#sorry for the venting im just SUPER frustrated

[cosmic-kaden]

*makes weird popping noises with my mouth*

#Sorry I haven't been super present the last 2 days. I have family court on friday and I always get on edge #even though it's an uncontested trail because dumbass ex literally messaged my lawyer and was like 'I can't participate because #I'm ''busy'' with criminal court. like nice bs excuse. you fucked up big time too bad if you're dealing with criminal court what a good way #to say you want nothing to do with your daughter. not like I'd ever let you near her. plus she never wants to see him again. #hell she doesn't even call him dad she calls him by his first name! which i don't fault her. he needs to rot for what he did to her #anyways sorry im venting im just wound the fuck up #im frustrated because court says nothing concrete can be done in terms if sole custody which considering he is being charged for abuse #to her the family side should just give sole custody to me... he's made it clear time and time again that he doesn't fuckin care. #ahhhh SORRY I'm in overthink mode and I'm frustrated with the court system. #tw: abuse mention #venting.tw

[cables-and-wires]

literally anytime someone mentions gluten in food there are people talking about how people complain about lack of gluten free foods or how its not actually bad for you or how only a small percent of people can't actually eat it and im so fucking tired of hearing this everytime i go on a forum or comment section regarding gluten like yeah celiac disease is pretty rare but people still have it !! i have it. people (mostly) arent faking their gluten intolerances. its not a fad as people think it is. why should i have to prove to people that me eating gluten can cause me permanant organ damage. the misinformation is making me pissed. until you have to come to the realization that you might develop stomach cancer or dementia at like age 50 please don't talk over people with celiac disease

#vent post kinda. i mean im angry but im not being poetic about it #im not super angry or anything i just feel annoyed #gluten free jokes arent like. offensive to me theyre just over used #but when people shit like 'gluten free diets are nothing but fads' or 'only (percentage) of people cant eat gluten why should i care' #its frustrating. i didnt choose to lose the genetic lottery man #and the thing i said about stomach cancer and dementia? yeah. #the risk goes down if you stick to a gluten free diet but it's still a horrible thing #i can't eat gluten free because im poor. i signed up for a food insecurity gluten free food subscription for free #but i've yet to recieve any and i really can't afford to eat gluten free for the most part #trying my best though. #sorry for the long ass post and tags im just tired of this same argument everytime #also made me realize if i ever went to hamham pangpang with friends like i always wanted to #i wouldnt be able to eat anything there :[ but as long as i get to see the hokma cutout ill be fine👍

[not-actually-human]

.,.

#my body is so frustrating to me #because it doesnt work #but it works just well enough that from the outside it looks like it does #like i am so dizzy all the time and my joints (especially in my legs) can hurt so bad but if i try to tell my mom she just like. #rolls her eyes and tells me its my fault since i dont exercise enough #I CANNOT EXERCISE LADY #if i move a lot i get super dizzy and feel like im gonna pass out! just walking to work makes me disoriented for the whole day #even though i get super lightheaded constantly ive never passed out. and so people think im fucking faking it when im not! #i am in pain all the time and i am so fucking sick of being dismissed #i know i could be doing more to improve my health. but i know so many kids my age who have a pretty similar diet and lack of exercise #and i dont think this is normal!! feelingn like im gonna faint after a 15 minute walk isnt good!!! #i hate being fucking ignored jesus fucking christ #sorry #vent #atlas screams into the abyss

[feralbeeast]

Tumblr just keeps breaking today. in fact everything is :l

It feels like the simulation is conspiring against me this morning to make me breakdown

#sorry just super fuxking frustrated. i need a long cry and a fat blunt #if youre trying to chat with me today be warned im a sensitive bitch #feralbeeast ramble #vent #mental breakdance #depressed stoner #bpd split

[devondespresso]

trying to rewatch stuff for fic reference in stranger things season 4 is particularly painful because there is clearly the one plot (of the several consecutive plots) thats The Important One (its El's) and its the least investing one possible (sorry girly ily i promise)

im trying to rewatch that scene where the hawkins gang break into the school, and in my head its a straightforward line of events, its got its own unique location, objective, everything it need to be a simple, impactful standalone scene.

