#thanatophobia meme

[kindlythevoid]

Meme of the Week:

Chapter Six, Thanatophobia

#here is my meme of the week #a little late but there you have it #dedicated to chapter 6 of Love the Bright Sword #rewind series #meme time #shoutout to my beloved ao3 commenter who made me laugh as they berated Arthur and graciously allowed me to use them this week #do forgive me i am learning how to make the memes #but i could not get the idea of the second one out of my head #took too long to do it #but I think I'm glad I did #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #ao3 #kiki writes #just yelling into the void #damn NOBODY was going to tell me that I misspelled thanatophobia in the chapter #TWICE #absolutely devastating #fixing it rn don't worry

[thanatophobia-thoughts]

Hey idk if this helps you feel better, but Ea Nasir if I remember him correctly is still remembered today despite living thousands of years ago, he just had some really shitty copper

I love you for this.

Ea-Nasir is one of my absolute favorite historical figures, for this very reason. I love all the memes. I love that we, as humanity, will never forget him...or at least I hope.

I wish I could be known for something like Ea-Nasir...but I'm too good a person to sell people things I know are shitty.

Long may Ea-Nasir reign.

#my friends send me memes #of ea-nasir #because i have a not so small obsession #thank you so much sugar-enbie #ask #thanatophobia ask

[thetavolution]

oc meme

tagged by: NO ONE. I am ruled by no man.

B A S I C S

- Full name: Ingrid Ellen Sullenberger - Gender: Female - Sexuality: Pansexual - Pronouns: She/Her

O T H E R

- Family: -> Father: Calvin "Sully" Sullenberger -> Mother: Greta Bloodstone -> Step-Mother: Anna Sullenberger -> Half-Brother: Sebastian Sullenberger -Birthplace: Silverdale, Underdark - Job: Druid - Phobias: Gerascophobia and Thanatophobia - Guilty pleasures: She has a huge sweet tooth, loves cheesy romance novels, and she enjoys listening to some good gossip. - Hobbies: Tattooing, drawing, reading horror and romance books, going to the beach, spending time in nature, and bonding with animals

M O R A L S

- Alignment: Neutral Good - Sins: She hides it well, but she's a coward. Everything scares her and she just forces herself to face her fears almost constantly. She's better at hiding it some days more than others. She does partake in mild drug use. I'd say it's the DnD equivalent of taking a weed gummy for anxiety. She's a druid, are you surprised? - Virtues: She's very sweet and understanding of others. She's patient to a fault. She's humble. Some argue that she's brave because she keeps going even when she's scared.

T H I S  O R  T H A T

- Introvert / Extrovert - Organized / Disorganized - Close-minded / Open-minded - Calm / Anxious / Restless - Disagreeable / Agreeable / In between - Cautious / Reckless / In between - Patient / Impatient / In between - Outspoken / Reserved / In between - Leader / Follower / Flexible - Empathetic / Unempathetic / In between - Optimist / Pessimist / Realist - Traditional / Modern / In between - Hard-working / Lazy

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

- OTP: In BG3, it's Ingrid/Halsin! In my original story she's in, I don't have a ship for her yet. I'm a multi-shipper, so she'll have several OTPs. One of those ships is Ingrid and @himbo-hunter-hadrian's Saverio. - Acceptable Ships: I'm always open to people shipping their OCs with her. I'd also say Ingrid/Karlach works well! - OT3: Nothing comes to mind, but I'm open to mixing and matching her with others! - Brotp: -> Karlach — Karlach would make her feel so at ease. They'd be fast friends. -> Wyll — Wyll was so charming she couldn't help but be drawn to him. He's now a very good friend and he's very mindful of her shy nature. -> Dammon — They aren't so different from one another. They're both a bit shy, although Ingrid is more so. They become good friends. - Notp: I can't think of one. As long as something isn't horrifically problematic, I'm good with it.

tagging: Anyone interested!

