshBywater #KiahMcKirnan #MelanieLiburd #Perpetrator #SashaKuznetsov #Shudder #TribecaFilmFestival #ThomasDuffy

[system-of-a-feather]

You know, it just occurred to me that a lot of people who meet our system and get to know us as parts, and even on this blog, probably assume I'm a protector of some sort, and I guess they wouldn't be wrong if we solely look at our functions, but I really don't consider myself one. I was reading @constellation-of-us post on protectors and it really took me a hot minute to realize that a lot of people would probably assume I'm that "big scary protector" for the system. I don't want to say I am 'immune' or that the post is wrong, cause its 1100% correct and we've seen it time and time again with our protectors that ID as protectors

But honestly, I really don't see myself as a protector really much at all. I don't intend to protect anyone in this system, I don't *do* defensive action, I don't *do* fixing, I don't even naturally really frequently consider the system beyond my own self. I've worked on that a shit ton and do keep a few mantras in mind to keep myself from being too aggressive to the point of massive self destruction of myself or the system. In a way, I guess I am "learning to be a protector" or some might call me a "missguided protector" or a "persecutor" which are terms I identify with more than "protector" but even those roles are more of a side effect and secondary to my main and initial function and why I'm here as a part.

I - as a part - have almost all my natural ways of existing and reasonings rooted in aggressive and offensive action. I'm not in love with martial arts because I want to "be able to protect myself or those I care about" it is so that "I am ready for when I get the opportunity to legally kick someone's ass" or so that if someone wants to try to jump us, I can make them eat shit for being a stupid fucking idiot. I'm not honing my skills so that "we can have a stable life and sense of security" it is so that I can dominate every environment I'm in and have reason and history to back that I am factually better than everyone else here and that I am the top dog.

As a result, the most proper term for me that I've identified with is "perpetrator" alter; though I personally HATE the term and the stigma that comes with it but I have yet to think of a better word for it (other than "piece of shit", mainly due to lack of trying though since my preferred role title is co-host / host). Cause my role is to be worse than our abusers and abuse our abusers into well, not abusing us. I originally and innately couldn't care less for the system - I'm not protecting them - but I also couldn't care less for the system - they're not relevant to me beyond being an obstacle I have to work around.

(Content Warning: Brief Physical Abuse Mention)

As a result, I don't really functionally ever "don't know what to do" or "are overloaded". Even in the peak of some of my worst shit as a part (am a trauma holder and one of the worst carriers of gender dysphoria) my trauma response isn't feeling trapped or shit cause as a part, if I feel trapped, I tear everything around me down until I'm not. If I'm going to die, then I might as well bear my fangs and tear at the thing trying to kill me. I don't really have the ability to feel oppressed or stuck, because if I did, I wouldn't have been able to basically beat our dad into frightful submission enough that he'd be too scared to be abusive to our family.

(Content Warning: Cleared)

And I am not saying this as a "oh Im so edgy" or as a "oh well Im a SUPERIOR protector" because fucking hell no. GOOD protectors should have a healthy level of fear and should have a healthy level of pulling back from an attack and going on the defensive / disengaging. What I have is also a trauma response and has caused a shit ton of problems as I've adjusted to being co-host plus it makes me absolutely unplattable to most people who don't have the patience to understand and acclimate to my acquired taste.

I'm saying this primarily cause "perpetrator" alters are too fucking demonized and shunned and written off as "not real because its a bad trope >:[" and put into a corner of uwu they're just more abusers cause there is the large tendency to continue the cycle of abuse when your trauma response it to abuser your abuser harder than they did you.

But anyways, I just had a few thoughts on the matter. This isn't meant to be this huge thing just a talking point I guess. Feel free to reblog or add your own thoughts but if you are gonna be a little bitch who goes on their high horse like the people who shun those with Cluster B or whatever, get the fuck off this blog. No one likes you anyways.

#alter: xiv #perpetrator alters #perpetrator #evil alter tw #evil alter #vent #vent tw #physical abuse tw #physical abuse mention

[gebo4482]

Perpetrator | Official Trailer | Shudder

Dir: Jennifer Reeder Star: Kiah McKirnan / Alicia Silverstone / Melanie Liburd

#perpetrator #jennifer reeder #horror movies #thriller movies #trailer #shudder #amc+ #Youtube

[ukdamo]

Public Speech

Susan Tichy

It is not very often me. When it is, I start by holding on to hatred.

I believe it is freedom. I believe it is the smallest stone of the self. Inside the walls

of the dream, I can’t stand, I can’t lie down. So I survive by hunching.

And it’s not that hard. The blows—I survive them too. Bones split on the grain, or,

brittle from hunger, snap like twigs under boot soles. It’s not that hard to turn my back—

I’ve done it before— to walk right out of my body, to look back and see it surviving.

Maybe they’ve won. Maybe it’s all they wanted, for me to see me as they do.

Or is it what I wanted— to walk away, then turn back and force myself to answer.

“Having written extensively about war and its human consequences, I have always been alert to the temptations of appropriation, voyeurism, and a too easy assumption of ethical authority. ‘Public Speech’ arose from a series of dreams that included scenes of torture, pursuit, confinement, and escape. As the poem says, I was rarely the victim, but would instead witness the moment when someone else was chosen. The poem is not a cry against injustice, but a self-interrogation about my willingness and my right to issue such a cry from the distance and safety from which I speak.”

#voice #poetry #Susan Tichy #war #torture #violence #witness #victim #perpetrator

[myheartisonthetrain]

i can't be affected by abuse if i become it myself.

if it comes from me i'm not falling victim to it, right? i'm more powerful than just a shadow of all the things i hate. He made me feel so inferior that he couldn't have just been mimicking it from someone else, right? He was pure evil. i need to become my own kind of evil.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

I AM NOT HIM.

#i think my counterpart is a will graham kinnie #cringefail #denial #inner voice #vent #perpetrator #trauma vent