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ewamosaart · 7 months
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artmustdraw · 3 months
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Smiling Daycare AU
OKAY SMILING DAYCARE AU DETES SO YOU THE PEOPLE CAN ALSO USE IT!!! Idc what ages y’all make them but I’m making them around the same ish age for now because I am uncreative and the fandom wiki doesn’t wanna give me their ages and my internet is being dumb so I hope this posts. So they all work in a daycare and it’s fluffy and full of shenanigans. Personally I’m probably gonna write about them teaching but going off to their passions. Yes other poppy playtime characters are in this au like baby long legs and poppy going to the daycare, kissy and huggy adopting poppy, and others. I really just want the smiling critters to be happy. Yes Ik bubba isn’t drawn yet I’m sorry
More about the au under the cut!
Do not steal my art and please credit me if you use my au (or feel free to tell me about other aus like this one!!) I also do not like mob entertainment as an entity i just like the story of poppy playtime and the actual game.
So Doug has a cane bc of the game and I really wanted them to be diverse and show off a bunch of stuff people should love about themselves. I am open and willing to hear ideas to make it better but also also LET HIM LET THE KIDS PUT STICKERS ON HIS CANE!! Of course where he says they can.
Dogday = Doug Day
Catnap = Caton Nap
Craftycorn = Cadence Corne
Pickypiggy = Peggy Picky
Kickinchicken = Kevin Kickin
BobbyBearhug = Bobby Bears
Hoppyhopscotch= Hoppy skotch
Bubbabubaphant = Berry Bluphant
Caton and Doug are both assistants then actual teachers (idk what a daycare worker is called so) because they’re the youngest two. Crafty teaches the 6 year olds, and loves it. Bobby takes care of the infants, and Hoppy is just as energetic as her band of 2-3 year olds. The 4 year olds are taken care of by Peggy, who lets them have any snack they want. Kevin usually wears a partial track suit but my little sister wants him to be a cop lmao idk where to put him XD. Berry is so smart I think he’d be the oldest and he is the principal? Idk what to call who’s in charge also I’m sorry.
For now the ages are
Caton: 20
Doug: 21
Kevin: 24
Hoppy: 24
(No kev and hops arent twins just the same year b days)
Cadence: 25
Bobby: 26
Peggy: 27
Berry: 30
THERES MORE TO COME I JUST HAVENT MADE MORE YET!!!
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tuxibirdie · 7 months
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I'm like only a bit sure nobody has sent this to you yet if someone has feel free to ignore this but here you go
1. who's your favorite oc?
2. who was your first oc?
3. how many ocs do you have?
4. have you kept all of your
ocs since the beginning?
5. are any of your ocs based
off of a show/book you like?
if so, who?
6. what is the species of the
majority of your ocs?
7. are any of your ocs an
original species? if so,
what's the species and who?
8. if you can, draw (oc name)!
9. write a few sentences as
(oc name)!
10. are any of your ocs part
of a story? if so, what is it
about and who's in it?
11. do you have any twin ocs?
12. are any of your ocs
siblings?
13. what is the gender of the
majority of your ocs?
14. make up a new oc right now
based on (concept/show/color/
etc.)!
15. would you ever give up any
of your ocs?
16. who is your oldest oc
(age-wise)?
17. have you ever roleplayed
as your ocs?
18. how many of your ocs were
adopted from someone else?
19. who is your least favorite
oc?
20. which oc do you think has
changed the most since you
made them?
21. who is your newest oc?
22. have you ever cosplayed
your own ocs? if so, who?
23. which oc do you think has
affected you the most as youve
grown with them?
24. have you gotten cosplayers
of your ocs? if so, of whom?
25. do you have any ocs that
you havent drawn/written as/
talked about in a long time?
if so, who?
OH MY STARS THANK YOU WAHAHAHA
OMG OK
ok. ok.o k
it's brainrot time :)
I've answered like 3 of these already so I'll just be copy-pasting the answers for those ones ^^
answers under the cut bc this is gonna be looooong hehe ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
1. who’s your favorite oc?
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Haruto: "Well obviously it's me. They haven't stopped thinking about me for like a month now~"
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Raiden: "No, it's clearly me. Despite all the changes, I'm their longest lasting OC in terms of interest."
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Haru and Den: *arguing* Olivier: "...?"
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Olivier: "...What are they doing??"
Olivier's my favorite :)
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2. who was your first oc?
uhhhh I think it was either Moonlight or Jasmine(??? I think that was her name)
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3. how many ocs do you have?
182 and counting!
edit: more if you count the Undersociation cast, as well as the aus (yes, I've made aus of my ocs lol)
4. have you kept all of your ocs since the beginning?
[copied fr prev ask]
yep :)
every. single. one.
(I dont,,, use them anymore,,, but like they're still here lol)
addition from present me: there's actually a small group of ocs I had in elementary school that I had to let go bc I've pretty much completely forgotten about them, so I can't bring them back 😔
5. are any of your ocs based off of a show/book you like? if so, who?
[copied fr prev ask]
yep! Alice in Wonderland! I have ocs for the queen, the white rabbit, mad hatter, blue caterpillar, cheshire cat, and some in the same universe that aren't directly based on Alice in Wonderland characters.
I've only actually drawn two of them but here!
Haruto (Blue Caterpillar) and Chess (Cheshire Cat)
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there's a bit more lore to it than them just. being the same characters from the story (bc,,, they're not,,,,,) (they're the descendants of the og cast) but yk lol
6. what is the species of the majority of your ocs?
Human, according to my spreadsheet. 57/182 are human. The rest are various other species lol.
7. are any of your ocs an original species? if so, what’s the species and who?
yes! a lot of them are original species just because,,, idk what species they are lmao,,,, for example: butterfly thing, fog thing, ghost??? monster????? thing??????
but do have a few original species ocs that I actually know what they are lol
these ones are the aureses ocudau! (these specific ones are named Tie and Zip!)
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8. if you can, draw (oc name)!
random number generator go!
Florian!
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he has my favorite name tbh ~Florian~ so fun
9. write a few sentences as (oc name)!
random number generator go! again!
Vesper! how thematic! Vesper is Florian's best friend, ehe
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(I,,, am not a writer,,, oh no,,, here we go,,,,)
"Florian, are you kidding me?" "Ehehe, oops?" Vesper grabs Florian by the shoulders. "Florian. Florian. F L O R I A N. Did you seriously fall into a fountain chasing a cat???" "Haha. Perhaps..." Vesper gives Florian the Look™️. Florian flounders a little. "Listen..." "I'm listening." "In my defense... it was reaaaally cute." Vesper deadpans. "Seriously?"
10. are any of your ocs part of a story? if so, what is it about and who’s in it?
[copied from prev ask]
yesn't
they're all in one connected multiverse, and I like thinking of silly little scenarios, so technically they're all in a slice of life
with one exception!!