#oc meme #bg3 tav #bg3 oc #Ingrid #tav oc #tav ocs #my tav

[apatheticnatureiskey]

{DS! APOTROPAIC!: GLOOM & MIMIC}

this is not what the parallels really look like it’s just the hallucinations :)

Character Name - Nightmare

Nickname - Gloom

Role - Deuteragonist

Sexuality - Demi-polysexual

Pronouns - they/them

Height - 5’5

Physical Description - mask

Personality - They're conflicted most of the time. But normally they're like regular DS! NM but more serious and aggressive. Kind of concerned about the whole situation and doesn't know how to cope with it.

Age - 225

Weakness - their fears, their friends getting hurt,

Fear - Cleithrophobia (fear of being trapped), Atychiphobia (fear of failure), Catoptrophobia (fear/dislike of mirrors), Thanatophobia (fear of death)

Weapon - Staff

Likes - Kevin (✨🛐) // Friends // Kicking ass //

Passions & Talents - playing the Violin >:) //

Dislikes - Mimic (piece of sh--) // Paralysis (🤢) / Weakness //

Other - They were at the Meme Squad's place when the crap went down. Them and the other two decided to go get answers. They went to JR since the gas came from it's direction. This was a very bad idea because they went through the gas and kind of got traumatized because of the hallucinations. They however made it to JR and got the answers. After a fight, they decide to stay there because it was too terrible to go back through the gas. Gloom isn't that bothered since all they want is to not have anything to do with the gas. (Then the parallels came but shshsh)

So now there is a truce between JR & The Meme Squad because of the terrible situation. It is quite relieving for them, but now they have nightmares of different things that are kind of worse than the ones they had before. Mimic and them do not vibe together. Mimic is extremely manipulative and wants to take control very badly. Gloom often prevents it, and tries to stay calm during the hallucinations and nightmare periods. That doesn't mean they aren't bothered by it though.

Character Name - Mirror! Nightmare

Nickname - Mimic

Role - Villain

Sexuality - Lesbian

Pronouns - she/it/they

Height - 5’4”

Physical Description - pretty

Personality - Fake, pretends to be nice. Normally has a happy demeanor but it turns manipulative with Gloom (and if she's upset as well).

Age - 125

Weakness - Lack of Attention,

Fear - Hydrophobia (fear of water), Cacophobia (fear of ugliness),

Weapon - demonic arms that grown from the ground // sparkle light stick

Likes - Death // Deception //

Passions & Talents - Tracking // Manipulation //

Dislikes - Nightmare/Gloom (bitch <3)

Other - Now this bish is crappy manipulation wise. It takes advantage of people and stabs them in the back.

Back then she was a traitor, and turned to the bad side. And as a result, they gave themself evil/demonic powers. She kind of turned evil cause the urge for attention went really far. Also she's like… demonic with they're arms that rise from the ground. ;-;

She is second in command and the second to most powerful.

#dreamswap au #dreamswap #my art #ds nightmare #ds fanart #ds! apotropaic #ds! apotropaic! gloom #dreamswap nightmare #dreamtale au #??? #ds! apotropaic! mimic #why is the quality so bad

[heavensmortuary]

Who do you main in dbd? What perks do you use? 👀

OOO 👀 thank you for asking ive been playing it a lot lately with my sister and its been a fun time

I main Lisa (Cheryl), Leon, and Ace if I'm playing survivor! (though I play as a lot of other survivors too, I just play as these guys the most). I like meme builds like Head On, Deception, Flashbang, and the Pebble perk (I forgot. The name.) But if I'm playing seriously I use Resilience, Unbreakable, Circle of Healing, and Spine Chill (rip vault speed bonus in the next update)

As Killer I main Pig, Ghostface, and Legion! Perk wise for Pig and Ghostface I use Merciless Storm, Discordance, Iron Maiden, and Thanatophobia. For Legion I use Discordance, Blood Warden, Sloppy Butcher, and Nurse's Calling

#anon who do YOU main #i am curious #krakens croaks #asks #anon #dbd

[inevoblivia]

Character Sheet meme

basics.

full name. Hitori Yonaga nicknames / aliases. The Sekai Ki Shugosha, Nagaiyo Oujo, The Sekai Ki Kuchiku, Kyomushugi Nise Sozoukujin, Hitori-Sama size. 168 cm / 5′6′‘ & 58 kgs / 129 lbs age. 24 by default zodiac. Cancer languages. Japanese, English, German, Chinese

physical characteristics.

