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hawkeyes-boy · 24 days
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no swear I can be normal abt hawk pulling trap by his shirt. yes I promise I'm not chewing drywall again.
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bgm347 · 4 months
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i've made it my 2024 mission to watch as much queer media as possible
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giggly-squiggily · 1 year
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Ah yes- free time! I can now catch up on all the animes I start-
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….ted.
……*starts first episode of Blue Lock*
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skeleton-squid-boy · 2 years
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wish I could watch something without getting so attached to the characters it hurts
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My Mastertrack Masterlist! + Request Blacklist
Here’s a list containing every single available mastertrack I’ve made, and what their actual titles are (tried to categorize them by genre/fandom, let me know if I missed any!)
This now contains a blacklist of types of tracks I refuse to make.
I’ll be editing this post, adding every time I release a new track! Stay tuned.
Note: Some of these mastertracks are about 2 years old, so quality may vary depending on how old the track is, and whether or not it was made before the mastertrack instrument extension update. I’ve been making tracks for 2 years now, so my newer tracks might sound better than whatever I was doing February 2022. (A lot of my Undertale/Deltarune tracks are old. If you’re unsatisfied with a track and you want me to recreate one, I can give it a go, when I can!!)
Note 2: I do not do mastertrack commissions. HOWEVER. If you do and you are in need of finding people who wanna commission you, please let me know so I can refer people to you!
(This masterlist may be a bit outdated, still needing to add more of the recent songs!)
Undertale and Deltarune
A Groovy Jam - Lancer (Toby Fox)
Best Indie Theme - Megalovania (Toby Fox)
Great Soul Tune - Nyeh heh heh! (Toby Fox)
Loud Dark Jam - A Real Boy! (Toby Fox)
Mighty Poetic Dissonance - It’s Pronounced “Rules” (Toby Fox)
Mysterious Soul Melody - Uwaa!! So Temperate (Toby Fox)
Old Melancholy Theme - Fallen down reprise (Toby Fox)
Soft Indie Theme - Shop (Toby Fox)
Stupendous Indie Lament - Berdley’s Theme (Toby Fox)
Very Angry Swing - Dummy! (Toby Fox)
Very Dizzy Mix - World Revolving (Toby Fox)
Nintendo, Cookie Run, and Everhood
A Pop Jam - K.K Bubblegum (Animal Crossing)
Mysterious Orchestral Theme - CRK Forgotten Academy (CRK)
Yonder Lit Jam - Lucky K.K (Animal Crossing)
Old Fantastical Tune - Animal City (Animal Crossing) [OLD]
A Fantastical Waltz - Animal City (Animal Crossing) [NEW]
Soft Fun Harmony - K.K Birthday (Animal Crossing)
Soft Orchestral Theme - Cookie Run Kingdom Lobby music
Spooky Fantastical Swing - Squid Jazz (Foreign Gnomes)
Stupendous Fun Melody - K.K Parade (Animal Crossing)
Yonder Southern Tune - K.K Country (Animal Crossing)
Great Fun Tune - Creative Exercise (Mario Paint)
Great Funky Fire - Great Fairy Fountain (Ocarina of Time)
Holiday Music
These are all sold for 80 sapphires or less year-round, and will be found in the “Seasonal Music” shop. I am ALWAYS looking for holiday music suggestions/requests, so please let me know!! Especially for holidays other than christmas.
Best Holiday Theme - Dreidel Song
Loud Holiday Tune - All I want for Christmas is you (Mariah Carey)
Old Holiday Song - Jingle Bells
Old Traditional Karaoke - Whiskey in The Jar (The Dubliners)
Spooky Retro Swing - Spooky scary Skeletons (Andrew Gold)
Spooky Retro Tune - Somebody’s Watching Me (Rockwell)
Spooky Orchestral Opera - Phantom of the Opera (with a hint of Megalovania) (Andrew Lloyd Webber)
Stupendous Holiday Jam - Jingle bell rock (Brenda Lee)
Stupendous Holiday Karaoke - Feliz Navidad (José Feliciano)
Soft Holiday Music - We Wish you a merry Xmas
Miss Holiday Dance - Rockin around the Xmas tree (Brenda Lee)
Best Holiday Karaoke - Birthday song, but I made it a lil funky! (This one will be sold at 75-80 sapphires, all year round!)
Spooky Moonlight Dance - Monster Mash (“Boris” Pickett and the Crypt Kickers)
Miscellaneous (I don’t know how to categorize these songs)
A Moonlight Rhythm - Living In The Sunlight, Lovin’ In The Moonlight (Tiny Tim)
Cool Traditional Jam - Margaritaville (Jimmy Buffet)
Old Emotional Song - Come Monday (Jimmy Buffet)
Old Electronic dance - My Ordinary Life (Living Tombstone)
Soft J Pop Song - Candy Candy (Hatsune Miku)
Mysterious Fantastical Melody - Rises the Moon (Liana Flores)
Soft Funky Song - sd_bbb (Patricia Taxxon)
Loud Pop Fire - Roar (Katy Perry)
Great Pop Melody - Rät (Penelope Scott)
Great K Pop Jam - Dynamite (BTS)
A K Pop Lament - Cupid (FIFTY FIFTY)
Mysterious emotional composition - Into the Unknown (Over The Garden Wall)
A Moonlight Rhythm - Living In the Sunlight, Loving In the Moonlight (Tiny Tim)
Old Retro Melody - Weave Me The Sunshine (But specifically the 1978 Puff The Magic Dragon TV Special Version) (Peter, Paul & Mary)
Cool Dancing Dance - Bailando (Paradisio)
Great Pop Arrangement - Summertime/ Kimi No Toriko (Rizky Ayub)
An emotional arrangement - Peace Sign (MHA opening 2)
Lemon Demon
Cool Retro Symphony - Cabinet Man (Lemon Demon)
Totally Cool Tune - Touch Tone Telephone (Lemon Demon)
The Traditional Song - Sweet Bod (Lemon Demon)
That Fiery Jam - Fine (Lemon Demon)
Nostalgic & Memes
Best Lit Jam - Never Gonna Give You Up (Rick Astley)
Cool Cool Dance - Caramelldansen (Caramella Girls)
That Wacky Jam - It’s Raining Tacos (Parry Gripp)
A Funky Song - Buddy Holly (Weezer)
Old fun song - Gummy bear song (Gummibär)
A Fun Remix - Nyan Cat Theme (Nyan Cat) (Not sure about the writer of this one, going by what the artist is called on Spotify. I’ll update once I figure it out)
DJ Dance Remix - Dragostea Din Tei (O-Zone)
Mister Groovy Theme - Maxwell Cat’s theme (Mr Weebl - Stock Market)
Legit Polka Jam - Llevan Polka (Hatsune Miku)
Super Pop Melody - Super Idol (熱爱105°C的你)
Old Lit Chorus - Double Rainbow (The Gregory Brothers)
Amazing Groovy Remix - Shooting Stars (Bag Raiders)
Stupendous Dancing Mix - Stadium Rave (SpongeBob)
DJ Retro Jam - Little Kandi Raver (S3RL)
Miss Electronic Remix - Pretty Rave Girl (S3RL)
Super Groovy Rhythm - Dubidubidu (Christell)
FNAF
Spooky Indie Jam - FNAF (Living tombstone) [OLD]
Spooky Fun Song - FNAF (Living Tombstone) [NEW]
Spooky Melodic Arrangement - Bonnie’s lullaby (FNAF 3)
Spooky Sad Song - It’s been so long (Living Tombstone) [OLD]
Spooky Lit Lament - It’s Been So Long (Living Tombstone) [NEW] {VERSE 1 + 2, CHORUS, but no Instrumental interlude}
Spooky Lit Chorus - It’s Been So Long (Living Tombstone) [NEW] {CHORUS + Instrumental interlude ONLY}
Jack Stauber
Great Sad Song - Dead Weight (Jack Stauber)
One Angry Ode - Easy to Breathe (Jack Stauber)
Soft Pop Opera - Coffee (Jack Stauber)
Musicals?!
Spooky Emotional Ballad - The Ballad of Jane Doe (Ride The Cyclone)
Amazing Sad Lament - Hopelessly Devoted To You (Olivia Newton-John)
Miss Pop Karaoke - Mamma Mia (ABBA)
🚫BLACKLISTED REQUESTS🚫
Here’s a list of songs/fandoms I won’t really make mastertracks for. I’ll add more if necessary, but I think this covers all of it. (Please do not try to bribe me into making a song that falls under any of these categories!!)
Harry Potter (Tysm to the anon who reminded me to blacklist this one!) Also yes, I know I have made a track from this franchise. But that was a long time ago, and it is now PERMANENTLY discontinued.
Hazbin Hotel + Helluva Boss. Personally, just not interested in these fandoms songs. Not gonna hate your entire being if you like these shows, it’s just not my cup of tea.
Songs that encourage inappropriate behavior. I think it’s pretty self-explanatory. My rule is if I can’t play it at a school dance/event, it’s a no-go.
Any song used to promote hate and/or hateful ideologies. Self-explanatory.
💕 Whitelisted Requests! 💕
Since I gave you guys a blacklist, here’s some stuff I love making!
Animal Crossing songs I LOVE animal crossing songs, and I find it easier to work on a song that I’m already familiar with.