but its the hawkins-kids plot. so actually its put through a paper shredder along with a few other plots and little strips of it are scattered between bigger strips of one of the El-plot scenes, specifically owens telling the viewer El the super duper scary stakes of the plot.

so the progression literally goes like

30~ seconds of max steve and dustin in the office

45~ seconds of lucas and the team

30~ seconds owens talking

20~ seconds lucas

a few seconds of Lucas and hop on screen while owen talks

50~ second of owens talking

10~ seconds or less im not sure of cali gang

10~ seconds owens

<10 seconds of max steve dustin, half of which owens is again talking over

10~ second owens

40~ seconds max

50~ seconds owens

10~ seconds cali gang

35~ seconds owens

60~ seconds max, finishing her scene and ending the episode

im. going. crazy.

#vent post #sorry #i swear it wasn't this frustrating rewatching season 2 #i generally like Owens as a character and i love el!! but this plot is soooooo nothing for these characters and still carrys itself like its #the most important and thrilling thing in the world #i do not actually want to watch a character sit down and explain with the most unimaginative wording that things are So Super Serious #'you will risk everything' 'theyre not the only ones in danger. its life as we know it.' 'you are our best hope. our only hope.' #cool thanks we knew that #the best parts if that scene are where owens acknowledges els history eith government assholes but its a blip in the conversation #the vast majority if it is just *intense music* the world is in big danger for real this time #im so tired i can't wait to go back to rewatching season 2 for fic reference

[aroace-optimus-primal]

I just fundamentally don't understand how cisgender women can actually LIKE being this way

#this is very much just a me thing #(also a vent post sorry) #i think women are great and if the female body works for them thats awesom #i just super duper hate it FOR ME #and it feels like im trapped this way forever idk lol #anyway sorry for the vent #ftm dysphoria #trans ftm #body dysphoria #tw dysphoria #dysphoria vent #cw dysphoria #tw vent #vent tag #vent #personal vent #vent post #sorry about the vent im just really frustrated right now #tw

[darby-rowe]

maybe could we do a sub!coryo getting pegged by dom!reader and shes going super hard on him like spanking him,grabbing his hair and pulling him back against her cock? could we add some mommy kink in there too 🤭🤭

im so sorry i keep leaving my asks in the dust akskfks i write so slow im so sorry 😩

but anon this is such a hot idea. as a society we need to acknowledge the fact that coryo more than likely has a mommy kink

18+ | nsfw | mdni

cw mommy kink

coryo has a major attitude problem due to his unresolved trauma, and a common outlet he uses to vent his frustrations and express his emotions is letting you fuck the absolute shit out of him.

you can't recall how it happened the first time, but after coryo finally let you peg him, cooing in his face and calling him a good boy, he became obsessed with your silicone dick. and now you use this newfound kink as a way to 'tame' him when he's being exceptionally bratty.

you'd go out shopping in public, and you'd have to withstand coryo's complaining on how hot/cold it is outside, or how it's too crowded, or blah blah blah, etc. and by god did it get on your last nerve. was there anything in this world that coryo didn't complain about?

the last straw came and went whenever you wanted to try on a few dresses and coryo just let out the bitchiest sigh you ever heard. he didn't even say anything, and yet it made your blood absolutely boil.

so now fast forward and you have coryo on his knees in between your legs as you fuck his throat with your strap, watching his pretty blue eyes well up with tears as he gargles and gags on your silicone cock.

"that's it, baby," you purr, tangling your fingers in his soft blonde curls and guiding him back and forth on your dick. "such a nice little cocksucker, aren't ya? i guess those pretty lips are good for something else other than being a fucking brat,"

you softly wipe his tears away before plunging your cock down his throat, groaning at how hard he grips your thighs before letting him come up for air. and those wet baby blues of his never fail to get you going.

“say you love sucking my cock, brat,” you command, gripping tightly onto his hair. the whimper that emits from his throat has your knees feeling like water.