Undersocation!
which is a work in progress but the basic plot synopsis is that it starts as a slice of life and shenanigans with the association employees
but then the Catalyst happens and what's basically the apocalypse happens
our main characters are Sans (Spade) and Kyrian, and their main goal is to find their respective brothers, Papyrus (Clover) and Evelin
they don't know if Pap and Eve are okay or even alive, because they were out of town on a mission--but they were due to come back on the day the catalyst happened, so their status is unconfirmed
11. do you have any twin ocs?
yep! two pairs (that I remember lol) Moonlight and Midnight, and Yuuto and Yuki! (don't. question my naming conventions lmao. the first two are from when I was in elementary school and the second two have the Yu- "prefix" so to speak running through the whole family lol)
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12. are any of your ocs siblings?
yes! many of them here are a few ^^ in a (slightly outdated) chart
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these two (Keiran and Evelin) specifically have a new younger brother (Kyrian):
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13. what is the gender of the majority of your ocs?
male, probably
14. make up a new oc right now based on (concept/show/color/etc.)!
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her name is sabie :)
15. would you ever give up any of your ocs?
unless I specifically made them for that purpose (ex. adoptable, a gift) no <3
16. who is your oldest oc (age-wise)?
my oldest named oc is Haruto at a whopping 737 years old
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but my actual oldest oc is his dad lol
17. have you ever roleplayed as your ocs?
yeah, kind of. I semi-roleplay as Olivier in a minecraft server I'm in
18. how many of your ocs were adopted from someone else?
none that I remember
19. who is your least favorite oc?
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I like all of them tho :(
20. which oc do you think has changed the most since you made them?
Raiden, hands down.
My guy got a complete design and backstory overhaul
before and after
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(fuckin hell that lighting is trash lmao)
21. who is your newest oc? optional- doodle them to show!
sabie is lol
but besides her, them!
Siren!
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they're Felix's older sibling (❁´◡`❁)
22. have you ever cosplayed your own ocs? if so, who?
yep! Nikolai (I only have videos of this cosplay lol, hence the blurry screenshot)
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23. which oc do you think has affected you the most as youve grown with them?
[copied fr prev ask]
THIS FUCKING TWINK
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his name is Raiden and he's my oldest oc that I still actually use and I am so very attached to him he's my bbg through and through
he's also the oc with one of the most batshit insane backstories lol (hint: all of those funeral pictures in the second one are *all* him)
24. have you gotten cosplayers of your ocs? if so, of whom?
nah, just me
25. do you have any ocs that you havent drawn/written as/talked about in a long time? if so, who?
[copied from prev ask]
yeah, almost everyone on my old deviantart
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whumpshaped · 8 months
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are you religious? On account of all the recent bible posting. I'm not Christian myself but I have to hand it to them, the whole "eating Jesus's body and drinking his blood" is really cool
im actually not! well. idk. reading the bible and talking abt it rly makes me wanna be christian again.
tl;dr i am considering accepting jesus christ into my heart but i dont know if itll happen bc whenever i type or say anything slightly religious i cringe or make it into a joke. also sorry to any christian who finds my bible posting
i was raised catholic, went to church and bible study for 3 yrs, did my first communion, then dipped bc it was horrid. i was so so against being catholic u cannot imagine. i was against church, i was against begging some man in the sky for mercy, i was against their gay policy, i was against saying my pets had no soul- i was against absolutely everything except some bops in church
then i had my first big voluntary christian phase at 13-14 in which i drew more towards protestantism and attempted to read the bible cover to cover (i failed but theres a lot that i read.) i went to a lutheran hs for 2 yrs in seventh and eighth grade so that mightve influenced it tho i HATED monday morning worship at 7am and i cant believe its still happening even tho ppl routinely fainted and shit. bc u have to stand. the whole time
i also wanted to be a nun for a goooood while but turns out im just aroace and autistic (chastity and rigid rules sounds amazing to me huh)
so im 21 now and i started writing my angel demon story and i wanted to make heaven a cult like dystopia (and it turned into my own ranting at some points) and i wanted to give cassael actual bible-accurate problems. bible-accurate brainwashing lol it came to me because something i said abt them either on here or in rp made me remember that verse abt the yoke and stuff (my yoke is easy and my burden is light) and i was like wait i should read the bible and pick out the whumpiest worst most horrid most easy to misinterpret and turn horrible verses. so here i am.
but then i got rly rly into it. its remarkably easy to enjoy the story when im not reading the 1908 károli translation and spending all my spoons untangling the wording. and the thing is, i was always spiritual yknow. thats why i bounced so much between faiths and beliefs. ive followed the law of assumption stuff for a year or so now, i had genuine results from it- honestly everything i believed in has yielded good results for me always. whether it be christianity or paganism or loa. when i read the bible i DO feel loved even thru the incredible amount of horrid shit god does lol i felt loved at 13 and i feel loved now. so idk. im withholding judgement until i finish reading it but honestly nobody be surprised if i go back to my christian bs before the semester starts
oh thats another thing. im miserable lmao so not very hard for god to swoop in and be like hey do u wanna talk abt ur lord and saviour. me.
but im not rly gonna change in any way even if i do decide that tho, i think. my policy is already "be kind do good leave others alone". i dont think im gonna get preachy on here or anything. i mean has anyone seen much vegan posting from me? so i think im good
so . yea. sorry it turned into such a long post
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icyfox17 · 2 months
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3, 4, 9, 11, 15, 20, and 21 :D!!