hair colour. Ebony eye colour. Cobalt skin tone. Light body type. Thin voice. Feminine, a bit deeper than an average woman’s; Closest example is her voice claim, Ayane Sakura. dominant hand. Ambidextrous, though usually defaults to right hand posture. Usually straight scars. None   tattoos. None noticeable features. A marking on the upper left side of chest that denotes her role as the Sekai Ki Shugosha, although it’s covered by her outfit most of the time.

childhood.

place of birth. Kyomushugi hometown. Capital of the Yonaga Province siblings. Akio Yonaga (Older Brother; Deceased) parents. Osamu Yonaga (Father; Deceased), Mayumi Yonaga (Mother; Deceased)

adult life.

occupation. Head of the Yonaga Clan, The Sekai Ki Shugosha current residence(s). The Sekai Ki Shrine, Yonaga Province, Kyomushugi friends. None, although a long time ago she had a few ‘friends’ relationship status. Single financial status. N/A criminal record. Deicide, Murder (albeit in self defense) vices. Extreme nihilist, apathetic, and impulsive

sex and romance.

sexual orientation. Pansexual/Demiromantic libido. Low, sometimes fluctuates to medium when she’s actually in a relationship turn-ons. Someone actually caring about her and making an effort to get close to her despite her attempting to push them away. Someone who can help her cope with her and her world’s fate. Someone who will understand why she did what she did. turn-offs. Someone who invalidates how she feels. Someone who pronounces her a traitor for what she’s done without listening to her side of the story (which is nigh everyone in Kyomushugi tbh...) love language. (Written) Words of Affirmation, Quality Time, Acts of Service relationship tendencies. Has never had one before and she suspects she never will

miscellaneous.

character’s theme song. Has none as she is an OC, but I do believe See You in the Next World from Honkai Impact to be currently the best stand in hobbies to pass time. Calligraphy, Astronomy, Reading mental illnesses. Most likely is severely depressed, but she’s never been diagnosed with anything due to the time period she lives in. phobias. Thanatophobia, Arachnophobia self-confidence level. Medium

Tagged by: Stole this from @/voicelesshatred​ :)

Tagging: Whoever wants to do this!

#IC…[Princess of the Long Night] ♢ #Meme…[A Distraction from Death] ♢

[all-angels-are-dead]

#thanatophobia #fear of dying #death #fear #death anxiety #dying #scary #triggering #dark humor #meme

[r4twh0r3]

Year? 2019.

Life? Meaningless.

Dreams? Unachievable.

Hotel? Trivago.

#hotel trivago #my post #vent meme #ok to rb #ok to tag me/same etc. #i just wanna be a famous singer so badly #fucckingg uuwhhhwhwuuaha *autotunes baby crying* #imagine how nice itd be to be in a band??? imagine?? imagine not having thanatophobia??? #the queen has spoken #salt.txt

[most-ment]

I posted 177 times in 2021

133 posts created (75%)

44 posts reblogged (25%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 0.3 posts.

I added 980 tags in 2021

#poetry - 122 posts

#poems - 109 posts

#poems on tumblr - 103 posts

#literature - 100 posts

#writing - 100 posts

#poem - 94 posts

#poet - 91 posts

#poets on tumblr - 90 posts

#love - 86 posts

#poetic - 85 posts

Longest Tag: 79 characters

#honestly if you love writing it doesnt matter how good you are. your making art

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

When I was insecure

I used to look at my notifs to see whether he'd replied

I used to wish that he'd notice my new hair die

I used to go to my homepage, hoping for some likes

I used to go on a rampage if I wasn't the one he liked

I'd still go on a rampage if I was the one he liked

Because I'd be utterly confused

At the prospect of someone liking me, I'd think I was being used

Because I used to be utterly new

To self love, affection and anything good

When I was insecure, I loved everyone but me

When I was insecure, self hate came with ease

Note: Hi Loves, these are pretty much rambles and thoughts but I hope you like reading. Anyways leave an ask, request or criticism it's really appreciated