Undertale/Deltarune I listen to these games’ OST’s religiously. So I’m super-duper familiar with the music, and I just genuinely adore these games lol
2000s-2010s meme songs Nostalgic songs on a nostalgic game. Perfect combo, imo.
Fnaf music (I’ll try my best with this one 🥲)
While I’m okay with requests, but they’re not 100% guaranteed to be created. If I’m not entirely familiar with the song, I most likely will not make it.
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meowizard · 1 year
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Princess found Squid Ink and she just stared into those big eyes and the autism link immediately activated. She carries them around not caring one bit that she's being covered in ink. She will be stained for so long but those big eyes are CRYING SO MANY TEARS IT MATTERS MORE!!!! (This happens every other day)
Whenever she's out walking with them they're always ready to spit an inkball at rude cookies. They have stained the dresses of so many snotty brats. Princess probably shouldn't be rewarding them for this but whatever.
At some point she finds Sorbet Shark again and she just gasps really loudly and exclaims "I GOT TWO FISH NOW" and takes the very confused little guy with her. They somehow get understood by her perfectly. There is no explanation.
At sea, she responds to any minor inconvenience or threat with a very loud whistle, "FIIISSSSHHHHH" and suddenly a kraken and a siren have decided to stare very not nicely
She lets Squink sit in a pail of water next to her bed when it's time for sleep
She has also unironically started calling herself "The Fishmaster"
She has forgiven Squink for destroying the ship because "oh well its just a baby crime"
Squid Ink has the consistency of a very squishy jello and is constantly played with
Squid Ink will sit by a dock or a ships edge waiting for Princess and when she does come out she spreads her arms and gets a big ol lick. She is covered in sea monster drool but it's fine. Knight is not a particularly big fan of these "ink kisses" (he is not strong enough to stop them though)
Knight barely tolerates Squink but once he ran out of ink so they made some and that raised Knights opinion a bit (it was actually very good ink, he saves the inkwell for important letters now)
Squid Ink as to be fed things like oatmeal, algae, or mashed bananas (or coins when possible) because they are just so soft. How they can eat coins is a mystery.
Princess taught Sorbet how to breakdance and how to say the word "swag" and Knight really wishes she didn't
Tiger Lily has accepted Squid Ink as stronger than Knight which he understands but Sorbet Shark being accepted as stronger is a bit of an insult to his pride
Squid won't stop bringing Princess priceless lost treasures and she had been using them to fund giant parties and everyone is getting a little tired
It is also acceptable to feed Squink soggy corn flakes but it doesn't taste very good so they don't eat it a lot.
YEAHHHHH AGAGWUEJIEBEIDNEOEKSKS THROWS UP THESE R ALL SO
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i might fucking draw these watch me neheheheheoeoeoe i think she tie dyes her dresses w them too.. them having the friendship group of the century is sooo fucking big brained i love this.
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lullabyes22-blog · 2 years
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Arcane Fic/Jinx & Silco Snippet
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Despite the angst, I will inject this beast with domestic daddy-daughter fluff. So much fluff we will all explode. Fluffy explosions, I say!
Also I just like picturing Jinx and Silco having kitchen-related disasters in their early years, while Silco tried getting the hang of this whole Fatherhood Thing.
Pre-Jinx, Silco seldom cooked, and wasn’t the least disadvantaged for it. Typically, he’d send someone from his crew to Jericho’s to fetch a carton of blackened squid.  He'd never paid attention to the quality of his meals, either. It was always a repetitious conveyance of mouthfuls until the time was up.
That changed after he met Jinx. Take-out was not in-tune with a growing girl's appetite. Jinx needed to be fully fueled in the morning and topped off every three hours to keep her engine of ingenuity running. A cupful of coffee and a plateful of blood sausage proved unequal to the challenge—“Ewwww! What’s this ick?!” Likewise, his lunch of peas and mash and dinner of boiled mutton evoked expressions of utter horror balanced with pity: she’d taken him aside once, and asked sotto voce, “D’you have a sad tummy? You can tell me. It’s okay.”
She wasn’t off the mark.
Now, Silco recognizes the indifference as part and parcel of a dearth of small pleasures. His life, pre-Jinx, was a chessgame of cold stratagems, the senses nearly excluded.
Living with a child changed that. Jinx changed that.
Despite the damage sustained by her psyche, she never lost her wonderment for small things. An inventor's mind, Silco reasons, is all about small things. Everything in the natural and unnatural world is held together by a quicksilver web of quantum associations. The attitude carried over to food. Before, Silco had never spent much time in a kitchen. His working-class roots also dictated that the only meals leaping from his hand be down-to-earth, not fanciful.
Jinx was all about the fanciful.
All at once Silco’s diet was revolutionized: sizzling slabs of beefburger, a fluffy mousse of deviled eggs, confetti-dusted trays of pancakes, triple tier sandwiches with slathers of melted marshmallow. He cooked her healthy nosh too—obviously—but with enough fatty bribes to prevent rebellion. Most of the ingredients were smuggled from Topside. There was a sly satisfaction in that—and in watching Jinx grow strong off their stolen goods.
The fruit and grain and vegetables that should've been hers by right.
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king-trollex-fan · 2 years
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Hello everyone~! My name is king trollex fan but you can call me ktf for short, and i'll tell you some stuff about me~
Age: 20
What I use to draw: phone/ibis paint x
Sexuality: AroAce
Race: White/Hispanic
Language: English
Birthday: September 14th
Astrology Zodiac Sign: Virgo ♍
My Element: Earth
Favorite colors: black, red, and blue
Chinese Zodiac Sign: Year of the water goat 🐐🌊
Native American Zodiac sign: Brown bear 🐻
Celtic Zodiac Sign: Swan
Egyptian Zodiac Sign: Thoth god of wisdom and learning 📜
Pronouns: she/her.
My oc's:
Troll species I own: goth metal trolls, vampire squid trolls, and fire wolf trolls.
Troll au's that I own: warrior cats au.
Ask box is open.
Hobbies: drawing, coloring, watching videos, listening to music, swimming, running, and playing golf.
Religion: Christian/Catholic/Baptist, got baptized on October 4th 2022 as a college freshman.
Gender/gender identity: female
I've donated to the Ukraine Crisis Relief Fund.
Foods I like: cheese, ham, spaghetti, fish, sushi, lo mein, turkey, mashed potatoes, pizza, mac and cheese.
Snacks I like: peanuts, almonds, and pistachios.
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff. (I just got into Harry Potter and I don't support the creator's actions)
Greek Figure: Cyparissus.
DNI: people who don't respect other people's race, gender, disabilities/mental illnesses, nationality, social status, opinions, interests, religion/beliefs, gender identity, and sexual orientation. Porn accounts, fetishism, sex offenders, Pedophiles, Groomers, Zoophiles, pro shippers, incest shippers, and neo Nazi's. Supporters of bad people(Donald Trump), bad companies(Disney), and bad charities(Autism Speaks). People under the age of 12. Cult leaders or members.
That's all you need to know, have a nice day~
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brockachu · 2 years
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hello, besties & beloveds~ time for a fun tag game. i was tagged by @tapejob thank you tj <3
Tag 9 people you want to get to know better
favorite colour: yellow :)
currently reading: marigolds for malice by bailey cattrell -- it's not great writing but it is Very fun in that way very white very girlboss-y murder mysteries are (i also just love a simple murder mystery). also tbh, when i feel shitty about my writing, i'll read a chapter to take a break and remind myself i can write at least that well. i'll probably read the rest in this series. i accidentally picked up the last in the series first, b/c i was cover-browsing and the cover had a corgi on it lol
last song: washing machine heart - mitski -- i was listening to my angel au playlist. i'll link it when i finish the fic (big disclaimer: i'm estimating this will take me months to finish, b/c i have Plans)
last series: lol i finally finished squid game with my friends like a month ago. i don't watch much tv that isn't live sports, which i mostly stream actually.
last movie: also, everything everywhere all at once (2022). i think something about this film re-wired my brain to be inspired again tbh.
sweet/savoury/spicy: not to be contrarian af, but i actually love sour foods. anyway, of the given options, lately i've been on a spicy chip kick. flaming hot cool ranch doritos and spicy nacho doritos are a scam. they're not spicy. takis remain all-time but a lot of the time i want potato instead of corn, so chili lime pringles are in my heart
currently working on: lol ok so the angel au; a chatfic that is mostly for funsies good feels w/ a bestie but we may or may not clean up and actually write; a jersey hack/deco project involving my vintage oilers jersey; an okc thunder shirsey mash-up project; updating my resume to re-consider diving into a non-profit career; cleaning up my personal recipe book; planning my roadtrip to atlanta at the end of july (still taking suggestions if anyone has any fav things to do there)
tagging (no obligation to anyone here & feel free to join in even if i haven't tagged you): @tapedsleeves @drartemysia @dumbasssportsboys @dragonsthough101 @iddayidnight @angryhockeychick @cinnamoncowboy @jeffreyskinner @peekeepers
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otheryarn · 7 months
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Otheryarn 7: Lance
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The silly squid sibling, Lance Hawks, might initially appear is a broad and muscular powerhouse, and to that, I say... Well, he is. For some reason, he is built like a wall of steel.