“i love…” he pants, gulping down saliva. “i love sucking your cock, mommy,”

absolutely delicious.

and one thing about coryo is that he is loud; especially when you have your cock balls-deep inside his ass, pulling him back by the hair and thrusting with everything you have. your pelvis smacks against the flesh of his ass, and he is nearly in tears from how rough you are. but it feels so, so good.

“mommy, please,” coryo babbles incoherently how good your cock feels inside him, or how you’re being too rough. his whimpers and mewls sound so fucking good coming from his swollen, spit-covered lips. “please, slow down. you’re so big. so deep. i can’t take it, mommy,”

“no, baby, you’re gonna take this cock like a good boy,” you pant, planting a hard smack! against the pale flesh of coryo’s ass. he lets out another whimper. “if you want me to slow down and be nicer, you’re gonna have to learn to not be such a fucking pompous brat. in the meantime, you’re gonna take my cock, and you’re gonna cum as many times as i see fit,”

and so you proceed to fuck him until he’s so dumb and blissed out that you can barely understand a word he’s saying — until he’s only repeating, “mommy, i can’t stop cumming”, and “my ass feels so good”, and “thank you, mommy”.

at the end of the night, you of course bring him the absolute best aftercare you can muster. you run him a bath, give him sweet kisses all over his pretty, tear-stained face, and make sure you tell him how much you really love him.

#coriolanus snow x reader #coriolanus snow x you #coriolanus snow imagine #coriolanus snow smut #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #darbyrowe.ask #darbyrowe.doc

[asynca]

Im in my 20s and I was disabled by covid. At this point idek what to do to make people care. Tomorrow I literally have to decide whether I can risk exposure by going to the ceremony to receive a 1500$ scholarship (they might not give it to me if I don't go). The price tag isn't high enough to risk losing even more physical function and potentially having life threatening complications. And that's just one example of all the opportunities im missing bc nowhere is safe anymore. I hate it. I would have loved the free food & chance to network. Thanks for wearing a good mask and caring

Sorry for dropping that vent in your asks actually that wasn't cool. I was just frustrated by that post, like damn you gotta make it about fandom for people to care, but thats unfair of me. I hope your colleagues are getting good treatment! It sucks but at least we're still alive and we're gonna keep fighting to stay alive

oh god I read the second ask first and I was like, "Fuck. I guess the first post is going to be serious asy hate," but it wasn't at all.

It sucks you need to choose. People really couldn't give a fuck at this point, like they seriously think they won't be disabled by COVID. When you catch it for the first time you have a 1/5 chance - 20% - that you will be disabled by it, at least temporarily. The more you catch it, the higher the likelihood you will be disabled and the longer and worse you will be disabled by it.

If you're my age and over, you also need to worry about actually fucking dying from it. I have a work colleague who's been in and out of hospital these past few weeks and came very close to death. She's still not out of the woods right now, actually.

LIke I get people want to socialise - totally fine! - but what's with the aversion to clean air and masks? A portable HEPA air filter that will do a big room like a classroom costs $150 and the filters are $30 and you change them every 6 months. One of those lowers the likelihood anyone in the class will infect each other by EIGHTY PERCENT. A filter plus masks makes a classroom much safer for everyone, but especially for people who are at higher danger of being disabled from COVID.

The more research comes out about it, the worse we realise covid actually is for us. It's neurotoxic. You lose some brain function each time you get it - FOR REAL.

Man this is going to be one of those things we look back in 20 years and go "why didn't anyone care?" "why didn't we do anything!?"

Super big condolences to disabled folks, either pre-covid or from covid, who feel totally fucking alone fighting this thing.