Word of the day: Atelophobia

The fear of imperfection; the fear of never being good enough

51 notes • Posted 2021-08-21 09:28:31 GMT

#4

Nostalgia

I read through old drafts

And poems lost in my memory

Old memes that made me laugh

Remember the tastes of foods that were heavenly

I go back again

And start over

Savouring my little wins

Remembering when happiness was closer

I watch old movies

That are now a blur in my mind

Missing old memories

Moments I wish I could rewind

I think back to everything

And put it on replay

Knowing there's not anything

Better than living through those days

These memories overwhelm me

A smile graces my lips

These memories tell me

That my past is something I will always keep

Note: Hi loves❤! Hope you like the poem

Word of the day: shunning the end of something; hating endings. Someone who tries to prolong final moments

53 notes • Posted 2021-12-14 16:15:49 GMT

#3

Sometimes...

I look at doodles and modest works

Filled with youthful pain and hurt

Bloody writing

Tear stained drawings

All inviting

To the pain that's gnawing

Sometimes...

I forget myself

Forget, I am real and so are you

I forget what a hell

It is to feel and know the truth

But in those moments

I feel nothing but ease

I try to postpone it

But it comes as it please

Sometimes when I look at simple doodles

And modest works

So free and youthful

Like the pain that lurks

Note: this is a big bag of emotion so it might not make sense, hope you like it though❤

Illustration not mine, copyright not intentional😶

See the full post

58 notes • Posted 2021-10-04 22:08:38 GMT

#2

Pining

See the full post

68 notes • Posted 2021-08-23 08:50:35 GMT

#1

Tool

I await your orders captain

Because without them, I am nothing

I wait for you at the border captain

Hoping you come back and stop the hurting

I await with reports

Piling up for you to read

I await with records

Of my non stop journeys

Why have you not returned captain,

Am I no longer of use

You expect me to be reborn captain

To have a life that I choose

But what is a life without you

It's beyond debate

If it's my life then I choose

Not to be reborn but to wait

I still await your orders captain

Though I live my life

I hope it's not a bother captain

But I choose to write

Note: hope you like the poem loves # Violet evergarden

Word of the day: Thanatophobia

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137 notes • Posted 2021-09-04 10:12:13 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

#my 2021 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

[moonaive-archive]

1, 2, 8 (foods), 13, and 18 for the ask meme! :-)

1. the meaning behind my url

uhm, i love the moon and i’m a naive girl haha.

2. a picture of me

8. top 5 foods

barbecue

pizza

any food with chicken

popcorn (yea, it’s food for me!)

chocolate

13. life goals

answered here!

18. phobia

thanatophobia - fear of death

#ask #koala-pop #brureplies #thank u a bunch for sending me these 😘

[doctorguilty]

me and the legion main I met on dbd bonding over our love of thanatophobia 

(they made the meme to comfort me over the unfair dc penalties I kept getting, pensive emoji)  

#seth speaks #seth plays deebeedee

[llama--lleah]

Tenya Iida Headcanons

I’m Such A Simp For This Man, So Have Some Headcanons! <3

-(Anime Iida) Iida Has Red Eyes, But He Wears Blue Eye Contacts To Look Like His Older Brother, And So He Seems More Approachable. 

-When Iida Starts To Get Closer To Someone, He'd Definitely Research, And Learn More About Their Hobbies/Interests! He'd Probably Even Listen To Audio Books/Podcasts About Them While He Works Out Too. All This Effort So That He Can Truly Understand His Friends, And Be Able To Carry Out Longer, More Meaningful Conversations With Them!

-Tenya Will Bawl Like A Baby If You Make Him Feel Special. I Feel Like Since He's Always So Driven To Be Something His Family Could Be Proud Of That He Often Sets Goals Out Of His Reach, And Loses Himself In His Goals. It Truly Means So, So, So Much To Him If People Let Him Know That He Really Is Amazing, And That He Shouldn't Have To Push To Work For Something That's Impossible. 

-Tenya Is Very Bad At Noticing If Someone Likes Him/If He Likes Someone. He's Never Thought Too Much About Relationships, Or Romantic Feelings, And Is Completely Oblivious To Such Feelings. Someone Would Have To Tell Him That He Has Obvious Feelings For Someone, Or If Someone Has Feelings For Him.