That being said, he's a pretty kind and caring guy. He holds passion in a lot of things, and while he might be a little naive at times, he'll know what to say when it counts.
His favorite food is mashed potatoes, and his favorite hobby is watching obscure cute anime. He also wholeheartedly believes in Dean's ability to talk to ghosts, despite not actually having seen any evidence of it.
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hawkeyes-boy · 1 year
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ggidolsmuts · 2 years
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La Petite Mort - Jung Hoyeon
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A/N: Technically spoilers for Squid Game, references some events that happen in the show. You have been warned.
"Hey!"
"Hey, welcome back, long day?"
"Like you wouldn't believe, so many interviews, and even more requests!"
"That means you were amazing." Hoyeon smiles and jumps in your lap, her hair wild and ruffled, as if she had a permanent case of bedhead.
"Are you going to reward me for being amazing?"
"Depends on what you want as a reward," you murmur, kissing her, already knowing the answer—she loved to "destress".
"Bed."
You run your fingers through her hair, making it even more messy and tousled, and most importantly, sexy. Your passionate kiss pushes her deeper into the bed, and she returns your actions with equal vigor, her hands already tugging on your t-shirt and shorts in opposite directions, as if trying to strip you bare in one shot. Satisfying her needs, you pause to take everything off, and satisfying your needs, she pauses to let you take everything off her.
"You’re beautiful. How do you want me?"
"I want to be on top."
"Come here then." You sit on the bed and welcome Hoyeon on top of you, her weight gently pressing you down, both eyes and thighs shining with desire.
"Ready?" she asks you, already breathless in anticipation.
"Mmhmm—" you barely choke out a response before she sinks herself on to you. Her warmth spreading all across you, from head to head. "You should get an award you know."
"Don't talk about work," she manages between soft moans as she rides you.
"For how tight you are." You smile cheekily and kiss her, slipping your tongue in her mouth. Hoyeon moans approvingly, her tongue twisting around yours, much as her arms and legs wrap around you.
"I'll take that award gladly." She rides you harder, almost vicious in her need, mashing her lips against yours.
"Slow down babe, what are you, your co-star?" you joke with Hoyeon, resurfacing memories of the sex scene she watched her fellow cast members act out for the show.
"It was so fucking hot watching that scene. Maybe I should do that to you." She grabs your face, kissing you with desperate zeal.
"Are we going to die together, are you going to pull me off the edge in the end?" You push up into Hoyeon, a small whine escaping her as you hit her sweet spot—she was just as close as you are.
"Fuck yes, fuck me, fuck me hard!" Her hands wrap around your neck, and she throws her hips into you, as if trying to yank herself deeper on your shaft. Your hands wrap around her waist, jamming yourself deep in her.
And the two of you fall.
"Yes!"
Hoyeon dies her little death, her nails becoming claws, her teeth becoming fangs as she bites down on your neck. In the throes of her minute fatality she tightens her grip on you, pulling you over the edge to your own little demise, making you splatter and liquefy in her. Senses numb, there is nothingness except the pleasure that is Hoyeon milking you.
You revive to her twinkling eyes and toothy smile, her face shining with sweat, her expression one of absolute satisfaction.
"You should get a reward for being amazing too love, cuddle?" You nod eagerly, and Hoyeon simply turns around and lays back on you, relaxing in your arms. A smudge of white is on her fingertips after she reaches down between her legs.
"Player 067, fucked."
You can't help but chuckle with her, kissing her lovingly. In this game, you are both winners.
A/N: Randomly saw that one of my new followers had a Jung Hoyeon reference in their username, and then randomly had an idea about the concept of “la petite mort” (the little death) being used to refer to an orgasm, which fit well in the context of Squid Game. Never thought I’d write something for her, but here we are.
In unrelated news, output will be slow/erratic this month, I have 3 main ideas planned, but I am playing too much FFXIV right now to keep any consistent schedule. I literally just wrote this quickie because servers are on emergency maintenance. Thanks for reading!
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safebubblebycyg · 4 years
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things draco malfoy probably said to pansy:
"why are his eyes so green?"
"hey, what would happen if voldywart gave himself another dark mark on the other arm?"
"do i look good in green or like a bag of spinach?"
"my dad probably hides secrets in his hair"
"its monday right? great, mental breakdown monday."
"if i drank amortentia that i brewed, would i just find myself unbelievably hot?"
"i think id be a good healer...id like to patch up the wounds that have been caused by evil. in spite of my dad"
"you think potter knows how to do pottery?"
"my mom once made mashed potatoes for dinner and my dad took one bite and told her he could taste the wizard magic as opposed to elf"
"what do you think would happen if i drank amortentia and felix felicis at the same time?"
"have you ever seen a thestral? they're only visible to those who have witnessed death. yes, pansy, ive watched people die. it happens when your father is a fan of moldymort"
"fuck the ministry, i want a pet dragon"
"weasley's family isnt actually that bad, once you think about it. they're actually rather pleasant once you get past the freakishly kind nature of them all"
"are parents supposed to hug you goodbye?"
"harry's cute, no homo"
"I GOT A HIGHER SCORE THAN HERMIONE IN POTIONS, HELL YEAH"
"what if we kissed? no hetero, but what if?"
"i think im accidentally in love with potter"
"i watched grease drip off of snapes hair and into a potion once"
"did you know that im related to sirius black? yeah, hes kinda my icon now"
"have you ever seen a muggle sports car? i want one."
"boys are hot, girls are not, and im just a thot"
"pansy, darling, please, im a raging homosexual"
"IM SO GAY FOR POTTER, IM NOT OKAY WITH THIS"
"this isnt fair, give me three valid reasons why i cant jump off the astronomy tower"
"blaise caught me singing in the shower and now im more insecure than usual"
"i want to dance around in the dark with someone"
"want to try swimming with the giant squid?"
"i wish i was a merman"
"what do you mean by 'he clearly likes you back, you pouf'? hOw loNg hAs hE liKeD mE bAcK?"
"so, after a solid shag in the astronomy tower, we're now boyfriends"
"ew, pansy, im not wearing yellow! itll completely clash with my complexion!"
"girl weasley wont stop glaring at me, should i turn her toes into mice or her boobs into parrots?"
"i can't, im gay"
"what if our knees and elbows switched?"
"what the flying fuck is pokemon?!?!??!??"
"HARRY BOUGHT ME LINGERIE AS A JOKE BUT IT FITS AND IM NOT SURE IF I LOOK DUMB OR CUTE AS SHIT"
"so, in theory, if crabbe and goyle suddenly turned into ducks that chase gryffindors around the school, who do you think would suspect it was me?"
"i wanna cuddle with harry but hes at quidditch practice, guess ill avada kedavra myself"
"ew, heteros"
"you're such a lesbian for granger, just go talk to her"
"PANSY, PANSY!!! HE HAS A SIX PACK, I REPEAT, HE HAS A SIX PACK"
"have you ever seen a muggle movie? youd like Mean Girls"
"im literally so fucking angry about nothing, wanna go set something on fire?"
"what do you mean you made a swear jar-"
"i should become a teacher so i can tell kids that my husband is the chosen one and that he'll send moldevorts wrath upon them if they dont complete their homework"
"i hate being rich, blaise asked me to buy him a life size statue of him made of chocolate because i should 'spend my money on something worth looking at'"
"harry gavE ME A HICKEY AND SNAPE SAW AND NOW IM IN FULL GAY PANIC MODE"
"ugh, i hate defense, im not answering on what my boggart is"
"what if i joined a band?"
"how many galleons do you wanna bet that blaise will admit to ron that he has a crush on him?"
"I HATE IT HERE, MCGONAGALL CAUGHT HARRY AND I SNOGGING AND LET US OFF BECAUSE SHE WON A BET ABOUT WHO WOULD FIND US SNOGGING FIRST"
OKAY THATS ALL, JUST THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE DRACOS CHAOTIC GAY CONVOS
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wiypt-writes · 3 years
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Riding On
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Ch21: Her Hooves Set The Beat, My Heart Sang The Song
Summary: There’s a feel good factor at the Gallagher-Adler’s as Alex hits another milestone, but their happy little bubble his shattered with some bad news at the stables, and Fliss is forced to say a heart-breaking goodbye…
Warnings: Bad language, 18+, animal death.
Pairing: Frank Adler x OFC Fliss Gallagher
A/N: So, for those of you who don’t know, Heidi was actually real. She was my beloved horse of a lifetime who I lost in July 2018 to complications associated with old age. At 28 I she had a good life, and for the 20 years I had her she gave me everything. Writing this brought back a lot of memories and was quite therapeutic in a way, but if anyone wants to skip over it for fear of being triggered, I won’t be offended.
Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. I do not own any characters in this series bar Fliss Gallagher and the other OCs. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.
Riding On Masterlist // Main Masterlist
Chapter 20
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 April 2020
“Go away!” Mary laughed, pushing Fliss’ arm as she tried to peek over at what she was writing on the piece of card upon which she’d been designing the Wedding Invitations.  “You can see when I’m done!”
Fliss chuckled and backed away, hands raised, palms up.