#covid

[praetorqueenreyna]

I'm reading Acotar (almost done with book 2, but I spoiled myself a little on book 3) and Im just....I didn't super care about Tamlin in book 1 (was more obsessed with Lucien, was convinced we'd get a threesome with Tamlin/Lucien/Feyre for the longest time lol I was bobo the fool) but now as it keeps going and with every 'Tamlin sucks so hard/is such a terrible abusive person' that's going on I just....feel I'm getting protective. I'm always waiting for him doing something worse but it never comes??All the fan posts that the algorithm shoves in my face always seem to misquote/misinterpret him??? Even the him locking her up feels so exaggarated in context? Like, I even liked the idea of them not working out because they both had to learn to deal with their own traumas first, but they could've just sat down like adults about it you feel me? Tamlin isnt that bad at all (by fairy standards anyway), he's just held to some weird modern moral standard while Rhysand isn't and it's pissing me off and really hindering my enjoyment of the Night Court shenanigans (which in theory I don't even hate, I think the characters are kinda enjoyable, but the book is riding the NC dick so hard while constantly dunking on Tamlin for no reason? Just leave the guy alone ahh). Sorry I'm not even in this fandom really I just needed to vent my frustration somewhere!!

ARE YOU ME? This is exactly how I felt reading through ACOTAR book 1 and then going straight into book 2! I was about 3/4 of the way through ACOMAF waiting for tamlin to do the "terrible abusive thing" that everyone claims he does before I realized that it had already happened. And yeah, him locking her up a single time isn't great, but he literally thought she was going to be kidnapped and murdered. that's not him being ABUSIVE and CONTROLLING!!!

the fan posts absolutely misconstrue his character to a comical degree. Just yesterday I saw an incorrect quotes-style post of rhysand talking to tamlin going "you begged to kiss her, she begged to fuck me. we are not the same." as if feyre wasn't slobbering after tamlin in ACOTAR while he held back and kept everything cute and chaste lmao. like yall are just making shit up now.

and YEAH I couldn't enjoy ANY of the Night Court/Inner Circle stuff because so much of those sections on the book are about comparing the NC people to tamlin (or lucien) and complaining about them. Like damn yall sure are obsessed with tamlin considering you claim to hate him. I definitely have gotten super protective of Tamlin being in this fandom bc he really is a sweet character who doesn't deserve any of this!

ANYWAY I SEE YOU and if you do decide to join ACOTAR fandom on the side of Tamlin, there are other Tamlin lovers! I'm helping to host Tamlin Week (@tamlinweek2023) in 2 weeks and I've spoken to lots of lovely people who love Tamlin and are going to participate! We are here, and we are normal lmao

#asks #acotar #tamlin #pro tamlin #HONESTLY I couldn't even finish book 2 I was so bored lmao #I kept waiting for rhysand to be likable and it never happened #then a friend was like 'why don't you just read a summary of the end of the book' and I said OKAY #THE REPORTS OF TAMLIN'S ABUSE ARE GREATLY EXAGGERATED #AND ALSO ARE LIES #pls join acotar fandom on the side of the tamlin stans #we are having a nice time!!! #ALSO SIDE NOTE love the idea of a tamlin lucien feyre three way

[compassionatereminders]

howdy hi kat, i wanna vent abt something if thats alright

its not major im just very frustrated, im in a household with an abuser (my mums husband, 10+ years now of this bullshit) and i cant get out due to my disabilities. as well as my brain being a fucky illness hellhole because of him

what im coming here to complain about honestly is so minor, cause hes physically attacked me and my siblings (he actively choked out my brother one time it was fucking nuts) but specifically today me and my 2 older siblings, my brother who was choked and my sister, FINALLY got to hang out for the first time in literally a decade cause this fucking prick has made it impossible for me and my family to just relax together and hang out. FINALLY we got to hang out for 3 measly hours and he sent a bunch of texts to my brother about how dare we be so fucking loud, how we made him late to work (we didnt. he left the same time as usual) he's gonna take the only phone in the house to work with him (which we watch his two kids while he and my mum are at work?? which would make it impossible to call for help if there were an emergency its so fucking stupid hes so stupid it baffles me)

and.. to prove he was super serious.. that his threat was SOOOO for real... he sent 🤬🤬.. and i'm literally more caught up over the emojis!! who sends two swearing emojis to show their threat is serious? it was paired up with a threat to beat us all too - mind you we're all adults now, not that its okay to beat children but im pretty sure you cant argue to police you were attempting some kind of corporal punishment if its a fully grown adult you don't even have legal family ties to? that's just assault.