-Tenya Won't Go Easy On His Friends, Or Significant Other When Training With Them! He Believes That Both Should Give It Their All In Order To Learn From It.

-Tenya Knows How To Waltz/Ballroom Dance! It's Rare He Actually Gets To Dance, So He's Very Rusty!

-He Carries Around A Small Notepad In His Pocket. He Might've Picked This Off Of Deku. Tenya Mostly Just Jots Down Notes, Things To Remember, Or Just Simple Reminders For Later!

-Tenya Doesn't Really Keep Up With Memes Or Trends, But If His Classmates/Friends Tend To Pick Up On Something And Genuinely Enjoy It, He'll Try To Also Get Into It, And All.. Most Times It's Just Him Awkwardly Laughing At A Pepe Meme Or Something, And Over Analyzing Things. 

He's Trying!

-If Someone Was Having Trouble Doing Something Simple (Example Being Maybe Taking Gross Cold Medicine, Or Maybe Doing Something In Training That They Consider To Be A Little Scary/Risky) Iida Would Not Hesitate To Do It First To Show Them That It's Not As Scary, Or Hard As They Make It Out To Be. He'd Even Cheer Them On While They Finally Attempt It.

-Tenya Would 100% Stand In The Rain For Someone. Give Them His Umbrella And All.

-Tenya Has Somewhat Of Thanatophobia..  Iida Does Have Nights Where He Is Up Very Late, Or Where He Doesn't Sleep At All Due To Vague Thoughts Of How He May Die. It Makes Him Feel Very Uneasy, And He'll Struggle With Settling In For Bed. It Doesn't Help With The Whole Tensei Incident Being Fairly Recent As He Fears The Same Things Might Happen To Him As Well, But With A Worse Outcome. He’s Actually Rather Calm About These Thoughts Though. He’ll Usually Just Sit Up, And Zone Out For A Bit, Try And Calm His Thoughts Maybe With Some Music, Or Going Over Some Things He’d Like To Accomplish During The Week. 

-Tenya Likes Lofi Instrumentals, Bonus Points I They Have Rain, Or Nature Sounds In The Background!

-Tenya Plays Piano! He Took Some Lessons When He Was Younger, And It Eventually Grew On Him. He Personally Prefers To Play More Dramatic Pieces Like Moonlight Sonata!

#tenya iida #iida tenya #mha #bnha #iida hcs #my hero academia iida #iida headcanons #hc #iida fluff

[thanatophobia-thoughts]

#thanatophobia meme #four leaf clover #luck meme #superstition meme #good luck #good luck meme #St Patrick's Day #st patrick's meme

[echthr0s]

pillowfort is still down (it's a meme to me at this point. it's been like 3 months) so I guess I'll ramble about this here, in public and shit

I think about death a lot because I'm a Scorpio rising because I'm goth because, I believe, it was the second most viscerally traumatising thing to happen to me in my first known existence aside from birth (probably also why those really existential concepts linking birth and death resonate with me, too) and I'm now obsessed with how it's going to happen this time around and whether I'll keep retaining knowledge of my former existences and whether dying on this world will be even more traumatising than the previous times (because I am, for the first time, in a brainbody that is predisposed to fearing death -- humans are apparently experts at thanatophobia) (I mean, dear Mr Sullivan was already dead when I weaselled my way into his story and he was never afraid of death anyway. not sure he ever even thought of himself as human, which is... logical)

what's interesting is that I don't have any memories of actually dying -- I think the event of dying is so traumatic that I can't hold onto it, it's like a form of self-protection (especially if I'm going to be reappearing in new bodies -- how would I possibly survive with that dread knowledge hanging over my head all the time? I can barely handle my regular trauma dude) (I see other people with otherlives/former lives handling it rather well and that's cool, though. wish that were me). what's also interesting is that the thing I fear most about dying isn't even like... dying itself. like, sure, that's scary and all, but the real deep terror comes from the idea that I may possibly remain cognisant and conscious throughout the experience of dying. that I will persist, and therefore remember.