“Okay, okay.” She walked backwards a few steps before she turned and her eyes fell on Alex who was in his pack and play loudly banging some coloured blocks together. He looked up at her and gave a huge smile before he shuffled a little to the edge of his pen and reached up, curling his hands onto the sides. As Fliss watched, he tried to pull himself up into a standing position but only got so far before he landed on his butt, and waved his arms and legs shouting something in, what Frank called Bean-Babble. Fliss grinned and moved to pick him up.
“Not quite mastered that yet have you, baby?” She smiled, kissing his cheek.
Alex let out another loud squeal of contentment as he perched on her hip and she made her way over to the kitchen area. There, she settled him in his high chair and headed into the fridge to grab him an apple. Since he had started eating solids it had fast become apparent that he was particularly partial to the fruit, something Frank directly attributed to the fact that Fliss had eaten so many of them when she was pregnant thanks to her craving. Fliss carefully chopped the fruit into large pieces before she placed them down on the tray of his chair, kissing his soft hair again as Alex grabbed a slice in his hand and promptly jabbed it in his mouth, making appreciative noises.
Happy that he was content, Fliss then turned her attention to their dinner. She soon had the base of the cream and garlic sauce for the seafood linguini simmering nicely in the pan so she then turned her attention to shelling and de-veining the fresh, king prawns Frank had brought home the night before, along with chopping up the squid and cleaning the mussels before she turned her head and looked over to the table across the large family room.
“Mary, do you want mussels in yours?”
 “No, they taste like snot.” Came the simple response.
“You know what snot tastes like?” Fliss pulled a face. “Gross.”
Mary didn’t reply, her hand was busy scribbling on the paper. Fliss shrugged and placed some of the sauce into a separate pan before she dropped some of the seafood through to cook, before pulling a cod and mash potato puree out for Alex for his dinner. Whilst that was in the microwave, she tossed Mary’s sauce through some of the pasta, before sprinkling over a little bit of parmesan and setting it down on the breakfast bar.
“Mary, dinner.”
Mary hopped down from the table and made her way over to the counter. With a thanks to Fliss she tucked in as Fliss smiled and sat next to her, feeding Alex.
“What time is Dad home?” Mary asked.
“I’m actually expecting him any time now.” Fliss glanced at the clock. “He has no meetings tonight so he shouldn’t be too long. Did you want him for something? I can call him.”
“No, I was just curious.” Mary swallowed her mouthful of food. “Do you mind if I don’t ride tonight?”
 “No, of course not.” Fliss gave Alex another spoonful of his dinner before she turned to Mary. “Is everything ok, Stack? It’s not like you to pass up an opportunity to ride.”
“Well, I thought I could spend some time with Frank.” She shrugged. “I haven’t seen him properly this week.”
“I’m sure he’d appreciate that.” Fliss smiled, giving Alex more food.
 “Just figured if you’re at the stables and Alex is in bed, it’ll just be the two of us. No offense.”
“None taken.” Fliss chuckled, as Mary grinned and continued to eat. And she meant it. Over the past two weeks or so, Frank and Alan’s son had decided to expand a little and as such had been meeting with potential new suppliers, often working until later in the night, something Fliss knew was hard on him because it meant his time with the kids had really been limited to a quick hour over breakfast, the morning school and crèche drop offs and weekends. Fliss had assured him that the kids were fine, she was fine, and reminded him that he was doing this for the family, for their future but it didn’t stop him feeling guilty.
It was kind of ironic, when she thought about it. As she’d been expecting to feel the same guilt after going back to work full time but as she was self-employed, she’d been able to work her time-table quite well around the kids. She’d taken on another stable hand to help with the day to day chores leaving her free to teach more freelance in the area and school horses when they came to her for training. Joanne was now taking the group lessons completely, having passed her final teaching exams earlier that year, and Alex had settled really well into his day care, going two days a week to the centre round the corner from Mary’s school which had come recommended by Bonnie’s sister. The other two days a week Verity (and nine times outta ten Bill) came look after him or take him out, meaning on those days Fliss worked later- scheduling in evening lessons for clients as Verity would sort the kids dinner before Frank got home, and then on Friday, Fliss did her paperwork so Alex stayed with her . It was busy, and often required military planning as to who was picking which child up and when, but they worked it well, and Fliss had been very surprised at how easily they had picked it all up.
They continued chatting, and just as Mary had polished off her desert, Thor gave a little woof and padded to the back door as it opened and they heard Frank giving his usual jokey greeting.
“The boss is home.”
“Yeah I know, she made dinner.” Mary shot back and Fliss laughed, giving her a hi-five.
Frank walked into the main room and smiled at them both, giving Fliss a quick kiss before he ruffled Mary’s hair as she shoved him away, rolling her eyes, jumping off the stool to escape him.
“Good day?” He asked, and Fliss nodded.
“Yeah, not bad. You?”
“Busy, but productive. We got the final Price Lists negotiated so…” he trailed off, nodding to Alex who was smiling at him. “Looks like he enjoyed dinner.”
“So did Mary.” Fliss mused, nodding to the empty place on the side. “She ate a full dish of linguini and a massive piece of Mum’s chocolate cake. Think she’s going through another growth spurt.”
“Great, more clothes to buy.”
Fliss chuckled as she fed Alex the last of his peach and apple puree before she reached for a baby wipe and scrubbed his face and hands clean, much to the baby’s annoyance. She stood up to clear away his dish, leaving the spoon in Alex’s hand as he was busy banging it against the tray of his chair. Frank sat down on the stool she’d vacated, kissing Alex’s head. .
“Hey, Pal. Meet any hot girls today at crèche?” He asked. Alex shrieked in response, banging the spoon harder and Frank nodded. “Oh really? Well, you play it cool and she’ll be putty in your hands.”
“Like I was in yours?” Fliss asked, turning to face him and Frank grinned as he settled on the stool.
“Think we both know it was the other way round.”
“Don’t you forget it.” She smirked a little.
“Like I’d have a chance.” Frank winked at her and Fliss smiled.
“Do you want your dinner now or-“
“Oh, can I show you the invitation first?” Mary suddenly piped up from across the room and Fliss nodded.
“Sure.”
She jumped off the table at the chair and approached them, placing the card on the breakfast bar in front of Frank. Fliss stood behind Frank, her hands sliding round his shoulders as she kissed his cheek, both of them glancing down at the design Mary had come up with. 
The front was a simple square piece of card. Across the top Mary had cut letters out of a magazine to spell out the words “WE’RE GETTING MARRIED” and underneath it she’d stuck a copy of a photo of the four of them which had clearly been taken at Bill and Verity’s a few weeks ago. Mary and Alex were both looking at the camera, whereas Frank and Fliss were both laughing as they looked at each other as Frank held Alex, the baby’s back to his chest, supporting under his butt with one arm, the other held across his front.
“Where did you get that?” Frank asked, grinning as he looked at it.
“Poppa Bill.” Mary looked at him. “He said it was like the five thousandth attempt at trying to get us all to look at the camera.”
“That was Frank’s fault.” Fliss laughed, “He kept nipping my ass.”
Frank shrugged, before Fliss spotted one of his arms snaking backwards, blatantly intending on doing the same and she slapped his hand, making him give a dirty chuckle as he pulled it away.
“Turn it over!” Mary urged. Frank obliged and they both smiled instantly at the back. It was written in Mary’s untidy writing, in bright multi-coloured felt tip.
“Oh Mary, this is just what I wanted!” Fliss grinned. “For it to look bright and unique.”
“You haven’t read it yet.” She looked up at Fliss rolling her eyes, but before she could comment Frank started to laugh as he had and his chuckles continued as Fliss read the words out-loud.
“Mary and Alex Adler would like to invite you to their Mom and Dad’s wedding.” Fliss took a deep breath at the word, looking at Mary who gave her a small smile. Whilst Mary had referred to Fliss when talking to other people as her mom, she’d never actually used the word directly to Fliss yet. But, now wasn’t the time to dig into that. Fliss cleared her throat and read on “Frank and Fliss met at the stables. Frank was smitten, Fliss was too. But they were too dumb to admit it straight away. And then Frank took her sailing (not driving) on a speedboat. They kissed, made a baby and now it’s time for a party. (And a wedding too).”
Fliss burst out laughing, as Frank tried to gain enough control to read the final bit at the bottom, which was situated underneath the details of time and venues, before it went on to state their address.
“RSVP to Mary (not Alex, because he can’t read!)” He managed to wheeze out, wiping at his eyes. “Oh, Stack, you’re killing me.”
“You like it?” She grinned and Frank nodded.
“Mary.” Fliss’ laughter died down as she took a deep breath. “It’s absolutely perfect!”
Once they had finished laughing at Mary’s Invitation Prototype, Fliss and Frank ate dinner together, Mary chatting away to the pair of them as she sat at the end of the breakfast bar, sipping a milkshake, informing them both about her day, before Frank took Alex to get him bathed and changed into his pyjamas.
“This bath is supposed to be for you.” Frank grumbled as Alex enthusiastically splashed at the water with his little hands, those little babbling noises emitting from his mouth as he glanced up at Frank with his big blue eyes, making another sound that could almost have been interpreted as a question. Which, maybe it was. “You heard me.” Frank looked at him. Alex studied his dad for a second before continuing with his splashing, laughing loudly as he tossed a plastic boat to the end of the tub before he stretched towards it, then realising he couldn’t reach the toy, promptly burst into tears.