im just frustrated at his audacity and also the emojis, ironically the emojis are whats getting me!! thats like being threatened to be shot with a confetti canon, ooouguh im gonna stab you with this here balloon animal buster type shit!! i'd expect that from a 12 year old hate anon not a 34 year old man

anyways thanks for letting me get that out of my system, i hope you're having a good day kat <3

When you're being abused, there's honestly no such thing as a "minor issue not worth complaining about" because it all ties up in and reinforces a greater pattern of abuse, even if, on its on, it wouldn't be that serious. So you get to be angry about all of it and you get to complain all you want! I'm so sorry you have to deal with this and your abuser is a pathetic asshole ❤️

#chat with kat #abuse tw #physical abuse tw #violence tw #choking tw

[lobpoints]

honestly i’ve recently been brainworming about how even though carmen’s colour is obviously red, in LC her speech box is blue??? both the memories of carmen and angela are just his interpretation of her… i love how on the surface its a hint for the player that they are connected but if you dig deeper it is one of the main reasons he failed w angela!! he only ever knew the version of carmen that existed in his own head, he could never replicate her in her entirety, angela is blue just like his carmen, but his carmen is flawed by design…….

SORRY IF I ANSWER LATE SINCE THIS ASK MAKE ME SIT DOWN AND THINK(TM) A BIT but here are my thoughts on them though it super long and super incoherent since I dont know how to necessary connect points smoothly

On the topic of color coding I actually did talk with my friends a lot on how Carmen's color or at least one that has big impression on Ayin or an indication to their relationship or connection are all red but I didn't know if I was reading too deep in it

For example:

• her eyes

•The red hairband that is said in the artbook to be a present from A

• Bloodbath

And to specifically talk about Bloodbath it is also how Angela offered the manager champagne which resembles the color of her eyes after one of your employee presumably died which is an obvious call back to that one specific passage in Bloodbath but the alcohol that was used in the past scenario was red wine which is the color of Carmen's eyes. I personally interpret this scene as Angela venting her own frustration and despair at the presumingly oblivious manager in the form of her mocking his own sad little story as well

That along with you can see how each sephirot and even including Angela has their own specific color coded letter box that fits their own respective theme while Carmen's is blue which like you said signify her connection to Carmen despite her character color theme have little to do with it and Ayin's color box is red despite his primary color being black and white (additionally I thinks that the way the characters are color coded in LC have to do with their association with respective sephirot in the tree of life in Kabbalah as well but I have not read many researches on this so I cant say for sure im qualified to speak on this topic)

And another thing of the fact that after Angela escaped from her role from lc in lor you actually don't get to see any red accessories or clothing pieces on main her design anymore being not only the red hair band is gone but also the red tie and the red shoes is also a very interesting detail to me and again as seen

I'm still warping my head around what this all mean in full extent and my personal contemplating have me agreeing it does play into Ayin and to an extent Angela's own perception of Carmen that heavily associated with their traumatic association with her seen by how most of the examples I given you here are all extremely emotionally distressing moments or sweet moment that turned distressing/become a bad symbol after bad trauma. Along side with calling to their side of characters that actually resemble and connect to her own. There are parallel to be drawn between Ayin Carmen Angela all together like you once said there are so much Carmen in Angela and Carmen in Ayin and Ayin in Angela and vice versa also literally this

Into the question of Ayin failed with Angela in like, if I understand your question right, is on his attempt to actually create an AI of Carmen out of nothing I personally think that no matter what kind of perception Ayin had of Carmen (though I do agree that it played a part in it) he would still end up with the same type of failed sentient AI because what stopping him from making said AI was not only his own comprehension of Carmen's character but also because he personally view the act itself as something inherently disgusting and morally reprehensible. Abram talking about the making of Sephirot which is the closest to an Angela's creation something only a sick twisted person would do in the main story and Ayin's monolog in Snow Queen saying that Carmen would have been disgusted by him knowing he would do this which indicate that he personally see the act itself as disgusting too. Despite him saying him feeling no guilt here player with full context of the game can immediately deduce like yeah, he was like actively lying to himself about the fact that he feels no guilt in the narration because the whole game is him lying making up scenario for himself in favor of an ultra realization for completion of Carmen's life dream and him being unsure and lying about everything he feels which I personally think would effect his decision in making Angela as well as literally everything he does

