Would this scenario happen? Probably not but thats the beauty of fiction✨️
You wanna know who else will pull punches? You wanna know who understands what it feels like to want to feel important, powerful, useful just because he has been possessed by someone like that?
You wanna know who, despite everything. Would most likely not want to hurt his first student? You wanna know who probably understands what Arin is going through?
Who understands that resentment (he resented his father once)? That hatred (someone he knows hated him like that once)? Who time and time again have had people he cares about be villains?
If he could give all those people a chance. Why not you?
The situation was out of control; wolf warriors were everywhere, the gong was ringing in my ear louder than ever, we just got Kai back but at the same time 2 of the forbidden five was released, commands and orders were thrown and shouted in every direction.
But a midst it all.. there was you
You never felt you were good enough
You were hurt and misguided
You who were confused and felt small
You who i won't be able to understand but yet i understand fully at the same time
You who switched on us, but i forgive you
Because your a student and i'm the teacher. Your a child and i'm the adult (yet i was your age for the worst parts of my life)
You fought with our teachings (my teachings), you used all your knowledge that you know about us. I'm proud
You avoided me, despite everything you didn't want to hurt me. You fought with everyone else tho (even sora)
I could never hurt you, but i can tell the gong makes you want to hurt me. Its chipping away your kindness, your resentment is growing.
Before i knew it we were fighting, you knew my every move, but i'm more experienced
But i could never hurt you
Dodge. Parry. Dodge
Your technique is great and i could see you using the teachings we've shown you.. i've shown you
But i could never hurt you
Dodge. Parry. Swing. Dodge. Parry. Jump. Dodge. Parry
You were screaming; yelling. I was quiet
I asked why? Because i could never understand yet i understand so much it hurts.
I've seen this before and it hurts everytime
(I could never really learn could I?)
But i could never hurt you
You knew all about us, i've listened to your rambles about us, did you know about pythor? The quiet one? My dad?
Deep down i knew you just wanted to be useful, to be seen, power was just a disguise wasn't it?
Dodge. Parry. Dodge
You screamed about how i didn't understand, couldn't understand.. because i was the green ninja, i was always important, powerful, chartered in every prophecy and history books. How right and wrong you are
But i could never hurt you. So i kept quiet
Dodge. Dodge.
You started crying, you were hurt. Despite me trying not to hurt you i still hurt you. You were getting sloppy, your emotions getting the better of you. You were as much the child you truly are (yet you are older than i was)
I didn't wanna fight you anymore
I heard yelling in the distance, but your tears stopped me from listening
...
I let you hit me, the gong was ringing in the distance but i knew it won't effect you anymore
I held you, you were hitting me. But i could never hurt you
I told you how much i cared, how much i love you, how much i see myself and others in you. How important you are to ME and others, how you were always good enough; your mind was just being cruel to you. How amazing you are, how despite not being written a prophecy you managed to be something incredible. How much your parents would've still loved you, how proud they are. How proud I AM
You stopped hitting me (thats good because i stopped feeling and thats bad)
You started crying again, but not of hurt. Because of guilt
But thats okay, i've felt this before and i forgive you
You were apologizing, you held me as if you were scared. I could hear someone screaming (Kai seems distressed.. we should check up on him)
I held you
I could never hurt you
..
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I could never hur-
"Lloyd-"
OH. OH OKAY. OH. I SEE HOW IT IS.
GODDAMNITBDNSNFNWMRBFMWNDNDJSJ WHAT THE FUCK....DHSNNGNSMFNQKQKEKDNKS WHY AM I ACTUALLY ABOUT TO CRY HOLY SHIT????????
UGHDHJDBFNDNDNFNFN TUMBLR USER MAIPRIM I LOVE YOU (/P) FOR THIS WHAT THE HELL
AKSJDJSJNRNANWN DUDE.....THE WAY YOU ACKNOWLEDGED HOW THIS WASN'T THE FIRST TIME LLOYD SAW SOMEONE HE CARES ABT BECOME EVIL...WHAT THE FUCK /POS
HOW HE KNOWS HOW ARIN FEELS...HE KNOWS...HE KNOWS HOW HURT HE FEELS HE KNOWS THAT FEELING AUSGDJRJRJJWJRJEJW
HE FORGIVES HIM BC HE'S STILL A CHILD...BC HE KNOWS HOW HE FELT THE SAME WAY ONCE....OUDGDHEJWNKWJFJQJENDJSJSKWKKWKWK
UGDHHDHDBDJDN OH MH GOD YOU LITERALLY POPPED OFF WITH THIS I CAN TALK ABT SO MANY THINGS???? THIS PERMENANTLY ALTERED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY HOLY DSMFJKSNDKDMQMMDMSMFMD
I AM GONNA KEEP THIS SPINNING AROUND IN MY HEAD FOREVER WHAT....WHATTTRRNSMENFKWKRKRKKDMTMW
I DON'T THINK JUST KEYBOARD SPAMMING WOULD EXPLAIN HOW INSANE I AM OVER THIS?????????? MY EYES LEGITMATELY WENT WIDE??????
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