3. three songs you were recently obsessed with -fucked up by racoma -car lights by james marriott -iris by goo goo dolls
OUGHOGUHGOGHOGHOGUHOGUHOGGHOUGHOGUH i have been looping these three SO MUCH LATELY along with allez les blues by los camps
fucked up jumpscares me bc theres swearing in the literal title and it sounds so intense and i mean the bridge aka my fav part of the song IS intense bUT ITS SOOOO GOOD AND SOSOSOO PRETTY AND I CANNOTTT GET OVERRR IT RAHHSHSHDFJSDK
car lights is a funny one bc the first like 3 years of me listening to james' music i never got into it for some reason?? i always loved grapes and gold n stuff but then tommy covered it during his karaoke stream and HOLYSHITT i was like wtf this is so good? and then i listened to the original and went HOLY SHIT THIS IS SO GOOD??? its now been like 2-3 months and i still. am looping this shit constantly like BRO BR O BRO BRO BRO BRO ITS SO GOODDFDOWEJFIAWFEJAWFELJAWEFIJWEFLWE I LOVE CAR LIGHTS SO MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH
iris is one of my long time fav songssss, i grew up on 90s alt rock so anything from that era is just soo <333 fkjdsdjflsj EPXLODES !!! but like the last two years ive gone in and out with listening to it. i'll listen to 90s for like a month and then go back to modern music. but yeah january i started megaaaa listening to 90s alt rock again and i remembered how much i love iris so that shit has been on loop as well. it is genuinely one of my top five fav songs of all time. also extra fun fact for you !! my mom used to loop it while she was pregnant with me <3 so it is just kinda like. my song lmao ever since before i was born lmaooooo
okay gonna provide a cut bc this will be a long one ^-^
4 i already answered and i would answer w diff ones but this ones gonna be long so i'll skip it for now eheh
9. three songs that get you in the Christmas Mood -Auld Lang Syne by Andrew Bird -Carol of the Bells from the Home Alone soundtrackkk -Rocking Around the Christmas Tree by Brenda Lee
the first album is such a lovely one grgrgrkjrjgk i have nice memories of listening to it while sitting in front of the (real wood !!) fireplace and drinking tea and just enjoying my family's company during xmas time <333
i just fucking love carol of the bells so much i have like five billion diff versions of it saved ONE OF MY FAVS BEING A MANDALORIAN THEME SONG CROSSED WITH IT ITS LITERALLY THE BEST THING EVER CREATED IN EXISTENCE LIKEEEE MY TWO FAV SONGS EVER BEING COMBINED??? YES PLEASEKEKGHRGJKHRKJ
and the last one is just a classic:D also reminds me of home alone which is ofc my fav xmas movie ever (way better than elf FIGHT MEEE)
11. three favourite songs from movie or TV series soundtrack (i think this means like soundtrack so regular songs rather than ost but if u wanna know my three fav ostsss pls send and i will tell !!! i love film osts so much omg 😭😭😭) -Heroes by David Bowie [Perks of Being A Wallflower] -Lake Shore Drive by Aliotta Haynes Jeremiah [Guardians of the Galaxy] -Spirits by The Strumbellas [Middle School Worst Years of My Life]
goddd this movie changed my life honestly and the scene this song is from genuinely is just. it rewired my brain chemistry. i want to feel infinite man its soooooo i love this movie sosososooso much and this song is just so lovely and just RAHSHSFJDKSKJFKLAKJS i cannot english properly lmao i think im losing steam but just. yes. this song + movie are both. yes
I LOVE GOTG SOUNDTRACK SO MUCH IT IS PEAK EVERY SONG IS FUCKING AMAZINGGGGG but this is one of the songs that i found from this movie and idk !! i think it's underrated it's so vibey it makes me feel so happy:))))
this is another movie that literally changed my life. like. it's such a silly movie? but it genuinely makes me cry everytime and and this songggg this is the beginning of me looking into my own taste of music that's not just generic top 60 from the radio or my family's taste. i found this song from this movie and found the rest of the band's music and and and it was one of the first steps of me finding out who i am. it's a really big part of my personality (both the movie and the song) and i just :(( this band makes me sooo emotional. they helped me out during my first bout of mental health issues and i just got to see them in concert a couple months ago and sobsobsobsosbsobosbsobsososbsobsobsossbososssssssss SORRY i'll start rambling now i just GODDD the strumbellas mean so much to me :(
15. three songs you want to dance with your love to -Come on Eileen by Dexy Midnight Runners -Coming Home by Leon Bridges -Starting Over by Chris Stapleton
the first two are just CLASSICSSSS you have to dance to themmm and i have in the past and its literally the greatest feeling in the world. literally nothing compares. the last one is more targeted towards my partner:))) she's from tennesse LMAOO and loves country music buuuuttt besides that i also just like. my dad and his wife listen to country music a lot and it's soooo?? it's so lovely idk this style of country music is just pure vibes. but yeah the lyrics r also super lovely and just remind me of my partner so badly grjgkjrgkjrg i need to listen to alllll the country and soul (heh pun unintended) music with them. this song in particular is so comforting i just feel like it'd be nice to dance in the kitchen to <3
20. three songs that remind you of the person who sends this one -Morning Rain by Adam Torres -Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson -Home Is by Kanaya
you just give me very soft pretty rainy day vibes <333 ur a very kind person and you hold so much positivity. these songs are all so very comforting and i just !! think they suit u very well ^-^
21. three songs of your childhood -Upside Down by Jack Johnson -Could You Be Loved by Bob Marley -Clocks by Coldplay
goddddd this songgg this song is nostalgia in a nutshell. used to love the movie but also my mom and i used to dogsit for this one person and they had 3 cds. jack johnson, barenaked ladies, and adele. i used to play those and just run around the house acting out the songs. so all of those are very nostalgic but upside down takes the cake bc it just. sounds nostalgic. idk its such happy vibes and its so innocent and wholesome and i justtttt sobsss its so lovely
my half-siblings' dad had a record player before it was cool and the two records he used to play all the time were bob marley and michael jackson. bob marley reminds me more of my childhood though. its just !! its bob marley man. certified classic and good vibes. i love this song so much <3 i love all of his music a lot but this one just ??? makes me feel super intense emotions
this one is NOSTALGIA KING i dont know if there's any other song that sounds like nostalgia like this one does. it was always on the radio in the car and its also in several movies and just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa its so gorgeous i love this song so much <3333
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roseworth · 9 months
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Do you have recs for lorena, 🙏?
YES. it is incredibly easy to give lorena recs bc shes in like 3 things 👍
if you read aquaman (2003) #16-39 and aquaman: sword of atlantis #51-57 you've basically read everything shes in that matters. but ill even give specific recs from there <3
aquaman #15 (if u want some context for what's happening lol but shes not in this one)
am #16-20 (kind of her origin story <3 this arc includes basically the only scraps of backstory for her we ever get, then a lot of her feelings about. u know. her whole city being plunged underwater)
am #21-22 (honestly relatively little lorena content but these issues completely shape what i think of lorena's relationship with other sub diego residents)
am #25 (babygirl <3 i just like this issue, i think it has some good exploration of sub diego as a whole and how the people feel about it)
am #26-27 (honestly not THAT much of an important arc but. explains how she became officially aquagirl dfhjkadshfkf)
am #28-29 (my girl <333333 shes a superhero AND a hater AND she hates cops. she could not be more perfect)
am #30-31 (probably my favorite arc for her <3 shes a hero <333)
am #38-39 (everyone around her dies.... again!!!!)
sword of atlantis #51 (oughhhh okay so a little context (i might get some details wrong but bear with me) this is the first time she shows up since the end of aquaman, and basically aquaman like. lost all his memories or something and thought someone that looked exactly like him named arthur was actually him... then real arthur died and now lookalike arthur is aquaman. anyways lorena is mourning)
soa #52 (GOD. im obsessed with her story about sub diego in this one. i think about it all the time. i miss sub diego)
soa #56 (shes just adorable in this one im obsessed with her)
soa #57 (babygirl..... she is so sad at the end of this one. but also i need to rec this one bc her getting thrown out a window is one of my favorite panels of her fhdksjfhs)
shes also in teen titans 2003 but warning that this book misunderstands her entire personality and everything about her. this is not lorena but she also has some stuff to do so might as well rec some issues. DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES READ THESE BEFORE READING THE ABOVE ISSUES !!!!!!
