#rambling incoherently

[rhaill]

Okay but. Hold on a minute. Have we talked about how similar Edward and James are before? Not just how they long for Francis' acceptance (and only one receives it), but:

Edward Little is how James sees himself in his weakest moments; he sees someone crumbling and failing behind a facade of empty laudation. Edward has skipped vanity and has instead been crumbling from the get-go, but then again - has he ever been praised enough to build up a shield that could protect him against his self doubt? I don't think so. Edward is who James would have been without his drive and determination to become someone; the worst kind of . . . He'll find ways to fill in the blanks, for sure. He wears his failures on his sleeve, something that James dares not do until it's almost too late. Edward does not question critique, while James retaliates if he is doubted. James is capable of giving out orders, yet Edward is never truly convinced that he can rise above merely taking them. In the end, he has to live (and die) with the consequences of this.

Everyone sees James Fitzjames (he makes sure of this) but who truly sees him? Who sees Edward, who desperately tries to hide in ranks far below his own? If anything, it seems that Jopson is the only one to take note of was Little does; but who is Jopson in the ranks but someone whose job it is to blend in?

James is always shown looking up - be it towards some higher being or just with the pride and posture of someone whose legacy will live on, even if his biographers will debate his true past many years down the road. Edward is looking down, always always. James turns the spotlight into his own pristine armor and Edward, no matter how hard he tries to hide, can't stop himself from becoming a tragedy, who only becomes - for lack of all better word - decorated in death.

#edward little #james fitzjames #the terror #the terror amc #rambling incoherently #listen. i have a lot of thoughts about these two

[girls-againstgod]

blah blah blah something about end of s2 crowley being on the blue side of the street and aziraphale being on the red side of the street and something about color theory and red being evil and blue being good

#i wrote this at 3am and put it into my drafts so i could expand more on it #but honestly? #i think its good like this #good omens #aziraphale #crowley #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #crowly x aziraphale #rambling incoherently

[townofcrosshollow]

Shocked how many people think you can just turn on a computer and leave it on for weeks or months or years and never turn it off and it'll be fine. Computers need their sleep, and sleep mode does not count

#seriously there are processes important to the health of your computer that run when you turn it off or on #if you computer runs like shit or if your laptop's always hot that's why #'oh but it takes so long to boot up' YEAH BECAUSE YOU'VE KILLED HER SLOWLY #you've done the equivalent of stapling her eyes open and tazing her when she falls asleep. STOP #incoherent rambling

[inhumane-cartwheel]

it's all fun and games joking about uncle Quark being proud of your questionable financial practices until the misogyny (and subsequent transmisandry) in Ferengi culture gets real

and you understand that your uncle Quark would yeet you into the outer space at lightspeed for suggesting that you can make profit and be literate

oh well

#ds9 #deep space nine #rambling incoherently

[arcane-gold]

my pookie bear <3333

#hua cheng #tgcf #heaven officials blessing #san lang #my art #guys i’m on book 5 #should i come here to tumblr for my incoherent ramblings #i’ve been yelling on twitter but maybe this kind of thing is more suited to tumblr

[ramshitposts]

so obsessed with 12 he only interacted with queer women (and nardole) and then regenerated into a queer woman like wth was that

#ngl he was also a queer woman #in my heart atleast #this is a slightly incoherent ramble sorry everyone #doctor who #12 #13

[de-sterren-nacht]

(Optional) Tell your parents

(Optional) Call the cops

#incoherent rambling #honkai star rail

[chiricat]

ryomina demons are winning

#does anyone here like them idk. theyre funny #putting off finishing p3re to draw these so i don't have to be sad just yet #cat’s art #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #makoto yuki #minato arisato #p3 #persona 3 #p3re #p3 reload #sorry for traditional sketch stuff... idk i just feel like i do better on paper even tho its literally the same style #like i can just get the lines better on paper. i think my brush is probably too thick digitally if i'm having this problem lol #makoto makes me so emo u guys have no idea. i didn't quite get this guy in the beginning but now... #full force understanding of a character. hes. he :( (incoherent sobbing) #tag ramble again SORRY I UEBRO4Y39NRMFMT #oh yeah the period thing going around is so funny. PERSONA 3 PERIOD SIMULATOR

[cornettotism]

Honestly, there's something about the sheer horror on Spock's face when he thinks he's killed Kirk in amok time that always hits me like a fucking truck.