“Seriously, Pal?” Frank rolled his eyes, stretching his right hand over to retrieve the precious item. As soon as he passed it back, the over the top tears stopped and Frank raised an eyebrow. “If you wanted it so badly why did you throw it away in the first place?”
Alex responded with another noise, this one a gurgle and Frank nodded.
“Okay, understood.”
At that Alex looked at him, cocking his head to one side, making another puzzled noise and tossed the boat this time over the side of the bath, a grin spreading across his face as he studied his dad.  Frank arched an eyebrow. “You know, just because I love you doesn’t mean I sign up for this whole throw and fetch shit you got going on.” He picked up the toy and tossed it back into the water. “That’s Thor’s job.”
“You know, if his first word comes out a swear, you’re in deep trouble.” Fliss arched an eyebrow as Frank turned his head over his shoulder to look at her as she stood in the bathroom doorway. At the sight of his Mumma, Alex gave a huge grin and let out another gabble of noises.
“There are worst things it could be.” Frank shrugged, looking back at him.
“Like what?”
“Trump.” Frank deadpanned and Fliss let out a chuckle as once more the plastic boat came out of the tub onto the floor.
“Right, I think play-time is done pal.” Frank looked at Alex, who glanced up at him as he made sure to keep one hand behind his son’s back whilst reaching for his little hooded towel, which was patterned with tiny little ducks. “Come on.” No sooner had he lifted Alex out of the tub, the eight month old started to protest, dramatically, screams once more hitting Frank’s ears. “Oh, hush…” Frank chuckled as he lay him down on the towel before wrapping him in it and picking him up, rising to a stand and gently jiggling the now hysterical baby up and down.
“Anyone would think we’re tryin’a kill him, not simply dry him off after he’s spent fifteen minutes in the bath.” Frank rolled his eyes, an amused expression on his face at Alex’s dramatics.
“Well, he’s a right little water baby, aint you Bean?” Fliss leaned over to kiss Alex’s head as his cries suddenly died down as he had become instantly distracted with the buttons on Frank’s shirt. He made a little “oooh” of approval, his tiny fingers reaching to the ones near the collar. “Ha, look at that, he’s easily distracted, just like his daddy.”
“Yeah, well, I won’t deny, I quite like undoing your buttons.” Frank teased, dropping a kiss to her mouth. “Shall I dress him or do you wanna do it?”
Fliss took a deep breath, of course she wanted to dress him, she wanted to do everything for her baby, but she also knew that Frank had been out of the house early every morning and this was the first evening since Monday he’d made it home before bath time. With a smile she shook her head. “It's okay, you can do it. I’ll clean up in here.”
“Leave it, I’ll do it later.”
“It won’t take me five minutes. Then once I’m done and he’s settled, I’ll head over to the yard so I can ride and finish off. I won’t be too long, just an hour or so.”
“Then we got some us time?” Frank asked, almost pleaded and she smiled.
“Then we got some us time.”
“Perfect.” Frank gave her a soft smile before he kissed her again and carried Alex into the nursery. Before long he’d managed to wrestle a very wriggly baby into a clean diaper, a fresh romper suit and headed downstairs. Mary was now sat on the couch, her eyes glued to something on the TV as Fliss was warming Alex’s bottle up.
“You going with Fliss, Stack?”
No answer. With a raised brow he turned to look at Fliss who was biting her lip, trying not to laugh as he switched his attention back to Mary.
“Earth to Mary.”
With a groan she looked at him. “What?”
“Less of the attitude.” Frank looked at her. “I asked if you were going to ride?”
“Oh, erm…” She hesitated and Fliss chuckled.
“She wants to stay here and spend some time with you.” She smiled as Frank looked at her, then to Mary.
“Wow, me over Monty, I’m flattered.” He smirked. Mary rolled her eyes.
“Don’t get used to it, it’s only because I’ve not seen you properly this week to hang out.”
Frank snorted before he sighed. “I know, I’m sorry. It won’t be forever.”
“It’s fine.” Mary shrugged, her eyes back on the TV. “Not like I’m neglected, is it?”
“Good to know you feel that way.” Frank nodded seriously, before he caught Fliss’ eye and she gave him a wink.
He placed Alex down on the play mat in front of the TV and within seconds the baby had flipped himself over and pushed up onto his hands, rocking back a little onto his knees, emitting more excited noises.
“Mary, I’m just gonna grab a drink.” Frank looked at the Alex, before he turned to Mary. “Keep your eye on your brother will you?”
“Sure.” She shrugged, her attention now completely on the baby as she dropped onto the floor and shuffled over to him, talking to him as she did so.
Frank watched for a moment, giving a silent groan as Alex flopped gently down face first onto the mat.
“Oopsie!”  Mary grinned, and Frank braced himself for the dramatic screams, but they never came as this time, Alex managed to right himself and roll back over onto his back, giving Mary an excited grin and a loud shriek as Mary waggled one of the toys from the baby gym over the top of him.
Satisfied they were okay, Frank headed into the kitchen where Fliss was busy finishing off the lunches for the next morning, dropping a kiss to her cheek as he reached into the fridge, grabbing a beer.
 “You wanna do bedtime as you’ve not had chance this week?” Fliss asked, nodding to Alex’s bottle where it stood in the jug of boiling water.
“He’s my son, course I wanna.” Frank frowned as he looked at her, flipping the top off his beer. “You know, it’s not like I’ve been working late on purpose, Fliss.”
“That’s not what I meant.” Fliss narrowed her eyes at him as he took a long pull of his drink. “And you know it. So less of the shitty tone, thank you!”
“Sorry, Honey.” Frank sighed, dropping a kiss to her lips. “Just, well, I didn’t think Mary would have bothered as much as she had.”
“She’s fine.” Fliss shook her head. “And she isn’t bothered as such, she just wants to get you to herself for a little while. I mean, let’s face it, how often does she get chance to do that now?”
“True.” Frank nodded. “Maybe I should take her out on Saturday somewhere, just the two of us. Would you mind?”
“No, course not.” She shook her head. “I can take Alex down to the beach with Bonnie. You can always join us later on.”
“Yeah.” Frank nodded. “Sounds good.”
“And tonight, why don’t you spend a bit of time in the pool before she showers?” Fliss suggested, as she slid her hands up round his neck. “Then maybe when I get back, me and you could-“
But whatever filthy water-based shenanigans she was about to suggest, Frank never found out, as at that moment Mary let out a yell.
“Oh my God! Alex is crawling, quick!”
In a flash the parents rushed over to where Mary was sat at one side of the play-mat, waving Alex’s huge stuffed elephant at him, as he unsteadily made his way over to her, one hand and knee moving at a time.
“Frank, quick!” Fliss nudged him as she dropped to her knees behind Alex, her hands settling either side of his little body, getting ready to catch him if she needed to.  
“I got it…” Frank muttered, as he crouched next to Mary, his phone out. “Alex, buddy, you reckon you can make it all this way to Daddy, huh?”
Another few little movements later, Fliss’ sharp eyes saw the baby’s arms beginning to wobble and, just as they gave way she grabbed him and pulled him backwards, swinging him up and pressing her to his chest, smothering his face in kisses.
“My clever little man!” She beamed as Alex laughed, grabbing at her hair as she kissed him. “Oh my baby, you’re getting so big!”
Alex clearly decided that his crawling efforts were done for the day as he made no attempt try again as Fliss held him in position on the mat. With a shrug, she gently placed him on his back where he began to grab once more at the toys hanging over him.
“Obviously had enough excitement for one night.” Frank chuckled as he reached over and tickled the baby’s belly, drawing a gaggle of laughter from him.
“I’m so glad we all got to see it.” Fliss beamed round at them both and Mary nodded enthusiastically. “Right…” She rose to her feet. “I’m going to go ride and finish off. I’ll be back in an hour, hour and a half.”
Once she was gone, Frank turned to Mary. “Fancy playing in the pool for a bit before bed?”
“Errr, yeah!”
“Okay, well give me half an hour or so to get him down and then we’ll head out. I wanna see if you can master a back flip this time instead of a front one.”
***** Alex went down, as usual, with minimum fuss and once Frank was happy he was settled he changed into his swim shorts and headed downstairs. Grabbing the baby monitor screen from the side in the kitchen, he and Mary headed out to the pool, Mary wasting no time in cannon-balling straight in. Not one to shy down from a challenge, when Mary told him to beat her splash, he did just that. The two of them enjoyed a fun filled forty minutes or so, racing one another (Frank let Mary win a few, but not all) play fighting, diving and generally larking around as the sun dipped behind the eye-line of the fence and the lights in the pool kicked in, reflecting against the bright blue tiles which lined it.
Frank climbed out of the pool to check the time on his phone, and realising it was now almost eight, he told Mary it was time to get out. She protested, but he shot her a no-nonsense stare and with a loud groan about how unfair life was, she climbed out and Frank wrapped her in a towel before giving her a drink of water and then packing her off upstairs for a shower, promising her she could read in bed before lights off at nine.
He showered himself, pulling on a pair of sweats and a well-worn light blue T-Shirt, and by the time he had finished and headed across the landing to tuck Mary in, she was already out for the count. With a smile, he placed her book down on her night stand, gently kissed her head and then flicked off the lamp before he moved to the next room to check on Alex. He was also fast asleep.