tt #69 (she has some fun moments here. and some where that is not her at all. but she also beats a guy up here <3)
tt #73-74 (i like that she takes charge at the beginning of this one fhaskdfjhs and she has some rly nice moments ! IGNORE EVERY INTERACTION SHE HAS WITH JAIME)
tt #83-86 (just so we're clear. i hate this one. so much. almost everything about lorena in this arc misunderstands her backstory and her relationship with the ocean and the surface, not to mention she starts flirting with conner because ??? they wanted cassie to be mad about it i guess. HOWEVER she does have some good moments so ill rec it anyway)
okay thats it. i would honestly recommend reading all of aquaman #16-39 just bc she shows up periodically and i think the book is pretty good, and its kinda nice bc when theres an arc i dont like its usually over pretty quick lmao. and i didnt read any of sword of atlantis besides where lorena shows up but all the ones shes in (#51-57) are pretty good.
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sandrashaine · 23 days
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✨ Weekly Tag Wednesday ✨
I know it's late but I am so confused right now bcs I got this notif yesterday and it's already friday in my country 😭 lmao
Thanks for the tags @jrooc ❤️
Name: Shaine
Age: 21. Abt to turn 22 in a few months.
First Pet? Po (My older brother named him after the Teletubbies character.) He died when I was 3 yrs old.
First Word? According to my mom, it was "Ayoko." It means/translates to "I don't want to."
First Celebrity Crush? Drew Barrymore in Charlie's Angels. She's my gay awakening istg
First IRL Crush? A boy named Prince when I was in 1st grade. I found out two years later that he's gay.
First kiss? Never been kissed. I don't have any game in me lmao
First Car? I don't know how to drive. I only have bicycle.
First apartment/house/dorm/whatever away from your parents? college dorm. Ladies Building 2, Room 304. I love my dormmates 💕
First time on a plane? When I was 9, I think. We went to my uncle's wedding.
First cellphone? Keypad, pink cherry mobile phone. I was 6 yrs old. It was for communication purpose since my school is like an hour away from our house.
First concert? Does university concert count?
First Foreign country you visited? never been abroad.
First sport you ever played? badminton. It was the only sport I know how to play. I learned it in less than a day and won against my class in high school lmao
First career aspiration? I only remember wanting to be rich 😭 but teacher, I think.
And finally… tell me about the first time you wrote/drew/created/whatever something that made you think "wow": I think I first had that moment when I was 12? I started writing fan fiction and posting it online and seeing the comments at that time made me feel good about myself and my ability to write. Also I started experimenting on photo editing apps by that age and I'm satisfied with posters and covers that I did but I deleted all of now lmao
This is my first time doing this. I hope I did this right.
Not tagging anyone bcs it's not Wednesday anymore...I'm sorry 😭
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cxntslxxp · 1 month
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hiya lovelies ! i'm lis (21+, est, she/her) and i'm excited to introduce you all to my part-time hooligan, full-time late night radio dj - ✨jesse ✨
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i'm going to apologize in advance as i am a smidge rusty when it comes to roleplaying on tumblr so pls forgive me. but i promise to not make it super obvious kjnfskjnds so feel free to just ignore me as i figure everything out again but inevitably screw something up but! give this a like and i'll hop on over into your dm's for some plotting or if d*scord is more your speed we can do that too.
» anyways -- all my info about jesse can be found HERE on his page.. but a quick tldr; jesse is basically a hooligan who ran away from home he got kicked out with the hopes of being able to live out his dream of working in the music industry somehow. right now he works at a local radio station as their night time dj but has bigger aspirations to one day become a producer.
» jesse is a very friendly and out there kid, he can be a bit blunt and his freewheeling/impulsive ways probably rub some people the wrong way so while there are people out there that like him, there are probably others that don't. it's also highly likely he's a little bit of a fuck boy?? bc he just hasn't really cared about anything before now but with his new job he's taking super seriously? hey who knows man.
✨ as for some random wanted connections? ✨
› some random music industry friend/acquaintance? i'd love for jesse to have some friend he can be truly envious of (not in a malicious way, just some healthy jealously). whether they're an idol, a producer or even a dance/vocal coach of some sort? someone in the music industry that jesse can aspire to work with in the future. › a hooligan friend -- someone who would be down to do stupid shit with him, be the devil in his shoulder and encourage his general hooligan behavior › the angel on his shoulder -- basically the good influence and the polar opposite of above. someone who encourages him to stop acting like a teenage boy for the most part lmao › some sort of found family shit -- this boy needs some actual people who care about him, big time. › some hometown friend/acquaintance? -- someone also from jeonju maybe?? former friends or they're just vaguely aware of each other, someone who knew jesse when he was still just seunghwan. › also literally anything else, i love all plots
again, i'm sorry this is lowkey a hot mess but i am so excited to start plotting with all of you <3
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loserchildhotpants · 1 year
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4, 21 and 27 for Three Princes from the Ask Game ☆
skdfhjksjdhf hello friend!
4] What detail in Three Princes are you really proud of?
There are a lot of little details in Three Princes I'm really proud of! Mostly because they were 'mistakes' that I caught in time and then worked into the story.
So, because of the time period, I'd have to stop and re-evaluate basically every line I wrote, like 'does this make sense?? did [x] exist in 1912??' and most of the time, the answer was 'no' lol such as Dean's wrist watch - I wrote him as just wearing a wrist watch for a while bc I wanted to give him something that sort of personified his limited time to pursue his freedom, something on him that would be a constant reminder (and meaningful when it's on him versus when it's off and left in his room) - it was just gonna be a little easter egg (of which there are many in that fic), and then as I was writing, I was like '... wait did wrist watches exist? People only use pocket watches in the movie, I think' and i checked, and lo and behold, no, wrist watches for men did not exist at the time. Men used pocket watches, but wrist watches were a hot, new commodity for upper class ladies by 1912.
So, Dean likely wouldn't have one for himself, but it wasn't impossible that his mother wouldn't have had one in that universe based on the background I gave her, so i was like 'omg wait it can be a symbol for the limited time he has to let Cas rescue him, to rescue himself, but ALSO it can be a wink wink nudge nudge at him being queer, and the limited time he has to accept himself!'
There's lots of other little things; when picking character names, I chose Temesras for Amara by just researching what variations of the word 'darkness,' existed in proto-english, as a small easter egg to 'she's ancient, she's Thee Darkness,' and then there's Drozdov, which means 'blackbird' - an allusion to Cas' black wings/being a many feathered thing, but also of being something of a wounded outcast.