Now, I know this discussion probably isn't anything new to the spirk community, but jesus christ. Every time I watch that scene, I go from "Oh my god this is so gay. How the hell did the writers and production team not look at shatner and nimoy rolling around in the sand together and go 'yeah seems totally heterosexual' " to "Oh my god. This is so fucking sad."

The pure horror and shock on Spock's face when he snaps out of the fever and realises what he's done (or what he thinks he's done) is so....AAAA

I can't even put into words how it makes me feel, it just makes me so not normal about the show and those two as a whole all over again.

He thought he'd KILLED HIM. BY HIS OWN HAND. DURING A PROCESS HE SEEMED TO BE VERY ASHAMED TO TALK ABOUT AND HE SMILED WHEN HE SAW KIRK ALIVE AND AJAJSJ-

#i go insane about spirk #day however many its been #amok time is such a good episode in general #but this scene #man. #k/s #spirk #james t kirk #s'chn t'gai spock #star trek tos #star trek #ollie rambles #sorry this is so incoherent #i am having feelings.

[keepthebeanscool]

it’s always one of these

#stephanie lauter #i personally go with incoherent scribbles #cool band people i respect you #perfect recreation people i fear you #like how do u have the patience for that #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #hatchetfield #starkid #jaspers rambles

[bunnyreaper]

john price is nothing without his girl.

(18+/mdni, f!reader, daddy kink (but no ageplay), dom/sub, legal age gap)

john never realised just what being a daddy could mean until he met you. he'd hesitated so much about starting a relationship with someone so much younger, but your sparkling doe eyes, darling personality, and schoolgirl-like crush on him were too much to resist.

you were mature beyond your years, having adapted to a world that wasn't so kind, and you could easily hold your own in any part of life--but you didn't really want to, and you were sick of pretending. john didn't want you to, john could provide the solace you needed--a space for both of you to be your true selves.

he's always been a caring, kind, and protective lover, but you send all his instincts into overdrive--especially since you never resist them. despite everything you are, you blush when he opens doors for you, carries something heavy for you, always says 'ladies first'. every time he treats you like you're something delicate, you let yourself be cradled in his safe hands, and that feeling of being responsible for you in every way is just so fucking addictive to him. once he's had a taste of being your guiding light, he just can't let it go.

he's your big, strong protector too, always there to watch over you--an ever present hand on the back of your neck as you walk around town, or his sudden appearance if someone is making you uncomfortable. god fucking forbid anyone tries to come to close to you.

he easily picks you up and cradles you whenever you crave his cuddles, or he's carrying you to the bedroom to have his way with you. you've never felt as safe as you do in his arms, and he encourages your addiction to his touch--whether it's just his soothing strokes through your hair or the feeling of his cock making its home inside you.

everything he does is in service of you, just as everything you do honours him. he treasures the gift of your submission, and knows the way he earns such a privilege is by fulfilling your every need, as you always do the same for him. you compliment each other so naturally, he leads, you follow. he commands and you obey, because you know in your soul he only ever has your best interests at heart.

but at his core, he would do anything for you. this man is not afraid to fall to his knees to help you put on your shoes, would shield you from the rain if it meant keeping you dry, get his knuckles bloody and bruised if it meant keeping yours so delicate and clean.

it's strange how he can feel such an affinity to a name that isn't really his, and yet when daddy leaves your lips, it calls out to him like anything else. when he calls you his, you've never felt more like you belong.