He headed back downstairs, grabbed another beer and settled in front of the TV, giving a snort as he glanced at the time. It was now ten past nine. So much for Fliss being just an hour. No doubt she’d ended up chatting to one of the clients about something, as usual, which had delayed her locking up. Firing her a good humoured, sarcastic text about how he should grow a mane, tail and two extra legs so he could get a look in, he tossed the phone down onto the coffee table, frowning as it instantly began to light up. It was Fliss.
 “Hey, Honey, I was only joking, take as-“
“Frank, there’s something wrong with Heidi.” She cut him off, her voice cracking. “She’s got colic and it’s bad. I called the Vet and he’s on his way but she won’t get up. I can’t get her on her feet to try and walk her round she’s just…”
Frank took a deep breath, his stomach falling as he digested her words. He wasn’t clued up on a lot of horse lingo or issues, but he knew colic was fatal to some horses, depending on the severity. And even without the fact that Fliss was clearly concerned, he knew that with Heidi being as old as she was this wasn’t good.
“How long is the Vet going to be?” he asked.
“They said about half an hour, he’s on his way but as it’s night it’s an emergency call so he’s coming from home.” She took a deep breath. “Frank, I’m gonna lose her.”
“Look, you don’t know that for sure.” He placated her gently as he stood up from the sofa. “Listen, let me grab the kids and we’ll come over.”
“Frank, they’re sleeping.” She began to protest, “And Mary will be so upset to see Heidi like this, and if the vet has to put her to sleep then…”
“Then she’ll be mad as hell she didn’t get to say goodbye.” Frank reasoned as he made his way into the hallway. “I don’t want you over there on your own, sweetheart. Not if…”
There was a pause. “I don’t want to do it on my own either.” She whispered and he took a deep breath as he headed up the stairs, taking the steps two at a time.
“And you don’t hafta.” He replied. “Give me five minutes. Do you need anything else?”
“No, I got everything here.”
“Okay.” He nodded, pausing outside Mary’s bedroom. “We’ll be with you in five.”
She sniffed. “Thank you.”
Frank stuck his phone in the pocket of his sweats before he opened Mary’s door and headed over to her bed. Standing on the bottom rung of the ladder of the cabin he gently leaned over. She was led, facing away from him, face snuggled into her pillow as Fred lay by her side. He raised his head questioningly at Frank as he softly brushed Mary’s hair off her cheek, pressing a kiss to her face.
“Stack, hey…come on, wake up.” Mary gave a groan as she pulled her covers up further, her eyes still closed. Frank spoke a little louder, his hand softly shaking her shoulder. “Mary, sweetheart, I need you to wake up, come on.”
She stirred a little, before she rolled onto her back, blinking sleepily at him before she frowned.
“Frank, it’s still dark!” She glared at him and he bit back the smirk at the fact she’d reverted to Frank, not Dad. Something she always did when she felt he was being a jerk.
“I know you haven’t been asleep long, but Fliss is at the yard and we need to go be with her. Heidi isn’t well, the vet is on his way.”
At that she sat up, all tiredness evaporating from her system. “What’s wrong with her?”
“It’s colic, Sweetie.” Frank answered gently. “But Fliss is on her own, so I need you to get dressed whilst I grab Alex, okay?”
“Okay.” She nodded, and Frank smiled softly before he turned and headed over to the nursery which was quiet bar the soft sounds of Alex’s little baby snores. In the stream of light that illuminated the room from the landing, he could see his son sleeping, halfway down the crib, head tilted to the side, the pair of them meticulous in the way they set him down at night. He crossed the room and gently picked Alex up out of the crib, the baby giving a little sigh as he did so but other-wise remaining asleep. He grabbed a little fleece blanket and as he made his way back out into the hallway, Mary appeared in her jeans and a red t-shirt.  
“Why don’t you bring your laptop or something, just in case we’re there for a while and you get bored?” Frank asked. “You can sit in the office with Alex.”
“It’s downstairs.” She answered. “I’ll go grab it.”
They headed down stairs and Frank settled Alex in his stroller which was by the kitchen door as Mary grabbed her stuff. Frank slipped his feet into his sneakers as Mary stuffed on her boots and he wandered into the laundry room and found a warm top for them each.
“Frank it’s like almost summer outside.” Mary looked at him, “It’s hot!”
“I’m well aware of the climate, thanks.” He looked at her, stashing the hooded tops and cardigan on the underneath space of the stroller, before he made sure that Alex’s little blanket was set around his legs. “But it might get a little breezy if we’re there later.”
Truth be told he had no idea why he was taking them, other than the fact it felt like something he should do even though it was still in the low 70s at night. He was a little lost, this was something he’d never dealt with before, and there was a sick feeling in his stomach that it wasn’t going to end well. But, there was no point worrying about it until they knew what they were dealing with. He had to be strong, be calm. Taking a deep breath he looked at Mary and nodded. “Get the door, Stack.”
By the time they had reached the Yard, Fliss had managed to coax Heidi to her feet. As Frank and Mary walked round the side of the barn Fliss was heading to the paddock, Heidi trudging behind her.
“Hey.” Frank looked at her, and she gave him a tight smile, not stopping.
“I’m sorry, but if I stop she’ll…” She began to explain but Frank waved her away.
“Do what you gotta do.” He watched as she cast a look over her shoulder. “I’ll settle these two in the office and then I’ll be out.”
After doing just that, instructing Mary to keep an eye on Alex and promising her he would come get her once they knew what was going on, he wandered back to the paddock and without a word simply took Fliss' hand in his as she continued walking Heidi. Frank could hear the horse was making grunting noises and every so often tried to stop and kick at her stomach, but Fliss kept walking, her face set. She didn’t say much, making a little small talk, but Frank simply stayed by her side as every so often they changed direction.
“Where the hell is this vet?” Fliss gave an exasperated sigh and looked around, almost as if she expected to see him.
“It’s not been that long yet, Sweetheart.” Frank soothed her.
“Well it feels like forever.”
Frank kissed her head as they continued walking and about five minutes later a dark blue Hyundai pulled up the drive and Fliss let out a sigh of relief as she saw it was Scott, their usual vet and not some random on-call one. She led Heidi onto the main area of the yard, the horse rapidly becoming even more agitated. Fliss gently ran her hand down her neck, as she turned to Scott and gave him a quick low down and he nodded, patting Heidi.
“Okay old girl, let’s see what’s going on…” Scott hooked the stethoscope into his ears and moved to listen to her belly, taking a deep breath as he looked at Fliss. “Yeah, there’s absolutely no gut noise at all. It’s definitely colic, but you know that already…” he unhooked the ear pieces, leaving the item hanging around his neck before he moved to her head and examined her nose to get a look at the mucas membrane colour, then did a quick check on her gums which Frank noticed were pale instead of the usual pink.
“She’s in shock.” Fliss sniffed a little, noticing the change in colour and Scott wrinkled his nose.
“Not uncommon if she’s in a bit of pain.” He stood back. “Okay, I’m going to give her an anti-spasmodic and some pain relief which should help, and a mild sedative so I can do an internal examination.”
 “Yeah, whatever you need to do.” Fliss nodded as Scott turned to head back to his car to prep what he needed.
“Internal examination?” Frank looked at Fliss, “Like, is he…” He mimed fisting something and despite herself, Fliss let out a snort of laughter.
“That’s exactly what he’s gonna do.” She shook her head as she gently stroked Heidi’s face, the mare giving another grunt and huff as she butted Fliss out of the way a little. “Still a sassbag, eh girl?”
“Like her mom.” Frank looked at Fliss and she shrugged, turning over her shoulder as the vet approached, two large syringes in his hand.
“Look, can you call my mum and dad?” Fliss looked at Frank. “I don’t think…well, Dad especially is going to want to be here if…”
“Sure.” Frank nodded and turned away, obligingly.
He wandered back into the office, Bill who answered the phone instantly asked him what was going on and when he explained he simply stated they would be there as soon as they could be and hung up.
“Is she going to be okay?” Mary asked, as Frank checked on Alex where he was still sleeping in his stroller.
“I honestly don’t know Stack, but as soon as I do I’ll tell you okay?”
“Okay.”
“You’re doing a good job in here, watching him.”
“Don’t patronise me, Dad.” She rolled her eyes. “He’s asleep, and I’m reading. Not like it’s hard.”
Frank blinked, before he gave a little scoff and turned to head back onto the yard.
The Vet was just finishing giving Heidi the first jab and he gently rubbed the horse’s neck and then nodded to Fliss.
“Okay so that’s the pain relief and anti-spasmodic administered. Take her back in the paddock and give her another couple of minutes’ walk round whilst it kicks in.”
Fliss nodded and led the horse away, waving off Frank’s offer to come with her, Thor trotting behind.
“What’s the chances, Scott?” Frank turned to the man and he pulled a face.
“It’s hard to say.” He sighed. “If she was younger I’d be optimistic but with horses that age, well everything like this can be a risk. If this doesn’t work then I’ll know more after I’ve done an internal.”
To their despair it didn’t work, and if anything after another minute of walking around Heidi had gotten even worse and her bright, chestnut coat was now damp with sweat, her chest area and parts of her chest covered in a thin sheen of white foam.
“Scott, she’s in agony.” Fliss sniffed as Frank curled an arm round her.