because otherwise, when I think about dying in the normal sense, I think, "well, I'll be dead, so I won't remember dying, because there will be no 'me' left to remember it, which means I can't possibly be traumatised by it", and that makes perfect sense and usually counteracts normal human-brain thanatophobia. but as Me, there's a very real possibility that I will remember, for some reason. that maybe, at the moment of death, I'll remember all my deaths. that there is a Me that persists, that can be traumatised by the cyclic experience of birth and death.

there's also... the whole "Gan's body" theory or whatever it is that Can Calah and I accidentally stumbled upon by talking too goddamn much. under that story, I will have to die in a whole different way -- mythically, as well as physically, to become something else. which is a new level of frightening, because while I have been different people over time, I've still been... Me. I didn't stop existing, I just wore new costumes. but in this story, I would stop existing, and would probably be written out completely.

a fate worse than death, or a fate that transcends death? Fucking Around And Finding Out: The Mordred Son-Of-None Story

(ETA: there's also the possibility that I'll just end up a fictive in someone else's system, like Can Calah did, because if Our Inworld is an afterlife, then We're definitely not the only ones...)

#*throws this at some tags for the hell of it* hi it's me a sp33der /jennamarblesvoice #fictionkin #fictionkind #exotrauma #i'm not bad i was just written this way #singularity.txt

[adarlingmess]

OC ask meme: 26 and 37?

I’m going to do both for Percy!

26. Guilty Pleasure

Percy may seem like the type of gal you’d like to bring home to meet your parents, but one of her biggest secrets is her love for skin mags. In the Vault, she’d sneak into some of the adult men’s stashes to get a glimpse of scantily-clad women and no one ever suspected her. In the Wasteland, she’ll collect every piece she can find without judgment. Part of her does it for tittilation, part of her wants to emulate what she sees.

37. Do they have any phobias?

Because of her experiences in the Wasteland, which includes seeing her father die, and almost losing Charon to Talon Company mercenaries, Percy develops mild thanatophobia by the time she hits her mid-30s. She can’t bear the thought of losing someone close to her to death again. Later, when Charon starts to experience symptoms of going feral, her fear of euthanizing him when he goes feral fuels her drive to try anything to halt or slow down the process. She hasn’t come to terms with the fact that some deaths are beyond her control, an unhealthy attitude for a doctor.

#oc: percy zhou #fallout charon #fallout 3 #lone wanderer #oc asks #kittinkanin #ask

[vihola]

World building meme for Merkara?

B A S I C S

full name: Merkara Kallig

gender: Female

sexuality: Bi

pronouns: She/Her

O T H E R S

family: Her parents died when she was in her teens, she has no other relatives

birthplace: Nfolgai, Sith Worlds

job: Alliance Commander, the Outlander. Former occupations: household slave, Sith Lord, Dark Councilor and the head of the Sphere of Ancient Knowledge

phobias: Cleithrophobia (the fear of being trapped) and thanatophobia (the fear of dying and losing loved ones)

guilty pleasures: Shameless flirting with literally anyone whom she considers attractive. Random singing when she thinks that no one can hear her

M O R A L S

morality alignment?: Life takes her from Neutral Evil to Chaotic Neutral to Chaotic Good. That’s one hell of a journey

sins - lust/greed/gluttony/sloth/pride/envy/wrath

virtues - chastity/charity/diligence/humility/kindness/patience/justice

T H I S - O R - T H A T

introvert/extrovert

organized/disorganized

close minded/open-minded

calm/anxious

disagreeable/agreeable

cautious/reckless

patient/impatient

outspoken/reserved

leader/follower

empathetic/unemphatic

optimistic/pessimistic

traditional/modern

hard-working/lazy

R E L A T I O N S H I P S

otp: Merkara/Relu

ot3: She wouldn’t mind it, but she doesn’t have one

brotp: Merkara/Darth Marr, Merkara/Talos, Merkara/Seidala, Merkara/Liran

notp: I tried to imagine her with Ra’enar once because I was bored, I don’t want to do that ever again. That would be a very messed up relationship 

#swtor #thank you! #I died when I looked up her second phobia #the term is so ironic for SI I can't #swtor oc #merkara #sith inquisitor #Anonymous