#captain john price x reader #captain price x reader #john price x reader #price x reader #captain john price #captain price #call of duty fanfiction #call of duty x reader #call of duty fanfic #incoherent ramblings about my ideal relationship with this man #ive officially lost the fucking plot with this one folks #screaming crying throwing UP #cw daddy kink

[rhaill]

✨get to know me better meme✨

i was tagged by @nedwardlittle, @starsreside and @portinaris !! thank you!  (doing this on my phone so sorry if I missed someone etc etc ;; )

3 ships: @starsreside and myself to no one's surprise <3 :) also shepard/garrus from mass effect aaaaand joplittle because of course 

first ever ship: hmmmmmm good question! graystripe and silverstream from warrior cats gshsbdbdbhd

last song: saren's base from the mass effect 1 ost

last movie: jane eyre 2011!!

currently reading: juuuust finished the willows by algernon blackwood, so I am still on malafrena by ursula k. le guin  and have started paladin's grace by t. kingfisher

currently watching: bbc ghosts!! for the first time, I am enjoying it very much! and dimension 20's neverafter, which I have not quite warmed up to yet

currently consuming: copious amounts of earl grey, crackers and shortbread

currently craving: hmmmm nothing just now, I am quite alright!!

tagging: @sorrel-ly @weidli @harpernovakaine @bonzoobel @phoenixflames12 @buecherworm @stoertebeker @cadmusfly, (no pressure / expectations) but also if you see this and wish to be tagged... You're it!!! :))

#once again exhibiting three to five business day reply tendencies to tag games #rambling incoherently #there we go! thank you all i do love being taggedddddd #also this has been sitting in my drafts for twl days because i forgot to post it woops

[chronicowboy]

obsessed with the return of buddie's fucked up, unknowing jealousy. i think that locker room scene does it incredibly well especially for the first episode because both of them are keeping pretty big things from each other that i guarantee they would have told each other about immediately minus marisol and natalia. but eddie doesn't tell buck about christopher's first date, for long enough that it's been planned and he's asked his girlfriend to help chaperone, because a subconscious part of him wants to punish buck for dating natalia. and buck doesn't tell eddie anout breaking up with natalia, which seems like it happened at least a little while ago, because he doesn't want to be single in the face of eddie's new relationship and if there's a little hidden part of him that wants eddie to think he's taken by the death doula just a little while longer well.

#sami rambles #does this make sense? probably not #but please tell me you get it #their jealousy breeds secrets!! #but i am sick and incoherent #911 spoilers #buddie #buck x eddie

[townofcrosshollow]

Male fashion peaked with hair metal and we've been on the decline ever since

#no arguing. this is a fact #incoherent rambling

[terracottakore]

i think false should be able to do anything she wants 💚💛❤️

week one of @shepscapades hermit character design challenge! thank you for hosting this lovely event

#shepshermitdesign23 #hermitcraft #falsesymmetry #terracottaart #life series #a little ramble #i think even though false is so well known for her pvp- she's also a very defensive player so i wanted to play into that more w/ her design #shes obviously very skilled within that area- ex: mcc-- but (from what i see at least) she always puts survivability first #so it means that the fights she picks are usually picked very carefully #anyways if u read this much you can tell im very normal over falsesymmetry #maybe all of this is incoherent who knows

[glitterghost]

Correct me if I'm wrong, but I feel like there is a particular kind of sadness (or loneliness, if you will) that ace/aro folk feel.

#asexual #asexuality #aspec #aromantic #aro #arospec #lgbtqia #am I wrong or no? #its like a sorrow on a frequency only other ace folk can detect #or say ah ha yes i feel this #this makes sense #i can incoherently ramble a feeling or a thought and others who identifying *get* it like it's a language we both speak #fluent in a common wave of ace-solation if you will #anyway just wanting to throw this out there again #i know i had a vague post similar to this that blew up but its always so hard to articulate the feeling #and maybe this will reach others that relate and agree to this that will make them feel less alone #wow these tags are messy and full of typos #lots of love to my loney ace and aro specs buddies #💜💚💜💚💜