“The sedative will help more with the pain.” Scott assured Fliss, pulling out the second needle which he administered into the horses neck. “Atta girl. We’ll give that a minute to work.”
As Scott snapped on a pair of rubber gloves, Frank and Fliss both turned to look as they heard another car heading up the gravel driveway onto the yard. Verity and Bill appeared shortly after, exchanging a look before Bill headed straight to Heidi, giving her a soft stroke on the nose before Verity did the same.
“You okay, Titch?” Bill asked, dropping a kiss to her head and she swallowed.
“Not really.” Her eyes flicked to Scott as he moved behind Heidi whose head was now slumped down, resting on Fliss’ shoulder as the sedative had kicked in. No one spoke for a moment, before they all heard a heavy sigh from Scott as he pulled his arm back and shook his head.
“I’m sorry, Fliss.” He sighed, and immediately her face crumpled and she took a deep breath.
“Don’t say it, please.” She begged, her chest tightening painfully as her voice cracked.
“Her gut’s twisted. The only option is surgery, but given her age and the stress that would put on her heart…”
He trailed off as Fliss shook her head, wiping her nose on the back of her sleeve. “I’m not putting her through that.” She whispered, “It’s not fair. She’s too old.”
“In that case then, well, you know what I’m gonna say.” Scott dropped his head as Frank softly placed his hands between Fliss shoulder blades as she nodded and took a deep breath “I really am so sorry.”
“It isn’t your fault.” Fliss shook her head, sniffing loudly. “I don’t want her in pain longer than she needs to be. Can we…can we get on with it, please?”
The Vet nodded. “I won’t be able to arrange for her body to be collected until the morning.” He looked at Fliss who took a shuddering breath, more tears rolling down her face. “So errr, where do you want to….”
“Why don’t you use the barn at the back?” Bill cut in gently. “I can move the tractor out for the night. There’s enough room for her to go down peacefully and she can stay in there until someone can collect her.”
“Yeah, it’s clean in there and a soft landing for when…” Fliss took a deep breath before she began to cry as she pressed her face into her beloved horse’s neck, her shoulders shaking as Frank gently rubbed at her back.
“The kids are in the office.” He turned to Bill and Verity, “Mary’s gonna…”
“We’ll sort it.” Verity assured him. “I’ll take Alex back to the house.” She turned to Fliss and gave her arm a gently squeeze before she gently scratched at Heidi’s wither, her head bowing as she walked away.
The next five minutes passed in a blur for Fliss, and somehow she found herself in the barn at the back, as she led Heidi in, the mare following her faithfully.
“Do you want another couple of minutes?” Scott asked kindly.
“Just one, for us all to say goodbye.” Fliss nodded, as she stroked down Heidi’s nose, the tears pouring down her face. She turned to Mary who was stood with Frank, her eyes wet and Frank picked her up, carrying her over as the family crowded round.
“Goodbye, Heidi.” Mary sniffed, pressing a kiss to her nose as Frank gently gave the horse a scratch on the neck. “Frank says we all end up in the same place eventually, so we’ll see you again.”
At that Fliss let out a loud sob and clamped her hand over her face as she broke down. Bill wiped at his eyes as he dropped his arm round his daughter.
“Do you remember when we went to see her before we bought her?” He asked and Fliss let out a choked laugh. “She was in that field, and she came straight over, but so did that big black horse…”
“And she kicked it.” Fliss laughed. “Then she bit Steve. That’s why I picked her.”
At that Frank let out a soft chuckle.
“Yeah, he held a grudge about that, still does.” Bill smiled softly. “God, you had some moments with her. Falls, disagreements, battles of wills, but you got there in the end.”
“She’s been amazing.” Fliss smiled, pressing her nose to Heidi’s. “Turned herself inside out to please me. The best horse I could ever have had.”
Bill smiled, before he reached up and stroked Heidi’s face. “Night, old girl.”
At that he stepped back a little, the three of them plus the vet giving Fliss a moment alone with her old faithful.
“Dad’s right.” She smiled, her hand stoking Heidi’s nose, “You were an asshole for the first four months but, I knew you’d be special, I just had to get your trust. You gave me everything, baby girl, and I’ll never forget you. I’m gonna miss you so much. Your stupid temper tantrums if I don’t pay you enough attention, the fact you rule the pastures…” the tears poured freely down Fliss’ face as she took a shuddering breath, pressing her head to Heidi’s, taking a deep breath. “Sleep well.”
At that she turned to Scott and nodded, and he stepped forward.
“Okay, you’ve seen this before, right?”
“Yeah.” Fliss nodded, “But Mary hasn’t so…”
“Right, so, Mary, I’m gonna give her the first shot and that’s gonna knock her out pretty much, she’s likely to rock back and sit down like a dog before she flops sideways so, be prepared okay.”
“Kay…” Mary spoke in a quiet voice from where she stood in front of Frank. He gently placed his hands on her shoulders and bent down.
“You sure you wanna watch this?”
Mary nodded. “Yeah. Heidi doesn’t know what’s going on. She should have her family here.”
Frank smiled, pressed a kiss to the top of her head and stood up, his hands remaining where they were as Bill gently strode forward and grabbed Thor’s collar, removing him from the barn and out of the way.
Within seconds of Scott administering the first injection, Heidi did just as Scott said. Fliss gently pushed back with the lead rope, guiding Heidi back and the horse fell onto her haunches before flopping sideways, her head landing heavily on the straw bales that Bill had positioned to cushion her blow.
With a loud sob Fliss dropped to her knees and cradled the horse’s head in her lap as Scott then bent over to give her the last injection.
“So now she’s just basically gonna fall asleep and never wake up.” He looked at Mary who nodded, giving a loud sniff as she reached up to grab Franks hand.
“You okay?” He asked and she nodded, wiping at her face with her other hand. Bill moved, dropping a large hand to the back of the small girl’s head as Fliss gently stroked Heidi’s face as the animal’s eyes closed.
With a final, laboured breath, the animal’s chest grew still and Scott bent over.
“She’s gone.” He looked at Fliss, who gave another loud sob, bending over to press her face into the side of Heidi’s cheek.
“I’m so sorry I couldn’t fix you.” She cried, her voice broken. “I’m so sorry.”
Frank was surprised to find his own eyes misting up, and as Mary turned to him, pressing her face into his T’shirt just above the waistband of his sweats, he glanced up at Bill who had tears trickling down his cheeks. He nodded to Frank who gently looked down at Mary, who stepped back and moved towards Bill as he opened his arms, allowing Frank to move into the barn.
“Hey, Lissy…come here.” He dropped to his knees and wrapped his arms round his girl who turned and pressed into him, her body wracked as she almost screamed out her sobs.
*****
It was pushing midnight before they made their way back to the house. Fliss had broken down once more as Frank and Bill had pulled the huge barn doors shut where Heidi’s body lay, covered by a tarp, ready for collection in the morning. The Vet had been nothing short of fantastic, as sympathetic and understanding as he could and for that Frank had thanked him profoundly as he’d been packing his kit up.  Without a word said between any of them, they walked down the little pathway and through the gate that connected into the gardens of the house and walked slowly across the gravel driveway. Fliss was walking a little ahead of them, every so often Frank would notice her hand falling to Thor’s head, almost as if she was checking her faithful dog was still with them as well.
She opened the back door which led into the mudroom and walked in, kicking off her boots and then headed into the family room where Verity was sat watching TV. She stood up immediately, took one look at Fliss and then she held her arms out.
“Mum…” Fliss choked and Verity swallowed, her own face creasing into sadness as Fliss stepped into the comfort of her mum’s arms, sniffing slightly.
“Oh, Sweetheart.” Verity pressed a kiss to her daughters head. “I know this is no consolation but she had the best life ever with you, she was so loved and looked after.”
Tearing his eyes away from Fliss, who continued to sniff softly as her mum held her, Frank gently turned to Mary who had tugged on his sleeve.
“You okay?” He asked, his hand gently cupping under her cheek and she shook her head.
“I’m just sad.”
“I know.” He agreed. “You will be for a while, and there’s nothing anyone can say or do that’s gonna make it better, but if you wanna talk about it…”
“No, I think I just wanna go to bed.” She shrugged slightly. “And give Fred a hug.”
“Alright.” He nodded. “You go up, I’ll come tuck you in, in a second.”
She nodded and then walked towards Fliss, hesitating a little, before she continued and gently reached up to lay her hand on Fliss’s elbow. Fliss broke away from her mum and turned to look at Mary, wiping her eyes. Mary blinked and Fliss gave her a soft smile, crouching down to give her a hug, kissing her head.
“I love you, Mom.” Mary’s voice cracked and Fliss pressed her face harder into her hair, pulling her even closer, before she pulled back a little bit and smiled.
“I love you too. And I’m proud of you. You were so brave then.”
Fliss straightened up as Mary walked from the room after bidding everyone a goodnight, before she turned to Frank who was watching her carefully, knowing from the way her face was crumpling that her emotions were about to boil over completely. “Frankie…she…” Fliss stuttered, her chest heaving as Frank stepped forward quickly. “She just…”
“I know…” He wrapped his arms round her and pulled her close as she began to sob, her face pressed into his t-shirt. He stood, his large arms holding her against him, one hand gently resting on the back of her neck, his thumb gently arching over the skin at the back of her ear as he slowly rocked her to-and-fro on the spot, pressing a kiss to her head.