I had the Moon calendar for 1912 pulled up, there are details in that fic that no one will ever notice or care abt but *i* know skldhjf lmao
21] If you wrote a "missing scene" in Three Princes, what would it be?
The first thing that comes to mind is Sam and Rowena at the end (I'm gonna speak vaguely so as not to spoil it for anyone that hasn't read it yet) - the last scene w them is meant to spark doubt, in a way, bc you don't hear from either of them again, but that was a decision I'd made later on - there WAS a scene after Rowena leads Sam away, but I decided to cut it bc when it's Dean's POV, i wanted the reader to also feel sort of stressed out abt what Sam's fate ultimately had been. But the first 'missing scene' that comes to mind is that - in the chaos, out on the water, Sam and Rowena.
27] How long did it take to write Three Princes? Describe the process.
So, this was a long process! I first made the doc the day after my birthday last year, so October 24th 2022. I didn't start writing in it much until late November, though.
Now, @atomicteaparty really badly wanted a Titanic Destiel AU that was well-researched, and, bless her <3, she likes my writing and wanted it to be of that quality/voice. So, the process first started w me figuring out how much Real Life Event can I tastefully include without it feeling like... idk, like I was making light of a horrible tragedy, then how much of the movie's formula am I going to use, then how am I going to transmute the spn characters into OUR universe, into 1912, and make them recognizably themselves while still having completely different backstories.
I decided that no matter what I did w the real life event aspects, I wouldn't name real people. I don't begrudge folks that do that, i know it happened over a century ago, but something abt it for me personally felt icky, so i decided that ALL the characters i used had to be from spn or made up. Then I watched the movie. I watched the movie several times lmao and I saw that, the existing Titanic AUs for destiel always allot Cas as the Rose-insert, but I was like '... but Cas is the one that initially rescues DEAN! Dean should be the one trapped!' - I decided the suicide rescue was going to stay, and Dean would be my Rose-insert, but he'd still need to be *Dean.* And a young!Dean, too, this is pre-Stanford era Dean. This is early 20's Dean. So, not so hardened, but very disenchanted, loyal to his father - I built him a backstory that would make his personality make sense, and I kept key elements of his persona; he loves cars and car maintenance, he loves cowboys, he is v pretty and is aware of that, etc etc.
Tbh the hardest part of writing any of the characters was Dean. Dean, canonically, was raised by motel televisions - he's all pop-culture and quips. I had to allude to the 1912 equivalent of that, which is why I have him sing a song to himself (if you look up the song he sings when he has his first anxiety attack, you'll find that it was sort of the 1912 equivalent of being in the top 40 lol) and he calls Sam 'kid,' and you might notice that his formal language relaxes around Benny and Cas and Meg, like, once he's in the lower decks and he's allowed to be more himself, he uses lots of turns of phrases and is a little more crass or flirtatious, bc that's truer to who he actually is - so, he needed to use slang, but he also was not a complete street kid either, he's somewhere in between, and bc he really got to KNOW Mary before she died (bc in Three Princes, she dies when he's ~14), he's not AS hardened a soldier. He doesn't question John (at first), he's miserable like he is, and Mary's death still had to be the weight-bearing pillar that brings the whole castle down.
Making Dean still *sound* like Dean would sound in that time period was REALLY difficult. Lots of dialogue re-writes for that. Other than that, building Cas' backstory and making it make historical sense was the next biggest challenge. I needed him to be a soldier, but the only war that he would've possibly fought in was the Russian revolution, so Dean wasn't gonna be his first rebellion, which begged the question, what would Dean BE to him, then.
In the text of Titanic, the movie, Rose represents the upperclass, really, but the best of them - the well-intentioned, kind, unassuming/perhaps slightly ignorant be well-meaning upperclass, which Jack is the equal and opposite to; he represents all of the lower class, the less fortunate, the daring and selfish (by which i mean, he put pleasure before duty), the adventurous and free - which is why he's doomed to die.
I had to decide what Cas and Dean were going to personify here, so that the themes were clear, and then I needed to decide how Sam and Rowena would mirror that, so you could glean some foreshadowing abt what was to become of either couple by interactions had by both.
Ultimately, I decided that Dean personified Faith-In-People, while Cas personified Faith-In-The-Divine, and their narrative purposes would be to rekindle the missing faith in one another; Cas would restore Dean's faith in a higher power (which is why, ultimately, Dean is able to pray again), and Dean would restore Cas' faith in people.
Sam is Faith-In-Self, he's sure of what he wants, who he is, what he's capable of, that he understands everything he's seeing, and he's right! He's observant and self-assured, but he plays it safe; Rowena is his equal and opposite. She lacks faith in herself, she is NOT self-assured when they meet, but she plays the socialite game more dangerously. By the end, Rowena is self-assured, and Sam is humbled, but willing to play more dangerously.
Then ofc the dreaded time of picking a title skldjfhskf lmao strangely enough, this was one of the last Hard Decisions i needed to make; i had a few titles picked out, but i kept coming back to the conversation Cas carries at The Fancy Dinner, where he talks about the etymology of serendipity, which, ofc is a running theme throughout the fic. I decided on Three Princes bc, as Cas explains, in the original story, three princes keep finding things they weren't originally in search of - this is also why the POV switches are limited to Cas, Dean, and Sam (they're our three princes). Cas, Dean, and Sam operate as our unassuming princes that continue to find things they weren't originally in quest of.
Sam has simple, short-term goals; he wants to pet the fancy dogs, he wants to go on the tours, see the libraries - have an adventure. Dean is there to follow orders and do what he must as deemed by John. Cas has long-term goals to get to America, escape old demons, shake off his old life somehow and become someone new by virtue of being in a new place.
Sam instead finds a long-term goal; Rowena. He was just hanging out, having a good time, and then he sees a goddess walk in and is like 'oohhh the odds are NOT in my favor but i GOTTA.' Dean finds cause to deny orders and pursue his own happiness which was NOT in the script handed to him, and Cas experiences attraction and love for the first time completely unexpectedly, which ofc inherently changes him (something he acknowledges he's scared of, during the Friday Morning Breakfast he follows Dean to, when he first realizes he's Changing).
In the midst of writing Three Princes, my friend got really sick, so i flew out of state to help take care of her, and then ANOTHER friend had a crisis and i drove over multiple other states to fetch HER and get her to my other friend's place and keep everyone under the same roof where i could account for them lol launching two rescues was not a simple task, and it ate up 3 weeks i was SUPPOSED to be writing slkjdfhsjkdfh which is why the fic was MOSTLY completed by April 10th, when i started posting, but i couldn't finish editing and polishing before the 14th ; _ ; i lost nearly a month i had allotted for that sdkfjskdjh
And ofc the entire fic was beta'd by @pockypuck (Megh) who helped me keep everything tonally consistent, and historically accurate (to a degree, ofc, it's fic skdjhfkdsjf it's accurate enough that you'd have to be a REAL fuckin stickler to take issue w something in there).
