#so depressed

[allieinthesky]

Forcing myself to interact with other humans. 🙄 If I must.

#so fucking drained #so depressed #trying to trick myself into thinking I’m happy #me #personal #selfie #bi girls

[august--666]

Drew these yesterday but they look so horribly bad

#eddsworld #ew tom #art tag #drawing #traditional art #bad #so depressed

[bulkhummus]

I haven't drawn cecil or carlos in like.. 3 days? which is really heart breaking

#been so busy #so depressed #I want to draw pictures for my gay heart #personal

[luverleaver]

still thinkin about those roses left on the stage

#so depressed #poor joshy #greta van fleet #gvf #sam kiszka #jake kiszka #josh kiszka #danny wagner

[alexandersimpleton]

#cursed princess club #ah Frederick... #so young #so depressed

[disabledopossum]

Image description; a tired opossum curled up in bed, surrounded by pillows and blankets.

Overhead is a white background with black text that reads:

"In some personal news, i'm thrilled to announce that i'm tired all day no matter how much sleep i get."

End of image description

#fibromyalgia #depression #love this for me #so depressed #disabled #chronically ill

[saetoru]

literally crying and sobbing over kaveh’s teapot lines and character story i think he’s replaced everyone as top fav on the list i’m so devastated over him i will not know peace ever again 🥹

#no bc #he’s such a sad character why did they make him so sad i’m #so depressed #what on earth #who made this guy and why #WHY #it’s ok baby #i got you #ILL CHANGE UR LIFE

[littlerockhead]

I'm am outcast everywhere even on tumblr..

#miserable #tw depressing thoughts #So depressed #self destruction #alcoholic #outcast

[koty-witha-k]

Sleep...

...these days I really prefer to sleep. I've been experiencing some serious depression for about five months now because of a lot of external things happening to me and people I know. I'm emotionally drained and really trying to stay afloat.

But in my dreams I feel like I can actually live my life. In my dreams I get to go on dates, in my dreams I actually get laid, in my dreams I can be whatever sex/gender I want to be, I can travel wherever I want to go, I can have any career I want or no career and be happy and be successful and live the life I want to live.

But then I always have to wake up. The dream ends and I return back to this bleak reality.

I would really love to just dream forever at this point... it seems almost like a better alternative to life.

#nonbinary #depressed #so depressed #sleep #dreams

[chrismcshell]

northern hemisphere babes we made it to the longest night of the year. we made it. for the next 6 months, every day will give us a little more daylight than the last. let's go. take my hand. climb out of the darkness with me

#ray speaks #hi. seasonal depression has been kicking my ass so goddamn hard this year. whats up

[knightofleo]

A former stray very happy to be inside

#just so it's not all depressing shit #vigorous biscuit making #unmute

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

#star trek #Vulcans #Humans #not based on a specific thing #but I used to know this annoying couple that were ‘family friends’ #who would show up to potluck dinners and the like and would either bring nothing or bring something really just. out of left field? #like a bag of frozen chicken to a bbq #and then proceed to make sure they are first even if it was stated to let kids go first #would take HUGE amounts before anyone else got a chance to get a plate #and then make off with the leftovers again even if they were already claimed for #and it wasn’t a food insecurity thing trust me I would never speak bad about a person getting food if that was even a remote chance #the adults who raised us knew them really well and we’d been to their house a ton of times #they were just dicks #and yeah. they’d occasionally insult the food. while eating the MAJORITY of it. #it was so weird at their home they would go out of their way to get the healthiest options possible #you know the really bland tasteless expensive stuff that apparently was healthier #but then if they were visiting our house they would. eat all our unhealthy snacks. #that always pissed me off so much as a kid because we actually had a food insecurity thing going on #and also a variety of other reasons that are a bit too depressing to bring up on this post #but anyways we’d hardly ever get to have nice snacks #and this couple would just take them all??? even after we’d tell them repeatedly that it was ours and those snacks weren’t gonna be #replaced #hated that couple #if you’re wondering why they were ‘family friends’ it’s because the couple who raised us #(it feels weird to type it out like that but apparently legal guardians doesn’t fit since they never finished petitioning 💀) #liked having them around because it made them look like ‘such great Christian’s’ being nice to the people #that no one else wanted to be friends with #I always thought that was a really weird and fucked up reason to be friends with someone #this got long sorry 😭

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

#cw: suicidal ideation #cw: suicide #cw: self harm #cw: mental health #cw: depression #i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it #i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague #it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves #so. please dont #for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic #with the state of the world as it is #having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful #but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full #and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead #i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us #there is no fix-all #and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile #i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it #thank you for reading #and please stay alive #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics

[petscoboba]

I want Toby Fox three years after the last chapter to make a game where it's just the Fun Gang going on a road trip to the east coast to go fishing. They raid a gas station on the way to grabs snacks for the road (and the lobsters they catch). Happy April Fool's.

#deltarune #susie deltarune #noelle deltarune #noelle holiday #kris dreemurr #fishing momence #I have one more page I wanted to draw for this little idea #but i'll have to get to it at a later date when i've got more energy #in reality this idea started as a way for me to draw kris happy after highschool #i relate to kris' lethargy a lot-- so i wanted to see them still trying to make the most of it despite their depressive nature #(perhaps if kris can find a way out maybe i can too?) #it's hard. it's really hard when you feel like you've got really nothing to look towards to #but i hope they can find meaning anyways. i hope they smile one day and i hope it's a real one #pssstt! chronologically this post takes place after another comic i have planned in the midst. it'll take 10 years to complete but one day. #that comic. will not be a happy one #heeeheehoohoo

[thebunnitwins]

I'm so oh, oh, depressed....

💙💎💧

-Casey Bunni

#thebunnitwins #the bunni twins #music #mental health #depression #original music #art #artist #visual #digital art #multimedia #mixmedia #original song #so depressed #aesthetic #vibe #mood #mental health music #clinical depression #visual art #demo #music demo #photo art #photograph #makeup #diamonds