(Literally examples for his "I lied, lmao" moment)

And in one QnA where the writer did straight up say that "Ayin simply couldnt and wouldn't make anything resemble Carmen" which can be interpret in a multitude of ways but at the same time PM have not been consistent with their lore answer in QnA in comparison to their plot development as well so take it with a pinch of salt as well. There are many reasons for Ayin to make Angela like That and I have my own personal interpretation of How Ayin Views Carmen personally since many things be affecting his view on her I agree with you but also don't know if you can pinpoint it as the Exact Main Reason to why he failed since not only was he flawed in perceiving Carmen he is flawed in being like, a Committed person along with him being actually very emotionally perceptive of people that he rather just look away from them for his own personal comfort by actively lying to himself about the reality in which he experience along with many other thing

#Im sorry since I feel like Im just speaking in circle tbh since just there are a lot to talk about when it come to #character perceiving other character in LC #it is especially driven to the point of one of the earliest twist in LC and one that persist even after the reveal was that #the way the manager perceive reality is inherently different from how everyone else in the corp perceive in #esp when it come to abc + angela like it makes me feel like #to talk about this I must first talk about this and this make a connection to this and this explain this character which explain this other #character #and then I will just end up talking about LC plot in general all over again #SORRY UNREBLOGGABLE SINCE IM SELF CONSCIOUS

[intersex-support]

i wish i was perisex sometimes. and i feel guilty for it. because god, i love the community, i love having others understand my experiences but. the feeling of being a mistake or something just doesnt go away. sorry for that mini vent im just frustrated

Anon you don't have to apologize. It's totally okay to vent. Being intersex can be really hard sometimes, especially when we're constantly made to feel like we're wrong for existing. It's exhausting to live in a society that doesn't accept us where we constantly have to educate people on our existence. We're allowed to be angry and upset and not always feel super positive or proud about being intersex, even when we have a lot of love for our community and our activism.

A phrase I think about a lot is "No shame even in shame." @crpl-pnk, the late creator of the C punk movement made a post once talking about disability and unlearning shame and it's stuck with me. There's no shame, even in shame-our whole lives we're told a million different ways that our bodies are wrong and it's okay if there's days we can't escape that. you're not alone and intersex community is always here for you, even on days when it's hard.

💛💜💛

-Mod E

#actuallyintersex #c punk #<3 #intersexism

[teataglia]

I'm not sure if you do emergency requests but i'd figure I'd try. Coudl you do mikey with an s/o whos having what i'd call a melt down? Like it was too much at once, s/o's hitting themselves to deal with the emotions and just in general harmful ways to deal with it? If you do do emergency requests I'd really appreciate it.

pairing: mikey x gn!reader who's having a meltdown

warnings: meltdowns, pent up feelings, release of feelings, mentions of unhealthy coping habits, comfort

tea’s note: hi! so sorry i haven’t gotten to this yet, i’m kinda new w/ all these terms so if an emergency request is a request that gets answered asap, i don't do those because i don’t have notifs on for tumblr, and i also dont want to put extra pressure on myself to pump out smth im not super proud of, but im still gonna answer this and i hope you enjoy and are ok!

Mikey understands what pressure feels like. He’s felt it all his life. He never developed healthy coping mechanisms, instead succumbing to his dark impulses. But seeing you spiraling hurts him more than he would like to admit. When you first started dating, you were both secretive and a little self conscious of how you reacted when you became overwhelmed. But as the relationship progressed, Mikey opened up to you and you to him, and you became very familiar with each other's destructive tendencies. It was hard sometimes, but overall you were able to be there for each other, always listening to and supporting each other. 

When Mikey came home, he wasn’t expecting to find you curled up in a fetal position in the middle of the couch. And yet here you are, arms tightly circled around your knees, your entire body softly trembling from the pent up tension. 