I drafted the fic w Megh in bullet points, then inserted that into my Titanic AU Google Doc, used Outline Mode to keep track of everything, and just ran w it. So. This is an insanely long answer and tbh there's still even more that went into it skdfhskldhfd lmao it was a long process and it's a fic im ultimately really, really proud of so thank you so much for asking me abt it ; __ ; <3 it means so much to me!
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rose-tinted-juls · 4 months
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🏎️💨 THE FORMULA 1 TAG GAME! 🏎️💨
thanks for the tag @vinvantae & thank you to @avida-heidia-5 for making it!
tagging (ignore it if you already did it): @vetteltea @ricc3rodeo @silverstonesainz @strawberrysainz @ofsaintandsinner @monzabee @lxclerc @a-distantdreamer @schuvries @thebearchives @formulaforza
1. who or what got you into F1?
first it was my dad who used to watch it when i was around 7-9, but then he stopped and i did too, i only followed a few ppl on social media to kinda keep up, and then my cousin started watching DTS two years ago and she talked about it to me and it made me wanna watch f1 again and my obsession came back even stronger.
2. who was the very first F1 driver you supported? do you support them now? have your opinions on them differed or stayed the same since then?
as a kid i supported sebastian and jenson, and tbh they are still amongst my top favourites. when i started watching f1 again two years ago, i first supported george and charles. charles is still one of my all time favourites, and i still support george just i guess not as much as back then.
3. who’s your current favourite F1 driver?
i can't choose just one, really. right now it's charles, oscar and danny, i think. why does it actually feel a bit wrong to only say three lol
rest under the cut!
4. is there a driver pairing or pairings you support? what made you attracted to that pairing in the first place?
multiple. i love max & daniel, charles & carlos (even their name combined is chaos, what can it be if not fun?), also carlos & lando. i think these pairings work(ed) really well in many aspects. oh and kimi & seb!
5. do your parents, siblings or relatives have a favourite team and/or favourite driver(s)?
well, my dad's been a jenson fan back in the day, now he's supporting lewis and fernando. my cousin is a big ferrari and charles fan!
6. do you have any favourite races? are there any that stand out to you the most?
singapore 23, and also monza 19, monza 20, monza 21. you just gotta love those. and australia 23 bc it was pure chaos lmao
7. do you have a favourite circuit? can be from the past or from the current calendar.
tbh i don't think i have just one fave. i have several that i like a bit more than others, like monaco, monza, baku, but i guess none exceptionally.
8. have you ever been to an F1 race in real life? feel free to tell us your experience going to one if you like.
nope, never. too broke for that sadly, coming from a broke ass country... i will hopefully attend the hungarian gp though as a volunteer this year!
9. have you ever met an F1 driver in real life?
again, never. (heartbreaking.) hopefully that will change at the prev mentioned hungarian gp this year!
10. do you have a favourite F1 car? if so, what is it?
again, i don't have a favourite, but there are many i like. for example, i liked the red bull fan designed livery in miami 23, and the red and white ferrari livery in las vegas 23.
11. do you have a favourite one win wonder?
pierre and george (and kubica lol gotta love the guy). i literally cried my eyes out when george won in 2022.
12. do you have any favourite quotes from the F1 world? this can either be inspirational or hilarious.
i have so many, serious and funny ones too (mainly funny though). but, if i have to choose, for funny i have to go with "nothing just an inchident on the race" or "what am i now? heavily depressed", and for serious, i will go with my top 3, which are "being second is to be the first of the ones who lose" & "to achieve anything, you must be prepared to dabble on the boundary of disaster" & "you must always strive to be the best, but you must never believe that you are."
but i also gotta mention "one week they love me, one week they hate me, both weeks i get paid" and "i've got balls but none of them are crystal" bc seb is just too funny and i love the guy too much.
and another worthy mention is "he won in spa, he wins in monza" bc i always get goosebumps when i hear it or even think about it.
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b4th0fb100d · 5 months
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pinned post <3
freshly relapsed and decided to come back here .
DNI IF IN RECOVERY OR UNDER 16 . DNI FATPHOBES .
I AM PURELY HERE TO VENT INTO THE VOID AND TRACK MY BULLSHIT FOR MYSELF . IF YOU'RE READING THIS YOU ARE WORTHY AND DESERVING OF RECOVERY I PROMISE .
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my name is brutus and i'm 17 . i've had an ed since i was 8 or 9 or so and been hospitalised repeatedly for years due to my mental health (cringe ik) . im open to interaction but im a little too autistic to communicate smoothly so im sorry in advance LMAO
tw stats below the break :3
as i was making this acc (nov.24th) it said i have 225 days til my next birthday (when i turn 18) and since i want to be moved out/moving out by then, that's how long i have to reach my ugw or at least get closer to it than now .
hw ; 210lbs maybe? back in dec.2022 i think (bmi 33)
lw ; 110lbs (bmi 17)
cw ; 197lbs LMAO. embarrassing tbh (bmi 31)
gonna set each gw per month so
gw1 (by dec.31st) ; 180lbs (bmi 29)
gw2 (by jan.31st) ; 170lbs (bmi 27)
gw3 (by feb.31st) ; 160lbs (bmi 25)
gw4 (by mar.31st) ; 150lbs (bmi 24)
gw5 (by apr.31st) ; 140lbs (bmi 22)
gw6 (by may.31st) ; 130lbs (bmi 21)
gw7 (by jun.31st) ; 120lbs (bmi 19)
gw8 (by jul.31st) ; 110lbs (bmi 17)
not sure what i'll do after that since my birthday will have passed but my ugw is probably 50lbs for now .. bmi 8 has my whole heart
i figure after i move out it won't be hard to keep going anyway since i'll be in that struggle era everyone says happens when you first move out and shit so .. hoping that helps lol
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i don't plan to tell anyone about my relapse (esp not my lover bc im actively encouraging that mf to recover from its own ed and me spiralling is not gonna help lmao) and that's so selfish of me but im in such a bad headspace that i dont really care anymore lol
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CURRENT PLAN (as of nov.24th) AND IF YOU SOMEHOW ARE STILL READING THEN YES I AM OPEN TO SUGGESTIONS .
since i haven't been on my ed grind in months (was hospitalised recently lmao) i wanna start kinda slow and ease my way into the self-destruction so here's my plan (in order with how i plan to get to each listed gw above)
month one . omad with alternating workout schedules where i'm working out at least once a day (like doing just arms and legs one day then core and full body workouts the next then arms and legs again yk) . stop asking friends for rides and start walking more .