“I’ll make us some tea.” Verity swallowed, and Frank looked at her gratefully as she passed, Bill following, the man gently squeezing Fliss’ shoulder. The room was silent apart from the clinking of mugs as Verity gathered the items she needed to make them all a drink, and Thor’s soft little whines of concern, the dog eventually sticking his head in between Frank and Fliss, nudging Fliss’s thigh with his nose, his noises of distress becoming more and more high pitched. Fliss looked down, Frank’s arm curling over her shoulder as she reached down and scratched behind his ear, before the dog stood on his hind legs, his large paws reaching Fliss’ shoulders as she stooped towards him as he gently licked the tears from her face, his noises dying down a little. Frank watched the animal, a warm feeling in his chest. He’d never seen him react in this way before. He knew from tales Fliss had told him that he’d often comforted her before once her shit bag ex had given her a battering, and he’d seen the dog seek her out when she was upset or worried, but never in such an overt way like this.
“I know you’re not keen on the idea.” Fliss sniffed, looking at Frank and he turned his eyes from the dog to her. “But, can he sleep on the end of the bed, just for tonight?”
Frank looked at her, then back to the dog. Having never had pets as a kid, the bond between a human and an animal was never something he’d really given a second thought to, that is until Mary had found Fred. But since meeting Fliss, seeing the way she was with Thor and her horses, seeing how Mary was with Monty, he’d started to really comprehend that the ties went beyond a simple love. They were bonds, bonds that transcended species, bonds that snaked their way around your heart and latched on with barbs and having one of those bonds wrenched away was not only excruciating but it was devastating.
In simple terms, it was like losing a member of your family, and that Frank could relate to. It was a physical pain, a searing knife which twisted in your heart every time you thought about the person you’d lost.
The lump in Frank’s throat grew even larger as he reached out and scratched Thor behind the ear, the dog turning to him and licking the underside of his forearm, his bushy tail wagging against Frank’s leg.
“I think we can make an exception for one night.” He smiled, looking at Fliss before he pressed a soft kiss to her temple.
*****
Frank was glad their bed was a kingsize. Whilst he never minded particularly that Thor would lounge on the bed with them before they were going to sleep, or in the mornings when they got up, having the big animal on there all night could have been a problem, but as it stood, the dog was perfectly happy to curl up round the peak in the covers which Fliss’ feet made, and she pointed out to Frank that he’d probably hop off and get on his basket at some point during the night.
“He used to do that, anyway.” She shrugged. “When I was in the annex that is. Asshole never let him on the bed. If he was ever away for a few days and I let him or Loki up, I used to have to change the bedding so he wouldn’t find out. One day I forgot and…well, you can figure the rest.”
“Shhhh.” Frank kissed her neck softly as he pulled her closer, her back pressing into his chest wrapping his arms around her. “Try and get some sleep, Sweetheart. It’s late.”
“Thank you.” She whispered.
“What for?”
“Just being you.” She let out a deep breath and turned her head so she could look at him.
“Well, that is one thing I’m pretty good at.” He quipped and Fliss gave a soft chuckle before she took a deep breath.
“I know you’re busy at the shop, but is there any chance you could start late tomorrow?” She asked him softly. “I don’t wanna be on my own when they come to take her.”
“I’m not going in tomorrow.” Frank shook his head. “And Mary’s not going to school. We’ve had a late and upsetting night so I think we should all take it easy, spend some family time together. I thought maybe we could go for a drive, head down to Bay Vista Park.” He suggested. “There’s plenty of shade to sit in. We can take a picnic, climb some trees, me and Mary can have a game of Ultimate Frisbee, perhaps a swim. Hey, we might even spot some manatees.”
“Sounds great.” Fliss agreed, turning her head back round and laying down on the pillow. It was silent for a while, and Frank thought she’d drifted off to sleep until he felt her take a shuddering breath and her shoulders began to shake.
“Hey, come on.” Frank pulled her closer, pressing another kiss to her neck and she turned in his arms, pressing her face into his chest.
“I can’t believe she’s gone.” Fliss sniffed, as Frank’s hand ran up and down her back.
“I’m sorry, Sweetheart. I wish there was something I could do to make this better.”
“This is helping, a little.” She spluttered and Frank gave a soft chuckle, kissing her head again.
“Then you can stay like this all night.” He replied, closing his eyes as he simply held her close.
Eventually, Frank felt Fliss’ breathing grow even, and even though he couldn’t see in the dark of their room he knew she was asleep.
“Night, Baby.” He whispered, kissing her forehead and at that he heard Thor give out a little huff as the dog hopped down off the bed, his basket creaking before there was a soft thud indicating he’d bedded down there.
And, as Frank drifted off, he couldn’t help smile at just how the faithful dog had waited until he knew his precious human was asleep before he left her side. 
***** Chapter 22
Dedicated to  my gorgeous, wonderful, bad tempered but oh-so-loyal and loving chestnut mare, Sandybrook Hideaway. Keep waiting on that rainbow bridge until I find you again.
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butbabeitsnotreal · 3 years
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Ive been watching kdrama for years and Ive never seen a korean show get talked about as much as squid games is being talked about now. Its been trending on twitter for days. Im seeing tweets from people that never talk about kdramas or shows in general talking about it. Its trending on Google searches. Number one on Netflix in a ton of countries. The cast is going to be on an American late night show. Even gaming pages are mashing up squid game memes with gaming. Crazy
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sohlaelwaylly · 3 years
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OKAY SO! here's some interesting things that ive learned about sohla on Getting Curious with Jonathan Van Ness: How Did You Develop Such Amazing Taste? with Sohla El-Waylly
Sohla doesnt like to think of herself as an expert, she just likes to keep learning. [and then jvn told her that she SHOULD see herself as an expert]
Also sohla doesnt think shes cool which is so >>>>:(
Growing up, people thought of her as super weird because she was super into her hobbies, and now her hobbies are seen as cool. It feels as though its changed overnight
Sohla used to be really embarrassed about cooking. Her mom used to throw a lot of dinner parties, and Sohla would always help out, but she didnt want her mom to tell anyone she made anything.
Deep down inside she’s still a nerd (she called herself a loser ah :(( )
Sohla grew up in the san fernando valley
She lived in the epicentre of the earthquake zone ->
When her family had just moved in to a new house just before a major earthquake and the whole house fell down. All the exterior walls cracked, all the windows broke. There are still cracks that her parents havent been able to afford to repair :(
AND her dad had a heart attack during the earthquake, and her mom had to run out and turn the gas line off on her own with the bricks falling on her, and the whole neighbourhood was concerned about them because they hadnt left their house yet and they all came together to help sohla and her family
It was an incredible moment of people coming together in the worst situations 😭😭😭
It makes you realize people are great 💕💞
Sohla was born in 1985
Sohla thinks social media has had too much of an influence and it makes learning how to cook difficult
A lot of people are stunted because of it because they are really concerned with making it look nice
TRY UGLY FOOD! Stews and braises! They’re delicious! And being forgotten
“Social media is killing the cook”
“We are worried about making food look pretty and a lot of delicious food doesnt look pretty”
Try [to make] stuff youre not gonna photograph!
Sohla’s book’s goal is for it to come out next fall but she keep falling down these rabbit holes
She’s thinking about doing a series on her instagram called sohla procastinates where she digs at things she finds interesting when shes supposed to working on her cookbook
I thought these were the most interesting bits but click the read more for some other notes i took while I was listening to the podcast! If you want to listen to it! the top notes(^) are from like the last 20 minutes ish of the episode and the notes under the cut (v) are from the first 20 ish
Jvn has been watching sohla for a while 👀
The History channel had been developing ancient recipes since last summer and reached out to her early this year to host. A lot of the recipes were already researched and planned out.
But! Ancient recipes has been picked up for another season and Sohla gets to be more involved this time. She wants to cook outside… with fire
When she heard about the show she was really excited! Finding recipes that havent changed throughout the years are really interesting
She’s really into weird stuff too lol
ie an aspic (savoury mean jello) structure that has a live fish inside
The 6 Ancient recipes episodes were shot in 2 days!!!!
Sohla really wants to make garam- ancient roman fish sauce that’s just rotten fish sauce (?) and ancient ketchup
Also roast a whole lamb over an open fire but there are permits to figure out first
Sohla doesnt really like raw squid, octopus or raw sea cucumber bc of the chew. She doesnt like thing with a lot of chew
She eat a lot of cheese! A nice washed rind-aged cheese. If you let it temper over night and slice off the top, you get instant fondue!
DONT WASH YOUR MEAT. you are spreading the salmonella everywhere and you arent killing anything!!!!
You can open your meat on a rimmed baking sheet and move it over onto a rack. And also maybe dry it off with a paper towel too
Never wash your meat and always dry your meat
Rice your potatoes for mashed potatoes so you dont over work your potatoes! Also roast them on a bed of salt first
Rigalis foods sells fancy food that can give you the eating out experience but in
Sohla’s dad worked at Taco Bell for 20 years, until sohla was 8
Sohla loves taco bell too lol. The mexican pizza was her standard order. It was a great great menu item
Masa crepe batter? to make that tacobell pizza crust?
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