“Hey, sweetheart, is it okay if I sit with you?” Mikey walks slowly towards you, wanting only to capture you in a bear hug but he knows that might not help you right now. 

You nod through the tears, eyes burning from trying not to cry, your cheeks streaked with the failure to hold it in. Mikey takes a seat by your head.

“Can I?” Mikey asks, holding his hand up. You give another curt nod and he places a calloused hand on your cheek, rubbing his thumb under your eye. You don’t react to his touch but also don’t push him off. Mikey recognizes this green flag and continues stroking your cheek, wiping your tears away. 

“I’m here if you want to talk. I’m not going anywhere,” Mikey does his best to keep his voice even. On the inside, he was extremely angry at himself for not being there for you earlier, who knew how long you were like this before he got home. 

“It’s ok, love. Let it all out. I’m here for you,” Mikey hands you a pillow. 

You smash your face into it and yell and sob, expelling all the gunk and yuckiness from within you. The gross feelings that come from feeling like the world is crashing down on you gets muffled as you scream your heart out. You welcome the emptiness you feel after releasing everything into the pillow, all your frustrations, vents, and sorrows. The catharsis of simply existing floods through your veins, and your shaking body stills, finally taking deep breaths. You fall against Mikey’s body, completely worn out and he holds you tightly. 

He kisses your forehead repeatedly muttering, “I’m never letting you go.”

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[terraliensvent]

good gpd im so frustrated with stuff in terras rn. idont care anymore if they know who i am im jyst. so so frustrayed. its so hard to get stuff u want without spending money and im really lucky i have 3 terras. but oh god its so frustrating seeing people ask for. what even was it. asking for 14 myos. for 1 terra. it makes me so unvelievably angry!!

not tomention the way terra staff picked all the people who werent that active in chats. but just because they knew eachother well and were friends. it makes me lose hope for ever being a syaff and helping make this cs a little better :(

also how terra gas are always peopel with super detailled "pop" styles. like yeah youre picking smaller artists but.. yhey all have very similar styles and. its discouraging to someone with a chibi style who just really likes designing terras. it makes me wanna leave so bad.

and i. i cannot handle some of the members sometimes. some members will talk about how they dony have much money, like someone said they didnt have money for something. then immediately after bought a terra??? i mean i get that it can be addicting n stuff but. its so so frustrating oh god.

especially when people like. are talking about stuff and someone mentions something cpmpletely off topic. i could understanf if!!! maybe !! they asked nicely for a topic change and left it at tht but. ive seen people spam their own topics in the middle of another convo.

also i dont even wanna mention the trading scene. its insane. man i. ive been condidering leaving for sonlong mostly from members and specific staff. but. aughhhgg i love terras so much i just. wish i could make it better. i genuinely cry over it bc . i love terras so so much but its all going to shit . :C

im mostly just frustrated with dtaff constantly taking customs because if the staff customs channel and their new godly role. it sucks. it makes people feel like their artvisnt worth it, seeinh bids surpass thr hundreds while some camnot sell a fullbody for $5 just bc bias.

if staff see this, im sorry. i wish i didnt have yo go on a vent blog to say this. but i know saying it in the server would just get me silenced. please try to help with these issues seen here. and im genuinely so sorry, i really want to help, but this is the only way i can help now: giving criticism. i hope things change and i can enjoy terras again. i also hope staff are okay, i do not eant this to be mean or stressing in any way. :C [sorry for the typos mod i am very shaky rn and in a bus and carsick so im trying to fix them as mucj as i can. and ty for dealing witg all the drama.]

im sorry youre having such a bad time anon, it can be difficult once you realize all the deep cracks within the foundation of something you like

youre right in saying the trading scene is absolutely insane rn, people have decided that myos arent as powerful of a trading chip anymore but theyre still just as difficult to get, what the FUCK would someone even need 14 myos for

the staff has always been cliquey, if youre not in their little friend group you might as well be dirt, and theyre so biased toward pop artists, thats why kiwi rot was allowed to make a feral terra custom even while the hammer was coming down hard on them.