month two . get back into trying to keep my cals as close to 0 as possible while still prioritising the nutrients i need and making sure i'm as hydrated as possible at all times . do full body workouts at least once daily
month three . get back to the 2hr workouts 3x a day and monitor intake
continue and adjust as needed until month eight . then just play fuck around and find out and see if i die or not /srs
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WEED GURU!!!! HELLO!!! I'M KINDA HIGH RN LOL. I WANTED TO BE LESS HIGH BUT I ACCIDENTALLY TOOK TOO MANY HITS OF MY JOINT CAUSE I'VE ONLY JUST STARTED SMOKING N COULDNT TELL IF THE JOINT WAS LIT OR NOT LMAO.
okay wait caps is too aggressive lemme stop. ANWAY I wanted to rant :(((( ITS SAD RN CAUSE basically I have a crush on my dad's co-woker's son. and my dad and his dad are friends too so that makes us family friends. couple of problems
FIRST: I'm 18 he's TWENTYONE. which tbh its not even that bad but anyway. TWO: I BARELY see him. i mean they came over on saturday, but before that was LAST APRIL. which is ALSO when I FIGURED OUT I LIKE HIM. other than that we;ve literally met like 3 or 4 times AND THAT WAS BEFORE HE WENT TO UNI AND I WAS A LOSER CHILD AND I EMBARRASSED MYSELF IN FRONT OF HIM LMAO.
I LITERALLY AS A 13 YEAR OLD GAVE HIM MY SNAPCHAT BY WRITING IT ON HIS ARM WITH A MARKER WHEN WE WERE LEAVING THE FIRST TIME I MET HIM. I MEAN LMAOAOAOOOOOAOAOAOAOA.
ANYWAY IM LOSONG THE POINT!!!!!!!! I FEEL BADDDDDDDDD. i feel bad bc I just m-worded (masturbate hehe) and THOUGHT ABOUT HIm. and I FEEL BAD BECAAUSE HE"S A REAL PERSON!!!! SOMEONE I ACTUALLY KNOW!!! NOT JUST A FICTIONAL BITCH!! I FEEL SO BAD!!!!!
ALSO PROBLEM 3:::::::::::: WE'RE I THE SAME UNI.
SAME PROGRAM.
I'M GONNA SEE HIM IN TWO WEEKS.
HOW. AM. I. SUPPOSED. TO. FACE. HIM.
this is my problem. i lowkey wanna give u more details about shit but like this message is alr SO LONG SORRY OOPS I LOVE YOU LOVE UR WRITING UR THE BEST AND IM GONNA GO TO SLEEP NOW ILLLYYYYY
ps: sorrry for the nsfw LMAO
oh.... girl did you COME TO THE RIGHT PLACE!!!!!!!!!
first off, 18 and 21 isn't a bad gap, esp cause you're going to the same school.
second, you'll see him at school... in your program.... 😉
but c'mon baby girl we need MORE
do you guys flirt at all? does he seem interested? you make it seem like you're interested?
you took your shot when you were thirteen and he was sixteen, this time it's totally different and within bounds. like, tbh if i was you i'd try to get in there.
ps// m word thing- i think you're fine, i think everyone here as done that at least once.
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chloerie · 10 months
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(Compilation of my incorrect quotes on ao3 so far.)
Philip Schuyler: How's the sexiest person here~?
Catherine VR Schuyler: I don't know how are they~?
Philip flustered: I-
Gertrude from across the room: I'm doing great thanks!
Toddler Eliza: Hey! Let Mommy and Daddy firt!
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Toddler Eliza Holly Ham after Hammi’s death: Momma are you alright? You’re scaring us..
Elizabeth: I’m fine love don’t worry
AJ(Alexander Hamilton JR): Ma no you are not I know you well enough to know you’re not.
Elizabeth: Okay dang you don’t have to call me out like that-
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(This one is 20 and 21 respectively year old Pip and Kitty)
Catherine VR Schuyler: I want to wake up with you every day for the rest of our lives
Phillip Schuyler: I wake up at 4:30 AM
Catherine VR Schuyler:
Catherine VR Schuyler: I want to see you at some point every day for the rest of our lives
Cat VR Schuyler: Treat spiders the way you want to be treated
Philip Schuyler making jazz hands: Killed without hesitation
Cat VR Schuyler: Philip my darling husband-
Gertrude: Pip my darling baby brother-
Philip Schuyler: I’m literally like 3 years younger than you Gert.
Gertrude ignoring that Pip cut her off: We’ve talked about this-
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Angelica sitting next to Cat VR Schuyler: You can’t just set all your problems on fire
Elizabeth holding Alexander’s letters to her: You’d be surprised how many things are flammable dearest Annie
Cat VR Schuyler hugging Elizabeth: Betsy no burning the letters from Alexander. I swear to goodness
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Series of Unfortunate Events!Gertrude: Now now Schuyler orphans-
SOUE!Angelica(AKA Violet): Don’t call us orphans. We may be orphans but we’d prefer you didn’t call us that.
SOUE!Eliza(AKA Klaus but he’s female): Yes exactly
SOUE!Peggy(Sunny but she’s 12): *Hums in agreement*
Fanny Hamilton walking into her and her husband’s house: Hello people who do not live here.
Eliza Holly Ham: Hey.
Alexander Hamilton JR: Hi.
Philip Hamilton: Hello.
Elizabeth Hamilton: Hey!
Fanny Hamilton: I gave you the key to my place for emergencies only!
Eliza HH: We were out of Doritos
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Gertrude: WHY. Why did you give Phil a KNIFE?!
Cat VR Schuyler: I’m sorry. He said he felt unsafe.
Gertrude: Now I feel unsafe!
Cat VR Schuyler: I’m sorry.
Cat VR Schuyler: ... would you like a knife?
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Cat VR Schuyler: Good responses for being stabbed with a knife?
Angelica: Rude.
Lillybet(AKA Elizabeth I nicknamed her that bc I can): That’s fair.
Philip Schuyler: Not again.
Alexander Hamilton SR: Are you going to want this back?
Cat VR Schuyler: NO-
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SOUE!Angelica: Hey Eliza-
SOUE!Eliza: When someone points at your black clothes and asks whose funeral it is having a look around the room and saying 'Haven’t decided yet' is typically a good response.
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Store Worker: Would a Mx. Eliza Schuyler please come to the front desk?
SOUE!Eliza, arriving at the desk: Hello, is there a problem?
Store Worker: points to SOUE!Angelica and SOUE!Peggy
Store Worker: I believe they belong to you?
SOUE!Angelica and SOUE!Peggy simultaneously: We got lost :(
SOUE!Eliza: I didn’t even bring you guys here with me-
(Klaus seems like the sibling who has to take care of his older and younger siblings. Yes he’s canonically the middle child)
Cat VR Schuyler: There are seven chairs and ten kids. What do you do?
Peggy: Have everyone stand.
Angelica: Bring three more chairs!
Philip Schuyler: The most important ones can sit down.