members are so rude and im tired of people pretending theyre not. at some point you gotta wonder how many times someone will breach social contract again and again regardless of every single time theyre politely told to wait their turn, just say you want to butt in and be done with it. ive never seen so many people absolutely unable to actually pay attention to the conversation at hand and it really seems like they just want to hear themselves talk

staff as a role is just a pretty little modifier to say “im elite, now drop $100s on my customs so you can immediately trade it off and say ‘looking for staff swaps ONLY if you offer me anything else u r getting blocked xoxox’”, none of them actually really use the new role to bring new viewpoints to the species or to make systems move faster, if they were then youd think we would actually have implemented more site functionality than one single fucking forage button and people wouldnt have to wait upwards of 2 weeks to get a myo design approved

terras biggest downfall is that every single person in the server is too sensitive for criticism and take it way too personally, that way everything gets silenced and nothing gets better.

personally anon, i suggest distancing yourself a bit. when i started moving away from the species and focusing on irl self improvement, i felt so much better (and started saving a lot of money)

#closed species vent #terralien #closed species #terraliens #vent

[scarletttbitch]

Hi! I'd like to hear about ur ocs if u wanna talk about em 👉👈

omg!! @cozybats yesss thank you 😭 i always wanna talk about my ocs!!

i usually make ocs either to insert into a series im hyperfixating on OR for dnd :) these are some of my favs!

Momo!

I created her for a DnD campaign that takes place in the 'Jojo's Bizarre Adventure' universe, so every character also had a Stand and I had so so so much fun making up the stands!! i understand why Araki has been writing it for 40yrs.. I really wanna get the campaign up and going but I may just adapt it as a comic :) I have a blog that I put all those characters on too! @momos-bizarre-adventure 💜💜💜

here's the Big Bad from that campaign, I have Pages of lore about her that i'm saving for if i ever get the game off the ground 🙏🏻

Next in my favs is Kimi -my osomatsu-san oc lol she's (and i hate to say this) a total yandere which i love writing way too much 🥲

Finally, my most favoritest and specialest boy- Oliver Layke aka Ollie -he's my most recent/current fav, i literally made a whole blog to post about him (and horror/gore in general) and not feel annoying on my main haha its @ollyollyaxe and this is he 🖤

He's a Saw oc, I may or may not have created him to vent some gender feelings/sexual frustrations I've been having recently, but I have grown to love him dearly. I have so so much written for him that is taking forEver to edit and I don't even have a full ref sheet yet

sorry for the super long reply but thank you sooo much for asking!!! i have the weirdest anxiety about sharing my silly little guys but i want to start getting over it, so i really appreciate it! 💜💜💜💜

#literally made my night forreal thank you💜💜💜 #i was originally just gonna rant about ollie but ive been doing that so much on my saw blog so i wanted to go back to my old favs #but boy do i love ollie so very much the most #ive been exploring the masculine side of my gender and ollie has been a huge help with venting some of that ////// #answered

[neuroticboyfriend]

i don't normally experience psychosis/wouldn't identify myself as someone who experiences psychosis yet when i went on zoloft it MANIFESTED psychotic symptoms that i've never had before or since. i've seen SSRIs change people's lives for the better but for those of us where it's not an option, it's super frustrating. and the worst part was that i couldn't tell my doctor or else it would be taken as 'proof' of a 'more serious underlying disorder' when the symptoms literally stopped the second i weaned myself off the med! i only found it out was the zoloft by accident when i was searching for patient stories about a different side effect (insomnia). sorry for venting, i just get really passionate about it.

nah its helpful to hear im not alone! i never met anyone with the experience, and i doubted mine until i looked into it. it sucks. i was on antidepressants for years, and i didnt have a choice to not take them. i didnt even realize they were making it worse, but i did realize they werent helping and thats why i stopped. i haven't had a major psychotic episode since; my antipsychotic is a lot more effective on its own. even though i do have mild symptoms sometimes, they're much more managable and my antipsychotic just gets up when that happens.

#asks #anon #psychosis #psychotic #depression