Elizabeth: Kill three.
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Eliza HH: Everyone synchronize your watches.
Angelica Ham: I don’t know how to do that.
Alexander Hamilton JR: I don’t wear a watch.
Philip Hamilton: Time is a construct.
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*Squad reactions to being told ‘I love you’*
Gertrude: Thanks fam!
Peggy: Oh no
Angelica: *cries* I love you too
Philip Schuyler: Sounds fake but okay
Cat VR Schuyler: *A flustered mess*
Elizabeth: can I get a refund?
(This is the one generated by the incorrect quotes generator lmao)
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i wasnt tagged but im bored so here we go:
1. What’s your favourite sims death? Hmm gotta go with classic drowning tbh.
2. Alpha CC or Maxis Match? Maxis match.
3. Do you cheat when your sims gain weight? Nope, I play wants-based.
4. Do you use move objects? Ye
5. Favorite mod? TOO MANY, we'd be here all damn day, phew so honorable mentions are: fway's auto trait randomizer, object freedom, ROS generator and babydilljrs DFR turn on/offs.
6. First expansion/game/stuff pack you got? I got them all in order on release day, so I guess University since it was the first EP. Holiday Stuff was the first SP so...you can take it from here I 'spose.
7. Do you pronounce “live mode” like aLIVE or LIVing? LIVE like living your life, tf?
8. Who’s your favorite sim that you’ve made? TOO MANY omg. right now, basically all me sims in Waverly that ARE NOT premades (minus, Natasha Una)
9. Have you made a simself? Sure I have - dont have one right now tho.
10. What sim traits do you give yourself? Computer whiz, loner, artistic, rebellious
11. Which is your favorite EA hair color? ?! wtf kinda question is this lmaoooo
12. Favorite EA hair? TBH hairfuzzylongcp
13. Favorite life stage? YA/Adult
14. Are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay? mostly both but can def be mood-depending.
15. Are you a CC creator? sometimes.
16. Do you have any simblr friends/a sim squad? o_O naur, at least, not that im aware of.
17. What’s your favorite game? (1, 2, 3, or 4) 2, binch.
18. Do you have any sims merch? Nah
19. Do you have a YouTube for sims? huehuehueheuhue
20. How has your “sim style” changed throughout your years of playing? Erm, welp for starters I did not watch my downloads folder and clean it out. I would play with alpha and MM and not mind how glaring itd look in screencaps and I'd be ALL UP in their shit. Now I watch my downloads, organize and clean that ish out. I am 99% MM and I went from being all up in their shit to being a distant god to now being wants-based.
21. What’s your Origin ID? Idk lmao, dont use origin (or the new thing that replaced it.)
22. Who’s your favorite CC creator? SO MANY AND ILY ALL, ya talented asf lil beans.
23. How long have you had a simblr? My very first Simblr post was ERRR well I made Narcissims WAY back in 2011 or some shit like that. Deleted bc i thought I was over simming, came back for Sims 4 in 2014 as Grilled Cheese Aspiration and have stayed but am forever faithful to Sims 2.
24. How do you edit your pictures? Photopea lol
25. What expansion/game/stuff pack do you want next? I'm set tbh.
26. What expansion/game/stuff pack is your favorite so far? Pfft probably Bon Voyage, I just dont take my sims on vaca often. They barely roll the wants.
If you wanna do this, DO IT! you can say i tagged ya, these things are fun!
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ly Jill<3 i promise not to make this a penny and sparrow love fest lmao
1 - A song you like with a color in the title: Something in the Orange by Zach Bryan (oof this song is so good and hurts just right), Orange Juice by Noah Kahan (another absolute emotional banger honestly), Gold by Penny and Sparrow (bc it's literally playing rn and reminds me of one of my favorite books)
15 - A song that is a cover by another artist: Don't Start Now by Penny and Sparrow, covering Dua Lipa <3 (i actually like this version of don't start now more than the og but the vibes are totally different so both are good<3)
21 - A favorite song with a person’s name in the title: Carlo's Song by Noah Kahan (this song fucking wrecks me, it's all grief and love and i am obsessed with it)
okay okay so i mentioned a few penny and sparrow songs but like you knew i was gunna<3
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hwangsies · 2 years
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I feel so fucking alone bruh
I suck at uni, barely have any friends and have literally not left my house in two weeks. Just now i was talking to my mom abt it but all she had to say was pff i never had many friends either. But then again what did i expect, a hug? right
Last night i was supposed to go out with a friend but she cancelled on me last minute because she was feeling sick, like thats no problem at all, i mean yea i was bummed bc i was excited to get out of the house again but like dont force yourself to go out with me if you feel bad yk?
Anyway i texted my bestfriend, who recently moved a little further away which kinda made it so we cant see each other as much anymore, that said friend had cancelled on me and that i feel shitty bc im hanging around at home again.
I texted her at like 7 pm she answered at 2 am saying „why didnt you say something you could’ve come to my cousins birthday party with me“ which i know she didnt mean maliciously but like,,, i did say something tho?
Maybe im being dramatic, i dont know i just feel left behind.
I know i basically abandoned this account and am a sucky moot but i literally didnt know where else to vent.
Now im sitting on my bed after the interaction above with my mother took place like 15 minutes ago, crying. After her comment i just left for my room again, knowing it wont happen but silently hoping that she maybe realised that what i told her wasnt about her but again, i was disappointed.
I could tell her shes being a narcissist, that she always was one but then i would just get the „yea ur right im such an awful mother“ treatment and i dont trust myself to not chuck a plate at her if i have to hear that again.
You know she has never in my 21 years of life apologised to me, let alone comforted me when i cried alone in my room after a fight, which we regularly had.
Shes not a bad mother though, i relate to her alot and we’re similar in alot of ways shich is probably why we fought so much while i was growing up. Shes fun and chill and mostly uncomplicated, cynical and blunt which i always admired and never held me to weirdly high academic standards.
Im more sensitive than her tho, which i get from my dad, which i dont think she can handle very well, sometimes yes, other times it ends like it did just now; me crying in my room and her being clueless.
Or maybe she isnt clueless and just doesn’t feel like dealing with me. But that would make her seem awful and i don’t want to think of her like that.
My father is sweet, often times oblivious though and not as „life smart“ as my mom, (is that mean to say? Idk) he avoids us on purpose when we got into a fight.
He is extremely non confrontational and never takes sides, if he does its my mothers because he doesn’t want to be her next target probably. He cant stand up to her like me and my brother can.
But i guess thats the only pro of being raised by someone like that. The biggest con however is that i find myself displaying that narcissistic victim mentality sometimes too.
I dont know how that friend cancelling on me yesterday snowballed into this weird lovechild between a whiny complaint and an autobiography lol but i guess i had it pent up.
If you’ve read this far.. lmao why? but thanks for listening i guess <3
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